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- [Steve] Hi. Hi, all. Hey.
- [woman] Hi, Steve.
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[sucks teeth] Um...
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- Thanks for coming down.
- No problem.
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- [woman] Take a seat there.
- Okay.
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Angus is gonna put a mic on you.
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[Angus] Sorry,
I'm just gonna pin this to you.
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{\an8}- Then I'll stick that in the side pocket.
- Okay.
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{\an8}- Thank you.
- Okay.
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{\an8}[Angus] All right.
Sorry about this, Steve.
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- It won't take a sec.
- Yeah.
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[exhales]
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{\an8}- [Angus] We're rolling.
- I just gotta get rid of this.
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[exhales]
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- [woman] You okay to do this?
- Mm-hmm.
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I'm probably actually not okay with it.
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Do you mind
if you just stop filming for a sec?
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- [woman] Yeah.
- [Angus] Yeah, sure.
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{\an8}[exhales loudly]
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{\an8}- We really don't have to do this now.
- No, no, no.
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{\an8}We should-- We should--
We're here. We should do it.
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{\an8}- Let's do it.
- [Angus] Yeah. Sure?
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{\an8}Yep.
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{\an8}[Angus] Okay.
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{\an8}[Steve sighs deeply]
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{\an8}[woman] Um... so just tell us
a bit about Stanton Wood.
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{\an8}["Deep Shit Part 1 & Part 2"
by Kruder & Dorfmeister playing]
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{\an8}♪ Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy ♪
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{\an8}♪ Ayy, ayy-ayy, ayy ♪
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{\an8}[birds chirping]
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{\an8}- [car door closes]
- Okay.
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{\an8}Uh, if Jenny wants
to stick around after her sessions,
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{\an8}then maybe we can all have a chat.
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{\an8}[groans loudly]
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{\an8}Try and get them in a room together.
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{\an8}Um...
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{\an8}Riley needs an intervention, Steven.
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{\an8}Fuck's sake, never called Nabeel's dad.
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{\an8}Okay, four, call Nabz's dad.
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{\an8}Basically, Steven,
basically, deal with it.
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{\an8}Get through the day. You're 48 years old.
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{\an8}This is what human beings do.
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{\an8}You're an adult human being.
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{\an8}[man over radio]
There's the big confrontation
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{\an8}between friends and club teammates.
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{\an8}An old family argument,
England v. Scotland,
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{\an8}where the losers
could most certainly be out of Euro '96.
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{\an8}[music playing faintly over headphones]
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{\an8}Fuck! Oh, my God!
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- Morning, Shy.
- [Shy] Wow!
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[chuckles]
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Stealthy Steve, you know?
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- [Shy stops the music]
- This isn't great, is it?
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- What?
- Oh, come on, Shy.
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Tell me you know it's not all right
to be out here at breakfast time
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getting fully baked.
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Hold this.
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[drum and bass playing over headphones]
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Yeah.
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- [Shy] What are you doing?
- No, I...
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Dark, yeah. [chuckles]
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- It's quite hard, isn't it?
- [Shy] Hard. Yeah, so hard.
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[Steve] I like-- I prefer when it gets
a bit more-- when it's spacier.
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- Spacey. Love it.
- Synths and all that.
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Eh, I could actually get into that.
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[stops music]
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So, how are you doing?
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I've been worried about you.
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[Shy] I just feel a bit more, like...
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barbed wire than... slippy, you know?
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Yeah.
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I hear you.
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You're at the top of my list today, right?
So, we'll find a time to chat.
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Someone pissed in my glass,
and I drank a load.
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- It was probably Jamie.
- [Steve snorts]
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What? Was that a laugh?
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- No, that's terrible.
- You want piss in your mouth?
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You have to tell me this stuff, Shy.
It's terrible.
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Hey, Steve.
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Check this.
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, yeah, that's a beauty, isn't it?
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- Yeah, man.
- Love it.
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No, you keep it.
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I'm gonna sit on the bonnet,
you drive me really slowly into school!
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No, absolutely not. Get off, Shy.
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- [Shy] The film crew can film us arriving.
- What did you say?
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The film crew can film us arriving
when we go in.
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Fuck, it's Thursday!
Fuck, I'm gonna be late. Get off!
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- I wanna talk more!
- Get off!
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- Come on, Steve. Man, don't be like that.
- Shit. No, Shy.
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- Everyone's acting like twats--
- Get off!
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- Get off!
- [honks horn]
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- Come on, man.
- Shy-- All right.
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[engine starts]
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[screams]
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- All right. Get off, get off!
- [laughing]
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All right!
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[giggling]
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Now, listen.
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♪ Sittin' on my front step
Thinking of an action ♪
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- ♪ Action ♪
- ♪ Attraction ♪
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♪ Yeah, I got my traction
With the ladies ♪
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- ♪ Ladies ♪
- ♪ Like I'm Patrick Swayze ♪
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- ♪ Swayze ♪
- ♪ I drive the girls crazy ♪
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[Riley] Wait, wait. Shut up. Hold on.
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♪ I drive 'em all crazy, unlike Jamie
Who's a baby and a dickhead ♪
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[Jamie] You fucking what?
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Hello, Posh Cal's mum.
We got Posh Cal kidnapped.
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He sells 50 grand, 50...
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Hey, 50K, mummy! 50K!
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[boys continue chattering inside]
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[man] Angus, won't be a sec...
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[chattering continues]
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- Tarone, you good?
- Mm-hmm.
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- [Steve] Owen.
- Hey, there he is.
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Ah, brilliant.
You must be the famous Steve.
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- Steve, whenever you're ready, mate.
- Yes. Okay.
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- Um, Steve, Kamila from Points West. Hi.
- Yeah. Hi.
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Boys, boys! Boys, come on.
Take it down, take it down.
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Jamie, give us a sec here.
Come on. Common room now.
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[Ash] Sorry about Jamie, he just wants--
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Off you get, lads. Sorry. It's all right.
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Um, Steve, this is Geoff,
who's directing the piece.
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- Great to meet you.
- Wow. Directing?
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They said it was just kind of going to be
just about the school and what we do.
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You know, like, five minutes
at the end of the--
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[boy] I'll fucking slice you!
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Five minutes at the end
of the news kind of thing?
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[Geoff] Well, yeah, it's Points West,
so it is a segment after the news.
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- Um, but it still needs thinking about.
- Yeah.
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- [Geoff] This is Angus. He's sound.
- Hiya.
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- [Geoff] And Claire is cameras.
- Hiya. Sorry, guys, one second.
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- Uh, hey, Shola.
- Hi.
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Can I have a quick word?
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- Let's go to the staff room.
- Sure.
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Sorry, it's just crazy this morning, um...
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Are you, uh, all good? All good?
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[Shola] All good, yeah, um...
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Actually, Steve,
can we talk about some stuff?
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- Tarone, you know...
- Yes.
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[door opens]
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Hi, Steve. Can I quickly ask, are we good
to wander upstairs and look at some shots?
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- And, um, outside in the garden?
- No, no. Uh, no, no.
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No to the boys' rooms.
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Yes to wander around,
but no to the boys' rooms, if that's okay.
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Shola, yes, yes, 100%. Yes, we'll speak.
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- You're top of my list. Promise.
- Okay.
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Um, sorry, guys. Uh, excuse me.
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[boy] Get off of me, you fucking cunt!
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- [Steve] Boys!
- [Riley] I'll kill you!
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- Jamie! That's enough!
- [Riley] I'll kill you!
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Riley, Riley, Riley!
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- [Jamie] What?
- Jamie!
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[Riley] Get off me!
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- [Jamie] Come here, you pussy!
- [Riley] Fuck off!
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- Lads, lads. Lads.
- What?
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[screams]
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Stupid fat, fucking cunt!
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- Riley, stop! Enough!
- Fuck off me, Steve!
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- Whoa. Riley.
- Come on then!
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No, no, no.
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No, come on, don't do that.
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- Fucking stupid cunt.
- Jamie. Jamie, come on.
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- You scratched my face, you little bitch.
- Fuck off, you fucking bloody homo!
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- Right.
- You little cunt!
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- I'll fucking stab you!
- [Steve] Pool table privileges gone. Okay.
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- That's enough.
- [Riley] Fucking idiot, man.
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[Steve] Riley, Riley!
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- [thwack]
- Always fucking...
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Riley, what was that?
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Nah.
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No, man. He's a fucking sicko.
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[exhales]
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Okay, let's just take it down, will we?
Use deep breaths.
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He's a fucking psycho, Steve. He's a cunt.
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You all see it,
but we have to live with him!
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- He's always on us every fucking day!
- No, no.
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Come on, you've got to relax now.
Relax, okay?
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You and Jamie are actually friends.
You don't know it, but you're friends.
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You can't keep having these little wars.
It's no use.
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He licked my fucking face, Steve.
He spitted in my mouth.
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That's sexual assault.
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Okay, Riley, I'm going to say something,
and you're going to roll your eyes at me.
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- "You're better than this, Riley."
- Yeah! [chuckles]
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I mean, that's pretty much it.
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But if you raise your fist at me
or another member of staff ever again,
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then-- then you're gone.
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You're out of here.
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Okay? I'm here for you, all right?
I'm here for you. Okay?
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Thanks, Steve.
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Right. Right, let's go.
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More focus, less fighting, yeah?
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Let's go.
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- [woman] Some call it a last chance.
- [Riley] Oh, yeah!
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- [Steve] No, Riley. Riley, Riley!
- [Riley yells]
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- Shit... [laughs]
- [Geoff] Hang on. No, again.
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- No, I actually really liked it.
- Sorry, sorry.
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[Geoff] If you could start further back
and walk more before you start talking.
