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[heart thumping]
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{\an8}[speaker] Friends, we've become
a disconnected, survivalist...
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{\an8}...spiritually, mentally broken animal.
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- A fervorous soup of humanity.
- [audience cheering]
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[speaker] All we do is slap sexy graphics
and theme songs on videos
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of people being assholes.
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We have no love for each other.
We have no love for ourselves.
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Love has died.
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[singing "This is Me... Now"]
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[cheering continues]
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- [heart thumping]
- [cheering continues]
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["Hearts And Flowers" playing]
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Let's go, Los Angeles.
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[Lopez] Sing.
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Come on!
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You sing!
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Everybody!
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Everybody!
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BX!
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["Jenny From the Block" playing]
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Come on!
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Sing!
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Come on!
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Let's go!
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[rap verse playing]
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["Jenny From the Block" continues]
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Come on!
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Everybody, hands up. Let's go!
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Everybody!
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Come on!
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Let's go!
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- The Bronx!
- [audience cheering]
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[laughing]
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[mouthing] Thank you!
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Thank you!
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Oh, my God.
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I love you. [kisses] Thank you.
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Thank you. Thank you. Oh, my God.
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I love you so much.
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Thank you. Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God. I love you. I really-- I do.
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[audience chanting] J.Lo! J.Lo! J.Lo!
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[chanting continues]
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[no audible dialogue]
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[chanting stops, cheering continues]
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[kisses] Thank you. I love you all.
Thank you so much.
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I love you so much.
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[normal] Thank you.
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Thank you, guys.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God, it's good to be back!
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[audience cheering]
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[laughs] It's been too long.
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It been too long. I miss you guys.
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You gon' make me cry. Stop it.
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You guys are too good to me.
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I love you. You know I love you.
You know I love you.
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Yes.
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Just give me a moment to take it all in.
Thank you.
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I love you.
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You know I love you.
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Thank you.
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You're so fucking-- Everything.
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Everything.
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Do I have the best fans in the world?
I think so.
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[audience cheering]
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I don't think nobody beats y'all. Nobody.
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[sniffs] Oh, my God.
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[attendee] I love you!
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We love ya!
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You know,
whenever you come back to the stage,
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it always feels like the first time.
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I come out here and I'm like... [exclaims]
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[chuckles] It feels like the first time.
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It never, never gets old.
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It doesn't.
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It's always such a big joy in my life.
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- [attendee 1] We love you!
- [attendee 2] We still love you!
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But this time, this time right here,
you know, I'm glad we did it this way.
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This is the first time.
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You know, just--
just a little group of us.
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The real, real ride-or-dies
in this motherfucker right now.
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[audience cheering]
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I feel it! I feel it all over my...
[indistinct]
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I got the goosies from head to toe.
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But I gotta tell you,
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this time-- this time feels
even more special...
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because it's like
a brand-new beginning, right?
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So many things in my life have changed
since I last saw you guys.
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[audience cheering]
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And tonight-- tonight I'm gonna be doing
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a bunch of new songs
from my brand-new project,
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- This is Me... Now.
- [audience cheering]
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That was "Hearts And Flowers."
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You know, I've been teasing
this musical experience for over a year.
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It's because-- [chuckles] I know. I know.
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[chuckles] It's not just a record though,
you know?
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It's-- It's a very, very special project.
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It's a-- It's an album.
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It's a movie.
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And it's also a whole behind-the-scenes
of the journey that it took to get there.
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I got a lot for you.
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You waited, but it's gonna be
worth the wait, I promise you.
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You guys waited such a long time,
my little On The JLo crew.
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Over a year.
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So I just-- I wanted to say thank you
for being so patient.
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Thank you. I love you guys so much.
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It had to be perfect for you.
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- [sniffs]
- [attendee] Love you!
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And, you know, something that's--
something that's 20 years in the making,
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it-- you-you can't rush it, you know?
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You have to wait till it's ready,
when it's right.
