1 00:00:40,675 --> 00:00:42,644 Let's go, D. Hodges! 2 00:00:42,710 --> 00:00:44,244 I'm walking here! 3 00:00:54,187 --> 00:00:56,223 Ow! 4 00:00:56,290 --> 00:00:58,191 Cut it out, cut it out! 5 00:01:15,208 --> 00:01:17,579 When I first learned about that video 6 00:01:17,645 --> 00:01:19,514 that went around on the internet 7 00:01:19,581 --> 00:01:21,749 about our defense in the tunnel, 8 00:01:21,816 --> 00:01:24,451 I hit play, and I watched what happened, 9 00:01:24,519 --> 00:01:27,154 and I hit pause, and I wrote down what happened. 10 00:01:28,656 --> 00:01:30,858 And I kept doing that until I reached the end. 11 00:01:37,932 --> 00:01:39,968 I was embarrassed. 12 00:01:40,034 --> 00:01:43,638 No one wants their 15 minutes of fame to be crying out for help, 13 00:01:43,705 --> 00:01:47,942 you know, especially if your job is a police officer. 14 00:01:48,009 --> 00:01:50,778 But ultimately, I'm glad that it got out and got around, 15 00:01:50,845 --> 00:01:54,247 because it's important to get the truth out 16 00:01:54,314 --> 00:01:56,316 about what happened. 17 00:02:02,624 --> 00:02:06,293 I almost feel like somebody else took these photos. 18 00:02:06,360 --> 00:02:08,295 But it was me. 19 00:02:11,032 --> 00:02:14,502 I will always think about what happened that day. 20 00:02:14,569 --> 00:02:18,840 I will always have these photos to tell these stories. 21 00:02:23,711 --> 00:02:28,448 I'm trying to capture images showing you one of the most 22 00:02:28,516 --> 00:02:32,754 important times in American history. 23 00:02:33,855 --> 00:02:38,960 And I can't wait for the day where I think that my son 24 00:02:39,027 --> 00:02:44,032 will be interested so I can explain to him what happened, 25 00:02:44,098 --> 00:02:46,034 that I was there at the Capitol building. 26 00:02:46,100 --> 00:02:49,771 I was scared for my fucking life, and you know, 27 00:02:49,837 --> 00:02:50,872 I thought about you. 28 00:02:54,842 --> 00:02:56,577 There's no way I can forget. 29 00:02:59,113 --> 00:03:02,083 When footage of that day was replayed, 30 00:03:02,150 --> 00:03:05,385 and even today is replayed, I change the channel. 31 00:03:05,452 --> 00:03:09,322 And I still don't like to watch it. I just, I can't. 32 00:03:09,389 --> 00:03:10,825 I didn't want to think about it anymore. 33 00:03:10,892 --> 00:03:13,528 I really, I tried really hard, as best I could, 34 00:03:17,431 --> 00:03:19,701 to block that day out. 35 00:03:25,840 --> 00:03:30,878 I didn't really share immediately with, like, family 36 00:03:30,945 --> 00:03:34,481 what really went down, um, but I've thought about 37 00:03:34,549 --> 00:03:37,250 January 6th a lot, you know and trying to wrap 38 00:03:37,317 --> 00:03:39,721 my head around really what happened that day. 39 00:03:41,589 --> 00:03:43,624 When I look back and I think back, 40 00:03:43,691 --> 00:03:46,928 the gravity of everything that that happened, 41 00:03:46,994 --> 00:03:51,498 this is history. People be talking about this for years. 42 00:03:51,566 --> 00:03:54,869 And here I sit dead center, 43 00:03:54,936 --> 00:03:56,938 four days on the job... 44 00:03:57,872 --> 00:04:02,777 four days and the weight of the world on your shoulders. 45 00:04:04,244 --> 00:04:07,949 I want everyone to know, 46 00:04:08,015 --> 00:04:10,450 there was a huge price to pay 47 00:04:10,518 --> 00:04:16,724 for our democracy on that day. 48 00:04:20,161 --> 00:04:21,763 Sure, where do you want me to go? 49 00:04:21,829 --> 00:04:23,664 Right back in the... 50 00:04:26,567 --> 00:04:29,904 I was there, I knew what happened, 51 00:04:29,971 --> 00:04:33,174 I was there all day, and it's rare that you get 52 00:04:33,241 --> 00:04:37,277 the opportunity to put your finger on the scale of history. 53 00:04:38,179 --> 00:04:42,482 And influence things in a way 54 00:04:42,550 --> 00:04:45,285 that brings the truth to light. 55 00:04:58,633 --> 00:05:02,203 My dad said democracy needs the ground to stand on, 56 00:05:02,637 --> 00:05:04,437 and that ground is the truth. 57 00:05:05,773 --> 00:05:07,374 So, we gotta tell the truth. 58 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:12,013 If we can handle it. 59 00:05:15,817 --> 00:05:18,186 The greatest strength of democracy is that 60 00:05:18,252 --> 00:05:20,254 it comes from the people. 61 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:24,391 The weakness of democracy is that it has so many enemies, 62 00:05:24,457 --> 00:05:28,461 other pretenders to the throne. 63 00:05:30,298 --> 00:05:31,632 They always describe Donald Trump 64 00:05:31,699 --> 00:05:34,635 as a larger-than-life figure. 65 00:05:34,702 --> 00:05:36,971 I'm appreciating that people are not larger than life, 66 00:05:37,038 --> 00:05:40,575 people are just the right size for a democracy 67 00:05:40,641 --> 00:05:43,511 where everybody gets one vote, 68 00:05:43,578 --> 00:05:47,215 one voice, and we need everybody to participate. 69 00:06:25,620 --> 00:06:29,290 Good afternoon. When I think about the most basic way 70 00:06:29,357 --> 00:06:33,628 to explain the importance of elections in the United States, 71 00:06:33,694 --> 00:06:36,764 there's a phrase that always comes to mind. 72 00:06:36,831 --> 00:06:40,568 It may sound straightforward, but it's meaningful... 73 00:06:40,635 --> 00:06:43,571 Sometimes the truth is like a second chance, 74 00:06:43,638 --> 00:06:44,972 and I believe that. 75 00:06:52,412 --> 00:06:53,581 You ready? 76 00:07:17,338 --> 00:07:19,439 Morning, morning. 77 00:07:25,346 --> 00:07:30,051 Ten bucks, ten bucks. Hats and shirts. 78 00:07:31,919 --> 00:07:34,454 I'm a native son. 79 00:07:34,522 --> 00:07:37,191 This is the city that raised me, and, you know, 80 00:07:37,258 --> 00:07:40,761 as crazy as this sounds, I felt like everything 81 00:07:40,828 --> 00:07:43,264 that I had gone through here in this city prepared me 82 00:07:43,331 --> 00:07:45,700 to be the chief of police that I was on that day. 83 00:07:52,673 --> 00:07:55,042 I officially took over the job as chief of police 84 00:07:55,109 --> 00:07:59,981 on January the 2nd, so 4 days before January the 6th. 85 00:08:00,047 --> 00:08:02,482 Whether that was destiny or whether it was just you know, 86 00:08:02,550 --> 00:08:05,820 I drew the short straw, I don't know. 87 00:08:05,886 --> 00:08:07,688 -Whose streets? -Our streets. 88 00:08:07,755 --> 00:08:09,590 -Whose streets? -Our streets. 89 00:08:09,657 --> 00:08:12,093 -Whose streets? -Our streets. 90 00:08:13,327 --> 00:08:16,330 It conjures up memories of what happened on that day, 91 00:08:16,397 --> 00:08:18,933 kind of hits you in the gut. 92 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:21,936 The officers are here below, I mean look at these people 93 00:08:22,003 --> 00:08:24,672 that are standing overhead, right, 94 00:08:24,739 --> 00:08:27,341 and we're not knowing who's armed in the crowd. 95 00:08:27,408 --> 00:08:30,878 We had already recovered firearms and so forth, so... 96 00:08:30,945 --> 00:08:34,015 I mean, there's just a huge sense of vulnerability. 97 00:08:35,850 --> 00:08:38,219 People were running for their lives that day, 98 00:08:38,285 --> 00:08:41,922 and it didn't matter, it didn't matter what side 99 00:08:41,989 --> 00:08:44,258 of the fence you were on, Republican or Democrat, 100 00:08:44,325 --> 00:08:45,893 it didn't matter. 101 00:08:45,960 --> 00:08:50,531 And for people to pretend like nothing happened... 102 00:08:51,499 --> 00:08:53,434 it really, really angers me. 103 00:08:57,004 --> 00:08:59,173 Hats and shirts, ten bucks! 104 00:09:01,475 --> 00:09:06,347 That day, I rode into work and there were a lot of people 105 00:09:06,414 --> 00:09:09,683 already out at like 6:30, 7:00 in the morning, 106 00:09:09,750 --> 00:09:11,719 converging on downtown. 107 00:09:15,456 --> 00:09:19,026 MPD's role, it's unique in our city. 108 00:09:19,093 --> 00:09:22,229 There are different entities that work together in order 109 00:09:22,296 --> 00:09:24,932 to provide safety and security in our city. 110 00:09:24,999 --> 00:09:27,134 You have the United States Secret Service 111 00:09:27,201 --> 00:09:30,805 who has responsibility for the White House itself. 112 00:09:30,871 --> 00:09:32,706 You have the United States Capitol Police 113 00:09:32,773 --> 00:09:34,775 that are responsible for the Capitol, 114 00:09:34,842 --> 00:09:36,343 and the Metropolitan Police Department 115 00:09:36,610 --> 00:09:39,413 is responsible for all of the rest of the city 116 00:09:39,480 --> 00:09:44,085 where people eat, live, work everyday in our city. 117 00:09:44,151 --> 00:09:45,986 Go Trump! 118 00:09:46,053 --> 00:09:47,988 USA, USA! 119 00:09:48,055 --> 00:09:49,657 Come and get your Trump hats. 120 00:09:49,723 --> 00:09:52,126 Here it is folks! 121 00:09:52,193 --> 00:09:53,627 Good morning, everyone. 122 00:09:53,694 --> 00:09:55,863 With all the rhetoric that was happening 123 00:09:55,930 --> 00:09:58,933 leading up to January 6th, we expected something big. 124 00:09:58,999 --> 00:10:01,302 Certainly, there was a lot of internet chatter and you know, 125 00:10:01,368 --> 00:10:04,905 intelligence information going back and forth that said 126 00:10:04,972 --> 00:10:07,374 a whole bunch of different things. 127 00:10:07,441 --> 00:10:10,911 We had requested support from other law enforcement agencies, 128 00:10:10,978 --> 00:10:14,115 and we requested the services of the National Guard 129 00:10:14,181 --> 00:10:18,085 from the Secretary of the Army to assist us in managing traffic 130 00:10:18,152 --> 00:10:20,454 so that police officers would not be tied up 131 00:10:20,522 --> 00:10:22,690 dealing with traffic control. 132 00:10:22,756 --> 00:10:24,559 But there was a lot of back and forth 133 00:10:24,625 --> 00:10:28,896 and a lot of discussion about optics. 134 00:10:28,963 --> 00:10:33,934 And even once they got approval, I was told the National Guard 135 00:10:34,001 --> 00:10:37,671 could not move East of 9th Street without the approval 136 00:10:37,738 --> 00:10:39,773 of the Secretary of the Army. 137 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:42,476 And quite frankly, I was a little shocked. 138 00:10:42,544 --> 00:10:48,115 We would need approval at that level of government to move 139 00:10:48,182 --> 00:10:52,219 personnel, you know, a few blocks over from where they are. 140 00:10:52,286 --> 00:10:55,322 I mean that is, that's like, like huge, right? 141 00:10:55,389 --> 00:10:56,957 That never happens. 142 00:11:03,598 --> 00:11:07,134 I'd been documenting protests and marches for over a year 143 00:11:07,201 --> 00:11:10,437 at that point, it seems like. 144 00:11:10,505 --> 00:11:12,273 I started going to Trump rallies 145 00:11:12,339 --> 00:11:15,876 because Trump is a part of the story. 146 00:11:17,311 --> 00:11:22,249 As a photographer, what was very significant to me 147 00:11:22,316 --> 00:11:26,120 are the people and the people that were there to attend 148 00:11:26,187 --> 00:11:27,721 the rally. 149 00:11:34,663 --> 00:11:37,331 Part of the reason I do what I do when it comes 150 00:11:37,398 --> 00:11:41,335 to these protests is document, you know, the both sides. 151 00:11:43,270 --> 00:11:47,208 I mean, here's this young Black wearing a fucking 152 00:11:47,274 --> 00:11:50,844 Make America Great Again red cap. 153 00:11:50,911 --> 00:11:53,080 I couldn't believe it. 154 00:11:53,147 --> 00:11:55,749 What the fuck are you doing? What are you doing here? 155 00:11:55,816 --> 00:11:58,052 Why, ugh. 156 00:12:00,154 --> 00:12:02,624 Why am I here? Man, I'm here for President Trump. 157 00:12:02,691 --> 00:12:07,027 I'm here put that energy in a bucket, man, like... 158 00:12:07,094 --> 00:12:09,730 You start talking to these MAGA people, and you just become 159 00:12:09,797 --> 00:12:13,367 fascinated with their values 160 00:12:13,434 --> 00:12:15,704 and their thought process 161 00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:19,373 and why they believe what they believe. 162 00:12:21,643 --> 00:12:25,680 ...understand and know that this is a cause 163 00:12:25,746 --> 00:12:29,483 must also understand that it is a righteous cause. 164 00:12:35,322 --> 00:12:38,259 This is where I knew, and I was like, "Ah, shit, 165 00:12:38,325 --> 00:12:41,161 we got the Confederate flag out this bad boy?" 166 00:12:43,364 --> 00:12:44,465 Fucking crazy. 167 00:12:45,032 --> 00:12:48,603 It's the first time I've ever seen a Confederate flag in person. 168 00:12:48,670 --> 00:12:53,508 I've never seen one in my life right before my eyes. 169 00:12:53,575 --> 00:12:54,842 No. 170 00:12:54,908 --> 00:12:56,910 This is the first time, Washington, DC, 171 00:12:56,977 --> 00:12:58,879 January 6th, 2021. 172 00:13:01,782 --> 00:13:05,986 I thought, you might need to definitely more than usual, 173 00:13:06,053 --> 00:13:08,757 keep your head on a swivel. 174 00:13:16,698 --> 00:13:20,067 I follow the news. I'm aware of the political climate 175 00:13:20,134 --> 00:13:22,169 in this country and how divisive things 176 00:13:22,236 --> 00:13:24,371 have been in recent times. 177 00:13:24,438 --> 00:13:28,409 So, I'd absolutely understand when communities of color feel 178 00:13:28,475 --> 00:13:31,178 feel like they've been mistreated by law enforcement 179 00:13:31,245 --> 00:13:34,081 because there is absolutely a history of that in this country. 