1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:47,965 --> 00:00:51,969 ["Let Her Go" by LUCASV and Isaac Delusion] 4 00:00:53,304 --> 00:00:55,389 [narrator] This is the story of Jillian. 5 00:00:56,682 --> 00:01:01,145 It's also the story of Johnny, and it's the story of Jack. 6 00:01:02,688 --> 00:01:05,900 Jack was what his best friend Johnny would call a cynic. 7 00:01:05,983 --> 00:01:09,779 Jack would say he was a realist as all cynics are known to do. 8 00:01:10,821 --> 00:01:12,740 Unlike Johnny, he didn't believe 9 00:01:12,823 --> 00:01:14,533 in one bright, shining love. 10 00:01:15,493 --> 00:01:17,912 He bounced from casual affair to casual affair, 11 00:01:17,995 --> 00:01:19,830 mostly untouched, 12 00:01:19,914 --> 00:01:21,665 exactly as he liked it. 13 00:01:24,335 --> 00:01:26,045 Though they'd met in the same writing programme 14 00:01:26,128 --> 00:01:27,213 at university, 15 00:01:27,296 --> 00:01:28,672 Jack had given up his dreams 16 00:01:28,756 --> 00:01:30,800 of writing the great British novel. 17 00:01:31,550 --> 00:01:33,969 He lacked Johnny's romanticising of the struggle. 18 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:37,765 Jack also realised he liked nice things. 19 00:01:37,848 --> 00:01:39,558 He'd gone back to school and was now 20 00:01:39,642 --> 00:01:42,186 a comfortably successful independent lawyer. 21 00:01:42,895 --> 00:01:45,022 Johnny was an aspiring writer. 22 00:01:45,731 --> 00:01:47,566 When one of his short stories was printed 23 00:01:47,650 --> 00:01:49,485 in a prestigious magazine, 24 00:01:49,568 --> 00:01:51,946 multiple publishers became interested in his first novel, 25 00:01:52,029 --> 00:01:54,490 and so he'd started writing it. 26 00:01:54,573 --> 00:01:56,116 In the meantime, he paid the bills 27 00:01:56,200 --> 00:01:58,702 by working at an independent bookshop. 28 00:01:58,786 --> 00:02:00,204 Struggling didn't bother him, 29 00:02:00,287 --> 00:02:02,414 because he knew he'd found his calling, 30 00:02:02,498 --> 00:02:05,167 and he knew his book was going to be great. 31 00:02:06,168 --> 00:02:09,171 A serial monogamist with a flair for the romantic. 32 00:02:09,255 --> 00:02:12,675 He moved from infatuations to devastating break-ups 33 00:02:12,758 --> 00:02:15,719 when he realised that each woman wasn't "the one." 34 00:02:15,803 --> 00:02:17,429 This is so dumb. 35 00:02:17,513 --> 00:02:19,014 [narrator] And Johnny could not stop for anyone 36 00:02:19,098 --> 00:02:20,599 but "the one," 37 00:02:20,683 --> 00:02:24,937 For what was the point of life, if not deep, true love? 38 00:02:26,397 --> 00:02:28,816 -I know. I know. -[dog whimpers] 39 00:02:29,900 --> 00:02:31,735 [vehicle approaching] 40 00:02:35,114 --> 00:02:36,156 [relieved sigh] 41 00:02:37,491 --> 00:02:39,118 [Johnny chuckles] 42 00:02:39,201 --> 00:02:40,411 I'm not coming. 43 00:02:40,494 --> 00:02:43,289 Do we have to do this every time you break up? 44 00:02:43,372 --> 00:02:45,958 -I drove all the way here. -He drove here. 45 00:02:46,041 --> 00:02:49,211 -You live seven minutes away. -It's been two weeks. 46 00:02:49,295 --> 00:02:50,629 Stop being a dick. 47 00:02:50,713 --> 00:02:52,089 Put Bill the dog inside, 48 00:02:52,172 --> 00:02:53,507 get in the car. We're doing the thing. 49 00:02:53,591 --> 00:02:55,009 I'm not doing the thing. 50 00:02:55,092 --> 00:02:56,302 -We're doing the thing, Johnny. -I don't wanna-- 51 00:02:56,385 --> 00:02:57,303 We're doing the thing. 52 00:02:57,386 --> 00:02:58,846 We're doing the thing. 53 00:03:00,306 --> 00:03:02,057 [sighs] For fuck's sake. 54 00:03:08,188 --> 00:03:09,607 So, did you know she wasn't the one? 55 00:03:09,690 --> 00:03:11,317 I don't answer those kinds of questions. 56 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:12,693 -Hey, mate. -[man 1] Hey, guys. 57 00:03:12,776 --> 00:03:13,777 You all right, mate? 58 00:03:14,778 --> 00:03:16,196 What the fuck's his name? Do you know him? 59 00:03:16,280 --> 00:03:17,531 [both laugh] 60 00:03:18,866 --> 00:03:19,867 I have no idea, 61 00:03:20,492 --> 00:03:22,244 so I just call him mate every time I see him. 62 00:03:27,499 --> 00:03:30,461 Listen, to quote your mate Tolstoy, 63 00:03:30,544 --> 00:03:33,172 "Relax and have a fucking drink, mate." 64 00:03:33,255 --> 00:03:35,132 -Think that was Dickens. -Exactly. Hamlet. 65 00:03:35,215 --> 00:03:36,258 It's a good book. 66 00:03:36,342 --> 00:03:37,384 [both laugh] 67 00:03:38,135 --> 00:03:40,763 -How is the book coming? -Oh, you know, 68 00:03:40,846 --> 00:03:42,806 breakups are amazing motivators. 69 00:03:43,933 --> 00:03:45,684 Finish that thing, mate. Get it out there. 70 00:03:47,269 --> 00:03:50,147 -Hi, Veronica. -Hi, Jack. Johnny. 71 00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:51,607 How's your boy? 72 00:03:51,899 --> 00:03:52,983 Oh, he's an arsehole, and we're done. 73 00:03:53,067 --> 00:03:54,151 You've got to get better taste in men. 74 00:03:54,526 --> 00:03:55,861 Yeah, that's why I'm staying away from you. 75 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:59,823 Ah... Actually, this guy, this guy is the perfect rebound. 76 00:03:59,907 --> 00:04:01,158 What are you doing, Johnny? 77 00:04:01,241 --> 00:04:04,078 -I'm doing the thing. -Don't encourage him. 78 00:04:04,161 --> 00:04:05,371 But you're seeing someone, aren't you? 79 00:04:05,454 --> 00:04:07,414 -[groans] -Oh, I liked her. 80 00:04:07,498 --> 00:04:09,249 -We're not talking about that. -Oh, shut up, Jack. 81 00:04:09,333 --> 00:04:10,918 How long were you together? 82 00:04:11,001 --> 00:04:12,461 -Five months. -What happened? 83 00:04:13,462 --> 00:04:14,755 Er, you know, 84 00:04:14,838 --> 00:04:16,173 I just wasn't feeling the feelings 85 00:04:16,256 --> 00:04:17,466 I was supposed to be feeling, 86 00:04:17,549 --> 00:04:19,009 so I didn't wanna waste her time. 87 00:04:19,093 --> 00:04:21,345 -I'm sorry, honey. -What are you gonna do? 88 00:04:21,428 --> 00:04:22,972 These things don't work out. 89 00:04:23,055 --> 00:04:25,349 Long run, doesn't really matter, does it? 90 00:04:25,432 --> 00:04:27,142 We all know you're defective, Jack. 91 00:04:27,226 --> 00:04:29,061 -[chuckles] What? -Actually, the long run 92 00:04:29,144 --> 00:04:30,896 is kind of the only thing that matters, 93 00:04:30,980 --> 00:04:33,565 'cause in the end, it's you and your love, and I just... 94 00:04:33,649 --> 00:04:36,110 -I just don't wanna settle. -I'm with you, Johnny. 95 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:38,529 Bye, boys. 96 00:04:38,612 --> 00:04:40,072 [Veronica] Hi, girls. 97 00:04:40,155 --> 00:04:41,490 Hi. 98 00:04:41,573 --> 00:04:42,783 [Jack] That one on the left likes you. 99 00:04:42,866 --> 00:04:44,368 Too soon. 100 00:04:44,451 --> 00:04:45,995 Making an observation, mate, not a suggestion. 101 00:04:47,496 --> 00:04:50,040 -She's your type, too. -I've got a type? 102 00:04:50,582 --> 00:04:52,084 Yeah, girls who like you. 103 00:04:52,167 --> 00:04:53,585 [both laugh] 104 00:04:54,169 --> 00:04:55,379 Fuck, is that true? 105 00:04:55,462 --> 00:04:57,131 Yeah. 106 00:04:57,214 --> 00:04:58,298 That's depressing. 107 00:04:58,799 --> 00:05:01,051 -I'm gonna shoot off, mate. -What? What? 108 00:05:01,135 --> 00:05:02,928 -I'm gonna shoot off. -No, you're not. 109 00:05:03,012 --> 00:05:04,138 Diana's waiting for us. 110 00:05:09,059 --> 00:05:10,310 Do you think I'm a bad person? 111 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,355 No. 112 00:05:13,439 --> 00:05:15,149 You're just a malcontent. 113 00:05:15,232 --> 00:05:16,984 Ah, I love it when you use book club words on me. 114 00:05:17,067 --> 00:05:19,403 -You quit book club. -Book club quit me, Diana. 115 00:05:19,486 --> 00:05:20,529 [snorts] 116 00:05:22,072 --> 00:05:23,991 Maybe I'll never find the right person. 117 00:05:24,074 --> 00:05:25,617 Or maybe Brooke was the right person. 118 00:05:25,701 --> 00:05:27,870 You said she didn't care about the writing at all. 119 00:05:27,953 --> 00:05:28,996 And I'm not a malcontent. 120 00:05:29,621 --> 00:05:30,914 It's your nature. 121 00:05:31,749 --> 00:05:34,918 Or maybe even if I found the perfect girl, 122 00:05:35,002 --> 00:05:36,962 maybe I'd decide she isn't perfect. 123 00:05:37,046 --> 00:05:40,007 Maybe I'm just incapable of being content. 124 00:05:40,966 --> 00:05:43,761 Yeah, I think that's what malcontent means. 125 00:05:44,762 --> 00:05:46,889 -See, this is why we're close. -[chuckles] 126 00:05:46,972 --> 00:05:48,390 I pity the women that fall for you. 127 00:05:48,474 --> 00:05:49,933 Ah, well, at least I'm a good friend. 128 00:05:50,017 --> 00:05:52,019 -[Diana] The best. -I'll take it. 129 00:05:52,102 --> 00:05:53,520 [lounge music playing] 130 00:05:54,772 --> 00:05:56,398 Well, not that. I mean, you know, everywhere else... 131 00:05:56,482 --> 00:05:57,900 [woman] Oh, okay. Sorry. 132 00:05:57,983 --> 00:05:59,234 [Diana] What do you want? 133 00:05:59,860 --> 00:06:01,820 Er, come home with me. 134 00:06:01,904 --> 00:06:03,155 [chuckles] 135 00:06:03,238 --> 00:06:04,281 What? Why not? 136 00:06:04,364 --> 00:06:05,741 I don't date malcontents. 137 00:06:05,824 --> 00:06:07,576 You dated a heroin addict for two years. 138 00:06:07,659 --> 00:06:09,787 He was tortured. There's a difference. 139 00:06:09,870 --> 00:06:11,872 I'm tortured. What is the difference? 140 00:06:11,955 --> 00:06:14,166 It's a matter of tone. 141 00:06:14,249 --> 00:06:16,126 Malcontents need to talk more. 142 00:06:16,210 --> 00:06:18,003 They change their mind for any reason. 143 00:06:18,087 --> 00:06:20,589 And they drink red wine in bars. 144 00:06:25,594 --> 00:06:27,930 -[exhales] Gimme a whisky. -No. 145 00:06:28,013 --> 00:06:29,890 -You're cut off. -What? Why? 146 00:06:29,973 --> 00:06:31,683 You only try to sleep with me when you're hammered. 147 00:06:31,767 --> 00:06:33,811 -I love you. -I don't sleep with friends. 148 00:06:33,894 --> 00:06:35,312 You slept with Jack. 149 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:37,147 And then we became friends. 150 00:06:37,231 --> 00:06:38,524 [laughter] 151 00:06:38,607 --> 00:06:39,650 Can we change the subject, please? 152 00:06:42,277 --> 00:06:43,737 Thanks for dragging me out, mate. 153 00:06:43,821 --> 00:06:46,031 Yeah. If you don't have friends, what do you got? 154 00:06:46,740 --> 00:06:48,659 Yeah, true. I may never find love, 155 00:06:48,742 --> 00:06:50,410 but with friends like you and Diana... 156 00:06:50,494 --> 00:06:52,162 Jesus. Shut the fuck up. 157 00:06:52,246 --> 00:06:53,705 [Johnny] What, am I making you emotional? 158 00:06:53,789 --> 00:06:55,415 -Is it too emotional for you? -[Jack] Hey! 159 00:06:55,499 --> 00:06:57,251 -Is it too emotional for you? -[both laugh] 160 00:06:57,334 --> 00:06:58,627 [Jack] Oi, oi. Get off. 161 00:07:03,799 --> 00:07:06,135 ["Un Peu Plus Souvent" by Alexia Gredy] 162 00:07:06,885 --> 00:07:09,555 [narrator] Jillian was a wanderer. 163 00:07:09,638 --> 00:07:12,099 She'd left Michigan to go on a backpacking trip 164 00:07:12,182 --> 00:07:13,308 through Thailand 165 00:07:13,392 --> 00:07:14,977 and had never looked back. 166 00:07:16,270 --> 00:07:18,480 She was determined to see as much of the world 167 00:07:18,564 --> 00:07:20,399 as she could before she turned 40. 168 00:07:21,859 --> 00:07:24,278 She travelled until she ran out of money, 169 00:07:24,987 --> 00:07:27,281 then found a job, usually in hospitality, 170 00:07:28,198 --> 00:07:30,742 until she saved enough for the next adventure. 171 00:07:32,286 --> 00:07:34,079 She went from place to place, 172 00:07:34,163 --> 00:07:37,624 job to job, relationship to relationship, 173 00:07:37,708 --> 00:07:39,960 letting the wind take her where it would. 174 00:07:44,173 --> 00:07:45,549 Okay, thank you so much. 175 00:07:46,925 --> 00:07:48,510 -Hi, Jack. -Hi, Sharoni. 176 00:07:50,095 --> 00:07:51,889 Could I get a bag of the... 177 00:07:51,972 --> 00:07:53,891 -Medley Mix, please? -[Jillian] Hm. 178 00:07:55,309 --> 00:07:56,727 It's the wrong choice. 179 00:07:56,810 --> 00:07:58,228 [Jillian clears throat] 180 00:07:58,312 --> 00:07:59,563 -Medley Mix it is. -[Jillian chuckles] 181 00:07:59,646 --> 00:08:02,316 -And my usual. -Thank you. 182 00:08:02,983 --> 00:08:04,735 -What did you order, then? -Er... 183 00:08:04,818 --> 00:08:06,695 type-2 diabetes, apparently. 184 00:08:08,572 --> 00:08:10,991 Seriously, though, do you have diabetes? 185 00:08:11,074 --> 00:08:12,743 My father actually died from complications 186 00:08:12,826 --> 00:08:14,077 stemming from type-2. 187 00:08:14,870 --> 00:08:17,331 Quite sad. 188 00:08:17,414 --> 00:08:18,665 I'm gonna stop fucking with you now, 189 00:08:18,749 --> 00:08:19,875 'cause of the look on your face. 190 00:08:19,958 --> 00:08:21,001 Oh my God. 191 00:08:21,084 --> 00:08:22,628 -[Jillian] Fuck. -It was a risky one, 192 00:08:22,711 --> 00:08:23,879 but you started it. 193 00:08:23,962 --> 00:08:25,547 And now, you have my attention. 194 00:08:26,131 --> 00:08:27,799 Well, that's what we really want in the end, isn't it? 195 00:08:27,883 --> 00:08:29,301 A bit of attention. 196 00:08:29,384 --> 00:08:30,886 [Sharoni] Iced oat milk hazelnut latte. 197 00:08:31,762 --> 00:08:33,263 I know. I don't seem like the type, do I? 198 00:08:33,347 --> 00:08:34,848 Hazelnut. 199 00:08:34,932 --> 00:08:36,934 Tell me about it. The things I've wrecked 200 00:08:37,017 --> 00:08:38,602 by breaking out the hazelnut too early. 201 00:08:38,685 --> 00:08:41,980 Yeah. Way too early. See ya. 202 00:08:45,359 --> 00:08:47,569 [narrator] Jillian had arrived in London three months ago 203 00:08:47,653 --> 00:08:50,280 for a position in events at a boutique Shoreditch hotel. 204 00:08:50,364 --> 00:08:53,367 Since she didn't know what she really wanted to do, 205 00:08:53,450 --> 00:08:55,369 she did this in the meantime. 206 00:08:55,452 --> 00:08:57,746 [Jillian] Okay, party for the premiere is confirmed. 207 00:08:57,829 --> 00:08:59,623 -About time you got here. -I'm five early. 208 00:08:59,706 --> 00:09:01,166 Thank you. 209 00:09:03,293 --> 00:09:04,336 This stuff really is disgusting. 210 00:09:04,419 --> 00:09:06,004 You asked for it. 211 00:09:06,088 --> 00:09:07,631 I have gut issues. It's helping my second brain. 212 00:09:07,714 --> 00:09:09,258 Ooh, Floral displays have arrived. 213 00:09:09,341 --> 00:09:10,384 Meeting anyone? 214 00:09:11,009 --> 00:09:14,096 -Through the apps. -The apps ruined gay culture. 215 00:09:14,179 --> 00:09:15,764 -Where are the leather bars? -Mm. 216 00:09:15,847 --> 00:09:17,766 Where's the subversiveness? That's why I became gay. 217 00:09:17,849 --> 00:09:18,892 You love Brooks Brothers. 218 00:09:18,976 --> 00:09:21,520 -Ugh, don't remind me. -Mm-hmm. 219 00:09:21,603 --> 00:09:23,480 -Okay. -[both smooch] 220 00:09:23,563 --> 00:09:24,815 Bye, Wheels. 221 00:09:27,442 --> 00:09:29,778 [groans softly] Fuck. 222 00:09:31,697 --> 00:09:32,906 ["Moving On" by Roosevelt] 223 00:09:32,990 --> 00:09:34,032 Bang. 224 00:09:34,950 --> 00:09:36,034 [Johnny] Bang. 225 00:09:37,869 --> 00:09:38,996 Good boy. Good boy. 226 00:09:40,455 --> 00:09:43,417 ♪ Moving on ♪ 227 00:09:43,500 --> 00:09:47,587 ♪ So I just see this on my own ♪ 228 00:09:49,798 --> 00:09:52,009 ♪ Just let me go ♪ 229 00:09:52,801 --> 00:09:56,596 ♪ I got out of it to reach for more ♪ 230 00:09:58,849 --> 00:10:00,475 ♪ Moving on ♪ 231 00:10:01,476 --> 00:10:02,561 [song ends] 232 00:10:02,644 --> 00:10:03,854 [Johnny] All right, Tim. 233 00:10:05,897 --> 00:10:07,816 There's a package here for him. 234 00:10:09,234 --> 00:10:10,694 It says for the shop. 235 00:10:10,777 --> 00:10:12,863 Probably books. 236 00:10:14,531 --> 00:10:15,949 What do you think we should do with it? 237 00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:19,202 Thought you might wanna open it. 238 00:10:20,454 --> 00:10:21,580 Maybe put them on the shelves. 239 00:10:24,207 --> 00:10:25,459 I'll do it when I hit a wall. 240 00:10:36,553 --> 00:10:38,555 [Johnny] That eucalyptus essential oil 241 00:10:38,638 --> 00:10:41,058 you've got in your steam shower is fucking incredible, mate. 242 00:10:41,141 --> 00:10:43,602 This is why I don't give people keys. They end up here. 243 00:10:45,729 --> 00:10:47,522 By the way, I never believed you. 244 00:10:48,565 --> 00:10:49,566 About what? 245 00:10:50,150 --> 00:10:51,777 I got you a green juice It's in the fridge. 