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We got plenty of time.
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Some call it a last chance.
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Some call it
a very expensive dumping ground
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for society's waste product.
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A radical progressive
educational intervention
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or a waiting room for borstal?
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Maybe here, at Stanton Wood Manor,
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it's all of the above.
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- [inhales] Yeah.
- [Geoff] Yeah, that's great.
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Shall we try somewhere else?
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{\an8}- Are we rolling?
- [Kamila] Yeah.
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Fuck! Shit! Cunt! Bollocks!
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Riley, 17.
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And three-quarters.
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[Kamila] And, uh,
can you describe yourself in three words?
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One, a Cornish legend.
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Two, hardcore.
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And three, cheeky.
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What did Jamie say?
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Jamie, uh, said,
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"Charismatic, uh, sexy, and irresistible."
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[giggles]
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- He's such a twat.
- [Kamila] Last question.
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If 1996 Riley could say anything
to 1990 Riley, what do you think he'd say?
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Hello, Riley.
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Don't anyone ever talk down to you.
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Remember who you are,
and keep your fucking head up high.
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'Cause you're Riley, yeah?
You're fucking Riley!
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[closes door]
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Fuck's sake.
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[clears throat]
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[Steve over tape recorder]
...that will put Jamie next to Riley.
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[tape speeding up]
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...with Jamie because that will put
Jamie next to Riley.
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Maybe Nabz and Shy swap.
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That won't fucking work.
237
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Mum, don't bother with that.
I just-- I just lost my temper.
238
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That's all it was. Like...
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[Shy's mother]
Shy, stop talking and listen.
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That was not okay, Shy.
241
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I was really, really upset, and we...
242
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Iain and I, well, we just can't.
243
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It was the final straw for us.
244
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So we've decided
that while you're at Stanton Wood, we're...
245
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done.
246
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[takes shaky breath]
247
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What... what are you talking about?
248
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No more phone calls or visits.
249
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[breathes shakily]
250
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[chuckling nervously] What are you saying?
251
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You can't pause contact with me.
I'm your son.
252
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Shut up and listen.
253
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It's over.
254
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You ringing and screaming at me,
255
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insulting us, threatening us,
it is ruining our lives, Shy. It's over.
256
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Ruining your lives?
257
00:12:01,791 --> 00:12:03,416
Mum, you're insane. What?
258
00:12:04,958 --> 00:12:07,499
I never threatened you.
That's just what I...
259
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That's what I get like sometimes,
you know, and...
260
00:12:09,958 --> 00:12:11,041
Yeah, exactly.
261
00:12:12,166 --> 00:12:13,875
That's the point I'm making.
262
00:12:17,625 --> 00:12:19,458
Am... Am I dreaming this?
263
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It's for the best.
All right? For all of us.
264
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W-What if...
265
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[Shy's mother crying]
266
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What... what if I... I n-- I need you?
267
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[Shy's mother crying]
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Shy. I'm 17.
269
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{\an8}[Kamila] Is Shy your real name?
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It is now.
271
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[Kamila] And if you could
describe yourself in three words?
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Uh, depressed.
273
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Angry and bored.
274
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[Kamila] Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.
275
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- [puts phone down]
- [breathes deeply]
276
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[exhales]
277
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- [banging on door]
- [Nabz] Peedy Paul, I know you hear me!
278
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- Fucking Peedy Paul!
- Nabz?
279
00:13:08,583 --> 00:13:10,165
I'm gonna come in
and fuckin' kill you!
280
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- Nabz.
- Huh?!
281
00:13:11,083 --> 00:13:14,415
He's been in there for two hours.
I'm not joking. Peedy fucking Paul!
282
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No, don't-- If you're desperate,
use the other one.
283
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- Use the other loo. Paul, come on. Out.
- [bangs on door]
284
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[Nabz] Fucking hell.
285
00:13:22,583 --> 00:13:27,000
{\an8}Rap, jungle, drum and bass,
funky house, fashion.
286
00:13:27,500 --> 00:13:29,165
I'm into the ladies, I can't lie.
287
00:13:29,166 --> 00:13:31,999
I'm into styling.
I wouldn't mind being a model, you know?
288
00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:33,915
People say I can get into modelling, so...
289
00:13:33,916 --> 00:13:36,166
{\an8}I can't really blame them.
I see where they get it from.
290
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Morning, all.
291
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- There you are, Steven. Good.
- [Owen] You all right out there?
292
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- [Amanda] All right?
- All good.
293
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Today's a total clusterfuck.
There's no other way around it. Okay?
294
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This documentary crew
are going to be filming
295
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until at least the end of lessons now,
which is a massive help. Thanks, Steve.
296
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It's a good thing for the school.
I think it'll be a good ad. You know?
297
00:13:55,875 --> 00:13:57,749
- We should embrace it.
- [Amanda] Sure, sure.
298
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They seem like a nice bunch.
I'm fine with it.
299
00:13:59,916 --> 00:14:02,665
But, um, Steven, physio time.
Get yourself lying down.
300
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- [Steve] Okay.
- Okay.
301
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I've told them
they've got to be done by 5:00.
302
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- And they can't interfere with lessons.
- Yeah.
303
00:14:09,208 --> 00:14:11,624
- You know, distract the kids. All right?
- Yeah.
304
00:14:11,625 --> 00:14:13,500
- Have you had your pills?
- Yes.
305
00:14:15,333 --> 00:14:16,415
Oh.
306
00:14:16,416 --> 00:14:20,249
Oh, I've just got five minutes, guys.
Then I have to go and deal with Jamie.
307
00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:21,165
[Amanda] Okay.
308
00:14:21,166 --> 00:14:24,915
All right, the main thing is,
11:00 a.m., we've got the trust meeting
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with Julian and Charlotte.
310
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- [man groans]
- Yeah, I know.
311
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[Steve] Coming in and wanging on,
312
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and telling us we can't have
the heating on next winter? Okay.
313
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I'd like for us to get together
with the boys' folders
314
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and just find some time
to get up to speed, yeah?
315
00:14:37,666 --> 00:14:39,874
And just join the dots
on where everyone is,
316
00:14:39,875 --> 00:14:42,582
where Jenny's at,
and what our plans are for next term.
317
00:14:42,583 --> 00:14:45,040
- Let's just focus on today.
- [Andy] Yes.
318
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[exhales]
319
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Good speech, boss.
320
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- [Owen] Woo!
- [woman] Yay!
321
00:14:48,500 --> 00:14:49,582
Yeah, thanks.
322
00:14:49,583 --> 00:14:51,750
Go on, tell us what's on the board.
Let's hear it.
323
00:14:52,333 --> 00:14:58,290
Well, firstly, Andy and Owen,
um, I'm sorry, but you're covering.
324
00:14:58,291 --> 00:15:00,332
- [Andy] Today, defo, tomorrow, likely.
- Yeah.
325
00:15:00,333 --> 00:15:01,707
- [Amanda] Shola.
- [Shola] Yeah?
326
00:15:01,708 --> 00:15:03,874
Uh, you're all set, no changes.
327
00:15:03,875 --> 00:15:05,957
Tarone is back in class,
back in with Jenny.
328
00:15:05,958 --> 00:15:07,457
If it's all right with you,
329
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he's going to be back
playing football today.
330
00:15:09,791 --> 00:15:11,999
[Shola] Um... That's-- that's all good.
331
00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:15,499
If... I'll let Owen know
if there's any hassle during football.
332
00:15:15,500 --> 00:15:18,165
But to be honest,
once them boys see me play...
333
00:15:18,166 --> 00:15:19,957
[Amanda] Who's that? Can we help you?
334
00:15:19,958 --> 00:15:23,374
Yeah, just going to grab that power,
if that's okay, for my battery packs.
335
00:15:23,375 --> 00:15:25,499
- [Amanda] Uh...
- Sure.
336
00:15:25,500 --> 00:15:29,749
Oh, Shola, how are you, uh,
how are you getting on with your, um,
337
00:15:29,750 --> 00:15:32,249
Surround Sound Steve audiobooks?
338
00:15:32,250 --> 00:15:33,582
Has he done his tapes?
339
00:15:33,583 --> 00:15:35,540
Yeah. Very helpful, Steve.
340
00:15:35,541 --> 00:15:37,499
{\an8}So, my name's Shola Marshall.
341
00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:39,666
{\an8}I'm 28 years old.
342
00:15:40,166 --> 00:15:44,249
And yeah, I've been at Stanton Wood
for a little over a month now.
343
00:15:44,250 --> 00:15:48,791
[Kamila] We're asking people
to describe themselves in three words.
344
00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:51,707
Oh. [exhales]
345
00:15:51,708 --> 00:15:53,540
Uh...
346
00:15:53,541 --> 00:15:55,708
I'd say I'm focused.
347
00:15:56,541 --> 00:15:58,291
Dedicated.
348
00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:00,040
Flexible.
349
00:16:00,041 --> 00:16:03,624
[Amanda] Now listen, remember when
they tried to get the local MP
350
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to come do a "meet the yobbos" photo call?
351
00:16:05,750 --> 00:16:06,832
[Steve] What's his name?
352
00:16:06,833 --> 00:16:11,165
Uh, uh, Right Honorable Farquhar
Puts His Penis in Farmyard Animals.
353
00:16:11,166 --> 00:16:12,540
- Hey.
- [Owen] Fuck's sake.
354
00:16:12,541 --> 00:16:14,499
Oh, fuck, Jamie! I got a fucking...
355
00:16:14,500 --> 00:16:19,124
[Amanda] His name, Steven,
is Hugh Montague-Powell.
356
00:16:19,125 --> 00:16:21,040
- Mm-hmm.
