What is 7 times 9?
That's 63.
Oh, very good.
She's a mathlete.
Okay, here's a tough one.
63 divided by 63.
Then we're going to add 64 on top of that.
There's a lady out there.
Well, I'm not done with my math problem.
Minus 2.
No, Dad.
Look.
Hey!
Shh!
Stop!
Don't move!
Hey!
What are you doing out here?
I'm sorry.
This is private property.
How'd you even get out here?
I used to live there and I painted these.
I'm sorry.
Hi.
Chili.
Can you give us a minute?
Thank you.
You're welcome.
What's your name?
Beatrice.
It's nice to meet you.
I'm Will.
Will and Jill.
Yeah.
When did you live here?
It's been a while.
How long have you been taking care of the garden?
Is that since you moved out?
Not that long.
Maybe a month or two.
That makes sense.
We moved in a couple months ago and I just thought we got really lucky.
You know, the vegetables would disappear but there were no weeds.
Felt like a fair trade.
That kind of strawberry only grows for a month out of the year and right now it's
the harvesting time.
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to steal from you.
I was just... I kind of thought they belonged to me.
You know they don't though, right?
Mm-hmm.
Look.
You're not in trouble.
I'm not going to call the cops or anything like that.
What are you going to do?
Nothing.
I don't know.
Maybe just let me know when you're going to come back.
Wait.
I can come back?
Yeah.
Really?
Yeah.
Just there's a couple of conditions I think we got to talk about.
Thank you.
I know but just a couple of conditions.
Yeah.
No.
I'm sorry.
I'm just...
I'm just really excited.
That's okay.
Text me when you're going to come over to make sure that I'm around.
I can't have you here when I'm not.
Okay?
Okay.
Please don't come inside without an invitation.
Mm-hmm.
Of course.
I got a kid.
I got a life.
Okay?
I won't come inside without being invited.
Pretend I'm a vampire.
Considering you want to keep working on the garden, I was thinking maybe there's a
way that we could work together.
Do you mean like a job?
Oh, no.
No.
I don't have money for labor.
But maybe the occasional help.
I mean, a hundred bucks for the month.
Come over for a couple of hours.
I don't know anything about gardening.
So if I could...
Oh, you want this?
Here, Dad.
Oh.
Thanks, little bear.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
Mm.
Huh.
A little hot for long sleeves.
I burn easily.
There you go.
Perfect.
Thank you.
And... this.
Hey, wait a second.
Are you walking?
Oh, I don't have a car.
Where do you live?
Just a few miles.
You want me to give you a ride?
Maybe next time.
Hi!
Which is when the neighbor, like, knew something was up.
Yeah.
The mail was stacking up.
Right.
So the neighbor was like, something must be happening with Deirdre.
So she decides to go over and be neighborly.
Wellness check, yeah?
Yeah, because Deirdre isn't young.
So maybe she fell in the shower.
That's actually where they found her.
Wait.
Seriously?
You didn't know?
No.
I knew she was missing her teeth and her fingers.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hi.
Hey.
How are you?
Good.
Oh, we're only gonna need you today.
Oh, okay.
Sorry.
Maybe next week?
Yeah, no, that's fine.
There you go.
Thank you.
Yeah, you're welcome.
Oh, and Beatrice, um, we've got a couple calls for you asking to do an interview
for a podcast or something.
It's probably just spam.
Just ignore it.
Okay.
Three stops out of you.
Hi, this is Beatrice calling from Secure Home Networks.
Hi, this is Beatrice calling from... Hi, this is Beatrice calling from Secure Home
Networks.
Are you interested in upgrading your security system to include a doorbell camera?
I'm sorry, what?
Oh shit, you're a person.
Yes.
Oh my god, you are a robot.
I have tricked you, human.
I am not a robot.
What was your name again?
Beatrice?
Yeah.
Um, and you are?
Morgan Ashton?
Yeah, that's my wife, actually.
I'm... Mrs. Morgan Ashton.
Ooh, I hated that.
I'm sorry.
It was just a joke.
No, I know.
It was good.
I'm Leanne.
That's nice to meet you, Leanne.
So, are you interested in a doorbell camera?
Fuck no, those are creepy.
Who's securing our homes from Secure Home Networks?
That's a good question, Leanne.
I think the answer is me.
I'll put you down as a strong no thank you.
I like that.
A strong no thank you.
Well, thank you, Beatrice.
It's been nice talking with an actual person.
Yes.
No, yes, me too.
Okay, bye.
Boo?
That was great.
Unbelievable.
Boo you!
Don't think we're gonna take it easy on you just because it's your birthday.
No mercy.
Not even for birthdays.
Just... grrrrrr!
Sk answering their names!
You're very good, Will.
Thank you.
Thank you very much.
Ssh.
At bowling.
Not at... whatever it is.
That's a great Elvis.
Who?
Elvis.
