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- Hi. Hi, all. Hey.
- Hi, Steve.
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Um...
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- Thanks for coming down.
- No problem.
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- Take a seat there.
- Okay.
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Angus is gonna put a mic on you.
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Sorry, I'm just gonna pin this to you.
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{\an8}- Then I'll stick that in the side pocket.
- Okay.
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{\an8}- Thank you.
- Okay.
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{\an8}All right. Sorry about this, Steve.
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- It won't take a sec.
- Yeah.
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{\an8}- We're rolling.
- I just gotta get rid of this.
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- You okay to do this?
- Mm-hmm.
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I'm probably actually not okay with it.
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Do you mind
if you just stop filming for a sec?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, sure.
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{\an8}- We really don't have to do this now.
- No, no, no.
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{\an8}We should-- We should--
We're here. We should do it.
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{\an8}- Let's do it.
- Yeah. Sure?
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{\an8}Yep.
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{\an8}Okay.
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{\an8}Um... so just tell us
a bit about Stanton Wood.
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{\an8}Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy
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{\an8}Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy
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{\an8}Okay.
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{\an8}Uh, if Jenny wants
to stick around after her sessions,
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{\an8}then maybe we can all have a chat.
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{\an8}Try and get them in a room together.
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{\an8}Um...
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{\an8}Riley needs an intervention, Steven.
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{\an8}Fuck's sake, never called Nabeel's dad.
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{\an8}Okay, four, call Nabz's dad.
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{\an8}Basically, Steven,
basically, deal with it.
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{\an8}Get through the day. You're 48 years old.
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{\an8}This is what human beings do.
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{\an8}You're an adult human being.
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{\an8}There's the big confrontation
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{\an8}between friends and club teammates.
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{\an8}An old family argument,
England v. Scotland,
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{\an8}where the losers
could most certainly be out of Euro '96.
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{\an8}Fuck! Oh, my God!
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- Morning, Shy.
- Wow!
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Stealthy Steve, you know?
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This isn't great, is it?
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- What?
- Oh, come on, Shy.
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Tell me you know it's not all right
to be out here at breakfast time
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getting fully baked.
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Hold this.
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Yeah.
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- What are you doing?
- No, I...
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Dark, yeah.
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- It's quite hard, isn't it?
- Hard. Yeah, so hard.
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I like-- I prefer when it gets
a bit more-- when it's spacier.
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- Spacey. Love it.
- Synths and all that.
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Eh, I could actually get into that.
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So, how are you doing?
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I've been worried about you.
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I just feel a bit more, like...
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barbed wire than... slippy, you know?
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Yeah.
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I hear you.
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You're at the top of my list today, right?
So, we'll find a time to chat.
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Someone pissed in my glass,
and I drank a load.
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It was probably Jamie.
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What? Was that a laugh?
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- No, that's terrible.
- You want piss in your mouth?
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You have to tell me this stuff, Shy.
It's terrible.
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Hey, Steve.
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Check this.
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, yeah, that's a beauty, isn't it?
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- Yeah, man.
- Love it.
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No, you keep it.
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I'm gonna sit on the bonnet,
you drive me really slowly into school!
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No, absolutely not. Get off, Shy.
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- The film crew can film us arriving.
- What did you say?
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The film crew can film us arriving
when we go in.
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Fuck, it's Thursday!
Fuck, I'm gonna be late. Get off!
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- I wanna talk more!
- Get off!
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- Come on, Steve. Man, don't be like that.
- Shit. No, Shy.
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- Everyone's acting like twats--
- Get off!
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Get off!
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- Come on, man.
- Shy-- All right.
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All right. Get off, get off!
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All right!
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Now, listen.
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Sittin' on my front step
Thinking of an action
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- Action
- Attraction
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Yeah, I got my traction
With the ladies
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- Ladies
- Like I'm Patrick Swayze
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- Swayze
- I drive the girls crazy
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Wait, wait. Shut up. Hold on.
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I drive 'em all crazy, unlike Jamie
Who's a baby and a dickhead
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You fucking what?
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Hello, Posh Cal's mum.
We got Posh Cal kidnapped.
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He sells 50 grand, 50...
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Hey, 50K, mummy! 50K!
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Angus, won't be a sec...
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- Tarone, you good?
- Mm-hmm.
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- Owen.
- Hey, there he is.
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Ah, brilliant.
You must be the famous Steve.
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- Steve, whenever you're ready, mate.
- Yes. Okay.
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- Um, Steve, Kamila from Points West. Hi.
- Yeah. Hi.
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Boys, boys! Boys, come on.
Take it down, take it down.
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Jamie, give us a sec here.
Come on. Common room now.
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Sorry about Jamie, he just wants--
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Off you get, lads. Sorry. It's all right.
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Um, Steve, this is Geoff,
who's directing the piece.
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- Great to meet you.
- Wow. Directing?
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They said it was just kind of going to be
just about the school and what we do.
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You know, like, five minutes
at the end of the--
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I'll fucking slice you!
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Five minutes at the end
of the news kind of thing?
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Well, yeah, it's Points West,
so it is a segment after the news.
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- Um, but it still needs thinking about.
- Yeah.
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- This is Angus. He's sound.
- Hiya.
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- And Claire is cameras.
- Hiya. Sorry, guys, one second.
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- Uh, hey, Shola.
- Hi.
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Can I have a quick word?
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- Let's go to the staff room.
- Sure.
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Sorry, it's just crazy this morning, um...
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Are you, uh, all good? All good?
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All good, yeah, um...
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Actually, Steve,
can we talk about some stuff?
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- Tarone, you know...
- Yes.
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Hi, Steve. Can I quickly ask, are we good
to wander upstairs and look at some shots?
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- And, um, outside in the garden?
- No, no. Uh, no, no.
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No to the boys' rooms.
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Yes to wander around,
but no to the boys' rooms, if that's okay.
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Shola, yes, yes, 100%. Yes, we'll speak.
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- You're top of my list. Promise.
- Okay.
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Um, sorry, guys. Uh, excuse me.
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Get off of me, you fucking cunt!
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- Boys!
- I'll kill you!
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- Jamie! That's enough!
- I'll kill you!
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Riley, Riley, Riley!
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- What?
- Jamie!
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Get off me!
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- Come here, you pussy!
- Fuck off!
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- Lads, lads. Lads.
- What?
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Stupid fat, fucking cunt!
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- Riley, stop! Enough!
- Fuck off me, Steve!
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- Whoa. Riley.
- Come on then!
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No, no, no.
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No, come on, don't do that.
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- Fucking stupid cunt.
- Jamie. Jamie, come on.
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- You scratched my face, you little bitch.
- Fuck off, you fucking bloody homo!
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- Right.
- You little cunt!
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- I'll fucking stab you!
- Pool table privileges gone. Okay.
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- That's enough.
- Fucking idiot, man.
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Riley, Riley!
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Always fucking...
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Riley, what was that?
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Nah.
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No, man. He's a fucking sicko.
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Okay, let's just take it down, will we?
Use deep breaths.
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He's a fucking psycho, Steve. He's a cunt.
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You all see it,
but we have to live with him!
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- He's always on us every fucking day!
- No, no.
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Come on, you've got to relax now.
Relax, okay?
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You and Jamie are actually friends.
You don't know it, but you're friends.
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You can't keep having these little wars.
It's no use.
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He licked my fucking face, Steve.
He spitted in my mouth.
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That's sexual assault.
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Okay, Riley, I'm going to say something,
and you're going to roll your eyes at me.
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- "You're better than this, Riley."
- Yeah!
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I mean, that's pretty much it.
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But if you raise your fist at me
or another member of staff ever again,
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then-- then you're gone.
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You're out of here.
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Okay? I'm here for you, all right?
I'm here for you. Okay?
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Thanks, Steve.
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Right. Right, let's go.
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More focus, less fighting, yeah?
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Let's go.
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- Some call it a last chance.
- Oh, yeah!
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No, Riley. Riley, Riley!
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- Shit...
- Hang on. No, again.
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- No, I actually really liked it.
- Sorry, sorry.
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If you could start further back
and walk more before you start talking.
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We got plenty of time.
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Some call it a last chance.
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Some call it
a very expensive dumping ground
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for society's waste product.
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A radical progressive
educational intervention
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or a waiting room for borstal?
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Maybe here, at Stanton Wood Manor,
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it's all of the above.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, that's great.
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Shall we try somewhere else?
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{\an8}- Are we rolling?
- Yeah.
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Fuck! Shit! Cunt! Bollocks!
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Riley, 17.
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And three-quarters.
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And, uh,
can you describe yourself in three words?
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One, a Cornish legend.
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Two, hardcore.
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And three, cheeky.
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What did Jamie say?
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Jamie, uh, said,
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"Charismatic, uh, sexy, and irresistible."
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- He's such a twat.
- Last question.
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If 1996 Riley could say anything
to 1990 Riley, what do you think he'd say?
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Hello, Riley.
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Don't anyone ever talk down to you.
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Remember who you are,
and keep your fucking head up high.
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'Cause you're Riley, yeah?
You're fucking Riley!
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Fuck's sake.
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...that will put Jamie next to Riley.
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...with Jamie because that will put
Jamie next to Riley.
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Maybe Nabz and Shy swap.
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That won't fucking work.
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Mum, don't bother with that.
I just-- I just lost my temper.
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That's all it was. Like...
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Shy, stop talking and listen.
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That was not okay, Shy.
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I was really, really upset, and we...
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Iain and I, well, we just can't.
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It was the final straw for us.
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So we've decided
that while you're at Stanton Wood, we're...
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done.
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What... what are you talking about?
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No more phone calls or visits.
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What are you saying?
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You can't pause contact with me.
I'm your son.
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Shut up and listen.
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It's over.
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You ringing and screaming at me,
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insulting us, threatening us,
it is ruining our lives, Shy. It's over.
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Ruining your lives?
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Mum, you're insane. What?
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I never threatened you.
That's just what I...
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That's what I get like sometimes,
you know, and...
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Yeah, exactly.
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That's the point I'm making.
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Am... Am I dreaming this?
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It's for the best.
All right? For all of us.
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W-What if...
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What... what if I... I n-- I need you?
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Shy. I'm 17.
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{\an8}Is Shy your real name?
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It is now.
244
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And if you could
describe yourself in three words?
245
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Uh, depressed.
246
00:12:45,916 --> 00:12:47,457
Angry and bored.
247
00:12:47,458 --> 00:12:49,500
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.
248
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Peedy Paul, I know you hear me!
249
00:13:07,375 --> 00:13:08,582
- Fucking Peedy Paul!
- Nabz?
250
00:13:08,583 --> 00:13:10,165
I'm gonna come in
and fuckin' kill you!
251
00:13:10,166 --> 00:13:11,082
- Nabz.
- Huh?!
252
00:13:11,083 --> 00:13:14,415
He's been in there for two hours.
I'm not joking. Peedy fucking Paul!
253
00:13:14,416 --> 00:13:17,082
No, don't-- If you're desperate,
use the other one.
254
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Use the other loo. Paul, come on. Out.
255
00:13:21,500 --> 00:13:22,582
Fucking hell.
256
00:13:22,583 --> 00:13:27,000
{\an8}Rap, jungle, drum and bass,
funky house, fashion.
257
00:13:27,500 --> 00:13:29,165
I'm into the ladies, I can't lie.
258
00:13:29,166 --> 00:13:31,999
I'm into styling.
I wouldn't mind being a model, you know?
259
00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:33,915
People say I can get into modelling, so...
260
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{\an8}I can't really blame them.
I see where they get it from.
261
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Morning, all.
262
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- There you are, Steven. Good.
- You all right out there?
263
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- All right?
- All good.
264
00:13:42,041 --> 00:13:46,040
Today's a total clusterfuck.
There's no other way around it. Okay?
265
00:13:46,041 --> 00:13:48,415
This documentary crew
are going to be filming
266
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until at least the end of lessons now,
which is a massive help. Thanks, Steve.
267
00:13:52,375 --> 00:13:55,874
It's a good thing for the school.
I think it'll be a good ad. You know?
268
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- We should embrace it.
- Sure, sure.
269
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They seem like a nice bunch.
I'm fine with it.
270
00:13:59,916 --> 00:14:02,665
But, um, Steven, physio time.
Get yourself lying down.
271
00:14:02,666 --> 00:14:04,582
- Okay.
- Okay.
272
00:14:04,583 --> 00:14:07,040
I've told them
they've got to be done by 5:00.
273
00:14:07,041 --> 00:14:09,207
- And they can't interfere with lessons.
- Yeah.
274
00:14:09,208 --> 00:14:11,624
- You know, distract the kids. All right?
- Yeah.
275
00:14:11,625 --> 00:14:13,500
- Have you had your pills?
- Yes.
276
00:14:15,333 --> 00:14:16,415
Oh.
277
00:14:16,416 --> 00:14:20,249
Oh, I've just got five minutes, guys.
Then I have to go and deal with Jamie.
278
00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:21,165
Okay.
279
00:14:21,166 --> 00:14:24,915
All right, the main thing is,
11:00 a.m., we've got the trust meeting
280
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with Julian and Charlotte.
281
00:14:26,333 --> 00:14:27,540
Yeah, I know.
282
00:14:27,541 --> 00:14:29,290
Coming in and wanging on,
283
00:14:29,291 --> 00:14:32,665
and telling us we can't have
the heating on next winter? Okay.
284
00:14:32,666 --> 00:14:35,207
I'd like for us to get together
with the boys' folders
285
00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:37,665
and just find some time
to get up to speed, yeah?
286
00:14:37,666 --> 00:14:39,874
And just join the dots
on where everyone is,
287
00:14:39,875 --> 00:14:42,582
where Jenny's at,
and what our plans are for next term.
288
00:14:42,583 --> 00:14:45,041
- Let's just focus on today.
- Yes.
289
00:14:46,125 --> 00:14:47,165
Good speech, boss.
290
00:14:47,166 --> 00:14:48,499
- Woo!
- Yay!
291
00:14:48,500 --> 00:14:49,582
Yeah, thanks.
292
00:14:49,583 --> 00:14:51,750
Go on, tell us what's on the board.
Let's hear it.
293
00:14:52,333 --> 00:14:58,290
Well, firstly, Andy and Owen,
um, I'm sorry, but you're covering.
294
00:14:58,291 --> 00:15:00,332
- Today, defo, tomorrow, likely.
- Yeah.
295
00:15:00,333 --> 00:15:01,707
- Shola.
- Yeah?
