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<i>I remember when I was a little girl,</i>

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<i>our house caught on fire.</i>

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<i>I'll never forget the look
on my father's face</i>

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<i>as he gathered me up in his arms</i>

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<i>and raced through the burning building
out on the pavement.</i>

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<i>And I stood there shivering
in my pajamas and...</i>

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We should not be doing this.

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<i>...whole world go up in flames.</i>

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<i>And when it was all over...</i>

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I wanna go to Dairy Queen.

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Maisie, I know what I'm doing.

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Pull over. It's right up here.

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<i>♪ Is that all there is? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Is that all there is? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ If that's all there is, my friends ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Then let's keep dancing ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Let's break out the booze
And have a ball ♪</i>

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<i>♪ If that's all ♪</i>

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<i>♪ There is ♪</i>

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We just gonna sit here and say nothing?

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Marshall.

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Maisie is sitting out there, Lois.

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She gets paid to sit there and judge.

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Look,

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it's been a long, long run
between us, Marshall.

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A long run.

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I realized a long time ago
what was happening between you two.

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I wasn't heartbroken.

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I mean, I lost the capacity for that,

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which made me understand

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why you went in search
of something else, Marshall.

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- We don't have to do this, Lois.
- I didn't blame you.

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I mean, I didn't hide
how far I felt from you.

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Why wouldn't you wanna be
with someone who actually liked you,

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which I could no longer do.

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After you couldn't hide
how disappointed and disgusted you were

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with our daughter's weight gain
in college.

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It wasn't disappointment or disgust,
that was you.

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I was helpless.

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Hundred pounds in one year.
It's biblical. It was a curse.

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Exactly.

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And that's when you love people more.

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And your reaction to that
made me think I could no longer love you.

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So sleeping with her husband
was your way of showing love?

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Do... Do you...

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- Do you hear yourself, Lois?
- Look.

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There are very few things
people are not capable of.

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You taught philosophy.

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And for the record,
I will never not be sorry about that.

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I like you, Redd.

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I always have.

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She was your nurse in my dream.

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But, Marshall, I heard you.

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When you whispered in my ear
in the hospital and wished me dead.

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Just fucking die.

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And not in a merciful way, so...

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I was pushed to that.

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Well, we all know
how love could turn to hate, don't we?

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I don't wanna live like that.

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In a constant state
of catastrophe and in an endless rage,

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so with regards to you and I
in the future,

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I want us to just be at peace, okay?

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Here are divorce papers.

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You can have whatever you want.

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The Danish china,
the silverware, all of it.

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Anything. Take it.

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And whatever peace you can muster up.

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And I will do the same, just...

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elsewhere.

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Where?

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Well, when I was a kid,

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I went to Florida with my folks,
a little town called Tarpon Springs.

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We fished,

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ate seafood, stayed in a motel.

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It beckons.

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Does it?

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I'm just supposed to be grateful now?

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That... That's what's expected of me?

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I will always remember
that I loved you once, Marshall,

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then we had a complicated daughter,

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and I got hard.

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Big deal.

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That...

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That's the sum of your collected wisdom
about who you are?

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Let's set the record straight.

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"Hard" implies that you are still
a recognizable human,

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but you are impossible to categorize.

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A Chimera, a fucking beast made of fury.

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And good luck letting that go
because it's ingrained in you, Lois.

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It is you, Lois.

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- Marshall, let's not do this.
- No, no.

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- She's trying--
- No!

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I did want you to die. You bet.

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It would've been a fucking mercy
to both of us.

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The cunt and the asshole keel over.

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Both of us need to be dead.

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The world would be prettier.

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That's our show, folks.

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I have to tell you, Miss Lois,

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I think the Virgin Mary would forgive me,
but this cone is heaven.

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It-It's heaven.
We should come to Dairy Queen every day.

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- Should we do this?
- Hmm.

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Time to go see the kid.

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Don't know
why you won't let sleeping dogs lie.

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If you don't, you'll get up with fleas.

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That's actually
two sayings conflated into one.

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I don't know why you are just a cop
with that fancy education.

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You could've been a dentist.

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What?

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It's good to see you.

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So... So, what is this?

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Are you here to beg for more forgiveness,
to apologize more? I mean--

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Nah. I know I was a bad mother.