- Pronounced "Pole."
357
00:16:21,041 --> 00:16:22,374
- I see.
- All right. Ya.
358
00:16:22,375 --> 00:16:24,374
Now, he's... he's coming at 12:00 p.m. today
359
00:16:24,375 --> 00:16:26,499
to be filmed as part
of the Points West thing.
360
00:16:26,500 --> 00:16:27,415
- Okay?
- Okay, fine.
361
00:16:27,416 --> 00:16:30,957
[Amanda] He's been in touch with the crew,
he's asked to be shown round the school,
362
00:16:30,958 --> 00:16:33,374
and we've all got to be on camera
shaking his hand,
363
00:16:33,375 --> 00:16:35,374
and thank him
for fucking our country in half.
364
00:16:35,375 --> 00:16:39,915
{\an8}[Kamila] If 1996 Jamie could say anything
to 1990 Jamie, what would he say?
365
00:16:39,916 --> 00:16:42,875
Shit, we did this in English. Right.
366
00:16:44,750 --> 00:16:45,666
Cool.
367
00:16:46,333 --> 00:16:49,999
Jamie, you sexy little bastard,
give your nan a hug.
368
00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:52,874
Watch out for the little traitor fuckwads
and bitches in this place.
369
00:16:52,875 --> 00:16:54,332
Can't trust any of them.
370
00:16:54,333 --> 00:16:55,707
Carry a blade.
371
00:16:55,708 --> 00:16:58,540
You know what? Fuck the police,
you can't trust them either.
372
00:16:58,541 --> 00:16:59,874
Um...
373
00:16:59,875 --> 00:17:01,999
Don't lend Paul Howarth
your Mr. Scarface tape!
374
00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:04,374
- [Kamila] That's brilliant.
- Hold on a minute, I ain't done.
375
00:17:04,375 --> 00:17:08,290
Jamie, don't go to Freya's house party.
Don't do coke. You're an ecstasy man.
376
00:17:08,291 --> 00:17:11,707
I could write a book. Don't smoke
the squalids Nathan's brother give you.
377
00:17:11,708 --> 00:17:13,833
- Don't headbutt the ginger girl--
- [Kamila] And cut.
378
00:17:14,416 --> 00:17:17,749
Detractors of schools like this
will often point to the costs.
379
00:17:17,750 --> 00:17:24,290
After all, £30,000 per child per year
straight out of the taxpayer's pocket.
380
00:17:24,291 --> 00:17:29,665
Are we paying for badly behaved young men
to attend a luxury private school?
381
00:17:29,666 --> 00:17:34,249
Or are we investing
in radical societal surgery,
382
00:17:34,250 --> 00:17:37,291
turning rotten apples into valuable fruit?
383
00:17:37,791 --> 00:17:42,415
Critics of a place like this
will say it's too expensive,
384
00:17:42,416 --> 00:17:45,207
too hard to staff, too dangerous.
385
00:17:45,208 --> 00:17:49,082
The police are here so often,
they have a specially-assigned officer.
386
00:17:49,083 --> 00:17:52,999
It's always so shocking to me,
Jamie, that a man of your taste,
387
00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:57,207
a man of your expertise
in the field of good music,
388
00:17:57,208 --> 00:18:00,041
would consider Tupac a decent rapper.
389
00:18:01,416 --> 00:18:02,458
As if.
390
00:18:03,458 --> 00:18:08,290
Well, Cal-- Cal agrees with me,
Ash agrees with me, Shy agrees--
391
00:18:08,291 --> 00:18:11,499
Now I know you're fucking winding me up.
All right?
392
00:18:11,500 --> 00:18:13,832
Posh Cal knows nothing about anything.
393
00:18:13,833 --> 00:18:16,957
All right? Asking Ash,
that's like asking a fucking...
394
00:18:16,958 --> 00:18:20,082
You know? And Shy wouldn't know Tupac
from Gary fucking Barlow.
395
00:18:20,083 --> 00:18:23,625
- He just does whatever Benny says!
- Jamie, I'm winding you up.
396
00:18:24,333 --> 00:18:26,791
I get it. I agree with you.
397
00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,332
Steve, you dick.
398
00:18:29,333 --> 00:18:31,832
You know, Jamie, you can't--
This is the thing.
399
00:18:31,833 --> 00:18:35,249
You can't just casually call me
a dick and a poof all the time.
400
00:18:35,250 --> 00:18:37,083
You just... You can't.
401
00:18:40,083 --> 00:18:41,125
Fine.
402
00:18:42,375 --> 00:18:45,458
Fuck's sake, you win. All right?
403
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:49,125
And I'm sorry for spitting
in Riley's ugly mouth.
404
00:18:51,125 --> 00:18:52,416
[chuckling] Go on.
405
00:18:53,541 --> 00:18:54,540
[sighs]
406
00:18:54,541 --> 00:18:56,707
I know it's not helpful to wind Riley up,
407
00:18:56,708 --> 00:18:59,540
especially when I said
to you and Jenny that I wouldn't.
408
00:18:59,541 --> 00:19:01,040
I know you've got a busy day today,
409
00:19:01,041 --> 00:19:03,415
and I pick the worst moments
to start stuff.
410
00:19:03,416 --> 00:19:05,290
I also know I'm on my last warning,
411
00:19:05,291 --> 00:19:08,374
and you can't protect me
from criminal charges if it happens again.
412
00:19:08,375 --> 00:19:09,999
- That's it.
- Yeah.
413
00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:12,915
[chuckling] That's actually it.
And, Jamie, it's really simple.
414
00:19:12,916 --> 00:19:16,165
Stop fucking with Shy, okay?
'Cause you're going to break him.
415
00:19:16,166 --> 00:19:19,457
Stop trying to murder Riley all the time
'cause one day you'll succeed.
416
00:19:19,458 --> 00:19:21,499
He calls me "chubba" though, Steve.
417
00:19:21,500 --> 00:19:24,000
Yeah, I know. I hear you.
418
00:19:24,958 --> 00:19:27,624
But listen, I know a little bit
about the insult ratios in this house,
419
00:19:27,625 --> 00:19:29,665
and you, my friend, are top of the charts.
420
00:19:29,666 --> 00:19:33,582
If you give it out all the time,
sometimes you get some in return, right?
421
00:19:33,583 --> 00:19:34,666
It's fair enough.
422
00:19:35,791 --> 00:19:37,540
- Whatever.
- Whatever.
423
00:19:37,541 --> 00:19:41,958
Just-- just surprise us
by not always taking the bait.
424
00:19:42,458 --> 00:19:44,708
As if.
425
00:19:46,291 --> 00:19:49,665
Wow, great teaching, Steve.
You're really fucking wise, aren't you?
426
00:19:49,666 --> 00:19:51,415
[chuckling]
427
00:19:51,416 --> 00:19:55,290
[sarcastic] I won't give up on you, Jamie.
I'll never give up on you.
428
00:19:55,291 --> 00:19:57,165
Come on. Off to English now.
429
00:19:57,166 --> 00:20:00,249
Come on. Enough bollocks.
Let's go, let's go, let's go.
430
00:20:00,250 --> 00:20:04,832
{\an8}Right. It's, like, called the body.
431
00:20:04,833 --> 00:20:06,957
And it's fucking beautiful. [kisses]
432
00:20:06,958 --> 00:20:10,832
So, we've got this. It's called the bicep.
There's two parts of it, long and short.
433
00:20:10,833 --> 00:20:13,540
On the back, got the triceps there.
434
00:20:13,541 --> 00:20:16,165
You want to see
something really fucking good?
435
00:20:16,166 --> 00:20:17,665
Okay.
436
00:20:17,666 --> 00:20:21,999
- This... is called a work of fucking art.
- Bro, why are you taking your top off?
437
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:24,915
{\an8}I'd taken mad, mad whizz.
438
00:20:24,916 --> 00:20:28,082
{\an8}I was really into whizz at the time,
especially with Captain Morgan.
439
00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:31,374
You know, innit? You know! Good times.
440
00:20:31,375 --> 00:20:33,249
Anyway, to cut a long story short,
441
00:20:33,250 --> 00:20:36,832
um, I drove into the ticket office
of a tube station
442
00:20:36,833 --> 00:20:39,749
and very nearly killed
a fucking load of people, but I didn't!
443
00:20:39,750 --> 00:20:40,999
Original glazing.
444
00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:42,540
- [Kamila] No, they're not.
- They are.
445
00:20:42,541 --> 00:20:45,124
- Must be hundreds of years old.
- Yeah. Grade I listed.
446
00:20:45,125 --> 00:20:47,540
[Andy] What does the choice
given to the knight symbolize,
447
00:20:47,541 --> 00:20:53,249
and how does Chaucer use irony
to develop his characters and themes?
448
00:20:53,250 --> 00:20:55,790
- Okay, so where were we in the prologue?
- Ash!
449
00:20:55,791 --> 00:20:56,915
- [Andy] And who is--
- What?
450
00:20:56,916 --> 00:20:59,249
[Andy] Riley, Ash, what's going on?
451
00:20:59,250 --> 00:21:01,124
- Holy shit!
- [Andy] Guys.
452
00:21:01,125 --> 00:21:02,832
[laughter]
453
00:21:02,833 --> 00:21:04,540
- [Riley] Hey!
- [banging on window]
454
00:21:04,541 --> 00:21:06,415
- [Geoff] Way too much money.
- [Kamila] Hang on.
455
00:21:06,416 --> 00:21:07,999
God, don't break them windows, mate.
456
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:09,332
I'm gonna get it!
457
00:21:09,333 --> 00:21:11,582
- What? Oh, brilliant idea.
