1 00:00:28,738 --> 00:00:32,199 {\an8}Friends, we've become a disconnected, survivalist, 2 00:00:32,199 --> 00:00:34,578 {\an8}spiritually, mentally broken animal. 3 00:00:34,578 --> 00:00:36,580 A fervorous soup of humanity. 4 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:41,042 All we do is slap sexy graphics and theme songs on videos 5 00:00:41,042 --> 00:00:42,669 of people being assholes. 6 00:00:43,253 --> 00:00:46,339 We have no love for each other. We have no love for ourselves. 7 00:00:47,257 --> 00:00:48,341 Love has died. 8 00:01:27,172 --> 00:01:28,965 Let's go, Los Angeles. 9 00:02:35,865 --> 00:02:37,242 Sing. 10 00:02:39,578 --> 00:02:40,579 Come on! 11 00:04:21,221 --> 00:04:22,389 You sing! 12 00:04:28,603 --> 00:04:29,604 Everybody! 13 00:04:35,527 --> 00:04:36,778 Everybody! 14 00:04:39,239 --> 00:04:40,574 BX! 15 00:05:18,361 --> 00:05:19,654 Come on! 16 00:05:22,782 --> 00:05:23,825 Sing! 17 00:05:56,566 --> 00:05:57,776 Come on! 18 00:06:14,876 --> 00:06:15,877 Let's go! 19 00:06:54,249 --> 00:06:55,250 Come on! 20 00:06:57,752 --> 00:06:59,754 Everybody, hands up. Let's go! 21 00:07:03,383 --> 00:07:04,426 Everybody! 22 00:07:07,804 --> 00:07:08,805 Come on! 23 00:07:13,810 --> 00:07:15,270 Let's go! 24 00:07:36,666 --> 00:07:38,543 The Bronx! 25 00:08:03,193 --> 00:08:04,277 Thank you! 26 00:08:05,153 --> 00:08:06,154 Thank you! 27 00:08:07,781 --> 00:08:08,907 Oh, my God. 28 00:08:11,243 --> 00:08:13,119 I love you. Thank you. 29 00:08:13,954 --> 00:08:16,790 Thank you. Oh, my God. 30 00:08:16,790 --> 00:08:18,500 I love you so much. 31 00:08:20,752 --> 00:08:22,796 Thank you. Oh, my God. 32 00:08:22,796 --> 00:08:27,926 Oh, my God. I love you. I really-- I do. 33 00:08:29,970 --> 00:08:32,389 J.Lo! J.Lo! J.Lo! 34 00:08:49,823 --> 00:08:52,993 Thank you. I love you all. Thank you so much. 35 00:08:52,993 --> 00:08:54,286 I love you so much. 36 00:08:55,161 --> 00:08:56,162 Thank you. 37 00:08:56,830 --> 00:08:58,164 Thank you, guys. 38 00:08:59,082 --> 00:09:00,709 Oh, my God. 39 00:09:00,709 --> 00:09:03,253 Oh, my God, it's good to be back! 40 00:09:07,215 --> 00:09:08,967 It's been too long. 41 00:09:09,843 --> 00:09:12,804 It been too long. I miss you guys. 42 00:09:13,430 --> 00:09:15,724 You gon' make me cry. Stop it. 43 00:09:18,560 --> 00:09:20,145 You guys are too good to me. 44 00:09:23,231 --> 00:09:26,401 I love you. You know I love you. 45 00:09:27,444 --> 00:09:28,445 Yes. 46 00:09:29,696 --> 00:09:32,616 Just give me a moment to take it all in. Thank you. 47 00:09:33,909 --> 00:09:34,910 I love you. 48 00:09:36,036 --> 00:09:37,037 You know I love you. 49 00:09:38,038 --> 00:09:38,872 Thank you. 50 00:09:38,872 --> 00:09:41,124 You're so fucking-- Everything. 51 00:09:42,083 --> 00:09:43,251 Everything. 52 00:09:45,629 --> 00:09:48,632 Do I have the best fans in the world? I think so. 53 00:09:50,300 --> 00:09:53,053 I don't think nobody beats y'all. Nobody. 