1 00:00:18,125 --> 00:00:20,291 -[Steve] Hi. Hi, all. Hey. -[woman] Hi, Steve. 2 00:00:20,375 --> 00:00:21,500 [sucks teeth] Um… 3 00:00:21,583 --> 00:00:23,125 -Thanks for coming down. -No problem. 4 00:00:23,208 --> 00:00:24,875 -[woman] Take a seat there. -Okay. 5 00:00:24,958 --> 00:00:27,208 Angus is gonna put a mic on you. 6 00:00:27,291 --> 00:00:29,541 [Angus] Sorry, I'm just gonna pin this to you. 7 00:00:29,625 --> 00:00:32,541 -Then I'll stick that in the side pocket. -Okay. 8 00:00:32,625 --> 00:00:34,250 -Thank you. -Okay. 9 00:00:34,333 --> 00:00:36,083 [Angus] All right. Sorry about this, Steve. 10 00:00:36,166 --> 00:00:37,833 -It won't take a sec. -Yeah. 11 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:41,291 [exhales] 12 00:00:42,750 --> 00:00:45,541 -[Angus] We're rolling. -I just gotta get rid of this. 13 00:00:48,916 --> 00:00:50,166 [exhales] 14 00:00:54,500 --> 00:00:56,750 -[woman] You okay to do this? -Mm-hmm. 15 00:01:02,375 --> 00:01:04,500 I'm probably actually not okay with it. 16 00:01:05,416 --> 00:01:07,833 Do you mind if you just stop filming for a sec? 17 00:01:07,916 --> 00:01:09,250 -[woman] Yeah. -[Angus] Yeah, sure. 18 00:01:15,833 --> 00:01:16,833 [exhales loudly] 19 00:01:16,916 --> 00:01:19,000 -We really don't have to do this now. -No, no, no. 20 00:01:19,083 --> 00:01:21,791 We should-- We should-- We're here. We should do it. 21 00:01:22,583 --> 00:01:23,916 -Let's do it. -[Angus] Yeah. Sure? 22 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,125 Yep. 23 00:01:25,208 --> 00:01:26,458 [Angus] Okay. 24 00:01:26,541 --> 00:01:28,125 [Steve sighs deeply] 25 00:01:28,208 --> 00:01:32,041 [woman] Um… so just tell us a bit about Stanton Wood. 26 00:01:36,916 --> 00:01:40,083 ["Deep Shit Part 1 & Part 2" by Kruder & Dorfmeister playing] 27 00:01:40,166 --> 00:01:43,041 ♪ Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy ♪ 28 00:01:43,666 --> 00:01:46,208 ♪ Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy ♪ 29 00:01:48,375 --> 00:01:49,250 [birds chirping] 30 00:01:49,333 --> 00:01:50,583 -[car door closes] -Okay. 31 00:01:52,458 --> 00:01:56,375 Uh, if Jenny wants to stick around after her sessions, 32 00:01:56,458 --> 00:01:58,875 then maybe we can all have a chat. 33 00:01:58,958 --> 00:02:00,541 [groans loudly] 34 00:02:01,500 --> 00:02:04,500 Try and get them in a room together. 35 00:02:04,583 --> 00:02:05,541 Um… 36 00:02:05,625 --> 00:02:07,333 Riley needs an intervention, Steven. 37 00:02:07,416 --> 00:02:09,458 Fuck's sake, never called Nabeel's dad. 38 00:02:09,541 --> 00:02:12,541 Okay, four, call Nabz's dad. 39 00:02:12,625 --> 00:02:16,166 Basically, Steven, basically, deal with it. 40 00:02:16,250 --> 00:02:18,333 Get through the day. You're 48 years old. 41 00:02:18,416 --> 00:02:19,958 This is what human beings do. 42 00:02:20,041 --> 00:02:21,666 You're an adult human being. 43 00:02:21,750 --> 00:02:23,583 [man over radio] There's the big confrontation 44 00:02:23,666 --> 00:02:25,416 between friends and club teammates. 45 00:02:25,500 --> 00:02:28,333 An old family argument, England v. Scotland, 46 00:02:28,416 --> 00:02:32,708 where the losers could most certainly be out of Euro '96. 47 00:02:51,125 --> 00:02:54,458 [music playing faintly over headphones] 48 00:03:00,625 --> 00:03:02,416 Fuck! Oh, my God! 49 00:03:04,750 --> 00:03:06,833 -Morning, Shy. -[Shy] Wow! 50 00:03:06,916 --> 00:03:07,791 [chuckles] 51 00:03:08,583 --> 00:03:10,583 Stealthy Steve, you know? 52 00:03:10,666 --> 00:03:13,041 -[Shy stops the music] -This isn't great, is it? 53 00:03:13,583 --> 00:03:15,916 -What? -Oh, come on, Shy. 54 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,916 Tell me you know it's not all right to be out here at breakfast time 55 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:20,416 getting fully baked. 56 00:03:23,208 --> 00:03:24,083 Hold this. 57 00:03:26,291 --> 00:03:29,250 [drum and bass playing over headphones] 58 00:03:32,083 --> 00:03:33,125 Yeah. 59 00:03:33,208 --> 00:03:34,875 -[Shy] What are you doing? -No, I… 60 00:03:36,416 --> 00:03:38,416 Dark, yeah. [chuckles] 61 00:03:40,166 --> 00:03:43,500 -It's quite hard, isn't it? -[Shy] Hard. Yeah, so hard. 62 00:03:43,583 --> 00:03:47,083 [Steve] I like-- I prefer when it gets a bit more-- when it's spacier. 63 00:03:47,166 --> 00:03:49,166 -Spacey. Love it. -Synths and all that. 64 00:03:49,666 --> 00:03:51,916 Eh, I could actually get into that. 65 00:03:52,708 --> 00:03:54,041 [stops music] 66 00:03:54,125 --> 00:03:55,375 So, how are you doing? 67 00:03:56,333 --> 00:03:58,041 I've been worried about you. 68 00:03:58,125 --> 00:03:59,583 [Shy] I just feel a bit more, like… 69 00:04:01,791 --> 00:04:05,750 barbed wire than… slippy, you know? 70 00:04:06,833 --> 00:04:07,666 Yeah. 71 00:04:08,541 --> 00:04:09,625 I hear you. 72 00:04:11,083 --> 00:04:15,000 You're at the top of my list today, right? So, we'll find a time to chat. 73 00:04:17,125 --> 00:04:19,333 Someone pissed in my glass, and I drank a load. 74 00:04:19,416 --> 00:04:21,375 -It was probably Jamie. -[Steve snorts] 75 00:04:21,458 --> 00:04:22,916 What? Was that a laugh? 76 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:25,083 -No, that's terrible. -You want piss in your mouth? 77 00:04:25,166 --> 00:04:28,541 You have to tell me this stuff, Shy. It's terrible. 78 00:04:32,125 --> 00:04:33,000 Hey, Steve. 79 00:04:34,458 --> 00:04:35,500 Check this. 80 00:04:35,583 --> 00:04:36,458 Oh, yeah. 81 00:04:38,083 --> 00:04:39,791 Oh, yeah, that's a beauty, isn't it? 82 00:04:39,875 --> 00:04:41,750 -Yeah, man. -Love it. 83 00:04:42,708 --> 00:04:43,791 No, you keep it. 84 00:04:45,916 --> 00:04:49,375 I'm gonna sit on the bonnet, you drive me really slowly into school! 85 00:04:49,458 --> 00:04:51,750 No, absolutely not. Get off, Shy. 86 00:04:51,833 --> 00:04:55,041 -[Shy] The film crew can film us arriving. -What did you say? 87 00:04:55,125 --> 00:04:57,416 The film crew can film us arriving when we go in. 88 00:04:57,500 --> 00:04:59,916 Fuck, it's Thursday! Fuck, I'm gonna be late. Get off! 89 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:01,791 -I wanna talk more! -Get off! 90 00:05:01,875 --> 00:05:04,375 -Come on, Steve. Man, don't be like that. -Shit. No, Shy. 91 00:05:04,458 --> 00:05:06,041 -Everyone's acting like twats-- -Get off! 92 00:05:06,125 --> 00:05:07,000 -Get off! -[honks horn] 93 00:05:07,083 --> 00:05:08,458 -Come on, man. -Shy-- All right. 94 00:05:08,541 --> 00:05:09,625 [engine starts] 95 00:05:09,708 --> 00:05:10,833 [screams] 96 00:05:10,916 --> 00:05:13,291 -All right. Get off, get off! -[laughing] 97 00:05:13,375 --> 00:05:14,375 All right! 98 00:05:16,166 --> 00:05:17,333 [giggling] 99 00:05:17,416 --> 00:05:18,583 Now, listen. 100 00:05:18,666 --> 00:05:20,791 ♪ Sittin' on my front step Thinking of an action ♪ 101 00:05:20,875 --> 00:05:21,958 -♪ Action ♪ -♪ Attraction ♪ 102 00:05:22,041 --> 00:05:23,916 ♪ Yeah, I got my traction With the ladies ♪ 103 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:25,958 -♪ Ladies ♪ -♪ Like I'm Patrick Swayze ♪ 104 00:05:26,041 --> 00:05:27,666 -♪ Swayze ♪ -♪ I drive the girls crazy ♪ 105 00:05:27,750 --> 00:05:29,333 [Riley] Wait, wait. Shut up. Hold on. 106 00:05:29,416 --> 00:05:32,083 ♪ I drive 'em all crazy, unlike Jamie Who's a baby and a dickhead ♪ 107 00:05:32,166 --> 00:05:33,333 [Jamie] You fucking what? 108 00:05:33,416 --> 00:05:35,583 Hello, Posh Cal's mum. We got Posh Cal kidnapped. 109 00:05:35,666 --> 00:05:37,041 He sells 50 grand, 50… 110 00:05:37,125 --> 00:05:39,375 Hey, 50K, mummy! 50K! 111 00:05:40,708 --> 00:05:42,666 [boys continue chattering inside] 112 00:05:42,750 --> 00:05:44,416 [man] Angus, won't be a sec… 113 00:05:44,500 --> 00:05:45,750 [chattering continues] 114 00:05:45,833 --> 00:05:47,541 -Tarone, you good? -Mm-hmm. 115 00:05:48,250 --> 00:05:49,958 -[Steve] Owen. -Hey, there he is. 116 00:05:50,041 --> 00:05:53,125 Ah, brilliant. You must be the famous Steve. 117 00:05:53,208 --> 00:05:55,708 -Steve, whenever you're ready, mate. -Yes. Okay. 118 00:05:55,791 --> 00:05:58,333 -Um, Steve, Kamila from Points West. Hi. -Yeah. Hi. 119 00:05:58,416 --> 00:06:02,000 Boys, boys! Boys, come on. Take it down, take it down. 120 00:06:02,083 --> 00:06:05,041 Jamie, give us a sec here. Come on. Common room now. 121 00:06:05,125 --> 00:06:06,750 [Ash] Sorry about Jamie, he just wants-- 122 00:06:06,833 --> 00:06:09,333 Off you get, lads. Sorry. It's all right. 123 00:06:09,416 --> 00:06:12,041 Um, Steve, this is Geoff, who's directing the piece. 124 00:06:12,125 --> 00:06:13,708 -Great to meet you. -Wow. Directing? 125 00:06:13,791 --> 00:06:17,875 They said it was just kind of going to be just about the school and what we do. 126 00:06:17,958 --> 00:06:20,958 You know, like, five minutes at the end of the-- 127 00:06:21,041 --> 00:06:22,333 [boy] I'll fucking slice you! 128 00:06:22,416 --> 00:06:24,333 Five minutes at the end of the news kind of thing? 129 00:06:24,416 --> 00:06:28,125 [Geoff] Well, yeah, it's Points West, so it is a segment after the news. 130 00:06:28,208 --> 00:06:30,833 -Um, but it still needs thinking about. -Yeah. 131 00:06:30,916 --> 00:06:33,125 -[Geoff] This is Angus. He's sound. -Hiya. 132 00:06:33,208 --> 00:06:36,041 -[Geoff] And Claire is cameras. -Hiya. Sorry, guys, one second. 133 00:06:36,125 --> 00:06:37,750 -Uh, hey, Shola. -Hi. 134 00:06:37,833 --> 00:06:39,041 Can I have a quick word? 135 00:06:39,125 --> 00:06:40,875 -Let's go to the staff room. -Sure. 136 00:06:40,958 --> 00:06:44,416 Sorry, it's just crazy this morning, um… 137 00:06:45,791 --> 00:06:47,791 Are you, uh, all good? All good? 138 00:06:47,875 --> 00:06:50,083 [Shola] All good, yeah, um… 139 00:06:52,958 --> 00:06:57,250 Actually, Steve, can we talk about some stuff? 140 00:06:57,333 --> 00:06:58,833 -Tarone, you know… -Yes. 141 00:06:58,916 --> 00:06:59,750 [door opens] 142 00:06:59,833 --> 00:07:03,625 Hi, Steve. Can I quickly ask, are we good to wander upstairs and look at some shots? 143 00:07:03,708 --> 00:07:06,375 -And, um, outside in the garden? -No, no. Uh, no, no. 144 00:07:06,458 --> 00:07:07,583 No to the boys' rooms. 145 00:07:07,666 --> 00:07:10,916 Yes to wander around, but no to the boys' rooms, if that's okay. 146 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:13,958 Shola, yes, yes, 100%. Yes, we'll speak. 147 00:07:14,041 --> 00:07:16,208 -You're top of my list. Promise. -Okay. 148 00:07:16,291 --> 00:07:18,083 Um, sorry, guys. Uh, excuse me. 149 00:07:18,166 --> 00:07:20,625 [boy] Get off of me, you fucking cunt! 150 00:07:20,708 --> 00:07:22,250 -[Steve] Boys! -[Riley] I'll kill you! 151 00:07:22,333 --> 00:07:24,166 -Jamie! That's enough! -[Riley] I'll kill you! 152 00:07:24,250 --> 00:07:25,291 Riley, Riley, Riley! 153 00:07:25,375 --> 00:07:26,875 -[Jamie] What? -Jamie! 154 00:07:26,958 --> 00:07:28,083 [Riley] Get off me! 155 00:07:28,166 --> 00:07:30,041 -[Jamie] Come here, you pussy! -[Riley] Fuck off! 156 00:07:30,125 --> 00:07:32,541 -Lads, lads. Lads. -What? 157 00:07:32,625 --> 00:07:33,583 [screams] 158 00:07:34,500 --> 00:07:36,541 Stupid fat, fucking cunt! 159 00:07:36,625 --> 00:07:39,416 -Riley, stop! Enough! -Fuck off me, Steve! 160 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:41,083 -Whoa. Riley. -Come on then! 161 00:07:41,166 --> 00:07:42,208 No, no, no. 162 00:07:42,291 --> 00:07:44,166 No, come on, don't do that. 163 00:07:44,250 --> 00:07:46,875 -Fucking stupid cunt. -Jamie. Jamie, come on. 164 00:07:46,958 --> 00:07:50,875 -You scratched my face, you little bitch. -Fuck off, you fucking bloody homo! 165 00:07:50,958 --> 00:07:52,208 -Right. -You little cunt! 166 00:07:52,291 --> 00:07:55,083 -I'll fucking stab you! -[Steve] Pool table privileges gone. Okay. 167 00:07:55,166 --> 00:07:57,166 -That's enough. -[Riley] Fucking idiot, man. 168 00:07:57,250 --> 00:07:58,250 [Steve] Riley, Riley! 169 00:07:58,333 --> 00:07:59,833 -[thwack] -Always fucking… 170 00:08:00,500 --> 00:08:02,583 Riley, what was that? 171 00:08:03,375 --> 00:08:04,500 Nah. 172 00:08:04,583 --> 00:08:06,916 No, man. He's a fucking sicko. 173 00:08:07,416 --> 00:08:08,250 [exhales] 174 00:08:08,333 --> 00:08:11,541 Okay, let's just take it down, will we? Use deep breaths. 175 00:08:11,625 --> 00:08:13,916 He's a fucking psycho, Steve. He's a cunt. 176 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:16,250 You all see it, but we have to live with him! 177 00:08:16,333 --> 00:08:18,583 -He's always on us every fucking day! -No, no. 178 00:08:18,666 --> 00:08:21,333 Come on, you've got to relax now. Relax, okay? 179 00:08:21,416 --> 00:08:26,000 You and Jamie are actually friends. You don't know it, but you're friends. 180 00:08:26,083 --> 00:08:28,625 You can't keep having these little wars. It's no use. 181 00:08:28,708 --> 00:08:31,625 He licked my fucking face, Steve. He spitted in my mouth. 182 00:08:31,708 --> 00:08:33,041 That's sexual assault. 183 00:08:33,125 --> 00:08:36,708 Okay, Riley, I'm going to say something, and you're going to roll your eyes at me. 184 00:08:36,791 --> 00:08:39,291 -"You're better than this, Riley." -Yeah! [chuckles] 185 00:08:39,375 --> 00:08:41,250 I mean, that's pretty much it. 186 00:08:41,333 --> 00:08:45,166 But if you raise your fist at me or another member of staff ever again, 187 00:08:45,750 --> 00:08:47,333 then-- then you're gone. 188 00:08:47,416 --> 00:08:48,500 You're out of here. 189 00:08:49,958 --> 00:08:52,708 Okay? I'm here for you, all right? I'm here for you. Okay? 190 00:08:52,791 --> 00:08:53,625 Thanks, Steve. 191 00:08:53,708 --> 00:08:55,083 Right. Right, let's go. 192 00:08:56,041 --> 00:08:57,791 More focus, less fighting, yeah? 193 00:08:57,875 --> 00:08:58,708 Let's go. 194 00:08:58,791 --> 00:09:00,875 -[woman] Some call it a last chance. -[Riley] Oh, yeah! 195 00:09:00,958 --> 00:09:03,458 -[Steve] No, Riley. Riley, Riley! -[Riley yells] 196 00:09:03,541 --> 00:09:05,333 -Shit… [laughs] -[Geoff] Hang on. No, again. 197 00:09:05,416 --> 00:09:07,375 -No, I actually really liked it. -Sorry, sorry. 198 00:09:07,458 --> 00:09:11,625 [Geoff] If you could start further back and walk more before you start talking. 199 00:09:11,708 --> 00:09:12,833 We got plenty of time. 200 00:09:13,416 --> 00:09:15,458 Some call it a last chance. 201 00:09:15,541 --> 00:09:17,958 Some call it a very expensive dumping ground 202 00:09:18,041 --> 00:09:20,541 for society's waste product. 