1 00:00:01,958 --> 00:00:03,250 - I was engaged once before, to Ken, 2 00:00:03,250 --> 00:00:04,708 he didn't like the attention. 3 00:00:04,708 --> 00:00:08,125 And so I attributed him breaking off the engagement 4 00:00:08,125 --> 00:00:09,292 to the fame. 5 00:00:10,708 --> 00:00:12,083 - What? 6 00:00:16,875 --> 00:00:19,000 - I have two men in my heart. 7 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:20,333 I miss Ken. 8 00:00:20,333 --> 00:00:23,125 - Marriage is hard, nobody said it was easy. 9 00:00:23,125 --> 00:00:24,750 But you have to work at it. 10 00:00:27,708 --> 00:00:30,667 - And are you not wanting to fight for this anymore? 11 00:00:32,708 --> 00:00:34,000 No? 12 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:36,333 [tense music] 13 00:00:37,583 --> 00:00:40,750 It's not up to me. It's never been up to me. 14 00:00:43,167 --> 00:00:45,042 - It's just something that you have to go through 15 00:00:45,042 --> 00:00:48,375 the rough stuff to get to where you belong. 16 00:00:50,500 --> 00:00:52,833 Is it the right thing? I don't know. 17 00:00:52,833 --> 00:00:54,542 Is it the wrong thing? I don't know. 18 00:00:56,542 --> 00:00:58,667 [tense music] 19 00:01:11,542 --> 00:01:13,625 - That was the hardest part, huh? 20 00:01:15,125 --> 00:01:16,542 - [Gypsy] Yeah. 21 00:01:16,542 --> 00:01:18,250 - Just let it out all right now if you want to, Gypsy, 22 00:01:18,250 --> 00:01:19,917 scream if you want to. 23 00:01:19,917 --> 00:01:21,167 It's okay. 24 00:01:22,042 --> 00:01:23,292 Let it out. 25 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:27,250 - He keeps texting me, he's like, you know, 26 00:01:27,250 --> 00:01:30,458 "If you don't, just tell me you don't love me, 27 00:01:30,458 --> 00:01:31,542 tell me that--" 28 00:01:32,500 --> 00:01:33,792 - [Kristy] It's not that you don't. 29 00:01:33,792 --> 00:01:35,458 - And I'm like I can't-- - You don't love him. 30 00:01:35,458 --> 00:01:37,042 - I can't tell you I don't. 31 00:01:37,042 --> 00:01:39,542 - You don't love him like you should, 32 00:01:39,542 --> 00:01:41,667 or love him like how he loves you. 33 00:01:41,667 --> 00:01:43,708 [emotive music] 34 00:01:45,708 --> 00:01:47,375 - I thought that I tried. 35 00:01:47,375 --> 00:01:50,417 - [Kristy] You did, baby. You did. 36 00:01:50,417 --> 00:01:52,000 You did. - I mean, I'm not perfect. 37 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:54,083 There are some things that... 38 00:01:54,083 --> 00:01:55,792 - [Kristy] Who is? - I could've done different. 39 00:01:55,792 --> 00:01:57,708 - But who is perfect, sweetie? 40 00:01:57,708 --> 00:01:58,750 Nobody. 41 00:01:59,792 --> 00:02:01,167 Nobody's perfect. 42 00:02:02,167 --> 00:02:03,333 - And I mean, it's... 43 00:02:04,500 --> 00:02:06,875 It's heartbreaking because it's like, 44 00:02:06,875 --> 00:02:10,000 I know he feels like our relationship 45 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:14,625 was like maybe something just for prison, and it wasn't. 46 00:02:16,583 --> 00:02:22,083 ♪ Did you know the day the Earth stood still ♪ 47 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:27,042 ♪ Is when I found you 48 00:02:27,042 --> 00:02:29,042 - I married him because I thought 49 00:02:29,042 --> 00:02:31,458 that this marriage could work, 50 00:02:31,458 --> 00:02:34,333 and then three months into us living together, 51 00:02:34,333 --> 00:02:36,125 it's like, things come up. 52 00:02:37,042 --> 00:02:38,792 - And nobody faults you for that. 53 00:02:39,708 --> 00:02:40,667 Not at all. 54 00:02:41,667 --> 00:02:44,542 - And I mean, I know I'm a lot to handle too, you know. 55 00:02:44,542 --> 00:02:47,042 - [Kristy] You're not a lot to handle. 56 00:02:47,042 --> 00:02:48,375 Don't, you're not. 57 00:02:49,375 --> 00:02:50,833 - Like-- - [Kristy] But-- 58 00:02:50,833 --> 00:02:53,583 - The fact that he stood by me through everything, 59 00:02:54,583 --> 00:02:57,917 I love him for that, and I'm grateful for that. 60 00:02:59,333 --> 00:03:01,292 ♪ Take my hand, wreck my plans 61 00:03:01,292 --> 00:03:03,042 ♪ And if you lost your wings 62 00:03:03,042 --> 00:03:05,125 ♪ Take mine instead 63 00:03:09,250 --> 00:03:11,708 ♪ Wherever we are racing through ♪ 64 00:03:11,708 --> 00:03:15,208 ♪ Every time I look at you, our love ♪ 65 00:03:16,208 --> 00:03:18,333 - Seeing what she's going through right now, 66 00:03:18,333 --> 00:03:20,417 and I told her that, "Gypsy, the way you're feeling, 67 00:03:20,417 --> 00:03:24,042 I felt the same way with your mother." 68 00:03:24,042 --> 00:03:26,500 And she made a mistake of marrying Ryan, 69 00:03:26,500 --> 00:03:30,417 and it takes some courage to accept that you feel that way 70 00:03:30,417 --> 00:03:32,042 and you made a mistake, and realize it, 71 00:03:32,042 --> 00:03:34,458 and say it, and take some action. 72 00:03:34,458 --> 00:03:36,583 I think it's gonna help her grow a lot, 73 00:03:36,583 --> 00:03:38,167 and that's what I wanna see. 74 00:03:38,167 --> 00:03:40,458 [soft music] 75 00:03:42,708 --> 00:03:43,875 - [Gypsy] You got it? 76 00:03:43,875 --> 00:03:48,208 ♪ You should know the day the Earth stood still ♪ 77 00:03:48,208 --> 00:03:50,208 - Ready? - Ready. 78 00:03:50,208 --> 00:03:54,667 ♪ Is when I learn to love again ♪ 79 00:03:54,667 --> 00:03:56,542 - [Gypsy] [laughs] Hey. - Welcome home. 80 00:03:56,542 --> 00:03:58,750 - Hey. - [Kristy] Surprise! 81 00:03:58,750 --> 00:03:59,917 - It's been a long day. 82 00:04:02,208 --> 00:04:03,458 - Welcome home. - Thank you. 83 00:04:03,458 --> 00:04:05,625 - Make yourself at home. - [Gypsy] I will. 84 00:04:05,625 --> 00:04:07,667 [light music] 85 00:04:08,750 --> 00:04:09,667 All right. 86 00:04:12,292 --> 00:04:17,292 - Start making a list of things that, any... 87 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:21,458 We'll turn this into your own. 88 00:04:22,292 --> 00:04:24,042 It is your own. 89 00:04:24,042 --> 00:04:26,625 - Today's been emotionally exhausting. 90 00:04:28,958 --> 00:04:33,750 Having to leave Pixie behind, that was hard. 91 00:04:33,750 --> 00:04:36,792 I know why I'm doing what I'm doing. 92 00:04:36,792 --> 00:04:42,000 It's no offense to Ryan, I think that he is a good person, 93 00:04:43,042 --> 00:04:46,625 but he himself has baggage that he brings into our marriage, 94 00:04:46,625 --> 00:04:50,542 and I have hella baggage that I bring in our marriage. 95 00:04:50,542 --> 00:04:53,000 I'm just trying to do what's best for me right now. 96 00:04:56,042 --> 00:04:57,792 Like I texted Ryan and I'm like, 97 00:04:58,750 --> 00:05:01,583 I wanna hold you, I want to make it better, 98 00:05:01,583 --> 00:05:04,750 I want the hurt to go away for you, 99 00:05:04,750 --> 00:05:07,250 but I know I'm not that person right now for you, 100 00:05:07,250 --> 00:05:10,917 I'm the person that's making you sad. 101 00:05:12,875 --> 00:05:16,833 - He cussed me out, and I understood. 102 00:05:18,125 --> 00:05:19,458 Things were going good 103 00:05:19,458 --> 00:05:22,000 until the day that it wasn't going good. 104 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,333 [somber music] 105 00:05:44,917 --> 00:05:47,000 - She texted me and said, 106 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:50,458 "But I still love you, and I miss you," 107 00:05:50,458 --> 00:05:52,250 you know, things like that. 108 00:05:52,250 --> 00:05:54,042 And I'm texting her, like, "Hey, I miss you, 109 00:05:54,042 --> 00:05:57,625 I really wish you'd call me," or whatever, da da da da. 110 00:05:57,625 --> 00:05:59,625 And the first thing she does 111 00:05:59,625 --> 00:06:02,167 is send me a picture that people have got 112 00:06:02,167 --> 00:06:04,417 that released of her and Ken. 113 00:06:04,417 --> 00:06:05,708 This is it. 114 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:09,083 "Ken came to visit." 