54 00:09:54,346 --> 00:09:55,347 Oh, my God. 55 00:09:56,056 --> 00:09:57,307 I love you! 56 00:09:57,307 --> 00:09:59,184 We love ya! 57 00:09:59,893 --> 00:10:02,896 You know, whenever you come back to the stage, 58 00:10:03,396 --> 00:10:06,274 it always feels like the first time. I come out here and I'm like... 59 00:10:07,943 --> 00:10:09,194 It feels like the first time. 60 00:10:09,194 --> 00:10:11,363 It never, never gets old. 61 00:10:12,530 --> 00:10:13,865 It doesn't. 62 00:10:14,950 --> 00:10:16,868 It's always such a big joy in my life. 63 00:10:18,411 --> 00:10:20,372 - We love you! - We still love you! 64 00:10:20,372 --> 00:10:24,251 But this time, this time right here, you know, I'm glad we did it this way. 65 00:10:24,251 --> 00:10:25,502 This is the first time. 66 00:10:26,086 --> 00:10:28,505 You know, just-- just a little group of us. 67 00:10:30,632 --> 00:10:34,344 The real, real ride-or-dies in this motherfucker right now. 68 00:10:36,137 --> 00:10:39,975 I feel it! I feel it all over my... 69 00:10:41,059 --> 00:10:43,186 I got the goosies from head to toe. 70 00:10:44,938 --> 00:10:46,064 But I gotta tell you, 71 00:10:47,399 --> 00:10:51,027 this time-- this time feels even more special... 72 00:10:53,071 --> 00:10:55,782 because it's like a brand-new beginning, right? 73 00:10:55,782 --> 00:10:58,994 So many things in my life have changed since I last saw you guys. 74 00:11:02,372 --> 00:11:05,750 And tonight-- tonight I'm gonna be doing 75 00:11:07,085 --> 00:11:09,087 a bunch of new songs from my brand-new project, 76 00:11:09,087 --> 00:11:10,422 This is Me... Now. 77 00:11:11,923 --> 00:11:13,592 That was "Hearts And Flowers." 78 00:11:14,426 --> 00:11:18,138 You know, I've been teasing this musical experience for over a year. 79 00:11:18,138 --> 00:11:20,640 It's because-- I know. I know. 80 00:11:21,892 --> 00:11:24,644 It's not just a record though, you know? 81 00:11:24,644 --> 00:11:26,855 It's a very, very special project. 82 00:11:26,855 --> 00:11:28,732 It's a-- It's an album. 83 00:11:29,399 --> 00:11:30,400 It's a movie. 84 00:11:32,277 --> 00:11:36,740 And it's also a whole behind-the-scenes of the journey that it took to get there. 85 00:11:36,740 --> 00:11:38,158 I got a lot for you. 86 00:11:38,158 --> 00:11:40,660 You waited, but it's gonna be worth the wait, I promise you. 87 00:11:41,161 --> 00:11:45,665 You guys waited such a long time, my little On The JLo crew. 88 00:11:45,665 --> 00:11:46,958 Over a year. 89 00:11:48,418 --> 00:11:52,214 So I just-- I wanted to say thank you for being so patient. 90 00:11:52,214 --> 00:11:54,549 Thank you. I love you guys so much. 91 00:11:55,258 --> 00:11:57,510 It had to be perfect for you. 92 00:11:58,178 --> 00:11:59,512 Love you! 93 00:11:59,512 --> 00:12:03,391 And, you know, something that's 20 years in the making, 94 00:12:03,391 --> 00:12:05,936 it-- you can't rush it, you know? 95 00:12:05,936 --> 00:12:09,272 You have to wait till it's ready, when it's right. 96 00:12:09,272 --> 00:12:11,066 And a lot of people along the way have asked me, 97 00:12:11,066 --> 00:12:13,401 "What is the album like? What is it about?" 98 00:12:13,401 --> 00:12:15,862 And I think you guys know. 99 00:12:15,862 --> 00:12:18,240 - There was This is Me... Then... - Yeah! 100 00:12:18,240 --> 00:12:19,658 ...20 years ago. 101 00:12:21,076 --> 00:12:23,578 And this is This is Me... Now. 102 00:12:28,166 --> 00:12:31,753 So you can kinda guess what happened both times 103 00:12:31,753 --> 00:12:33,797 that made me write those records, I think. 