296
00:15:01,708 --> 00:15:03,874
Uh, you're all set, no changes.
297
00:15:03,875 --> 00:15:05,957
Tarone is back in class,
back in with Jenny.
298
00:15:05,958 --> 00:15:07,457
If it's all right with you,
299
00:15:07,458 --> 00:15:09,790
he's going to be back
playing football today.
300
00:15:09,791 --> 00:15:11,999
Um... That's-- that's all good.
301
00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:15,499
If... I'll let Owen know
if there's any hassle during football.
302
00:15:15,500 --> 00:15:18,165
But to be honest,
once them boys see me play...
303
00:15:18,166 --> 00:15:19,957
Who's that? Can we help you?
304
00:15:19,958 --> 00:15:23,374
Yeah, just going to grab that power,
if that's okay, for my battery packs.
305
00:15:23,375 --> 00:15:25,499
- Uh...
- Sure.
306
00:15:25,500 --> 00:15:29,749
Oh, Shola, how are you, uh,
how are you getting on with your, um,
307
00:15:29,750 --> 00:15:32,249
Surround Sound Steve audiobooks?
308
00:15:32,250 --> 00:15:33,582
Has he done his tapes?
309
00:15:33,583 --> 00:15:35,540
Yeah. Very helpful, Steve.
310
00:15:35,541 --> 00:15:37,499
{\an8}So, my name's Shola Marshall.
311
00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:39,666
{\an8}I'm 28 years old.
312
00:15:40,166 --> 00:15:44,249
And yeah, I've been at Stanton Wood
for a little over a month now.
313
00:15:44,250 --> 00:15:48,791
We're asking people
to describe themselves in three words.
314
00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:51,707
Oh.
315
00:15:51,708 --> 00:15:53,540
Uh...
316
00:15:53,541 --> 00:15:55,708
I'd say I'm focused.
317
00:15:56,541 --> 00:15:58,291
Dedicated.
318
00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:00,040
Flexible.
319
00:16:00,041 --> 00:16:03,624
Now listen, remember when
they tried to get the local MP
320
00:16:03,625 --> 00:16:05,749
to come do a "meet the yobbos" photo call?
321
00:16:05,750 --> 00:16:06,832
What's his name?
322
00:16:06,833 --> 00:16:11,165
Uh, uh, Right Honorable Farquhar
Puts His Penis in Farmyard Animals.
323
00:16:11,166 --> 00:16:12,540
- Hey.
- Fuck's sake.
324
00:16:12,541 --> 00:16:14,499
Oh, fuck, Jamie! I got a fucking...
325
00:16:14,500 --> 00:16:19,124
His name, Steven, is Hugh Montague-Powell.
326
00:16:19,125 --> 00:16:21,040
- Mm-hmm.
- Pronounced "Pole."
327
00:16:21,041 --> 00:16:22,374
- I see.
- All right. Ya.
328
00:16:22,375 --> 00:16:24,374
Now, he's... he's coming at 12:00 p.m. today
329
00:16:24,375 --> 00:16:26,499
to be filmed as part
of the Points West thing.
330
00:16:26,500 --> 00:16:27,415
- Okay?
- Okay, fine.
331
00:16:27,416 --> 00:16:30,957
He's been in touch with the crew,
he's asked to be shown round the school,
332
00:16:30,958 --> 00:16:33,374
and we've all got to be on camera
shaking his hand,
333
00:16:33,375 --> 00:16:35,374
and thank him
for fucking our country in half.
334
00:16:35,375 --> 00:16:39,915
{\an8}If 1996 Jamie could say anything
to 1990 Jamie, what would he say?
335
00:16:39,916 --> 00:16:42,875
Shit, we did this in English. Right.
336
00:16:44,750 --> 00:16:45,666
Cool.
337
00:16:46,333 --> 00:16:49,999
Jamie, you sexy little bastard,
give your nan a hug.
338
00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:52,874
Watch out for the little traitor fuckwads
and bitches in this place.
339
00:16:52,875 --> 00:16:54,332
Can't trust any of them.
340
00:16:54,333 --> 00:16:55,707
Carry a blade.
341
00:16:55,708 --> 00:16:58,540
You know what? Fuck the police,
you can't trust them either.
342
00:16:58,541 --> 00:16:59,874
Um...
343
00:16:59,875 --> 00:17:01,999
Don't lend Paul Howarth
your Mr. Scarface tape!
344
00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:04,374
- That's brilliant.
- Hold on a minute, I ain't done.
345
00:17:04,375 --> 00:17:08,290
Jamie, don't go to Freya's house party.
Don't do coke. You're an ecstasy man.
346
00:17:08,291 --> 00:17:11,707
I could write a book. Don't smoke
the squalids Nathan's brother give you.
347
00:17:11,708 --> 00:17:13,833
- Don't headbutt the ginger girl--
- And cut.
348
00:17:14,416 --> 00:17:17,749
Detractors of schools like this
will often point to the costs.
349
00:17:17,750 --> 00:17:24,290
After all, £30,000 per child per year
straight out of the taxpayer's pocket.
350
00:17:24,291 --> 00:17:29,665
Are we paying for badly behaved young men
to attend a luxury private school?
351
00:17:29,666 --> 00:17:34,249
Or are we investing
in radical societal surgery,
352
00:17:34,250 --> 00:17:37,291
turning rotten apples into valuable fruit?
353
00:17:37,791 --> 00:17:42,415
Critics of a place like this
will say it's too expensive,
354
00:17:42,416 --> 00:17:45,207
too hard to staff, too dangerous.
355
00:17:45,208 --> 00:17:49,082
The police are here so often,
they have a specially-assigned officer.
356
00:17:49,083 --> 00:17:52,999
It's always so shocking to me,
Jamie, that a man of your taste,
357
00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:57,207
a man of your expertise
in the field of good music,
358
00:17:57,208 --> 00:18:00,041
would consider Tupac a decent rapper.
359
00:18:01,416 --> 00:18:02,458
As if.
360
00:18:03,458 --> 00:18:08,290
Well, Cal-- Cal agrees with me,
Ash agrees with me, Shy agrees--
361
00:18:08,291 --> 00:18:11,499
Now I know you're fucking winding me up.
All right?
362
00:18:11,500 --> 00:18:13,832
Posh Cal knows nothing about anything.
363
00:18:13,833 --> 00:18:16,957
All right? Asking Ash,
that's like asking a fucking...
364
00:18:16,958 --> 00:18:20,082
You know? And Shy wouldn't know Tupac
from Gary fucking Barlow.
365
00:18:20,083 --> 00:18:23,625
- He just does whatever Benny says!
- Jamie, I'm winding you up.
366
00:18:24,333 --> 00:18:26,791
I get it. I agree with you.
367
00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,332
Steve, you dick.
368
00:18:29,333 --> 00:18:31,832
You know, Jamie, you can't--
This is the thing.
369
00:18:31,833 --> 00:18:35,249
You can't just casually call me
a dick and a poof all the time.
370
00:18:35,250 --> 00:18:37,083
You just... You can't.
371
00:18:40,083 --> 00:18:41,125
Fine.
372
00:18:42,375 --> 00:18:45,458
Fuck's sake, you win. All right?
373
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:49,125
And I'm sorry for spitting
in Riley's ugly mouth.
374
00:18:51,125 --> 00:18:52,416
Go on.
375
00:18:54,625 --> 00:18:56,707
I know it's not helpful to wind Riley up,
376
00:18:56,708 --> 00:18:59,540
especially when I said
to you and Jenny that I wouldn't.
377
00:18:59,541 --> 00:19:01,040
I know you've got a busy day today,
378
00:19:01,041 --> 00:19:03,415
and I pick the worst moments
to start stuff.
379
00:19:03,416 --> 00:19:05,290
I also know I'm on my last warning,
380
00:19:05,291 --> 00:19:08,374
and you can't protect me
from criminal charges if it happens again.
381
00:19:08,375 --> 00:19:09,999
- That's it.
- Yeah.
382
00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:12,915
That's actually it.
And, Jamie, it's really simple.
383
00:19:12,916 --> 00:19:16,165
Stop fucking with Shy, okay?
'Cause you're going to break him.
384
00:19:16,166 --> 00:19:19,457
Stop trying to murder Riley all the time
'cause one day you'll succeed.
385
00:19:19,458 --> 00:19:21,499
He calls me "chubba" though, Steve.
386
00:19:21,500 --> 00:19:24,000
Yeah, I know. I hear you.
387
00:19:24,958 --> 00:19:27,624
But listen, I know a little bit
about the insult ratios in this house,
388
00:19:27,625 --> 00:19:29,665
and you, my friend, are top of the charts.
389
00:19:29,666 --> 00:19:33,582
If you give it out all the time,
sometimes you get some in return, right?
390
00:19:33,583 --> 00:19:34,666
It's fair enough.
391
00:19:35,791 --> 00:19:37,540
- Whatever.
- Whatever.
392
00:19:37,541 --> 00:19:41,958
Just-- just surprise us
by not always taking the bait.
393
00:19:42,458 --> 00:19:44,708
As if.
394
00:19:46,291 --> 00:19:49,666
Wow, great teaching, Steve.
You're really fucking wise, aren't you?
395
00:19:51,500 --> 00:19:55,290
I won't give up on you, Jamie.
I'll never give up on you.
396
00:19:55,291 --> 00:19:57,165
Come on. Off to English now.
397
00:19:57,166 --> 00:20:00,249
Come on. Enough bollocks.
Let's go, let's go, let's go.
398
00:20:00,250 --> 00:20:04,832
{\an8}Right. It's, like, called the body.
399
00:20:04,833 --> 00:20:06,957
And it's fucking beautiful.
400
00:20:06,958 --> 00:20:10,832
So, we've got this. It's called the bicep.
There's two parts of it, long and short.
401
00:20:10,833 --> 00:20:13,540
On the back, got the triceps there.
402
00:20:13,541 --> 00:20:16,165
You want to see
something really fucking good?
403
00:20:16,166 --> 00:20:17,665
Okay.
404
00:20:17,666 --> 00:20:21,999
- This... is called a work of fucking art.
- Bro, why are you taking your top off?
405
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:24,915
{\an8}I'd taken mad, mad whizz.
406
00:20:24,916 --> 00:20:28,082
{\an8}I was really into whizz at the time,
especially with Captain Morgan.
407
00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:31,374
You know, innit? You know! Good times.
408
00:20:31,375 --> 00:20:33,249
Anyway, to cut a long story short,
409
00:20:33,250 --> 00:20:36,832
um, I drove into the ticket office
of a tube station
410
00:20:36,833 --> 00:20:39,749
and very nearly killed
a fucking load of people, but I didn't!
411
00:20:39,750 --> 00:20:40,999
Original glazing.
412
00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:42,540
- No, they're not.
- They are.
413
00:20:42,541 --> 00:20:45,124
- Must be hundreds of years old.
- Yeah. Grade I listed.
414
00:20:45,125 --> 00:20:47,540
What does the choice
given to the knight symbolize,
415
00:20:47,541 --> 00:20:53,249
and how does Chaucer use irony
to develop his characters and themes?
416
00:20:53,250 --> 00:20:55,790
- Okay, so where were we in the prologue?
- Ash!
417
00:20:55,791 --> 00:20:56,915
- And who is--
- What?
418
00:20:56,916 --> 00:20:59,249
Riley, Ash, what's going on?
419
00:20:59,250 --> 00:21:01,125
- Holy shit!
- Guys.
420
00:21:02,916 --> 00:21:04,540
Hey!
421
00:21:04,541 --> 00:21:06,415
- Way too much money.
- Hang on.
422
00:21:06,416 --> 00:21:07,999
God, don't break them windows, mate.
423
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:09,332
I'm gonna get it!
424
00:21:09,333 --> 00:21:11,582
- What? Oh, brilliant idea.
- They're not gonna let...
425
00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:13,666
- I'm getting it.
- We won't get permission.
426
00:21:17,583 --> 00:21:20,249
- He's fine. We can blur faces.
- It's perfect!
427
00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:22,000
- Bloody hell.
- Look at him.
428
00:21:23,458 --> 00:21:25,749
Guys. Guys!
429
00:21:25,750 --> 00:21:26,957
Exactly what we want.
430
00:21:26,958 --> 00:21:29,332
Are you actually shooting this?
They're not gonna use this.
431
00:21:29,333 --> 00:21:31,582
I hope this is directed at you and not me.
432
00:21:31,583 --> 00:21:34,707
Why do you hope
it's directed at me? That's off, Geoff.
433
00:21:34,708 --> 00:21:35,790
Well...
434
00:21:35,791 --> 00:21:37,915
You're acting like a bunch
of animals in the zoo.
435
00:21:37,916 --> 00:21:41,624
- Animals in a bloody zoo, innit?
- Tarone, nice to have you back.
436
00:21:41,625 --> 00:21:44,166
- The fuck was that for?
- Shall we get on with it?
437
00:21:47,666 --> 00:21:50,208
Okay, very good. Off you go. Right, Shy.
438
00:21:52,041 --> 00:21:53,582
- Can you hear?
- Oi, fuck off.
439
00:21:53,583 --> 00:21:55,125
All good here, mate?
440
00:21:57,250 --> 00:21:59,999
Just give me a shout
if you want to chat, okay?
441
00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,374
Okay, everybody,
ten more minutes, and then--
442
00:22:02,375 --> 00:22:04,333
You fucking slag!
443
00:22:18,500 --> 00:22:21,333
- Hey, it's them.
- Don't bite your nails.
444
00:22:21,833 --> 00:22:23,249
I mean, it's...
445
00:22:23,250 --> 00:22:26,583
What I love about this place every time,
it's like a time capsule.
446
00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:31,290
There they are. "Three lions on a shirt.
Jules Rimet still gleaming."
447
00:22:31,291 --> 00:22:32,874
Hi, Owen. How you doing?
448
00:22:32,875 --> 00:22:35,499
Don't worry about tea,
coffee, biscuits, no poncy stuff.
449
00:22:35,500 --> 00:22:36,749
No, there isn't anything.
450
00:22:36,750 --> 00:22:39,707
Although a glass of champagne
wouldn't go amiss. You know?
451
00:22:39,708 --> 00:22:42,457
Anyway, it's just...
The vibe is just terrific.
452
00:22:42,458 --> 00:22:44,582
Every time I come here,
it just feels like...
453
00:22:44,583 --> 00:22:47,207
Bosh, you know?
This is where the real action happens.
454
00:22:47,208 --> 00:22:50,374
Yeah. Welcome. Good to see you, Charlotte.