115 00:06:09,083 --> 00:06:10,625 Her not wearing her ring. 116 00:06:12,792 --> 00:06:14,500 She wrote, "We just hung out." 117 00:06:15,792 --> 00:06:20,042 It was surprising to say the least, 118 00:06:20,042 --> 00:06:23,042 it was, but in my head I was like, "Of course he came." 119 00:06:25,375 --> 00:06:29,708 And she goes on to tell me that you know, 120 00:06:29,708 --> 00:06:31,500 "Don't worry, we're just friends." 121 00:06:32,750 --> 00:06:35,667 I wake up to the next day, I see them get matching tattoos. 122 00:06:36,833 --> 00:06:39,000 And when you put 'em together, it's a heart, 123 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:42,042 of two huskies, the dog they always talked about getting. 124 00:06:42,042 --> 00:06:45,708 So what I do is I take a picture of our actual dog, Pixie, 125 00:06:45,708 --> 00:06:48,708 and I said, "Are you really gonna take that dog 126 00:06:48,708 --> 00:06:51,125 over your actual dog that we bought together 127 00:06:51,125 --> 00:06:53,125 that's here right now?" 128 00:06:54,250 --> 00:06:55,750 And she couldn't say nothing. 129 00:06:55,750 --> 00:06:58,208 The matching tattoos broke my heart. 130 00:07:02,125 --> 00:07:04,208 [tense music] 131 00:07:06,292 --> 00:07:08,667 It was like, did I mean anything? 132 00:07:11,708 --> 00:07:13,542 Did I mean anything? 133 00:07:16,958 --> 00:07:18,458 [Ryan crying] 134 00:07:23,958 --> 00:07:25,583 [clock ticking] 135 00:07:25,583 --> 00:07:27,125 - So this is the picture that's circulating, 136 00:07:27,125 --> 00:07:30,167 this is Gypsy and her ex Ken, at the tattoo parlor. 137 00:07:30,167 --> 00:07:33,083 - Gypsy is living her single girl fantasy, 138 00:07:33,083 --> 00:07:35,250 so maybe they're just having a spring fling, 139 00:07:35,250 --> 00:07:36,583 maybe they're getting back together. 140 00:07:36,583 --> 00:07:38,542 Who knows, I don't care, I'm obsessed with this. 141 00:07:38,542 --> 00:07:40,833 It'll be interesting to see how this pans out. 142 00:07:44,458 --> 00:07:47,875 - [Ryan] Don't even act like I don't have you for adultery. 143 00:07:47,875 --> 00:07:50,500 - [Gypsy] I don't wanna be hit with adultery, 144 00:07:50,500 --> 00:07:52,208 not for, you know, a friendship, 145 00:07:52,208 --> 00:07:55,583 I mean we haven't done anything that consists of adultery. 146 00:07:55,583 --> 00:07:57,542 - [Ryan] Gypsy, you're honestly gonna sit there 147 00:07:57,542 --> 00:07:58,833 and tell me y'all didn't have sex? 148 00:07:58,833 --> 00:08:00,167 - [Gypsy] We didn't do any of that. 149 00:08:00,167 --> 00:08:02,500 - [Ryan] Honest to God? - [Gypsy] Honest. 150 00:08:02,500 --> 00:08:04,417 - [Ryan] I'm not gonna sit here and admit 151 00:08:04,417 --> 00:08:06,250 that, "Okay I believe you," 152 00:08:06,250 --> 00:08:07,833 I'm not gonna admit to that. 153 00:08:08,833 --> 00:08:11,333 - [Gypsy] So you're gonna try to get me on adultery? 154 00:08:11,333 --> 00:08:12,458 - [Ryan] I don't know, Gypsy, 155 00:08:12,458 --> 00:08:14,042 I don't know anything right now. 156 00:08:15,042 --> 00:08:16,625 You know, this week's been a whirlwind to you, 157 00:08:16,625 --> 00:08:18,125 it's been a whirlwind to me too. 158 00:08:18,125 --> 00:08:20,458 We haven't even seen each other to talk. 159 00:08:20,458 --> 00:08:22,792 - [Gypsy] I know, the last time that we seen each other, 160 00:08:22,792 --> 00:08:25,167 we were very heated in this argument. 161 00:08:26,292 --> 00:08:28,125 - [Ryan] No, the last time I saw you, you said, 162 00:08:28,125 --> 00:08:30,500 "You know I love you," and then you walked outta the room. 163 00:08:30,500 --> 00:08:32,042 - [Gypsy] I do love you! 164 00:08:32,042 --> 00:08:36,042 I wanted to find out what my life would've been like, 165 00:08:36,042 --> 00:08:39,042 had it not been like that we got married. 166 00:08:39,042 --> 00:08:43,625 I don't want this to be something that you hate me for, 167 00:08:43,625 --> 00:08:48,042 which, I mean if I was you, I'd probably hate me. 168 00:08:49,125 --> 00:08:51,875 I've broken every vow that I made. 169 00:08:53,125 --> 00:08:55,208 [somber music] 170 00:08:59,583 --> 00:09:03,917 And it hurts me that I hurt you. 171 00:09:06,917 --> 00:09:09,042 - [Ryan] 'Cause you still love me. 172 00:09:09,042 --> 00:09:13,042 - [Gypsy] Of course I love you. And I always will. 173 00:09:13,042 --> 00:09:15,125 - [Ryan] You're still technically my wife, 174 00:09:15,125 --> 00:09:20,292 and I do miss you, I'm not gonna lie, I miss you terribly. 175 00:09:20,292 --> 00:09:22,458 - [Gypsy] Ryan, it's too late. 176 00:09:22,458 --> 00:09:26,208 I've set down a path I can't change, even if I wanted to. 177 00:09:26,208 --> 00:09:29,958 - [Ryan] Yes you could, if you wanted to, you could, baby. 178 00:09:31,083 --> 00:09:34,417 I mean, come on, at least let me see you. 179 00:09:35,708 --> 00:09:37,208 - [Gypsy] I told you I needed time 180 00:09:37,208 --> 00:09:39,167 to figure out how I felt. 181 00:09:39,167 --> 00:09:41,708 - [Ryan] But you haven't even seen me! 182 00:09:41,708 --> 00:09:42,875 It's not fair. 183 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:45,292 - I've lived with you for three months. 184 00:09:46,667 --> 00:09:48,458 - [Gypsy] Do you think that if you saw me 185 00:09:48,458 --> 00:09:50,042 anything would change? 186 00:09:50,042 --> 00:09:52,833 - [Ryan] Maybe, but I mean, me not seeing you 187 00:09:52,833 --> 00:09:55,875 after one fight is (bleep), it's (bleep). 188 00:09:58,583 --> 00:10:00,792 - [Gypsy] I just don't think it's a good idea. 189 00:10:00,792 --> 00:10:02,042 - [Ryan] Why? 190 00:10:04,625 --> 00:10:05,875 - [Gypsy] [sighs] Because I don't-- 191 00:10:05,875 --> 00:10:07,167 - [Ryan] So you know. 192 00:10:07,167 --> 00:10:08,917 - [Gypsy] I don't wanna give you false hope. 193 00:10:10,792 --> 00:10:12,208 - [Ryan] False hope? 194 00:10:12,208 --> 00:10:14,458 - [Gypsy] Even this call is giving you false hope. 195 00:10:16,667 --> 00:10:17,958 I shouldn't have called. 196 00:10:17,958 --> 00:10:19,458 - [Ryan] Babe, when I married you, 197 00:10:19,458 --> 00:10:21,000 I knew this would be difficult, 198 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:21,208 I knew this would be difficult, 199 00:10:23,833 --> 00:10:25,167 I knew that. 200 00:10:28,042 --> 00:10:30,500 But you gotta know, I'm still right here, 201 00:10:30,500 --> 00:10:32,583 I've been here this whole time. 202 00:10:32,583 --> 00:10:34,292 - [Gypsy] I know, but I'm not. 203 00:10:42,417 --> 00:10:44,958 - I want a divorce, 204 00:10:44,958 --> 00:10:49,958 and in six to nine months, I'm gonna be with Ken. 205 00:10:53,375 --> 00:10:55,000 - [Ryan] You are still Gypsy Rose-Anderson, 206 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:56,708 you know that, right? 207 00:10:57,875 --> 00:10:59,333 - [Gypsy] Trust me, I know. 208 00:11:01,208 --> 00:11:02,375 I'll text you later. 209 00:11:03,792 --> 00:11:06,000 [tense music] 210 00:11:10,542 --> 00:11:11,875 [Gypsy sighing] 211 00:11:12,708 --> 00:11:14,750 [phone ringing] 212 00:11:16,625 --> 00:11:17,917 - [Ken] Hey! 213 00:11:17,917 --> 00:11:20,167 - [Gypsy] Hey, what are you doing? 