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♪ ♪
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- [jazz music playing]
- [indistinct chatter]
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We are so excited
for the future.
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- [laughs]
- Our future.
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- So, we're in--
- "Love," you say? Hmm.
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And you know this how?
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Well, how did you know
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you were in love
with your husband?
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Oh. Once upon a time.
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Mm.
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Obviously, that things
change shape.
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I don't... I don't know
if I ever did know for sure.
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My head was so far up my ass
I would do anything
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or say I felt anything
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just to belong to somebody.
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Well, I... I just want
to let you know that...
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I got it, I got cast.
[chuckles]
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I'm gonna be on Half-Ton Trauma.
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- [laughing]
- Half-Ton Trauma. Okay.
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So, you're gonna be a star.
Of sorts.
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[Merritt]
Yep.
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Eddie and I are gonna
move in together.
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You know, when
we're filming the show
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it's just better to have
a support system, so...
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Always.
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Yeah, we found
a cute little house
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- in a gated community.
- A gated community?
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[Ed and Merritt]
Mm-hmm.
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Wow. Fancy.
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[Merritt]
Yeah, we just realized,
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you know, with the killings,
that that's the disease, like...
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[sighs]
nobody should be alone.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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Mm. Mm-hmm.
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Well, that is very,
very mature of you.
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I commend your maturity.
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And the fact that you didn't
hide this from me
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'cause I-I can abide
by anything but a sneak.
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Well, almost anything.
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Mm. Mm. Mm-hmm.
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Can we get another round
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and something for my daughter
and her paramour?
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Think he's drinking
a mocktail of sorts.
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A little Shirley Temple thingie.
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All virtue, no bite.
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[waiter]
Another round. Coming up.
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So, darling daughter...
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you do know
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that Fast Eddie and I
had a little thing?
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- Lo.
- A dirty thing.
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A nasty little...
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assignations,
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with a special stress
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on the "ass."
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- Lois, please do not do this.
- I mean,
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- I had him in my mouth.
- [Ed] Lois.
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That did not happen
and you know it didn't happen.
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You're drunk.
Please don't get messy
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in front of your daughter.
You're gonna regret it.
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Oh, Fast Eddie,
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what about my daughter, hmm?
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Do you enjoy lifting her folds--
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the acres of flesh--
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to find her welcoming,
shiny pudendum?
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[short chuckle]
Pudendum.
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I have always loved that word.
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Uh, uh, uh, Latin for pudere,
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which means "to be ashamed."
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And there is so much
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- here be ashamed of.
- Oh, stop.
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The folds
with the yeasty rashes,
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the impossible to find
pink holes.
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- Lois.
- Mom.
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Don't do this to yourself.
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Don't do it to me.
Don't do it to us.
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Please.
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If this is you
having a breakdown,
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w-we can support you.
I can get you some help.
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The truth is...
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you're a lost cause.
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Your heart is encased
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in hardened fat,
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and the sludge
that runs through your veins
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is like syrup.
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Ooh, ooh, ooh.
And one more thing.
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Your father is
an adultering fornicator
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who fucked his students.
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You get that from him.
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See, now you're lying.
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- No.
- That is not the truth.
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Okay? And if it was,
you drove him to it.
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- No.
- [Merritt] You did.
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- With your combative warring.
- No.
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- No, no, no.
- Yes. It's you. It's you.
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All I have ever tried to do
was to keep everybody--
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I wanted to push everybody
to be as strong as me.
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As strong as me.
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To be able to face
this nightmare
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that none of us
can wake up from.
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All I ever wanted was for you
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to be strong so you could
be there for me
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when I needed you,
and you know what?
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None of you--
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none of you are strong at all.
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You are all...
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...bathe your-your own
fucking weakness
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about everything.
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You will never
be able to survive
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th-- this-this new
utter world cruelty,
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the new rules of behavior.
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None of it.
Not a goddamn thing.
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[Ed]
That is enough.
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You remember those
AA meetings I took you to?
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[laughs]
That was the worst
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first fucking date
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I have ever been on in my life.
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- How could I forget it?
- That wasn't a date,
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it was a nudge.
A nudge in the right direction.
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An act of kindness.
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And I see you don't do well
with kindness.
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So it's nothing but tough love
from us now. Get the fuck up.
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Where we going?
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- To a motel?
- [Ed] No.
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We're going to rehab.
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No.
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You don't tell me
what the fuck to do.
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I'm a grown woman.
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Okay?
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You-you-- you-you-you--
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You gonna sit here
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and deny that-that
you flirted with me?
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That you came on to me?
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The baddest bitch of all time.
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Hmm?
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So-so-- so-so I made it up,
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so "Oh, everything
is all in Lois's head."
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I didn't.
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Tell you something.
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One thing...
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you cannot do, pretty white boy,
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is gaslight a Black woman.
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We know too fucking much.
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What you looking at?
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Shit.
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Fuck this.
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♪ ♪
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So you've thought about it.
You've reached this decision?
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Yes.
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I mean...
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...it's time to face the facts.
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He's-he's only being kept alive
by your machinery.
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May I ask why you've
changed your mind, Lois?
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And have you discussed this
with your daughter?
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Has she had a chance
to say goodbye?
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I believe I am
the medical proxy.
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Am I not? I am.
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And as it turns out,
my husband...
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[scoffs]
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...has betrayed me
almost constantly.
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His mistress even works here.
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She comes in and whispers
sweet nothings in his ear.
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So, that makes this decision
easier for you?
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- Well, I--
- [knocking]
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Excuse me, sir.
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May I ask
what is transpiring here?
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I was tipped off that this
deranged alcoholic was here
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taking up precious moments
of your time,
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- which I cannot allow.
- Bitch, you got a pen?
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Write this down,
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take a memo.
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I am in a meeting
with your fucking boss,
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and I am taking my husband
off life support.
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Yes, it is happening.
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I never gave up my legal right
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despite your many manipulations,
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which, quite frankly,
I have outsmarted.
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I am large and in
motherfucking charge.
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And I'm running this show.
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Sir, this is an outrage.
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- You simply cannot allow--
- Shut your mouth!
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Jesus, I...
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I have the floor.
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So, Doc,
it's hardly murder, right?
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Me, I know murder.
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I'm the lead homicide detective
in this town.
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But it's what you wanted.
You wanted
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to "free up his bed,"
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You didn't know
she said that, didn't you?
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Uh, when you disconnect
the tubes, is it painful?
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No, he's given meds.
He'll just, uh, slip away.
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Stop breathing.
It's...
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- peaceful.
- [Lois] Hmm.
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What a shame.
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What do they say--
"No justice, no peace"?
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All you need
for peace and justice is...
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...to unplug somebody.
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Do you have a priest or...
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Yeah.
He's Jewish.
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Part.
Not a believer.
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He like pork chops, pussy
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and lobster in cream sauce.
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[short chuckle]
Only time the man ever fasted
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was for a colonoscopy.
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All right.
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Thank you, Doc.
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And thank you
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for your attention
and your care.
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We're done here.
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♪ ♪
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[machine whirring]
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[monitor beeping steadily]
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Mm, this is rich.
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They sent you to unplug him?
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What?
If you got something to say,
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say it. Speak.
It's okay.
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I-I don't...
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I just wanted to ask, um,
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- how you were doing, Lois.
- Mm.
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I'm relieved.
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Is that crazy?
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You?
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Well, um, uh, two days ago,
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you held a gun to my head.
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[laughs]
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And now you-- you're asking me
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to-to... t-to end his life.
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Why fight anymore?
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You were the one
he was in love with.
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That is the only grace
I can offer you.
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Wish I could do more.
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I'm sad for you.
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And I for you.
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- [sobbing]
- Mm. Mm-mm-mm.
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Lighten up, Redd.
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I'm-a give this man the ritual
he would have appreciated:
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his favorite poet and whiskey.
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It'll be a party.
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- Have some candy.
- [sniffles]
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[Lois]
"Because I could
not stop for Death,
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"He kindly stopped for me,
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"A Carriage held
but just Ourselves
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"And Immortality.
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"We slowly drove--
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"He knew no haste--
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"And I had put away
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"My labor and my leisure, too,
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For His Civility."
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Hey.
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How long is this gonna take?
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Lois, it's a process.
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[Lois]
Oh.
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Okay.
[clears throat]
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"We passed the School,
where Children played,
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"Their lessons scarcely done,
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"We passed the Fields
of Grazing Grains,
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We passed the Setting Sun."
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That part is good.
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"We paused before a House
that seemed
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"A Swelling of the Ground,
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"The Roof was scarcely
visible...
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...The Cornice but a mound..."
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Mmm.
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[Lois]
"Since then--
'tis Centuries-- but each
264
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"Feels shorter than the Day
265
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"When I first surmised
266
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"the Horses' Heads
267
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Were toward Eternity."
268
00:13:52,363 --> 00:13:54,267
- [monitor flatlining]
- [book slaps shut]
269
00:13:54,268 --> 00:13:55,503
Well.
270
00:13:55,504 --> 00:13:56,939
All right.
271
00:13:56,940 --> 00:13:59,143
Who's ready for a toast?