Julian, thanks for coming.
455
00:22:50,375 --> 00:22:51,915
- Of course.
- Yes.
456
00:22:51,916 --> 00:22:52,832
Any time.
457
00:22:52,833 --> 00:22:54,707
- Yeah. Julian, this meeting--
- Yes?
458
00:22:54,708 --> 00:22:57,832
If you could just get on with it.
I think she really wants you...
459
00:22:57,833 --> 00:23:01,165
- If we could-- That was rude of me.
- Yeah, sure. No, no.
460
00:23:01,166 --> 00:23:02,874
It's cool. No problemo. Um...
461
00:23:02,875 --> 00:23:07,875
Well, okay, let me just start
by saying, as always...
462
00:23:08,541 --> 00:23:09,915
Go, you.
463
00:23:09,916 --> 00:23:12,249
Steve, you know, and all you guys.
464
00:23:12,250 --> 00:23:16,999
What-- what you have achieved here, um...
465
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:18,250
Well, the...
466
00:23:18,833 --> 00:23:21,332
I was just saying
to Charlotte in the car over...
467
00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:24,833
...what these guys have achieved is, um...
468
00:23:26,208 --> 00:23:28,416
I'm rambling. Charlotte, please.
469
00:23:28,958 --> 00:23:31,416
Yeah, um... Okay.
470
00:23:32,958 --> 00:23:38,957
So, we had previously talked
about two distinct phases,
471
00:23:38,958 --> 00:23:40,375
um, last time we met.
472
00:23:41,500 --> 00:23:46,291
And actually,
it seems like, for various reasons,
473
00:23:46,791 --> 00:23:49,790
those two phases can become one.
474
00:23:49,791 --> 00:23:52,999
So, Stanton Wood being on the market
475
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,708
has meant that...
476
00:23:55,583 --> 00:23:56,416
Um...
477
00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:58,874
So we vacate the site in December.
478
00:23:58,875 --> 00:24:01,374
Sorry, can I just stop you there
for a second? Um...
479
00:24:01,375 --> 00:24:04,082
- What are you... What are you saying?
- What?
480
00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:07,457
- Are you-- What are you saying?
- "Vacate the site"?
481
00:24:07,458 --> 00:24:10,333
Are you talking about the trust
selling the school?
482
00:24:10,916 --> 00:24:12,041
Um...
483
00:24:13,041 --> 00:24:13,875
Yes.
484
00:24:15,958 --> 00:24:18,832
What's happened is
that we've been able to--
485
00:24:18,833 --> 00:24:20,249
Wait. No, wait a second.
486
00:24:20,250 --> 00:24:22,875
I can't really believe
what I'm hearing here, so...
487
00:24:23,541 --> 00:24:25,540
Wait a second. We have--
488
00:24:25,541 --> 00:24:27,707
You guys have, on various occasions,
489
00:24:27,708 --> 00:24:31,499
speculatively discussed
how a-- a-- a closure
490
00:24:31,500 --> 00:24:33,874
might be approached
long-term, logistically.
491
00:24:33,875 --> 00:24:35,458
That's it. Yeah?
492
00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,207
- Is that true?
- Yeah.
493
00:24:37,208 --> 00:24:39,540
- Yeah.
- Right? Now you say, all of a sudden...
494
00:24:39,541 --> 00:24:42,124
What?
You're just saying you're just doing it?
495
00:24:42,125 --> 00:24:43,790
Am I...?
496
00:24:43,791 --> 00:24:48,999
Charlotte, you said... you said, uh,
um, vacate the site in... in December.
497
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:50,750
So, are you... are you...
498
00:24:51,875 --> 00:24:54,832
are you talking about closing the school
in... in less than 18 months' time?
499
00:24:54,833 --> 00:24:56,374
- Is that what you're saying?
- My God.
500
00:24:56,375 --> 00:25:00,000
Um... Steve...
501
00:25:00,541 --> 00:25:04,332
We're talking about December 1996.
502
00:25:04,333 --> 00:25:06,332
- We're going to be, um...
- What six months' time?
503
00:25:06,333 --> 00:25:09,540
- In the middle of the school year?
- Okay! Okay, okay, guys.
504
00:25:09,541 --> 00:25:11,624
- You're kidding me!
- If you could just let me speak.
505
00:25:11,625 --> 00:25:13,290
If you could just let me speak.
506
00:25:13,291 --> 00:25:15,832
{\an8}Tell us a bit about Stanton Wood.
507
00:25:15,833 --> 00:25:17,790
{\an8}It's sort of like a prototype, you know?
508
00:25:17,791 --> 00:25:20,457
To bring kind of more
of a rehabilitative approach to...
509
00:25:20,458 --> 00:25:23,749
to residential schooling, you know?
It's based off a Finnish model, actually.
510
00:25:23,750 --> 00:25:26,332
Sorry, Steve. Sorry. Can we just go again?
511
00:25:26,333 --> 00:25:28,499
You still look quite emotional and...
512
00:25:28,500 --> 00:25:30,749
No, no. Do I? I'm fine.
513
00:25:30,750 --> 00:25:33,582
Spectacularly unsustainable
in today's climate.
514
00:25:33,583 --> 00:25:35,208
Shut up, man.
515
00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,665
- Sorry?
- Just shut up.
516
00:25:37,666 --> 00:25:40,707
Steve, come on, buddy.
We knew this day was coming--
517
00:25:40,708 --> 00:25:43,499
Stop talking. Just stop talking.
518
00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:44,999
Stop talking!
519
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:49,207
Or I'll climb over this table,
and I'll strangle you with my bare hands!
520
00:25:49,208 --> 00:25:52,915
- How would you like that, Julian?
- Death threats are a little much!
521
00:25:52,916 --> 00:25:54,165
Shut up!
522
00:25:54,166 --> 00:25:57,500
- Shut up! Shut up!
- Whoa! Steve! Steve!
523
00:25:58,083 --> 00:26:00,083
Shut up!
524
00:26:01,166 --> 00:26:02,500
Wow.
525
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:07,041
- Oh, my God.
- God... Steve...
526
00:26:08,791 --> 00:26:09,916
Got ya.
527
00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:19,500
Th... Th... These are extraordinarily complex,
uh, young people, these lads.
528
00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:22,040
Extraordinarily complex.
529
00:26:22,041 --> 00:26:26,207
And as you know, we have
zero legal jurisdiction to keep them here.
530
00:26:26,208 --> 00:26:32,457
So, on top of every moral, and...
and logistical, and emotional, and...
531
00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:37,457
and... and educational catastrophe
you're about to visit on them,
532
00:26:37,458 --> 00:26:38,915
I think that if... if...
533
00:26:38,916 --> 00:26:42,249
if you say the school is closing
in the middle of the school term,
534
00:26:42,250 --> 00:26:43,250
then they're gone.
535
00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:46,749
We have to care for these kids.
536
00:26:46,750 --> 00:26:48,124
This is their home.
537
00:26:48,125 --> 00:26:52,207
This is a place that's in the process
of saving their lives.
538
00:26:52,208 --> 00:26:53,332
You know?
539
00:26:53,333 --> 00:27:00,374
There is busy, messy, wildly complex shit
going on here, there, and everywhere.
540
00:27:00,375 --> 00:27:01,999
Each day, every day.
541
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:03,540
I mean, you...
542
00:27:03,541 --> 00:27:04,916
You cannot
543
00:27:05,666 --> 00:27:07,082
just stop.
544
00:27:07,083 --> 00:27:09,915
You can't press a button
and say, "No more."
545
00:27:09,916 --> 00:27:13,000
You know? I mean,
we need much, much more time.
546
00:27:17,125 --> 00:27:18,208
Okay.
547
00:27:19,791 --> 00:27:21,125
Charlotte, go on.
548
00:27:24,875 --> 00:27:26,291
It's...
549
00:27:26,791 --> 00:27:28,125
it's too late.
550
00:27:28,916 --> 00:27:31,708
It's happening. We've sold Stanton Wood.
551
00:27:35,666 --> 00:27:37,457
- God...
- I'm sorry.
552
00:27:37,458 --> 00:27:40,333
- Give me a second. I can't deal with it.
- Yeah.
553
00:27:49,833 --> 00:27:52,874
Why don't we start summarizing
your relationship with the boys?
554
00:27:52,875 --> 00:27:54,125
What do you think of them?
555
00:27:54,708 --> 00:27:56,375
{\an8}Official answer.
556
00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:01,915
{\an8}They are hugely complicated,
intricate human beings
557
00:28:01,916 --> 00:28:06,749
who require enormous amounts of what
we'd now call special educational care.
558
00:28:06,750 --> 00:28:11,457
It's exhausting, complicated,
demanding work, and it's destroying us.
559
00:28:11,458 --> 00:28:14,874
We are underpaid, we're understaffed,
560
00:28:14,875 --> 00:28:17,540
we're chronically under-resourced.
561
00:28:17,541 --> 00:28:21,624
I am part prison guard, I'm part nurse,
562
00:28:21,625 --> 00:28:25,332
I'm part battleaxe, I'm part mummy.
563
00:28:25,333 --> 00:28:27,915
I'm part... You know, you get me.
564
00:28:27,916 --> 00:28:30,041
- Yeah, I hear you.
- Um...
565
00:28:31,666 --> 00:28:33,625
- Unofficial answer?
- Go on.
566
00:28:35,458 --> 00:28:37,166
I fucking adore them.
567
00:28:51,041 --> 00:28:52,083
Fuck.
568
00:28:56,666 --> 00:29:00,208
What the fuck do you mean?
They were asking me...
569
00:29:20,541 --> 00:29:21,708
Hey, Steve.
570
00:29:25,708 --> 00:29:28,250
{\an8}- I'm so, so angry right now.
- I know.
571
00:29:29,291 --> 00:29:30,416
{\an8}I know.
572
00:29:31,916 --> 00:29:33,207
{\an8}I've got ya.
573
00:29:33,208 --> 00:29:35,625
I'm so angry. I don't know what to do.
574
00:29:37,458 --> 00:29:38,958
Oh, God.
575
00:29:42,541 --> 00:29:46,415
Our beautiful,
fucking terrible boys, Steve.
576
00:29:46,416 --> 00:29:47,750
I know.
577
00:29:48,958 --> 00:29:51,457
- Our boys.
- I know. I know.
578
00:29:51,458 --> 00:29:52,958
I know...
579
00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:55,915
We'll carry them through this, and we'll...
580
00:29:55,916 --> 00:29:58,833
One by one, yeah? Like we always have.
581
00:30:00,166 --> 00:30:02,125
- Like we always have.
- Yeah.
582
00:30:04,500 --> 00:30:07,582
You know, they...
they won't let us anywhere near 'em.
583
00:30:07,583 --> 00:30:09,290
You know?
584
00:30:09,291 --> 00:30:15,124
Steve, in a minute... in a minute,
we're going to be out on our arses,
585
00:30:15,125 --> 00:30:17,624
unemployed fucking strangers, you know?
586
00:30:17,625 --> 00:30:19,624
- I know, but we're here now.
- And then...
587
00:30:19,625 --> 00:30:21,249
We've got 'til like Christmas...
588
00:30:21,250 --> 00:30:22,374
We're here now, Amanda.
589
00:30:22,375 --> 00:30:24,875
- We'll probably never see them again.
- Here you are.
590
00:30:25,583 --> 00:30:28,041
Give me a shout if you need help.
591
00:30:31,125 --> 00:30:35,082
So, uh, Shy and Benny, yeah?
The drum and bass nerve center, I'm told.
592
00:30:35,083 --> 00:30:36,540
Nah, listen, listen, innit?
593
00:30:36,541 --> 00:30:40,374
Atomic Bass Recordings, yeah, will be
bigger than anything you've ever seen.
594
00:30:40,375 --> 00:30:43,540
You see Shy? He's the CEO.
He'll run, like, the label side of stuff.
595
00:30:43,541 --> 00:30:45,499
See me?
I'm the day-to-day boss of the club.
596
00:30:45,500 --> 00:30:48,249
- Nightclub?
- Yeah, it's all in one huge building.
597
00:30:48,250 --> 00:30:52,124
Offices upstairs, shop and studio,
and then there's a club in the basement.
598
00:30:52,125 --> 00:30:54,665
Fucking polytunnels on the roof
growing the crops.
599
00:30:54,666 --> 00:30:56,624
- Yeah, of course.
- This is in London, yeah?
600
00:30:56,625 --> 00:30:58,790
- Yeah, yeah, yeah. 100%.
- Yeah, listen.
601
00:30:58,791 --> 00:31:01,457
Also, we have to build it
like a fortress, because, see, Shy,
602
00:31:01,458 --> 00:31:04,582
he's kind of a wanted man where he's from.
So, we have to protect the governor,
603
00:31:04,583 --> 00:31:06,165
the Shy One, the jungle bunny.
604
00:31:06,166 --> 00:31:08,415
Why is that? Sorry, do you mind me asking?
605
00:31:08,416 --> 00:31:11,124
Shy's a wanted man.
He cut a lad's face open with a bottle.
606
00:31:11,125 --> 00:31:12,707
- Shh!
- Nabeel, stop talking.
607
00:31:12,708 --> 00:31:14,874
Stop talking. This is not... not okay.
608
00:31:14,875 --> 00:31:16,124
- Steve.
- Stop filming.
609
00:31:16,125 --> 00:31:18,749
Please. Like, we-- we-- You said...
610
00:31:18,750 --> 00:31:21,540
Even if you blur out their faces,
legally, you can't have them talking...
611
00:31:21,541 --> 00:31:23,207
- He's here!
- It's not appropriate.
612
00:31:23,208 --> 00:31:24,749
- I understand.
- I thought we--
613
00:31:24,750 --> 00:31:27,165
- They're waiting for you in the hallway.
- Thanks. I'm coming.
614
00:31:27,166 --> 00:31:28,790
Guys, can you please stop filming?
615
00:31:28,791 --> 00:31:30,749
- Look, I... I can't...
- I'm not happy with this.
616
00:31:30,750 --> 00:31:31,832
None of that's staying in.
617
00:31:31,833 --> 00:31:33,874
- I'm not happy. It's not staying in.
- I understand.
618
00:31:33,875 --> 00:31:36,790
Steve, Steve, I'm... I'm so sorry.
Well, it's cool...
619
00:31:36,791 --> 00:31:38,665
I'm very sorry. It's not cool, actually.
620
00:31:38,666 --> 00:31:41,290
- You have our absolute assurance...
