1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:53,304 --> 00:00:55,389 This is the story of Jillian. 4 00:00:56,682 --> 00:01:01,145 It's also the story of Johnny, and it's the story of Jack. 5 00:01:02,688 --> 00:01:05,899 Jack was what his best friend Johnny would call a cynic. 6 00:01:05,900 --> 00:01:09,779 Jack would say he was a realist as all cynics are known to do. 7 00:01:10,821 --> 00:01:12,739 Unlike Johnny, he didn't believe 8 00:01:12,740 --> 00:01:14,533 in one bright, shining love. 9 00:01:15,493 --> 00:01:17,911 He bounced from casual affair to casual affair, 10 00:01:17,912 --> 00:01:19,829 mostly untouched, 11 00:01:19,830 --> 00:01:21,665 exactly as he liked it. 12 00:01:24,335 --> 00:01:26,044 Though they'd met in the same writing programme 13 00:01:26,045 --> 00:01:27,212 at university, 14 00:01:27,213 --> 00:01:28,671 Jack had given up his dreams 15 00:01:28,672 --> 00:01:30,800 of writing the great British novel. 16 00:01:31,550 --> 00:01:33,969 He lacked Johnny's romanticising of the struggle. 17 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:37,764 Jack also realised he liked nice things. 18 00:01:37,765 --> 00:01:39,557 He'd gone back to school and was now 19 00:01:39,558 --> 00:01:42,186 a comfortably successful independent lawyer. 20 00:01:42,895 --> 00:01:45,022 Johnny was an aspiring writer. 21 00:01:45,731 --> 00:01:47,565 When one of his short stories was printed 22 00:01:47,566 --> 00:01:49,484 in a prestigious magazine, 23 00:01:49,485 --> 00:01:51,945 multiple publishers became interested in his first novel, 24 00:01:51,946 --> 00:01:54,489 and so he'd started writing it. 25 00:01:54,490 --> 00:01:56,115 In the meantime, he paid the bills 26 00:01:56,116 --> 00:01:58,701 by working at an independent bookshop. 27 00:01:58,702 --> 00:02:00,203 Struggling didn't bother him, 28 00:02:00,204 --> 00:02:02,413 because he knew he'd found his calling, 29 00:02:02,414 --> 00:02:05,167 and he knew his book was going to be great. 30 00:02:06,168 --> 00:02:09,170 A serial monogamist with a flair for the romantic. 31 00:02:09,171 --> 00:02:12,674 He moved from infatuations to devastating break-ups 32 00:02:12,675 --> 00:02:15,718 when he realised that each woman wasn't "the one." 33 00:02:15,719 --> 00:02:17,428 This is so dumb. 34 00:02:17,429 --> 00:02:19,013 And Johnny could not stop for anyone 35 00:02:19,014 --> 00:02:20,598 but "the one," 36 00:02:20,599 --> 00:02:24,937 For what was the point of life, if not deep, true love? 37 00:02:26,397 --> 00:02:28,816 I know. I know. 38 00:02:39,118 --> 00:02:40,410 I'm not coming. 39 00:02:40,411 --> 00:02:43,288 Do we have to do this every time you break up? 40 00:02:43,289 --> 00:02:45,957 - I drove all the way here. - He drove here. 41 00:02:45,958 --> 00:02:49,210 - You live seven minutes away. - It's been two weeks. 42 00:02:49,211 --> 00:02:50,628 Stop being a dick. 43 00:02:50,629 --> 00:02:52,088 Put Bill the dog inside, 44 00:02:52,089 --> 00:02:53,506 get in the car. We're doing the thing. 45 00:02:53,507 --> 00:02:55,008 I'm not doing the thing. 46 00:02:55,009 --> 00:02:56,301 - We're doing the thing, Johnny. - I don't wanna-- 47 00:02:56,302 --> 00:02:58,846 We're doing the thing. 48 00:03:00,306 --> 00:03:02,057 For fuck's sake. 49 00:03:08,188 --> 00:03:09,606 So, did you know she wasn't the one? 50 00:03:09,607 --> 00:03:11,316 I don't answer those kinds of questions. 51 00:03:11,317 --> 00:03:12,692 Hey, mate. Hey, guys. 52 00:03:12,693 --> 00:03:13,777 You all right, mate? 53 00:03:14,778 --> 00:03:16,195 What the fuck's his name? Do you know him? 54 00:03:18,866 --> 00:03:19,867 I have no idea, 55 00:03:20,492 --> 00:03:22,244 so I just call him mate every time I see him. 56 00:03:27,499 --> 00:03:30,460 Listen, to quote your mate Tolstoy, 57 00:03:30,461 --> 00:03:33,171 "Relax and have a fucking drink, mate." 58 00:03:33,172 --> 00:03:35,131 - Think that was Dickens. - Exactly. Hamlet. 59 00:03:35,132 --> 00:03:36,257 It's a good book. 60 00:03:38,135 --> 00:03:40,762 - How is the book coming? - Oh, you know, 61 00:03:40,763 --> 00:03:42,806 breakups are amazing motivators. 62 00:03:43,933 --> 00:03:45,684 Finish that thing, mate. Get it out there. 63 00:03:47,269 --> 00:03:50,146 - Hi, Veronica. - Hi, Jack. Johnny. 64 00:03:50,147 --> 00:03:51,607 How's your boy? 65 00:03:51,899 --> 00:03:52,982 Oh, he's an arsehole, and we're done. 66 00:03:52,983 --> 00:03:54,151 You've got to get better taste in men. 67 00:03:54,526 --> 00:03:55,861 Yeah, that's why I'm staying away from you. 68 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:59,822 Ah... Actually, this guy, this guy is the perfect rebound. 69 00:03:59,823 --> 00:04:01,157 What are you doing, Johnny? 70 00:04:01,158 --> 00:04:04,077 - I'm doing the thing. - Don't encourage him. 71 00:04:04,078 --> 00:04:05,370 But you're seeing someone, aren't you? 72 00:04:05,371 --> 00:04:07,413 Oh, I liked her. 73 00:04:07,414 --> 00:04:09,248 - We're not talking about that. - Oh, shut up, Jack. 74 00:04:09,249 --> 00:04:10,917 How long were you together? 75 00:04:10,918 --> 00:04:12,461 - Five months. - What happened? 76 00:04:13,462 --> 00:04:14,754 Er, you know, 77 00:04:14,755 --> 00:04:16,172 I just wasn't feeling the feelings 78 00:04:16,173 --> 00:04:17,465 I was supposed to be feeling, 79 00:04:17,466 --> 00:04:19,008 so I didn't wanna waste her time. 80 00:04:19,009 --> 00:04:21,344 - I'm sorry, honey. - What are you gonna do? 81 00:04:21,345 --> 00:04:22,971 These things don't work out. 82 00:04:22,972 --> 00:04:25,348 Long run, doesn't really matter, does it? 83 00:04:25,349 --> 00:04:27,141 We all know you're defective, Jack. 84 00:04:27,142 --> 00:04:29,060 What? - Actually, the long run 85 00:04:29,061 --> 00:04:30,895 is kind of the only thing that matters, 86 00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:33,564 'cause in the end, it's you and your love, and I just... 87 00:04:33,565 --> 00:04:36,110 - I just don't wanna settle. - I'm with you, Johnny. 88 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:38,528 Bye, boys. 89 00:04:38,529 --> 00:04:40,071 Hi, girls. 90 00:04:40,072 --> 00:04:41,489 Hi. 91 00:04:41,490 --> 00:04:42,782 That one on the left likes you. 92 00:04:42,783 --> 00:04:44,367 Too soon. 93 00:04:44,368 --> 00:04:45,995 Making an observation, mate, not a suggestion. 94 00:04:47,496 --> 00:04:50,040 - She's your type, too. - I've got a type? 95 00:04:50,582 --> 00:04:52,083 Yeah, girls who like you. 96 00:04:54,169 --> 00:04:55,378 Fuck, is that true? 97 00:04:55,379 --> 00:04:57,130 Yeah. 98 00:04:57,131 --> 00:04:58,298 That's depressing. 99 00:04:58,799 --> 00:05:01,050 - I'm gonna shoot off, mate. - What? What? 100 00:05:01,051 --> 00:05:02,927 - I'm gonna shoot off. - No, you're not. 101 00:05:02,928 --> 00:05:04,138 Diana's waiting for us. 102 00:05:09,059 --> 00:05:10,310 Do you think I'm a bad person? 103 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,354 No. 104 00:05:13,355 --> 00:05:15,148 You're just a malcontent. 105 00:05:15,149 --> 00:05:16,983 Ah, I love it when you use book club words on me. 106 00:05:16,984 --> 00:05:19,402 - You quit book club. - Book club quit me, Diana. 107 00:05:22,072 --> 00:05:23,990 Maybe I'll never find the right person. 108 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:25,616 Or maybe Brooke was the right person. 109 00:05:25,617 --> 00:05:27,869 You said she didn't care about the writing at all. 110 00:05:27,870 --> 00:05:28,996 And I'm not a malcontent. 111 00:05:29,621 --> 00:05:30,914 It's your nature. 112 00:05:31,749 --> 00:05:34,917 Or maybe even if I found the perfect girl, 113 00:05:34,918 --> 00:05:36,961 maybe I'd decide she isn't perfect. 114 00:05:36,962 --> 00:05:40,007 Maybe I'm just incapable of being content. 115 00:05:40,966 --> 00:05:43,761 Yeah, I think that's what malcontent means. 116 00:05:44,762 --> 00:05:46,888 See, this is why we're close. 117 00:05:46,889 --> 00:05:48,389 I pity the women that fall for you. 118 00:05:48,390 --> 00:05:49,932 Ah, well, at least I'm a good friend. 119 00:05:49,933 --> 00:05:52,018 The best. - I'll take it. 120 00:05:54,772 --> 00:05:56,397 Well, not that. I mean, you know, everywhere else... 121 00:05:56,398 --> 00:05:57,899 Oh, okay. Sorry. 122 00:05:57,900 --> 00:05:59,234 What do you want? 123 00:05:59,860 --> 00:06:01,819 Er, come home with me. 124 00:06:03,155 --> 00:06:04,280 What? Why not? 125 00:06:04,281 --> 00:06:05,740 I don't date malcontents. 126 00:06:05,741 --> 00:06:07,575 You dated a heroin addict for two years. 127 00:06:07,576 --> 00:06:09,786 He was tortured. There's a difference. 128 00:06:09,787 --> 00:06:11,871 I'm tortured. What is the difference? 129 00:06:11,872 --> 00:06:14,165 It's a matter of tone. 130 00:06:14,166 --> 00:06:16,125 Malcontents need to talk more. 131 00:06:16,126 --> 00:06:18,002 They change their mind for any reason. 132 00:06:18,003 --> 00:06:20,589 And they drink red wine in bars. 133 00:06:25,594 --> 00:06:27,929 Gimme a whisky. - No. 134 00:06:27,930 --> 00:06:29,889 - You're cut off. - What? Why? 135 00:06:29,890 --> 00:06:31,682 You only try to sleep with me when you're hammered. 136 00:06:31,683 --> 00:06:33,810 - I love you. - I don't sleep with friends. 137 00:06:33,811 --> 00:06:35,311 You slept with Jack. 138 00:06:35,312 --> 00:06:37,146 And then we became friends. 139 00:06:38,524 --> 00:06:39,650 Can we change the subject, please? 140 00:06:42,277 --> 00:06:43,736 Thanks for dragging me out, mate. 141 00:06:43,737 --> 00:06:46,031 Yeah. If you don't have friends, what do you got? 142 00:06:46,740 --> 00:06:48,658 Yeah, true. I may never find love, 143 00:06:48,659 --> 00:06:50,409 but with friends like you and Diana... 144 00:06:50,410 --> 00:06:52,161 Jesus. Shut the fuck up. 145 00:06:52,162 --> 00:06:53,704 What, am I making you emotional? 146 00:06:53,705 --> 00:06:55,414 Is it too emotional for you? Hey! 147 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:57,250 Is it too emotional for you? 148 00:06:57,251 --> 00:06:58,627 Oi, oi. Get off. 149 00:07:06,885 --> 00:07:09,554 Jillian was a wanderer. 150 00:07:09,555 --> 00:07:12,098 She'd left Michigan to go on a backpacking trip 151 00:07:12,099 --> 00:07:13,307 through Thailand 152 00:07:13,308 --> 00:07:14,977 and had never looked back. 153 00:07:16,270 --> 00:07:18,479 She was determined to see as much of the world 154 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:20,399 as she could before she turned 40. 155 00:07:21,859 --> 00:07:24,278 She travelled until she ran out of money, 156 00:07:24,987 --> 00:07:27,281 then found a job, usually in hospitality, 157 00:07:28,198 --> 00:07:30,742 until she saved enough for the next adventure. 158 00:07:32,286 --> 00:07:34,078 She went from place to place, 159 00:07:34,079 --> 00:07:37,623 job to job, relationship to relationship, 160 00:07:37,624 --> 00:07:39,960 letting the wind take her where it would. 161 00:07:44,173 --> 00:07:45,549 Okay, thank you so much. 162 00:07:46,925 --> 00:07:48,510 - Hi, Jack. - Hi, Sharoni. 163 00:07:50,095 --> 00:07:51,888 Could I get a bag of the... 164 00:07:51,889 --> 00:07:53,891 Medley Mix, please? Hm. 165 00:07:55,309 --> 00:07:56,726 It's the wrong choice. 166 00:07:58,228 --> 00:07:59,562 Medley Mix it is. 167 00:07:59,563 --> 00:08:02,316 - And my usual. - Thank you. 168 00:08:02,983 --> 00:08:04,734 - What did you order, then? - Er... 169 00:08:04,735 --> 00:08:06,695 type-2 diabetes, apparently. 170 00:08:08,572 --> 00:08:10,990 Seriously, though, do you have diabetes? 171 00:08:10,991 --> 00:08:12,742 My father actually died from complications 172 00:08:12,743 --> 00:08:14,077 stemming from type-2. 173 00:08:14,870 --> 00:08:17,330 Quite sad. 174 00:08:17,331 --> 00:08:18,664 I'm gonna stop fucking with you now, 175 00:08:18,665 --> 00:08:19,874 'cause of the look on your face. 176 00:08:19,875 --> 00:08:21,000 Oh my God. 177 00:08:21,001 --> 00:08:22,627 Fuck. - It was a risky one, 178 00:08:22,628 --> 00:08:23,878 but you started it. 179 00:08:23,879 --> 00:08:25,547 And now, you have my attention. 180 00:08:26,131 --> 00:08:27,798 Well, that's what we really want in the end, isn't it? 181 00:08:27,799 --> 00:08:29,300 A bit of attention. 182 00:08:29,301 --> 00:08:30,886 Iced oat milk hazelnut latte. 183 00:08:31,762 --> 00:08:33,262 I know. I don't seem like the type, do I? 184 00:08:33,263 --> 00:08:34,847 Hazelnut. 185 00:08:34,848 --> 00:08:36,933 Tell me about it. The things I've wrecked 186 00:08:36,934 --> 00:08:38,601 by breaking out the hazelnut too early. 187 00:08:38,602 --> 00:08:41,980 Yeah. Way too early. See ya. 188 00:08:45,359 --> 00:08:47,568 Jillian had arrived in London three months ago 189 00:08:47,569 --> 00:08:50,279 for a position in events at a boutique Shoreditch hotel. 190 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:53,366 Since she didn't know what she really wanted to do, 191 00:08:53,367 --> 00:08:55,368 she did this in the meantime. 192 00:08:55,369 --> 00:08:57,745 Okay, party for the premiere is confirmed. 193 00:08:57,746 --> 00:08:59,622 - About time you got here. - I'm five early. 194 00:08:59,623 --> 00:09:01,166 Thank you. 195 00:09:03,293 --> 00:09:04,335 This stuff really is disgusting. 196 00:09:04,336 --> 00:09:06,003 You asked for it. 197 00:09:06,004 --> 00:09:07,630 I have gut issues. It's helping my second brain. 198 00:09:07,631 --> 00:09:09,257 Ooh, Floral displays have arrived. 199 00:09:09,258 --> 00:09:10,384 Meeting anyone? 200 00:09:11,009 --> 00:09:14,095 - Through the apps. - The apps ruined gay culture. 201 00:09:14,096 --> 00:09:15,763 - Where are the leather bars? - Mm. 202 00:09:15,764 --> 00:09:17,765 Where's the subversiveness? That's why I became gay. 203 00:09:17,766 --> 00:09:18,891 You love Brooks Brothers. 204 00:09:18,892 --> 00:09:21,519 - Ugh, don't remind me. - Mm-hmm. 205 00:09:21,520 --> 00:09:23,479 Okay. 206 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:24,815 Bye, Wheels. 207 00:09:27,442 --> 00:09:29,778 Fuck. 208 00:09:32,906 --> 00:09:34,032 Bang. 209 00:09:34,950 --> 00:09:36,034 Bang. 210 00:09:37,869 --> 00:09:38,996 Good boy. Good boy. 211 00:09:40,455 --> 00:09:43,416 ♪ Moving on ♪ 212 00:09:43,417 --> 00:09:47,587 ♪ So I just see this on my own ♪ 213 00:09:49,798 --> 00:09:52,009 ♪ Just let me go ♪ 214 00:09:52,801 --> 00:09:56,596 ♪ I got out of it to reach for more ♪ 215 00:09:58,849 --> 00:10:00,475 ♪ Moving on ♪ 216 00:10:02,561 --> 00:10:03,854 All right, Tim. 217 00:10:05,897 --> 00:10:07,816 There's a package here for him. 218 00:10:09,234 --> 00:10:10,693 It says for the shop. 219 00:10:10,694 --> 00:10:12,863 Probably books. 220 00:10:14,531 --> 00:10:15,949 What do you think we should do with it? 221 00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:19,202 Thought you might wanna open it. 222 00:10:20,454 --> 00:10:21,580 Maybe put them on the shelves. 223 00:10:24,207 --> 00:10:25,459 I'll do it when I hit a wall. 224 00:10:36,553 --> 00:10:38,554 That eucalyptus essential oil 225 00:10:38,555 --> 00:10:41,057 you've got in your steam shower is fucking incredible, mate. 226 00:10:41,058 --> 00:10:43,602 This is why I don't give people keys. They end up here. 227 00:10:45,729 --> 00:10:47,522 By the way, I never believed you. 228 00:10:48,565 --> 00:10:49,566 About what? 229 00:10:50,150 --> 00:10:51,777 I got you a green juice It's in the fridge. 230 00:10:53,236 --> 00:10:54,863 About finding your perfect match. 231 00:10:55,739 --> 00:10:57,656 I don't drink green juice, Johnny. 232 00:10:57,657 --> 00:10:59,158 It's good for you. You need to be healthier. 