214 00:11:20,167 --> 00:11:22,792 - [Ken] I'm driving. [laughs] 215 00:11:22,792 --> 00:11:24,625 What are you doing? 216 00:11:24,625 --> 00:11:25,792 - [Gypsy] I talked to Ryan, 217 00:11:25,792 --> 00:11:27,750 I just got off the phone with him. 218 00:11:28,708 --> 00:11:30,000 - [Gypsy] Yeah. 219 00:11:32,292 --> 00:11:33,167 [Gypsy groaning] 220 00:11:33,167 --> 00:11:34,750 - [Gypsy] He wants to meet up. 221 00:11:40,542 --> 00:11:42,833 - [Gypsy] Obviously, I don't think it's a good idea. 222 00:11:42,833 --> 00:11:45,917 I told him point blank, I said, "I want a divorce, 223 00:11:45,917 --> 00:11:48,750 and after this six to nine months, I'm gonna be with Ken." 224 00:11:51,750 --> 00:11:52,917 - [Gypsy] Mm-hmm. 225 00:11:55,500 --> 00:11:58,458 - [Gypsy] He's still like trying to like work it out with me. 226 00:12:03,875 --> 00:12:06,000 - [Gypsy] Any part of me that wants to? No. 227 00:12:08,375 --> 00:12:09,333 - [Gypsy] Honestly, no. 228 00:12:14,208 --> 00:12:16,042 - [Gypsy] I know. I trust you. 229 00:12:19,208 --> 00:12:21,208 - [Gypsy] I love you, too. Be safe. 230 00:12:23,208 --> 00:12:26,292 - [Gypsy] I will. I'll talk to you soon. 231 00:12:26,292 --> 00:12:27,333 Bye. 232 00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:32,208 Ken has always been in my heart, 233 00:12:32,208 --> 00:12:36,042 and I needed to find out what it was that I was feeling, 234 00:12:36,042 --> 00:12:38,875 why can't I get, like, not let go? 235 00:12:38,875 --> 00:12:42,208 And he came to visit me, so this is the first time 236 00:12:42,208 --> 00:12:43,958 we've been able to see each other in person. 237 00:12:43,958 --> 00:12:45,500 We had a great weekend. 238 00:12:47,125 --> 00:12:50,833 We went to New Orleans, we just hung out, got caught up. 239 00:12:51,875 --> 00:12:53,542 The idea of getting a husky together 240 00:12:53,542 --> 00:12:56,208 has always been like a thing that we've bonded over. 241 00:12:56,208 --> 00:12:57,750 So when we reconnected, I was like, 242 00:12:57,750 --> 00:13:01,000 "Let's get matching husky tattoos." [laughs] 243 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:04,458 This was my idea. [laughs] I'm like, "Let's do it!" 244 00:13:04,458 --> 00:13:07,333 I'm like, "This feels right, this feels good." 245 00:13:07,333 --> 00:13:10,542 For the first time, I'm like, "Hell yeah!" 246 00:13:10,542 --> 00:13:14,083 Like I'm happy right now, like this is freaking awesome. 247 00:13:14,083 --> 00:13:15,917 We just create happiness, 248 00:13:15,917 --> 00:13:19,375 where it's almost like a giddy teenager happy. 249 00:13:21,042 --> 00:13:25,125 Having that taste of what it could be like with Ken 250 00:13:26,417 --> 00:13:30,250 just solidified my feelings for him. 251 00:13:33,125 --> 00:13:36,000 The heart wants what it wants, it's a complicated organ. 252 00:13:38,708 --> 00:13:41,000 [gentle music] 253 00:13:46,042 --> 00:13:47,500 - [Kristy] My keys are in the car? 254 00:13:49,542 --> 00:13:50,542 - [Gypsy] I think so. 255 00:13:55,417 --> 00:13:57,875 - [Kristy] Well, today's the big day for her rhinoplasty. 256 00:13:57,875 --> 00:14:00,167 She whispered to me that she was scared. 257 00:14:01,375 --> 00:14:03,958 - [Gypsy] I wasn't told when I was a kid, 258 00:14:03,958 --> 00:14:07,542 oh, I'm pretty, my confidence was nothing. 259 00:14:07,542 --> 00:14:10,917 So, regardless of what the comments are that come my way, 260 00:14:10,917 --> 00:14:13,250 I wanna go in for the best, 261 00:14:13,250 --> 00:14:16,042 but if the worst happens, it's not the end of the world. 262 00:14:16,042 --> 00:14:19,917 ♪ No one can stop us now 263 00:14:19,917 --> 00:14:21,958 ♪ We've made it this far 264 00:14:21,958 --> 00:14:23,042 - [Kristy] To think of everything 265 00:14:23,042 --> 00:14:24,542 that she went through before, 266 00:14:25,875 --> 00:14:27,625 hundreds of surgeries that she has gotten 267 00:14:27,625 --> 00:14:31,875 because of her mom, and this time it's her choice, 268 00:14:31,875 --> 00:14:35,417 it's nobody else but hers, she's in control. 269 00:14:36,958 --> 00:14:39,208 [upbeat music] 270 00:14:43,333 --> 00:14:46,458 I was proud when she decided she's doing this. 271 00:14:48,208 --> 00:14:50,042 It's a milestone for her. 272 00:14:53,292 --> 00:14:56,333 ♪ This is our moment, this is our moment ♪ 273 00:15:12,250 --> 00:15:16,542 ♪ We could feel it in our bones ♪ 274 00:15:16,542 --> 00:15:18,792 ♪ There's no letting go 275 00:15:18,792 --> 00:15:20,917 - [Gypsy] I'm like, getting queasier, 276 00:15:20,917 --> 00:15:22,500 so I just can't think about it. 277 00:15:25,333 --> 00:15:26,875 - [Doctor] You wanna look at it? 278 00:15:26,875 --> 00:15:28,125 - [Gypsy] Yeah. 279 00:15:29,792 --> 00:15:32,125 - [Gypsy] Oh, wow. - [Kristy] Wow. 280 00:15:32,125 --> 00:15:34,250 - It looks so good. 281 00:15:34,250 --> 00:15:35,958 - [Doctor] So if you feel, 282 00:15:35,958 --> 00:15:38,417 like right here where your bump used to be, 283 00:15:38,417 --> 00:15:40,333 you'll feel that's kinda sponge-y. 284 00:15:40,333 --> 00:15:42,667 - [Gypsy] Okay. - [Doctor] And that's important, 285 00:15:42,667 --> 00:15:45,375 'cause you're gonna get the skin 286 00:15:45,375 --> 00:15:48,458 to kinda get where the new level of the bone and cartilage is. 287 00:15:48,458 --> 00:15:50,083 - [Kristy] Girl. - [Doctor] You survived. 288 00:15:50,083 --> 00:15:51,375 - [Gypsy] I survived it. 289 00:15:51,375 --> 00:15:53,000 - [Doctor] Yeah, I like it, I think it's cute. 290 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:54,542 - [Gypsy] I think it looks really good. 291 00:15:54,542 --> 00:15:55,917 - [Doctor] So if you look at your-- 292 00:15:55,917 --> 00:15:57,292 - [Gypsy] You did good work! [laughs] 293 00:15:57,292 --> 00:15:58,542 - [Kristy] Good job. 294 00:15:58,542 --> 00:16:00,542 - [Doctor] If you look at your old nose. 295 00:16:00,542 --> 00:16:01,542 - [Kristy] Wow. 296 00:16:01,542 --> 00:16:02,875 - [Doctor] You can kinda see the difference. 297 00:16:02,875 --> 00:16:04,542 - [Kristy] Wow. - [Gypsy] Yeah. 298 00:16:05,875 --> 00:16:08,792 In the beginning of me getting out, 299 00:16:08,792 --> 00:16:12,875 I had tried to go through a physical transformation, 300 00:16:12,875 --> 00:16:15,375 just with like my hair, my style, 301 00:16:15,375 --> 00:16:16,958 different things about myself. 302 00:16:16,958 --> 00:16:20,167 So I think this is something a little bit more permanent, 303 00:16:20,167 --> 00:16:22,542 and I like it though, it's a good choice for me. 304 00:16:24,208 --> 00:16:25,750 - [Doctor] So that's your before nose. 305 00:16:25,750 --> 00:16:27,000 - [Gypsy] Oh, wow. 306 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:28,625 It looks great. 307 00:16:28,625 --> 00:16:30,208 - [Doctor] Yeah, I think-- - [Kristy] It does, I'm like, 308 00:16:30,208 --> 00:16:32,708 I can't believe it, that's... - [Doctor] You did super. 309 00:16:32,708 --> 00:16:35,833 - [Gypsy] I'm happy with myself going forward, 310 00:16:35,833 --> 00:16:37,375 and I think it's more internal work 311 00:16:37,375 --> 00:16:39,167 that I need to do on myself. 312 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:41,875 [clock ticking] 313 00:16:41,875 --> 00:16:44,958 - Gypsy Rose Blanchard's officially changed her look, 314 00:16:44,958 --> 00:16:47,292 undergoing plastic surgery on Friday. 