272
00:13:59,144 --> 00:14:01,281
Hmm? Doc?
273
00:14:03,152 --> 00:14:06,324
To my late husband.
274
00:14:06,325 --> 00:14:08,563
A sensitive man,
275
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lover of poetry,
276
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liar and cheat.
277
00:14:13,574 --> 00:14:15,376
R.I.P.
278
00:14:17,114 --> 00:14:19,217
He is forgiven.
See, kids?
279
00:14:19,218 --> 00:14:22,356
It's that easy.
I forgive you, pal.
280
00:14:24,094 --> 00:14:26,364
[thumps table]
281
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♪ ♪
282
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- [thunder rumbling]
- [indistinct radio chatter]
283
00:15:13,961 --> 00:15:15,128
[siren wailing]
284
00:15:15,129 --> 00:15:17,200
[indistinct chatter]
285
00:15:21,341 --> 00:15:23,979
Seriously, Cal?
Fuck is that?
286
00:15:23,980 --> 00:15:25,684
- The good shit.
- Uh-uh.
287
00:15:25,685 --> 00:15:28,054
Stuff y'all smoking these days
is way too strong for me.
288
00:15:28,055 --> 00:15:30,560
I got to keep my head
on a swivel.
289
00:15:30,561 --> 00:15:33,967
Put it out or take a walk.
There's cameras.
290
00:15:36,806 --> 00:15:38,074
[Calvin]
You look different.
291
00:15:38,075 --> 00:15:39,844
Kind of got this, like,
glow going on.
292
00:15:39,845 --> 00:15:42,283
Did you get it in
last night or something?
293
00:15:42,284 --> 00:15:43,920
[Lois]
Or something.
294
00:15:43,921 --> 00:15:45,422
I unplugged my husband
295
00:15:45,423 --> 00:15:48,328
and got the best sleep
of my life.
296
00:16:05,898 --> 00:16:08,135
[thunder rumbles in distance]
297
00:16:11,141 --> 00:16:13,412
♪ ♪
298
00:16:31,114 --> 00:16:33,385
♪ ♪
299
00:16:53,459 --> 00:16:55,730
- [monitor beeping]
- [air hissing]
300
00:17:19,712 --> 00:17:21,782
♪ ♪
301
00:17:33,607 --> 00:17:35,510
What is this?
302
00:17:35,511 --> 00:17:39,383
A rehearsal space.
An art studio.
303
00:17:39,384 --> 00:17:42,524
Artist of fucking death.
304
00:17:44,562 --> 00:17:46,632
♪ ♪
305
00:18:14,120 --> 00:18:16,391
♪ ♪
306
00:18:38,135 --> 00:18:40,406
♪ ♪
307
00:19:07,895 --> 00:19:10,366
♪ ♪
308
00:19:23,392 --> 00:19:24,794
[thunder crashes]
309
00:19:24,795 --> 00:19:26,431
[Cranburn]
Lois.
310
00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:28,936
I have the governor.
311
00:19:28,937 --> 00:19:30,773
She wants to congratulate you
312
00:19:30,774 --> 00:19:32,510
and thank you
for solving the case.
313
00:19:32,511 --> 00:19:34,580
If I solved the case, Jack,
314
00:19:34,581 --> 00:19:37,286
I would still be at home
in bed right now.
315
00:19:39,357 --> 00:19:41,293
[old priest]
It's about finding a new story
316
00:19:41,294 --> 00:19:43,130
with the right texture.
317
00:19:43,131 --> 00:19:46,036
But also with long-term
potential.
318
00:19:46,037 --> 00:19:49,410
Now, there was a spate
of violent rapes in Saskatchewan
319
00:19:49,411 --> 00:19:51,280
back in the 90's
that were never solved.
320
00:19:51,281 --> 00:19:55,288
Fathers, do you remember when
I originally pitched my idea
321
00:19:55,289 --> 00:19:57,025
for this column?
322
00:19:57,026 --> 00:19:58,194
It was a study
323
00:19:58,195 --> 00:19:59,764
of good and evil in the world.
324
00:19:59,765 --> 00:20:02,069
Readership of
The Catholic Guardian right now
325
00:20:02,070 --> 00:20:05,175
is up over 5,000%.
326
00:20:05,176 --> 00:20:08,983
Your reporting of these crimes
has made the national news.
327
00:20:08,984 --> 00:20:10,787
[nun hocks]
328
00:20:10,788 --> 00:20:12,758
[clears throat]
329
00:20:14,394 --> 00:20:16,832
It's gone what I believe
they call viral.
330
00:20:16,833 --> 00:20:18,836
People are coming back
to the church.
331
00:20:18,837 --> 00:20:20,238
All over the country.
332
00:20:20,239 --> 00:20:23,612
So, all of this
was a blessing?
333
00:20:23,613 --> 00:20:25,482
- [phone chimes]
- [typing]
334
00:20:29,792 --> 00:20:32,596
Could Christ not have thwarted
335
00:20:32,597 --> 00:20:34,534
those who aimed to crucify him?
336
00:20:34,535 --> 00:20:38,007
Performed a miracle, say,
escaped the cross?
337
00:20:38,008 --> 00:20:39,343
Yet he knew.
338
00:20:39,344 --> 00:20:42,382
The gruesome act
of his crucifixion
339
00:20:42,383 --> 00:20:45,388
would let humanity see God.
340
00:20:45,389 --> 00:20:47,727
And so he allowed it to happen.
341
00:20:47,728 --> 00:20:49,296
[nun hocks]
342
00:20:49,297 --> 00:20:51,768
- Are you comparing--
- [bishop] Not at all.
343
00:20:51,769 --> 00:20:54,240
Father Charlie
was a disturbed man.
344
00:20:54,241 --> 00:20:55,944
Evil.
345
00:20:55,945 --> 00:20:58,181
Yet he too knew
346
00:20:58,182 --> 00:21:00,184
that the crux of faith
347
00:21:00,185 --> 00:21:01,988
is terror.
348
00:21:01,989 --> 00:21:03,424
[phone dings]
349
00:21:03,425 --> 00:21:06,998
People want to believe,
they want God,
350
00:21:06,999 --> 00:21:10,271
and thus, there is an appetite
351
00:21:10,272 --> 00:21:11,875
for the grotesque.
352
00:21:11,876 --> 00:21:14,145
- [nun clears throat]
- [old priest] We simply ask
353
00:21:14,146 --> 00:21:17,052
that you serve the meal
that satiates the hunger.
354
00:21:23,365 --> 00:21:25,703
I take over
as editor and publisher.
355
00:21:25,704 --> 00:21:27,673
I get three new writers--
my hires--
356
00:21:27,674 --> 00:21:30,445
and final approval
of everything published.
357
00:21:32,918 --> 00:21:34,788
Autonomy.
358
00:21:36,391 --> 00:21:39,765
You guys just hand me the keys.
359
00:21:47,213 --> 00:21:49,249
[Lois]
I want to go back
and take a look and see
360
00:21:49,250 --> 00:21:51,521
- if there's anything I missed.
- [Cranburn] Yes. Of course, Lo.
361
00:21:51,522 --> 00:21:53,057
- You know?
- Yeah. I just got some paperwork
362
00:21:53,058 --> 00:21:55,262
for you to fill out
over here. [mutters]
363
00:21:55,263 --> 00:21:57,031
Yeah.
364
00:21:57,032 --> 00:21:58,468
[applause]
365
00:22:00,406 --> 00:22:01,875
What is this?
366
00:22:01,876 --> 00:22:04,013
[Cranburn]
They just wanted a little toast.
367
00:22:07,387 --> 00:22:09,591
[Lois]
You don't get balloons
for solving a case like this,
368
00:22:09,592 --> 00:22:10,893
It-It's inappropriate.
369
00:22:10,894 --> 00:22:13,398
Just give 'em
a little something, okay?
370
00:22:14,434 --> 00:22:16,672
Thank you.
371
00:22:16,673 --> 00:22:18,274
Um...
372
00:22:18,275 --> 00:22:20,212
Here's to a quintuple homicide
373
00:22:20,213 --> 00:22:21,948
not happening today, but,
374
00:22:21,949 --> 00:22:23,953
then again,
it's only noon, so...
375
00:22:23,954 --> 00:22:25,956
[attendees chuckling]
376
00:22:25,957 --> 00:22:28,094
[indistinct chatter]
377
00:22:30,466 --> 00:22:32,001
Can I have a word?
378
00:22:32,002 --> 00:22:33,606
[Lois]
Yeah.
379
00:22:36,746 --> 00:22:38,882
I was thinking about retiring
after this case.
380
00:22:38,883 --> 00:22:42,590
But now, I mean, I want to go
back, look at all my old cases,
381
00:22:42,591 --> 00:22:44,193
see if there's
anything I missed.
382
00:22:44,194 --> 00:22:45,663
Lois.
383
00:22:45,664 --> 00:22:47,934
I'm not asking you to retire.
384
00:22:49,270 --> 00:22:50,974
I'm not asking.
385
00:22:53,111 --> 00:22:55,448
I won't resign.
386
00:22:55,449 --> 00:22:57,653
Fire me.