233 00:10:59,159 --> 00:11:00,826 - You smoke. - Yeah. 234 00:11:00,827 --> 00:11:02,870 Do as I say, not as I do. Wait, hang on a minute. 235 00:11:02,871 --> 00:11:04,038 You... you found your perfect match? 236 00:11:04,039 --> 00:11:05,165 Mm-mmm. 237 00:11:06,375 --> 00:11:07,626 Yours. 238 00:11:09,211 --> 00:11:11,045 That's great. That's great. 239 00:11:11,046 --> 00:11:14,173 Except I would never trust you to pick the right girl for me. 240 00:11:14,174 --> 00:11:16,133 Artsy, quirky, cool. 241 00:11:16,134 --> 00:11:17,803 Yeah. Why don't you want her? 242 00:11:18,637 --> 00:11:21,847 - Artsy, quirky, cool. - All right. 243 00:11:21,848 --> 00:11:23,349 Who is she? Set me up. 244 00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:24,683 You know what? I don't know her name. 245 00:11:24,684 --> 00:11:25,977 I didn't get her number. 246 00:11:27,479 --> 00:11:28,563 So, how does that help? 247 00:11:29,648 --> 00:11:31,399 Just giving you some hope. 248 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:32,483 There's another situation out there 249 00:11:32,484 --> 00:11:33,777 to make you miserable. 250 00:11:36,196 --> 00:11:39,490 Mate, I give up. You are never gonna get a girlfriend. 251 00:11:39,491 --> 00:11:41,617 Don't be optimistic, mate, at least not till I'm 40. 252 00:11:41,618 --> 00:11:43,453 That's when you give up, settle down. 253 00:11:44,996 --> 00:11:46,206 I'm meeting Brooke for lunch. 254 00:11:47,582 --> 00:11:51,044 Whoa, talk about burying the lead. Why? 255 00:11:52,629 --> 00:11:54,255 It's been two months. 256 00:11:54,256 --> 00:11:56,383 Let me rephrase. Why? 257 00:11:57,092 --> 00:11:58,592 - Because-- - For the record, 258 00:11:58,593 --> 00:12:00,595 I'm against this, and... 259 00:12:01,555 --> 00:12:02,722 you have to go. 260 00:12:03,432 --> 00:12:05,641 - Now? - Yes, right now. 261 00:12:05,642 --> 00:12:06,725 Got a meeting. 262 00:12:10,439 --> 00:12:13,065 ♪ She wants my honey honey... ♪ 263 00:12:13,066 --> 00:12:15,609 Ah. Fuck. Hi, Johnny. 264 00:12:15,610 --> 00:12:17,112 Hi, Veronica. 265 00:12:19,114 --> 00:12:23,826 Women liked Jack, because he was light. 266 00:12:23,827 --> 00:12:27,163 He was who he was, and he made no bones about it. 267 00:12:27,164 --> 00:12:30,333 He had a method to keep things from getting complicated. 268 00:12:31,293 --> 00:12:33,711 No more than once a week. Be the fun guy. 269 00:12:33,712 --> 00:12:35,087 I think you're the sexiest woman-- 270 00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:37,423 Oh my goodness, Jack. 271 00:12:37,424 --> 00:12:39,217 Not the guy she can take seriously. 272 00:12:40,218 --> 00:12:41,303 Nobody gets hurt. 273 00:12:43,221 --> 00:12:45,014 Bye, Jack. 274 00:12:45,015 --> 00:12:46,682 When Brooke called, 275 00:12:46,683 --> 00:12:48,976 at first, Johnny was trepidatious, 276 00:12:48,977 --> 00:12:51,437 but he liked the idea that he was the type of guy 277 00:12:51,438 --> 00:12:52,980 who could be friends with his exes. 278 00:12:52,981 --> 00:12:54,316 All right. 279 00:12:57,527 --> 00:12:58,819 There we go. 280 00:12:58,820 --> 00:13:00,404 Oh, well, thanks for seeing me today. 281 00:13:00,405 --> 00:13:02,531 It's all right. It was, you know, nice. 282 00:13:02,532 --> 00:13:04,075 I'm glad that we can be friends. 283 00:13:04,659 --> 00:13:06,744 So, work's good, family's good? 284 00:13:06,745 --> 00:13:08,746 You seeing anyone? Or is that... is that too soon? 285 00:13:08,747 --> 00:13:09,915 I'm pregnant. 286 00:13:10,540 --> 00:13:12,083 Oh, fuck. 287 00:13:14,252 --> 00:13:17,129 Okay. 288 00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:19,049 Okay. 289 00:13:20,592 --> 00:13:21,593 Okay. 290 00:13:23,261 --> 00:13:24,262 Okay. 291 00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:27,848 You know, it's not actually your problem. It's... 292 00:13:27,849 --> 00:13:29,017 I was just gonna... 293 00:13:30,101 --> 00:13:32,062 Well, anyway, I just thought you should know. 294 00:13:33,230 --> 00:13:34,313 Okay. 295 00:13:34,314 --> 00:13:36,399 Wait, wait. 296 00:13:37,317 --> 00:13:38,776 What? 297 00:13:38,777 --> 00:13:40,529 We're gonna talk about this. We're gonna... 298 00:13:41,404 --> 00:13:43,447 We're gonna talk about what the right thing to do is. 299 00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:44,574 Mm-hmm. 300 00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:47,202 Yeah. 301 00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:50,329 Let's just say the pull out method doesn't work. 302 00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:52,206 I pull out with condoms on. 303 00:13:52,207 --> 00:13:53,750 What? 304 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,335 You've got issues, mate. 305 00:13:56,336 --> 00:13:58,255 I'm aware. 306 00:13:59,798 --> 00:14:01,090 So, what, are you guys back on, then? 307 00:14:01,091 --> 00:14:03,551 I mean, if she decides that we're gonna 308 00:14:03,552 --> 00:14:05,929 go forward with it, I would assume so, yeah. 309 00:14:07,180 --> 00:14:08,722 You don't have to get back together with someone 310 00:14:08,723 --> 00:14:10,516 because she's pregnant. 311 00:14:10,517 --> 00:14:12,977 It doesn't mean she's "the one." It just means you had sex. 312 00:14:12,978 --> 00:14:14,104 I know. 313 00:14:14,729 --> 00:14:16,982 I know, but you know me. It's the right thing to do. 314 00:14:21,319 --> 00:14:22,696 I always imagined being a young dad. 315 00:14:23,822 --> 00:14:24,948 Weirdly, 316 00:14:25,740 --> 00:14:29,285 it'd be with my book and "the one," but, er... 317 00:14:29,286 --> 00:14:30,911 You know, 318 00:14:30,912 --> 00:14:32,163 I don't know, maybe I over-romanticised that. 319 00:14:33,582 --> 00:14:36,333 - Maybe a bit. - Fuck off. 320 00:14:36,334 --> 00:14:38,294 I'm just kidding, mate. 321 00:14:38,295 --> 00:14:39,962 - It's gonna be fine. - Yeah. 322 00:14:39,963 --> 00:14:41,797 I don't know when I'm coming home, Mum. 323 00:14:41,798 --> 00:14:43,215 Just don't pressure me. 324 00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:44,342 Mm-hmm. 325 00:14:45,468 --> 00:14:47,596 Oh! Yeah, that's fine. 326 00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:50,556 I spoke with him yesterday. 327 00:14:50,557 --> 00:14:53,518 I'm... Yeah, Mum, I'm having fun. 328 00:14:54,102 --> 00:14:55,145 Erm... 329 00:14:55,645 --> 00:14:57,104 So much fun. Mm-hmm. 330 00:14:57,105 --> 00:14:59,773 Okay. You know, the... I really got to go. 331 00:14:59,774 --> 00:15:02,736 Yeah, this is work on the other line. I love you. 332 00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:33,932 ♪ Oh my God ♪ 333 00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:36,977 ♪ Take me back the way that I was ♪ 334 00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:39,980 ♪ Oh my God, you know I-- ♪ 335 00:15:45,654 --> 00:15:48,365 Oh my God. 336 00:15:49,407 --> 00:15:52,077 ♪ Oh my God ♪ 337 00:15:53,536 --> 00:15:55,205 ♪ Oh my God ♪ 338 00:15:55,538 --> 00:15:57,956 ♪ Take me back the way that I was ♪ 339 00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:00,292 ♪ The way that I was ♪ 340 00:16:09,511 --> 00:16:12,347 Erm, can I just do a medium coffee, black, please. 341 00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:15,100 Oh, no. 342 00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:17,101 I am so not up for being made fun of 343 00:16:17,102 --> 00:16:18,978 for my hazelnut craving 344 00:16:19,854 --> 00:16:21,814 Ah. Oh, yeah. Ew. 345 00:16:21,815 --> 00:16:23,982 Just think of it as you getting to see my soft side 346 00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:25,526 way early in our relationship. 347 00:16:25,527 --> 00:16:26,777 Oh, now we're in a relationship? 348 00:16:26,778 --> 00:16:27,904 God, you're aggressive. 349 00:16:28,947 --> 00:16:30,699 Fine, I'll buy you a cup of coffee. 350 00:16:32,534 --> 00:16:35,536 I'm only saying yes only just so you don't embarrass yourself 351 00:16:35,537 --> 00:16:36,996 in front of all these people. 352 00:16:38,915 --> 00:16:40,875 - I'm Jillian. - Jack. 353 00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,589 - Don't you have to be at work? - I work for myself. 354 00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:49,258 - You're an influencer. - No. 355 00:16:49,259 --> 00:16:50,843 - Unemployed. - No. 356 00:16:50,844 --> 00:16:52,970 - You're a drug dealer? - Yes. Actually, yeah. 357 00:16:52,971 --> 00:16:54,179 - Mm. - If by drugs, 358 00:16:54,180 --> 00:16:55,305 you mean legal contracts. 359 00:16:55,306 --> 00:16:56,890 - Ah, lawyer. - Yeah. 360 00:16:56,891 --> 00:16:59,143 Wow. That's so boring. 361 00:16:59,144 --> 00:17:01,103 Jesus, you buy a girl a cup of coffee, 362 00:17:01,104 --> 00:17:02,813 and she undercuts your whole existence. 363 00:17:02,814 --> 00:17:04,065 Well, imagine dating her. 364 00:17:04,858 --> 00:17:06,567 Why aren't you in the office? 365 00:17:06,568 --> 00:17:08,902 Erm, the existential crisis of having to be somewhere, 366 00:17:08,903 --> 00:17:10,529 - not worth it. - So, you don't have an office? 367 00:17:10,530 --> 00:17:12,156 I've got a few offices. 368 00:17:12,157 --> 00:17:13,490 There's a startup I rep. 369 00:17:13,491 --> 00:17:15,951 I have to go in twice a week so I'm seen. 370 00:17:15,952 --> 00:17:18,245 Then, the law firm I work for, really just for the cred. 371 00:17:18,246 --> 00:17:20,914 Er, then of course, Soho House, 372 00:17:20,915 --> 00:17:22,751 and the one you're sitting in right now. 373 00:17:23,418 --> 00:17:25,794 - Why aren't you at work? - It's Monday. 374 00:17:25,795 --> 00:17:27,546 - Influencer. - Drug dealer. 375 00:17:27,547 --> 00:17:28,630 Do drug dealers get Mondays off? 376 00:17:28,631 --> 00:17:30,048 Mm, Sundays and Mondays. 377 00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:32,217 - Wow, good gig. - I know. 378 00:17:32,218 --> 00:17:37,055 No, I work in hospitality at a... this hotel. 379 00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:38,265 It's a job. 380 00:17:38,266 --> 00:17:39,808 Well, at least you don't 381 00:17:39,809 --> 00:17:41,394 post professionally on social media. 382 00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:43,897 Actually, having a career is wildly attractive. 383 00:17:44,898 --> 00:17:47,107 I do believe you just gave me a compliment 384 00:17:47,108 --> 00:17:48,525 while also being incredibly condescending. 385 00:17:48,526 --> 00:17:50,027 I would never give you a compliment, 386 00:17:50,028 --> 00:17:51,237 not with that attitude. 387 00:17:52,197 --> 00:17:54,741 - You're kind of annoying. - I'm a lawyer. 388 00:17:55,617 --> 00:17:57,285 What do you... what do you care about, Jack? 389 00:17:58,244 --> 00:17:59,411 What? 390 00:17:59,412 --> 00:18:00,704 You just, you have a quick response 391 00:18:00,705 --> 00:18:01,831 to everything, but I... 392 00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,793 I have no idea what's behind it. 393 00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:08,713 What do you want out of your life? 394 00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:18,848 I'd like to get your number. 395 00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:23,478 - See you later. - Bye. 396 00:18:28,274 --> 00:18:29,776 Hey! Jack! 397 00:18:30,485 --> 00:18:33,071 - Yeah. - You wanna go for a walk? 398 00:18:33,822 --> 00:18:35,907 - What, right now? - Yeah. 399 00:18:36,658 --> 00:18:39,661 - We just hung out. - Let's hang out again. 400 00:18:42,622 --> 00:18:44,164 I'm feeling quite good, actually, about my performance 401 00:18:44,165 --> 00:18:45,625 on the initial hang. 402 00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:47,669 Oh, Jesus Christ. 403 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,838 I like Olivia for a girl. 404 00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:52,256 - We're not doing Olivia. - Why not? 405 00:18:52,257 --> 00:18:53,966 I'm sorry. We're not doing Olivia. 406 00:18:53,967 --> 00:18:55,260 Olivia's the most common name for a girl in England. 407 00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:56,927 Have you been Googling it? 408 00:18:56,928 --> 00:18:58,178 Listen, we might have been blindsided, 409 00:18:58,179 --> 00:18:59,513 but I did my catching up pretty quickly. 410 00:18:59,514 --> 00:19:00,973 And, yeah, Olivia's not happening. 411 00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:03,433 But, listen to this. 412 00:19:03,434 --> 00:19:04,561 For a boy, 413 00:19:06,062 --> 00:19:08,606 Brucewayne. One word. 414 00:19:09,858 --> 00:19:12,150 - Yeah? - Creative. Nice. Yeah. 415 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:14,111 Cool. Glad we're on the same page. 416 00:19:14,112 --> 00:19:15,946 We're not naming our son after Batman. 417 00:19:21,119 --> 00:19:22,911 If we're even having a kid. 418 00:19:22,912 --> 00:19:25,497 Well, I... I know where I think you're at with all this, 419 00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:27,166 but I don't wanna make assumptions, so... 420 00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:29,544 where are you at? 421 00:19:32,755 --> 00:19:34,048 Where do you think I'm at? 422 00:19:37,010 --> 00:19:38,844 Well, I think, and I might be wrong, 423 00:19:38,845 --> 00:19:40,722 but it feels like to me you wanna... 424 00:19:41,806 --> 00:19:43,016 you wanna have this baby. 425 00:19:44,058 --> 00:19:46,477 If that's true, then I'm... I'm with you 100%. 426 00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:48,396 And, erm... 427 00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:52,025 maybe we shouldn't have split up in the first place. 428 00:19:54,569 --> 00:19:55,862 I mean... 429 00:19:58,156 --> 00:19:59,531 I kinda feel like if we split up before 430 00:19:59,532 --> 00:20:01,367 it was probably for a reason, you know. 431 00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:04,995 Is that okay? 432 00:20:04,996 --> 00:20:06,915 Yeah, completely. 433 00:20:07,415 --> 00:20:09,041 Are we doing the right thing? 434 00:20:09,042 --> 00:20:11,419 Yeah, I thought... so. 435 00:20:13,087 --> 00:20:15,005 Wait, listen, I support whatever decision you make. 436 00:20:15,006 --> 00:20:16,925 Okay. But are you okay with this? 437 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:22,221 Listen. 438 00:20:23,681 --> 00:20:27,560 We're gonna co-parent the shit out of this kid, okay? 439 00:20:29,062 --> 00:20:30,604 Did you always wanna be a lawyer? 440 00:20:30,605 --> 00:20:32,981 No, I really wanted to be a writer. 441 00:20:32,982 --> 00:20:34,484 Couldn't get it going. 442 00:20:36,319 --> 00:20:38,362 Ever think about picking it back up? 443 00:20:38,363 --> 00:20:40,113 - Not really. - Hmm. 444 00:20:40,114 --> 00:20:41,950 No, when I make a decision, I burn the boats. 445 00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:46,204 When Cortez landed in Mexico in the 1600s, 446 00:20:46,913 --> 00:20:49,373 he only had 600 soldiers against the entire might 447 00:20:49,374 --> 00:20:50,624 of the Aztec nation. 448 00:20:50,625 --> 00:20:52,209 He knew to win, 449 00:20:52,210 --> 00:20:54,836 he needed absolute commitment from his men, 450 00:20:54,837 --> 00:20:56,546 so he burnt the boats. 451 00:20:56,547 --> 00:20:59,050 - So there was no going back. - Right. 452 00:21:00,009 --> 00:21:01,802 So, I deleted every scrap of writing 453 00:21:01,803 --> 00:21:03,553 I'd ever done, every idea, 454 00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:05,389 threw myself into the next endeavour. 