203 00:09:20,625 --> 00:09:23,958 A radical progressive educational intervention 204 00:09:24,041 --> 00:09:26,208 or a waiting room for borstal? 205 00:09:26,291 --> 00:09:28,916 Maybe here, at Stanton Wood Manor, 206 00:09:29,666 --> 00:09:31,041 it's all of the above. 207 00:09:33,125 --> 00:09:35,375 -[inhales] Yeah. -[Geoff] Yeah, that's great. 208 00:09:35,458 --> 00:09:37,166 Shall we try somewhere else? 209 00:09:37,250 --> 00:09:39,416 -Are we rolling? -[Kamila] Yeah. 210 00:09:39,500 --> 00:09:41,916 Fuck! Shit! Cunt! Bollocks! 211 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,416 Riley, 17. 212 00:09:44,500 --> 00:09:46,666 And three-quarters. 213 00:09:47,166 --> 00:09:50,125 [Kamila] And, uh, can you describe yourself in three words? 214 00:09:50,208 --> 00:09:52,375 One, a Cornish legend. 215 00:09:52,458 --> 00:09:53,875 Two, hardcore. 216 00:09:53,958 --> 00:09:56,208 And three, cheeky. 217 00:09:56,291 --> 00:09:57,625 What did Jamie say? 218 00:09:57,708 --> 00:10:00,333 Jamie, uh, said, 219 00:10:01,083 --> 00:10:04,791 "Charismatic, uh, sexy, and irresistible." 220 00:10:04,875 --> 00:10:06,000 [giggles] 221 00:10:06,083 --> 00:10:08,208 -He's such a twat. -[Kamila] Last question. 222 00:10:08,291 --> 00:10:12,875 If 1996 Riley could say anything to 1990 Riley, what do you think he'd say? 223 00:10:12,958 --> 00:10:14,083 Hello, Riley. 224 00:10:15,083 --> 00:10:17,208 Don't anyone ever talk down to you. 225 00:10:17,291 --> 00:10:19,791 Remember who you are, and keep your fucking head up high. 226 00:10:19,875 --> 00:10:22,041 'Cause you're Riley, yeah? You're fucking Riley! 227 00:10:26,208 --> 00:10:27,291 [closes door] 228 00:10:31,583 --> 00:10:33,375 Fuck's sake. 229 00:10:40,375 --> 00:10:41,875 [clears throat] 230 00:10:46,916 --> 00:10:49,291 [Steve over tape recorder] …that will put Jamie next to Riley. 231 00:10:49,375 --> 00:10:50,916 [tape speeding up] 232 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:53,458 …with Jamie because that will put Jamie next to Riley. 233 00:10:53,541 --> 00:10:55,583 Maybe Nabz and Shy swap. 234 00:10:57,416 --> 00:10:58,833 That won't fucking work. 235 00:10:58,916 --> 00:11:02,458 Mum, don't bother with that. I just-- I just lost my temper. 236 00:11:02,541 --> 00:11:03,916 That's all it was. Like… 237 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:05,708 [Shy's mother] Shy, stop talking and listen. 238 00:11:06,833 --> 00:11:08,708 That was not okay, Shy. 239 00:11:09,416 --> 00:11:11,375 I was really, really upset, and we… 240 00:11:12,166 --> 00:11:13,791 Iain and I, well, we just can't. 241 00:11:14,791 --> 00:11:16,250 It was the final straw for us. 242 00:11:16,333 --> 00:11:18,958 So we've decided that while you're at Stanton Wood, we're… 243 00:11:19,708 --> 00:11:20,541 done. 244 00:11:21,875 --> 00:11:23,875 [takes shaky breath] 245 00:11:26,291 --> 00:11:28,541 What… what are you talking about? 246 00:11:30,291 --> 00:11:32,125 No more phone calls or visits. 247 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:34,041 [breathes shakily] 248 00:11:34,916 --> 00:11:37,041 [chuckling nervously] What are you saying? 249 00:11:38,125 --> 00:11:40,875 You can't pause contact with me. I'm your son. 250 00:11:40,958 --> 00:11:42,458 Shut up and listen. 251 00:11:43,541 --> 00:11:44,666 It's over. 252 00:11:46,625 --> 00:11:48,125 You ringing and screaming at me, 253 00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:52,041 insulting us, threatening us, it is ruining our lives, Shy. It's over. 254 00:11:58,166 --> 00:11:59,625 Ruining your lives? 255 00:12:01,791 --> 00:12:03,416 Mum, you're insane. What? 256 00:12:04,958 --> 00:12:07,500 I never threatened you. That's just what I… 257 00:12:07,583 --> 00:12:09,958 That's what I get like sometimes, you know, and… 258 00:12:10,041 --> 00:12:11,041 Yeah, exactly. 259 00:12:12,166 --> 00:12:13,875 That's the point I'm making. 260 00:12:17,625 --> 00:12:19,458 Am… Am I dreaming this? 261 00:12:21,958 --> 00:12:24,125 It's for the best. All right? For all of us. 262 00:12:26,125 --> 00:12:28,000 W-What if… 263 00:12:28,083 --> 00:12:29,416 [Shy's mother crying] 264 00:12:31,166 --> 00:12:33,166 What… what if I… I n-- I need you? 265 00:12:33,250 --> 00:12:34,416 [Shy's mother crying] 266 00:12:34,500 --> 00:12:36,166 Shy. I'm 17. 267 00:12:37,083 --> 00:12:38,666 [Kamila] Is Shy your real name? 268 00:12:38,750 --> 00:12:39,875 It is now. 269 00:12:39,958 --> 00:12:42,875 [Kamila] And if you could describe yourself in three words? 270 00:12:43,500 --> 00:12:45,041 Uh, depressed. 271 00:12:45,916 --> 00:12:47,458 Angry and bored. 272 00:12:47,541 --> 00:12:49,500 [Kamila] Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. 273 00:12:50,083 --> 00:12:52,666 -[puts phone down] -[breathes deeply] 274 00:12:59,583 --> 00:13:00,666 [exhales] 275 00:13:04,750 --> 00:13:07,375 -[banging on door] -[Nabz] Peedy Paul, I know you hear me! 276 00:13:07,458 --> 00:13:08,583 -Fucking Peedy Paul! -Nabz? 277 00:13:08,666 --> 00:13:10,166 I'm gonna come in and fuckin' kill you! 278 00:13:10,250 --> 00:13:11,083 -Nabz. -Huh?! 279 00:13:11,166 --> 00:13:14,416 He's been in there for two hours. I'm not joking. Peedy fucking Paul! 280 00:13:14,500 --> 00:13:17,083 No, don't-- If you're desperate, use the other one. 281 00:13:17,166 --> 00:13:20,083 -Use the other loo. Paul, come on. Out. -[bangs on door] 282 00:13:21,500 --> 00:13:22,583 [Nabz] Fucking hell. 283 00:13:22,666 --> 00:13:27,000 Rap, jungle, drum and bass, funky house, fashion. 284 00:13:27,500 --> 00:13:29,166 I'm into the ladies, I can't lie. 285 00:13:29,250 --> 00:13:32,000 I'm into styling. I wouldn't mind being a model, you know? 286 00:13:32,083 --> 00:13:33,916 People say I can get into modelling, so… 287 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:36,166 I can't really blame them. I see where they get it from. 288 00:13:36,791 --> 00:13:37,666 Morning, all. 289 00:13:37,750 --> 00:13:40,750 -There you are, Steven. Good. -[Owen] You all right out there? 290 00:13:40,833 --> 00:13:42,041 -[Amanda] All right? -All good. 291 00:13:42,125 --> 00:13:46,041 Today's a total clusterfuck. There's no other way around it. Okay? 292 00:13:46,125 --> 00:13:48,416 This documentary crew are going to be filming 293 00:13:48,500 --> 00:13:52,375 until at least the end of lessons now, which is a massive help. Thanks, Steve. 294 00:13:52,458 --> 00:13:55,875 It's a good thing for the school. I think it'll be a good ad. You know? 295 00:13:55,958 --> 00:13:57,750 -We should embrace it. -[Amanda] Sure, sure. 296 00:13:57,833 --> 00:13:59,916 They seem like a nice bunch. I'm fine with it. 297 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:02,666 But, um, Steven, physio time. Get yourself lying down. 298 00:14:02,750 --> 00:14:04,583 -[Steve] Okay. -Okay. 299 00:14:04,666 --> 00:14:07,041 I've told them they've got to be done by 5:00. 300 00:14:07,125 --> 00:14:09,208 -And they can't interfere with lessons. -Yeah. 301 00:14:09,291 --> 00:14:11,625 -You know, distract the kids. All right? -Yeah. 302 00:14:11,708 --> 00:14:13,500 -Have you had your pills? -Yes. 303 00:14:15,333 --> 00:14:16,416 Oh. 304 00:14:16,500 --> 00:14:20,250 Oh, I've just got five minutes, guys. Then I have to go and deal with Jamie. 305 00:14:20,333 --> 00:14:21,166 [Amanda] Okay. 306 00:14:21,250 --> 00:14:24,916 All right, the main thing is, 11:00 a.m., we've got the trust meeting 307 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:26,333 with Julian and Charlotte. 308 00:14:26,416 --> 00:14:27,541 -[man groans] -Yeah, I know. 309 00:14:27,625 --> 00:14:29,291 [Steve] Coming in and wanging on, 310 00:14:29,375 --> 00:14:32,666 and telling us we can't have the heating on next winter? Okay. 311 00:14:32,750 --> 00:14:35,208 I'd like for us to get together with the boys' folders 312 00:14:35,291 --> 00:14:37,666 and just find some time to get up to speed, yeah? 313 00:14:37,750 --> 00:14:39,875 And just join the dots on where everyone is, 314 00:14:39,958 --> 00:14:42,583 where Jenny's at, and what our plans are for next term. 315 00:14:42,666 --> 00:14:45,041 -Let's just focus on today. -[Andy] Yes. 316 00:14:45,125 --> 00:14:46,041 [exhales] 317 00:14:46,125 --> 00:14:47,166 Good speech, boss. 318 00:14:47,250 --> 00:14:48,500 -[Owen] Woo! -[woman] Yay! 319 00:14:48,583 --> 00:14:49,583 Yeah, thanks. 320 00:14:49,666 --> 00:14:51,750 Go on, tell us what's on the board. Let's hear it. 321 00:14:52,333 --> 00:14:58,291 Well, firstly, Andy and Owen, um, I'm sorry, but you're covering. 322 00:14:58,375 --> 00:15:00,333 -[Andy] Today, defo, tomorrow, likely. -Yeah. 323 00:15:00,416 --> 00:15:01,708 -[Amanda] Shola. -[Shola] Yeah? 324 00:15:01,791 --> 00:15:03,875 Uh, you're all set, no changes. 325 00:15:03,958 --> 00:15:05,958 Tarone is back in class, back in with Jenny. 326 00:15:06,041 --> 00:15:07,458 If it's all right with you, 327 00:15:07,541 --> 00:15:09,791 he's going to be back playing football today. 328 00:15:09,875 --> 00:15:12,000 [Shola] Um… That's-- that's all good. 329 00:15:12,083 --> 00:15:15,500 If… I'll let Owen know if there's any hassle during football. 330 00:15:15,583 --> 00:15:18,166 But to be honest, once them boys see me play… 331 00:15:18,250 --> 00:15:19,958 [Amanda] Who's that? Can we help you? 332 00:15:20,041 --> 00:15:23,375 Yeah, just going to grab that power, if that's okay, for my battery packs. 333 00:15:23,458 --> 00:15:25,500 -[Amanda] Uh… -Sure. 334 00:15:25,583 --> 00:15:29,750 Oh, Shola, how are you, uh, how are you getting on with your, um, 335 00:15:29,833 --> 00:15:32,250 Surround Sound Steve audiobooks? 336 00:15:32,333 --> 00:15:33,583 Has he done his tapes? 337 00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,541 Yeah. Very helpful, Steve. 338 00:15:35,625 --> 00:15:37,500 So, my name's Shola Marshall. 339 00:15:37,583 --> 00:15:39,666 I'm 28 years old. 340 00:15:40,166 --> 00:15:44,250 And yeah, I've been at Stanton Wood for a little over a month now. 341 00:15:44,333 --> 00:15:48,791 [Kamila] We're asking people to describe themselves in three words. 342 00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:51,708 Oh. [exhales] 343 00:15:51,791 --> 00:15:53,541 Uh… 344 00:15:53,625 --> 00:15:55,708 I'd say I'm focused. 345 00:15:56,541 --> 00:15:58,291 Dedicated. 346 00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:00,041 Flexible. 347 00:16:00,125 --> 00:16:03,625 [Amanda] Now listen, remember when they tried to get the local MP 348 00:16:03,708 --> 00:16:05,750 to come do a "meet the yobbos" photo call? 349 00:16:05,833 --> 00:16:06,833 [Steve] What's his name? 350 00:16:06,916 --> 00:16:11,166 Uh, uh, Right Honorable Farquhar Puts His Penis in Farmyard Animals. 351 00:16:11,250 --> 00:16:12,541 -Hey. -[Owen] Fuck's sake. 352 00:16:12,625 --> 00:16:14,500 Oh, fuck, Jamie! I got a fucking… 353 00:16:14,583 --> 00:16:19,125 [Amanda] His name, Steven, is Hugh Montague-Powell. 354 00:16:19,208 --> 00:16:21,041 -Mm-hmm. -Pronounced "Pole." 355 00:16:21,125 --> 00:16:22,375 -I see. -All right. Ya. 356 00:16:22,458 --> 00:16:24,375 Now, he's… he's coming at 12:00 p.m. today 357 00:16:24,458 --> 00:16:26,500 to be filmed as part of the Points West thing. 358 00:16:26,583 --> 00:16:27,416 -Okay? -Okay, fine. 359 00:16:27,500 --> 00:16:30,958 [Amanda] He's been in touch with the crew, he's asked to be shown round the school, 360 00:16:31,041 --> 00:16:33,375 and we've all got to be on camera shaking his hand, 361 00:16:33,458 --> 00:16:35,375 and thank him for fucking our country in half. 362 00:16:35,458 --> 00:16:39,916 [Kamila] If 1996 Jamie could say anything to 1990 Jamie, what would he say? 363 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,875 Shit, we did this in English. Right. 364 00:16:44,750 --> 00:16:45,666 Cool. 365 00:16:46,333 --> 00:16:50,000 Jamie, you sexy little bastard, give your nan a hug. 366 00:16:50,083 --> 00:16:52,875 Watch out for the little traitor fuckwads and bitches in this place. 367 00:16:52,958 --> 00:16:54,333 Can't trust any of them. 368 00:16:54,416 --> 00:16:55,708 Carry a blade. 369 00:16:55,791 --> 00:16:58,541 You know what? Fuck the police, you can't trust them either. 370 00:16:58,625 --> 00:16:59,875 Um… 371 00:16:59,958 --> 00:17:02,000 Don't lend Paul Howarth your Mr. Scarface tape! 372 00:17:02,083 --> 00:17:04,375 -[Kamila] That's brilliant. -Hold on a minute, I ain't done. 373 00:17:04,458 --> 00:17:08,291 Jamie, don't go to Freya's house party. Don't do coke. You're an ecstasy man. 374 00:17:08,375 --> 00:17:11,708 I could write a book. Don't smoke the squalids Nathan's brother give you. 375 00:17:11,791 --> 00:17:13,833 -Don't headbutt the ginger girl-- -[Kamila] And cut. 376 00:17:14,416 --> 00:17:17,750 Detractors of schools like this will often point to the costs. 377 00:17:17,833 --> 00:17:24,291 After all, £30,000 per child per year straight out of the taxpayer's pocket. 378 00:17:24,375 --> 00:17:29,666 Are we paying for badly behaved young men to attend a luxury private school? 379 00:17:29,750 --> 00:17:34,250 Or are we investing in radical societal surgery, 380 00:17:34,333 --> 00:17:37,291 turning rotten apples into valuable fruit? 381 00:17:37,791 --> 00:17:42,416 Critics of a place like this will say it's too expensive, 382 00:17:42,500 --> 00:17:45,208 too hard to staff, too dangerous. 383 00:17:45,291 --> 00:17:49,083 The police are here so often, they have a specially-assigned officer. 384 00:17:49,166 --> 00:17:53,000 It's always so shocking to me, Jamie, that a man of your taste, 385 00:17:53,083 --> 00:17:57,208 a man of your expertise in the field of good music, 386 00:17:57,291 --> 00:18:00,041 would consider Tupac a decent rapper. 387 00:18:01,416 --> 00:18:02,458 As if. 388 00:18:03,458 --> 00:18:08,291 Well, Cal-- Cal agrees with me, Ash agrees with me, Shy agrees-- 389 00:18:08,375 --> 00:18:11,500 Now I know you're fucking winding me up. All right? 390 00:18:11,583 --> 00:18:13,833 Posh Cal knows nothing about anything. 391 00:18:13,916 --> 00:18:16,958 All right? Asking Ash, that's like asking a fucking… 392 00:18:17,041 --> 00:18:20,083 You know? And Shy wouldn't know Tupac from Gary fucking Barlow. 393 00:18:20,166 --> 00:18:23,625 -He just does whatever Benny says! -Jamie, I'm winding you up. 394 00:18:24,333 --> 00:18:26,791 I get it. I agree with you. 395 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,333 Steve, you dick. 396 00:18:29,416 --> 00:18:31,833 You know, Jamie, you can't-- This is the thing. 