315 00:16:47,292 --> 00:16:48,542 The procedure went well, 316 00:16:48,542 --> 00:16:51,250 and Gypsy's super stoked to see how she looks 317 00:16:51,250 --> 00:16:53,042 after she's totally healed up. 318 00:16:53,042 --> 00:16:55,083 - You absolutely do not need plastic surgery 319 00:16:55,083 --> 00:16:57,208 Ms Gyp Gyp, you are beautiful the way you are, 320 00:16:57,208 --> 00:16:58,583 but of course, it seems like this is something 321 00:16:58,583 --> 00:17:00,708 she's been thinking about for a while. 322 00:17:04,292 --> 00:17:05,750 - think it's only a matter of time 323 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:09,042 before we find out that they have gotten back together. 324 00:17:09,042 --> 00:17:11,375 [tense music] 325 00:17:12,667 --> 00:17:15,375 - Remember when she said the D was fire? 326 00:17:15,375 --> 00:17:17,083 I guess it has burnt out. 327 00:17:24,208 --> 00:17:26,500 - [Gypsy] I feel like I did the right thing on my part 328 00:17:26,500 --> 00:17:29,458 by filing for divorce, like... 329 00:17:30,667 --> 00:17:34,542 Regardless of what is going on behind the scenes 330 00:17:34,542 --> 00:17:36,167 with me and Ken, 331 00:17:36,167 --> 00:17:39,750 the right thing to do was acknowledge 332 00:17:39,750 --> 00:17:43,167 that this marriage is not what I want and not working, 333 00:17:43,167 --> 00:17:45,542 and file based on that. 334 00:17:48,583 --> 00:17:50,750 - [Mia] That's awful to say. - [Kristy] But-- 335 00:17:50,750 --> 00:17:52,375 - [Gypsy] No, it's really true, though. 336 00:17:52,375 --> 00:17:53,542 - [Kristy] It's the truth. 337 00:17:53,542 --> 00:17:55,750 - [Gypsy] She said it since day one. 338 00:17:55,750 --> 00:17:59,583 - [Kristy] 'Cause me and Ken never lost touch. 339 00:17:59,583 --> 00:18:01,042 - [Mia] But see, that's what makes me-- 340 00:18:01,042 --> 00:18:02,542 - [Kristy] No, it was like-- 341 00:18:02,542 --> 00:18:03,458 - [Mia] Don't cut me off. - [Kristy] "Happy birthday," 342 00:18:03,458 --> 00:18:03,625 and stuff like-- you cut me off. 343 00:18:04,333 --> 00:18:05,458 and stuff like-- you cut me off. 344 00:18:05,458 --> 00:18:09,208 It was, it got less and less. 345 00:18:09,208 --> 00:18:10,875 Like when they first split. 346 00:18:10,875 --> 00:18:14,375 - [Mia] You played a big role in their thing, though. 347 00:18:14,375 --> 00:18:16,958 - [Kristy] Well you know, she needed to know the real reason 348 00:18:16,958 --> 00:18:18,250 why he ended it. 349 00:18:18,250 --> 00:18:20,083 - [Mia] Did she? - [Kristy] Yes she did, because- 350 00:18:20,083 --> 00:18:22,292 - [Mia] He should've told her then, not you. 351 00:18:26,458 --> 00:18:28,042 - [Mia] Did she? - [Kristy] Yes she did, because- 352 00:18:28,042 --> 00:18:29,542 - [Kristy] Ryan didn't want her-- 353 00:18:29,542 --> 00:18:31,917 - [Gypsy] I did block him, because Ryan wanted me to. 354 00:18:31,917 --> 00:18:34,333 - [Kristy] Right, so-- - [Mia] If you ever came to me 355 00:18:34,333 --> 00:18:37,417 talking about one of my exes while I'm with Andre, 356 00:18:37,417 --> 00:18:40,208 like married, like that is- - [Kristy] No, no. 357 00:18:40,208 --> 00:18:42,292 Y'all situation's different. 358 00:18:42,292 --> 00:18:42,375 Y'all situation's different. 359 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:44,333 She needed closure. 360 00:18:44,542 --> 00:18:48,833 And she didn't have it, so I took it upon myself to do it. 361 00:18:49,875 --> 00:18:51,208 He let her go, 362 00:18:53,333 --> 00:18:59,125 because he wanted her to find herself without him. 363 00:19:00,083 --> 00:19:04,292 The main reason why he ended it was not what we thought. 364 00:19:05,542 --> 00:19:07,750 - [Mia] Yeah, I don't know if I believe that, either. 365 00:19:10,083 --> 00:19:11,958 I still gotta, I gotta talk to him. 366 00:19:11,958 --> 00:19:13,417 I gotta make my own... 367 00:19:14,708 --> 00:19:16,542 - [Gypsy] And that's something that I want you to do. 368 00:19:16,542 --> 00:19:18,583 Like, on your own time, you know. 369 00:19:20,042 --> 00:19:22,125 - [Kristy] I wouldn't have liked if 370 00:19:22,125 --> 00:19:27,375 Ryan would've dogged Ken after he knew the real truth. 371 00:19:27,375 --> 00:19:28,583 - [Gypsy] He did. 372 00:19:29,542 --> 00:19:31,375 - [Mia] That is still not your place. 373 00:19:31,375 --> 00:19:33,000 - [Kristy] Well, I didn't say it was my, 374 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:35,042 I said this is my opinion. 375 00:19:35,042 --> 00:19:37,875 - [Mia] And he had every right to hate Ken and all that. 376 00:19:37,875 --> 00:19:39,500 He has every single right. - [Kristy] Exactly. 377 00:19:39,500 --> 00:19:41,375 - So let him feel the way he- - [Kristy] Exactly. 378 00:19:41,375 --> 00:19:43,042 - [Mia] Then why are you saying that you wouldn't 379 00:19:43,042 --> 00:19:44,458 want him talking about Ken like that? 380 00:19:44,458 --> 00:19:45,750 That is his feelings. 381 00:19:45,750 --> 00:19:47,208 - [Kristy] No, he has a better understanding-- 382 00:19:47,208 --> 00:19:48,458 - [Mia] Oh my gosh. - [Kristy] Mia, of why. 383 00:19:48,458 --> 00:19:50,875 - [Mia] I'm not gonna, okay. Conversation done. 384 00:19:50,875 --> 00:19:52,375 Before I get pissed off, I'm not talking more. 385 00:19:52,375 --> 00:19:54,875 - [Kristy] I just see things at all different angles 386 00:19:54,875 --> 00:19:56,708 than you, I guess. 387 00:19:56,708 --> 00:19:58,375 - [Mia] No, 'cause you're saying one thing and then, 388 00:19:58,375 --> 00:20:00,042 I say something else, but then you agree with me 389 00:20:00,042 --> 00:20:01,625 and it's just flip flop like a- 390 00:20:01,625 --> 00:20:03,250 - [Kristy] I don't agree with, I'm telling you why 391 00:20:03,250 --> 00:20:06,875 I told her, why I told Gypsy- 392 00:20:06,875 --> 00:20:09,375 - [Gypsy] Y'all have the worst communication. 393 00:20:09,375 --> 00:20:10,792 - [Mia] She don't know when to stop talking 394 00:20:10,792 --> 00:20:12,333 and she keeps talking on and on and on-- 395 00:20:12,333 --> 00:20:13,625 - [Kristy] In circles. 396 00:20:13,625 --> 00:20:14,708 - [Mia] And don't even make sense sometimes. 397 00:20:14,708 --> 00:20:16,417 I'm like, "What are you even trying to say?" 398 00:20:16,417 --> 00:20:17,917 - [Kristy] Well, I'm just trying to make the whole thing-- 399 00:20:17,917 --> 00:20:20,250 - [Mia] I get, but do you see my whole point? 400 00:20:20,250 --> 00:20:23,958 You don't like to, you say "I, I, I." 401 00:20:23,958 --> 00:20:25,125 - [Kristy] I, I, yeah. 402 00:20:25,125 --> 00:20:26,667 Because that's how I, and I told you, 403 00:20:26,667 --> 00:20:29,042 I, this is my opinion. - [Mia] All right. 404 00:20:29,042 --> 00:20:31,792 - [Kristy] Not Gypsy's, not the man in the moon's opinion, 405 00:20:31,792 --> 00:20:32,958 my opinion. 406 00:20:35,958 --> 00:20:37,792 - [Mia] There just have been many things 407 00:20:37,792 --> 00:20:41,292 from many different angles that have bothered me. 408 00:20:42,250 --> 00:20:44,750 And I don't know. 409 00:20:44,750 --> 00:20:46,542 Maybe just different values, different morals, 410 00:20:46,542 --> 00:20:48,625 but I mean, it is what it is. It's not my life. 411 00:20:48,625 --> 00:20:49,750 - [Kristy] Well, like I said-- 412 00:20:49,750 --> 00:20:51,833 - [Gypsy] Normally, it's not my values, but. 413 00:20:55,958 --> 00:20:57,958 - [Mia] A little different thing between Ryan and Ken, 414 00:20:57,958 --> 00:21:03,125 for me, is that Ken knew that Gypsy was still married. 