455 00:21:05,390 --> 00:21:06,516 No going back. 456 00:21:07,934 --> 00:21:09,101 I'm like that, too. 457 00:21:09,102 --> 00:21:10,228 - Yeah? - Yeah. 458 00:21:10,770 --> 00:21:12,063 Yeah, I think I'm, er, 459 00:21:12,647 --> 00:21:14,856 I think I'm happiest in motion. 460 00:21:14,857 --> 00:21:17,192 So, when some place doesn't have enough gravity 461 00:21:17,193 --> 00:21:20,195 to hold me in place, I'm onto the next adventure. 462 00:21:20,196 --> 00:21:21,489 Good swimmers go forward. 463 00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,161 Okay. 464 00:21:28,037 --> 00:21:29,287 So... 465 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:31,124 when was your last girlfriend? 466 00:21:32,041 --> 00:21:33,333 All right. Like the last actual girlfriend, 467 00:21:33,334 --> 00:21:34,668 or the last girl I was seeing? 468 00:21:34,669 --> 00:21:36,795 Either. Both. 469 00:21:38,464 --> 00:21:39,756 Seeing this one girl for a hot second 470 00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:41,675 - a few months ago. - Mm-hmm. 471 00:21:41,676 --> 00:21:44,554 But the last actual girlfriend, four years, maybe. 472 00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:47,556 Long time. Something wrong with you? 473 00:21:47,557 --> 00:21:49,350 Not clinically diagnosed, no. 474 00:21:49,851 --> 00:21:51,894 Just hadn't met the person who made me want to make it work. 475 00:21:52,687 --> 00:21:53,730 Hadn't. 476 00:21:54,272 --> 00:21:55,314 And have you now? 477 00:21:55,940 --> 00:21:57,108 No. 478 00:21:58,609 --> 00:22:01,070 The plan is to wait until 40 before even thinking about that. 479 00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:03,655 I think plans are stupid. 480 00:22:03,656 --> 00:22:06,951 ♪ Stop, I want you to stop ♪ 481 00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:12,290 ♪ Stop breaking my heart ♪ 482 00:22:14,208 --> 00:22:17,045 ♪ Stop, want you to stop ♪ 483 00:22:19,338 --> 00:22:21,882 ♪ Stop breaking my heart ♪ 484 00:22:21,883 --> 00:22:23,967 Jillian surprised herself in that moment, 485 00:22:23,968 --> 00:22:26,094 although Jack would never know it. 486 00:22:26,095 --> 00:22:28,765 More in how she felt than what she did. 487 00:22:29,849 --> 00:22:31,475 And for Jack, 488 00:22:31,476 --> 00:22:33,226 this was a girl who could do a number on him. 489 00:22:33,227 --> 00:22:35,480 And there hadn't been one of those in a while. 490 00:22:44,197 --> 00:22:45,405 See? 491 00:22:45,406 --> 00:22:46,865 I knew she wasn't real. 492 00:22:46,866 --> 00:22:48,158 Hundred percent your imaginary girlfriend 493 00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:50,035 - flakes tonight. - She's on her way. 494 00:22:50,036 --> 00:22:52,037 No chance. - Is Brooke coming? 495 00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:53,789 Nope, not tonight. Corporate accounting, 496 00:22:53,790 --> 00:22:55,707 early mornings, and the whole pregnancy thing. 497 00:22:55,708 --> 00:22:57,375 - Wait, you invited her? - Yeah. 498 00:22:57,376 --> 00:22:59,377 Figured it's best that we're great friends. 499 00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:01,671 Anyone new on the horizon? 500 00:23:01,672 --> 00:23:03,423 Nah, I'm not really looking for anything right now. 501 00:23:03,424 --> 00:23:05,676 Not until after the baby comes, anyway. Feels too weird. 502 00:23:06,803 --> 00:23:08,970 - Impending fatherhood suits you. - Yeah? 503 00:23:08,971 --> 00:23:10,555 Yeah, I think so, too. 504 00:23:10,556 --> 00:23:12,307 What about you? Any boys on the horizon? 505 00:23:12,308 --> 00:23:14,601 - I'm off men. - Back on women? 506 00:23:14,602 --> 00:23:16,729 Too complicated. 507 00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,941 Hey. - Do you see her, too? 508 00:23:20,942 --> 00:23:22,485 Yeah, she's actually real. 509 00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:25,070 I just feel like the whole swiping 510 00:23:25,071 --> 00:23:26,905 takes away the spontaneity of it all. 511 00:23:26,906 --> 00:23:28,698 I just hate the feeling of disposability, 512 00:23:28,699 --> 00:23:31,576 it's like on to the next, on to the next, on to the next. 513 00:23:31,577 --> 00:23:33,245 I mean, I'm obviously on all of them, but... 514 00:23:33,246 --> 00:23:35,247 Yeah, but for someone like me 515 00:23:35,248 --> 00:23:37,249 who moves around a lot, it's great. 516 00:23:37,250 --> 00:23:39,709 - Wait, you guys met on an app? - Nope. Real life. 517 00:23:39,710 --> 00:23:41,837 - Oh, that's dirty. - Hey. 518 00:23:41,838 --> 00:23:43,714 We went on a date. 519 00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:47,217 I don't think you can call an incidental coffee a date. 520 00:23:47,218 --> 00:23:48,761 Of course it is. 521 00:23:49,095 --> 00:23:50,262 And then she actually asked me on another date. 522 00:23:50,263 --> 00:23:52,305 Is an... is an after-coffee walk a date? 523 00:23:52,306 --> 00:23:53,849 Yeah, yeah. You did a double date. 524 00:23:53,850 --> 00:23:55,308 Yeah, we double-dated. 525 00:23:55,309 --> 00:23:56,643 And he was so cute, 526 00:23:56,644 --> 00:23:58,228 I had no choice, I had to kiss him. 527 00:23:58,229 --> 00:24:00,105 - So romantic. - Fucking hell. 528 00:24:00,106 --> 00:24:01,439 Am I in a cheesy movie? 529 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:02,941 I like those movies. 530 00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:04,568 I sort of took you for an art house type. 531 00:24:04,569 --> 00:24:08,029 No. No, no, no. No pretension for me. 532 00:24:08,030 --> 00:24:10,157 I think she just called you pretentious. 533 00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:11,616 Well, no... Well, listen. 534 00:24:11,617 --> 00:24:13,535 If the movies are objectively better, 535 00:24:13,536 --> 00:24:16,205 it's not pretentious. Why, what films do you like? 536 00:24:16,998 --> 00:24:19,833 Oh, here we go. Here we go. Guilty pleasure incoming. 537 00:24:19,834 --> 00:24:21,960 Okay, don't try to stick it to me, because you're into vinyl, 538 00:24:21,961 --> 00:24:23,628 I get it. It's got a warmer feel. 539 00:24:25,256 --> 00:24:27,549 What, am I wrong? Am I wrong? Mm-mm. 540 00:24:27,550 --> 00:24:29,634 Okay. Fine. This is embarrassing. 541 00:24:29,635 --> 00:24:32,929 My favourite film genre is rich people in crisis. 542 00:24:32,930 --> 00:24:35,599 It is a subgenre of cheesy romantic comedy, 543 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,934 and I just don't have to stress watching it, because, 544 00:24:37,935 --> 00:24:39,603 you know, if everything goes to shit, 545 00:24:39,604 --> 00:24:41,354 they're gonna be perfectly fine, 546 00:24:41,355 --> 00:24:43,273 especially if it's set in the Hamptons or something. 547 00:24:43,274 --> 00:24:45,066 All right. You can count me out of movie night, then. 548 00:24:45,067 --> 00:24:46,193 Who said you were invited? 549 00:24:49,113 --> 00:24:50,323 My round. 550 00:24:51,073 --> 00:24:52,699 Compared to previous boyfriends, 551 00:24:52,700 --> 00:24:54,702 Jack didn't vocalise his feelings, 552 00:24:55,703 --> 00:24:57,579 but Jillian knew introducing her 553 00:24:57,580 --> 00:25:00,665 to his closest friends was a big deal for him, 554 00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:02,126 and she liked that. 555 00:25:04,003 --> 00:25:06,713 Okay, let's discuss, let's discuss. You like her. 556 00:25:06,714 --> 00:25:08,465 So far, I don't dislike her. 557 00:25:08,466 --> 00:25:10,634 I really like her. Johnny? 558 00:25:10,635 --> 00:25:12,260 - She's fantastic. - She really is. 559 00:25:12,261 --> 00:25:14,638 - So, don't do you. - What are you talking about? 560 00:25:14,639 --> 00:25:16,598 Don't just be "doin' the thing." 561 00:25:16,599 --> 00:25:18,433 I'm not just doing the thing. 562 00:25:18,434 --> 00:25:20,852 The keeping it light, the no more than once a week, 563 00:25:20,853 --> 00:25:22,812 the hiding across the street until she leaves your apartment. 564 00:25:22,813 --> 00:25:24,564 All right. Sh-- - Jack mantra bullshit. 565 00:25:24,565 --> 00:25:25,982 You don't know me. 566 00:25:25,983 --> 00:25:29,361 When it's real, don't slow it down. 567 00:25:29,362 --> 00:25:30,905 Brakes aren't sexy. 568 00:25:33,241 --> 00:25:35,075 All right. All right? 569 00:25:35,076 --> 00:25:36,618 All right. All right. 570 00:25:36,619 --> 00:25:37,912 To the death of cynicism. 571 00:25:39,872 --> 00:25:41,249 Since when are you a whisky guy? 572 00:25:41,916 --> 00:25:43,875 Since you became a romantic. 573 00:25:48,297 --> 00:25:50,967 All right. Tequila for you two, 574 00:25:51,717 --> 00:25:53,010 and for you, 575 00:25:53,719 --> 00:25:56,681 - an artisanal lemon drop. - Okay, thank you. 576 00:25:57,682 --> 00:25:58,848 All right. 577 00:25:58,849 --> 00:26:00,350 To finally meeting you guys 578 00:26:00,351 --> 00:26:02,644 after hearing so much about you. 579 00:26:02,645 --> 00:26:03,728 Cheers. 580 00:26:03,729 --> 00:26:05,481 Cheers. Cheers. 581 00:26:09,652 --> 00:26:10,695 All right. 582 00:26:15,658 --> 00:26:17,158 Johnny had gone to see his friends 583 00:26:17,159 --> 00:26:18,702 completely confident in the direction 584 00:26:18,703 --> 00:26:19,829 his life was going. 585 00:26:20,997 --> 00:26:22,540 That was before he met Jillian. 586 00:26:24,292 --> 00:26:25,875 Jack, on the other hand, 587 00:26:25,876 --> 00:26:27,544 had left his friends completely confident 588 00:26:27,545 --> 00:26:30,547 in the direction his relationship was going. 589 00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:32,424 I knew you lived across from me, 590 00:26:32,425 --> 00:26:36,428 but I didn't realise you can literally spy into my window. 591 00:26:36,429 --> 00:26:38,847 What? 592 00:26:38,848 --> 00:26:40,558 - You can? - Mm-hmm. 593 00:26:42,852 --> 00:26:43,769 Have you spied on me? 594 00:26:47,023 --> 00:26:49,150 - No. - You're a terrible liar... 595 00:26:49,942 --> 00:26:51,027 and a creeper. 596 00:26:52,945 --> 00:26:54,988 Great, now I have to close my shades 597 00:26:54,989 --> 00:26:56,991 when I wanna be shady. 598 00:26:58,701 --> 00:27:00,577 Yeah, right, I'm never closing them again. 599 00:27:00,578 --> 00:27:03,621 - Lucky you! - Lucky the rest of my building. 600 00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:05,457 You're just lucky the sex is decent, 601 00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:07,542 - or I'd never come 'round again. - Decent? 602 00:27:07,543 --> 00:27:10,086 I... When we first hooked up, I almost didn't come back. 603 00:27:10,087 --> 00:27:11,088 Wha... 604 00:27:12,548 --> 00:27:14,300 If he's this good, he must be an asshole. 605 00:27:16,969 --> 00:27:19,512 Right, I-I just read a lot of lesbian erotica. 606 00:27:19,513 --> 00:27:22,016 Mm. That tracks. 607 00:27:25,603 --> 00:27:26,728 What's your name, again? 608 00:27:26,729 --> 00:27:28,689 You fucker. 609 00:27:30,900 --> 00:27:32,609 Trying not to think about Jillian, 610 00:27:32,610 --> 00:27:35,154 Johnny had settled back into his normal routine. 611 00:27:47,458 --> 00:27:49,000 Hey, Johnny. 612 00:27:49,001 --> 00:27:50,919 Oh, hi. What are you up to? 613 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:52,630 Er, working. 614 00:27:53,756 --> 00:27:56,258 Is there anything in particular that you're looking for? 615 00:27:57,176 --> 00:27:58,677 Yes. Er... 616 00:27:59,595 --> 00:28:02,639 I didn't have your number, and I didn't wanna clue Jack in. 617 00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:03,933 I need to ask you something. 618 00:28:05,142 --> 00:28:07,352 I feel like I should already know. 619 00:28:07,353 --> 00:28:08,479 Jack's birthday's coming up. 620 00:28:09,397 --> 00:28:12,565 - I have no idea what to get him. - Get him a book. 621 00:28:12,566 --> 00:28:14,360 - Ignore Tim. - Okay. 622 00:28:15,069 --> 00:28:18,488 So, maybe... maybe I could buy you something delicious 623 00:28:18,489 --> 00:28:20,282 and pick your brain? 624 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:22,659 Or not. 625 00:28:22,660 --> 00:28:24,537 No, no, I'll... 626 00:28:25,204 --> 00:28:26,496 Tim, I'm gonna take my break, okay? 627 00:28:26,497 --> 00:28:27,997 I'll manage. 628 00:28:35,423 --> 00:28:36,589 Who's your favourite, then? 629 00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:38,216 I don't wanna be this guy. 630 00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:39,843 But I kind of am this guy. So... 631 00:28:39,844 --> 00:28:41,886 Fante, Ellroy, Bukowski. 632 00:28:41,887 --> 00:28:44,139 Mm, so you aspire to be an alcoholic. 633 00:28:44,140 --> 00:28:46,433 Yeah, the writing's only secondary. 634 00:28:46,434 --> 00:28:47,684 But wait, you know them? 635 00:28:47,685 --> 00:28:49,227 I might like my films romcom, 636 00:28:49,228 --> 00:28:51,521 but I love my literature messy. 637 00:28:51,522 --> 00:28:53,982 So, did you always know that the writing thing was for you? 638 00:28:53,983 --> 00:28:56,485 No, when I was a little kid, I wanted to be a work dad. 639 00:28:57,778 --> 00:29:00,530 - A work dad? - Walk through the front door, 640 00:29:00,531 --> 00:29:03,158 briefcase in hand. I loved the look. 641 00:29:03,159 --> 00:29:05,743 And then, I discovered my grandfather's 1938 642 00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:09,122 Imperial Good Companion typewriter. 643 00:29:09,123 --> 00:29:10,498 That's what did it? 644 00:29:10,499 --> 00:29:12,083 Listen, Jillian, if you saw this thing, 645 00:29:12,084 --> 00:29:14,169 you wouldn't question it. It's beautiful. 646 00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:16,087 I thought I was so cool when I was a little kid, 647 00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:17,881 just sitting there banging away. And then, 648 00:29:17,882 --> 00:29:20,383 I discovered what you could make with it. 649 00:29:20,384 --> 00:29:21,760 And that was it. 650 00:29:22,386 --> 00:29:24,554 - So, basically, you always knew. - Yeah. 651 00:29:24,555 --> 00:29:27,265 I've always wanted to tell stories. What about you? 652 00:29:27,266 --> 00:29:29,684 Did you always wanna be a hotel events coordinator? 653 00:29:29,685 --> 00:29:32,062 Oh, I always knew, ever since I was a little girl. 654 00:29:32,855 --> 00:29:35,815 I, erm, I fell into it, 655 00:29:35,816 --> 00:29:37,651 like I fall into everything. 656 00:29:39,403 --> 00:29:41,446 I don't feel like that's who I am. 657 00:29:41,447 --> 00:29:44,574 No, no, of course not. You're... you're not your job. 658 00:29:44,575 --> 00:29:46,659 I... I'm not a bookseller, even though that's what I do 659 00:29:46,660 --> 00:29:48,286 to make money. 660 00:29:48,287 --> 00:29:50,581 Yeah, but s... somehow, with this job, I f... 661 00:29:51,165 --> 00:29:53,542 I feel like I'm good at it, like it could lead somewhere. 662 00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:57,046 Maybe it's what I'm supposed to do. 663 00:29:57,922 --> 00:30:00,381 I don't know. Maybe that's why I... I always ask people, 664 00:30:00,382 --> 00:30:03,052 like when did they find their calling? 665 00:30:03,636 --> 00:30:05,137 Maybe I don't have a calling. 666 00:30:06,972 --> 00:30:08,306 Okay. 667 00:30:08,307 --> 00:30:10,892 If you could do anything, what would it be? 668 00:30:10,893 --> 00:30:13,394 Oh, so we're having the dream job conversation? 669 00:30:13,395 --> 00:30:15,481 Okay. Erm... 670 00:30:16,857 --> 00:30:18,692 I would be a bohemian photographer, 671 00:30:19,527 --> 00:30:23,029 and just wander around taking pictures of... 672 00:30:23,030 --> 00:30:25,615 of good-looking people and awesome nature spots. 