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An unforgivable one, eventually.

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Eventually?

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But you... Look, girl, you sucked.

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And I was there for you.
Through all of it.

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The two nervous breakdowns,
the-the time you joined a goddamn cult.

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Okay, I did not join a cult.

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- That was a group of like-minded--
- A cult.

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All the bad boyfriends.

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I was there for all of it, Merritt.
And I tried, and I tried.

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So what? All of this justifies
you sleeping with the man that I married?

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Of course not, Merritt,

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but you were a bitch for two decades.

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And I had had enough.

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Okay, so...

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What, did you wanna make it impossible
for me to ever touch him again?

129
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You marked him like a dog.

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He got me, Merritt, my ways.

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- Ugh.
- He and I

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had more in common than the two of you,
if we gonna be real about it.

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Oh, my God. Did you love him?

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Did you?

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Or was he just a provocation?

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Can a crazy person actually love?

137
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'Cause you were crazy, and so was I.

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Merritt, the things we do
to each other, us humans.

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If you knew how bad it could get,

140
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maybe you would've been
less of a shit all those years.

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So that's why you stole him from me,
to show me?

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Look,

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I am leaving, okay?

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I'm moving away to somewhere warm.

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Bye.

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One last thing.

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That slap of yours
the last time I saw you,

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that really hurt.

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Good.

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Now...

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if you ever decide
to have a real relationship with me,

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come find me.

153
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'Cause after all I've been through,
baby girl, that is the only kind I want.

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<i>...thanks for joining us.</i>

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<i>We have a breaking news update
on the devastation...</i>

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<i>...left in the wake of the hurricane,</i>

157
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<i>which just made landfall overnight</i>

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<i>...as a powerful Category 4 storm.</i>

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<i>Now, entire communities are facing
catastrophic damage.</i>

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<i>Winds exceeding 140 mph
have flattened homes,</i>

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<i>uprooted trees
and left widespread power outages.</i>

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<i>Emergency services are overwhelmed...</i>

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Duval here.

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Can you repeat that, please?

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Text me the address.

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<i>Major highways are impassable
due to debris</i>

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<i>and it could take days, or even weeks,
to restore electricity.</i>

168
00:11:08,583 --> 00:11:10,336
<i>And clean water...</i>

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Does some of it make sense to you now?

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Your dreams and hallucinations
are like jigsaw puzzles.

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Impressionistic but made up of reflections
from your own experiences.

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But not all of it.

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In my experience,
we are watching the world burning,

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living through the end of the world.

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<i>The fire came up out of nowhere.</i>

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<i>Nothing comes up
out of nowhere, Lois, dear.</i>

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Well, is there any way around it, Daddy?

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<i>My father taught me how to camp,
and I forgot most of it,</i>

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but I think
that he was the gas station attendant

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<i>that gave us the fire tents.</i>

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Gotta be prepared for the worst.

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A moral force,

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<i>teaching lessons.</i>

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I miss him, you know.

185
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He's the reason I am who I am today.

186
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He was also a sheriff
in the high desert, so...

187
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So you think you summoned him
to save you with the fire tent?

188
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I wanna get back to the dreams of murder.

189
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Actually, I would like to call in
a colleague of mine. He has a PhD.

190
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He is brilliant in the nascent study
of dreams and coma landscapes.

191
00:13:06,493 --> 00:13:08,619
We are just
at the beginning of understanding

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what the brain, what neurons
in trauma can do, catalog.

193
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He's been working with me
on your exceptional case.

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He is, in a word, if I may say,

195
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brilliant.

196
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May I call him in?

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May I smoke?

198
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Of course, if you need that.

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I do.

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00:13:38,108 --> 00:13:40,567
Go ahead. Bring him in. What's his name?

201
00:13:40,568 --> 00:13:42,613
Dr. Milton Smythe, PhD.

202
00:14:01,882 --> 00:14:03,717
Hello, Lois.

203
00:14:05,344 --> 00:14:07,805
It's nice to finally meet you.

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00:14:09,932 --> 00:14:12,059
Your mind is extraordinary to me.

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00:14:14,353 --> 00:14:16,144
The murders from your dreams

206
00:14:16,145 --> 00:14:19,358
that bear no resemblance
to any case you ever had.

