1 00:00:01,415 --> 00:00:03,417 [Arrows whooshing] 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:14,945 --> 00:00:18,604 [Gentle music] 5 00:00:49,394 --> 00:00:54,054 [Indistinct chatter] 6 00:01:14,074 --> 00:01:15,834 [Man] Here she comes. 7 00:01:19,769 --> 00:01:22,806 [Inaudible] 8 00:01:39,340 --> 00:01:41,929 [Mel] My Mum said I got made in prison, 9 00:01:43,137 --> 00:01:46,244 so maybe it was always gonna go this way. 10 00:01:58,325 --> 00:02:01,189 I remember after he got let out, my dad told me 11 00:02:01,190 --> 00:02:03,778 it was a sign I was going to turn out bad. 12 00:02:05,055 --> 00:02:07,334 And he was right. 13 00:02:08,369 --> 00:02:11,786 [Sounds from the womb] [Gentle music] 14 00:02:59,351 --> 00:03:02,182 [Shouting, door opens] 15 00:03:06,116 --> 00:03:08,188 [Door closes] 16 00:03:10,397 --> 00:03:13,193 [Door opens, people shouting] 17 00:03:17,404 --> 00:03:21,201 [Door closes, people shouting loudly] 18 00:03:56,270 --> 00:03:59,100 [Indistinct chatter] 19 00:04:01,620 --> 00:04:04,934 [Doors close, machines beeping] 20 00:04:05,555 --> 00:04:09,249 [Inaudible] 21 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:13,562 [Doors open] 22 00:04:13,563 --> 00:04:16,082 - Good morning. How are you? - Good morning, good. 23 00:04:16,083 --> 00:04:18,464 - What was your name? - Paul Karasawicz. 24 00:04:18,465 --> 00:04:20,086 Show me behind your ears. 25 00:04:20,087 --> 00:04:21,467 - Run your fingers in the hair. - [Case worker] Name? 26 00:04:21,468 --> 00:04:23,054 [Mel] Mel. 27 00:04:23,055 --> 00:04:25,403 [Case worker] Mel Blight... Good. 28 00:04:26,058 --> 00:04:27,369 So you've just come from juvenile. 29 00:04:27,370 --> 00:04:29,613 Did you do youth violent offenders? 30 00:04:29,614 --> 00:04:31,131 [Mel] Mm-hmm. 31 00:04:31,132 --> 00:04:33,168 [Case worker] Had a look at your visitors list. It was blank. 32 00:04:33,169 --> 00:04:35,930 You expecting anyone to come and see you? No. 33 00:04:41,108 --> 00:04:45,284 You'll be sharing a cell with a new inmate, Mark Shepard 34 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:47,873 who's in from 'max, 35 00:04:48,529 --> 00:04:50,392 and is technically supposed to be celled... 36 00:04:50,393 --> 00:04:53,947 Why's that?... What did he do? 37 00:04:53,948 --> 00:04:55,949 Yeah, I can't tell you that. 38 00:04:55,950 --> 00:04:59,988 If you'd like, I could put you into management. 39 00:04:59,989 --> 00:05:04,475 - Says you've done iso before. - I don't care. 40 00:05:04,476 --> 00:05:06,650 Look, we'll move you if another bed comes up. 41 00:05:06,651 --> 00:05:09,169 Though you are quite close to parole. 42 00:05:09,170 --> 00:05:11,448 I've got a year left. 43 00:05:11,449 --> 00:05:12,518 Yep. 44 00:05:12,519 --> 00:05:14,174 That's what parole's for. 45 00:05:14,175 --> 00:05:16,349 To help you with that readjustment... 46 00:05:16,350 --> 00:05:22,148 So I've enrolled you in STOP, Smart Thinking on Parole. 47 00:05:22,149 --> 00:05:24,150 Part of the program here as well is that 48 00:05:24,151 --> 00:05:26,463 we get you to write a letter to your victim. 49 00:05:26,464 --> 00:05:28,983 - Just showing contrition. - Um. 50 00:05:30,260 --> 00:05:31,916 But he's dead. 51 00:05:31,917 --> 00:05:34,678 You don't actually have to send it. 52 00:05:34,679 --> 00:05:36,127 It's for the board. 53 00:05:36,128 --> 00:05:38,198 It's for you as well, I guess. 54 00:05:38,199 --> 00:05:39,545 It's like a story. 55 00:05:39,546 --> 00:05:42,341 How you feel about everything that happened. 56 00:05:42,342 --> 00:05:44,481 How you've changed. 57 00:05:44,482 --> 00:05:46,414 How you're sorry, what you could have done differently. 58 00:05:46,415 --> 00:05:48,002 Yeah, okay. Yep. 59 00:05:50,695 --> 00:05:53,111 [Doors close] 60 00:05:54,319 --> 00:05:56,734 Alright. Feel like drooling or dribbling, 61 00:05:56,735 --> 00:05:58,495 over there for your meds. 62 00:05:58,496 --> 00:06:00,359 You got any 'bupe' you know who to come and see, yeah? 63 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,050 Do they have a PlayStation? 64 00:06:02,051 --> 00:06:04,190 There's no such thing as fucking PlayStation. 65 00:06:04,191 --> 00:06:05,225 Fuck. 66 00:06:05,226 --> 00:06:07,021 Over there, Crazy Steve. 67 00:06:11,405 --> 00:06:12,474 Okay, boys. 68 00:06:12,475 --> 00:06:14,338 Important times to remember are your muster times. 69 00:06:14,339 --> 00:06:18,722 They're at 7, 12, 4. Lockdown at 5.30. 70 00:06:18,723 --> 00:06:21,518 Oh, kitchenette over there for all your food and shit. 71 00:06:21,519 --> 00:06:22,727 Follow me. 72 00:06:23,072 --> 00:06:24,693 All right, fellas. 73 00:06:24,694 --> 00:06:27,387 Karasawicz? You. Down there. 74 00:06:28,215 --> 00:06:30,250 Blight. Number 8, mate. 75 00:06:30,251 --> 00:06:31,736 Down there. 76 00:06:36,430 --> 00:06:38,983 [Noises in the background] 77 00:06:38,984 --> 00:06:42,988 [Laughter in the background] 78 00:06:44,300 --> 00:06:47,752 [He starts playing a melody] 79 00:06:54,793 --> 00:06:56,277 That's my chair. 80 00:06:59,591 --> 00:07:01,559 Just ask next time. 81 00:07:02,594 --> 00:07:04,424 Good manners to ask, isn't it? 82 00:07:09,463 --> 00:07:11,775 Oh, I haven't had a cell mate before, 83 00:07:11,776 --> 00:07:14,434 so my manners are probably a bit off. I'm Mark. 84 00:07:16,159 --> 00:07:17,367 Mel. 85 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:20,060 It's a good shake. 86 00:07:21,441 --> 00:07:25,099 I know you've heard about me on the 'idiot box', but that's... 87 00:07:26,653 --> 00:07:28,102 That's not me. 88 00:07:29,725 --> 00:07:30,795 I haven't. 89 00:07:31,554 --> 00:07:32,797 They... They were just saying... 90 00:07:33,832 --> 00:07:35,178 What did they say? 91 00:07:37,111 --> 00:07:38,630 That they'd transfer me. 92 00:07:38,837 --> 00:07:40,390 So I didn't have to share with you. 93 00:07:41,806 --> 00:07:43,117 Why didn't you? 94 00:07:48,122 --> 00:07:49,814 Coz fuck 'em right? 95 00:07:52,161 --> 00:07:53,818 Fucking nice keyboard. 96 00:07:54,301 --> 00:07:56,302 Reckon you can come play at my service? 97 00:07:56,303 --> 00:07:58,097 I'm setting up a service. 98 00:07:58,098 --> 00:08:01,376 Like the one that I had at Barwon. Had a service at Barwon. 99 00:08:01,377 --> 00:08:04,310 I told them I'd stay out of the yard 100 00:08:04,311 --> 00:08:06,727 if they let me use the multi-faith. 101 00:08:11,870 --> 00:08:15,632 I know, "God fucking this, that. Hallelujah, Amen". 102 00:08:15,633 --> 00:08:17,496 People think you're fucking nuts. 103 00:08:17,497 --> 00:08:19,152 But it's all right, don't worry about it. 104 00:08:19,153 --> 00:08:21,846 I'm not going to push it on you. I'm not gonna push it on you. 105 00:08:23,572 --> 00:08:28,231 But it'd be nice if you might be able to play something. 106 00:08:31,372 --> 00:08:33,720 What do you reckon this... 107 00:08:36,792 --> 00:08:41,244 Do you reckon it'll... help... me? 108 00:08:44,385 --> 00:08:46,835 You seem very familiar to me. 109 00:08:46,836 --> 00:08:48,286 Very. 110 00:08:51,772 --> 00:08:55,706 So, in our parole submissions, something we're 111 00:08:55,707 --> 00:08:59,262 going to focus on is how we tell our stories. 112 00:08:59,504 --> 00:09:00,677 It wasn't even my fault. 113 00:09:00,678 --> 00:09:03,576 I'm just a people pleaser, you know, and it's like me being 114 00:09:03,577 --> 00:09:04,853 a Taurus too, you know, 115 00:09:04,854 --> 00:09:07,580 like a fucking bull in a China shop. 116 00:09:07,581 --> 00:09:09,409 My dad was an alcoholic. 117 00:09:09,410 --> 00:09:12,448 "Poor me, poor me," 118 00:09:12,828 --> 00:09:14,518 "pour me another drink." 119 00:09:14,519 --> 00:09:16,727 Nothing changed, nothing changed. 120 00:09:16,728 --> 00:09:19,559 I couldn't believe it. It's fucking fucked. 121 00:09:19,800 --> 00:09:23,424 I'm a fucking piece of shit anyway, so who gives a fuck? 122 00:09:23,977 --> 00:09:26,737 Know, when you're a kid, you know? No one really 123 00:09:26,738 --> 00:09:30,292 gives a fuck about you until you doin' stupid shit 124 00:09:30,293 --> 00:09:33,952 And you graduate to fucked shit. 125 00:09:34,228 --> 00:09:36,645 Keep doing fucked shit, this, that. 126 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:41,752 And next thing you know, you're fucked. 127 00:09:41,753 --> 00:09:43,306 You know? 128 00:09:44,653 --> 00:09:47,276 But it is what it is, you know? 129 00:09:55,422 --> 00:09:57,354 You been getting into these, have you? 130 00:09:57,355 --> 00:09:58,942 I haven't touched them. 131 00:09:58,943 --> 00:10:00,495 Well half the pack's gone. 132 00:10:00,496 --> 00:10:03,430 That's because you've been eating them, Waz. 133 00:10:05,674 --> 00:10:07,571 How's that 'sure thing' of yours? 134 00:10:07,572 --> 00:10:09,505 Still running? 135 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:12,438 You're gonna to have to pay up. 136 00:10:12,439 --> 00:10:14,959 and I can't vouch for you anymore. 137 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:16,616 Oh, mate. 138 00:10:17,478 --> 00:10:19,618 This what it's come to, has it? 139 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:23,657 You turning into an old woman nagging me about my bets. 140 00:10:25,486 --> 00:10:28,557 Shane's not kidding, mate. You can't keep taking our money. 141 00:10:28,558 --> 00:10:29,835 "Our" money? 142 00:10:29,836 --> 00:10:34,667 Yeah, our money, you've pissed it up against the wall again. 143 00:10:34,668 --> 00:10:37,463 Who do you think they're gonna send after you? 144 00:10:37,464 --> 00:10:40,570 How do you think that makes me feel? 145 00:10:42,469 --> 00:10:44,712 You're bringing me a message, are you? 146 00:10:44,713 --> 00:10:46,852 Pay up or you're dead meat? 147 00:10:46,853 --> 00:10:49,958 You're eight grand in. They knock cunts for less. 148 00:10:49,959 --> 00:10:52,651 Tell them to let me double or nothing at the Geelong Cup. 149 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:53,997 That fucking thing's as rigged as all get out. 150 00:10:53,998 --> 00:10:55,412 Not till you pay what you owe. 151 00:10:55,413 --> 00:10:58,518 On nine bucks a day? How the fuck am I supposed to do that? 152 00:10:58,519 --> 00:11:01,970 Yeah, well, that's my point, I fucking warned you, didn't I? 153 00:11:01,971 --> 00:11:03,385 Look. 154 00:11:03,386 --> 00:11:06,009 Shane said there's a contract on that new cunt Shepard. 155 00:11:06,010 --> 00:11:09,703 - It's 50 grand. - I'm not a fucking murderer. 156 00:11:11,360 --> 00:11:14,328 Well Shane's had it, so you fucking sort it out with him. 157 00:11:15,536 --> 00:11:17,815 [Music's playing in the background] 158 00:11:20,887 --> 00:11:24,993 [Shouting in the background] 159 00:11:24,994 --> 00:11:27,894 [Dripping sound] 160 00:11:40,838 --> 00:11:44,427 [Flushing, shouting and banging] 161 00:11:45,566 --> 00:11:48,708 [Voice from loudspeakers] 162 00:11:49,570 --> 00:11:51,710 - Name? - Jackavou. 