397 00:18:31,916 --> 00:18:35,250 You can't just casually call me a dick and a poof all the time. 398 00:18:35,333 --> 00:18:37,083 You just… You can't. 399 00:18:40,083 --> 00:18:41,125 Fine. 400 00:18:42,375 --> 00:18:45,458 Fuck's sake, you win. All right? 401 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:49,125 And I'm sorry for spitting in Riley's ugly mouth. 402 00:18:51,125 --> 00:18:52,416 [chuckling] Go on. 403 00:18:53,541 --> 00:18:54,541 [sighs] 404 00:18:54,625 --> 00:18:56,708 I know it's not helpful to wind Riley up, 405 00:18:56,791 --> 00:18:59,541 especially when I said to you and Jenny that I wouldn't. 406 00:18:59,625 --> 00:19:01,041 I know you've got a busy day today, 407 00:19:01,125 --> 00:19:03,416 and I pick the worst moments to start stuff. 408 00:19:03,500 --> 00:19:05,291 I also know I'm on my last warning, 409 00:19:05,375 --> 00:19:08,375 and you can't protect me from criminal charges if it happens again. 410 00:19:08,458 --> 00:19:10,000 -That's it. -Yeah. 411 00:19:10,083 --> 00:19:12,916 [chuckling] That's actually it. And, Jamie, it's really simple. 412 00:19:13,000 --> 00:19:16,166 Stop fucking with Shy, okay? 'Cause you're going to break him. 413 00:19:16,250 --> 00:19:19,458 Stop trying to murder Riley all the time 'cause one day you'll succeed. 414 00:19:19,541 --> 00:19:21,500 He calls me "chubba" though, Steve. 415 00:19:21,583 --> 00:19:24,000 Yeah, I know. I hear you. 416 00:19:24,958 --> 00:19:27,625 But listen, I know a little bit about the insult ratios in this house, 417 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:29,666 and you, my friend, are top of the charts. 418 00:19:29,750 --> 00:19:33,583 If you give it out all the time, sometimes you get some in return, right? 419 00:19:33,666 --> 00:19:34,666 It's fair enough. 420 00:19:35,791 --> 00:19:37,541 -Whatever. -Whatever. 421 00:19:37,625 --> 00:19:41,958 Just-- just surprise us by not always taking the bait. 422 00:19:42,458 --> 00:19:43,625 As if. 423 00:19:43,708 --> 00:19:44,708 As if. 424 00:19:46,291 --> 00:19:49,666 Wow, great teaching, Steve. You're really fucking wise, aren't you? 425 00:19:49,750 --> 00:19:51,416 [chuckling] 426 00:19:51,500 --> 00:19:55,291 [sarcastic] I won't give up on you, Jamie. I'll never give up on you. 427 00:19:55,375 --> 00:19:57,166 Come on. Off to English now. 428 00:19:57,250 --> 00:20:00,250 Come on. Enough bollocks. Let's go, let's go, let's go. 429 00:20:00,333 --> 00:20:04,833 Right. It's, like, called the body. 430 00:20:04,916 --> 00:20:06,958 And it's fucking beautiful. [kisses] 431 00:20:07,041 --> 00:20:10,833 So, we've got this. It's called the bicep. There's two parts of it, long and short. 432 00:20:10,916 --> 00:20:13,541 On the back, got the triceps there. 433 00:20:13,625 --> 00:20:16,166 You want to see something really fucking good? 434 00:20:16,250 --> 00:20:17,666 Okay. 435 00:20:17,750 --> 00:20:22,000 -This… is called a work of fucking art. -Bro, why are you taking your top off? 436 00:20:22,083 --> 00:20:24,916 I'd taken mad, mad whizz. 437 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:28,083 I was really into whizz at the time, especially with Captain Morgan. 438 00:20:28,166 --> 00:20:31,375 You know, innit? You know! Good times. 439 00:20:31,458 --> 00:20:33,250 Anyway, to cut a long story short, 440 00:20:33,333 --> 00:20:36,833 um, I drove into the ticket office of a tube station 441 00:20:36,916 --> 00:20:39,750 and very nearly killed a fucking load of people, but I didn't! 442 00:20:39,833 --> 00:20:41,000 Original glazing. 443 00:20:41,083 --> 00:20:42,541 -[Kamila] No, they're not. -They are. 444 00:20:42,625 --> 00:20:45,125 -Must be hundreds of years old. -Yeah. Grade I listed. 445 00:20:45,208 --> 00:20:47,541 [Andy] What does the choice given to the knight symbolize, 446 00:20:47,625 --> 00:20:53,250 and how does Chaucer use irony to develop his characters and themes? 447 00:20:53,333 --> 00:20:55,791 -Okay, so where were we in the prologue? -Ash! 448 00:20:55,875 --> 00:20:56,916 -[Andy] And who is-- -What? 449 00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:59,250 [Andy] Riley, Ash, what's going on? 450 00:20:59,333 --> 00:21:01,125 -Holy shit! -[Andy] Guys. 451 00:21:01,208 --> 00:21:02,833 [laughter] 452 00:21:02,916 --> 00:21:04,541 -[Riley] Hey! -[banging on window] 453 00:21:04,625 --> 00:21:06,416 -[Geoff] Way too much money. -[Kamila] Hang on. 454 00:21:06,500 --> 00:21:08,000 God, don't break them windows, mate. 455 00:21:08,083 --> 00:21:09,333 I'm gonna get it! 456 00:21:09,416 --> 00:21:11,583 -What? Oh, brilliant idea. -They're not gonna let… 457 00:21:11,666 --> 00:21:13,666 -I'm getting it. -[Kamila] We won't get permission. 458 00:21:13,750 --> 00:21:16,250 [clamoring] 459 00:21:17,583 --> 00:21:20,250 -[Geoff] He's fine. We can blur faces. -[Claire] It's perfect! 460 00:21:20,333 --> 00:21:22,000 -[Kamila] Bloody hell. -[Geoff] Look at him. 461 00:21:22,083 --> 00:21:23,375 [clamoring] 462 00:21:23,458 --> 00:21:25,750 [Andy] Guys. Guys! 463 00:21:25,833 --> 00:21:26,958 [Geoff] Exactly what we want. 464 00:21:27,041 --> 00:21:29,333 Are you actually shooting this? They're not gonna use this. 465 00:21:29,416 --> 00:21:31,583 [Geoff] I hope this is directed at you and not me. 466 00:21:31,666 --> 00:21:34,708 [Kamila] Why do you hope it's directed at me? That's off, Geoff. 467 00:21:34,791 --> 00:21:35,791 [Geoff] Well… 468 00:21:35,875 --> 00:21:37,916 You're acting like a bunch of animals in the zoo. 469 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:41,625 -Animals in a bloody zoo, innit? -[Andy] Tarone, nice to have you back. 470 00:21:41,708 --> 00:21:44,166 -[Riley] The fuck was that for? -[Andy] Shall we get on with it? 471 00:21:47,666 --> 00:21:50,208 Okay, very good. Off you go. Right, Shy. 472 00:21:50,291 --> 00:21:51,958 [music plays through headphones] 473 00:21:52,041 --> 00:21:53,583 -[Ash] Can you hear? -[Nabz] Oi, fuck off. 474 00:21:53,666 --> 00:21:55,125 [Andy] All good here, mate? 475 00:21:56,041 --> 00:21:57,166 [music stops] 476 00:21:57,250 --> 00:22:00,000 Just give me a shout if you want to chat, okay? 477 00:22:00,083 --> 00:22:02,375 Okay, everybody, ten more minutes, and then-- 478 00:22:02,458 --> 00:22:04,333 You fucking slag! 479 00:22:04,416 --> 00:22:06,125 [indistinct shouting] 480 00:22:06,208 --> 00:22:08,958 [drum and bass music playing] 481 00:22:15,916 --> 00:22:17,833 [silence] 482 00:22:18,500 --> 00:22:21,333 -[Steve] Hey, it's them. -[Amanda] Don't bite your nails. 483 00:22:21,833 --> 00:22:23,250 [Julian] I mean, it's… 484 00:22:23,333 --> 00:22:26,583 What I love about this place every time, it's like a time capsule. 485 00:22:26,666 --> 00:22:27,916 [laughing] 486 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:31,291 There they are. "Three lions on a shirt. Jules Rimet still gleaming." 487 00:22:31,375 --> 00:22:32,875 [Charlotte] Hi, Owen. How you doing? 488 00:22:32,958 --> 00:22:35,500 [Julian] Don't worry about tea, coffee, biscuits, no poncy stuff. 489 00:22:35,583 --> 00:22:36,750 No, there isn't anything. 490 00:22:36,833 --> 00:22:39,708 [Julian] Although a glass of champagne wouldn't go amiss. You know? 491 00:22:39,791 --> 00:22:42,458 Anyway, it's just… The vibe is just terrific. 492 00:22:42,541 --> 00:22:44,583 Every time I come here, it just feels like… 493 00:22:44,666 --> 00:22:47,208 Bosh, you know? This is where the real action happens. 494 00:22:47,291 --> 00:22:50,375 Yeah. Welcome. Good to see you, Charlotte. Julian, thanks for coming. 495 00:22:50,458 --> 00:22:51,916 -Of course. -Yes. 496 00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:52,833 Any time. 497 00:22:52,916 --> 00:22:54,708 -[Amanda] Yeah. Julian, this meeting-- -Yes? 498 00:22:54,791 --> 00:22:57,833 If you could just get on with it. I think she really wants you… 499 00:22:57,916 --> 00:23:01,166 -If we could-- That was rude of me. -Yeah, sure. No, no. 500 00:23:01,250 --> 00:23:02,875 It's cool. No problemo. Um… 501 00:23:02,958 --> 00:23:07,875 Well, okay, let me just start by saying, as always… 502 00:23:08,541 --> 00:23:09,916 Go, you. 503 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,250 Steve, you know, and all you guys. 504 00:23:12,333 --> 00:23:17,000 What-- what you have achieved here, um… 505 00:23:17,083 --> 00:23:18,250 Well, the… 506 00:23:18,833 --> 00:23:21,333 I was just saying to Charlotte in the car over… [scoffs] 507 00:23:21,416 --> 00:23:24,833 …what these guys have achieved is, um… 508 00:23:26,208 --> 00:23:28,416 I'm rambling. Charlotte, please. 509 00:23:28,958 --> 00:23:31,416 Yeah, um… Okay. 510 00:23:32,958 --> 00:23:38,958 So, we had previously talked about two distinct phases, 511 00:23:39,041 --> 00:23:40,375 um, last time we met. 512 00:23:41,500 --> 00:23:46,291 And actually, it seems like, for various reasons, 513 00:23:46,791 --> 00:23:49,791 those two phases can become one. 514 00:23:49,875 --> 00:23:53,000 So, Stanton Wood being on the market 515 00:23:53,083 --> 00:23:54,708 has meant that… 516 00:23:55,583 --> 00:23:56,416 Um… 517 00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:58,875 So we vacate the site in December. 518 00:23:58,958 --> 00:24:01,375 Sorry, can I just stop you there for a second? Um… 519 00:24:01,458 --> 00:24:04,083 -What are you… What are you saying? -What? 520 00:24:04,166 --> 00:24:07,458 -Are you-- What are you saying? -[Amanda] "Vacate the site"? 521 00:24:07,541 --> 00:24:10,333 Are you talking about the trust selling the school? 522 00:24:10,916 --> 00:24:12,041 [Charlotte] Um… 523 00:24:13,041 --> 00:24:13,875 Yes. 524 00:24:15,958 --> 00:24:18,833 What's happened is that we've been able to-- 525 00:24:18,916 --> 00:24:20,250 Wait. No, wait a second. 526 00:24:20,333 --> 00:24:22,875 I can't really believe what I'm hearing here, so… 527 00:24:23,541 --> 00:24:25,541 Wait a second. We have-- 528 00:24:25,625 --> 00:24:27,708 You guys have, on various occasions, 529 00:24:27,791 --> 00:24:31,500 speculatively discussed how a-- a-- a closure 530 00:24:31,583 --> 00:24:33,875 might be approached long-term, logistically. 531 00:24:33,958 --> 00:24:35,458 That's it. Yeah? 532 00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,208 -Is that true? -[Julian] Yeah. 533 00:24:37,291 --> 00:24:39,541 -[Charlotte] Yeah. -Right? Now you say, all of a sudden… 534 00:24:39,625 --> 00:24:42,125 What? You're just saying you're just doing it? 535 00:24:42,208 --> 00:24:43,791 [scoffs] Am I…? 536 00:24:43,875 --> 00:24:49,000 Charlotte, you said… you said, uh, um, vacate the site in… in December. 537 00:24:49,083 --> 00:24:50,750 So, are you… are you… 538 00:24:51,875 --> 00:24:54,833 are you talking about closing the school in… in less than 18 months' time? 539 00:24:54,916 --> 00:24:56,375 -Is that what you're saying? -My God. 540 00:24:56,458 --> 00:24:57,791 Um… 541 00:24:57,875 --> 00:25:00,000 Um… Steve… 542 00:25:00,541 --> 00:25:04,333 We're talking about December 1996. 543 00:25:04,416 --> 00:25:06,333 -We're going to be, um… -What six months' time? 544 00:25:06,416 --> 00:25:09,541 -In the middle of the school year? -Okay! Okay, okay, guys. 545 00:25:09,625 --> 00:25:11,625 -You're kidding me! -If you could just let me speak. 546 00:25:11,708 --> 00:25:13,291 If you could just let me speak. 547 00:25:13,375 --> 00:25:15,833 [Kamila] Tell us a bit about Stanton Wood. 548 00:25:15,916 --> 00:25:17,791 It's sort of like a prototype, you know? 549 00:25:17,875 --> 00:25:20,458 To bring kind of more of a rehabilitative approach to… 550 00:25:20,541 --> 00:25:23,750 to residential schooling, you know? It's based off a Finnish model, actually. 551 00:25:23,833 --> 00:25:26,333 [Kamila] Sorry, Steve. Sorry. Can we just go again? 552 00:25:26,416 --> 00:25:28,500 You still look quite emotional and… 553 00:25:28,583 --> 00:25:30,750 No, no. Do I? I'm fine. 554 00:25:30,833 --> 00:25:33,583 [Julian] Spectacularly unsustainable in today's climate. 555 00:25:33,666 --> 00:25:35,208 Shut up, man. 556 00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,666 -[Julian] Sorry? -Just shut up. 557 00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:40,708 [Julian] Steve, come on, buddy. We knew this day was coming-- 558 00:25:40,791 --> 00:25:43,500 Stop talking. Just stop talking. 559 00:25:43,583 --> 00:25:45,000 Stop talking! 560 00:25:45,083 --> 00:25:49,208 Or I'll climb over this table, and I'll strangle you with my bare hands! 561 00:25:49,291 --> 00:25:52,916 -How would you like that, Julian? -[Julian] Death threats are a little much! 562 00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:54,166 Shut up! 563 00:25:54,250 --> 00:25:57,500 -Shut up! Shut up! -[Amanda] Whoa! Steve! Steve! 564 00:25:58,083 --> 00:26:00,083 -Shut up! -[chair clatters loudly] 565 00:26:01,166 --> 00:26:02,500 [Amanda] Wow. 566 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:07,041 -Oh, my God. -[Amanda] God… Steve… 567 00:26:08,791 --> 00:26:09,916 Got ya. 568 00:26:11,875 --> 00:26:13,083 [exhales] 569 00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:19,500 Th… Th… These are extraordinarily complex, uh, young people, these lads. 570 00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:22,041 Extraordinarily complex. 571 00:26:22,125 --> 00:26:26,208 And as you know, we have zero legal jurisdiction to keep them here. 572 00:26:26,291 --> 00:26:32,458 So, on top of every moral, and… and logistical, and emotional, and… 573 00:26:32,541 --> 00:26:37,458 and… and educational catastrophe you're about to visit on them, 574 00:26:37,541 --> 00:26:38,916 I think that if… if… 575 00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:42,250 if you say the school is closing in the middle of the school term, 576 00:26:42,333 --> 00:26:43,250 then they're gone. 577 00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:46,750 We have to care for these kids. 578 00:26:46,833 --> 00:26:48,125 This is their home. 579 00:26:48,208 --> 00:26:52,208 This is a place that's in the process of saving their lives. 580 00:26:52,291 --> 00:26:53,333 You know? 581 00:26:53,416 --> 00:27:00,375 There is busy, messy, wildly complex shit going on here, there, and everywhere. 