The guy from the movie last night who was way too long to fall asleep.
Oh.
Yeah, that was really bad.
Okay, show us something better.
Come on.
Okay.
Get up.
Thank you.
Thank you very much.
That was better than yours.
That was better than mine.
Fine.
My turn.
Yeah, show us what you got.
Elvis Impression.
Come on, Elvis Impression!
Elvis Impression!
That was bad.
Yeah, you gotta get better.
If you think I'm bad at that, wait till you see me fall.
I got one!
What?
Nothing.
That was a great shot.
It was really bad.
You missed everything, but it was good.
What happened to your arm?
Jilly.
Sorry.
I... I...
Don't ask about that.
Ah.
Nothing.
Do you want to get a beer?
Uh...
Sure.
One won't hurt.
Maybe we should get a pitcher just to be safe.
Thanks for driving.
Happy to help.
I gotta get her in.
Okay.
I'm gonna put her to bed.
Come here.
Can you grab the door?
Thanks.
Little Bear.
Come and go to bed.
Come on.
Hugs.
I love you.
I think you're the best.
I don't want you to ever change, but I know you're going to.
Love you.
Proud of you.
Get some sleep, okay?
Girl.
Weirdo.
Goodnight.
Love you.
Weirdo.
Come on.
Come here.
Come on.
Hey.
Thank you for bringing us home.
Of course.
She was about to pass out in the bowling alley.
Her or me?
Both.
That's your fault.
You kept pouring me drinks all night.
Guilty.
Uh huh.
How about this?
Maybe one more birthday drink.
Okay.
So, I wake up early in the morning because I can hear the cans shaking.
What cans?
I tied cans to a string so I know when my vegetables are being attacked.
That's stupid.
Why?
Because of the wind.
God damn it.
You jumped to the funny part of the story.
I'm sorry.
Finish.
Fine.
I wake up early in the morning because I hear cans shaking.
And I'm like, you groundhog goddamn piece of shit.
You're not going to get my carrots.
And I go out there with my shotgun.
And it's the wind.
I'm sorry.
I ruined the end of the story.
You really did.
It would have been a lot funnier.
It's still funny.
You really need to get a security system.
I know.
Probably.
I know a guy.
I can talk to him.
Security cameras.
Doorbell cameras.
Could really help with the groundhog situation.
What about other garden thieves?
Hey.
I don't steal strawberries anymore.
I earned them.
Thank God.
I wouldn't know how to grow them.
Why did you move too far in the middle of Arkansas?
Um...
I wanted a fresh start.
Jilly's mom.
My ex-wife.
Separated wife.
I don't really know what to call her.
She's been in and out of rehab since Jilly was born.
I'm so sorry.
Oh... no.
that's okay.
It's not your fault.
It's not even hers.
She got into this really bad car accident.
And they prescribed Roxy's.
That shit just gets into your bones.
You're just... you're not who you used to be.
You know, Jilly, we had her when she was really young, and I...
I feel like she hasn't met her real mom.
Um...
Melissa, my ex.
Her wife.
She'd just gotten out of rehab for the third time.
And she had six months clean, and she was barely holding on.
I saw that, and she didn't say anything, but I...
I wanted to get Jilly out of that mess, so...
I...
thought, fresh air, fresh start.
Found this place, she had been on the market for a while.
Uh...
Got it for a steal.
Yeah, good dad.
I don't really want to talk about this anymore.
But that's okay.
Sure.
You ever had anybody like that?
Somebody that just...
guts you with their love?
I did.
Sorry.
I'm a little upset.
I'm a little drunk.
Me too.
You should be, it's your birthday.
And I was supposed to DD, and that is an obvious failure.
I could stay here.
Well yeah, you're gonna have to.
I'm in in the chicken Coop.
The chicken Coop?
No.
You're not gonna stay in the chicken Coop.
It's fine.
No, it is not fine.
Are you a chicken, Beatrice?
No.
No?
No.
I didn't think so.
There's a bed in there, you dummy.
Is there really?
Yeah.
No.
What, you've never been in there?
No.
Because it looks...
haunted.
Haunted?
Yes.
Scary and haunted.
It's pretty great.
Yeah.
It's just a special place for me when I needed to get away.
It is very rustic.
Nice coat of paint.
Yeah.
You could really rent this place out.
This is nice.
Yeah, it is.
Yeah.
It is.
Sorry.
Oh, I'm sorry.
It's okay.
That's my fault.
I shouldn't have done that.
I'm sorry.
You're not sorry.
Stupid.
No, you're not stupid.
I just...
I got really drunk and I just...
It's fine.
That's not something I should do.
It's fine.
I'm just...
Why don't you come inside?
No.
Mm-mm.
It's okay.
Beatrice.
Tonight, we'll...
Seriously, this is why women should take boxing classes, self-defense classes,
anything.
Right?
And why we always carry In Your Face Mace, which you can buy online at inyourfacemace
.com or at your local AutoZone.