180 00:13:34,148 --> 00:13:37,885 And, I'm not ignorant of the past. 181 00:13:37,951 --> 00:13:39,453 I am not ignorant of the present. 182 00:13:43,057 --> 00:13:46,528 With that said, in 2020, we would work 18 hours a day 183 00:13:46,594 --> 00:13:49,196 with no days off for like a month at least, 184 00:13:49,263 --> 00:13:50,931 and from a law enforcement perspective, 185 00:13:50,998 --> 00:13:53,100 that was the backdrop for January 6th. 186 00:13:54,935 --> 00:13:58,405 That day, we're posted along Constitution Avenue. 187 00:13:58,472 --> 00:14:01,241 The thing that really stood out were those who were wearing 188 00:14:01,308 --> 00:14:06,180 ballistic vests, helmets, goggles, fire gloves, 189 00:14:06,246 --> 00:14:08,882 backpacks packed full of who knows what, 190 00:14:09,383 --> 00:14:13,087 that was concerning obviously but that in it of itself isn't 191 00:14:13,153 --> 00:14:15,489 something that we can stop people for. 192 00:14:15,557 --> 00:14:18,793 Keep it going, come on, keep the march going. 193 00:14:18,859 --> 00:14:20,994 You've got a great march going here, come on. 194 00:14:21,061 --> 00:14:22,863 At one point, some people with tact gear came up 195 00:14:22,930 --> 00:14:24,532 to one of my colleagues 196 00:14:24,599 --> 00:14:27,434 and said, "Is this all the police officers you have?" 197 00:14:27,602 --> 00:14:29,269 And my colleague looked down at him, and was just confused, 198 00:14:29,336 --> 00:14:31,706 like, uh, didn't know how to respond. 199 00:14:31,773 --> 00:14:35,943 And then the guy also said, "Do you really think you could stop us? 200 00:14:38,713 --> 00:14:41,516 So that was rather ominous. 201 00:14:43,618 --> 00:14:45,720 So, I'm checking out the landscape of the city. 202 00:14:45,787 --> 00:14:47,722 -Whose streets? -Our streets! 203 00:14:47,789 --> 00:14:49,657 -Whose streets? -Our streets! 204 00:14:49,724 --> 00:14:53,293 I'm in the car, and there were a group of individuals 205 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:57,498 marching in formation, which is what caught my attention. 206 00:14:57,565 --> 00:14:59,801 They were walking towards the US Capitol. 207 00:14:59,868 --> 00:15:01,034 And I took a picture of that. 208 00:15:01,101 --> 00:15:02,504 Where's Antifa? 209 00:15:02,570 --> 00:15:04,338 Where's Antifa? 210 00:15:04,405 --> 00:15:05,906 Where's Antifa? 211 00:15:05,973 --> 00:15:08,676 Some of them were wearing orange skull caps, 212 00:15:08,743 --> 00:15:11,746 and they had, like, these ballistic vests on. 213 00:15:12,479 --> 00:15:15,784 Obviously, I'm thinking about, you know, some type of training, 214 00:15:15,850 --> 00:15:19,386 prior law enforcement, potentially military, potentially. 215 00:15:19,453 --> 00:15:21,121 I'm thinking about all those things. 216 00:15:21,188 --> 00:15:23,991 And I reached out to our Homeland Security Chief 217 00:15:24,057 --> 00:15:27,327 and I said, "Hey, I just noticed this. 218 00:15:27,394 --> 00:15:29,731 We need to make sure that we're communicating with Capitol, 219 00:15:29,798 --> 00:15:31,298 that this is coming their way." 220 00:15:31,365 --> 00:15:32,700 Fuck Antifa! 221 00:15:32,767 --> 00:15:33,934 Fuck Antifa! 222 00:15:34,001 --> 00:15:35,202 Fuck Antifa! 223 00:15:40,941 --> 00:15:42,943 I said let me go see how many people are really 224 00:15:43,010 --> 00:15:44,546 at this damn thing. 225 00:15:45,747 --> 00:15:51,051 Got all the way up, went up this riser and then it was like, 226 00:15:51,118 --> 00:15:52,986 holy shit. 227 00:15:53,053 --> 00:15:55,657 This is thousands of people. 228 00:15:56,023 --> 00:15:57,458 Thousands. 229 00:15:57,625 --> 00:16:00,227 When I saw that, I was like, goddamn. 230 00:16:00,294 --> 00:16:04,833 There's definitely going to be some agitators 231 00:16:04,899 --> 00:16:07,201 amongst a crowd of this size. 232 00:16:07,267 --> 00:16:10,705 Trump! Trump! Trump! 233 00:16:10,772 --> 00:16:12,874 Whooooo! 234 00:16:26,119 --> 00:16:29,189 The media will not show the magnitude of this crowd. 235 00:16:30,190 --> 00:16:33,427 These people are not going to take it any longer. 236 00:16:33,494 --> 00:16:37,064 They're not going to take it any longer. 237 00:16:37,130 --> 00:16:40,334 I just really want to see what they do. 238 00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:41,569 I just want to see how they cover it. 239 00:16:41,636 --> 00:16:43,771 I've never seen anything like it. 240 00:16:43,838 --> 00:16:46,306 It'd be really great if we... 241 00:16:47,107 --> 00:16:49,209 - Take this now? - Yep. 242 00:16:54,816 --> 00:16:56,149 See ya, Mom! 243 00:16:56,216 --> 00:16:57,886 Bye-bye, have a good day. 244 00:16:57,952 --> 00:16:58,987 You too. 245 00:17:04,692 --> 00:17:07,427 That day, I was so excited 246 00:17:07,494 --> 00:17:10,865 for this certification of these votes. 247 00:17:10,932 --> 00:17:16,236 I had never experienced that, and so I drove to work 248 00:17:16,303 --> 00:17:19,741 really excited, I got all dressed up. 249 00:17:19,807 --> 00:17:24,411 I've always worked in spaces that are meant to advocate 250 00:17:24,478 --> 00:17:26,748 or uplift the Black community. 251 00:17:26,814 --> 00:17:31,485 And when Donald Trump became president, it was, 252 00:17:31,553 --> 00:17:34,321 it was a challenging time, to say the least. 253 00:17:34,388 --> 00:17:37,157 Um, so it felt like it was a new day, you know? 254 00:17:37,224 --> 00:17:41,495 Joe Biden campaigned on a message of unity, 255 00:17:41,563 --> 00:17:44,431 and it was something that we had not heard in a few years, 256 00:17:44,498 --> 00:17:47,267 so I was really, really, really excited 257 00:17:47,334 --> 00:17:50,203 to see what the future held. 258 00:17:58,211 --> 00:18:00,982 I remember driving down North Capitol Street, 259 00:18:01,049 --> 00:18:05,118 passing Lincoln's cottage and the Rock Creek Cemetery, 260 00:18:05,185 --> 00:18:08,155 which is acres of tombstones. 261 00:18:09,423 --> 00:18:13,027 My whole life, I've thought a lot about Abraham Lincoln. 262 00:18:13,093 --> 00:18:16,229 That day, I thought about Lincoln 263 00:18:16,296 --> 00:18:20,068 losing his son in 1862 264 00:18:20,133 --> 00:18:22,670 near the beginning of the Civil War, 265 00:18:22,737 --> 00:18:27,140 and not being able to properly grieve for his son 266 00:18:27,207 --> 00:18:29,409 and being pulled immediately into all of 267 00:18:29,476 --> 00:18:33,781 the military planning and everything. 268 00:18:33,848 --> 00:18:35,817 I want to thank all of you for coming 269 00:18:35,883 --> 00:18:39,587 and sharing our grief. 270 00:18:39,654 --> 00:18:44,157 Sharing our joy also, about the life of Tommy. 271 00:18:45,593 --> 00:18:47,762 I've lost something so fundamental, 272 00:18:47,829 --> 00:18:51,699 so elemental in my life I am not sure at times 273 00:18:51,766 --> 00:18:54,234 that I even recognize the world. 274 00:18:59,540 --> 00:19:02,677 Uh, my son Tommy had taken his life on December 31st, 2020, 275 00:19:06,179 --> 00:19:08,616 um, after... 276 00:19:09,917 --> 00:19:11,218 um... 277 00:19:11,284 --> 00:19:14,856 a long seesaw battle with depression. 278 00:19:27,702 --> 00:19:31,673 This was obviously an overwhelming trauma 279 00:19:31,739 --> 00:19:35,475 and catastrophe in the life of our family. 280 00:19:38,513 --> 00:19:42,650 We had his graveside service, on January 5th. 281 00:19:42,717 --> 00:19:46,587 The next day, January 6th... 282 00:19:47,555 --> 00:19:50,357 was the day constitutionally assigned for 283 00:19:50,424 --> 00:19:52,292 Congress to meet in joint session 284 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:54,862 to receive the Electoral College votes. 285 00:19:56,430 --> 00:19:58,498 The Speaker called to ask if I could come in, 286 00:19:58,566 --> 00:20:00,200 and I told her that I could come 287 00:20:00,267 --> 00:20:05,272 because the Democrats had an extremely narrow majority, 288 00:20:05,338 --> 00:20:07,875 and of course I was miserable 289 00:20:07,942 --> 00:20:13,881 and I was grieving, but the truth is that I knew that Tommy 290 00:20:15,449 --> 00:20:17,618 would be in my heart, he would be in my chest. 291 00:20:17,685 --> 00:20:19,687 I felt him there from the beginning, 292 00:20:19,754 --> 00:20:23,925 and I knew that he would want me to be hanging tough. 293 00:20:25,126 --> 00:20:27,795 That became a governing logic for me 294 00:20:27,862 --> 00:20:30,131 in everything that was to come. 295 00:20:36,971 --> 00:20:40,240 Our youngest daughter, Tabitha, decided to come with me, 296 00:20:41,609 --> 00:20:44,078 and so did my son-in-law, Hank, 297 00:20:44,145 --> 00:20:45,980 who's married to our daughter Hannah. 298 00:20:49,150 --> 00:20:51,552 We looked out the window and we could see these streams 299 00:20:51,619 --> 00:20:54,856 of protestors coming towards the Capitol. 300 00:20:55,757 --> 00:20:57,859 I just had never seen that before. 301 00:20:57,925 --> 00:20:59,392 Where's Antifa? 302 00:20:59,459 --> 00:21:00,862 Where's Antifa? 303 00:21:00,928 --> 00:21:02,130 Where's Antifa? 304 00:21:08,169 --> 00:21:13,373 My assumption was that the Capitol police were well prepared, 305 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:15,810 much like the Metropolitan Police Department. 306 00:21:15,877 --> 00:21:19,547 What I saw that was concerning to me 307 00:21:19,614 --> 00:21:21,182 is that there were not very many 308 00:21:21,249 --> 00:21:25,086 Capitol police officers there at the, at the bike rack. 309 00:21:25,153 --> 00:21:27,655 And this was really the first point where they 310 00:21:27,722 --> 00:21:30,024 had to confront some of the protestors. 311 00:21:33,528 --> 00:21:36,197 And I'm not exactly sure strategically 312 00:21:36,264 --> 00:21:38,032 why they were deployed that way. 313 00:21:38,099 --> 00:21:42,570 USA. USA. USA. USA. 314 00:21:54,949 --> 00:21:57,852 They breached the area here. 315 00:21:57,919 --> 00:21:58,920 Holy shit, guys. 316 00:22:03,257 --> 00:22:04,592 Holy shit, holy shit. 317 00:22:12,332 --> 00:22:13,366 Let's go!! 318 00:22:18,139 --> 00:22:20,575 If that had been defended differently, you know-- 319 00:22:20,641 --> 00:22:22,677 I can Monday-morning quarterback it, but you know, 320 00:22:22,877 --> 00:22:25,213 what if there were enough people there 321 00:22:25,279 --> 00:22:27,014 when that initial group came there? 322 00:22:27,081 --> 00:22:29,449 You know, would things have been different? 323 00:22:35,388 --> 00:22:37,959 We looked out the window and Tabitha said, 324 00:22:38,025 --> 00:22:40,595 "Are the police gonna be able to stop all these people?" 325 00:22:40,661 --> 00:22:44,397 And I said, "Yeah, it'll be safe, it's the Capitol." 326 00:22:46,167 --> 00:22:49,237 We saw the protestors were getting closer to the building, 327 00:22:49,303 --> 00:22:52,874 but I didn't take it seriously because I thought the Capitol 328 00:22:52,940 --> 00:22:55,442 was one of the safest buildings in the world. 329 00:22:55,509 --> 00:22:57,245 This is our house! 330 00:22:57,311 --> 00:23:00,380 We had been hearing chatter of a potential protest, 331 00:23:00,447 --> 00:23:03,117 but that wasn't out of the ordinary, 332 00:23:03,517 --> 00:23:06,486 so I just figured, you know, that's what comes with the territory of the day. 333 00:23:08,723 --> 00:23:11,893 USA! USA! 334 00:23:11,959 --> 00:23:14,095 I did feel more nervous about it, 335 00:23:14,161 --> 00:23:16,898 but the Capitol police felt like they were ready, they were on top of it, 336 00:23:16,964 --> 00:23:20,201 so I gave Tabitha and Hank a kiss goodbye, 337 00:23:20,268 --> 00:23:22,570 I said, "I'll see you out at the floor," you know, 338 00:23:22,637 --> 00:23:25,373 "I'll be able to look up at you in the gallery." 339 00:23:25,438 --> 00:23:27,575 Rhonda, we're also seeing Senators gather 340 00:23:27,642 --> 00:23:31,444 and prepare to walk over to the House Chamber. 341 00:23:31,512 --> 00:23:33,881 We were preparing for there to be a convening 342 00:23:33,948 --> 00:23:36,751 of the full body of Congress to certify these votes. 343 00:23:36,817 --> 00:23:39,654 I was really excited just, just to be there. 344 00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:42,790 And I remember House Majority Whip Jim Clyburn 345 00:23:42,857 --> 00:23:45,593 doing his various press interviews and taking kind of a selfie 346 00:23:45,660 --> 00:23:49,563 of myself with the Congressman, as I do. 347 00:23:53,134 --> 00:23:56,337 I was recording the Senators walking over 348 00:23:56,404 --> 00:23:59,974 and posting it to Instagram, and I think I said something like, 349 00:24:00,041 --> 00:24:02,877 "Let the certification begin," or something cheesy like that. 350 00:24:05,746 --> 00:24:07,381 Madam Speaker, members of Congress, 351 00:24:07,447 --> 00:24:10,918 pursuant to the Constitution and the laws of the United States... 352 00:24:10,985 --> 00:24:14,188 On the House floor, they passed out the memo 353 00:24:14,255 --> 00:24:16,424 from Vice President Pence 354 00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:18,491 saying that he was not going 355 00:24:18,559 --> 00:24:21,662 to assert unilateral powers 356 00:24:21,729 --> 00:24:25,299 to reject Electoral College votes from the states. 357 00:24:25,366 --> 00:24:26,834 That memo told you precisely 358 00:24:26,901 --> 00:24:28,803 what Trump was trying to get him to do, 359 00:24:28,869 --> 00:24:30,404 and he explained why he couldn't do it 360 00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:33,774 and why it was not consistent with the Constitution. 