- They're not gonna let...
458
00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:13,665
- I'm getting it.
- [Kamila] We won't get permission.
459
00:21:13,666 --> 00:21:16,250
[clamoring]
460
00:21:17,583 --> 00:21:20,249
- [Geoff] He's fine. We can blur faces.
- [Claire] It's perfect!
461
00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:21,999
- [Kamila] Bloody hell.
- [Geoff] Look at him.
462
00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:23,374
[clamoring]
463
00:21:23,375 --> 00:21:25,749
[Andy] Guys. Guys!
464
00:21:25,750 --> 00:21:26,957
[Geoff] Exactly what we want.
465
00:21:26,958 --> 00:21:29,332
Are you actually shooting this?
They're not gonna use this.
466
00:21:29,333 --> 00:21:31,582
[Geoff] I hope this is directed at you
and not me.
467
00:21:31,583 --> 00:21:34,707
[Kamila] Why do you hope
it's directed at me? That's off, Geoff.
468
00:21:34,708 --> 00:21:35,790
[Geoff] Well...
469
00:21:35,791 --> 00:21:37,915
You're acting like a bunch
of animals in the zoo.
470
00:21:37,916 --> 00:21:41,624
- Animals in a bloody zoo, innit?
- [Andy] Tarone, nice to have you back.
471
00:21:41,625 --> 00:21:44,166
- [Riley] The fuck was that for?
- [Andy] Shall we get on with it?
472
00:21:47,666 --> 00:21:50,207
Okay, very good. Off you go. Right, Shy.
473
00:21:50,208 --> 00:21:51,957
[music plays through headphones]
474
00:21:51,958 --> 00:21:53,582
- [Ash] Can you hear?
- [Nabz] Oi, fuck off.
475
00:21:53,583 --> 00:21:55,125
[Andy] All good here, mate?
476
00:21:56,041 --> 00:21:57,165
[music stops]
477
00:21:57,166 --> 00:21:59,999
Just give me a shout
if you want to chat, okay?
478
00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,374
Okay, everybody,
ten more minutes, and then--
479
00:22:02,375 --> 00:22:04,332
You fucking slag!
480
00:22:04,333 --> 00:22:06,124
[indistinct shouting]
481
00:22:06,125 --> 00:22:08,958
[drum and bass music playing]
482
00:22:15,916 --> 00:22:17,833
[silence]
483
00:22:18,500 --> 00:22:21,333
- [Steve] Hey, it's them.
- [Amanda] Don't bite your nails.
484
00:22:21,833 --> 00:22:23,249
[Julian] I mean, it's...
485
00:22:23,250 --> 00:22:26,582
What I love about this place every time,
it's like a time capsule.
486
00:22:26,583 --> 00:22:27,915
[laughing]
487
00:22:27,916 --> 00:22:31,290
There they are. "Three lions on a shirt.
Jules Rimet still gleaming."
488
00:22:31,291 --> 00:22:32,874
[Charlotte] Hi, Owen. How you doing?
489
00:22:32,875 --> 00:22:35,499
[Julian] Don't worry about tea,
coffee, biscuits, no poncy stuff.
490
00:22:35,500 --> 00:22:36,749
No, there isn't anything.
491
00:22:36,750 --> 00:22:39,707
[Julian] Although a glass of champagne
wouldn't go amiss. You know?
492
00:22:39,708 --> 00:22:42,457
Anyway, it's just...
The vibe is just terrific.
493
00:22:42,458 --> 00:22:44,582
Every time I come here,
it just feels like...
494
00:22:44,583 --> 00:22:47,207
Bosh, you know?
This is where the real action happens.
495
00:22:47,208 --> 00:22:50,374
Yeah. Welcome. Good to see you, Charlotte.
Julian, thanks for coming.
496
00:22:50,375 --> 00:22:51,915
- Of course.
- Yes.
497
00:22:51,916 --> 00:22:52,832
Any time.
498
00:22:52,833 --> 00:22:54,707
- [Amanda] Yeah. Julian, this meeting--
- Yes?
499
00:22:54,708 --> 00:22:57,832
If you could just get on with it.
I think she really wants you...
500
00:22:57,833 --> 00:23:01,165
- If we could-- That was rude of me.
- Yeah, sure. No, no.
501
00:23:01,166 --> 00:23:02,874
It's cool. No problemo. Um...
502
00:23:02,875 --> 00:23:07,875
Well, okay, let me just start
by saying, as always...
503
00:23:08,541 --> 00:23:09,915
Go, you.
504
00:23:09,916 --> 00:23:12,249
Steve, you know, and all you guys.
505
00:23:12,250 --> 00:23:16,999
What-- what you have achieved here, um...
506
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:18,250
Well, the...
507
00:23:18,833 --> 00:23:21,332
I was just saying
to Charlotte in the car over... [scoffs]
508
00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:24,833
...what these guys have achieved is, um...
509
00:23:26,208 --> 00:23:28,416
I'm rambling. Charlotte, please.
510
00:23:28,958 --> 00:23:31,416
Yeah, um... Okay.
511
00:23:32,958 --> 00:23:38,957
So, we had previously talked
about two distinct phases,
512
00:23:38,958 --> 00:23:40,375
um, last time we met.
513
00:23:41,500 --> 00:23:46,291
And actually,
it seems like, for various reasons,
514
00:23:46,791 --> 00:23:49,790
those two phases can become one.
515
00:23:49,791 --> 00:23:52,999
So, Stanton Wood being on the market
516
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,708
has meant that...
517
00:23:55,583 --> 00:23:56,416
Um...
518
00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:58,874
So we vacate the site in December.
519
00:23:58,875 --> 00:24:01,374
Sorry, can I just stop you there
for a second? Um...
520
00:24:01,375 --> 00:24:04,082
- What are you... What are you saying?
- What?
521
00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:07,457
- Are you-- What are you saying?
- [Amanda] "Vacate the site"?
522
00:24:07,458 --> 00:24:10,333
Are you talking about the trust
selling the school?
523
00:24:10,916 --> 00:24:12,041
[Charlotte] Um...
524
00:24:13,041 --> 00:24:13,875
Yes.
525
00:24:15,958 --> 00:24:18,832
What's happened is
that we've been able to--
526
00:24:18,833 --> 00:24:20,249
Wait. No, wait a second.
527
00:24:20,250 --> 00:24:22,875
I can't really believe
what I'm hearing here, so...
528
00:24:23,541 --> 00:24:25,540
Wait a second. We have--
529
00:24:25,541 --> 00:24:27,707
You guys have, on various occasions,
530
00:24:27,708 --> 00:24:31,499
speculatively discussed
how a-- a-- a closure
531
00:24:31,500 --> 00:24:33,874
might be approached
long-term, logistically.
532
00:24:33,875 --> 00:24:35,458
That's it. Yeah?
533
00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,207
- Is that true?
- [Julian] Yeah.
534
00:24:37,208 --> 00:24:39,540
- [Charlotte] Yeah.
- Right? Now you say, all of a sudden...
535
00:24:39,541 --> 00:24:42,124
What?
You're just saying you're just doing it?
536
00:24:42,125 --> 00:24:43,790
[scoffs] Am I...?
537
00:24:43,791 --> 00:24:48,999
Charlotte, you said... you said, uh,
um, vacate the site in... in December.
538
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:50,750
So, are you... are you...
539
00:24:51,875 --> 00:24:54,832
are you talking about closing the school
in... in less than 18 months' time?
540
00:24:54,833 --> 00:24:56,374
- Is that what you're saying?
- My God.
541
00:24:56,375 --> 00:25:00,000
Um... Steve...
542
00:25:00,541 --> 00:25:04,332
We're talking about December 1996.
543
00:25:04,333 --> 00:25:06,332
- We're going to be, um...
- What six months' time?
544
00:25:06,333 --> 00:25:09,540
- In the middle of the school year?
- Okay! Okay, okay, guys.
545
00:25:09,541 --> 00:25:11,624
- You're kidding me!
- If you could just let me speak.
546
00:25:11,625 --> 00:25:13,290
If you could just let me speak.
547
00:25:13,291 --> 00:25:15,832
{\an8}[Kamila] Tell us a bit about Stanton Wood.
548
00:25:15,833 --> 00:25:17,790
{\an8}It's sort of like a prototype, you know?
549
00:25:17,791 --> 00:25:20,457
To bring kind of more
of a rehabilitative approach to...
550
00:25:20,458 --> 00:25:23,749
to residential schooling, you know?
It's based off a Finnish model, actually.
551
00:25:23,750 --> 00:25:26,332
[Kamila] Sorry, Steve. Sorry.
Can we just go again?
552
00:25:26,333 --> 00:25:28,499
You still look quite emotional and...
553
00:25:28,500 --> 00:25:30,749
No, no. Do I? I'm fine.
554
00:25:30,750 --> 00:25:33,582
[Julian] Spectacularly unsustainable
in today's climate.
555
00:25:33,583 --> 00:25:35,208
Shut up, man.
556
00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,665
- [Julian] Sorry?
- Just shut up.
557
00:25:37,666 --> 00:25:40,707
[Julian] Steve, come on, buddy.
We knew this day was coming--
558
00:25:40,708 --> 00:25:43,499
Stop talking. Just stop talking.
559
00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:44,999
Stop talking!
560
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:49,207
Or I'll climb over this table,
and I'll strangle you with my bare hands!
561
00:25:49,208 --> 00:25:52,915
- How would you like that, Julian?
- [Julian] Death threats are a little much!
562
00:25:52,916 --> 00:25:54,165
Shut up!
563
00:25:54,166 --> 00:25:57,500
- Shut up! Shut up!
