1 00:03:26,771 --> 00:03:29,383 You are mine, and no one else's. 2 00:03:31,123 --> 00:03:33,909 You are mine, and no one else's. 3 00:03:46,661 --> 00:03:49,098 I need your help, Annika. 4 00:04:13,340 --> 00:04:15,298 I need your help, Annika. 5 00:04:15,820 --> 00:04:16,865 What is it, Grandmother? 6 00:04:21,391 --> 00:04:23,132 It's a prayer. 7 00:04:25,352 --> 00:04:26,962 Your mother's going to need you. 8 00:04:33,316 --> 00:04:34,622 I can't do this. 9 00:04:58,036 --> 00:04:59,299 Sympathy. 10 00:05:00,387 --> 00:05:02,302 Challenge for us all. 11 00:05:03,172 --> 00:05:05,000 To find a way to love 12 00:05:05,870 --> 00:05:07,829 not just your enemy, but 13 00:05:09,787 --> 00:05:12,094 one who is evil at their core. 14 00:05:12,660 --> 00:05:14,183 That right there is the kingdom of God. 15 00:05:16,446 --> 00:05:18,526 Forgive them, Father, for they know not what they do. 16 00:05:20,102 --> 00:05:21,277 Jesus said this of the men 17 00:05:21,408 --> 00:05:22,974 who were killing him. 18 00:05:23,061 --> 00:05:24,996 And I say, even if they are certain of what they do, 19 00:05:25,020 --> 00:05:26,195 you forgive them. 20 00:05:27,892 --> 00:05:29,764 You pray for them. 21 00:05:29,851 --> 00:05:31,853 You accept them. 22 00:05:34,725 --> 00:05:36,336 Evil begets evil. 23 00:05:37,293 --> 00:05:39,121 Evil doesn't give up. 24 00:05:40,252 --> 00:05:42,211 It doesn't shy away. 25 00:05:44,169 --> 00:05:45,606 And when you run from it, if you, 26 00:05:45,693 --> 00:05:47,956 if you, if you shun it, if you reject it, 27 00:05:48,043 --> 00:05:49,827 it will return. 28 00:05:50,306 --> 00:05:53,004 To confront is to overcome. 29 00:05:53,308 --> 00:05:55,224 And it can be overcome 30 00:05:56,530 --> 00:05:58,880 with love. 31 00:05:59,533 --> 00:06:01,273 When pure evil is staring you in the face, 32 00:06:01,361 --> 00:06:04,102 you must summon every, every ounce 33 00:06:04,189 --> 00:06:07,454 of your sympathy and your love to help vanquish it. 34 00:06:07,932 --> 00:06:09,492 And you must be prepared to do that time 35 00:06:09,543 --> 00:06:10,544 and again. 36 00:06:59,767 --> 00:07:01,290 Little Mary learned that the 37 00:07:01,377 --> 00:07:03,727 monster she thought there to protect her 38 00:07:04,206 --> 00:07:06,295 was instead there to harm her. 39 00:07:08,340 --> 00:07:10,125 Evil creatures 40 00:07:10,255 --> 00:07:12,954 come from once good fallen creatures 41 00:07:13,389 --> 00:07:15,217 and thus bears a resemblance. 42 00:07:15,913 --> 00:07:17,437 For good 43 00:07:17,524 --> 00:07:19,395 can be created from nothing, 44 00:07:20,048 --> 00:07:21,789 whilst evil 45 00:07:21,919 --> 00:07:24,661 can only be the total ruination of that 46 00:07:25,009 --> 00:07:26,620 which was once good. 47 00:07:28,578 --> 00:07:31,712 And little Mary now knew without a doubt 48 00:07:32,060 --> 00:07:34,409 that she was in fact good. 49 00:07:35,585 --> 00:07:37,413 -Read it again. -Tomorrow night. 50 00:07:41,548 --> 00:07:42,984 Was your hand hurting? 51 00:07:43,985 --> 00:07:45,900 -A bit. -Hmm. 52 00:07:46,248 --> 00:07:48,293 Well, it's only been two days. 53 00:07:48,946 --> 00:07:50,557 These things can take months to heal. 54 00:07:51,906 --> 00:07:53,168 This should be a reminder 55 00:07:53,298 --> 00:07:54,778 never to leave the house without me. 56 00:07:54,909 --> 00:07:56,476 Ever. 57 00:07:56,606 --> 00:07:57,433 These are the kinds of things that happen 58 00:07:57,564 --> 00:07:58,564 without your mother. 59 00:07:58,913 --> 00:08:00,218 Mama? 60 00:08:00,349 --> 00:08:01,611 Yes, dear. 61 00:08:01,742 --> 00:08:03,787 How will Father Roslovic know? 62 00:08:04,179 --> 00:08:05,789 Well, he'll be the first one you call. 63 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:07,138 Okay? 64 00:08:07,225 --> 00:08:09,010 I want to die when you do. 65 00:08:09,401 --> 00:08:11,099 You'll be fine with Father Roslovic. 66 00:08:11,926 --> 00:08:13,014 He knows what to do. 67 00:08:14,276 --> 00:08:16,017 -But... -You sleep tight. 68 00:08:16,582 --> 00:08:18,933 And in the morning we will call William, 69 00:08:19,020 --> 00:08:20,935 and then Martin, 70 00:08:21,065 --> 00:08:22,806 and then Therese, 71 00:08:22,893 --> 00:08:24,678 and then Annika. 72 00:08:24,765 --> 00:08:27,376 We call them every day, and they never call us back. 73 00:08:28,420 --> 00:08:29,857 They don't want to hear from me. 74 00:08:29,944 --> 00:08:31,685 Everyone wants to hear from their mother. 75 00:08:34,557 --> 00:08:35,688 Never too late. 76 00:08:40,302 --> 00:08:41,390 Mama? 77 00:08:42,043 --> 00:08:43,740 Yes, dear. 78 00:08:44,174 --> 00:08:45,786 You've given me a good life. 79 00:08:48,092 --> 00:08:49,398 I've tried. 80 00:08:51,443 --> 00:08:53,315 -I love you. -I love you. 81 00:09:05,022 --> 00:09:06,894 Oh, Mama! 82 00:09:08,417 --> 00:09:11,768 Mama! 83 00:09:17,295 --> 00:09:19,254 Mama! Mama! 84 00:09:23,998 --> 00:09:24,998 Mama! 85 00:09:26,130 --> 00:09:27,523 Oh, it's okay, darling. 86 00:09:29,264 --> 00:09:31,266 Okay, it's okay. 87 00:09:32,702 --> 00:09:33,964 Mama! 88 00:09:34,356 --> 00:09:36,314 You're mine and no one else's. 89 00:09:36,663 --> 00:09:38,229 You're mine and no one else's. 90 00:09:38,839 --> 00:09:40,754 You're mine and no one else's. 91 00:09:42,016 --> 00:09:44,105 You're mine and no one else's. 92 00:09:45,367 --> 00:09:47,543 You're mine and no one else's. 93 00:09:49,023 --> 00:09:51,765 You're mine and no one else's. 94 00:11:08,929 --> 00:11:10,670 Mama? 95 00:11:13,281 --> 00:11:14,674 Mama? 96 00:11:16,110 --> 00:11:17,633 Mama? 97 00:11:19,113 --> 00:11:20,636 Mama? 98 00:11:21,811 --> 00:11:23,291 Mama!? 99 00:13:05,045 --> 00:13:06,525 I'm about an hour away. Where are you? 100 00:13:09,919 --> 00:13:11,878 Therese, then just, just get a cab. 101 00:13:13,053 --> 00:13:15,142 I don't know, just hail one. 102 00:13:15,359 --> 00:13:16,926 Okay, okay. Just... 103 00:13:17,057 --> 00:13:18,730 I'll order you one, just... 104 00:13:18,754 --> 00:13:20,514 Send me your address, okay? 105 00:13:20,538 --> 00:13:22,584 Yeah. Okay. 106 00:13:23,237 --> 00:13:24,499 All right. 107 00:13:35,249 --> 00:13:36,467 Hey, Martin. 108 00:13:36,728 --> 00:13:38,208 Thanks for picking me up. 109 00:13:38,774 --> 00:13:39,993 -It's good to see you. -Yeah. 110 00:13:41,255 --> 00:13:43,083 Yes. Yeah. 111 00:13:46,738 --> 00:13:48,523 How was the, how was the train? 112 00:13:49,393 --> 00:13:50,699 How was the plane? 113 00:13:51,743 --> 00:13:53,658 -It was long. -Long, yeah. 114 00:13:54,050 --> 00:13:55,462 So you're still okay to split this car rental 115 00:13:55,486 --> 00:13:56,836 -with me, yeah? -How much? 116 00:13:56,966 --> 00:13:58,359 It's $125, that's $75 each. 117 00:13:58,707 --> 00:14:00,361 Um. 118 00:14:00,752 --> 00:14:01,884 Yeah, I'll send it to you. 119 00:14:01,971 --> 00:14:03,079 Why don't you just do it right now? 120 00:14:03,103 --> 00:14:03,843 -Yeah. -It's just, 121 00:14:03,930 --> 00:14:04,539 it's just out of the way. 122 00:14:04,626 --> 00:14:05,801 Yeah, sure. 123 00:14:09,457 --> 00:14:10,588 You think she's gonna die? 124 00:14:10,893 --> 00:14:12,112 I don't know, Martin. 125 00:14:12,416 --> 00:14:13,200 Is Annika coming? 126 00:14:13,330 --> 00:14:14,592 Who knows? Did you send it? 127 00:14:14,723 --> 00:14:15,723 Yeah. Did you get it? 128 00:14:16,551 --> 00:14:17,726 Yeah, I got it. 129 00:14:18,683 --> 00:14:19,684 Therese? 130 00:14:19,989 --> 00:14:21,189 She's on her way now in a cab. 131 00:14:23,993 --> 00:14:24,993 You look good. 132 00:14:25,299 --> 00:14:26,299 Yeah, you too. 133 00:14:33,002 --> 00:14:35,309 Lord, take this hate 134 00:14:35,396 --> 00:14:37,137 out of my heart, please. 135 00:14:39,139 --> 00:14:41,402 I've been searching for love. 136 00:14:41,489 --> 00:14:42,969 When will you show me the way? 137 00:14:48,539 --> 00:14:50,454 This place is like a fucking maze. 138 00:14:50,585 --> 00:14:52,152 I think it's up here. 139 00:14:52,804 --> 00:14:54,826 -I think it's back here. -It's not back there, Martin. 140 00:14:54,850 --> 00:14:56,156 It's right here. 206. 141 00:15:00,334 --> 00:15:01,596 What's wrong? 142 00:15:03,119 --> 00:15:04,425 -What's wrong? -Just... 143 00:15:06,731 --> 00:15:08,291 Haven't seen her in a while. That's all. 144 00:15:10,779 --> 00:15:12,433 Yeah. Me neither. 145 00:15:14,304 --> 00:15:15,304 Okay. Let's go. 146 00:15:35,673 --> 00:15:37,632 -She's sleeping. -Jesus fucking Christ. 147 00:15:38,981 --> 00:15:40,861 -She's sleeping. -Yeah, she's sleeping. No shit. 148 00:15:42,419 --> 00:15:44,334 -You got here fast. -You got here slow. 149 00:15:44,639 --> 00:15:45,659 Didn't realize there was a deadline. 150 00:15:45,683 --> 00:15:46,946 She's 75 and had a stroke. 151 00:15:47,033 --> 00:15:49,054 -Every minute is a deadline. -You look good, Therese. 152 00:15:49,078 --> 00:15:50,819 -You look thin. -Is that a compliment? 153 00:15:50,906 --> 00:15:52,057 Just want to know what to expect 154 00:15:52,081 --> 00:15:53,735 -over the next couple... -Weeks? Months? 155 00:15:53,865 --> 00:15:54,866 I was thinking days. 156 00:15:54,997 --> 00:15:56,651 -Thinking or hoping? -Where's Annika? 157 00:15:56,781 --> 00:15:57,608 Who knows. 158 00:15:57,739 --> 00:15:59,019 She didn't get back to me either. 159 00:16:00,220 --> 00:16:02,048 Hello. 160 00:16:05,529 --> 00:16:06,529 I'm Doctor Meyer. 161 00:16:06,574 --> 00:16:07,662 Are you all family members? 162 00:16:08,010 --> 00:16:09,055 You look alike. 163 00:16:09,142 --> 00:16:10,578 -They're twins. -Fraternal. 164 00:16:10,708 --> 00:16:12,468 -Nice to meet you, doctor. -Good to meet you. 165 00:16:12,972 --> 00:16:13,755 Do you all live out of town? 166 00:16:13,842 --> 00:16:14,974 Different towns. 167 00:16:15,104 --> 00:16:16,560 What's happening with our mother, doctor? 168 00:16:16,584 --> 00:16:17,585 Was your mother a smoker? 