673 00:30:25,616 --> 00:30:28,159 Yeah, like non-cheesy Instagram porn. 674 00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:30,286 Then you should do it. 675 00:30:30,287 --> 00:30:32,038 It's just maybe not a career. 676 00:30:32,039 --> 00:30:33,831 Fuck that. If it's your passion, you should go for it. 677 00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:34,959 Yeah. 678 00:30:36,794 --> 00:30:39,003 Except I think I like the concept 679 00:30:39,004 --> 00:30:41,257 better than I like the actual thing. 680 00:30:42,675 --> 00:30:43,883 Like I... 681 00:30:43,884 --> 00:30:47,095 I don't fantasise about taking the pictures. 682 00:30:47,096 --> 00:30:48,638 It's not about the actual work. 683 00:30:48,639 --> 00:30:50,348 The fantasy's about being a cool photographer 684 00:30:50,349 --> 00:30:52,017 who's just kind of casually brilliant. 685 00:30:53,561 --> 00:30:56,145 That's... that's your version of work dad. 686 00:30:56,146 --> 00:30:57,273 Yeah. 687 00:30:58,190 --> 00:31:00,900 Yeah, it's just an idea. 688 00:31:00,901 --> 00:31:02,569 I mean, I wish I was as into something 689 00:31:02,570 --> 00:31:03,821 as you are your writing, but... 690 00:31:07,241 --> 00:31:08,741 It's not a problem. You can hide Jack's present 691 00:31:08,742 --> 00:31:10,327 - at my place. - You're sure? 692 00:31:11,078 --> 00:31:13,162 Hundred percent. We always hang at Jack's. He never comes here. 693 00:31:13,163 --> 00:31:14,414 Okay. Perfect. 694 00:31:14,415 --> 00:31:15,708 I'll come by day of. 695 00:31:16,709 --> 00:31:19,752 Hey, you know, if... if the writing thing doesn't work out, 696 00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:22,548 you make an excellent personal shopper. 697 00:31:24,091 --> 00:31:25,134 Right. 698 00:31:26,093 --> 00:31:28,804 - Er, well, this is me. So... - Okay. 699 00:31:34,018 --> 00:31:37,021 I'd... I'd love to read something of yours sometime. 700 00:31:38,314 --> 00:31:39,398 All right. 701 00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:42,985 Now? 702 00:31:43,944 --> 00:31:45,154 Yeah, sure. 703 00:32:09,678 --> 00:32:11,055 Yeah. 704 00:32:12,097 --> 00:32:14,183 - Yeah? - Yeah. 705 00:32:15,976 --> 00:32:17,769 A lot of people talk, 706 00:32:17,770 --> 00:32:20,481 but you are everything you say you are. 707 00:32:22,358 --> 00:32:25,151 It's beautiful. I... I absolutely love it. 708 00:32:25,152 --> 00:32:28,404 Thank you. Do you wanna a cup of tea? 709 00:32:28,405 --> 00:32:29,490 Yeah, sure. 710 00:32:32,576 --> 00:32:35,828 So, when... when can I read more? 711 00:32:35,829 --> 00:32:37,080 How's the book coming along? 712 00:32:37,081 --> 00:32:38,791 Er, honestly... 713 00:32:39,500 --> 00:32:40,542 slowly. 714 00:32:41,543 --> 00:32:45,713 I'm four years in, which is longer than I'd hoped. 715 00:32:45,714 --> 00:32:48,132 But your first book kind of sets the stage 716 00:32:48,133 --> 00:32:50,593 for who you are as an author, so it's important. 717 00:32:50,594 --> 00:32:53,304 The perfect is the enemy of the good. 718 00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:54,765 Yeah. But good is the enemy of great. 719 00:32:57,393 --> 00:33:00,728 You know, Alan Rickman was toiling away on the stage 720 00:33:00,729 --> 00:33:02,105 for years. 721 00:33:02,106 --> 00:33:03,690 I don't think he did his first film 722 00:33:03,691 --> 00:33:05,358 till he was 41. 723 00:33:05,359 --> 00:33:06,610 Yeah, and Die Hard was amazing. 724 00:33:08,070 --> 00:33:09,487 I thought you only liked art films. 725 00:33:09,488 --> 00:33:10,822 Die Hard is an art film. 726 00:33:10,823 --> 00:33:13,033 True. 727 00:33:27,089 --> 00:33:28,132 Here you go. 728 00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:30,633 You don't work on it. 729 00:33:30,634 --> 00:33:33,928 No. No, I'm not entirely trapped in a bygone age. 730 00:33:33,929 --> 00:33:35,264 Too bad. 731 00:33:44,606 --> 00:33:46,149 I got to go. 732 00:33:46,150 --> 00:33:47,567 Thank you for letting me pick your brain. 733 00:33:47,568 --> 00:33:50,027 No, it's all good. Anything for a free meal. 734 00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:51,447 And for the story. 735 00:33:52,489 --> 00:33:53,573 It's really good. 736 00:33:53,574 --> 00:33:55,200 Thank you. 737 00:33:55,784 --> 00:33:58,495 - All right. See you soon. - See you later. 738 00:34:11,508 --> 00:34:13,634 It's sucks, but at least I start work late enough 739 00:34:13,635 --> 00:34:15,678 so we can have a... a birthday drink together. 740 00:34:15,679 --> 00:34:17,096 It's fine. I texted Johnny. 741 00:34:17,097 --> 00:34:18,681 We need to-- Surprise! 742 00:34:18,682 --> 00:34:19,974 Got you! 743 00:34:23,145 --> 00:34:25,188 - Oh, you helped, obviously. - No, it was her. 744 00:34:25,189 --> 00:34:26,647 I just called our lot. 745 00:34:26,648 --> 00:34:28,859 Happy birthday. 746 00:34:29,902 --> 00:34:32,570 ♪ Could be the worst time I ever had ♪ 747 00:34:32,571 --> 00:34:36,073 ♪ Lose my mind, always get it back ♪ 748 00:34:36,074 --> 00:34:38,410 ♪ There's no point in being super-sad ♪ 749 00:34:42,331 --> 00:34:45,167 ♪ All of the tears I wish I never cried... ♪ 750 00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:47,960 What's going on over here then? 751 00:34:47,961 --> 00:34:49,546 Nothing. 752 00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:53,466 Just thinking about you and Jack, and our friendship, 753 00:34:53,467 --> 00:34:55,260 and how much you both mean to me, and... 754 00:34:56,345 --> 00:34:57,846 Okay, I've met someone. 755 00:34:58,680 --> 00:34:59,764 What? Why didn't you bring him along? 756 00:34:59,765 --> 00:35:01,808 Because it's new, and I like him, 757 00:35:01,809 --> 00:35:04,185 and he gives me butterflies, and he's nerdy, 758 00:35:04,186 --> 00:35:07,313 and he wears rugby shirts and makes me talk too fast. 759 00:35:07,314 --> 00:35:08,774 And I blush when I think about him. 760 00:35:09,399 --> 00:35:11,234 - Whoa. - Very well. 761 00:35:11,235 --> 00:35:12,819 The rugby shirts are killing me, though. 762 00:35:12,820 --> 00:35:16,532 - Well, does he have a name? - Yes. Richard David. 763 00:35:17,825 --> 00:35:19,784 - Two first names? - Mm-hmm. 764 00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:21,661 Gets worse. 765 00:35:21,662 --> 00:35:23,996 His middle name is Steven. 766 00:35:23,997 --> 00:35:26,833 You're dating a guy named Rick Steve Dave? 767 00:35:26,834 --> 00:35:28,251 - No. - Jack. 768 00:35:28,252 --> 00:35:29,710 Jack, come over here. Diana's in love. 769 00:35:29,711 --> 00:35:31,922 - What? - Er, aggressive statement. 770 00:35:33,340 --> 00:35:35,717 With a guy named Richard Steven David. 771 00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:38,219 - Three first names? - Rick Steve Dave. 772 00:35:38,220 --> 00:35:39,554 I never should have said anything. 773 00:35:39,555 --> 00:35:40,972 - And he wears rugby shirts. - Oh, 774 00:35:40,973 --> 00:35:42,557 not a good look, Rick Steve Dave. 775 00:35:42,558 --> 00:35:44,141 It's good, isn't it? Just rolls off the tongue. 776 00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:45,476 Rick Steve Dave. Does too, doesn't it? 777 00:35:45,477 --> 00:35:46,644 Rick Steve Dave. 778 00:35:46,645 --> 00:35:47,937 Is that what you yell out in bed, 779 00:35:47,938 --> 00:35:49,105 all three names? 780 00:35:49,106 --> 00:35:51,275 That is really good. 781 00:35:51,817 --> 00:35:53,192 You should put that in your book. 782 00:35:53,193 --> 00:35:54,360 That's a good idea. I might. 783 00:35:54,361 --> 00:35:55,987 Fuck me, you guys are awful. 784 00:35:55,988 --> 00:35:57,905 - And you're in love. - So are you. 785 00:35:57,906 --> 00:35:59,115 Who'd have thought it'd been you two? 786 00:35:59,116 --> 00:36:00,908 Literally no one. 787 00:36:00,909 --> 00:36:02,827 ♪ The good old days... ♪ 788 00:36:02,828 --> 00:36:04,412 Hey, Brooke, Brooke, 789 00:36:04,413 --> 00:36:05,872 that better be... that better be orange juice. 790 00:36:05,873 --> 00:36:07,039 It's orange juice, babe, it's orange juice. 791 00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:08,457 Is it? Okay. 792 00:36:08,458 --> 00:36:10,751 Hi. You all right? Hi, mate. How are you? 793 00:36:17,092 --> 00:36:21,889 ♪ The good old days when things were better ♪ 794 00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:25,266 Whisky rocks, right? 795 00:36:25,267 --> 00:36:27,435 Er, I prefer artisanal lemon drops, but this'll do. 796 00:36:27,436 --> 00:36:28,604 Thank you. 797 00:36:31,648 --> 00:36:33,816 - You did good. - Mm, we did good. 798 00:36:33,817 --> 00:36:35,569 No, don't give me any credit for this 799 00:36:38,405 --> 00:36:39,656 So, you having fun? 800 00:36:44,620 --> 00:36:45,828 Erm... 801 00:36:45,829 --> 00:36:47,204 Since my parents split up, 802 00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:48,832 that's the first thing my mum asks. 803 00:36:49,458 --> 00:36:50,499 Like, it's the most important thing. 804 00:36:50,500 --> 00:36:52,543 Am I having enough fun? 805 00:36:52,544 --> 00:36:55,504 Okay. That's tricky. 806 00:36:55,505 --> 00:36:57,798 So, is that why you moved around so much? 807 00:36:57,799 --> 00:36:59,176 Yeah, maybe. 808 00:37:00,802 --> 00:37:03,220 - So, are you? - Am I...? 809 00:37:03,221 --> 00:37:05,057 - Having fun. - Yeah, I am. 810 00:37:06,099 --> 00:37:07,643 Okay, then, why aren't you on the dance floor? 811 00:37:08,477 --> 00:37:10,269 I love dancing. I love dancing. 812 00:37:10,270 --> 00:37:11,979 Yeah, me, too. 813 00:37:11,980 --> 00:37:14,231 Tonight's not about me. No. 814 00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:17,653 And my one move just blows everyone away. It's really good. 815 00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:20,113 Come on, give it to me. 816 00:37:21,865 --> 00:37:23,532 Fine, we're doing this. 817 00:37:23,533 --> 00:37:24,992 - Ready? - Mm-hmm. 818 00:37:33,168 --> 00:37:34,669 - Pretty good, innit? - That's incredible. 819 00:37:34,670 --> 00:37:36,170 I know. Told you. Listen, come here. 820 00:37:36,171 --> 00:37:37,964 - I'll teach you. - Okay. 821 00:37:37,965 --> 00:37:39,048 Come on, then. 822 00:37:39,049 --> 00:37:40,424 But I'm so intimidated. 823 00:37:40,425 --> 00:37:42,259 - Ah, yeah, I get that a lot. - Okay. 824 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:44,221 - We'll go this way first. - Okay. 825 00:37:56,733 --> 00:37:57,985 And then, he knew, 826 00:37:59,027 --> 00:38:01,363 right there in the middle of the party, 827 00:38:02,781 --> 00:38:05,283 that she felt what he felt. 828 00:38:06,576 --> 00:38:08,870 There was something between them that could not be denied. 829 00:38:11,540 --> 00:38:14,751 Oh. 830 00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:23,802 Open it. 831 00:38:24,511 --> 00:38:27,138 - What is it? - Come on, open it. Go on. 832 00:38:27,139 --> 00:38:28,765 - Ooh, it's heavy. - Yeah. 833 00:38:32,811 --> 00:38:34,645 Hazelnut coffee. 834 00:38:34,646 --> 00:38:38,358 Now, you have no reason to meet other girls in coffee shops. 835 00:38:40,569 --> 00:38:41,736 - Like it? - I love it. 836 00:38:41,737 --> 00:38:43,112 - You like it? - I love it. 837 00:38:43,113 --> 00:38:44,780 As Johnny watched them, 838 00:38:44,781 --> 00:38:46,615 the truth smashed him right in the gut. 839 00:38:46,616 --> 00:38:49,285 The easiest person to lie to is yourself. 840 00:38:49,286 --> 00:38:50,953 He'd been misreading signals. 841 00:38:50,954 --> 00:38:53,581 He'd been projecting his own desires. 842 00:38:53,582 --> 00:38:56,418 He was a complete arsehole. 843 00:39:00,422 --> 00:39:02,965 - All right? - Aw. 844 00:39:02,966 --> 00:39:05,635 Oh yeah, that's the look of a woman in love. 845 00:39:07,012 --> 00:39:08,722 I really like her for him. 846 00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:13,560 When he looks at her, it's like he drops his whole Jack persona. 847 00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:16,313 He's just... 848 00:39:18,565 --> 00:39:20,775 - He's what? - Mm. 849 00:39:20,776 --> 00:39:22,110 Human. 850 00:39:25,113 --> 00:39:26,740 It's gonna happen for you, as well. 851 00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:30,827 - Thanks. - Mm. Yeah. 852 00:40:01,525 --> 00:40:03,025 Yeah, I hear you, but my... my client 853 00:40:03,026 --> 00:40:04,568 won't go for it. 854 00:40:06,655 --> 00:40:07,781 Yes. 855 00:40:09,366 --> 00:40:10,408 All right. 856 00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:13,161 Sure. 857 00:40:14,371 --> 00:40:16,455 In that moment, Jillian found herself 858 00:40:16,456 --> 00:40:18,499 deeply delighted by the simple things 859 00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,001 Jack did for her. 860 00:40:20,585 --> 00:40:22,586 Stability can be surprisingly attractive 861 00:40:22,587 --> 00:40:25,965 for those blown where the wind takes them. 862 00:40:31,513 --> 00:40:33,430 Does Jillian know you do this? 863 00:40:33,431 --> 00:40:36,017 Way too soon, bruv. Not a good look, is it? 864 00:40:37,018 --> 00:40:39,520 It's been months, mate. Does she know you say "bruv"? 865 00:40:39,521 --> 00:40:41,689 Bruv. Think she'll keep me around 866 00:40:41,690 --> 00:40:42,815 as long as she never finds out. 867 00:40:42,816 --> 00:40:44,943 Ah, so you wanna keep her around. 868 00:40:45,527 --> 00:40:47,236 I guess. 869 00:40:47,237 --> 00:40:48,946 Okay, guys, that was great. 870 00:40:48,947 --> 00:40:51,825 I turned off my dating apps. Tinder, Bumble. Even Raya. 871 00:40:52,701 --> 00:40:54,076 Bruv. 872 00:40:54,077 --> 00:40:56,120 That's big. It's personal growth. 873 00:40:56,121 --> 00:40:58,081 I'm firmly against personal growth. 874 00:40:59,249 --> 00:41:00,791 You know, the strange thing is all the brain energy 875 00:41:00,792 --> 00:41:02,127 I suddenly have. 876 00:41:02,919 --> 00:41:05,004 Like, what do I do now that I'm not focusing on girls? 877 00:41:05,005 --> 00:41:07,089 Plus, what do we talk about? 878 00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:09,301 I had no crazy adventures last night. 879 00:41:10,093 --> 00:41:12,386 You're in some kind of faux celibacy, 880 00:41:12,387 --> 00:41:15,848 about to be a dad thing, which is... boring. 881 00:41:15,849 --> 00:41:17,433 And I can't be like, "Hey, me and Jillian 882 00:41:17,434 --> 00:41:19,351 did this wild sex thing last night." 883 00:41:19,352 --> 00:41:20,811 Because she's my girlfriend, and that would be weird 884 00:41:20,812 --> 00:41:22,479 talking about that. 885 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:24,148 So, you're saying you're having a Madonna-whore complex? 886 00:41:24,149 --> 00:41:26,735 Absolutely, yeah. 887 00:41:27,235 --> 00:41:28,444 No. 888 00:41:28,445 --> 00:41:29,904 There's no question involved. 889 00:41:29,905 --> 00:41:31,990 So, the... the story's not good. 890 00:41:32,782 --> 00:41:34,826 I spent a lot of years getting good at being single. 891 00:41:36,244 --> 00:41:37,787 How's Brooke? 892 00:41:38,872 --> 00:41:40,248 Pregnant, 893 00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:42,792 and I'm getting a little freaked out about it. 894 00:41:44,085 --> 00:41:46,296 I'm gonna be a dad, and I work in a bookshop. 895 00:41:47,380 --> 00:41:48,632 Makes sense. 896 00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:52,802 Have you ever thought about trying something different... 897 00:41:54,054 --> 00:41:55,347 and something practical? 