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And a lot of people along the way
have asked me,
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"What is the album like?
What is it about?" [mutters]
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And I think you guys know.
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- There was This is Me... Then...
- [attendee] Yeah!
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...20 years ago. [sniffs]
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- And this is This is Me... Now.
- [audience cheering]
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So you can kinda guess
what happened both times
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that made me write those records, I think.
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What the inciting incident was.
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[audience shouting, cheering]
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[attendee] Ben!
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[laughs]
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Yes.
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[attendee] That bitch in love! Whoo!
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But it's-- it's not just that.
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It's also about a whole life's journey.
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It's about the thing in life
that drives you as a person,
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as a human being.
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And the one thing that I always felt
mattered the most in life, which is love.
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[audience cheering]
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And I always had questions.
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You know, I always had questions.
I'm like, "Is love real?"
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I got my heart broke. "Is love real?
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Does true love exist?
Does anything last forever?"
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And once I felt like I found the answer
to that question,
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I had to share it with all of you,
and that's what this album is.
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[audience cheering]
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That's what this project is.
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It's how you get
from heartbreak back to love
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and all the bumps and bruises in between.
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And there were some bumpy nights.
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- This is called "Rebound."
- [audience cheering]
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["Rebound" playing]
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[audience cheering]
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["This Time Around" playing]
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[mouthing] What?
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[normal] Come on! You sing!
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["Love Don't Cost a Thing" playing]
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Sing!
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Come on!
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Sing!
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[audience cheering]
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[laughs]
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Yes!
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That's how we're gonna do it tonight.
That's how we're gonna do it.
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We're gonna do a little then.
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A little now.
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- [attendee 1] Let God bless!
- [attendee 2] Yes!
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Yes, Lord.
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Yes, we are.
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- [attendee 1] I love you!
- [attendee 2] Perform!
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- Perform!
- [cheering]
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I hear you, JR. I hear you.
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I got more for you. Just wait.
I got more for you.
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We just getting warmed up right now.
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It's like when they let you out of the box
and then you're like,
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"Okay. I got this now." [chuckles]
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You know, I think a lot of people
from the This is Me... Then album
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way back when, for those of you
who were with me at that time...
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- [audience cheering]
- [Lopez] Yes.
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I think that a lot of people
think that, um,
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"Jenny from the Block" was
the biggest record off that album.
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I don't know. You guys may know.
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[attendee] "Still." We love "Still"!
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- [audience cheering]
- No.
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Well, it wasn't "Jenny from the Block."
It w--
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That was a huge record,
and obviously I do it all the time,
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but it was actually a little song
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I sing with LL Cool J.
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You guys know that one?
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Now, he's not here tonight,
so don't get excited.
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[laughs]
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But I was just thinking
there are some youngsters in the room
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who need to be educated
on who LL Cool J is.
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You know. You know.
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[laughs] And don't act like if you've--
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If you've been with me all that time,
you know.
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We still-- We still look good though.
We keeping it young.
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[audience cheering]
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Keep it sexy.
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But this record here-- [sniffs]
this record was number one for weeks.
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And I remember LL calling me up
and being like, "Can you believe it?
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Our record is still number one!"
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And I just remember little things
like that, you know?
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'Cause the whole experience of that album,
that whole time in my life,
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was such a beautiful time.
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So many beautiful,
lovely things happened to me.
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And I know a lot of you out here
have been to a lot of my shows
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and so you know that when we do this,
we do it together, right?
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We do this one together.
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Are y'all gonna sing with me?
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- [audience] Yes!
- Okay. Let's go.
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["All I Have" playing]
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Come on! Sing!
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Yes!
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Okay, everybody, like this.
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Sing!
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Sing!
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Yes!
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Hold up. Hold on, band. Hold on, band.
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They know how this goes.
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Where my ladies at?
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[female audience members cheering]
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[Lopez] All right now, ladies.
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Ladies, I know you can make
more noise than that.
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Where are my ladies at?