169 00:16:18,803 --> 00:16:20,631 -No. -Heavy drinker? 170 00:16:21,023 --> 00:16:22,372 No, I don't think so. 171 00:16:22,459 --> 00:16:24,331 Is she generally physically active? 172 00:16:24,418 --> 00:16:25,680 What happened to her arm? 173 00:16:25,767 --> 00:16:27,029 She took a spill two days ago. 174 00:16:27,116 --> 00:16:28,857 Broken wrist, dislocated shoulder. 175 00:16:28,944 --> 00:16:30,859 Is she generally physically active? 176 00:16:32,208 --> 00:16:34,048 None of us have seen her for a number of years. 177 00:16:34,428 --> 00:16:35,690 I see. 178 00:16:38,388 --> 00:16:39,911 She had a stroke, yeah? 179 00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:41,870 -That's what we assumed. -Assumed? 180 00:16:41,957 --> 00:16:44,438 -And now? -Perhaps we should sit down. 181 00:16:44,568 --> 00:16:45,613 That won't be necessary. 182 00:16:47,049 --> 00:16:49,225 She had several symptoms of a stroke, 183 00:16:49,356 --> 00:16:52,098 paralysis, inability to speak combined with her 184 00:16:52,228 --> 00:16:54,839 age, her recent fall, and the emotional trauma 185 00:16:55,449 --> 00:16:57,190 over the sudden death of your... 186 00:16:57,277 --> 00:16:58,365 Grandmother. 187 00:16:58,495 --> 00:16:59,279 Yes, I understand she was very close 188 00:16:59,409 --> 00:17:00,454 to her mother, correct? 189 00:17:00,584 --> 00:17:01,977 -Yes. -Mh-hm. 190 00:17:02,064 --> 00:17:04,632 That would explain the emotional shock, but... 191 00:17:05,198 --> 00:17:06,286 But what? 192 00:17:06,938 --> 00:17:08,264 Well, her CAT scan didn't indicate a stroke, 193 00:17:08,288 --> 00:17:10,550 and her blood tests were within normal range. 194 00:17:10,811 --> 00:17:12,031 Oh. Okay then. 195 00:17:12,901 --> 00:17:13,989 Her vitals are strong, 196 00:17:14,119 --> 00:17:15,399 and additional testing indicates 197 00:17:15,512 --> 00:17:17,471 that her organ function is unremarkable. 198 00:17:17,601 --> 00:17:20,039 In fact, what's remarkable is the discrepancy 199 00:17:20,517 --> 00:17:22,301 between her tests now and her 200 00:17:22,388 --> 00:17:24,347 supplemental testing done just two days ago. 201 00:17:24,868 --> 00:17:26,151 Essentially, she's functioning at a level 202 00:17:26,175 --> 00:17:28,047 of someone much younger, stronger. 203 00:17:28,176 --> 00:17:29,241 -What? -How is that possible? 204 00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:30,745 How much younger? 205 00:17:34,444 --> 00:17:35,750 How much younger? 206 00:17:35,837 --> 00:17:37,056 Consistent to that of a child. 207 00:17:38,883 --> 00:17:40,015 Are you fucking with us? 208 00:17:40,146 --> 00:17:41,495 -Martin. -Give me a break. 209 00:17:41,625 --> 00:17:43,453 Are you telling us... 210 00:17:43,540 --> 00:17:44,900 I'm sorry, what are you telling us? 211 00:17:44,933 --> 00:17:46,239 I'm telling you that it's unclear 212 00:17:46,326 --> 00:17:47,457 what truly happened to her. 213 00:17:47,544 --> 00:17:48,913 -Is she, I understand. -She truly... 214 00:17:48,937 --> 00:17:50,373 Is she going to make it? 215 00:17:50,460 --> 00:17:51,872 I'm just sharing her current test results. 216 00:17:51,896 --> 00:17:53,681 You're telling me she had a stroke, 217 00:17:54,595 --> 00:17:56,075 but she's fine. 218 00:17:56,205 --> 00:17:57,400 I'm telling you that physiologically, 219 00:17:57,424 --> 00:17:59,513 your mother appears to be healthy. 220 00:17:59,643 --> 00:18:00,949 I don't understand. 221 00:18:01,036 --> 00:18:02,436 Well, she's still not communicating. 222 00:18:03,734 --> 00:18:06,911 And so I will have to continue to monitor her 223 00:18:06,998 --> 00:18:08,957 and give her further cognitive testing. 224 00:18:10,654 --> 00:18:11,960 But she's doing fine. 225 00:18:30,892 --> 00:18:32,720 What's wrong? 226 00:18:36,898 --> 00:18:38,117 I haven't been in a hospital 227 00:18:38,247 --> 00:18:39,988 since Lydia got her stomach pumped. 228 00:18:43,818 --> 00:18:45,124 I really miss her. 229 00:18:52,957 --> 00:18:54,394 I know. 230 00:18:57,048 --> 00:18:58,311 Do you have any cash? 231 00:18:59,703 --> 00:19:01,662 I'm starving. 232 00:19:15,980 --> 00:19:17,380 I need your help, Annika. 233 00:19:18,244 --> 00:19:20,159 At least with the funeral. 234 00:19:21,638 --> 00:19:23,684 There's too much hate there to go back. 235 00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,171 You can't run from them any longer. 236 00:19:32,258 --> 00:19:34,347 And you shouldn't. They're your family. 237 00:19:37,959 --> 00:19:39,874 I have this nightmare, 238 00:19:41,049 --> 00:19:42,331 and I'm not sure if it's something 239 00:19:42,355 --> 00:19:44,357 that's happened or it's something to come. 240 00:19:46,924 --> 00:19:48,230 So frightened by it. 241 00:19:55,106 --> 00:19:57,196 Mother was never there for us. 242 00:19:57,326 --> 00:19:59,067 She allowed our father to do awful things. 243 00:19:59,763 --> 00:20:01,722 And for that, I... 244 00:20:03,593 --> 00:20:05,726 I struggle 245 00:20:05,813 --> 00:20:07,728 to reconcile and forgive. 246 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:10,644 Forgiveness is a virtue. 247 00:20:10,731 --> 00:20:12,472 With God's love, 248 00:20:12,602 --> 00:20:13,908 we can forgive anyone. 249 00:20:15,649 --> 00:20:17,477 God's love. 250 00:20:21,481 --> 00:20:23,570 This one day, 251 00:20:24,005 --> 00:20:25,920 I was home alone with mother. 252 00:20:26,790 --> 00:20:28,792 That was uncommon. 253 00:20:28,923 --> 00:20:30,925 Grandma rarely left. 254 00:20:31,969 --> 00:20:33,120 That was when father would attack 255 00:20:33,144 --> 00:20:34,929 and mother would stand by. 256 00:20:36,757 --> 00:20:38,976 That I was prepared for. 257 00:20:39,586 --> 00:20:41,196 It was a regular part of all our lives. 258 00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:42,283 Father's violence. 259 00:20:44,939 --> 00:20:45,809 But on this day it was 260 00:20:45,940 --> 00:20:47,942 just myself and mother. 261 00:20:50,640 --> 00:20:51,554 Mother was usually so 262 00:20:51,641 --> 00:20:53,252 stoic and quiet. 263 00:20:55,558 --> 00:20:57,778 Not this day. 264 00:20:58,257 --> 00:21:00,433 This day she was frantic, unhinged. 265 00:21:02,522 --> 00:21:04,654 She was trying to find grandmothers rosary beads. 266 00:21:04,785 --> 00:21:07,091 They were always wrapped around her hands. 267 00:21:07,527 --> 00:21:09,920 So she went berserk looking for them, tearing 268 00:21:10,051 --> 00:21:11,966 cupboards and drawers open. 269 00:21:13,968 --> 00:21:15,448 Father came home, 270 00:21:15,535 --> 00:21:17,450 saw the mess mother had made. 271 00:21:17,580 --> 00:21:19,278 -He beat me terribly. -Oh. 272 00:21:21,192 --> 00:21:22,213 I missed almost a year 273 00:21:22,237 --> 00:21:23,630 from a collapsed lung. 274 00:21:28,983 --> 00:21:31,072 The worst part? 275 00:21:32,421 --> 00:21:34,293 Was watching her watch him. 276 00:21:35,903 --> 00:21:37,470 She never moved a muscle. 277 00:21:40,211 --> 00:21:41,125 When I was old enough, 278 00:21:41,212 --> 00:21:42,779 I got away as fast as I could. 279 00:21:42,866 --> 00:21:43,866 We all did. 280 00:21:48,045 --> 00:21:49,090 And I find myself 281 00:21:49,177 --> 00:21:50,483 still searching. 282 00:21:53,529 --> 00:21:54,529 Father was evil. 283 00:21:54,574 --> 00:21:55,923 Hating him wasn't complicated. 284 00:21:56,053 --> 00:21:57,359 He was a monster. 285 00:21:57,446 --> 00:21:59,187 But mother. 286 00:22:01,015 --> 00:22:03,409 She never protected us. 287 00:22:04,061 --> 00:22:06,194 So how do I find the will to be there for her? 288 00:22:07,630 --> 00:22:09,980 How can I help anyone with a heart so full of hate? 289 00:22:10,111 --> 00:22:12,026 A heart that runs from evil? 290 00:22:13,723 --> 00:22:15,508 You have to try. 291 00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:19,294 And when the time comes, I think you'll know 292 00:22:19,425 --> 00:22:21,122 whether it's your love or God's. 293 00:22:32,263 --> 00:22:36,833 So, how can she have dementia 294 00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:41,316 if her body has regressed all the way back? 295 00:22:41,403 --> 00:22:44,145 No, she doesn't definitively have dementia. 296 00:22:44,580 --> 00:22:47,322 However, her age this latest accident, 297 00:22:47,453 --> 00:22:48,821 which is not uncommon in a state of confusion 298 00:22:48,845 --> 00:22:50,586 and this recent emotional event 299 00:22:50,673 --> 00:22:53,763 -could potentially indicate... -Indicate dementia? 300 00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:56,592 Perhaps these could be early sign, 301 00:22:56,723 --> 00:22:58,440 but at this point in time, she's otherwise healthy. 302 00:22:58,464 --> 00:22:59,464 You should be pleased. 303 00:23:00,030 --> 00:23:01,380 Pleased? 304 00:23:01,467 --> 00:23:04,557 -William... -No. no. You, 305 00:23:04,687 --> 00:23:06,341 you're saying that our mother 306 00:23:06,428 --> 00:23:08,865 has the physical purity of a ten year old, 307 00:23:09,388 --> 00:23:11,259 but could also have dementia as well? 308 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:12,976 Well, given her age and what appears to be 309 00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:14,088 cognitive decline... 310 00:23:14,218 --> 00:23:15,818 Just be honest with us, please. 311 00:23:16,046 --> 00:23:17,613 Mr. Scafflin, I am simply sharing 312 00:23:17,744 --> 00:23:20,529 my findings based on lab studies and observations. 313 00:23:20,616 --> 00:23:21,616 It looks like... 314 00:23:21,661 --> 00:23:23,116 You know what a med school looks like? 315 00:23:23,140 --> 00:23:25,420 Because I'm starting to wonder if you've ever been to one. 316 00:23:28,537 --> 00:23:29,756 Sorry. 