207
00:14:20,025 --> 00:14:22,152
What is that, do you think?

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00:14:24,530 --> 00:14:25,614
The milk plant.

209
00:14:27,032 --> 00:14:30,786
Women tied to milking machines.

210
00:14:31,662 --> 00:14:32,663
That was...

211
00:14:33,497 --> 00:14:37,501
In my mind, in my... my... my subconscious,

212
00:14:38,168 --> 00:14:42,631
women losing agency,
control over their own bodies,

213
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being forced to reproduce.

214
00:14:46,677 --> 00:14:49,263
I never had a case like that, but...

215
00:14:51,181 --> 00:14:57,978
it was distressing to me
the way this world has turned on women.

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00:14:57,979 --> 00:15:00,480
You know that's how I got the COVID
that put me in a coma.

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00:15:00,481 --> 00:15:05,193
Maisie and I went
to a women's rights rally at city hall.

218
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Based on my research,
an issue you would die for.

219
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And almost did.

220
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And then there was the drug den.

221
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<i>Yes.</i>

222
00:15:20,586 --> 00:15:24,965
<i>You never had such a case,
but you described every detail.</i>

223
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An unrecognizable codex of words,
a language on the walls.

224
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And the Burnside family.

225
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I don't wanna talk about it,
'cause that I do not want to conjure up.

226
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We have to, Lois.

227
00:15:49,656 --> 00:15:53,035
You've dealt with so many horrors
in your career.

228
00:15:53,827 --> 00:15:56,747
This is the culmination of all of them.

229
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We have to discover what it means,
what it felt like when you drove up...

230
00:16:02,711 --> 00:16:04,088
what you saw,

231
00:16:05,464 --> 00:16:07,049
what was revealed.

232
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I got a call around dawn.

233
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I was at home.

234
00:16:27,736 --> 00:16:29,736
<i>You described pulling up</i>

235
00:16:29,737 --> 00:16:33,325
<i>and seeing
your horrified police colleagues.</i>

236
00:16:36,328 --> 00:16:37,579
Stay with it.

237
00:16:44,712 --> 00:16:45,713
<i>Describe it.</i>

238
00:16:49,174 --> 00:16:53,468
<i>You described viscera, blood,
intestines and body parts</i>

239
00:16:53,469 --> 00:16:55,222
<i>on the walls of the living room...</i>

240
00:16:57,266 --> 00:16:59,018
<i>some sick art project.</i>

241
00:17:00,894 --> 00:17:02,980
<i>And you walked into the kitchen.</i>

242
00:17:10,904 --> 00:17:13,532
From what place does this get conjured up?

243
00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:24,043
I don't know.

244
00:17:27,171 --> 00:17:30,630
I don't know how this is... I don't...

245
00:17:30,631 --> 00:17:33,594
This is in me, but... but from where?

246
00:17:34,511 --> 00:17:37,431
I want you to be free
from the grip of your trauma.

247
00:17:38,348 --> 00:17:43,435
And while some nightmares are better
left alone, some we have to confront.

248
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The ones we don't forget,
what I call "failed dreams,"

249
00:17:47,899 --> 00:17:49,985
because we should not remember them.

250
00:17:51,361 --> 00:17:53,489
You saw the future.

251
00:17:55,491 --> 00:17:57,034
You envisioned it.

252
00:17:59,870 --> 00:18:03,580
Dr. Smythe, if I may.
I have an observation.

253
00:18:03,581 --> 00:18:04,833
Of course.

254
00:18:05,501 --> 00:18:07,209
Sharing is caring.

255
00:18:07,210 --> 00:18:13,298
I went to a lecture on empathy
in New York a bit ago.

256
00:18:13,299 --> 00:18:14,841
Well, I think this proves

257
00:18:14,842 --> 00:18:18,053
that there is less empathy now
than there was previously.

258
00:18:18,054 --> 00:18:20,015
At least in student populations.

259
00:18:20,724 --> 00:18:23,268
So, what are we to make of this?

260
00:18:23,852 --> 00:18:27,898
Is empathy seeping out of human nature?

261
00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:31,276
Why are we hardening?

262
00:18:32,361 --> 00:18:35,487
Is the ubiquitous media
humming in the background

263
00:18:35,488 --> 00:18:41,286
numbing us to the signs and clues
of life in the people all around us?