- Steve, he's waitin'!
621
00:31:41,291 --> 00:31:44,790
No, no. This guy is coming now.
He's only here because you guys are here.
622
00:31:44,791 --> 00:31:46,999
So, film him, and then we're done!
623
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:48,291
Fuck's sake.
624
00:31:53,416 --> 00:31:56,749
- Hello there. Hi there. I'm... I'm Steven.
- Hello, hello, Steven.
625
00:31:56,750 --> 00:31:58,999
Hello, nice to meet you.
Come on this way.
626
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:00,125
That's enough!
627
00:32:01,125 --> 00:32:03,457
- This is Amanda.
- Welcome to Stanton Wood.
628
00:32:03,458 --> 00:32:04,999
- Amanda.
- I'm Amanda, deputy head.
629
00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:05,957
Henry Harvey.
630
00:32:05,958 --> 00:32:08,874
Uh, this is Sarah.
She's part of our wonderful team.
631
00:32:08,875 --> 00:32:09,875
Sarah.
632
00:32:10,666 --> 00:32:11,833
Let's go this way.
633
00:32:12,541 --> 00:32:14,499
This is, um... quite something.
634
00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:20,124
So, uh, I suppose this is
a kind of a social area, recreation area.
635
00:32:20,125 --> 00:32:21,957
Look, he's there. He's coming.
636
00:32:21,958 --> 00:32:24,582
And... everyone's waiting! Here we are.
637
00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:28,374
Right, everybody, take a seat.
There should be enough seats.
638
00:32:28,375 --> 00:32:29,416
Great.
639
00:32:30,416 --> 00:32:34,540
Uh, so, everyone, this is Hugh Montague...
640
00:32:34,541 --> 00:32:37,332
{\an8}- Sorry, I'm not sure the correct...
- Sir Hugh Montague--
641
00:32:37,333 --> 00:32:39,416
{\an8}Powell. Montague-Powell.
642
00:32:40,125 --> 00:32:42,040
Spelled "Powell," pronounced "Pole."
643
00:32:42,041 --> 00:32:44,374
- Like Anthony.
- "Pole."
644
00:32:44,375 --> 00:32:46,208
Eh... But who cares, eh?
645
00:32:47,583 --> 00:32:50,666
- Well, welcome to Stanton Wood.
- Thank you.
646
00:32:52,166 --> 00:32:56,416
Well, Mr. "Pole",
Sir Benjamin Griffith here.
647
00:32:57,083 --> 00:32:59,583
Very good. Well met, Benjamin.
648
00:33:01,125 --> 00:33:06,499
Now, boys, you'll know this
because you're all bright, young chaps,
649
00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:10,374
but I'm your local
parliamentary representative,
650
00:33:10,375 --> 00:33:12,040
your MP.
651
00:33:12,041 --> 00:33:15,790
So, uh, I toil away
in Westminster making decisions
652
00:33:15,791 --> 00:33:18,957
about everything from foreign wars
653
00:33:18,958 --> 00:33:20,749
to the price of beans,
654
00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:23,083
to teachers' pay.
655
00:33:25,875 --> 00:33:29,291
And very soon, uh,
you'll be getting a vote,
656
00:33:30,208 --> 00:33:32,499
provided you stay out of prison,
657
00:33:32,500 --> 00:33:35,207
and you'll want
to use that vote very wisely.
658
00:33:35,208 --> 00:33:38,374
You'll want to think
about who will protect your money,
659
00:33:38,375 --> 00:33:41,832
your possessions, your freedoms.
660
00:33:41,833 --> 00:33:43,749
But we ain't got none of them.
661
00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:45,290
Sorry, say again?
662
00:33:45,291 --> 00:33:46,583
Don't matter.
663
00:33:47,333 --> 00:33:51,458
Uh, the lads have been doing,
uh, democracy.
664
00:33:52,958 --> 00:33:59,165
You know, just, uh,
discussing d... democracy, uh...
665
00:33:59,166 --> 00:34:02,124
unpacking it
in their Russia and Communism course.
666
00:34:02,125 --> 00:34:03,499
Well, there you have it.
667
00:34:03,500 --> 00:34:04,749
I've been working--
668
00:34:04,750 --> 00:34:08,124
When I'm not whizzing around
meeting people like you,
669
00:34:08,125 --> 00:34:12,790
I'm working hard to make sure
we don't go down that route.
670
00:34:12,791 --> 00:34:16,332
Communist Britain would not be
the green and pleasant land
671
00:34:16,333 --> 00:34:18,874
we currently all so enjoy.
672
00:34:18,875 --> 00:34:20,166
Brilliant.
673
00:34:21,208 --> 00:34:23,582
Okay, brilliant. That was great.
674
00:34:23,583 --> 00:34:26,082
Inspiring for the lads.
Um... Take a few photographs--
675
00:34:26,083 --> 00:34:29,750
Any questions about what goes on
up in the smoke?
676
00:34:33,416 --> 00:34:36,541
Come on, lads, you're not
usually backwards in coming forward.
677
00:34:37,166 --> 00:34:39,374
{\an8}Princess Di gossip? State secrets?
678
00:34:39,375 --> 00:34:41,666
Come on, gents, ask away.
679
00:34:42,958 --> 00:34:44,041
Yes, young man?
680
00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:47,957
I wondered if, sir,
681
00:34:47,958 --> 00:34:51,499
is it a part of the training
for, like, becoming an MP,
682
00:34:51,500 --> 00:34:54,166
or have you always been a cunt?
683
00:34:56,583 --> 00:34:57,582
- What--
- Shy!
684
00:34:57,583 --> 00:34:59,415
He'll just fucking say anything.
685
00:34:59,416 --> 00:35:00,832
What the fuck?
686
00:35:00,833 --> 00:35:01,749
Sir.
687
00:35:01,750 --> 00:35:03,624
That's what I was wondering, though.
688
00:35:03,625 --> 00:35:05,249
You won't be using that.
689
00:35:05,250 --> 00:35:07,624
I wanted to-- to ask my question.
690
00:35:07,625 --> 00:35:10,415
We can ask questions though.
You said he could ask questions.
691
00:35:10,416 --> 00:35:12,165
- Can I ask you a question?
- "Pole"!
692
00:35:12,166 --> 00:35:13,582
You said that I could ask...
693
00:35:13,583 --> 00:35:15,249
Okay, everyone.
694
00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:16,165
"Pole"!
695
00:35:16,166 --> 00:35:18,541
Please answer the question, Mr. Powell.
696
00:35:31,041 --> 00:35:32,832
It's bullshit. It's fucking racist.
697
00:35:32,833 --> 00:35:36,415
That's interesting, Tarone.
Why do you think it's racist?
698
00:35:36,416 --> 00:35:38,082
I don't know. You tell me.
699
00:35:38,083 --> 00:35:41,499
Okay, if that's what you want to do, fine.
700
00:35:41,500 --> 00:35:43,916
Maybe that's a good idea, um...
701
00:35:45,083 --> 00:35:46,374
Perhaps you feel
702
00:35:46,375 --> 00:35:49,165
that if one of the other boys
had spoken to Shola
703
00:35:49,166 --> 00:35:52,165
in the way that you spoke to her,
said those things to her,
704
00:35:52,166 --> 00:35:54,707
they would be punished in a different way.
705
00:35:54,708 --> 00:35:55,708
You get me.
706
00:35:57,375 --> 00:36:01,207
'Cause I'm Black, and she's Black,
and they don't know what the fuck to do,
707
00:36:01,208 --> 00:36:03,374
and they think I'm some weirdo, a rapist...
708
00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:07,165
Okay, I'm going to stop you there.
I quite strongly disagree.
709
00:36:07,166 --> 00:36:11,332
Of course you do, Jenny.
'Cause you're all the exact fucking same.
710
00:36:11,333 --> 00:36:12,375
Careful, Tarone.
711
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,124
I'll say how it looks from here. May I?
712
00:36:18,125 --> 00:36:19,415
Go on, tell me.
713
00:36:19,416 --> 00:36:22,957
One month special detention
and extra sessions with me
714
00:36:22,958 --> 00:36:27,540
for repeated instances
of sexual innuendo, abuse,
715
00:36:27,541 --> 00:36:33,125
and one instance of severely inappropriate
physical behavior towards Shola.
716
00:36:36,583 --> 00:36:39,707
You know, if you'd been hauled out of here
and the police had been called...
717
00:36:39,708 --> 00:36:40,707
Yeah.
718
00:36:40,708 --> 00:36:43,749
...I might wonder
if they were being even-handed.
719
00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:45,458
But look at Riley.
720
00:36:46,125 --> 00:36:47,915
Look at Jamie earlier this year.
721
00:36:47,916 --> 00:36:51,790
I think the punishments
are extremely even-handed.
722
00:36:51,791 --> 00:36:54,457
Thoughtful. Mild, even.
723
00:36:54,458 --> 00:36:56,249
In a normal school,
724
00:36:56,250 --> 00:37:00,874
if you'd said those things to Shola,
you would have been expelled, no question.
725
00:37:00,875 --> 00:37:03,333
And Shola could have pressed charges.
726
00:37:09,583 --> 00:37:11,374
Oh, Sarah, this looks lovely.
727
00:37:11,375 --> 00:37:13,082
- Thank you, Sarah.
- Looks lovely.
728
00:37:13,083 --> 00:37:15,082
- Thank you.
- Thank you.
729
00:37:15,083 --> 00:37:17,665
- Took mine as well.
- Come on, leave it now.
730
00:37:17,666 --> 00:37:19,790
You're not Alan Shearer.
You scored one goal.
731
00:37:19,791 --> 00:37:20,999
- It's mine.
- No.
732
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,625
You didn't. What the fuck?
733
00:37:24,291 --> 00:37:26,707
He just stole that off you like a baby.
734
00:37:26,708 --> 00:37:28,166
Nah, bruv. I'll take it.
735
00:37:29,166 --> 00:37:31,291
- Don't start.
- Fuck, man!
736
00:37:33,708 --> 00:37:34,749
Yeah, listen.
737
00:37:34,750 --> 00:37:37,374
Well done for not getting rapey
with Shola again today.
738
00:37:37,375 --> 00:37:38,707
What?
739
00:37:38,708 --> 00:37:41,833
Yeah. Though she does look fit,
innit, doesn't she?
740
00:37:44,833 --> 00:37:45,916
Ooh...
741
00:37:46,791 --> 00:37:48,790
- Oh, my fuck!
- Shit, yeah?
742
00:37:48,791 --> 00:37:49,915
Pack it in!
743
00:37:49,916 --> 00:37:52,665
Fucking hell. Come on, what?
What, pussy? What?
744
00:37:52,666 --> 00:37:54,790
Get out of the kitchen!
745
00:37:54,791 --> 00:37:55,999
Give it to him!
746
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,707
- Stop it!
- Fucking have it!
747
00:37:57,708 --> 00:37:59,416
How many times have I told you?
748
00:38:03,333 --> 00:38:04,583
Oh, fucking hell.
749
00:38:06,250 --> 00:38:09,624
Tell me. Why are you running, man?
Why are you running, Jamie? Huh?!
750
00:38:09,625 --> 00:38:11,124
Ooh!
751
00:38:11,125 --> 00:38:12,541
Fucking prick!
752
00:38:15,208 --> 00:38:16,250
Ah, fuck!
753
00:38:20,583 --> 00:38:21,416
Come on!
754
00:38:27,833 --> 00:38:30,375
- Move!
- Oi, smack him up!
755
00:38:30,958 --> 00:38:34,083
No! Stop!
756
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:42,416
Everyone, just calm the fuck down!
757
00:38:50,625 --> 00:38:52,625
- Fucking little shit!
- Oh, shit!
758
00:38:53,125 --> 00:38:54,291
Fuck.
759
00:38:55,291 --> 00:38:57,790
Why do you have to be
such a prick all the time?
760
00:38:57,791 --> 00:38:58,832
What?
761
00:38:58,833 --> 00:39:00,874
Why do you have to be
a prick all the time?
762
00:39:00,875 --> 00:39:02,665
- I'll fucking murder you, Shy!
- No!
763
00:39:02,666 --> 00:39:04,832
- I'll fucking murder you!
- Enough! Enough!
764
00:39:04,833 --> 00:39:10,916
If 1996 Shy could say anything
to 1990 Shy, what would he say?
765
00:39:14,250 --> 00:39:16,249
Honestly, I just can't be arsed for it.
766
00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:17,790
Okay, let's stop.
767
00:39:17,791 --> 00:39:21,165
No, I want to do the thing.
I just meant with myself. I just hate it.
768
00:39:21,166 --> 00:39:24,207
My-- Myself, sometimes.
769
00:39:24,208 --> 00:39:27,165
Ah, well, okay. Let's stop then.
770
00:39:27,166 --> 00:39:28,790
I want to do it.
771
00:39:28,791 --> 00:39:29,916
Okay.
772
00:39:30,666 --> 00:39:33,499
I was so obsessed
with getting weed, and fags,
773
00:39:33,500 --> 00:39:36,375
and lemon Hooch, and...
774
00:39:37,666 --> 00:39:38,833
and rum.
775
00:39:41,041 --> 00:39:43,582
I wanted to get wasted all the time
776
00:39:43,583 --> 00:39:46,541
and be agg to my mum and stepdad.
777
00:39:48,125 --> 00:39:51,500
I hurt a kid really badly.
778
00:39:53,625 --> 00:39:55,874
And I stabbed my stepdad.
779
00:39:55,875 --> 00:39:56,915
Oh, shit.
780
00:39:56,916 --> 00:39:59,582
Only in the finger. He's fine.
781
00:39:59,583 --> 00:40:00,957
It actually...
782
00:40:00,958 --> 00:40:02,333
It ended up...
783
00:40:04,208 --> 00:40:07,624
It ended up being a bonding thing with us.
784
00:40:07,625 --> 00:40:09,665
And he's got chubby fingers, anyway.
785
00:40:09,666 --> 00:40:12,208
Yeah, he's a prick.
786
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:17,707
Steve told us specifically not to do this.
787
00:40:17,708 --> 00:40:20,207
I think he meant
when there are boys in the room.
788
00:40:20,208 --> 00:40:22,999
- I'm not okay with this.
- It's fine, the rooms are empty.
789
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:25,749
Come in here, Claire.
Get some of this artwork.
790
00:40:25,750 --> 00:40:27,915
- Claire, don't film this!
- It's okay.