163 00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:53,885 Come on mate! [Laughter] 164 00:11:59,511 --> 00:12:02,583 [Quiet laughter in the background] 165 00:12:07,761 --> 00:12:10,901 - Hurry the fuck up, mate. - Hurry the fuck up! 166 00:12:10,902 --> 00:12:13,594 [Indistinct shouting] 167 00:12:19,946 --> 00:12:20,981 Hey Mel! 168 00:12:21,602 --> 00:12:24,915 Got a keyboard with your name on it. 169 00:12:24,916 --> 00:12:27,816 Got loads more black and white buttons. 170 00:12:32,993 --> 00:12:35,755 [He plays the keyboard] 171 00:12:39,034 --> 00:12:42,795 [Church music] 172 00:12:42,796 --> 00:12:45,625 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 173 00:12:45,626 --> 00:12:48,456 Boring church music, blah, blah. No, you got to feel the spirit. 174 00:12:48,457 --> 00:12:50,769 You've got to, whatever the spirit wants, you follow it. 175 00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:53,427 So there's nothing between the spirit and your buttons. 176 00:12:55,809 --> 00:12:57,673 Just feel it! 177 00:12:59,606 --> 00:13:02,471 [Spiritual music] 178 00:13:21,628 --> 00:13:23,526 Thank you. 179 00:13:25,183 --> 00:13:27,530 - I'm Mark. - Hey, Mark. 180 00:13:29,705 --> 00:13:34,019 I know a lot of you have heard about me on TV, for my crime, 181 00:13:34,020 --> 00:13:37,988 the media opening old wounds to get me sent back to 'max? 182 00:13:37,989 --> 00:13:39,887 But that's not me. 183 00:13:39,888 --> 00:13:42,166 Something inside changed. 184 00:13:42,511 --> 00:13:45,514 I saw that I wasn't to blame. 185 00:13:46,549 --> 00:13:47,791 I saw that none of you're to blame. 186 00:13:47,792 --> 00:13:50,174 You didn't ask to be made as you are. 187 00:13:50,519 --> 00:13:52,520 Or who you came from. 188 00:13:52,521 --> 00:13:55,075 Or your fucking postcode. 189 00:13:55,593 --> 00:13:57,559 If you want change, real change. 190 00:13:57,560 --> 00:13:59,630 You won't get it through clinicians 191 00:13:59,631 --> 00:14:02,012 or psychs with their meds and their programs 192 00:14:02,013 --> 00:14:04,014 and their fucking PowerPoint. 193 00:14:04,015 --> 00:14:06,155 They just want to control you. 194 00:14:07,536 --> 00:14:09,365 Make you feel bad. 195 00:14:12,196 --> 00:14:14,818 Now, I was completely illiterate, like some of you, 196 00:14:14,819 --> 00:14:17,234 but then one day I opened up this book 197 00:14:17,235 --> 00:14:19,203 and I began to read. 198 00:14:19,582 --> 00:14:24,724 And right there was miracle number one. [audience mumbling] 199 00:14:24,725 --> 00:14:28,901 Then I was reborn. [audience swearing and laughing] 200 00:14:28,902 --> 00:14:30,834 And I heard him speak through me. 201 00:14:30,835 --> 00:14:33,941 Are you just like the most cooked cunt here? 202 00:14:33,942 --> 00:14:38,566 Or do you actually listen when you say this horse shit, mate? 203 00:14:38,567 --> 00:14:42,053 [Spiritual music] [Audience mumbling] 204 00:14:45,022 --> 00:14:49,233 [Chatter and laughter from audience] 205 00:14:50,096 --> 00:14:52,892 [Speaking in tongues] 206 00:15:02,625 --> 00:15:05,905 [Speaking in tongues] 207 00:15:15,673 --> 00:15:19,780 [Indistinct muttering] 208 00:15:20,264 --> 00:15:23,267 You have to hear the spirit yourself. 209 00:15:27,305 --> 00:15:29,929 Think back on what brought you here. 210 00:15:32,103 --> 00:15:35,279 Try to remember the moment that you decided to choose... 211 00:15:35,762 --> 00:15:37,591 To choose... 212 00:15:37,971 --> 00:15:39,524 The path you took. 213 00:15:39,766 --> 00:15:42,562 [Solemn music] 214 00:15:42,803 --> 00:15:45,598 [Chaplain] How are you going to pay for what you did? 215 00:15:45,599 --> 00:15:47,807 Only each of you can know that, 216 00:15:47,808 --> 00:15:51,294 and you will not be free until you have. 217 00:15:51,295 --> 00:15:54,849 Now free doesn't mean just walking outside these walls. 218 00:15:54,850 --> 00:15:59,026 Free means free of the guilt, and there should be guilt. 219 00:15:59,027 --> 00:16:00,303 It's no accident. 220 00:16:00,304 --> 00:16:03,272 It's no mistake that has brought you here. 221 00:16:03,548 --> 00:16:06,966 You owe a debt to society. 222 00:16:07,690 --> 00:16:10,969 Are you going to be a benefit to society? 223 00:16:10,970 --> 00:16:14,179 Are you going to be a scientist and study astrophysics? 224 00:16:14,180 --> 00:16:17,320 Are you going to look into the future for time travel? 225 00:16:17,321 --> 00:16:19,978 Are you going to head off on the light years 226 00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:22,290 and look back on the Earth? [buzzing from shaver] 227 00:16:22,291 --> 00:16:25,329 First, you're going to need to start over. 228 00:16:25,674 --> 00:16:27,331 Starting from now. 229 00:16:27,641 --> 00:16:30,127 Begin again as a new person. 230 00:16:37,065 --> 00:16:39,998 [Thump, moaning] 231 00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:42,863 [Indistinct chatter] 232 00:16:44,313 --> 00:16:45,866 Hey! 233 00:16:47,834 --> 00:16:50,009 [Moaning] 234 00:16:53,943 --> 00:16:57,016 [Screaming] 235 00:17:05,093 --> 00:17:09,061 [Mark] Until you are able to accept yourself as God made you, 236 00:17:09,062 --> 00:17:12,685 no matter where you are, 237 00:17:12,686 --> 00:17:16,310 will be some kind of prison. 238 00:17:16,311 --> 00:17:18,381 [Gentle music] 239 00:17:18,382 --> 00:17:20,693 [Mel] Dear Jason. 240 00:17:20,694 --> 00:17:23,800 They want me to write this 241 00:17:23,801 --> 00:17:28,391 letter to you and say sorry that I killed you. 242 00:17:28,392 --> 00:17:31,911 They want me to make a story out of it 243 00:17:31,912 --> 00:17:37,814 and pretend I changed so they can give me parole. 244 00:17:37,815 --> 00:17:40,368 But I haven't changed. 245 00:17:40,369 --> 00:17:42,267 No one does. 246 00:17:42,268 --> 00:17:44,304 Especially inside. 247 00:17:46,755 --> 00:17:48,204 I met someone here 248 00:17:48,205 --> 00:17:50,758 who says we're not to blame for what we did. 249 00:17:50,759 --> 00:17:54,832 Because we didn't choose how we're made and all that shit. 250 00:17:55,936 --> 00:17:58,732 How God made us this way. 251 00:17:59,147 --> 00:18:01,321 I don't know why he'd do that. 252 00:18:03,841 --> 00:18:06,947 It would be nice if there was a reason though. 253 00:18:14,990 --> 00:18:17,888 Parole is about making better neighbours, 254 00:18:17,889 --> 00:18:20,236 not better criminals. 255 00:18:20,237 --> 00:18:23,204 Who can tell me the key principles 256 00:18:23,205 --> 00:18:25,827 the board is looking for? 257 00:18:25,828 --> 00:18:27,967 Do you know what parole is? 258 00:18:27,968 --> 00:18:30,763 They all start with C. 259 00:18:30,764 --> 00:18:32,903 [Man] Casino constitutionalism? 260 00:18:32,904 --> 00:18:34,457 That's just what it is, you know. 261 00:18:34,458 --> 00:18:36,460 [Warren] Culpability, contrition and change. 262 00:18:36,943 --> 00:18:38,634 [Woman] Yeah. 263 00:18:39,118 --> 00:18:43,018 Can you tell us something about the way you've changed, Warren? 264 00:18:43,984 --> 00:18:45,399 Uhh... 265 00:18:45,400 --> 00:18:47,297 I can tell you that Harrow changed the channel 266 00:18:47,298 --> 00:18:49,161 when I was watching TV the other day. 267 00:18:49,162 --> 00:18:52,476 And I... I took a moment. 268 00:18:53,270 --> 00:18:55,029 Whereas the old me wouldn't have done that. 269 00:18:55,030 --> 00:18:57,895 Oh yeah, what would have he'd done mate? Go on. 270 00:18:59,172 --> 00:19:00,793 See? I've changed. 271 00:19:00,794 --> 00:19:02,830 Do we have to do parole? 272 00:19:02,831 --> 00:19:04,487 - Good question, Mel. - Listen, 273 00:19:04,488 --> 00:19:07,179 I've been informed of my sources, right? [Mumbling] 274 00:19:07,180 --> 00:19:08,870 Okay, okay, okay! 275 00:19:08,871 --> 00:19:13,427 So parole is something that you can turn down. 276 00:19:13,428 --> 00:19:17,016 But you're all going to be released eventually. 277 00:19:17,017 --> 00:19:20,504 Parole is a way to adjust, to get a plan in place. 278 00:19:21,194 --> 00:19:24,818 Family contacts, support structure, bank account, a job. 279 00:19:25,267 --> 00:19:27,165 Mel, can you please sit down. 280 00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:29,822 And join the group. [Hard thumping, people cheering] 281 00:19:29,823 --> 00:19:34,173 [Cheering and applause] 282 00:19:36,554 --> 00:19:40,524 [Thumping and cheering] 283 00:19:46,115 --> 00:19:50,257 Oi, put the table down now! On the floor! 284 00:19:50,258 --> 00:19:53,226 Sit down nakkas! 285 00:19:54,572 --> 00:19:58,576 Get the fuck off me, you fucking dogs! Fuck you! 286 00:20:00,233 --> 00:20:03,891 - You sit down! - Calm it down! 287 00:20:03,892 --> 00:20:06,169 [Alarm] 288 00:20:06,170 --> 00:20:09,208 [Screaming] 289 00:20:11,900 --> 00:20:14,454 You fucking dogs! 290 00:20:15,386 --> 00:20:18,527 [Alarm] 291 00:20:21,530 --> 00:20:25,293 [Intense screaming] 292 00:20:28,434 --> 00:20:32,265 You fucking dogs! [Kicks the wall] 293 00:20:43,276 --> 00:20:46,554 [Breathing heavily] 294 00:20:46,555 --> 00:20:49,419 No, no mate! 295 00:20:49,420 --> 00:20:52,422 [Screaming] 296 00:20:52,423 --> 00:20:54,838 - No, no! - You fucking dirty cunt! 297 00:20:54,839 --> 00:20:57,117 [Screaming in pain] 298 00:21:01,467 --> 00:21:04,434 Fuck! You fucking asshole! 299 00:21:04,435 --> 00:21:06,989 Jesus! Jesus! 300 00:21:07,369 --> 00:21:10,027 Somebody! [Thumps] 301 00:21:13,479 --> 00:21:16,619 [TV] A notorious killer's fight for freedom, 302 00:21:16,620 --> 00:21:19,242 a community torn apart. 303 00:21:19,243 --> 00:21:22,452 Mark Shepard was only 13 years old when he 304 00:21:22,453 --> 00:21:25,110 committed one of the worst crimes this country 305 00:21:25,111 --> 00:21:26,974 has ever seen. 306 00:21:26,975 --> 00:21:31,220 How can you think about letting someone like that out? 307 00:21:31,669 --> 00:21:35,017 [Gentle music] 308 00:22:01,527 --> 00:22:05,461 [Crickets chirping] 309 00:22:05,462 --> 00:22:08,016 [Sheep bleating] 310 00:22:11,226 --> 00:22:13,987 [Colleen] Why are you here, Warren? 311 00:22:14,540 --> 00:22:17,335 I try not to give too much thought. 312 00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:21,374 In here? In my office, why? 313 00:22:22,271 --> 00:22:24,514 What does it say in there? 314 00:22:24,515 --> 00:22:26,205 It says you found him that way, that it was 315 00:22:26,206 --> 00:22:28,035 an accident. Well, that's not fucking credible. 316 00:22:28,036 --> 00:22:31,176 I agree with you, to be honest. You know, but if Jez says 317 00:22:31,177 --> 00:22:33,351 it was an accident I'll take him for his word, so. 318 00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:35,525 Oh I didn't say Jez said that. 319 00:22:35,526 --> 00:22:37,078 What did he say? 320 00:22:37,079 --> 00:22:39,840 Come on, Warren, I'm not a fucking idiot. 321 00:22:39,841 --> 00:22:41,220 Are you trying to fuck your parole? 322 00:22:41,221 --> 00:22:43,223 - Is that what you're doing? - No. 323 00:22:46,226 --> 00:22:48,538 Warren, I see it all the time. 324 00:22:48,539 --> 00:22:50,713 You lot beg to get out of here, 325 00:22:50,714 --> 00:22:54,027 and when your time comes, you go to pieces. 326 00:22:55,270 --> 00:22:57,685 [Guard] Ask him about the crying. 327 00:22:57,686 --> 00:22:59,446 What crying? 