361 00:24:33,841 --> 00:24:36,510 So, I breathed a sigh of relief because that was good news. 362 00:24:36,577 --> 00:24:38,346 After ascertainment has been had 363 00:24:38,412 --> 00:24:42,316 that the certificates are authentic and correct in form, 364 00:24:42,383 --> 00:24:45,019 the tellers will count and make a list of the votes... 365 00:24:45,086 --> 00:24:47,021 A lot of us went into the Congressman's office because 366 00:24:47,088 --> 00:24:49,156 the Congressman was on the House floor 367 00:24:49,223 --> 00:24:51,759 dealing with the certification by then. 368 00:24:51,826 --> 00:24:53,995 Outside of the Congressmen's window, 369 00:24:54,061 --> 00:24:57,898 we could see the protestors were getting closer, 370 00:24:57,965 --> 00:25:01,068 and it just seemed like they were getting closer and closer. 371 00:25:03,204 --> 00:25:06,107 But even then, I was just like, "That's closer than usual, 372 00:25:06,173 --> 00:25:07,875 but you know, Capitol police will be fine." 373 00:25:13,614 --> 00:25:15,116 Our house! 374 00:25:16,417 --> 00:25:18,586 USA! USA! 375 00:25:18,652 --> 00:25:22,590 USA! USA! USA! 376 00:25:22,656 --> 00:25:24,692 USA! USA! 377 00:25:24,759 --> 00:25:26,293 Let's go, let's go. 378 00:25:34,702 --> 00:25:39,106 While that first wave of people breached the West Side of the Capitol, 379 00:25:39,173 --> 00:25:42,977 we get the call that we have a suspicious package, 380 00:25:43,044 --> 00:25:47,415 one at the RNC, another suspicious package at the DNC. 381 00:25:47,481 --> 00:25:50,217 And these things turned out to be, like, real pipe bombs. 382 00:25:50,284 --> 00:25:53,120 We the people! We the people! 383 00:25:53,187 --> 00:25:55,089 And almost simultaneously, 384 00:25:55,156 --> 00:25:58,859 we also get the call as the Metropolitan Police Department 385 00:25:58,926 --> 00:26:02,363 to come in to assist with what's going on at the Capitol. 386 00:26:07,802 --> 00:26:11,238 And this is local law enforcement coming to the aid of the federal government. 387 00:26:11,305 --> 00:26:12,973 We don't do that in the Metropolitan Police Department. 388 00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,443 It's not our area of responsibility. 389 00:26:23,684 --> 00:26:25,252 We were broken up into three squads, 390 00:26:25,319 --> 00:26:27,388 and I remember we're getting ready for the day, 391 00:26:27,455 --> 00:26:29,123 and we're like it's just going to be a normal day, 392 00:26:29,190 --> 00:26:31,025 you know they just needed more manpower just in case. 393 00:26:31,092 --> 00:26:34,261 And within seconds, the radio goes off. 394 00:26:34,328 --> 00:26:36,931 And everything just changed. 395 00:26:36,997 --> 00:26:40,067 The mood that we were just in 30 seconds ago was, was gone. 396 00:26:40,134 --> 00:26:46,474 USA! USA! USA! USA! 397 00:26:46,541 --> 00:26:49,511 The scene was so chaotic on the West front of the Capitol 398 00:26:49,578 --> 00:26:51,445 that the US Capitol police 399 00:26:51,513 --> 00:26:54,448 requested the services of the National Guard. 400 00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:08,530 Every minute was precious, as far as I'm concerned. 401 00:27:08,597 --> 00:27:10,097 We got what's happening at the Capitol. 402 00:27:10,164 --> 00:27:13,234 We got pipe bombs at the RNC and DNC-- real pipe bombs. 403 00:27:13,300 --> 00:27:16,070 We got members deployed there, and we still have this 404 00:27:16,137 --> 00:27:19,006 large group of people that have not even stepped off 405 00:27:19,073 --> 00:27:21,842 from the Ellipse to make their way towards the Capitol. 406 00:27:21,909 --> 00:27:25,279 Right here, we're going to walk down to the Capitol! 407 00:27:30,818 --> 00:27:34,623 The kind of pride and boldness that they need 408 00:27:34,688 --> 00:27:36,190 to take back our country. 409 00:27:36,257 --> 00:27:39,927 So, let's walk down Pennsylvania Avenue. 410 00:27:39,994 --> 00:27:41,630 I want to thank you all, 411 00:27:41,695 --> 00:27:45,399 God bless you and God bless America. 412 00:27:45,466 --> 00:27:46,734 Thank you all for being here. 413 00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:48,603 This is incredible. Thank you very much. 414 00:27:48,669 --> 00:27:51,739 Whooooo! 415 00:27:51,805 --> 00:27:55,442 1776! 1776! 416 00:27:55,510 --> 00:27:57,845 After the President finished his speech, 417 00:27:57,912 --> 00:27:59,280 there was just like, you know, 418 00:27:59,346 --> 00:28:02,416 wave after wave after wave of people, 419 00:28:02,483 --> 00:28:05,654 who didn't even have a barricade to walk by at this point. 420 00:28:05,719 --> 00:28:07,421 I mean, it's just a mob of people. 421 00:28:10,691 --> 00:28:12,960 On the way to the Capitol building-- 422 00:28:20,768 --> 00:28:22,836 -Whose flag? -Our flag! 423 00:28:22,903 --> 00:28:25,005 -Whose streets? Our streets! 424 00:28:25,406 --> 00:28:27,041 -Yeah! -God Bless America, baby! 425 00:28:27,107 --> 00:28:28,075 How you feeling, Nate? 426 00:28:28,677 --> 00:28:31,312 Oh, I'm feeling ready, bro. Readier than ever. 427 00:28:33,113 --> 00:28:34,381 They're evacuating the building. 428 00:28:34,448 --> 00:28:36,750 Occupy the Capitol. Our building. 429 00:28:36,817 --> 00:28:37,851 They're evacuating the building. 430 00:28:37,918 --> 00:28:39,153 Nobody else's building. 431 00:28:39,220 --> 00:28:40,054 It's ours... 432 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:42,823 ♪ ...marching on ♪ 433 00:28:42,890 --> 00:28:45,426 ♪ Glory, glory hallelujah ♪ 434 00:28:45,492 --> 00:28:50,130 Then, once I got to the Capitol, the "oh shit" moment 435 00:28:50,197 --> 00:28:53,167 really happened where you're like, fuck! 436 00:28:53,234 --> 00:28:54,802 We live for freedom! 437 00:28:56,403 --> 00:28:57,539 Come see it. 438 00:28:57,606 --> 00:28:58,906 Come see these people take this house back. 439 00:28:58,973 --> 00:29:00,374 Come see it. 440 00:29:01,809 --> 00:29:06,814 This looks like some shit out of a crazy-ass movie set. 441 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:08,315 This is democracy! 442 00:29:08,516 --> 00:29:11,118 This is what you get with rule of the mob! 443 00:29:11,418 --> 00:29:14,288 I get up to this structure, and I just hear people saying, 444 00:29:14,355 --> 00:29:16,390 "Everyone gotta get off, it's too many people, 445 00:29:16,457 --> 00:29:17,992 this is gonna collapse." 446 00:29:19,927 --> 00:29:21,328 Stop the steal! 447 00:29:25,299 --> 00:29:27,101 Where are people gonna go? 448 00:29:27,167 --> 00:29:29,203 Are people actually gonna go in the fucking building? 449 00:29:29,270 --> 00:29:30,871 Like what the hell is happening? 450 00:29:30,938 --> 00:29:32,106 Where are the police? 451 00:29:32,172 --> 00:29:33,874 We want Trump! 452 00:29:33,941 --> 00:29:35,476 We want Trump! 453 00:29:35,543 --> 00:29:37,111 We're at the gate, we're coming through 454 00:29:37,177 --> 00:29:38,779 this motherfucker tonight. 455 00:29:38,846 --> 00:29:40,014 We're at the door. 456 00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:41,849 We're right here, we're coming in. 457 00:29:41,915 --> 00:29:43,718 We're not stopping, goddamnit! 458 00:29:44,084 --> 00:29:46,287 This is our house motherfuckers! 459 00:29:46,721 --> 00:29:47,988 USA! 460 00:29:55,062 --> 00:29:57,131 DC 42, disregard Constitution. 461 00:29:57,197 --> 00:29:59,233 ...will respond over there. 462 00:29:59,300 --> 00:30:01,135 We received the order to go to the Capitol, 463 00:30:01,201 --> 00:30:03,370 and we were putting on our gear when eventually our sergeant 464 00:30:03,437 --> 00:30:06,006 said, "All right, that's enough, whatever you got on is gonna be it. 465 00:30:06,073 --> 00:30:07,441 It's time to move." 466 00:30:07,509 --> 00:30:10,210 So, we all got in the van and started driving. 467 00:30:19,453 --> 00:30:22,657 I was racing faster than I've ever driven a police car 468 00:30:22,724 --> 00:30:23,857 in my life to get down there. 469 00:30:26,594 --> 00:30:28,962 When we got out of the car, there were thousands 470 00:30:29,029 --> 00:30:30,297 and thousands of people. 471 00:30:34,168 --> 00:30:36,236 There was no orders at that point. 472 00:30:36,303 --> 00:30:39,173 There was too much going on to have any type of orders, 473 00:30:39,239 --> 00:30:41,475 and I did not think that we were going to be able 474 00:30:41,543 --> 00:30:42,777 to get through the crowd. 475 00:30:42,843 --> 00:30:44,445 I didn't think they would allow us to get through. 476 00:30:54,455 --> 00:30:56,524 This is our 1776. 477 00:30:56,591 --> 00:30:59,493 We need to continue to storm this Capitol. 478 00:30:59,561 --> 00:31:02,896 Do not let police through, they are traitors. 479 00:31:23,450 --> 00:31:25,052 There were so many people. 480 00:31:28,088 --> 00:31:29,923 They had us comically outnumbered. 481 00:31:31,693 --> 00:31:33,695 One guy asked me, "Are you my brother?" 482 00:31:33,762 --> 00:31:35,996 It took me a second to process what he was asking me. 483 00:31:36,063 --> 00:31:39,500 "Do you actually think I want to overthrow the government with you?" 484 00:31:42,202 --> 00:31:44,739 If it was just the couple hundred that committed 485 00:31:44,806 --> 00:31:47,709 the extreme acts of violence, we coulda handled that. 486 00:31:47,776 --> 00:31:50,879 It's the thousands and thousands of people backing them up. 487 00:31:54,214 --> 00:31:55,750 It was the crowd that was the weapon. 488 00:32:00,487 --> 00:32:03,390 I'm seeing objects being flown at us, 489 00:32:03,457 --> 00:32:04,893 screaming at other officers to duck 490 00:32:04,958 --> 00:32:06,628 because they're about to get hit with a brick. 491 00:32:12,099 --> 00:32:13,735 They started attacking us. 492 00:32:13,802 --> 00:32:15,402 One guy tried to grab my baton. 493 00:32:15,469 --> 00:32:17,471 I was taking blows from all sides. 494 00:32:17,539 --> 00:32:20,140 I felt something heavy come down into my head. 495 00:32:20,207 --> 00:32:22,510 Eventually I went to the ground, 496 00:32:24,344 --> 00:32:28,081 and the guy I was wrestling with kicked me in the chest. 497 00:32:30,451 --> 00:32:32,453 The medical mask I was wearing at the time had actually 498 00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:35,690 gotten pulled up over my eyes, so when I was on the ground 499 00:32:35,757 --> 00:32:39,326 on all fours I was also blind, and I was afraid I was just 500 00:32:39,393 --> 00:32:41,161 about to get dogpiled and destroyed. 501 00:32:49,970 --> 00:32:53,474 I lost my radio, my baton, 502 00:32:55,275 --> 00:32:58,445 uh, I can't remember now, but a few other pieces of equipment. 503 00:32:58,513 --> 00:33:00,748 You couldn't defend yourself and your gear at the same time, 504 00:33:00,815 --> 00:33:02,382 so you just had to let it go. 505 00:33:06,955 --> 00:33:10,457 When I, thankfully got back up on my feet, 506 00:33:10,525 --> 00:33:12,125 I led my platoon through the crowd 507 00:33:12,192 --> 00:33:14,495 until we got to the terrace proper, 508 00:33:14,562 --> 00:33:17,565 and we joined Capitol police and the rest of MPD there. 509 00:33:20,869 --> 00:33:22,971 You couldn't get any closer to the Capitol at that point 510 00:33:23,036 --> 00:33:24,739 without going inside, honestly. 511 00:33:24,806 --> 00:33:27,909 So, I knew at that point that it was imperative 512 00:33:27,976 --> 00:33:29,409 that we keep them out. 513 00:33:33,447 --> 00:33:35,048 Fuck you! 514 00:33:35,115 --> 00:33:36,350 Fuck you! 515 00:33:37,752 --> 00:33:41,121 You're a fucking scumbag! Scumbag! 516 00:33:41,188 --> 00:33:43,190 You're all fucking scumbags! 517 00:33:43,257 --> 00:33:46,059 You swore a fucking oath to this country! 518 00:33:46,126 --> 00:33:48,262 That's me right there. 519 00:33:48,328 --> 00:33:51,231 Once I got to the Capitol, as I walk down the steps 520 00:33:51,298 --> 00:33:53,300 to the West Front, on this white marble 521 00:33:53,367 --> 00:33:56,571 you're seeing police officers' gear, blood, 522 00:33:56,638 --> 00:33:59,741 anything and everything that you can think of that would happen 523 00:33:59,807 --> 00:34:03,210 in a fight, it was happening right there on the West Front. 524 00:34:09,349 --> 00:34:13,086 Well, fuck you guys! You can't call yourselves Americans! 525 00:34:13,153 --> 00:34:16,024 You broke your fucking oath today! 526 00:34:16,089 --> 00:34:18,191 1776, man! 527 00:34:22,129 --> 00:34:25,265 When we go through our training, we are required to get sprayed 528 00:34:25,332 --> 00:34:28,937 with OC, which is pepper spray, so we know how we react, 529 00:34:29,003 --> 00:34:30,638 we know how our body reacts. 530 00:34:30,705 --> 00:34:32,040 It was not fun. 531 00:34:32,105 --> 00:34:34,842 It lasts for about 45 minutes before you can see again, 532 00:34:34,909 --> 00:34:36,611 you feel better again. 533 00:34:36,678 --> 00:34:37,812 Bear mace-- 534 00:34:37,879 --> 00:34:42,884 compared to that, OC is, like, on level 10. 535 00:34:43,417 --> 00:34:45,152 I was just blinded. 536 00:34:46,821 --> 00:34:48,056 You okay? 537 00:34:48,155 --> 00:34:49,289 I just can't open my eyes. 538 00:34:49,356 --> 00:34:50,858 Okay, need some more water? 539 00:34:53,327 --> 00:34:54,529 Oh, my God. 540 00:34:54,596 --> 00:34:56,096 I know. You're blinded, right? 