415 00:21:03,125 --> 00:21:05,333 Where's your respect for Ryan? 416 00:21:05,333 --> 00:21:07,958 You may not like the guy at all, but like, 417 00:21:07,958 --> 00:21:11,000 for me, that says a lot about your character. 418 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:16,333 And I don't feel like he was trying to protect Gypsy 419 00:21:16,333 --> 00:21:17,833 in the best way. 420 00:21:19,542 --> 00:21:21,583 How are you protecting her, 421 00:21:21,583 --> 00:21:24,083 from what these people are gonna say about her? 422 00:21:24,083 --> 00:21:25,833 How are you protecting her from 423 00:21:25,833 --> 00:21:27,458 what the world is gonna think of her? 424 00:21:27,458 --> 00:21:30,250 You are not doing anything, at all. 425 00:21:30,250 --> 00:21:31,917 Y'all are making irrational decisions 426 00:21:31,917 --> 00:21:34,250 based on short-term happiness instead of, 427 00:21:34,250 --> 00:21:35,625 you know, thinking long-term. 428 00:21:39,500 --> 00:21:41,083 - [Gypsy] Watching Mia and Kristy fight, 429 00:21:41,083 --> 00:21:42,500 I'm just like, "Mm-hmm." 430 00:21:44,375 --> 00:21:46,500 People get affected by my choices. 431 00:21:46,500 --> 00:21:48,375 I get affected by my choices. 432 00:21:49,417 --> 00:21:51,208 But at the end of the day, I have to also 433 00:21:51,208 --> 00:21:54,958 live with myself and, if nobody else is gonna make me happy, 434 00:21:54,958 --> 00:21:57,875 I have to do what's gonna make me happy. 435 00:21:57,875 --> 00:22:01,083 - [Kristy] I don't regret a thing. You know why? 436 00:22:01,083 --> 00:22:02,500 She's my priority. 437 00:22:03,333 --> 00:22:04,417 I want her to be happy. 438 00:22:04,417 --> 00:22:07,875 I want her to live, bottom line. 439 00:22:07,875 --> 00:22:09,917 [soft music] 440 00:22:13,500 --> 00:22:15,542 - [Ryan] Come on, Pix. [smooches] 441 00:22:16,875 --> 00:22:18,292 Come on. 442 00:22:18,292 --> 00:22:20,667 Hey. - [Joy] Who's here? 443 00:22:20,667 --> 00:22:23,292 - [Ryan] Pixie Pix. - [Joy] Pixie Pix! 444 00:22:23,292 --> 00:22:25,750 - [Ryan] Yeah. [dogs barking] 445 00:22:26,708 --> 00:22:28,292 - [Joy] Did you sleep in here last night? 446 00:22:28,292 --> 00:22:30,417 - [Ryan] Yeah. I sleep fine. 447 00:22:31,500 --> 00:22:34,083 I get a text at like three in the morning, 448 00:22:34,083 --> 00:22:38,083 "Hey, I'm awake. Please let me know you're okay. 449 00:22:38,083 --> 00:22:39,875 How's our baby doing?" 450 00:22:39,875 --> 00:22:41,625 - [Joy] Oh, now she wants to know about Pix. 451 00:22:41,625 --> 00:22:43,542 - [Ryan] Now she wants to know about, "I miss her so much, 452 00:22:43,542 --> 00:22:44,875 how's our baby?" 453 00:22:44,875 --> 00:22:47,708 Stuff like that gives me hope and it's... 454 00:22:47,708 --> 00:22:50,042 - [Joy] But, I know, Ryan, but is that healthy? 455 00:22:53,750 --> 00:22:55,375 - [Ryan] Mom, that's what I'm dealing with. 456 00:22:55,375 --> 00:22:56,958 That's, I have to fight that. 457 00:22:56,958 --> 00:22:58,333 - [Joy] I know, I know. 458 00:22:58,333 --> 00:22:59,792 I know, it's such a rollercoaster ride. 459 00:22:59,792 --> 00:23:01,542 - [Ryan] Last night, she told me "I'm selfish, 460 00:23:01,542 --> 00:23:03,625 I'm sorry I'm so selfish." 461 00:23:03,625 --> 00:23:05,958 - [Joy] If she wants to go, go. 462 00:23:07,333 --> 00:23:10,542 But why the continual contact? 463 00:23:11,542 --> 00:23:12,958 - [Ryan] You know, I'm struggling with that, 464 00:23:12,958 --> 00:23:14,958 I'm wondering how much longer I can take. 465 00:23:14,958 --> 00:23:17,292 - [Joy] You're gonna know when you've had enough. 466 00:23:17,292 --> 00:23:18,667 You're gonna know. 467 00:23:19,708 --> 00:23:21,333 But that don't mean there's not a lot of heartbreak 468 00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:22,917 in between that. - Yeah. 469 00:23:22,917 --> 00:23:24,917 [soft music] 470 00:23:24,917 --> 00:23:27,917 She got out, we went to New York and we had this 471 00:23:27,917 --> 00:23:31,250 honeymoon romance in New York and then we came back 472 00:23:31,250 --> 00:23:33,167 and started living our regular life. 473 00:23:33,167 --> 00:23:39,250 I think she expected it to stay that honeymoon perfect phase 474 00:23:39,250 --> 00:23:42,542 like, living carefree. 475 00:23:42,542 --> 00:23:44,625 - [Joy] Do you think she had that envisioned 476 00:23:44,625 --> 00:23:47,417 in her mind before she was released, 477 00:23:47,417 --> 00:23:49,292 that that's the way that life's gonna be? 478 00:23:49,292 --> 00:23:50,375 - [Ryan] Yes. 479 00:23:50,375 --> 00:23:52,000 - [Joy] Well, it's not like that. 480 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:54,958 - [Ryan] So when Ken came to visit, it was a vacation. 481 00:23:54,958 --> 00:23:57,542 It was wonderful, it was a vacation. 482 00:23:57,542 --> 00:23:59,958 'Cause it was. - [Joy] Yeah, it was. It was. 483 00:24:00,958 --> 00:24:03,167 - [Ryan] That's not real life. - [Joy] Mm-mm. 484 00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:11,750 - [Rod] So how was your time with Ken? 485 00:24:11,750 --> 00:24:13,208 - [Gypsy] It was amazing. 486 00:24:13,208 --> 00:24:14,625 - [Rod] Really? - [Gypsy] Yeah. 487 00:24:15,875 --> 00:24:21,625 We went to New Orleans and we did like a swamp tour. 488 00:24:21,625 --> 00:24:24,708 We got Jazz Fest tickets. - [Rod] Yes. 489 00:24:24,708 --> 00:24:26,167 - [Gypsy] I talked to Mia about it. 490 00:24:26,167 --> 00:24:27,292 - [Rod] Yeah. 491 00:24:27,292 --> 00:24:29,417 - And she's okay with him coming. 492 00:24:29,417 --> 00:24:31,042 She copped an attitude with me. 493 00:24:32,542 --> 00:24:34,208 Rightfully so. 494 00:24:34,208 --> 00:24:35,458 'Cause she asked me, she's like, 495 00:24:35,458 --> 00:24:36,958 "Oh, you going to get a tattoo?" 496 00:24:36,958 --> 00:24:38,667 I said, "Yeah, I'm gonna get a tattoo. 497 00:24:38,667 --> 00:24:40,042 Ken's getting one, too." 498 00:24:41,042 --> 00:24:45,292 She didn't ask me if we were getting matching tattoos. 499 00:24:45,292 --> 00:24:46,708 So I kind of left that part out. 500 00:24:46,708 --> 00:24:48,000 - [Kristy] Did you show him? 501 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:49,833 - [Gypsy] No, no, I didn't. - Oh, that's right. 502 00:24:49,833 --> 00:24:50,958 Yeah. 503 00:24:52,125 --> 00:24:53,458 Oh, it is bigger. 504 00:24:53,458 --> 00:24:54,792 - [Gypsy] Yeah, it's a lot bigger than what I thought. 505 00:24:54,792 --> 00:24:56,208 And then, like his is the same thing, 506 00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:57,375 but it doesn't have this, 507 00:24:57,375 --> 00:24:58,583 and it doesn't have the little dots. 508 00:24:58,583 --> 00:24:59,833 - [Kristy] Hers is the girl one. 509 00:24:59,833 --> 00:25:01,000 - [Gypsy] Mine's the girl one. 510 00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:02,208 - [Rod] So they're not matching tattoos. 511 00:25:02,208 --> 00:25:04,750 - [Gypsy] They're not identical! [Rod laughing] 512 00:25:04,750 --> 00:25:06,375 - [Rod] At least it doesn't say Ken. 513 00:25:06,375 --> 00:25:08,792 - [Gypsy] [laughs] No. It doesn't. 514 00:25:08,792 --> 00:25:11,083 - [Joy] And this tat. What's up with the tat? 515 00:25:12,625 --> 00:25:13,958 - [Ryan] That was too... 516 00:25:15,208 --> 00:25:18,250 - [Joy] Don't wanna talk about it. Okay. 517 00:25:18,250 --> 00:25:19,708 - [Ryan] That's one I don't like talking about. 518 00:25:19,708 --> 00:25:21,375 - [Joy] All right. 