So, we have a very special guest today on Never Go To A Second Location.
Hashtag NGTASL.
Someone we've actually been hoping to talk to for a while.
I know we've had other guests who have been involved with certain types of found
families.
So, we're going to have a special guest today.
Oh, you mean the Tozin families?
You can just say Colt.
Well, we try to be sensitive.
Especially after everything you went through.
It's okay.
I appreciate it, but thank you.
So, Sara, your particular case got a little bit of media attention when Gracin
Landry was put on trial five years ago.
Mm-hmm.
But, not enough to garner a real following.
A Colt following, you mean?
Sure.
But, we're getting ahead of ourselves.
So, all of this started on a farm...
A little pause... and we are back.
Hey.
Morning B.
Um, can I get a black coffee and a coffee with two sugars and a splash of cold milk?
I'm extra tired today.
I'm meeting a friend.
Oh, well that's good to hear.
I'll have right out.
Thanks.
Oh, um, Beatrice.
I've been getting some more calls.
I'm sorry.
No, that's alright.
But I am going to need some more of that specialty jam of yours.
Why?
People are wanting to order them.
How many?
As many as you have.
Thank you.
Hey, Maddie.
Hey.
Jesus.
Sorry.
Sorry, I said your name.
Sorry, I couldn't hear you.
My headphones.
Right.
Hi.
I missed you.
I missed you too.
I don't want to sound like I don't, I'm not happy to see you because I really
am.
But how did you find my number?
When I couldn't find you on social media, I contacted the attorneys.
Prosecution or defense?
Doesn't matter.
Just curious.
Prosecution.
Hmm.
I got you a coffee.
Your usual.
Thanks.
Did you change your order?
No.
You don't trust me anymore?
No.
I'm just, I'm not thirsty.
Then why did you suggest we meet at a coffee shop?
I don't know.
I guess I was thirsty when I texted you.
Okay.
To be honest, I was surprised that you reached out at all.
Worried about you?
Why?
With everything going on.
You mean with the podcast?
So you listened to it?
I listened enough.
Look, I really wanted you to hear that from me first.
That's why I texted you.
How much did they pay you?
I did it for free.
Sixty minutes didn't offer cash?
No, maybe five years ago, but I said no.
Why did you say yes now?
I take it you got the letter from Arkansas Victim Services.
Victim Services?
The note of prisoner release.
Are they releasing Grayson, really?
He got out two weeks ago.
And I don't know why I'm surprised, because if anyone could charm their way
out of a 20-year prison sentence for murdering someone, it's him.
He didn't murder anybody.
Maddie, yes he did.
No, it was an accident.
Voluntary manslaughter.
That's what the jury decided.
I don't give a fuck what the jury decided.
I was there.
We were both there.
You didn't see what I saw.
Why are you here?
Why are you talking to me?
I don't know.
I thought that time and distance from the farm would show you how trapped we were.
Trapped?
There were no locks on our doors.
We could leave anytime we wanted.
Go where, Maddie?
We had no cars, no phones, no money.
How many mornings did I wait out next to you?
How many nights did I fall asleep watching you breathe?
That's not the point.
Yes, it is.
How could we both have two completely different experiences?
I just, I don't understand, Abigail.
My name is Sarah.
And we were in a fucking cult.
Why aren't you getting that?
That is why I did the podcast.
Because that monster is out and I want to make sure no one forgets what he did and
he never does it again.
It must be so easy for you to say that now that you're a victim of victim services.
You're also a victim.
You're stupid.
You're not blind.
You looked at him the same way I did.
What we had was heaven and now you're just trying to rewrite history.
Maddie.
My name isn't Maddie.
Yes, it is.
No, it isn't.
That is a death sentence handed to me by my parents from the time before.
I was nameless until Grayson saw who I really was.
I am Beatrice.
Chosen by the source and loved by the infinite.
And so are you, Abigail.
They were right.
I shouldn't have come.
Who's they?
Jaylen.
Campbell.
Ronnie.
Who the fuck is that?
The other survivors.
Survivors?
They all told me that I wouldn't be able to bring you back to reality.
And they were right.
Because here you are in Franklin County still writing your prayer statement in a
fucking journal.
I'm so sorry I embarrassed you in your group chat of traitors.
They're not traitors.
Yes, they are.
We were a family.
Everyone loved him as much as I did.
You loved him just as much as me.
I never loved him.
Bullshit!
What do you want?
I just want to help you.
No, you don't.
You just want to erase it all.
It was the best two years of my life.
I have killed Grace and loved you.
I loved you.
I loved you too.
Oh, Maddie.
Maddie, stop.
Maddie!
Beatrice!
Stop!
I can't have it all.
We can go back to the farm.
I don't want it.
I want to erase everything.
I want to be able to walk down the street and not have to look over my shoulder.
I want my old life back, Beatrice.