541 00:34:57,397 --> 00:34:59,801 They're throwing shit, so I'm just going to put this on top of your head. 542 00:34:59,867 --> 00:35:01,168 Alright. 543 00:35:01,234 --> 00:35:02,436 - Just in case. - Alright. 544 00:35:02,503 --> 00:35:03,938 I don't want you to get hit. 545 00:35:04,005 --> 00:35:06,173 You're just hopeless and helpless at that point. 546 00:35:07,474 --> 00:35:08,843 - Can I get more water? - Yeah. 547 00:35:34,267 --> 00:35:35,703 I'm representing our president. 548 00:35:35,770 --> 00:35:37,270 He won this election. 549 00:35:37,337 --> 00:35:39,941 This was stolen from us, and a million people 550 00:35:40,008 --> 00:35:42,242 are standing in front of the Capitol, and we know it. 551 00:35:46,614 --> 00:35:48,816 Are there any objections to counting the certificate 552 00:35:48,883 --> 00:35:50,918 of vote from the state of Arizona? 553 00:35:50,985 --> 00:35:54,055 We began the counting of Electoral College votes, 554 00:35:54,287 --> 00:35:56,891 and Arizona was the first one where there were objections. 555 00:35:57,357 --> 00:36:00,460 Is the objection in writing and signed by a Senator? 556 00:36:00,528 --> 00:36:02,764 -Yes, it is. -It is. 557 00:36:04,565 --> 00:36:08,036 Something like 50 or 60 Republicans got up to object. 558 00:36:08,102 --> 00:36:11,572 And at that point, the joint session immediately breaks, 559 00:36:11,639 --> 00:36:13,041 and the House and the Senate resolve into 560 00:36:13,107 --> 00:36:16,978 our separate chambers to debate the challenges. 561 00:36:17,045 --> 00:36:22,282 I look back up in the gallery to see that Tabitha and Hank were there. 562 00:36:22,349 --> 00:36:25,452 And then it was my turn to get up, 563 00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:29,590 my basic point was going to be that the election is over. 564 00:36:29,657 --> 00:36:33,127 It's not our job to vote for the person we want to be President; 565 00:36:33,193 --> 00:36:39,266 it's our job to certify the votes that have come in from the governors. 566 00:36:39,332 --> 00:36:40,668 That's what the job is. 567 00:36:40,735 --> 00:36:43,571 But before getting into it, I took a second 568 00:36:43,638 --> 00:36:47,108 just to thank the Speaker and all of the Members 569 00:36:47,175 --> 00:36:50,011 for their condolences. 570 00:36:50,078 --> 00:36:53,413 The gentleman is recognized without objection for five minutes. 571 00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:55,482 Madam Speaker, I wanna thank you first, 572 00:36:55,550 --> 00:36:58,418 and-- and all my dear, beloved colleagues for your love 573 00:36:58,485 --> 00:37:00,021 and tenderness, which my family 574 00:37:00,088 --> 00:37:02,322 and I will never forget. 575 00:37:02,389 --> 00:37:05,927 And then, there was this huge standing ovation... 576 00:37:23,745 --> 00:37:26,279 It was jarring and disorienting for me 577 00:37:26,346 --> 00:37:30,283 because I could kind of see 578 00:37:30,350 --> 00:37:34,922 them looking at me, 579 00:37:34,989 --> 00:37:37,525 or into me as 580 00:37:37,592 --> 00:37:42,295 a person embodying tragedy at that point. 581 00:37:44,999 --> 00:37:47,869 It was really a lovely, wonderful gesture, 582 00:37:47,935 --> 00:37:51,105 but I'm not sure I totally understood it. 583 00:37:51,172 --> 00:37:57,145 But then I started thinking, in my kind of sleepless, 584 00:37:57,245 --> 00:38:00,380 disjointed way, "Well, maybe everyone's love of Tommy, 585 00:38:04,051 --> 00:38:07,855 or sympathy for our family, would lead to an end 586 00:38:07,922 --> 00:38:10,758 of all of this fighting over the election." 587 00:38:10,825 --> 00:38:14,494 Maybe they would withdraw the Stop the Steal campaign, 588 00:38:14,562 --> 00:38:16,664 and they would stop telling the Big Lie. 589 00:38:16,731 --> 00:38:19,700 It was obviously a completely irrational thought, 590 00:38:19,767 --> 00:38:22,603 but that's what passed through my mind right there, 591 00:38:22,670 --> 00:38:25,940 because there was this huge outpouring of emotion 592 00:38:26,007 --> 00:38:27,041 in this standing ovation. 593 00:38:29,510 --> 00:38:33,014 And then it was over, and then I launched into my real speech. 594 00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:34,949 Thank you again. 595 00:38:35,016 --> 00:38:40,288 Abraham Lincoln, whose name is a comfort to us all, 596 00:38:40,353 --> 00:38:41,889 said we've got the best government... 597 00:38:41,956 --> 00:38:44,324 So still at that point, we had no reason to think 598 00:38:44,391 --> 00:38:49,797 that there was medieval-style fighting breaking out outside. 599 00:38:49,864 --> 00:38:52,967 We were ready in the way you'd be ready in a courtroom 600 00:38:53,034 --> 00:38:56,270 or a classroom, but we weren't ready 601 00:38:56,336 --> 00:39:00,308 in the way we should've been for what was about to take place. 602 00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:08,649 Take their guns! Take their guns! 603 00:39:17,658 --> 00:39:19,060 Robert Glover, who's now the Commander 604 00:39:19,392 --> 00:39:21,295 of our Special Operations Division, 605 00:39:21,361 --> 00:39:24,165 I heard some things in his voice that I've never heard before. 606 00:39:24,232 --> 00:39:26,033 Pull them! Pull them this way! 607 00:39:36,944 --> 00:39:38,312 Commander Glover, you know, 608 00:39:38,378 --> 00:39:39,881 he knew that we were losing ground, 609 00:39:39,947 --> 00:39:41,448 and he had no problem letting us know, 610 00:39:41,515 --> 00:39:43,450 "We're losing ground, we need to back up." 611 00:39:43,517 --> 00:39:45,119 Because we were outnumbered. 612 00:39:45,186 --> 00:39:47,021 We were outnumbered. 613 00:39:47,088 --> 00:39:50,992 It was such a wide line of people going back for-- 614 00:39:51,058 --> 00:39:52,860 this is an exaggeration, but for miles-- 615 00:39:52,927 --> 00:39:54,829 you know, that's how it felt. 616 00:39:54,896 --> 00:39:57,365 What are you going to do when we defend our Constitution 617 00:39:57,430 --> 00:39:58,431 with the Second Amendment? 618 00:39:58,498 --> 00:40:01,434 What are you going to do then? 619 00:40:23,423 --> 00:40:25,760 All people must leave the area immediately. 620 00:40:25,826 --> 00:40:29,263 If you don't follow this order, it may subject you to arrest. 621 00:40:29,330 --> 00:40:32,767 These police officers were completely overwhelmed by 622 00:40:32,833 --> 00:40:35,836 the thousands of people that were next to me, behind me, 623 00:40:35,903 --> 00:40:37,705 around me. 624 00:40:40,408 --> 00:40:43,044 There were definitely ex-military personnel. 625 00:40:43,110 --> 00:40:44,679 Ex-police. 626 00:40:44,745 --> 00:40:46,514 There were people that knew what they were doing, 627 00:40:46,580 --> 00:40:50,017 knew how to lead people, and if I step back, 628 00:40:50,084 --> 00:40:53,654 I can start hearing people say that, you know, 629 00:40:53,721 --> 00:40:55,089 they are going in. 630 00:40:55,156 --> 00:40:57,858 This is, you know, "We are going to go inside, 631 00:40:57,925 --> 00:41:02,063 Donald Trump is meeting us here, and if you don't let us in, 632 00:41:02,129 --> 00:41:04,165 we're going to fuck some shit up." 633 00:41:04,231 --> 00:41:07,535 Right now, the people in the Capitol are sheltering in place. 634 00:41:07,601 --> 00:41:09,136 We have the Capitol. 635 00:41:11,038 --> 00:41:13,174 There's just so much that's going on. 636 00:41:13,240 --> 00:41:16,344 And from a command standpoint-- a Chief of Police standpoint-- 637 00:41:16,410 --> 00:41:19,113 I need to be in a position where I can command 638 00:41:19,180 --> 00:41:20,848 what's happening for the entire city, 639 00:41:20,915 --> 00:41:22,984 and the mayor needs to know 640 00:41:23,050 --> 00:41:25,252 exactly what's going on at that point. 641 00:41:25,319 --> 00:41:28,422 And I told her that I would meet her at our command center. 642 00:41:34,662 --> 00:41:37,398 Now I have a view of what's happening at the Capitol. 643 00:41:37,465 --> 00:41:39,300 I have a view of what's happening at the Ellipse, 644 00:41:39,367 --> 00:41:41,902 I have a view of what's happening at Freedom Plaza. 645 00:41:41,969 --> 00:41:43,571 I was sending everything that I had 646 00:41:43,637 --> 00:41:45,706 because our democracy was under attack. 647 00:41:45,773 --> 00:41:50,044 What we really needed to see were National Guardsmen 648 00:41:50,111 --> 00:41:51,278 at the US Capitol. 649 00:42:00,021 --> 00:42:02,223 At that point, we had a phone call 650 00:42:02,289 --> 00:42:03,991 that was convened by myself, 651 00:42:04,058 --> 00:42:05,593 by the Mayor of the District of Columbia, 652 00:42:06,093 --> 00:42:08,796 several representatives of the DC National Guard, 653 00:42:08,863 --> 00:42:11,799 the US Capitol Police Chief, where he essentially was 654 00:42:11,866 --> 00:42:14,869 pleading for assistance from the National Guard. 655 00:42:14,935 --> 00:42:16,937 I just simply said, "Wait a minute. 656 00:42:17,004 --> 00:42:20,808 What I hear is the Chief of the Capitol Police 657 00:42:20,875 --> 00:42:23,611 asking for additional resources from the National Guard 658 00:42:23,677 --> 00:42:26,647 to be deployed to the US Capitol. 659 00:42:26,714 --> 00:42:28,449 Chief, is that what you're saying?' 660 00:42:28,517 --> 00:42:30,217 This is on a bridge call. 661 00:42:30,284 --> 00:42:32,319 He said, "That is exactly what I'm saying." 662 00:42:32,386 --> 00:42:33,921 Chief Sund said that. 663 00:42:33,988 --> 00:42:37,925 In response to that, whoever on the other side, 664 00:42:37,992 --> 00:42:42,129 from the representatives from the Defense Department, 665 00:42:42,196 --> 00:42:46,434 the discussion then switched to talking about optics, 666 00:42:46,500 --> 00:42:48,936 and boots on the ground, and what that would look like, 667 00:42:49,003 --> 00:42:51,806 which, you know, in a crisis situation, 668 00:42:51,872 --> 00:42:54,809 I don't care what it looks like. It looks like help to me. 669 00:43:10,491 --> 00:43:13,427 So, I asked all who were on this call, 670 00:43:13,494 --> 00:43:16,297 "Are you saying that you're not going to deploy personnel?" 671 00:43:16,363 --> 00:43:19,333 "No, we're not saying that, what we are saying is that 672 00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:21,502 optics, and this and that and so forth." 673 00:43:21,570 --> 00:43:22,903 It was very disturbing. 674 00:43:53,100 --> 00:43:57,171 This is a bad situation, we have to do the best we can 675 00:43:57,238 --> 00:44:00,808 to defend this Capitol, to defend our democracy 676 00:44:00,875 --> 00:44:02,243 with everything that we got. 677 00:44:07,815 --> 00:44:10,885 Apparently, the National Guard were blocks away. 678 00:44:11,252 --> 00:44:14,155 That makes me mad, because I don't even know- 679 00:44:14,221 --> 00:44:18,527 I don't even wanna know how many officers were there 680 00:44:18,593 --> 00:44:20,027 that could have helped us... 681 00:44:21,362 --> 00:44:23,731 I don't even wanna know, because that will just 682 00:44:25,199 --> 00:44:26,433 blow me up. 683 00:44:27,536 --> 00:44:30,505 As someone who served six years in the Virginia National Guard, 684 00:44:30,572 --> 00:44:33,807 I was aware of the National Guard and how they could 685 00:44:33,874 --> 00:44:35,309 possibly respond. 686 00:44:35,376 --> 00:44:38,679 I also knew that they take time to respond. 687 00:44:38,746 --> 00:44:41,849 I don't know why anyone would've delayed that. 688 00:44:47,721 --> 00:44:51,660 My officers didn't know that not only were they breaching 689 00:44:51,725 --> 00:44:55,729 the West Side of the Capitol, the East Side of the Capitol 690 00:44:55,796 --> 00:44:57,464 was also being breached. 691 00:45:05,039 --> 00:45:08,943 USA! USA! USA! 692 00:45:17,885 --> 00:45:20,754 So, they had essentially been surrounded. 693 00:45:25,660 --> 00:45:28,963 It just kept getting crazier and crazier and crazier... 694 00:45:42,677 --> 00:45:44,411 We're taking it! 695 00:45:44,478 --> 00:45:45,946 We're storming the House! 696 00:45:49,817 --> 00:45:53,521 I was saying to people, "Where are we going? What are we doing?" 697 00:45:53,588 --> 00:45:57,626 It was a lot of, we, we, we, we, we to comfort them, 698 00:45:57,692 --> 00:45:59,226 you know? 699 00:45:59,293 --> 00:46:02,363 And it's also a way to comfort myself to like, you know, 700 00:46:02,429 --> 00:46:05,866 so I can feel safer to let you know that I am not a threat. 701 00:46:05,933 --> 00:46:08,035 I have cameras, but not a threat. 702 00:46:38,065 --> 00:46:39,333 It's gonna be a stampede. 703 00:46:39,701 --> 00:46:41,135 In my mind, I'm like, "I don't know if I'm being dramatic, 704 00:46:41,201 --> 00:46:42,637 but this might turn into a stampede." 705 00:46:42,704 --> 00:46:45,973 I don't know if we can control this or contain it. 706 00:47:12,801 --> 00:47:18,707 I remember watching as police officers were clearly exhausted. 707 00:47:18,773 --> 00:47:20,374 It started to look abnormal. 708 00:47:22,142 --> 00:47:24,713 And then there was like a beeping in the office. 709 00:47:26,681 --> 00:47:28,849 I guess there's some sort of security device in the office 710 00:47:28,916 --> 00:47:31,285 that I never knew existed. 711 00:47:31,352 --> 00:47:33,053 Then we started getting directives from 712 00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:35,557 our chief of staff, from the office manager. 