898 00:41:56,431 --> 00:41:58,349 I mean, you could do well at anything, mate. Why... 899 00:41:58,350 --> 00:41:59,725 Why struggle like this? 900 00:41:59,726 --> 00:42:01,561 The struggle's part of it. 901 00:42:03,647 --> 00:42:05,649 It's not much of a life if it's just a struggle, is it? 902 00:42:07,108 --> 00:42:08,109 Listen, 903 00:42:08,818 --> 00:42:10,611 I didn't give you shit for giving up writing 904 00:42:10,612 --> 00:42:12,906 and choosing to make money, so don't give me shit for not. 905 00:42:15,075 --> 00:42:16,326 Sorry. 906 00:42:17,786 --> 00:42:19,036 It's just, you're having a baby. 907 00:42:19,037 --> 00:42:21,665 Er, Brooke has got a great job. 908 00:42:22,874 --> 00:42:24,458 Diana said I can have some shifts at her bar, 909 00:42:24,459 --> 00:42:26,669 if need be. It's gonna be fine. 910 00:42:26,670 --> 00:42:30,090 I forgot my... Wow! 911 00:42:31,091 --> 00:42:33,008 Do you guys need a second to finish each other off? 912 00:42:33,009 --> 00:42:34,885 - We're working-- - No. No, I really... 913 00:42:34,886 --> 00:42:36,262 I don't wanna know. 914 00:42:36,263 --> 00:42:38,597 I just needed to get my bag. 915 00:42:38,598 --> 00:42:40,140 It was really good to see you, Johnny. 916 00:42:40,141 --> 00:42:43,018 - Good to see you, too. - Carry on. 917 00:42:43,019 --> 00:42:45,229 She's got a key. 918 00:42:45,230 --> 00:42:46,730 Yeah. 919 00:42:46,731 --> 00:42:48,483 I thought I was the only one with a key. 920 00:42:49,901 --> 00:42:51,444 No. 921 00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:54,571 Serious. 922 00:42:54,572 --> 00:42:58,284 ♪ So, go give a little bit more ♪ 923 00:42:58,285 --> 00:43:00,577 ♪ I been trying to cool down ♪ 924 00:43:00,578 --> 00:43:03,415 ♪ I keep giving in for the best I ever had... ♪ 925 00:43:03,999 --> 00:43:06,375 Thank you. - Ah, thank you. 926 00:43:06,376 --> 00:43:08,043 This is almost as good as opening presents. 927 00:43:08,044 --> 00:43:09,712 I'll get it. 928 00:43:09,713 --> 00:43:11,756 Aw! 929 00:43:12,674 --> 00:43:14,216 Thank you. 930 00:43:14,217 --> 00:43:15,593 It's so me. 931 00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:19,430 Oh, thank God you guys are here. 932 00:43:19,431 --> 00:43:21,765 - Only for you, Johnny. - What, did you work late? 933 00:43:21,766 --> 00:43:24,059 I wouldn't call it work. Ricksty Dave. 934 00:43:24,060 --> 00:43:25,561 The man, the myth, the rugby shirt. 935 00:43:25,562 --> 00:43:26,854 - What, he's not coming? - Stop teasing her. 936 00:43:26,855 --> 00:43:28,272 Rugby shirts can be... 937 00:43:28,273 --> 00:43:29,982 - Hey. - ...very cool. 938 00:43:29,983 --> 00:43:31,608 Yeah, unfortunately, that's not true. 939 00:43:31,609 --> 00:43:32,944 Yeah, they're cool if you're actually playing. 940 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:36,280 Johnny, I need a coffee and a Bloody Maria, stat! 941 00:43:36,281 --> 00:43:38,240 Okay. Er, can I have a show of hands 942 00:43:38,241 --> 00:43:39,825 for who else wants another mimosa? 943 00:43:39,826 --> 00:43:41,243 Yes, please! Two, three, four. 944 00:43:41,244 --> 00:43:42,745 I'll help. 945 00:43:45,415 --> 00:43:46,458 Come on, Jack. 946 00:43:47,167 --> 00:43:48,876 Let's go and make nice and then hide in a corner 947 00:43:48,877 --> 00:43:50,377 and gossip about what a surprisingly 948 00:43:50,378 --> 00:43:52,964 filthy animal my boyfriend is. 949 00:43:54,215 --> 00:43:55,632 Great spot. 950 00:43:55,633 --> 00:43:58,177 Yeah, we're planning on changing the second bedroom 951 00:43:58,178 --> 00:43:59,887 into the baby's room. 952 00:43:59,888 --> 00:44:01,221 We? 953 00:44:01,222 --> 00:44:03,390 Yeah. So, the plan is for me to crash here 954 00:44:03,391 --> 00:44:05,852 first few months until we hit a bit of a rhythm, 955 00:44:06,770 --> 00:44:09,397 and then, we'll kind of figure it out from there. 956 00:44:10,065 --> 00:44:11,441 I'm glad you're keeping your place. 957 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:13,443 I love your place. 958 00:44:16,363 --> 00:44:18,865 ♪ A love as big as the ocean, yeah ♪ 959 00:44:21,576 --> 00:44:23,452 ♪ I feel it ♪ 960 00:44:23,453 --> 00:44:26,663 ♪ From the bottom of my heart, yeah ♪ 961 00:44:36,591 --> 00:44:39,635 - All right? - Yeah. You mind if I bum one? 962 00:44:39,636 --> 00:44:41,554 - No, not at all. - Thanks. 963 00:44:43,848 --> 00:44:45,100 - Here you go. - Mm. 964 00:44:48,728 --> 00:44:51,064 Thanks. Great. 965 00:45:00,407 --> 00:45:02,783 Jack says he has a hypnotist that will help me... 966 00:45:02,784 --> 00:45:04,785 - Oh. - ...break the habit. 967 00:45:04,786 --> 00:45:07,121 Yeah. He's been trying to get me to see him for years, but-- 968 00:45:07,122 --> 00:45:08,330 - Yeah? - Now I'm gonna be a dad, 969 00:45:08,331 --> 00:45:10,124 - I might. - You might need it more. 970 00:45:10,125 --> 00:45:12,752 Yeah. 971 00:45:15,380 --> 00:45:17,924 - So, you excited? - Yeah, I am. 972 00:45:21,845 --> 00:45:23,179 I can't imagine. 973 00:45:24,681 --> 00:45:27,100 Actually, I can, and it's terrifying, 974 00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:29,185 for me, at least. 975 00:45:30,019 --> 00:45:31,187 Yeah, that's a... 976 00:45:32,021 --> 00:45:33,355 that's a... that's a... that's a more 977 00:45:33,356 --> 00:45:35,066 - accurate description, I think. - Mm. 978 00:45:38,403 --> 00:45:39,696 I always thought I'd... 979 00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:43,407 I'd fall madly in love with someone 980 00:45:43,408 --> 00:45:44,868 and travel the world with them. 981 00:45:46,703 --> 00:45:48,579 Finish my second novel, 982 00:45:48,580 --> 00:45:51,458 and then maybe have a kid or two, but... 983 00:45:52,125 --> 00:45:53,208 Best laid plans. 984 00:45:53,209 --> 00:45:54,335 Yeah. 985 00:45:56,004 --> 00:45:57,213 Hey, 986 00:45:58,756 --> 00:45:59,883 curveballs can be good. 987 00:46:09,309 --> 00:46:11,144 - What was that? - What was what? 988 00:46:12,353 --> 00:46:13,605 I don't know. I wasn't... 989 00:46:21,488 --> 00:46:23,989 Okay, that's not true. I do know what that was. Erm... 990 00:46:30,497 --> 00:46:32,874 I can't stop thinking about you. 991 00:46:34,542 --> 00:46:35,710 What? 992 00:46:37,170 --> 00:46:39,047 To a problematic degree. 993 00:46:42,550 --> 00:46:44,468 Johnny, you're just nervous about the baby. 994 00:46:44,469 --> 00:46:45,636 It's got nothing to do with that. 995 00:46:45,637 --> 00:46:47,639 It's been since moment one. 996 00:46:50,975 --> 00:46:53,102 I don't cheat. I love him. 997 00:46:55,855 --> 00:46:56,898 Shit. 998 00:46:57,982 --> 00:47:00,442 I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have said that. Please, don't-- 999 00:47:00,443 --> 00:47:02,903 Oh, right, don't leave me alone with that oestrogen 1000 00:47:02,904 --> 00:47:05,697 - ever again, please. - You had Diana. 1001 00:47:05,698 --> 00:47:07,199 She's a girl. 1002 00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:09,993 Er, don't lump me in with those monsters. 1003 00:47:09,994 --> 00:47:11,662 What are you guys talking about? 1004 00:47:11,663 --> 00:47:13,039 Curveballs. 1005 00:47:15,416 --> 00:47:16,668 Mate, it's gonna be fine. 1006 00:47:18,461 --> 00:47:19,546 Thanks, man. 1007 00:47:27,095 --> 00:47:29,556 Johnny had a pain in his gut for days. 1008 00:47:30,473 --> 00:47:33,518 The magnitude of his mistake of admission tortured him. 1009 00:47:34,269 --> 00:47:36,228 Not only was it the grossest breach 1010 00:47:36,229 --> 00:47:39,273 of his closest friendship, but it was also clear to him 1011 00:47:39,274 --> 00:47:41,483 that Jillian didn't share his feelings. 1012 00:47:41,484 --> 00:47:44,320 Johnny lived in fear that she would tell Jack. 1013 00:47:48,032 --> 00:47:49,534 Shit. 1014 00:47:52,996 --> 00:47:54,746 - Hey, man. - You all right? 1015 00:47:54,747 --> 00:47:56,331 What's up? 1016 00:47:56,332 --> 00:48:00,377 Ah, you know, doin' the thing. You? 1017 00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:01,754 Good. Doin' the thing. 1018 00:48:03,756 --> 00:48:05,258 So, erm, well, 1019 00:48:06,467 --> 00:48:07,719 right to it, then. 1020 00:48:09,220 --> 00:48:10,263 Erm... 1021 00:48:12,765 --> 00:48:14,100 I was talking to Jillian earlier. 1022 00:48:15,143 --> 00:48:16,728 Okay. 1023 00:48:17,061 --> 00:48:20,023 And, er, shit, I'm not sure how to handle this. 1024 00:48:21,524 --> 00:48:22,775 I, erm... 1025 00:48:23,860 --> 00:48:25,570 I actually told her I love her. 1026 00:48:27,322 --> 00:48:31,117 Yeah, it just sort of came out, but it felt really good, 1027 00:48:32,660 --> 00:48:33,911 and she said it back. 1028 00:48:35,038 --> 00:48:37,497 But now, it feels like I'm meant to ask her to move in with me, 1029 00:48:37,498 --> 00:48:40,668 and I'm not sure how I... how I feel about that. 1030 00:48:44,714 --> 00:48:46,548 It's a lot. 1031 00:48:46,549 --> 00:48:48,008 And what do you think? 1032 00:48:48,009 --> 00:48:49,385 Er... 1033 00:48:51,804 --> 00:48:52,972 Breaks aren't sexy. 1034 00:48:54,974 --> 00:48:57,101 Listen, mate, regardless... 1035 00:48:59,020 --> 00:49:00,146 this is fucking great. 1036 00:49:00,855 --> 00:49:02,689 You're opening up. It's personal growth. 1037 00:49:02,690 --> 00:49:05,652 Oh, fuck personal growth, mate. I love personal growth. 1038 00:49:08,821 --> 00:49:10,114 Anyway, that's it. 1039 00:49:11,032 --> 00:49:13,117 Thought I'd let you know. 1040 00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:15,328 Good chat. 1041 00:49:16,829 --> 00:49:17,830 All right. 1042 00:49:18,581 --> 00:49:21,458 Oh, erm, I'm off to a conference in Birmingham tomorrow. 1043 00:49:21,459 --> 00:49:22,793 I fucking hate Birmingham. 1044 00:49:22,794 --> 00:49:24,211 There is no reason for a Londoner 1045 00:49:24,212 --> 00:49:26,630 ever to be in Birmingham. 1046 00:49:26,631 --> 00:49:29,049 But if you want a writer's retreat or whatever, 1047 00:49:29,050 --> 00:49:30,926 get the energy moving, my spot's open. 1048 00:49:30,927 --> 00:49:32,344 Oh, appreciate it, man. Thank you. 1049 00:49:32,345 --> 00:49:33,930 Yeah, all right. 1050 00:49:35,890 --> 00:49:37,474 I think I'll just wait on the whole move-in thing 1051 00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:39,226 until it feels right. Good plan? 1052 00:49:39,227 --> 00:49:40,394 Good plan. 1053 00:49:42,939 --> 00:49:45,817 I have to answer this. Come by whenever, yeah? 1054 00:49:46,401 --> 00:49:48,068 - Thank you. - Oh! 1055 00:49:48,069 --> 00:49:50,445 I'm on lavender essential oil now. 1056 00:49:50,446 --> 00:49:52,072 Very relaxing. 1057 00:49:52,073 --> 00:49:53,657 Right. 1058 00:49:53,658 --> 00:49:55,617 Jillian hadn't said anything. 1059 00:49:55,618 --> 00:49:57,786 His friendship was still intact. 1060 00:49:57,787 --> 00:49:59,121 He determined never to do 1061 00:49:59,122 --> 00:50:00,622 anything to jeopardise it again. 1062 00:50:00,623 --> 00:50:02,249 Fucking hell. 1063 00:50:02,250 --> 00:50:03,875 For her part, 1064 00:50:03,876 --> 00:50:05,544 Jillian decided it wouldn't help anyone 1065 00:50:05,545 --> 00:50:07,213 to tell Jack about the incident. 1066 00:50:07,797 --> 00:50:10,215 It would damage his and Johnny's friendship. 1067 00:50:10,216 --> 00:50:12,968 She chalked it up to Johnny having a moment. 1068 00:50:12,969 --> 00:50:15,178 You made the right decision. 1069 00:50:15,179 --> 00:50:16,555 People fuck up, 1070 00:50:16,556 --> 00:50:18,849 and people do not need to know everything. 1071 00:50:18,850 --> 00:50:20,226 It only causes pain. 1072 00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:25,022 I got to tell you something. 1073 00:50:26,691 --> 00:50:29,818 Oh, no. They offered it to you. 1074 00:50:29,819 --> 00:50:31,737 It's not a step up, you know. You'll be sick of it 1075 00:50:31,738 --> 00:50:32,904 within a month. 1076 00:50:32,905 --> 00:50:34,364 Running a yoga studio in Bali? 1077 00:50:34,365 --> 00:50:36,075 I don't think I'd ever get sick of it. 1078 00:50:39,704 --> 00:50:40,788 I turned it down. 1079 00:50:41,497 --> 00:50:42,749 Why? 1080 00:50:43,666 --> 00:50:45,668 I've just recently started to feel... 1081 00:50:48,546 --> 00:50:50,464 I don't know. I don't wanna end up at 40 1082 00:50:50,465 --> 00:50:53,967 with nothing more than just a bunch of stamps 1083 00:50:53,968 --> 00:50:55,803 in my passport. 1084 00:50:57,346 --> 00:50:58,598 Yeah, that makes sense. 1085 00:51:01,267 --> 00:51:02,435 Wait. 1086 00:51:03,519 --> 00:51:06,147 No. Are you gonna marry Jack? 1087 00:51:06,981 --> 00:51:10,485 - Way, way too soon. - Good. Yeah, don't get married. 1088 00:51:11,110 --> 00:51:13,695 Marriage ruined gay culture. The whole point 1089 00:51:13,696 --> 00:51:15,489 was that we didn't have to be like the straights. 1090 00:51:15,490 --> 00:51:16,698 We were free, 1091 00:51:16,699 --> 00:51:18,241 and now, everyone has to get married, 1092 00:51:18,242 --> 00:51:19,618 or you're not advancing the cause. 1093 00:51:19,619 --> 00:51:23,039 - You're married to Jason. - Yeah. Yeah. 1094 00:51:24,457 --> 00:51:25,708 Best decision of my life. 1095 00:51:29,295 --> 00:51:33,006 ♪ Lately I've been finding ways to silence my mind ♪ 1096 00:51:33,007 --> 00:51:36,760 ♪ You and I ♪ 1097 00:51:36,761 --> 00:51:38,762 ♪ The Alps and Himalayas ain't got nothing ♪ 1098 00:51:38,763 --> 00:51:41,014 ♪ On the mountains I've climbed ♪ 1099 00:51:41,015 --> 00:51:42,933 ♪ You and I ♪ 1100 00:51:42,934 --> 00:51:46,520 ♪ You and I once Mother Nature came to say-- ♪ 1101 00:52:15,883 --> 00:52:16,926 Fuck. 1102 00:52:30,439 --> 00:52:34,944 ♪ Every time you look away ♪ 1103 00:52:35,945 --> 00:52:38,322 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1104 00:52:39,240 --> 00:52:41,492 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1105 00:52:42,952 --> 00:52:47,582 ♪ Every time you look away ♪ 1106 00:52:48,416 --> 00:52:50,877 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1107 00:52:51,586 --> 00:52:54,421 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1108 00:52:54,422 --> 00:52:56,548 Johnny? - I'm in here. 1109 00:52:56,549 --> 00:52:58,300 What are you doing here on a Sunday? 1110 00:52:58,301 --> 00:52:59,635 I couldn't sleep. 1111 00:53:01,804 --> 00:53:04,180 This is actually a way harder than it looks, 1112 00:53:04,181 --> 00:53:06,600 but I'm gonna... I'm gonna figure it out. 1113 00:53:06,601 --> 00:53:07,894 Do you need help? 1114 00:53:08,769 --> 00:53:11,229 Yeah. Why don't you... I made you one of those 1115 00:53:11,230 --> 00:53:12,689 weird smoothies that you like. 1116 00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:13,982 So, just hit the button on the blender 1117 00:53:13,983 --> 00:53:15,442 and relax. 1118 00:53:15,443 --> 00:53:16,777 I've got this. 1119 00:53:18,029 --> 00:53:19,280 Okay. 1120 00:53:22,450 --> 00:53:23,575 All right. 1121 00:53:23,576 --> 00:53:25,244 Okay, that looks right. 1122 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:29,706 A bit muggy, isn't it? - Huh? 1123 00:53:29,707 --> 00:53:30,875 A bit muggy. 1124 00:53:31,959 --> 00:53:33,627 That'll fool 'em. 1125 00:53:33,628 --> 00:53:35,003 Johnny's been really helpful. 1126 00:53:35,004 --> 00:53:36,963 He's been helping out round the house. 1127 00:53:36,964 --> 00:53:38,132 - That's nice. - He's been fixing things. 1128 00:53:38,549 --> 00:53:40,133 Yeah, I just didn't really need to come home 1129 00:53:40,134 --> 00:53:41,885 to full-volume porn coming from the baby's room. 1130 00:53:41,886 --> 00:53:43,428 Listen, I'd been painting for hours 1131 00:53:43,429 --> 00:53:45,430 and needed a little break, you know. 1132 00:53:45,431 --> 00:53:46,932 The moment took me. 1133 00:53:46,933 --> 00:53:48,934 We're not together. It's not cheating. 