I don't know why he bothered with you.
I knew it meant something when it took a better part of a year to name you.
He warned me.
I felt sorry for you.
You weren't worthy.
He named you out of pity, but not me.
I was a special one, but you and Georgina and those other fucking cunts took him
away from me.
You know, Grayson told me how he named us.
Right after he gave me this.
Alphabetical.
In the order of his love for us, Beatrice.
No.
And that is why it took him so long for me.
Because he wanted it to just be perfect.
Abigail.
Before Beatrice.
I was the chosen one.
You lied.
You lied to me.
Did you get a letter?
The letter came from me a week ago after he got released.
And it had five words in it.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
I have it in my purse if you don't believe me.
No lies ever.
Remember?
I love you.
Secure home networks.
Hello.
Liam, is that you?
Sort of coincidences.
What's up?
You quit the.
other day.
I'm sorry.
It's just the middle of the night.
I'm sorry.
Hey.
Wait.
Are you calling me?
Yeah, no.
Wrong number.
It's the wrong number.
Seriously?
Yeah.
Oh my God.
Are you drunk?
Uh, bad connection.
Sorry.
Who.
the fuck are you?
Oh my God.
Who are you?
Beatrice.
What the fuck?
I'm his wife.
Who the fuck is Beatrice?
She... Mel.
What?
She's no one.
Why is she in your bed?
I thought she was you.
Mom?
Jilly, go back to bed, baby.
Beatrice?
Ugh.
Who the hell are you bringing around our daughter, Will?
This is the woman that helps us with the garden, okay?
This is a cult girl.
Fuck it.
Beatrice.
Beat.
I don't want to do that.
Hey.
Beatrice!
Hey!
Come here!
Hey!
Beatrice.
Hey.
Fuck you, Will!
Fuck that.
You do not get to be mad at me, do you understand?
You broke our promise.
You didn't call.
You didn't text.
You just crawled into my bed.
In the middle of the night.
This is my fucking house.
This is my fucking house!!
You don't belong here.
You don't deserve to be here.
This is sacred.
Tripp!
You!
You are nothing!
This isn't yours!
How long have you known?
Huh?
Who told you?
Your neighbor told me.
First morning you came over.
Fuck you!
I didn't know how to tell you.
I didn't want you to be embarrassed.
I'm not embarrassed.
You gotta leave.
You don't want to embarrass me, but you're fine talking about me behind my back.
Will I take care of your fucking vegetables?
That's not what I'm doing!
What are you doing then?
I gave you your garden back!
Why?
I felt sorry for you.
Nothing else?
You really don't believe that there's anything else between us?
I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.
I genuinely am.
You do not get to blow up my life because you are sad, drunk, and alone.
Yeah, well you almost fucked this sad and alone drunk girl on her fucking birthday!
The fuck do you want?
Stamps.
What?
Stamps.
Like for mailing a letter.
You crawled into my bed in the middle of the fucking night because you wanted
stamps?
No, I crawled into your bed to fuck you, Will.
And then asked for stamps.
But it looks like you're back with your pilled out wife.
Where are you going?
I'm getting you a goddamn stamp.
There.
Will.
Stamps for days.
Will.
No!
Get off my fucking property.
Stamps.
Beatrice, are you okay?
I need an envelope.
So all of this started on a farm in rural Arkansas.
Yeah.
He's been gone for a while.
I think he went to the city.
Do you know what?
Do we ever?
Maybe he'll bring us back a little treat.
I hope it's the key lime pie like last time.
Dwarf, that was so good.
I can make you pie.
Yeah, but doesn't it taste better when it's a present though?
Yeah.
Not exactly key lime.
Open some bottles of wine.
Hey, are you comfortable?
Do you need a jacket?
I'm good.
You sure?
I'm sure.
I feel like I have something on my face.
Let me see.
Oh yeah?
Oh.
Yeah.
Found it.
What are we out already?
Oh, I can go get some.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
I'll get it.
Talk to our new friend.
How are you doing?
Good.
I think I...
I just can't believe I'm here.
What do you mean?
I just mean...
One minute I'm having a drink at a shitty dive bar outside of town and the next I'm
on a full blown farm.
So...
Yeah.
Yeah, we've all been there.
To the dripping faucet?
No.
We've all had our moment with Grayson.
He's kind of a...
Pied Piper of lost souls.
So you call me a lost soul?
No.
I'm just saying that here you can be whoever you were meant to be.
I don't think I know who I'm meant to be.
I don't believe that.
This world, it's such an ugly place.
We're all carrying pain inside of us that's just begging to be released.
I mean everyone out there, they're trying to sell you something.
Trying to mold you into their body.
A version of beautiful or acceptable or right.
But you...
You tonight in this moment, you are perfect.
You're enough.
Hasn't anyone ever told you that you deserve good things?
So, who do you want to be?
Oh, I...
I don't know.