713 00:47:35,623 --> 00:47:37,491 She told me to wear flats, 714 00:47:37,559 --> 00:47:39,493 and she told me to pack up my bags. 715 00:47:53,374 --> 00:47:57,044 Person outside has attempted to enter on the Senate side 716 00:47:57,111 --> 00:47:58,879 of the building. 717 00:47:58,946 --> 00:48:01,482 We had a television in the office, we also had windows, 718 00:48:01,549 --> 00:48:04,084 so we could see that they were clearly, you know, 719 00:48:04,151 --> 00:48:05,587 closing in on us. 720 00:48:10,625 --> 00:48:14,061 But despite the beeping, despite huddling 721 00:48:14,128 --> 00:48:17,532 in the Congressman's office, nothing made it real 722 00:48:17,599 --> 00:48:20,401 until those people actually got inside. 723 00:48:32,847 --> 00:48:37,918 I first got a text from a friend in California saying, 724 00:48:37,985 --> 00:48:39,386 "Are you okay? Is everything alright?" 725 00:48:39,453 --> 00:48:41,623 And I said, "Yes, what do you mean?" 726 00:48:41,689 --> 00:48:44,826 And she said, "There's a breach in the Capitol. 727 00:48:44,893 --> 00:48:46,728 There's violence outside." 728 00:48:46,795 --> 00:48:48,996 And I looked around the room and I noticed that 729 00:48:49,062 --> 00:48:51,733 lots of people were getting messages 730 00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:53,568 and people were beginning to talk. 731 00:49:06,180 --> 00:49:10,652 Within a couple of minutes, Speaker Pelosi's security detail 732 00:49:10,718 --> 00:49:12,720 escorted her off of the floor. 733 00:49:24,899 --> 00:49:26,868 Some people on our side of the aisle began to scream, 734 00:49:26,935 --> 00:49:30,070 "This is because of you, this is what you wanted." 735 00:49:32,272 --> 00:49:35,209 I immediately looked back up into the gallery. 736 00:49:35,275 --> 00:49:37,612 Tabitha and Hank were no longer there. 737 00:50:05,607 --> 00:50:07,675 Oh, Nancy! 738 00:50:07,742 --> 00:50:09,409 Where are you, Nancy? 739 00:50:09,476 --> 00:50:12,747 Our office was right above Nancy Pelosi's office, 740 00:50:12,814 --> 00:50:14,314 the Speaker of the House. 741 00:50:14,381 --> 00:50:17,384 Three of my colleagues went out, and our staff assistant 742 00:50:17,451 --> 00:50:22,189 said she came face to face with one of the insurrectionists. 743 00:50:22,256 --> 00:50:24,826 We were in the room, and she was banging on the door, 744 00:50:24,893 --> 00:50:26,126 and she said, "They're inside. 745 00:50:26,193 --> 00:50:28,095 They're inside. Let me in!" 746 00:50:28,161 --> 00:50:29,697 They were extremely rattled. 747 00:50:29,764 --> 00:50:31,833 And they said that we needed to stay here. 748 00:50:31,900 --> 00:50:33,601 Like we cannot leave. 749 00:50:33,668 --> 00:50:36,169 That was, I think the turning point for me. 750 00:50:41,576 --> 00:50:44,144 I called Julie, my Chief of Staff, 751 00:50:44,211 --> 00:50:48,115 and she said they were back in Steny's office. 752 00:50:49,017 --> 00:50:50,752 They had locked the door. 753 00:50:50,818 --> 00:50:54,556 She said they had pushed all the furniture up against the door. 754 00:50:59,126 --> 00:51:02,931 The kids were hiding under, 755 00:51:02,997 --> 00:51:05,033 uh, a desk. 756 00:51:05,098 --> 00:51:09,771 And I learned later that Julie had taken the-- the fire pick 757 00:51:09,837 --> 00:51:13,307 outta the fireplace and was wielding it as-- as a weapon. 758 00:51:13,373 --> 00:51:16,209 And I told her to protect them with her life. 759 00:51:18,646 --> 00:51:20,113 This is our fucking house. 760 00:51:20,180 --> 00:51:21,616 Our house. 761 00:51:28,422 --> 00:51:30,324 I heard the elevator open, 762 00:51:30,390 --> 00:51:32,492 and I heard them come up the stairwell, 763 00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:34,996 and so we decided to stay in place, 764 00:51:35,063 --> 00:51:39,033 turn the lights out and to just be as quiet as possible 765 00:51:39,099 --> 00:51:40,802 and to barricade the doors. 766 00:51:42,070 --> 00:51:44,539 I had to assume the worst. 767 00:51:44,606 --> 00:51:46,908 I had to assume these people were armed. 768 00:51:47,809 --> 00:51:49,476 You kind of go into survival mode, 769 00:51:49,544 --> 00:51:52,080 like I remember essentially casing the office, like, 770 00:51:52,145 --> 00:51:54,214 "What can I use as a weapon?" 771 00:51:54,281 --> 00:51:57,085 I remember feeling like 772 00:51:57,150 --> 00:52:02,090 whatever is in here that is heavy is what I'll have to use, 773 00:52:02,155 --> 00:52:04,692 you know, if it comes to that. 774 00:52:18,906 --> 00:52:22,442 We want Trump! We want Trump! 775 00:52:26,781 --> 00:52:28,716 Fuck you, you fuckin' tyrants! 776 00:52:34,488 --> 00:52:37,759 Whenever I see footage from that day, it makes my heart race. 777 00:52:37,825 --> 00:52:39,894 You know, I can feel blood-- my blood pressure shoot up, 778 00:52:42,997 --> 00:52:46,266 and it makes me angry. 779 00:52:46,333 --> 00:52:48,936 Lay down your weapons! 780 00:52:49,003 --> 00:52:51,873 Those weapons belong to us! 781 00:52:51,939 --> 00:52:54,642 That helmet, 4-5-1-8, belongs to me! 782 00:52:54,709 --> 00:52:59,013 Give me my helmet! Give me my helmet! 783 00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:00,581 Now, Hodges! 784 00:53:00,648 --> 00:53:03,117 D. Hodges, lay down your weapons! 785 00:53:03,183 --> 00:53:07,187 4-5-1-8, give me my helmet! 786 00:53:07,254 --> 00:53:08,321 I want my helmet! 787 00:53:08,388 --> 00:53:10,558 Gimme my helmet! 788 00:53:10,625 --> 00:53:13,193 That helmet belongs to me! 789 00:53:13,260 --> 00:53:15,262 I paid for that helmet! 790 00:53:15,328 --> 00:53:17,264 I paid for that vest! 791 00:53:17,330 --> 00:53:18,966 I paid for your salary! 792 00:53:19,033 --> 00:53:20,267 Traitor! 793 00:53:24,237 --> 00:53:26,206 You're a bunch of sheep, sheep! 794 00:53:26,273 --> 00:53:29,342 There was just sensory overload of threats that, 795 00:53:29,409 --> 00:53:31,278 I'm scanning the crowd rather than paying attention to 796 00:53:31,344 --> 00:53:33,748 what people are shouting at me because I'm constantly looking 797 00:53:33,815 --> 00:53:35,917 for, uh, someone who's about to bring out a gun or a knife 798 00:53:35,983 --> 00:53:38,686 or something because I know that they have them on them. 799 00:53:38,753 --> 00:53:42,056 And I just have to hope that if I see that I can react before they do. 800 00:53:44,192 --> 00:53:47,161 At one point I look over my shoulder and I see the officers 801 00:53:47,227 --> 00:53:49,630 trying to hold them back and failing 802 00:53:49,697 --> 00:53:52,166 because their numbers are overwhelming. 803 00:53:57,705 --> 00:54:01,876 At that point, I see the line break, essentially. 804 00:54:13,554 --> 00:54:15,489 You better run, cops! 805 00:54:38,913 --> 00:54:41,249 Each officer just engages in a pitched battle 806 00:54:41,314 --> 00:54:43,084 with whatever's in front of them. 807 00:54:43,151 --> 00:54:46,319 People swinging things at our heads-- sticks, metal poles. 808 00:54:52,026 --> 00:54:54,996 One Sergeant was hit with a cattle prod. 809 00:54:56,164 --> 00:54:58,032 There was a sledgehammer. 810 00:54:58,099 --> 00:54:59,901 I had someone try to gouge my eye out. 811 00:55:04,705 --> 00:55:07,241 These people like to believe that they support blue lives, 812 00:55:07,307 --> 00:55:11,646 but someone came up to me while I was surrounded and said, 813 00:55:11,712 --> 00:55:13,514 "Things are gonna get real bad. 814 00:55:13,581 --> 00:55:16,918 We need to get you out of here. What can I do to help?" 815 00:55:16,984 --> 00:55:18,719 And I said, "Go home." 816 00:55:18,786 --> 00:55:20,788 And he said, "Not gonna happen." 817 00:55:22,623 --> 00:55:25,126 And at that point, there's not much left to say. 818 00:55:40,241 --> 00:55:41,542 Let's go, MPD double time inside. 819 00:55:41,609 --> 00:55:44,545 Let's go. Let's go, MPD. 820 00:55:44,612 --> 00:55:46,413 Stop fucking looking at them, let's go! 821 00:55:46,479 --> 00:55:49,050 Get inside. Goddamn, let's get inside! 822 00:55:51,185 --> 00:55:54,487 To be honest, I don't even remember getting inside the Capitol. 823 00:55:54,555 --> 00:55:56,657 We were funneled into the Capitol at some point. 824 00:55:59,492 --> 00:56:01,329 I don't know anything about this building. 825 00:56:01,762 --> 00:56:03,598 I remember running up to Capitol officers, and there was 826 00:56:03,664 --> 00:56:06,701 only a couple of 'em. I would say, "How do I get here and here?" 827 00:56:06,767 --> 00:56:09,502 "I don't know. I don't work in this building." 828 00:56:34,996 --> 00:56:36,931 Our house! Whose house? 829 00:56:36,998 --> 00:56:38,599 Our house! Whose house? 830 00:56:38,666 --> 00:56:40,101 Our house! Whose house? 831 00:56:40,534 --> 00:56:42,203 Our house! Whose house? 832 00:56:42,270 --> 00:56:44,005 Our house! Whose house? 833 00:56:44,071 --> 00:56:45,373 Our house! Whose house? 834 00:56:45,438 --> 00:56:47,308 Our house! Whose house? 835 00:56:47,375 --> 00:56:50,778 There were two sets of doors in the Congressman's office, 836 00:56:50,845 --> 00:56:52,313 so my colleagues on the other side of the office 837 00:56:52,380 --> 00:56:56,984 barricaded one set, we barricaded the other set. 838 00:56:59,020 --> 00:57:02,723 Um, and you know, there was just a lot of, you know, 839 00:57:02,790 --> 00:57:05,159 I had a coworker who's a really good friend of mine, 840 00:57:05,226 --> 00:57:07,962 and she was, you know, very, very pregnant. 841 00:57:08,029 --> 00:57:09,563 So, you know, she couldn't do it. 842 00:57:09,630 --> 00:57:13,401 Um, and we had photographers in the room. 843 00:57:13,466 --> 00:57:15,770 Some of them were taking pictures instead of helping. 844 00:57:15,836 --> 00:57:18,139 And I remember being really, really annoyed with them 845 00:57:18,205 --> 00:57:20,608 at the time, 'cause I was like, you know, 846 00:57:20,675 --> 00:57:22,243 "This is not the time for your Pulitzer. 847 00:57:22,310 --> 00:57:24,545 Like, this is life or death." 848 00:57:24,612 --> 00:57:26,013 And I mean, in hindsight, I guess it's, 849 00:57:26,080 --> 00:57:27,615 it's good that it was documented. 850 00:57:27,682 --> 00:57:30,651 But in the moment, we are possibly, you know, 851 00:57:30,718 --> 00:57:32,720 fighting for our lives. 852 00:57:32,787 --> 00:57:35,089 We don't know what's on the other side of that door. 853 00:57:47,234 --> 00:57:50,671 I vividly remember hearing someone say, 854 00:57:50,738 --> 00:57:53,074 "They're hiding from us," and like kind of laughing. 855 00:57:53,140 --> 00:57:55,276 It felt as if they were like taunting us, like, you know, 856 00:57:55,343 --> 00:57:56,911 "Hello, anybody in here?" 857 00:57:56,978 --> 00:57:58,579 And they were just banging, banging, banging on the door. 858 00:57:58,646 --> 00:58:01,916 And every time they would bang on the door... 859 00:58:17,365 --> 00:58:22,837 Um, you think you're over it, and then you're not. 860 00:58:22,903 --> 00:58:27,408 Um, I just remember every time they banged on the door, 861 00:58:27,475 --> 00:58:28,776 um, you know, 862 00:58:28,843 --> 00:58:31,879 we would all just run up and push the door-- 863 00:58:31,946 --> 00:58:35,249 I mean, push the-- the table against the door. 864 00:58:35,316 --> 00:58:38,953 Um, and those were the most terrifying times. 865 00:58:44,091 --> 00:58:46,794 Hey guys, hey hey! 866 00:59:01,776 --> 00:59:05,279 USA! USA! USA! 867 00:59:05,346 --> 00:59:08,816 USA! USA! USA! 868 00:59:11,052 --> 00:59:12,787 We need people. 869 00:59:21,962 --> 00:59:23,731 At some point, I finally make it into the tunnel. 870 00:59:26,901 --> 00:59:28,469 Push! 871 00:59:28,537 --> 00:59:30,505 There was no order to go in there. 872 00:59:30,571 --> 00:59:32,773 I didn't hear about any level of importance 873 00:59:32,840 --> 00:59:34,375 because I didn't have my radio at that point. 874 00:59:34,442 --> 00:59:37,512 It was just where the fight was, and I knew I needed to go to it. 875 00:59:40,981 --> 00:59:43,217 Now, myself, these officers that I'm with, 876 00:59:43,284 --> 00:59:44,785 we're essentially trapped in the Capitol 877 00:59:44,852 --> 00:59:47,121 because you have these thousands of people 878 00:59:47,188 --> 00:59:49,690 that are now aggressively trying to get in. 879 00:59:53,861 --> 01:00:00,067 It felt like a, for-real riot, like pushing back. 880 01:00:05,574 --> 01:00:07,174 Felt like it was organized 881 01:00:07,241 --> 01:00:09,176 and people knew what they were doing. 882 01:00:09,243 --> 01:00:11,912 You just don't go, you know, there with tactical gear on 883 01:00:11,979 --> 01:00:14,081 and looking like you're military personnel 884 01:00:14,148 --> 01:00:16,450 without knowing what you were doing. 885 01:00:16,617 --> 01:00:18,786 Supply lines coming through. 886 01:00:21,288 --> 01:00:23,390 Keep in mind, we have the vice president 887 01:00:23,457 --> 01:00:26,794 and other members of Congress in the building. 888 01:00:26,861 --> 01:00:29,396 And if the building is surrounded 889 01:00:29,463 --> 01:00:34,268 and a person or group of people access the tunnel, 890 01:00:34,335 --> 01:00:37,438 it puts the leaders of our democracy in a very, 891 01:00:37,506 --> 01:00:40,174 very, very bad situation. 892 01:00:48,849 --> 01:00:51,819 We were all just pushing the table against the door 893 01:00:51,886 --> 01:00:53,988 with all our might. 894 01:00:54,054 --> 01:00:56,257 How do we know that we're not running to the door 895 01:00:56,323 --> 01:00:58,993 and they're not about to, like, shoot a bullet through. 