104 00:12:34,339 --> 00:12:37,425 What the inciting incident was. 105 00:12:39,469 --> 00:12:40,470 Ben! 106 00:12:43,306 --> 00:12:44,140 Yes. 107 00:12:44,724 --> 00:12:46,351 That bitch in love! 108 00:12:47,185 --> 00:12:49,104 But it's not just that. 109 00:12:49,104 --> 00:12:51,773 It's also about a whole life's journey. 110 00:12:52,482 --> 00:12:56,278 It's about the thing in life that drives you as a person, 111 00:12:56,278 --> 00:12:57,487 as a human being. 112 00:12:58,446 --> 00:13:03,118 And the one thing that I always felt mattered the most in life, which is love. 113 00:13:05,370 --> 00:13:06,997 And I always had questions. 114 00:13:07,539 --> 00:13:10,208 You know, I always had questions. I'm like, "Is love real?" 115 00:13:10,917 --> 00:13:13,211 I got my heart broke. "Is love real? 116 00:13:13,211 --> 00:13:16,548 Does true love exist? Does anything last forever?" 117 00:13:18,174 --> 00:13:21,261 And once I felt like I found the answer to that question, 118 00:13:21,845 --> 00:13:24,431 I had to share it with all of you, and that's what this album is. 119 00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:28,101 That's what this project is. 120 00:13:28,768 --> 00:13:31,479 It's how you get from heartbreak back to love 121 00:13:32,105 --> 00:13:35,400 and all the bumps and bruises in between. 122 00:13:38,653 --> 00:13:40,322 And there were some bumpy nights. 123 00:13:41,281 --> 00:13:42,449 This is called "Rebound." 124 00:19:41,433 --> 00:19:42,392 What? 125 00:19:42,392 --> 00:19:45,186 Come on! You sing! 126 00:19:50,358 --> 00:19:51,359 Sing! 127 00:20:01,328 --> 00:20:02,329 Come on! 128 00:20:34,736 --> 00:20:35,946 Sing! 129 00:22:02,073 --> 00:22:03,074 Yes! 130 00:22:06,703 --> 00:22:09,873 That's how we're gonna do it tonight. That's how we're gonna do it. 131 00:22:11,458 --> 00:22:12,792 We're gonna do a little then. 132 00:22:13,543 --> 00:22:14,502 A little now. 133 00:22:15,837 --> 00:22:18,548 - Let God bless! - Yes! 134 00:22:18,548 --> 00:22:20,175 Yes, Lord. 135 00:22:20,175 --> 00:22:21,718 Yes, we are. 136 00:22:21,718 --> 00:22:23,428 - I love you! - Perform! 137 00:22:24,221 --> 00:22:25,680 Perform! 138 00:22:26,932 --> 00:22:29,100 I hear you, JR. I hear you. 139 00:22:30,518 --> 00:22:33,730 I got more for you. Just wait. I got more for you. 140 00:22:34,397 --> 00:22:36,149 We just getting warmed up right now. 141 00:22:36,858 --> 00:22:39,569 It's like when they let you out of the box and then you're like, 142 00:22:39,569 --> 00:22:42,948 "Okay. I got this now." 143 00:22:44,658 --> 00:22:47,160 You know, I think a lot of people from the This is Me... Then album 144 00:22:47,160 --> 00:22:50,580 way back when, for those of you who were with me at that time... 145 00:22:52,332 --> 00:22:53,333 Yes. 146 00:22:55,252 --> 00:22:57,128 I think that a lot of people think 147 00:22:57,128 --> 00:23:00,966 that "Jenny from the Block" was the biggest record off that album. 148 00:23:00,966 --> 00:23:02,676 I don't know. You guys may know. 149 00:23:02,676 --> 00:23:04,844 "Still." We love "Still"! 150 00:23:04,844 --> 00:23:06,638 No. 151 00:23:07,556 --> 00:23:09,599 Well, it wasn't "Jenny from the Block." It w-- 152 00:23:09,599 --> 00:23:12,102 That was a huge record, and obviously I do it all the time, 153 00:23:12,102 --> 00:23:15,814 but it was actually a little song 154 00:23:16,356 --> 00:23:19,359 I sing with LL Cool J. 155 00:23:19,985 --> 00:23:21,403 You guys know that one? 156 00:23:21,403 --> 00:23:23,280 Now, he's not here tonight, so don't get excited. 