I dare you.
387
00:22:57,654 --> 00:23:00,292
It isn't my call.
And they will.
388
00:23:00,293 --> 00:23:02,830
They're cutting
65% of the force.
389
00:23:02,831 --> 00:23:05,603
They flew me to St. Paul
last week for a presentation.
390
00:23:05,604 --> 00:23:06,871
Presentation on what?
391
00:23:06,872 --> 00:23:09,844
Emerging technologies
in policing.
392
00:23:09,845 --> 00:23:10,813
Bonkers stuff.
393
00:23:10,814 --> 00:23:12,549
What are you talking about?
394
00:23:12,550 --> 00:23:15,989
Artificial intelligence,
autonomous cruisers,
395
00:23:15,990 --> 00:23:19,496
a whole network of cameras
with a centralized brain
396
00:23:19,497 --> 00:23:21,467
that analyzes the footage,
397
00:23:21,468 --> 00:23:24,640
those fucking animated
robot police dog things.
398
00:23:24,641 --> 00:23:27,479
No, no. No, no, no.
399
00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:28,682
I solved this case--
400
00:23:28,683 --> 00:23:31,788
I solved all my cases
401
00:23:31,789 --> 00:23:34,393
because I have an actual brain.
402
00:23:34,394 --> 00:23:35,629
And a heart.
403
00:23:35,630 --> 00:23:37,132
Just like a perp.
404
00:23:37,133 --> 00:23:40,204
Nothing understands a human
like another human.
405
00:23:40,205 --> 00:23:42,811
Well, they disagree.
406
00:23:43,613 --> 00:23:45,683
It's a full pension.
407
00:23:45,684 --> 00:23:47,418
Plus an additional
severance thing.
408
00:23:47,419 --> 00:23:48,822
It's very generous.
409
00:23:48,823 --> 00:23:51,595
It's a full salary for life.
410
00:23:51,596 --> 00:23:55,168
$146,000 a year for life.
411
00:23:55,169 --> 00:23:58,074
Plus... Marshall's pension.
412
00:23:58,075 --> 00:23:59,644
Life insurance.
413
00:23:59,645 --> 00:24:02,883
You can do all the things
you always dreamed of.
414
00:24:02,884 --> 00:24:05,556
It is what it is.
415
00:24:05,557 --> 00:24:07,761
The world is changing.
416
00:24:09,397 --> 00:24:11,300
Wake up, Lois.
417
00:24:11,301 --> 00:24:12,402
Wake up.
418
00:24:12,403 --> 00:24:14,741
♪ ♪
419
00:24:31,308 --> 00:24:33,579
[door closes]
420
00:24:41,061 --> 00:24:43,733
["How Can You Mend a Broken
Heart?" by Al Green playing]
421
00:24:50,012 --> 00:24:52,516
Lois, my access, thanks to you,
422
00:24:52,517 --> 00:24:53,919
gave us traction.
423
00:24:53,920 --> 00:24:55,656
We got so many new readers.
424
00:24:55,657 --> 00:24:57,626
New people coming to church.
425
00:24:57,627 --> 00:24:59,964
And then this twist:
our own editor
426
00:24:59,965 --> 00:25:01,968
actually being the one
committing the crimes.
427
00:25:01,969 --> 00:25:04,239
I mean, it's blown that
initial bump out of the water.
428
00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:06,945
Sunday mass: standing room only.
429
00:25:06,946 --> 00:25:10,752
And I know, many of them
are lookie-loos, but still.
430
00:25:10,753 --> 00:25:13,892
- God works in mysterious ways.
- I mean,
431
00:25:13,893 --> 00:25:17,533
here are people who have
come to listen and to witness.
432
00:25:17,534 --> 00:25:18,802
As far as why they've come...
433
00:25:18,803 --> 00:25:20,639
Who are you to judge?
434
00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:23,177
Think I'm more concerned
with my own role.
435
00:25:23,178 --> 00:25:26,117
What I do for these souls
in need once they're there.
436
00:25:27,654 --> 00:25:31,293
You know, I am surprised
at the quickness
437
00:25:31,294 --> 00:25:33,665
and ease of your recovery.
438
00:25:33,666 --> 00:25:35,301
It's almost
439
00:25:35,302 --> 00:25:37,707
like the fiend that shot you
440
00:25:37,708 --> 00:25:39,276
had a plan.
441
00:25:39,277 --> 00:25:42,650
A purpose, you know?
442
00:25:43,252 --> 00:25:44,854
Draw blood,
443
00:25:44,855 --> 00:25:48,863
but avoid an artery that
could lead to catastrophe.
444
00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:52,770
In hindsight,
when I think about it,
445
00:25:52,771 --> 00:25:54,807
it's kind of a theatrical act,
446
00:25:54,808 --> 00:25:57,914
your... your being shot.
447
00:26:00,687 --> 00:26:02,156
Kind of showy.
448
00:26:03,458 --> 00:26:05,562
And you know what I was
gonna ask you, Sister?
449
00:26:05,563 --> 00:26:08,902
I was gonna ask you, um,
450
00:26:08,903 --> 00:26:12,677
your editor, your priest,
our grotesquerie--
451
00:26:12,678 --> 00:26:14,947
was he into arsenal cosplay?
452
00:26:14,948 --> 00:26:17,654
I mean, I'm asking you
because...
453
00:26:18,522 --> 00:26:19,924
...y'all seemed so close.
454
00:26:19,925 --> 00:26:22,763
♪♪ Tell me, how ♪
455
00:26:22,764 --> 00:26:24,634
♪♪ Can you stop ♪
456
00:26:25,737 --> 00:26:27,940
♪♪ That old sun ♪
457
00:26:27,941 --> 00:26:30,646
♪♪ From shining? ♪
458
00:26:32,851 --> 00:26:35,155
Babe, how many drinks
have you had?
459
00:26:35,156 --> 00:26:37,559
Sit down,
hand Mama the car keys.
460
00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:38,895
You're drunk.
461
00:26:38,896 --> 00:26:41,433
You must be
if you're accusing me of--
462
00:26:41,434 --> 00:26:44,039
[coughing]
463
00:26:46,444 --> 00:26:48,281
Let me make myself clear.
464
00:26:48,282 --> 00:26:50,920
Even two drinks in,
in this moment,
465
00:26:50,921 --> 00:26:53,691
I'm still sober as a nun.
466
00:26:53,692 --> 00:26:56,932
♪♪ Ever win? ♪
467
00:26:58,001 --> 00:26:59,804
♪♪ Somebody please ♪
468
00:26:59,805 --> 00:27:01,841
♪♪ Help... ♪
469
00:27:01,842 --> 00:27:04,680
Louboutins?
Interesting choice.
470
00:27:04,681 --> 00:27:07,218
Guilty.
An impulse buy.
471
00:27:07,219 --> 00:27:10,725
- Between us, they're murder.
- Mm.
472
00:27:10,726 --> 00:27:13,965
You know the history
of the red soles?
473
00:27:13,966 --> 00:27:17,271
Prostitutes in New York City
worked the Meatpacking District,
474
00:27:17,272 --> 00:27:20,111
and it was said
you could tell a sinner
475
00:27:20,112 --> 00:27:22,884
by the blood
on the bottom of their shoes.
476
00:27:25,088 --> 00:27:28,194
So let me ask you, you said
that you were concerned
477
00:27:28,195 --> 00:27:31,969
about your role
amongst the parishioners.
478
00:27:32,838 --> 00:27:35,375
What about your perceived role?
479
00:27:35,376 --> 00:27:38,681
I think any serious person
can see that my reporting
480
00:27:38,682 --> 00:27:41,320
is what led
to this apprehension.
481
00:27:41,321 --> 00:27:43,926
No.
That was me,
482
00:27:43,927 --> 00:27:45,996
with a bullet to the chest.
483
00:27:45,997 --> 00:27:48,969
But let's test your theory.
484
00:27:48,970 --> 00:27:52,442
Let's-let's kick the ball
down the field.
485
00:27:52,443 --> 00:27:54,046
Maybe you are innocent.
486
00:27:54,047 --> 00:27:57,352
♪♪ No one, no one... ♪
487
00:27:57,353 --> 00:27:58,722
Maybe.
488
00:27:58,723 --> 00:28:00,491
I just think
489
00:28:00,492 --> 00:28:04,801
we all know a lot more
than we're willing to admit.
490
00:28:05,903 --> 00:28:09,275
I mean, is anyone
really innocent
491
00:28:09,276 --> 00:28:11,681
of anything anymore?
492
00:28:11,682 --> 00:28:14,352
2014 might be the last time
493
00:28:14,353 --> 00:28:17,492
I believe anyone
was innocent of anything.
494
00:28:17,493 --> 00:28:20,231
♪♪ And mine is... ♪
495
00:28:20,232 --> 00:28:23,805
The world wasn't on fire,
no COVID,
496
00:28:23,806 --> 00:28:26,009
the election hadn't
cracked us in half,
497
00:28:26,010 --> 00:28:28,380
the web was still a toy.
498
00:28:28,381 --> 00:28:30,586
♪♪ Tell me... ♪
499
00:28:30,587 --> 00:28:34,761
But now, we're like...