246 00:10:53,236 --> 00:10:54,863 About finding your perfect match. 247 00:10:55,739 --> 00:10:57,657 I don't drink green juice, Johnny. 248 00:10:57,741 --> 00:10:59,159 It's good for you. You need to be healthier. 249 00:10:59,242 --> 00:11:00,827 -You smoke. -Yeah. 250 00:11:00,911 --> 00:11:02,871 Do as I say, not as I do. Wait, hang on a minute. 251 00:11:02,954 --> 00:11:04,039 You... you found your perfect match? 252 00:11:04,122 --> 00:11:05,165 [Jack] Mm-mmm. 253 00:11:06,375 --> 00:11:07,626 Yours. 254 00:11:09,211 --> 00:11:11,046 That's great. That's great. 255 00:11:11,129 --> 00:11:14,174 Except I would never trust you to pick the right girl for me. 256 00:11:14,257 --> 00:11:16,134 Artsy, quirky, cool. 257 00:11:16,218 --> 00:11:17,803 Yeah. Why don't you want her? 258 00:11:18,637 --> 00:11:21,848 -Artsy, quirky, cool. -All right. 259 00:11:21,932 --> 00:11:23,350 Who is she? Set me up. 260 00:11:23,433 --> 00:11:24,684 You know what? I don't know her name. 261 00:11:24,768 --> 00:11:25,977 I didn't get her number. 262 00:11:27,479 --> 00:11:28,563 So, how does that help? 263 00:11:29,648 --> 00:11:31,400 Just giving you some hope. 264 00:11:31,483 --> 00:11:32,484 There's another situation out there 265 00:11:32,567 --> 00:11:33,777 to make you miserable. 266 00:11:36,196 --> 00:11:39,491 Mate, I give up. You are never gonna get a girlfriend. 267 00:11:39,574 --> 00:11:41,618 Don't be optimistic, mate, at least not till I'm 40. 268 00:11:41,701 --> 00:11:43,453 That's when you give up, settle down. 269 00:11:44,996 --> 00:11:46,206 I'm meeting Brooke for lunch. 270 00:11:47,582 --> 00:11:51,044 Whoa, talk about burying the lead. Why? 271 00:11:52,629 --> 00:11:54,256 -It's been two months. -[phone chimes] 272 00:11:54,339 --> 00:11:56,383 Let me rephrase. Why? 273 00:11:57,092 --> 00:11:58,593 -Because-- -For the record, 274 00:11:58,677 --> 00:12:00,595 I'm against this, and... 275 00:12:01,555 --> 00:12:02,722 you have to go. 276 00:12:03,432 --> 00:12:05,642 -Now? -Yes, right now. 277 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:06,726 Got a meeting. 278 00:12:06,810 --> 00:12:08,812 [" B Side" by Eli Smart] 279 00:12:10,439 --> 00:12:13,066 ♪ She wants my honey honey... ♪ 280 00:12:13,150 --> 00:12:15,610 Ah. Fuck. Hi, Johnny. 281 00:12:15,694 --> 00:12:17,112 Hi, Veronica. 282 00:12:19,114 --> 00:12:23,827 [narrator] Women liked Jack, because he was light. 283 00:12:23,910 --> 00:12:27,164 He was who he was, and he made no bones about it. 284 00:12:27,247 --> 00:12:30,333 He had a method to keep things from getting complicated. 285 00:12:31,293 --> 00:12:33,712 No more than once a week. Be the fun guy. 286 00:12:33,795 --> 00:12:35,088 I think you're the sexiest woman-- 287 00:12:35,172 --> 00:12:37,424 -Oh my goodness, Jack. -[laughter] 288 00:12:37,507 --> 00:12:39,217 [narrator] Not the guy she can take seriously. 289 00:12:40,218 --> 00:12:41,303 Nobody gets hurt. 290 00:12:43,221 --> 00:12:45,015 Bye, Jack. 291 00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:46,683 [narrator] When Brooke called, 292 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:48,977 at first, Johnny was trepidatious, 293 00:12:49,060 --> 00:12:51,438 but he liked the idea that he was the type of guy 294 00:12:51,521 --> 00:12:52,981 who could be friends with his exes. 295 00:12:53,064 --> 00:12:54,316 All right. 296 00:12:57,527 --> 00:12:58,820 There we go. 297 00:12:58,904 --> 00:13:00,405 Oh, well, thanks for seeing me today. 298 00:13:00,489 --> 00:13:02,532 It's all right. It was, you know, nice. 299 00:13:02,616 --> 00:13:04,075 I'm glad that we can be friends. 300 00:13:04,659 --> 00:13:06,745 So, work's good, family's good? 301 00:13:06,828 --> 00:13:08,747 You seeing anyone? Or is that... is that too soon? 302 00:13:08,830 --> 00:13:09,915 I'm pregnant. 303 00:13:10,540 --> 00:13:12,083 Oh, fuck. 304 00:13:14,252 --> 00:13:15,337 Okay. 305 00:13:15,420 --> 00:13:17,130 Okay. [mutters] 306 00:13:17,214 --> 00:13:19,049 Okay. 307 00:13:20,592 --> 00:13:21,593 Okay. 308 00:13:23,261 --> 00:13:24,262 Okay. 309 00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:27,849 You know, it's not actually your problem. It's... 310 00:13:27,933 --> 00:13:29,017 I was just gonna... 311 00:13:30,101 --> 00:13:32,062 Well, anyway, I just thought you should know. 312 00:13:33,230 --> 00:13:34,314 [Brooke, softly] Okay. 313 00:13:34,397 --> 00:13:36,399 Wait, wait. 314 00:13:37,317 --> 00:13:38,777 What? 315 00:13:38,860 --> 00:13:40,529 We're gonna talk about this. We're gonna... 316 00:13:41,404 --> 00:13:43,448 We're gonna talk about what the right thing to do is. 317 00:13:43,532 --> 00:13:44,574 Mm-hmm. 318 00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:47,202 Yeah. 319 00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:50,330 Let's just say the pull out method doesn't work. 320 00:13:50,413 --> 00:13:52,207 I pull out with condoms on. 321 00:13:52,290 --> 00:13:53,750 What? 322 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,336 You've got issues, mate. 323 00:13:56,419 --> 00:13:58,255 -[chuckles] -I'm aware. 324 00:13:59,798 --> 00:14:01,091 So, what, are you guys back on, then? 325 00:14:01,174 --> 00:14:03,552 [exhales] I mean, if she decides that we're gonna 326 00:14:03,635 --> 00:14:05,929 go forward with it, I would assume so, yeah. 327 00:14:07,180 --> 00:14:08,723 You don't have to get back together with someone 328 00:14:08,807 --> 00:14:10,517 because she's pregnant. 329 00:14:10,600 --> 00:14:12,978 It doesn't mean she's "the one." It just means you had sex. 330 00:14:13,061 --> 00:14:14,104 I know. 331 00:14:14,729 --> 00:14:16,982 I know, but you know me. It's the right thing to do. 332 00:14:21,319 --> 00:14:22,696 I always imagined being a young dad. 333 00:14:23,822 --> 00:14:24,948 Weirdly, 334 00:14:25,740 --> 00:14:29,286 it'd be with my book and "the one," but, er... 335 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:30,912 [sucks teeth] You know, 336 00:14:30,996 --> 00:14:32,163 I don't know, maybe I over-romanticised that. 337 00:14:33,582 --> 00:14:36,334 -Maybe a bit. -Fuck off. 338 00:14:36,418 --> 00:14:38,295 [chuckles] I'm just kidding, mate. 339 00:14:38,378 --> 00:14:39,963 -It's gonna be fine. -Yeah. 340 00:14:40,046 --> 00:14:41,798 [Jillian] I don't know when I'm coming home, Mum. 341 00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:43,216 Just don't pressure me. 342 00:14:43,300 --> 00:14:44,342 Mm-hmm. 343 00:14:45,468 --> 00:14:47,596 Oh! Yeah, that's fine. 344 00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:50,557 I spoke with him yesterday. 345 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:53,518 I'm... Yeah, Mum, I'm having fun. 346 00:14:54,102 --> 00:14:55,145 Erm... 347 00:14:55,645 --> 00:14:57,105 So much fun. Mm-hmm. 348 00:14:57,188 --> 00:14:59,774 Okay. You know, the... I really got to go. 349 00:14:59,858 --> 00:15:02,736 Yeah, this is work on the other line. I love you. 350 00:15:08,033 --> 00:15:11,536 ["OMG" by Suki Waterhouse playing on phone] 351 00:15:17,375 --> 00:15:18,418 [exhales] 352 00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:33,933 ♪ Oh my God ♪ 353 00:15:34,017 --> 00:15:36,978 ♪ Take me back the way that I was ♪ 354 00:15:37,062 --> 00:15:39,981 ♪ Oh my God, you know I-- ♪ 355 00:15:40,065 --> 00:15:42,734 [music halts] 356 00:15:45,654 --> 00:15:48,365 Oh my God. [laughs] 357 00:15:49,407 --> 00:15:52,077 ♪ Oh my God ♪ 358 00:15:53,536 --> 00:15:55,205 ♪ Oh my God ♪ 359 00:15:55,538 --> 00:15:57,957 ♪ Take me back the way that I was ♪ 360 00:15:58,041 --> 00:16:00,293 -♪ The way that I was ♪ -[exhales sharply] 361 00:16:00,377 --> 00:16:02,962 [song ends] 362 00:16:09,511 --> 00:16:12,347 Erm, can I just do a medium coffee, black, please. 363 00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:15,100 Oh, no. 364 00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:17,102 I am so not up for being made fun of 365 00:16:17,185 --> 00:16:18,978 for my hazelnut craving 366 00:16:19,854 --> 00:16:21,815 Ah. Oh, yeah. Ew. 367 00:16:21,898 --> 00:16:23,983 Just think of it as you getting to see my soft side 368 00:16:24,067 --> 00:16:25,527 way early in our relationship. 369 00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:26,778 Oh, now we're in a relationship? 370 00:16:26,861 --> 00:16:27,904 God, you're aggressive. 371 00:16:28,947 --> 00:16:30,699 Fine, I'll buy you a cup of coffee. 372 00:16:32,534 --> 00:16:35,537 I'm only saying yes only just so you don't embarrass yourself 373 00:16:35,620 --> 00:16:36,996 in front of all these people. 374 00:16:38,915 --> 00:16:40,875 -I'm Jillian. -Jack. 375 00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,590 -Don't you have to be at work? -I work for myself. 376 00:16:47,674 --> 00:16:49,259 -You're an influencer. -No. 377 00:16:49,342 --> 00:16:50,844 -Unemployed. -No. 378 00:16:50,927 --> 00:16:52,971 -You're a drug dealer? -Yes. Actually, yeah. 379 00:16:53,054 --> 00:16:54,180 -Mm. -If by drugs, 380 00:16:54,264 --> 00:16:55,306 you mean legal contracts. 381 00:16:55,390 --> 00:16:56,891 -Ah, lawyer. -Yeah. 382 00:16:56,975 --> 00:16:59,144 Wow. That's so boring. 383 00:16:59,227 --> 00:17:01,104 Jesus, you buy a girl a cup of coffee, 384 00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:02,814 and she undercuts your whole existence. 385 00:17:02,897 --> 00:17:04,065 Well, imagine dating her. 386 00:17:04,858 --> 00:17:06,568 Why aren't you in the office? 387 00:17:06,651 --> 00:17:08,903 Erm, the existential crisis of having to be somewhere, 388 00:17:08,987 --> 00:17:10,530 -not worth it. -So, you don't have an office? 389 00:17:10,613 --> 00:17:12,157 I've got a few offices. 390 00:17:12,240 --> 00:17:13,491 There's a startup I rep. 391 00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:15,952 I have to go in twice a week so I'm seen. 392 00:17:16,035 --> 00:17:18,246 Then, the law firm I work for, really just for the cred. 393 00:17:18,329 --> 00:17:20,915 Er, then of course, Soho House, 394 00:17:20,999 --> 00:17:22,751 and the one you're sitting in right now. 395 00:17:23,418 --> 00:17:25,795 -Why aren't you at work? -It's Monday. 396 00:17:25,879 --> 00:17:27,547 -Influencer. -Drug dealer. 397 00:17:27,630 --> 00:17:28,631 Do drug dealers get Mondays off? 398 00:17:28,715 --> 00:17:30,049 Mm, Sundays and Mondays. 399 00:17:30,133 --> 00:17:32,218 -Wow, good gig. -I know. 400 00:17:32,302 --> 00:17:37,056 No, I work in hospitality at a... this hotel. 401 00:17:37,140 --> 00:17:38,266 It's a job. 402 00:17:38,349 --> 00:17:39,809 Well, at least you don't 403 00:17:39,893 --> 00:17:41,394 post professionally on social media. 404 00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:43,897 Actually, having a career is wildly attractive. 405 00:17:44,898 --> 00:17:47,108 I do believe you just gave me a compliment 406 00:17:47,192 --> 00:17:48,526 while also being incredibly condescending. 407 00:17:48,610 --> 00:17:50,028 I would never give you a compliment, 408 00:17:50,111 --> 00:17:51,237 not with that attitude. 409 00:17:52,197 --> 00:17:54,741 -You're kind of annoying. -I'm a lawyer. 410 00:17:55,617 --> 00:17:57,285 What do you... what do you care about, Jack? 411 00:17:58,244 --> 00:17:59,412 What? 412 00:17:59,496 --> 00:18:00,705 You just, you have a quick response 413 00:18:00,789 --> 00:18:01,831 to everything, but I... 414 00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,793 I have no idea what's behind it. 415 00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:08,713 What do you want out of your life? 416 00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:18,848 I'd like to get your number. 417 00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:23,478 -See you later. -Bye. 418 00:18:28,274 --> 00:18:29,776 Hey! Jack! 419 00:18:30,485 --> 00:18:33,071 -Yeah. -You wanna go for a walk? 420 00:18:33,822 --> 00:18:35,907 -What, right now? -Yeah. 421 00:18:36,658 --> 00:18:39,661 -We just hung out. -Let's hang out again. 422 00:18:42,622 --> 00:18:44,165 I'm feeling quite good, actually, about my performance 423 00:18:44,249 --> 00:18:45,625 on the initial hang. 424 00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:47,669 [laughs] Oh, Jesus Christ. 425 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,839 [Brooke] I like Olivia for a girl. 426 00:18:50,922 --> 00:18:52,257 -We're not doing Olivia. -Why not? 427 00:18:52,340 --> 00:18:53,967 I'm sorry. We're not doing Olivia. 428 00:18:54,050 --> 00:18:55,260 Olivia's the most common name for a girl in England. 429 00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:56,928 Have you been Googling it? 430 00:18:57,011 --> 00:18:58,179 Listen, we might have been blindsided, 431 00:18:58,263 --> 00:18:59,514 but I did my catching up pretty quickly. 432 00:18:59,597 --> 00:19:00,974 And, yeah, Olivia's not happening. 433 00:19:01,057 --> 00:19:03,434 But, listen to this. 434 00:19:03,518 --> 00:19:04,561 For a boy, 435 00:19:06,062 --> 00:19:08,606 Brucewayne. One word. 436 00:19:09,858 --> 00:19:12,151 -Yeah? -Creative. Nice. Yeah. 437 00:19:12,235 --> 00:19:14,112 Cool. Glad we're on the same page. 438 00:19:14,195 --> 00:19:15,947 We're not naming our son after Batman. 439 00:19:16,030 --> 00:19:17,282 [chuckles] 440 00:19:21,119 --> 00:19:22,912 If we're even having a kid. 441 00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:25,498 Well, I... I know where I think you're at with all this, 442 00:19:25,582 --> 00:19:27,166 but I don't wanna make assumptions, so... 443 00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:29,544 where are you at? 444 00:19:32,755 --> 00:19:34,048 Where do you think I'm at? 445 00:19:37,010 --> 00:19:38,845 Well, I think, and I might be wrong, 446 00:19:38,928 --> 00:19:40,722 but it feels like to me you wanna... 447 00:19:41,806 --> 00:19:43,016 you wanna have this baby. 448 00:19:44,058 --> 00:19:46,477 If that's true, then I'm... I'm with you 100%. 449 00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:48,396 And, erm... 450 00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:52,025 maybe we shouldn't have split up in the first place. 451 00:19:54,569 --> 00:19:55,862 I mean... 452 00:19:58,156 --> 00:19:59,532 I kinda feel like if we split up before 453 00:19:59,616 --> 00:20:01,367 it was probably for a reason, you know. 454 00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:04,996 Is that okay? 455 00:20:05,079 --> 00:20:06,915 Yeah, completely. 456 00:20:07,415 --> 00:20:09,042 Are we doing the right thing? 457 00:20:09,125 --> 00:20:11,419 Yeah, I thought... so. 458 00:20:13,087 --> 00:20:15,006 Wait, listen, I support whatever decision you make. 459 00:20:15,089 --> 00:20:16,925 Okay. But are you okay with this? 460 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:22,221 Listen. 461 00:20:23,681 --> 00:20:27,560 We're gonna co-parent the shit out of this kid, okay? 462 00:20:29,062 --> 00:20:30,605 Did you always wanna be a lawyer? 463 00:20:30,688 --> 00:20:32,982 No, I really wanted to be a writer. 464 00:20:33,066 --> 00:20:34,484 Couldn't get it going. 465 00:20:36,319 --> 00:20:38,363 Ever think about picking it back up? 466 00:20:38,446 --> 00:20:40,114 -Not really. -Hmm. 467 00:20:40,198 --> 00:20:41,950 No, when I make a decision, I burn the boats. 468 00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:46,204 When Cortez landed in Mexico in the 1600s, 469 00:20:46,913 --> 00:20:49,374 he only had 600 soldiers against the entire might 470 00:20:49,457 --> 00:20:50,625 of the Aztec nation. 471 00:20:50,708 --> 00:20:52,210 He knew to win, 472 00:20:52,293 --> 00:20:54,837 he needed absolute commitment from his men, 473 00:20:54,921 --> 00:20:56,547 so he burnt the boats. 474 00:20:56,631 --> 00:20:59,050 -So there was no going back. -Right. 475 00:21:00,009 --> 00:21:01,803 So, I deleted every scrap of writing 476 00:21:01,886 --> 00:21:03,554 I'd ever done, every idea, 477 00:21:03,638 --> 00:21:05,390 threw myself into the next endeavour. 478 00:21:05,473 --> 00:21:06,516 No going back. 479 00:21:07,934 --> 00:21:09,102 I'm like that, too. 480 00:21:09,185 --> 00:21:10,228 -Yeah? -Yeah. 481 00:21:10,770 --> 00:21:12,063 Yeah, I think I'm, er, 482 00:21:12,647 --> 00:21:14,857 I think I'm happiest in motion. 483 00:21:14,941 --> 00:21:17,193 So, when some place doesn't have enough gravity 484 00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:20,196 to hold me in place, I'm onto the next adventure. 