157 00:23:26,575 --> 00:23:28,618 But I was just thinking there are some youngsters in the room 158 00:23:28,618 --> 00:23:30,996 who need to be educated on who LL Cool J is. 159 00:23:33,248 --> 00:23:35,709 You know. 160 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:42,340 And don't act like if you've been with me all that time, you know. 161 00:23:43,049 --> 00:23:45,886 We still look good though. We keeping it young. 162 00:23:47,596 --> 00:23:49,180 Keep it sexy. 163 00:23:52,267 --> 00:23:57,105 But this record here-- this record was number one for weeks. 164 00:23:57,105 --> 00:24:02,068 And I remember LL calling me up and being like, "Can you believe it? 165 00:24:02,569 --> 00:24:05,113 Our record is still number one!" 166 00:24:07,073 --> 00:24:09,576 And I just remember little things like that, you know? 167 00:24:09,576 --> 00:24:13,038 'Cause the whole experience of that album, that whole time in my life, 168 00:24:13,038 --> 00:24:14,706 was such a beautiful time. 169 00:24:14,706 --> 00:24:18,126 So many beautiful, lovely things happened to me. 170 00:24:18,919 --> 00:24:21,087 And I know a lot of you out here have been to a lot of my shows 171 00:24:21,087 --> 00:24:26,551 and so you know that when we do this, we do it together, right? 172 00:24:27,135 --> 00:24:29,054 We do this one together. 173 00:24:29,054 --> 00:24:30,180 Are y'all gonna sing with me? 174 00:24:30,180 --> 00:24:32,891 - Yes! - Okay. Let's go. 175 00:25:07,551 --> 00:25:08,885 Come on! Sing! 176 00:25:12,764 --> 00:25:13,974 Yes! 177 00:25:15,892 --> 00:25:17,561 Okay, everybody, like this. 178 00:25:38,623 --> 00:25:39,624 Sing! 179 00:26:21,416 --> 00:26:22,542 Sing! 180 00:26:42,270 --> 00:26:43,355 Yes! 181 00:26:44,189 --> 00:26:46,483 Hold up. Hold on, band. 182 00:26:46,483 --> 00:26:49,694 They know how this goes. 183 00:26:49,694 --> 00:26:50,820 Where my ladies at? 184 00:26:54,908 --> 00:26:56,159 All right now, ladies. 185 00:26:56,910 --> 00:26:59,037 Ladies, I know you can make more noise than that. 186 00:26:59,037 --> 00:27:00,538 Where are my ladies at? 187 00:27:03,583 --> 00:27:07,337 That's my ladies right there. 188 00:27:07,337 --> 00:27:10,465 All right. We're gonna do what we do. We're gonna sing this real simple. 189 00:27:10,465 --> 00:27:13,343 We're gonna sing "all I have." Y'all ready? 190 00:27:13,343 --> 00:27:15,095 Ladies, are you ready? 191 00:27:15,679 --> 00:27:17,430 Will you show 'em how to do it? 192 00:27:17,430 --> 00:27:18,765 Come on, baby. 193 00:27:29,442 --> 00:27:31,528 Very good. A little bit louder. I see-- 194 00:27:35,699 --> 00:27:37,033 One more time. 195 00:27:41,246 --> 00:27:42,664 Yes, ladies. 196 00:27:43,999 --> 00:27:45,500 Hold on. 197 00:27:45,500 --> 00:27:47,794 Now you got me wondering what the fellas can do. 198 00:27:48,461 --> 00:27:50,547 What can the fellas do? 199 00:27:50,547 --> 00:27:51,840 Where my fellas at? 200 00:27:55,802 --> 00:27:56,970 Okay. 201 00:27:56,970 --> 00:28:00,348 Fellas, I see you got a little bass in your voice. 