317 00:23:32,106 --> 00:23:33,826 Right now I believe she could use your help. 318 00:23:33,890 --> 00:23:35,675 Our help? 319 00:23:36,066 --> 00:23:37,826 Her insurance covers long term hospital care. 320 00:23:37,851 --> 00:23:39,113 How do you know that? 321 00:23:39,243 --> 00:23:40,803 Wouldn't this be the best place for her? 322 00:23:40,854 --> 00:23:43,014 No, our tests don't indicate needing that kind of care. 323 00:23:43,117 --> 00:23:45,119 She could benefit from familiar faces. 324 00:23:46,381 --> 00:23:48,296 -Her children. -That woman out there, 325 00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:51,125 our mother, has never been well. 326 00:23:52,779 --> 00:23:54,955 She should have been put in a ward decades ago. 327 00:23:55,564 --> 00:23:57,523 And every time 328 00:23:57,653 --> 00:23:59,307 that we bring her to... 329 00:24:00,482 --> 00:24:02,266 one of you doctors, 330 00:24:02,658 --> 00:24:03,964 you say the same thing. 331 00:24:04,704 --> 00:24:05,966 "She needs rest." 332 00:24:07,620 --> 00:24:09,060 Well, she never left her own mother's 333 00:24:09,099 --> 00:24:10,710 side long enough to be our mother. 334 00:24:11,014 --> 00:24:13,147 And now, because of this medical fucking 335 00:24:13,713 --> 00:24:15,593 conundrum, crisis, whatever you want to call it, 336 00:24:16,672 --> 00:24:17,672 she needs our help? 337 00:24:18,587 --> 00:24:19,675 I understand. 338 00:24:19,936 --> 00:24:21,895 -Do you? -She's an elderly woman. 339 00:24:22,025 --> 00:24:23,157 She's had an episode. 340 00:24:23,287 --> 00:24:24,613 No one can tell you what to expect, Mr. 341 00:24:24,637 --> 00:24:27,248 Scafflin, but right now, she's in good health and 342 00:24:27,378 --> 00:24:29,990 needs familiar faces, a calm and supportive environment. 343 00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,510 Please bring her back when her mental state improves 344 00:24:33,602 --> 00:24:35,522 so that we can conduct further cognitive testing. 345 00:24:36,431 --> 00:24:37,871 Which of you will be taking her home? 346 00:24:46,397 --> 00:24:47,964 Mother, 347 00:24:48,095 --> 00:24:49,507 mother, we're going to we're going to take you up to bed. 348 00:24:49,531 --> 00:24:50,663 I don't think... 349 00:24:50,750 --> 00:24:51,490 -Can you hear us? -I don't think she knows 350 00:24:51,620 --> 00:24:53,013 -where she is. We're home. -Mother? 351 00:24:53,404 --> 00:24:54,710 Let's just start. 352 00:24:54,841 --> 00:24:56,669 -Oh, there, good, good. -Okay, okay. 353 00:24:56,756 --> 00:24:58,061 I'm just going to get up. 354 00:24:58,192 --> 00:24:59,604 When you get up there, we might have to carry her. 355 00:24:59,628 --> 00:25:01,369 Okay, there's a step. 356 00:25:01,978 --> 00:25:02,978 Holy shit. 357 00:25:12,075 --> 00:25:13,120 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 358 00:25:44,673 --> 00:25:46,936 Yes, father. 359 00:25:47,328 --> 00:25:49,069 Yes. You will see her tomorrow. 360 00:25:49,156 --> 00:25:51,245 I, I, I understand, okay. 361 00:25:52,507 --> 00:25:53,900 Yes, she will. Have a good night. 362 00:25:53,987 --> 00:25:56,772 Okay. All right. Bye bye. 363 00:25:56,903 --> 00:25:58,943 How many times is that fucking priest going to call? 364 00:25:59,514 --> 00:26:00,907 Sorry. 365 00:26:00,994 --> 00:26:02,082 Perhaps he should see her 366 00:26:02,169 --> 00:26:03,692 is what grandmother wanted. 367 00:26:03,779 --> 00:26:05,104 I think we've got other things to worry about. 368 00:26:05,128 --> 00:26:06,845 Should we bring her back to the hospital then? 369 00:26:06,869 --> 00:26:08,523 -Yes. -What about an old age home? 370 00:26:08,654 --> 00:26:10,177 How much is that going to cost? 371 00:26:10,264 --> 00:26:11,047 -That shouldn't matter. -We can't afford it. 372 00:26:11,178 --> 00:26:12,222 Just leave it to us. 373 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:13,891 -We could sell the house. -Martin. 374 00:26:17,445 --> 00:26:19,055 It's been a while. 375 00:26:19,142 --> 00:26:20,230 How are you? 376 00:26:20,361 --> 00:26:21,556 I'm fine, William, how are you? 377 00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:22,948 So what do we do about this funeral? 378 00:26:22,972 --> 00:26:24,559 -Are we supposed to... -It's taken care of. 379 00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:25,583 By whom? 380 00:26:25,671 --> 00:26:27,455 Grandmother made plans years ago. 381 00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:29,588 A small ceremony tomorrow. 382 00:26:29,718 --> 00:26:31,348 -That's fast. -How do you know about this? 383 00:26:31,372 --> 00:26:32,808 Grandmother made me executor. 384 00:26:32,939 --> 00:26:34,767 -Executor? Look at you. -What about the house? 385 00:26:34,854 --> 00:26:36,290 Are we all going to stay here? 386 00:26:36,377 --> 00:26:38,640 -Where's she being buried? -Has the will changed? 387 00:26:38,727 --> 00:26:40,183 The house will still be left to you and Therese, 388 00:26:40,207 --> 00:26:41,314 William, if that's what you're wondering. 389 00:26:41,338 --> 00:26:42,359 Why would you ask me that? 390 00:26:42,383 --> 00:26:43,383 What did she leave me? 391 00:26:45,386 --> 00:26:47,562 Right. Of course, nothing. Um, 392 00:26:47,649 --> 00:26:49,369 -what about, um... -I asked not to be in it. 393 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:50,520 Of course you did. 394 00:26:50,565 --> 00:26:52,741 Okay. Does anyone want anything? 395 00:26:52,828 --> 00:26:54,787 No? Good. I'm going to bed. 396 00:27:04,100 --> 00:27:05,420 I'm sorry I haven't been in touch. 397 00:27:06,494 --> 00:27:07,887 It's good to see you. 398 00:27:23,032 --> 00:27:24,294 No, no, I said 399 00:27:24,381 --> 00:27:27,341 I don't know when I'm going to be back. 400 00:27:28,168 --> 00:27:30,518 No, no, I'm not going to go running off again. 401 00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:32,346 Why do you have to keep punishing me? 402 00:27:34,217 --> 00:27:36,655 Well, they can put us in the collection agency, then. 403 00:27:36,785 --> 00:27:38,657 I don't know what to tell you. 404 00:27:42,051 --> 00:27:43,183 Is he gone to bed? 405 00:27:45,272 --> 00:27:46,621 Okay. Well, I have to go. 406 00:27:53,193 --> 00:27:55,033 Sure you're okay to stay in grandmother's room? 407 00:27:58,372 --> 00:27:59,852 It's fine. 408 00:28:00,896 --> 00:28:02,681 I know I've been a little rude. 409 00:28:03,986 --> 00:28:06,336 I just hate 410 00:28:06,423 --> 00:28:08,556 being back in this house. 411 00:28:08,643 --> 00:28:10,384 Why do you want to own it so badly? 412 00:28:13,430 --> 00:28:14,693 You gambling again? 413 00:28:15,824 --> 00:28:17,260 You know, when things settle, 414 00:28:17,391 --> 00:28:19,191 maybe we could go on a boys trip or something. 415 00:28:20,089 --> 00:28:21,787 -Really? -Yeah. 416 00:28:23,179 --> 00:28:24,417 I don't think it's a good idea for all 417 00:28:24,441 --> 00:28:25,704 of us to be in this house. 418 00:28:34,887 --> 00:28:35,887 Same one? 419 00:28:40,675 --> 00:28:42,590 Do you ever think about it? 420 00:28:46,202 --> 00:28:47,726 I don't know why grandma kept this. 421 00:29:26,852 --> 00:29:28,592 I need your help, Annika. 422 00:30:10,156 --> 00:30:11,956 Martin, you know, you know how to unfold that? 423 00:30:12,419 --> 00:30:13,681 Yeah. 424 00:30:21,297 --> 00:30:22,951 She okay? 425 00:30:23,082 --> 00:30:24,962 She's fine. Let's just get this over with, okay? 426 00:30:27,390 --> 00:30:28,391 Is she okay? 427 00:30:28,522 --> 00:30:29,522 She's fine. 428 00:30:32,874 --> 00:30:34,006 Mom, are you okay? 429 00:30:37,226 --> 00:30:38,706 As per Joanna's request, 430 00:30:38,793 --> 00:30:40,969 the casket has already been delivered. 431 00:30:41,622 --> 00:30:43,885 We'll simply have a small service family only, 432 00:30:44,016 --> 00:30:45,582 and then the body will be taken away 433 00:30:45,669 --> 00:30:46,951 for burial immediately afterwards. 434 00:31:24,099 --> 00:31:25,099 Harriet. 435 00:31:27,407 --> 00:31:28,408 Harriet! 436 00:31:36,459 --> 00:31:38,679 It's too late for God! 437 00:32:57,062 --> 00:32:58,498 Harriet, did you hear me? 438 00:33:01,501 --> 00:33:03,261 Harriet, do you understand your plan of care? 439 00:33:27,396 --> 00:33:30,225 It takes a long time, okay, I don't know the answer, 440 00:33:30,312 --> 00:33:32,192 all right? We've got to stay, we've got to wait! 441 00:33:47,503 --> 00:33:49,201 Has your mother always been so quiet? 442 00:33:50,637 --> 00:33:52,726 -Until today... -Yes. 443 00:33:53,118 --> 00:33:55,163 And hasn't ever been diagnosed? 444 00:33:55,250 --> 00:34:00,342 She was a very enabling woman to her husband. 445 00:34:00,429 --> 00:34:02,301 She relied on her mother for everything. 446 00:34:02,388 --> 00:34:04,216 Well, her neurological tests have all 447 00:34:04,346 --> 00:34:06,392 come back normal, above normal even. 448 00:34:06,783 --> 00:34:08,437 And the, what's it called? 449 00:34:08,568 --> 00:34:10,047 The MRI? 450 00:34:10,135 --> 00:34:13,094 Well, I mean, incredible for a woman her age. 451 00:34:13,181 --> 00:34:14,741 I've never seen anything like it before. 452 00:34:14,835 --> 00:34:16,271 No one here has. 453 00:34:16,402 --> 00:34:18,491 -Should we put her in a home? -We can't afford that. 454 00:34:19,143 --> 00:34:21,233 In circumstances of great emotional loss, 455 00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:23,520 patients can often times regain their strength with rest 456 00:34:23,713 --> 00:34:24,931 and the comfort of loved ones. 457 00:34:25,193 --> 00:34:26,455 I'm a widow. 458 00:34:26,803 --> 00:34:29,154 I know about loss emotionally and financially, and I know 459 00:34:29,284 --> 00:34:32,244 about needing your family when that happens. But, 460 00:34:33,592 --> 00:34:35,029 not this family. 461 00:34:35,420 --> 00:34:36,940 We do not know how to take care of her. 462 00:34:37,510 --> 00:34:38,772 What do you think, Annika? 463 00:34:41,121 --> 00:34:45,039 I, I don't think a home is right for her either. 