896 01:00:59,059 --> 01:01:01,695 We had literally no idea. 897 01:01:04,131 --> 01:01:05,766 The news started to spread. 898 01:01:05,833 --> 01:01:08,068 And I just remember getting message 899 01:01:08,135 --> 01:01:11,472 after message after message asking, you know, if I was okay. 900 01:01:11,540 --> 01:01:14,942 And I remember saying to each person, just please pray. 901 01:01:20,681 --> 01:01:21,949 Meantime on the floor, 902 01:01:22,016 --> 01:01:24,385 it was total chaos and bedlam by then. 903 01:01:25,986 --> 01:01:29,223 There was this extraordinary pounding, 904 01:01:29,290 --> 01:01:33,027 barreling sound coming at the center door 905 01:01:33,093 --> 01:01:34,695 of the House of Representatives. 906 01:01:35,963 --> 01:01:37,666 Everybody stay down. 907 01:01:45,640 --> 01:01:48,909 I'll never forget that sound. It was really haunting. 908 01:01:48,976 --> 01:01:51,546 Just the sound of basically a mob, 909 01:01:51,613 --> 01:01:54,882 trying to barrel its way in, smashing up against the door. 910 01:01:54,949 --> 01:01:57,818 And people began to run towards the door. 911 01:01:58,653 --> 01:02:01,488 Then some Capitol officers came in with their guns 912 01:02:01,556 --> 01:02:03,190 and told all of us to get back. 913 01:02:03,257 --> 01:02:06,360 And they stood by the door with their guns drawn. 914 01:02:08,395 --> 01:02:10,965 Everybody was imagining that somebody was gonna come in 915 01:02:11,031 --> 01:02:14,368 with an AR 15, that there would be a mass shooting 916 01:02:14,435 --> 01:02:16,370 and that it would be focused on 917 01:02:16,437 --> 01:02:18,772 the Democratic side of the aisle 918 01:02:18,839 --> 01:02:20,374 and the Democratic galleries. 919 01:02:20,441 --> 01:02:23,277 So, they were telling us all to take off our pins. 920 01:02:23,344 --> 01:02:25,279 These are the little pins that get us into the buildings. 921 01:02:25,346 --> 01:02:26,880 And they're telling us, take your pins off. 922 01:02:26,947 --> 01:02:28,349 It makes you recognizable. 923 01:02:28,415 --> 01:02:29,950 And then the Democrats were saying, 924 01:02:30,017 --> 01:02:31,952 get off of the Democratic side of the aisle. 925 01:02:32,019 --> 01:02:36,991 USA. USA. USA. USA. 926 01:02:38,459 --> 01:02:42,029 USA. USA. 927 01:02:44,832 --> 01:02:48,469 Meantime, we were all being shepherded towards the front. 928 01:02:50,304 --> 01:02:53,675 And we got up to the Speaker's lobby and we went to the right. 929 01:02:53,742 --> 01:02:57,612 To the left is where there were a handful of officers. 930 01:02:57,679 --> 01:03:01,015 And then the mob was on the other side of the doors there. 931 01:03:02,216 --> 01:03:04,018 Let me in! 932 01:03:09,890 --> 01:03:12,960 That's, um... 933 01:03:13,027 --> 01:03:15,462 that's where one of the protesters got killed. 934 01:03:15,530 --> 01:03:17,197 Break that down! 935 01:03:17,264 --> 01:03:18,633 Break it down. Break that! 936 01:03:18,700 --> 01:03:20,267 Let's go. 937 01:03:39,853 --> 01:03:41,589 That sound like a fucking gun shot. 938 01:03:42,557 --> 01:03:43,758 Oh, shit. 939 01:03:43,824 --> 01:03:47,562 Oh, my God, a woman has been shot. 940 01:03:59,574 --> 01:04:01,141 Where's she hit? 941 01:04:01,208 --> 01:04:04,078 Back Up. Back up. 942 01:04:04,144 --> 01:04:05,846 Yo medic, where's she hit? 943 01:04:05,913 --> 01:04:07,114 We can't save her. 944 01:04:07,314 --> 01:04:09,016 Get the fuck back. We can't save her! 945 01:04:09,083 --> 01:04:10,317 You guys gotta calm down. 946 01:04:10,384 --> 01:04:12,186 We got blood on the floor. 947 01:04:12,252 --> 01:04:14,756 There's blood on the floor of our fucking... 948 01:04:21,862 --> 01:04:23,665 Report of one shot in the Capitol. 949 01:04:23,732 --> 01:04:25,933 Report of a shooting in the Capitol, 950 01:04:25,999 --> 01:04:27,501 trying to ascertain information now. 951 01:04:27,569 --> 01:04:29,604 Capitol command of recon, report of one shot. 952 01:04:29,671 --> 01:04:31,673 Capitol command of recon, is this gonna be 953 01:04:31,740 --> 01:04:34,141 an active shooter event, or is this just one shot? 954 01:04:34,208 --> 01:04:35,510 I need more information. 955 01:04:35,577 --> 01:04:37,211 This will be a report of one shot. 956 01:04:37,277 --> 01:04:39,547 Unknown about the victim or the location. 957 01:04:41,048 --> 01:04:42,883 We just didn't know. 958 01:04:42,950 --> 01:04:45,085 We were trying to get confirmation. 959 01:04:45,152 --> 01:04:46,821 Is anyone shot in the Capitol? 960 01:04:46,887 --> 01:04:50,658 Were those shots fired? Were they some type of incendiary device? 961 01:04:50,725 --> 01:04:52,660 We don't know. Was it just a distraction 962 01:04:52,727 --> 01:04:54,729 to kind of get us in a different area? 963 01:04:54,796 --> 01:04:56,497 We did not know. 964 01:04:56,564 --> 01:05:00,434 And I think that was probably the scariest thing, not knowing. 965 01:05:00,501 --> 01:05:03,538 We the people! We the people! 966 01:05:05,607 --> 01:05:06,940 This is... 967 01:05:14,481 --> 01:05:17,251 It makes you seek answers. So, what do I do? 968 01:05:17,317 --> 01:05:18,820 Of course, I'm talking to people. 969 01:05:18,887 --> 01:05:21,689 I interview people right then, right on the steps. 970 01:05:21,756 --> 01:05:23,290 You know, right there. 971 01:05:25,058 --> 01:05:27,829 Yeah... look at 'em. 972 01:05:27,896 --> 01:05:31,231 And you know, I met this woman, we were probably 10 feet away 973 01:05:31,298 --> 01:05:34,268 from, you know, where people were trying to get in. 974 01:05:34,334 --> 01:05:37,572 She sounded so fucking nice and so sweet. 975 01:05:37,639 --> 01:05:39,440 And she was so polite. 976 01:05:39,507 --> 01:05:41,609 - You okay, baby? - Yeah. I'm good. 977 01:05:41,676 --> 01:05:43,377 - I'm prepared to die. - Huh? 978 01:05:43,444 --> 01:05:45,613 - Yes, I'm prepared to die. - Wait a second. 979 01:05:45,680 --> 01:05:50,317 For my country, and my children and my grandchildren, all day. 980 01:05:50,384 --> 01:05:52,554 You're saying you're prepared to die today? 981 01:05:52,620 --> 01:05:55,723 Yes, I love America. 982 01:05:55,790 --> 01:05:57,625 And I was like, what? 983 01:05:57,692 --> 01:05:59,159 You prepared to die? 984 01:06:01,696 --> 01:06:04,298 I could not fucking believe 985 01:06:04,364 --> 01:06:06,967 what the fuck I was seeing and hearing. 986 01:06:11,873 --> 01:06:13,875 I felt embarrassed, you know, 987 01:06:13,942 --> 01:06:16,276 for all of us, you know, 988 01:06:16,343 --> 01:06:20,849 for all of America, you know, to hear what I was hearing, 989 01:06:20,915 --> 01:06:24,752 to see what I was seeing, to document what I was documenting. 990 01:06:35,730 --> 01:06:40,702 Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! 991 01:06:45,339 --> 01:06:46,708 We were all scared. 992 01:07:00,755 --> 01:07:03,257 The manpower we had inside the tunnel that day, 993 01:07:03,323 --> 01:07:05,125 which seemed like a lot, wasn't enough. 994 01:07:05,192 --> 01:07:09,797 It was about maybe four or five-ish people could fit in there wide. 995 01:07:09,864 --> 01:07:13,001 And it was a few dozen officers in there 996 01:07:13,066 --> 01:07:15,035 trying to hold back the crowd outside. 997 01:07:30,484 --> 01:07:32,319 You could see officers who were 998 01:07:32,386 --> 01:07:35,289 getting injured at the front, falling out, coming to the back. 999 01:07:37,391 --> 01:07:40,695 The boiler room in the Capitol became our decon room. 1000 01:07:42,730 --> 01:07:45,265 There were so many officers that had their hands on their knees 1001 01:07:45,332 --> 01:07:48,770 because they couldn't see because they're shut down 1002 01:07:48,836 --> 01:07:50,772 from the chemicals that were just used against them. 1003 01:07:50,838 --> 01:07:53,741 And as those officers fell back, we would move forward 1004 01:07:53,808 --> 01:07:55,409 and continue moving forward 1005 01:07:55,475 --> 01:08:01,683 until it was your turn at the front, essentially. 1006 01:08:03,350 --> 01:08:04,752 It felt like war. 1007 01:08:18,365 --> 01:08:21,501 I'm seeing scenes unfold 1008 01:08:22,369 --> 01:08:24,371 all around me. 1009 01:08:24,438 --> 01:08:26,708 This is our country! 1010 01:08:26,774 --> 01:08:28,910 This is our country! 1011 01:08:28,977 --> 01:08:30,243 Yeah! 1012 01:08:32,446 --> 01:08:34,749 I'm seeing anxiety. 1013 01:08:37,351 --> 01:08:39,219 I'm seeing sadness. 1014 01:08:39,286 --> 01:08:42,122 I'm seeing pain. 1015 01:08:52,734 --> 01:08:54,134 You know... 1016 01:08:55,369 --> 01:08:58,438 twice when I was there, you know, 1017 01:08:58,506 --> 01:09:01,174 I felt the emotion to cry. 1018 01:09:02,744 --> 01:09:04,646 And quite frankly, probably I didn't stop myself. 1019 01:09:04,712 --> 01:09:07,447 Some shit distracted me from that emotion. 1020 01:09:07,515 --> 01:09:09,684 It's like, Oh, shit, there's a hockey stick. 1021 01:09:09,751 --> 01:09:12,120 Oh, shit, where the fuck did they get a ladder from? 1022 01:09:12,185 --> 01:09:13,688 Oh, shit, what is this tubing? 1023 01:09:13,755 --> 01:09:15,422 Where the hell did that come from? 1024 01:09:15,489 --> 01:09:17,558 The guy's head is all red from pepper spray 1025 01:09:17,625 --> 01:09:18,960 and looks like he can't breathe. 1026 01:09:19,027 --> 01:09:22,030 Oh, shit, I'm getting soaked up by the gas, 1027 01:09:22,096 --> 01:09:24,197 and I can't fucking breathe, 1028 01:09:24,264 --> 01:09:26,166 and this shit hurts my eyes. 1029 01:09:26,233 --> 01:09:28,636 And why are people keep returning 1030 01:09:28,703 --> 01:09:32,006 back to the front lines to do it over and over again? 1031 01:09:32,073 --> 01:09:34,174 What is, what are they thinking? 1032 01:09:43,183 --> 01:09:45,853 I knew that this had to be the biggest news story 1033 01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:47,354 in the world right now, 1034 01:09:47,421 --> 01:09:49,090 the United States Capitol being under siege. 1035 01:09:49,157 --> 01:09:54,595 So, someone had to be trying to get us help somewhere. 1036 01:09:54,662 --> 01:09:56,130 I was thinking, you know, 1037 01:09:56,196 --> 01:09:58,733 I hope I can hold on until reinforcements gets here. 1038 01:10:00,134 --> 01:10:02,904 Our house! Our house! 1039 01:10:20,054 --> 01:10:22,489 We went down some stairwells, 1040 01:10:22,557 --> 01:10:23,558 and they tried to keep us together, 1041 01:10:23,624 --> 01:10:26,728 and we were running for safety. 1042 01:10:32,200 --> 01:10:34,969 All that shit...! 1043 01:10:35,036 --> 01:10:39,339 At that point, I was most concerned for Tabitha, 1044 01:10:39,574 --> 01:10:41,609 Hank, and Julie and wanting to make sure 1045 01:10:41,676 --> 01:10:44,444 that they would get outta that room, which was still where the mob was. 1046 01:10:44,512 --> 01:10:48,516 USA! USA! USA! 1047 01:10:48,583 --> 01:10:50,985 And I just kept doing the same thing over and over again, 1048 01:10:51,052 --> 01:10:53,788 calling the Capitol police, calling Julie. 1049 01:10:53,855 --> 01:10:56,891 I was obviously profoundly concerned for them. 1050 01:11:05,800 --> 01:11:08,236 I just wanted to make sure they were in touch 1051 01:11:08,301 --> 01:11:11,973 so they knew who to open the door for and who not to. 1052 01:11:31,826 --> 01:11:34,361 These people had made it clear that they wanted 1053 01:11:34,427 --> 01:11:36,264 to kill certain members of Congress. 1054 01:11:36,329 --> 01:11:38,298 And even if they got one person, 1055 01:11:38,365 --> 01:11:40,367 that would change the balance of power. 1056 01:11:40,433 --> 01:11:42,970 So, you know, 1057 01:11:43,037 --> 01:11:46,007 I was definitely motivated to-- 1058 01:11:48,509 --> 01:11:49,844 to win the fight. 1059 01:11:52,914 --> 01:11:56,316 I found myself at the front of the line in the tunnel... 1060 01:11:58,920 --> 01:12:02,322 and I braced myself against the doorframe 1061 01:12:02,389 --> 01:12:05,893 so that any backward force I experienced 1062 01:12:05,960 --> 01:12:07,695 wasn't pushed on the officers behind me, 1063 01:12:07,762 --> 01:12:10,198 but rather against the frame of the building itself. 1064 01:12:22,810 --> 01:12:25,246 Unfortunately, it backfired on me. 1065 01:12:25,313 --> 01:12:26,681 My arms were trapped. 1066 01:12:26,747 --> 01:12:29,750 I was essentially standing up straight, 1067 01:12:29,817 --> 01:12:33,386 unable to defend myself and at their mercy. 1068 01:12:53,841 --> 01:12:56,476 The man to my front, I remember 1069 01:12:56,544 --> 01:12:59,513 him just screaming at me 1070 01:12:59,580 --> 01:13:03,450 and, like, spit or some kind of foam 1071 01:13:03,517 --> 01:13:05,152 coming out of his mouth. 1072 01:13:05,219 --> 01:13:09,456 It sounds, like, made up, but that's what I remember. 1073 01:13:20,400 --> 01:13:23,204 He also was able to wrestle away my baton 1074 01:13:23,271 --> 01:13:25,740 and beat me in the head with it. 1075 01:13:25,806 --> 01:13:30,845 I could taste blood coming out of my mouth. 1076 01:13:36,884 --> 01:13:41,656 Heave ho! Heave ho! 1077 01:13:41,722 --> 01:13:48,029 Heave ho! Heave ho! 1078 01:13:48,095 --> 01:13:53,000 I could feel just starting to lose all of my perception, 1079 01:13:54,368 --> 01:13:57,004 and I was worried that I would fall out there 1080 01:13:57,071 --> 01:14:00,074 and become a liability to my colleagues and then, you know, 1081 01:14:00,141 --> 01:14:03,443 eventually be dragged out and killed. 