485 00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:21,489 Good swimmers go forward. 486 00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,161 Okay. 487 00:21:28,037 --> 00:21:29,288 So... 488 00:21:29,372 --> 00:21:31,124 when was your last girlfriend? 489 00:21:32,041 --> 00:21:33,334 All right. Like the last actual girlfriend, 490 00:21:33,418 --> 00:21:34,669 or the last girl I was seeing? 491 00:21:34,752 --> 00:21:36,796 Either. Both. 492 00:21:36,879 --> 00:21:37,922 [inhales deeply] 493 00:21:38,464 --> 00:21:39,757 Seeing this one girl for a hot second 494 00:21:39,841 --> 00:21:41,676 -a few months ago. -Mm-hmm. 495 00:21:41,759 --> 00:21:44,554 But the last actual girlfriend, four years, maybe. 496 00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:47,557 Long time. Something wrong with you? 497 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:49,350 Not clinically diagnosed, no. 498 00:21:49,851 --> 00:21:51,894 Just hadn't met the person who made me want to make it work. 499 00:21:52,687 --> 00:21:53,730 Hadn't. 500 00:21:54,272 --> 00:21:55,314 And have you now? 501 00:21:55,940 --> 00:21:57,108 No. 502 00:21:58,609 --> 00:22:01,070 The plan is to wait until 40 before even thinking about that. 503 00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:03,656 I think plans are stupid. 504 00:22:03,740 --> 00:22:06,951 ♪ Stop, I want you to stop ♪ 505 00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:12,290 ♪ Stop breaking my heart ♪ 506 00:22:14,208 --> 00:22:17,045 ♪ Stop, want you to stop ♪ 507 00:22:19,338 --> 00:22:21,883 ♪ Stop breaking my heart ♪ 508 00:22:21,966 --> 00:22:23,968 [narrator] Jillian surprised herself in that moment, 509 00:22:24,052 --> 00:22:26,095 although Jack would never know it. 510 00:22:26,179 --> 00:22:28,765 More in how she felt than what she did. 511 00:22:29,849 --> 00:22:31,476 And for Jack, 512 00:22:31,559 --> 00:22:33,227 this was a girl who could do a number on him. 513 00:22:33,311 --> 00:22:35,480 And there hadn't been one of those in a while. 514 00:22:43,029 --> 00:22:44,197 [upbeat music playing] 515 00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:45,406 See? 516 00:22:45,490 --> 00:22:46,866 I knew she wasn't real. 517 00:22:46,949 --> 00:22:48,159 Hundred percent your imaginary girlfriend 518 00:22:48,242 --> 00:22:50,036 -flakes tonight. -She's on her way. 519 00:22:50,119 --> 00:22:52,038 -[Diana] No chance. -Is Brooke coming? 520 00:22:52,121 --> 00:22:53,790 Nope, not tonight. Corporate accounting, 521 00:22:53,873 --> 00:22:55,708 early mornings, and the whole pregnancy thing. 522 00:22:55,792 --> 00:22:57,376 -Wait, you invited her? -Yeah. 523 00:22:57,460 --> 00:22:59,378 Figured it's best that we're great friends. 524 00:22:59,462 --> 00:23:01,672 [Diana] Anyone new on the horizon? 525 00:23:01,756 --> 00:23:03,424 Nah, I'm not really looking for anything right now. 526 00:23:03,508 --> 00:23:05,676 Not until after the baby comes, anyway. Feels too weird. 527 00:23:06,803 --> 00:23:08,971 -Impending fatherhood suits you. -Yeah? 528 00:23:09,055 --> 00:23:10,556 -Yeah, I think so, too. -[Diana chuckles] 529 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:12,308 What about you? Any boys on the horizon? 530 00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:14,602 -I'm off men. -Back on women? 531 00:23:14,685 --> 00:23:16,729 Too complicated. 532 00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,942 -[Jack] Hey. -Do you see her, too? 533 00:23:21,025 --> 00:23:22,485 Yeah, she's actually real. 534 00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:25,071 I just feel like the whole swiping 535 00:23:25,154 --> 00:23:26,906 takes away the spontaneity of it all. 536 00:23:26,989 --> 00:23:28,699 I just hate the feeling of disposability, 537 00:23:28,783 --> 00:23:31,577 it's like on to the next, on to the next, on to the next. 538 00:23:31,661 --> 00:23:33,246 I mean, I'm obviously on all of them, but... 539 00:23:33,329 --> 00:23:35,248 -[laughter] -Yeah, but for someone like me 540 00:23:35,331 --> 00:23:37,250 who moves around a lot, it's great. 541 00:23:37,333 --> 00:23:39,710 -Wait, you guys met on an app? -Nope. Real life. 542 00:23:39,794 --> 00:23:41,838 -Oh, that's dirty. -Hey. 543 00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:43,714 -[chuckles] -We went on a date. 544 00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:47,218 I don't think you can call an incidental coffee a date. 545 00:23:47,301 --> 00:23:48,761 [Jack] Of course it is. 546 00:23:49,095 --> 00:23:50,263 And then she actually asked me on another date. 547 00:23:50,346 --> 00:23:52,306 Is an... is an after-coffee walk a date? 548 00:23:52,390 --> 00:23:53,850 Yeah, yeah. You did a double date. 549 00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:55,309 Yeah, we double-dated. 550 00:23:55,393 --> 00:23:56,644 And he was so cute, 551 00:23:56,727 --> 00:23:58,229 I had no choice, I had to kiss him. 552 00:23:58,312 --> 00:24:00,106 -So romantic. -Fucking hell. 553 00:24:00,189 --> 00:24:01,440 Am I in a cheesy movie? 554 00:24:01,524 --> 00:24:02,942 I like those movies. 555 00:24:03,025 --> 00:24:04,569 I sort of took you for an art house type. 556 00:24:04,652 --> 00:24:08,030 No. No, no, no. No pretension for me. 557 00:24:08,114 --> 00:24:10,158 I think she just called you pretentious. 558 00:24:10,241 --> 00:24:11,617 Well, no... Well, listen. 559 00:24:11,701 --> 00:24:13,536 If the movies are objectively better, 560 00:24:13,619 --> 00:24:16,205 it's not pretentious. Why, what films do you like? 561 00:24:16,998 --> 00:24:19,834 Oh, here we go. Here we go. Guilty pleasure incoming. 562 00:24:19,917 --> 00:24:21,961 Okay, don't try to stick it to me, because you're into vinyl, 563 00:24:22,044 --> 00:24:23,629 I get it. It's got a warmer feel. 564 00:24:23,713 --> 00:24:25,256 [laughs] 565 00:24:25,339 --> 00:24:27,550 -What, am I wrong? Am I wrong? -[Diana] Mm-mm. 566 00:24:27,633 --> 00:24:29,635 Okay. Fine. This is embarrassing. 567 00:24:29,719 --> 00:24:32,930 My favourite film genre is rich people in crisis. 568 00:24:33,014 --> 00:24:35,600 It is a subgenre of cheesy romantic comedy, 569 00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:37,935 and I just don't have to stress watching it, because, 570 00:24:38,019 --> 00:24:39,604 you know, if everything goes to shit, 571 00:24:39,687 --> 00:24:41,355 they're gonna be perfectly fine, 572 00:24:41,439 --> 00:24:43,274 especially if it's set in the Hamptons or something. 573 00:24:43,357 --> 00:24:45,067 All right. You can count me out of movie night, then. 574 00:24:45,151 --> 00:24:46,194 Who said you were invited? 575 00:24:46,277 --> 00:24:48,196 [laughs] 576 00:24:49,113 --> 00:24:50,323 My round. 577 00:24:51,073 --> 00:24:52,700 [narrator] Compared to previous boyfriends, 578 00:24:52,783 --> 00:24:54,702 Jack didn't vocalise his feelings, 579 00:24:55,703 --> 00:24:57,580 but Jillian knew introducing her 580 00:24:57,663 --> 00:25:00,666 to his closest friends was a big deal for him, 581 00:25:00,750 --> 00:25:02,126 and she liked that. 582 00:25:04,003 --> 00:25:06,714 [Diana] Okay, let's discuss, let's discuss. You like her. 583 00:25:06,797 --> 00:25:08,466 -So far, I don't dislike her. -[relieved sigh] 584 00:25:08,549 --> 00:25:10,635 I really like her. Johnny? 585 00:25:10,718 --> 00:25:12,261 -She's fantastic. -She really is. 586 00:25:12,345 --> 00:25:14,639 -So, don't do you. -What are you talking about? 587 00:25:14,722 --> 00:25:16,599 Don't just be "doin' the thing." 588 00:25:16,682 --> 00:25:18,434 I'm not just doing the thing. 589 00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:20,853 The keeping it light, the no more than once a week, 590 00:25:20,937 --> 00:25:22,813 the hiding across the street until she leaves your apartment. 591 00:25:22,897 --> 00:25:24,565 -[Jack] All right. Sh-- -Jack mantra bullshit. 592 00:25:24,649 --> 00:25:25,983 You don't know me. 593 00:25:26,067 --> 00:25:29,362 When it's real, don't slow it down. 594 00:25:29,445 --> 00:25:30,905 Brakes aren't sexy. 595 00:25:33,241 --> 00:25:35,076 -All right. -[Diana] All right? 596 00:25:35,159 --> 00:25:36,619 -All right. -[Johnny] All right. 597 00:25:36,702 --> 00:25:37,912 To the death of cynicism. 598 00:25:39,872 --> 00:25:41,249 Since when are you a whisky guy? 599 00:25:41,916 --> 00:25:43,876 Since you became a romantic. 600 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:45,795 [laughter] 601 00:25:48,297 --> 00:25:50,967 All right. Tequila for you two, 602 00:25:51,717 --> 00:25:53,010 and for you, 603 00:25:53,719 --> 00:25:56,681 -an artisanal lemon drop. -Okay, thank you. 604 00:25:57,682 --> 00:25:58,849 All right. 605 00:25:58,933 --> 00:26:00,351 To finally meeting you guys 606 00:26:00,434 --> 00:26:02,645 after hearing so much about you. 607 00:26:02,728 --> 00:26:03,729 [Diana] Cheers. 608 00:26:03,813 --> 00:26:05,481 -Cheers. -[Jack] Cheers. 609 00:26:09,652 --> 00:26:10,695 All right. 610 00:26:15,658 --> 00:26:17,159 [narrator] Johnny had gone to see his friends 611 00:26:17,243 --> 00:26:18,703 completely confident in the direction 612 00:26:18,786 --> 00:26:19,829 his life was going. 613 00:26:20,997 --> 00:26:22,540 That was before he met Jillian. 614 00:26:24,292 --> 00:26:25,876 Jack, on the other hand, 615 00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:27,545 had left his friends completely confident 616 00:26:27,628 --> 00:26:30,548 in the direction his relationship was going. 617 00:26:30,631 --> 00:26:32,425 [Jillian] I knew you lived across from me, 618 00:26:32,508 --> 00:26:36,429 but I didn't realise you can literally spy into my window. 619 00:26:36,512 --> 00:26:38,848 -[blinds rustle] -What? 620 00:26:38,931 --> 00:26:40,558 -You can? -Mm-hmm. 621 00:26:42,852 --> 00:26:43,769 Have you spied on me? 622 00:26:47,023 --> 00:26:49,150 -No. -You're a terrible liar... 623 00:26:49,942 --> 00:26:51,027 and a creeper. 624 00:26:52,945 --> 00:26:54,989 Great, now I have to close my shades 625 00:26:55,072 --> 00:26:56,991 when I wanna be shady. 626 00:26:58,701 --> 00:27:00,578 Yeah, right, I'm never closing them again. 627 00:27:00,661 --> 00:27:03,622 -Lucky you! -Lucky the rest of my building. 628 00:27:03,706 --> 00:27:05,458 You're just lucky the sex is decent, 629 00:27:05,541 --> 00:27:07,543 -or I'd never come 'round again. -Decent? 630 00:27:07,626 --> 00:27:10,087 I... When we first hooked up, I almost didn't come back. 631 00:27:10,171 --> 00:27:11,088 Wha... 632 00:27:12,548 --> 00:27:14,300 If he's this good, he must be an asshole. 633 00:27:16,969 --> 00:27:19,513 Right, I-I just read a lot of lesbian erotica. 634 00:27:19,597 --> 00:27:22,016 Mm. That tracks. 635 00:27:25,603 --> 00:27:26,729 What's your name, again? 636 00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:28,689 -[both laugh] -You fucker. 637 00:27:30,900 --> 00:27:32,610 [narrator] Trying not to think about Jillian, 638 00:27:32,693 --> 00:27:35,154 Johnny had settled back into his normal routine. 639 00:27:47,458 --> 00:27:49,001 Hey, Johnny. 640 00:27:49,085 --> 00:27:50,920 -Oh, hi. -[Jillian] What are you up to? 641 00:27:51,003 --> 00:27:52,630 Er, working. 642 00:27:53,756 --> 00:27:56,258 Is there anything in particular that you're looking for? 643 00:27:57,176 --> 00:27:58,677 Yes. Er... 644 00:27:59,595 --> 00:28:02,640 I didn't have your number, and I didn't wanna clue Jack in. 645 00:28:02,723 --> 00:28:03,933 I need to ask you something. 646 00:28:05,142 --> 00:28:07,353 I feel like I should already know. 647 00:28:07,436 --> 00:28:08,479 Jack's birthday's coming up. 648 00:28:09,397 --> 00:28:12,566 -I have no idea what to get him. -Get him a book. 649 00:28:12,650 --> 00:28:14,360 -Ignore Tim. -Okay. 650 00:28:15,069 --> 00:28:18,489 So, maybe... maybe I could buy you something delicious 651 00:28:18,572 --> 00:28:20,282 and pick your brain? 652 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:22,660 Or not. 653 00:28:22,743 --> 00:28:24,537 No, no, I'll... 654 00:28:25,204 --> 00:28:26,497 Tim, I'm gonna take my break, okay? 655 00:28:26,580 --> 00:28:27,998 I'll manage. 656 00:28:28,082 --> 00:28:31,335 ["Looking For Something" by CASTLEBEAT] 657 00:28:35,423 --> 00:28:36,590 [Jillian] Who's your favourite, then? 658 00:28:36,674 --> 00:28:38,217 [Johnny] I don't wanna be this guy. 659 00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:39,844 But I kind of am this guy. So... 660 00:28:39,927 --> 00:28:41,887 Fante, Ellroy, Bukowski. 661 00:28:41,971 --> 00:28:44,140 [Jillian] Mm, so you aspire to be an alcoholic. 662 00:28:44,223 --> 00:28:46,434 [Johnny] Yeah, the writing's only secondary. 663 00:28:46,517 --> 00:28:47,685 But wait, you know them? 664 00:28:47,768 --> 00:28:49,228 [Jillian] I might like my films romcom, 665 00:28:49,311 --> 00:28:51,522 but I love my literature messy. 666 00:28:51,605 --> 00:28:53,983 So, did you always know that the writing thing was for you? 667 00:28:54,066 --> 00:28:56,485 No, when I was a little kid, I wanted to be a work dad. 668 00:28:57,778 --> 00:29:00,531 -A work dad? -Walk through the front door, 669 00:29:00,614 --> 00:29:03,159 briefcase in hand. I loved the look. 670 00:29:03,242 --> 00:29:05,744 And then, I discovered my grandfather's 1938 671 00:29:05,828 --> 00:29:09,123 Imperial Good Companion typewriter. 672 00:29:09,206 --> 00:29:10,499 That's what did it? 673 00:29:10,583 --> 00:29:12,084 Listen, Jillian, if you saw this thing, 674 00:29:12,168 --> 00:29:14,170 you wouldn't question it. It's beautiful. 675 00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:16,088 I thought I was so cool when I was a little kid, 676 00:29:16,172 --> 00:29:17,882 just sitting there banging away. And then, 677 00:29:17,965 --> 00:29:20,384 I discovered what you could make with it. 678 00:29:20,468 --> 00:29:21,760 And that was it. 679 00:29:22,386 --> 00:29:24,555 -So, basically, you always knew. -Yeah. 680 00:29:24,638 --> 00:29:27,266 I've always wanted to tell stories. What about you? 681 00:29:27,349 --> 00:29:29,685 Did you always wanna be a hotel events coordinator? 682 00:29:29,768 --> 00:29:32,062 Oh, I always knew, ever since I was a little girl. 683 00:29:32,855 --> 00:29:35,816 [laughs] I, erm, I fell into it, 684 00:29:35,900 --> 00:29:37,651 like I fall into everything. 685 00:29:39,403 --> 00:29:41,447 I don't feel like that's who I am. 686 00:29:41,530 --> 00:29:44,575 No, no, of course not. You're... you're not your job. 687 00:29:44,658 --> 00:29:46,660 I... I'm not a bookseller, even though that's what I do 688 00:29:46,744 --> 00:29:48,287 to make money. 689 00:29:48,370 --> 00:29:50,581 Yeah, but s... somehow, with this job, I f... 690 00:29:51,165 --> 00:29:53,542 I feel like I'm good at it, like it could lead somewhere. 691 00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:57,046 [hesitates] Maybe it's what I'm supposed to do. 692 00:29:57,922 --> 00:30:00,382 I don't know. Maybe that's why I... I always ask people, 693 00:30:00,466 --> 00:30:03,052 like when did they find their calling? 694 00:30:03,636 --> 00:30:05,137 Maybe I don't have a calling. 695 00:30:06,972 --> 00:30:08,307 Okay. 696 00:30:08,390 --> 00:30:10,893 If you could do anything, what would it be? 697 00:30:10,976 --> 00:30:13,395 Oh, so we're having the dream job conversation? 698 00:30:13,479 --> 00:30:15,481 Okay. Erm... 699 00:30:16,857 --> 00:30:18,692 I would be a bohemian photographer, 700 00:30:19,527 --> 00:30:23,030 and just wander around taking pictures of... 701 00:30:23,113 --> 00:30:25,616 of good-looking people and awesome nature spots. 702 00:30:25,699 --> 00:30:28,160 Yeah, like non-cheesy Instagram porn. 703 00:30:28,244 --> 00:30:30,287 Then you should do it. 704 00:30:30,371 --> 00:30:32,039 It's just maybe not a career. 705 00:30:32,122 --> 00:30:33,832 Fuck that. If it's your passion, you should go for it. 706 00:30:33,916 --> 00:30:34,959 Yeah. 707 00:30:36,794 --> 00:30:39,004 Except I think I like the concept 708 00:30:39,088 --> 00:30:41,257 better than I like the actual thing. 709 00:30:42,675 --> 00:30:43,884 Like I... 710 00:30:43,968 --> 00:30:47,096 I don't fantasise about taking the pictures. 711 00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,639 It's not about the actual work. 712 00:30:48,722 --> 00:30:50,349 The fantasy's about being a cool photographer 713 00:30:50,432 --> 00:30:52,017 who's just kind of casually brilliant. 