202 00:28:01,141 --> 00:28:02,601 I like it. 203 00:28:02,601 --> 00:28:05,270 So Stevie gonna show 'em how to do it. Stevie, show 'em how to do it. 204 00:28:05,270 --> 00:28:07,272 All right. Listen up. Here we go, guys. 205 00:28:10,525 --> 00:28:13,153 Can you do better than the ladies? Let me see. 206 00:28:13,153 --> 00:28:14,988 - Oh, shit. - That's it. 207 00:28:17,073 --> 00:28:18,575 One more time. Come on. 208 00:28:20,201 --> 00:28:23,455 Ladies, we're gonna have to come back in right now. Ready? 209 00:28:23,455 --> 00:28:24,956 - Hey. - Fellas. 210 00:28:28,126 --> 00:28:29,711 - Ladies, sing! - Yeah. 211 00:28:33,757 --> 00:28:35,842 Keep it going. Now we're singing together. 212 00:28:39,429 --> 00:28:41,640 Yes! I love it. Sing! 213 00:28:45,602 --> 00:28:47,270 One more time. 214 00:29:17,842 --> 00:29:19,094 Come on. 215 00:29:21,054 --> 00:29:22,472 Yes, you are. 216 00:29:31,273 --> 00:29:32,274 Sing it again. 217 00:30:28,163 --> 00:30:32,500 You know, 20 years ago I wrote a very innocent song 218 00:30:32,500 --> 00:30:34,753 about falling deeply in love with someone... 219 00:30:37,714 --> 00:30:39,966 in a way that you never have before. 220 00:30:42,385 --> 00:30:46,097 And it had very simple lyrics. 221 00:30:46,097 --> 00:30:47,724 Very simple lyrics. 222 00:30:47,724 --> 00:30:49,517 But it got a lot of attention. 223 00:30:50,310 --> 00:30:52,312 Because I decided to call it "Dear Ben." 224 00:30:56,316 --> 00:30:59,152 So I knew, when I made this album, there had to be a part two. 225 00:32:28,950 --> 00:32:30,035 Say you love me. 226 00:32:32,078 --> 00:32:33,413 Do it again. 227 00:32:41,129 --> 00:32:42,214 Say you love me. 228 00:32:43,965 --> 00:32:45,175 Do it again. 229 00:33:41,189 --> 00:33:42,274 You sing. 230 00:33:44,234 --> 00:33:45,235 Do it again. 231 00:33:52,367 --> 00:33:53,952 Up top. 232 00:33:55,870 --> 00:33:57,163 Do it again. 233 00:35:15,617 --> 00:35:16,618 Come on. 234 00:35:17,327 --> 00:35:18,328 Sitting. 235 00:36:00,370 --> 00:36:01,246 Sing. 236 00:36:04,332 --> 00:36:05,667 Say you love me. 237 00:36:07,794 --> 00:36:09,087 Do it again. 238 00:40:54,581 --> 00:40:55,916 Let's go! 239 00:44:59,034 --> 00:45:00,744 That's such a happy song. 240 00:45:01,953 --> 00:45:03,538 That's "Hummingbird." 241 00:45:05,790 --> 00:45:07,042 - I love you! - You are the best! 242 00:45:07,042 --> 00:45:09,502 You know, I wrote a lot of happy songs on this album. 243 00:45:11,796 --> 00:45:13,965 It was so easy to write about happiness... 244 00:45:16,551 --> 00:45:19,971 And hummingbirds and miracles... 245 00:45:20,805 --> 00:45:24,392 'Cause it's not often you get a second chance in life. 246 00:45:24,893 --> 00:45:25,894 You know? 247 00:45:26,603 --> 00:45:30,357 Second chances are hard to come by. You gotta embrace it. 248 00:45:32,776 --> 00:45:34,027 Te amo, J.Lo! 249 00:45:34,027 --> 00:45:35,445 I love you too. 250 00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:38,531 I love you too. 251 00:45:43,828 --> 00:45:48,208 But there is another part of the story that needed to be written. 252 00:45:50,043 --> 00:45:54,005 And that was much more difficult for me. 253 00:45:54,923 --> 00:45:59,010 And that was about the struggle and the pain in between 254 00:45:59,010 --> 00:46:01,763 that it took to get to the miracle, you know? 255 00:46:03,098 --> 00:46:07,143 You know, some of these songs I wrote much quicker than others. 