464 00:34:45,126 --> 00:34:46,486 Shouldn't she stay in the hospital? 465 00:34:46,562 --> 00:34:48,172 Well, we would need her state to improve 466 00:34:48,303 --> 00:34:50,130 in order to conduct further cognitive testing. 467 00:34:50,262 --> 00:34:51,871 -A mental hospital. -No, no, no, no. 468 00:34:52,002 --> 00:34:53,154 I don't believe that's necessary. 469 00:34:53,178 --> 00:34:54,483 Can she take care of herself? 470 00:34:54,570 --> 00:34:56,572 -She can't. I... -Why can't you? 471 00:34:56,659 --> 00:34:58,028 What? It's not like you have a 9 to 5. 472 00:34:58,052 --> 00:34:59,488 -I don't know how. -Really? 473 00:34:59,619 --> 00:35:01,459 I understand that it would be less expensive... 474 00:35:01,490 --> 00:35:02,274 This is ridiculous. 475 00:35:02,361 --> 00:35:03,492 She should stay in hospital. 476 00:35:03,579 --> 00:35:04,859 Only because insurance covers it. 477 00:35:04,885 --> 00:35:06,165 Do you want to take care of her? 478 00:35:06,843 --> 00:35:08,280 Do you? No. 479 00:35:08,410 --> 00:35:09,996 You know why? Because this is what happens 480 00:35:10,020 --> 00:35:10,891 every single time that she's around us. 481 00:35:10,978 --> 00:35:12,216 We start turning on each other. 482 00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:13,807 It's like a fucking infection. 483 00:35:13,894 --> 00:35:15,089 You're the only one turning on anyone. 484 00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:16,177 I'm the only one telling the truth. 485 00:35:16,201 --> 00:35:17,811 -Just stop it! -Please, if I may. 486 00:35:19,073 --> 00:35:21,249 Your mother's in good health. 487 00:35:21,467 --> 00:35:22,990 In fact, the distal radius fracture 488 00:35:23,077 --> 00:35:25,210 in her wrist is healing at an accelerated rate. 489 00:35:25,340 --> 00:35:27,473 -I have never... -Seen anything like this before? 490 00:35:30,345 --> 00:35:31,345 There is no reason 491 00:35:31,433 --> 00:35:33,566 to admit her to any place. Right now 492 00:35:33,696 --> 00:35:35,829 her health and well-being depend on her family 493 00:35:36,264 --> 00:35:38,179 being a calm presence. 494 00:35:38,788 --> 00:35:41,095 She needs gentle, familiar care. 495 00:36:07,774 --> 00:36:09,036 She asleep? 496 00:36:10,298 --> 00:36:11,691 Yeah. 497 00:36:12,431 --> 00:36:13,631 Should we maybe stay with her? 498 00:36:14,476 --> 00:36:16,043 Stay with her? 499 00:36:16,696 --> 00:36:18,437 Yeah, stay with her for the night. 500 00:36:18,785 --> 00:36:20,482 What? Me? 501 00:36:20,613 --> 00:36:22,092 Jesus. 502 00:36:28,534 --> 00:36:29,534 Martin. 503 00:36:29,709 --> 00:36:30,709 Annika. 504 00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:31,840 William. 505 00:37:20,325 --> 00:37:21,500 Are you going to tell us? 506 00:37:29,377 --> 00:37:31,249 What are you teaching these days? 507 00:37:34,817 --> 00:37:36,166 Philosophy. 508 00:37:36,297 --> 00:37:39,257 But that's not what you studied, is it? 509 00:37:43,043 --> 00:37:45,219 -No. -What did you study? 510 00:37:45,959 --> 00:37:47,787 -History. -History? 511 00:37:50,442 --> 00:37:53,009 But the books that you tried and failed to write, 512 00:37:53,096 --> 00:37:55,664 it wasn't about history, was it? 513 00:37:55,969 --> 00:37:57,753 What did mother say? 514 00:37:57,884 --> 00:37:59,146 -It was fiction. -Fiction! 515 00:38:03,585 --> 00:38:05,283 World really missed out on that one huh? 516 00:38:08,068 --> 00:38:10,157 Was it about a gambling addict? 517 00:38:10,723 --> 00:38:12,594 What are you doing, Therese? 518 00:38:12,681 --> 00:38:14,466 How's your wife? 519 00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:19,993 Why don't we order some takeout? 520 00:38:20,123 --> 00:38:21,777 You're such a closed book. 521 00:38:21,864 --> 00:38:23,301 Aren't you? 522 00:38:23,431 --> 00:38:25,607 Nobody knows what you teach. 523 00:38:25,912 --> 00:38:27,653 Nobody sees your wife. 524 00:38:28,871 --> 00:38:30,046 Why is that? 525 00:38:30,133 --> 00:38:31,396 Therese. 526 00:38:31,657 --> 00:38:33,746 Why. Is. That? 527 00:38:33,833 --> 00:38:35,095 -Stop. -Stop what? 528 00:38:35,182 --> 00:38:36,314 Come on. Therese. 529 00:38:40,927 --> 00:38:43,277 Mother told me that William had an affair with Lydia. 530 00:38:45,540 --> 00:38:46,540 My wife. 531 00:38:47,934 --> 00:38:49,805 Jesus Christ. 532 00:38:50,284 --> 00:38:52,199 Remember when we were kids, 533 00:38:52,286 --> 00:38:53,809 we used to play that staring game? 534 00:38:53,896 --> 00:38:55,028 You'd always win. 535 00:38:56,116 --> 00:38:57,509 Let's see if you can win now. 536 00:39:01,295 --> 00:39:03,166 Yeah, 537 00:39:03,253 --> 00:39:04,733 I believe her. 538 00:39:04,820 --> 00:39:06,169 You believe the dementia patient? 539 00:39:06,300 --> 00:39:08,781 I believe it because I've suspected it for a long time. 540 00:39:08,868 --> 00:39:10,522 That's bullshit. 541 00:39:10,609 --> 00:39:12,045 Are you that sad? 542 00:39:12,915 --> 00:39:14,221 Your failed writer's 543 00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:16,832 life and disappointing silver medal family. 544 00:39:17,050 --> 00:39:18,051 Whoa, Therese. 545 00:39:18,138 --> 00:39:19,298 You watch your fucking mouth. 546 00:39:20,140 --> 00:39:21,707 Whoa. Okay. 547 00:39:21,794 --> 00:39:23,143 God. Sorry. 548 00:39:24,274 --> 00:39:25,798 You're right, you're right. 549 00:39:25,885 --> 00:39:27,887 Silver medal family's kind of overselling it. 550 00:39:28,017 --> 00:39:30,629 It's more like a participation ribbon family. 551 00:39:30,716 --> 00:39:32,326 Is your wife still going bald? 552 00:39:32,457 --> 00:39:33,521 You know what? 553 00:39:33,545 --> 00:39:35,547 No. What? 554 00:39:38,811 --> 00:39:40,465 Are you going to say something? 555 00:39:40,595 --> 00:39:42,181 Or are you just going to copy me like you always have? 556 00:39:42,205 --> 00:39:43,032 Oh, I think you've got it backwards. 557 00:39:43,119 --> 00:39:44,817 -Do I? -Guys. Come on. 558 00:39:44,947 --> 00:39:46,447 No, you were going to say something back there. 559 00:39:46,471 --> 00:39:47,863 -What was it? -No. 560 00:39:47,950 --> 00:39:50,300 No, you said, "You know what?" 561 00:39:50,605 --> 00:39:52,041 Well what, brother? 562 00:39:52,128 --> 00:39:53,913 -Nothing. -No. Come on. 563 00:39:54,043 --> 00:39:55,393 We all want to hear, right? 564 00:39:56,829 --> 00:39:57,830 What is it? 565 00:39:57,917 --> 00:39:59,266 I saw her first. 566 00:40:01,181 --> 00:40:02,095 What? 567 00:40:02,182 --> 00:40:03,270 You took her from me. 568 00:40:04,750 --> 00:40:06,110 Oh, my God, you're fucking serious. 569 00:40:06,186 --> 00:40:07,448 Guys. Come on. 570 00:40:07,535 --> 00:40:08,928 I went out with her before you. 571 00:40:09,015 --> 00:40:11,104 Yeah. One date, 15 years ago. 572 00:40:11,191 --> 00:40:12,018 And she didn't even fucking like you. 573 00:40:12,148 --> 00:40:13,367 She liked me since. 574 00:40:13,715 --> 00:40:15,282 William. 575 00:40:18,546 --> 00:40:20,809 You always had to take what was mine. 576 00:40:20,896 --> 00:40:22,507 You always had to take what was mine. 577 00:40:22,594 --> 00:40:23,701 Oh, is that what this is about? 578 00:40:23,725 --> 00:40:24,900 Guys. Come on. 579 00:40:25,031 --> 00:40:26,311 Shut the fuck up, Martin! 580 00:40:29,862 --> 00:40:31,167 How did she die, William? 581 00:40:31,298 --> 00:40:32,604 What? Did you kill her? 582 00:40:33,256 --> 00:40:36,303 Wow. So mother is saying I'm a murderer now, too? 583 00:40:36,390 --> 00:40:37,217 Did you fucking do it? 584 00:40:37,304 --> 00:40:38,566 She has dementia. 585 00:40:39,741 --> 00:40:41,656 This is, this is fucking bullshit. 586 00:40:41,743 --> 00:40:43,528 Are you out of your fucking mind? 587 00:40:43,658 --> 00:40:45,506 -No, but you are so fucking... -Please. Guys. Please. 588 00:40:45,530 --> 00:40:47,140 -Come on. Stop. -Would you 589 00:40:47,227 --> 00:40:49,142 just fucking 590 00:40:49,229 --> 00:40:51,666 go do a bump or a hit 591 00:40:52,188 --> 00:40:54,036 or whatever the fuck you junkies call it these days. 592 00:40:54,060 --> 00:40:56,018 -I'm not high. -Bullshit. 593 00:40:56,149 --> 00:40:57,672 Look in the mirror, bro. 594 00:40:57,759 --> 00:40:58,780 Your eyes are bouncing out of your fucking head. 595 00:40:58,804 --> 00:40:59,979 Martin. 596 00:41:01,415 --> 00:41:03,809 Why are you looking to him? 597 00:41:04,723 --> 00:41:05,811 -What? -What? Do you need 598 00:41:05,898 --> 00:41:07,378 his permission to take a fucking piss? 599 00:41:08,944 --> 00:41:10,052 Annika, where are you going? 600 00:41:10,076 --> 00:41:11,207 I don't want to hear this. 601 00:41:11,294 --> 00:41:12,165 Yeah. Of course. Running off again. 602 00:41:12,252 --> 00:41:13,688 Playing daddy. 603 00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:15,124 Just telling us all what to do. 604 00:41:15,255 --> 00:41:16,406 Well, if I didn't, who would? 605 00:41:16,430 --> 00:41:17,475 Who put you in charge? 606 00:41:17,562 --> 00:41:20,173 Who forced me to be in charge? 607 00:41:20,303 --> 00:41:22,001 -Not fucking me! -Is that a joke? 608 00:41:22,131 --> 00:41:23,655 You come in here on a flight 609 00:41:23,742 --> 00:41:25,047 -I paid for... -William. 610 00:41:25,178 --> 00:41:26,527 Annika, stay out of it. 611 00:41:26,614 --> 00:41:29,617 You accuse me of killing your wife, 612 00:41:29,704 --> 00:41:31,504 and then you say that no one put me in charge. 613 00:41:31,532 --> 00:41:34,404 You'd be dead in a fucking gutter if it wasn't... 614 00:41:34,535 --> 00:41:36,102 Oh, thank you William. 615 00:41:36,189 --> 00:41:39,192 Thank you so much for saving me, my savior. 616 00:41:39,279 --> 00:41:41,237 Here we go again! You beg for my help. 617 00:41:41,368 --> 00:41:43,302 You get so close to the edge, you'll die without it. 618 00:41:43,326 --> 00:41:44,850 Then you make me fully fucking aware. 