519 00:25:21,375 --> 00:25:23,917 - [Ryan] That was a scar that 520 00:25:23,917 --> 00:25:25,667 I probably will never get over. 521 00:25:26,583 --> 00:25:27,833 - [Joy] Probably so. 522 00:25:28,833 --> 00:25:30,708 - [Ryan] That one was a scar that cut deep. 523 00:25:35,667 --> 00:25:37,917 [pensive music] 524 00:25:53,542 --> 00:25:54,917 - [Rod] I guess we're moving on to Ken. 525 00:25:54,917 --> 00:25:56,917 I have to start accepting.. 526 00:25:56,917 --> 00:25:58,208 - [Kristy] Ken's a good guy. 527 00:25:58,208 --> 00:26:00,917 I like, I've talked to him a lot more than you. 528 00:26:00,917 --> 00:26:02,542 - [Rod] I'm not saying he's not a good guy. 529 00:26:02,542 --> 00:26:03,833 - [Kristy] Right, you just, 530 00:26:03,833 --> 00:26:05,375 I mean, she needed to find out who she was 531 00:26:05,375 --> 00:26:10,167 without anybody else, and the way a lot of people see it is 532 00:26:12,458 --> 00:26:15,250 what Ryan did was selfish on his part. 533 00:26:17,167 --> 00:26:19,250 When she finally told me and I asked her straight up, 534 00:26:19,250 --> 00:26:21,667 I said, "So you didn't want to come live here 535 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:23,875 because you were 32 years old 536 00:26:23,875 --> 00:26:27,292 and you thought you would be a burden?" 537 00:26:29,292 --> 00:26:30,750 She said yeah. - [Rod] Really? 538 00:26:30,750 --> 00:26:32,125 - [Kristy] Mm-hmm. 539 00:26:32,125 --> 00:26:33,750 That's the reason why she married him. 540 00:26:33,750 --> 00:26:36,792 Did she wanna love him like he loved her? Of course. 541 00:26:37,917 --> 00:26:40,917 But when it's not there, it's not there. 542 00:26:42,792 --> 00:26:44,875 - [Rod] I feel like a failure now that.. 543 00:26:46,167 --> 00:26:48,875 We had all that time to make her feel like 544 00:26:48,875 --> 00:26:51,958 she had a place to come to and she still didn't feel that. 545 00:26:51,958 --> 00:26:53,708 - [Kristy] Look, if you would have said, 546 00:26:53,708 --> 00:26:55,750 "I'm totally against it, no," 547 00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:58,333 that's what she wanted you to say. 548 00:26:58,333 --> 00:27:01,625 She was craving that from you. 549 00:27:01,625 --> 00:27:03,708 But you know how you said, like, 550 00:27:03,708 --> 00:27:05,417 "I don't want to tell her what to do 551 00:27:05,417 --> 00:27:06,833 because that's what her mom did"? 552 00:27:07,875 --> 00:27:09,458 - [Rod] I'm just thinking about what you said, 553 00:27:09,458 --> 00:27:11,292 about why she married Ryan. 554 00:27:13,875 --> 00:27:15,208 [Rod sighing] 555 00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:17,292 - [Kristy] It's a hard pill to swallow. 556 00:27:17,292 --> 00:27:20,208 - [Rod] Well, I mean, I'm gonna try not to carry any guilt. 557 00:27:22,625 --> 00:27:24,583 And I'm not gonna tell her no next time 558 00:27:24,583 --> 00:27:26,167 if I don't like it, either. 559 00:27:26,167 --> 00:27:27,667 She's gotta make her own decisions. 560 00:27:27,667 --> 00:27:28,583 - [Kristy] You're right. You're right. 561 00:27:28,583 --> 00:27:29,792 - [Rod] I'm not carrying that. 562 00:27:29,792 --> 00:27:31,250 - [Kristy] But I know, right, exactly. 563 00:27:31,250 --> 00:27:32,875 - [Rod] She might be mad right now, living here, 564 00:27:32,875 --> 00:27:34,375 "Oh, I should have married Ryan" 565 00:27:34,375 --> 00:27:37,375 if I cracked down and act like this hard ass daddy. 566 00:27:37,375 --> 00:27:39,375 You know? "No, you gotta be home by 10 o'clock." 567 00:27:39,375 --> 00:27:41,375 - [Kristy] Rod, we wouldn't have told her that, though. 568 00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,458 We wouldn't have told her she had to be home by 10 o'clock. 569 00:27:43,458 --> 00:27:44,708 - [Rod] Well-- 570 00:27:44,708 --> 00:27:46,000 - [Kristy] What the hell you talking about? 571 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:47,333 - [Rod] That's the kind of daddy that is, though. 572 00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:48,792 The kind that says, "No, you can't get married," 573 00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:50,000 is the kind of daddy that says, "No, 574 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:51,083 you gotta be home by 10 o'clock." 575 00:27:51,083 --> 00:27:52,625 - No, no, no. - I'm not that person. 576 00:27:52,625 --> 00:27:53,833 - [Kristy] I know you're not that person. 577 00:27:53,833 --> 00:27:54,833 Don't get mad at me! 578 00:27:54,833 --> 00:27:56,208 - [Rod] I'm not, I'm just saying. 579 00:27:56,208 --> 00:27:57,875 - [Kristy] No, dude, bro, let me tell you. 580 00:27:57,875 --> 00:28:00,792 You take that anger out on his ass over there 581 00:28:00,792 --> 00:28:02,750 in Lake Charles and not on me. 582 00:28:03,958 --> 00:28:06,792 I saw your face, I saw your reaction. I know. 583 00:28:06,792 --> 00:28:08,083 - [Rod] I'm just making a point. Sorry. 584 00:28:08,083 --> 00:28:09,167 - [Kristy] Now you're freaking pissed. 585 00:28:09,167 --> 00:28:12,250 And it's okay, but don't get mad at-- 586 00:28:12,250 --> 00:28:16,000 No, uh-uh, you throw that attitude somewheres else. 587 00:28:18,208 --> 00:28:22,917 - You know, I feel guilty that I didn't tell her no. 588 00:28:22,917 --> 00:28:24,292 'Cause I really didn't, 589 00:28:24,292 --> 00:28:26,625 I really felt like it wasn't gonna work. 590 00:28:26,625 --> 00:28:28,500 It was just the dynamics of her being, 591 00:28:29,833 --> 00:28:31,083 you know, controlled all her life 592 00:28:31,083 --> 00:28:32,750 and getting out and being free. 593 00:28:34,375 --> 00:28:37,458 I mean, I don't know if it would have worked with Ken 594 00:28:37,458 --> 00:28:39,250 when she comes out, you know? 595 00:28:39,250 --> 00:28:44,167 So, I need to let her make that choice and we'll deal with, 596 00:28:45,208 --> 00:28:47,875 I'm not gonna say I haven't learned from it, 597 00:28:47,875 --> 00:28:50,000 I think I can probably be a little bit more honest 598 00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:52,125 with her now, you know. 599 00:28:52,125 --> 00:28:55,125 So I have some daddy issues that I have to deal with myself. 600 00:28:58,958 --> 00:29:01,250 [pensive music] 601 00:29:10,708 --> 00:29:13,458 [phone ringing] 602 00:29:17,500 --> 00:29:18,708 - [Gypsy] Hey. 603 00:29:18,708 --> 00:29:20,875 - [Ken] Hey, how's it going? 604 00:29:20,875 --> 00:29:23,083 - [Gypsy] I'm good. Where you at? 605 00:29:25,875 --> 00:29:27,542 - [Gypsy] Okay, that's not bad. 606 00:29:27,542 --> 00:29:28,917 That'll be here in no time. 607 00:29:29,708 --> 00:29:30,958 How are you feeling? 608 00:29:34,750 --> 00:29:36,083 - [Gypsy] I been tracking you. 609 00:29:36,958 --> 00:29:38,083 - [Gypsy] Mm-hmm. 610 00:29:38,875 --> 00:29:40,958 - [Gypsy] And stalking you. 611 00:29:42,792 --> 00:29:45,458 [light music] 612 00:29:45,458 --> 00:29:50,042 - [Gypsy] This weekend, Dad, Kristy, me, and Ken 613 00:29:50,042 --> 00:29:51,833 are all gonna go to Jazz Fest. 614 00:29:53,250 --> 00:29:55,958 And we're just gonna have like a really nice weekend, 615 00:29:55,958 --> 00:29:57,458 I'm very excited. 616 00:29:57,458 --> 00:30:00,750 I haven't seen him since probably about three weeks ago. 617 00:30:00,750 --> 00:30:02,875 [laughs] All right, well, drive safe. 618 00:30:04,667 --> 00:30:05,917 - [Gypsy] Love you. Bye. 619 00:30:06,792 --> 00:30:10,042 My hope is that Ken and I will 620 00:30:10,042 --> 00:30:12,958 have that fairytale dream life 621 00:30:12,958 --> 00:30:15,875 that we always wanted to have with each other. 