256 00:46:08,562 --> 00:46:11,022 My whole team, we were in the studio vibing. 257 00:46:11,022 --> 00:46:13,024 Ink is in the house. I see Ink there. 258 00:46:13,608 --> 00:46:15,819 She helped me write almost every one of these songs. 259 00:46:19,948 --> 00:46:22,659 And we were in the studio, right? We were just like, "I love you. 260 00:46:22,659 --> 00:46:25,620 I love you more. No, I love you so much." 261 00:46:26,288 --> 00:46:27,998 Love, love, love. 262 00:46:29,291 --> 00:46:33,253 But this next song, I wound up taking away myself. 263 00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:38,341 And I wound up writing it over and over and over a thousand times. 264 00:46:41,636 --> 00:46:43,972 You know, when you're inspired, things pour out of you. 265 00:46:43,972 --> 00:46:47,976 But when you have to dig a little deeper and look at those parts of yourself 266 00:46:47,976 --> 00:46:52,397 that feel pain and devastation and, you know, 267 00:46:52,397 --> 00:46:55,525 the trauma that lives inside us that we carry with us. 268 00:46:55,525 --> 00:46:58,361 And I realized that this song just never felt quite right. 269 00:46:58,361 --> 00:47:01,156 It just-- It didn't flow in the perfect way. 270 00:47:02,908 --> 00:47:06,077 But the truth is, that's not how life is, that's not how it works. 271 00:47:06,828 --> 00:47:08,622 Sometimes that's not how love is. 272 00:47:09,414 --> 00:47:13,919 It's this-- It's a winding, crooked, fragmented road. 273 00:47:14,502 --> 00:47:15,962 It gets dark at times. 274 00:47:17,130 --> 00:47:19,174 And so the song had to be that way too. 275 00:47:20,926 --> 00:47:24,721 And I had to get to a place where I realized-- 276 00:47:25,889 --> 00:47:28,099 Well, more that I had to admit to myself 277 00:47:29,768 --> 00:47:33,438 that I was broken in a lot of ways. 278 00:47:33,438 --> 00:47:36,316 You know, I was always so used to putting my best foot forward 279 00:47:36,983 --> 00:47:38,610 in show business, you know? 280 00:47:39,110 --> 00:47:41,571 Keeping that other part for myself. 281 00:47:41,571 --> 00:47:43,782 I'm okay. I'm out here with you. Everything's all right. 282 00:47:46,159 --> 00:47:48,912 And I was doing that for many, many years. 283 00:47:48,912 --> 00:47:50,121 And it was okay. 284 00:47:50,121 --> 00:47:54,000 But there was also a part of me that I was hiding from everybody. 285 00:47:54,501 --> 00:47:57,003 We love you! 286 00:47:57,003 --> 00:48:00,048 And I realized that I wasn't not only being honest with you, 287 00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:02,968 I wasn't being honest with myself. 288 00:48:04,678 --> 00:48:08,515 And so then I realized that I was broken and that was okay, 289 00:48:10,392 --> 00:48:14,938 because there's something beautiful about those parts of ourselves 290 00:48:16,690 --> 00:48:18,525 that we carry that have scars. 291 00:48:19,526 --> 00:48:22,946 There's something really great about that because, you know, 292 00:48:22,946 --> 00:48:25,365 you ever have a scar, like, right here? 293 00:48:25,365 --> 00:48:27,367 And you're like, "Look what happened to me. 294 00:48:27,367 --> 00:48:28,535 I fell right here." 295 00:48:30,203 --> 00:48:32,998 And you're kind of proud of it in a way. You survived it. 296 00:48:33,790 --> 00:48:35,166 And that's beautiful. 