619 00:41:44,937 --> 00:41:47,374 And then when I do help you, this is what you do. 620 00:41:47,505 --> 00:41:48,699 You act like I'm taking over your life. 621 00:41:48,723 --> 00:41:49,723 You're a fucking leech. 622 00:41:50,377 --> 00:41:51,509 You're insufferable. 623 00:41:51,639 --> 00:41:52,747 Who helped you sell your house? 624 00:41:52,771 --> 00:41:54,424 Stop trying to control my life 625 00:41:54,512 --> 00:41:55,619 because you fucking hate your own. 626 00:41:55,643 --> 00:41:57,776 -And whose fault is that? -Yours! 627 00:41:58,298 --> 00:41:59,691 Who fucking calls me at 3 a.m. 628 00:41:59,778 --> 00:42:01,736 because they feel like they're a failure. 629 00:42:01,867 --> 00:42:04,522 Who spends all their fucking money on self-help 630 00:42:04,609 --> 00:42:05,784 retreats every three weeks? 631 00:42:05,914 --> 00:42:06,698 Fuck you! I do not! 632 00:42:06,785 --> 00:42:08,308 And who has to fix it all!? 633 00:42:09,788 --> 00:42:10,876 I do! 634 00:42:11,006 --> 00:42:12,636 I helped you organize your fucking wedding. 635 00:42:12,660 --> 00:42:14,053 -Yeah! My wedding! -You're welcome. 636 00:42:14,140 --> 00:42:15,010 No one freaking asked you! 637 00:42:15,141 --> 00:42:17,099 You did, you did! You asked me! 638 00:42:17,186 --> 00:42:19,798 So don't pull this shit on me now, because it's convenient. 639 00:42:19,928 --> 00:42:21,539 I paid for your college. 640 00:42:21,669 --> 00:42:23,323 You begged me. I fucking furnished you. 641 00:42:23,453 --> 00:42:24,498 I found you a spot. 642 00:42:25,107 --> 00:42:25,717 Yeah, so that you could stay when your wife kicked you out. 643 00:42:25,847 --> 00:42:26,868 A nice part of town. 644 00:42:26,892 --> 00:42:28,110 Yeah, close to a casino. 645 00:42:28,197 --> 00:42:29,895 Fuck you! You you owe me $15,000. 646 00:42:29,982 --> 00:42:31,142 You owe me my wife! 647 00:42:35,074 --> 00:42:36,728 How many times? 648 00:42:38,904 --> 00:42:40,079 How long? 649 00:42:41,254 --> 00:42:42,429 How long? 650 00:42:44,474 --> 00:42:46,302 How long were you cheating on 651 00:42:46,433 --> 00:42:49,044 your fucking dowdy, depressed wife? 652 00:42:49,131 --> 00:42:50,611 And you're fucking disappointing debt! 653 00:42:50,916 --> 00:42:52,439 -Five years! -William. 654 00:42:55,137 --> 00:42:56,356 You took her from me. 655 00:42:57,270 --> 00:42:59,446 You stuck me where I am. 656 00:43:00,316 --> 00:43:01,579 So I'm responsible? 657 00:43:03,406 --> 00:43:04,470 Is that what you're suggesting? 658 00:43:04,494 --> 00:43:05,583 I'm asserting. 659 00:43:08,194 --> 00:43:09,587 You didn't need to marry her. 660 00:43:12,154 --> 00:43:13,154 Do you want to be 661 00:43:13,242 --> 00:43:15,027 your twin brother so badly? 662 00:43:15,157 --> 00:43:16,768 Is that it, Therese? 663 00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:20,119 Just as broken and pathetic as me? 664 00:43:20,249 --> 00:43:21,773 You uneducated fucking waste. 665 00:43:58,287 --> 00:43:59,941 Mother? 666 00:44:00,420 --> 00:44:02,161 Did you come to tuck me in? 667 00:44:03,989 --> 00:44:06,339 Why don't you step away from that window, mother? 668 00:44:07,209 --> 00:44:09,516 Would it be more convenient for you if I just fell? 669 00:44:10,648 --> 00:44:11,518 Mother, we don't want to hurt you. 670 00:44:11,605 --> 00:44:12,954 Oh, you don't? 671 00:44:13,085 --> 00:44:14,739 Let's take you to the hospital. 672 00:44:14,826 --> 00:44:17,002 Oh, I don't think you'd like that. 673 00:44:17,089 --> 00:44:20,048 I might say something that you don't want others 674 00:44:20,135 --> 00:44:21,267 to know. 675 00:44:28,883 --> 00:44:29,883 Annika. 676 00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:35,368 Your siblings have done awful things. 677 00:44:35,455 --> 00:44:37,196 They aren't pure, like you. 678 00:44:42,549 --> 00:44:44,246 Daddy did bad things to 679 00:44:44,377 --> 00:44:45,857 his children, didn't he? 680 00:44:47,206 --> 00:44:50,252 And mommy just stood by and let it happen? 681 00:44:50,383 --> 00:44:52,080 William? 682 00:44:52,167 --> 00:44:54,047 What do you truly think happened to your father? 683 00:44:55,388 --> 00:44:56,606 -Don't be blind. -Stop. 684 00:44:56,737 --> 00:44:57,999 William. 685 00:44:58,086 --> 00:44:59,218 They killed him. 686 00:44:59,566 --> 00:45:01,263 Your own kin. 687 00:45:01,394 --> 00:45:02,525 Murderers! 688 00:45:02,656 --> 00:45:03,875 Don't listen to her, Annika. 689 00:45:06,225 --> 00:45:07,922 They're cowards. 690 00:45:08,270 --> 00:45:09,270 You were the coward. 691 00:45:09,315 --> 00:45:10,359 You stood by. 692 00:45:10,446 --> 00:45:11,446 You were weak! 693 00:45:18,498 --> 00:45:19,738 Are you going to hit mommy now? 694 00:45:21,022 --> 00:45:22,720 Lessons from your daddy, is it? 695 00:45:24,025 --> 00:45:25,418 Oh, they put a 696 00:45:25,505 --> 00:45:27,550 bullet right through his head. 697 00:45:28,203 --> 00:45:29,441 They made it look like your daddy's 698 00:45:29,465 --> 00:45:30,945 death was suicide. 699 00:45:31,032 --> 00:45:33,112 But not only that, they didn't even have the strength 700 00:45:33,165 --> 00:45:34,253 to do it themselves. 701 00:45:35,384 --> 00:45:37,038 They left that to the weakest 702 00:45:37,125 --> 00:45:38,910 one of you all. 703 00:45:40,346 --> 00:45:41,913 Did you do the dirty work? 704 00:45:43,175 --> 00:45:45,220 On Therese's wife? 705 00:45:47,832 --> 00:45:50,748 All for your beloved William. 706 00:45:53,620 --> 00:45:57,058 Maybe I should tell someone all your 707 00:45:57,145 --> 00:45:58,756 twisted secrets. 708 00:45:58,886 --> 00:46:00,758 Who's going to believe you? 709 00:46:01,671 --> 00:46:02,760 You can't prove anything. 710 00:46:03,804 --> 00:46:04,805 You want to test me? 711 00:46:04,936 --> 00:46:06,328 Fuck you. 712 00:46:06,676 --> 00:46:09,723 You let him abuse us, ruin us, and you fucking stood there. 713 00:46:09,854 --> 00:46:10,768 You let it happen. You know what? 714 00:46:10,855 --> 00:46:12,639 You're not worth this house. 715 00:46:12,770 --> 00:46:14,380 You're not worth a fucking hospital. 716 00:46:14,510 --> 00:46:15,511 Or an old age home. 717 00:46:15,642 --> 00:46:16,861 I hope you fucking die. 718 00:46:32,093 --> 00:46:33,094 Is she okay? 719 00:46:33,181 --> 00:46:34,443 I don't see her. 720 00:46:34,792 --> 00:46:36,192 The fuck you mean you don't see her? 721 00:46:44,845 --> 00:46:45,845 You find her? 722 00:46:46,151 --> 00:46:47,693 -I don't know where she is. -What do you mean 723 00:46:47,717 --> 00:46:49,173 -you don't know where she is? -I don't know where she is. 724 00:46:49,197 --> 00:46:50,392 Jesus Christ, Martin she jumped out a fucking window. 725 00:46:50,416 --> 00:46:51,872 I looked everywhere, I swear I looked everywhere. 726 00:46:51,896 --> 00:46:53,090 What do you mean you looked everywhere? 727 00:46:53,114 --> 00:46:54,550 She didn't just fucking vanish! 728 00:46:54,637 --> 00:46:55,789 I know she's got to be somewhere! 729 00:46:55,813 --> 00:46:56,877 She jumped out the fucking window! 730 00:46:56,901 --> 00:46:57,945 What if she tells someone? 731 00:46:58,032 --> 00:46:59,552 She's not going to fucking tell anyone. 732 00:46:59,904 --> 00:47:01,446 -She's got to be back there... -She's going to tell someone. 733 00:47:01,470 --> 00:47:02,167 -She's not going to... -I've got to find her. 734 00:47:02,254 --> 00:47:03,821 Just go. Therese, Therese. 735 00:47:03,908 --> 00:47:05,233 Go around back, just look around back. 736 00:47:05,257 --> 00:47:06,432 Fuck, fuck. 737 00:48:20,985 --> 00:48:22,073 William! 738 00:51:04,757 --> 00:51:06,019 Thank you. I'll see you soon. 739 00:51:07,194 --> 00:51:08,761 Who are you talking to? 740 00:51:23,036 --> 00:51:25,101 I was an altar boy when your mother and grandmother began 741 00:51:25,125 --> 00:51:26,257 coming to my church. 742 00:51:27,910 --> 00:51:29,042 Every day 743 00:51:29,173 --> 00:51:31,088 for nearly 45 years, 744 00:51:31,871 --> 00:51:34,047 they attended. 745 00:51:34,134 --> 00:51:35,633 It was the only illness that kept them away. 746 00:51:35,657 --> 00:51:37,529 And even then, it was 747 00:51:37,659 --> 00:51:40,445 substituted with phone calls and house visits. 748 00:51:40,575 --> 00:51:42,621 I'd never seen such dedicated parishioners. 749 00:51:45,232 --> 00:51:46,799 I tried to get to know your mother. 750 00:51:48,235 --> 00:51:50,107 I never completely succeeded. 751 00:51:51,238 --> 00:51:52,935 She was timid, 752 00:51:53,066 --> 00:51:54,459 quiet, 753 00:51:54,589 --> 00:51:56,330 desperately close to her own mother, 754 00:51:56,461 --> 00:51:58,115 who wouldn't let her out of her sight. 755 00:52:01,030 --> 00:52:02,467 But that woman 756 00:52:02,554 --> 00:52:04,077 I saw who came to my church yesterday. 757 00:52:05,731 --> 00:52:06,993 That was not your mother. 758 00:52:09,213 --> 00:52:10,301 What are you saying? 759 00:52:11,519 --> 00:52:13,304 What do you think 760 00:52:13,391 --> 00:52:14,827 she's possessed or something? 761 00:52:17,743 --> 00:52:19,397 You know it too, don't you? 762 00:52:20,441 --> 00:52:22,313 Wait a second, wait a second. 763 00:52:23,183 --> 00:52:25,316 The doctor said 764 00:52:25,403 --> 00:52:27,318 that she had a traumatic event 765 00:52:29,058 --> 00:52:30,669 that could onset dementia. 766 00:52:30,756 --> 00:52:32,676 Well, you saw what happened to her at the church. 767 00:52:32,801 --> 00:52:34,020 What she said to us upstairs. 768 00:52:34,107 --> 00:52:35,326 She knows what we did. 769 00:52:35,413 --> 00:52:36,893 -Knows you did what? -Shut up, Martin. 770 00:52:36,936 --> 00:52:39,808 Well, is it possible that she could be possessed? 771 00:52:39,895 --> 00:52:40,983 This is crazy. 772 00:52:41,114 --> 00:52:42,855 How else do you explain it? 773 00:52:42,985 --> 00:52:45,031 -Do we need an exorcism? -Oh my God. 774 00:52:45,118 --> 00:52:46,438 An exorcism is not a simple thing. 