622 00:30:15,875 --> 00:30:19,500 But I'm only planning as far as a week. 623 00:30:20,458 --> 00:30:24,500 You know, 'cause that's all you can do. 624 00:30:25,625 --> 00:30:27,000 'Cause things always change. 625 00:30:32,333 --> 00:30:35,417 He's on 21st. - [Kristy] He's right there. 626 00:30:36,875 --> 00:30:38,083 Why? 627 00:30:38,083 --> 00:30:39,542 - [Gypsy] I'm not nervous, I just-- 628 00:30:39,542 --> 00:30:41,167 - [Kristy] Nervous excited? - [Gypsy] Nervous excited. 629 00:30:42,958 --> 00:30:45,375 - [Rod] I'm kinda struggling with how I'm gonna 630 00:30:45,375 --> 00:30:49,125 handle this whole Ken scenario now that it's a thing. 631 00:30:50,083 --> 00:30:51,875 You know, he broke her heart. 632 00:30:51,875 --> 00:30:54,583 And I really never had any closure with that, 633 00:30:54,583 --> 00:30:56,375 I never talked to him about it. 634 00:30:56,375 --> 00:30:58,167 The relationship I have with Gypsy, 635 00:30:59,333 --> 00:31:01,917 you know, I'm walking a line with her, 636 00:31:01,917 --> 00:31:05,250 I don't wanna be too pushy, but be supportive 637 00:31:06,542 --> 00:31:10,125 and you know, provide her with some good advice, 638 00:31:10,125 --> 00:31:13,458 which I'm learning to do that. 639 00:31:13,458 --> 00:31:16,625 - [Gypsy] This would be the first time my dad has seen Ken 640 00:31:16,625 --> 00:31:19,250 since 2019. 641 00:31:19,250 --> 00:31:22,417 My dad has always expressed that 642 00:31:22,417 --> 00:31:24,542 it's not that he doesn't like Ken, 643 00:31:24,542 --> 00:31:24,708 it's he didn't like how Ken broke my heart. 644 00:31:25,875 --> 00:31:27,333 it's he didn't like how Ken broke my heart. 645 00:31:28,417 --> 00:31:32,583 I think Ken's headspace is trying to get back 646 00:31:32,583 --> 00:31:34,667 in my dad's good graces. 647 00:31:34,667 --> 00:31:37,708 Trying to make up for that bridge that was kind of burned. 648 00:31:43,625 --> 00:31:46,000 [tense music] 649 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:48,583 - [Kristy] There he is. 650 00:31:50,583 --> 00:31:52,167 I wanna see Parker. 651 00:31:56,667 --> 00:31:57,708 Where's Parker? 652 00:31:59,875 --> 00:32:02,250 - [Gypsy] Hey! - [Ken] Hey, you. 653 00:32:02,250 --> 00:32:05,333 [Gypsy squealing] [dog barking] 654 00:32:07,042 --> 00:32:08,542 [smooches] Good to see you. - [Gypsy] You too. 655 00:32:08,542 --> 00:32:10,042 - [Ken] Let me get Parker real quick. 656 00:32:10,042 --> 00:32:11,708 - [Kristy] Yeah, get Parker. I want Parker. 657 00:32:11,708 --> 00:32:14,167 - [Gypsy] Hey, buddy! - [Ken] Come on out, buddy. 658 00:32:14,167 --> 00:32:15,583 - Hey, buddy. 659 00:32:15,583 --> 00:32:17,542 - [Kristy] Parker! - [Gypsy] Miss me? 660 00:32:17,542 --> 00:32:18,875 Parker, Parker! 661 00:32:18,875 --> 00:32:20,208 He's like, "Where's Jas?" 662 00:32:20,208 --> 00:32:23,000 - [Kristy] What you doing? Huh? 663 00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,417 You wanna know who loves me? Parker loves me. 664 00:32:27,417 --> 00:32:28,792 - [Ken] Yeah, he missed you. 665 00:32:30,792 --> 00:32:32,125 Hey, Kristy. - [Kristy] Hey. 666 00:32:32,125 --> 00:32:33,875 - [Ken] I like your hair. Looks good. 667 00:32:33,875 --> 00:32:36,208 - [Kristy] Thank you. You smell good. 668 00:32:36,208 --> 00:32:38,125 - [Ken] Oh, thanks. How's it going, Rod? 669 00:32:38,125 --> 00:32:40,375 - [Gypsy] Oh, you're already shedding all over me. 670 00:32:40,375 --> 00:32:42,250 - [Kristy] That's why I have the lint roller. 671 00:32:42,250 --> 00:32:44,667 - [Gypsy] I made the mistake of wearing these pants. 672 00:32:44,667 --> 00:32:47,250 [Ken chuckling] (bleep). 673 00:32:47,250 --> 00:32:48,750 I'm gonna sit on you. 674 00:32:48,750 --> 00:32:50,042 - [Ken] Okay, come here. 675 00:32:50,042 --> 00:32:51,458 - [Rod] You did good. - [Ken] Yeah. 676 00:32:51,458 --> 00:32:53,708 - [Rod] Just an hour late. - [Ken] Yeah. 677 00:32:53,708 --> 00:32:55,208 - [Gypsy] You're wearing the cologne, I can tell. 678 00:32:55,208 --> 00:32:56,500 - [Ken] I got it for you. 679 00:32:56,500 --> 00:32:57,875 - [Rod] Okay, well, while we're all here, 680 00:32:57,875 --> 00:32:59,208 I got a few things I wanna say. 681 00:32:59,208 --> 00:33:01,333 - [Gypsy] Oh, boy. - [Ken] Okay. 682 00:33:01,333 --> 00:33:03,125 - [Rod] First of all, thanks for coming. 683 00:33:03,125 --> 00:33:04,833 Right? - [Ken] Thanks for having me. 684 00:33:06,417 --> 00:33:08,708 - [Rod] I could tell last couple weeks 685 00:33:08,708 --> 00:33:10,208 how happy Gypsy's been. 686 00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:14,583 Kristy brought something up to me, 687 00:33:14,583 --> 00:33:18,750 saying I wasn't telling Gypsy how I felt on everything, 688 00:33:18,750 --> 00:33:20,500 you asked about marrying Ryan. 689 00:33:23,792 --> 00:33:26,792 I may not have been completely honest with you. 690 00:33:26,792 --> 00:33:29,792 I wanted to let you make that decision on your own. 691 00:33:29,792 --> 00:33:32,417 I didn't want to make you feel like I was controlling you, 692 00:33:32,417 --> 00:33:33,833 you know? 693 00:33:33,833 --> 00:33:36,625 You made a mistake, I made a mistake. We're gonna move on. 694 00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:39,875 And we're gonna be proud of it. Okay? 695 00:33:41,500 --> 00:33:42,583 Ken. 696 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:47,375 You broke her heart once. Right? 697 00:33:49,042 --> 00:33:50,792 That scares me a little bit still. 698 00:33:52,083 --> 00:33:54,375 And I hope that doesn't happen again. 699 00:33:54,375 --> 00:33:55,667 Gypsy, I want you to know, 700 00:33:57,458 --> 00:34:01,417 you married Ryan, that's just a piece of paper, baby. 701 00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:07,708 I don't want you to hide if you're in love. 702 00:34:07,708 --> 00:34:09,750 If y'all are in love-- - [Kristy] Show it. 703 00:34:09,750 --> 00:34:11,667 - [Rod] That's the best feeling in the world. 704 00:34:15,208 --> 00:34:17,625 You were controlled your life, baby, your whole life. 705 00:34:17,625 --> 00:34:22,208 Don't hide your feelings anymore, be you. Okay? 706 00:34:22,208 --> 00:34:26,375 You know, your whole life was based on lies. 707 00:34:26,375 --> 00:34:28,208 Let's start this off right. 708 00:34:28,208 --> 00:34:31,750 If you're in love, tell the world. 709 00:34:31,750 --> 00:34:33,167 "I love Ken. 710 00:34:33,167 --> 00:34:35,542 So what, I got married. I made a mistake," baby. 711 00:34:35,542 --> 00:34:37,208 And I'm not worried about how it looks 712 00:34:37,208 --> 00:34:38,875 to the other people. 713 00:34:38,875 --> 00:34:41,583 The biggest thing you lose is some respect from me, 714 00:34:41,583 --> 00:34:45,000 your mom, your sister, your mom. 715 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:47,667 You know, that integrity is what matters. 716 00:34:47,667 --> 00:34:50,208 Oh, and the last thing I wanted to say. 717 00:34:50,208 --> 00:34:51,833 She wants a baby. 718 00:34:51,833 --> 00:34:52,958 - [Gypsy] What?! 719 00:34:54,500 --> 00:34:56,083 - [Rod] I can tell, bro. 720 00:34:56,083 --> 00:34:57,208 [Kristy laughing] - [Gypsy] What? 721 00:34:57,208 --> 00:34:59,125 Where did this come from? 722 00:34:59,125 --> 00:35:00,583 - [Kristy] I don't know. 723 00:35:00,583 --> 00:35:03,583 - [Rod] I'm gonna tell both of y'all, just wait. Okay? 724 00:35:03,583 --> 00:35:06,250 Make sure y'all give y'all relationship a chance 725 00:35:06,250 --> 00:35:09,375 to develop without the stress of-- 726 00:35:09,375 --> 00:35:11,542 - [Kristy] Well, one baby. - [Rod] Additional burden, okay? 727 00:35:11,542 --> 00:35:12,625 - [Gypsy] We'll have babies-- 728 00:35:12,625 --> 00:35:14,083 - [Rod] I mean, I want a baby, too. 729 00:35:14,083 --> 00:35:15,250 You know, I'm not gonna lie. 730 00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:18,125 I want a little grandkid, but you know, 731 00:35:18,125 --> 00:35:19,958 I don't want to be raising one. 732 00:35:19,958 --> 00:35:21,917 [laughing] 733 00:35:21,917 --> 00:35:23,750 - [Kristy] We want it where it can go back home. 734 00:35:23,750 --> 00:35:25,375 [Gypsy laughing] - [Rod] Please, please. 