714 00:30:53,561 --> 00:30:56,146 That's... that's your version of work dad. 715 00:30:56,230 --> 00:30:57,273 Yeah. 716 00:30:58,190 --> 00:31:00,901 Yeah, it's just an idea. 717 00:31:00,985 --> 00:31:02,570 I mean, I wish I was as into something 718 00:31:02,653 --> 00:31:03,821 as you are your writing, but... 719 00:31:07,241 --> 00:31:08,742 [Johnny] It's not a problem. You can hide Jack's present 720 00:31:08,826 --> 00:31:10,327 -at my place. -You're sure? 721 00:31:11,078 --> 00:31:13,163 Hundred percent. We always hang at Jack's. He never comes here. 722 00:31:13,247 --> 00:31:14,415 Okay. Perfect. 723 00:31:14,498 --> 00:31:15,708 I'll come by day of. 724 00:31:16,709 --> 00:31:19,753 Hey, you know, if... if the writing thing doesn't work out, 725 00:31:19,837 --> 00:31:22,548 you make an excellent personal shopper. 726 00:31:24,091 --> 00:31:25,134 Right. 727 00:31:26,093 --> 00:31:28,804 -Er, well, this is me. So... -Okay. 728 00:31:34,018 --> 00:31:37,021 I'd... I'd love to read something of yours sometime. 729 00:31:38,314 --> 00:31:39,398 All right. 730 00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:42,985 Now? 731 00:31:43,944 --> 00:31:45,154 Yeah, sure. 732 00:32:09,678 --> 00:32:11,055 Yeah. [sighs] 733 00:32:12,097 --> 00:32:14,183 -Yeah? -Yeah. 734 00:32:15,976 --> 00:32:17,770 A lot of people talk, 735 00:32:17,853 --> 00:32:20,481 but you are everything you say you are. 736 00:32:22,358 --> 00:32:25,152 It's beautiful. I... I absolutely love it. 737 00:32:25,235 --> 00:32:26,820 Thank you. 738 00:32:26,904 --> 00:32:28,405 Thank you. Do you wanna a cup of tea? 739 00:32:28,489 --> 00:32:29,490 Yeah, sure. 740 00:32:32,576 --> 00:32:35,829 So, when... when can I read more? 741 00:32:35,913 --> 00:32:37,081 How's the book coming along? 742 00:32:37,164 --> 00:32:38,791 Er, honestly... 743 00:32:39,500 --> 00:32:40,542 slowly. 744 00:32:41,543 --> 00:32:45,714 I'm four years in, which is longer than I'd hoped. 745 00:32:45,798 --> 00:32:48,133 But your first book kind of sets the stage 746 00:32:48,217 --> 00:32:50,594 for who you are as an author, so it's important. 747 00:32:50,678 --> 00:32:53,305 The perfect is the enemy of the good. 748 00:32:53,389 --> 00:32:54,765 Yeah. But good is the enemy of great. 749 00:32:57,393 --> 00:33:00,729 You know, Alan Rickman was toiling away on the stage 750 00:33:00,813 --> 00:33:02,106 for years. 751 00:33:02,189 --> 00:33:03,691 I don't think he did his first film 752 00:33:03,774 --> 00:33:05,359 till he was 41. 753 00:33:05,442 --> 00:33:06,610 Yeah, and Die Hard was amazing. 754 00:33:08,070 --> 00:33:09,488 I thought you only liked art films. 755 00:33:09,571 --> 00:33:10,823 Die Hard is an art film. 756 00:33:10,906 --> 00:33:13,033 [chuckles] True. 757 00:33:27,089 --> 00:33:28,132 Here you go. 758 00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:30,634 You don't work on it. 759 00:33:30,718 --> 00:33:33,929 No. No, I'm not entirely trapped in a bygone age. 760 00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:35,264 Too bad. 761 00:33:37,433 --> 00:33:38,475 [phone chimes] 762 00:33:44,606 --> 00:33:46,150 I got to go. 763 00:33:46,233 --> 00:33:47,568 Thank you for letting me pick your brain. 764 00:33:47,651 --> 00:33:50,028 No, it's all good. Anything for a free meal. 765 00:33:50,112 --> 00:33:51,447 And for the story. 766 00:33:52,489 --> 00:33:53,574 It's really good. 767 00:33:53,657 --> 00:33:55,200 Thank you. 768 00:33:55,784 --> 00:33:58,495 -All right. See you soon. -See you later. 769 00:34:11,508 --> 00:34:13,635 It's sucks, but at least I start work late enough 770 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:15,679 so we can have a... a birthday drink together. 771 00:34:15,763 --> 00:34:17,097 [Jack] It's fine. I texted Johnny. 772 00:34:17,181 --> 00:34:18,682 -We need to-- -[all] Surprise! 773 00:34:18,766 --> 00:34:19,975 Got you! 774 00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:21,894 [all laughing] 775 00:34:23,145 --> 00:34:25,189 -Oh, you helped, obviously. -No, it was her. 776 00:34:25,272 --> 00:34:26,648 I just called our lot. 777 00:34:26,732 --> 00:34:28,859 [Diana] Happy birthday. 778 00:34:29,902 --> 00:34:32,571 ♪ Could be the worst time I ever had ♪ 779 00:34:32,654 --> 00:34:36,074 ♪ Lose my mind, always get it back ♪ 780 00:34:36,158 --> 00:34:38,410 ♪ There's no point in being super-sad ♪ 781 00:34:42,331 --> 00:34:45,167 ♪ All of the tears I wish I never cried... ♪ 782 00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:47,961 What's going on over here then? 783 00:34:48,045 --> 00:34:49,546 Nothing. 784 00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:53,467 Just thinking about you and Jack, and our friendship, 785 00:34:53,550 --> 00:34:55,260 and how much you both mean to me, and... 786 00:34:56,345 --> 00:34:57,846 Okay, I've met someone. 787 00:34:58,680 --> 00:34:59,765 What? Why didn't you bring him along? 788 00:34:59,848 --> 00:35:01,809 Because it's new, and I like him, 789 00:35:01,892 --> 00:35:04,186 and he gives me butterflies, and he's nerdy, 790 00:35:04,269 --> 00:35:07,314 and he wears rugby shirts and makes me talk too fast. 791 00:35:07,397 --> 00:35:08,774 And I blush when I think about him. 792 00:35:09,399 --> 00:35:11,235 -Whoa. -Very well. 793 00:35:11,318 --> 00:35:12,820 The rugby shirts are killing me, though. 794 00:35:12,903 --> 00:35:16,532 -Well, does he have a name? -Yes. Richard David. 795 00:35:17,825 --> 00:35:19,785 -Two first names? -Mm-hmm. 796 00:35:19,868 --> 00:35:21,662 Gets worse. 797 00:35:21,745 --> 00:35:23,997 His middle name is Steven. 798 00:35:24,081 --> 00:35:26,834 You're dating a guy named Rick Steve Dave? 799 00:35:26,917 --> 00:35:28,252 -No. -Jack. 800 00:35:28,335 --> 00:35:29,711 Jack, come over here. Diana's in love. 801 00:35:29,795 --> 00:35:31,922 -What? -Er, aggressive statement. 802 00:35:33,340 --> 00:35:35,717 With a guy named Richard Steven David. 803 00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:38,220 -Three first names? -Rick Steve Dave. 804 00:35:38,303 --> 00:35:39,555 I never should have said anything. 805 00:35:39,638 --> 00:35:40,973 -And he wears rugby shirts. -Oh, 806 00:35:41,056 --> 00:35:42,558 not a good look, Rick Steve Dave. 807 00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:44,142 It's good, isn't it? Just rolls off the tongue. 808 00:35:44,226 --> 00:35:45,477 -Rick Steve Dave. -[Jack] Does too, doesn't it? 809 00:35:45,561 --> 00:35:46,645 Rick Steve Dave. 810 00:35:46,728 --> 00:35:47,938 Is that what you yell out in bed, 811 00:35:48,021 --> 00:35:49,106 all three names? 812 00:35:49,189 --> 00:35:51,275 That is really good. 813 00:35:51,817 --> 00:35:53,193 You should put that in your book. 814 00:35:53,277 --> 00:35:54,361 That's a good idea. I might. 815 00:35:54,444 --> 00:35:55,988 Fuck me, you guys are awful. 816 00:35:56,071 --> 00:35:57,906 -And you're in love. -So are you. 817 00:35:57,990 --> 00:35:59,116 Who'd have thought it'd been you two? 818 00:35:59,199 --> 00:36:00,909 Literally no one. 819 00:36:00,993 --> 00:36:02,828 ♪ The good old days... ♪ 820 00:36:02,911 --> 00:36:04,413 Hey, Brooke, Brooke, 821 00:36:04,496 --> 00:36:05,873 that better be... that better be orange juice. 822 00:36:05,956 --> 00:36:07,040 It's orange juice, babe, it's orange juice. 823 00:36:07,124 --> 00:36:08,458 Is it? Okay. 824 00:36:08,542 --> 00:36:10,752 Hi. You all right? Hi, mate. How are you? 825 00:36:10,836 --> 00:36:13,130 ["Burning House" by Peter and The Roses] 826 00:36:17,092 --> 00:36:21,889 ♪ The good old days when things were better ♪ 827 00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:25,267 Whisky rocks, right? 828 00:36:25,350 --> 00:36:27,436 Er, I prefer artisanal lemon drops, but this'll do. 829 00:36:27,519 --> 00:36:28,604 Thank you. 830 00:36:31,648 --> 00:36:33,817 -You did good. -Mm, we did good. 831 00:36:33,901 --> 00:36:35,569 No, don't give me any credit for this 832 00:36:38,405 --> 00:36:39,656 So, you having fun? 833 00:36:40,657 --> 00:36:41,825 [chuckles softly] 834 00:36:44,620 --> 00:36:45,829 Erm... 835 00:36:45,913 --> 00:36:47,205 Since my parents split up, 836 00:36:47,289 --> 00:36:48,832 that's the first thing my mum asks. 837 00:36:49,458 --> 00:36:50,500 Like, it's the most important thing. 838 00:36:50,584 --> 00:36:52,544 Am I having enough fun? 839 00:36:52,628 --> 00:36:55,505 Okay. That's tricky. 840 00:36:55,589 --> 00:36:57,799 So, is that why you moved around so much? 841 00:36:57,883 --> 00:36:59,176 Yeah, maybe. 842 00:37:00,802 --> 00:37:03,221 -So, are you? -Am I...? 843 00:37:03,305 --> 00:37:05,057 -Having fun. -Yeah, I am. 844 00:37:06,099 --> 00:37:07,643 Okay, then, why aren't you on the dance floor? 845 00:37:08,477 --> 00:37:10,270 I love dancing. I love dancing. 846 00:37:10,354 --> 00:37:11,980 Yeah, me, too. 847 00:37:12,064 --> 00:37:14,232 Tonight's not about me. No. 848 00:37:14,316 --> 00:37:17,653 And my one move just blows everyone away. It's really good. 849 00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:20,113 Come on, give it to me. 850 00:37:21,865 --> 00:37:23,533 Fine, we're doing this. 851 00:37:23,617 --> 00:37:24,993 -Ready? -Mm-hmm. 852 00:37:25,077 --> 00:37:26,495 ["Burning House" continues] 853 00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:33,168 [laughs] 854 00:37:33,251 --> 00:37:34,670 -Pretty good, innit? -That's incredible. 855 00:37:34,753 --> 00:37:36,171 I know. Told you. Listen, come here. 856 00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:37,965 -I'll teach you. -Okay. 857 00:37:38,048 --> 00:37:39,049 Come on, then. 858 00:37:39,132 --> 00:37:40,425 But I'm so intimidated. 859 00:37:40,509 --> 00:37:42,260 -Ah, yeah, I get that a lot. -Okay. 860 00:37:42,344 --> 00:37:44,221 -We'll go this way first. -Okay. 861 00:37:50,102 --> 00:37:52,688 [song fading] 862 00:37:56,733 --> 00:37:57,985 [narrator] And then, he knew, 863 00:37:59,027 --> 00:38:01,363 right there in the middle of the party, 864 00:38:02,781 --> 00:38:05,283 that she felt what he felt. 865 00:38:06,576 --> 00:38:08,870 There was something between them that could not be denied. 866 00:38:11,540 --> 00:38:14,751 -["Burning House" continues] -Oh. 867 00:38:18,171 --> 00:38:19,381 [inaudible] 868 00:38:20,340 --> 00:38:21,550 [laughter] 869 00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:23,802 Open it. 870 00:38:24,511 --> 00:38:27,139 -What is it? -Come on, open it. Go on. 871 00:38:27,222 --> 00:38:28,765 -Ooh, it's heavy. -Yeah. 872 00:38:32,811 --> 00:38:34,646 [Jack] Hazelnut coffee. 873 00:38:34,730 --> 00:38:38,358 Now, you have no reason to meet other girls in coffee shops. 874 00:38:40,569 --> 00:38:41,737 -Like it? -I love it. 875 00:38:41,820 --> 00:38:43,113 -You like it? -I love it. 876 00:38:43,196 --> 00:38:44,781 [narrator] As Johnny watched them, 877 00:38:44,865 --> 00:38:46,616 the truth smashed him right in the gut. 878 00:38:46,700 --> 00:38:49,286 The easiest person to lie to is yourself. 879 00:38:49,369 --> 00:38:50,954 He'd been misreading signals. 880 00:38:51,038 --> 00:38:53,582 He'd been projecting his own desires. 881 00:38:53,665 --> 00:38:56,418 He was a complete arsehole. 882 00:39:00,422 --> 00:39:02,966 -All right? -Aw. 883 00:39:03,050 --> 00:39:05,635 Oh yeah, that's the look of a woman in love. 884 00:39:07,012 --> 00:39:08,722 I really like her for him. 885 00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:13,560 When he looks at her, it's like he drops his whole Jack persona. 886 00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:16,313 He's just... 887 00:39:18,565 --> 00:39:20,776 -He's what? -Mm. 888 00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:22,110 Human. 889 00:39:25,113 --> 00:39:26,740 It's gonna happen for you, as well. 890 00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:30,827 -Thanks. -Mm. Yeah. 891 00:39:32,996 --> 00:39:34,372 [song ends] 892 00:39:44,174 --> 00:39:45,300 [groans softly] 893 00:40:01,525 --> 00:40:03,026 [Jack] Yeah, I hear you, but my... my client 894 00:40:03,110 --> 00:40:04,569 won't go for it. 895 00:40:04,653 --> 00:40:05,695 [snaps fingers] 896 00:40:06,655 --> 00:40:07,781 Yes. 897 00:40:09,366 --> 00:40:10,408 All right. 898 00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:13,161 Sure. 899 00:40:14,371 --> 00:40:16,456 [narrator] In that moment, Jillian found herself 900 00:40:16,540 --> 00:40:18,500 deeply delighted by the simple things 901 00:40:18,583 --> 00:40:20,001 Jack did for her. 902 00:40:20,585 --> 00:40:22,587 Stability can be surprisingly attractive 903 00:40:22,671 --> 00:40:25,966 for those blown where the wind takes them. 904 00:40:26,049 --> 00:40:27,467 [high-tempo music playing] 905 00:40:31,513 --> 00:40:33,431 [Johnny] Does Jillian know you do this? 906 00:40:33,515 --> 00:40:36,017 Way too soon, bruv. Not a good look, is it? 907 00:40:37,018 --> 00:40:39,521 It's been months, mate. Does she know you say "bruv"? 908 00:40:39,604 --> 00:40:41,690 Bruv. Think she'll keep me around 909 00:40:41,773 --> 00:40:42,816 as long as she never finds out. 910 00:40:42,899 --> 00:40:44,943 Ah, so you wanna keep her around. 911 00:40:45,527 --> 00:40:47,237 I guess. 912 00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:48,947 [instructor on TV] Okay, guys, that was great. 913 00:40:49,030 --> 00:40:51,825 I turned off my dating apps. Tinder, Bumble. Even Raya. 914 00:40:52,701 --> 00:40:54,077 Bruv. 915 00:40:54,161 --> 00:40:56,121 That's big. It's personal growth. 916 00:40:56,204 --> 00:40:58,081 I'm firmly against personal growth. 917 00:40:59,249 --> 00:41:00,792 You know, the strange thing is all the brain energy 918 00:41:00,876 --> 00:41:02,127 I suddenly have. 919 00:41:02,919 --> 00:41:05,005 Like, what do I do now that I'm not focusing on girls? 920 00:41:05,088 --> 00:41:07,090 Plus, what do we talk about? 921 00:41:07,174 --> 00:41:09,301 I had no crazy adventures last night. 922 00:41:10,093 --> 00:41:12,387 You're in some kind of faux celibacy, 923 00:41:12,470 --> 00:41:15,849 about to be a dad thing, which is... boring. 924 00:41:15,932 --> 00:41:17,434 And I can't be like, "Hey, me and Jillian 925 00:41:17,517 --> 00:41:19,352 did this wild sex thing last night." 926 00:41:19,436 --> 00:41:20,812 Because she's my girlfriend, and that would be weird 927 00:41:20,896 --> 00:41:22,480 talking about that. 928 00:41:22,564 --> 00:41:24,149 So, you're saying you're having a Madonna-whore complex? 929 00:41:24,232 --> 00:41:26,735 [laughs] Absolutely, yeah. 930 00:41:27,235 --> 00:41:28,445 No. 931 00:41:28,528 --> 00:41:29,905 There's no question involved. 932 00:41:29,988 --> 00:41:31,990 So, the... the story's not good. 933 00:41:32,782 --> 00:41:34,826 I spent a lot of years getting good at being single. 934 00:41:36,244 --> 00:41:37,787 How's Brooke? 935 00:41:38,872 --> 00:41:40,248 Pregnant, 936 00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:42,792 and I'm getting a little freaked out about it. 937 00:41:44,085 --> 00:41:46,296 I'm gonna be a dad, and I work in a bookshop. 938 00:41:47,380 --> 00:41:48,632 Makes sense. 939 00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:52,802 Have you ever thought about trying something different... 940 00:41:54,054 --> 00:41:55,347 and something practical? 941 00:41:56,431 --> 00:41:58,350 I mean, you could do well at anything, mate. Why... 942 00:41:58,433 --> 00:41:59,726 Why struggle like this? 943 00:41:59,809 --> 00:42:01,561 The struggle's part of it. 944 00:42:03,647 --> 00:42:05,649 It's not much of a life if it's just a struggle, is it? 945 00:42:07,108 --> 00:42:08,109 Listen, 946 00:42:08,818 --> 00:42:10,612 I didn't give you shit for giving up writing 947 00:42:10,695 --> 00:42:12,906 and choosing to make money, so don't give me shit for not. 948 00:42:15,075 --> 00:42:16,326 Sorry. 949 00:42:17,786 --> 00:42:19,037 It's just, you're having a baby. 950 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:21,665 Er, Brooke has got a great job. 951 00:42:22,874 --> 00:42:24,459 Diana said I can have some shifts at her bar, 952 00:42:24,542 --> 00:42:26,670 if need be. It's gonna be fine. 953 00:42:26,753 --> 00:42:30,090 I forgot my... Wow! [laughs] 954 00:42:31,091 --> 00:42:33,009 Do you guys need a second to finish each other off? 955 00:42:33,093 --> 00:42:34,886 -We're working-- -No. No, I really... 