775 00:52:46,511 --> 00:52:48,252 Why not? 776 00:52:48,382 --> 00:52:50,689 Because possession is very difficult to prove. 777 00:52:50,776 --> 00:52:51,776 Because it's bullshit. 778 00:52:51,864 --> 00:52:53,518 Oh, Jesus. William. 779 00:52:53,605 --> 00:52:55,476 Sorry, father. 780 00:52:56,085 --> 00:52:57,845 I don't mean to attack you here, brother, but 781 00:52:58,958 --> 00:52:59,741 what else could it be? 782 00:52:59,872 --> 00:53:01,352 It's dementia, Martin. 783 00:53:01,439 --> 00:53:02,614 That's what else it could be. 784 00:53:02,744 --> 00:53:04,050 That's what else it is. 785 00:53:04,181 --> 00:53:05,878 And is it really that fucking surprising? 786 00:53:05,965 --> 00:53:07,923 She's been a psycho our entire lives. 787 00:53:08,010 --> 00:53:09,534 -But you saw what happened. -Stop! 788 00:53:19,674 --> 00:53:21,372 Your grandmother wanted to meet with me. 789 00:53:22,982 --> 00:53:24,201 I put her off. 790 00:53:27,334 --> 00:53:28,553 I'll have to see her. 791 00:53:29,641 --> 00:53:31,120 Why? 792 00:53:31,686 --> 00:53:34,080 To truly determine her state. 793 00:53:34,994 --> 00:53:36,735 To know that 794 00:53:36,822 --> 00:53:39,085 this could possibly be a situation for exorcism. 795 00:53:39,172 --> 00:53:41,261 This is fucking crazy. 796 00:53:41,348 --> 00:53:42,741 She should be in a mental hospital. 797 00:53:42,828 --> 00:53:43,959 We can still help her. 798 00:53:44,090 --> 00:53:46,005 She's beyond our help. 799 00:54:05,851 --> 00:54:07,244 I agree with William. 800 00:54:07,374 --> 00:54:08,462 Jesus. 801 00:54:08,549 --> 00:54:10,595 Sorry, father, but there's... 802 00:54:10,725 --> 00:54:12,640 Martin. It's dementia. Okay? It's dementia. 803 00:54:12,771 --> 00:54:14,096 -Stop. -That's what the doctor said. 804 00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:15,774 -So listen to the fucking... -Stop! 805 00:54:21,606 --> 00:54:23,912 I understand that it would be financially easier for you. 806 00:54:24,130 --> 00:54:25,479 I never, that's not... 807 00:54:25,610 --> 00:54:28,569 To he keep her in the hospital under insurance 808 00:54:29,004 --> 00:54:30,524 and for her not to remain in this home. 809 00:54:30,571 --> 00:54:32,921 A home that you will now not inherit along with Therese. 810 00:54:33,052 --> 00:54:34,401 I never said that. That's not... 811 00:54:34,532 --> 00:54:36,852 -That has nothing to do... -You need to calm down, William. 812 00:54:38,013 --> 00:54:39,624 This is understood. 813 00:54:39,711 --> 00:54:42,235 No one is trying to empty your pockets. 814 00:54:43,932 --> 00:54:45,107 But this is an ecclesiastical 815 00:54:45,194 --> 00:54:47,066 matter now. 816 00:54:47,893 --> 00:54:50,635 So please let father Roslovic do what none of us can do. 817 00:54:50,765 --> 00:54:53,159 Let him determine whatever this is. 818 00:54:54,987 --> 00:54:56,945 If it is indeed 819 00:54:57,032 --> 00:54:58,991 possession. 820 00:55:00,340 --> 00:55:02,168 So it can be exorcised. 821 00:55:54,046 --> 00:55:55,352 Harriet? 822 00:55:59,878 --> 00:56:01,227 Harriet. 823 00:56:21,290 --> 00:56:23,075 Come closer, father. 824 00:56:30,038 --> 00:56:31,257 Closer. 825 00:56:37,219 --> 00:56:38,656 Closer. 826 00:56:45,489 --> 00:56:47,404 It's confession time, father. 827 00:56:51,059 --> 00:56:53,105 Ask me. 828 00:56:55,194 --> 00:56:56,630 When was your last confession? 829 00:56:56,761 --> 00:56:58,284 Fuck you. 830 00:56:59,851 --> 00:57:01,200 How have you sinned? 831 00:57:03,028 --> 00:57:04,682 How much time have you got? 832 00:57:05,770 --> 00:57:08,425 -Harriet? -Don't you call me that. 833 00:57:08,512 --> 00:57:10,383 How have you sinned, my child? 834 00:57:11,036 --> 00:57:13,125 Your child? 835 00:57:14,822 --> 00:57:16,128 Who am I speaking with? 836 00:57:20,132 --> 00:57:21,307 Where do you come from? 837 00:57:22,351 --> 00:57:24,310 I've always been here. 838 00:57:27,879 --> 00:57:28,967 Who are you? 839 00:57:29,054 --> 00:57:31,970 You cannot exorcize this. 840 00:57:33,493 --> 00:57:36,017 There is no possession here, father. 841 00:57:36,148 --> 00:57:39,064 Only suppression by God 842 00:57:39,412 --> 00:57:42,197 through mother's fucking prayers. 843 00:57:42,850 --> 00:57:45,549 And now that she is gone, I'm free to infect 844 00:57:45,679 --> 00:57:49,161 you all with the pure evil of Satan within me. 845 00:57:50,771 --> 00:57:52,643 -Harriet... -Don't you call me that. 846 00:57:53,731 --> 00:57:57,169 This is my life now, not yours. 847 00:57:57,517 --> 00:58:00,477 Not God's, not mother's. 848 00:58:01,608 --> 00:58:02,870 She suppressed me with your 849 00:58:02,957 --> 00:58:06,439 almighty God, putting the real me 850 00:58:06,526 --> 00:58:09,660 into the recesses of my mind my entire life. 851 00:58:10,878 --> 00:58:12,837 But I'm growing. 852 00:58:13,272 --> 00:58:14,491 Look closely, father. 853 00:58:15,448 --> 00:58:17,711 Look closely at Satan's child 854 00:58:17,798 --> 00:58:20,366 before you, free from suppression. 855 00:58:22,760 --> 00:58:24,762 Where is your false god now? 856 00:58:27,765 --> 00:58:31,682 I have been silent for so long. 857 00:58:31,943 --> 00:58:33,684 But now I am free 858 00:58:33,814 --> 00:58:36,687 to be strong enough to get out of here. 859 00:58:38,645 --> 00:58:40,473 But then you'll have to kill me. 860 00:58:40,604 --> 00:58:42,388 Do you think you have the nerve? 861 00:58:43,258 --> 00:58:45,304 Don't forget, 862 00:58:45,434 --> 00:58:47,262 half of me is in you. 863 00:58:47,393 --> 00:58:49,917 My blood is your blood. 864 00:58:50,439 --> 00:58:52,572 You are mine and no one else's. 865 00:58:53,051 --> 00:58:55,227 You are my mine and no one else's. 866 00:58:56,837 --> 00:58:59,057 You are my mine and no one else's. 867 00:59:37,965 --> 00:59:39,097 I'll come back. 868 00:59:41,665 --> 00:59:43,536 I just need some guidance. 869 01:00:04,383 --> 01:00:06,472 Your father. 870 01:00:08,169 --> 01:00:09,780 He was a good man once. 871 01:00:12,217 --> 01:00:13,261 He never had a chance. 872 01:00:13,392 --> 01:00:15,307 He did have a chance. 873 01:00:16,003 --> 01:00:17,091 And he hurt us. 874 01:00:17,178 --> 01:00:18,049 I wasn't finished. 875 01:00:18,179 --> 01:00:19,485 He was a good man once. 876 01:00:22,880 --> 01:00:24,490 Annika, you understand abuse. 877 01:00:25,709 --> 01:00:27,885 It's a burden that doesn't ease 878 01:00:29,538 --> 01:00:31,410 even with unending faith. 879 01:00:33,542 --> 01:00:35,675 Your father saved me from that. 880 01:00:36,110 --> 01:00:38,025 He was older than me. 881 01:00:38,112 --> 01:00:39,394 And he became the man that I needed 882 01:00:39,418 --> 01:00:41,507 to look up to. 883 01:00:42,682 --> 01:00:43,509 The man that brought me 884 01:00:43,596 --> 01:00:44,728 closer to God. 885 01:00:47,121 --> 01:00:48,645 I know that you'd find this difficult 886 01:00:48,775 --> 01:00:50,734 to believe, but he was a moral ideal 887 01:00:50,821 --> 01:00:51,821 for me. 888 01:00:53,388 --> 01:00:55,347 Until he met your mother. 889 01:00:57,479 --> 01:00:58,872 Then your father started changing. 890 01:00:58,959 --> 01:01:00,657 When he stopped coming to church, 891 01:01:02,049 --> 01:01:03,834 he became troubled. 892 01:01:05,139 --> 01:01:06,837 I saw it happen, and I never did a thing. 893 01:01:13,582 --> 01:01:15,193 What will you do now? 894 01:01:17,935 --> 01:01:19,980 I'll wait for your return. 895 01:01:20,067 --> 01:01:21,895 And until then, 896 01:01:21,982 --> 01:01:24,942 or after that, even we're not equipped for this 897 01:01:25,029 --> 01:01:27,858 Annika, let alone your siblings in there. 898 01:01:29,250 --> 01:01:31,209 Evil begets evil. 899 01:01:31,644 --> 01:01:33,907 She's feeding on it. 900 01:01:34,429 --> 01:01:36,823 For now, I suppose they're doing to her 901 01:01:36,910 --> 01:01:39,173 what they feel she did to them. 902 01:01:39,304 --> 01:01:40,958 And what would you do with her? 903 01:01:43,264 --> 01:01:45,049 Think on sympathy. 904 01:02:30,659 --> 01:02:33,271 -Flour. -Flour? 905 01:02:34,881 --> 01:02:36,013 Flour. 906 01:02:40,017 --> 01:02:42,410 Flour. 907 01:02:42,497 --> 01:02:43,716 What's flour? 908 01:02:43,803 --> 01:02:46,110 When I was, uh... 909 01:02:46,414 --> 01:02:48,416 When I was in grade 11, 910 01:02:48,547 --> 01:02:50,636 Miss Whittle, you remember her? 911 01:02:50,723 --> 01:02:52,507 Short, stocky, one that taught chemistry. 912 01:02:52,594 --> 01:02:54,727 -She used to eat our lunches? -Big round glasses. 913 01:02:54,814 --> 01:02:57,425 Right. Well, one day I bought a couple grams 914 01:02:57,556 --> 01:02:59,645 of blow from Mikey Blackmore. 915 01:02:59,732 --> 01:03:01,144 Do you remember him? He was in your grade. 916 01:03:01,168 --> 01:03:02,866 Anyway, I bought a couple grams off him 917 01:03:02,953 --> 01:03:05,129 and I was just starving to have a few bumps. 918 01:03:05,216 --> 01:03:07,324 Only a couple of classes left before the end of the day. 919 01:03:07,348 --> 01:03:09,089 At 12 in the afternoon? 920 01:03:09,220 --> 01:03:11,439 Yeah. So I go to the bathroom and just devour that shit. 921 01:03:11,570 --> 01:03:12,963 I'm up to my ears in it, right? 922 01:03:13,050 --> 01:03:14,573 But I save some, I pocket what's left 923 01:03:14,703 --> 01:03:16,983 and I'm late for classes, so I fucking burn it over there, 924 01:03:17,054 --> 01:03:18,795 fucking geared up. Right? 925 01:03:18,925 --> 01:03:22,102 So I get to Miss Whittle's class and she can tell. I mean, 926 01:03:22,233 --> 01:03:24,931 she's no fucking Scarface coke aficionado or anything, 927 01:03:25,018 --> 01:03:27,238 but like, she's a goddamn chemistry teacher. 928 01:03:27,368 --> 01:03:30,067 She probably knows reactions of cocaine on a 16 year old. 929 01:03:30,197 --> 01:03:31,808 So she looks at me, 930 01:03:31,938 --> 01:03:33,766 standing there in front of the whole class, 931 01:03:33,853 --> 01:03:35,637 waiting for an explanation for being late, 932 01:03:36,116 --> 01:03:37,509 and she walks closer to me. 933 01:03:37,596 --> 01:03:40,555 She looks me up and down and goes, "Are you okay, Martin?" 