297 00:48:35,166 --> 00:48:38,169 And sometimes those cuts are on the inside. 298 00:48:39,421 --> 00:48:41,298 This song is called "Broken Like Me." 299 00:48:53,810 --> 00:48:55,312 We love you! 300 00:48:55,937 --> 00:48:56,980 I love you too. 301 00:52:26,606 --> 00:52:28,191 Yes! J.Lo, we love you! 302 00:52:28,191 --> 00:52:33,029 We love you! Love you! 303 00:52:33,029 --> 00:52:34,531 We love you! 304 00:52:38,493 --> 00:52:40,870 J.Lo, we love you over here! 305 00:52:53,550 --> 00:52:54,634 We love you! 306 00:53:01,683 --> 00:53:07,522 Too much? No, no. Thank you. 307 00:53:07,522 --> 00:53:09,232 Thank you so much. 308 00:53:09,232 --> 00:53:11,568 I'm glad they brought this big coat out here for me. 309 00:53:12,861 --> 00:53:14,863 'Cause it's getting chilly in the wind. 310 00:53:16,197 --> 00:53:19,576 You know, I know that's different from what people are used to hearing from me. 311 00:53:19,576 --> 00:53:21,202 I'm not a big ballad girl. I'm more of, like... 312 00:53:25,999 --> 00:53:27,083 I know. 313 00:53:42,140 --> 00:53:43,683 But I thought it was important. 314 00:53:44,184 --> 00:53:46,311 This is me now. This is a different me now. 315 00:53:49,856 --> 00:53:51,608 Thank you for coming on the journey. 316 00:53:53,318 --> 00:53:55,028 But we can't stay down for long, can we? 317 00:53:55,028 --> 00:53:57,572 - No! - No, sir. 318 00:54:00,951 --> 00:54:02,744 No, we can't. We got to pick ourselves back up. 319 00:54:02,744 --> 00:54:05,080 We can't stay broken for too long. 320 00:54:06,831 --> 00:54:09,417 This next song, some of you might know. 321 00:54:10,043 --> 00:54:12,128 I know, you sh-- But you might have heard pieces of it. 322 00:54:12,921 --> 00:54:13,922 Somebody stole it... 323 00:54:16,967 --> 00:54:18,218 from our wedding. 324 00:54:21,596 --> 00:54:23,306 It's fine. 325 00:54:23,306 --> 00:54:25,183 I have forgiveness in my heart now. 326 00:54:27,435 --> 00:54:30,438 But some of you might know this one. Band, give me some tempo. 327 00:54:32,440 --> 00:54:33,441 Come on! 328 00:54:34,150 --> 00:54:37,571 I just wanna-- I just feel like-- 329 00:54:38,572 --> 00:54:39,864 Every time I see, it's like-- 330 00:56:37,357 --> 00:56:38,441 I just wanna-- 331 00:56:39,526 --> 00:56:42,571 I just feel like-- You know what? 332 00:56:42,571 --> 00:56:44,781 Band, break it down. 333 00:56:48,410 --> 00:56:50,287 All right. You know the vibes. 334 00:56:52,581 --> 00:56:54,124 Let's dance. 335 00:57:14,519 --> 00:57:15,520 You sing. 336 00:57:18,273 --> 00:57:19,274 Come on. 337 00:57:21,276 --> 00:57:23,278 Over here, sing. 338 00:57:25,780 --> 00:57:26,781 That's right. 339 00:57:29,159 --> 00:57:30,160 Over here. 340 00:57:34,122 --> 00:57:35,165 Yes. 341 00:57:38,627 --> 00:57:41,588 Everybody, clap. 342 00:57:45,467 --> 00:57:48,220 Yes. I like it. Keep it going. 343 00:57:48,220 --> 00:57:50,639 So again, I wanna hear them clapping. 344 00:57:51,139 --> 00:57:53,808 We gonna keep it nice, right here. 345 00:57:54,476 --> 00:57:56,102 See if they can keep up with me. 346 00:58:38,353 --> 00:58:40,105 We gonna have fun with that one. 347 00:58:44,442 --> 00:58:47,070 We gonna have a lot of fun with that one over the years. 