264
00:18:42,037 --> 00:18:45,205
Maybe it's the isolation of our moment.

265
00:18:45,206 --> 00:18:47,374
Less human interaction,

266
00:18:47,375 --> 00:18:52,172
more technology supplanting communion.

267
00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:54,172
But regardless of what it is,

268
00:18:54,173 --> 00:18:59,763
brain imaging is showing
our mirror neurons changing, markedly.

269
00:19:00,556 --> 00:19:02,848
And this can only mean

270
00:19:02,849 --> 00:19:08,313
that the human species is also changing.

271
00:19:16,655 --> 00:19:20,075
<i>He called it
a de-evolution of the species.</i>

272
00:19:20,576 --> 00:19:23,912
<i>And I think you're prefiguring this, Lois.</i>

273
00:19:29,334 --> 00:19:30,836
Like Moses.

274
00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:33,589
A prophet, as it were.

275
00:19:37,426 --> 00:19:41,970
That is an interesting choice of words
for a psychiatrist.

276
00:19:41,971 --> 00:19:43,098
A prophet?

277
00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:44,850
Maybe.

278
00:19:46,935 --> 00:19:48,729
Let's leave it. Let's let it be.

279
00:19:50,063 --> 00:19:52,856
So, what's next for you?

280
00:19:52,857 --> 00:19:55,944
Now that you're healthy and retired.

281
00:19:57,196 --> 00:19:58,822
Healthy... Hmm.

282
00:19:59,573 --> 00:20:04,536
I really wanna
get back to myself, you know?

283
00:20:05,329 --> 00:20:08,540
I built... built up such a wall,

284
00:20:09,583 --> 00:20:11,418
and I don't let anyone in.

285
00:20:12,211 --> 00:20:13,212
And I hate it.

286
00:20:14,504 --> 00:20:19,718
I wanna get back to loving life
and loving people.

287
00:20:20,802 --> 00:20:24,181
Maybe the best way for me to do that

288
00:20:24,806 --> 00:20:26,433
is to move out of town.

289
00:20:29,728 --> 00:20:32,229
Stay in touch, Lois. Please?

290
00:20:32,230 --> 00:20:33,815
- Will do.
- Lois.

291
00:20:34,483 --> 00:20:36,902
If I may make an observation.

292
00:20:38,987 --> 00:20:39,988
Yes.

293
00:20:41,156 --> 00:20:43,200
Your soul touches me.

294
00:20:45,535 --> 00:20:47,496
And your soul touches me.

295
00:20:48,372 --> 00:20:49,373
Thank you.

296
00:21:04,346 --> 00:21:05,597
Maisie.

297
00:21:10,519 --> 00:21:11,853
Oh, boy.

298
00:21:12,646 --> 00:21:14,106
I'm gonna go to the shop...

299
00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:17,774
for some of those nice shortbread cookies
from Scotland you like.

300
00:21:17,775 --> 00:21:19,528
Goody, goody gumdrops.

301
00:21:24,992 --> 00:21:26,201
Redd.

302
00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:37,587
I can't tell what season it is
from what grows anymore, can you?

303
00:21:38,630 --> 00:21:41,383
I mean, it's fall in the desert.

304
00:21:42,968 --> 00:21:45,470
What is going on in the world?

305
00:21:46,221 --> 00:21:47,514
In this town?

306
00:21:55,439 --> 00:21:58,106
You know the old Groucho joke?

307
00:21:58,107 --> 00:22:01,361
About not wanting to belong
to any club that would have you?

308
00:22:02,696 --> 00:22:03,697
Yeah.

309
00:22:05,032 --> 00:22:06,033
That's me.

310
00:22:08,410 --> 00:22:10,245
I don't want Marshall, Lois.

311
00:22:11,455 --> 00:22:12,581
Not like this.

312
00:22:13,290 --> 00:22:15,834
I mean, it's not... it's not fair.

313
00:22:16,585 --> 00:22:17,669
Goddamn it.

314
00:22:18,712 --> 00:22:20,503
I mean, was fine when he was yours.

315
00:22:20,504 --> 00:22:24,215
You know, I got him part-time.
I could be my own person.

316
00:22:24,216 --> 00:22:27,594
Go on long goddamn drives.
Take off if I wanted to.