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[female audience members cheering]
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That's my ladies right there.
That's my ladies right there.
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All right. We're gonna do what we do.
We're gonna sing this real simple.
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We're gonna sing "all I have."
Y'all ready?
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Ladies, are you ready?
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Will you show 'em how to do it?
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Come on, baby.
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Very good. A little bit louder. I see--
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One more time.
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Yes, ladies.
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Hold on. Hold on.
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Now you got me wondering
what the fellas can do.
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- [male audience members cheering]
- What can the fellas do?
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Where my fellas at?
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[male audience members cheering]
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Okay.
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Fellas,
I see you got a little bass in your voice.
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I like it.
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So Stevie gonna show 'em how to do it.
Stevie, show 'em how to do it.
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All right. Listen up. Here we go, guys.
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Can you do better than the ladies?
Let me see.
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- [mouthing] Oh, shit.
- [Stevie] That's it.
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One more time. Come on.
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Oh, ladies. Ladies, we're gonna
have to come back in right now. Ready?
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- Hey.
- Fellas.
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- Ladies, sing!
- Yeah.
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Keep it going. Now we're singing together.
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Yes! I love it. Sing!
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One more time. One more time.
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[mouthing] Come on.
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[normal] Yes, you are.
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[Stevie] Sing it again.
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[song continues]
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[audience cheering]
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[ballad intro playing]
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You know, 20 years ago
I wrote a very innocent song
255
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about falling deeply in love with someone...
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in a way that you never have before.
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[chuckles]
And, uh, it had very simple lyrics.
258
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Very simple lyrics.
259
00:30:47,724 --> 00:30:49,517
But it got a lot of attention.
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Because I decided to call it "Dear Ben."
261
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[audience cheering]
262
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So I knew, when I made this album,
there had to be a part two.
263
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[audience cheering]
264
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["Dear Ben Pt. II" playing]
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Say you love me.
266
00:32:32,078 --> 00:32:33,413
Do it again.
267
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Say you love me.
268
00:32:43,965 --> 00:32:45,175
Do it again.
269
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You sing.
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Do it again.
271
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Up top.
272
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Do it again.
273
00:35:04,773 --> 00:35:07,400
[audience cheering]
274
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Come on.
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Sitting.
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Sing.
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Say you love me.
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Do it again.
279
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[audience cheering]
280
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["I'm Glad" playing]
281
00:40:15,625 --> 00:40:18,962
[audience cheering]
282
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Let's go!
283
00:40:55,916 --> 00:40:59,002
["Hummingbird" playing]
284
00:43:55,053 --> 00:43:57,055
[audience cheering]
285
00:44:42,976 --> 00:44:45,645
[audience cheering]
286
00:44:59,034 --> 00:45:00,744
That's such a happy song.
287
00:45:01,953 --> 00:45:03,538
That's "Hummingbird."
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- I love you!
- You are the best!
289
00:45:07,042 --> 00:45:09,502
You know, I wrote a lot
of happy songs on this album.
290
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[breathes heavily] It was so easy
to write about happiness...
291
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[chuckles] And hummingbirds and miracles...
[stammers]
292
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'Cause it's not often you get a--
you get a second chance in life.
293
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- [breathes heavily] You know?
- [audience cheering]
294
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Second chances are hard to come by.
You gotta embrace it.
295
00:45:30,023 --> 00:45:32,692
[breathes heavily]
296
00:45:32,692 --> 00:45:34,027
[attendee] Te amo, J.Lo!
297
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I love you too.
298
00:45:35,445 --> 00:45:37,197
- [audience cheering]
- [breathes heavily]
299
00:45:37,197 --> 00:45:38,531
I love you too.
300
00:45:43,828 --> 00:45:48,208
But there is another part of the story
that needed to be written.
301
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[clicks tongue] And that was, uh,
much more difficult for me.
302
00:45:54,923 --> 00:45:59,010
And that was about the struggle
and the pain in between
303
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that it took to get to the miracle,
you know?