1082 01:14:03,511 --> 01:14:04,845 Um... 1083 01:14:08,215 --> 01:14:10,851 I remember someone just chanting, "Fight for Trump. 1084 01:14:10,918 --> 01:14:17,124 Fight for Trump. Fight for Trump." 1085 01:14:25,266 --> 01:14:28,002 Thankfully, the other officers behind me heard me 1086 01:14:28,069 --> 01:14:31,172 and were able to create enough space to get me out of there. 1087 01:14:33,941 --> 01:14:35,609 Everyone who worked that day was injured. 1088 01:14:35,676 --> 01:14:37,078 Everyone was attacked. 1089 01:14:41,549 --> 01:14:43,918 Sometimes at great personal cost. 1090 01:14:49,890 --> 01:14:54,161 The difference between your typical angry riot 1091 01:14:54,228 --> 01:14:56,964 versus this was, this was... 1092 01:14:57,031 --> 01:14:58,232 it was personal. 1093 01:14:58,299 --> 01:15:00,601 And they were not stopping. 1094 01:15:00,668 --> 01:15:04,504 I wanna go home, and I want every single officer that's here to go home. 1095 01:15:04,572 --> 01:15:07,775 And my job right now, 1096 01:15:07,842 --> 01:15:11,312 their job right now is to figure out a way to make that happen. 1097 01:15:11,379 --> 01:15:14,448 They fought like hell, for hours. 1098 01:15:14,515 --> 01:15:17,451 That's not training that police officers normally get. 1099 01:15:17,518 --> 01:15:19,620 Maybe the military, they're trained for war, 1100 01:15:19,687 --> 01:15:22,790 fighting for hours, days, months on end. 1101 01:15:22,857 --> 01:15:25,926 The fight that these officers had in them, 1102 01:15:25,993 --> 01:15:28,896 even when they were injured, to see them injured 1103 01:15:28,963 --> 01:15:31,432 and then get back into the fight. 1104 01:15:37,138 --> 01:15:40,141 The fight wasn't over yet, and the fight needed everybody 1105 01:15:40,207 --> 01:15:43,844 that was able. And I'm not dead yet. 1106 01:15:43,911 --> 01:15:47,014 Uh, I was still, uh, still in the fight. 1107 01:15:49,950 --> 01:15:53,821 Freedom, freedom, freedom. 1108 01:15:56,857 --> 01:15:59,994 It was like complete chaos all around me. 1109 01:16:01,195 --> 01:16:04,465 I'm seeing one of the darkest days 1110 01:16:04,533 --> 01:16:06,767 in modern history. 1111 01:16:06,834 --> 01:16:09,703 I was scared for my fucking life, 1112 01:16:09,770 --> 01:16:12,273 but all I can think about is 1113 01:16:12,339 --> 01:16:14,875 making sure that I document 1114 01:16:14,942 --> 01:16:17,845 what's going on to the best of my abilities. 1115 01:16:39,166 --> 01:16:40,367 Back up. 1116 01:17:43,230 --> 01:17:45,432 When I captured this image 1117 01:17:45,499 --> 01:17:49,270 and saw the police officer that I now know 1118 01:17:49,336 --> 01:17:51,005 to be Michael Fanone, 1119 01:17:51,405 --> 01:17:53,340 get pulled down 1120 01:17:53,407 --> 01:17:57,978 from where he was trying to stop the mob 1121 01:17:58,045 --> 01:18:00,948 of MAGA people from getting inside... 1122 01:18:06,887 --> 01:18:09,123 I'm like reliving it in my brain right now. 1123 01:18:09,190 --> 01:18:14,995 Like, I have all of the frames just going in my head. 1124 01:18:17,798 --> 01:18:21,001 The look on this man's face was, 1125 01:18:21,068 --> 01:18:24,872 "I am about to fucking die." 1126 01:18:25,674 --> 01:18:29,476 You don't see police officers look like that very often. 1127 01:18:31,445 --> 01:18:36,551 Police officers are stoic, proud, in control. 1128 01:18:36,618 --> 01:18:40,555 This officer was not in control of a motherfucking thing. 1129 01:18:40,622 --> 01:18:43,390 If they wanted to kill him, they would've killed him. 1130 01:18:44,258 --> 01:18:47,962 The man pleaded for his life, told people he has kids. 1131 01:18:50,364 --> 01:18:53,834 Well, I'm thinking like, holy shit, this man is about to die. 1132 01:18:53,901 --> 01:18:57,606 And here I am about to capture this shit. 1133 01:19:05,346 --> 01:19:07,748 It's kind of crazy 'cause if I had to put, you know, 1134 01:19:07,815 --> 01:19:11,653 a dollar on it, I would say everyone there is, "Blue Lives Matter, 1135 01:19:11,720 --> 01:19:13,521 Blue Lives Matter." 1136 01:19:14,455 --> 01:19:16,824 They didn't fucking matter that day. 1137 01:19:16,890 --> 01:19:19,193 I felt for him. 1138 01:19:20,562 --> 01:19:21,829 I have a son. 1139 01:19:21,895 --> 01:19:24,798 I thought about what it would feel like for him 1140 01:19:24,865 --> 01:19:27,468 if some shit happened to me. 1141 01:19:27,535 --> 01:19:30,739 You know, that's another human being. 1142 01:19:30,804 --> 01:19:33,207 Are there times that I don't feel bad for cops? 1143 01:19:33,274 --> 01:19:34,509 Fucking right. 1144 01:19:38,779 --> 01:19:43,183 Derek Chauvin could kiss my black ass, straight up. 1145 01:19:47,522 --> 01:19:50,725 That could be fucking me. That coulda been any of us. 1146 01:19:50,791 --> 01:19:55,095 Like, I'm pissed off right now, just by talking about, you know, 1147 01:19:55,162 --> 01:19:57,931 the, what happened to George Floyd. 1148 01:19:57,998 --> 01:20:01,969 And what's happened to many, 1149 01:20:02,036 --> 01:20:04,972 many other people that have died 1150 01:20:05,939 --> 01:20:07,776 in the hands of police. 1151 01:20:07,841 --> 01:20:09,143 You know, it's, 1152 01:20:13,515 --> 01:20:18,285 I feel like if you weren't angry about what happened... 1153 01:20:21,388 --> 01:20:25,794 ...to George Floyd on that fucking day, 1154 01:20:25,859 --> 01:20:28,495 you're not a fucking human. 1155 01:20:29,496 --> 01:20:33,867 You lack everything that it takes to be a human being. 1156 01:20:33,934 --> 01:20:37,271 If that shit didn't piss you the fuck off. 1157 01:20:46,815 --> 01:20:50,552 America has been rearing its ugly fucking head 1158 01:20:50,618 --> 01:20:54,955 for many fucking years over and over and over again. 1159 01:20:55,022 --> 01:20:57,525 And I'm documenting it all. 1160 01:20:57,592 --> 01:21:00,094 All I can do is get these photos out 1161 01:21:00,160 --> 01:21:03,130 and show the world you know, what I saw. 1162 01:21:05,800 --> 01:21:09,069 This is real-life America. 1163 01:21:14,341 --> 01:21:18,112 So, yeah, I felt for him, I felt for... 1164 01:21:19,213 --> 01:21:21,248 ...us. I felt for Americans. 1165 01:21:21,315 --> 01:21:23,884 I felt for, you know, this world, 1166 01:21:23,951 --> 01:21:26,420 this is what it's come to. 1167 01:21:27,988 --> 01:21:31,892 Pull. Pull. Pull. 1168 01:22:00,387 --> 01:22:02,289 I came for fucking war, man. 1169 01:22:03,525 --> 01:22:07,961 We have a national, international, crisis 1170 01:22:08,028 --> 01:22:12,065 unfolding right here in the nation's Capitol. 1171 01:22:13,934 --> 01:22:16,203 The gravity and the weight of that is huge. 1172 01:22:16,270 --> 01:22:19,373 Knowing that the eyes of the world 1173 01:22:19,440 --> 01:22:22,811 are literally watching our democracy crumble. 1174 01:22:25,379 --> 01:22:26,714 At this hour, 1175 01:22:26,781 --> 01:22:30,484 our democracy is under unprecedented assault, 1176 01:22:30,552 --> 01:22:34,421 unlike anything we've seen in modern times. 1177 01:22:34,488 --> 01:22:40,728 An assault in the citadel of Liberty, the Capitol itself. 1178 01:22:40,795 --> 01:22:43,598 An assault on the people's representatives 1179 01:22:43,865 --> 01:22:47,301 and the Capitol Hill police sworn to protect them. 1180 01:22:53,875 --> 01:22:57,377 We had an election that was stolen from us. 1181 01:22:57,779 --> 01:23:01,683 It was a landslide election, and everyone knows it. 1182 01:23:01,749 --> 01:23:05,385 But we can't play into the hands of these people. 1183 01:23:06,353 --> 01:23:08,422 We have to have peace. 1184 01:23:08,489 --> 01:23:09,858 So go home. 1185 01:23:09,924 --> 01:23:11,124 We love you. 1186 01:23:11,191 --> 01:23:12,594 You're very special. 1187 01:23:12,660 --> 01:23:15,028 You've seen what happens, you see the way others 1188 01:23:15,095 --> 01:23:17,665 are treated that are so bad and so evil. 1189 01:23:38,920 --> 01:23:42,222 "I can't breathe! I can't breathe! I can't breathe!" 1190 01:24:05,513 --> 01:24:06,714 'Cause... 1191 01:25:54,187 --> 01:25:56,490 How could anyone be proud of what they were doing? 1192 01:25:56,557 --> 01:25:59,359 Even if you don't agree with the election, 1193 01:25:59,426 --> 01:26:01,294 how could you be proud of that? 1194 01:26:01,361 --> 01:26:03,397 You've tried to storm the fucking 1195 01:26:03,463 --> 01:26:05,499 United States Capitol building-- 1196 01:26:05,566 --> 01:26:09,871 not try to storm-- you did, you got in. 1197 01:26:09,937 --> 01:26:11,939 And people died. 1198 01:26:21,049 --> 01:26:23,751 When I began to see the magnitude of the violence 1199 01:26:23,818 --> 01:26:28,156 that was taking place, I just grew more and more, 1200 01:26:28,221 --> 01:26:32,192 I don't wanna say hysterical, but more and more agitated 1201 01:26:32,259 --> 01:26:35,863 about Tabitha and Hank not being with us. 1202 01:26:38,666 --> 01:26:41,435 I was aware of not wanting to create surplus fear 1203 01:26:41,501 --> 01:26:44,672 and anxiety on their part, but I was pretty angry. 1204 01:26:44,739 --> 01:26:48,676 USA. USA. USA. 1205 01:26:48,743 --> 01:26:52,379 USA. USA. USA. 1206 01:26:54,015 --> 01:26:56,551 We just sat there in silence. 1207 01:26:56,617 --> 01:26:59,721 I remember thinking a lot about my mom. 1208 01:27:03,256 --> 01:27:06,060 You know, I think, 1209 01:27:06,127 --> 01:27:07,795 well, you know, 1210 01:27:07,862 --> 01:27:11,065 my mom lives with me, she has Alzheimers. 1211 01:27:11,132 --> 01:27:13,768 And I didn't necessarily want to get in contact with her 1212 01:27:13,835 --> 01:27:16,503 because I didn't want her to worry, 1213 01:27:16,571 --> 01:27:19,239 I just wanted to be there. 1214 01:27:19,306 --> 01:27:20,942 You know? 1215 01:27:21,008 --> 01:27:23,243 I think that's what I thought about the most. 1216 01:27:23,310 --> 01:27:27,715 At the end of the day, I'm kind of all she has. 1217 01:27:27,782 --> 01:27:29,751 So... 1218 01:27:32,019 --> 01:27:35,990 Stop the steal, stop the steal, stop the steal. 1219 01:27:46,234 --> 01:27:50,905 USA. USA. USA. 1220 01:28:11,726 --> 01:28:13,795 We reached out far and wide as we could 1221 01:28:13,861 --> 01:28:16,798 to get people here to support us. 1222 01:28:16,864 --> 01:28:19,133 So, whether the National Guard showed up, didn't showed up, 1223 01:28:19,200 --> 01:28:21,702 whatever the case may be, there were police officers 1224 01:28:21,769 --> 01:28:25,039 that we were calling on from all around this area to assist. 1225 01:28:34,148 --> 01:28:35,783 We love you, President Trump. 1226 01:28:40,221 --> 01:28:42,924 Traitors! 1227 01:28:42,990 --> 01:28:44,592 Traitors! 1228 01:28:49,997 --> 01:28:54,101 My God. Oh, my fucking God. 1229 01:29:02,143 --> 01:29:05,880 When I saw that manpower coming with the munitions 1230 01:29:05,947 --> 01:29:10,051 that we needed to handle the-- this crowd, that was... 1231 01:29:10,117 --> 01:29:12,954 "Okay, we're gonna get through this." 1232 01:29:16,423 --> 01:29:18,860 Normally, it's the federal government 1233 01:29:18,926 --> 01:29:21,229 that's coming to the aid of local law enforcement, 1234 01:29:21,295 --> 01:29:23,731 local jurisdictions. 1235 01:29:23,798 --> 01:29:27,802 That day, local jurisdictions 1236 01:29:27,869 --> 01:29:30,470 came to support the federal government. 1237 01:29:32,874 --> 01:29:34,609 Some of them are MPD officers, 1238 01:29:34,675 --> 01:29:36,611 some of 'em are Virginia State Police. 1239 01:29:36,677 --> 01:29:40,380 You start seeing them push the crowd back. 1240 01:30:00,268 --> 01:30:03,604 They're coming down the West Front of the Capitol. 1241 01:30:03,671 --> 01:30:05,706 I, I remember having a sense of like, 1242 01:30:05,773 --> 01:30:07,575 like, we taking it back. 1243 01:30:25,826 --> 01:30:27,762 We kept hearing those knocks. 1244 01:30:27,828 --> 01:30:33,868 One time, it was just such a violent shaking of the door. 1245 01:30:33,935 --> 01:30:36,737 And that's when they, they just kicked it in... 1246 01:30:39,240 --> 01:30:41,142 and their guns drawn. 1247 01:30:42,243 --> 01:30:44,979 That was by far the scariest moment of my life 1248 01:30:45,046 --> 01:30:47,214 'cause I did not know who kicked the door in, 1249 01:30:47,281 --> 01:30:48,950 and I saw all those guns. 1250 01:30:50,351 --> 01:30:54,454 And we just had our hands up, and we had our hands up for a long time. 1251 01:30:55,990 --> 01:30:58,926 You know, it's not a good feeling having to walk around 1252 01:30:58,993 --> 01:31:02,596 the halls of Congress with your hands up past insurrectionists 1253 01:31:02,663 --> 01:31:05,599 who actually should have their hands up. 1254 01:31:05,666 --> 01:31:08,468 You know, that's not a good feeling. 1255 01:31:13,441 --> 01:31:15,509 I will never forget, 1256 01:31:15,576 --> 01:31:18,412 in front of Congressman Steny Hoyer's office, 1257 01:31:18,478 --> 01:31:22,516 there was a poster of John Lewis that referenced, you know, 1258 01:31:22,583 --> 01:31:24,085 getting in good trouble, 1259 01:31:24,151 --> 01:31:26,988 and the poster was ripped to shreds. 1260 01:31:33,694 --> 01:31:36,197 I just remember how hateful that was, 1261 01:31:36,263 --> 01:31:38,899 to come in and rip up the poster the way they did 1262 01:31:38,966 --> 01:31:41,268 and to just desecrate the Capitol the way they did. 1263 01:31:41,335 --> 01:31:43,838 And I remember also walking past 1264 01:31:43,904 --> 01:31:46,707 one of the insurrectionists that they had handcuffed. 1265 01:31:46,774 --> 01:31:49,844 And I just remember looking at him, and he laughed. 