317
00:22:27,595 --> 00:22:29,471
Not get out of bed if I didn't want to.

318
00:22:29,472 --> 00:22:31,931
Not have dinner if I didn't want to.

319
00:22:31,932 --> 00:22:33,018
Not cook.

320
00:22:35,395 --> 00:22:37,356
Then a couple of times a week, you know...

321
00:22:38,398 --> 00:22:40,859
some little ritual with him. Company.

322
00:22:42,235 --> 00:22:46,237
Company and martinis
and a fuck and an old movie.

323
00:22:46,238 --> 00:22:48,656
And then the rest of the time, I could...

324
00:22:48,657 --> 00:22:51,451
I could look up for pottery online

325
00:22:51,452 --> 00:22:54,704
or old Chanel No. 5 bottles

326
00:22:54,705 --> 00:22:56,831
for the whole day if I wanted.

327
00:22:56,832 --> 00:22:58,083
The whole day.

328
00:22:58,084 --> 00:23:00,629
But now, he's just there.

329
00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:03,048
Yeah.

330
00:23:04,132 --> 00:23:06,466
That's what happens
with men his age, Redd.

331
00:23:06,467 --> 00:23:09,096
They are always fucking there.

332
00:23:09,596 --> 00:23:10,597
Molting.

333
00:23:11,431 --> 00:23:12,808
I thought you loved him.

334
00:23:15,018 --> 00:23:16,601
He's just become banal.

335
00:23:16,602 --> 00:23:19,562
Well... [chuckles] ...you can't
bring him back here, kid.

336
00:23:19,563 --> 00:23:21,106
We have a policy.

337
00:23:21,107 --> 00:23:24,444
No refunds, no returns.

338
00:23:25,779 --> 00:23:27,155
Yeah. I know, I know.

339
00:23:27,656 --> 00:23:30,951
- Not your circus, not your monkeys.
- Ding, ding, ding.

340
00:23:31,535 --> 00:23:35,620
But when I heard you say
that you were going someplace...

341
00:23:35,621 --> 00:23:37,330
Tarpon Springs.

342
00:23:37,331 --> 00:23:38,458
Yeah.

343
00:23:41,169 --> 00:23:42,961
Why did you come see me, Redd?

344
00:23:42,962 --> 00:23:45,090
I mean, out of all the people.

345
00:23:45,715 --> 00:23:47,298
Don't you have any real friends?

346
00:23:47,299 --> 00:23:48,510
Does anyone?

347
00:23:50,220 --> 00:23:52,472
Anyway, I looked up Tarpon Springs.

348
00:23:53,515 --> 00:23:55,684
Little Victorian bungalows.

349
00:23:56,643 --> 00:23:58,184
That's what I want.

350
00:23:58,185 --> 00:24:02,021
Walk on the beach, warm gulf waters.

351
00:24:02,022 --> 00:24:04,816
Alone with my thoughts. You know?

352
00:24:04,817 --> 00:24:06,067
My silence.

353
00:24:06,068 --> 00:24:10,907
Nobody else's noise going around
in my head. Least of all Marshall's.

354
00:24:12,659 --> 00:24:16,580
Why do women think they need men
when all they need is Tarpon Springs?

355
00:24:19,833 --> 00:24:22,294
You want my advice?

356
00:24:24,296 --> 00:24:25,422
Break up with him.

357
00:24:26,173 --> 00:24:27,382
Rip the Band-Aid.

358
00:24:27,966 --> 00:24:29,050
Don't look back.

359
00:24:29,676 --> 00:24:32,387
Go find your silence.

360
00:24:33,013 --> 00:24:35,638
Get you a goddamn dog, a cat.

361
00:24:35,639 --> 00:24:37,348
Something to keep
from talking to the walls.

362
00:24:37,349 --> 00:24:39,352
Hell, a parakeet.

363
00:24:41,396 --> 00:24:42,397
Yeah.

364
00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:54,743
Send me a postcard from somewhere.

365
00:24:58,371 --> 00:25:00,749
Why does "away" sound so good?

366
00:25:29,069 --> 00:25:29,986
Hello.

367
00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:31,569
<i>I need you.</i>

368
00:25:31,570 --> 00:25:32,695
Megan?