582 00:27:00,458 --> 00:27:02,000 Each day, every day. 583 00:27:02,083 --> 00:27:03,541 I mean, you… 584 00:27:03,625 --> 00:27:04,916 You cannot 585 00:27:05,666 --> 00:27:07,083 just stop. 586 00:27:07,166 --> 00:27:09,916 You can't press a button and say, "No more." 587 00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:13,000 You know? I mean, we need much, much more time. 588 00:27:17,125 --> 00:27:18,208 Okay. 589 00:27:19,791 --> 00:27:21,125 Charlotte, go on. 590 00:27:21,208 --> 00:27:22,291 [clears throat] 591 00:27:24,875 --> 00:27:26,291 [scoffs] It's… 592 00:27:26,791 --> 00:27:28,125 it's too late. 593 00:27:28,916 --> 00:27:31,708 It's happening. We've sold Stanton Wood. 594 00:27:35,666 --> 00:27:37,458 -[Owen] God… -[Charlotte] I'm sorry. 595 00:27:37,541 --> 00:27:40,333 -Give me a second. I can't deal with it. -[Owen] Yeah. 596 00:27:49,833 --> 00:27:52,875 [Kamila] Why don't we start summarizing your relationship with the boys? 597 00:27:52,958 --> 00:27:54,125 What do you think of them? 598 00:27:54,708 --> 00:27:56,375 Official answer. 599 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:01,916 They are hugely complicated, intricate human beings 600 00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:06,750 who require enormous amounts of what we'd now call special educational care. 601 00:28:06,833 --> 00:28:11,458 It's exhausting, complicated, demanding work, and it's destroying us. 602 00:28:11,541 --> 00:28:14,875 We are underpaid, we're understaffed, 603 00:28:14,958 --> 00:28:17,541 we're chronically under-resourced. 604 00:28:17,625 --> 00:28:21,625 I am part prison guard, I'm part nurse, 605 00:28:21,708 --> 00:28:25,333 I'm part battleaxe, I'm part mummy. 606 00:28:25,416 --> 00:28:27,916 I'm part… You know, you get me. 607 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,041 -[Kamila] Yeah, I hear you. -[Amanda] Um… 608 00:28:31,666 --> 00:28:33,625 -Unofficial answer? -[Kamila] Go on. 609 00:28:35,458 --> 00:28:37,166 I fucking adore them. 610 00:28:51,041 --> 00:28:52,083 Fuck. 611 00:28:56,666 --> 00:29:00,208 [Jamie] What the fuck do you mean? They were asking me… 612 00:29:01,166 --> 00:29:04,416 [voices continue in background] 613 00:29:20,541 --> 00:29:21,708 [Amanda] Hey, Steve. 614 00:29:25,708 --> 00:29:28,250 -I'm so, so angry right now. -I know. 615 00:29:29,291 --> 00:29:30,416 I know. 616 00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:31,833 [inhales] 617 00:29:31,916 --> 00:29:33,208 I've got ya. 618 00:29:33,291 --> 00:29:35,625 I'm so angry. I don't know what to do. 619 00:29:37,458 --> 00:29:38,958 Oh, God. 620 00:29:40,250 --> 00:29:42,458 [cries softly, sniffles] 621 00:29:42,541 --> 00:29:46,416 Our beautiful, fucking terrible boys, Steve. 622 00:29:46,500 --> 00:29:47,750 I know. 623 00:29:48,958 --> 00:29:51,458 -Our boys. -I know. I know. 624 00:29:51,541 --> 00:29:52,958 [softly] I know… 625 00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:55,916 We'll carry them through this, and we'll… 626 00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,833 One by one, yeah? Like we always have. 627 00:29:58,916 --> 00:30:00,083 [sniffles] 628 00:30:00,166 --> 00:30:02,125 -Like we always have. -Yeah. 629 00:30:04,500 --> 00:30:07,583 You know, they… they won't let us anywhere near 'em. 630 00:30:07,666 --> 00:30:09,291 You know? [sniffles] 631 00:30:09,375 --> 00:30:15,125 Steve, in a minute… in a minute, we're going to be out on our arses, 632 00:30:15,208 --> 00:30:17,625 unemployed fucking strangers, you know? 633 00:30:17,708 --> 00:30:19,625 -I know, but we're here now. -And then… 634 00:30:19,708 --> 00:30:21,250 We've got 'til like Christmas… 635 00:30:21,333 --> 00:30:22,375 We're here now, Amanda. 636 00:30:22,458 --> 00:30:24,875 -We'll probably never see them again. -[Sarah] Here you are. 637 00:30:25,583 --> 00:30:28,041 Give me a shout if you need help. 638 00:30:31,125 --> 00:30:35,083 So, uh, Shy and Benny, yeah? The drum and bass nerve center, I'm told. 639 00:30:35,166 --> 00:30:36,541 Nah, listen, listen, innit? 640 00:30:36,625 --> 00:30:40,375 Atomic Bass Recordings, yeah, will be bigger than anything you've ever seen. 641 00:30:40,458 --> 00:30:43,541 You see Shy? He's the CEO. He'll run, like, the label side of stuff. 642 00:30:43,625 --> 00:30:45,500 See me? I'm the day-to-day boss of the club. 643 00:30:45,583 --> 00:30:48,250 -[Kamila] Nightclub? -Yeah, it's all in one huge building. 644 00:30:48,333 --> 00:30:52,125 Offices upstairs, shop and studio, and then there's a club in the basement. 645 00:30:52,208 --> 00:30:54,666 Fucking polytunnels on the roof growing the crops. 646 00:30:54,750 --> 00:30:56,625 -Yeah, of course. -This is in London, yeah? 647 00:30:56,708 --> 00:30:58,791 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 100%. -Yeah, listen. 648 00:30:58,875 --> 00:31:01,458 Also, we have to build it like a fortress, because, see, Shy, 649 00:31:01,541 --> 00:31:04,583 he's kind of a wanted man where he's from. So, we have to protect the governor, 650 00:31:04,666 --> 00:31:06,166 the Shy One, the jungle bunny. 651 00:31:06,250 --> 00:31:08,416 [Kamila] Why is that? Sorry, do you mind me asking? 652 00:31:08,500 --> 00:31:11,125 Shy's a wanted man. He cut a lad's face open with a bottle. 653 00:31:11,208 --> 00:31:12,708 -Shh! -[Steve] Nabeel, stop talking. 654 00:31:12,791 --> 00:31:14,875 Stop talking. This is not… not okay. 655 00:31:14,958 --> 00:31:16,125 -[Kamila] Steve. -Stop filming. 656 00:31:16,208 --> 00:31:18,750 Please. Like, we-- we-- You said… 657 00:31:18,833 --> 00:31:21,541 Even if you blur out their faces, legally, you can't have them talking… 658 00:31:21,625 --> 00:31:23,208 -[Sarah] He's here! -It's not appropriate. 659 00:31:23,291 --> 00:31:24,750 -I understand. -I thought we-- 660 00:31:24,833 --> 00:31:27,166 -They're waiting for you in the hallway. -Thanks. I'm coming. 661 00:31:27,250 --> 00:31:28,791 Guys, can you please stop filming? 662 00:31:28,875 --> 00:31:30,750 -Look, I… I can't… -I'm not happy with this. 663 00:31:30,833 --> 00:31:31,833 None of that's staying in. 664 00:31:31,916 --> 00:31:33,875 -I'm not happy. It's not staying in. -I understand. 665 00:31:33,958 --> 00:31:36,791 Steve, Steve, I'm… I'm so sorry. Well, it's cool… 666 00:31:36,875 --> 00:31:38,666 I'm very sorry. It's not cool, actually. 667 00:31:38,750 --> 00:31:41,291 -You have our absolute assurance… -Steve, he's waitin'! 668 00:31:41,375 --> 00:31:44,791 No, no. This guy is coming now. He's only here because you guys are here. 669 00:31:44,875 --> 00:31:47,000 So, film him, and then we're done! 670 00:31:47,083 --> 00:31:48,291 Fuck's sake. 671 00:31:48,375 --> 00:31:51,666 [clamoring] 672 00:31:53,416 --> 00:31:56,750 -Hello there. Hi there. I'm… I'm Steven. -Hello, hello, Steven. 673 00:31:56,833 --> 00:31:59,000 Hello, nice to meet you. Come on this way. 674 00:31:59,083 --> 00:32:00,125 That's enough! 675 00:32:01,125 --> 00:32:03,458 -This is Amanda. -[Amanda] Welcome to Stanton Wood. 676 00:32:03,541 --> 00:32:05,000 -Amanda. -I'm Amanda, deputy head. 677 00:32:05,083 --> 00:32:05,958 Henry Harvey. 678 00:32:06,041 --> 00:32:08,875 Uh, this is Sarah. She's part of our wonderful team. 679 00:32:08,958 --> 00:32:09,875 Sarah. 680 00:32:10,666 --> 00:32:11,833 Let's go this way. 681 00:32:12,541 --> 00:32:14,500 [Hugh] This is, um… quite something. 682 00:32:14,583 --> 00:32:20,125 So, uh, I suppose this is a kind of a social area, recreation area. 683 00:32:20,208 --> 00:32:21,958 Look, he's there. He's coming. 684 00:32:22,041 --> 00:32:24,583 [Steve] And… everyone's waiting! Here we are. 685 00:32:24,666 --> 00:32:28,375 Right, everybody, take a seat. There should be enough seats. 686 00:32:28,458 --> 00:32:29,416 Great. 687 00:32:30,416 --> 00:32:34,541 Uh, so, everyone, this is Hugh Montague… 688 00:32:34,625 --> 00:32:37,333 -Sorry, I'm not sure the correct… -Sir Hugh Montague-- 689 00:32:37,416 --> 00:32:39,416 Powell. Montague-Powell. 690 00:32:40,125 --> 00:32:42,041 Spelled "Powell," pronounced "Pole." 691 00:32:42,125 --> 00:32:44,375 -Like Anthony. -"Pole." 692 00:32:44,458 --> 00:32:46,208 Eh… But who cares, eh? 693 00:32:47,583 --> 00:32:50,666 -Well, welcome to Stanton Wood. -Thank you. 694 00:32:52,166 --> 00:32:56,416 [mimics posh accent] Well, Mr. "Pole", Sir Benjamin Griffith here. 695 00:32:57,083 --> 00:32:59,583 Very good. Well met, Benjamin. 696 00:33:01,125 --> 00:33:06,500 [Hugh] Now, boys, you'll know this because you're all bright, young chaps, 697 00:33:06,583 --> 00:33:10,375 but I'm your local parliamentary representative, 698 00:33:10,458 --> 00:33:12,041 your MP. 699 00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:15,791 So, uh, I toil away in Westminster making decisions 700 00:33:15,875 --> 00:33:18,958 about everything from foreign wars 701 00:33:19,041 --> 00:33:20,750 to the price of beans, 702 00:33:20,833 --> 00:33:23,083 to teachers' pay. 703 00:33:23,166 --> 00:33:24,416 [Hugh guffaws] 704 00:33:25,875 --> 00:33:29,291 And very soon, uh, you'll be getting a vote, 705 00:33:30,208 --> 00:33:32,500 provided you stay out of prison, 706 00:33:32,583 --> 00:33:35,208 and you'll want to use that vote very wisely. 707 00:33:35,291 --> 00:33:38,375 You'll want to think about who will protect your money, 708 00:33:38,458 --> 00:33:41,833 your possessions, your freedoms. 709 00:33:41,916 --> 00:33:43,750 But we ain't got none of them. 710 00:33:43,833 --> 00:33:45,291 [Hugh] Sorry, say again? 711 00:33:45,375 --> 00:33:46,583 Don't matter. 712 00:33:47,333 --> 00:33:51,458 Uh, the lads have been doing, uh, democracy. 713 00:33:52,958 --> 00:33:59,166 You know, just, uh, discussing d… democracy, uh… 714 00:33:59,250 --> 00:34:02,125 unpacking it in their Russia and Communism course. 715 00:34:02,208 --> 00:34:03,500 Well, there you have it. 716 00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:04,750 I've been working-- 717 00:34:04,833 --> 00:34:08,125 When I'm not whizzing around meeting people like you, 718 00:34:08,208 --> 00:34:12,791 I'm working hard to make sure we don't go down that route. 719 00:34:12,875 --> 00:34:16,333 Communist Britain would not be the green and pleasant land 720 00:34:16,416 --> 00:34:18,875 we currently all so enjoy. 721 00:34:18,958 --> 00:34:20,166 Brilliant. 722 00:34:21,208 --> 00:34:23,583 Okay, brilliant. That was great. 723 00:34:23,666 --> 00:34:26,083 Inspiring for the lads. Um… Take a few photographs-- 724 00:34:26,166 --> 00:34:29,750 Any questions about what goes on up in the smoke? 725 00:34:33,416 --> 00:34:36,541 [Amanda] Come on, lads, you're not usually backwards in coming forward. 726 00:34:37,166 --> 00:34:39,375 Princess Di gossip? State secrets? 727 00:34:39,458 --> 00:34:41,666 Come on, gents, ask away. 728 00:34:42,958 --> 00:34:44,041 Yes, young man? 729 00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:47,958 I wondered if, sir, 730 00:34:48,041 --> 00:34:51,500 is it a part of the training for, like, becoming an MP, 731 00:34:51,583 --> 00:34:54,166 or have you always been a cunt? 732 00:34:54,250 --> 00:34:56,500 [boys laughing] 733 00:34:56,583 --> 00:34:57,583 -[Nabz] What-- -[Andy] Shy! 734 00:34:57,666 --> 00:34:59,416 He'll just fucking say anything. 735 00:34:59,500 --> 00:35:00,833 [Nabz] What the fuck? 736 00:35:00,916 --> 00:35:01,750 [Steve] Sir. 737 00:35:01,833 --> 00:35:03,625 [Shy] That's what I was wondering, though. 738 00:35:03,708 --> 00:35:05,250 You won't be using that. 739 00:35:05,333 --> 00:35:07,625 [Shy] I wanted to-- to ask my question. 740 00:35:07,708 --> 00:35:10,416 We can ask questions though. You said he could ask questions. 741 00:35:10,500 --> 00:35:12,166 -Can I ask you a question? -[Jamie] "Pole"! 742 00:35:12,250 --> 00:35:13,583 [Shy] You said that I could ask… 743 00:35:13,666 --> 00:35:15,250 [Amanda] Okay, everyone. 744 00:35:15,333 --> 00:35:16,166 [boy] "Pole"! 745 00:35:16,250 --> 00:35:18,541 [Riley] Please answer the question, Mr. Powell. 746 00:35:29,375 --> 00:35:30,958 [exhales] 747 00:35:31,041 --> 00:35:32,833 [Tarone] It's bullshit. It's fucking racist. 748 00:35:32,916 --> 00:35:36,416 That's interesting, Tarone. Why do you think it's racist? 749 00:35:36,500 --> 00:35:38,083 [Tarone] I don't know. You tell me. 750 00:35:38,166 --> 00:35:41,500 Okay, if that's what you want to do, fine. 751 00:35:41,583 --> 00:35:43,916 Maybe that's a good idea, um… 752 00:35:45,083 --> 00:35:46,375 Perhaps you feel 753 00:35:46,458 --> 00:35:49,166 that if one of the other boys had spoken to Shola 754 00:35:49,250 --> 00:35:52,166 in the way that you spoke to her, said those things to her, 755 00:35:52,250 --> 00:35:54,708 they would be punished in a different way. 756 00:35:54,791 --> 00:35:55,708 You get me. 757 00:35:57,375 --> 00:36:01,208 'Cause I'm Black, and she's Black, and they don't know what the fuck to do, 758 00:36:01,291 --> 00:36:03,375 and they think I'm some weirdo, a rapist… 759 00:36:03,458 --> 00:36:07,166 Okay, I'm going to stop you there. I quite strongly disagree. 760 00:36:07,250 --> 00:36:11,333 Of course you do, Jenny. 'Cause you're all the exact fucking same. 761 00:36:11,416 --> 00:36:12,375 [Jenny] Careful, Tarone. 762 00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,125 I'll say how it looks from here. May I? 763 00:36:18,208 --> 00:36:19,416 Go on, tell me. 764 00:36:19,500 --> 00:36:22,958 One month special detention and extra sessions with me 765 00:36:23,041 --> 00:36:27,541 for repeated instances of sexual innuendo, abuse, 766 00:36:27,625 --> 00:36:33,125 and one instance of severely inappropriate physical behavior towards Shola. 767 00:36:33,208 --> 00:36:35,375 [chuckling] 768 00:36:36,583 --> 00:36:39,708 You know, if you'd been hauled out of here and the police had been called… 769 00:36:39,791 --> 00:36:40,708 Yeah. 770 00:36:40,791 --> 00:36:43,750 …I might wonder if they were being even-handed. 771 00:36:43,833 --> 00:36:45,458 But look at Riley. 772 00:36:46,125 --> 00:36:47,916 Look at Jamie earlier this year. 773 00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:51,791 I think the punishments are extremely even-handed. 774 00:36:51,875 --> 00:36:54,458 Thoughtful. Mild, even. 775 00:36:54,541 --> 00:36:56,250 In a normal school, 776 00:36:56,333 --> 00:37:00,875 if you'd said those things to Shola, you would have been expelled, no question. 777 00:37:00,958 --> 00:37:03,333 And Shola could have pressed charges. 778 00:37:03,416 --> 00:37:04,916 [sighs uncomfortably] 779 00:37:06,958 --> 00:37:09,500 [indistinct chatter] 780 00:37:09,583 --> 00:37:11,375 [Riley] Oh, Sarah, this looks lovely. 