1134 00:53:48,935 --> 00:53:51,061 Obviously. What, you think porn is cheating? 1135 00:53:51,062 --> 00:53:52,145 No. No. 1136 00:53:52,146 --> 00:53:53,522 But what... what is the line? 1137 00:53:54,440 --> 00:53:57,025 What if you wanted to kiss someone but didn't? 1138 00:53:57,026 --> 00:53:58,735 Oh, you're talking about emotional cheating? 1139 00:53:58,736 --> 00:54:01,655 That's a thing, and it happened to me, and it was horrible. 1140 00:54:01,656 --> 00:54:03,573 I wish he'd have gone out and gotten drunk, 1141 00:54:03,574 --> 00:54:05,075 and just gotten a blowjob off some random girl. 1142 00:54:05,076 --> 00:54:06,409 What? - Honestly. 1143 00:54:06,410 --> 00:54:07,577 But if nothing physical happened, 1144 00:54:07,578 --> 00:54:08,703 how can you create that rule? 1145 00:54:08,704 --> 00:54:09,829 I mean, you can't say 1146 00:54:09,830 --> 00:54:11,247 people can't connect. 1147 00:54:11,248 --> 00:54:12,540 That's too hard a line to draw. 1148 00:54:12,541 --> 00:54:13,917 Yeah. Okay, fair. 1149 00:54:13,918 --> 00:54:15,543 A twist on it. 1150 00:54:15,544 --> 00:54:16,712 What if, say... 1151 00:54:17,672 --> 00:54:19,381 you can see into someone's window, 1152 00:54:19,382 --> 00:54:21,591 and they're, like, naked or something, 1153 00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:26,721 and you keep watching, and then you do your thing. 1154 00:54:26,722 --> 00:54:28,515 - Cheating? - That's creeping. 1155 00:54:28,516 --> 00:54:29,975 Different category. 1156 00:54:29,976 --> 00:54:31,393 Mm. - And there's no interaction. 1157 00:54:31,394 --> 00:54:32,435 Unless the person knows you're looking. 1158 00:54:32,436 --> 00:54:33,687 Well, then, yeah, it's cheating. 1159 00:54:33,688 --> 00:54:35,438 I think that's the line. 1160 00:54:35,439 --> 00:54:37,148 If there's a real, actual person that you're interacting with, 1161 00:54:37,149 --> 00:54:38,650 then it's cheating. Right. 1162 00:54:38,651 --> 00:54:39,985 I think you have to say porn performers 1163 00:54:39,986 --> 00:54:41,528 are actual people, bruv. 1164 00:54:41,529 --> 00:54:43,029 No, but that's fantasy. 1165 00:54:43,030 --> 00:54:44,364 It's not real-life interaction. 1166 00:54:44,365 --> 00:54:45,907 Exactly. Yeah. 1167 00:54:45,908 --> 00:54:47,659 Anyway, just, er, it wasn't my favourite thing 1168 00:54:47,660 --> 00:54:48,828 to just walk in on, you know. 1169 00:54:49,245 --> 00:54:51,621 Not that it wasn't very impressive, babe. 1170 00:54:51,622 --> 00:54:53,873 It was a cat video, I swear. 1171 00:54:53,874 --> 00:54:56,209 That's worse. 1172 00:54:57,753 --> 00:54:59,671 Okay. 1173 00:54:59,672 --> 00:55:01,089 Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. 1174 00:55:01,090 --> 00:55:03,425 I have... I've actually hit a wall. 1175 00:55:03,426 --> 00:55:05,301 I've called an Uber, and I think it's here. 1176 00:55:05,302 --> 00:55:06,970 Oh, sneaky. 1177 00:55:06,971 --> 00:55:08,555 All right, I'll take you home, I'll take you home. 1178 00:55:08,556 --> 00:55:10,098 - Guys, it's been-- - No, no, you're not done. 1179 00:55:10,099 --> 00:55:11,850 Stay with the team. If you don't mind a third wheel. 1180 00:55:11,851 --> 00:55:13,435 Brooke, I don't mind. Seriously, I don't... 1181 00:55:13,436 --> 00:55:15,020 No, listen to me. You need a night out. 1182 00:55:15,021 --> 00:55:16,354 You've been smashing the dad-to-be thing, 1183 00:55:16,355 --> 00:55:17,564 and I'm not letting you come home. 1184 00:55:17,565 --> 00:55:18,732 Hey, A! How you doing? 1185 00:55:18,733 --> 00:55:20,275 Erm, good. So you have fun. 1186 00:55:20,276 --> 00:55:22,152 Erm, I'm gonna go watch cat videos. 1187 00:55:22,153 --> 00:55:23,653 - See you later. - Ha! Very funny. 1188 00:55:31,328 --> 00:55:34,622 ♪ She's got a literary mind and a literary look ♪ 1189 00:55:34,623 --> 00:55:37,834 ♪ She's got a literary hand and it's literally shook ♪ 1190 00:55:37,835 --> 00:55:40,420 ♪ From the confines of a page to the vastness of a book ♪ 1191 00:55:40,421 --> 00:55:41,921 ♪ She's a killer, she's a thriller ♪ 1192 00:55:41,922 --> 00:55:43,758 ♪ She's a halfwit and a crook ♪ 1193 00:55:59,857 --> 00:56:01,524 Right, I'm shooting off. I'm getting out of here. 1194 00:56:01,525 --> 00:56:04,235 No, you're not. We need your expertise, mate. 1195 00:56:04,236 --> 00:56:05,905 Frozen pizza. You're the pizza guy. 1196 00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:09,115 Yeah, you can't leave. 1197 00:56:09,116 --> 00:56:11,367 All right. Twist my arm, twist my arm. I'll do it. 1198 00:56:11,368 --> 00:56:13,203 Johnny. - Yeah. 1199 00:56:13,204 --> 00:56:14,871 I can see into Jillian's apartment 1200 00:56:14,872 --> 00:56:17,040 - from here. - Yeah, I know. 1201 00:56:17,041 --> 00:56:18,167 What? 1202 00:56:19,043 --> 00:56:20,169 You told me. 1203 00:56:21,045 --> 00:56:22,922 - I did? - Yeah. 1204 00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:27,592 Wow. I am drunk. 1205 00:56:27,593 --> 00:56:31,346 I'm borderline not cu... cute drunk. 1206 00:56:31,347 --> 00:56:33,389 - I'm gonna crash. I have to. - No, no. 1207 00:56:33,390 --> 00:56:35,141 No, I don't... I don't think you're allowed to. 1208 00:56:35,142 --> 00:56:36,936 Why? 1209 00:56:38,062 --> 00:56:39,188 I am. I'm in bad shape. 1210 00:56:40,981 --> 00:56:42,440 Where are you going? 1211 00:56:42,441 --> 00:56:44,192 We got pizza in like 20 minutes. It'll be ready soon. 1212 00:56:44,193 --> 00:56:45,778 Wake me up for it. 1213 00:56:57,957 --> 00:56:59,208 Shit. 1214 00:57:13,514 --> 00:57:15,516 Where do you think you're going? 1215 00:57:16,058 --> 00:57:17,851 I didn't think you were coming back. 1216 00:57:17,852 --> 00:57:19,353 I'm not tired yet. 1217 00:57:20,187 --> 00:57:22,523 Ooh, and I'm starving. Wanna turn the oven back on? 1218 00:57:23,732 --> 00:57:24,900 He was out. 1219 00:57:25,484 --> 00:57:27,777 I had to take his shoes off and everything. 1220 00:57:27,778 --> 00:57:29,445 Lightweight. 1221 00:57:29,446 --> 00:57:30,864 I think he was just really excited 1222 00:57:30,865 --> 00:57:32,324 to hang out with you tonight. 1223 00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:36,619 - You want a drink? - Yeah, yeah, yeah, sure. Thanks. 1224 00:57:39,665 --> 00:57:40,748 Mm... 1225 00:57:40,749 --> 00:57:42,208 Vodka soda? 1226 00:57:42,209 --> 00:57:43,836 - Yep. - Okay. 1227 00:58:04,940 --> 00:58:06,150 Nice. 1228 00:58:07,484 --> 00:58:08,651 All right. 1229 00:58:08,652 --> 00:58:10,154 - Cheers. - Cheers. 1230 00:58:24,084 --> 00:58:25,919 So, how are girls? 1231 00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:27,171 There aren't any. 1232 00:58:48,359 --> 00:58:50,819 - We're not gonna do this. - I know. 1233 00:59:58,053 --> 01:00:01,347 Tim, I'm working on a new storyline for... for a book. 1234 01:00:01,348 --> 01:00:02,683 I'm listening. 1235 01:00:04,435 --> 01:00:05,477 Erm... 1236 01:00:06,812 --> 01:00:08,063 Hypothetically, 1237 01:00:09,148 --> 01:00:10,399 in the book, er... 1238 01:00:11,483 --> 01:00:14,068 the love of your life 1239 01:00:14,069 --> 01:00:15,945 is dating another guy and that other guy 1240 01:00:15,946 --> 01:00:18,699 happens to be your best friend, what do you do? 1241 01:00:19,450 --> 01:00:20,575 Kill him. 1242 01:00:20,576 --> 01:00:21,744 Okay. 1243 01:00:22,870 --> 01:00:24,537 Any other questions? 1244 01:00:24,538 --> 01:00:26,664 No, it's okay. 1245 01:00:26,665 --> 01:00:29,542 I'm going for lunch. 1246 01:00:29,543 --> 01:00:32,046 - It's 10:30. - Yup. 1247 01:00:47,478 --> 01:00:48,812 We need to talk. 1248 01:00:56,195 --> 01:00:57,278 I can barely remember last night. 1249 01:00:57,279 --> 01:00:58,614 Listen, we were hammered. Don't-- 1250 01:00:58,989 --> 01:01:00,406 That's... that's the only reason why it happened. 1251 01:01:00,407 --> 01:01:01,533 Yeah, definitely. 1252 01:01:03,410 --> 01:01:06,246 We're just friends. That's it. It was a drunken mistake. 1253 01:01:07,623 --> 01:01:08,665 Totally. 1254 01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:12,377 I don't even think we should even mention it to... 1255 01:01:12,378 --> 01:01:14,670 Yeah, and it's never going to happen again. 1256 01:01:14,671 --> 01:01:15,839 Never. 1257 01:01:17,007 --> 01:01:18,133 Yeah. 1258 01:01:22,471 --> 01:01:23,514 Okay. 1259 01:01:48,205 --> 01:01:50,832 Johnny rationalised he had no choice. 1260 01:01:50,833 --> 01:01:52,333 He had to see, 1261 01:01:52,334 --> 01:01:54,252 because this was bigger than him, 1262 01:01:54,253 --> 01:01:56,755 and Jack would eventually go back to being Jack. 1263 01:01:57,464 --> 01:01:59,048 He knew it wasn't right on a human level, 1264 01:01:59,049 --> 01:02:01,801 but on a soul level, 1265 01:02:01,802 --> 01:02:03,429 she was everything he'd ever wanted. 1266 01:02:05,389 --> 01:02:07,056 ♪ There's something so mysterious ♪ 1267 01:02:07,057 --> 01:02:09,892 ♪ In how you hold your gaze ♪ 1268 01:02:09,893 --> 01:02:12,353 ♪ Makes me wanna get close to you ♪ 1269 01:02:12,354 --> 01:02:14,148 ♪ To your embrace ♪ 1270 01:02:14,523 --> 01:02:18,818 ♪ I wonder if you feel it too, or is it just me? ♪ 1271 01:02:18,819 --> 01:02:24,449 ♪ There's so much more to you I wanna get to see ♪ 1272 01:02:24,450 --> 01:02:30,456 ♪ Oh, sometimes you can just tell... ♪ 1273 01:02:31,206 --> 01:02:32,416 Hello. 1274 01:02:33,834 --> 01:02:35,585 They never talked about Jack. 1275 01:02:35,586 --> 01:02:37,212 Only existing with each other. 1276 01:02:38,130 --> 01:02:40,339 To look at it in the light would be too much. 1277 01:02:41,967 --> 01:02:44,385 ♪ Can we keep it personal? ♪ 1278 01:02:44,386 --> 01:02:46,512 ♪ Can we keep it close? ♪ 1279 01:02:46,513 --> 01:02:48,639 ♪ I wanna feel close to you, baby ♪ 1280 01:02:48,640 --> 01:02:50,766 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1281 01:02:50,767 --> 01:02:53,227 ♪ You tell me all your secrets ♪ 1282 01:02:53,228 --> 01:02:55,438 ♪ I'll tell you all my dreams ♪ 1283 01:02:55,439 --> 01:02:57,733 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1284 01:02:58,317 --> 01:03:00,443 ♪ Do you wanna get to know me? ♪ 1285 01:03:00,444 --> 01:03:02,528 ♪ Can we keep it personal? ♪ 1286 01:03:02,529 --> 01:03:04,238 ♪ Can we keep it close? ♪ 1287 01:03:04,239 --> 01:03:06,324 ♪ I wanna feel close to you, baby ♪ 1288 01:03:06,325 --> 01:03:08,535 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1289 01:03:09,369 --> 01:03:13,624 ♪ You tell me all your secrets I'll tell you all my dreams ♪ 1290 01:03:14,333 --> 01:03:16,584 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1291 01:03:16,585 --> 01:03:18,753 ♪ Do you wanna get to know me? ♪ 1292 01:03:18,754 --> 01:03:21,298 I think I'm in love with two people. 1293 01:03:23,258 --> 01:03:24,968 I've never been in love with less than two people. 1294 01:03:26,011 --> 01:03:27,179 Can you make it a throuple? 1295 01:03:28,680 --> 01:03:29,765 This is hard for me. 1296 01:03:30,516 --> 01:03:32,725 Okay, that won't work, unless they're bi. 1297 01:03:32,726 --> 01:03:34,144 Are they bi? 1298 01:03:34,770 --> 01:03:36,188 Okay. That won't work. 1299 01:03:37,064 --> 01:03:39,107 The throuple I was in, everyone just fucked everyone. 1300 01:03:42,361 --> 01:03:43,862 I feel terrible. 1301 01:03:46,406 --> 01:03:47,573 Okay. 1302 01:03:47,574 --> 01:03:48,909 Look... 1303 01:03:51,036 --> 01:03:52,412 here's the actual question: 1304 01:03:53,539 --> 01:03:55,040 Who do you like yourself better around? 1305 01:03:58,001 --> 01:03:59,127 There's no better. 1306 01:03:59,795 --> 01:04:01,046 There's just different. 1307 01:04:03,131 --> 01:04:06,218 Saying no to a life, and you wanna say yes to both. 1308 01:04:07,594 --> 01:04:08,845 I do not miss that. 1309 01:04:19,064 --> 01:04:21,400 Can I ask you something? - Yeah, what's up? 1310 01:04:22,317 --> 01:04:23,609 Jillian. 1311 01:04:23,610 --> 01:04:24,860 See you guys tomorrow. 1312 01:04:24,861 --> 01:04:26,362 Stay 100-- 1313 01:04:26,363 --> 01:04:28,031 I haven't been in a relationship in so long, 1314 01:04:29,116 --> 01:04:30,367 but the sex is changing. 1315 01:04:31,785 --> 01:04:33,036 How do you mean? 1316 01:04:34,121 --> 01:04:35,163 Well... 1317 01:04:35,872 --> 01:04:38,125 When we started, it was good. It was consistent. 1318 01:04:40,335 --> 01:04:42,087 - Now... - It's less, yeah? 1319 01:04:42,838 --> 01:04:44,547 That happens. Post... post-honeymoon stuff. 1320 01:04:44,548 --> 01:04:47,091 No, it's not that. 1321 01:04:47,092 --> 01:04:49,885 We're actually having more sex now, and it's amazing. 1322 01:04:49,886 --> 01:04:52,555 Really connected. Like way wilder. 1323 01:04:52,556 --> 01:04:54,265 Everything's on the table. 1324 01:04:54,266 --> 01:04:56,518 - Really? - Everything. 1325 01:04:57,603 --> 01:04:58,895 Is that normal? 1326 01:05:00,147 --> 01:05:01,772 Er... 1327 01:05:01,773 --> 01:05:03,691 I mean, yeah, it can be. Have you... have you asked her 1328 01:05:03,692 --> 01:05:04,985 what's going on? 1329 01:05:06,028 --> 01:05:07,321 No. 1330 01:05:08,739 --> 01:05:11,949 No, I... I think it's just going deeper has... has opened 1331 01:05:11,950 --> 01:05:14,202 things up to a whole other level. 1332 01:05:16,496 --> 01:05:19,750 Which is weird, because I never actually thought that happened. 1333 01:05:21,668 --> 01:05:22,919 Especially not for me. 1334 01:05:27,257 --> 01:05:28,550 I love that for you, mate. 1335 01:05:30,302 --> 01:05:32,095 Cheers. 1336 01:05:35,766 --> 01:05:37,558 It had reached a breaking point, 1337 01:05:37,559 --> 01:05:38,894 as these things must, 1338 01:05:39,936 --> 01:05:42,648 and Johnny loved his friend too much to continue. 1339 01:05:44,858 --> 01:05:46,233 He knew he had to end it. 1340 01:05:52,449 --> 01:05:56,620 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1341 01:05:58,121 --> 01:06:02,167 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1342 01:06:03,627 --> 01:06:07,631 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1343 01:06:08,924 --> 01:06:13,762 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1344 01:06:17,557 --> 01:06:19,267 ♪ To someone ♪ 1345 01:06:29,194 --> 01:06:30,529 ♪ Imagine... ♪ 1346 01:06:40,789 --> 01:06:42,123 What are you doing? 1347 01:06:42,124 --> 01:06:43,291 He's still home. 1348 01:06:44,000 --> 01:06:45,876 Go in and close the curtains. 1349 01:06:45,877 --> 01:06:48,171 I... I never do that. 1350 01:06:49,005 --> 01:06:50,257 It's our thing. 1351 01:06:51,717 --> 01:06:54,176 We can't keep doing this. 1352 01:06:54,177 --> 01:06:56,138 You with both of us. I can't take it anymore. 1353 01:06:58,348 --> 01:06:59,391 I know. 1354 01:07:00,267 --> 01:07:01,351 Me, neither. 1355 01:07:03,019 --> 01:07:05,272 - Okay. - Listen, I was... 1356 01:07:06,064 --> 01:07:08,065 I was all set to walk away, not even ten minutes ago, 1357 01:07:08,066 --> 01:07:09,775 when I texted you. 1358 01:07:09,776 --> 01:07:11,486 And then I saw this old couple. 1359 01:07:17,117 --> 01:07:18,160 Look... 1360 01:07:19,244 --> 01:07:22,079 in the end, it's just you and the person you love. 1361 01:07:22,080 --> 01:07:23,789 That's it. That's all that matters. 1362 01:07:23,790 --> 01:07:25,291 Fuck. 1363 01:07:25,292 --> 01:07:26,917 You were the last person that I wish it was, 1364 01:07:26,918 --> 01:07:28,252 but I know. 1365 01:07:28,253 --> 01:07:29,712 I know. 1366 01:07:29,713 --> 01:07:31,672 Jillian, I'm totally in love with you. 1367 01:07:31,673 --> 01:07:33,674 And I need to know if you feel the same. 1368 01:07:33,675 --> 01:07:35,844 - Johnny-- - No, no, "Johnny." 