1266 01:31:49,910 --> 01:31:52,480 You know, it was... it was funny to him. 1267 01:31:52,546 --> 01:31:54,715 It was unnerving. 1268 01:31:58,486 --> 01:32:01,655 Finally, Tabitha and Hank and Julie 1269 01:32:01,722 --> 01:32:04,792 were brought over to us by the officers, 1270 01:32:04,859 --> 01:32:06,861 and it was tearful. 1271 01:32:07,762 --> 01:32:09,897 I was racked with a lot of guilt. 1272 01:32:12,299 --> 01:32:16,337 I got someone who works with me on my staff to drive them home. 1273 01:32:16,404 --> 01:32:19,206 Before they left, I gave them a big hug, and it was again, 1274 01:32:19,273 --> 01:32:24,812 really emotional. And I... said I was sorry. 1275 01:32:24,879 --> 01:32:28,315 And I said to Tabitha, "The next time you come back 1276 01:32:28,382 --> 01:32:30,351 to the Capitol, it's not gonna be like this." 1277 01:32:30,418 --> 01:32:33,754 And then she said, "I don't want to come back to the Capitol." 1278 01:32:34,989 --> 01:32:40,027 And it just... it just rocked me. 1279 01:32:49,570 --> 01:32:51,405 I turned the ISO up on my camera, 1280 01:32:51,472 --> 01:32:54,842 and I had this dark photo of this flag waving 1281 01:32:54,909 --> 01:32:58,212 and smoke, this tear gas is coming down, 1282 01:32:58,279 --> 01:33:02,450 and there's hardly any more people at the top. 1283 01:33:02,517 --> 01:33:06,521 It just was weirdly over. 1284 01:33:14,995 --> 01:33:16,831 So, earlier there was a lot of people out here, 1285 01:33:16,897 --> 01:33:18,799 and I guess it's thinned out a little bit. 1286 01:33:20,768 --> 01:33:23,070 Oh, so somebody got a souvenir. 1287 01:33:23,137 --> 01:33:24,205 Jesus. 1288 01:33:25,507 --> 01:33:28,042 You know, I walked two blocks, 1289 01:33:28,109 --> 01:33:30,277 called a Uber. 1290 01:33:30,344 --> 01:33:35,550 I just remember looking at who my driver was gonna be, 1291 01:33:35,616 --> 01:33:39,019 and I was so relieved that this driver was a Black man... 1292 01:33:40,221 --> 01:33:43,757 because I really honestly couldn't deal 1293 01:33:43,824 --> 01:33:46,961 with any more white folks that day. 1294 01:33:47,027 --> 01:33:49,630 I couldn't, I was just over it. 1295 01:33:50,965 --> 01:33:53,000 I needed that at that moment. 1296 01:33:53,067 --> 01:33:58,339 I needed someone that I could relate to, 1297 01:33:58,405 --> 01:34:01,142 that was on the same wavelength as me, 1298 01:34:01,208 --> 01:34:04,078 that was the same... that was a brother. 1299 01:34:04,145 --> 01:34:06,113 Like, I needed to tell that Black man, 1300 01:34:06,180 --> 01:34:08,949 like, what I just went through. 1301 01:34:09,016 --> 01:34:10,818 Then I went up to the room 1302 01:34:10,885 --> 01:34:15,022 and, um, almost started crying. 1303 01:34:18,225 --> 01:34:20,895 I almost started, and I stopped myself 1304 01:34:20,961 --> 01:34:23,197 and I was like, "Alright, well, I got fucking work to do. 1305 01:34:23,264 --> 01:34:26,033 Let's not go through this emotional shit right now. 1306 01:34:26,100 --> 01:34:28,969 You gotta fucking just focus 1307 01:34:29,036 --> 01:34:31,906 and get this job done." 1308 01:34:33,407 --> 01:34:35,476 And I'm thinking about my boy who's over there. 1309 01:34:35,544 --> 01:34:37,978 You know, it's like I'm trying to fucking make it home 1310 01:34:38,045 --> 01:34:42,449 and get the fuck up out of here so I can see my son. 1311 01:34:54,428 --> 01:34:57,932 Eventually, the fatigue of the day caught up with me, 1312 01:34:57,998 --> 01:35:00,535 and when I saw that I could take a break, 1313 01:35:00,602 --> 01:35:02,770 I went back inside and sat down. 1314 01:35:02,836 --> 01:35:08,409 I found out later on I had a large contusion underneath my hair. 1315 01:35:08,475 --> 01:35:10,679 Then I had a headache for about two weeks. 1316 01:35:10,744 --> 01:35:14,215 So, I likely had a concussion. 1317 01:35:14,281 --> 01:35:16,685 If I had taken another blow like that, 1318 01:35:16,750 --> 01:35:18,786 especially in the same place, that very easily could have 1319 01:35:18,852 --> 01:35:22,923 caused serious brain damage or been fatal. 1320 01:35:27,529 --> 01:35:30,864 Our cops ended up with broken jaws, broken necks, 1321 01:35:30,931 --> 01:35:32,933 broken arms, legs, fingers. 1322 01:35:33,000 --> 01:35:35,002 One officer lost three fingers. 1323 01:35:35,069 --> 01:35:38,573 People had traumatic brain injury, 1324 01:35:38,640 --> 01:35:42,943 dozens and dozens ending up with Post-Traumatic Stress Syndrome. 1325 01:35:44,178 --> 01:35:47,582 It was just hard to believe that this was going on in America. 1326 01:35:47,649 --> 01:35:51,919 And it was going on, you know, downstairs from where we were, 1327 01:35:51,986 --> 01:35:55,256 and Donald Trump wasn't doing anything to stop it. 1328 01:35:55,322 --> 01:35:58,859 And the National Guard was just absent... 1329 01:35:59,860 --> 01:36:02,062 and we were dumbfounded. 1330 01:36:19,648 --> 01:36:22,416 Congressman Raskin is joining us now. 1331 01:36:22,483 --> 01:36:24,719 Congressman, obviously you can't share everything with us, 1332 01:36:24,785 --> 01:36:27,855 but what have you learned about what comes next? 1333 01:36:27,921 --> 01:36:30,659 I don't know, but I'll tell you this but every single member 1334 01:36:30,725 --> 01:36:35,262 that I've spoken to is absolutely determined to have us complete 1335 01:36:35,329 --> 01:36:37,732 the counting of the Electoral College votes, 1336 01:36:37,798 --> 01:36:41,569 and, uh, American constitutional democracy will prevail. 1337 01:37:36,857 --> 01:37:38,859 Nobody ever said it would be easy. 1338 01:37:40,327 --> 01:37:42,896 But healing begins with the truth. 1339 01:37:44,298 --> 01:37:47,669 I mean, there was an effort almost instantly to bury 1340 01:37:47,736 --> 01:37:51,905 and rewrite the history of what happened on January 6th. 1341 01:37:51,972 --> 01:37:54,942 You don't almost knock over the government of the United States 1342 01:37:55,008 --> 01:37:56,811 by accident. 1343 01:37:56,877 --> 01:38:01,415 It's not an impulse move. 1344 01:38:01,482 --> 01:38:05,285 This was an organized attack on the government. 1345 01:38:05,352 --> 01:38:08,590 if you allow for there to be confusion, 1346 01:38:08,656 --> 01:38:10,558 propaganda and disinformation about it. 1347 01:38:10,625 --> 01:38:15,062 Then that's very dangerous because it conditions 1348 01:38:15,129 --> 01:38:16,865 the society to accept it 1349 01:38:16,930 --> 01:38:20,535 and licenses political violence in the future. 1350 01:38:24,171 --> 01:38:25,774 It was a traumatic experience, 1351 01:38:25,840 --> 01:38:30,310 probably the most traumatic event that I've dealt with. 1352 01:38:30,377 --> 01:38:37,852 But, for me, it's more of losing trust in people. 1353 01:38:37,918 --> 01:38:40,387 You're talking about thousands and thousands of people 1354 01:38:40,454 --> 01:38:46,293 that were willing to hurt us to get what they want... 1355 01:38:47,327 --> 01:38:49,129 but then the next day, probably go back to 1356 01:38:49,196 --> 01:38:51,098 respecting law enforcement, right? 1357 01:38:51,165 --> 01:38:52,734 How does that work? How does that make sense? 1358 01:38:52,801 --> 01:38:56,403 How am I supposed to respect that and trust you? 1359 01:38:58,773 --> 01:39:03,277 It was embarrassing, to see what I was seeing, 1360 01:39:03,343 --> 01:39:07,448 you know, to be an American. 1361 01:39:09,717 --> 01:39:12,186 The type of things 1362 01:39:12,252 --> 01:39:16,156 that happened that day, you know, 1363 01:39:16,223 --> 01:39:19,594 theoretically are not supposed to happen 1364 01:39:20,862 --> 01:39:22,864 in this country. 1365 01:39:22,931 --> 01:39:28,368 We're America, the greatest country in the world. 1366 01:39:34,876 --> 01:39:40,314 My photos are showing you things that you already know. 1367 01:39:44,084 --> 01:39:46,286 It's not really exposing anything, 1368 01:39:46,353 --> 01:39:49,423 it's just showing you what's real. 1369 01:39:50,290 --> 01:39:54,562 Hopefully, you know, the photos help make life better for... 1370 01:39:54,629 --> 01:39:58,600 Like, hopefully, my son doesn't have to have a movement. 1371 01:39:58,666 --> 01:40:02,269 Be a part of a movement like what I've been a part of, 1372 01:40:02,336 --> 01:40:05,472 or what my parents have been a part of in the '60s. 1373 01:40:07,040 --> 01:40:09,777 But chances are, he will be 1374 01:40:09,844 --> 01:40:12,514 because that's the way the world works, you know. 1375 01:40:13,948 --> 01:40:16,149 The world is not perfect 1376 01:40:16,216 --> 01:40:19,353 and it can be fucked up sometimes. 1377 01:40:23,791 --> 01:40:25,560 A violent insurrection to overturn the election 1378 01:40:25,627 --> 01:40:28,028 is not an abstract thing, as we've heard. 1379 01:40:28,095 --> 01:40:29,697 Hundreds of people were bloodied, 1380 01:40:29,764 --> 01:40:32,032 injured, and wounded in the process, 1381 01:40:32,099 --> 01:40:36,036 including more than 150 police officers, 1382 01:40:36,103 --> 01:40:39,106 some of them sitting in this room today. 1383 01:40:39,172 --> 01:40:41,341 It's a dark day for America. 1384 01:40:41,408 --> 01:40:45,713 The Confederate flag was inside the United States Capitol, 1385 01:40:45,780 --> 01:40:48,616 the flag of traitors, and I say that as someone 1386 01:40:48,683 --> 01:40:51,753 born below the Mason-Dixon line, who loves the South. 1387 01:40:53,320 --> 01:40:56,691 White supremacists rummaging 1388 01:40:56,758 --> 01:41:00,962 through the belongings of our elected leaders. 1389 01:41:04,799 --> 01:41:07,735 It's hard to imagine how that could be victory, right? 1390 01:41:11,539 --> 01:41:14,909 But power was transferred that day peacefully. 1391 01:41:14,976 --> 01:41:18,880 The terrorists, very fortunate that they got to go home, 1392 01:41:18,947 --> 01:41:21,583 but more of them are getting arrested every day. 1393 01:41:24,018 --> 01:41:25,920 And, um, victory doesn't always look like 1394 01:41:25,987 --> 01:41:29,857 what we want it to look like, but we did win. 1395 01:41:29,924 --> 01:41:31,258 We won that day. 1396 01:41:35,930 --> 01:41:38,231 When you go through something like that, you don't really think 1397 01:41:38,298 --> 01:41:40,400 about the impact it had on you 1398 01:41:40,467 --> 01:41:43,403 until you decide to talk about it again, 1399 01:41:43,470 --> 01:41:46,239 and then a lot of that fear and terror 1400 01:41:46,306 --> 01:41:49,376 and pain comes back. 1401 01:41:49,443 --> 01:41:51,445 But, you know, I don't know that there's 1402 01:41:51,512 --> 01:41:54,247 a whole lot of use in being angry. 1403 01:41:54,314 --> 01:41:56,751 I think that anger should be channeled 1404 01:41:56,818 --> 01:41:59,821 into the work that we should continue to do. 1405 01:41:59,887 --> 01:42:01,623 That's why I stayed that night. 1406 01:42:03,591 --> 01:42:07,095 Being there, you know, in the face of terrorism 1407 01:42:07,160 --> 01:42:08,997 and showing them that, you know, 1408 01:42:09,063 --> 01:42:13,266 despite your attack on democracy, democracy prevailed. 1409 01:42:14,569 --> 01:42:16,537 This is not the end of the book. 1410 01:42:16,604 --> 01:42:19,073 It's not the last chapter of the book. 1411 01:42:19,139 --> 01:42:23,410 So, while I have an appreciation for being 1412 01:42:23,477 --> 01:42:27,715 part of this historically significant event... 1413 01:42:28,883 --> 01:42:32,419 I take comfort in knowing that it's not the last chapter. 1414 01:42:33,955 --> 01:42:36,691 I think about what's ahead. 1415 01:42:36,758 --> 01:42:39,994 How strong we are. 1416 01:42:40,061 --> 01:42:43,898 After enduring all of these things yet here I stand, 1417 01:42:43,965 --> 01:42:45,465 our country. 1418 01:42:45,533 --> 01:42:49,169 After going through all the things that we go through, 1419 01:42:49,236 --> 01:42:51,839 democracy still moves forward. 1420 01:42:51,906 --> 01:42:55,409 And our last chapter is still yet to be written. 1421 01:42:58,178 --> 01:43:00,280 But this is not the problem of one party, 1422 01:43:00,347 --> 01:43:03,518 it is the problem of the whole country now. 1423 01:43:03,584 --> 01:43:05,820 American democracy, Mr. Chairman, 1424 01:43:05,887 --> 01:43:07,822 is a precious inheritance, 1425 01:43:07,889 --> 01:43:10,658 something rare in the history of the world. 1426 01:43:10,725 --> 01:43:12,660 So, justice is part of what we're doing, 1427 01:43:12,727 --> 01:43:14,962 but I would say paramount is the truth. 1428 01:43:15,029 --> 01:43:16,864 We want to set out 1429 01:43:16,931 --> 01:43:20,267 a complete, detailed historical record 1430 01:43:20,333 --> 01:43:22,302 of what happened and why. 1431 01:43:22,369 --> 01:43:24,371 And we've come a long way, 1432 01:43:24,438 --> 01:43:27,575 but obviously the progress 1433 01:43:27,642 --> 01:43:31,211 can be lost also in the wink of an eye. 1434 01:43:33,480 --> 01:43:37,085 In a world of insurgent authoritarianism, 1435 01:43:37,151 --> 01:43:41,221 of racism and antisemitism, let's all hang tough for 1436 01:43:41,288 --> 01:43:42,824 American democracy. 1437 01:43:42,890 --> 01:43:45,526 Thank you, Mr. Chairman. I yield back. 1438 01:43:49,597 --> 01:43:53,300 So, eternal vigilance, that's the price of our liberty. 1439 01:43:53,366 --> 01:43:55,268 That's the price of our democracy. 1440 01:43:55,335 --> 01:43:56,704 We've all got to stay on the case. 1441 01:43:56,771 --> 01:43:59,306 It's something we take care of together.