956 00:42:34,970 --> 00:42:36,263 I don't wanna know. 957 00:42:36,346 --> 00:42:38,598 I just needed to get my bag. [giggles] 958 00:42:38,682 --> 00:42:40,141 It was really good to see you, Johnny. 959 00:42:40,225 --> 00:42:43,019 -Good to see you, too. -Carry on. 960 00:42:43,103 --> 00:42:45,230 -[door closes] -She's got a key. 961 00:42:45,313 --> 00:42:46,731 Yeah. 962 00:42:46,815 --> 00:42:48,483 I thought I was the only one with a key. 963 00:42:49,901 --> 00:42:51,444 No. [chuckles] 964 00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:54,572 [Johnny] Serious. 965 00:42:54,656 --> 00:42:58,285 ♪ So, go give a little bit more ♪ 966 00:42:58,368 --> 00:43:00,578 ♪ I been trying to cool down ♪ 967 00:43:00,662 --> 00:43:03,415 ♪I keep giving in for the best I ever had... ♪ 968 00:43:03,999 --> 00:43:06,376 -[Brooke] Thank you. -Ah, thank you. 969 00:43:06,459 --> 00:43:08,044 This is almost as good as opening presents. 970 00:43:08,128 --> 00:43:09,713 -[doorbell rings] -[Johnny] I'll get it. 971 00:43:09,796 --> 00:43:11,756 -[women] Aw! -[overlapping chatter] 972 00:43:12,674 --> 00:43:14,217 -Thank you. -[laughter] 973 00:43:14,301 --> 00:43:15,593 It's so me. 974 00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:19,431 Oh, thank God you guys are here. 975 00:43:19,514 --> 00:43:21,766 -Only for you, Johnny. -What, did you work late? 976 00:43:21,850 --> 00:43:24,060 -I wouldn't call it work. -[Jack] Ricksty Dave. 977 00:43:24,144 --> 00:43:25,562 The man, the myth, the rugby shirt. 978 00:43:25,645 --> 00:43:26,855 -What, he's not coming? -Stop teasing her. 979 00:43:26,938 --> 00:43:28,273 Rugby shirts can be... 980 00:43:28,356 --> 00:43:29,983 -Hey. -...very cool. 981 00:43:30,066 --> 00:43:31,609 Yeah, unfortunately, that's not true. 982 00:43:31,693 --> 00:43:32,944 Yeah, they're cool if you're actually playing. 983 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:36,281 Johnny, I need a coffee and a Bloody Maria, stat! 984 00:43:36,364 --> 00:43:38,241 Okay. Er, can I have a show of hands 985 00:43:38,325 --> 00:43:39,826 for who else wants another mimosa? 986 00:43:39,909 --> 00:43:41,244 -[women] Yes, please! -[Johnny] Two, three, four. 987 00:43:41,328 --> 00:43:42,746 -[laughter] -I'll help. 988 00:43:42,829 --> 00:43:44,331 [indistinct chatter] 989 00:43:45,415 --> 00:43:46,458 Come on, Jack. 990 00:43:47,167 --> 00:43:48,877 Let's go and make nice and then hide in a corner 991 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:50,378 and gossip about what a surprisingly 992 00:43:50,462 --> 00:43:52,964 filthy animal my boyfriend is. 993 00:43:54,215 --> 00:43:55,633 Great spot. 994 00:43:55,717 --> 00:43:58,178 Yeah, we're planning on changing the second bedroom 995 00:43:58,261 --> 00:43:59,888 into the baby's room. 996 00:43:59,971 --> 00:44:01,222 We? 997 00:44:01,306 --> 00:44:03,391 Yeah. So, the plan is for me to crash here 998 00:44:03,475 --> 00:44:05,852 first few months until we hit a bit of a rhythm, 999 00:44:06,770 --> 00:44:09,397 and then, we'll kind of figure it out from there. 1000 00:44:10,065 --> 00:44:11,441 I'm glad you're keeping your place. 1001 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:13,443 I love your place. 1002 00:44:16,363 --> 00:44:18,865 ♪ A love as big as the ocean, yeah ♪ 1003 00:44:19,949 --> 00:44:21,576 [indistinct chatter] 1004 00:44:21,659 --> 00:44:23,453 ♪ I feel it ♪ 1005 00:44:23,536 --> 00:44:26,664 ♪ From the bottom of my heart, yeah ♪ 1006 00:44:26,748 --> 00:44:28,333 [song ends] 1007 00:44:36,591 --> 00:44:39,636 -All right? -Yeah. You mind if I bum one? 1008 00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:41,554 -No, not at all. -Thanks. 1009 00:44:43,848 --> 00:44:45,100 -Here you go. -Mm. 1010 00:44:46,059 --> 00:44:47,143 [chuckles] 1011 00:44:48,728 --> 00:44:51,064 Thanks. Great. 1012 00:45:00,407 --> 00:45:02,784 Jack says he has a hypnotist that will help me... 1013 00:45:02,867 --> 00:45:04,786 -Oh. -...break the habit. 1014 00:45:04,869 --> 00:45:07,122 Yeah. He's been trying to get me to see him for years, but-- 1015 00:45:07,205 --> 00:45:08,331 -Yeah? -Now I'm gonna be a dad, 1016 00:45:08,415 --> 00:45:10,125 -I might. -You might need it more. 1017 00:45:10,208 --> 00:45:12,752 -Yeah. -[chuckles] 1018 00:45:15,380 --> 00:45:17,924 -So, you excited? -Yeah, I am. 1019 00:45:21,845 --> 00:45:23,179 I can't imagine. 1020 00:45:24,681 --> 00:45:27,100 Actually, I can, and it's terrifying, 1021 00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:29,185 for me, at least. 1022 00:45:30,019 --> 00:45:31,187 Yeah, that's a... 1023 00:45:32,021 --> 00:45:33,356 that's a... that's a... that's a more 1024 00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:35,066 -accurate description, I think. -Mm. 1025 00:45:38,403 --> 00:45:39,696 I always thought I'd... 1026 00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:43,408 I'd fall madly in love with someone 1027 00:45:43,491 --> 00:45:44,868 and travel the world with them. 1028 00:45:46,703 --> 00:45:48,580 Finish my second novel, 1029 00:45:48,663 --> 00:45:51,458 and then maybe have a kid or two, but... 1030 00:45:52,125 --> 00:45:53,209 Best laid plans. 1031 00:45:53,293 --> 00:45:54,335 [softly] Yeah. 1032 00:45:56,004 --> 00:45:57,213 Hey, 1033 00:45:58,756 --> 00:45:59,883 curveballs can be good. 1034 00:46:09,309 --> 00:46:11,144 -What was that? -What was what? 1035 00:46:12,353 --> 00:46:13,605 I don't know. I wasn't... 1036 00:46:21,488 --> 00:46:23,990 Okay, that's not true. I do know what that was. Erm... 1037 00:46:24,073 --> 00:46:25,116 [clears throat] 1038 00:46:28,203 --> 00:46:29,245 [sighs] 1039 00:46:30,497 --> 00:46:32,874 I can't stop thinking about you. 1040 00:46:34,542 --> 00:46:35,710 What? 1041 00:46:37,170 --> 00:46:39,047 To a problematic degree. 1042 00:46:42,550 --> 00:46:44,469 Johnny, you're just nervous about the baby. 1043 00:46:44,552 --> 00:46:45,637 It's got nothing to do with that. 1044 00:46:45,720 --> 00:46:47,639 It's been since moment one. 1045 00:46:50,975 --> 00:46:53,102 I don't cheat. I love him. 1046 00:46:55,855 --> 00:46:56,898 Shit. 1047 00:46:57,982 --> 00:47:00,443 I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have said that. Please, don't-- 1048 00:47:00,527 --> 00:47:02,904 Oh, right, don't leave me alone with that oestrogen 1049 00:47:02,987 --> 00:47:05,698 -ever again, please. -You had Diana. 1050 00:47:05,782 --> 00:47:07,200 She's a girl. 1051 00:47:07,283 --> 00:47:09,994 Er, don't lump me in with those monsters. 1052 00:47:10,078 --> 00:47:11,663 What are you guys talking about? 1053 00:47:11,746 --> 00:47:13,039 Curveballs. 1054 00:47:15,416 --> 00:47:16,668 Mate, it's gonna be fine. 1055 00:47:18,461 --> 00:47:19,546 Thanks, man. 1056 00:47:27,095 --> 00:47:29,556 [narrator] Johnny had a pain in his gut for days. 1057 00:47:30,473 --> 00:47:33,518 The magnitude of his mistake of admission tortured him. 1058 00:47:34,269 --> 00:47:36,229 Not only was it the grossest breach 1059 00:47:36,312 --> 00:47:39,274 of his closest friendship, but it was also clear to him 1060 00:47:39,357 --> 00:47:41,484 that Jillian didn't share his feelings. 1061 00:47:41,568 --> 00:47:44,320 Johnny lived in fear that she would tell Jack. 1062 00:47:48,032 --> 00:47:49,534 [Johnny] Shit. 1063 00:47:52,996 --> 00:47:54,747 -Hey, man. -You all right? 1064 00:47:54,831 --> 00:47:56,332 What's up? 1065 00:47:56,416 --> 00:48:00,378 Ah, you know, doin' the thing. You? 1066 00:48:00,461 --> 00:48:01,754 Good. Doin' the thing. 1067 00:48:03,756 --> 00:48:05,258 So, erm, well, 1068 00:48:06,467 --> 00:48:07,719 right to it, then. 1069 00:48:09,220 --> 00:48:10,263 Erm... 1070 00:48:12,765 --> 00:48:14,100 I was talking to Jillian earlier. 1071 00:48:15,143 --> 00:48:16,728 Okay. 1072 00:48:17,061 --> 00:48:20,023 And, er, shit, I'm not sure how to handle this. 1073 00:48:21,524 --> 00:48:22,775 I, erm... 1074 00:48:23,860 --> 00:48:25,570 I actually told her I love her. 1075 00:48:27,322 --> 00:48:31,117 Yeah, it just sort of came out, but it felt really good, 1076 00:48:32,660 --> 00:48:33,911 and she said it back. 1077 00:48:35,038 --> 00:48:37,498 But now, it feels like I'm meant to ask her to move in with me, 1078 00:48:37,582 --> 00:48:40,668 and I'm not sure how I... how I feel about that. 1079 00:48:44,714 --> 00:48:46,549 It's a lot. 1080 00:48:46,633 --> 00:48:48,009 And what do you think? 1081 00:48:48,092 --> 00:48:49,385 Er... 1082 00:48:51,804 --> 00:48:52,972 Breaks aren't sexy. 1083 00:48:54,974 --> 00:48:57,101 Listen, mate, regardless... 1084 00:48:59,020 --> 00:49:00,146 this is fucking great. 1085 00:49:00,855 --> 00:49:02,690 You're opening up. It's personal growth. 1086 00:49:02,774 --> 00:49:05,652 Oh, fuck personal growth, mate. I love personal growth. 1087 00:49:08,821 --> 00:49:10,114 Anyway, that's it. 1088 00:49:11,032 --> 00:49:13,117 [chuckles] Thought I'd let you know. 1089 00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:15,328 Good chat. 1090 00:49:16,829 --> 00:49:17,830 All right. 1091 00:49:18,581 --> 00:49:21,459 Oh, erm, I'm off to a conference in Birmingham tomorrow. 1092 00:49:21,542 --> 00:49:22,794 I fucking hate Birmingham. 1093 00:49:22,877 --> 00:49:24,212 There is no reason for a Londoner 1094 00:49:24,295 --> 00:49:26,631 ever to be in Birmingham. 1095 00:49:26,714 --> 00:49:29,050 But if you want a writer's retreat or whatever, 1096 00:49:29,133 --> 00:49:30,927 get the energy moving, my spot's open. 1097 00:49:31,010 --> 00:49:32,345 Oh, appreciate it, man. Thank you. 1098 00:49:32,428 --> 00:49:33,930 Yeah, all right. 1099 00:49:35,890 --> 00:49:37,475 I think I'll just wait on the whole move-in thing 1100 00:49:37,558 --> 00:49:39,227 until it feels right. Good plan? 1101 00:49:39,310 --> 00:49:40,395 Good plan. 1102 00:49:40,478 --> 00:49:42,939 [phone ringing] 1103 00:49:43,022 --> 00:49:45,817 I have to answer this. Come by whenever, yeah? 1104 00:49:46,401 --> 00:49:48,069 -Thank you. -Oh! 1105 00:49:48,152 --> 00:49:50,446 I'm on lavender essential oil now. 1106 00:49:50,530 --> 00:49:52,073 Very relaxing. 1107 00:49:52,156 --> 00:49:53,658 Right. 1108 00:49:53,741 --> 00:49:55,618 [narrator] Jillian hadn't said anything. 1109 00:49:55,702 --> 00:49:57,787 His friendship was still intact. 1110 00:49:57,870 --> 00:49:59,122 He determined never to do 1111 00:49:59,205 --> 00:50:00,623 anything to jeopardise it again. 1112 00:50:00,707 --> 00:50:02,250 [exhales softly] Fucking hell. 1113 00:50:02,333 --> 00:50:03,876 [narrator] For her part, 1114 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:05,545 Jillian decided it wouldn't help anyone 1115 00:50:05,628 --> 00:50:07,213 to tell Jack about the incident. 1116 00:50:07,797 --> 00:50:10,216 It would damage his and Johnny's friendship. 1117 00:50:10,299 --> 00:50:12,969 She chalked it up to Johnny having a moment. 1118 00:50:13,052 --> 00:50:15,179 [Wheels] You made the right decision. 1119 00:50:15,263 --> 00:50:16,556 People fuck up, 1120 00:50:16,639 --> 00:50:18,850 and people do not need to know everything. 1121 00:50:18,933 --> 00:50:20,226 It only causes pain. 1122 00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:25,022 I got to tell you something. 1123 00:50:26,691 --> 00:50:29,819 Oh, no. They offered it to you. 1124 00:50:29,902 --> 00:50:31,738 It's not a step up, you know. You'll be sick of it 1125 00:50:31,821 --> 00:50:32,905 within a month. 1126 00:50:32,989 --> 00:50:34,365 Running a yoga studio in Bali? 1127 00:50:34,449 --> 00:50:36,075 I don't think I'd ever get sick of it. 1128 00:50:39,704 --> 00:50:40,788 I turned it down. 1129 00:50:41,497 --> 00:50:42,749 Why? 1130 00:50:43,666 --> 00:50:45,668 I've just recently started to feel... 1131 00:50:48,546 --> 00:50:50,465 I don't know. I don't wanna end up at 40 1132 00:50:50,548 --> 00:50:53,968 with nothing more than just a bunch of stamps 1133 00:50:54,051 --> 00:50:55,803 in my passport. 1134 00:50:57,346 --> 00:50:58,598 Yeah, that makes sense. 1135 00:51:01,267 --> 00:51:02,435 Wait. 1136 00:51:03,519 --> 00:51:06,147 No. Are you gonna marry Jack? 1137 00:51:06,981 --> 00:51:10,485 -Way, way too soon. -Good. Yeah, don't get married. 1138 00:51:11,110 --> 00:51:13,696 Marriage ruined gay culture. The whole point 1139 00:51:13,780 --> 00:51:15,490 was that we didn't have to be like the straights. 1140 00:51:15,573 --> 00:51:16,699 We were free, 1141 00:51:16,783 --> 00:51:18,242 and now, everyone has to get married, 1142 00:51:18,326 --> 00:51:19,619 or you're not advancing the cause. 1143 00:51:19,702 --> 00:51:23,039 -You're married to Jason. -Yeah. Yeah. 1144 00:51:24,457 --> 00:51:25,708 Best decision of my life. 1145 00:51:29,295 --> 00:51:33,007 ♪ Lately I've been finding ways to silence my mind ♪ 1146 00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:34,759 ♪ You and I ♪ 1147 00:51:34,842 --> 00:51:36,761 ♪ You and I ♪ 1148 00:51:36,844 --> 00:51:38,763 ♪ The Alps and Himalayas ain't got nothing ♪ 1149 00:51:38,846 --> 00:51:41,015 ♪ On the mountains I've climbed ♪ 1150 00:51:41,098 --> 00:51:42,934 ♪ You and I ♪ 1151 00:51:43,017 --> 00:51:46,521 ♪ You and I once Mother Nature came to say-- ♪ 1152 00:51:46,604 --> 00:51:48,606 [silence] 1153 00:51:55,446 --> 00:51:56,489 [exhales] 1154 00:52:15,883 --> 00:52:16,926 [softly] Fuck. 1155 00:52:18,594 --> 00:52:21,055 ["Forever, With You" by Paradise Blossom] 1156 00:52:30,439 --> 00:52:34,944 ♪ Every time you look away ♪ 1157 00:52:35,945 --> 00:52:38,322 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1158 00:52:39,240 --> 00:52:41,492 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1159 00:52:42,952 --> 00:52:47,582 ♪ Every time you look away ♪ 1160 00:52:48,416 --> 00:52:50,877 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1161 00:52:51,586 --> 00:52:54,422 ♪ I don't wanna be afraid ♪ 1162 00:52:54,505 --> 00:52:56,549 -[Brooke] Johnny? -I'm in here. 1163 00:52:56,632 --> 00:52:58,301 What are you doing here on a Sunday? 1164 00:52:58,384 --> 00:52:59,635 I couldn't sleep. 1165 00:53:01,804 --> 00:53:04,181 This is actually a way harder than it looks, 1166 00:53:04,265 --> 00:53:06,601 but I'm gonna... I'm gonna figure it out. 1167 00:53:06,684 --> 00:53:07,894 Do you need help? 1168 00:53:08,769 --> 00:53:11,230 Yeah. Why don't you... I made you one of those 1169 00:53:11,314 --> 00:53:12,690 weird smoothies that you like. 1170 00:53:12,773 --> 00:53:13,983 So, just hit the button on the blender 1171 00:53:14,066 --> 00:53:15,443 and relax. 1172 00:53:15,526 --> 00:53:16,777 I've got this. 1173 00:53:18,029 --> 00:53:19,280 Okay. 1174 00:53:22,450 --> 00:53:23,576 All right. 1175 00:53:23,659 --> 00:53:25,244 Okay, that looks right. 1176 00:53:26,287 --> 00:53:28,080 ["Work That" by Jay Butter] 1177 00:53:28,164 --> 00:53:29,707 -[Brooke] A bit muggy, isn't it? -Huh? 1178 00:53:29,790 --> 00:53:30,875 A bit muggy. 1179 00:53:31,959 --> 00:53:33,628 [Brooke laughs] That'll fool 'em. 1180 00:53:33,711 --> 00:53:35,004 Johnny's been really helpful. 1181 00:53:35,087 --> 00:53:36,964 He's been helping out round the house. 1182 00:53:37,048 --> 00:53:38,132 -That's nice. -He's been fixing things. 1183 00:53:38,549 --> 00:53:40,134 Yeah, I just didn't really need to come home 1184 00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:41,886 to full-volume porn coming from the baby's room. 1185 00:53:41,969 --> 00:53:43,429 Listen, I'd been painting for hours 1186 00:53:43,512 --> 00:53:45,431 and needed a little break, you know. 1187 00:53:45,514 --> 00:53:46,933 -The moment took me. -[laughter] 1188 00:53:47,016 --> 00:53:48,935 We're not together. It's not cheating. 1189 00:53:49,018 --> 00:53:51,062 Obviously. What, you think porn is cheating? 1190 00:53:51,145 --> 00:53:52,146 -No. -[Jillian] No. 1191 00:53:52,229 --> 00:53:53,522 But what... what is the line? 1192 00:53:54,440 --> 00:53:57,026 What if you wanted to kiss someone but didn't? 1193 00:53:57,109 --> 00:53:58,736 Oh, you're talking about emotional cheating? 1194 00:53:58,819 --> 00:54:01,656 That's a thing, and it happened to me, and it was horrible. 1195 00:54:01,739 --> 00:54:03,574 I wish he'd have gone out and gotten drunk, 1196 00:54:03,658 --> 00:54:05,076 and just gotten a blowjob off some random girl. 1197 00:54:05,159 --> 00:54:06,410 -[Johnny] What? -Honestly. 