328 00:22:59,447 --> 00:23:00,723 What the fuck are you talking about? 329 00:23:00,724 --> 00:23:04,140 Jen mentioned some kind of emotional outburst. 330 00:23:04,141 --> 00:23:07,592 It wasn't an emotional outburst, okay? 331 00:23:07,593 --> 00:23:10,803 She asked us about a dream we'd had. 332 00:23:12,218 --> 00:23:13,529 You know, that... 333 00:23:13,530 --> 00:23:15,151 [Colleen] Tell me about it. 334 00:23:15,152 --> 00:23:16,290 Why? 335 00:23:16,291 --> 00:23:18,465 - Well that's why I'm here. - I told her about it. 336 00:23:18,466 --> 00:23:20,777 Well, tell me. 337 00:23:20,778 --> 00:23:24,782 It was nothing, it was just a dream about my boy Adrian. 338 00:23:25,093 --> 00:23:27,785 Except you know, he was grown up. 339 00:23:32,238 --> 00:23:34,654 What happened? In the dream? 340 00:23:35,621 --> 00:23:38,762 He was giving me a hug and he goes... 341 00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:51,257 He just goes, "You don't have to do this anymore." 342 00:23:52,465 --> 00:23:54,742 What was he talking about? Do what? 343 00:23:54,743 --> 00:23:56,158 I don't know. 344 00:23:57,194 --> 00:23:59,127 Well that's quite a coincidence. 345 00:23:59,783 --> 00:24:00,784 What? 346 00:24:01,163 --> 00:24:03,303 He got back to us. 347 00:24:03,580 --> 00:24:06,305 He said he was willing to meet you on day leave 348 00:24:06,306 --> 00:24:09,517 and maybe be your support for parole. 349 00:24:11,484 --> 00:24:14,038 Uh, and is he... 350 00:24:15,108 --> 00:24:17,352 Well, anything else? 351 00:24:17,697 --> 00:24:19,526 Apparently he's doing an apprenticeship. 352 00:24:19,527 --> 00:24:22,564 Hasn't had any trouble with the law in years. 353 00:24:23,358 --> 00:24:26,118 But Warren, look, you know you've been good. 354 00:24:26,119 --> 00:24:27,706 And, well... 355 00:24:27,707 --> 00:24:29,812 Mostly good here. 356 00:24:29,813 --> 00:24:32,711 And yes, Gerry did say it was an accident, 357 00:24:32,712 --> 00:24:35,438 but you are not off the hook yet. 358 00:24:35,439 --> 00:24:38,648 Is there something I can do? I mean, anything? 359 00:24:38,649 --> 00:24:42,618 That new kid in your STOP class who had the outburst, Mel. 360 00:24:42,619 --> 00:24:45,310 I'm going to put him in with you and on maintenance. 361 00:24:45,311 --> 00:24:46,760 I can't be responsible for him. 362 00:24:46,761 --> 00:24:49,314 - You keep him out of trouble. - He's a fucking psycho. 363 00:24:49,315 --> 00:24:51,662 So are you. Keep him out of trouble. 364 00:24:54,251 --> 00:24:56,495 [Birds chirping] 365 00:25:01,707 --> 00:25:04,156 You've obviously never heard of 'measure twice'. 366 00:25:04,157 --> 00:25:06,158 What? What do you mean? 367 00:25:06,159 --> 00:25:08,298 They need to be 500. 368 00:25:08,299 --> 00:25:10,818 So a bit shorter or longer than that one? 369 00:25:10,819 --> 00:25:13,512 Take your tape out. Measure it. 370 00:25:34,118 --> 00:25:36,880 500. Cut it here. 371 00:25:39,641 --> 00:25:42,541 - Where? - Where my thumb is. 372 00:25:45,889 --> 00:25:49,237 [Hammering] 373 00:25:49,927 --> 00:25:53,241 [Indistinct chatter] 374 00:25:59,765 --> 00:26:01,698 You're fucking kidding me. 375 00:26:02,630 --> 00:26:05,080 Wonder you've got any teeth left? 376 00:26:07,635 --> 00:26:09,775 Wash your hands first. 377 00:26:14,814 --> 00:26:17,471 Over being sick 'cuz, over it. 378 00:26:17,472 --> 00:26:19,266 Nah, hundred percent 'cuz. 379 00:26:19,267 --> 00:26:21,440 Did you hear about that Shepard guy? 380 00:26:21,441 --> 00:26:24,720 Bruh, I heard he gets up and "Blah, blah, blah!" 381 00:26:24,721 --> 00:26:27,895 He's a fucking spinner, bruh. 382 00:26:27,896 --> 00:26:29,932 'Cuz I heard him the other day. 383 00:26:29,933 --> 00:26:34,765 But you better get in quick, because I heard some things. 384 00:26:37,457 --> 00:26:38,941 Oi. 385 00:26:38,942 --> 00:26:41,289 Got some ink there, cuz. What you got? 386 00:26:42,877 --> 00:26:45,257 - Oh, sister's drawing. - Oh, sister bro! 387 00:26:45,258 --> 00:26:47,536 Ooh, hook us up cuz! 388 00:26:48,330 --> 00:26:50,954 Mad dog's in with Shepard huh? 389 00:26:51,506 --> 00:26:54,267 No, in Casa-Del-Wazza now. 390 00:26:54,820 --> 00:26:56,510 Better watch your back, mad dog. 391 00:26:56,511 --> 00:26:59,721 Waz will fuck you up just for something to do. 392 00:27:00,308 --> 00:27:01,861 Ask his last cellie. 393 00:27:03,345 --> 00:27:05,968 - Yeah, man. - I'll swap you. 394 00:27:05,969 --> 00:27:07,971 I'll swap you for your half. 395 00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:10,974 [Indistinct chatter] 396 00:27:20,328 --> 00:27:22,950 [Wand beeping] 397 00:27:22,951 --> 00:27:24,573 Turn around. 398 00:27:35,032 --> 00:27:37,552 [Indistinct loudspeaker] 399 00:27:42,488 --> 00:27:44,006 Oh, hey boss? 400 00:27:44,007 --> 00:27:47,562 I nabbed an off-cut. Sorry, mate. 401 00:27:54,534 --> 00:27:58,884 [Chatter and noise] 402 00:28:03,578 --> 00:28:06,512 Hey, what the fuck was that about? 403 00:28:08,790 --> 00:28:10,895 If that was for me, you're gonna need more than a bit of... 404 00:28:10,896 --> 00:28:12,207 It wasn't. 405 00:28:13,830 --> 00:28:15,589 Listen, you want to start something here, 406 00:28:15,590 --> 00:28:16,590 be my guest. 407 00:28:16,591 --> 00:28:18,834 Just give it a couple of months, after I'm out. 408 00:28:18,835 --> 00:28:21,734 Then you can play king of the shitheads with the rest of them. 409 00:28:23,287 --> 00:28:25,531 It wasn't for you. 410 00:28:25,807 --> 00:28:27,395 It was for him. 411 00:28:32,469 --> 00:28:35,644 [Indistinct loudspeaker] 412 00:28:43,411 --> 00:28:45,654 Is it for the contract? 413 00:28:48,761 --> 00:28:51,591 There's a contract on him for three grand. 414 00:28:55,112 --> 00:28:57,770 - Well, why then? - Does it matter? 415 00:28:57,943 --> 00:29:00,530 It matters that I believe you're gonna go through with it. 416 00:29:00,531 --> 00:29:02,085 I will. 417 00:29:04,673 --> 00:29:06,089 But why? 418 00:29:08,022 --> 00:29:09,609 I don't know. 419 00:29:12,923 --> 00:29:14,683 You've gotta have a reason. 420 00:29:22,105 --> 00:29:25,660 [Clatter] 421 00:29:31,770 --> 00:29:33,840 He's gonna knock Shepard? The new kid? 422 00:29:33,841 --> 00:29:34,910 Yeah. 423 00:29:34,911 --> 00:29:35,911 How do you know he's gonna do it? 424 00:29:35,912 --> 00:29:37,913 Because I can tell. 425 00:29:37,914 --> 00:29:39,984 You know, fucking Ambrose wants to feed that little cunt. 426 00:29:39,985 --> 00:29:43,919 Leave him alone for a couple of days, and 25 each, okay? 427 00:29:43,920 --> 00:29:45,990 It's 50-nothing fuckhead! 428 00:29:45,991 --> 00:29:48,958 I'll clear your debt then no one coming after ya for bashing Jez. 429 00:29:48,959 --> 00:29:50,511 That wasn't me, for fuck's sake. 430 00:29:50,512 --> 00:29:52,444 I swear to you! He'll swear to it as well. 431 00:29:52,445 --> 00:29:54,033 He did, but it's bullshit. 432 00:29:55,621 --> 00:29:57,829 Listen, you collect on Shepard, what's the problem? 433 00:29:57,830 --> 00:30:01,869 And we'll make it 35-15, okay? That's fair. 434 00:30:04,009 --> 00:30:07,701 It's the victim's family paying. They want it done quick. 435 00:30:07,702 --> 00:30:09,876 I'll give you two days. 436 00:30:09,877 --> 00:30:12,879 - Okay, including tomorrow. - Yeah. 437 00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:15,019 You got till Monday, get it done, we're square, and then... 438 00:30:15,020 --> 00:30:17,021 Just put up five for yourself. 439 00:30:17,022 --> 00:30:18,988 Yeah, okay. 440 00:30:18,989 --> 00:30:22,509 And watch him. I knew him in juvie. 441 00:30:22,510 --> 00:30:25,030 You know he killed a kid, yeah? 442 00:30:33,693 --> 00:30:36,006 Are you still coming to the service? 443 00:30:39,665 --> 00:30:40,839 Yeah. 444 00:30:57,165 --> 00:31:01,687 [Mel] People like us shouldn't be released. 445 00:31:04,034 --> 00:31:07,244 I don't know if there's something broken inside. 446 00:31:08,728 --> 00:31:11,041 Or we choose to be like this. 447 00:31:13,595 --> 00:31:16,564 Either way, we shouldn't be let out. 448 00:31:17,254 --> 00:31:21,051 You can see it in us, even as kids. 449 00:31:21,569 --> 00:31:24,572 [Solemn music] 450 00:31:32,787 --> 00:31:35,548 It's like we're infested with something, 451 00:31:37,102 --> 00:31:39,069 that grows from inside 452 00:31:41,244 --> 00:31:43,763 and hurts everyone around us. 453 00:31:47,146 --> 00:31:50,046 Even our families are scared of us, 454 00:31:52,738 --> 00:31:56,949 maybe if they stop with parole and letting us out, 455 00:31:58,123 --> 00:32:00,159 things would be different. 456 00:32:05,302 --> 00:32:06,959 But that's okay. 457 00:32:08,202 --> 00:32:10,618 Because now I know what I have to do. 458 00:32:17,073 --> 00:32:20,869 I don't know why we do things, but this thing 459 00:32:22,112 --> 00:32:23,976 that you're gonna do, 460 00:32:25,805 --> 00:32:27,599 That's the right thing. 461 00:32:27,600 --> 00:32:30,638 Yeah. It's the best thing. 462 00:32:31,984 --> 00:32:33,296 Milk? 463 00:32:34,159 --> 00:32:38,508 I mean, whatever it is, it just feels right. 464 00:32:41,614 --> 00:32:43,478 And when you go through with it, 465 00:32:44,824 --> 00:32:47,688 two of that three grand is yours. 466 00:32:47,689 --> 00:32:51,486 Yeah. Maybe get yourself a lawyer, I reckon. 467 00:32:53,074 --> 00:32:56,076 That bit of wire was never gonna do much, was it? 468 00:32:56,077 --> 00:32:59,149 No one would believe you'd ever done this before. 469 00:33:03,705 --> 00:33:05,983 Look, I'll get you a shiv, okay? 470 00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:07,847 But listen... 471 00:33:09,849 --> 00:33:12,818 What's your relationship like with him? 472 00:33:14,371 --> 00:33:17,236 Not... gay... 473 00:33:18,686 --> 00:33:20,583 For the stay. 474 00:33:20,584 --> 00:33:22,379 Everyone gets lonely. 475 00:33:23,346 --> 00:33:26,797 You're gonna have to distract him, if you know what I mean. 476 00:33:27,074 --> 00:33:28,177 How? 477 00:33:28,178 --> 00:33:31,353 You have to stand him up in front of you, all right? 478 00:33:31,354 --> 00:33:33,942 Here, I'll show you. Get up here. 479 00:33:35,737 --> 00:33:37,186 He'll stand there. When you tell him you're gonna 480 00:33:37,187 --> 00:33:40,327 give him a blowjob, he'll fucking stand there, okay? 481 00:33:40,328 --> 00:33:45,056 So you're sucking him off, all right? And he's all at ease. 482 00:33:45,057 --> 00:33:48,715 And when you know he's about to blow his load, 483 00:33:48,716 --> 00:33:54,134 you pull the shiv out, and bam! Right into his ear, okay? 484 00:33:54,135 --> 00:33:59,277 And you don't fucking stop. Bam! Bam! Bam! Bam! 485 00:33:59,278 --> 00:34:00,554 Until he's fucking done. 486 00:34:00,555 --> 00:34:03,938 Alright, until he's fucking dead on the floor. You understand? 487 00:34:05,250 --> 00:34:08,184 Yeah. So... 488 00:34:08,908 --> 00:34:11,118 Why do you do that with your eyes? 489 00:34:14,845 --> 00:34:16,950 - I don't know. - Cut it out, okay? 490 00:34:16,951 --> 00:34:19,711 Because he'll fucking kill you while you're busy blinking. 491 00:34:19,712 --> 00:34:23,094 So he's on the floor, and you've gotta fucking slash yourself. 