1369 01:07:36,595 --> 01:07:37,970 Do you love me? 1370 01:07:40,474 --> 01:07:43,101 - Your phone. You should-- - Fuck my phone. Do you love me? 1371 01:07:50,734 --> 01:07:52,068 Yes. 1372 01:07:58,158 --> 01:08:00,285 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say... ♪ 1373 01:08:06,374 --> 01:08:07,917 I think you should check that now. 1374 01:08:09,711 --> 01:08:13,548 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1375 01:08:15,133 --> 01:08:19,596 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1376 01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:21,932 I'm having a baby. 1377 01:08:23,892 --> 01:08:25,060 ♪ To someone ♪ 1378 01:08:31,441 --> 01:08:32,692 We're not doing this. 1379 01:08:38,365 --> 01:08:39,407 I know. 1380 01:08:42,577 --> 01:08:43,954 And that was that. 1381 01:08:45,205 --> 01:08:46,831 In the months to come, 1382 01:08:46,832 --> 01:08:48,541 Johnny was tossed into the all-encompassing 1383 01:08:48,542 --> 01:08:49,960 sea of baby. 1384 01:08:50,961 --> 01:08:52,628 He put aside his feelings for Jillian 1385 01:08:52,629 --> 01:08:55,130 as an infatuation caused by the fear 1386 01:08:55,131 --> 01:08:56,716 of impending fatherhood. 1387 01:08:57,384 --> 01:08:59,970 Jillian hurled herself back into Jack, 1388 01:09:00,595 --> 01:09:03,347 realising her affair was driven by her fear of being trapped 1389 01:09:03,348 --> 01:09:04,683 in one place. 1390 01:09:05,892 --> 01:09:07,227 Moving past that, 1391 01:09:07,894 --> 01:09:10,604 their relationship became everything it had been. 1392 01:09:10,605 --> 01:09:12,274 And more. 1393 01:09:12,858 --> 01:09:15,026 It was as if Johnny had never happened. 1394 01:09:19,489 --> 01:09:23,159 - I think I'm gonna take a bath. - Okay. Sounds nice. 1395 01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:25,662 Do you wanna take a bath? 1396 01:09:26,997 --> 01:09:28,039 Yeah. 1397 01:09:29,291 --> 01:09:31,750 - Yeah. - Good. 1398 01:09:31,751 --> 01:09:33,503 She looks like you when she's sleeping. 1399 01:09:35,755 --> 01:09:37,298 - Does she? - Yeah, after a-- 1400 01:09:37,299 --> 01:09:38,883 - Do you watch me when I sleep? - After a few... 1401 01:09:38,884 --> 01:09:40,010 after a few drinks. 1402 01:09:44,014 --> 01:09:47,267 - How come I've got the pink one? - Do you wanna swap? 1403 01:10:01,615 --> 01:10:02,657 Mm! 1404 01:10:03,241 --> 01:10:04,367 God, I needed that. 1405 01:10:05,201 --> 01:10:06,577 Yeah, me, too. 1406 01:10:06,578 --> 01:10:09,538 A year is way too long to not have sex. 1407 01:10:09,539 --> 01:10:11,040 Hey, that was your call. 1408 01:10:11,041 --> 01:10:12,708 We could've been doing this whole time. 1409 01:10:12,709 --> 01:10:16,713 Okay. Yeah, my bad. I take full responsibility. 1410 01:10:18,340 --> 01:10:20,299 I think we've made a terrible mistake. 1411 01:10:20,300 --> 01:10:24,262 - What? - No, not... no, not the sex. 1412 01:10:25,096 --> 01:10:26,139 This. 1413 01:10:26,932 --> 01:10:29,768 This was right in front of us the whole time. 1414 01:10:31,478 --> 01:10:33,187 And I always thought it was about this bolt of lightning, 1415 01:10:33,188 --> 01:10:34,564 but I was wrong. I've... 1416 01:10:35,649 --> 01:10:37,232 I've always been the kind of guy 1417 01:10:37,233 --> 01:10:42,072 who decides his grass is never... never green enough. 1418 01:10:43,406 --> 01:10:45,200 But what I really needed was something that could... 1419 01:10:45,784 --> 01:10:47,077 hold me in place. I mean, 1420 01:10:47,911 --> 01:10:49,495 something that I could grow into, 1421 01:10:49,496 --> 01:10:53,583 because that's the only way that you can get deeper. 1422 01:10:54,626 --> 01:10:56,920 I mean, you and me, Olivia. 1423 01:10:59,130 --> 01:11:02,258 This just feels right. Doesn't this just feel right? 1424 01:11:04,260 --> 01:11:06,304 I think we should just get back together. 1425 01:11:07,931 --> 01:11:09,349 Okay. Right. 1426 01:11:12,185 --> 01:11:14,395 You're a dreamer, right? 1427 01:11:14,396 --> 01:11:15,980 And there's nothing wrong with it. 1428 01:11:15,981 --> 01:11:17,272 It's actually what I really loved about you 1429 01:11:17,273 --> 01:11:18,607 when we dated. 1430 01:11:18,608 --> 01:11:20,275 But, like, the person that I am now, 1431 01:11:20,276 --> 01:11:23,153 like I'm a mum, and I just... 1432 01:11:23,154 --> 01:11:25,073 it's, I don't feel like it's for me anymore. 1433 01:11:28,910 --> 01:11:30,161 There's nothing wrong with it. 1434 01:11:31,705 --> 01:11:32,998 It's just not for me. 1435 01:11:35,166 --> 01:11:36,251 Is that okay? 1436 01:11:38,128 --> 01:11:39,421 Completely. Listen, I'm... 1437 01:11:40,672 --> 01:11:42,339 I totally understand not settling for someone 1438 01:11:42,340 --> 01:11:43,717 who isn't quite right. 1439 01:11:47,637 --> 01:11:49,346 Jack and Johnny still linked up 1440 01:11:49,347 --> 01:11:51,807 for the occasional workout session, 1441 01:11:51,808 --> 01:11:53,559 but for the most part, 1442 01:11:53,560 --> 01:11:55,728 their lives had naturally drifted, 1443 01:11:55,729 --> 01:11:57,771 as friends' lives do when one has a child 1444 01:11:57,772 --> 01:11:58,856 and the other does not. 1445 01:11:58,857 --> 01:12:00,482 Wow. 1446 01:12:00,483 --> 01:12:03,027 Johnny chooses Uber Exec? I'm proud of you, mate. 1447 01:12:03,028 --> 01:12:04,528 Come on, man, it's your birthday, 1448 01:12:04,529 --> 01:12:05,821 and I know you're allergic to anything less. 1449 01:12:05,822 --> 01:12:07,406 Yeah. 1450 01:12:07,407 --> 01:12:08,949 Jillian's got a couple of single friends coming. 1451 01:12:08,950 --> 01:12:10,492 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 1452 01:12:10,493 --> 01:12:12,370 Yeah. Well, you're not gonna like him. 1453 01:12:13,872 --> 01:12:15,414 Seriously, though, I'm glad you made it out. 1454 01:12:15,415 --> 01:12:16,957 It's been too long since we've done the thing. 1455 01:12:16,958 --> 01:12:18,625 Come on, man, I wouldn't miss it. 1456 01:12:18,626 --> 01:12:20,461 - You ready to do the thing? - Let's do the thing. 1457 01:12:20,462 --> 01:12:23,505 ♪ Say it ain't so, say it ain't so ♪ 1458 01:12:23,506 --> 01:12:25,300 - Rick Steve Dave. - Johnny. 1459 01:12:26,509 --> 01:12:30,262 ♪ No you can't stop them kids to grow ♪ 1460 01:12:34,142 --> 01:12:38,188 ♪ I know you're scared to find yourself alone ♪ 1461 01:12:40,065 --> 01:12:41,690 Right, I'm gonna grab us some more drinks, then. 1462 01:12:41,691 --> 01:12:43,400 No, no, no, no. You sit down. It's your birthday. 1463 01:12:43,401 --> 01:12:44,903 - I'll go. - No, no, no. 1464 01:12:49,783 --> 01:12:51,200 Mm... 1465 01:12:51,201 --> 01:12:54,578 Chances of him coming back quickly are slim. 1466 01:12:54,579 --> 01:12:56,206 So many friends to say hi to. 1467 01:12:57,290 --> 01:12:59,000 - Some things never change. - Yeah. 1468 01:13:01,711 --> 01:13:02,962 How've you been? 1469 01:13:04,798 --> 01:13:05,924 Good. 1470 01:13:06,800 --> 01:13:08,884 Good, really good. Yeah. You? 1471 01:13:08,885 --> 01:13:14,349 Yeah, good. Baby thing's fucking crazy, but... 1472 01:13:15,683 --> 01:13:17,142 Yeah, I think... I think as we get older, 1473 01:13:17,143 --> 01:13:19,979 we kind of lose our sense of wonder a bit. 1474 01:13:21,231 --> 01:13:24,108 But having a kid, I've kind of rediscovered the magic 1475 01:13:24,109 --> 01:13:25,400 in the littlest things. 1476 01:13:25,401 --> 01:13:27,820 - Mm. - So, like, the colour blue 1477 01:13:27,821 --> 01:13:28,988 is amazing now. 1478 01:13:29,948 --> 01:13:32,909 Yeah, it's really inspired the writing, too. It's... 1479 01:13:34,953 --> 01:13:35,995 I love that. 1480 01:13:39,249 --> 01:13:40,750 I used to have a different muse. 1481 01:13:42,627 --> 01:13:43,836 - Oh yeah? - Mm-hmm. 1482 01:13:43,837 --> 01:13:44,963 Mm. 1483 01:13:46,589 --> 01:13:47,632 Bill the dog. 1484 01:13:48,842 --> 01:13:50,093 Used to really inspire me. 1485 01:13:55,181 --> 01:13:56,266 But he's been supplanted now. 1486 01:13:57,058 --> 01:13:58,560 - There you go, my love. - Thanks. Cheers. 1487 01:14:03,064 --> 01:14:04,773 You seem really happy. 1488 01:14:04,774 --> 01:14:07,401 - I am. Yeah. - Good. 1489 01:14:07,402 --> 01:14:09,987 - Good. I'm glad to hear it. - Thank you. 1490 01:14:09,988 --> 01:14:12,240 But sitting next to her, he knew, 1491 01:14:12,824 --> 01:14:14,783 no matter what he tried to tell himself, 1492 01:14:14,784 --> 01:14:16,660 he was in love with her, 1493 01:14:16,661 --> 01:14:19,831 even though he'd never act on it again. 1494 01:14:30,175 --> 01:14:31,509 Hey, babe. 1495 01:14:32,969 --> 01:14:34,053 Fuck. 1496 01:14:35,138 --> 01:14:36,347 What, what's up? 1497 01:14:37,432 --> 01:14:38,683 Fuck. 1498 01:14:41,769 --> 01:14:43,062 Are you okay? 1499 01:14:49,277 --> 01:14:50,694 I know you both too well. 1500 01:14:50,695 --> 01:14:52,530 What are you talking about? 1501 01:15:06,169 --> 01:15:07,212 How long? 1502 01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:10,255 Mate, what are you talking about? 1503 01:15:10,256 --> 01:15:11,882 You guys are fucking each other. How long? 1504 01:15:11,883 --> 01:15:13,218 That is crazy. 1505 01:15:14,093 --> 01:15:15,929 - We're not fucking. - Don't fucking lie. 1506 01:15:18,348 --> 01:15:19,599 Please. 1507 01:15:22,060 --> 01:15:23,311 It happened once, 1508 01:15:24,771 --> 01:15:26,105 a long time ago. 1509 01:15:27,273 --> 01:15:28,358 We were wasted. 1510 01:15:29,275 --> 01:15:32,069 I was... I was freaking out. I was freaking about the kid. 1511 01:15:32,070 --> 01:15:34,322 - It was stupid. - And we said never again. 1512 01:15:35,114 --> 01:15:37,158 Well, clearly that didn't stick, did it? 1513 01:15:39,369 --> 01:15:40,912 It's been over for a long time. 1514 01:15:43,498 --> 01:15:45,458 Did he have you read his short story? 1515 01:15:47,043 --> 01:15:48,377 Let me guess, you loved it. 1516 01:15:48,378 --> 01:15:50,380 He loves a girl who loves his work. 1517 01:15:52,173 --> 01:15:54,175 - Jack, listen-- - Fuck off, Johnny. 1518 01:15:57,387 --> 01:15:58,805 Fuck off. 1519 01:16:13,861 --> 01:16:16,281 - Jack, I don't-- - Wait. Hang on. 1520 01:16:21,661 --> 01:16:24,289 Wha... When? 1521 01:16:27,292 --> 01:16:29,877 It was the night we had dinner when Brooke left early. 1522 01:16:33,131 --> 01:16:34,965 That's when you consummated. When did it start? 1523 01:16:34,966 --> 01:16:36,425 When did you know that you wanted him? 1524 01:16:36,426 --> 01:16:37,552 I didn't. 1525 01:16:38,136 --> 01:16:39,594 I didn't. It just happened. 1526 01:16:39,595 --> 01:16:41,097 These things don't just happen. 1527 01:16:42,390 --> 01:16:44,391 There's a point. You sense it. 1528 01:16:44,392 --> 01:16:46,310 You can either walk towards it or walk away from it. 1529 01:16:46,311 --> 01:16:47,602 And I walked away from it. 1530 01:16:47,603 --> 01:16:48,937 I did. 1531 01:16:48,938 --> 01:16:50,064 Until you didn't. 1532 01:16:52,233 --> 01:16:54,235 The gravitational pull of "I'm not supposed to." 1533 01:16:58,114 --> 01:17:01,199 So, all this then, between us, isn't-- 1534 01:17:01,200 --> 01:17:02,327 No. 1535 01:17:03,119 --> 01:17:04,329 It is. 1536 01:17:10,460 --> 01:17:11,502 I love you. 1537 01:17:13,838 --> 01:17:15,089 And I'm so sorry. 1538 01:17:18,384 --> 01:17:20,678 We can... we can talk about this. 1539 01:17:23,389 --> 01:17:24,849 Let's just talk about this. 1540 01:17:26,768 --> 01:17:28,478 You just... you need to tell me, 1541 01:17:30,688 --> 01:17:32,982 tell me what I need to do to make it better. 1542 01:17:35,568 --> 01:17:36,944 I don't think I can... 1543 01:17:39,739 --> 01:17:40,823 I don't... 1544 01:17:41,908 --> 01:17:42,950 We're done. 1545 01:17:47,497 --> 01:17:48,539 Oh... 1546 01:17:54,545 --> 01:17:56,463 - Just hit me. - Fuck off. 1547 01:17:56,464 --> 01:17:59,674 I'm so sorry. It just happened. It was like a lightning bolt. 1548 01:17:59,675 --> 01:18:01,636 Like a lightning bolt? 1549 01:18:04,514 --> 01:18:05,807 Remember when you two first met? 1550 01:18:06,766 --> 01:18:08,601 Something in you knew that she and I... 1551 01:18:10,186 --> 01:18:11,311 You told me she was my perfect match. 1552 01:18:11,312 --> 01:18:13,563 Sorry, so... so this is my fault? 1553 01:18:13,564 --> 01:18:15,315 Jack, that's not what I mean. That's not-- 1554 01:18:15,316 --> 01:18:16,942 I came to you for fucking help with my relationship. 1555 01:18:16,943 --> 01:18:19,862 You were my confidante, my best friend, 1556 01:18:20,488 --> 01:18:22,448 and you were fucking her behind my back. 1557 01:18:29,872 --> 01:18:31,207 Do you know what the sad thing is? 1558 01:18:32,083 --> 01:18:35,877 Is that in a month, or three, or six, you'll wake up one day 1559 01:18:35,878 --> 01:18:37,379 and you'll decide whoever you're with 1560 01:18:37,380 --> 01:18:40,258 isn't your soulmate. And you'll move on. 1561 01:18:43,511 --> 01:18:45,388 Well, you won't have me to come fucking crying to. 1562 01:18:51,227 --> 01:18:52,270 Jack. 1563 01:18:53,312 --> 01:18:54,355 Jack? 1564 01:21:14,579 --> 01:21:15,413 Jack! 1565 01:22:11,844 --> 01:22:14,013 - Hey, are you okay? - Yeah, yeah, I'm good. 1566 01:22:15,598 --> 01:22:16,432 Okay. 1567 01:22:24,273 --> 01:22:26,525 - Are you crying? - No. No. 1568 01:22:28,611 --> 01:22:29,528 Allergies. 1569 01:22:30,363 --> 01:22:31,905 All of a sudden, I start crying. 1570 01:22:31,906 --> 01:22:35,158 Don't laugh. 1571 01:22:35,159 --> 01:22:36,493 I'm really fucked up. 1572 01:22:36,494 --> 01:22:38,037 Just sounds like you're a person. 1573 01:22:38,788 --> 01:22:40,747 She's the one I feel sorry for. 1574 01:22:40,748 --> 01:22:42,123 She didn't do anything to deserve 1575 01:22:42,124 --> 01:22:44,209 a weeping one-night stand. 1576 01:22:44,210 --> 01:22:46,253 Go cry in the bathroom like every other girl. 1577 01:22:47,546 --> 01:22:50,006 You just might not be a "doin' the thing" 1578 01:22:50,007 --> 01:22:51,424 kind of guy anymore. 1579 01:22:51,425 --> 01:22:53,219 Yeah, maybe not. 1580 01:22:54,053 --> 01:22:55,595 God, Johnny would be on the floor over this one. 1581 01:22:55,596 --> 01:22:57,847 Yeah, well, he's a piece of shit. 1582 01:22:57,848 --> 01:23:00,142 - Who you're still friends with. - I'm Switzerland. 1583 01:23:01,185 --> 01:23:03,604 Just remember, all relationships end badly. 1584 01:23:04,438 --> 01:23:05,690 Except for one. 1585 01:23:07,024 --> 01:23:09,943 And eventually even that one ends badly, so... 1586 01:23:09,944 --> 01:23:11,195 How are you and Rick Steve Dave? 1587 01:23:12,655 --> 01:23:13,698 I think we're gonna get married. 1588 01:23:15,574 --> 01:23:18,160 - Switzerland. - Switzerland. 1589 01:23:43,477 --> 01:23:44,979 Fucking burn the boats. 1590 01:23:46,272 --> 01:23:47,815 Burn the fucking boats. 1591 01:23:53,487 --> 01:23:54,697 Just fucking get to work. 1592 01:23:55,531 --> 01:23:57,116 Just get to fucking work, yeah? 1593 01:24:25,519 --> 01:24:27,353 Jillian had lied to herself 1594 01:24:27,354 --> 01:24:30,607 to absolve herself of her deeply buried intentions, 1595 01:24:30,608 --> 01:24:32,066 the way we do when we want things 1596 01:24:32,067 --> 01:24:33,652 we don't want to want. 1597 01:24:35,404 --> 01:24:37,072 She realised Jack was right. 1598 01:24:38,282 --> 01:24:39,825 She hadn't walked away from it. 1599 01:24:41,368 --> 01:24:42,828 She'd walked towards it. 1600 01:24:45,122 --> 01:24:48,082 - Hi. - Hi. 1601 01:24:48,083 --> 01:24:50,376 And with nothing standing between them, 1602 01:24:50,377 --> 01:24:52,504 Johnny fell totally into Jillian. 1603 01:24:52,505 --> 01:24:54,048 And she into him. 1604 01:24:55,841 --> 01:24:57,051 I'm just happy. 