1198 00:54:06,494 --> 00:54:07,578 But if nothing physical happened, 1199 00:54:07,662 --> 00:54:08,704 how can you create that rule? 1200 00:54:08,788 --> 00:54:09,830 I mean, you can't say 1201 00:54:09,914 --> 00:54:11,248 people can't connect. 1202 00:54:11,332 --> 00:54:12,541 That's too hard a line to draw. 1203 00:54:12,625 --> 00:54:13,918 Yeah. Okay, fair. 1204 00:54:14,001 --> 00:54:15,544 A twist on it. 1205 00:54:15,628 --> 00:54:16,712 What if, say... 1206 00:54:17,672 --> 00:54:19,382 you can see into someone's window, 1207 00:54:19,465 --> 00:54:21,592 and they're, like, naked or something, 1208 00:54:21,676 --> 00:54:26,722 and you keep watching, and then you do your thing. 1209 00:54:26,806 --> 00:54:28,516 -Cheating? -That's creeping. 1210 00:54:28,599 --> 00:54:29,976 Different category. 1211 00:54:30,059 --> 00:54:31,394 -[Jillian] Mm. -And there's no interaction. 1212 00:54:31,477 --> 00:54:32,436 Unless the person knows you're looking. 1213 00:54:32,520 --> 00:54:33,688 Well, then, yeah, it's cheating. 1214 00:54:33,771 --> 00:54:35,439 I think that's the line. 1215 00:54:35,523 --> 00:54:37,149 If there's a real, actual person that you're interacting with, 1216 00:54:37,233 --> 00:54:38,651 -then it's cheating. -[Jack] Right. 1217 00:54:38,734 --> 00:54:39,986 I think you have to say porn performers 1218 00:54:40,069 --> 00:54:41,529 are actual people, bruv. 1219 00:54:41,612 --> 00:54:43,030 [Jillian] No, but that's fantasy. 1220 00:54:43,114 --> 00:54:44,365 It's not real-life interaction. 1221 00:54:44,448 --> 00:54:45,908 -Exactly. -[Jillian] Yeah. 1222 00:54:45,992 --> 00:54:47,660 Anyway, just, er, it wasn't my favourite thing 1223 00:54:47,743 --> 00:54:48,828 to just walk in on, you know. 1224 00:54:49,245 --> 00:54:51,622 Not that it wasn't very impressive, babe. 1225 00:54:51,706 --> 00:54:53,874 It was a cat video, I swear. 1226 00:54:53,958 --> 00:54:56,210 -That's worse. -[laughter] 1227 00:54:56,293 --> 00:54:57,753 [upbeat music playing] 1228 00:54:57,837 --> 00:54:59,672 [Brooke] Okay. 1229 00:54:59,755 --> 00:55:01,090 [Johnny] Oh, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. 1230 00:55:01,173 --> 00:55:03,426 I have... I've actually hit a wall. 1231 00:55:03,509 --> 00:55:05,302 I've called an Uber, and I think it's here. 1232 00:55:05,386 --> 00:55:06,971 -[Jillian] Oh, sneaky. -[chuckles] 1233 00:55:07,054 --> 00:55:08,556 All right, I'll take you home, I'll take you home. 1234 00:55:08,639 --> 00:55:10,099 -Guys, it's been-- -No, no, you're not done. 1235 00:55:10,182 --> 00:55:11,851 Stay with the team. If you don't mind a third wheel. 1236 00:55:11,934 --> 00:55:13,436 Brooke, I don't mind. Seriously, I don't... 1237 00:55:13,519 --> 00:55:15,021 [Brooke] No, listen to me. You need a night out. 1238 00:55:15,104 --> 00:55:16,355 You've been smashing the dad-to-be thing, 1239 00:55:16,439 --> 00:55:17,565 and I'm not letting you come home. 1240 00:55:17,648 --> 00:55:18,733 -Hey, A! -[man] How you doing? 1241 00:55:18,816 --> 00:55:20,276 [Brooke] Erm, good. So you have fun. 1242 00:55:20,359 --> 00:55:22,153 Erm, I'm gonna go watch cat videos. 1243 00:55:22,236 --> 00:55:23,654 -See you later. -Ha! Very funny. 1244 00:55:23,738 --> 00:55:25,781 ["Literary Mind" by Sprints] 1245 00:55:31,328 --> 00:55:34,623 ♪ She's got a literary mind and a literary look ♪ 1246 00:55:34,707 --> 00:55:37,835 ♪ She's got a literary hand and it's literally shook ♪ 1247 00:55:37,918 --> 00:55:40,421 ♪ From the confines of a page to the vastness of a book ♪ 1248 00:55:40,504 --> 00:55:41,922 ♪ She's a killer, she's a thriller ♪ 1249 00:55:42,006 --> 00:55:43,758 ♪ She's a halfwit and a crook ♪ 1250 00:55:53,934 --> 00:55:56,145 [song fades] 1251 00:55:59,857 --> 00:56:01,525 Right, I'm shooting off. I'm getting out of here. 1252 00:56:01,609 --> 00:56:04,236 [Jack] No, you're not. We need your expertise, mate. 1253 00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:05,905 Frozen pizza. You're the pizza guy. 1254 00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:09,116 Yeah, you can't leave. 1255 00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:11,368 All right. Twist my arm, twist my arm. I'll do it. 1256 00:56:11,452 --> 00:56:13,204 -[Jack] Johnny. -Yeah. 1257 00:56:13,287 --> 00:56:14,872 I can see into Jillian's apartment 1258 00:56:14,955 --> 00:56:17,041 -from here. -Yeah, I know. 1259 00:56:17,124 --> 00:56:18,167 What? 1260 00:56:19,043 --> 00:56:20,169 You told me. 1261 00:56:21,045 --> 00:56:22,922 -I did? -Yeah. 1262 00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:27,593 Wow. I am drunk. 1263 00:56:27,676 --> 00:56:31,347 I'm borderline not cu... [laughs] cute drunk. 1264 00:56:31,430 --> 00:56:33,390 -I'm gonna crash. I have to. -No, no. 1265 00:56:33,474 --> 00:56:35,142 No, I don't... I don't think you're allowed to. 1266 00:56:35,226 --> 00:56:36,936 Why? 1267 00:56:38,062 --> 00:56:39,188 [Jack] I am. I'm in bad shape. 1268 00:56:40,981 --> 00:56:42,441 Where are you going? 1269 00:56:42,525 --> 00:56:44,193 We got pizza in like 20 minutes. It'll be ready soon. 1270 00:56:44,276 --> 00:56:45,778 Wake me up for it. 1271 00:56:46,612 --> 00:56:48,030 [door closes] 1272 00:56:57,957 --> 00:56:59,208 Shit. 1273 00:57:00,376 --> 00:57:01,418 [clears throat] 1274 00:57:03,796 --> 00:57:04,839 [oven bell dings] 1275 00:57:09,176 --> 00:57:10,511 [soft whistling] 1276 00:57:12,346 --> 00:57:13,514 [door closes] 1277 00:57:13,597 --> 00:57:15,516 Where do you think you're going? 1278 00:57:16,058 --> 00:57:17,852 I didn't think you were coming back. 1279 00:57:17,935 --> 00:57:19,353 I'm not tired yet. 1280 00:57:20,187 --> 00:57:22,523 Ooh, and I'm starving. Wanna turn the oven back on? 1281 00:57:23,732 --> 00:57:24,900 [chuckles] He was out. 1282 00:57:25,484 --> 00:57:27,778 I had to take his shoes off and everything. 1283 00:57:27,862 --> 00:57:29,446 Lightweight. 1284 00:57:29,530 --> 00:57:30,865 I think he was just really excited 1285 00:57:30,948 --> 00:57:32,324 to hang out with you tonight. 1286 00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:36,620 -You want a drink? -Yeah, yeah, yeah, sure. Thanks. 1287 00:57:36,704 --> 00:57:37,830 [clears throat] 1288 00:57:39,665 --> 00:57:40,749 [Jillian] Mm... 1289 00:57:40,833 --> 00:57:42,209 Vodka soda? 1290 00:57:42,293 --> 00:57:43,836 -Yep. -Okay. 1291 00:57:45,713 --> 00:57:46,755 [plastic bag rustles] 1292 00:58:04,940 --> 00:58:06,150 Nice. 1293 00:58:07,484 --> 00:58:08,652 [Jillian] All right. 1294 00:58:08,736 --> 00:58:10,154 -Cheers. -Cheers. 1295 00:58:17,620 --> 00:58:18,662 [Jillian chuckles] 1296 00:58:24,084 --> 00:58:25,920 So, how are girls? 1297 00:58:26,003 --> 00:58:27,171 There aren't any. 1298 00:58:48,359 --> 00:58:50,819 -We're not gonna do this. -I know. 1299 00:59:06,418 --> 00:59:08,545 [breathes heavily, moans] 1300 00:59:31,026 --> 00:59:32,236 [phone chimes] 1301 00:59:58,053 --> 01:00:01,348 Tim, I'm working on a new storyline for... for a book. 1302 01:00:01,432 --> 01:00:02,683 I'm listening. 1303 01:00:04,435 --> 01:00:05,477 Erm... 1304 01:00:06,812 --> 01:00:08,063 Hypothetically, 1305 01:00:09,148 --> 01:00:10,399 in the book, er... 1306 01:00:11,483 --> 01:00:14,069 the love of your life 1307 01:00:14,153 --> 01:00:15,946 is dating another guy and that other guy 1308 01:00:16,030 --> 01:00:18,699 happens to be your best friend, what do you do? 1309 01:00:19,450 --> 01:00:20,576 Kill him. 1310 01:00:20,659 --> 01:00:21,744 Okay. 1311 01:00:22,870 --> 01:00:24,538 Any other questions? 1312 01:00:24,621 --> 01:00:26,665 No, it's okay. 1313 01:00:26,749 --> 01:00:29,543 I'm going for lunch. 1314 01:00:29,626 --> 01:00:32,046 -It's 10:30. -Yup. 1315 01:00:47,478 --> 01:00:48,812 We need to talk. 1316 01:00:56,195 --> 01:00:57,279 I can barely remember last night. 1317 01:00:57,363 --> 01:00:58,614 Listen, we were hammered. Don't-- 1318 01:00:58,989 --> 01:01:00,407 That's... that's the only reason why it happened. 1319 01:01:00,491 --> 01:01:01,533 Yeah, definitely. 1320 01:01:03,410 --> 01:01:06,246 We're just friends. That's it. It was a drunken mistake. 1321 01:01:07,623 --> 01:01:08,665 Totally. 1322 01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:12,378 I don't even think we should even mention it to... 1323 01:01:12,461 --> 01:01:14,671 Yeah, and it's never going to happen again. 1324 01:01:14,755 --> 01:01:15,839 Never. 1325 01:01:17,007 --> 01:01:18,133 Yeah. 1326 01:01:22,471 --> 01:01:23,514 Okay. 1327 01:01:30,062 --> 01:01:32,898 ["Get To Know Me" by REAVE] 1328 01:01:48,205 --> 01:01:50,833 [narrator] Johnny rationalised he had no choice. 1329 01:01:50,916 --> 01:01:52,334 He had to see, 1330 01:01:52,418 --> 01:01:54,253 because this was bigger than him, 1331 01:01:54,336 --> 01:01:56,755 and Jack would eventually go back to being Jack. 1332 01:01:57,464 --> 01:01:59,049 He knew it wasn't right on a human level, 1333 01:01:59,133 --> 01:02:01,802 but on a soul level, 1334 01:02:01,885 --> 01:02:03,429 she was everything he'd ever wanted. 1335 01:02:05,389 --> 01:02:07,057 ♪ There's something so mysterious ♪ 1336 01:02:07,141 --> 01:02:09,893 ♪ In how you hold your gaze ♪ 1337 01:02:09,977 --> 01:02:12,354 ♪ Makes me wanna get close to you ♪ 1338 01:02:12,438 --> 01:02:14,148 ♪ To your embrace ♪ 1339 01:02:14,523 --> 01:02:18,819 ♪ I wonder if you feel it too, or is it just me? ♪ 1340 01:02:18,902 --> 01:02:24,450 ♪ There's so much more to you I wanna get to see ♪ 1341 01:02:24,533 --> 01:02:30,456 ♪ Oh, sometimes you can just tell... ♪ 1342 01:02:31,206 --> 01:02:32,416 [Johnny] Hello. 1343 01:02:33,834 --> 01:02:35,586 [narrator] They never talked about Jack. 1344 01:02:35,669 --> 01:02:37,212 Only existing with each other. 1345 01:02:38,130 --> 01:02:40,340 To look at it in the light would be too much. 1346 01:02:40,424 --> 01:02:41,967 [indistinct dialogue] 1347 01:02:42,050 --> 01:02:44,386 ♪ Can we keep it personal? ♪ 1348 01:02:44,470 --> 01:02:46,513 ♪ Can we keep it close? ♪ 1349 01:02:46,597 --> 01:02:48,640 ♪ I wanna feel close to you, baby ♪ 1350 01:02:48,724 --> 01:02:50,767 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1351 01:02:50,851 --> 01:02:53,228 ♪ You tell me all your secrets ♪ 1352 01:02:53,312 --> 01:02:55,439 ♪ I'll tell you all my dreams ♪ 1353 01:02:55,522 --> 01:02:57,733 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1354 01:02:58,317 --> 01:03:00,444 ♪ Do you wanna get to know me? ♪ 1355 01:03:00,527 --> 01:03:02,529 ♪ Can we keep it personal? ♪ 1356 01:03:02,613 --> 01:03:04,239 ♪ Can we keep it close? ♪ 1357 01:03:04,323 --> 01:03:06,325 ♪ I wanna feel close to you, baby ♪ 1358 01:03:06,408 --> 01:03:08,535 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1359 01:03:09,369 --> 01:03:13,624 ♪ You tell me all your secrets I'll tell you all my dreams ♪ 1360 01:03:14,333 --> 01:03:16,585 ♪ I wanna get to know you ♪ 1361 01:03:16,668 --> 01:03:18,754 ♪ Do you wanna get to know me? ♪ 1362 01:03:18,837 --> 01:03:21,298 I think I'm in love with two people. 1363 01:03:23,258 --> 01:03:24,968 I've never been in love with less than two people. 1364 01:03:26,011 --> 01:03:27,179 Can you make it a throuple? 1365 01:03:28,680 --> 01:03:29,765 This is hard for me. 1366 01:03:30,516 --> 01:03:32,726 Okay, that won't work, unless they're bi. 1367 01:03:32,809 --> 01:03:34,144 Are they bi? 1368 01:03:34,770 --> 01:03:36,188 Okay. That won't work. 1369 01:03:37,064 --> 01:03:39,107 The throuple I was in, everyone just fucked everyone. 1370 01:03:42,361 --> 01:03:43,862 I feel terrible. 1371 01:03:46,406 --> 01:03:47,574 Okay. 1372 01:03:47,658 --> 01:03:48,909 Look... 1373 01:03:51,036 --> 01:03:52,412 here's the actual question: 1374 01:03:53,539 --> 01:03:55,040 Who do you like yourself better around? 1375 01:03:58,001 --> 01:03:59,127 There's no better. 1376 01:03:59,795 --> 01:04:01,046 There's just different. 1377 01:04:03,131 --> 01:04:06,218 Saying no to a life, and you wanna say yes to both. 1378 01:04:07,594 --> 01:04:08,845 I do not miss that. 1379 01:04:14,643 --> 01:04:17,062 [upbeat music playing] 1380 01:04:19,064 --> 01:04:21,400 -[Jack] Can I ask you something? -Yeah, what's up? 1381 01:04:22,317 --> 01:04:23,610 Jillian. 1382 01:04:23,694 --> 01:04:24,861 [instructor on TV] See you guys tomorrow. 1383 01:04:24,945 --> 01:04:26,363 Stay 100-- 1384 01:04:26,446 --> 01:04:28,031 I haven't been in a relationship in so long, 1385 01:04:29,116 --> 01:04:30,367 but the sex is changing. 1386 01:04:31,785 --> 01:04:33,036 How do you mean? 1387 01:04:34,121 --> 01:04:35,163 Well... 1388 01:04:35,872 --> 01:04:38,125 When we started, it was good. It was consistent. 1389 01:04:40,335 --> 01:04:42,087 -Now... -It's less, yeah? 1390 01:04:42,838 --> 01:04:44,548 That happens. Post... post-honeymoon stuff. 1391 01:04:44,631 --> 01:04:47,092 No, it's not that. 1392 01:04:47,175 --> 01:04:49,886 We're actually having more sex now, and it's amazing. 1393 01:04:49,970 --> 01:04:52,556 Really connected. Like way wilder. 1394 01:04:52,639 --> 01:04:54,266 Everything's on the table. 1395 01:04:54,349 --> 01:04:56,518 -Really? -Everything. 1396 01:04:57,603 --> 01:04:58,895 Is that normal? 1397 01:05:00,147 --> 01:05:01,773 Er... 1398 01:05:01,857 --> 01:05:03,692 I mean, yeah, it can be. Have you... have you asked her 1399 01:05:03,775 --> 01:05:04,985 what's going on? 1400 01:05:06,028 --> 01:05:07,321 No. 1401 01:05:08,739 --> 01:05:11,950 No, I... I think it's just going deeper has... has opened 1402 01:05:12,034 --> 01:05:14,202 things up to a whole other level. 1403 01:05:16,496 --> 01:05:19,750 Which is weird, because I never actually thought that happened. 1404 01:05:21,668 --> 01:05:22,919 Especially not for me. 1405 01:05:27,257 --> 01:05:28,550 I love that for you, mate. 1406 01:05:30,302 --> 01:05:32,095 Cheers. 1407 01:05:35,766 --> 01:05:37,559 [narrator] It had reached a breaking point, 1408 01:05:37,643 --> 01:05:38,894 as these things must, 1409 01:05:39,936 --> 01:05:42,648 and Johnny loved his friend too much to continue. 1410 01:05:44,858 --> 01:05:46,234 He knew he had to end it. 1411 01:05:46,318 --> 01:05:48,862 ["Above Ground" by Stacks] 1412 01:05:52,449 --> 01:05:56,620 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1413 01:05:58,121 --> 01:06:02,167 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1414 01:06:03,627 --> 01:06:07,631 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1415 01:06:08,924 --> 01:06:13,762 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1416 01:06:17,557 --> 01:06:19,267 ♪ To someone ♪ 1417 01:06:29,194 --> 01:06:30,529 ♪ Imagine... ♪ 1418 01:06:36,535 --> 01:06:38,036 [doorbell buzzing] 1419 01:06:40,789 --> 01:06:42,124 [Jillian] What are you doing? 1420 01:06:42,207 --> 01:06:43,291 He's still home. 1421 01:06:44,000 --> 01:06:45,877 Go in and close the curtains. 1422 01:06:45,961 --> 01:06:48,171 I... I never do that. 1423 01:06:49,005 --> 01:06:50,257 It's our thing. 1424 01:06:51,717 --> 01:06:54,177 We can't keep doing this. 1425 01:06:54,261 --> 01:06:56,138 You with both of us. I can't take it anymore. 1426 01:06:58,348 --> 01:06:59,391 I know. 1427 01:07:00,267 --> 01:07:01,351 Me, neither. 1428 01:07:03,019 --> 01:07:05,272 -Okay. -Listen, I was... 1429 01:07:06,064 --> 01:07:08,066 I was all set to walk away, not even ten minutes ago, 1430 01:07:08,150 --> 01:07:09,776 when I texted you. 1431 01:07:09,860 --> 01:07:11,486 And then I saw this old couple. 1432 01:07:17,117 --> 01:07:18,160 Look... 1433 01:07:19,244 --> 01:07:22,080 in the end, it's just you and the person you love. 1434 01:07:22,164 --> 01:07:23,790 That's it. That's all that matters. 1435 01:07:23,874 --> 01:07:25,292 Fuck. 1436 01:07:25,375 --> 01:07:26,918 You were the last person that I wish it was, 1437 01:07:27,002 --> 01:07:28,253 but I know. 1438 01:07:28,336 --> 01:07:29,713 I know. 1439 01:07:29,796 --> 01:07:31,673 Jillian, I'm totally in love with you. 1440 01:07:31,757 --> 01:07:33,675 And I need to know if you feel the same. 1441 01:07:33,759 --> 01:07:35,844 -Johnny-- -No, no, "Johnny." 