791
00:40:27,916 --> 00:40:32,332
He doesn't like to talk about it,
but Steve was in a serious car accident
792
00:40:32,333 --> 00:40:33,832
about two...
793
00:40:33,833 --> 00:40:37,040
Actually, it's like,
more than three years ago now,
794
00:40:37,041 --> 00:40:38,290
and it was not good.
795
00:40:38,291 --> 00:40:42,249
I mean, literally, you know, cutting him
out of the car on a roundabout.
796
00:40:42,250 --> 00:40:44,082
Oh.
797
00:40:44,083 --> 00:40:46,290
- Right, shall we go now?
- Oh, my God.
798
00:40:46,291 --> 00:40:47,915
Um...
799
00:40:47,916 --> 00:40:49,125
God.
800
00:40:50,375 --> 00:40:52,416
- "Shy."
- Shy.
801
00:40:53,500 --> 00:40:55,707
- Just looks like a nice kid.
- Yeah.
802
00:40:55,708 --> 00:40:57,749
- Geoff, can you clear the frame?
- I'm--
803
00:40:57,750 --> 00:40:59,832
I'm not sure about going
through the drawers.
804
00:40:59,833 --> 00:41:02,499
- Maybe just what's on the shelf.
- It's breaking.
805
00:41:02,500 --> 00:41:05,790
- Fucking hell! What's in here?
- "Atomic Bass Recordings."
806
00:41:05,791 --> 00:41:07,458
Have you seen how heavy this is?
807
00:41:09,291 --> 00:41:10,875
Go on, have a look.
808
00:41:13,791 --> 00:41:15,166
Um...
809
00:41:16,208 --> 00:41:19,000
Literally a bag of rocks.
810
00:41:48,458 --> 00:41:50,041
Thank you.
811
00:41:50,583 --> 00:41:53,791
Please respect me enough
to listen to what I have to say.
812
00:41:58,666 --> 00:42:00,499
You know, actually, I'm thinking,
813
00:42:00,500 --> 00:42:04,333
if we're looking for a reason
you're not getting REM sleep,
814
00:42:05,541 --> 00:42:08,250
we need look no further
than this music, right?
815
00:42:09,416 --> 00:42:12,165
It's very fast and choppy and metallic.
816
00:42:12,166 --> 00:42:14,375
It's very "on".
817
00:42:14,958 --> 00:42:16,125
Isn't it, Shy?
818
00:42:26,000 --> 00:42:28,500
{\an8}We've been making
such good progress recently.
819
00:42:32,916 --> 00:42:34,708
Oh, dear. Okay.
820
00:42:39,250 --> 00:42:41,124
Has something happened
with your mum and Iain?
821
00:42:41,125 --> 00:42:44,375
Has there been some kind of trouble
I've not been made aware of?
822
00:42:46,666 --> 00:42:49,375
Everything all right with Benny?
Plans for the label?
823
00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:57,500
{\an8}You still enjoying science?
824
00:42:58,958 --> 00:43:00,125
{\an8}Geology?
825
00:43:01,708 --> 00:43:05,041
Why don't we get out one of your charts?
826
00:43:13,375 --> 00:43:17,291
Stop pretending you know me!
827
00:43:18,083 --> 00:43:21,000
You don't know me!
828
00:43:22,083 --> 00:43:24,082
You only know what I tell you!
829
00:43:24,083 --> 00:43:25,000
Okay, Shy.
830
00:44:00,291 --> 00:44:03,040
- Cal, you're finished, by the way.
- Smashed through it.
831
00:44:03,041 --> 00:44:04,624
Punch the gay boy already!
832
00:44:04,625 --> 00:44:05,875
- Like, boom!
- Ow!
833
00:44:06,875 --> 00:44:08,749
Stop being a girl. Go on, Cal.
834
00:44:08,750 --> 00:44:10,415
Get him back.
835
00:44:10,416 --> 00:44:13,332
Shy. Shy, can I...
836
00:44:13,333 --> 00:44:14,249
Huh?
837
00:44:14,250 --> 00:44:17,582
- Can I take you for two minutes?
- I know what you're gonna say, though.
838
00:44:17,583 --> 00:44:20,125
Come on, just out in the corridor.
Two seconds.
839
00:44:23,250 --> 00:44:27,000
Said I'm such a girl, bro.
I'm fucking missing that shit.
840
00:44:33,333 --> 00:44:34,915
Um...
841
00:44:34,916 --> 00:44:36,833
So...
842
00:44:37,750 --> 00:44:39,708
I heard about what happened with Jenny.
843
00:44:42,666 --> 00:44:45,041
Good news is,
the chair isn't pressing charges.
844
00:44:47,625 --> 00:44:49,291
So funny, man.
845
00:44:50,708 --> 00:44:51,625
Shy...
846
00:44:52,541 --> 00:44:54,165
Okay, that was a bad gag.
847
00:44:54,166 --> 00:44:56,458
Right? It was a-- It was naff.
848
00:45:00,833 --> 00:45:04,207
Listen, I think we've always
been honest with each other.
849
00:45:04,208 --> 00:45:06,707
I can tell there's something up with you,
850
00:45:06,708 --> 00:45:11,665
and all I want for you to do
is to just use us.
851
00:45:11,666 --> 00:45:14,416
You know, use the people here
that care for you.
852
00:45:15,125 --> 00:45:16,124
Speak to us.
853
00:45:16,125 --> 00:45:20,000
Just me, or Amanda,
or even the lads. Whoever.
854
00:45:20,708 --> 00:45:24,583
'Cause you're not alone, Shy.
That's the whole point.
855
00:45:28,500 --> 00:45:29,500
Come on.
856
00:45:32,250 --> 00:45:34,957
Or call your mum,
and then she can come with Iain,
857
00:45:34,958 --> 00:45:36,540
and we can all have a discussion.
858
00:45:36,541 --> 00:45:37,915
- Oh, my God.
- Talk it out.
859
00:45:37,916 --> 00:45:40,915
Just actually fuck off, Steve!
860
00:45:40,916 --> 00:45:44,249
Dude, I don't want to talk.
I am sick of talking.
861
00:45:44,250 --> 00:45:46,082
I am sick of Jenny.
862
00:45:46,083 --> 00:45:47,749
And I'm sick of you.
863
00:45:47,750 --> 00:45:49,332
Yeah, I get that. I get that.
864
00:45:49,333 --> 00:45:51,125
- I understand.
- What about you, Steve?
865
00:45:52,333 --> 00:45:54,000
Let's talk about you.
866
00:45:55,708 --> 00:45:57,666
Why do you fucking give a shit?
867
00:45:59,125 --> 00:46:00,124
You weirdo.
868
00:46:00,125 --> 00:46:01,790
- Shy.
- What are you anyway?
869
00:46:01,791 --> 00:46:04,083
Are you a fucking alky or something?
870
00:46:12,666 --> 00:46:14,790
So, what we're doing
is we're asking everyone
871
00:46:14,791 --> 00:46:16,999
to describe themselves in three words.
872
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:18,125
Oh, okay.
873
00:46:19,500 --> 00:46:20,666
Um...
874
00:46:22,708 --> 00:46:24,791
Very, very tired.
875
00:46:28,583 --> 00:46:32,291
And, um, what about the boys?
876
00:46:33,041 --> 00:46:34,749
What do they think of you?
877
00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:38,208
Cal, fucking do something!
Punch him in the fucking fanny!
878
00:46:39,250 --> 00:46:42,082
All right, gents. Sit down.
Boys, sit down, please.
879
00:46:42,083 --> 00:46:43,082
Um--
880
00:46:43,083 --> 00:46:46,874
Okay, so today has slipped
out of shape for various reasons...
881
00:46:46,875 --> 00:46:48,582
I think they think I'm all right.
882
00:46:48,583 --> 00:46:50,624
Ash, are you good? Riley?
883
00:46:50,625 --> 00:46:54,082
I mean, I'm a dickhead, and a wanker,
and a tosser, and a knobhead, and...
884
00:46:54,083 --> 00:46:58,165
I could get 'em all arrested
for verbal abuse.
885
00:46:58,166 --> 00:47:00,332
And anti-Irish bigotry.
886
00:47:00,333 --> 00:47:04,832
But I think that they maybe...
I hope that they trust me.
887
00:47:04,833 --> 00:47:07,207
Remember I was talking
about the age of the planet?
888
00:47:07,208 --> 00:47:10,290
So, this line that I drew here, lads,
okay, so this,
889
00:47:10,291 --> 00:47:13,665
all the way is like the age of the planet,
all the way round, round, round.
890
00:47:13,666 --> 00:47:19,665
Right, all the way, all the way.
Way, way, way, way, way into town, yeah?
891
00:47:19,666 --> 00:47:22,874
{\an8}You know, you get involved
in some explosive situations
892
00:47:22,875 --> 00:47:25,290
{\an8}because the kids are angry
with each other,
893
00:47:25,291 --> 00:47:27,124
{\an8}or they're angry with authority, or...
894
00:47:27,125 --> 00:47:28,165
Over here...
895
00:47:28,166 --> 00:47:29,290
...their mum and dad.
896
00:47:29,291 --> 00:47:31,957
- This is humanity. Do you get it?
- Holy shit.
897
00:47:31,958 --> 00:47:33,540
So, that's what I'm trying to...
898
00:47:33,541 --> 00:47:35,957
People have bailed on them
for various reasons.
899
00:47:35,958 --> 00:47:39,249
So, all my staff are here
because they want to be here.
900
00:47:39,250 --> 00:47:41,416
You know? That's what I'm trying to...
901
00:47:42,000 --> 00:47:44,165
{\an8}And I think that that means something.
902
00:47:44,166 --> 00:47:46,500
- How old do we think these rocks are?
- Uh, wank.
903
00:47:47,666 --> 00:47:51,374
No, chalk, Jamie, chalk.
Just re-- re-- regular old chalk.
904
00:47:51,375 --> 00:47:52,540
- Anyone?
- Fifty mil!
905
00:47:52,541 --> 00:47:53,832
- No.
- Yeah, Benny. Yeah.
906
00:47:53,833 --> 00:47:55,125
- What?
- And, um...
907
00:47:56,833 --> 00:47:58,124
Um...
908
00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:01,625
Can anyone...
Does anyone know what chalk is made of?
909
00:48:02,666 --> 00:48:04,415
- Anyone?
- You're fucking stupid.
910
00:48:04,416 --> 00:48:05,999
- Shut up, man.
- Shut up.
911
00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:08,624
Billions of little crushed up, like...
912
00:48:08,625 --> 00:48:11,832
- What, Shy?
- Billions of little crushed up...
913
00:48:11,833 --> 00:48:14,374
- Yes, that's it.
- No, I don't know.
914
00:48:14,375 --> 00:48:15,415
No, you got it.
915
00:48:15,416 --> 00:48:16,832
No, I don't know.
916
00:48:16,833 --> 00:48:17,958
You got it.
917
00:48:23,625 --> 00:48:27,415
So, it's like millions and billions
of crushed up little fossils, basically.
918
00:48:27,416 --> 00:48:30,249
Like, uh, like little seashells...
919
00:48:30,250 --> 00:48:32,915
If your teachers
could describe you in three words,
920
00:48:32,916 --> 00:48:34,708
what do you think they'd say?
921
00:48:35,875 --> 00:48:39,082
That's what I'm saying. One day
to the next would be mad different.
922
00:48:39,083 --> 00:48:45,207
Like, some days,
they'd say chatty, clever, chilled.
923
00:48:45,208 --> 00:48:48,500
And then, the next day, say...
924
00:48:50,083 --> 00:48:54,333
miserable and disruptive, pissy.
925
00:48:55,375 --> 00:48:58,165
You seem like someone
very emotionally intelligent,
926
00:48:58,166 --> 00:48:59,791
if you don't mind me saying.
927
00:49:00,541 --> 00:49:04,999
I know. It's like looking at the night sky
and trying to hold it all in your head.
928
00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:07,999
- All right, don't cry, Steve.
- What?
929
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:10,833
You've seen it.
I mean, it's chaotic, right?
930
00:49:11,791 --> 00:49:13,707
But we... we think it's working.
931
00:49:13,708 --> 00:49:16,041
You can lock these kids up
and throw away the key,
932
00:49:17,125 --> 00:49:19,165
but we feel we're doing something.
933
00:49:19,166 --> 00:49:20,750
There's an alternative.
934
00:49:26,958 --> 00:49:29,750
- Fuck off!
- Prick! Come here, you dickhead.
935
00:49:51,166 --> 00:49:52,665
Fire!
936
00:49:52,666 --> 00:49:55,415
Steve! Steve!
937
00:49:55,416 --> 00:49:56,500
Fire!
938
00:50:19,041 --> 00:50:20,458
Steve, who pulled it?
939
00:50:21,541 --> 00:50:22,708
It was pulled.
940
00:50:46,166 --> 00:50:49,541
Uh, can you describe
your colleagues in three words?
941
00:50:51,250 --> 00:50:54,040
Love it. Um... Off the record?
942
00:50:54,041 --> 00:50:57,915
Yeah, yeah, totally.
It's just for fun and therapy.
943
00:50:57,916 --> 00:50:59,000
Okay.
944
00:50:59,625 --> 00:51:01,541
Steve...
945
00:51:02,458 --> 00:51:04,833
Steve is...
946
00:51:06,541 --> 00:51:07,875
proper.
947
00:51:15,125 --> 00:51:17,250
He's one of the good guys, you know?
948
00:51:19,250 --> 00:51:20,708
He's authentic.
949
00:51:24,875 --> 00:51:26,875
Yeah. He's the boss.
950
00:51:42,291 --> 00:51:43,250
I get it.
951
00:51:44,541 --> 00:51:45,416
Okay?
952
00:51:46,875 --> 00:51:48,915
I hate class, yeah?
953
00:51:48,916 --> 00:51:50,790
I've been mad stressed out.
954
00:51:50,791 --> 00:51:54,207
Missing out on pool table privileges
basically ruined my fucking life!
955
00:51:54,208 --> 00:51:55,624
I miss drugs. I miss pussy.
956
00:51:55,625 --> 00:51:58,041
- I wish I was out of fucking school!
- Okay, thank you.
957
00:52:02,583 --> 00:52:03,416
Oi.
958
00:52:04,875 --> 00:52:08,125
You know,
you might actually like this, Jenny.
959
00:52:10,041 --> 00:52:12,124
I was chatting to Jungle Bunny.
960
00:52:12,125 --> 00:52:14,208
- Shy.
- Yeah.
961
00:52:16,791 --> 00:52:21,000
And he was saying how our mums
always used to be up in our shit.