1605 01:24:58,010 --> 01:25:00,053 I'm really happy. 1606 01:25:00,054 --> 01:25:01,263 You know what that's like? 1607 01:25:04,892 --> 01:25:06,644 I'm reading here, man. 1608 01:25:09,605 --> 01:25:11,148 And Jillian was happy, too. 1609 01:25:12,274 --> 01:25:13,901 Often deliriously so. 1610 01:25:15,152 --> 01:25:17,655 In Johnny, she'd found a poetry she hadn't known. 1611 01:25:20,282 --> 01:25:21,742 Hey! 1612 01:25:24,203 --> 01:25:26,204 Johnny had lost his best friend. 1613 01:25:26,205 --> 01:25:28,040 He missed him terribly. 1614 01:25:28,749 --> 01:25:30,584 But he got what he always wanted. 1615 01:25:31,168 --> 01:25:33,170 And for him, that was worth it. 1616 01:25:34,088 --> 01:25:36,130 He really was who he said he was. 1617 01:26:05,327 --> 01:26:06,829 I heard it's fire. 1618 01:26:07,705 --> 01:26:09,582 Gonna try and get him to do a reading. 1619 01:26:34,773 --> 01:26:36,357 Here's a big one, here's a big one. 1620 01:26:36,358 --> 01:26:38,068 Oh, yes. - There you go. 1621 01:26:39,069 --> 01:26:40,445 Be good. 1622 01:26:40,446 --> 01:26:41,614 Thank you. 1623 01:26:43,616 --> 01:26:44,617 Ready? 1624 01:27:32,957 --> 01:27:34,749 - Hi, babe. - Hi. 1625 01:27:34,750 --> 01:27:36,626 So, Wheels was right. 1626 01:27:36,627 --> 01:27:38,294 They are opening up that new place, 1627 01:27:38,295 --> 01:27:40,838 and he said he'd push them if I wanted the job. 1628 01:27:40,839 --> 01:27:43,550 But I... I told him I could never leave him. 1629 01:27:46,512 --> 01:27:48,013 - You all right? - Hmm? 1630 01:27:48,847 --> 01:27:50,724 Yeah, no, I'm fine. I'm just... I'm just in it. 1631 01:27:55,688 --> 01:27:58,691 You wanna talk about it? Whatever... whatever it is? 1632 01:28:00,150 --> 01:28:01,776 Nothing's... nothing's wrong. There's nothing. 1633 01:28:01,777 --> 01:28:03,945 I'm... I'm fine. I'm just... I'm just in it. 1634 01:28:03,946 --> 01:28:05,280 Just let me do my thing. 1635 01:28:07,449 --> 01:28:08,492 Okay. 1636 01:28:16,291 --> 01:28:17,876 Jack wrote a book. 1637 01:28:21,672 --> 01:28:22,922 Okay. 1638 01:28:22,923 --> 01:28:24,341 It got published. 1639 01:28:25,884 --> 01:28:27,845 - That's great. - Yeah, it's great reviews. 1640 01:28:28,929 --> 01:28:30,014 That's fantastic. 1641 01:28:30,597 --> 01:28:31,932 Yeah, it is... 1642 01:28:33,434 --> 01:28:34,518 It's crazy. 1643 01:28:35,686 --> 01:28:37,229 I... I read it, and it's... 1644 01:28:38,814 --> 01:28:39,815 it's good. 1645 01:28:40,607 --> 01:28:42,234 It's really fucking good. 1646 01:28:51,452 --> 01:28:52,619 You knew. 1647 01:28:57,958 --> 01:28:59,209 Did you read it? 1648 01:29:01,086 --> 01:29:02,129 Mm-hmm. 1649 01:29:03,505 --> 01:29:04,757 Well, what did you think? 1650 01:29:06,258 --> 01:29:08,342 Yeah. 1651 01:29:08,343 --> 01:29:10,763 It's nuts, and you're right, it... 1652 01:29:11,889 --> 01:29:13,182 it is really good. 1653 01:29:19,146 --> 01:29:20,355 Babe... 1654 01:29:21,315 --> 01:29:23,649 he wrote a novel. 1655 01:29:23,650 --> 01:29:25,277 He didn't write your novel. 1656 01:29:28,530 --> 01:29:30,156 You're right. 1657 01:29:30,157 --> 01:29:31,575 You're right, you're right. You're totally right. 1658 01:29:35,704 --> 01:29:37,497 - Are you hungry? - Mm. Yeah. 1659 01:29:37,498 --> 01:29:38,748 I'm hungry. 1660 01:29:38,749 --> 01:29:41,460 Mm. So... 1661 01:29:42,044 --> 01:29:44,337 I've officially closed Summit, 1662 01:29:44,338 --> 01:29:47,215 and they're gonna rent out the whole hotel, which is crazy. 1663 01:29:47,216 --> 01:29:48,758 Corporate's loving me. 1664 01:29:48,759 --> 01:29:51,302 It's gonna be a couple of very late nights, 1665 01:29:51,303 --> 01:29:52,970 but you have to come 'cause it's actually gonna be 1666 01:29:52,971 --> 01:29:54,263 really cool. 1667 01:29:54,264 --> 01:29:55,681 - More wine? - Oh, yeah, please. 1668 01:29:55,682 --> 01:29:56,850 Okay. 1669 01:30:04,108 --> 01:30:05,734 So, why didn't... why didn't you tell me? 1670 01:30:14,284 --> 01:30:15,953 Why didn't you tell me that you read his book? 1671 01:30:19,456 --> 01:30:20,748 I don't know. 1672 01:30:20,749 --> 01:30:22,960 - Did he send it to you? - No. 1673 01:30:24,294 --> 01:30:27,464 No, I haven't spoken to him since... you know. 1674 01:30:33,554 --> 01:30:35,556 Johnny, I love you. 1675 01:30:36,390 --> 01:30:37,765 Ah, but you fell in love with me 1676 01:30:37,766 --> 01:30:38,933 because of the story that I wrote. 1677 01:30:38,934 --> 01:30:40,060 No. 1678 01:30:42,938 --> 01:30:44,480 I fell in love with you. 1679 01:30:44,481 --> 01:30:46,941 That story was from years ago. 1680 01:30:46,942 --> 01:30:50,153 I love the person I'm with now. 1681 01:30:50,154 --> 01:30:51,362 The writing stuff doesn't matter to me. 1682 01:30:51,363 --> 01:30:52,822 Well, it matters to me. 1683 01:30:52,823 --> 01:30:54,282 If you don't get that, you don't get me. 1684 01:30:54,283 --> 01:30:55,659 I do get you. 1685 01:30:56,702 --> 01:30:58,286 You're a romantic, with me 1686 01:30:58,287 --> 01:30:59,787 and the way that you see the world. 1687 01:30:59,788 --> 01:31:01,956 No, I'm a writer. That is who I am. 1688 01:31:01,957 --> 01:31:03,499 I don't think that's what defines you. 1689 01:31:03,500 --> 01:31:04,918 You can't understand 1690 01:31:05,294 --> 01:31:06,587 because you've never done anything you've cared about. 1691 01:31:11,842 --> 01:31:13,426 I thought you're not what you do. 1692 01:31:13,427 --> 01:31:14,678 Of course, you are. 1693 01:31:15,637 --> 01:31:19,015 Well, then I'm sorry, but there is no writer Johnny. 1694 01:31:19,016 --> 01:31:20,767 Oh, fuck you. 1695 01:31:22,936 --> 01:31:24,979 You're as much a writer as I am a photographer. 1696 01:31:24,980 --> 01:31:26,564 You just like the idea of being one. 1697 01:31:31,236 --> 01:31:32,279 This isn't working. 1698 01:31:33,322 --> 01:31:34,865 I can't do this anymore. 1699 01:31:36,200 --> 01:31:37,868 Yeah? Why? 1700 01:31:38,368 --> 01:31:40,954 I need to focus on finishing my book. 1701 01:31:41,747 --> 01:31:42,789 Mm. 1702 01:31:45,542 --> 01:31:46,585 Mm. 1703 01:32:04,853 --> 01:32:05,938 You could stop me. 1704 01:32:11,193 --> 01:32:12,277 Right. 1705 01:32:15,030 --> 01:32:17,448 You know, Jack... 1706 01:32:17,449 --> 01:32:19,076 Jack did all the right things. 1707 01:32:21,245 --> 01:32:22,537 You say all the right things. 1708 01:32:27,042 --> 01:32:29,461 I didn't realise he was saying them, too, just differently. 1709 01:32:31,505 --> 01:32:32,547 You know your novel? 1710 01:32:35,467 --> 01:32:37,844 You've been on the same page since I've known you. 1711 01:32:39,972 --> 01:32:41,640 And I didn't even care. 1712 01:33:06,957 --> 01:33:11,128 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1713 01:33:12,504 --> 01:33:16,925 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1714 01:33:18,176 --> 01:33:22,014 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1715 01:33:23,682 --> 01:33:28,020 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1716 01:33:32,399 --> 01:33:33,775 ♪ To someone ♪ 1717 01:33:47,581 --> 01:33:48,956 - All right, mate. - All right, good to see you. 1718 01:33:48,957 --> 01:33:50,083 How are you? 1719 01:34:18,403 --> 01:34:19,820 You could still go after her. 1720 01:34:19,821 --> 01:34:21,239 It's been three months. 1721 01:34:21,782 --> 01:34:23,199 It's not actually that long, 1722 01:34:23,200 --> 01:34:24,576 if you two are supposed to be together. 1723 01:34:25,577 --> 01:34:27,829 Ah, she just wasn't the one. 1724 01:34:28,955 --> 01:34:29,998 You're mad at her... 1725 01:34:30,791 --> 01:34:32,834 for accepting you for who you are, 1726 01:34:33,668 --> 01:34:35,712 because it's not how you wanna be seen. 1727 01:34:40,175 --> 01:34:41,927 How's Jack? 1728 01:34:46,473 --> 01:34:48,891 Listen, you know, if we'd ended up getting married, 1729 01:34:48,892 --> 01:34:50,184 he'd have to... 1730 01:34:50,185 --> 01:34:52,062 It's more understandable. 1731 01:34:53,105 --> 01:34:54,188 Although that's kind of bullshit, too. 1732 01:34:54,189 --> 01:34:55,398 You'd still be an arsehole. 1733 01:34:55,399 --> 01:34:57,441 - I was clumsy. - No. 1734 01:34:57,442 --> 01:34:58,860 You were careless. 1735 01:35:00,028 --> 01:35:01,363 It's different. 1736 01:35:02,864 --> 01:35:04,156 I'm not a bad guy. 1737 01:35:04,157 --> 01:35:06,618 You're not, on the inside. 1738 01:35:12,958 --> 01:35:15,418 I've really fucked it up, haven't I? 1739 01:35:15,419 --> 01:35:16,545 Yep. 1740 01:35:30,684 --> 01:35:32,435 Perfect. 1741 01:35:32,436 --> 01:35:34,854 Thank you so much for coming. Thanks, Tim. 1742 01:35:34,855 --> 01:35:37,064 Erm, all right, 1743 01:35:37,065 --> 01:35:40,402 I'll jump into the first chapter. 1744 01:35:49,327 --> 01:35:51,204 "This is the story of Jillian. 1745 01:35:52,247 --> 01:35:55,876 It's also the story of Jack, and it's the story of Johnny. 1746 01:35:56,918 --> 01:35:58,587 Johnny was an aspiring writer. 1747 01:35:59,212 --> 01:36:00,629 When one of his short stories was printed 1748 01:36:00,630 --> 01:36:02,339 in a prestigious magazine, 1749 01:36:02,340 --> 01:36:03,883 multiple publishers became interested 1750 01:36:03,884 --> 01:36:05,050 in his first novel, 1751 01:36:05,051 --> 01:36:07,179 and so, he'd started writing it. 1752 01:36:08,054 --> 01:36:09,722 In the meantime, he paid the bills 1753 01:36:09,723 --> 01:36:12,308 by working at an independent bookshop. 1754 01:36:12,309 --> 01:36:13,726 Struggling didn't bother him, because he knew 1755 01:36:13,727 --> 01:36:15,227 he'd found his calling, 1756 01:36:15,228 --> 01:36:17,104 and he knew his book was gonna be great. 1757 01:36:17,105 --> 01:36:20,107 A serial monogamist with a flair for the romantic, 1758 01:36:20,108 --> 01:36:23,235 he moved from quick infatuations to devastating realisations 1759 01:36:23,236 --> 01:36:25,489 that each woman wasn't 'the one.' 1760 01:36:26,281 --> 01:36:29,533 And Johnny could not stop for anyone but 'the one,' 1761 01:36:29,534 --> 01:36:33,997 for what was the point of life if not deep, true love?" 1762 01:36:44,674 --> 01:36:45,967 Jack. 1763 01:36:48,220 --> 01:36:49,262 Hey. 1764 01:36:52,224 --> 01:36:54,600 - How's it going? - Good. 1765 01:36:54,601 --> 01:36:56,810 Yeah, doing the thing. 1766 01:36:56,811 --> 01:36:57,937 You? 1767 01:36:57,938 --> 01:36:59,605 Yeah, doing the thing. 1768 01:36:59,606 --> 01:37:01,107 Doing the thing, erm... 1769 01:37:01,900 --> 01:37:04,277 - I love the book. - Oh, great. Thanks. Yeah. 1770 01:37:07,364 --> 01:37:09,449 Thanks for not making me horrible in it. 1771 01:37:11,034 --> 01:37:12,201 Well... 1772 01:37:12,202 --> 01:37:15,413 it is a novel, loosely based. 1773 01:37:17,791 --> 01:37:19,417 Er, how's the... how's the writing? 1774 01:37:20,710 --> 01:37:22,504 Yeah, it's... it's coming along. 1775 01:37:25,215 --> 01:37:26,466 Er, Jillian? 1776 01:37:27,551 --> 01:37:30,554 Didn't work out. Er, she moved. 1777 01:37:31,137 --> 01:37:34,682 Last I heard, she was running some boutique hotel in Portugal. 1778 01:37:34,683 --> 01:37:37,601 Yeah. Onto her next adventure. 1779 01:37:37,602 --> 01:37:38,728 Makes sense. 1780 01:37:44,192 --> 01:37:45,235 Erm... 1781 01:37:46,194 --> 01:37:48,571 Listen, it was great seeing you. I... I've got to run, but-- 1782 01:37:48,572 --> 01:37:50,990 Yeah, cool, mate. It was brilliant to see you. 1783 01:37:50,991 --> 01:37:52,576 Yeah. 1784 01:37:54,744 --> 01:37:56,121 Jack, I'm... I'm... 1785 01:37:57,497 --> 01:38:00,125 I'm really sorry about all of it. I... 1786 01:38:02,043 --> 01:38:04,712 I really regret it. 1787 01:38:04,713 --> 01:38:06,339 I regret losing you in my life. 1788 01:38:08,174 --> 01:38:09,593 I appreciate you saying that. 1789 01:38:14,264 --> 01:38:15,639 Can I ask you an honest question? 1790 01:38:15,640 --> 01:38:17,809 And you have to give me an honest answer. 1791 01:38:19,936 --> 01:38:21,021 Go on. 1792 01:38:24,816 --> 01:38:26,109 If you were in my situation, 1793 01:38:27,360 --> 01:38:28,737 and you had all the feelings that I had, 1794 01:38:30,196 --> 01:38:31,906 what would you have done? 1795 01:38:45,045 --> 01:38:47,588 Hey, Jack, what are... what are you doing tonight? 1796 01:38:47,589 --> 01:38:48,965 You wanna... 1797 01:38:50,300 --> 01:38:52,260 you wanna go to Diana's and get a drink? 1798 01:38:56,306 --> 01:38:57,349 Why? 1799 01:39:11,363 --> 01:39:14,199 ♪ When we were young ♪ 1800 01:39:16,534 --> 01:39:17,951 Jack watched for a moment more 1801 01:39:17,952 --> 01:39:19,745 and then turned his eyes to the road 1802 01:39:19,746 --> 01:39:21,039 and his life ahead. 1803 01:39:23,249 --> 01:39:24,667 Just because it ends, 1804 01:39:24,668 --> 01:39:25,794 doesn't mean it wasn't beautiful. 1805 01:39:30,340 --> 01:39:33,343 Just because it's messy doesn't mean you didn't grow. 1806 01:39:35,261 --> 01:39:37,764 The end of one chapter is the beginning of the next. 1807 01:39:40,016 --> 01:39:41,476 And good stories go forward. 1808 01:39:43,436 --> 01:39:46,106 ♪ When we were young ♪ 1809 01:39:48,608 --> 01:39:51,653 ♪ When we were young ♪ 1810 01:41:12,484 --> 01:41:15,278 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1811 01:41:16,654 --> 01:41:19,616 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1812 01:41:20,658 --> 01:41:24,661 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1813 01:41:24,662 --> 01:41:28,832 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1814 01:41:28,833 --> 01:41:32,795 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1815 01:41:32,796 --> 01:41:36,132 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1816 01:41:37,050 --> 01:41:40,637 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪ 1817 01:42:18,758 --> 01:42:21,678 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1818 01:42:22,846 --> 01:42:25,849 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1819 01:42:26,975 --> 01:42:30,061 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1820 01:42:31,062 --> 01:42:34,232 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1821 01:42:35,233 --> 01:42:39,319 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1822 01:42:39,320 --> 01:42:42,490 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1823 01:42:43,241 --> 01:42:47,161 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪ 1824 01:42:50,081 --> 01:42:53,001 ♪ Just just let this be ♪ 1825 01:43:41,633 --> 01:43:44,761 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1826 01:43:45,511 --> 01:43:48,890 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1827 01:43:49,849 --> 01:43:53,144 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1828 01:43:54,020 --> 01:43:57,065 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1829 01:43:58,066 --> 01:44:02,027 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1830 01:44:02,028 --> 01:44:05,198 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1831 01:44:06,199 --> 01:44:09,661 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪ 1832 01:45:04,340 --> 01:45:07,510 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1833 01:45:08,594 --> 01:45:11,305 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1834 01:45:12,724 --> 01:45:16,727 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1835 01:45:16,728 --> 01:45:19,897 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1836 01:45:20,898 --> 01:45:25,110 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1837 01:45:25,111 --> 01:45:28,156 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1838 01:45:28,948 --> 01:45:32,493 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