781 00:37:11,458 --> 00:37:13,083 -[Jamie] Thank you, Sarah. -Looks lovely. 782 00:37:13,166 --> 00:37:15,083 -[Ash] Thank you. -[Sarah] Thank you. 783 00:37:15,166 --> 00:37:17,666 -[Riley] Took mine as well. -Come on, leave it now. 784 00:37:17,750 --> 00:37:19,791 You're not Alan Shearer. You scored one goal. 785 00:37:19,875 --> 00:37:21,000 -[Tarone] It's mine. -No. 786 00:37:21,083 --> 00:37:22,625 You didn't. What the fuck? 787 00:37:24,291 --> 00:37:26,708 [giggling] He just stole that off you like a baby. 788 00:37:26,791 --> 00:37:28,166 Nah, bruv. I'll take it. 789 00:37:29,166 --> 00:37:31,291 -Don't start. -Fuck, man! 790 00:37:33,708 --> 00:37:34,750 Yeah, listen. 791 00:37:34,833 --> 00:37:37,375 Well done for not getting rapey with Shola again today. 792 00:37:37,458 --> 00:37:38,708 What? 793 00:37:38,791 --> 00:37:41,833 Yeah. Though she does look fit, innit, doesn't she? 794 00:37:43,875 --> 00:37:44,750 [spits] 795 00:37:44,833 --> 00:37:45,916 [guys] Ooh… 796 00:37:46,791 --> 00:37:48,791 -Oh, my fuck! -Shit, yeah? 797 00:37:48,875 --> 00:37:49,916 Pack it in! 798 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:52,666 Fucking hell. Come on, what? What, pussy? What? 799 00:37:52,750 --> 00:37:54,791 -[items clattering] -[Sarah] Get out of the kitchen! 800 00:37:54,875 --> 00:37:56,000 [Riley] Give it to him! 801 00:37:56,083 --> 00:37:57,708 -[Sarah] Stop it! -[Riley] Fucking have it! 802 00:37:57,791 --> 00:37:59,416 [Sarah] How many times have I told you? 803 00:37:59,500 --> 00:38:00,583 [utensils crashing] 804 00:38:03,333 --> 00:38:04,583 [Ash] Oh, fucking hell. 805 00:38:04,666 --> 00:38:06,166 [guys banging on counter] 806 00:38:06,250 --> 00:38:09,625 Tell me. Why are you running, man? Why are you running, Jamie? Huh?! 807 00:38:09,708 --> 00:38:11,125 -[thwack] -[guys] Ooh! 808 00:38:11,208 --> 00:38:12,541 [Tarone] Fucking prick! 809 00:38:15,208 --> 00:38:16,250 Ah, fuck! 810 00:38:17,583 --> 00:38:19,166 [screaming] 811 00:38:20,583 --> 00:38:21,416 Come on! 812 00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:23,916 [guys cheering and yelling] 813 00:38:27,833 --> 00:38:30,375 -[Tarone] Move! -[Ash] Oi, smack him up! 814 00:38:30,958 --> 00:38:34,083 [shrieks] No! Stop! 815 00:38:34,166 --> 00:38:35,791 [yelling stops] 816 00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:42,416 Everyone, just calm the fuck down! 817 00:38:50,625 --> 00:38:52,625 -[Tarone] Fucking little shit! -Oh, shit! 818 00:38:53,125 --> 00:38:54,291 [Ash] Fuck. 819 00:38:55,291 --> 00:38:57,791 [Shy] Why do you have to be such a prick all the time? 820 00:38:57,875 --> 00:38:58,833 [Tarone] What? 821 00:38:58,916 --> 00:39:00,875 Why do you have to be a prick all the time? 822 00:39:00,958 --> 00:39:02,666 -I'll fucking murder you, Shy! -[Shola] No! 823 00:39:02,750 --> 00:39:04,833 -I'll fucking murder you! -Enough! Enough! 824 00:39:04,916 --> 00:39:10,916 [Kamila] If 1996 Shy could say anything to 1990 Shy, what would he say? 825 00:39:14,250 --> 00:39:16,250 Honestly, I just can't be arsed for it. 826 00:39:16,333 --> 00:39:17,791 [Kamila] Okay, let's stop. 827 00:39:17,875 --> 00:39:21,166 No, I want to do the thing. I just meant with myself. I just hate it. 828 00:39:21,250 --> 00:39:24,208 My-- Myself, sometimes. 829 00:39:24,291 --> 00:39:27,166 [Kamila] Ah, well, okay. Let's stop then. 830 00:39:27,250 --> 00:39:28,791 [Shy] I want to do it. 831 00:39:28,875 --> 00:39:29,916 [Kamila] Okay. 832 00:39:30,666 --> 00:39:33,500 [Shy] I was so obsessed with getting weed, and fags, 833 00:39:33,583 --> 00:39:36,375 and lemon Hooch, and… 834 00:39:37,666 --> 00:39:38,833 and rum. 835 00:39:41,041 --> 00:39:43,583 I wanted to get wasted all the time 836 00:39:43,666 --> 00:39:46,541 and be agg to my mum and stepdad. 837 00:39:48,125 --> 00:39:51,500 I hurt a kid really badly. 838 00:39:53,625 --> 00:39:55,875 And I stabbed my stepdad. 839 00:39:55,958 --> 00:39:56,916 [Kamila] Oh, shit. 840 00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:59,583 Only in the finger. He's fine. 841 00:39:59,666 --> 00:40:00,958 It actually… 842 00:40:01,041 --> 00:40:02,333 It ended up… 843 00:40:04,208 --> 00:40:07,625 It ended up being a bonding thing with us. 844 00:40:07,708 --> 00:40:09,666 And he's got chubby fingers, anyway. 845 00:40:09,750 --> 00:40:12,208 -[Kamila gasps incredulously] -Yeah, he's a prick. 846 00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:17,708 Steve told us specifically not to do this. 847 00:40:17,791 --> 00:40:20,208 I think he meant when there are boys in the room. 848 00:40:20,291 --> 00:40:23,000 -[Kamila] I'm not okay with this. -It's fine, the rooms are empty. 849 00:40:23,083 --> 00:40:25,750 Come in here, Claire. Get some of this artwork. 850 00:40:25,833 --> 00:40:27,916 -[Kamila] Claire, don't film this! -[Claire] It's okay. 851 00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:32,333 He doesn't like to talk about it, but Steve was in a serious car accident 852 00:40:32,416 --> 00:40:33,833 about two… 853 00:40:33,916 --> 00:40:37,041 Actually, it's like, more than three years ago now, 854 00:40:37,125 --> 00:40:38,291 and it was not good. 855 00:40:38,375 --> 00:40:42,250 I mean, literally, you know, cutting him out of the car on a roundabout. 856 00:40:42,333 --> 00:40:44,083 -[door opens and closes] -[Geoff] Oh. 857 00:40:44,166 --> 00:40:46,291 -[Kamila] Right, shall we go now? -[Geoff] Oh, my God. 858 00:40:46,375 --> 00:40:47,916 [Kamila] Um… 859 00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:49,125 God. 860 00:40:50,375 --> 00:40:52,416 -[Geoff] "Shy." -[Kamila] Shy. 861 00:40:53,500 --> 00:40:55,708 -[Geoff] Just looks like a nice kid. -[Kamila] Yeah. 862 00:40:55,791 --> 00:40:57,750 -[Claire] Geoff, can you clear the frame? -I'm-- 863 00:40:57,833 --> 00:40:59,833 [Geoff] I'm not sure about going through the drawers. 864 00:40:59,916 --> 00:41:02,500 -Maybe just what's on the shelf. -It's breaking. 865 00:41:02,583 --> 00:41:05,791 -Fucking hell! What's in here? -[Claire] "Atomic Bass Recordings." 866 00:41:05,875 --> 00:41:07,458 Have you seen how heavy this is? 867 00:41:09,291 --> 00:41:10,875 [Geoff] Go on, have a look. 868 00:41:13,791 --> 00:41:15,166 [Kamila] Um… 869 00:41:16,208 --> 00:41:19,000 [laughing] Literally a bag of rocks. 870 00:41:20,500 --> 00:41:23,958 ["Black" by DJ SS playing over headphones] 871 00:41:27,458 --> 00:41:28,458 [inaudible over music] 872 00:41:30,375 --> 00:41:31,833 [inaudible over music] 873 00:41:31,916 --> 00:41:34,625 [music continues loudly over headphones] 874 00:41:48,458 --> 00:41:50,041 -[music softens] -[Jenny] Thank you. 875 00:41:50,583 --> 00:41:53,791 Please respect me enough to listen to what I have to say. 876 00:41:55,833 --> 00:41:56,958 [music stops] 877 00:41:58,666 --> 00:42:00,500 You know, actually, I'm thinking, 878 00:42:00,583 --> 00:42:04,333 if we're looking for a reason you're not getting REM sleep, 879 00:42:05,541 --> 00:42:08,250 we need look no further than this music, right? 880 00:42:09,416 --> 00:42:12,166 It's very fast and choppy and metallic. 881 00:42:12,250 --> 00:42:14,375 It's very "on". 882 00:42:14,958 --> 00:42:16,125 Isn't it, Shy? 883 00:42:19,041 --> 00:42:20,375 [exhales] 884 00:42:26,000 --> 00:42:28,500 We've been making such good progress recently. 885 00:42:32,916 --> 00:42:34,708 Oh, dear. Okay. 886 00:42:39,250 --> 00:42:41,125 Has something happened with your mum and Iain? 887 00:42:41,208 --> 00:42:44,375 Has there been some kind of trouble I've not been made aware of? 888 00:42:46,666 --> 00:42:49,375 Everything all right with Benny? Plans for the label? 889 00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:57,500 You still enjoying science? 890 00:42:58,958 --> 00:43:00,125 Geology? 891 00:43:01,708 --> 00:43:05,041 Why don't we get out one of your charts? 892 00:43:08,708 --> 00:43:10,541 [Shy sighs deeply] 893 00:43:13,375 --> 00:43:17,291 -[slams chair] -Stop pretending you know me! 894 00:43:18,083 --> 00:43:21,000 You don't know me! 895 00:43:22,083 --> 00:43:24,083 You only know what I tell you! 896 00:43:24,166 --> 00:43:25,000 Okay, Shy. 897 00:43:30,666 --> 00:43:32,125 [thud] 898 00:43:32,208 --> 00:43:35,833 [panting] 899 00:43:55,708 --> 00:43:56,750 [slams door] 900 00:44:00,291 --> 00:44:03,041 -[Jamie] Cal, you're finished, by the way. -[Riley] Smashed through it. 901 00:44:03,125 --> 00:44:04,625 Punch the gay boy already! 902 00:44:04,708 --> 00:44:05,875 -Like, boom! -Ow! 903 00:44:05,958 --> 00:44:06,791 [laughter] 904 00:44:06,875 --> 00:44:08,750 Stop being a girl. Go on, Cal. 905 00:44:08,833 --> 00:44:10,416 Get him back. 906 00:44:10,500 --> 00:44:13,333 -Shy. Shy, can I… -[music blaring through headphones] 907 00:44:13,416 --> 00:44:14,250 Huh? 908 00:44:14,333 --> 00:44:17,583 -Can I take you for two minutes? -I know what you're gonna say, though. 909 00:44:17,666 --> 00:44:20,125 Come on, just out in the corridor. Two seconds. 910 00:44:20,208 --> 00:44:23,166 [indistinct loud chatter] 911 00:44:23,250 --> 00:44:27,000 [Jamie] Said I'm such a girl, bro. I'm fucking missing that shit. 912 00:44:33,333 --> 00:44:34,916 Um… 913 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:36,833 So… 914 00:44:37,750 --> 00:44:39,708 I heard about what happened with Jenny. 915 00:44:42,666 --> 00:44:45,041 Good news is, the chair isn't pressing charges. 916 00:44:47,625 --> 00:44:49,291 [dryly] So funny, man. 917 00:44:50,708 --> 00:44:51,625 Shy… 918 00:44:52,541 --> 00:44:54,166 Okay, that was a bad gag. 919 00:44:54,250 --> 00:44:56,458 Right? It was a-- It was naff. 920 00:45:00,833 --> 00:45:04,208 Listen, I think we've always been honest with each other. 921 00:45:04,291 --> 00:45:06,708 I can tell there's something up with you, 922 00:45:06,791 --> 00:45:11,666 and all I want for you to do is to just use us. 923 00:45:11,750 --> 00:45:14,416 You know, use the people here that care for you. 924 00:45:15,125 --> 00:45:16,125 Speak to us. 925 00:45:16,208 --> 00:45:20,000 Just me, or Amanda, or even the lads. Whoever. 926 00:45:20,708 --> 00:45:24,583 'Cause you're not alone, Shy. That's the whole point. 927 00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:27,208 [sighs deeply] 928 00:45:28,500 --> 00:45:29,500 Come on. 929 00:45:32,250 --> 00:45:34,958 Or call your mum, and then she can come with Iain, 930 00:45:35,041 --> 00:45:36,541 and we can all have a discussion. 931 00:45:36,625 --> 00:45:37,916 -Oh, my God. -[Steve] Talk it out. 932 00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:40,916 Just actually fuck off, Steve! 933 00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:44,250 Dude, I don't want to talk. I am sick of talking. 934 00:45:44,333 --> 00:45:46,083 I am sick of Jenny. 935 00:45:46,166 --> 00:45:47,750 And I'm sick of you. 936 00:45:47,833 --> 00:45:49,333 Yeah, I get that. I get that. 937 00:45:49,416 --> 00:45:51,125 -I understand. -What about you, Steve? 938 00:45:52,333 --> 00:45:54,000 Let's talk about you. 939 00:45:55,708 --> 00:45:57,666 Why do you fucking give a shit? 940 00:45:59,125 --> 00:46:00,125 You weirdo. 941 00:46:00,208 --> 00:46:01,791 -Shy. -What are you anyway? 942 00:46:01,875 --> 00:46:04,083 Are you a fucking alky or something? 943 00:46:12,666 --> 00:46:14,791 [Kamila] So, what we're doing is we're asking everyone 944 00:46:14,875 --> 00:46:17,000 to describe themselves in three words. 945 00:46:17,083 --> 00:46:18,125 Oh, okay. 946 00:46:19,500 --> 00:46:20,666 Um… 947 00:46:22,708 --> 00:46:24,791 Very, very tired. [chuckles] 948 00:46:24,875 --> 00:46:26,208 [clears throat] 949 00:46:26,291 --> 00:46:28,500 [reflective music playing] 950 00:46:28,583 --> 00:46:32,291 [Kamila] And, um, what about the boys? 951 00:46:33,041 --> 00:46:34,750 What do they think of you? 952 00:46:34,833 --> 00:46:38,208 [Riley] Cal, fucking do something! Punch him in the fucking fanny! 953 00:46:39,250 --> 00:46:42,083 All right, gents. Sit down. Boys, sit down, please. 954 00:46:42,166 --> 00:46:43,083 Um-- 955 00:46:43,166 --> 00:46:46,875 Okay, so today has slipped out of shape for various reasons… 956 00:46:46,958 --> 00:46:48,583 [Steve] I think they think I'm all right. 957 00:46:48,666 --> 00:46:50,625 Ash, are you good? Riley? 958 00:46:50,708 --> 00:46:54,083 I mean, I'm a dickhead, and a wanker, and a tosser, and a knobhead, and… 959 00:46:54,166 --> 00:46:58,166 I could get 'em all arrested for verbal abuse. [chuckles] 960 00:46:58,250 --> 00:47:00,333 And anti-Irish bigotry. 961 00:47:00,416 --> 00:47:04,833 But I think that they maybe… I hope that they trust me. 962 00:47:04,916 --> 00:47:07,208 Remember I was talking about the age of the planet? 963 00:47:07,291 --> 00:47:10,291 So, this line that I drew here, lads, okay, so this, 964 00:47:10,375 --> 00:47:13,666 all the way is like the age of the planet, all the way round, round, round. 965 00:47:13,750 --> 00:47:19,666 Right, all the way, all the way. Way, way, way, way, way into town, yeah? 966 00:47:19,750 --> 00:47:22,875 You know, you get involved in some explosive situations 967 00:47:22,958 --> 00:47:25,291 because the kids are angry with each other, 968 00:47:25,375 --> 00:47:27,125 or they're angry with authority, or… 969 00:47:27,208 --> 00:47:28,166 Over here… 970 00:47:28,250 --> 00:47:29,291 …their mum and dad. 971 00:47:29,375 --> 00:47:31,958 -This is humanity. Do you get it? -[Jamie] Holy shit. 972 00:47:32,041 --> 00:47:33,541 So, that's what I'm trying to… 973 00:47:33,625 --> 00:47:35,958 [Steve] People have bailed on them for various reasons. 974 00:47:36,041 --> 00:47:39,250 So, all my staff are here because they want to be here. 975 00:47:39,333 --> 00:47:41,416 You know? That's what I'm trying to… 976 00:47:42,000 --> 00:47:44,166 And I think that that means something. 977 00:47:44,250 --> 00:47:46,500 -How old do we think these rocks are? -[Jamie] Uh, wank. 978 00:47:47,666 --> 00:47:51,375 No, chalk, Jamie, chalk. Just re-- re-- regular old chalk. 979 00:47:51,458 --> 00:47:52,541 -Anyone? -Fifty mil! 980 00:47:52,625 --> 00:47:53,833 -No. -Yeah, Benny. Yeah. 981 00:47:53,916 --> 00:47:55,125 -What? -And, um… 982 00:47:55,708 --> 00:47:56,750 [inhales] 983 00:47:56,833 --> 00:47:58,125 Um… 984 00:47:58,208 --> 00:48:01,625 Can anyone… Does anyone know what chalk is made of? 985 00:48:02,666 --> 00:48:04,416 -Anyone? -You're fucking stupid. 