962
00:52:21,916 --> 00:52:22,875
You know?
963
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:25,333
Hassling us.
964
00:52:26,500 --> 00:52:29,000
"Stop this. Stop that."
965
00:52:29,541 --> 00:52:31,458
"Don't do this. Don't do that."
966
00:52:32,541 --> 00:52:34,208
"You've ruined this family."
967
00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:44,083
And he said to me, "Bro, I miss that."
968
00:52:48,875 --> 00:52:50,375
I told him, "Look, I'm..."
969
00:52:52,666 --> 00:52:55,875
"I miss that too, innit. I miss her."
970
00:53:00,875 --> 00:53:03,416
Ah, my mum.
971
00:53:09,125 --> 00:53:10,666
I ruined her life, innit?
972
00:53:13,750 --> 00:53:16,500
But there it is, Jenny.
973
00:53:17,166 --> 00:53:18,250
There you go.
974
00:53:20,708 --> 00:53:23,457
Jenny. Jenny penny menny.
975
00:53:23,458 --> 00:53:27,083
Take that, put it in your pipe,
and fucking smoke it.
976
00:53:31,250 --> 00:53:35,290
It's pretty much exactly
what I said to Tarone this afternoon.
977
00:53:35,291 --> 00:53:36,832
In a normal school...
978
00:53:36,833 --> 00:53:38,790
He'd be arrested, sorry to be blunt.
979
00:53:38,791 --> 00:53:41,541
Well, quite.
It's what I've been trying to say to you.
980
00:53:43,083 --> 00:53:44,874
But from Shola's point of view, we've--
981
00:53:44,875 --> 00:53:46,957
When I say "we," I mean you,
982
00:53:46,958 --> 00:53:51,290
the school, have been remiss
to the point of negligence in not...
983
00:53:51,291 --> 00:53:53,125
Sorry. Sorry, Jenny.
984
00:53:53,666 --> 00:53:56,374
Is the bloody film crew hiding in here?
985
00:53:56,375 --> 00:53:57,915
I think they're done.
986
00:53:57,916 --> 00:54:00,624
- God, they've been everywhere.
- Hope so.
987
00:54:00,625 --> 00:54:03,165
Hello, Steve.
Quite the day you've all been having.
988
00:54:03,166 --> 00:54:04,374
Yes. Yeah.
989
00:54:04,375 --> 00:54:07,540
Shy narrowly escaped getting carted off
to the Tower of London
990
00:54:07,541 --> 00:54:09,957
for verbally assaulting a lord, or a sir.
991
00:54:09,958 --> 00:54:11,707
Is he a sir? He's a sir.
992
00:54:11,708 --> 00:54:14,040
- Ugh. Yeah, Amanda was telling me.
- Fucking hell.
993
00:54:14,041 --> 00:54:17,249
I've never disliked a person
as much in my entire life.
994
00:54:17,250 --> 00:54:18,999
And the timing, you know.
995
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:22,665
Poor old Shy. He's up, he's down,
and then bam, he's a comedy genius.
996
00:54:22,666 --> 00:54:24,666
Yeah, I really want to discuss that.
997
00:54:25,666 --> 00:54:27,625
Or, Steve, do you want to, um...
998
00:54:28,916 --> 00:54:30,041
No, you go. You go.
999
00:54:31,875 --> 00:54:34,916
All right. Um, well, I had...
1000
00:54:35,791 --> 00:54:39,707
I had a disastrous session with him
this afternoon. A...
1001
00:54:39,708 --> 00:54:44,540
He attacked a chair, but I think
I need to go back further than that
1002
00:54:44,541 --> 00:54:48,332
to last Thursday,
or even the Thursday before.
1003
00:54:48,333 --> 00:54:53,457
I have noticed a distinct change
in his receptiveness
1004
00:54:53,458 --> 00:54:56,749
to the things that we do here
week in, week out.
1005
00:54:56,750 --> 00:54:59,957
He's completely stopped his diary.
1006
00:54:59,958 --> 00:55:03,665
He's completely stopped
his morning sentences, his breathing.
1007
00:55:03,666 --> 00:55:06,124
He says it's all pointless.
1008
00:55:06,125 --> 00:55:09,832
And he's previously been so eloquent
about his night terrors
1009
00:55:09,833 --> 00:55:11,083
and his...
1010
00:55:12,083 --> 00:55:13,582
his barbed wire feeling.
1011
00:55:13,583 --> 00:55:15,082
And just in the last month--
1012
00:55:15,083 --> 00:55:18,082
Yeah, it feels
like he's backed out of the room.
1013
00:55:18,083 --> 00:55:19,832
Yeah, Steve, he has.
1014
00:55:19,833 --> 00:55:21,457
- And I'm worried.
- Yeah.
1015
00:55:21,458 --> 00:55:24,165
I mean, I think things
are okay within the group.
1016
00:55:24,166 --> 00:55:27,249
- You know, the drum and bass crew. Yeah?
- Yeah, they seem to be.
1017
00:55:27,250 --> 00:55:28,832
Oh, no.
1018
00:55:28,833 --> 00:55:31,124
It's pissing down, look at that. Oh!
1019
00:55:31,125 --> 00:55:34,749
Yeah, he's...
He takes things to heart, but he's...
1020
00:55:34,750 --> 00:55:37,582
I mean, him and Benny are fine,
him and Cal are fine.
1021
00:55:37,583 --> 00:55:40,499
You know, I mean, he's been quiet.
1022
00:55:40,500 --> 00:55:42,500
Yeah, um... he, um...
1023
00:55:43,375 --> 00:55:44,415
He, um...
1024
00:55:44,416 --> 00:55:47,874
I asked if his folks would want
to come up for the weekend,
1025
00:55:47,875 --> 00:55:49,749
and he reacted very badly to that.
1026
00:55:49,750 --> 00:55:53,249
But he's been very, very quiet, mostly.
Up until Cuntgate.
1027
00:55:53,250 --> 00:55:54,499
Ooh.
1028
00:55:54,500 --> 00:55:57,707
You know, I know you adopt
an out-of-sight policy here.
1029
00:55:57,708 --> 00:55:59,082
I'm talking about marijuana.
1030
00:55:59,083 --> 00:56:01,624
Bloody hell,
I wouldn't go that far. We do our best.
1031
00:56:01,625 --> 00:56:04,707
- Most boys are social users.
- We've got to pick our battles.
1032
00:56:04,708 --> 00:56:07,124
But I think Shy would rather smoke alone.
1033
00:56:07,125 --> 00:56:10,040
We can confirm on the weed.
Me and Owen can do better.
1034
00:56:10,041 --> 00:56:14,958
We're on it, um... But it's always been
a tricky aspect of this site.
1035
00:56:18,250 --> 00:56:20,957
Yeah, he has a genuine desire.
1036
00:56:20,958 --> 00:56:23,624
You know,
and I really fucking feel for him.
1037
00:56:23,625 --> 00:56:26,874
He has a genuine desire
to clamber out of himself.
1038
00:56:26,875 --> 00:56:29,041
Owen, a fucking handball!
1039
00:56:29,625 --> 00:56:30,583
Look, I'm...
1040
00:56:32,083 --> 00:56:35,208
I promise I'm not criticizing
anybody personally here, but...
1041
00:56:36,166 --> 00:56:38,875
I've never felt like this
at Stanton Wood before.
1042
00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:44,749
I asked to speak to you
about Shy two weeks ago,
1043
00:56:44,750 --> 00:56:47,666
and I asked you again twice this week.
1044
00:56:52,041 --> 00:56:55,249
That is your basic, basic duty of care.
1045
00:56:55,250 --> 00:56:56,999
Jenny, it's been a bit mental.
1046
00:56:57,000 --> 00:57:00,999
You know that I adore coming here,
and I respect what you all do so much,
1047
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:03,040
but Steve, you can't do it all.
1048
00:57:03,041 --> 00:57:05,290
And with someone like Shy...
1049
00:57:05,291 --> 00:57:08,249
Why don't you just
magic up some more staff, Jenny?
1050
00:57:08,250 --> 00:57:11,291
Look,
I'm not casting aspersions, but Steve...
1051
00:57:14,375 --> 00:57:15,999
perhaps there's a limit to what you--
1052
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:18,250
I'll stop you there
before you offend anyone.
1053
00:57:20,083 --> 00:57:21,708
{\an8}It's over anyway.
1054
00:57:22,291 --> 00:57:24,915
{\an8}What do you mean, "It's over," Amanda?
1055
00:57:24,916 --> 00:57:26,875
{\an8}They're closing the school.
1056
00:57:41,583 --> 00:57:43,915
I want to be here, like, at Stanton Wood,
1057
00:57:43,916 --> 00:57:46,166
but sometimes I just want
to be four years old, and...
1058
00:57:48,250 --> 00:57:50,041
start again and not fuck it up.
1059
00:57:51,541 --> 00:57:53,875
Have another run at it,
but not in my head.
1060
00:57:55,333 --> 00:57:56,832
Not fuck so much stuff up,
1061
00:57:56,833 --> 00:57:59,708
not feel like all the things I fuck up
are on me.
1062
00:58:00,750 --> 00:58:02,625
Like, stuck to me.
1063
00:58:09,583 --> 00:58:10,749
What about you, Steve?
1064
00:58:10,750 --> 00:58:13,415
Let's talk about you.
Why do you fucking give a shit?
1065
00:58:13,416 --> 00:58:15,124
- Shy.
- What are you anyway?
1066
00:58:15,125 --> 00:58:17,458
Are you a fucking alky or something?
1067
00:58:19,958 --> 00:58:22,583
It's over. No more phone calls or visits.
1068
00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:25,665
You can't pause contact with me.
I'm your son.
1069
00:58:25,666 --> 00:58:27,500
Shut up and listen.
1070
00:58:41,166 --> 00:58:42,958
This is your fault, Steve.
1071
00:58:44,041 --> 00:58:45,333
This is your fault.
1072
00:59:10,583 --> 00:59:14,625
I've gotta get on with stuff.
I'll see you soon, Jenny, all right?
1073
00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:39,041
Steve.
1074
00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:47,083
I'm sorry.
1075
01:00:01,791 --> 01:00:03,000
It's okay.
1076
01:00:07,750 --> 01:00:09,166
- You okay?
- Yeah.
1077
01:00:10,208 --> 01:00:12,291
Yeah, it's good. It's good.
1078
01:00:14,375 --> 01:00:15,666
- Bye.
- Okay.
1079
01:01:04,291 --> 01:01:08,000
Fuck off!
1080
01:01:11,083 --> 01:01:14,040
You're all good? You're okay, Shola?
1081
01:01:14,041 --> 01:01:16,957
Yeah. Yeah, I'm all good.
1082
01:01:16,958 --> 01:01:20,832
Okay. Um, Amanda,
can you undersign this, please?
1083
01:01:20,833 --> 01:01:23,500
Okay. Yep.
1084
01:01:27,666 --> 01:01:30,249
There wasn't any shit during the football?
1085
01:01:30,250 --> 01:01:31,208
No.
1086
01:01:32,416 --> 01:01:35,166
Yeah, I think I kinda schooled them,
to be honest.
1087
01:01:36,083 --> 01:01:37,415
Unless I'm being naive,
1088
01:01:37,416 --> 01:01:41,624
but everyone was pretty well-behaved,
and Tarone hasn't uttered a word to me.
1089
01:01:41,625 --> 01:01:45,290
All right, I'm gonna go
and do the rounds and smoke a roll-up.
1090
01:01:45,291 --> 01:01:46,500
Right. Yep.
1091
01:01:47,708 --> 01:01:49,790
Yeah.
1092
01:01:49,791 --> 01:01:51,749
As a great poet said,
1093
01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:55,416
"We must smoke
while we still have mouths to puff with."
1094
01:01:56,333 --> 01:01:57,540
Oh, Shola. Shola?
1095
01:01:57,541 --> 01:02:00,708
Can you just hang on for a minute?
Maybe we can have that chat?
1096
01:02:01,958 --> 01:02:02,915
Right now?
1097
01:02:02,916 --> 01:02:04,666
If that's okay, yeah.
1098
01:02:06,541 --> 01:02:07,374
'Course.
1099
01:02:07,375 --> 01:02:09,666
Yeah, come into my office.
1100
01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:17,708
What a fucking day.
1101
01:02:19,166 --> 01:02:24,082
Yeah, well,
up until that whole chicken Kiev war zone,
1102
01:02:24,083 --> 01:02:27,500
it was all going so well.
It was a pretty chill day, I think.
1103
01:02:30,916 --> 01:02:33,749
Um, right, so... first things first.
1104
01:02:33,750 --> 01:02:38,624
Yeah. So, these... uh, stupid tapes,
I know they're really silly,
1105
01:02:38,625 --> 01:02:42,541
but we didn't have time for a briefing,
so that's why I'm doing them.
1106
01:02:44,083 --> 01:02:45,665
They're... They're great, Steve.
1107
01:02:45,666 --> 01:02:47,290
- Really?
- Yeah.
1108
01:02:47,291 --> 01:02:51,375
{\an8}Shola says she actually likes
the tapes, Steve.
1109
01:02:53,458 --> 01:02:56,666
Shola says
she actually likes the tapes, Steve.
1110
01:02:58,166 --> 01:03:02,082
Good, and the rota-- the rota--
Is your-- is your rota better?
1111
01:03:02,083 --> 01:03:05,916
Yeah. I'm loving the new days,
so thank you.
1112
01:03:09,875 --> 01:03:11,208
I know...
1113
01:03:13,375 --> 01:03:16,250
I know Amanda doesn't think I'm...
1114
01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:19,790
up for this, or ready, or--
1115
01:03:19,791 --> 01:03:21,416
What do you mean, "up for it"?
1116
01:03:22,791 --> 01:03:26,290
Uh, this, the teaching, this place.
1117
01:03:26,291 --> 01:03:29,125
No, that's not it. That's not it.
1118
01:03:30,375 --> 01:03:32,540
I mean, she literally said that.
1119
01:03:32,541 --> 01:03:33,915
No, Amanda...
1120
01:03:33,916 --> 01:03:37,082
Amanda, she'll say shit
if she's stressed, you know.
1121
01:03:37,083 --> 01:03:39,249
Like, none of us are fucking...
1122
01:03:39,250 --> 01:03:43,082
{\an8}None of us are, like, paid enough
or trained enough or good enough.
1123
01:03:43,083 --> 01:03:45,624
{\an8}None of us are. So, don't...