500
00:28:35,697 --> 00:28:37,900
...cavemen...
501
00:28:39,136 --> 00:28:42,108
...standing, staring
into the horizon,
502
00:28:42,109 --> 00:28:47,686
and we... we see
an erect, hairless man
503
00:28:47,687 --> 00:28:49,924
coming towards us.
504
00:28:51,829 --> 00:28:53,932
And we know...
505
00:28:55,035 --> 00:28:56,905
...it's over.
506
00:28:58,510 --> 00:29:00,312
We know, don't we?
507
00:29:01,081 --> 00:29:03,451
But what else can we do...
508
00:29:04,621 --> 00:29:06,557
...except pretend not to know?
509
00:29:06,558 --> 00:29:08,394
♪ ♪
510
00:29:10,231 --> 00:29:11,768
Lois.
511
00:29:11,769 --> 00:29:13,505
You okay?
512
00:29:15,677 --> 00:29:19,415
No, Sister, I'm not.
513
00:29:19,416 --> 00:29:21,888
You know, I thought
514
00:29:21,889 --> 00:29:23,959
it was interesting--
515
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:26,263
charming, even--
516
00:29:26,264 --> 00:29:28,601
your involvement in this case.
517
00:29:28,602 --> 00:29:31,207
I mean, you...
518
00:29:31,942 --> 00:29:34,547
...were always in the know.
519
00:29:35,550 --> 00:29:37,554
Always a step ahead.
520
00:29:38,488 --> 00:29:42,830
Getting to crime scenes first, sometimes.
521
00:29:43,866 --> 00:29:45,368
Dedicated.
522
00:29:46,506 --> 00:29:48,675
Always so...
523
00:29:48,676 --> 00:29:51,146
full of theories.
524
00:29:51,147 --> 00:29:53,585
And that murder wall of yours
525
00:29:53,586 --> 00:29:55,589
in your office--
526
00:29:55,590 --> 00:29:57,860
where you had
527
00:29:57,861 --> 00:30:01,767
photocopied real books
and-and drawings?
528
00:30:01,768 --> 00:30:04,439
I said to myself,
529
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:07,278
"This woman is like me.
530
00:30:07,279 --> 00:30:09,750
"She's a... she's a dinosaur.
531
00:30:09,751 --> 00:30:11,688
"She actually went
532
00:30:11,689 --> 00:30:13,791
to the library."
533
00:30:13,792 --> 00:30:14,960
[laughs]
534
00:30:14,961 --> 00:30:17,065
It made me like you.
535
00:30:17,066 --> 00:30:18,901
[short chuckle]
536
00:30:18,902 --> 00:30:21,106
You know, we'd found books
537
00:30:21,107 --> 00:30:23,778
with those same images
538
00:30:23,779 --> 00:30:25,348
in Father Charlie's house.
539
00:30:26,484 --> 00:30:29,723
You know, we'd always said,
from the beginning,
540
00:30:29,724 --> 00:30:32,095
that whoever did this...
541
00:30:32,864 --> 00:30:34,432
...had to have experience
542
00:30:34,433 --> 00:30:37,940
- with-with death and killing.
- [faucet running]
543
00:30:38,776 --> 00:30:40,145
But...
544
00:30:41,481 --> 00:30:44,019
...he didn't actually
have that, did he?
545
00:30:45,222 --> 00:30:46,490
Mm.
546
00:30:46,491 --> 00:30:49,797
Hmm. I mean, he could
wield a carving knife,
547
00:30:49,798 --> 00:30:52,903
but in order to pull this off,
548
00:30:52,904 --> 00:30:56,377
he would need an accomplice.
549
00:30:57,514 --> 00:30:59,183
He would need help.
550
00:31:00,719 --> 00:31:02,890
And what he needed, he got.
551
00:31:02,891 --> 00:31:05,663
A twisted sister.
552
00:31:08,101 --> 00:31:09,737
Yes, this-this-this...
553
00:31:09,738 --> 00:31:11,808
this theorizing, this-this--
554
00:31:11,809 --> 00:31:13,043
There's something
to this, let's--
555
00:31:13,044 --> 00:31:14,813
let's follow this thread, okay?
556
00:31:14,814 --> 00:31:17,418
And let's just say--
Uh, and I believe
557
00:31:17,419 --> 00:31:21,259
that a very handsome
Father Charlie
558
00:31:21,260 --> 00:31:23,966
was a true lady-killer.
559
00:31:24,768 --> 00:31:26,638
In every possible way.
560
00:31:27,574 --> 00:31:29,409
And then...
561
00:31:29,410 --> 00:31:31,046
you showed up,
562
00:31:31,047 --> 00:31:34,653
this whimsical hybrid
563
00:31:34,654 --> 00:31:36,991
of Manson girl Squeaky Fromme
564
00:31:36,992 --> 00:31:40,265
and a Disney sidekick
cartoon character.
565
00:31:42,402 --> 00:31:45,676
And, Christ on a cracker...
566
00:31:48,949 --> 00:31:51,119
...you wanted to lay down.
567
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:55,093
The sexual tension
between you two was unbearable.
568
00:31:55,094 --> 00:31:57,065
- Shut up.
- But you couldn't.
569
00:31:57,066 --> 00:31:58,868
You couldn't
570
00:31:58,869 --> 00:32:01,641
because you took a vow,
571
00:32:01,642 --> 00:32:04,046
and you're married to the Lord
or some shit.
572
00:32:04,047 --> 00:32:06,250
So, the bond...
573
00:32:07,118 --> 00:32:10,726
...the kink,
the endless planning...
574
00:32:10,727 --> 00:32:12,495
[scoffs softly]
575
00:32:12,496 --> 00:32:15,703
...the viciousness
of these murders...
576
00:32:17,106 --> 00:32:19,677
...in an effort
to get people back
577
00:32:19,678 --> 00:32:22,983
to your fading church--
asses to masses--
578
00:32:22,984 --> 00:32:27,058
was the only consummation
you could get.
579
00:32:28,563 --> 00:32:31,535
Holy shit, Sister.
580
00:32:34,139 --> 00:32:37,044
I think I just cracked the case.
581
00:32:37,045 --> 00:32:39,349
Blasphemy!
582
00:32:40,653 --> 00:32:42,690
[speaking in tongues]
583
00:32:44,727 --> 00:32:45,529
[screams]
584
00:32:45,530 --> 00:32:47,065
[both grunting]
585
00:32:47,066 --> 00:32:49,269
♪♪ Help me mend my heart ♪
586
00:32:49,270 --> 00:32:50,906
♪♪ My broken ♪
587
00:32:50,907 --> 00:32:54,380
- ♪♪ Heart ♪
- ♪♪ My broken heart ♪
588
00:32:55,348 --> 00:32:57,686
- ♪♪ Just want to,
I just want to ♪
- ♪♪ And let me live ♪
589
00:32:57,687 --> 00:33:00,257
- ♪♪ I just want to,
I just want to ♪
- ♪♪ Again ♪
590
00:33:00,258 --> 00:33:01,760
♪♪ I just want to ♪
591
00:33:01,761 --> 00:33:04,633
♪♪ Live again, baby ♪
592
00:33:04,634 --> 00:33:08,508
♪♪ How can you mend, oh, yeah ♪
593
00:33:08,509 --> 00:33:11,312
♪♪ This broken man... ♪
594
00:33:11,313 --> 00:33:13,483
- [shouts]
- [grunts]
595
00:33:13,484 --> 00:33:16,189
♪♪ Somebody tell me ♪
596
00:33:16,190 --> 00:33:18,961
♪♪ How can a loser ♪
597
00:33:18,962 --> 00:33:22,135
♪♪ Ever win? ♪
598
00:33:22,136 --> 00:33:23,604
[Megan screams]
599
00:33:23,605 --> 00:33:26,076
Fucking crazy bitch!
600
00:33:26,077 --> 00:33:27,846
♪♪ Help me mend my... ♪
601
00:33:27,847 --> 00:33:30,217
- No!
- Get off of me!
602
00:33:30,218 --> 00:33:32,087
♪♪ This old broken heart... ♪
603
00:33:32,088 --> 00:33:34,693
- [Lois grunting]
- [Megan shrieking, grunting]
604
00:33:34,694 --> 00:33:36,096
♪♪ I think I ♪
605
00:33:36,097 --> 00:33:38,033
♪♪ I believe I... ♪
606
00:33:38,034 --> 00:33:39,435
Lois!
607
00:33:39,436 --> 00:33:40,905
- Stop it!
- Fucking crazy bitch!
608
00:33:40,906 --> 00:33:43,077
Aah!