304
00:46:03,098 --> 00:46:05,100
You know, some of these songs...
[breathes heavily]
305
00:46:05,100 --> 00:46:07,143
...I wrote much quicker than others.
306
00:46:08,562 --> 00:46:11,022
My whole team,
we were in the studio vibing.
307
00:46:11,022 --> 00:46:13,525
- Ink is in the house. I see Ink there.
- [audience cheering]
308
00:46:13,525 --> 00:46:15,819
She helped me write
almost every one of these songs.
309
00:46:19,948 --> 00:46:22,659
And we were in the studio, right?
We were just like, "I love you.
310
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I love you more. No, I love you so much."
311
00:46:26,288 --> 00:46:27,998
Love, love, love.
312
00:46:29,291 --> 00:46:33,253
But this next song,
I wound up taking away myself.
313
00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:38,133
And I wound up writing it
over and over and over a thousand times.
314
00:46:38,133 --> 00:46:39,509
[inhales shakily]
315
00:46:41,636 --> 00:46:43,972
You know, when you're inspired,
things pour out of you.
316
00:46:43,972 --> 00:46:47,976
But when you have to dig a little deeper
and look at those parts of yourself
317
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that feel pain and devastation
and, you know,
318
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the trauma that lives inside us
that we carry with us.
319
00:46:55,525 --> 00:46:58,361
And I realized that this song
just never felt quite right.
320
00:46:58,361 --> 00:47:01,156
It just--
It didn't flow in the perfect way.
321
00:47:02,908 --> 00:47:06,077
But the truth is, that's not how life is,
that's not how it works.
322
00:47:06,828 --> 00:47:08,622
Sometimes that's not how love is.
323
00:47:09,414 --> 00:47:13,919
It's this-- It's a winding, crooked,
fragmented road.
324
00:47:14,502 --> 00:47:15,962
It gets dark at times.
325
00:47:17,130 --> 00:47:19,174
And so the song had to be that way too.
326
00:47:20,508 --> 00:47:24,721
[sniffles] And I had to get to a place
where I realized--
327
00:47:25,889 --> 00:47:28,099
Well, more that I had to admit to myself
328
00:47:29,768 --> 00:47:33,438
that I was broken in a lot of ways.
329
00:47:33,438 --> 00:47:36,316
You know, I was always so used to
putting my best foot forward
330
00:47:36,983 --> 00:47:38,610
in show business, you know?
331
00:47:39,110 --> 00:47:41,571
Keeping that other part for myself.
332
00:47:41,571 --> 00:47:43,782
I'm okay. I'm out here with you.
Everything's all right.
333
00:47:43,782 --> 00:47:46,076
[audience cheering]
334
00:47:46,076 --> 00:47:48,912
And I was doing that for many, many years.
335
00:47:48,912 --> 00:47:50,121
And it was okay.
336
00:47:50,121 --> 00:47:53,917
But there was also a part of me
that I was hiding from everybody.
337
00:47:53,917 --> 00:47:57,003
- [audience shouting]
- [attendees] We love you!
338
00:47:57,003 --> 00:48:00,048
And I realized that I wasn't not only
being honest with you,
339
00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:02,968
I wasn't being honest with myself.
340
00:48:04,594 --> 00:48:08,515
[clicks tongue] And so then I realized
that I was broken and that was okay,
341
00:48:10,392 --> 00:48:14,938
because there's something beautiful
about those parts of ourselves
342
00:48:16,690 --> 00:48:18,525
that we carry that have scars.
343
00:48:19,526 --> 00:48:23,363
There's something really great
about that because, you know, you ever--
344
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you ever have a scar, like, right here?
345
00:48:25,365 --> 00:48:27,367
And you're like,
"Look-- Look what happened to me.
346
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I fell right here." [chuckles]
347
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:32,998
And you're kind of proud of it in a way.
You survived it.
348
00:48:33,790 --> 00:48:35,166
And that's beautiful.