1124
01:03:45,625 --> 01:03:48,125
{\an8}That's not enough--
That's, like, not reason to...
1125
01:03:50,291 --> 01:03:52,332
- You can't just jack it in.
- Mm.
1126
01:03:52,333 --> 01:03:53,750
It's all fucked.
1127
01:03:58,875 --> 01:04:00,375
Yeah, it's just, I'm...
1128
01:04:01,291 --> 01:04:04,333
I really want to be here, Steve. I'm...
1129
01:04:04,875 --> 01:04:07,290
I'm really good at this.
1130
01:04:07,291 --> 01:04:08,707
You really are, Shola.
1131
01:04:08,708 --> 01:04:12,624
{\an8}Just the whole Tarone situation,
it was just bad timing.
1132
01:04:12,625 --> 01:04:16,165
{\an8}And I feel like if I was here
maybe a year ago,
1133
01:04:16,166 --> 01:04:17,749
{\an8}I'd have handled it differently.
1134
01:04:17,750 --> 01:04:19,290
{\an8}And look, if I...
1135
01:04:19,291 --> 01:04:22,165
{\an8}I feel like I wasn't on that quick enough.
1136
01:04:22,166 --> 01:04:26,707
{\an8}And I-- And if you felt unsupported
or... alone at any point,
1137
01:04:26,708 --> 01:04:29,833
{\an8}I truly, truly am sorry.
1138
01:04:31,083 --> 01:04:33,875
Damn it, Steve, gonna make me cry.
1139
01:04:36,458 --> 01:04:40,249
It's all good.
It's a massive learning curve.
1140
01:04:40,250 --> 01:04:44,040
Well, we're really lucky
to have you. I mean that.
1141
01:04:44,041 --> 01:04:44,958
Thank you.
1142
01:04:48,708 --> 01:04:50,332
{\an8}Uh...
1143
01:04:50,333 --> 01:04:53,749
{\an8}Something else I'd like to ask,
if that's okay.
1144
01:04:53,750 --> 01:04:55,916
{\an8}Oh, maybe you don't know or...
1145
01:04:57,625 --> 01:04:59,166
{\an8}What the fuck?
1146
01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:01,124
{\an8}December?
1147
01:05:01,125 --> 01:05:02,082
{\an8}Yeah.
1148
01:05:02,083 --> 01:05:05,165
{\an8}Like, what does...
what does that mean exactly?
1149
01:05:05,166 --> 01:05:09,791
{\an8}- Do we have to start looking for jobs or...?
- I don't know. I don't know, Shola.
1150
01:05:14,083 --> 01:05:15,125
{\an8}I don't...
1151
01:05:17,833 --> 01:05:19,250
{\an8}I dunno, I dunno.
1152
01:05:26,916 --> 01:05:28,208
Um...
1153
01:05:29,458 --> 01:05:32,000
Well, at least...
1154
01:05:33,708 --> 01:05:35,458
At least we met an MP.
1155
01:05:36,583 --> 01:05:38,790
{\an8}- A real-life MP.
- Yeah.
1156
01:05:38,791 --> 01:05:42,207
{\an8}That was, um, a true honor.
1157
01:05:42,208 --> 01:05:43,833
{\an8}A real-life MP.
1158
01:05:51,291 --> 01:05:54,416
{\an8}W-- Was there anything else you...
1159
01:05:55,458 --> 01:05:57,583
{\an8}- No.
- No, okay. Um...
1160
01:05:58,375 --> 01:05:59,832
{\an8}- Cool. Well...
- Cool.
1161
01:05:59,833 --> 01:06:01,999
{\an8}I'm off. I'll see you bright and early?
1162
01:06:02,000 --> 01:06:03,165
{\an8}Yeah. See you.
1163
01:06:03,166 --> 01:06:04,165
{\an8}You overnight?
1164
01:06:04,166 --> 01:06:06,540
{\an8}Yeah, me and Amanda and Owen. Yeah.
1165
01:06:06,541 --> 01:06:09,500
{\an8}- Cool. Okay, get some rest. I'll see you.
- All good, yep.
1166
01:06:17,583 --> 01:06:21,999
{\an8}Okay. Um, call, um, Shy's mum and stepdad,
1167
01:06:22,000 --> 01:06:25,707
{\an8}and, uh... note to file, full disclosure
1168
01:06:25,708 --> 01:06:29,624
{\an8}on his behavior... ...and our concerns.
1169
01:06:29,625 --> 01:06:30,750
{\an8}Um...
1170
01:06:31,375 --> 01:06:36,291
{\an8}A full written report from Jenny
and full mea culpa from me, um...
1171
01:06:37,375 --> 01:06:39,916
{\an8}Reset on the meds with the GP.
1172
01:06:40,708 --> 01:06:45,499
{\an8}T-t-try and sort out
the fucking rooms with, uh...
1173
01:06:45,500 --> 01:06:48,000
{\an8}And just fucking deal with it, Steven.
1174
01:06:51,166 --> 01:06:53,207
{\an8}You're fucking, fucking heading
1175
01:06:53,208 --> 01:06:56,250
{\an8}on this fucking stupid,
fucking roundabout of doom.
1176
01:06:56,833 --> 01:06:57,666
{\an8}You f...
1177
01:07:00,041 --> 01:07:02,125
{\an8}They're closing your school, Steven.
1178
01:07:04,333 --> 01:07:06,125
...Steven.
1179
01:07:07,250 --> 01:07:10,708
...fucking heading on this fucking stupid,
fucking roundabout of doom.
1180
01:07:12,208 --> 01:07:14,333
They're closing your school, Steven.
1181
01:07:16,791 --> 01:07:18,458
They're closing your school, Steven.
1182
01:07:20,375 --> 01:07:21,291
...Steven.
1183
01:08:11,083 --> 01:08:12,457
You working hard?
1184
01:08:12,458 --> 01:08:14,416
Ha.
1185
01:08:16,583 --> 01:08:18,624
- You-- You're drinking?
- Yep.
1186
01:08:18,625 --> 01:08:20,374
- You're drinking?
- Yep.
1187
01:08:20,375 --> 01:08:22,250
Just having a glass of wine.
1188
01:08:23,000 --> 01:08:25,582
It's not a big deal. Having a--
There's loads over there.
1189
01:08:25,583 --> 01:08:28,416
It's the Christmas red.
You should have a glass, Amanda.
1190
01:08:35,000 --> 01:08:36,749
- Have you taken something?
- No!
1191
01:08:36,750 --> 01:08:40,041
- Ha!
- No, Amanda. Come on. Just leave me...
1192
01:08:41,041 --> 01:08:43,583
Like, I'm just having a glass of wine.
1193
01:08:44,375 --> 01:08:47,416
Really. I'm just having a glass of wine.
You should have a glass.
1194
01:08:54,916 --> 01:08:57,083
You know, none of this is your fault.
1195
01:09:01,291 --> 01:09:02,875
- Mm.
- Steve.
1196
01:09:05,583 --> 01:09:06,665
Yeah, but it is.
1197
01:09:06,666 --> 01:09:07,915
No, it's not.
1198
01:09:07,916 --> 01:09:09,958
- But it is.
- No, it's not!
1199
01:09:12,000 --> 01:09:15,666
Steven, it's not your fault.
1200
01:09:16,333 --> 01:09:19,416
The school closing, not your fault.
1201
01:09:23,708 --> 01:09:25,083
The car crash.
1202
01:09:26,666 --> 01:09:28,999
- The little girl dying.
- Oh, please, please, please.
1203
01:09:29,000 --> 01:09:30,790
- No. I mean, look, I'm...
- Please.
1204
01:09:30,791 --> 01:09:33,999
- Why don't you talk about it?
- No, no, Amanda, I'm not doing this now.
1205
01:09:34,000 --> 01:09:36,915
- Somebody died, and if you're numbing...
- I'm not doing this now.
1206
01:09:36,916 --> 01:09:38,915
- Here's to you too. Come on.
- No, no.
1207
01:09:38,916 --> 01:09:40,707
- Take your gla--
- No, no.
1208
01:09:40,708 --> 01:09:42,499
I want you to talk about it.
1209
01:09:42,500 --> 01:09:46,082
I want you to say it's not your fault.
I want you to acknowledge it.
1210
01:09:46,083 --> 01:09:49,250
I want you to look at me
and acknowledge it!
1211
01:09:51,791 --> 01:09:55,290
'Cause you're in agony, mate.
You're in fucking agony!
1212
01:09:55,291 --> 01:09:57,874
You really are, and you can't numb it,
1213
01:09:57,875 --> 01:09:59,374
and you can't stop it
1214
01:09:59,375 --> 01:10:02,582
'cause you don't fucking deal
with it, Steve!
1215
01:10:02,583 --> 01:10:05,416
You don't fucking deal with it!
1216
01:10:11,166 --> 01:10:14,916
Me and Steve, you know, we expected
something quite different here.
1217
01:10:15,875 --> 01:10:18,374
Two full year groups,
you know, 60-odd kids,
1218
01:10:18,375 --> 01:10:19,915
and almost as many teachers.
1219
01:10:19,916 --> 01:10:23,708
And it was supposed to be
this center of excellence.
1220
01:10:24,583 --> 01:10:27,874
And cut after cut,
and we are down to the bare bones,
1221
01:10:27,875 --> 01:10:30,040
and we're just limping along
1222
01:10:30,041 --> 01:10:33,582
in a sort of permanent crisis mode.
1223
01:10:33,583 --> 01:10:34,583
And...
1224
01:10:36,250 --> 01:10:39,665
Steve feels bad about it,
and he shouldn't, you know?
1225
01:10:39,666 --> 01:10:40,707
Um...
1226
01:10:40,708 --> 01:10:43,582
And I get it 'cause I feel bad about it,
and I shouldn't,
1227
01:10:43,583 --> 01:10:46,540
but I think that's why we work,
because both of us, you know,
1228
01:10:46,541 --> 01:10:49,999
we're really locked into this place
for better or worse,
1229
01:10:50,000 --> 01:10:52,166
and it's almost always worse.
1230
01:11:05,333 --> 01:11:11,458
I see
1231
01:11:12,041 --> 01:11:17,957
Unseen
1232
01:11:17,958 --> 01:11:24,166
I feel
1233
01:11:24,833 --> 01:11:30,875
Unseen
1234
01:14:43,166 --> 01:14:44,583
Fucking...
1235
01:15:44,500 --> 01:15:47,625
Just actually fuck off, Steve.
1236
01:15:48,708 --> 01:15:52,250
Dude, I don't want to talk.
I am sick of talking.
1237
01:15:54,916 --> 01:15:56,541
I'm sick of Jenny.
1238
01:16:00,333 --> 01:16:02,291
What about you, Steve?
1239
01:16:04,583 --> 01:16:06,708
Why do you fucking give a shit?
1240
01:16:41,166 --> 01:16:42,708
Oh, no, no.
1241
01:16:45,083 --> 01:16:45,958
No, no.
1242
01:16:46,875 --> 01:16:47,916
Oh, no!
1243
01:16:48,541 --> 01:16:49,750
No, no, no.
1244
01:16:50,375 --> 01:16:52,749
- Amanda. Amanda!
- What?
1245
01:16:52,750 --> 01:16:54,124
- Amanda, Shy's gone.
- What's that?
1246
01:16:54,125 --> 01:16:55,207
- Shy's gone.
- What?
1247
01:16:55,208 --> 01:16:56,415
Shy's gone. He left a note.
1248
01:16:56,416 --> 01:16:57,999
- What?
- Don't wake up the boys.
1249
01:16:58,000 --> 01:17:00,290
- He's not there, he's gone!
- What are we gonna--
1250
01:17:00,291 --> 01:17:02,916
- Come on, we gotta go find him. But he's--
- It's okay.
1251
01:17:03,458 --> 01:17:06,707
What the fuck have you done?
You've taken something, haven't you?
1252
01:17:06,708 --> 01:17:09,415
- What have you taken?
- I just had a few glasses of wine.
1253
01:17:09,416 --> 01:17:12,749
You lied to me.
You lied to me, you weak, stupid...
1254
01:17:12,750 --> 01:17:15,249
Fucking lied to me. You fucking find him.
1255
01:17:15,250 --> 01:17:16,166
You fucking lied.
1256
01:17:20,291 --> 01:17:21,625
Shy!
1257
01:17:25,750 --> 01:17:26,875
Shy!
1258
01:17:32,291 --> 01:17:33,375
Shy!
1259
01:17:36,333 --> 01:17:37,291
Shy?
1260
01:17:37,791 --> 01:17:39,375
- Shy!
- Shy.
1261
01:17:40,416 --> 01:17:41,625
Shy!
1262
01:17:44,375 --> 01:17:45,541
Shy?
1263
01:17:51,583 --> 01:17:52,458
Shy!
1264
01:17:54,666 --> 01:17:55,875
Shy!
1265
01:17:57,041 --> 01:17:58,207
Shy.
1266
01:17:58,208 --> 01:17:59,375
Shy!
1267
01:18:02,208 --> 01:18:03,208
Shy!
1268
01:18:09,791 --> 01:18:11,749
- I'm going to call the police.
- No, no, no.
1269
01:18:11,750 --> 01:18:15,000
Check the attic, check the cellar.
I'm gonna look around here.
1270
01:18:17,333 --> 01:18:18,166
Shy!
1271
01:18:21,000 --> 01:18:21,958
Shy!
1272
01:18:28,333 --> 01:18:29,458
Shy!
1273
01:18:32,875 --> 01:18:34,125
Shy!
1274
01:18:37,875 --> 01:18:38,958
Shy!
1275
01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:43,541
Shy!
1276
01:19:27,416 --> 01:19:28,875
If I could go back...
1277
01:19:29,791 --> 01:19:31,166
Uh...
1278
01:19:32,541 --> 01:19:34,249
I'd just...
1279
01:19:34,250 --> 01:19:39,000
I would go to my nana's house
and just... spend time.
1280
01:19:42,375 --> 01:19:43,916
I would sit...
1281
01:19:45,541 --> 01:19:47,416
in my nana's house.
1282
01:19:51,208 --> 01:19:54,000
And just listen to her...
1283
01:19:55,291 --> 01:19:56,458
chatting.
1284
01:19:56,958 --> 01:19:59,666
Just smell her house.
1285
01:20:02,708 --> 01:20:05,040
Eat her soft, manky Bourbon biscuits.
1286
01:20:05,041 --> 01:20:06,083
Just...