609
00:33:43,746 --> 00:33:45,481
[groans, screams]
610
00:33:45,482 --> 00:33:48,187
♪♪ You mend... ♪
611
00:33:48,188 --> 00:33:50,224
[screaming]
612
00:33:53,799 --> 00:33:55,502
[groaning]
613
00:33:55,503 --> 00:33:56,937
♪♪ How can you stop the rain... ♪
614
00:33:56,938 --> 00:33:58,240
[grunts]
615
00:33:58,241 --> 00:33:59,576
♪♪ From falling down? ♪
616
00:33:59,577 --> 00:34:00,512
[groaning]
617
00:34:00,513 --> 00:34:01,947
♪♪ I know my clothes ♪
618
00:34:01,948 --> 00:34:03,618
♪♪ Are all wet, tell me ♪
619
00:34:03,619 --> 00:34:05,856
- ♪♪ Help me ♪
- ♪♪ How can you ♪
620
00:34:05,857 --> 00:34:08,127
- ♪♪ Mend my ♪
- ♪♪ Mend my ♪
621
00:34:08,128 --> 00:34:10,030
- ♪♪ My broken heart ♪
- ♪♪ Please help me mend ♪
622
00:34:10,031 --> 00:34:13,004
♪♪ My broken heart ♪
623
00:34:13,873 --> 00:34:16,578
- ♪♪ I think I ♪
- ♪♪ And let me live... ♪
624
00:34:16,579 --> 00:34:19,750
[Megan screams]
625
00:34:19,751 --> 00:34:21,153
Come here!
626
00:34:21,154 --> 00:34:22,856
♪♪ I just want to live... ♪
627
00:34:22,857 --> 00:34:24,226
[shrieks]
628
00:34:24,227 --> 00:34:26,330
[Lois grunts, groans]
629
00:34:27,934 --> 00:34:30,371
- [Megan screaming]
- [stabbing continuing]
630
00:34:51,314 --> 00:34:54,152
[Eddie]
There is no future after this,
631
00:34:54,153 --> 00:34:56,758
no coming back.
632
00:34:59,496 --> 00:35:01,534
I don't think I deserve it
at this point.
633
00:35:01,535 --> 00:35:04,674
Oh, you don't think?
[short chuckle]
634
00:35:04,675 --> 00:35:07,244
[Marshall]
But divorce? Really?
635
00:35:07,245 --> 00:35:09,817
I thought the therapy
was going so well. I...
636
00:35:11,855 --> 00:35:14,325
Infidelity is something
that a lot of couples
637
00:35:14,326 --> 00:35:16,864
are dealing with... these days.
638
00:35:16,865 --> 00:35:20,104
It's not gonna be easy but,
you know, we'll push through.
639
00:35:20,105 --> 00:35:23,878
Oh, the cheating I can handle.
I would love a hall pass.
640
00:35:23,879 --> 00:35:28,053
My new lab assistant-- I would
suck him clean off tomorrow.
641
00:35:28,054 --> 00:35:29,891
Then...
642
00:35:31,093 --> 00:35:32,730
...what is this about?
643
00:35:37,305 --> 00:35:40,646
- I didn't grow up with a family.
- [chuckles]
644
00:35:40,647 --> 00:35:42,850
Not like yours.
645
00:35:45,589 --> 00:35:47,693
I grew up in the foster system--
646
00:35:47,694 --> 00:35:49,395
He's never gonna
get to the point.
647
00:35:49,396 --> 00:35:52,168
It's the Rolodex of excuses
that's coming right now.
648
00:35:52,169 --> 00:35:55,908
You know, his trauma,
his drinking,
649
00:35:55,909 --> 00:35:57,545
his shame.
650
00:35:57,546 --> 00:36:00,685
You know, the fact that he's
a minimum-wage earning alcoholic
651
00:36:00,686 --> 00:36:04,760
who works at Cinnabon
in the mall,
652
00:36:04,761 --> 00:36:08,735
married to a woman
who has two doctorate degrees,
653
00:36:08,736 --> 00:36:11,507
- And I'm proud.
- who's literally--
shut the fuck up--
654
00:36:11,508 --> 00:36:15,516
who's literally curing cancer.
655
00:36:17,185 --> 00:36:19,923
You've asked me
why I married him.
656
00:36:19,924 --> 00:36:21,460
You've asked me several times,
657
00:36:21,461 --> 00:36:23,196
and I'm ashamed to say
658
00:36:23,197 --> 00:36:24,733
it was because
he can fuck me good.
659
00:36:24,734 --> 00:36:27,305
- Merritt.
- [Merritt] That's
the goddamn truth.
660
00:36:27,306 --> 00:36:29,911
It's okay.
It's fair.
661
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:34,386
- I don't mean to make excuses.
- [sighs]
662
00:36:36,558 --> 00:36:38,794
You can't imagine
what it meant to me
663
00:36:38,795 --> 00:36:42,135
when I met Merritt and she
introduced me to your family.
664
00:36:42,903 --> 00:36:46,944
Everyone made me feel
so a part of everything.
665
00:36:46,945 --> 00:36:49,315
You have to know
how grateful I am for that.
666
00:36:49,316 --> 00:36:52,121
- [sighs]
- How I'm still grateful.
667
00:36:52,122 --> 00:36:53,457
To you, for being here.
668
00:36:53,458 --> 00:36:55,060
Oh, I'm not here for you at all,
669
00:36:55,061 --> 00:36:57,799
you sick, poor fuck.
670
00:36:57,800 --> 00:36:59,402
[laughs]
671
00:37:03,712 --> 00:37:05,549
Lois.
672
00:37:07,185 --> 00:37:08,788
It was something...
673
00:37:08,789 --> 00:37:11,828
like I'd never experienced
before in my life.
674
00:37:15,101 --> 00:37:16,738
- A mother.
- Dad.
675
00:37:19,076 --> 00:37:21,580
He has been fucking Mom
676
00:37:21,581 --> 00:37:24,419
for the last two years.
677
00:37:32,503 --> 00:37:35,073
I'm sorry I even brought
somebody like this home.
678
00:37:35,074 --> 00:37:36,677
[Eddie]
I just wish you would be
understanding.
679
00:37:36,678 --> 00:37:38,247
[Merritt]
You know what I wish?
680
00:37:38,248 --> 00:37:40,718
I wish you didn't
have a fucking mullet.
681
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:43,791
[fading, echoing] I wish
you got up off your ass.
682
00:37:43,792 --> 00:37:45,327
I wish you didn't
work at Cinnabon.
683
00:37:45,328 --> 00:37:47,265
- It's fucking embarrassing.
- [Eddie mutters]
684
00:37:47,266 --> 00:37:48,467
[Merritt]
With your fucking onion rings.
685
00:37:48,468 --> 00:37:50,371
Who the fuck orders onion rings?
686
00:37:50,372 --> 00:37:52,910
You're a grown fucking man.
687
00:37:52,911 --> 00:37:54,713
How?!
688
00:37:54,714 --> 00:37:56,717
["One" by Harry Nilsson playing]
689
00:37:56,718 --> 00:37:59,422
♪♪ One is the loneliest number ♪
690
00:37:59,423 --> 00:38:03,330
♪♪ That you'll ever do ♪
691
00:38:04,500 --> 00:38:06,504
♪♪ Two can be as bad ♪
692
00:38:06,505 --> 00:38:08,508
♪♪ As one,
it's the loneliest... ♪
693
00:38:08,509 --> 00:38:10,678
[Marshall]
Hey, y'all. You good?
694
00:38:10,679 --> 00:38:12,950
♪♪ Number one... ♪
695
00:38:15,255 --> 00:38:17,826
[monitor beeping steadily]
696
00:38:19,195 --> 00:38:21,934
- One, two, three, up.
- ♪♪ No is the saddest ♪
697
00:38:21,935 --> 00:38:25,174
- ♪♪ Experience you'll ever know ♪
- And...
698
00:38:25,175 --> 00:38:27,277
[indistinct conversation]
699
00:38:27,278 --> 00:38:28,615
♪♪ Yes ♪
700
00:38:28,616 --> 00:38:31,419
♪♪ It's the saddest experience ♪
701
00:38:31,420 --> 00:38:34,291
♪♪ You'll ever know ♪
702
00:38:34,292 --> 00:38:38,299
♪♪ Because one
is the loneliest number ♪
703
00:38:38,300 --> 00:38:42,075
♪♪ That you'll ever do ♪
704
00:38:42,943 --> 00:38:46,382
♪♪ One is the loneliest number ♪
705
00:38:46,383 --> 00:38:49,790
♪♪ That you'll ever know... ♪
706
00:38:50,659 --> 00:38:52,696
You okay, Mr. Tryon?
707
00:38:53,464 --> 00:38:55,267
I know.
708
00:38:55,268 --> 00:38:57,606
♪♪ It's just no good anymore... ♪
709
00:38:57,607 --> 00:39:00,111
I put the peonies out
that you brought.
710
00:39:00,112 --> 00:39:01,648
They look nice.
711
00:39:02,449 --> 00:39:04,485
♪♪ Now I spend my time ♪
712
00:39:04,486 --> 00:39:06,524
♪♪ Just making rhymes ♪
713
00:39:06,525 --> 00:39:09,664
♪♪ Of yesterday ♪
714
00:39:13,939 --> 00:39:17,612
♪♪ Because one
is the loneliest number ♪
715
00:39:17,613 --> 00:39:20,986
♪♪ That you'll ever do ♪
716
00:39:22,422 --> 00:39:25,695
♪♪ One is the loneliest number ♪
717
00:39:25,696 --> 00:39:28,601
♪♪ That you'll ever know. ♪
718
00:39:28,602 --> 00:39:30,939
[monitor beeping steadily]
719
00:39:35,181 --> 00:39:37,452
♪ ♪
720
00:39:43,398 --> 00:39:45,367
You know,
the doctor's been saying
721
00:39:45,368 --> 00:39:47,105
you're not in there anymore.