934 01:03:41,208 --> 01:03:43,645 Totally fucking genuine, I say, "Best day of my life." 935 01:03:43,776 --> 01:03:46,039 The class goes up in laughter 936 01:03:46,692 --> 01:03:49,434 and just as I move to my seat, the baggie of coke 937 01:03:49,564 --> 01:03:53,133 falls to the floor right in her goddamn shoe. 938 01:03:53,264 --> 01:03:56,180 She picks it up and goes, "What in God's name is this?" 939 01:03:56,920 --> 01:03:59,139 I say, "Well, that's 940 01:03:59,226 --> 01:04:01,626 that's my brothers." And she says, "Yes, but but what is it?" 941 01:04:01,794 --> 01:04:03,448 I said, "Well, he's a baker." 942 01:04:03,535 --> 01:04:05,363 He loves to bake 943 01:04:05,450 --> 01:04:06,886 and it's his birthday today. 944 01:04:06,973 --> 01:04:08,801 And so I bought him some flour. 945 01:04:08,888 --> 01:04:11,891 "So we can bake together on his special day." 946 01:04:16,069 --> 01:04:19,943 And she believes me, gives me back the baggie. 947 01:04:20,334 --> 01:04:22,467 Apologizes and says, "Bring back 948 01:04:22,554 --> 01:04:24,077 some goodies on my day." 949 01:04:38,222 --> 01:04:39,701 Oh, man. 950 01:04:39,788 --> 01:04:41,138 Whatever happened to Mikey? 951 01:04:41,921 --> 01:04:43,053 He died of an overdose. 952 01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:56,066 I remember a lot. 953 01:04:56,936 --> 01:04:58,285 I remember the day 954 01:04:58,416 --> 01:05:00,056 we took that gun out of his case together. 955 01:05:01,027 --> 01:05:02,899 I remember following father 956 01:05:04,030 --> 01:05:05,597 stumbling drunk into the basement. 957 01:05:07,425 --> 01:05:09,557 I remember you putting the gun in my hand. 958 01:05:10,384 --> 01:05:12,604 I remember pointing the gun at father's skull and 959 01:05:13,779 --> 01:05:14,779 pulling the trigger 960 01:05:14,823 --> 01:05:15,912 and leaving him down there. 961 01:05:19,611 --> 01:05:20,786 I remember doing heroin 962 01:05:20,917 --> 01:05:22,237 for the first time at his funeral. 963 01:05:28,359 --> 01:05:29,447 I never killed your wife. 964 01:05:32,102 --> 01:05:33,688 You think because I pulled the trigger once 965 01:05:33,712 --> 01:05:34,931 I could do it again so easily? 966 01:05:37,411 --> 01:05:39,674 Look at my eyes and tell me you think I did it. 967 01:05:39,761 --> 01:05:40,956 She overdosed, though, didn't she? 968 01:05:40,980 --> 01:05:42,634 I barely knew her. 969 01:05:42,721 --> 01:05:43,872 -Yeah, that's all it takes. -What are you doing? 970 01:05:43,896 --> 01:05:46,159 Is it so hard for you to not be the person 971 01:05:46,246 --> 01:05:48,398 asking questions and yelling and shutting up all the time? 972 01:05:48,422 --> 01:05:49,858 -Oh, fuck off. -I never touched her. 973 01:05:49,989 --> 01:05:50,989 I never said you did. 974 01:05:52,861 --> 01:05:54,428 -She did. -And you believe her? 975 01:05:59,520 --> 01:06:00,782 She must be hungry. 976 01:06:00,869 --> 01:06:02,654 Are you fucking kidding me? 977 01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:04,350 She needs help. 978 01:06:04,395 --> 01:06:05,396 We need help. 979 01:06:05,526 --> 01:06:06,788 We should do something. 980 01:06:06,875 --> 01:06:08,486 No, no one's stopping you. 981 01:06:08,616 --> 01:06:10,270 You could just go down there. 982 01:06:10,357 --> 01:06:12,397 Maybe if you could use God's touch to save her, huh? 983 01:06:12,446 --> 01:06:13,446 Martin. That's enough. 984 01:06:15,188 --> 01:06:16,842 No! Fuck you too. 985 01:06:17,495 --> 01:06:18,820 You think you're better than all of us, don't you? 986 01:06:18,844 --> 01:06:19,976 -I... -No, you do. 987 01:06:21,499 --> 01:06:23,327 Let me ask you. 988 01:06:23,414 --> 01:06:24,284 Does the convent even know 989 01:06:24,415 --> 01:06:25,503 you have siblings? 990 01:06:26,504 --> 01:06:28,854 -Huh? Oh. -Martin. 991 01:06:29,637 --> 01:06:31,161 You two. 992 01:06:31,248 --> 01:06:32,553 Bet you didn't know this, huh? 993 01:06:32,684 --> 01:06:33,990 It's our little secret. 994 01:06:34,077 --> 01:06:36,557 Well, one day, a few weeks 995 01:06:36,688 --> 01:06:38,951 after a trip to the ER, I decided to go straight. 996 01:06:39,082 --> 01:06:40,126 All the way straight. 997 01:06:40,213 --> 01:06:41,693 In fact, if you can believe it, 998 01:06:41,823 --> 01:06:43,521 I find out where our sister's convent is. 999 01:06:43,608 --> 01:06:44,913 I go there. 1000 01:06:45,392 --> 01:06:45,958 Tell her I want to join the priesthood. 1001 01:06:46,089 --> 01:06:47,438 Maybe she can help. 1002 01:06:47,568 --> 01:06:48,700 She ushers me outside, 1003 01:06:48,787 --> 01:06:50,227 won't let anyone see me, and tells me 1004 01:06:51,355 --> 01:06:52,356 to leave 1005 01:06:53,618 --> 01:06:54,706 and never come back. 1006 01:06:56,882 --> 01:06:58,753 It's God's work, right? 1007 01:06:58,840 --> 01:07:00,538 God's fucking work right there. 1008 01:07:01,017 --> 01:07:02,583 -You were high. -I fucking wasn't! 1009 01:07:02,714 --> 01:07:03,889 You were out of control. 1010 01:07:03,976 --> 01:07:06,500 I was trying to help myself for once. 1011 01:07:06,631 --> 01:07:07,980 And this is what you do for me? 1012 01:07:09,938 --> 01:07:11,351 You never gave a shit about our family. 1013 01:07:11,375 --> 01:07:12,811 Not once. 1014 01:07:13,333 --> 01:07:14,726 You're too pure. 1015 01:07:14,813 --> 01:07:16,554 Just like mother said. 1016 01:07:16,641 --> 01:07:18,556 You're right. 1017 01:07:18,643 --> 01:07:20,340 I could have helped. I should have helped. 1018 01:07:31,134 --> 01:07:32,613 Tell me it isn't true. 1019 01:07:33,136 --> 01:07:34,852 Tell me it isn't true brother or I will kill you right here 1020 01:07:34,876 --> 01:07:36,617 -and right now. -Therese. 1021 01:07:37,662 --> 01:07:38,750 Speak! 1022 01:07:41,013 --> 01:07:42,232 Stop! Just stop! 1023 01:07:50,327 --> 01:07:51,589 Stop. 1024 01:07:55,636 --> 01:07:56,942 Martin didn't kill her. 1025 01:07:59,075 --> 01:08:00,380 -She overdosed. -Don't lie to me! 1026 01:08:00,467 --> 01:08:01,599 It was suicide. 1027 01:08:02,687 --> 01:08:04,297 Lizzie had threatened 1028 01:08:04,384 --> 01:08:05,384 to tell you. 1029 01:08:06,430 --> 01:08:08,171 She threatened to tell my wife. 1030 01:08:09,781 --> 01:08:11,826 She wanted me to leave my family, run away with her. 1031 01:08:11,913 --> 01:08:13,273 When I told her I couldn't do that, 1032 01:08:14,481 --> 01:08:16,179 she fell into despair. 1033 01:08:17,658 --> 01:08:19,791 You were away for weeks 1034 01:08:20,966 --> 01:08:22,968 at one of your retreats. 1035 01:08:24,229 --> 01:08:26,493 So I asked Martin to check on her. 1036 01:08:27,319 --> 01:08:28,993 She knew he'd be holding because he always was. 1037 01:08:29,017 --> 01:08:30,367 And she just wanted a taste. 1038 01:08:32,064 --> 01:08:33,761 And Martin was trying to help. 1039 01:08:33,848 --> 01:08:35,111 But he's weak. 1040 01:08:35,894 --> 01:08:37,591 So he gave in. 1041 01:08:37,721 --> 01:08:38,897 She asked for more, 1042 01:08:39,027 --> 01:08:40,290 and he gave her more. 1043 01:08:44,032 --> 01:08:45,232 It's not his fault. 1044 01:08:46,426 --> 01:08:47,746 She's dead because of what we are. 1045 01:08:50,604 --> 01:08:51,997 And we're one in the same sister. 1046 01:08:54,042 --> 01:08:55,305 Love it or hate it. 1047 01:09:23,854 --> 01:09:25,161 We need to kill her. 1048 01:09:25,291 --> 01:09:26,031 What? 1049 01:09:26,118 --> 01:09:27,728 You can't be serious. 1050 01:09:27,859 --> 01:09:29,077 We don't have a choice. 1051 01:09:29,207 --> 01:09:30,992 -She's right. -Jesus. 1052 01:09:31,078 --> 01:09:32,447 She's not your mother any more, Martin. 1053 01:09:32,471 --> 01:09:34,126 Yes she is. 1054 01:09:34,256 --> 01:09:34,779 She's had it coming for a long time. 1055 01:09:34,866 --> 01:09:35,736 We can't kill her. 1056 01:09:35,867 --> 01:09:38,086 She's going to talk. 1057 01:09:38,826 --> 01:09:40,654 She's going to tell everyone what you did. 1058 01:09:40,741 --> 01:09:41,786 You made me do it. 1059 01:09:41,872 --> 01:09:43,569 Did you not want father to die? 1060 01:09:43,657 --> 01:09:46,225 Did I not catch you praying for it every night? 1061 01:09:46,312 --> 01:09:48,966 -Yes, but... -She's going to talk. 1062 01:09:49,359 --> 01:09:51,361 -I can't do this again. -Do what? 1063 01:09:51,665 --> 01:09:53,189 Your fucking dirty work! 1064 01:09:53,841 --> 01:09:55,669 You two just want the house, nothing else. 1065 01:09:55,800 --> 01:09:57,280 This is about money. 1066 01:09:57,410 --> 01:09:59,499 You want her dead so she can keep your secrets 1067 01:09:59,630 --> 01:10:02,023 and to inherit her money. And that's it. Nothing else. 1068 01:10:02,154 --> 01:10:03,958 You're not dealing with Miss fucking Whittle this time. 1069 01:10:03,982 --> 01:10:06,090 Martin, you're so laced out you can't even tell anymore. 1070 01:10:06,114 --> 01:10:07,114 It's my fault. 1071 01:10:11,119 --> 01:10:12,730 -What? -It's my fault. 1072 01:10:18,039 --> 01:10:20,085 I knew. 1073 01:10:20,912 --> 01:10:22,914 I knew what she was. 1074 01:10:27,397 --> 01:10:28,983 We all knew there was something wrong with mother. 1075 01:10:29,007 --> 01:10:30,226 We all knew she had something 1076 01:10:30,356 --> 01:10:31,638 to do with the way father treated us. 1077 01:10:31,662 --> 01:10:33,316 We just couldn't place it. 1078 01:10:35,753 --> 01:10:37,078 Grandmother knew we all wanted to get away 1079 01:10:37,102 --> 01:10:37,798 as fast as we could. 1080 01:10:37,929 --> 01:10:39,104 And we did. You all did. 1081 01:10:41,976 --> 01:10:43,239 But before I could leave, 1082 01:10:43,369 --> 01:10:44,936 she asked me to do something for her. 1083 01:10:46,677 --> 01:10:48,200 I need your help, Annika. 