349
00:48:35,166 --> 00:48:38,169
And sometimes those--
those cuts are on the inside.
350
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This song is called "Broken Like Me."
351
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[audience cheering]
352
00:48:49,681 --> 00:48:51,683
["Broken Like Me" playing]
353
00:48:53,810 --> 00:48:55,312
[attendee] We love you!
354
00:48:55,937 --> 00:48:56,980
I love you too.
355
00:52:06,753 --> 00:52:09,756
[audience cheering]
356
00:52:26,606 --> 00:52:28,191
[attendee 1] Yes! J.Lo, we love you!
357
00:52:28,191 --> 00:52:30,777
[attendee 2] We love you!
358
00:52:30,777 --> 00:52:33,029
[attendee 1] We love you! Love you!
359
00:52:33,029 --> 00:52:34,531
[attendee 2] We love you!
360
00:52:34,531 --> 00:52:38,410
[cheering continues]
361
00:52:38,410 --> 00:52:40,870
[attendee 1] J.Lo, we love you over here!
362
00:52:40,870 --> 00:52:43,415
[cheering continues]
363
00:52:53,550 --> 00:52:54,551
[attendee 1] We love you!
364
00:52:54,551 --> 00:52:58,221
[audience shouting, cheering]
365
00:52:58,221 --> 00:53:00,640
[chuckles, sighs]
366
00:53:01,683 --> 00:53:07,522
Too much? No, no, no.
[chuckles] Oh, thank you.
367
00:53:07,522 --> 00:53:09,232
Thank you so much. [sniffs]
368
00:53:09,232 --> 00:53:11,443
I'm glad they brought this big coat
out here for me.
369
00:53:11,443 --> 00:53:12,777
[audience laughs]
370
00:53:12,777 --> 00:53:14,863
'Cause it's getting chilly in the wind.
371
00:53:16,197 --> 00:53:19,576
You know, I know that's different from
what people are used to hearing from me.
372
00:53:19,576 --> 00:53:21,202
I'm not a big ballad girl.
I'm more of, like...
373
00:53:21,202 --> 00:53:24,998
- [sings "Let's Get Loud"]
- [audience cheering]
374
00:53:25,999 --> 00:53:27,083
I know.
375
00:53:29,502 --> 00:53:31,463
- [clicks tongue]
- [cheering continues]
376
00:53:31,463 --> 00:53:33,715
[chuckling]
377
00:53:36,134 --> 00:53:37,135
[chuckles]
378
00:53:40,055 --> 00:53:41,056
[chuckles]
379
00:53:42,140 --> 00:53:43,683
But I thought it was important.
380
00:53:44,184 --> 00:53:46,311
This is me now.
This is a different me now.
381
00:53:46,311 --> 00:53:49,773
[audience cheering]
382
00:53:49,773 --> 00:53:51,608
Thank you for coming on the journey.
383
00:53:52,817 --> 00:53:55,028
[clicks tongue] But we can't stay down
for long, can we?
384
00:53:55,028 --> 00:53:57,572
- [audience] No!
- No, sir.
385
00:53:57,572 --> 00:54:00,325
[audience cheering]
386
00:54:00,325 --> 00:54:02,744
[sniffs] No, we can't.
We got to pick ourselves back up.
387
00:54:02,744 --> 00:54:05,080
We can't stay broken for too long.
388
00:54:05,080 --> 00:54:06,748
[cheering]
389
00:54:06,748 --> 00:54:09,417
This next song, some of you might know.
390
00:54:10,043 --> 00:54:12,128
I know, you sh--
But you might have heard pieces of it.
391
00:54:12,921 --> 00:54:14,798
Somebody stole it... [chuckles]
392
00:54:14,798 --> 00:54:16,758
[audience laughing, shouting]
393
00:54:16,758 --> 00:54:20,220
...from our wedding. [laughing]
394
00:54:21,596 --> 00:54:23,306
It's fine. It's fine.