1287
01:20:18,833 --> 01:20:21,416
I would just maybe pack it all up and...
1288
01:20:23,166 --> 01:20:26,582
{\an8}Pack it into a caravan,
take it out on the road. You know?
1289
01:20:26,583 --> 01:20:29,000
{\an8}Thelma and Louise- style geography class.
1290
01:20:29,958 --> 01:20:32,083
Full speed into the abyss.
1291
01:21:07,541 --> 01:21:09,040
Dad! Daddy!
1292
01:21:09,041 --> 01:21:10,582
- Hi, there! Hi, there!
- Daddy!
1293
01:21:10,583 --> 01:21:11,582
- Dad!
- Daddy!
1294
01:21:11,583 --> 01:21:13,290
How are we? How is everyone?
1295
01:21:13,291 --> 01:21:14,540
Daddy.
1296
01:21:14,541 --> 01:21:15,832
- Dad.
- Yeah.
1297
01:21:15,833 --> 01:21:17,082
- Dad!
- You're so muddy.
1298
01:21:17,083 --> 01:21:19,040
- I know. So muddy.
- Why are you muddy?
1299
01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:20,457
It looks quite yucky.
1300
01:21:20,458 --> 01:21:21,416
Yuck.
1301
01:21:22,166 --> 01:21:23,624
- Come on, girls.
- Thanks, Mum.
1302
01:21:23,625 --> 01:21:24,832
We've got muffins today!
1303
01:21:24,833 --> 01:21:27,082
- Christ, Dad looks fresh.
- We've got muffins.
1304
01:21:27,083 --> 01:21:29,582
- Morning.
- Late one? Tricky one? Fire? Murder?
1305
01:21:29,583 --> 01:21:31,290
- Everyone okay?
- All good.
1306
01:21:31,291 --> 01:21:32,832
How come you're muddy?
1307
01:21:32,833 --> 01:21:35,249
Oh, it's just... It's fine.
1308
01:21:35,250 --> 01:21:36,915
- Everyone okay?
- Yeah.
1309
01:21:36,916 --> 01:21:38,874
- One of those?
- Yeah, one of those.
1310
01:21:38,875 --> 01:21:41,624
- Come on. We're gonna be late.
- Come on, girls. Let's go.
1311
01:21:41,625 --> 01:21:45,457
Remember, be good, be kind, be clever,
be brilliant at everything, especially...
1312
01:21:45,458 --> 01:21:46,832
- Running.
- No, especially...
1313
01:21:46,833 --> 01:21:47,915
Very special painting.
1314
01:21:47,916 --> 01:21:51,083
No, especially science, yeah?
And inventions.
1315
01:21:51,750 --> 01:21:53,415
Sleep. Sleep all day. Do nothing.
1316
01:21:53,416 --> 01:21:55,332
- Then cook for us, okay?
- I will. Okay.
1317
01:21:55,333 --> 01:21:56,332
- Love you.
- Love you.
1318
01:21:56,333 --> 01:21:59,665
Now, let's go. Come on, girls.
We're gonna be late. Let's go!
1319
01:21:59,666 --> 01:22:01,457
- Let's go.
- Bye, Daddy!
1320
01:22:01,458 --> 01:22:04,166
- We haven't got science.
- Chop-chop. Your rucksack strap.
1321
01:22:44,291 --> 01:22:46,707
All right, so, Shola, it's Steve.
1322
01:22:46,708 --> 01:22:49,249
You already know that,
so blah, blah, blah.
1323
01:22:49,250 --> 01:22:52,624
Um, look, ignore this
or listen to it as you please.
1324
01:22:52,625 --> 01:22:57,499
There's absolutely no pressure from me.
So, Ash. Right, you'll-- you'll love Ash.
1325
01:22:57,500 --> 01:23:00,082
He's one of those kids
who's all chip and grift,
1326
01:23:00,083 --> 01:23:02,624
and he'd, like,
nick the shirt off your back.
1327
01:23:02,625 --> 01:23:07,791
He's a proper fucking scally,
but he's so smart and funny.
1328
01:23:08,500 --> 01:23:10,166
And he's just great craic.
1329
01:23:11,041 --> 01:23:14,374
Benny. Benny's got a big presence
in the house.
1330
01:23:14,375 --> 01:23:17,999
Sometimes he's more... kind of more
like the staff than a student.
1331
01:23:18,000 --> 01:23:20,624
And you need Benny
on your side in a crisis
1332
01:23:20,625 --> 01:23:22,582
'cause he can sort stuff, you know?
1333
01:23:22,583 --> 01:23:26,207
He lost his dad a while ago,
and he never got to say goodbye.
1334
01:23:26,208 --> 01:23:27,582
I think his dad was inside.
1335
01:23:27,583 --> 01:23:31,540
So, in there,
there's just a grieving kid, you know?
1336
01:23:31,541 --> 01:23:35,290
Riley, oh, man, this kid. This kid.
1337
01:23:35,291 --> 01:23:39,540
Riley is powered by a different kind
of engine than the rest of us.
1338
01:23:39,541 --> 01:23:44,207
He is a fascinating, beautiful kid,
and he's... he's relentless.
1339
01:23:44,208 --> 01:23:47,582
He's fighting all the time
with himself or with the others.
1340
01:23:47,583 --> 01:23:49,790
He's got this kind of mad momentum.
1341
01:23:49,791 --> 01:23:52,832
It's attack, attack, attack all the time.
He's always on.
1342
01:23:52,833 --> 01:23:54,415
He's like the wild boy, you know?
1343
01:23:54,416 --> 01:23:57,499
Encyclopedic knowledge.
Cornish and proud. So clever.
1344
01:23:57,500 --> 01:24:01,040
Nabeel. You're gonna love Nabeel, Shola.
1345
01:24:01,041 --> 01:24:03,832
He's Mr. Cool, Mr. Smooth.
1346
01:24:03,833 --> 01:24:06,541
And he's very strong academically
when he tries.
1347
01:24:07,250 --> 01:24:10,457
Jamie. I earn my fucking salary
on Jamie alone.
1348
01:24:10,458 --> 01:24:12,165
If there's a fight, he started it.
1349
01:24:12,166 --> 01:24:15,374
If there's a weakness, he'll find it.
But I adore him.
1350
01:24:15,375 --> 01:24:18,124
He's very insightful and wise,
and he can read people.
1351
01:24:18,125 --> 01:24:19,957
That's how he pushes their buttons.
1352
01:24:19,958 --> 01:24:23,499
I'd like him to knuckle down, obviously.
He could get very good results.
1353
01:24:23,500 --> 01:24:26,082
He talks about business studies
or something like that.
1354
01:24:26,083 --> 01:24:30,125
He can remember insane details.
Ask him anything about hip-hop. Anything.
1355
01:24:33,375 --> 01:24:34,541
All right, Shy.
1356
01:24:35,666 --> 01:24:39,041
It seems like I've known Shy forever.
1357
01:24:42,500 --> 01:24:43,540
Where to start?
1358
01:24:43,541 --> 01:24:46,040
- What's that? Oh, fuck! Guys!
- Oh, boy.
1359
01:24:46,041 --> 01:24:47,040
Holy shit!
1360
01:24:47,041 --> 01:24:49,457
- Who the fuck's throwing that?
- Oh, shit.
1361
01:24:49,458 --> 01:24:51,791
- What the fuck?
- There's glass everywhere!
1362
01:24:58,833 --> 01:25:00,582
Oh, shit! Oh, shit, it's Shy!
1363
01:25:00,583 --> 01:25:01,832
Shy! Shy!
1364
01:25:01,833 --> 01:25:03,833
Shy, what the fuck?
1365
01:25:08,166 --> 01:25:10,999
There's like this
reserve of sadness in Shy.
1366
01:25:11,000 --> 01:25:16,707
Like he's seen the whole, bleak,
terrible truth of the universe.
1367
01:25:16,708 --> 01:25:17,749
And he's right.
1368
01:25:17,750 --> 01:25:20,749
Like, when Shy tells you
why things are fucked,
1369
01:25:20,750 --> 01:25:24,166
it's... it's hard to argue with him.
1370
01:25:29,083 --> 01:25:31,083
Shy!
1371
01:25:38,000 --> 01:25:41,457
But he's so sharp and insightful
when he wants to be.
1372
01:25:41,458 --> 01:25:43,957
And he's got, like... I don't know.
1373
01:25:43,958 --> 01:25:47,082
Just, he's got, like, a... a generous pain,
1374
01:25:47,083 --> 01:25:48,415
if that makes sense.
1375
01:25:48,416 --> 01:25:52,374
And I just pray
for the weather in his head to be kind.
1376
01:25:52,375 --> 01:25:53,957
To clear for a bit, you know?
1377
01:25:53,958 --> 01:25:56,499
For luck. Because when Shy's upset,
1378
01:25:56,500 --> 01:25:59,291
it's like having a bomb
go off in the house.
1379
01:26:10,541 --> 01:26:15,499
And he has these horrifying night terrors,
and they sort of bleach into his days,
1380
01:26:15,500 --> 01:26:17,374
and you'll see it.
1381
01:26:17,375 --> 01:26:19,540
But the thing is, I get it, you know?
1382
01:26:19,541 --> 01:26:22,208
I really get it,
and I just want to say to him,
1383
01:26:22,958 --> 01:26:26,665
"There's so much,
and it's a lot, but hold tight,
1384
01:26:26,666 --> 01:26:29,040
because you won't always feel like this."
1385
01:26:29,041 --> 01:26:31,458
You know, and I'm lying to him, of course.
1386
01:26:48,250 --> 01:26:50,582
You know what I'm saying,
I want all these lads,
1387
01:26:50,583 --> 01:26:53,582
and my own kids, my little girls,
you know, it's the same,
1388
01:26:53,583 --> 01:26:56,208
I want them to know
that there's something else.
1389
01:27:15,125 --> 01:27:17,499
That there's, like, infinite things,
1390
01:27:17,500 --> 01:27:20,707
music you can't even imagine
in other places,
1391
01:27:20,708 --> 01:27:25,165
and the weather, and love,
and maybe nothing but ruin, but who knows?
1392
01:27:25,166 --> 01:27:26,207
Who knows?
1393
01:27:26,208 --> 01:27:30,415
The disaster changes shape,
and it becomes tomorrow's joy or whatever.
1394
01:27:30,416 --> 01:27:33,333
And there's-- there's someone
you haven't met, and it's...
1395
01:27:34,708 --> 01:27:37,415
It's, you know... You know what I'm saying.
1396
01:27:37,416 --> 01:27:39,207
Anyway, I'm rambling.
1397
01:27:39,208 --> 01:27:42,291
But it's enough, isn't it?
1398
01:28:30,000 --> 01:28:33,541
Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love
1399
01:28:34,541 --> 01:28:36,832
Out of breath
Out of body, out of friends
1400
01:28:36,833 --> 01:28:39,541
I can tell
That you don't get out as much
1401
01:28:40,541 --> 01:28:42,915
With these rocks on your back
Weighing you down
1402
01:28:42,916 --> 01:28:45,750
'Cause you feel
All of you is not enough
1403
01:28:46,583 --> 01:28:52,041
You're out of touch and out of sight
Out of mind, out of time, out of love
1404
01:28:52,791 --> 01:28:55,915
Less is more unless you feel
That you're lesser than the rest
1405
01:28:55,916 --> 01:28:58,166
You think that you're out of clutch
1406
01:28:59,041 --> 01:29:00,499
Out of money in your pocket
1407
01:29:00,500 --> 01:29:04,041
Raging doesn't stop
Until you let the demons out your closet
1408
01:29:04,958 --> 01:29:07,374
They out to get you
'Cause you putting out a message
1409
01:29:07,375 --> 01:29:10,291
Like say the response won't affect you
1410
01:29:11,000 --> 01:29:13,540
Out of respect
You say you're out of sight
1411
01:29:13,541 --> 01:29:16,208
Out of mind, out of time, out of love
1412
01:29:20,583 --> 01:29:23,041
Hold on
1413
01:29:23,541 --> 01:29:27,833
Don't leave too soon
1414
01:29:32,666 --> 01:29:35,749
Your pain
1415
01:29:35,750 --> 01:29:41,625
I feel it too
1416
01:29:43,375 --> 01:29:46,916
Out of line, out of fight
Out of shrooms, out of wine
1417
01:29:47,916 --> 01:29:50,874
All these feelings in your pocket
Weighing you down through this tunnel
1418
01:29:50,875 --> 01:29:53,915
- Hope you make it out in time
- Hope you make it out in time
1419
01:29:53,916 --> 01:29:56,874
In this concrete jungle
Patience isn't kind
1420
01:29:56,875 --> 01:29:59,832
- I hope you make it out alive
- I hope you make it out alive
1421
01:29:59,833 --> 01:30:01,624
It's like they left you out to dry
1422
01:30:01,625 --> 01:30:05,083
Is it you? Is it I?
Is it both of us combined?
1423
01:30:06,500 --> 01:30:07,749
When you was down and out
1424
01:30:07,750 --> 01:30:11,375
Couldn't be without
The darkest thoughts chasing you around
1425
01:30:12,125 --> 01:30:13,790
I see the pressure on your face
1426
01:30:13,791 --> 01:30:17,375
While you vet the crowd
Don't know if you should be in or out
1427
01:30:18,458 --> 01:30:19,999
Asking to be shown a sign
1428
01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:23,708
But it'll never be revealed
If you do not know your why
1429
01:30:25,625 --> 01:30:29,750
So you're out of reach
Tryna find what you want out of life
1430
01:30:30,708 --> 01:30:32,625
Out of sight, out of mind
1431
01:30:34,041 --> 01:30:36,874
Hold on
1432
01:30:36,875 --> 01:30:41,000
Don't leave too soon
1433
01:30:46,083 --> 01:30:49,207
Your pain
1434
01:30:49,208 --> 01:30:53,750
I feel it too
1435
01:30:58,250 --> 01:31:00,791
Hold on
1436
01:31:01,291 --> 01:31:05,625
Don't leave too soon
1437
01:31:10,625 --> 01:31:13,415
Your pain
1438
01:31:13,416 --> 01:31:18,000
I feel it too
1439
01:31:21,208 --> 01:31:24,583
Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love
1440
01:31:31,875 --> 01:31:34,082
With these rocks on your back
Weighing you down
1441
01:31:34,083 --> 01:31:36,750
'Cause you feel
All of you is not enough
1442
01:31:37,708 --> 01:31:39,457
You're out of touch
1443
01:31:39,458 --> 01:31:43,041
Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love