492 00:34:23,095 --> 00:34:24,233 Why? 493 00:34:24,234 --> 00:34:27,892 So it looks like self-defense, all right? You got it? 494 00:34:27,893 --> 00:34:30,274 You know, you might even still get your release. 495 00:34:30,275 --> 00:34:32,276 You might even get a fucking thank you letter. 496 00:34:32,277 --> 00:34:35,382 You're doing it again! Can't you help it or something? 497 00:34:35,383 --> 00:34:37,419 I can. 498 00:34:37,420 --> 00:34:40,146 Okay, good. Just do what I do. 499 00:34:40,147 --> 00:34:42,424 Just blink once. Can you do that? 500 00:34:42,425 --> 00:34:45,152 Yeah, there you go. Practice that. 501 00:34:49,156 --> 00:34:52,469 Well, I'm not actually gonna suck you off, so off you go. 502 00:34:59,200 --> 00:35:01,270 Play cards? 503 00:35:01,271 --> 00:35:02,927 - Sure. - Yeah. 504 00:35:02,928 --> 00:35:04,343 21? 505 00:35:04,792 --> 00:35:07,829 No, I'm 18. 506 00:35:12,938 --> 00:35:15,803 [Whirring sound] 507 00:35:16,804 --> 00:35:19,289 [He sighs] 508 00:35:20,980 --> 00:35:23,706 [Door opens] 509 00:35:23,707 --> 00:35:27,952 Blight, get yourself ready and report to the officer's station. 510 00:35:27,953 --> 00:35:29,091 [He sighs] 511 00:35:29,092 --> 00:35:30,092 What's going on? 512 00:35:30,093 --> 00:35:33,131 [Guard] Never mind, get a wriggle on. 513 00:35:38,619 --> 00:35:39,965 Hey. 514 00:35:40,793 --> 00:35:45,176 Mel. You can... You can wait. We shouldn't be too long. 515 00:35:45,177 --> 00:35:46,489 Right. 516 00:35:46,661 --> 00:35:47,972 [Door closes] 517 00:35:47,973 --> 00:35:51,941 There's news from Darrangal. 518 00:35:51,942 --> 00:35:54,290 Your father... 519 00:35:54,738 --> 00:35:56,844 has been found deceased. 520 00:36:02,263 --> 00:36:07,854 As with all deaths in custody, an autopsy will be carried out, 521 00:36:07,855 --> 00:36:10,167 but it doesn't look at this stage 522 00:36:10,168 --> 00:36:12,893 like anyone else is implicated. 523 00:36:12,894 --> 00:36:16,173 There's no evidence of any 524 00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:19,900 mistreatment or negligence on behalf of the department. 525 00:36:19,901 --> 00:36:22,351 It does say here that he 526 00:36:22,352 --> 00:36:25,803 was diagnosed with a neurodegenerative disease. 527 00:36:25,804 --> 00:36:30,083 Which I'm sure you're probably aware of 528 00:36:30,084 --> 00:36:33,225 through court documents, etc. 529 00:36:33,467 --> 00:36:37,333 [Gentle music] So, I've also got a letter here. 530 00:36:49,966 --> 00:36:54,556 [Mel reading letter] Dear Mel, I hope you're doing well. 531 00:36:54,557 --> 00:36:58,560 Vigorously enjoying this life. 532 00:36:58,561 --> 00:37:03,358 They ask us to write a letter to our victim here. 533 00:37:03,359 --> 00:37:06,257 I don't see the point. 534 00:37:06,258 --> 00:37:10,365 I know your mother and sister understand 535 00:37:10,366 --> 00:37:13,058 and have forgiven me. 536 00:37:14,197 --> 00:37:16,094 Do you know what parole is? 537 00:37:16,095 --> 00:37:20,478 It's when people who've been to prison get to come out. 538 00:37:20,479 --> 00:37:22,342 So your dad gets out soon. 539 00:37:22,343 --> 00:37:24,172 Ya think she'll like them? 540 00:37:25,622 --> 00:37:29,901 But what we should do is, like, not let him know where we live 541 00:37:29,902 --> 00:37:33,111 and we should just keep this place our little secret. 542 00:37:33,112 --> 00:37:35,424 [Father] Gonna need directions here, mate? 543 00:37:35,425 --> 00:37:36,806 Hm? 544 00:37:38,359 --> 00:37:40,257 Do I just keep going straight? 545 00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:41,948 Yep. 546 00:37:41,949 --> 00:37:43,399 Okay. 547 00:37:45,953 --> 00:37:48,300 Come up the front here, mate. 548 00:37:50,923 --> 00:37:53,408 Jeez, you're getting bigger, aren't you? 549 00:37:53,409 --> 00:37:54,443 Straight up here, yeah? 550 00:37:54,444 --> 00:37:56,826 [Young Mel] Go right up here. 551 00:37:58,172 --> 00:38:00,105 Is Mum still wearing her wedding ring? 552 00:38:00,450 --> 00:38:01,796 Ahh... 553 00:38:02,176 --> 00:38:03,452 I don't look much. 554 00:38:03,453 --> 00:38:05,317 It's just a bit of metal though, isn't it, mate? 555 00:38:05,490 --> 00:38:07,664 So she's not wearing it. 556 00:38:08,389 --> 00:38:11,080 We're the same, you and me, aren't we? 557 00:38:11,081 --> 00:38:13,013 We're not like them, you and me. 558 00:38:13,014 --> 00:38:14,981 Thing about the world, right? 559 00:38:14,982 --> 00:38:17,052 People out there, they don't get us. 560 00:38:17,053 --> 00:38:19,261 We're ahead of the universe you and me, aren't we? 561 00:38:19,262 --> 00:38:20,988 We're not like them. 562 00:38:23,370 --> 00:38:26,304 [Noise from the plastic] 563 00:38:31,654 --> 00:38:34,069 We're just up here. Is that... Is that up here, is it? 564 00:38:34,070 --> 00:38:36,210 [Young Mel] Yep, the white one. 565 00:38:42,630 --> 00:38:44,908 [Brakes squeal] 566 00:38:50,535 --> 00:38:53,054 Just... wait here a sec. 567 00:38:54,642 --> 00:38:58,266 Just wait here a sec. [Turns off the engine] 568 00:39:25,742 --> 00:39:29,677 [Front door opens and closes] 569 00:39:33,578 --> 00:39:37,166 [Mel reading letter] What I'd done wasn't my fault. 570 00:39:37,167 --> 00:39:41,379 I don't even remember a scintilla. 571 00:39:42,172 --> 00:39:44,899 I shouldn't have been given parole. 572 00:39:48,282 --> 00:39:51,561 And if you hadn't given me your address, 573 00:39:52,562 --> 00:39:54,875 they'd still be alive. 574 00:40:00,674 --> 00:40:03,746 I've been on a lot of medication since then. 575 00:40:05,299 --> 00:40:07,991 It's a crazy dog-eat-dog world. 576 00:40:08,578 --> 00:40:11,823 I've had about enough of trying to make sense of it. 577 00:40:12,548 --> 00:40:13,756 P.S. 578 00:40:14,273 --> 00:40:18,174 Any screw reading this can fuck off. 579 00:40:20,107 --> 00:40:23,490 [Voices and screaming] 580 00:40:26,044 --> 00:40:28,011 What was that about? 581 00:40:29,288 --> 00:40:30,497 Nothing. 582 00:40:32,809 --> 00:40:35,985 I'll get you what you need today, okay? 583 00:40:38,470 --> 00:40:40,507 And chapel's at three. 584 00:40:41,473 --> 00:40:43,268 Come on. 585 00:40:44,407 --> 00:40:46,271 Chop-chop! 586 00:40:55,038 --> 00:40:58,766 [Spiritual music] 587 00:41:19,062 --> 00:41:21,617 So, miracle number two. 588 00:41:22,652 --> 00:41:24,965 Hearing God's word. 589 00:41:26,518 --> 00:41:27,691 They call it intrusive thoughts. 590 00:41:27,692 --> 00:41:30,348 That's bullshit. All thoughts are intrusive. 591 00:41:30,349 --> 00:41:33,560 In iso, your brain... 592 00:41:35,078 --> 00:41:37,321 ...fucking eats itself. 593 00:41:37,322 --> 00:41:38,460 But I learned to listen. 594 00:41:38,461 --> 00:41:40,393 And for those of you that wasn't around last time, 595 00:41:40,394 --> 00:41:43,327 he told me, "It's not your fault." 596 00:41:43,328 --> 00:41:45,294 Then why the fuck am I here? 597 00:41:45,295 --> 00:41:47,676 I had the same question. 598 00:41:47,677 --> 00:41:50,749 Because they want a scapegoat. 599 00:41:51,232 --> 00:41:53,752 Because they're guilty for their sins. 600 00:41:54,650 --> 00:41:57,859 Chaplain Harry Panage, he told me that in the olden times, 601 00:41:57,860 --> 00:42:00,482 the Jews, they didn't have prison. 602 00:42:00,483 --> 00:42:02,173 Once a month or a year, I forget what it was, 603 00:42:02,174 --> 00:42:03,209 they'd take a goat, 604 00:42:03,210 --> 00:42:05,661 they'd put all the sins of the tribe on it. 605 00:42:07,386 --> 00:42:10,079 And then they'd send the goat off to die. 606 00:42:11,390 --> 00:42:13,910 So they could be free and be forgiven. 607 00:42:16,775 --> 00:42:19,467 The 'escape goat', they called it. 608 00:42:21,918 --> 00:42:25,438 And Jesus, he was a Jew. He was our scapegoat. 609 00:42:25,439 --> 00:42:28,579 We already have salvation because of him. 610 00:42:28,580 --> 00:42:30,719 It's why they call him the Lamb of God. 611 00:42:30,720 --> 00:42:35,690 [Man 1] Bull-fucking-shit, mate! Jesus wasn't a fucking Jew! 612 00:42:35,691 --> 00:42:38,556 [Man 2] Fuck off if you don't wanna hear him talk 613 00:42:39,902 --> 00:42:42,249 [Man 3] You fucking let him talk, you cunts! 614 00:42:44,285 --> 00:42:46,633 All right, I'm going to tell you a story, now. 615 00:42:51,638 --> 00:42:55,399 When I was a kid, we lived in this caravan park. 616 00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:58,299 And me dad worked at the abattoir. 617 00:43:00,336 --> 00:43:03,719 And some of the guys that he worked with lived there, too. 618 00:43:05,583 --> 00:43:07,585 Different shifts. 619 00:43:11,727 --> 00:43:15,419 Two of the guys started doing to me 620 00:43:15,420 --> 00:43:17,905 everything you could imagine. 621 00:43:19,700 --> 00:43:21,426 Worse. 622 00:43:22,323 --> 00:43:25,325 Putting all their sickness in me. 623 00:43:25,326 --> 00:43:28,157 One time I passed out, it was so bad. 624 00:43:28,985 --> 00:43:30,711 I was just... 625 00:43:31,332 --> 00:43:33,611 Holding on to this... 626 00:43:34,577 --> 00:43:36,785 Medallion of Saint Christopher. 627 00:43:36,786 --> 00:43:40,168 And I'd stare at it to... 628 00:43:40,169 --> 00:43:42,620 ...to take the pain away. 629 00:43:43,621 --> 00:43:45,553 And it did. 630 00:43:46,900 --> 00:43:49,005 It was my escape. 631 00:43:52,664 --> 00:43:55,805 And I felt my soul leave my body. 632 00:44:00,914 --> 00:44:02,777 Now I lived in a fantasy world. 633 00:44:02,778 --> 00:44:05,676 Nothing was really, real. 634 00:44:05,677 --> 00:44:08,265 By age nine I was an alcoholic and a petrol sniffer, 635 00:44:08,266 --> 00:44:11,302 just walking around, just dirty on the world, 636 00:44:11,303 --> 00:44:13,857 just a ticking fucking time bomb. 637 00:44:13,858 --> 00:44:18,896 Age 13, they gave me life. 638 00:44:18,897 --> 00:44:21,900 And they gave me drugs for my nature. 639 00:44:23,902 --> 00:44:28,010 And they stuck me in solitary almost 24 hours a day. 640 00:44:29,874 --> 00:44:31,876 That's all right. 641 00:44:36,570 --> 00:44:39,504 When I accepted salvation, 642 00:44:39,918 --> 00:44:41,747 all the pain and the shame and guilt, 643 00:44:41,748 --> 00:44:43,576 all just faded away. 644 00:44:43,577 --> 00:44:45,337 And I want that for you. 645 00:44:50,446 --> 00:44:54,415 [Spiritual music] 646 00:44:56,486 --> 00:45:00,283 [Mark speaking in tongues] 647 00:45:08,015 --> 00:45:11,467 [Speaking in tongues] 648 00:45:11,985 --> 00:45:14,539 [Laughing] 649 00:45:25,101 --> 00:45:26,412 [Mark] Thanks all. 650 00:45:26,413 --> 00:45:28,897 It's been amazing sharing in the spirit with you today. 651 00:45:28,898 --> 00:45:31,142 Next time, we talk miracle number three. 652 00:46:01,793 --> 00:46:03,415 [Sighs] 653 00:46:12,631 --> 00:46:14,598 Come here a sec. 654 00:46:14,599 --> 00:46:17,705 Listen to this. [Plays the keyboard] 655 00:46:23,608 --> 00:46:26,818 Don't fuck this up, okay? 656 00:46:41,143 --> 00:46:43,801 [Chatter] 657 00:46:54,087 --> 00:46:57,642 The prodigal son! 658 00:46:57,987 --> 00:46:59,747 Yeah! 659 00:47:00,058 --> 00:47:02,404 Yeah, you and me, 660 00:47:02,405 --> 00:47:04,960 we make a good team up there. 