Yeah, you do.
Who do you want to be?
I want to be...
Someone that my ten-year-old self could be very proud of.
That's a really good answer.
That's really good.
Who did your ten-year-old self want to be?
Silly.
Come on.
Say it.
Who do you want to be?
Oh, no.
I...
I just...
I wanted to be...
A world-class singer.
Oh!
World-class.
I knew it.
I knew you were a songbird the second I laid eyes on you.
No, no, no.
It's not like that.
Yes, I knew it.
Hey, Helen.
Hand that to me.
No, no, no.
Yes, please.
Come on.
I can barely...
I only know like four songs on the guitar.
We can do this.
Play us one song then.
I don't want to torture you with that.
Just one song.
Come on.
Ah, thank you.
Um...
This song...
So I used to have really bad night terrors as a kid.
And my mom used to sing me this song to make me feel safe.
Mmm.
Okay.
Above earth's lamentation, I hear that sweet though far-off hymn, That hails a
new creation, The peace of Christ made fresh my heart.
A fountain ever springing, All things are mine since I am His.
How can I keep from singing?
When was the last time you felt safe enough to sing that from another person?
Never.
Yeah.
Thank you.
Thanks for trusting us.
Hey, this calls for a celebration, huh?
Let's do it.
Thank you.
I'm Sarah.
No, you're not.
Morning.
Do you want some coffee?
I can't do this.
Do what?
Stay.
Here.
I've got a job.
I've got a life.
You have obligations, that's all.
It's not that simple.
It is.
You know I'm not like you.
Yes, you are.
Or you wouldn't have come here.
My life before Grayson was just...
prologue leading up to the moment that I met him.
Every heartbreak, every disappointment, every...
broken promise has led me here.
And now I have everything I ever wanted.
I have a home.
You can go if you want to, but...
I'll miss you.
I'm kidding.
You don't know anything about me.
Yeah, I do.
I know that he picked you.
So, to me, you're perfect.
Breakfast, anyone?
Beatrice.
How about those world-famous pancakes?
Bananas, whipped cream, strawberry jam?
I'll give you the best one.
Okay.
So was Beatrice like his recruiter?
No.
I mean, it sounds like she convinced you to stay.
Grayson did all of his own recruiting.
But, sure, but Beatrice...
Beatrice was innocent.
She was just a believer.
We were all believers, though.
No, we were followers.
But she was the true believer.
I don't blame her at all.
So she really believed that he was a god.
I think we all did, in a way.
It was a really compelling story.
He wanted us to believe and we wanted to do what he wanted.
But all of that wasn't really explained to you at first.
Right?
Right.
Yeah, it was weeks until my first ceremony.
I had to leave my life behind first.
Yay!
We're doing it!
Yay!
Again!
Let's go!
Again!
Yay!
Ha!
Didn't...
Don't you feel lighter already?
Yes.
Ha, ha, ha.
I do.
Ah, I'm shaking.
Yeah.
Ha, ha, ha.
I don't know if you saw, but Isabelle harvested the tomatoes early.
They are so sour.
I haven't tried them.
I hate tomatoes.
No, I know.
You just haven't had them...
I haven't told her that.
...cooked correctly.
What?
It's tonight.
I feel a little bit nervous.
It's okay.
The source never chooses someone at their first ceremony.
Such a joy to see all of your faces here tonight.
Thank you for coming.
Tonight is a special night.
It's always particularly special when we have a new family member.
You don't have your name yet but you will.
And it will be perfect.
About two years ago, I awoke from the most incredible dream.
In it, my grandfather, a man who I hadn't seen since childhood...
I can't believe it.
He was on his deathbed and he reached out to me and he told me that I had been
chosen.
I had been chosen to heal this world.
I had been chosen to take the pain and the suffering away from those who needed it
most.
Those who were deemed worthy and those who offered themselves freely.
He told me that I would give them the gift of new life and that I was tethered to.
eternity.
To the source of life.
My father, in his weakness and his selfishness, he denied me of that
birthright, but that cowardly transgression would be fixed because my
grandfather, as he lay dying, he reached out to me and he bestowed the gift of
eternal life.
And I woke up the next day and I received a call.
My grandfather had died, but it was at the exact same moment that I was dreaming of
him the night before.
I later found out about a week later that in his will he left me a property in rural
Arkansas.
A farm.
A little piece of nothing.
But I felt this calling, like I had never felt before.
So I came to this strange place and it felt like a home.
But you can't really make a home without a family.
Each of you were chosen.
Each and every single one of you.
Not by me.
No.
And by the source that flows through me.
And one of you, tonight, will receive the gift of release.
Constance,
find your reference.
It's okay.
The need now is the cause.
Wait...
What?
But, speak with her, meet her, advise her.
Oh, I'm sorry.
No, no, we really need hope.
We do...
You need...
Fund R personas?
But the shoe had to drop eventually.
It always does.