- [Amanda] Whoa! Steve! Steve!
564
00:25:58,083 --> 00:26:00,083
- Shut up!
- [chair clatters loudly]
565
00:26:01,166 --> 00:26:02,500
[Amanda] Wow.
566
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:07,041
- Oh, my God.
- [Amanda] God... Steve...
567
00:26:08,791 --> 00:26:09,916
Got ya.
568
00:26:11,875 --> 00:26:13,083
[exhales]
569
00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:19,500
Th... Th... These are extraordinarily complex,
uh, young people, these lads.
570
00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:22,040
Extraordinarily complex.
571
00:26:22,041 --> 00:26:26,207
And as you know, we have
zero legal jurisdiction to keep them here.
572
00:26:26,208 --> 00:26:32,457
So, on top of every moral, and...
and logistical, and emotional, and...
573
00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:37,457
and... and educational catastrophe
you're about to visit on them,
574
00:26:37,458 --> 00:26:38,915
I think that if... if...
575
00:26:38,916 --> 00:26:42,249
if you say the school is closing
in the middle of the school term,
576
00:26:42,250 --> 00:26:43,250
then they're gone.
577
00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:46,749
We have to care for these kids.
578
00:26:46,750 --> 00:26:48,124
This is their home.
579
00:26:48,125 --> 00:26:52,207
This is a place that's in the process
of saving their lives.
580
00:26:52,208 --> 00:26:53,332
You know?
581
00:26:53,333 --> 00:27:00,374
There is busy, messy, wildly complex shit
going on here, there, and everywhere.
582
00:27:00,375 --> 00:27:01,999
Each day, every day.
583
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:03,540
I mean, you...
584
00:27:03,541 --> 00:27:04,916
You cannot
585
00:27:05,666 --> 00:27:07,082
just stop.
586
00:27:07,083 --> 00:27:09,915
You can't press a button
and say, "No more."
587
00:27:09,916 --> 00:27:13,000
You know? I mean,
we need much, much more time.
588
00:27:17,125 --> 00:27:18,208
Okay.
589
00:27:19,791 --> 00:27:21,124
Charlotte, go on.
590
00:27:21,125 --> 00:27:22,291
[clears throat]
591
00:27:24,875 --> 00:27:26,291
[scoffs] It's...
592
00:27:26,791 --> 00:27:28,125
it's too late.
593
00:27:28,916 --> 00:27:31,708
It's happening. We've sold Stanton Wood.
594
00:27:35,666 --> 00:27:37,457
- [Owen] God...
- [Charlotte] I'm sorry.
595
00:27:37,458 --> 00:27:40,333
- Give me a second. I can't deal with it.
- [Owen] Yeah.
596
00:27:49,833 --> 00:27:52,874
[Kamila] Why don't we start summarizing
your relationship with the boys?
597
00:27:52,875 --> 00:27:54,125
What do you think of them?
598
00:27:54,708 --> 00:27:56,375
{\an8}Official answer.
599
00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:01,915
{\an8}They are hugely complicated,
intricate human beings
600
00:28:01,916 --> 00:28:06,749
who require enormous amounts of what
we'd now call special educational care.
601
00:28:06,750 --> 00:28:11,457
It's exhausting, complicated,
demanding work, and it's destroying us.
602
00:28:11,458 --> 00:28:14,874
We are underpaid, we're understaffed,
603
00:28:14,875 --> 00:28:17,540
we're chronically under-resourced.
604
00:28:17,541 --> 00:28:21,624
I am part prison guard, I'm part nurse,
605
00:28:21,625 --> 00:28:25,332
I'm part battleaxe, I'm part mummy.
606
00:28:25,333 --> 00:28:27,915
I'm part... You know, you get me.
607
00:28:27,916 --> 00:28:30,041
- [Kamila] Yeah, I hear you.
- [Amanda] Um...
608
00:28:31,666 --> 00:28:33,625
- Unofficial answer?
- [Kamila] Go on.
609
00:28:35,458 --> 00:28:37,166
I fucking adore them.
610
00:28:51,041 --> 00:28:52,083
Fuck.
611
00:28:56,666 --> 00:29:00,208
[Jamie] What the fuck do you mean?
They were asking me...
612
00:29:01,166 --> 00:29:04,416
[voices continue in background]
613
00:29:20,541 --> 00:29:21,708
[Amanda] Hey, Steve.
614
00:29:25,708 --> 00:29:28,250
{\an8}- I'm so, so angry right now.
- I know.
615
00:29:29,291 --> 00:29:30,415
{\an8}I know.
616
00:29:30,416 --> 00:29:31,832
{\an8}[inhales]
617
00:29:31,833 --> 00:29:33,207
{\an8}I've got ya.
618
00:29:33,208 --> 00:29:35,625
I'm so angry. I don't know what to do.
619
00:29:37,458 --> 00:29:38,958
Oh, God.
620
00:29:40,250 --> 00:29:42,457
[cries softly, sniffles]
621
00:29:42,458 --> 00:29:46,415
Our beautiful,
fucking terrible boys, Steve.
622
00:29:46,416 --> 00:29:47,750
I know.
623
00:29:48,958 --> 00:29:51,457
- Our boys.
- I know. I know.
624
00:29:51,458 --> 00:29:52,958
[softly] I know...
625
00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:55,915
We'll carry them through this, and we'll...
626
00:29:55,916 --> 00:29:58,832
One by one, yeah? Like we always have.
627
00:29:58,833 --> 00:30:00,082
[sniffles]
628
00:30:00,083 --> 00:30:02,125
- Like we always have.
- Yeah.
629
00:30:04,500 --> 00:30:07,582
You know, they...
they won't let us anywhere near 'em.
630
00:30:07,583 --> 00:30:09,290
You know? [sniffles]
631
00:30:09,291 --> 00:30:15,124
Steve, in a minute... in a minute,
we're going to be out on our arses,
632
00:30:15,125 --> 00:30:17,624
unemployed fucking strangers, you know?
633
00:30:17,625 --> 00:30:19,624
- I know, but we're here now.
- And then...
634
00:30:19,625 --> 00:30:21,249
We've got 'til like Christmas...
635
00:30:21,250 --> 00:30:22,374
We're here now, Amanda.
636
00:30:22,375 --> 00:30:24,875
- We'll probably never see them again.
- [Sarah] Here you are.
637
00:30:25,583 --> 00:30:28,041
Give me a shout if you need help.
638
00:30:31,125 --> 00:30:35,082
So, uh, Shy and Benny, yeah?
The drum and bass nerve center, I'm told.
639
00:30:35,083 --> 00:30:36,540
Nah, listen, listen, innit?
640
00:30:36,541 --> 00:30:40,374
Atomic Bass Recordings, yeah, will be
bigger than anything you've ever seen.
641
00:30:40,375 --> 00:30:43,540
You see Shy? He's the CEO.
He'll run, like, the label side of stuff.
642
00:30:43,541 --> 00:30:45,499
See me?
I'm the day-to-day boss of the club.
643
00:30:45,500 --> 00:30:48,249
- [Kamila] Nightclub?
- Yeah, it's all in one huge building.
644
00:30:48,250 --> 00:30:52,124
Offices upstairs, shop and studio,
and then there's a club in the basement.
645
00:30:52,125 --> 00:30:54,665
Fucking polytunnels on the roof
growing the crops.
646
00:30:54,666 --> 00:30:56,624
- Yeah, of course.
- This is in London, yeah?
647
00:30:56,625 --> 00:30:58,790
- Yeah, yeah, yeah. 100%.
- Yeah, listen.
648
00:30:58,791 --> 00:31:01,457
Also, we have to build it
like a fortress, because, see, Shy,
649
00:31:01,458 --> 00:31:04,582
he's kind of a wanted man where he's from.
So, we have to protect the governor,
650
00:31:04,583 --> 00:31:06,165
the Shy One, the jungle bunny.
651
00:31:06,166 --> 00:31:08,415
[Kamila] Why is that?
Sorry, do you mind me asking?
652
00:31:08,416 --> 00:31:11,124
Shy's a wanted man.
He cut a lad's face open with a bottle.
653
00:31:11,125 --> 00:31:12,707
- Shh!
- [Steve] Nabeel, stop talking.
654
00:31:12,708 --> 00:31:14,874
Stop talking. This is not... not okay.
655
00:31:14,875 --> 00:31:16,124
- [Kamila] Steve.
- Stop filming.
656
00:31:16,125 --> 00:31:18,749
Please. Like, we-- we-- You said...
657
00:31:18,750 --> 00:31:21,540
Even if you blur out their faces,
legally, you can't have them talking...
658
00:31:21,541 --> 00:31:23,207
- [Sarah] He's here!
- It's not appropriate.
659
00:31:23,208 --> 00:31:24,749
- I understand.
- I thought we--
660
00:31:24,750 --> 00:31:27,165
- They're waiting for you in the hallway.
- Thanks. I'm coming.
661
00:31:27,166 --> 00:31:28,790
Guys, can you please stop filming?
662
00:31:28,791 --> 00:31:30,749
- Look, I... I can't...
- I'm not happy with this.
663
00:31:30,750 --> 00:31:31,832
None of that's staying in.
664
00:31:31,833 --> 00:31:33,874
- I'm not happy. It's not staying in.
- I understand.
665
00:31:33,875 --> 00:31:36,790
Steve, Steve, I'm... I'm so sorry.
Well, it's cool...
666
00:31:36,791 --> 00:31:38,665
I'm very sorry. It's not cool, actually.
667
00:31:38,666 --> 00:31:41,290
- You have our absolute assurance...
- Steve, he's waitin'!
668
00:31:41,291 --> 00:31:44,790
No, no. This guy is coming now.