661 00:47:06,202 --> 00:47:08,411 I got a gift for it. 662 00:47:09,033 --> 00:47:11,414 You could have it too. 663 00:47:12,691 --> 00:47:14,555 Sit down. Sit down. 664 00:47:16,454 --> 00:47:17,973 You know, 665 00:47:18,490 --> 00:47:20,181 people like us, 666 00:47:20,182 --> 00:47:21,908 God loves us the most. 667 00:47:23,047 --> 00:47:24,841 'Coz we stray the most, 668 00:47:24,842 --> 00:47:28,776 and we will again, and he will forgive us again. 669 00:47:29,053 --> 00:47:30,881 Like the Prodigal Son. 670 00:47:30,882 --> 00:47:33,539 We're sinners. That's why he loves us! 671 00:47:33,540 --> 00:47:36,680 We'll stray again. But he'll forgive us again. 672 00:47:36,681 --> 00:47:38,510 Yes he will. 673 00:47:39,132 --> 00:47:40,858 Listen. 674 00:48:11,543 --> 00:48:14,132 You have something to confess. 675 00:48:20,759 --> 00:48:22,761 No, mate. 676 00:48:23,624 --> 00:48:27,110 - No, mate. No! - Just lay down. 677 00:48:27,111 --> 00:48:28,802 No. 678 00:48:29,561 --> 00:48:32,943 - No, mate. - Just let me. 679 00:48:32,944 --> 00:48:35,913 No, no, no... No, mate. 680 00:48:39,226 --> 00:48:41,435 Mel... 681 00:49:01,973 --> 00:49:04,182 I'm gonna pray on this for you. 682 00:49:07,979 --> 00:49:10,948 [Indistinct chatter and noises] 683 00:49:23,822 --> 00:49:26,272 [Someone whistles] 684 00:49:26,273 --> 00:49:29,138 [Chatter and laughter] 685 00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:35,179 You dirty fucking dog, come here! 686 00:49:35,662 --> 00:49:38,836 Oi! Leave it. 687 00:49:38,837 --> 00:49:40,391 [Door closes] 688 00:49:41,702 --> 00:49:42,910 You alright? 689 00:49:45,741 --> 00:49:47,053 Just go back inside, eh? 690 00:49:49,089 --> 00:49:51,160 [Man] Fucking soft cunt! 691 00:49:55,578 --> 00:49:58,167 [Screaming] 692 00:50:04,829 --> 00:50:07,038 I mean... 693 00:50:08,246 --> 00:50:11,008 You reckon he lopped it off himself? 694 00:50:13,217 --> 00:50:15,184 I don't know. 695 00:50:18,843 --> 00:50:21,052 You reckon he measured it twice? 696 00:50:24,711 --> 00:50:26,368 What's that? 697 00:50:29,302 --> 00:50:30,371 I sat on it. 698 00:50:30,372 --> 00:50:32,200 You sat on what, the shiv? 699 00:50:32,201 --> 00:50:33,616 Yeah. 700 00:50:34,065 --> 00:50:35,722 Where is it? 701 00:50:37,655 --> 00:50:39,794 Left it under the mattress. 702 00:50:39,795 --> 00:50:42,073 You're fucking kidding me? 703 00:50:42,901 --> 00:50:44,833 For fuck's sake! 704 00:50:44,834 --> 00:50:46,388 You're a fucking idiot! 705 00:50:47,389 --> 00:50:50,908 Now, I made a deal with those pricks in the yard. 706 00:50:50,909 --> 00:50:54,395 They're the one's setting up the five grand contract. 707 00:50:54,396 --> 00:50:56,017 I told them to leave you alone. 708 00:50:56,018 --> 00:50:57,639 You said three. 709 00:50:57,640 --> 00:51:00,747 Yeah, three. What fucking difference does it make? 710 00:51:01,334 --> 00:51:04,440 You don't get this done, they'll fucking kill you! 711 00:51:11,965 --> 00:51:14,001 You're usually a target? 712 00:51:15,313 --> 00:51:17,384 You look too comfortable in your skin. 713 00:51:18,144 --> 00:51:20,594 Which is a mortal fucking sin to an Aussie. 714 00:51:22,113 --> 00:51:25,046 I don't know where this bloody, you know, laid back, 715 00:51:25,047 --> 00:51:27,083 "no worries", fucking idea comes from. 716 00:51:27,084 --> 00:51:28,946 We're the most thin-skinned, twitchy, 717 00:51:28,947 --> 00:51:32,227 fucking underclass in the world, I reckon. 718 00:51:38,129 --> 00:51:40,786 Same for me when I was your age. Couldn't have a beer 719 00:51:40,787 --> 00:51:43,133 without someone trying to start something. 720 00:51:43,134 --> 00:51:44,928 And now I'm no better. 721 00:51:44,929 --> 00:51:46,448 There you go. 722 00:51:47,966 --> 00:51:49,416 Don't smell it. 723 00:51:50,797 --> 00:51:52,419 Try not to even taste it. 724 00:52:08,918 --> 00:52:12,163 What is it? Is it beer or something? 725 00:52:12,370 --> 00:52:15,546 Yeah, as good as. Go on. 726 00:52:22,967 --> 00:52:24,381 [Mel] Who am I? 727 00:52:24,382 --> 00:52:28,420 Born in Brooklyn, New York in 1943, 728 00:52:28,421 --> 00:52:33,528 he started off working as a pianist, producer and arranger. 729 00:52:33,529 --> 00:52:35,185 [Warren] Billy Joel? 730 00:52:35,186 --> 00:52:36,981 No. [Flushing] 731 00:52:37,464 --> 00:52:42,503 In 1975, he had his breakthrough hit with 'Mandy', 732 00:52:42,504 --> 00:52:47,128 which began a string of hit singles in the early 80s, 733 00:52:47,129 --> 00:52:49,026 all from multi-platinum albums. 734 00:52:49,027 --> 00:52:51,063 [Music playing] 735 00:52:51,064 --> 00:52:52,307 Umm... 736 00:52:54,171 --> 00:52:56,518 Wouldn't have a fucking clue. 737 00:52:57,104 --> 00:52:59,486 It's Barry Manilow. 738 00:53:00,004 --> 00:53:01,178 Right. 739 00:53:03,559 --> 00:53:05,526 You know when I was your age, 740 00:53:05,527 --> 00:53:08,045 I used to think I was going to end up on one of these. 741 00:53:08,046 --> 00:53:09,427 - Yeah? - Yeah. 742 00:53:10,083 --> 00:53:12,912 I used to do like interviews in my head. 743 00:53:12,913 --> 00:53:15,260 I still do sometimes. 744 00:53:15,261 --> 00:53:16,917 You ever do that? 745 00:53:19,851 --> 00:53:21,059 No. 746 00:53:22,406 --> 00:53:25,201 You got enough problems going on, I suppose, haven't you? 747 00:53:25,202 --> 00:53:27,894 With your funny eye thing and stuff. 748 00:53:29,206 --> 00:53:32,243 Means you fit in with all the other weirdos here. 749 00:53:36,420 --> 00:53:38,560 You got a girl on the outside? 750 00:53:39,561 --> 00:53:40,526 No. 751 00:53:40,527 --> 00:53:41,769 How? 752 00:53:41,770 --> 00:53:44,530 Well, she'll just come and visit you, you know? 753 00:53:44,531 --> 00:53:46,222 Come and talk to you about God. 754 00:53:46,223 --> 00:53:49,571 Write you letters, try and save your soul. 755 00:53:52,090 --> 00:53:53,850 Hey, you been locked up since... 756 00:53:53,851 --> 00:53:55,507 How long? 757 00:53:55,508 --> 00:53:56,611 Twelve. 758 00:53:56,612 --> 00:53:59,097 And you get any before that? 759 00:53:59,926 --> 00:54:01,237 Before I was twelve? 760 00:54:01,238 --> 00:54:02,583 Yeah. 761 00:54:02,584 --> 00:54:05,138 Hey mate, you'd fucking clean up. 762 00:54:05,380 --> 00:54:07,553 You know, you got this innocent look, 763 00:54:07,554 --> 00:54:11,143 but a dangerous prison past, yeah? 764 00:54:11,144 --> 00:54:14,630 Bad boy, broken puppy dog sort of thing. 765 00:54:18,462 --> 00:54:19,946 You got a type? 766 00:54:20,153 --> 00:54:21,118 Of woman? 767 00:54:21,119 --> 00:54:22,328 Yeah. 768 00:54:23,639 --> 00:54:26,263 Umm, I don't know. 769 00:54:27,609 --> 00:54:28,988 Older women? 770 00:54:28,989 --> 00:54:30,197 Yeah. 771 00:54:32,855 --> 00:54:34,580 With big boobies? 772 00:54:34,581 --> 00:54:36,134 Yeah. 773 00:54:39,345 --> 00:54:42,243 I reckon that's the real reason why I ended up inside 774 00:54:42,244 --> 00:54:44,245 in the first place, you know. 775 00:54:44,246 --> 00:54:46,178 Because I was a good kid. 776 00:54:46,179 --> 00:54:48,145 Until I saw that girls 777 00:54:48,146 --> 00:54:51,184 were chasing after the fucking reprobates. 778 00:54:53,013 --> 00:54:54,981 Even my mum, you know? 779 00:55:00,987 --> 00:55:04,955 How long you got til your parole? 780 00:55:04,956 --> 00:55:06,613 A couple of months. 781 00:55:07,925 --> 00:55:10,859 You reckon once you're out, you could be my sponsor? 782 00:55:14,345 --> 00:55:15,622 Why? 783 00:55:17,555 --> 00:55:21,041 Well, I got to find my own sponsor first. 784 00:55:22,560 --> 00:55:23,699 Yeah? 785 00:55:24,217 --> 00:55:28,186 I'm going to see my son tomorrow so... I got day leave. 786 00:55:29,222 --> 00:55:30,361 You guys close? 787 00:55:31,397 --> 00:55:34,364 I mean, you know, we haven't seen each other that much. 788 00:55:34,365 --> 00:55:37,023 Didn't want him getting infected by all this shit. 789 00:55:38,473 --> 00:55:41,096 You know, people like Shepard. 790 00:55:41,441 --> 00:55:43,340 Fucking pedophiles and... 791 00:55:44,444 --> 00:55:46,239 kid killers and... 792 00:55:48,206 --> 00:55:50,346 What kind of kid can kill someone? 793 00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:52,209 You know, at that age. 794 00:55:52,210 --> 00:55:55,351 He rapes this girl, drowns her in the mud, 795 00:55:55,352 --> 00:55:57,560 and fucking leaves her there. 796 00:55:57,561 --> 00:56:00,563 What you're doing is the right thing. 797 00:56:00,564 --> 00:56:03,013 [Mel gagging] 798 00:56:03,014 --> 00:56:07,225 [Mel retching] 799 00:56:09,089 --> 00:56:10,193 You alright? 800 00:56:10,194 --> 00:56:11,608 [Mel] Uh-huh. 801 00:56:11,609 --> 00:56:13,714 I reckon you got a weak stomach, mate. 802 00:56:13,715 --> 00:56:17,063 Maybe it's time for you to go to bed, you got a big day tomorrow. 803 00:56:17,443 --> 00:56:18,961 Hey... 804 00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:22,033 You know, 805 00:56:22,448 --> 00:56:26,071 my old man used to have this saying. 806 00:56:26,072 --> 00:56:28,694 He was a piss-head, so he had a lot of fucking sayings. 807 00:56:28,695 --> 00:56:31,456 Always think it makes him look smarter. 808 00:56:31,457 --> 00:56:35,045 But he used to say, "The worst of men 809 00:56:35,046 --> 00:56:37,254 have got a little bit of good in them." 810 00:56:37,255 --> 00:56:39,741 "And that will be their undoing." 811 00:56:40,155 --> 00:56:43,260 So that's what you got to remember for tomorrow, right? 812 00:56:43,261 --> 00:56:46,436 You got to squish that little bit of good. 813 00:56:46,437 --> 00:56:48,576 Then you'll be right as rain. 814 00:56:48,577 --> 00:56:51,580 Yeah? [Soul music in the background] 815 00:57:04,766 --> 00:57:08,459 [Animals making sounds] 816 00:57:12,118 --> 00:57:15,121 [Toilet flushing] 817 00:57:19,470 --> 00:57:22,162 [Moaning] 818 00:57:25,200 --> 00:57:27,339 Pays to be less honest if you want to get out. 819 00:57:27,340 --> 00:57:29,790 This is supposed to be for a parole board, not a priest. 820 00:57:29,791 --> 00:57:31,688 Settle petal! 821 00:57:31,689 --> 00:57:33,587 It's just a parole letter. 822 00:57:33,588 --> 00:57:35,521 You can read mine if you like. 823 00:57:41,630 --> 00:57:42,838 Listen, 824 00:57:43,183 --> 00:57:45,426 if you can't go through with this today, 825 00:57:45,427 --> 00:57:47,636 - or if you're feeling scared... - I'm not. 826 00:57:49,466 --> 00:57:51,053 I am. 827 00:57:51,364 --> 00:57:53,330 You are or you're not? 828 00:57:53,331 --> 00:57:54,539 I'm doing it. 829 00:57:54,540 --> 00:57:57,301 You'd better, otherwise we're both fucking dead. 830 00:57:58,302 --> 00:58:00,821 [Door opens] 831 00:58:00,822 --> 00:58:04,342 Murfett. It's your big day. Come on. 832 00:58:05,482 --> 00:58:07,173 Hey, boss. 833 00:58:10,659 --> 00:58:13,662 [Thumping, door closes] 834 00:58:18,529 --> 00:58:21,256 [Mumbling voices] 835 00:58:25,847 --> 00:58:28,435 [Letter rattles] 836 00:58:35,373 --> 00:58:37,202 [Warren] Dear Jessie, 837 00:58:37,203 --> 00:58:40,516 now I know why they get us to write these to our victims. 838 00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:43,485 Just writing your name hurts like buggery. 