986 00:48:04,500 --> 00:48:06,000 -Shut up, man. -Shut up. 987 00:48:06,083 --> 00:48:08,625 Billions of little crushed up, like… 988 00:48:08,708 --> 00:48:11,833 -What, Shy? -[Shy] Billions of little crushed up… 989 00:48:11,916 --> 00:48:14,375 -Yes, that's it. -[Shy] No, I don't know. 990 00:48:14,458 --> 00:48:15,416 No, you got it. 991 00:48:15,500 --> 00:48:16,833 No, I don't know. 992 00:48:16,916 --> 00:48:17,958 [Steve] You got it. 993 00:48:23,625 --> 00:48:27,416 So, it's like millions and billions of crushed up little fossils, basically. 994 00:48:27,500 --> 00:48:30,250 Like, uh, like little seashells… 995 00:48:30,333 --> 00:48:32,916 [Kamila] If your teachers could describe you in three words, 996 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:34,708 what do you think they'd say? 997 00:48:35,875 --> 00:48:39,083 That's what I'm saying. One day to the next would be mad different. 998 00:48:39,166 --> 00:48:45,208 Like, some days, they'd say chatty, clever, chilled. 999 00:48:45,291 --> 00:48:48,500 And then, the next day, say… 1000 00:48:50,083 --> 00:48:54,333 miserable and disruptive, pissy. 1001 00:48:55,375 --> 00:48:58,166 [Kamila] You seem like someone very emotionally intelligent, 1002 00:48:58,250 --> 00:48:59,791 if you don't mind me saying. 1003 00:49:00,541 --> 00:49:05,000 I know. It's like looking at the night sky and trying to hold it all in your head. 1004 00:49:05,083 --> 00:49:08,000 -[Benny] All right, don't cry, Steve. -What? [chuckles] 1005 00:49:08,083 --> 00:49:10,833 [Steve] You've seen it. I mean, it's chaotic, right? 1006 00:49:11,791 --> 00:49:13,708 But we… we think it's working. 1007 00:49:13,791 --> 00:49:16,041 You can lock these kids up and throw away the key, 1008 00:49:17,125 --> 00:49:19,166 but we feel we're doing something. 1009 00:49:19,250 --> 00:49:20,750 There's an alternative. 1010 00:49:20,833 --> 00:49:22,583 [indistinct chatter] 1011 00:49:26,958 --> 00:49:29,750 -[Cal] Fuck off! -[student] Prick! Come here, you dickhead. 1012 00:49:40,125 --> 00:49:41,625 [exhales] 1013 00:49:46,291 --> 00:49:49,250 [fire alarm ringing loudly] 1014 00:49:51,166 --> 00:49:52,666 [student 1] Fire! 1015 00:49:52,750 --> 00:49:55,416 [student 2] Steve! Steve! 1016 00:49:55,500 --> 00:49:56,500 Fire! 1017 00:49:56,583 --> 00:49:59,583 [clamoring] 1018 00:50:04,458 --> 00:50:06,541 [ringing fades] 1019 00:50:06,625 --> 00:50:09,500 [clamoring distorting] 1020 00:50:19,041 --> 00:50:20,458 Steve, who pulled it? 1021 00:50:21,541 --> 00:50:22,708 It was pulled. 1022 00:50:28,208 --> 00:50:31,125 ["Jungle Jungle" by Total Science playing over headphones] 1023 00:50:39,125 --> 00:50:41,125 [ringing growing louder] 1024 00:50:46,166 --> 00:50:49,541 [Kamila] Uh, can you describe your colleagues in three words? 1025 00:50:51,250 --> 00:50:54,041 Love it. Um… Off the record? 1026 00:50:54,125 --> 00:50:57,916 [Kamila] Yeah, yeah, totally. It's just for fun and therapy. 1027 00:50:58,000 --> 00:50:59,000 Okay. 1028 00:50:59,625 --> 00:51:01,541 Steve… [chuckles] 1029 00:51:02,458 --> 00:51:04,833 Steve is… 1030 00:51:06,541 --> 00:51:07,875 proper. 1031 00:51:12,958 --> 00:51:14,416 [clattering] 1032 00:51:15,125 --> 00:51:17,250 [Shola] He's one of the good guys, you know? 1033 00:51:19,250 --> 00:51:20,708 He's authentic. 1034 00:51:24,875 --> 00:51:26,875 Yeah. He's the boss. 1035 00:51:42,291 --> 00:51:43,250 I get it. 1036 00:51:44,541 --> 00:51:45,416 Okay? 1037 00:51:46,875 --> 00:51:48,916 I hate class, yeah? 1038 00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:50,791 I've been mad stressed out. 1039 00:51:50,875 --> 00:51:54,208 Missing out on pool table privileges basically ruined my fucking life! 1040 00:51:54,291 --> 00:51:55,625 I miss drugs. I miss pussy. 1041 00:51:55,708 --> 00:51:58,041 -I wish I was out of fucking school! -Okay, thank you. 1042 00:52:02,583 --> 00:52:03,416 Oi. 1043 00:52:04,875 --> 00:52:08,125 You know, you might actually like this, Jenny. 1044 00:52:10,041 --> 00:52:12,125 I was chatting to Jungle Bunny. 1045 00:52:12,208 --> 00:52:14,208 -Shy. -Yeah. 1046 00:52:16,791 --> 00:52:21,000 And he was saying how our mums always used to be up in our shit. 1047 00:52:21,916 --> 00:52:22,875 You know? 1048 00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:25,333 Hassling us. 1049 00:52:26,500 --> 00:52:29,000 "Stop this. Stop that." 1050 00:52:29,541 --> 00:52:31,458 "Don't do this. Don't do that." 1051 00:52:32,541 --> 00:52:34,208 "You've ruined this family." 1052 00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:44,083 And he said to me, "Bro, I miss that." 1053 00:52:48,875 --> 00:52:50,375 I told him, "Look, I'm…" 1054 00:52:52,666 --> 00:52:55,875 "I miss that too, innit. I miss her." 1055 00:53:00,875 --> 00:53:03,416 Ah, my mum. 1056 00:53:09,125 --> 00:53:10,666 I ruined her life, innit? 1057 00:53:13,750 --> 00:53:16,500 But there it is, Jenny. 1058 00:53:17,166 --> 00:53:18,250 There you go. 1059 00:53:20,708 --> 00:53:23,458 Jenny. Jenny penny menny. 1060 00:53:23,541 --> 00:53:27,083 Take that, put it in your pipe, and fucking smoke it. 1061 00:53:31,250 --> 00:53:35,291 It's pretty much exactly what I said to Tarone this afternoon. 1062 00:53:35,375 --> 00:53:36,833 In a normal school… 1063 00:53:36,916 --> 00:53:38,791 He'd be arrested, sorry to be blunt. 1064 00:53:38,875 --> 00:53:41,541 Well, quite. It's what I've been trying to say to you. 1065 00:53:43,083 --> 00:53:44,875 But from Shola's point of view, we've-- 1066 00:53:44,958 --> 00:53:46,958 When I say "we," I mean you, 1067 00:53:47,041 --> 00:53:51,291 the school, have been remiss to the point of negligence in not… 1068 00:53:51,375 --> 00:53:53,125 Sorry. Sorry, Jenny. 1069 00:53:53,666 --> 00:53:56,375 Is the bloody film crew hiding in here? 1070 00:53:56,458 --> 00:53:57,916 [Andy] I think they're done. 1071 00:53:58,000 --> 00:54:00,625 -God, they've been everywhere. -[Amanda] Hope so. 1072 00:54:00,708 --> 00:54:03,166 Hello, Steve. Quite the day you've all been having. 1073 00:54:03,250 --> 00:54:04,375 Yes. Yeah. 1074 00:54:04,458 --> 00:54:07,541 Shy narrowly escaped getting carted off to the Tower of London 1075 00:54:07,625 --> 00:54:09,958 for verbally assaulting a lord, or a sir. 1076 00:54:10,041 --> 00:54:11,708 Is he a sir? He's a sir. 1077 00:54:11,791 --> 00:54:14,041 -Ugh. Yeah, Amanda was telling me. -[Amanda] Fucking hell. 1078 00:54:14,125 --> 00:54:17,250 I've never disliked a person as much in my entire life. 1079 00:54:17,333 --> 00:54:19,000 And the timing, you know. 1080 00:54:19,083 --> 00:54:22,666 Poor old Shy. He's up, he's down, and then bam, he's a comedy genius. 1081 00:54:22,750 --> 00:54:24,666 [Jenny] Yeah, I really want to discuss that. 1082 00:54:25,666 --> 00:54:27,625 Or, Steve, do you want to, um… 1083 00:54:28,916 --> 00:54:30,041 No, you go. You go. 1084 00:54:31,875 --> 00:54:34,916 All right. Um, well, I had… 1085 00:54:35,791 --> 00:54:39,708 I had a disastrous session with him this afternoon. A… 1086 00:54:39,791 --> 00:54:44,541 He attacked a chair, but I think I need to go back further than that 1087 00:54:44,625 --> 00:54:48,333 to last Thursday, or even the Thursday before. 1088 00:54:48,416 --> 00:54:53,458 I have noticed a distinct change in his receptiveness 1089 00:54:53,541 --> 00:54:56,750 to the things that we do here week in, week out. 1090 00:54:56,833 --> 00:54:59,958 He's completely stopped his diary. 1091 00:55:00,041 --> 00:55:03,666 He's completely stopped his morning sentences, his breathing. 1092 00:55:03,750 --> 00:55:06,125 He says it's all pointless. 1093 00:55:06,208 --> 00:55:09,833 And he's previously been so eloquent about his night terrors 1094 00:55:09,916 --> 00:55:11,083 and his… 1095 00:55:12,083 --> 00:55:13,583 his barbed wire feeling. 1096 00:55:13,666 --> 00:55:15,083 And just in the last month-- 1097 00:55:15,166 --> 00:55:18,083 Yeah, it feels like he's backed out of the room. 1098 00:55:18,166 --> 00:55:19,833 -[Jenny] Yeah, Steve, he has. -[fly buzzes] 1099 00:55:19,916 --> 00:55:21,458 -And I'm worried. -Yeah. 1100 00:55:21,541 --> 00:55:24,166 I mean, I think things are okay within the group. 1101 00:55:24,250 --> 00:55:27,250 -You know, the drum and bass crew. Yeah? -Yeah, they seem to be. 1102 00:55:27,333 --> 00:55:28,833 -[thunder rumbling] -Oh, no. 1103 00:55:28,916 --> 00:55:31,125 It's pissing down, look at that. Oh! 1104 00:55:31,208 --> 00:55:34,750 Yeah, he's… He takes things to heart, but he's… 1105 00:55:34,833 --> 00:55:37,583 I mean, him and Benny are fine, him and Cal are fine. 1106 00:55:37,666 --> 00:55:40,500 -You know, I mean, he's been quiet. -[door thuds] 1107 00:55:40,583 --> 00:55:42,500 [Steve] Yeah, um… he, um… 1108 00:55:43,375 --> 00:55:44,416 He, um… 1109 00:55:44,500 --> 00:55:47,875 I asked if his folks would want to come up for the weekend, 1110 00:55:47,958 --> 00:55:49,750 and he reacted very badly to that. 1111 00:55:49,833 --> 00:55:53,250 But he's been very, very quiet, mostly. Up until Cuntgate. 1112 00:55:53,333 --> 00:55:54,500 -[chuckles] -[Amanda] Ooh. 1113 00:55:54,583 --> 00:55:57,708 [Jenny] You know, I know you adopt an out-of-sight policy here. 1114 00:55:57,791 --> 00:55:59,083 I'm talking about marijuana. 1115 00:55:59,166 --> 00:56:01,625 [Amanda] Bloody hell, I wouldn't go that far. We do our best. 1116 00:56:01,708 --> 00:56:04,708 -[Jenny] Most boys are social users. -[Amanda] We've got to pick our battles. 1117 00:56:04,791 --> 00:56:07,125 But I think Shy would rather smoke alone. 1118 00:56:07,208 --> 00:56:10,041 [Steve] We can confirm on the weed. Me and Owen can do better. 1119 00:56:10,125 --> 00:56:14,958 We're on it, um… But it's always been a tricky aspect of this site. 1120 00:56:15,041 --> 00:56:17,041 [yelling indistinctly] 1121 00:56:18,250 --> 00:56:20,958 Yeah, he has a genuine desire. 1122 00:56:21,041 --> 00:56:23,625 You know, and I really fucking feel for him. 1123 00:56:23,708 --> 00:56:26,875 He has a genuine desire to clamber out of himself. 1124 00:56:26,958 --> 00:56:29,041 -[shouting] -[Riley] Owen, a fucking handball! 1125 00:56:29,625 --> 00:56:30,583 Look, I'm… 1126 00:56:32,083 --> 00:56:35,208 I promise I'm not criticizing anybody personally here, but… 1127 00:56:36,166 --> 00:56:38,875 I've never felt like this at Stanton Wood before. 1128 00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:44,750 I asked to speak to you about Shy two weeks ago, 1129 00:56:44,833 --> 00:56:47,666 and I asked you again twice this week. 1130 00:56:48,416 --> 00:56:49,708 [cheering] 1131 00:56:52,041 --> 00:56:55,250 [Jenny] That is your basic, basic duty of care. 1132 00:56:55,333 --> 00:56:57,000 [Amanda] Jenny, it's been a bit mental. 1133 00:56:57,083 --> 00:57:01,000 [Jenny] You know that I adore coming here, and I respect what you all do so much, 1134 00:57:01,083 --> 00:57:03,041 but Steve, you can't do it all. 1135 00:57:03,125 --> 00:57:05,291 And with someone like Shy… 1136 00:57:05,375 --> 00:57:08,250 [Amanda] Why don't you just magic up some more staff, Jenny? 1137 00:57:08,333 --> 00:57:11,291 [Jenny] Look, I'm not casting aspersions, but Steve… 1138 00:57:14,375 --> 00:57:16,000 perhaps there's a limit to what you-- 1139 00:57:16,083 --> 00:57:18,250 [Amanda] I'll stop you there before you offend anyone. 1140 00:57:20,083 --> 00:57:21,708 It's over anyway. 1141 00:57:22,291 --> 00:57:24,916 [Jenny] What do you mean, "It's over," Amanda? 1142 00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:26,875 [Amanda] They're closing the school. 1143 00:57:30,625 --> 00:57:33,833 [deep moody music plays] 1144 00:57:41,583 --> 00:57:43,916 [Shy] I want to be here, like, at Stanton Wood, 1145 00:57:44,000 --> 00:57:46,166 but sometimes I just want to be four years old, and… 1146 00:57:48,250 --> 00:57:50,041 start again and not fuck it up. 1147 00:57:51,541 --> 00:57:53,875 Have another run at it, but not in my head. 1148 00:57:55,333 --> 00:57:56,833 Not fuck so much stuff up, 1149 00:57:56,916 --> 00:57:59,708 not feel like all the things I fuck up are on me. 1150 00:58:00,750 --> 00:58:02,625 Like, stuck to me. 1151 00:58:02,708 --> 00:58:04,708 [boys yelling indistinctly] 1152 00:58:09,583 --> 00:58:10,750 [Shy] What about you, Steve? 1153 00:58:10,833 --> 00:58:13,416 Let's talk about you. Why do you fucking give a shit? 1154 00:58:13,500 --> 00:58:15,125 -[Steve] Shy. -[Shy] What are you anyway? 1155 00:58:15,208 --> 00:58:17,458 Are you a fucking alky or something? 1156 00:58:19,958 --> 00:58:22,583 [Shy's mother] It's over. No more phone calls or visits. 1157 00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:25,666 [Shy] You can't pause contact with me. I'm your son. 1158 00:58:25,750 --> 00:58:27,500 [Shy's mother] Shut up and listen. 1159 00:58:27,583 --> 00:58:30,208 [drum and bass beats play] 1160 00:58:41,166 --> 00:58:42,958 [Steve] This is your fault, Steve. 1161 00:58:44,041 --> 00:58:45,333 This is your fault. 1162 00:58:45,416 --> 00:58:48,416 [frenetic drum and bass music playing] 1163 00:59:07,916 --> 00:59:09,000 [music stops] 1164 00:59:10,583 --> 00:59:14,625 I've gotta get on with stuff. I'll see you soon, Jenny, all right? 1165 00:59:19,041 --> 00:59:22,125 [boys shouting outside] 1166 00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:39,041 Steve. 1167 00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:47,083 I'm sorry. 1168 00:59:53,875 --> 00:59:55,208 [sighs] 1169 00:59:58,541 --> 00:59:59,791 [exhales] 1170 01:00:01,791 --> 01:00:03,000 It's okay. 1171 01:00:06,208 --> 01:00:07,041 [sniffles] 1172 01:00:07,750 --> 01:00:09,166 -You okay? -Yeah. 1173 01:00:10,208 --> 01:00:12,291 Yeah, it's good. It's good. 1174 01:00:14,375 --> 01:00:15,666 -Bye. -Okay. 1175 01:01:00,125 --> 01:01:02,125 [Steve breathing heavily] 1176 01:01:04,291 --> 01:01:06,458 Fuck off! 1177 01:01:06,541 --> 01:01:08,000 Fuck off! 1178 01:01:11,083 --> 01:01:14,041 [Steve] You're all good? You're okay, Shola? 1179 01:01:14,125 --> 01:01:16,958 [hesitating] Yeah. Yeah, I'm all good. 1180 01:01:17,041 --> 01:01:20,833 Okay. Um, Amanda, can you undersign this, please? 1181 01:01:20,916 --> 01:01:23,500 [Amanda] Okay. Yep. 1182 01:01:27,666 --> 01:01:30,250 There wasn't any shit during the football? 1183 01:01:30,333 --> 01:01:31,208 [Shola] No. 1184 01:01:32,416 --> 01:01:35,166 Yeah, I think I kinda schooled them, to be honest. 