Yeah.
We have to get to that trial eventually.
We have to.
The shoe dropped with Georgina.
Idiot cowboy!
Hey!
Look what I found hitchhiking on the state road.
Hey!
Let's call this for a celebration.
Work and wait.
Let's have a feast!
Would you pass me the green beans?
The green beans, not the peas.
Oh, sorry.
Thanks.
Is everything okay?
Yeah.
What's wrong?
Just the new girl.
What about her?
She's young, Bea.
Like really, really young.
Hmm.
Do you need heavy whipping cream?
I'm 21.
Georgina?
Kiss for a secret?
You win.
Okay, I am 16.
Hey.
You don't have to lie to us.
Ever.
I won't.
Okay.
Um, which wine pairs well with whatever you guys are making?
Um, either one is fine.
Does anyone want to fill this uncomfortable silence?
You named her.
I did.
She's been here for two hours and she has a name.
I've been here for nine months and I don't...
I've said it before.
And I'll say it again even though I don't like repeating myself.
I know.
No, no, clearly you don't know.
You're gonna name me when it's perfect.
Yeah, I get it.
Hey!
Is that how you address a god?
No.
Good.
You need to take a long look at yourself, honey.
Figure out these insecurities.
Because I'll be honest with you, you don't wear it very well.
And it doesn't belong in my home.
Right.
Come here.
No.
How about you... you go to bed early.
Okay?
Get some rest.
Clear your head.
But...
Beatrice, you can... you can handle the mail.
No, I...
I said go to bed.
But I wanted to...
Get the fuck out of the kitchen!
It.
got worse from there.
Moving out in 90 seconds.
Anyone not in the truck is staying home.
Okay.
Bye.
Last call!
I'm coming!
Oh!
Whoa!
No, no, no.
You're not wearing that.
Seriously?
You don't want to get sunburned, do you?
Beatrice.
Grab her girl a sweatshirt.
Beatrice.
Hey, talk to me.
You just gonna pretend like everything's normal?
I don't know what you're talking about.
You're coming?
Fine.
Georgina, you have fun with me.
So, we wait for people to just drive by?
Something like that.
They know where to find us if they want to.
There's a farmer's market once a month.
We make more money there.
Why don't we go into town then?
They don't like us much there.
Why?
Well, because...
I don't know.
We have everything that they want.
Well then.
I'm sure not they're missing.
Hey, Mr. Do you want a strawberry?
You're really right.
Ow!
We're fine, thank you.
Get in the truck.
Hey, hey, hey!
Don't touch her!
Get in the truck!
I was just having fun.
You okay?
Yeah, I'm okay.
Pack it up.
We're going home.
No, no, no, no, no.
You're not getting in.
You're walking.
You were hurting her.
Well now you're walking.
Okay.
You're being so fucking dramatic.
I don't think you understand.
You were hurting her.
No, I was stopping her from causing a scene.
We can't draw any more attention from the fucking locals.
Grayson, she was acting like a child.
Because she is a child.
This shit again.
We should be out there, like, looking for her family or something.
No, no.
I think that's a responsible thing to do.
She left for a reason.
She wasn't happy.
And she deserves a chance to be fucking happy.
I just think someone could be looking for her.
And they're not going to find her.
Because she's here and she's fucking safe.
No, she's not safe.
What did you say?
She's not safe with who?
With me?
I just think that what we do here and what we have is not something that's supposed
to just be entered into lightly.
You did?
Yeah, because I lived my life, Grayson.
I'm giving her a better life.
God, you are being so fucking selfish.
I'm not being selfish.
Then you're jealous.
Look around here.
Look at everything you have.
Look at every...
I gave you a fucking home.
Are you even listening to me?
I don't have to listen to you.
Because I fucking own you.
You're fighting again.
I know that sound.
What sound?
The sound of the end.
Are you spying on us?
No.
No?
I ain't.
Do you want to join this conversation?
Get out of my sight.
Something had shifted.
Grayson was losing control.
Georgina, stop.
What?
You're getting a double the electricity bill keeping the fridge door open.
Sorry, Mom.
I miss air conditioning.
What do you miss?
Um...
I miss going to the movies.
Yeah, they definitely have air conditioning at movie theaters.
And popcorn.
Bunch of crunch.
For sure.
What do you miss, B?
About what?
The outside world.
Nothing.
Where did you get that?
On the side of the road.
During your walk of shame.
You really don't miss anything?
No.
Not even music?
We have music.
Oh, but do we have our own radio?
We do now.
You know you want to.
Come on.
You miss this?
I love this song.
That's off on my account.
Oh, she'll turn and she'll put in work.
She knows she's the baddest one.
Breaking hearts for fun.
Oh, she'll turn and she'll put in work.
Hey, hey, come here.
Come here.
Thank you.
Hey, Abigail.
Beatrice, get over here.
No.
Come on.
No, I don't want to burn.