722
00:39:48,509 --> 00:39:50,611
But I always said,
"No, she's there.
723
00:39:50,612 --> 00:39:53,350
I can feel her."
[chuckles]
724
00:39:53,351 --> 00:39:54,687
It's like a live wire
725
00:39:54,688 --> 00:39:57,926
running between us, buzzing,
726
00:39:57,927 --> 00:40:00,799
and I can feel there's someone
on the other end.
727
00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:06,009
It makes me...
728
00:40:06,010 --> 00:40:07,545
do things, this wire.
729
00:40:07,546 --> 00:40:10,117
Brings me here day after day,
730
00:40:10,118 --> 00:40:12,220
makes me massage your feet,
731
00:40:12,221 --> 00:40:16,063
rub Vaseline under your armpits,
between your legs.
732
00:40:17,199 --> 00:40:19,068
Makes me...
733
00:40:19,069 --> 00:40:21,305
hold your hand.
734
00:40:21,306 --> 00:40:23,477
Makes me hope.
735
00:40:27,786 --> 00:40:29,723
But that's not right, is it?
736
00:40:29,724 --> 00:40:32,461
It's in my head, huh?
737
00:40:32,462 --> 00:40:33,864
'Cause any love
we had between us
738
00:40:33,865 --> 00:40:35,500
died the day
you wrapped your legs
739
00:40:35,501 --> 00:40:38,474
around your son-in-law.
740
00:40:39,511 --> 00:40:41,312
I hope to God
741
00:40:41,313 --> 00:40:43,450
that the doctor's wrong,
742
00:40:43,451 --> 00:40:45,621
that there's a ember
somewhere in there
743
00:40:45,622 --> 00:40:47,926
still burning.
744
00:40:47,927 --> 00:40:49,630
I hope...
745
00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,203
...it can hear me
746
00:40:53,204 --> 00:40:55,709
and feel fear.
747
00:40:56,511 --> 00:40:59,917
Because it's time to go.
748
00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:13,712
["One" by Harry Nilsson
resumes playing]
749
00:41:20,025 --> 00:41:23,329
♪♪ 'Cause one
is the loneliest number ♪
750
00:41:23,330 --> 00:41:25,968
♪♪ That you'll ever do ♪
751
00:41:25,969 --> 00:41:27,839
Marshall. Please.
752
00:41:27,840 --> 00:41:29,274
♪♪ One is the loneliest... ♪
753
00:41:29,275 --> 00:41:32,481
- How can I help you?
- [sighs]
754
00:41:32,482 --> 00:41:34,886
It's time.
I know it's time.
755
00:41:34,887 --> 00:41:37,725
♪♪ One is the loneliest... ♪
756
00:41:37,726 --> 00:41:39,194
These are very
difficult decisions.
757
00:41:39,195 --> 00:41:40,297
We're here to support you.
758
00:41:40,298 --> 00:41:41,867
We, uh, have resources
759
00:41:41,868 --> 00:41:43,437
if you want
to talk with someone.
760
00:41:43,438 --> 00:41:45,542
Do something about the body.
761
00:41:46,477 --> 00:41:48,714
Donate it to science,
take pictures of her liver
762
00:41:48,715 --> 00:41:51,385
for AA pamphlets,
whate-whatever. [laughs]
763
00:41:51,386 --> 00:41:54,459
Do whatever you want.
I... I'm not gonna take her.
764
00:41:54,460 --> 00:41:57,565
Have you spoken with the rest of
the family about their wishes?
765
00:41:57,566 --> 00:41:58,801
Can we do this tomorrow,
10:00 a.m.?
766
00:41:58,802 --> 00:42:00,304
♪♪ One... ♪
767
00:42:00,305 --> 00:42:01,807
If it's what you want.
768
00:42:01,808 --> 00:42:03,945
I am... curious, Mr. Tryon,
769
00:42:03,946 --> 00:42:06,416
how you arrived
at this decision.
770
00:42:06,417 --> 00:42:07,852
♪♪ One... ♪
771
00:42:07,853 --> 00:42:10,090
Haven't you been saying
for weeks that it's time?
772
00:42:10,091 --> 00:42:11,794
Not a decision
we want to make on the basis
773
00:42:11,795 --> 00:42:13,296
of very temporary emotions.
774
00:42:13,297 --> 00:42:15,400
I would encourage you
to sit with this choice
775
00:42:15,401 --> 00:42:17,271
before we proceed.
776
00:42:18,675 --> 00:42:21,012
Thank you, John.
It's very kind of you.
777
00:42:22,482 --> 00:42:24,754
I'm out.
778
00:42:29,429 --> 00:42:33,302
♪♪ One is
the loneliest number... ♪
779
00:42:33,303 --> 00:42:35,642
[monitor beeping steadily]
780
00:42:37,079 --> 00:42:39,282
This is it.
781
00:42:39,283 --> 00:42:41,621
Good night.
782
00:42:43,023 --> 00:42:45,528
[woman over P.A.]
Paging Dr. Mayhew.
783
00:42:45,529 --> 00:42:47,966
Dr. Mayhew...
784
00:42:56,016 --> 00:42:58,287
["Stop (When You Do What You
Do)" by Linda & The Funky Boys]
785
00:43:00,324 --> 00:43:03,163
♪♪ Hey, baby ♪
786
00:43:06,804 --> 00:43:10,511
♪♪ I remember now
the night we met ♪
787
00:43:10,512 --> 00:43:13,918
♪♪ You treated me so sweetly ♪
788
00:43:13,919 --> 00:43:16,422
♪♪ Now, don't you go away
and leave me flat... ♪
789
00:43:16,423 --> 00:43:17,992
So, wait.
790
00:43:17,993 --> 00:43:20,665
How long have we been
doing this-- six years?
791
00:43:20,666 --> 00:43:23,971
Big man on campus,
792
00:43:23,972 --> 00:43:27,812
freshman girls bouncing
in and out of your office.
793
00:43:27,813 --> 00:43:29,381
- It's not the same thing.
- Oh, so, what--
794
00:43:29,382 --> 00:43:32,154
cheating's only okay
when you do it? [chuckles]
795
00:43:32,155 --> 00:43:33,389
The difference is
796
00:43:33,390 --> 00:43:36,730
you-- they--
are not my daughter-in-law.
797
00:43:36,731 --> 00:43:38,868
Oh, so that's what
you're mad about--
798
00:43:38,869 --> 00:43:40,605
the principle of the thing?
799
00:43:40,606 --> 00:43:44,044
It's sick. He's family.
It's-it's incest.
800
00:43:44,045 --> 00:43:46,349
They're not actually related.
801
00:43:47,084 --> 00:43:48,920
You men are something else.
802
00:43:48,921 --> 00:43:51,292
Would you turn that thing off
while I'm here?
803
00:43:51,293 --> 00:43:53,598
I have over 600 people
watching this.
804
00:43:53,599 --> 00:43:55,968
My mic is off.
Relax.
805
00:43:55,969 --> 00:43:59,274
I don't go full
Hustler magazine, babe.
806
00:43:59,275 --> 00:44:01,178
Since the club closed,
this is my office.
807
00:44:01,179 --> 00:44:03,951
You're the one who barged in
without calling.
808
00:44:03,952 --> 00:44:06,857
Technically, it is my apartment,
809
00:44:06,858 --> 00:44:08,794
in that I-I am paying for it.
810
00:44:08,795 --> 00:44:11,867
Let's set aside the hypocrisy
811
00:44:11,868 --> 00:44:14,372
of you being mad about cheating.
812
00:44:15,341 --> 00:44:18,247
Lois deserves to die?
813
00:44:20,351 --> 00:44:23,156
And what about
your offenses, hmm?
814
00:44:23,157 --> 00:44:26,263
Remember when you
took me up to Agate Creek...
815
00:44:27,032 --> 00:44:28,634
...for Valentine's Day?
816
00:44:28,635 --> 00:44:31,205
No explanation to her.
817
00:44:31,206 --> 00:44:33,343
Who knows what
she might have had planned?
818
00:44:33,344 --> 00:44:36,015
Just up and disappeared
for two days.
819
00:44:36,016 --> 00:44:37,718
She didn't notice I was gone.
820
00:44:37,719 --> 00:44:39,722
All that talk about calling her
821
00:44:39,723 --> 00:44:41,527
and breaking it off
822
00:44:41,528 --> 00:44:43,664
and never going home again.
823
00:44:43,665 --> 00:44:45,868
Lie after lie.
824
00:44:45,869 --> 00:44:47,839
You know people in comas
are affected
825
00:44:47,840 --> 00:44:49,241
by stuff around them?
826
00:44:49,242 --> 00:44:51,446
You probably
really messed her up,
827
00:44:51,447 --> 00:44:54,051
going in there
with all that shit just now.