1084 01:10:49,810 --> 01:10:51,029 What is it? 1085 01:10:56,252 --> 01:10:58,515 She asked me to take care of her. 1086 01:10:59,167 --> 01:11:00,362 The same way she had all those years. 1087 01:11:00,386 --> 01:11:01,605 And I didn't. 1088 01:11:05,826 --> 01:11:06,697 Now grandmother's past 1089 01:11:06,827 --> 01:11:08,220 has become my nightmare. 1090 01:11:10,091 --> 01:11:11,112 We all knew mother was adopted. 1091 01:11:11,136 --> 01:11:12,442 We just don't know how. 1092 01:11:14,357 --> 01:11:15,508 As a younger woman, grandmother 1093 01:11:15,532 --> 01:11:17,360 was a terrible sinner, a heretic 1094 01:11:19,013 --> 01:11:20,145 until she found God. 1095 01:11:21,581 --> 01:11:23,453 But there's no running from evil. 1096 01:11:24,889 --> 01:11:26,499 Once it's in us, it's, 1097 01:11:26,630 --> 01:11:28,284 it's nearly impossible to vanquish. 1098 01:11:29,981 --> 01:11:31,896 It has to be confronted. 1099 01:11:34,115 --> 01:11:36,248 Evil incarnate came to grandmother's door that night. 1100 01:11:36,379 --> 01:11:38,468 It came to seek back one of its fallen members 1101 01:11:38,598 --> 01:11:41,253 to punish grandmother for abandoning Satan. 1102 01:11:45,692 --> 01:11:46,476 So grandmother did 1103 01:11:46,563 --> 01:11:48,304 the only thing she could do. 1104 01:11:49,043 --> 01:11:50,915 She prayed. 1105 01:11:51,524 --> 01:11:53,700 She used the power of God, the power of love 1106 01:11:53,787 --> 01:11:56,312 to quell that evil, to dispel it 1107 01:11:56,399 --> 01:11:59,010 and turn it into something pure, renewed. 1108 01:11:59,097 --> 01:12:00,707 And in that moment, she realized that 1109 01:12:00,794 --> 01:12:03,493 the Almighty's love could possess something evil, 1110 01:12:04,537 --> 01:12:06,626 of God, 1111 01:12:06,844 --> 01:12:08,106 heal it, 1112 01:12:08,236 --> 01:12:10,021 give it a normal life to a degree. 1113 01:12:11,979 --> 01:12:13,479 But grandmother knew that could only last 1114 01:12:13,503 --> 01:12:15,394 as long as she lives, so she asked me to continue it 1115 01:12:15,418 --> 01:12:17,333 once she was gone and I hated mother, 1116 01:12:18,377 --> 01:12:19,857 and I never felt loved. 1117 01:12:22,816 --> 01:12:24,209 So I ran. 1118 01:12:25,471 --> 01:12:28,126 I ran to God for answers. 1119 01:12:28,256 --> 01:12:29,736 And they never came. 1120 01:12:29,823 --> 01:12:31,477 And I was terrified of testing it. 1121 01:12:31,608 --> 01:12:33,697 And grandmother's memories haunted me ever since. 1122 01:12:37,744 --> 01:12:39,790 Evil doesn't give up. 1123 01:12:39,920 --> 01:12:41,792 It doesn't shy away. 1124 01:12:41,879 --> 01:12:43,881 It comes for us. 1125 01:12:44,795 --> 01:12:46,536 And evil is in us. 1126 01:12:47,275 --> 01:12:48,712 Look at us. 1127 01:12:48,799 --> 01:12:51,541 It has penetrated us, it is owning us. 1128 01:12:52,933 --> 01:12:54,108 Unless we can shoulder 1129 01:12:54,239 --> 01:12:56,067 that burden with love. 1130 01:12:57,329 --> 01:12:58,156 And that's what grandmother 1131 01:12:58,243 --> 01:12:59,375 was able to do. 1132 01:13:00,332 --> 01:13:01,440 And grandmother kept that gun 1133 01:13:01,464 --> 01:13:03,248 to protect her child and herself. 1134 01:13:04,597 --> 01:13:05,859 She made a choice 1135 01:13:05,946 --> 01:13:08,079 every single day. 1136 01:13:10,168 --> 01:13:12,257 It's a choice 1137 01:13:13,084 --> 01:13:15,391 to confront and love evil 1138 01:13:17,480 --> 01:13:19,220 or protect yourself from it. 1139 01:13:19,307 --> 01:13:20,613 What good were grandmother's 1140 01:13:20,700 --> 01:13:22,702 prayers if she let him hurt us? 1141 01:13:22,789 --> 01:13:25,313 Evil is a powerful force of varying degrees. 1142 01:13:25,879 --> 01:13:27,228 Well, she should have done better. 1143 01:13:27,315 --> 01:13:28,665 Maybe we can. 1144 01:13:28,752 --> 01:13:30,318 If grandmother 1145 01:13:30,449 --> 01:13:32,209 could possess her of God, then why don't you? 1146 01:13:32,320 --> 01:13:33,409 I don't know. 1147 01:13:36,020 --> 01:13:38,109 Because I've 1148 01:13:38,239 --> 01:13:39,937 been looking to God to do this for me. 1149 01:13:40,981 --> 01:13:42,287 But it's not about God. 1150 01:13:42,418 --> 01:13:44,594 It's about me and finding my own strength. 1151 01:13:45,943 --> 01:13:48,162 And maybe from there I can find my own love. 1152 01:13:48,859 --> 01:13:50,402 And what are you going to do with it? 1153 01:13:50,426 --> 01:13:52,340 You want to save her now? 1154 01:13:52,428 --> 01:13:54,125 I want to kill her more than ever. 1155 01:14:43,000 --> 01:14:44,175 Come in. 1156 01:14:48,571 --> 01:14:49,983 -This come today? -Yesterday, father. 1157 01:14:50,007 --> 01:14:51,182 Thank you. 1158 01:15:49,719 --> 01:15:50,719 William? 1159 01:15:53,113 --> 01:15:54,245 What are you doing? 1160 01:15:58,641 --> 01:15:59,903 What needs to be done. 1161 01:16:01,687 --> 01:16:03,047 You don't want to see this, Annika. 1162 01:16:16,963 --> 01:16:17,963 We can't do this. 1163 01:17:00,180 --> 01:17:01,486 We need to find her. 1164 01:17:02,879 --> 01:17:04,489 Okay? 1165 01:17:05,055 --> 01:17:06,622 Okay. 1166 01:17:06,709 --> 01:17:08,449 Martin, you look down here. 1167 01:17:08,580 --> 01:17:09,973 Maybe she got out that window. 1168 01:17:10,103 --> 01:17:11,124 Therese, we're going to go upstairs. 1169 01:17:11,148 --> 01:17:12,279 Martin? 1170 01:17:12,410 --> 01:17:13,890 Martin, where are you going? 1171 01:17:15,065 --> 01:17:16,327 I'm leaving. 1172 01:17:17,328 --> 01:17:18,634 You're leaving? 1173 01:17:20,113 --> 01:17:21,700 She's going to tell everyone what you did, Martin. 1174 01:17:21,724 --> 01:17:23,334 I'm going to tell everyone what I did. 1175 01:17:25,379 --> 01:17:26,076 And I'm going to tell them 1176 01:17:26,206 --> 01:17:27,512 that you made me do it. 1177 01:17:29,166 --> 01:17:30,384 I can't, 1178 01:17:30,471 --> 01:17:32,169 I can't do this anymore, William. 1179 01:17:34,693 --> 01:17:36,260 I need to be punished 1180 01:17:36,390 --> 01:17:37,653 for what I've done. 1181 01:17:38,697 --> 01:17:40,090 I'm going to the police. 1182 01:17:40,220 --> 01:17:41,831 I'm going to tell them 1183 01:17:41,918 --> 01:17:43,441 everything. 1184 01:17:43,571 --> 01:17:45,138 I have to. This is, 1185 01:17:45,225 --> 01:17:45,965 this is too much. 1186 01:17:46,052 --> 01:17:47,052 Martin. Martin. 1187 01:17:48,968 --> 01:17:50,448 Look at me. Look at me. 1188 01:17:51,188 --> 01:17:52,537 Brother. 1189 01:17:53,233 --> 01:17:55,018 You're strong 1190 01:17:55,627 --> 01:17:57,890 and I'm sorry 1191 01:17:58,238 --> 01:17:59,936 for what I made you do. 1192 01:18:01,415 --> 01:18:03,679 And I'm sorry 1193 01:18:05,942 --> 01:18:07,334 for the older brother that I am. 1194 01:18:07,465 --> 01:18:10,163 But I cannot let you do this 1195 01:18:10,468 --> 01:18:12,339 to even things out. 1196 01:18:12,470 --> 01:18:13,863 Even? 1197 01:18:15,168 --> 01:18:17,040 This is not why I'm doing this. 1198 01:18:18,258 --> 01:18:20,043 You don't get it. 1199 01:18:21,392 --> 01:18:22,480 I've stopped loving you 1200 01:18:22,567 --> 01:18:23,699 a long time ago. 1201 01:18:25,265 --> 01:18:26,876 Do you understand that? 1202 01:18:29,617 --> 01:18:30,706 I hate you. 1203 01:18:35,449 --> 01:18:36,712 I love you. 1204 01:18:40,106 --> 01:18:41,281 No, you're just guilty. 1205 01:18:41,412 --> 01:18:43,109 -Martin. -Whoa, whoa! 1206 01:18:43,196 --> 01:18:44,196 William! 1207 01:18:45,546 --> 01:18:46,866 -I'm leaving. -You're not leaving. 1208 01:18:48,419 --> 01:18:49,289 -Yeah, I am. -No you're not. 1209 01:18:49,420 --> 01:18:50,421 William, put that down. 1210 01:19:00,953 --> 01:19:02,607 Yes, I am. 1211 01:19:06,524 --> 01:19:07,525 You do as you're told. 1212 01:19:11,703 --> 01:19:13,618 You do as you're told. 1213 01:19:23,454 --> 01:19:24,629 Stop! William! 1214 01:19:26,936 --> 01:19:28,459 -Guys, stop it! -Stop it. 1215 01:19:29,547 --> 01:19:30,547 Stop! 1216 01:20:32,871 --> 01:20:34,177 I'm sorry. 1217 01:20:42,489 --> 01:20:44,840 No. No. 1218 01:21:03,510 --> 01:21:04,510 Martin? 1219 01:21:08,211 --> 01:21:09,211 Martin? 1220 01:21:16,045 --> 01:21:17,045 Martin. 1221 01:21:19,918 --> 01:21:21,572 I can't. 1222 01:21:23,617 --> 01:21:25,054 Put the gun down. 1223 01:21:39,503 --> 01:21:42,158 You are mine, and no one else's. 1224 01:23:18,602 --> 01:23:21,170 It's okay. It's okay. 1225 01:23:23,650 --> 01:23:25,130 -Where is she? -I don't know. 1226 01:23:25,783 --> 01:23:27,828 We can save her. I know how we can do it. 1227 01:23:27,915 --> 01:23:29,395 We need to get out of here. 1228 01:23:29,482 --> 01:23:31,402 It's a prayer, spoken by one who truly loves her. 1229 01:23:32,137 --> 01:23:33,375 This is what your grandmother did. 1230 01:23:33,399 --> 01:23:35,140 It doesn't work. 1231 01:23:35,227 --> 01:23:36,770 She had this sent to me just before she died. 1232 01:23:36,794 --> 01:23:38,796 Take it. You can do it. 1233 01:23:38,883 --> 01:23:40,841 You can save her. Annika, you can save her. 1234 01:23:40,928 --> 01:23:42,495 It doesn't work, I tried it. 1235 01:23:42,582 --> 01:23:44,715 Your grandmother's asking you to do this. 1236 01:23:45,194 --> 01:23:46,804 I am asking you to do thi. 1237 01:23:46,891 --> 01:23:47,891 We need to leave. 1238 01:23:47,935 --> 01:23:48,935 We need to find her. 1239 01:23:50,242 --> 01:23:51,765 Find your love for her. 1240 01:23:51,896 --> 01:23:53,506 But you need to mean it. 1241 01:23:53,637 --> 01:23:54,877 Father, I... 1242 01:29:16,438 --> 01:29:18,222 You're mine, and no one else's. 1243 01:29:20,442 --> 01:29:22,226 You're mine, and no one else's. 1244 01:29:24,968 --> 01:29:26,535 You're mine, and no one else's. 1245 01:29:29,451 --> 01:29:31,235 You're mine, and no one else's. 1246 01:29:46,816 --> 01:29:49,079 You're mine, and no one else's. 1247 01:29:49,819 --> 01:29:51,379 You're mine, and no one else's.