It'll burn the pancakes.
Let it burn.
No.
I said let it burn.
Turn that off.
I said no.
Let it burn.
You know she's the baddest one.
Breakin' hearts for fun.
Oh, she'll burn.
Broken deep in blood.
Make my heart go by, oh.
I know she's the one.
She makes me laugh all along.
I know that's all I know.
Georgina had only been there for three weeks.
But it was long enough to expose the cracks in our family.
Welcome, family.
Tonight is a special night.
Georgina, it's her first time with us in this sacred space.
Which is why the source chose her to give the gift of release.
I don't know how.
It's fine.
I'll teach you.
Neil.
Give me your hands.
Put your hands up.
Grayson.
Wait.
Grayson.
Wait, no.
Grayson.
No, please.
Don't.
Please.
No.
No, no, no!
Wow.
Hi.
Hey, you're okay.
It's okay.
You're okay.
I'm sorry.
I might see you again.
It's just it's been so long.
I know.
Hey, hey.
I'm here now.
Okay?
Wait.
I dreamt about you.
Every night.
You did?
Did you dream of me?
Every night.
I don't know.
Where's Abigail?
She'll be here.
I wrote these for you.
But your lawyer said they wouldn't be good for your case, so I didn't send them.
I saved them.
I can't.
I can't take these.
But they're yours, Grayson.
Would you like something to drink?
Yeah.
That'd be lovely.
Yeah.
I have...
I have coffee, tea, soda, water.
Okay.
And wine, but I wasn't sure if alcohol was okay.
Why wouldn't it be?
Oh, I don't know.
I thought maybe it's like a condition of your parole.
I didn't go to prison for a DUI.
Alcohol is fine.
It's great.
Sorry.
Beatrice?
Why do you keep on saying you're sorry?
I don't know.
Sorry.
Hey.
Look at me.
You have nothing to apologize for.
Okay?
Thank you.
So this is...
This is where you live?
Yeah.
Would you like the grand tour?
Yeah.
Yeah, sure.
This is it.
The grand tour.
That's great.
No one likes a long tour.
Okay.
Cheers to that.
Cheers.
It's surreal being here.
Watching you and your home and you being a little host.
It's not much of a home.
It's not like the farm.
Mine is cheap and I got a job telemarketing.
I don't think they Googled me.
I was making 48 cents an hour.
Processing beef patties from McDonald's.
So I think you have a leg up on me.
Yeah, I guess so.
I was surprised to see that you still live in Frankfurt County.
Where else could I be?
Well, Abigail, she lives three hours east of here.
That's right.
You wrote her a letter.
Is there something you want to say to me?
No.
Kiss for a secret?
You don't have to play that game crazy.
Beatrice.
Hey.
Kiss for a secret?
I was just mad that you wrote to her and not to me.
I wasn't supposed to write to anyone.
So...
But you did.
And for what?
She's alive.
No.
Yes, she is.
She thinks you're a murderer.
I wrote to Abigail because I owe her an apology.
I know.
What do you think you owe me?
You tell me, Beatrice.
Fuck it.
I didn't want to have to do this right now.
I wanted you both to be here so I could tell you in person.
Tell us what.
That was a fair question about my parole.
There are certain conditions that I have to follow.
Like what?
Like not seeing you.
I'm not supposed to be here.
I can't contact anyone from the farm.
That was a part of the deal of my early release.
For how long?
Indefinitely.
You can't do that.
Yes.
They can.
That's why I'm here.
Okay?
To say goodbye.
To you.
And to my special girls.
You came sick but hurt enough to me.
That's not fair.
It's not wrong either, is it?
She told me how you named us.
How she's your fucking favorite.
And you just fucking believed her?
I don't know anymore, Grayson!
If my parole officer finds out I'm here, I'm fucked!
Do you understand me?
I'm fucked!
Do you know how many sessions I had to sit through with a shrink?
In between the hours of being trapped in a nine-by-nine cement box with the fucking
hillbilly meth dealer as my cellmate.
Like, I'm not going back to that!
But I'm here and I'm risking everything because I love you.
That's what you should believe.
No.
You asked me what I thought.
You owe me.
No.
Please.
No, are you...
No, I'm not fucking...
Are you fucking insane?
Please.
The last person I did this to, I killed.
Like, how do you not fucking understand that?
Like, this isn't safe!
I'm not fucking safe!
The only time I've ever felt safe is with your knife against my skin, Grayson.
Georgina is fucking dead.
I don't care!
She was never really one of us!
No, please.
Can't you just don't make me do this?
They made you small.
Can't you just don't make me do this?
They made you something that you're not.
An ordinary man.
But you're not an ordinary man, Grayson.
You are the source.
You are the infinite.
You're not a man.
You're a god!
And you are everything.
Abigail wasn't lying.
I knew something was up.
They were being distant.
I knew Abigail wouldn't tell me anything.