1442 01:07:36,595 --> 01:07:37,971 Do you love me? 1443 01:07:38,054 --> 01:07:39,181 [phone chimes] 1444 01:07:40,474 --> 01:07:43,101 -Your phone. You should-- -Fuck my phone. Do you love me? 1445 01:07:50,734 --> 01:07:52,068 Yes. 1446 01:07:55,697 --> 01:07:57,407 ["Above Ground" playing] 1447 01:07:58,158 --> 01:08:00,285 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say... ♪ 1448 01:08:01,077 --> 01:08:02,579 [phone chiming] 1449 01:08:04,873 --> 01:08:06,374 [phone continues chiming] 1450 01:08:06,458 --> 01:08:07,918 I think you should check that now. 1451 01:08:08,001 --> 01:08:09,711 [both chuckling softly] 1452 01:08:09,795 --> 01:08:13,548 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1453 01:08:15,133 --> 01:08:19,596 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1454 01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:21,932 I'm having a baby. 1455 01:08:23,892 --> 01:08:25,060 ♪ To someone ♪ 1456 01:08:31,441 --> 01:08:32,692 We're not doing this. 1457 01:08:38,365 --> 01:08:39,407 I know. 1458 01:08:42,577 --> 01:08:43,954 [narrator] And that was that. 1459 01:08:45,205 --> 01:08:46,832 In the months to come, 1460 01:08:46,915 --> 01:08:48,542 Johnny was tossed into the all-encompassing 1461 01:08:48,625 --> 01:08:49,960 sea of baby. 1462 01:08:50,961 --> 01:08:52,629 He put aside his feelings for Jillian 1463 01:08:52,712 --> 01:08:55,131 as an infatuation caused by the fear 1464 01:08:55,215 --> 01:08:56,716 of impending fatherhood. 1465 01:08:57,384 --> 01:08:59,970 Jillian hurled herself back into Jack, 1466 01:09:00,595 --> 01:09:03,348 realising her affair was driven by her fear of being trapped 1467 01:09:03,431 --> 01:09:04,683 in one place. 1468 01:09:05,892 --> 01:09:07,227 Moving past that, 1469 01:09:07,894 --> 01:09:10,605 their relationship became everything it had been. 1470 01:09:10,689 --> 01:09:12,274 And more. 1471 01:09:12,858 --> 01:09:15,026 It was as if Johnny had never happened. 1472 01:09:19,489 --> 01:09:23,159 -I think I'm gonna take a bath. -Okay. Sounds nice. 1473 01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:25,662 Do you wanna take a bath? 1474 01:09:26,997 --> 01:09:28,039 Yeah. 1475 01:09:29,291 --> 01:09:31,751 -Yeah. -Good. 1476 01:09:31,835 --> 01:09:33,503 She looks like you when she's sleeping. 1477 01:09:35,755 --> 01:09:37,299 -Does she? -Yeah, after a-- 1478 01:09:37,382 --> 01:09:38,884 -Do you watch me when I sleep? -After a few... 1479 01:09:38,967 --> 01:09:40,010 after a few drinks. 1480 01:09:44,014 --> 01:09:47,267 -How come I've got the pink one? -Do you wanna swap? 1481 01:09:47,851 --> 01:09:49,561 [soft music playing] 1482 01:10:01,615 --> 01:10:02,657 [Jillian] Mm! 1483 01:10:03,241 --> 01:10:04,367 God, I needed that. 1484 01:10:05,201 --> 01:10:06,578 Yeah, me, too. 1485 01:10:06,661 --> 01:10:09,539 A year is way too long to not have sex. 1486 01:10:09,623 --> 01:10:11,041 Hey, that was your call. 1487 01:10:11,124 --> 01:10:12,709 We could've been doing this whole time. 1488 01:10:12,792 --> 01:10:16,713 Okay. Yeah, my bad. I take full responsibility. 1489 01:10:18,340 --> 01:10:20,300 I think we've made a terrible mistake. 1490 01:10:20,383 --> 01:10:24,262 -What? -No, not... no, not the sex. 1491 01:10:25,096 --> 01:10:26,139 This. 1492 01:10:26,932 --> 01:10:29,768 This was right in front of us the whole time. 1493 01:10:31,478 --> 01:10:33,188 And I always thought it was about this bolt of lightning, 1494 01:10:33,271 --> 01:10:34,564 but I was wrong. I've... 1495 01:10:35,649 --> 01:10:37,233 I've always been the kind of guy 1496 01:10:37,317 --> 01:10:42,072 who decides his grass is never... never green enough. 1497 01:10:43,406 --> 01:10:45,200 But what I really needed was something that could... 1498 01:10:45,784 --> 01:10:47,077 hold me in place. I mean, 1499 01:10:47,911 --> 01:10:49,496 something that I could grow into, 1500 01:10:49,579 --> 01:10:53,583 because that's the only way that you can get deeper. 1501 01:10:54,626 --> 01:10:56,920 I mean, you and me, Olivia. 1502 01:10:59,130 --> 01:11:02,258 This just feels right. Doesn't this just feel right? 1503 01:11:04,260 --> 01:11:06,304 I think we should just get back together. 1504 01:11:07,931 --> 01:11:09,349 Okay. Right. 1505 01:11:12,185 --> 01:11:14,396 You're a dreamer, right? 1506 01:11:14,479 --> 01:11:15,981 And there's nothing wrong with it. 1507 01:11:16,064 --> 01:11:17,273 It's actually what I really loved about you 1508 01:11:17,357 --> 01:11:18,608 when we dated. 1509 01:11:18,692 --> 01:11:20,276 But, like, the person that I am now, 1510 01:11:20,360 --> 01:11:23,154 like I'm a mum, and I just... 1511 01:11:23,238 --> 01:11:25,073 it's, I don't feel like it's for me anymore. 1512 01:11:28,910 --> 01:11:30,161 There's nothing wrong with it. 1513 01:11:31,705 --> 01:11:32,998 It's just not for me. 1514 01:11:35,166 --> 01:11:36,251 Is that okay? 1515 01:11:38,128 --> 01:11:39,421 Completely. Listen, I'm... 1516 01:11:40,672 --> 01:11:42,340 I totally understand not settling for someone 1517 01:11:42,424 --> 01:11:43,717 who isn't quite right. 1518 01:11:47,637 --> 01:11:49,347 [narrator] Jack and Johnny still linked up 1519 01:11:49,431 --> 01:11:51,808 for the occasional workout session, 1520 01:11:51,891 --> 01:11:53,560 but for the most part, 1521 01:11:53,643 --> 01:11:55,729 their lives had naturally drifted, 1522 01:11:55,812 --> 01:11:57,772 as friends' lives do when one has a child 1523 01:11:57,856 --> 01:11:58,857 and the other does not. 1524 01:11:58,940 --> 01:12:00,483 [Jack] Wow. 1525 01:12:00,567 --> 01:12:03,028 Johnny chooses Uber Exec? I'm proud of you, mate. 1526 01:12:03,111 --> 01:12:04,529 Come on, man, it's your birthday, 1527 01:12:04,612 --> 01:12:05,822 and I know you're allergic to anything less. 1528 01:12:05,905 --> 01:12:07,407 Yeah. 1529 01:12:07,490 --> 01:12:08,950 Jillian's got a couple of single friends coming. 1530 01:12:09,034 --> 01:12:10,493 -Oh yeah? -Yeah. 1531 01:12:10,577 --> 01:12:12,370 Yeah. Well, you're not gonna like him. 1532 01:12:13,872 --> 01:12:15,415 Seriously, though, I'm glad you made it out. 1533 01:12:15,498 --> 01:12:16,958 It's been too long since we've done the thing. 1534 01:12:17,042 --> 01:12:18,626 Come on, man, I wouldn't miss it. 1535 01:12:18,710 --> 01:12:20,462 -You ready to do the thing? -Let's do the thing. 1536 01:12:20,545 --> 01:12:23,506 ♪ Say it ain't so, say it ain't so ♪ 1537 01:12:23,590 --> 01:12:25,300 -Rick Steve Dave. -Johnny. 1538 01:12:26,509 --> 01:12:30,263 ♪ No you can't stop them kids to grow ♪ 1539 01:12:30,346 --> 01:12:31,473 [indistinct] 1540 01:12:34,142 --> 01:12:38,188 ♪ I know you're scared to find yourself alone ♪ 1541 01:12:40,065 --> 01:12:41,691 Right, I'm gonna grab us some more drinks, then. 1542 01:12:41,775 --> 01:12:43,401 No, no, no, no. You sit down. It's your birthday. 1543 01:12:43,485 --> 01:12:44,903 -I'll go. -No, no, no. 1544 01:12:49,783 --> 01:12:51,201 Mm... 1545 01:12:51,284 --> 01:12:54,579 Chances of him coming back quickly are slim. 1546 01:12:54,662 --> 01:12:56,206 So many friends to say hi to. 1547 01:12:57,290 --> 01:12:59,000 -Some things never change. -Yeah. 1548 01:13:01,711 --> 01:13:02,962 How've you been? 1549 01:13:04,798 --> 01:13:05,924 Good. 1550 01:13:06,800 --> 01:13:08,885 Good, really good. Yeah. You? 1551 01:13:08,968 --> 01:13:14,349 Yeah, good. Baby thing's fucking crazy, but... 1552 01:13:15,683 --> 01:13:17,143 Yeah, I think... I think as we get older, 1553 01:13:17,227 --> 01:13:19,979 we kind of lose our sense of wonder a bit. 1554 01:13:21,231 --> 01:13:24,109 But having a kid, I've kind of rediscovered the magic 1555 01:13:24,192 --> 01:13:25,401 in the littlest things. 1556 01:13:25,485 --> 01:13:27,821 -Mm. -So, like, the colour blue 1557 01:13:27,904 --> 01:13:28,988 is amazing now. 1558 01:13:29,948 --> 01:13:32,909 Yeah, it's really inspired the writing, too. It's... 1559 01:13:34,953 --> 01:13:35,995 I love that. 1560 01:13:39,249 --> 01:13:40,750 I used to have a different muse. 1561 01:13:42,627 --> 01:13:43,837 -Oh yeah? -Mm-hmm. 1562 01:13:43,920 --> 01:13:44,963 Mm. 1563 01:13:46,589 --> 01:13:47,632 Bill the dog. 1564 01:13:48,842 --> 01:13:50,093 Used to really inspire me. 1565 01:13:55,181 --> 01:13:56,266 But he's been supplanted now. 1566 01:13:57,058 --> 01:13:58,560 -There you go, my love. -Thanks. Cheers. 1567 01:13:59,894 --> 01:14:03,064 [both chuckle] 1568 01:14:03,148 --> 01:14:04,774 You seem really happy. 1569 01:14:04,858 --> 01:14:07,402 -I am. Yeah. -Good. 1570 01:14:07,485 --> 01:14:09,988 -Good. I'm glad to hear it. -Thank you. 1571 01:14:10,071 --> 01:14:12,240 [narrator] But sitting next to her, he knew, 1572 01:14:12,824 --> 01:14:14,784 no matter what he tried to tell himself, 1573 01:14:14,868 --> 01:14:16,661 he was in love with her, 1574 01:14:16,744 --> 01:14:19,831 even though he'd never act on it again. 1575 01:14:30,175 --> 01:14:31,509 [Jillian] Hey, babe. 1576 01:14:32,969 --> 01:14:34,053 Fuck. 1577 01:14:35,138 --> 01:14:36,347 [Johnny] What, what's up? 1578 01:14:37,432 --> 01:14:38,683 Fuck. 1579 01:14:41,769 --> 01:14:43,062 Are you okay? 1580 01:14:49,277 --> 01:14:50,695 I know you both too well. 1581 01:14:50,778 --> 01:14:52,530 What are you talking about? 1582 01:15:01,247 --> 01:15:02,332 [scoffs] 1583 01:15:06,169 --> 01:15:07,212 How long? 1584 01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:10,256 Mate, what are you talking about? 1585 01:15:10,340 --> 01:15:11,883 You guys are fucking each other. How long? 1586 01:15:11,966 --> 01:15:13,218 That is crazy. 1587 01:15:14,093 --> 01:15:15,929 -We're not fucking. -Don't fucking lie. 1588 01:15:18,348 --> 01:15:19,599 Please. 1589 01:15:22,060 --> 01:15:23,311 It happened once, 1590 01:15:24,771 --> 01:15:26,105 a long time ago. 1591 01:15:27,273 --> 01:15:28,358 We were wasted. 1592 01:15:29,275 --> 01:15:32,070 I was... I was freaking out. I was freaking about the kid. 1593 01:15:32,153 --> 01:15:34,322 -It was stupid. -And we said never again. 1594 01:15:35,114 --> 01:15:37,158 Well, clearly that didn't stick, did it? 1595 01:15:39,369 --> 01:15:40,912 It's been over for a long time. 1596 01:15:43,498 --> 01:15:45,458 Did he have you read his short story? 1597 01:15:47,043 --> 01:15:48,378 Let me guess, you loved it. 1598 01:15:48,461 --> 01:15:50,380 He loves a girl who loves his work. 1599 01:15:52,173 --> 01:15:54,175 -Jack, listen-- -Fuck off, Johnny. 1600 01:15:57,387 --> 01:15:58,805 Fuck off. 1601 01:16:13,861 --> 01:16:16,281 -Jack, I don't-- -Wait. Hang on. 1602 01:16:21,661 --> 01:16:24,289 Wha... When? 1603 01:16:27,292 --> 01:16:29,877 It was the night we had dinner when Brooke left early. 1604 01:16:33,131 --> 01:16:34,966 That's when you consummated. When did it start? 1605 01:16:35,049 --> 01:16:36,426 When did you know that you wanted him? 1606 01:16:36,509 --> 01:16:37,552 I didn't. 1607 01:16:38,136 --> 01:16:39,595 I didn't. It just happened. 1608 01:16:39,679 --> 01:16:41,097 These things don't just happen. 1609 01:16:42,390 --> 01:16:44,392 There's a point. You sense it. 1610 01:16:44,475 --> 01:16:46,311 You can either walk towards it or walk away from it. 1611 01:16:46,394 --> 01:16:47,603 And I walked away from it. 1612 01:16:47,687 --> 01:16:48,938 I did. 1613 01:16:49,022 --> 01:16:50,064 Until you didn't. 1614 01:16:52,233 --> 01:16:54,235 The gravitational pull of "I'm not supposed to." 1615 01:16:58,114 --> 01:17:01,200 So, all this then, between us, isn't-- 1616 01:17:01,284 --> 01:17:02,327 No. 1617 01:17:03,119 --> 01:17:04,329 It is. 1618 01:17:10,460 --> 01:17:11,502 I love you. 1619 01:17:13,838 --> 01:17:15,089 And I'm so sorry. 1620 01:17:18,384 --> 01:17:20,678 We can... we can talk about this. 1621 01:17:23,389 --> 01:17:24,849 Let's just talk about this. 1622 01:17:26,768 --> 01:17:28,478 You just... you need to tell me, 1623 01:17:30,688 --> 01:17:32,982 tell me what I need to do to make it better. 1624 01:17:35,568 --> 01:17:36,944 I don't think I can... 1625 01:17:39,739 --> 01:17:40,823 I don't... 1626 01:17:41,908 --> 01:17:42,950 We're done. 1627 01:17:47,497 --> 01:17:48,539 Oh... 1628 01:17:54,545 --> 01:17:56,464 -Just hit me. -Fuck off. 1629 01:17:56,547 --> 01:17:59,675 I'm so sorry. It just happened. It was like a lightning bolt. 1630 01:17:59,759 --> 01:18:01,636 Like a lightning bolt? 1631 01:18:04,514 --> 01:18:05,807 Remember when you two first met? 1632 01:18:06,766 --> 01:18:08,601 Something in you knew that she and I... 1633 01:18:10,186 --> 01:18:11,312 You told me she was my perfect match. 1634 01:18:11,396 --> 01:18:13,564 Sorry, so... so this is my fault? 1635 01:18:13,648 --> 01:18:15,316 Jack, that's not what I mean. That's not-- 1636 01:18:15,400 --> 01:18:16,943 I came to you for fucking help with my relationship. 1637 01:18:17,026 --> 01:18:19,862 You were my confidante, my best friend, 1638 01:18:20,488 --> 01:18:22,448 and you were fucking her behind my back. 1639 01:18:26,869 --> 01:18:28,287 [scoffs] 1640 01:18:29,872 --> 01:18:31,207 Do you know what the sad thing is? 1641 01:18:32,083 --> 01:18:35,878 Is that in a month, or three, or six, you'll wake up one day 1642 01:18:35,962 --> 01:18:37,380 and you'll decide whoever you're with 1643 01:18:37,463 --> 01:18:40,258 isn't your soulmate. And you'll move on. 1644 01:18:43,511 --> 01:18:45,388 Well, you won't have me to come fucking crying to. 1645 01:18:51,227 --> 01:18:52,270 Jack. 1646 01:18:53,312 --> 01:18:54,355 Jack? 1647 01:19:02,738 --> 01:19:04,532 [sombre music playing] 1648 01:19:59,128 --> 01:20:01,172 -[ringing] -[Jack sighs] 1649 01:20:14,685 --> 01:20:16,646 [phone continues ringing] 1650 01:20:24,487 --> 01:20:26,239 [curtain rustles] 1651 01:20:33,663 --> 01:20:34,705 [scoffs] 1652 01:21:14,579 --> 01:21:15,413 Jack! 1653 01:21:31,137 --> 01:21:33,723 -[upbeat music playing] -[inaudible dialogue] 1654 01:21:37,518 --> 01:21:38,352 [Jack smooches] 1655 01:22:05,588 --> 01:22:06,422 [crying softly] 1656 01:22:11,844 --> 01:22:14,013 -Hey, are you okay? -Yeah, yeah, I'm good. 1657 01:22:15,598 --> 01:22:16,432 Okay. 1658 01:22:24,273 --> 01:22:26,525 -Are you crying? -No. No. 1659 01:22:28,611 --> 01:22:29,528 Allergies. 1660 01:22:30,363 --> 01:22:31,906 All of a sudden, I start crying. 1661 01:22:31,989 --> 01:22:33,240 Don't laugh. 1662 01:22:33,324 --> 01:22:35,159 Don't laugh. 1663 01:22:35,242 --> 01:22:36,494 I'm really fucked up. 1664 01:22:36,577 --> 01:22:38,037 Just sounds like you're a person. 1665 01:22:38,788 --> 01:22:40,748 She's the one I feel sorry for. 1666 01:22:40,831 --> 01:22:42,124 She didn't do anything to deserve 1667 01:22:42,208 --> 01:22:44,210 -a weeping one-night stand. -[laughs] 1668 01:22:44,293 --> 01:22:46,253 Go cry in the bathroom like every other girl. 1669 01:22:47,546 --> 01:22:50,007 You just might not be a "doin' the thing" 1670 01:22:50,091 --> 01:22:51,425 kind of guy anymore. 1671 01:22:51,509 --> 01:22:53,219 Yeah, maybe not. 1672 01:22:54,053 --> 01:22:55,596 God, Johnny would be on the floor over this one. 1673 01:22:55,680 --> 01:22:57,848 Yeah, well, he's a piece of shit. 1674 01:22:57,932 --> 01:23:00,142 -Who you're still friends with. -I'm Switzerland. 1675 01:23:01,185 --> 01:23:03,604 Just remember, all relationships end badly. 1676 01:23:04,438 --> 01:23:05,690 Except for one. 1677 01:23:07,024 --> 01:23:09,944 And eventually even that one ends badly, so... [laughs] 1678 01:23:10,027 --> 01:23:11,195 How are you and Rick Steve Dave? 1679 01:23:12,655 --> 01:23:13,698 I think we're gonna get married. 1680 01:23:15,574 --> 01:23:18,160 -Switzerland. -Switzerland. 1681 01:23:30,506 --> 01:23:32,299 [pensive music playing] 1682 01:23:43,477 --> 01:23:44,979 Fucking burn the boats. 1683 01:23:46,272 --> 01:23:47,815 -Burn the fucking boats. -[drink pouring] 1684 01:23:53,487 --> 01:23:54,697 Just fucking get to work. 1685 01:23:55,531 --> 01:23:57,116 Just get to fucking work, yeah? 1686 01:24:13,758 --> 01:24:14,842 [keyboard clanking] 1687 01:24:19,972 --> 01:24:22,308 -[inhales deeply] -[keyboard clanking] 1688 01:24:25,519 --> 01:24:27,354 [narrator] Jillian had lied to herself 1689 01:24:27,438 --> 01:24:30,608 to absolve herself of her deeply buried intentions, 1690 01:24:30,691 --> 01:24:32,067 the way we do when we want things 1691 01:24:32,151 --> 01:24:33,652 we don't want to want. 1692 01:24:35,404 --> 01:24:37,072 She realised Jack was right. 1693 01:24:38,282 --> 01:24:39,825 She hadn't walked away from it. 1694 01:24:41,368 --> 01:24:42,828 She'd walked towards it. 1695 01:24:45,122 --> 01:24:48,083 -Hi. -Hi. 1696 01:24:48,167 --> 01:24:50,377 [narrator] And with nothing standing between them, 1697 01:24:50,461 --> 01:24:52,505 Johnny fell totally into Jillian. 1698 01:24:52,588 --> 01:24:54,048 And she into him. 1699 01:24:55,841 --> 01:24:57,051 I'm just happy. 1700 01:24:58,010 --> 01:25:00,054 I'm really happy. 