395
00:54:23,306 --> 00:54:25,183
I have forgiveness in my heart now.
396
00:54:27,435 --> 00:54:30,438
But some of you might know this one.
Band, give me some tempo.
397
00:54:30,438 --> 00:54:32,357
["Can't Get Enough" playing]
398
00:54:32,357 --> 00:54:33,441
Come on!
399
00:54:34,150 --> 00:54:37,571
I just wanna-- I just feel like--
400
00:54:38,572 --> 00:54:39,864
Every time I see, it's like--
401
00:56:37,357 --> 00:56:38,441
I just wanna--
402
00:56:39,526 --> 00:56:42,571
I just feel like-- You know what?
403
00:56:42,571 --> 00:56:44,781
Band, break it down.
404
00:56:48,410 --> 00:56:50,287
All right. You know the vibes.
405
00:56:52,581 --> 00:56:54,124
Let's dance.
406
00:57:14,519 --> 00:57:15,520
You sing.
407
00:57:18,273 --> 00:57:19,274
Come on.
408
00:57:21,276 --> 00:57:23,278
Over here, sing.
409
00:57:25,780 --> 00:57:26,781
That's right.
410
00:57:29,159 --> 00:57:30,160
Over here.
411
00:57:34,122 --> 00:57:35,165
Yes.
412
00:57:38,627 --> 00:57:41,588
Everybody, clap.
413
00:57:45,467 --> 00:57:48,220
Yes. I like it. Keep it going.
414
00:57:48,220 --> 00:57:50,639
So again, I wanna hear them clapping.
415
00:57:51,139 --> 00:57:53,808
We gonna keep it nice, right here.
416
00:57:54,476 --> 00:57:56,102
See if they can keep up with me.
417
00:58:13,870 --> 00:58:16,373
[audience cheering]
418
00:58:30,554 --> 00:58:32,973
[cheering continues]
419
00:58:38,353 --> 00:58:40,105
Oh, we gonna have fun with that one.
420
00:58:44,442 --> 00:58:47,070
We gonna have a lot of fun
with that one over the years.
421
00:58:49,614 --> 00:58:51,116
Put all the classics in there.
422
00:58:51,741 --> 00:58:54,578
My next plan is Aretha. Yep!
423
00:58:56,121 --> 00:58:59,249
Amazing. Thank you, guys,
for all the love on that song.
424
00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:02,002
[shouting, cheering]
425
00:59:02,002 --> 00:59:04,379
[chuckles] Who wants my jacket?
426
00:59:04,379 --> 00:59:06,840
[audience cheering]
427
00:59:06,840 --> 00:59:10,760
- It's Dolce. Oh, my goodness.
- [attendee screaming]
428
00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:16,474
[chuckling] Let me s--
429
00:59:16,474 --> 00:59:18,059
[shouting, cheering]
430
00:59:18,059 --> 00:59:19,811
[chuckling]
431
00:59:22,647 --> 00:59:25,233
Outta there. It's gone.
432
00:59:25,233 --> 00:59:27,402
Wardrobe's gonna hate me for that one.
433
00:59:28,361 --> 00:59:29,988
[chuckles]
434
00:59:32,657 --> 00:59:34,618
This next song that we're gonna do,
435
00:59:35,827 --> 00:59:37,287
this might be-- [sighs]
436
00:59:38,538 --> 00:59:40,999
This might be my favorite song
on the whole album.
437
00:59:40,999 --> 00:59:43,335
- [audience cheering]
- [clicks tongue] I think so. Maybe.
438
00:59:43,335 --> 00:59:45,253
What can I tell you about this song?
439
00:59:47,255 --> 00:59:50,258
- Yeah, I'm gonna sing it. Here it goes.