So I went to Georgina.
You know what's a lot of convincing?
The truth came out.
Kissed for a secret.
They were gonna leave the farm.
And they were gonna leave us.
Both of them.
It wasn't an accident.
I got deep.
And even then I didn't drive straight to the hospital.
I pulled over to the side of the road.
And I watched her fucking bleed out.
Because I wanted her dead.
And I wanted her to pay for what she did to me.
I killed her.
Kissed for a secret, Grayson.
And I don't care.
I don't care.
Please.
Find your reference.
Who are you that falls upon their knees before the infinite?
I was nameless before I was chosen.
By the source.
What is your name now?
Beatrice.
And why do you fall upon your knees before the infinite?
To receive the gift of release.
And what do you offer in exchange for this release?
I believe in my heart.
I believe in my soul and the blood in my veins.
And you give it freely?
I give it wholly.
Now?
Now.
Infinite.
Abigail isn't coming, is she?
I'm done, Bea.
I'm done.
What does that mean?
I can't see you anymore.
Alright?
I don't want to fucking see you anymore!
Wait!
Wait, wait!
I'll kiss for a secret.
I'm not fucking with you.
I'll kiss for a secret.
It's over.
Alright?
I'm done.
Just one more.
We'll...
Are you ok?
You're the infinite one.
You're the source.
And you're gonna be okay, Abōlai.
You're gonna be okay.
smaller voice Please, you get up.
Please.
Please, please.
No change.
You're alright.
You're okay.
I look at me.
I'm okay.
You're okay, Abōlai.
Please!
Hi.
Why is your garden so tiny?
What?
The uh... Oh, I live in a small apartment.
Not big enough to have a big garden, so I just have a tiny little window box.
How big is that?
Is that this big?
That's tiny.
Do you sell a lot of these?
Yeah.
No, not really.
Nobody wants to pay ten dollars for such a little bit of jam.
Ten dollars?
For this?
Yeah.
I know, but... I... I'm just trying to cover the cost of the Mason jars and the
bus fare.
Yeah, do you live around here?
I live in Little Rock.
That's like, hours away.
I know, but I don't... the bigger market's there.
I don't have a product for them, and the boots are so expensive, and.
.. I mean, honestly, a lot of the other vendors are total assholes.
Wow.
And the farmer's markets are so intense.
Oh yeah, there's a real seedy underbelly.
Ooh, is that a strawberry pun?
Yeah, an accidental one.
What happened there?
Oh, it's um... it's just a scratch.
Can't imagine that you make a lot of money doing this.
Oh yeah, but it's... it's not my job.
I'm trying to keep track of it.
It's my job job.
What's your job job?
I'm a receptionist at a car dealership.
That sounds... Yeah, and it's awful.
So is this like your side hustle or...
Not really, no.
I don't make a profit.
Why do you do it?
I don't know.
I just... I just like having something that's mine.
Youngest child?
Yes.
Not so... Middle?
No.
Only child.
Are you are you close to your family?
Are you?
No.
So what what what what flavors do you have?
Just strawberry.
Um do you want to try some?
Yeah yeah I'd love to.
Here you you want it?
Yeah yeah.
Holy shit.
Yeah?
That's really good.
It's really good.
Thank you.
I would pay ten dollars for this.
Twenty.
I would pay thirty dollars for this.
You can just do what everybody else does and just go to the booth across the way
and buy a pint for eight.
No.
No why would I waste my money on something generic?
Well you have a special.
Special?
Yeah.
Special.
Do you want to be my marketing manager?
Do you want to go into business together?
Yeah sure let's do it.
Okay.
We have to get you a bigger garden though.
I actually I do have a farm.
You're offering me a garden.
No.
I'm offering you a home.
I think you should come back with me and you should live on a farm.
What about my job?
Quit.
Pay my lease.
Break it.
No I think I think you deserve something bigger than just a little window box.
I.
It's crazy.
It's.
Hasn't anyone ever told you that you deserve good things?
Must be a good thing.
Wait.
I can't do this.
Maddy?
You were right.
Maddy, what's wrong?
He wasn't a god.
Wait, wait, wait, what happened?
Hey, are you okay?
Hey, answer me, okay?
Beatrice?
Are you okay?
Bea?
Beatrice?
What happened?
Beatrice, what are you saying?
You don't belong here.
Go hide!
You're gonna send somebody right now!
It had to be you.
It had to be you I wandered around And finally found Somebody who Could make me
be true.
You could make me be blue.
And even be glad Just to be sad Thinking of you.
Some others have seen.
With all your faults, I love you still.
It had to be you.
Wonderful you.
It had to be you.
Some others I've seen.
Might never be mean.
Might never be cross.
Would try to be boss.
But they wouldn't do.
For nobody else gave me a thrill.
With all your faults, I love you still.
It had to be you.
Wonderful you.
It had to be you.
You.
Maddie.