369
00:25:32,696 --> 00:25:35,114
<i>- Lois, I need you to come down here.</i>
- What do you want?

370
00:25:35,115 --> 00:25:37,075
I know you fucking hate me right now.

371
00:25:37,076 --> 00:25:39,744
But it's a family,
and I've been here all day.

372
00:25:39,745 --> 00:25:41,246
And the media's found out.

373
00:25:41,247 --> 00:25:43,583
<i>And I need you
to just come down here, okay?</i>

374
00:25:46,294 --> 00:25:47,462
Text me the address.

375
00:26:31,715 --> 00:26:33,550
It's the worst thing I've ever seen.

376
00:29:09,330 --> 00:29:11,289
Stop calling me.

377
00:29:11,290 --> 00:29:12,415
I have no choice.

378
00:29:12,416 --> 00:29:14,127
You... You... You do.

379
00:29:14,878 --> 00:29:17,422
I'm done. Do you understand?

380
00:29:18,214 --> 00:29:21,257
This is your case. You solve it.

381
00:29:21,258 --> 00:29:26,053
What the fuck do you think my life is,
some episode of <i>Murder, She Wrote</i>,

382
00:29:26,054 --> 00:29:29,601
where you can just call me
and I'll figure it all out?

383
00:29:30,602 --> 00:29:33,144
Those days are done.

384
00:29:33,145 --> 00:29:35,064
The test came back
on what was in that kitchen.

385
00:29:35,899 --> 00:29:36,941
<i>Lois...</i>

386
00:29:37,734 --> 00:29:39,527
Could you come to my motel, please?

387
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:42,570
Sulfur?

388
00:29:42,571 --> 00:29:44,365
I don't wanna talk about it
on the phone. Just come.

389
00:30:27,951 --> 00:30:30,576
Someone read my medical reports.

390
00:30:30,577 --> 00:30:31,577
Huh?

391
00:30:31,578 --> 00:30:33,206
My dream reports.

392
00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:37,710
Someone is painstakingly trying
to recreate them.

393
00:30:38,336 --> 00:30:42,129
A copycat. A copycat is using my dreams.

394
00:30:42,130 --> 00:30:43,589
What? I don't understand.

395
00:30:43,590 --> 00:30:45,424
They... They used your coma dreams

396
00:30:45,425 --> 00:30:48,469
to slaughter an entire family
in the most horrific way?

397
00:30:48,470 --> 00:30:49,973
- Yes.
- Why?

398
00:30:51,224 --> 00:30:54,102
I saw it. This is the case I was seeing.

399
00:30:54,894 --> 00:30:57,397
Did I bring this thing into being?

400
00:30:59,274 --> 00:31:00,275
But my...

401
00:31:01,025 --> 00:31:04,777
My dreams were... on the other side.

402
00:31:04,778 --> 00:31:06,737
They were... They were beyond.

403
00:31:06,738 --> 00:31:07,824
I mean...

404
00:31:10,326 --> 00:31:13,204
Did I bring this monster back with me?

405
00:31:13,955 --> 00:31:15,162
What are you saying?

406
00:31:15,163 --> 00:31:17,498
I don't even... I don't understand.

407
00:31:17,499 --> 00:31:19,377
I need to wake up.

408
00:31:29,095 --> 00:31:30,346
I need you to cut me.

409
00:31:33,766 --> 00:31:34,767
Cut you?

410
00:31:36,102 --> 00:31:37,476
Lois, what the fuck?

411
00:31:37,477 --> 00:31:40,899
If you cut me and I bleed,

412
00:31:41,691 --> 00:31:43,943
I'm here, you're here.

413
00:31:45,153 --> 00:31:46,237
I'm not dead.

414
00:31:47,363 --> 00:31:48,531
I need...

415
00:31:50,241 --> 00:31:52,952
I need to see my blood, I need to feel it.

416
00:31:54,537 --> 00:31:57,081
Just a small cut.