1701 01:25:00,137 --> 01:25:01,263 You know what that's like? 1702 01:25:04,892 --> 01:25:06,644 I'm reading here, man. 1703 01:25:09,605 --> 01:25:11,148 [narrator] And Jillian was happy, too. 1704 01:25:12,274 --> 01:25:13,901 Often deliriously so. 1705 01:25:15,152 --> 01:25:17,655 In Johnny, she'd found a poetry she hadn't known. 1706 01:25:20,282 --> 01:25:21,742 Hey! 1707 01:25:24,203 --> 01:25:26,205 [narrator] Johnny had lost his best friend. 1708 01:25:26,288 --> 01:25:28,040 He missed him terribly. 1709 01:25:28,749 --> 01:25:30,584 But he got what he always wanted. 1710 01:25:31,168 --> 01:25:33,170 And for him, that was worth it. 1711 01:25:34,088 --> 01:25:36,131 He really was who he said he was. 1712 01:25:36,215 --> 01:25:37,883 [indistinct chatter] 1713 01:26:05,327 --> 01:26:06,829 I heard it's fire. 1714 01:26:07,705 --> 01:26:09,582 Gonna try and get him to do a reading. 1715 01:26:13,752 --> 01:26:15,796 [soft music playing] 1716 01:26:16,797 --> 01:26:17,840 [sniffles] 1717 01:26:34,773 --> 01:26:36,358 [Johnny] Here's a big one, here's a big one. 1718 01:26:36,442 --> 01:26:38,068 -[Brooke] Oh, yes. -There you go. 1719 01:26:39,069 --> 01:26:40,446 Be good. 1720 01:26:40,529 --> 01:26:41,614 Thank you. 1721 01:26:43,616 --> 01:26:44,617 Ready? 1722 01:26:45,242 --> 01:26:47,161 [soft music continues] 1723 01:27:18,192 --> 01:27:21,111 [breathes deeply] 1724 01:27:25,616 --> 01:27:26,659 [door opens] 1725 01:27:32,957 --> 01:27:34,750 -Hi, babe. -Hi. 1726 01:27:34,833 --> 01:27:36,627 [Jillian] So, Wheels was right. 1727 01:27:36,710 --> 01:27:38,295 They are opening up that new place, 1728 01:27:38,379 --> 01:27:40,839 and he said he'd push them if I wanted the job. 1729 01:27:40,923 --> 01:27:43,550 But I... I told him I could never leave him. 1730 01:27:46,512 --> 01:27:48,013 -You all right? -Hmm? 1731 01:27:48,847 --> 01:27:50,724 Yeah, no, I'm fine. I'm just... I'm just in it. 1732 01:27:55,688 --> 01:27:58,691 You wanna talk about it? Whatever... whatever it is? 1733 01:28:00,150 --> 01:28:01,777 Nothing's... nothing's wrong. There's nothing. 1734 01:28:01,860 --> 01:28:03,946 I'm... I'm fine. I'm just... I'm just in it. 1735 01:28:04,029 --> 01:28:05,280 Just let me do my thing. 1736 01:28:07,449 --> 01:28:08,492 Okay. 1737 01:28:16,291 --> 01:28:17,876 Jack wrote a book. 1738 01:28:21,672 --> 01:28:22,923 Okay. 1739 01:28:23,007 --> 01:28:24,341 It got published. 1740 01:28:25,884 --> 01:28:27,845 -That's great. -Yeah, it's great reviews. 1741 01:28:28,929 --> 01:28:30,014 That's fantastic. 1742 01:28:30,597 --> 01:28:31,932 [splutters] Yeah, it is... 1743 01:28:33,434 --> 01:28:34,518 It's crazy. 1744 01:28:35,686 --> 01:28:37,229 I... I read it, and it's... 1745 01:28:38,814 --> 01:28:39,815 it's good. 1746 01:28:40,607 --> 01:28:42,234 It's really fucking good. 1747 01:28:51,452 --> 01:28:52,619 You knew. 1748 01:28:57,958 --> 01:28:59,209 Did you read it? 1749 01:29:01,086 --> 01:29:02,129 Mm-hmm. 1750 01:29:03,505 --> 01:29:04,757 Well, what did you think? 1751 01:29:06,258 --> 01:29:08,343 Yeah. 1752 01:29:08,427 --> 01:29:10,763 It's nuts, and you're right, it... 1753 01:29:11,889 --> 01:29:13,182 it is really good. 1754 01:29:19,146 --> 01:29:20,355 Babe... 1755 01:29:21,315 --> 01:29:23,650 he wrote a novel. 1756 01:29:23,734 --> 01:29:25,277 He didn't write your novel. 1757 01:29:28,530 --> 01:29:30,157 You're right. [clears throat] 1758 01:29:30,240 --> 01:29:31,575 You're right, you're right. You're totally right. 1759 01:29:35,704 --> 01:29:37,498 -Are you hungry? -Mm. Yeah. 1760 01:29:37,581 --> 01:29:38,749 I'm hungry. 1761 01:29:38,832 --> 01:29:41,460 Mm. So... 1762 01:29:42,044 --> 01:29:44,338 I've officially closed Summit, 1763 01:29:44,421 --> 01:29:47,216 and they're gonna rent out the whole hotel, which is crazy. 1764 01:29:47,299 --> 01:29:48,759 Corporate's loving me. 1765 01:29:48,842 --> 01:29:51,303 It's gonna be a couple of very late nights, 1766 01:29:51,386 --> 01:29:52,971 but you have to come 'cause it's actually gonna be 1767 01:29:53,055 --> 01:29:54,264 really cool. 1768 01:29:54,348 --> 01:29:55,682 -More wine? -Oh, yeah, please. 1769 01:29:55,766 --> 01:29:56,850 Okay. 1770 01:29:57,392 --> 01:29:58,894 [Johnny clears throat] 1771 01:30:04,108 --> 01:30:05,734 So, why didn't... why didn't you tell me? 1772 01:30:14,284 --> 01:30:15,953 Why didn't you tell me that you read his book? 1773 01:30:19,456 --> 01:30:20,749 [sighs] I don't know. 1774 01:30:20,833 --> 01:30:22,960 -Did he send it to you? -No. 1775 01:30:24,294 --> 01:30:27,464 No, I haven't spoken to him since... you know. 1776 01:30:33,554 --> 01:30:35,556 Johnny, I love you. 1777 01:30:36,390 --> 01:30:37,766 Ah, but you fell in love with me 1778 01:30:37,850 --> 01:30:38,934 because of the story that I wrote. 1779 01:30:39,017 --> 01:30:40,060 No. 1780 01:30:42,938 --> 01:30:44,481 I fell in love with you. 1781 01:30:44,565 --> 01:30:46,942 That story was from years ago. 1782 01:30:47,025 --> 01:30:50,154 I love the person I'm with now. 1783 01:30:50,237 --> 01:30:51,363 The writing stuff doesn't matter to me. 1784 01:30:51,446 --> 01:30:52,823 Well, it matters to me. 1785 01:30:52,906 --> 01:30:54,283 If you don't get that, you don't get me. 1786 01:30:54,366 --> 01:30:55,659 I do get you. 1787 01:30:56,702 --> 01:30:58,287 You're a romantic, with me 1788 01:30:58,370 --> 01:30:59,788 and the way that you see the world. 1789 01:30:59,872 --> 01:31:01,957 No, I'm a writer. That is who I am. 1790 01:31:02,040 --> 01:31:03,500 I don't think that's what defines you. 1791 01:31:03,584 --> 01:31:04,918 You can't understand 1792 01:31:05,294 --> 01:31:06,587 because you've never done anything you've cared about. 1793 01:31:11,842 --> 01:31:13,427 I thought you're not what you do. 1794 01:31:13,510 --> 01:31:14,678 Of course, you are. 1795 01:31:15,637 --> 01:31:19,016 Well, then I'm sorry, but there is no writer Johnny. 1796 01:31:19,099 --> 01:31:20,767 Oh, fuck you. 1797 01:31:22,936 --> 01:31:24,980 You're as much a writer as I am a photographer. 1798 01:31:25,063 --> 01:31:26,565 You just like the idea of being one. 1799 01:31:26,648 --> 01:31:27,691 [scoffs] 1800 01:31:31,236 --> 01:31:32,279 This isn't working. 1801 01:31:33,322 --> 01:31:34,865 I can't do this anymore. 1802 01:31:36,200 --> 01:31:37,868 Yeah? Why? 1803 01:31:38,368 --> 01:31:40,954 I need to focus on finishing my book. 1804 01:31:41,747 --> 01:31:42,789 Mm. 1805 01:31:45,542 --> 01:31:46,585 Mm. 1806 01:32:04,853 --> 01:32:05,938 You could stop me. 1807 01:32:11,193 --> 01:32:12,277 Right. 1808 01:32:15,030 --> 01:32:17,449 [chuckles softly] You know, Jack... 1809 01:32:17,532 --> 01:32:19,076 Jack did all the right things. 1810 01:32:21,245 --> 01:32:22,537 You say all the right things. 1811 01:32:27,042 --> 01:32:29,461 I didn't realise he was saying them, too, just differently. 1812 01:32:31,505 --> 01:32:32,547 You know your novel? 1813 01:32:35,467 --> 01:32:37,844 You've been on the same page since I've known you. 1814 01:32:39,972 --> 01:32:41,640 And I didn't even care. 1815 01:32:47,479 --> 01:32:49,940 ["Above Ground" by Stacks] 1816 01:32:59,157 --> 01:33:00,242 [door closes] 1817 01:33:06,957 --> 01:33:11,128 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1818 01:33:12,504 --> 01:33:16,925 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1819 01:33:18,176 --> 01:33:22,014 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say ♪ 1820 01:33:23,682 --> 01:33:28,020 ♪ Tell me you wait for me to say the time is right ♪ 1821 01:33:32,399 --> 01:33:33,775 ♪ To someone ♪ 1822 01:33:41,199 --> 01:33:43,076 [hip-hop music playing on stereo] 1823 01:33:45,495 --> 01:33:47,122 [indistinct chatter, laughter] 1824 01:33:47,581 --> 01:33:48,957 -All right, mate. -All right, good to see you. 1825 01:33:49,041 --> 01:33:50,083 How are you? 1826 01:33:58,175 --> 01:33:59,801 [women laughing] 1827 01:34:18,403 --> 01:34:19,821 You could still go after her. 1828 01:34:19,905 --> 01:34:21,239 It's been three months. 1829 01:34:21,782 --> 01:34:23,200 It's not actually that long, 1830 01:34:23,283 --> 01:34:24,576 if you two are supposed to be together. 1831 01:34:25,577 --> 01:34:27,829 Ah, she just wasn't the one. 1832 01:34:28,955 --> 01:34:29,998 You're mad at her... 1833 01:34:30,791 --> 01:34:32,834 for accepting you for who you are, 1834 01:34:33,668 --> 01:34:35,712 because it's not how you wanna be seen. 1835 01:34:40,175 --> 01:34:41,927 How's Jack? [clears throat] 1836 01:34:46,473 --> 01:34:48,892 Listen, you know, if we'd ended up getting married, 1837 01:34:48,975 --> 01:34:50,185 he'd have to... 1838 01:34:50,268 --> 01:34:52,062 It's more understandable. 1839 01:34:53,105 --> 01:34:54,189 Although that's kind of bullshit, too. 1840 01:34:54,272 --> 01:34:55,399 You'd still be an arsehole. 1841 01:34:55,482 --> 01:34:57,442 -I was clumsy. -No. 1842 01:34:57,526 --> 01:34:58,860 You were careless. 1843 01:35:00,028 --> 01:35:01,363 It's different. 1844 01:35:02,864 --> 01:35:04,157 I'm not a bad guy. 1845 01:35:04,241 --> 01:35:06,618 You're not, on the inside. 1846 01:35:09,204 --> 01:35:10,497 [sighs] 1847 01:35:12,958 --> 01:35:15,419 [sighs] I've really fucked it up, haven't I? 1848 01:35:15,502 --> 01:35:16,545 Yep. 1849 01:35:30,684 --> 01:35:32,436 [Tim] Perfect. 1850 01:35:32,519 --> 01:35:34,855 -Thank you so much for coming. -[Jack] Thanks, Tim. 1851 01:35:34,938 --> 01:35:37,065 Erm, all right, 1852 01:35:37,149 --> 01:35:40,402 I'll jump into the first chapter. 1853 01:35:49,327 --> 01:35:51,204 "This is the story of Jillian. 1854 01:35:52,247 --> 01:35:55,876 It's also the story of Jack, and it's the story of Johnny. 1855 01:35:56,918 --> 01:35:58,587 Johnny was an aspiring writer. 1856 01:35:59,212 --> 01:36:00,630 When one of his short stories was printed 1857 01:36:00,714 --> 01:36:02,340 in a prestigious magazine, 1858 01:36:02,424 --> 01:36:03,884 multiple publishers became interested 1859 01:36:03,967 --> 01:36:05,051 in his first novel, 1860 01:36:05,135 --> 01:36:07,179 and so, he'd started writing it. 1861 01:36:08,054 --> 01:36:09,723 In the meantime, he paid the bills 1862 01:36:09,806 --> 01:36:12,309 by working at an independent bookshop. 1863 01:36:12,392 --> 01:36:13,727 Struggling didn't bother him, because he knew 1864 01:36:13,810 --> 01:36:15,228 he'd found his calling, 1865 01:36:15,312 --> 01:36:17,105 and he knew his book was gonna be great. 1866 01:36:17,189 --> 01:36:20,108 A serial monogamist with a flair for the romantic, 1867 01:36:20,192 --> 01:36:23,236 he moved from quick infatuations to devastating realisations 1868 01:36:23,320 --> 01:36:25,489 that each woman wasn't 'the one.' 1869 01:36:26,281 --> 01:36:29,534 And Johnny could not stop for anyone but 'the one,' 1870 01:36:29,618 --> 01:36:33,997 for what was the point of life if not deep, true love?" 1871 01:36:44,674 --> 01:36:45,967 Jack. 1872 01:36:48,220 --> 01:36:49,262 Hey. 1873 01:36:52,224 --> 01:36:54,601 -How's it going? -Good. 1874 01:36:54,684 --> 01:36:56,811 Yeah, doing the thing. 1875 01:36:56,895 --> 01:36:57,938 You? 1876 01:36:58,021 --> 01:36:59,606 Yeah, doing the thing. 1877 01:36:59,689 --> 01:37:01,107 Doing the thing, erm... 1878 01:37:01,900 --> 01:37:04,277 -I love the book. -Oh, great. Thanks. Yeah. 1879 01:37:07,364 --> 01:37:09,449 Thanks for not making me horrible in it. 1880 01:37:11,034 --> 01:37:12,202 Well... 1881 01:37:12,285 --> 01:37:15,413 it is a novel, loosely based. 1882 01:37:17,791 --> 01:37:19,417 Er, how's the... how's the writing? 1883 01:37:20,710 --> 01:37:22,504 Yeah, it's... it's coming along. 1884 01:37:25,215 --> 01:37:26,466 Er, Jillian? 1885 01:37:27,551 --> 01:37:30,554 Didn't work out. Er, she moved. 1886 01:37:31,137 --> 01:37:34,683 Last I heard, she was running some boutique hotel in Portugal. 1887 01:37:34,766 --> 01:37:37,602 Yeah. Onto her next adventure. 1888 01:37:37,686 --> 01:37:38,728 Makes sense. 1889 01:37:44,192 --> 01:37:45,235 Erm... 1890 01:37:46,194 --> 01:37:48,572 Listen, it was great seeing you. I... I've got to run, but-- 1891 01:37:48,655 --> 01:37:50,991 Yeah, cool, mate. It was brilliant to see you. 1892 01:37:51,074 --> 01:37:52,576 Yeah. 1893 01:37:54,744 --> 01:37:56,121 Jack, I'm... I'm... 1894 01:37:57,497 --> 01:38:00,125 I'm really sorry about all of it. I... 1895 01:38:02,043 --> 01:38:04,713 I really regret it. 1896 01:38:04,796 --> 01:38:06,339 I regret losing you in my life. 1897 01:38:08,174 --> 01:38:09,593 I appreciate you saying that. 1898 01:38:14,264 --> 01:38:15,640 Can I ask you an honest question? 1899 01:38:15,724 --> 01:38:17,809 And you have to give me an honest answer. 1900 01:38:19,936 --> 01:38:21,021 Go on. 1901 01:38:24,816 --> 01:38:26,109 If you were in my situation, 1902 01:38:27,360 --> 01:38:28,737 and you had all the feelings that I had, 1903 01:38:30,196 --> 01:38:31,906 what would you have done? 1904 01:38:33,199 --> 01:38:35,285 [gentle music playing] 1905 01:38:45,045 --> 01:38:47,589 Hey, Jack, what are... what are you doing tonight? 1906 01:38:47,672 --> 01:38:48,965 You wanna... 1907 01:38:50,300 --> 01:38:52,260 you wanna go to Diana's and get a drink? 1908 01:38:56,306 --> 01:38:57,349 Why? 1909 01:39:02,354 --> 01:39:04,981 ["When We Were Young" by Le Cat] 1910 01:39:11,363 --> 01:39:14,199 ♪ When we were young ♪ 1911 01:39:16,534 --> 01:39:17,952 [narrator] Jack watched for a moment more 1912 01:39:18,036 --> 01:39:19,746 and then turned his eyes to the road 1913 01:39:19,829 --> 01:39:21,039 and his life ahead. 1914 01:39:23,249 --> 01:39:24,668 Just because it ends, 1915 01:39:24,751 --> 01:39:25,794 doesn't mean it wasn't beautiful. 1916 01:39:30,340 --> 01:39:33,343 Just because it's messy doesn't mean you didn't grow. 1917 01:39:35,261 --> 01:39:37,764 The end of one chapter is the beginning of the next. 1918 01:39:40,016 --> 01:39:41,476 And good stories go forward. 1919 01:39:43,436 --> 01:39:46,106 ♪ When we were young ♪ 1920 01:39:48,608 --> 01:39:51,653 ♪ When we were young ♪ 1921 01:40:48,001 --> 01:40:52,505 ["Falling Deep" by HLWA] 1922 01:41:12,484 --> 01:41:15,278 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1923 01:41:16,654 --> 01:41:19,616 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1924 01:41:20,658 --> 01:41:24,662 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1925 01:41:24,746 --> 01:41:28,833 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1926 01:41:28,917 --> 01:41:32,796 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1927 01:41:32,879 --> 01:41:36,132 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1928 01:41:37,050 --> 01:41:40,637 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪ 1929 01:42:18,758 --> 01:42:21,678 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1930 01:42:22,846 --> 01:42:25,849 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1931 01:42:26,975 --> 01:42:30,061 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1932 01:42:31,062 --> 01:42:34,232 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1933 01:42:35,233 --> 01:42:39,320 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1934 01:42:39,404 --> 01:42:42,490 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1935 01:42:43,241 --> 01:42:47,161 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪ 1936 01:42:50,081 --> 01:42:53,001 ♪ Just just let this be ♪ 1937 01:43:41,633 --> 01:43:44,761 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1938 01:43:45,511 --> 01:43:48,890 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1939 01:43:49,849 --> 01:43:53,144 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1940 01:43:54,020 --> 01:43:57,065 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1941 01:43:58,066 --> 01:44:02,028 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1942 01:44:02,111 --> 01:44:05,198 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1943 01:44:06,199 --> 01:44:09,661 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪ 1944 01:45:04,340 --> 01:45:07,510 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1945 01:45:08,594 --> 01:45:11,305 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1946 01:45:12,724 --> 01:45:16,728 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1947 01:45:16,811 --> 01:45:19,897 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1948 01:45:20,898 --> 01:45:25,111 ♪ I might be falling deep ♪ 1949 01:45:25,194 --> 01:45:28,156 ♪ I need you close to me ♪ 1950 01:45:28,948 --> 01:45:32,493 ♪ All your secrets I can't keep ♪