828
00:44:54,052 --> 00:44:55,622
♪♪ Gotta have your sweetness. ♪
829
00:44:55,623 --> 00:44:56,957
- [music stops]
- Wh...
830
00:44:56,958 --> 00:44:59,494
- Where you going?
- I can't be around you.
831
00:44:59,495 --> 00:45:00,831
Well, what am I supposed to do?
832
00:45:00,832 --> 00:45:03,570
I don't know.
833
00:45:03,571 --> 00:45:05,875
It's your apartment.
834
00:45:07,580 --> 00:45:08,747
[door closes]
835
00:45:08,748 --> 00:45:11,019
[indistinct radio chatter]
836
00:45:33,330 --> 00:45:34,599
[knocks]
837
00:45:34,600 --> 00:45:36,738
Chief.
Can I sit?
838
00:45:37,573 --> 00:45:39,910
Did you know that for every
domestic abuse case we resolve,
839
00:45:39,911 --> 00:45:42,147
another gets escalated
to murder?
840
00:45:42,148 --> 00:45:44,051
One and one.
841
00:45:44,052 --> 00:45:46,055
- Then I'll be quick. Two things.
- Yeah.
842
00:45:46,056 --> 00:45:49,161
First thing, the family--
Andrea's-- they're suing.
843
00:45:49,162 --> 00:45:50,865
Us.
844
00:45:50,866 --> 00:45:52,400
On what grounds?
845
00:45:52,401 --> 00:45:56,008
Andrea called six times
reporting domestic abuse.
846
00:45:56,009 --> 00:45:57,746
Lois was the lead.
They are alleging
847
00:45:57,747 --> 00:46:00,183
that she was too hands-off,
that she could have done more
848
00:46:00,184 --> 00:46:02,789
to extricate Andrea
from the situation,
849
00:46:02,790 --> 00:46:04,191
lock up the boyfriend.
850
00:46:04,192 --> 00:46:06,564
If she had,
Andrea would still be alive.
851
00:46:07,365 --> 00:46:09,135
The department wants to settle.
852
00:46:09,136 --> 00:46:11,773
No. Lois did what
she was legally able to do.
853
00:46:11,774 --> 00:46:13,777
She gave her
information and resources.
854
00:46:13,778 --> 00:46:15,147
Andrea never pressed charges.
855
00:46:15,148 --> 00:46:16,750
She never filed
a restraining order.
856
00:46:16,751 --> 00:46:18,386
I know.
Doesn't hold water.
857
00:46:18,387 --> 00:46:20,692
If Lois were here, she wouldn't
roll over and take this.
858
00:46:20,693 --> 00:46:23,564
Well, then it's good
you're the chief and she's not.
859
00:46:24,666 --> 00:46:26,303
And that's the second thing.
860
00:46:27,238 --> 00:46:29,576
I spoke to an administrator
at the hospital.
861
00:46:31,547 --> 00:46:33,216
It's time.
862
00:46:34,086 --> 00:46:35,687
Marshall realized.
863
00:46:35,688 --> 00:46:37,993
♪ ♪
864
00:46:40,532 --> 00:46:41,800
I want to be there.
865
00:46:41,801 --> 00:46:43,402
Yeah.
866
00:46:43,403 --> 00:46:45,041
[door opens, closes]
867
00:46:45,809 --> 00:46:47,778
[man]
Most people-- doctors included--
868
00:46:47,779 --> 00:46:50,149
think that the worst thing
that can happen in a hospital
869
00:46:50,150 --> 00:46:52,187
is the death of a patient.
870
00:46:52,188 --> 00:46:54,626
They see death itself as...
871
00:46:54,627 --> 00:46:56,964
unethical.
Excuse me.
872
00:46:58,868 --> 00:47:00,169
But I disagree.
I think that
873
00:47:00,170 --> 00:47:02,241
when a patient
is truly suffering--
874
00:47:02,242 --> 00:47:04,879
and here we have freedom
from pain--
875
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:08,153
to withhold that treatment
is unethical.
876
00:47:09,657 --> 00:47:12,427
Sorry, Mommy.
877
00:47:12,428 --> 00:47:14,465
I've...
878
00:47:14,466 --> 00:47:17,806
done everything to...
879
00:47:17,807 --> 00:47:19,710
be who you wanted me to be.
880
00:47:19,711 --> 00:47:21,445
You know?
881
00:47:21,446 --> 00:47:25,087
Every therapist has told me
to let it go. [laughs]
882
00:47:25,789 --> 00:47:28,326
To...
883
00:47:28,327 --> 00:47:30,264
This, um,
884
00:47:30,265 --> 00:47:33,737
striving to meet
your expectations.
885
00:47:33,738 --> 00:47:35,708
But I don't care.
886
00:47:35,709 --> 00:47:39,449
Everything that I ever do
will be for your love.
887
00:47:40,986 --> 00:47:42,822
My research, all of it.
888
00:47:42,823 --> 00:47:45,360
♪ ♪
889
00:47:45,361 --> 00:47:47,732
What the hell's going on here?
Why-why is she getting a bath?
890
00:47:47,733 --> 00:47:49,836
She ain't going on a fucking
date. Where-where this going?
891
00:47:49,837 --> 00:47:52,307
- Sir, it's what we do here.
- Look-- No, out, out, out!
892
00:47:52,308 --> 00:47:54,078
No. No.
This is private.
893
00:47:54,079 --> 00:47:56,281
- Just want to pay my respects.
- You didn't respect Lois.
894
00:47:56,282 --> 00:47:58,285
You were after her fucking job.
895
00:47:58,286 --> 00:48:00,490
And your reports--
over and over for years--
896
00:48:00,491 --> 00:48:02,729
any minuscule infraction.
897
00:48:02,730 --> 00:48:04,164
She loathed you.
898
00:48:04,165 --> 00:48:06,102
She may have had her issues
with me, Marshall,
899
00:48:06,103 --> 00:48:08,105
but that doesn't mean
I didn't admire her.
900
00:48:08,106 --> 00:48:11,847
Please. I just want
to say goodbye. And thank you.
901
00:48:11,848 --> 00:48:13,483
[door opens]
902
00:48:15,454 --> 00:48:17,959
N-- Somebody get this man--
You-- N-- No, no, out.
903
00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:20,497
Someone stop this man.
What-- No.
904
00:48:20,498 --> 00:48:21,633
Get the fuck out of here!
905
00:48:21,634 --> 00:48:23,603
- What are you doing here?
- I know, Marshall.
906
00:48:23,604 --> 00:48:26,075
- Get the fuck out of here!
- I have to see her.
907
00:48:26,076 --> 00:48:28,514
- No!
- I'm not going until I see Lois.
908
00:48:28,515 --> 00:48:30,283
You ain't seeing her.
Get the fuck out of here!
909
00:48:30,284 --> 00:48:32,387
- Dad.
- Security!
- [Eddie] Please.
910
00:48:32,388 --> 00:48:34,425
Security!
911
00:48:34,426 --> 00:48:35,561
Stupid fuck.
912
00:48:35,562 --> 00:48:37,867
- Let's go. Let's do it.
- Daddy.
913
00:48:38,635 --> 00:48:40,571
You're really not gonna
let them say goodbye?
914
00:48:40,572 --> 00:48:42,241
No.
915
00:48:42,242 --> 00:48:45,413
Okay. I know what
you're feeling, okay?
916
00:48:45,414 --> 00:48:47,718
- Mm.
- I'm feeling it, too.
917
00:48:47,719 --> 00:48:49,154
Mm-hmm.
918
00:48:49,155 --> 00:48:52,695
Just let them come in,
say goodbye and go.
919
00:48:52,696 --> 00:48:54,431
Okay?
920
00:48:54,432 --> 00:48:56,002
Look, I'm hurting
921
00:48:56,003 --> 00:48:58,874
and I'm angry as hell, okay?
922
00:48:58,875 --> 00:49:00,912
[Marshall]
Mm-hmm.
923
00:49:00,913 --> 00:49:03,182
But it's not just about us.
924
00:49:03,183 --> 00:49:05,020
- Who the hell is it about then?
- Okay?
925
00:49:05,021 --> 00:49:06,890
Her. Mommy.
926
00:49:06,891 --> 00:49:08,292
No, it's not.
927
00:49:08,293 --> 00:49:09,896
This is it.
It's time.
928
00:49:09,897 --> 00:49:11,967
- [Merritt] This is not
happening right now.
- No, no.
929
00:49:11,968 --> 00:49:13,904
- We're not gonna
do this right now.
- No, no, don't listen to her.
930
00:49:13,905 --> 00:49:16,008
I have power of attorney.
Keep going.
931
00:49:16,009 --> 00:49:18,279
Do not touch her, okay?
932
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:21,085
Unless you want to be litigated
for negligent homicide.
933
00:49:21,086 --> 00:49:23,557
You hear me?
Do you understand that?
934
00:49:23,558 --> 00:49:27,131
Back... the fuck up.
935
00:49:29,803 --> 00:49:31,272
Thank you.
936
00:49:31,273 --> 00:49:33,710
Let them in.
Now.