He's only here because you guys are here.
669
00:31:44,791 --> 00:31:46,999
So, film him, and then we're done!
670
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:48,290
Fuck's sake.
671
00:31:48,291 --> 00:31:51,666
[clamoring]
672
00:31:53,416 --> 00:31:56,749
- Hello there. Hi there. I'm... I'm Steven.
- Hello, hello, Steven.
673
00:31:56,750 --> 00:31:58,999
Hello, nice to meet you.
Come on this way.
674
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:00,125
That's enough!
675
00:32:01,125 --> 00:32:03,457
- This is Amanda.
- [Amanda] Welcome to Stanton Wood.
676
00:32:03,458 --> 00:32:04,999
- Amanda.
- I'm Amanda, deputy head.
677
00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:05,957
Henry Harvey.
678
00:32:05,958 --> 00:32:08,874
Uh, this is Sarah.
She's part of our wonderful team.
679
00:32:08,875 --> 00:32:09,875
Sarah.
680
00:32:10,666 --> 00:32:11,833
Let's go this way.
681
00:32:12,541 --> 00:32:14,499
[Hugh] This is, um... quite something.
682
00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:20,124
So, uh, I suppose this is
a kind of a social area, recreation area.
683
00:32:20,125 --> 00:32:21,957
Look, he's there. He's coming.
684
00:32:21,958 --> 00:32:24,582
[Steve] And... everyone's waiting!
Here we are.
685
00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:28,374
Right, everybody, take a seat.
There should be enough seats.
686
00:32:28,375 --> 00:32:29,416
Great.
687
00:32:30,416 --> 00:32:34,540
Uh, so, everyone, this is Hugh Montague...
688
00:32:34,541 --> 00:32:37,332
{\an8}- Sorry, I'm not sure the correct...
- Sir Hugh Montague--
689
00:32:37,333 --> 00:32:39,416
{\an8}Powell. Montague-Powell.
690
00:32:40,125 --> 00:32:42,040
Spelled "Powell," pronounced "Pole."
691
00:32:42,041 --> 00:32:44,374
- Like Anthony.
- "Pole."
692
00:32:44,375 --> 00:32:46,208
Eh... But who cares, eh?
693
00:32:47,583 --> 00:32:50,666
- Well, welcome to Stanton Wood.
- Thank you.
694
00:32:52,166 --> 00:32:56,416
[mimics posh accent] Well, Mr. "Pole",
Sir Benjamin Griffith here.
695
00:32:57,083 --> 00:32:59,583
Very good. Well met, Benjamin.
696
00:33:01,125 --> 00:33:06,499
[Hugh] Now, boys, you'll know this
because you're all bright, young chaps,
697
00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:10,374
but I'm your local
parliamentary representative,
698
00:33:10,375 --> 00:33:12,040
your MP.
699
00:33:12,041 --> 00:33:15,790
So, uh, I toil away
in Westminster making decisions
700
00:33:15,791 --> 00:33:18,957
about everything from foreign wars
701
00:33:18,958 --> 00:33:20,749
to the price of beans,
702
00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:23,082
to teachers' pay.
703
00:33:23,083 --> 00:33:24,416
[Hugh guffaws]
704
00:33:25,875 --> 00:33:29,291
And very soon, uh,
you'll be getting a vote,
705
00:33:30,208 --> 00:33:32,499
provided you stay out of prison,
706
00:33:32,500 --> 00:33:35,207
and you'll want
to use that vote very wisely.
707
00:33:35,208 --> 00:33:38,374
You'll want to think
about who will protect your money,
708
00:33:38,375 --> 00:33:41,832
your possessions, your freedoms.
709
00:33:41,833 --> 00:33:43,749
But we ain't got none of them.
710
00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:45,290
[Hugh] Sorry, say again?
711
00:33:45,291 --> 00:33:46,583
Don't matter.
712
00:33:47,333 --> 00:33:51,458
Uh, the lads have been doing,
uh, democracy.
713
00:33:52,958 --> 00:33:59,165
You know, just, uh,
discussing d... democracy, uh...
714
00:33:59,166 --> 00:34:02,124
unpacking it
in their Russia and Communism course.
715
00:34:02,125 --> 00:34:03,499
Well, there you have it.
716
00:34:03,500 --> 00:34:04,749
I've been working--
717
00:34:04,750 --> 00:34:08,124
When I'm not whizzing around
meeting people like you,
718
00:34:08,125 --> 00:34:12,790
I'm working hard to make sure
we don't go down that route.
719
00:34:12,791 --> 00:34:16,332
Communist Britain would not be
the green and pleasant land
720
00:34:16,333 --> 00:34:18,874
we currently all so enjoy.
721
00:34:18,875 --> 00:34:20,166
Brilliant.
722
00:34:21,208 --> 00:34:23,582
Okay, brilliant. That was great.
723
00:34:23,583 --> 00:34:26,082
Inspiring for the lads.
Um... Take a few photographs--
724
00:34:26,083 --> 00:34:29,750
Any questions about what goes on
up in the smoke?
725
00:34:33,416 --> 00:34:36,541
[Amanda] Come on, lads, you're not
usually backwards in coming forward.
726
00:34:37,166 --> 00:34:39,374
{\an8}Princess Di gossip? State secrets?
727
00:34:39,375 --> 00:34:41,666
Come on, gents, ask away.
728
00:34:42,958 --> 00:34:44,041
Yes, young man?
729
00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:47,957
I wondered if, sir,
730
00:34:47,958 --> 00:34:51,499
is it a part of the training
for, like, becoming an MP,
731
00:34:51,500 --> 00:34:54,165
or have you always been a cunt?
732
00:34:54,166 --> 00:34:56,499
[boys laughing]
733
00:34:56,500 --> 00:34:57,582
- [Nabz] What--
- [Andy] Shy!
734
00:34:57,583 --> 00:34:59,415
He'll just fucking say anything.
735
00:34:59,416 --> 00:35:00,832
[Nabz] What the fuck?
736
00:35:00,833 --> 00:35:01,749
[Steve] Sir.
737
00:35:01,750 --> 00:35:03,624
[Shy] That's what I was wondering, though.
738
00:35:03,625 --> 00:35:05,249
You won't be using that.
739
00:35:05,250 --> 00:35:07,624
[Shy] I wanted to-- to ask my question.
740
00:35:07,625 --> 00:35:10,415
We can ask questions though.
You said he could ask questions.
741
00:35:10,416 --> 00:35:12,165
- Can I ask you a question?
- [Jamie] "Pole"!
742
00:35:12,166 --> 00:35:13,582
[Shy] You said that I could ask...
743
00:35:13,583 --> 00:35:15,249
[Amanda] Okay, everyone.
744
00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:16,165
[boy] "Pole"!
745
00:35:16,166 --> 00:35:18,541
[Riley] Please answer the question,
Mr. Powell.
746
00:35:29,375 --> 00:35:30,957
[exhales]
747
00:35:30,958 --> 00:35:32,832
[Tarone] It's bullshit.
It's fucking racist.
748
00:35:32,833 --> 00:35:36,415
That's interesting, Tarone.
Why do you think it's racist?
749
00:35:36,416 --> 00:35:38,082
[Tarone] I don't know. You tell me.
750
00:35:38,083 --> 00:35:41,499
Okay, if that's what you want to do, fine.
751
00:35:41,500 --> 00:35:43,916
Maybe that's a good idea, um...
752
00:35:45,083 --> 00:35:46,374
Perhaps you feel
753
00:35:46,375 --> 00:35:49,165
that if one of the other boys
had spoken to Shola
754
00:35:49,166 --> 00:35:52,165
in the way that you spoke to her,
said those things to her,
755
00:35:52,166 --> 00:35:54,707
they would be punished in a different way.
756
00:35:54,708 --> 00:35:55,708
You get me.
757
00:35:57,375 --> 00:36:01,207
'Cause I'm Black, and she's Black,
and they don't know what the fuck to do,
758
00:36:01,208 --> 00:36:03,374
and they think I'm some weirdo, a rapist...
759
00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:07,165
Okay, I'm going to stop you there.
I quite strongly disagree.
760
00:36:07,166 --> 00:36:11,332
Of course you do, Jenny.
'Cause you're all the exact fucking same.
761
00:36:11,333 --> 00:36:12,375
[Jenny] Careful, Tarone.
762
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,124
I'll say how it looks from here. May I?
763
00:36:18,125 --> 00:36:19,415
Go on, tell me.
764
00:36:19,416 --> 00:36:22,957
One month special detention
and extra sessions with me
765
00:36:22,958 --> 00:36:27,540
for repeated instances
of sexual innuendo, abuse,
766
00:36:27,541 --> 00:36:33,124
and one instance of severely inappropriate
physical behavior towards Shola.
767
00:36:33,125 --> 00:36:35,375
[chuckling]
768
00:36:36,583 --> 00:36:39,707
You know, if you'd been hauled out of here
and the police had been called...
769
00:36:39,708 --> 00:36:40,707
Yeah.
770
00:36:40,708 --> 00:36:43,749
...I might wonder
if they were being even-handed.
771
00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:45,458
But look at Riley.
772
00:36:46,125 --> 00:36:47,915
Look at Jamie earlier this year.
773
00:36:47,916 --> 00:36:51,790
I think the punishments
are extremely even-handed.
774
00:36:51,791 --> 00:36:54,457
Thoughtful. Mild, even.
775
00:36:54,458 --> 00:36:56,249
In a normal school,
776
00:36:56,250 --> 00:37:00,874
if you'd said those things to Shola,
you would have been expelled, no question.