735 00:35:25,375 --> 00:35:26,542 I'm gonna be really disappointed. 736 00:35:26,542 --> 00:35:28,375 - [Ken] No, I 100% agree with you on that. 737 00:35:28,375 --> 00:35:29,750 It's definitely, you know. 738 00:35:29,750 --> 00:35:32,750 - [Kristy] Y'all enjoy each other first and foremost. 739 00:35:32,750 --> 00:35:34,875 - [Ken] In time. - [Gypsy] Lots of time. 740 00:35:38,292 --> 00:35:40,583 [tense music] 741 00:35:52,375 --> 00:35:57,250 So it is the end of May and I am late on my period. 742 00:35:58,375 --> 00:36:00,708 So I texted Ken and I'm like joking with him, 743 00:36:00,708 --> 00:36:02,333 I'm like "Well, I guess you've been spared 744 00:36:02,333 --> 00:36:05,875 my PMS for the month, 'cause I guess I'm not gonna, 745 00:36:05,875 --> 00:36:07,042 I skipped a period." 746 00:36:07,042 --> 00:36:10,292 So he's like, "Or, maybe..." 747 00:36:10,292 --> 00:36:12,417 And I'm like, "No," like, [scoffs]. 748 00:36:12,417 --> 00:36:15,083 And he's like, he gave me like the big eye emoji. 749 00:36:15,083 --> 00:36:17,167 I'll go and take a test. 750 00:36:17,167 --> 00:36:19,250 So I go in the bathroom, I take the test. 751 00:36:22,167 --> 00:36:24,375 And it came back positive. 752 00:36:30,458 --> 00:36:32,500 [pensive music] 753 00:36:33,417 --> 00:36:35,208 - [exhales] Okay. 754 00:36:35,208 --> 00:36:37,083 I'm breathing. 755 00:36:37,083 --> 00:36:41,750 My first thought is "My dad's gonna kill me!" [laughs] 756 00:36:43,917 --> 00:36:47,625 'Cause he had just said, like, "I know you want a baby, 757 00:36:47,625 --> 00:36:50,417 but I would prefer you guys wait." 758 00:36:55,333 --> 00:36:58,417 Yep, two positive tests. 759 00:36:58,417 --> 00:37:00,417 Not just one, two. 760 00:37:01,917 --> 00:37:06,708 - Oh, he was happy, like he had to take a moment, 761 00:37:06,708 --> 00:37:09,375 like he took an hour, we had a good FaceTime call, 762 00:37:09,375 --> 00:37:11,917 he was excited, all smiles. 763 00:37:11,917 --> 00:37:14,667 And then like he had to process for an hour. 764 00:37:14,667 --> 00:37:16,375 And then he calls me back and he starts like, 765 00:37:16,375 --> 00:37:18,792 he's happy crying and I'm like, 766 00:37:18,792 --> 00:37:23,625 "Aw, I've never heard you like cry before." [laughs] 767 00:37:23,625 --> 00:37:25,750 I've been having a lot of anxiety. 768 00:37:26,875 --> 00:37:27,958 Because it's like, 769 00:37:27,958 --> 00:37:30,375 I wanna make sure I'm doing everything right. 770 00:37:30,375 --> 00:37:31,833 There's too many what-ifs 771 00:37:31,833 --> 00:37:34,542 and I can't go into that rabbit hole. 772 00:37:37,708 --> 00:37:39,875 [pensive music] 773 00:37:50,375 --> 00:37:52,625 How have I changed in the last seven years? 774 00:37:52,625 --> 00:37:54,375 - [Ken] You're more transparent. - [Gypsy] Mm-hmm. 775 00:37:54,375 --> 00:37:57,042 - I mean, you're still the same impulsive, 776 00:37:57,042 --> 00:38:00,583 like do what you want type person, it's a good thing. 777 00:38:02,583 --> 00:38:04,917 - [Gypsy] Are you gonna remind yourself of that 778 00:38:04,917 --> 00:38:06,375 when things get hard? 779 00:38:06,375 --> 00:38:08,083 - [Ken] How much more rough could it get? 780 00:38:08,083 --> 00:38:10,125 - Rough. - Okay. 781 00:38:10,125 --> 00:38:11,500 We'll figure it out. 782 00:38:12,458 --> 00:38:14,917 - [Gypsy] All right, are we done? [laughs] 783 00:38:14,917 --> 00:38:17,458 [Ken and Gypsy laughing] 784 00:38:27,917 --> 00:38:31,167 - [Ken] Everything's gonna be just fine, okay? 785 00:38:31,167 --> 00:38:33,417 [tense music] 786 00:38:43,958 --> 00:38:45,750 - [Producer] Did she tell you? What was it like? 787 00:38:45,750 --> 00:38:48,792 Can you give me a little snapshot? 788 00:38:51,625 --> 00:38:54,625 - [Ryan] [sighs] I mean, I don't know what to think. 789 00:38:55,625 --> 00:38:59,542 You know, a month before, right after she left, 790 00:38:59,542 --> 00:39:02,208 Gypsy texted me a bunch of pregnancy tests 791 00:39:02,208 --> 00:39:03,750 and said she was pregnant. 792 00:39:03,750 --> 00:39:06,792 Okay, well, who's the father? 793 00:39:06,792 --> 00:39:09,625 It could have been me or Ken at that point. 794 00:39:09,625 --> 00:39:11,500 So, she didn't know. 795 00:39:11,500 --> 00:39:14,042 She was like, "I don't know." 796 00:39:14,042 --> 00:39:16,875 The previous month, she sent me pictures of pregnancy tests. 797 00:39:16,875 --> 00:39:18,625 But this time, there's no pictures. 798 00:39:18,625 --> 00:39:22,000 No proof, so like, I don't know what to believe. 799 00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:26,708 Like, it's one of those I don't believe it, I still don't. 800 00:39:26,708 --> 00:39:29,125 You know, it's hard for me to wrap my head around that. 801 00:39:29,125 --> 00:39:32,792 Like, secretly Gypsy and me were trying to get pregnant. 802 00:39:32,792 --> 00:39:35,542 Well, Gypsy always wanted to be pregnant. 803 00:39:36,667 --> 00:39:39,750 It's so confusing. Such a confusing time for me. 804 00:39:39,750 --> 00:39:42,125 Like, my world's in turmoil. 805 00:39:43,583 --> 00:39:45,583 - [Producer] What happens next, for you? 806 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:48,458 - [Ryan] I have no idea. 807 00:39:50,125 --> 00:39:53,125 My mind is mush a lot and Gypsy said the same thing to me. 808 00:39:54,042 --> 00:39:56,542 She doesn't know up from down sometimes. 809 00:39:57,583 --> 00:40:00,167 But like, we always had each other. 810 00:40:00,167 --> 00:40:01,708 Gypsy's always come back to me. 811 00:40:02,708 --> 00:40:04,708 You know, I mean, I do love her enough to 812 00:40:04,708 --> 00:40:08,625 want her to be happy, but you know, 813 00:40:09,542 --> 00:40:11,000 is she that happy? 814 00:40:13,125 --> 00:40:16,042 I mean, if she still contacts me, is she that happy? 815 00:40:18,042 --> 00:40:20,167 [pensive music] 816 00:40:21,375 --> 00:40:26,667 - [Gypsy] I'm scared that I bring a certain level of drama 817 00:40:26,667 --> 00:40:30,583 to his life that I don't mean to bring. 818 00:40:30,583 --> 00:40:33,708 It just, it's like my baggage. 819 00:40:33,708 --> 00:40:35,917 He could leave me right now, 820 00:40:35,917 --> 00:40:38,125 and it's completely out of my control. 821 00:40:38,125 --> 00:40:41,708 And that's scary, it was scary back then 822 00:40:41,708 --> 00:40:43,167 and it's still scary now. 823 00:40:44,542 --> 00:40:46,917 But he has my heart, and I can't control that. 824 00:40:54,500 --> 00:40:55,667 - Yeah. 825 00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:06,375 I mean, I trust that he loves me, 826 00:41:06,375 --> 00:41:09,250 I trust that I love him, 827 00:41:09,250 --> 00:41:11,333 but that fear is there. 828 00:41:16,708 --> 00:41:19,958 And right now, I just think I'm happy again. 829 00:41:21,208 --> 00:41:23,333 And I don't wanna do anything to mess it up.