1185 01:01:36,083 --> 01:01:37,416 Unless I'm being naive, 1186 01:01:37,500 --> 01:01:41,625 but everyone was pretty well-behaved, and Tarone hasn't uttered a word to me. 1187 01:01:41,708 --> 01:01:45,291 [Amanda] All right, I'm gonna go and do the rounds and smoke a roll-up. 1188 01:01:45,375 --> 01:01:46,500 [Steve] Right. Yep. 1189 01:01:47,708 --> 01:01:49,791 -[Amanda] Yeah. -[Steve clears his throat] 1190 01:01:49,875 --> 01:01:51,750 [Amanda] As a great poet said, 1191 01:01:51,833 --> 01:01:55,416 "We must smoke while we still have mouths to puff with." 1192 01:01:56,333 --> 01:01:57,541 Oh, Shola. Shola? 1193 01:01:57,625 --> 01:02:00,708 Can you just hang on for a minute? Maybe we can have that chat? 1194 01:02:01,958 --> 01:02:02,916 Right now? 1195 01:02:03,000 --> 01:02:04,666 [Steve] If that's okay, yeah. 1196 01:02:06,541 --> 01:02:07,375 'Course. 1197 01:02:07,458 --> 01:02:09,666 Yeah, come into my office. [exhales] 1198 01:02:10,916 --> 01:02:11,750 [door closes] 1199 01:02:14,208 --> 01:02:15,916 [sucks teeth] 1200 01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:17,708 [chuckling] What a fucking day. 1201 01:02:17,791 --> 01:02:19,083 [Shola chuckles politely] 1202 01:02:19,166 --> 01:02:24,083 Yeah, well, up until that whole chicken Kiev war zone, 1203 01:02:24,166 --> 01:02:27,500 it was all going so well. It was a pretty chill day, I think. 1204 01:02:27,583 --> 01:02:29,208 [chuckles] 1205 01:02:30,916 --> 01:02:33,750 Um, right, so… first things first. 1206 01:02:33,833 --> 01:02:38,625 Yeah. So, these… uh, stupid tapes, I know they're really silly, 1207 01:02:38,708 --> 01:02:42,541 but we didn't have time for a briefing, so that's why I'm doing them. 1208 01:02:44,083 --> 01:02:45,666 They're… They're great, Steve. 1209 01:02:45,750 --> 01:02:47,291 -Really? -Yeah. 1210 01:02:47,375 --> 01:02:51,375 Shola says she actually likes the tapes, Steve. 1211 01:02:51,958 --> 01:02:53,375 [rewinds and plays the tape] 1212 01:02:53,458 --> 01:02:56,666 [Steve over tape recorder] Shola says she actually likes the tapes, Steve. 1213 01:02:56,750 --> 01:02:58,083 [Steve stops the tape] 1214 01:02:58,166 --> 01:03:02,083 Good, and the rota-- the rota-- Is your-- is your rota better? 1215 01:03:02,166 --> 01:03:05,916 Yeah. I'm loving the new days, so thank you. 1216 01:03:09,875 --> 01:03:11,208 I know… 1217 01:03:13,375 --> 01:03:16,250 I know Amanda doesn't think I'm… 1218 01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:19,791 up for this, or ready, or-- 1219 01:03:19,875 --> 01:03:21,416 What do you mean, "up for it"? 1220 01:03:22,791 --> 01:03:26,291 Uh, this, the teaching, this place. 1221 01:03:26,375 --> 01:03:29,125 No, that's not it. That's not it. 1222 01:03:30,375 --> 01:03:32,541 I mean, she literally said that. 1223 01:03:32,625 --> 01:03:33,916 No, Amanda… 1224 01:03:34,000 --> 01:03:37,083 Amanda, she'll say shit if she's stressed, you know. 1225 01:03:37,166 --> 01:03:39,250 Like, none of us are fucking… [snorts] 1226 01:03:39,333 --> 01:03:43,083 None of us are, like, paid enough or trained enough or good enough. 1227 01:03:43,166 --> 01:03:45,625 None of us are. So, don't… 1228 01:03:45,708 --> 01:03:48,125 That's not enough-- That's, like, not reason to… 1229 01:03:50,291 --> 01:03:52,333 -You can't just jack it in. -Mm. 1230 01:03:52,416 --> 01:03:53,750 It's all fucked. 1231 01:03:58,875 --> 01:04:00,375 Yeah, it's just, I'm… 1232 01:04:01,291 --> 01:04:04,333 I really want to be here, Steve. I'm… 1233 01:04:04,875 --> 01:04:07,291 I'm really good at this. 1234 01:04:07,375 --> 01:04:08,708 You really are, Shola. 1235 01:04:08,791 --> 01:04:12,625 Just the whole Tarone situation, it was just bad timing. 1236 01:04:12,708 --> 01:04:16,166 And I feel like if I was here maybe a year ago, 1237 01:04:16,250 --> 01:04:17,750 I'd have handled it differently. 1238 01:04:17,833 --> 01:04:19,291 And look, if I… 1239 01:04:19,375 --> 01:04:22,166 I feel like I wasn't on that quick enough. 1240 01:04:22,250 --> 01:04:26,708 And I-- And if you felt unsupported or… alone at any point, 1241 01:04:26,791 --> 01:04:29,833 I truly, truly am sorry. 1242 01:04:31,083 --> 01:04:33,875 [scoffs] Damn it, Steve, gonna make me cry. 1243 01:04:36,458 --> 01:04:40,250 It's all good. It's a massive learning curve. 1244 01:04:40,333 --> 01:04:44,041 [Steve] Well, we're really lucky to have you. I mean that. 1245 01:04:44,125 --> 01:04:44,958 [Shola] Thank you. 1246 01:04:48,708 --> 01:04:50,333 Uh… 1247 01:04:50,416 --> 01:04:53,750 Something else I'd like to ask, if that's okay. 1248 01:04:53,833 --> 01:04:55,916 Oh, maybe you don't know or… 1249 01:04:57,625 --> 01:04:59,166 What the fuck? [chuckles] 1250 01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:01,125 December? 1251 01:05:01,208 --> 01:05:02,083 Yeah. 1252 01:05:02,166 --> 01:05:05,166 [Shola] Like, what does… what does that mean exactly? 1253 01:05:05,250 --> 01:05:09,791 -Do we have to start looking for jobs or…? -I don't know. I don't know, Shola. 1254 01:05:14,083 --> 01:05:15,125 I don't… 1255 01:05:17,833 --> 01:05:19,250 I dunno, I dunno. 1256 01:05:26,916 --> 01:05:28,208 Um… 1257 01:05:29,458 --> 01:05:32,000 Well, at least… 1258 01:05:33,708 --> 01:05:35,458 At least we met an MP. 1259 01:05:35,541 --> 01:05:36,500 [chuckling] 1260 01:05:36,583 --> 01:05:38,791 -[Shola] A real-life MP. -Yeah. 1261 01:05:38,875 --> 01:05:42,208 That was, um, a true honor. 1262 01:05:42,291 --> 01:05:43,833 A real-life MP. 1263 01:05:51,291 --> 01:05:54,416 [Shola] W-- Was there anything else you… 1264 01:05:55,458 --> 01:05:57,583 -No. -No, okay. Um… 1265 01:05:58,375 --> 01:05:59,833 -Cool. Well… -Cool. 1266 01:05:59,916 --> 01:06:02,000 I'm off. I'll see you bright and early? 1267 01:06:02,083 --> 01:06:03,166 Yeah. See you. 1268 01:06:03,250 --> 01:06:04,166 You overnight? 1269 01:06:04,250 --> 01:06:06,541 Yeah, me and Amanda and Owen. Yeah. 1270 01:06:06,625 --> 01:06:09,500 -Cool. Okay, get some rest. I'll see you. -All good, yep. 1271 01:06:14,875 --> 01:06:16,250 [door closes] 1272 01:06:16,333 --> 01:06:17,500 [starts tape recorder] 1273 01:06:17,583 --> 01:06:22,000 Okay. Um, call, um, Shy's mum and stepdad, 1274 01:06:22,083 --> 01:06:25,708 and, uh… note to file, full disclosure 1275 01:06:25,791 --> 01:06:29,625 on his behavior… [inhales] …and our concerns. 1276 01:06:29,708 --> 01:06:30,750 Um… 1277 01:06:31,375 --> 01:06:36,291 A full written report from Jenny and full mea culpa from me, um… 1278 01:06:37,375 --> 01:06:39,916 Reset on the meds with the GP. 1279 01:06:40,708 --> 01:06:45,500 T-t-try and sort out the fucking rooms with, uh… 1280 01:06:45,583 --> 01:06:48,000 [voice cracking] And just fucking deal with it, Steven. 1281 01:06:48,083 --> 01:06:49,166 [stops tape recorder] 1282 01:06:51,166 --> 01:06:53,208 -[starts recorder] -You're fucking, fucking heading 1283 01:06:53,291 --> 01:06:56,250 on this fucking stupid, fucking roundabout of doom. 1284 01:06:56,833 --> 01:06:57,666 You f… 1285 01:07:00,041 --> 01:07:02,125 They're closing your school, Steven. 1286 01:07:03,041 --> 01:07:04,250 [rewinds tape] 1287 01:07:04,333 --> 01:07:06,125 -[plays tape] -[in high-pitched voice] …Steven. 1288 01:07:06,208 --> 01:07:07,166 [rewinds tape] 1289 01:07:07,250 --> 01:07:10,708 …fucking heading on this fucking stupid, fucking roundabout of doom. 1290 01:07:10,791 --> 01:07:12,125 [plays at normal speed] 1291 01:07:12,208 --> 01:07:14,333 [Steve] They're closing your school, Steven. 1292 01:07:14,416 --> 01:07:16,708 [rewinds tape and replays] 1293 01:07:16,791 --> 01:07:18,458 They're closing your school, Steven. 1294 01:07:18,541 --> 01:07:19,500 [static] 1295 01:07:20,375 --> 01:07:21,291 …Steven. 1296 01:07:28,500 --> 01:07:29,958 [grunts] 1297 01:07:51,750 --> 01:07:52,708 [door closes] 1298 01:07:53,416 --> 01:07:55,625 [Amanda approaches] 1299 01:08:11,083 --> 01:08:12,458 You working hard? 1300 01:08:12,541 --> 01:08:14,416 -[Steve chuckling] -Ha. 1301 01:08:15,041 --> 01:08:16,500 [Steve sucks teeth] 1302 01:08:16,583 --> 01:08:18,625 -You-- You're drinking? -Yep. 1303 01:08:18,708 --> 01:08:20,375 -You're drinking? -Yep. 1304 01:08:20,458 --> 01:08:22,250 Just having a glass of wine. 1305 01:08:23,000 --> 01:08:25,583 It's not a big deal. Having a-- There's loads over there. 1306 01:08:25,666 --> 01:08:28,416 It's the Christmas red. You should have a glass, Amanda. 1307 01:08:35,000 --> 01:08:36,750 -Have you taken something? -No! 1308 01:08:36,833 --> 01:08:40,041 -Ha! -No, Amanda. Come on. Just leave me… 1309 01:08:41,041 --> 01:08:43,583 [exhales] Like, I'm just having a glass of wine. 1310 01:08:44,375 --> 01:08:47,416 Really. I'm just having a glass of wine. You should have a glass. 1311 01:08:54,916 --> 01:08:57,083 You know, none of this is your fault. 1312 01:09:01,291 --> 01:09:02,875 -Mm. -[Amanda] Steve. 1313 01:09:05,583 --> 01:09:06,666 Yeah, but it is. 1314 01:09:06,750 --> 01:09:07,916 [Amanda] No, it's not. 1315 01:09:08,000 --> 01:09:09,958 -But it is. -No, it's not! 1316 01:09:12,000 --> 01:09:15,666 Steven, it's not your fault. 1317 01:09:16,333 --> 01:09:19,416 The school closing, not your fault. 1318 01:09:23,708 --> 01:09:25,083 The car crash. 1319 01:09:26,666 --> 01:09:29,000 -The little girl dying. -Oh, please, please, please. 1320 01:09:29,083 --> 01:09:30,791 -No. I mean, look, I'm… -Please. 1321 01:09:30,875 --> 01:09:34,000 -Why don't you talk about it? -No, no, Amanda, I'm not doing this now. 1322 01:09:34,083 --> 01:09:36,916 -Somebody died, and if you're numbing… -I'm not doing this now. 1323 01:09:37,000 --> 01:09:38,916 -Here's to you too. Come on. -No, no. 1324 01:09:39,000 --> 01:09:40,708 -Take your gla-- -No, no. 1325 01:09:40,791 --> 01:09:42,500 I want you to talk about it. 1326 01:09:42,583 --> 01:09:46,083 I want you to say it's not your fault. I want you to acknowledge it. 1327 01:09:46,166 --> 01:09:49,250 I want you to look at me and acknowledge it! 1328 01:09:51,791 --> 01:09:55,291 'Cause you're in agony, mate. You're in fucking agony! 1329 01:09:55,375 --> 01:09:57,875 You really are, and you can't numb it, 1330 01:09:57,958 --> 01:09:59,375 and you can't stop it 1331 01:09:59,458 --> 01:10:02,583 'cause you don't fucking deal with it, Steve! 1332 01:10:02,666 --> 01:10:05,416 You don't fucking deal with it! 1333 01:10:11,166 --> 01:10:14,916 Me and Steve, you know, we expected something quite different here. 1334 01:10:15,875 --> 01:10:18,375 Two full year groups, you know, 60-odd kids, 1335 01:10:18,458 --> 01:10:19,916 and almost as many teachers. 1336 01:10:20,000 --> 01:10:23,708 And it was supposed to be this center of excellence. 1337 01:10:24,583 --> 01:10:27,875 And cut after cut, and we are down to the bare bones, 1338 01:10:27,958 --> 01:10:30,041 and we're just limping along 1339 01:10:30,125 --> 01:10:33,583 in a sort of permanent crisis mode. 1340 01:10:33,666 --> 01:10:34,583 And… 1341 01:10:34,666 --> 01:10:36,166 [Amanda sighs] 1342 01:10:36,250 --> 01:10:39,666 Steve feels bad about it, and he shouldn't, you know? 1343 01:10:39,750 --> 01:10:40,708 Um… 1344 01:10:40,791 --> 01:10:43,583 And I get it 'cause I feel bad about it, and I shouldn't, 1345 01:10:43,666 --> 01:10:46,541 but I think that's why we work, because both of us, you know, 1346 01:10:46,625 --> 01:10:50,000 we're really locked into this place for better or worse, 1347 01:10:50,083 --> 01:10:52,166 and it's almost always worse. 1348 01:10:57,250 --> 01:10:59,458 ["Suffer in Truth" by Meshuggah playing] 1349 01:10:59,541 --> 01:11:01,791 [extreme metal music continues] 1350 01:11:05,333 --> 01:11:11,458 ♪ I see ♪ 1351 01:11:12,041 --> 01:11:17,958 ♪ Unseen ♪ 1352 01:11:18,041 --> 01:11:24,166 ♪ I feel ♪ 1353 01:11:24,833 --> 01:11:30,875 ♪ Unseen ♪ 1354 01:11:30,958 --> 01:11:32,708 [song stops] 1355 01:11:41,083 --> 01:11:42,041 [heavy thud] 1356 01:11:42,125 --> 01:11:45,541 [breathing heavily] 1357 01:11:52,541 --> 01:11:53,750 [grunts] 1358 01:12:15,208 --> 01:12:17,750 [solemn music playing] 1359 01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:33,000 [water sloshes] 1360 01:13:54,083 --> 01:13:57,041 [solemn music continues] 1361 01:14:33,000 --> 01:14:33,958 [bottle clatters] 1362 01:14:43,166 --> 01:14:44,583 Fucking… 1363 01:14:58,750 --> 01:15:01,666 [gurgling] 1364 01:15:05,666 --> 01:15:07,250 [sloshing] 1365 01:15:10,583 --> 01:15:12,958 [solemn music continues] 1366 01:15:20,916 --> 01:15:23,208 [discordant notes play] 1367 01:15:26,208 --> 01:15:27,125 [exhales sharply] 1368 01:15:30,708 --> 01:15:34,125 [unsettling discordant notes rising] 1369 01:15:44,500 --> 01:15:47,625 [Shy, distorted] Just actually fuck off, Steve. 1370 01:15:48,708 --> 01:15:52,250 Dude, I don't want to talk. I am sick of talking. 1371 01:15:54,916 --> 01:15:56,541 I'm sick of Jenny. 1372 01:16:00,333 --> 01:16:02,291 What about you, Steve? 1373 01:16:04,583 --> 01:16:06,708 Why do you fucking give a shit? 1374 01:16:10,541 --> 01:16:11,958 [unnatural distorted voice] 1375 01:16:13,708 --> 01:16:18,250 [muffled heavy breathing] 1376 01:16:28,041 --> 01:16:30,875 [faint ghostly ringing] 1377 01:16:41,166 --> 01:16:42,708 Oh, no, no. 1378 01:16:45,083 --> 01:16:45,958 No, no. 1379 01:16:46,875 --> 01:16:47,916 Oh, no! 1380 01:16:48,541 --> 01:16:49,750 No, no, no. 1381 01:16:50,375 --> 01:16:52,750 -Amanda. Amanda! -[Amanda] What? 1382 01:16:52,833 --> 01:16:54,125 -Amanda, Shy's gone. -What's that? 1383 01:16:54,208 --> 01:16:55,208 -Shy's gone. -What? 1384 01:16:55,291 --> 01:16:56,416 Shy's gone. He left a note. 1385 01:16:56,500 --> 01:16:58,000 -What? -Don't wake up the boys. 1386 01:16:58,083 --> 01:17:00,291 -He's not there, he's gone! -What are we gonna-- 1387 01:17:00,375 --> 01:17:02,916 -Come on, we gotta go find him. But he's-- -It's okay. 1388 01:17:03,458 --> 01:17:06,708 What the fuck have you done? You've taken something, haven't you? 1389 01:17:06,791 --> 01:17:09,416 -What have you taken? -I just had a few glasses of wine. 1390 01:17:09,500 --> 01:17:12,750 You lied to me. You lied to me, you weak, stupid… 1391 01:17:12,833 --> 01:17:15,250 Fucking lied to me. You fucking find him. 1392 01:17:15,333 --> 01:17:16,166 You fucking lied. 1393 01:17:17,208 --> 01:17:18,958 [breathing shakily] 1394 01:17:20,291 --> 01:17:21,625 [Steve] Shy! 1395 01:17:21,708 --> 01:17:25,666 [violin playing high, lingering notes] 1396 01:17:25,750 --> 01:17:26,875 Shy! 1397 01:17:32,291 --> 01:17:33,375 Shy! 1398 01:17:36,333 --> 01:17:37,291 Shy? 1399 01:17:37,791 --> 01:17:39,375 -[Steve] Shy! -[Amanda] Shy. 1400 01:17:40,416 --> 01:17:41,625 Shy! 1401 01:17:44,375 --> 01:17:45,541 [Steve] Shy? 1402 01:17:51,583 --> 01:17:52,458 Shy! 1403 01:17:54,666 --> 01:17:55,875 [Amanda] Shy! 1404 01:17:57,041 --> 01:17:58,208 [Owen] Shy. 1405 01:17:58,291 --> 01:17:59,375 [Steve] Shy! 1406 01:18:02,208 --> 01:18:03,208 Shy! 1407 01:18:08,791 --> 01:18:09,708 [knocking] 1408 01:18:09,791 --> 01:18:11,750 -I'm going to call the police. -No, no, no. 1409 01:18:11,833 --> 01:18:15,000 Check the attic, check the cellar. I'm gonna look around here. 1410 01:18:17,333 --> 01:18:18,166 Shy! 1411 01:18:21,000 --> 01:18:21,958 [Steve in distance] Shy! 1412 01:18:28,333 --> 01:18:29,458 Shy! 1413 01:18:32,875 --> 01:18:34,125 Shy! 1414 01:18:35,125 --> 01:18:37,791 [music rising] 1415 01:18:37,875 --> 01:18:38,958 Shy! 1416 01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:43,541 Shy! 1417 01:18:43,625 --> 01:18:46,166 [crying softly] 1418 01:18:49,125 --> 01:18:51,125 [exhales] 1419 01:18:57,750 --> 01:19:00,250 [music fades into silence] 1420 01:19:05,958 --> 01:19:07,958 [breathing quietly] 1421 01:19:27,416 --> 01:19:28,875 [Shy, trembling] If I could go back… 1422 01:19:29,791 --> 01:19:31,166 Uh… 1423 01:19:32,541 --> 01:19:34,250 I'd just… 1424 01:19:34,333 --> 01:19:39,000 I would go to my nana's house and just… spend time. 1425 01:19:42,375 --> 01:19:43,916 I would sit… 1426 01:19:45,541 --> 01:19:47,416 in my nana's house. 