777
00:37:00,875 --> 00:37:03,332
And Shola could have pressed charges.
778
00:37:03,333 --> 00:37:04,916
[sighs uncomfortably]
779
00:37:06,958 --> 00:37:09,499
[indistinct chatter]
780
00:37:09,500 --> 00:37:11,374
[Riley] Oh, Sarah, this looks lovely.
781
00:37:11,375 --> 00:37:13,082
- [Jamie] Thank you, Sarah.
- Looks lovely.
782
00:37:13,083 --> 00:37:15,082
- [Ash] Thank you.
- [Sarah] Thank you.
783
00:37:15,083 --> 00:37:17,665
- [Riley] Took mine as well.
- Come on, leave it now.
784
00:37:17,666 --> 00:37:19,790
You're not Alan Shearer.
You scored one goal.
785
00:37:19,791 --> 00:37:20,999
- [Tarone] It's mine.
- No.
786
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,625
You didn't. What the fuck?
787
00:37:24,291 --> 00:37:26,707
[giggling] He just
stole that off you like a baby.
788
00:37:26,708 --> 00:37:28,166
Nah, bruv. I'll take it.
789
00:37:29,166 --> 00:37:31,291
- Don't start.
- Fuck, man!
790
00:37:33,708 --> 00:37:34,749
Yeah, listen.
791
00:37:34,750 --> 00:37:37,374
Well done for not getting rapey
with Shola again today.
792
00:37:37,375 --> 00:37:38,707
What?
793
00:37:38,708 --> 00:37:41,833
Yeah. Though she does look fit,
innit, doesn't she?
794
00:37:43,875 --> 00:37:44,749
[spits]
795
00:37:44,750 --> 00:37:45,916
[guys] Ooh...
796
00:37:46,791 --> 00:37:48,790
- Oh, my fuck!
- Shit, yeah?
797
00:37:48,791 --> 00:37:49,915
Pack it in!
798
00:37:49,916 --> 00:37:52,665
Fucking hell. Come on, what?
What, pussy? What?
799
00:37:52,666 --> 00:37:54,790
- [items clattering]
- [Sarah] Get out of the kitchen!
800
00:37:54,791 --> 00:37:55,999
[Riley] Give it to him!
801
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,707
- [Sarah] Stop it!
- [Riley] Fucking have it!
802
00:37:57,708 --> 00:37:59,415
[Sarah] How many times have I told you?
803
00:37:59,416 --> 00:38:00,583
[utensils crashing]
804
00:38:03,333 --> 00:38:04,582
[Ash] Oh, fucking hell.
805
00:38:04,583 --> 00:38:06,165
[guys banging on counter]
806
00:38:06,166 --> 00:38:09,624
Tell me. Why are you running, man?
Why are you running, Jamie? Huh?!
807
00:38:09,625 --> 00:38:11,124
- [thwack]
- [guys] Ooh!
808
00:38:11,125 --> 00:38:12,541
[Tarone] Fucking prick!
809
00:38:15,208 --> 00:38:16,250
Ah, fuck!
810
00:38:17,583 --> 00:38:19,166
[screaming]
811
00:38:20,583 --> 00:38:21,415
Come on!
812
00:38:21,416 --> 00:38:23,916
[guys cheering and yelling]
813
00:38:27,833 --> 00:38:30,375
- [Tarone] Move!
- [Ash] Oi, smack him up!
814
00:38:30,958 --> 00:38:34,082
[shrieks] No! Stop!
815
00:38:34,083 --> 00:38:35,791
[yelling stops]
816
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:42,416
Everyone, just calm the fuck down!
817
00:38:50,625 --> 00:38:52,625
- [Tarone] Fucking little shit!
- Oh, shit!
818
00:38:53,125 --> 00:38:54,291
[Ash] Fuck.
819
00:38:55,291 --> 00:38:57,790
[Shy] Why do you have to be
such a prick all the time?
820
00:38:57,791 --> 00:38:58,832
[Tarone] What?
821
00:38:58,833 --> 00:39:00,874
Why do you have to be
a prick all the time?
822
00:39:00,875 --> 00:39:02,665
- I'll fucking murder you, Shy!
- [Shola] No!
823
00:39:02,666 --> 00:39:04,832
- I'll fucking murder you!
- Enough! Enough!
824
00:39:04,833 --> 00:39:10,916
[Kamila] If 1996 Shy could say anything
to 1990 Shy, what would he say?
825
00:39:14,250 --> 00:39:16,249
Honestly, I just can't be arsed for it.
826
00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:17,790
[Kamila] Okay, let's stop.
827
00:39:17,791 --> 00:39:21,165
No, I want to do the thing.
I just meant with myself. I just hate it.
828
00:39:21,166 --> 00:39:24,207
My-- Myself, sometimes.
829
00:39:24,208 --> 00:39:27,165
[Kamila] Ah, well, okay. Let's stop then.
830
00:39:27,166 --> 00:39:28,790
[Shy] I want to do it.
831
00:39:28,791 --> 00:39:29,916
[Kamila] Okay.
832
00:39:30,666 --> 00:39:33,499
[Shy] I was so obsessed
with getting weed, and fags,
833
00:39:33,500 --> 00:39:36,375
and lemon Hooch, and...
834
00:39:37,666 --> 00:39:38,833
and rum.
835
00:39:41,041 --> 00:39:43,582
I wanted to get wasted all the time
836
00:39:43,583 --> 00:39:46,541
and be agg to my mum and stepdad.
837
00:39:48,125 --> 00:39:51,500
I hurt a kid really badly.
838
00:39:53,625 --> 00:39:55,874
And I stabbed my stepdad.
839
00:39:55,875 --> 00:39:56,915
[Kamila] Oh, shit.
840
00:39:56,916 --> 00:39:59,582
Only in the finger. He's fine.
841
00:39:59,583 --> 00:40:00,957
It actually...
842
00:40:00,958 --> 00:40:02,333
It ended up...
843
00:40:04,208 --> 00:40:07,624
It ended up being a bonding thing with us.
844
00:40:07,625 --> 00:40:09,665
And he's got chubby fingers, anyway.
845
00:40:09,666 --> 00:40:12,208
- [Kamila gasps incredulously]
- Yeah, he's a prick.
846
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:17,707
Steve told us specifically not to do this.
847
00:40:17,708 --> 00:40:20,207
I think he meant
when there are boys in the room.
848
00:40:20,208 --> 00:40:22,999
- [Kamila] I'm not okay with this.
- It's fine, the rooms are empty.
849
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:25,749
Come in here, Claire.
Get some of this artwork.
850
00:40:25,750 --> 00:40:27,915
- [Kamila] Claire, don't film this!
- [Claire] It's okay.
851
00:40:27,916 --> 00:40:32,332
He doesn't like to talk about it,
but Steve was in a serious car accident
852
00:40:32,333 --> 00:40:33,832
about two...
853
00:40:33,833 --> 00:40:37,040
Actually, it's like,
more than three years ago now,
854
00:40:37,041 --> 00:40:38,290
and it was not good.
855
00:40:38,291 --> 00:40:42,249
I mean, literally, you know, cutting him
out of the car on a roundabout.
856
00:40:42,250 --> 00:40:44,082
- [door opens and closes]
- [Geoff] Oh.
857
00:40:44,083 --> 00:40:46,290
- [Kamila] Right, shall we go now?
- [Geoff] Oh, my God.
858
00:40:46,291 --> 00:40:47,915
[Kamila] Um...
859
00:40:47,916 --> 00:40:49,125
God.
860
00:40:50,375 --> 00:40:52,416
- [Geoff] "Shy."
- [Kamila] Shy.
861
00:40:53,500 --> 00:40:55,707
- [Geoff] Just looks like a nice kid.
- [Kamila] Yeah.
862
00:40:55,708 --> 00:40:57,749
- [Claire] Geoff, can you clear the frame?
- I'm--
863
00:40:57,750 --> 00:40:59,832
[Geoff] I'm not sure about going
through the drawers.
864
00:40:59,833 --> 00:41:02,499
- Maybe just what's on the shelf.
- It's breaking.
865
00:41:02,500 --> 00:41:05,790
- Fucking hell! What's in here?
- [Claire] "Atomic Bass Recordings."
866
00:41:05,791 --> 00:41:07,458
Have you seen how heavy this is?
867
00:41:09,291 --> 00:41:10,875
[Geoff] Go on, have a look.
868
00:41:13,791 --> 00:41:15,166
[Kamila] Um...
869
00:41:16,208 --> 00:41:19,000
[laughing] Literally a bag of rocks.
870
00:41:20,500 --> 00:41:23,958
["Black" by DJ SS playing over headphones]
871
00:41:27,458 --> 00:41:28,458
[inaudible over music]
872
00:41:30,375 --> 00:41:31,832
[inaudible over music]
873
00:41:31,833 --> 00:41:34,625
[music continues loudly over headphones]
874
00:41:48,458 --> 00:41:50,041
- [music softens]
- [Jenny] Thank you.
875
00:41:50,583 --> 00:41:53,791
Please respect me enough
to listen to what I have to say.
876
00:41:55,833 --> 00:41:56,958
[music stops]
877
00:41:58,666 --> 00:42:00,499
You know, actually, I'm thinking,
878
00:42:00,500 --> 00:42:04,333
if we're looking for a reason
you're not getting REM sleep,
879
00:42:05,541 --> 00:42:08,250
we need look no further
than this music, right?
880
00:42:09,416 --> 00:42:12,165
It's very fast and choppy and metallic.
881
00:42:12,166 --> 00:42:14,375
It's very "on".
882
00:42:14,958 --> 00:42:16,125
Isn't it, Shy?