348 00:58:49,614 --> 00:58:51,116 Put all the classics in there. 349 00:58:51,741 --> 00:58:54,578 My next plan is Aretha. Yep! 350 00:58:56,121 --> 00:58:59,249 Amazing. Thank you, guys, for all the love on that song. 351 00:59:03,086 --> 00:59:04,504 Who wants my jacket? 352 00:59:06,923 --> 00:59:10,051 It's Dolce. Oh, my goodness. 353 00:59:15,223 --> 00:59:16,474 Let me s-- 354 00:59:22,647 --> 00:59:25,233 Outta there. It's gone. 355 00:59:25,233 --> 00:59:27,402 Wardrobe's gonna hate me for that one. 356 00:59:32,657 --> 00:59:34,618 This next song that we're gonna do, 357 00:59:35,827 --> 00:59:37,287 this might be-- 358 00:59:38,538 --> 00:59:40,999 This might be my favorite song on the whole album. 359 00:59:41,625 --> 00:59:43,335 I think so. Maybe. 360 00:59:43,335 --> 00:59:45,253 What can I tell you about this song? 361 00:59:47,255 --> 00:59:48,882 Yeah, I'm gonna sing it. Here it goes. 362 01:03:09,541 --> 01:03:12,168 {\an8}This is Me... Then really captured a moment in time. 363 01:03:15,255 --> 01:03:18,049 Now, it does have a happy ending. 364 01:03:18,049 --> 01:03:21,386 And the reason we're here is because I want to capture this moment in time, 365 01:03:21,386 --> 01:03:25,265 'cause it is even better than the first time. 366 01:03:27,225 --> 01:03:29,561 I think I learned a lot in those 20 years, 367 01:03:29,561 --> 01:03:33,231 but the biggest thing was to accept myself, you know? 368 01:03:33,231 --> 01:03:37,527 To finally get to a point where I can say, "This is me. 369 01:03:37,527 --> 01:03:41,448 The messy parts, the broken parts, the beautiful parts, the strong parts. 370 01:03:41,448 --> 01:03:44,784 Imperfect and ever evolving, ever changing." 371 01:03:46,912 --> 01:03:48,163 "This is me... Now." 372 01:03:50,540 --> 01:03:53,501 It's the greatest love story never told for two reasons. 373 01:03:54,628 --> 01:03:58,465 Because it's this incredibly epic-long love story about getting a second chance. 374 01:03:58,465 --> 01:04:02,344 Yes, but it's also the story of learning to be in love with yourself. 375 01:04:03,511 --> 01:04:05,639 That's the greatest love story never told. 376 01:04:07,474 --> 01:04:09,476 Then, maybe a miracle can happen. 377 01:04:12,229 --> 01:04:16,566 If you have lost hope, almost given up, don't. 378 01:04:16,566 --> 01:04:20,528 Because true love does exist and some things do last forever. 379 01:04:21,821 --> 01:04:25,825 That's real. And I want to put that message out into the world. 380 01:08:17,223 --> 01:08:18,350 Come on, hands up. 381 01:08:21,228 --> 01:08:22,603 If you love who you are... 382 01:08:24,731 --> 01:08:25,982 sing it loud! 383 01:08:28,777 --> 01:08:29,777 Yes! 384 01:08:49,005 --> 01:08:50,632 Thank you so much. 385 01:09:21,288 --> 01:09:22,621 Thank you so much. 386 01:09:26,668 --> 01:09:28,003 Yes, make some noise. 387 01:09:28,503 --> 01:09:30,045 Thank you very much. I love you. 388 01:09:33,216 --> 01:09:35,302 Can you give it up for this amazing band? 389 01:09:39,306 --> 01:09:41,892 I love you. Thank you so much. 390 01:09:47,022 --> 01:09:48,063 Yes. 391 01:09:49,065 --> 01:09:51,401 Give it up for the dancers too. 392 01:09:53,904 --> 01:09:55,572 Thank you.