1427 01:19:51,208 --> 01:19:54,000 And just listen to her… 1428 01:19:55,291 --> 01:19:56,458 chatting. 1429 01:19:56,958 --> 01:19:59,666 Just smell her house. 1430 01:20:02,708 --> 01:20:05,041 Eat her soft, manky Bourbon biscuits. 1431 01:20:05,125 --> 01:20:06,083 Just… 1432 01:20:18,833 --> 01:20:21,416 I would just maybe pack it all up and… 1433 01:20:21,500 --> 01:20:23,083 [spluttering] 1434 01:20:23,166 --> 01:20:26,583 Pack it into a caravan, take it out on the road. You know? 1435 01:20:26,666 --> 01:20:29,000 Thelma and Louise-style geography class. 1436 01:20:29,958 --> 01:20:32,083 Full speed into the abyss. 1437 01:20:43,541 --> 01:20:44,541 [brake clicks] 1438 01:21:06,083 --> 01:21:07,458 [door opens] 1439 01:21:07,541 --> 01:21:09,041 -Dad! Daddy! -[chuckling] 1440 01:21:09,125 --> 01:21:10,583 -Hi, there! Hi, there! -Daddy! 1441 01:21:10,666 --> 01:21:11,583 -Dad! -Daddy! 1442 01:21:11,666 --> 01:21:13,291 [Steve] How are we? How is everyone? 1443 01:21:13,375 --> 01:21:14,541 Daddy. 1444 01:21:14,625 --> 01:21:15,833 -Dad. -Yeah. 1445 01:21:15,916 --> 01:21:17,083 -Dad! -You're so muddy. 1446 01:21:17,166 --> 01:21:19,041 -I know. So muddy. -Why are you muddy? 1447 01:21:19,125 --> 01:21:20,458 It looks quite yucky. 1448 01:21:20,541 --> 01:21:21,416 Yuck. 1449 01:21:22,166 --> 01:21:23,625 -[Helen] Come on, girls. -Thanks, Mum. 1450 01:21:23,708 --> 01:21:24,833 We've got muffins today! 1451 01:21:24,916 --> 01:21:27,083 -Christ, Dad looks fresh. -We've got muffins. 1452 01:21:27,166 --> 01:21:29,583 -Morning. -Late one? Tricky one? Fire? Murder? 1453 01:21:29,666 --> 01:21:31,291 -Everyone okay? -All good. 1454 01:21:31,375 --> 01:21:32,833 How come you're muddy? 1455 01:21:32,916 --> 01:21:35,250 Oh, it's just… It's fine. 1456 01:21:35,333 --> 01:21:36,916 -Everyone okay? -Yeah. 1457 01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:38,875 -One of those? -Yeah, one of those. 1458 01:21:38,958 --> 01:21:41,625 -Come on. We're gonna be late. -Come on, girls. Let's go. 1459 01:21:41,708 --> 01:21:45,458 Remember, be good, be kind, be clever, be brilliant at everything, especially… 1460 01:21:45,541 --> 01:21:46,833 -Running. -No, especially… 1461 01:21:46,916 --> 01:21:47,916 Very special painting. 1462 01:21:48,000 --> 01:21:51,083 No, especially science, yeah? And inventions. 1463 01:21:51,750 --> 01:21:53,416 Sleep. Sleep all day. Do nothing. 1464 01:21:53,500 --> 01:21:55,333 -Then cook for us, okay? -I will. Okay. 1465 01:21:55,416 --> 01:21:56,333 -Love you. -Love you. 1466 01:21:56,416 --> 01:21:59,666 Now, let's go. Come on, girls. We're gonna be late. Let's go! 1467 01:21:59,750 --> 01:22:01,458 -Let's go. -[girl 1] Bye, Daddy! 1468 01:22:01,541 --> 01:22:04,166 -We haven't got science. -[Helen] Chop-chop. Your rucksack strap. 1469 01:22:20,791 --> 01:22:22,125 [exhales] 1470 01:22:44,291 --> 01:22:46,708 [Steve on tape recording] All right, so, Shola, it's Steve. 1471 01:22:46,791 --> 01:22:49,250 You already know that, so blah, blah, blah. 1472 01:22:49,333 --> 01:22:52,625 Um, look, ignore this or listen to it as you please. 1473 01:22:52,708 --> 01:22:57,500 There's absolutely no pressure from me. So, Ash. Right, you'll-- you'll love Ash. 1474 01:22:57,583 --> 01:23:00,083 He's one of those kids who's all chip and grift, 1475 01:23:00,166 --> 01:23:02,625 and he'd, like, nick the shirt off your back. 1476 01:23:02,708 --> 01:23:07,791 He's a proper fucking scally, but he's so smart and funny. 1477 01:23:08,500 --> 01:23:10,166 And he's just great craic. 1478 01:23:11,041 --> 01:23:14,375 Benny. Benny's got a big presence in the house. 1479 01:23:14,458 --> 01:23:18,000 Sometimes he's more… kind of more like the staff than a student. 1480 01:23:18,083 --> 01:23:20,625 And you need Benny on your side in a crisis 1481 01:23:20,708 --> 01:23:22,583 'cause he can sort stuff, you know? 1482 01:23:22,666 --> 01:23:26,208 He lost his dad a while ago, and he never got to say goodbye. 1483 01:23:26,291 --> 01:23:27,583 I think his dad was inside. 1484 01:23:27,666 --> 01:23:31,541 So, in there, there's just a grieving kid, you know? 1485 01:23:31,625 --> 01:23:35,291 Riley, oh, man, this kid. This kid. 1486 01:23:35,375 --> 01:23:39,541 Riley is powered by a different kind of engine than the rest of us. 1487 01:23:39,625 --> 01:23:44,208 He is a fascinating, beautiful kid, and he's… he's relentless. 1488 01:23:44,291 --> 01:23:47,583 He's fighting all the time with himself or with the others. 1489 01:23:47,666 --> 01:23:49,791 He's got this kind of mad momentum. 1490 01:23:49,875 --> 01:23:52,833 It's attack, attack, attack all the time. He's always on. 1491 01:23:52,916 --> 01:23:54,416 He's like the wild boy, you know? 1492 01:23:54,500 --> 01:23:57,500 Encyclopedic knowledge. Cornish and proud. So clever. 1493 01:23:57,583 --> 01:24:01,041 Nabeel. You're gonna love Nabeel, Shola. 1494 01:24:01,125 --> 01:24:03,833 He's Mr. Cool, Mr. Smooth. 1495 01:24:03,916 --> 01:24:06,541 And he's very strong academically when he tries. 1496 01:24:07,250 --> 01:24:10,458 Jamie. I earn my fucking salary on Jamie alone. 1497 01:24:10,541 --> 01:24:12,166 If there's a fight, he started it. 1498 01:24:12,250 --> 01:24:15,375 If there's a weakness, he'll find it. But I adore him. 1499 01:24:15,458 --> 01:24:18,125 He's very insightful and wise, and he can read people. 1500 01:24:18,208 --> 01:24:19,958 That's how he pushes their buttons. 1501 01:24:20,041 --> 01:24:23,500 I'd like him to knuckle down, obviously. He could get very good results. 1502 01:24:23,583 --> 01:24:26,083 He talks about business studies or something like that. 1503 01:24:26,166 --> 01:24:30,125 He can remember insane details. Ask him anything about hip-hop. Anything. 1504 01:24:33,375 --> 01:24:34,541 All right, Shy. 1505 01:24:35,666 --> 01:24:39,041 -It seems like I've known Shy forever. -[glass shatters] 1506 01:24:42,500 --> 01:24:43,541 Where to start? 1507 01:24:43,625 --> 01:24:46,041 -[Ash] What's that? Oh, fuck! Guys! -Oh, boy. 1508 01:24:46,125 --> 01:24:47,041 [Benny] Holy shit! 1509 01:24:47,125 --> 01:24:49,458 -[Ash] Who the fuck's throwing that? -[Tarone] Oh, shit. 1510 01:24:49,541 --> 01:24:51,791 -[Nabz] What the fuck? -[Jamie] There's glass everywhere! 1511 01:24:51,875 --> 01:24:54,333 [windows breaking] 1512 01:24:54,416 --> 01:24:56,416 [clamoring] 1513 01:24:58,833 --> 01:25:00,583 [Ash] Oh, shit! Oh, shit, it's Shy! 1514 01:25:00,666 --> 01:25:01,833 [all] Shy! Shy! 1515 01:25:01,916 --> 01:25:03,833 [Riley] Shy, what the fuck? 1516 01:25:03,916 --> 01:25:06,083 [yelling indistinctly] 1517 01:25:06,166 --> 01:25:08,083 [poignant music playing] 1518 01:25:08,166 --> 01:25:11,000 [Steve] There's like this reserve of sadness in Shy. 1519 01:25:11,083 --> 01:25:16,708 Like he's seen the whole, bleak, terrible truth of the universe. 1520 01:25:16,791 --> 01:25:17,750 And he's right. 1521 01:25:17,833 --> 01:25:20,750 Like, when Shy tells you why things are fucked, 1522 01:25:20,833 --> 01:25:24,166 it's… it's hard to argue with him. 1523 01:25:29,083 --> 01:25:31,083 [yelling] Shy! 1524 01:25:38,000 --> 01:25:41,458 [Steve] But he's so sharp and insightful when he wants to be. 1525 01:25:41,541 --> 01:25:43,958 And he's got, like… I don't know. 1526 01:25:44,041 --> 01:25:47,083 Just, he's got, like, a… a generous pain, 1527 01:25:47,166 --> 01:25:48,416 if that makes sense. 1528 01:25:48,500 --> 01:25:52,375 And I just pray for the weather in his head to be kind. 1529 01:25:52,458 --> 01:25:53,958 To clear for a bit, you know? 1530 01:25:54,041 --> 01:25:56,500 For luck. Because when Shy's upset, 1531 01:25:56,583 --> 01:25:59,291 it's like having a bomb go off in the house. 1532 01:25:59,375 --> 01:26:02,291 [screaming] 1533 01:26:10,541 --> 01:26:15,500 And he has these horrifying night terrors, and they sort of bleach into his days, 1534 01:26:15,583 --> 01:26:17,375 and you'll see it. 1535 01:26:17,458 --> 01:26:19,541 But the thing is, I get it, you know? 1536 01:26:19,625 --> 01:26:22,208 I really get it, and I just want to say to him, 1537 01:26:22,958 --> 01:26:26,666 "There's so much, and it's a lot, but hold tight, 1538 01:26:26,750 --> 01:26:29,041 because you won't always feel like this." 1539 01:26:29,125 --> 01:26:31,458 You know, and I'm lying to him, of course. 1540 01:26:48,250 --> 01:26:50,583 You know what I'm saying, I want all these lads, 1541 01:26:50,666 --> 01:26:53,583 and my own kids, my little girls, you know, it's the same, 1542 01:26:53,666 --> 01:26:56,208 I want them to know that there's something else. 1543 01:27:15,125 --> 01:27:17,500 [Steve] That there's, like, infinite things, 1544 01:27:17,583 --> 01:27:20,708 music you can't even imagine in other places, 1545 01:27:20,791 --> 01:27:25,166 and the weather, and love, and maybe nothing but ruin, but who knows? 1546 01:27:25,250 --> 01:27:26,208 Who knows? 1547 01:27:26,291 --> 01:27:30,416 The disaster changes shape, and it becomes tomorrow's joy or whatever. 1548 01:27:30,500 --> 01:27:33,333 And there's-- there's someone you haven't met, and it's… 1549 01:27:34,708 --> 01:27:37,416 It's, you know… You know what I'm saying. 1550 01:27:37,500 --> 01:27:39,208 Anyway, I'm rambling. 1551 01:27:39,291 --> 01:27:42,291 But it's enough, isn't it? 1552 01:27:44,125 --> 01:27:45,750 -[recorder clicks off] -[silence] 1553 01:27:47,500 --> 01:27:49,833 [waves lap softly] 1554 01:28:06,166 --> 01:28:08,166 [seagulls calling in distance] 1555 01:28:18,583 --> 01:28:21,041 ["Don't Leave Too Soon" by Little Simz playing] 1556 01:28:30,000 --> 01:28:33,541 ♪ Out of sight, out of mind Out of time, out of love ♪ 1557 01:28:34,541 --> 01:28:36,833 ♪ Out of breath Out of body, out of friends ♪ 1558 01:28:36,916 --> 01:28:39,541 ♪ I can tell That you don't get out as much ♪ 1559 01:28:40,541 --> 01:28:42,916 ♪ With these rocks on your back Weighing you down ♪ 1560 01:28:43,000 --> 01:28:45,750 ♪ 'Cause you feel All of you is not enough ♪ 1561 01:28:46,583 --> 01:28:52,041 ♪ You're out of touch and out of sight Out of mind, out of time, out of love ♪ 1562 01:28:52,791 --> 01:28:55,916 ♪ Less is more unless you feel That you're lesser than the rest ♪ 1563 01:28:56,000 --> 01:28:58,166 ♪ You think that you're out of clutch ♪ 1564 01:28:59,041 --> 01:29:00,500 ♪ Out of money in your pocket ♪ 1565 01:29:00,583 --> 01:29:04,041 ♪ Raging doesn't stop Until you let the demons out your closet ♪ 1566 01:29:04,958 --> 01:29:07,375 ♪ They out to get you 'Cause you putting out a message ♪ 1567 01:29:07,458 --> 01:29:10,291 ♪ Like say the response won't affect you ♪ 1568 01:29:11,000 --> 01:29:13,541 ♪ Out of respect You say you're out of sight ♪ 1569 01:29:13,625 --> 01:29:16,208 ♪ Out of mind, out of time, out of love ♪ 1570 01:29:20,583 --> 01:29:23,041 ♪ Hold on ♪ 1571 01:29:23,541 --> 01:29:27,833 ♪ Don't leave too soon ♪ 1572 01:29:32,666 --> 01:29:35,750 ♪ Your pain ♪ 1573 01:29:35,833 --> 01:29:41,625 ♪ I feel it too ♪ 1574 01:29:43,375 --> 01:29:46,916 ♪ Out of line, out of fight Out of shrooms, out of wine ♪ 1575 01:29:47,916 --> 01:29:50,875 ♪ All these feelings in your pocket Weighing you down through this tunnel ♪ 1576 01:29:50,958 --> 01:29:53,916 -♪ Hope you make it out in time ♪ -♪ Hope you make it out in time ♪ 1577 01:29:54,000 --> 01:29:56,875 ♪ In this concrete jungle Patience isn't kind ♪ 1578 01:29:56,958 --> 01:29:59,833 -♪ I hope you make it out alive ♪ -♪ I hope you make it out alive ♪ 1579 01:29:59,916 --> 01:30:01,625 ♪ It's like they left you out to dry ♪ 1580 01:30:01,708 --> 01:30:05,083 ♪ Is it you? Is it I? Is it both of us combined? ♪ 1581 01:30:06,500 --> 01:30:07,750 ♪ When you was down and out ♪ 1582 01:30:07,833 --> 01:30:11,375 ♪ Couldn't be without The darkest thoughts chasing you around ♪ 1583 01:30:12,125 --> 01:30:13,791 ♪ I see the pressure on your face ♪ 1584 01:30:13,875 --> 01:30:17,375 ♪ While you vet the crowd Don't know if you should be in or out ♪ 1585 01:30:18,458 --> 01:30:20,000 ♪ Asking to be shown a sign ♪ 1586 01:30:20,083 --> 01:30:23,708 ♪ But it'll never be revealed If you do not know your why ♪ 1587 01:30:25,625 --> 01:30:29,750 ♪ So you're out of reach Tryna find what you want out of life ♪ 1588 01:30:30,708 --> 01:30:32,625 ♪ Out of sight, out of mind ♪ 1589 01:30:34,041 --> 01:30:36,875 ♪ Hold on ♪ 1590 01:30:36,958 --> 01:30:41,000 ♪ Don't leave too soon ♪ 1591 01:30:46,083 --> 01:30:49,208 ♪ Your pain ♪ 1592 01:30:49,291 --> 01:30:53,750 ♪ I feel it too ♪ 1593 01:30:58,250 --> 01:31:00,791 ♪ Hold on ♪ 1594 01:31:01,291 --> 01:31:05,625 ♪ Don't leave too soon ♪ 1595 01:31:10,625 --> 01:31:13,416 ♪ Your pain ♪ 1596 01:31:13,500 --> 01:31:18,000 ♪ I feel it too ♪ 1597 01:31:21,208 --> 01:31:24,583 ♪ Out of sight, out of mind Out of time, out of love ♪ 1598 01:31:31,875 --> 01:31:34,083 ♪ With these rocks on your back Weighing you down ♪ 1599 01:31:34,166 --> 01:31:36,750 ♪ 'Cause you feel All of you is not enough ♪ 1600 01:31:37,708 --> 01:31:39,458 ♪ You're out of touch ♪ 1601 01:31:39,541 --> 01:31:43,041 ♪ Out of sight, out of mind Out of time, out of love ♪