839 00:58:44,382 --> 00:58:46,384 I worked hard to change in here. 840 00:58:46,626 --> 00:58:49,904 Done just about every self-help program there is. 841 00:58:49,905 --> 00:58:52,908 I've gotten to the bottom of Warren Michael Murfett. 842 00:58:53,391 --> 00:58:55,703 Learned all about my addiction hooks. 843 00:58:55,704 --> 00:58:58,361 My ADHD, BPD... 844 00:58:58,362 --> 00:59:01,191 and self- medicating with booze and drugs. 845 00:59:01,192 --> 00:59:03,470 Like most of us. 846 00:59:04,886 --> 00:59:06,888 Starting from now. 847 00:59:13,308 --> 00:59:15,413 [Car door opens] 848 00:59:17,484 --> 00:59:18,865 [Car door closes] 849 00:59:19,210 --> 00:59:20,557 Here. 850 00:59:25,734 --> 00:59:28,253 You know how to work one of those, Waz? 851 00:59:28,254 --> 00:59:29,357 Yeah. 852 00:59:29,358 --> 00:59:32,222 The green button, you press it when it rings. 853 00:59:32,223 --> 00:59:33,396 Don't answer it after a few tries, 854 00:59:33,397 --> 00:59:35,743 and there's a warrant out for your arrest. 855 00:59:35,744 --> 00:59:36,779 Yep. 856 00:59:36,780 --> 00:59:38,471 You all right? 857 00:59:45,271 --> 00:59:47,514 Mind if I sit in the front? 858 00:59:48,654 --> 00:59:50,656 Yeah, come on. 859 00:59:51,864 --> 00:59:54,590 [Warren] Taking you from this world, 860 00:59:54,591 --> 00:59:57,282 the accident, as I called it at the time, 861 00:59:57,283 --> 00:59:58,870 is the worst thing I ever did. 862 00:59:58,871 --> 01:00:01,286 And I realize there's no repaying that. 863 01:00:01,287 --> 01:00:03,944 [Guard] So I'll take you to your trial job at the farm first. 864 01:00:03,945 --> 01:00:06,774 After your job trial you can use that to cab it to your son's. 865 01:00:06,775 --> 01:00:10,675 They'll breathalyse you when you get back, so no booze. 866 01:00:10,676 --> 01:00:13,609 [Warren] I chose to drink and drug myself shit-faced. 867 01:00:13,610 --> 01:00:15,611 I chose to steal that car. 868 01:00:15,612 --> 01:00:18,476 I chose not to stop after I knew I'd hit you. 869 01:00:19,961 --> 01:00:24,758 I promise you, and this parole board, I'll do better. 870 01:00:24,759 --> 01:00:27,588 I promise I'll stay away from stealing. 871 01:00:27,589 --> 01:00:30,799 No drugs. No heavy booze. 872 01:00:31,973 --> 01:00:34,976 - You listening? - Yeah, boss. 873 01:00:35,666 --> 01:00:38,634 [Warren] I can say for sure you will find a well-rounded 874 01:00:38,635 --> 01:00:41,637 member of the community in me going forward. 875 01:00:41,638 --> 01:00:45,433 A credit to this sterling system of prison reform. 876 01:00:45,434 --> 01:00:47,643 So help me God. 877 01:00:47,644 --> 01:00:52,545 [Chatter and laughter] 878 01:01:07,456 --> 01:01:10,321 - Hey, umm... - I failed you. 879 01:01:14,567 --> 01:01:17,984 Satan can grab a hold of you. You have to cut him out. 880 01:01:26,683 --> 01:01:29,546 Did you... Do it yourself? 881 01:01:29,547 --> 01:01:33,862 It's more profitable for thee to be cast into... 882 01:01:37,072 --> 01:01:40,524 It seemed like a good idea at the time. 883 01:01:43,907 --> 01:01:47,875 Well, it turns out it's the spirit that needs to change, 884 01:01:47,876 --> 01:01:50,050 not the fucking flesh. 885 01:01:50,051 --> 01:01:52,536 And I want that for you, Mel. 886 01:01:53,571 --> 01:01:54,710 What do you mean? 887 01:01:54,711 --> 01:01:56,782 You need to be baptized. 888 01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:02,027 I have been. 889 01:02:02,028 --> 01:02:06,308 Not as a kid. It has to be of your own free will. 890 01:02:07,758 --> 01:02:10,898 The second baptism, in the spirit. 891 01:02:10,899 --> 01:02:14,938 Well, can we talk about it first? 892 01:02:15,973 --> 01:02:17,734 Maybe in your cell? 893 01:02:18,389 --> 01:02:19,874 Before we do it. 894 01:02:24,602 --> 01:02:29,331 We can talk as much as you like. After you got right with God. 895 01:02:30,781 --> 01:02:32,058 Right? 896 01:02:37,788 --> 01:02:39,341 Yep. 897 01:02:43,794 --> 01:02:46,452 [Country music playing in background] 898 01:02:48,523 --> 01:02:51,906 [Ladies chattering] 899 01:02:55,910 --> 01:02:57,981 [Clears his throat] 900 01:02:58,913 --> 01:03:01,087 Yeah. 901 01:03:01,985 --> 01:03:03,744 Yes, young man? 902 01:03:03,745 --> 01:03:05,608 Just these, thanks. 903 01:03:05,609 --> 01:03:07,128 Okay. 904 01:03:09,958 --> 01:03:12,443 That'll be... 905 01:03:12,823 --> 01:03:14,618 $51.50. 906 01:03:15,826 --> 01:03:18,345 Hold on, how much are the cards? 907 01:03:18,346 --> 01:03:19,622 Five each. 908 01:03:19,623 --> 01:03:21,486 Five bucks? 909 01:03:21,487 --> 01:03:25,180 These are $2.50 each. If you can write small. 910 01:03:26,906 --> 01:03:28,631 Yeah, okay. 911 01:03:28,632 --> 01:03:32,118 Make it $49 on the nose. 912 01:03:35,777 --> 01:03:37,675 You're short. 913 01:03:38,711 --> 01:03:40,022 That's 50 bucks. 914 01:03:40,023 --> 01:03:42,748 There's a two-buck processing fee. 915 01:03:42,749 --> 01:03:44,890 Listen, maybe you can cut me a deal here, hey? 916 01:03:45,683 --> 01:03:48,410 Can't do, squire. 917 01:03:50,516 --> 01:03:53,725 Right. No, forget the knife. I'll just get a scratchy. 918 01:03:53,726 --> 01:03:55,865 - They're five. - Yeah. 919 01:03:55,866 --> 01:03:57,868 Sorry for the hassle, love. 920 01:03:59,663 --> 01:04:03,563 [Chatting in the background] 921 01:04:13,746 --> 01:04:20,165 Okay, so just cards, flowers, 922 01:04:20,166 --> 01:04:24,169 scratchy and fun fables. 923 01:04:24,170 --> 01:04:27,207 Uh, actually I will take the knife. 924 01:04:27,208 --> 01:04:29,589 Sorry. Forget the flowers. 925 01:04:31,591 --> 01:04:33,041 Mm-hmm. 926 01:04:37,149 --> 01:04:40,014 [Spiritual music] 927 01:04:46,606 --> 01:04:47,744 I suppose you probably wondering 928 01:04:47,745 --> 01:04:50,472 if I've got any Cup tips from the man upstairs. 929 01:04:52,716 --> 01:04:55,719 Unfortunately, that I don't have. 930 01:04:59,930 --> 01:05:02,243 We all want a tip, don't we? 931 01:05:04,659 --> 01:05:07,489 Yeah, know the winner. Be the winner. 932 01:05:07,938 --> 01:05:09,629 Is that it? 933 01:05:12,563 --> 01:05:15,324 Even if we win, we don't walk away, 934 01:05:15,325 --> 01:05:18,776 especially, especially us in here. 935 01:05:20,606 --> 01:05:23,609 We just want to go, again and again. 936 01:05:25,680 --> 01:05:30,857 We don't take our winnings. We don't accept our losses. 937 01:05:32,307 --> 01:05:36,897 We don't want to win. We don't want to lose. 938 01:05:36,898 --> 01:05:38,935 We want to be lost. 939 01:05:44,768 --> 01:05:46,666 Well today... 940 01:05:47,322 --> 01:05:49,669 is all about being found. 941 01:05:58,678 --> 01:06:00,163 Thanks, mate. 942 01:06:02,820 --> 01:06:04,788 [Sighs] 943 01:06:17,663 --> 01:06:20,666 [Motor starts] 944 01:06:34,749 --> 01:06:37,994 [Dog barking, birds chattering] 945 01:06:39,823 --> 01:06:42,653 - Mr. Murfett? - Yeah. 946 01:06:45,691 --> 01:06:48,832 Tara. Nice to meet you, come in. 947 01:06:53,250 --> 01:06:55,390 [Tara] Hey Ado, your dad's here! 948 01:06:56,046 --> 01:06:58,323 Just down this way. 949 01:06:58,324 --> 01:07:00,670 [Dog barking] 950 01:07:00,671 --> 01:07:01,913 [Tara] So you got a pick? 951 01:07:01,914 --> 01:07:03,087 [Warren] Huh? 952 01:07:03,088 --> 01:07:04,364 [Tara] For the Cup. 953 01:07:04,365 --> 01:07:06,022 [Warren] Oh no. 954 01:07:06,332 --> 01:07:09,232 That's all good. I like 'Merrily Rose'. 955 01:07:10,854 --> 01:07:11,854 Oh you've got a rabbit? 956 01:07:11,855 --> 01:07:14,237 Yeah, 'Cleezus'. 957 01:07:14,754 --> 01:07:16,893 Oh wow, I remember this coffee table. 958 01:07:16,894 --> 01:07:19,966 - Are these pictures of Ado? - Yeah. 959 01:07:21,899 --> 01:07:23,693 - So cute! - Yeah. 960 01:07:23,694 --> 01:07:25,869 [Adrian] Oh, there he is! 961 01:07:26,732 --> 01:07:28,216 Mate. 962 01:07:32,910 --> 01:07:34,428 All grown up, eh? 963 01:07:34,429 --> 01:07:36,190 [Adrian clears his throat] 964 01:07:37,950 --> 01:07:43,920 I was just saying, this coffee table, I remember. 965 01:07:43,921 --> 01:07:47,683 We got it before, before you came along, me and your mum. 966 01:07:47,684 --> 01:07:50,099 Yeah, yeah, she left it to me. 967 01:07:50,100 --> 01:07:51,757 - Right. - Yeah. 968 01:07:52,240 --> 01:07:54,104 And all this. 969 01:07:55,761 --> 01:07:57,279 Oh, you own it? 970 01:07:57,280 --> 01:08:00,385 Well, if you call renting from a bank owning. 971 01:08:00,386 --> 01:08:03,320 - [Tara] He brought photos. - Can you go get us a beer? 972 01:08:04,114 --> 01:08:05,667 Mhm. 973 01:08:08,256 --> 01:08:10,430 [Adrian clears his throat] 974 01:08:10,431 --> 01:08:13,158 Ah, I've got you something. 975 01:08:16,022 --> 01:08:17,300 [Coughs] 976 01:08:19,440 --> 01:08:22,098 Genuine Swiss Army. 977 01:08:34,040 --> 01:08:37,975 [Clears his throat and coughs] 978 01:08:39,460 --> 01:08:41,151 You okay? 979 01:08:42,152 --> 01:08:44,189 Yeah, just a bit crook. 980 01:08:45,500 --> 01:08:48,709 I always had something going on when I was your age. 981 01:08:48,710 --> 01:08:50,815 Bit of a cough or a cold or something. 982 01:08:50,816 --> 01:08:55,164 When they took my, you know, when they took these out, 983 01:08:55,165 --> 01:08:56,959 everything was good after that. 984 01:08:56,960 --> 01:08:59,031 They reckon it's... 985 01:09:00,170 --> 01:09:01,343 Tonsils? 986 01:09:01,344 --> 01:09:03,345 No, no, no, I mean, what's the word? 987 01:09:03,346 --> 01:09:04,484 Adenoids? 988 01:09:04,485 --> 01:09:06,693 Hereditary, hereditary, yeah. 989 01:09:06,694 --> 01:09:08,627 - Right. - Yeah. 990 01:09:11,008 --> 01:09:12,802 You should cut down on that though, 991 01:09:12,803 --> 01:09:14,391 that's no good for you, mate. 992 01:09:16,980 --> 01:09:18,844 You just out for the day? 993 01:09:19,465 --> 01:09:20,983 Yeah. 994 01:09:20,984 --> 01:09:24,020 Yeah, first unsupervised. 995 01:09:24,021 --> 01:09:27,335 So, thanks for saying yes. 996 01:09:29,199 --> 01:09:33,893 I'm glad we could, you know, put everything behind us. 997 01:09:35,861 --> 01:09:37,725 It's good to see you. 998 01:09:45,077 --> 01:09:48,045 [Door opens] 999 01:09:49,495 --> 01:09:51,910 I don't know if they said anything 1000 01:09:51,911 --> 01:09:55,086 when they set this up, but they want me to have a sponsor, 1001 01:09:55,087 --> 01:09:57,952 you know, for my parole. 1002 01:09:58,194 --> 01:10:02,852 It's just someone who can say that they can vouch for me. 1003 01:10:02,853 --> 01:10:04,026 You wouldn't have to... 1004 01:10:04,027 --> 01:10:05,924 Oh no, I'm good, thanks. 1005 01:10:05,925 --> 01:10:08,548 You're not gonna turn down your first beer with your son? 1006 01:10:08,549 --> 01:10:11,276 [Tara] Okay shhh, it's starting! 1007 01:10:13,795 --> 01:10:16,522 [Chattering on the TV] 1008 01:10:25,911 --> 01:10:27,982 [Adrian sighs] 1009 01:10:28,500 --> 01:10:32,435 [Chattering continues on the TV] 1010 01:10:44,309 --> 01:10:47,450 - Here you go. - Nah, knock it off, mate. 1011 01:10:47,967 --> 01:10:50,280 What? You a monk? 1012 01:10:52,972 --> 01:10:54,560 No, you know... 1013 01:10:55,354 --> 01:10:57,942 Drugs aren't the answer, everyone knows that. 1014 01:10:57,943 --> 01:10:59,599 I mean, they're not 'not' the answer. 