937
00:49:33,711 --> 00:49:37,050
I said no.
I say. I decide.
938
00:49:37,051 --> 00:49:39,421
Pull the fucking plug.
Pull it now.
939
00:49:39,422 --> 00:49:41,292
Let her die the way she lived--
940
00:49:41,293 --> 00:49:43,496
with everyone and everything
around her in fucking turmoil
941
00:49:43,497 --> 00:49:46,168
- and fucking chaos
and dysfunction!
- Are you serious?
942
00:49:46,169 --> 00:49:48,172
- Fuck!
- Ho-- Wait. Ho--
Wait a minute.
943
00:49:48,173 --> 00:49:50,378
Now, you wait a minute.
944
00:49:51,180 --> 00:49:54,051
If-if this is what
you want to do...
945
00:49:56,122 --> 00:49:57,925
...you lose her today...
946
00:49:57,926 --> 00:49:59,160
and me.
947
00:49:59,161 --> 00:50:02,267
And... me.
948
00:50:02,268 --> 00:50:04,304
I'm-a go play her favorite song,
949
00:50:04,305 --> 00:50:07,244
because that's what
I want to do, all right?
950
00:50:07,245 --> 00:50:09,716
I'm gonna go play her song.
951
00:50:17,465 --> 00:50:19,703
- ["Stars" by Nina Simone plays]
- [Merritt cries softly]
952
00:50:21,473 --> 00:50:23,443
♪♪ Stars, they come and go ♪
953
00:50:23,444 --> 00:50:26,115
♪♪ They come fast,
they come slow ♪
954
00:50:26,116 --> 00:50:28,787
♪♪ They go like
the last light of the sun ♪
955
00:50:28,788 --> 00:50:31,259
♪♪ All in a blaze ♪
956
00:50:31,260 --> 00:50:34,131
♪♪ And all you see is glory... ♪
957
00:50:34,132 --> 00:50:35,734
[Charlie]
You know, I...
958
00:50:35,735 --> 00:50:38,439
I see death merely
959
00:50:38,440 --> 00:50:40,578
as a tool.
960
00:50:41,814 --> 00:50:43,818
It's freedom from pain.
961
00:50:45,522 --> 00:50:48,426
It's the sweet emancipation...
962
00:50:49,564 --> 00:50:50,831
...of the soul.
963
00:50:50,832 --> 00:50:54,338
♪♪ People lust for fame ♪
964
00:50:54,339 --> 00:50:57,612
♪♪ Like athletes in a game ♪
965
00:50:59,550 --> 00:51:01,452
♪♪ They break
their collarbones... ♪
966
00:51:01,453 --> 00:51:04,692
You know, I see death
merely as a tool.
967
00:51:04,693 --> 00:51:07,598
- [Lois groans]
- Freedom from pain.
968
00:51:07,599 --> 00:51:10,704
- Sweet emancipation of the soul.
- [Lois yelling]
969
00:51:10,705 --> 00:51:13,944
[Lois grunts, whimpers]
970
00:51:13,945 --> 00:51:15,748
[Megan laughs]
971
00:51:17,017 --> 00:51:20,558
- [yelling]
- [clattering]
972
00:51:20,559 --> 00:51:23,296
[both grunting]
973
00:51:23,297 --> 00:51:25,299
♪♪ They live their lives ♪
974
00:51:25,300 --> 00:51:27,739
♪♪ In sad cafés
and music halls... ♪
975
00:51:27,740 --> 00:51:31,445
- [Megan grunting]
- Fucking crazy bitch!
976
00:51:31,446 --> 00:51:34,519
- [Lois grunting]
- [clattering]
977
00:51:34,520 --> 00:51:37,224
[Megan grunting]
978
00:51:39,095 --> 00:51:41,198
- [grunts]
- [groans]
979
00:51:41,199 --> 00:51:43,102
[grunting]
980
00:51:43,103 --> 00:51:46,209
[yelling]
981
00:51:47,579 --> 00:51:49,381
♪♪ Before the world ♪
982
00:51:49,382 --> 00:51:52,321
♪♪ Has done its dirty job ♪
983
00:51:52,322 --> 00:51:56,229
♪♪ And later on
someone will say... ♪
984
00:51:57,966 --> 00:51:59,467
[guttural grunting]
985
00:51:59,468 --> 00:52:02,842
♪♪ "Now you must make way"... ♪
986
00:52:06,183 --> 00:52:08,453
[Megan whimpers, pants]
987
00:52:10,993 --> 00:52:12,662
[Megan whimpers]
988
00:52:18,006 --> 00:52:20,511
[panting]
989
00:52:23,618 --> 00:52:26,824
♪♪ You never saw the eyes ♪
990
00:52:28,127 --> 00:52:31,165
♪♪ Of young men at 25 ♪
991
00:52:33,170 --> 00:52:35,273
♪♪ Who followed as you walked ♪
992
00:52:35,274 --> 00:52:38,179
♪♪ And asked for autographs ♪
993
00:52:39,884 --> 00:52:41,920
- ♪♪ Or kissed you ♪
- [grunts]
994
00:52:41,921 --> 00:52:43,790
♪♪ On the cheek ♪
995
00:52:43,791 --> 00:52:45,561
♪♪ And you never really could ♪
996
00:52:45,562 --> 00:52:47,932
♪♪ Believe they really
loved you... ♪
997
00:52:47,933 --> 00:52:50,203
[Merritt] I love you.
998
00:52:51,707 --> 00:52:52,808
[panting]
999
00:52:52,809 --> 00:52:54,010
♪♪ Some make it ♪
1000
00:52:54,011 --> 00:52:55,013
♪♪ When they're old... ♪
1001
00:52:55,014 --> 00:52:57,752
I forgive you, Mommy.
1002
00:52:59,122 --> 00:53:01,291
♪♪ Perhaps they have a soul ♪
1003
00:53:01,292 --> 00:53:04,063
- Just go, Mom.
- ♪♪ They aren't afraid
to bare... ♪
1004
00:53:04,064 --> 00:53:06,235
It's okay.
1005
00:53:09,677 --> 00:53:13,383
♪♪ Or perhaps
there's nothing there ♪
1006
00:53:15,387 --> 00:53:17,190
♪♪ But anyway, that isn't ♪
1007
00:53:17,191 --> 00:53:19,628
♪♪ What I meant to say ♪
1008
00:53:19,629 --> 00:53:22,602
♪♪ I meant to tell a story... ♪
1009
00:53:22,603 --> 00:53:25,372
- [Merritt] Mommy.
- [groans]
- [grunts]
1010
00:53:25,373 --> 00:53:28,379
♪♪ From day to day ♪
1011
00:53:28,380 --> 00:53:31,720
♪♪ Stars, they come and go ♪
1012
00:53:31,721 --> 00:53:35,661
- [groaning]
- ♪♪ They come fast,
they come slow ♪
1013
00:53:35,662 --> 00:53:38,633
♪♪ They go like
the last light of the sun ♪
1014
00:53:38,634 --> 00:53:40,671
♪♪ All in a blaze ♪
1015
00:53:41,707 --> 00:53:43,677
♪♪ And you always ♪
1016
00:53:43,678 --> 00:53:46,616
- ♪♪ All you see is glory... ♪
- Wh--
1017
00:53:46,617 --> 00:53:47,985
- What's happening?
- I don't know. I'm-I'm--
1018
00:53:47,986 --> 00:53:49,488
I'm trying to get it
figured out right now.
1019
00:53:49,489 --> 00:53:51,158
[Merritt]
What the hell is going on?
1020
00:53:51,159 --> 00:53:52,360
[Charlie] I think that
she might be experiencing
1021
00:53:52,361 --> 00:53:53,831
a little bit of drift right now.
1022
00:53:55,802 --> 00:53:58,272
♪♪ I come up singing ♪
1023
00:53:58,273 --> 00:54:01,279
♪♪ For you ♪
1024
00:54:02,214 --> 00:54:05,186
♪♪ Even though I'm ♪
1025
00:54:05,187 --> 00:54:07,357
♪♪ Down. ♪
1026
00:54:07,358 --> 00:54:09,395
- Is she breathing?
Is she breathing right now?
- Her heart rate is taking longer
1027
00:54:09,396 --> 00:54:10,764
- to slow down than it should.
- [Marshall] What
do you need to do?
1028
00:54:10,765 --> 00:54:12,134
[Merritt]
Is she breathing?
1029
00:54:12,135 --> 00:54:13,571
Is she breathing?
1030
00:54:14,906 --> 00:54:16,443
[groans, pants]
1031
00:54:17,111 --> 00:54:18,981
[Megan]
No. No, no.
1032
00:54:19,717 --> 00:54:20,785
No, no.
1033
00:54:20,786 --> 00:54:22,354
No, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
1034
00:54:22,355 --> 00:54:25,695
Learn how to walk in heels,
you fucking cunt.
1035
00:54:26,429 --> 00:54:28,601
Babe.
1036
00:54:29,135 --> 00:54:30,202
[gasps]
1037
00:54:30,203 --> 00:54:32,006
[monitor beeping steadily]
1038
00:54:32,007 --> 00:54:35,280
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