- [audience cheering]
440
00:59:53,887 --> 00:59:56,348
[church bells tolling]
441
00:59:58,683 --> 01:00:01,686
[pop music sample playing]
442
01:00:17,577 --> 01:00:20,288
["Midnight Trip to Vegas" playing]
443
01:02:12,859 --> 01:02:14,694
["If You Had My Love" playing]
444
01:02:19,991 --> 01:02:21,326
[audience cheering]
445
01:02:31,795 --> 01:02:33,421
["Midnight Trip to Vegas" playing]
446
01:02:53,942 --> 01:02:56,945
[audience cheering]
447
01:03:09,541 --> 01:03:12,168
{\an8}[Lopez] This is Me... Then
really captured a moment in time.
448
01:03:15,255 --> 01:03:18,049
Now, it does have a happy ending.
449
01:03:18,049 --> 01:03:21,386
And the reason we're here is because
I want to capture this moment in time,
450
01:03:21,386 --> 01:03:25,265
'cause it is even better
than the first time.
451
01:03:27,225 --> 01:03:29,561
I think I learned a lot in those 20 years,
452
01:03:29,561 --> 01:03:33,231
but the biggest thing
was to accept myself, you know?
453
01:03:33,231 --> 01:03:37,527
To finally get to a point where I can say,
"This is me.
454
01:03:37,527 --> 01:03:41,448
The messy parts, the broken parts,
the beautiful parts, the strong parts.
455
01:03:41,448 --> 01:03:44,784
Imperfect and ever evolving,
ever changing."
456
01:03:44,784 --> 01:03:46,828
[singing pop music]
457
01:03:46,828 --> 01:03:48,163
"This is me... Now."
458
01:03:50,540 --> 01:03:53,501
It's the greatest love story never told
for two reasons.
459
01:03:54,628 --> 01:03:58,465
Because it's this incredibly epic-long
love story about getting a second chance.
460
01:03:58,465 --> 01:04:02,344
Yes, but it's also the story of learning
to be in love with yourself.
461
01:04:02,344 --> 01:04:03,428
[pop music continues]
462
01:04:03,428 --> 01:04:05,639
That's the greatest love story never told.
463
01:04:07,474 --> 01:04:09,476
Then, maybe a miracle can happen.
464
01:04:12,229 --> 01:04:16,566
If you have lost hope,
almost given up, don't.
465
01:04:16,566 --> 01:04:20,528
Because true love does exist
and some things do last forever.
466
01:04:21,821 --> 01:04:25,825
That's real. And I want to put
that message out into the world.
467
01:04:39,089 --> 01:04:41,091
[audience cheering]
468
01:04:45,220 --> 01:04:46,805
[instrumental music playing]
469
01:05:17,127 --> 01:05:19,379
["This Is Me... Now" playing]
470
01:08:17,223 --> 01:08:18,350
Come on, hands up.
471
01:08:21,228 --> 01:08:22,603
If you love who you are...
472
01:08:24,731 --> 01:08:25,982
sing it loud!
473
01:08:28,777 --> 01:08:29,777
Yes!
474
01:08:49,005 --> 01:08:50,632
Thank you so much.
475
01:09:21,288 --> 01:09:22,621
Thank you so much.
476
01:09:26,668 --> 01:09:28,003
Yes, make some noise.
477
01:09:28,003 --> 01:09:30,045
[mouthing]
Thank you very much. I love you.
478
01:09:33,216 --> 01:09:35,302
[normal] Can you give it up
for this amazing band?
479
01:09:39,306 --> 01:09:41,892
[mouthing] I love you. Thank you so much.
480
01:09:47,022 --> 01:09:48,063
Yes.
481
01:09:49,065 --> 01:09:51,401
[normal] Give it up for the dancers too.
482
01:09:51,401 --> 01:09:52,861
[audience cheering]
483
01:09:53,904 --> 01:09:55,572
[mouthing] Thank you. Thank you.
484
01:09:59,075 --> 01:10:00,243
[no audible dialogue]
485
01:10:25,894 --> 01:10:28,605
[no audible dialogue]
486
01:10:33,109 --> 01:10:36,529
[audience cheering]