1015 01:10:59,600 --> 01:11:01,533 [Tara laughs] 1016 01:11:01,981 --> 01:11:03,603 You know, I know what I'm doing. 1017 01:11:03,604 --> 01:11:06,916 You think this pays for itself? 1018 01:11:06,917 --> 01:11:09,920 You know, Mum only made the down payment with the payout. 1019 01:11:12,129 --> 01:11:14,130 Look, I know things were rough for you. 1020 01:11:14,131 --> 01:11:17,272 I know that, but we make our own choices. 1021 01:11:17,273 --> 01:11:21,276 And the hard thing and the right thing, 1022 01:11:21,277 --> 01:11:23,417 it's usually the same. 1023 01:11:24,521 --> 01:11:27,455 [Phone ringing] 1024 01:11:31,977 --> 01:11:33,150 Yep. 1025 01:11:34,980 --> 01:11:36,292 I'm here now. 1026 01:11:40,986 --> 01:11:42,435 Yep. 1027 01:11:42,436 --> 01:11:44,126 That's the prison, they're gonna, 1028 01:11:44,127 --> 01:11:46,301 they're gonna call you in a bit to check that I'm here. 1029 01:11:46,302 --> 01:11:48,164 Righto. 1030 01:11:48,165 --> 01:11:50,340 Listen, mate. 1031 01:11:50,685 --> 01:11:53,860 Whatever's happened in the past, it's the past. 1032 01:11:53,861 --> 01:11:55,000 All right? 1033 01:11:55,241 --> 01:11:57,209 But I can help now. 1034 01:11:57,416 --> 01:11:59,694 I've got a job on a farm. 1035 01:12:00,005 --> 01:12:02,524 - Farm? - For when I get out, yeah. 1036 01:12:02,525 --> 01:12:05,562 Mate, do you want a place to stay? 1037 01:12:07,046 --> 01:12:08,668 Well, yeah. 1038 01:12:08,669 --> 01:12:10,980 I mean, there's Lazarus, there's a halfway home 1039 01:12:10,981 --> 01:12:14,675 where we can stay, but I mean, if it's all right, then. 1040 01:12:15,020 --> 01:12:16,641 - Sure. - Yeah. 1041 01:12:16,642 --> 01:12:20,576 Yeah, we take care of each other, hey? 1042 01:12:20,577 --> 01:12:23,476 Maybe start a business. A legit... 1043 01:12:23,477 --> 01:12:25,581 A legit business or something. 1044 01:12:25,582 --> 01:12:27,032 Oh, yeah? 1045 01:12:27,619 --> 01:12:31,519 [Chattering continues on the TV] 1046 01:12:33,694 --> 01:12:35,177 Look, 1047 01:12:35,178 --> 01:12:36,696 I know I haven't seen you for a long time. 1048 01:12:36,697 --> 01:12:38,870 I think I would've been like eight or nine 1049 01:12:38,871 --> 01:12:41,217 when you banned me from visits. 1050 01:12:41,218 --> 01:12:43,634 I didn't ban you. [Adrian clicking lighter] 1051 01:12:43,635 --> 01:12:47,983 It was a decision just to make sure that all my shit 1052 01:12:47,984 --> 01:12:51,124 didn't wash off on you. 1053 01:12:51,125 --> 01:12:52,368 Right. 1054 01:12:53,265 --> 01:12:55,371 How'd that work out? 1055 01:12:58,477 --> 01:13:00,236 All right, I get it. 1056 01:13:00,237 --> 01:13:02,204 I get it, you're doing this for my benefit. 1057 01:13:02,205 --> 01:13:05,034 You probably don't realize that. 1058 01:13:05,035 --> 01:13:07,382 But you're hurting yourself, you know? 1059 01:13:07,383 --> 01:13:09,591 This shit's no good. 1060 01:13:09,592 --> 01:13:12,559 Well, look, it's not as good as Mum's Oxynorm 1061 01:13:12,560 --> 01:13:15,079 and fentanyl when she was sick, but it'll do. 1062 01:13:15,080 --> 01:13:17,115 Well, I could tell you what she wouldn't want. 1063 01:13:17,116 --> 01:13:19,567 Yeah, go on, what would she not want, eh? 1064 01:13:22,294 --> 01:13:26,056 [Chattering continues on the TV] 1065 01:13:28,404 --> 01:13:32,614 [Adrian] Ya know, I really built you up in my head. 1066 01:13:32,615 --> 01:13:35,618 It's like larger than life, cunt. 1067 01:13:36,308 --> 01:13:38,966 Drug addict... murderer... 1068 01:13:41,451 --> 01:13:43,315 Look at you. 1069 01:13:45,282 --> 01:13:47,112 Dead shit. 1070 01:13:47,423 --> 01:13:50,217 Go, go! Ah shit. 1071 01:13:50,218 --> 01:13:54,291 I don't even think I had that one. [Looking through papers] 1072 01:13:57,191 --> 01:14:00,436 [Phone buzzing] 1073 01:14:07,477 --> 01:14:10,134 - Go on. - Knock it off, mate. 1074 01:14:10,135 --> 01:14:12,170 Answer the phone. 1075 01:14:12,171 --> 01:14:14,759 Hey, you want me to answer the phone? 1076 01:14:14,760 --> 01:14:16,037 Yeah. 1077 01:14:21,526 --> 01:14:24,356 Oh, it's gonna fix everything, is it? 1078 01:14:29,223 --> 01:14:31,258 [Lighter clicking] 1079 01:14:31,259 --> 01:14:34,158 [Phone buzzing] 1080 01:14:34,159 --> 01:14:35,816 Fucking hell. 1081 01:14:38,853 --> 01:14:42,512 [Phone keeps buzzing] 1082 01:14:45,688 --> 01:14:48,380 [Adrian] How's that? 1083 01:14:50,071 --> 01:14:51,831 [Phone stops buzzing] 1084 01:14:51,832 --> 01:14:53,419 [Adrian] Hello. 1085 01:14:53,696 --> 01:14:55,491 Yeah he's here. 1086 01:14:56,457 --> 01:14:58,113 Look, you're gonna need to come and get him 1087 01:14:58,114 --> 01:14:59,839 because he's pretty drunk and high. 1088 01:14:59,840 --> 01:15:02,325 He's been making threats. 1089 01:15:03,360 --> 01:15:05,535 Yeah, and he's got a knife. 1090 01:15:07,744 --> 01:15:09,712 Thank you. 1091 01:15:10,367 --> 01:15:13,335 Mate, I'd get running if I was you. 1092 01:15:13,336 --> 01:15:15,994 You want another one for the road? 1093 01:15:18,444 --> 01:15:20,170 [Dog barking] 1094 01:15:27,212 --> 01:15:31,457 [Phone ringing] 1095 01:15:43,642 --> 01:15:46,437 After being washed clean, 1096 01:15:46,438 --> 01:15:49,682 you accept that you are not the driver of the car, 1097 01:15:49,683 --> 01:15:52,064 you are the passenger. 1098 01:15:53,721 --> 01:15:57,207 You're the instrument, not the player. 1099 01:15:57,829 --> 01:16:00,590 Let it all wash away. 1100 01:16:01,557 --> 01:16:04,801 Think back on the evil sinner you were. 1101 01:16:06,423 --> 01:16:09,288 [Gentle music] 1102 01:16:13,810 --> 01:16:16,572 [Inaudible] 1103 01:16:22,923 --> 01:16:27,617 [Mark] All that was, is in the past. 1104 01:16:28,411 --> 01:16:30,481 Thank you, Jesus! 1105 01:16:30,482 --> 01:16:32,415 Hallelujah! 1106 01:16:34,175 --> 01:16:36,937 [Speaking in tongues] 1107 01:16:39,318 --> 01:16:41,596 Speak, spirit. [Audience shouting] 1108 01:16:41,597 --> 01:16:42,943 Speak. 1109 01:16:44,910 --> 01:16:47,774 [Sounds of surprise from audience] 1110 01:16:47,775 --> 01:16:49,605 Speak, spirit! 1111 01:16:52,884 --> 01:16:55,748 Speak, speak... 1112 01:16:55,749 --> 01:16:57,198 Speak. 1113 01:17:00,995 --> 01:17:04,758 [Warren] Jesus Christ, what do you want? 1114 01:17:08,865 --> 01:17:10,522 Help me. 1115 01:17:11,419 --> 01:17:14,630 [Glass thumps] [Someone laughs] 1116 01:17:17,391 --> 01:17:20,359 [Country music playing] 1117 01:17:20,670 --> 01:17:23,328 [Phone is ringing] 1118 01:17:28,851 --> 01:17:31,508 [Phone keeps ringing] 1119 01:17:46,558 --> 01:17:50,010 [Chatter on the TV] 1120 01:18:00,676 --> 01:18:04,680 My kindness always gets best of me. 1121 01:18:07,855 --> 01:18:12,514 When I was a kid they used to call me names, 1122 01:18:12,515 --> 01:18:15,724 make fun of me, call me stupid and that. 1123 01:18:15,725 --> 01:18:18,658 Because I would believe. 1124 01:18:18,659 --> 01:18:21,697 That's my gift, I can believe better than anyone. 1125 01:18:23,629 --> 01:18:25,908 It's my soft heart. 1126 01:18:28,600 --> 01:18:30,706 If I wasn't soft hearted, 1127 01:18:31,879 --> 01:18:33,950 you think I'd be here? 1128 01:18:35,365 --> 01:18:39,093 The others could let her live after what we'd done to her. 1129 01:18:42,614 --> 01:18:46,411 If I wasn't so soft hearted, she'd still be alive. 1130 01:18:57,318 --> 01:18:59,458 Now's your chance, Mel. 1131 01:19:10,297 --> 01:19:12,402 Go on. 1132 01:19:27,659 --> 01:19:30,075 This what you're looking for? 1133 01:19:36,012 --> 01:19:38,600 You're here to judge me. 1134 01:19:38,601 --> 01:19:41,293 Came all this way to judge me. 1135 01:19:42,674 --> 01:19:44,331 Go on. 1136 01:19:46,989 --> 01:19:48,369 Go on. 1137 01:19:56,861 --> 01:19:59,034 Go on... 1138 01:19:59,035 --> 01:20:01,450 [Hard thump] 1139 01:20:01,451 --> 01:20:04,144 [Moaning] 1140 01:20:09,011 --> 01:20:11,737 [Dripping] 1141 01:20:20,160 --> 01:20:21,817 [Mel groans] 1142 01:20:24,750 --> 01:20:27,684 Is this what you want from me? 1143 01:20:29,031 --> 01:20:31,171 Is this what you want from me? 1144 01:20:32,724 --> 01:20:35,451 Is this what you want from me? 1145 01:20:36,072 --> 01:20:38,419 Is this what you want? 1146 01:20:40,421 --> 01:20:43,045 [Indistinct mumbling] 1147 01:20:43,562 --> 01:20:46,151 [Thump] [Mel grunts] 1148 01:20:56,886 --> 01:20:58,612 Take it off. 1149 01:21:00,027 --> 01:21:01,857 All of it. 1150 01:21:02,858 --> 01:21:04,755 And spread it. 1151 01:21:04,756 --> 01:21:07,551 [TV] Whilst he wasn't mentioned by name, 1152 01:21:07,552 --> 01:21:11,037 this does address the public pressure on Mark Shepard. 1153 01:21:11,038 --> 01:21:12,763 The Premier said 1154 01:21:12,764 --> 01:21:15,041 that he will be expedited back to Maximum Security 1155 01:21:15,042 --> 01:21:16,802 without parole. 1156 01:21:17,907 --> 01:21:20,703 What do you have to say about the news today? 1157 01:21:21,566 --> 01:21:23,187 Monique's young soul won't rest 1158 01:21:23,188 --> 01:21:24,464 as long as this man draws breath. 1159 01:21:24,465 --> 01:21:29,022 However, we are grateful that he will be properly confined. 1160 01:21:37,064 --> 01:21:38,963 Just fuck off. 1161 01:21:44,554 --> 01:21:47,937 [Voices and laughter] 1162 01:21:49,145 --> 01:21:51,767 [Country music playing] 1163 01:21:51,768 --> 01:21:54,081 [Woman] I always put 'em before myself, 1164 01:21:55,117 --> 01:21:56,808 and they use me for it. 1165 01:21:58,154 --> 01:21:59,915 I must like it, 1166 01:22:01,364 --> 01:22:04,436 'else why do I do that if I don't like it? 1167 01:22:06,576 --> 01:22:07,818 [Bell rings] 1168 01:22:07,819 --> 01:22:08,957 Last drinks! 1169 01:22:08,958 --> 01:22:10,995 [Phone rings] 1170 01:22:13,618 --> 01:22:15,101 I'm rooted anyway. 1171 01:22:15,102 --> 01:22:18,173 Wanna come home and I'll make you something to eat? 1172 01:22:18,174 --> 01:22:21,833 [Phone keeps ringing] 1173 01:22:27,804 --> 01:22:30,946 [Inaudible] 1174 01:22:32,982 --> 01:22:34,639 Yeah. 1175 01:22:36,813 --> 01:22:38,539 Yeah, I know. 1176 01:22:39,161 --> 01:22:41,128 I know. 1177 01:22:42,336 --> 01:22:44,821 I'm at the Rooster. 1178 01:22:45,857 --> 01:22:47,824 It's a pub in Corio. 1179 01:22:50,172 --> 01:22:53,691 You're not doing yourself any favors by staying quiet. 1180 01:22:53,692 --> 01:22:57,386 If you don't tell me anything, I can't help you. 1181 01:22:59,353 --> 01:23:01,113 Look, if you're honest I can talk to the board 1182 01:23:01,114 --> 01:23:03,978 about expediting your parole. 1183 01:23:03,979 --> 01:23:05,704 What about Warren? 1184 01:23:06,947 --> 01:23:10,329 Never mind Warren, he's not your friend. 1185 01:23:10,330 --> 01:23:12,021 Take it from me. 1186 01:23:12,366 --> 01:23:16,129 People like Warren only go down and they take you with them. 1187 01:23:20,857 --> 01:23:24,999 [Screaming] [Indistinct loudspeaker] 1188 01:23:25,000 --> 01:23:27,242 [Footsteps approaching] 1189 01:23:27,243 --> 01:23:29,175 [Blowing] 1190 01:23:29,176 --> 01:23:30,383 [Guard] And stop. 1191 01:23:30,384 --> 01:23:32,109 [Colleen] Well there goes your parole. 1192 01:23:32,110 --> 01:23:34,353 You can sleep it off in 'Holding'. 