417
00:33:29,257 --> 00:33:30,673
<i>We are just above the canyon,</i>

418
00:33:30,674 --> 00:33:33,551
<i>where a brush fire has broken out
a few hours ago.</i>

419
00:33:33,552 --> 00:33:37,555
<i>Flames have quickly spread
across approximately 50 acres,</i>

420
00:33:37,556 --> 00:33:41,185
<i>and that's to do with the dry conditions
and strong winds in the area.</i>

421
00:33:41,853 --> 00:33:45,354
<i>And as you can see,
smoke is just building up,</i>

422
00:33:45,355 --> 00:33:47,483
<i>creating visibility issues for both...</i>

423
00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:49,735
Justin.

424
00:33:51,487 --> 00:33:53,447
- What are you doing here?
- Think I can't track you down?

425
00:33:54,782 --> 00:33:55,991
Fucking bitch.

426
00:33:57,744 --> 00:33:59,578
You leave me a fucking note?

427
00:34:02,415 --> 00:34:03,790
Mm-mmm. Mm-mmm.

428
00:34:07,295 --> 00:34:09,047
You little bitch!

429
00:34:14,177 --> 00:34:15,385
No!

430
00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:24,769
No, no!

431
00:34:24,770 --> 00:34:26,270
Ah!

432
00:34:26,271 --> 00:34:28,565
Dumb bitch.

433
00:34:29,942 --> 00:34:32,945
You wanna kick me out of my own home?

434
00:34:33,446 --> 00:34:36,238
Give me an ultimatum?
Here's your fucking note!

435
00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:37,990
Eat it!

436
00:34:37,991 --> 00:34:39,994
Get the fuck off her, asshole.

437
00:34:46,667 --> 00:34:48,669
Okay.

438
00:34:51,255 --> 00:34:53,966
Is this why I'm out?
You finally turned gay.

439
00:34:54,967 --> 00:34:56,260
Yeah, I get it. I get it.

440
00:34:57,261 --> 00:34:59,722
Stop. You will stop.

441
00:35:01,057 --> 00:35:02,933
- Uh-uh. No, baby, no, no, no.
- Megan.

442
00:35:07,230 --> 00:35:08,979
You're the crazy bitch, aren't you?

443
00:35:08,980 --> 00:35:11,359
She talks about you.

444
00:35:12,485 --> 00:35:14,278
- Lois.
- Did you put her up to it?

445
00:35:15,029 --> 00:35:16,529
Leaving?

446
00:35:16,530 --> 00:35:18,114
Hmm? Did you empathize with her

447
00:35:18,115 --> 00:35:21,786
because your life
is so totally deeply fucked?

448
00:35:23,329 --> 00:35:25,871
Oh, we know all about you, babe.

449
00:35:25,872 --> 00:35:27,457
Megan, what is this?

450
00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:33,796
You.

451
00:35:33,797 --> 00:35:36,173
Turn around, put your hands on the wall.

452
00:35:36,174 --> 00:35:37,591
Assume the position, asshole.

453
00:35:37,592 --> 00:35:38,928
Just do what she says.

454
00:35:39,720 --> 00:35:41,679
Don't shoot him. He's sick.

455
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:43,391
He's not well, he's sick.

456
00:35:44,559 --> 00:35:46,600
It's a dream. It's not real.

457
00:35:46,601 --> 00:35:48,644
No, no, no. It's all real, baby.

458
00:35:48,645 --> 00:35:50,772
- It's a dream, it's not real.
- No, this is all real.

459
00:35:55,278 --> 00:35:56,652
Yeah, you've been awake.

460
00:35:56,653 --> 00:36:00,322
You're awake.
You've been awake this whole time.

461
00:36:00,323 --> 00:36:02,952
This whole time, girl. It's been you.

462
00:36:03,452 --> 00:36:04,451
Awake.

463
00:36:04,452 --> 00:36:07,081
Dream. It's not real.

464
00:36:08,416 --> 00:36:09,915
Empathy.

465
00:36:09,916 --> 00:36:11,625
See, it's leeching out.

466
00:36:11,626 --> 00:36:14,003
Studies show we're hardening.

467
00:36:14,004 --> 00:36:15,089
Numbing.

468
00:36:15,923 --> 00:36:17,175
Lois, don't hurt him.

469
00:36:18,301 --> 00:36:19,468
Don't fucking move.

470
00:36:21,345 --> 00:36:23,723
You know you can't kill me. Don't you?

471
00:36:32,690 --> 00:36:33,690
Wanna bet?

472
00:36:44,744 --> 00:36:45,745
You wanna bet?