1193 01:23:34,354 --> 01:23:36,251 Is the kid okay? 1194 01:23:36,252 --> 01:23:39,945 He's fine, apart from some misplaced loyalty to you. 1195 01:23:41,395 --> 01:23:42,913 What's that supposed to mean? 1196 01:23:42,914 --> 01:23:45,019 I sat with him a few hours ago and offered 1197 01:23:45,020 --> 01:23:47,642 to expedite his parole and he turned me down. 1198 01:23:47,643 --> 01:23:49,747 "What about Warren?" 1199 01:23:49,748 --> 01:23:51,854 [Warren] What about protection? 1200 01:23:52,165 --> 01:23:54,028 [Colleen] Where's the threat? 1201 01:23:54,029 --> 01:23:56,202 Shepard's in observation. 1202 01:23:56,203 --> 01:23:58,067 Then he'll be transferred. 1203 01:23:59,068 --> 01:24:01,105 I'm the threat. 1204 01:24:01,864 --> 01:24:03,866 I'm gonna fucking kill the little prick. 1205 01:24:08,077 --> 01:24:11,701 You know, before I came here I did 15 years in childcare. 1206 01:24:12,737 --> 01:24:15,050 You reckon there's any fucking difference? 1207 01:24:22,160 --> 01:24:25,405 [Chattering] 1208 01:24:34,414 --> 01:24:38,418 [Chattering] 1209 01:25:13,487 --> 01:25:17,319 [Mark] Nice of them to put this little visitors area here. 1210 01:25:20,115 --> 01:25:23,463 Yeah. Like a zoo. 1211 01:25:24,878 --> 01:25:26,880 [Mark] It's alright. 1212 01:25:27,191 --> 01:25:32,023 It's definitely bigger than the one I'm going back to. 1213 01:25:33,852 --> 01:25:35,164 Cozy. 1214 01:25:36,027 --> 01:25:37,303 I gotta tell you, 1215 01:25:37,304 --> 01:25:40,927 that was some really good work you done on that tool of yours. 1216 01:25:40,928 --> 01:25:42,861 It's fucking sharp. 1217 01:25:46,175 --> 01:25:49,385 I suppose you got another one on you? 1218 01:26:12,788 --> 01:26:15,962 You getting out of here anytime soon? 1219 01:26:15,963 --> 01:26:19,104 Oh, I had my day release yesterday. 1220 01:26:21,210 --> 01:26:23,178 How'd that go? 1221 01:26:25,387 --> 01:26:27,111 Yeah, great. 1222 01:26:27,112 --> 01:26:29,529 [Mark laughing] 1223 01:26:32,359 --> 01:26:34,499 How about it, eh? 1224 01:26:36,052 --> 01:26:38,607 One more service for the boys? 1225 01:26:39,884 --> 01:26:42,161 They'd never let me now. 1226 01:26:42,162 --> 01:26:43,888 They might. 1227 01:26:44,923 --> 01:26:47,062 What if they did? Would you do it? 1228 01:26:47,063 --> 01:26:50,135 Yeah, but I'd need my musical accompaniment. 1229 01:26:51,136 --> 01:26:53,208 Music's important. 1230 01:26:53,829 --> 01:26:55,900 I need that, you know. 1231 01:27:00,249 --> 01:27:03,251 You accepted what He's got in store for you yet? 1232 01:27:03,252 --> 01:27:08,292 Or are you still bashing your head against the wall? 1233 01:27:09,948 --> 01:27:12,641 Well maybe that's what he's got in store. 1234 01:27:17,093 --> 01:27:18,923 What about you? 1235 01:27:21,650 --> 01:27:26,068 I don't think I much wanna be around here anymore. 1236 01:27:29,278 --> 01:27:30,417 Well, 1237 01:27:31,176 --> 01:27:33,006 there's always hope, eh? 1238 01:27:36,941 --> 01:27:39,323 Yeah, thanks for the tea, mate. 1239 01:27:40,462 --> 01:27:43,292 [Thumping] [Warren] Let me out! 1240 01:27:43,534 --> 01:27:44,879 [Door opens] 1241 01:27:44,880 --> 01:27:47,917 [Chatter and music] 1242 01:28:04,140 --> 01:28:06,626 Shepard's doing one more service. 1243 01:28:07,143 --> 01:28:09,318 And I need you to be there. 1244 01:28:11,493 --> 01:28:14,427 I don't want to have to do this anymore. 1245 01:28:16,567 --> 01:28:18,533 You know, when you get older, 1246 01:28:18,534 --> 01:28:22,157 you sort of see that things only play out one way. 1247 01:28:22,158 --> 01:28:24,574 You know, being in here getting to look back. 1248 01:28:24,575 --> 01:28:26,955 Maybe how you could have done things different, you know? 1249 01:28:26,956 --> 01:28:29,304 You know, if this or that. 1250 01:28:30,615 --> 01:28:33,480 Like thinking you can replay a tape... 1251 01:28:34,585 --> 01:28:36,828 And a different song comes on. 1252 01:28:40,349 --> 01:28:42,386 You'll be there. 1253 01:28:49,669 --> 01:28:53,189 [Spiritual music] 1254 01:29:23,634 --> 01:29:26,361 If you look right at a thing, 1255 01:29:28,397 --> 01:29:30,882 it's inapprehendable. 1256 01:29:32,746 --> 01:29:34,783 The more you try. 1257 01:29:38,062 --> 01:29:40,271 Oh, there's something bigger. 1258 01:29:42,963 --> 01:29:44,724 So big. 1259 01:29:48,141 --> 01:29:53,249 If you can't submit to it, it'll flatten you like a pancake. 1260 01:29:57,219 --> 01:29:59,635 What does he want from me? 1261 01:30:01,085 --> 01:30:03,362 I've been asking that a lot. 1262 01:30:03,363 --> 01:30:06,055 [Man in audience] Not to rape and kill, yeah? 1263 01:30:06,918 --> 01:30:12,407 Let he who is without sin cast the first stone. 1264 01:30:15,893 --> 01:30:19,241 [Gentle music] 1265 01:30:20,242 --> 01:30:22,624 He who is without sin. 1266 01:30:26,455 --> 01:30:28,423 Step forward. 1267 01:30:41,677 --> 01:30:45,647 [Dramatic music] 1268 01:30:51,515 --> 01:30:54,172 [Mark screams] 1269 01:31:01,317 --> 01:31:05,218 [Chatter and screaming] 1270 01:31:15,539 --> 01:31:16,815 [Warren] It's okay. 1271 01:31:16,816 --> 01:31:19,162 It's okay! It's okay, mate! 1272 01:31:19,163 --> 01:31:21,302 It's okay. 1273 01:31:21,303 --> 01:31:25,065 It's okay, it's okay. 1274 01:31:26,377 --> 01:31:28,172 It's okay. 1275 01:31:29,069 --> 01:31:32,314 [Dramatic music continues] 1276 01:31:36,387 --> 01:31:38,493 It's okay, mate. 1277 01:31:53,231 --> 01:31:57,201 [Alarm blaring] [Dramatic music continues] 1278 01:32:12,699 --> 01:32:15,701 [Mel] I don't know what happened. 1279 01:32:15,702 --> 01:32:17,359 It's just a blur. 1280 01:32:19,050 --> 01:32:20,706 [Male Detective] Why do you want to protect him? 1281 01:32:20,707 --> 01:32:22,226 Who? 1282 01:32:23,745 --> 01:32:26,540 He's already taken responsibility. 1283 01:32:26,541 --> 01:32:28,852 He swiped the glue from maintenance. 1284 01:32:28,853 --> 01:32:31,406 Set fire to Shepard as a reprisal. 1285 01:32:31,407 --> 01:32:34,134 And then when you tried to intervene, he stabbed you. 1286 01:32:36,585 --> 01:32:38,344 [Female Detective] You don't have to worry. 1287 01:32:38,345 --> 01:32:40,415 You'll be transferred to protection. 1288 01:32:40,416 --> 01:32:43,867 Now, would you like to amend your statement? 1289 01:32:43,868 --> 01:32:45,662 I need to remind you that lying 1290 01:32:45,663 --> 01:32:47,871 to a police officer is a federal offence. 1291 01:32:47,872 --> 01:32:52,358 [TV] ...slaying of child rapist and murderer Mark Shepard. 1292 01:32:52,359 --> 01:32:55,189 Shepard was 13 years old when he was sentenced... 1293 01:32:55,190 --> 01:32:57,157 [Mel] Dear Jason. 1294 01:32:59,435 --> 01:33:02,646 I don't know why some of us are like this. 1295 01:33:03,957 --> 01:33:08,755 Why we do these things to ourselves and everyone else. 1296 01:33:11,275 --> 01:33:13,828 [TV] After 17 years... 1297 01:33:13,829 --> 01:33:18,315 - I was watching that! - Get outta my face, Steve! 1298 01:33:18,316 --> 01:33:22,597 [Indistinct chatter] 1299 01:33:26,186 --> 01:33:30,294 [Solemn music] 1300 01:33:30,812 --> 01:33:32,640 [Mel] I don't think staying in here 1301 01:33:32,641 --> 01:33:34,850 is going to help me anymore. 1302 01:33:38,336 --> 01:33:42,270 I wish I could pay, for what I'd done, 1303 01:33:42,271 --> 01:33:43,825 and the way I am. 1304 01:33:46,310 --> 01:33:48,967 But it's inapprehendable. 1305 01:33:48,968 --> 01:33:50,659 The more you try. 1306 01:33:52,212 --> 01:33:55,974 I know it wasn't an accident. What I did. 1307 01:33:55,975 --> 01:33:58,633 There were lots of choices. 1308 01:33:59,392 --> 01:34:00,704 And I'm sorry. 1309 01:34:04,466 --> 01:34:06,674 [Mel] I worked hard to be better. 1310 01:34:06,675 --> 01:34:08,643 To be a better person. 1311 01:34:10,990 --> 01:34:15,339 I think I've gotten to the bottom of Mel Matthew Blight. 1312 01:34:16,236 --> 01:34:17,443 I can say for sure, 1313 01:34:17,444 --> 01:34:21,309 you will find a well rounded member of the community, 1314 01:34:21,310 --> 01:34:22,966 in me going forward. 1315 01:34:22,967 --> 01:34:27,213 A credit to the sterling system of prison reform. 1316 01:34:28,041 --> 01:34:30,009 So help me God. 1317 01:34:30,734 --> 01:34:33,011 [Parole Judge] In making its determination, 1318 01:34:33,012 --> 01:34:35,358 the authority notes the review council 1319 01:34:35,359 --> 01:34:38,741 advise the release to parole is appropriate. 1320 01:34:38,742 --> 01:34:41,019 I am satisfied that the release of this offender 1321 01:34:41,020 --> 01:34:44,540 is in the interest of the safety of the community. 1322 01:34:52,134 --> 01:34:55,413 [Tractor rumbles] [Sprinklers spraying] 1323 01:34:56,863 --> 01:34:58,693 [Chopping] 1324 01:35:04,733 --> 01:35:08,944 [Indistinct chatter] [Knocking, door opens] 1325 01:35:22,440 --> 01:35:24,372 Can you hear me? 1326 01:35:24,373 --> 01:35:25,789 Yeah. 1327 01:35:41,045 --> 01:35:42,737 You okay? 1328 01:35:43,772 --> 01:35:45,429 Yeah. 1329 01:35:55,957 --> 01:35:58,614 [Mel rustling with paper] 1330 01:36:11,973 --> 01:36:14,113 Who am I? 1331 01:36:14,803 --> 01:36:17,632 Born in 1954, Mississippi, 1332 01:36:17,633 --> 01:36:20,635 she graduated from Tennessee State University 1333 01:36:20,636 --> 01:36:24,087 with a major in speech and performing arts. 1334 01:36:24,088 --> 01:36:27,435 At 19 she became a news anchor for CBS 1335 01:36:27,436 --> 01:36:29,644 and found her voice as a co-host 1336 01:36:29,645 --> 01:36:33,545 of Baltimore morning show 'People Are Talking'. 1337 01:36:33,546 --> 01:36:38,481 She found her success with her own talk show in 1985 1338 01:36:38,482 --> 01:36:42,485 and began the highest ranking television talk show 1339 01:36:42,486 --> 01:36:46,939 in the United States and earned several Emmy Awards. 1340 01:36:50,183 --> 01:36:52,736 Oprah. Oprah Winfrey. 1341 01:36:52,737 --> 01:36:54,670 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1342 01:36:55,499 --> 01:36:57,466 Nice! 1343 01:36:59,572 --> 01:37:01,642 [Warren laughs] 1344 01:37:01,643 --> 01:37:02,678 Yeah. 1345 01:37:03,024 --> 01:37:04,783 Wanna do another one? 1346 01:37:04,784 --> 01:37:06,820 Yeah. 1347 01:37:06,821 --> 01:37:10,099 Well, you hold one up and I'll read it. 1348 01:37:10,100 --> 01:37:11,514 All right. 1349 01:37:11,515 --> 01:37:13,861 - Yeah, okay. - Hang on. 1350 01:37:13,862 --> 01:37:15,830 Is that upside down? 1351 01:37:16,658 --> 01:37:18,522 Can you see that? 1352 01:37:18,833 --> 01:37:20,799 I need new glasses. 1353 01:37:20,800 --> 01:37:25,045 Born in Honolulu, Hawaii in 1945, 1354 01:37:25,046 --> 01:37:27,702 she began her career in the theatre. 1355 01:37:27,703 --> 01:37:33,501 Her film debut in 1979 in the musical drama 'The Rose', 1356 01:37:33,502 --> 01:37:36,711 won her a Golden Globe for Best Actress. 1357 01:37:36,712 --> 01:37:41,164 She has since released 14 studio albums, 1358 01:37:41,165 --> 01:37:46,514 selling over 30 million records worldwide. Her biggest hit... 1359 01:37:46,515 --> 01:37:50,761 [Dramatic music drowns out Warren reading] 1360 01:38:04,775 --> 01:38:09,124 [Dramatic music continues] 1361 01:40:24,915 --> 01:40:29,161 [Gentle music]