883
00:42:19,041 --> 00:42:20,375
[exhales]
884
00:42:26,000 --> 00:42:28,500
{\an8}We've been making
such good progress recently.
885
00:42:32,916 --> 00:42:34,708
Oh, dear. Okay.
886
00:42:39,250 --> 00:42:41,124
Has something happened
with your mum and Iain?
887
00:42:41,125 --> 00:42:44,375
Has there been some kind of trouble
I've not been made aware of?
888
00:42:46,666 --> 00:42:49,375
Everything all right with Benny?
Plans for the label?
889
00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:57,500
{\an8}You still enjoying science?
890
00:42:58,958 --> 00:43:00,125
{\an8}Geology?
891
00:43:01,708 --> 00:43:05,041
Why don't we get out one of your charts?
892
00:43:08,708 --> 00:43:10,541
[Shy sighs deeply]
893
00:43:13,375 --> 00:43:17,291
- [slams chair]
- Stop pretending you know me!
894
00:43:18,083 --> 00:43:21,000
You don't know me!
895
00:43:22,083 --> 00:43:24,082
You only know what I tell you!
896
00:43:24,083 --> 00:43:25,000
Okay, Shy.
897
00:43:30,666 --> 00:43:32,124
[thud]
898
00:43:32,125 --> 00:43:35,833
[panting]
899
00:43:55,708 --> 00:43:56,750
[slams door]
900
00:44:00,291 --> 00:44:03,040
- [Jamie] Cal, you're finished, by the way.
- [Riley] Smashed through it.
901
00:44:03,041 --> 00:44:04,624
Punch the gay boy already!
902
00:44:04,625 --> 00:44:05,874
- Like, boom!
- Ow!
903
00:44:05,875 --> 00:44:06,790
[laughter]
904
00:44:06,791 --> 00:44:08,749
Stop being a girl. Go on, Cal.
905
00:44:08,750 --> 00:44:10,415
Get him back.
906
00:44:10,416 --> 00:44:13,332
- Shy. Shy, can I...
- [music blaring through headphones]
907
00:44:13,333 --> 00:44:14,249
Huh?
908
00:44:14,250 --> 00:44:17,582
- Can I take you for two minutes?
- I know what you're gonna say, though.
909
00:44:17,583 --> 00:44:20,124
Come on, just out in the corridor.
Two seconds.
910
00:44:20,125 --> 00:44:23,165
[indistinct loud chatter]
911
00:44:23,166 --> 00:44:27,000
[Jamie] Said I'm such a girl, bro.
I'm fucking missing that shit.
912
00:44:33,333 --> 00:44:34,915
Um...
913
00:44:34,916 --> 00:44:36,833
So...
914
00:44:37,750 --> 00:44:39,708
I heard about what happened with Jenny.
915
00:44:42,666 --> 00:44:45,041
Good news is,
the chair isn't pressing charges.
916
00:44:47,625 --> 00:44:49,291
[dryly] So funny, man.
917
00:44:50,708 --> 00:44:51,625
Shy...
918
00:44:52,541 --> 00:44:54,165
Okay, that was a bad gag.
919
00:44:54,166 --> 00:44:56,458
Right? It was a-- It was naff.
920
00:45:00,833 --> 00:45:04,207
Listen, I think we've always
been honest with each other.
921
00:45:04,208 --> 00:45:06,707
I can tell there's something up with you,
922
00:45:06,708 --> 00:45:11,665
and all I want for you to do
is to just use us.
923
00:45:11,666 --> 00:45:14,416
You know, use the people here
that care for you.
924
00:45:15,125 --> 00:45:16,124
Speak to us.
925
00:45:16,125 --> 00:45:20,000
Just me, or Amanda,
or even the lads. Whoever.
926
00:45:20,708 --> 00:45:24,583
'Cause you're not alone, Shy.
That's the whole point.
927
00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:27,208
[sighs deeply]
928
00:45:28,500 --> 00:45:29,500
Come on.
929
00:45:32,250 --> 00:45:34,957
Or call your mum,
and then she can come with Iain,
930
00:45:34,958 --> 00:45:36,540
and we can all have a discussion.
931
00:45:36,541 --> 00:45:37,915
- Oh, my God.
- [Steve] Talk it out.
932
00:45:37,916 --> 00:45:40,915
Just actually fuck off, Steve!
933
00:45:40,916 --> 00:45:44,249
Dude, I don't want to talk.
I am sick of talking.
934
00:45:44,250 --> 00:45:46,082
I am sick of Jenny.
935
00:45:46,083 --> 00:45:47,749
And I'm sick of you.
936
00:45:47,750 --> 00:45:49,332
Yeah, I get that. I get that.
937
00:45:49,333 --> 00:45:51,125
- I understand.
- What about you, Steve?
938
00:45:52,333 --> 00:45:54,000
Let's talk about you.
939
00:45:55,708 --> 00:45:57,666
Why do you fucking give a shit?
940
00:45:59,125 --> 00:46:00,124
You weirdo.
941
00:46:00,125 --> 00:46:01,790
- Shy.
- What are you anyway?
942
00:46:01,791 --> 00:46:04,083
Are you a fucking alky or something?
943
00:46:12,666 --> 00:46:14,790
[Kamila] So, what we're doing
is we're asking everyone
944
00:46:14,791 --> 00:46:16,999
to describe themselves in three words.
945
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:18,125
Oh, okay.
946
00:46:19,500 --> 00:46:20,666
Um...
947
00:46:22,708 --> 00:46:24,790
Very, very tired. [chuckles]
948
00:46:24,791 --> 00:46:26,207
[clears throat]
949
00:46:26,208 --> 00:46:28,499
[reflective music playing]
950
00:46:28,500 --> 00:46:32,291
[Kamila] And, um, what about the boys?
951
00:46:33,041 --> 00:46:34,749
What do they think of you?
952
00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:38,208
[Riley] Cal, fucking do something!
Punch him in the fucking fanny!
953
00:46:39,250 --> 00:46:42,082
All right, gents. Sit down.
Boys, sit down, please.
954
00:46:42,083 --> 00:46:43,082
Um--
955
00:46:43,083 --> 00:46:46,874
Okay, so today has slipped
out of shape for various reasons...
956
00:46:46,875 --> 00:46:48,582
[Steve] I think they think I'm all right.
957
00:46:48,583 --> 00:46:50,624
Ash, are you good? Riley?
958
00:46:50,625 --> 00:46:54,082
I mean, I'm a dickhead, and a wanker,
and a tosser, and a knobhead, and...
959
00:46:54,083 --> 00:46:58,165
I could get 'em all arrested
for verbal abuse. [chuckles]
960
00:46:58,166 --> 00:47:00,332
And anti-Irish bigotry.
961
00:47:00,333 --> 00:47:04,832
But I think that they maybe...
I hope that they trust me.
962
00:47:04,833 --> 00:47:07,207
Remember I was talking
about the age of the planet?
963
00:47:07,208 --> 00:47:10,290
So, this line that I drew here, lads,
okay, so this,
964
00:47:10,291 --> 00:47:13,665
all the way is like the age of the planet,
all the way round, round, round.
965
00:47:13,666 --> 00:47:19,665
Right, all the way, all the way.
Way, way, way, way, way into town, yeah?
966
00:47:19,666 --> 00:47:22,874
{\an8}You know, you get involved
in some explosive situations
967
00:47:22,875 --> 00:47:25,290
{\an8}because the kids are angry
with each other,
968
00:47:25,291 --> 00:47:27,124
{\an8}or they're angry with authority, or...
969
00:47:27,125 --> 00:47:28,165
Over here...
970
00:47:28,166 --> 00:47:29,290
...their mum and dad.
971
00:47:29,291 --> 00:47:31,957
- This is humanity. Do you get it?
- [Jamie] Holy shit.
972
00:47:31,958 --> 00:47:33,540
So, that's what I'm trying to...
973
00:47:33,541 --> 00:47:35,957
[Steve] People have bailed on them
for various reasons.
974
00:47:35,958 --> 00:47:39,249
So, all my staff are here
because they want to be here.
975
00:47:39,250 --> 00:47:41,416
You know? That's what I'm trying to...
976
00:47:42,000 --> 00:47:44,165
{\an8}And I think that that means something.
977
00:47:44,166 --> 00:47:46,500
- How old do we think these rocks are?
- [Jamie] Uh, wank.
978
00:47:47,666 --> 00:47:51,374
No, chalk, Jamie, chalk.
Just re-- re-- regular old chalk.
979
00:47:51,375 --> 00:47:52,540
- Anyone?
- Fifty mil!
980
00:47:52,541 --> 00:47:53,832
- No.
- Yeah, Benny. Yeah.
981
00:47:53,833 --> 00:47:55,125
- What?
- And, um...
982
00:47:55,708 --> 00:47:56,749
[inhales]
983
00:47:56,750 --> 00:47:58,124
Um...
984
00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:01,625
Can anyone...
Does anyone know what chalk is made of?
985
00:48:02,666 --> 00:48:04,415
- Anyone?
- You're fucking stupid.
986
00:48:04,416 --> 00:48:05,999
- Shut up, man.
- Shut up.
987
00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:08,624
Billions of little crushed up, like...
988
00:48:08,625 --> 00:48:11,832
- What, Shy?
- [Shy] Billions of little crushed up...
989
00:48:11,833 --> 00:48:14,374
- Yes, that's it.
- [Shy] No, I don't know.
990
00:48:14,375 --> 00:48:15,415
No, you got it.
991
00:48:15,416 --> 00:48:16,832
No, I don't know.
992
00:48:16,833 --> 00:48:17,958
[Steve] You got it.
993
00:48:23,625 --> 00:48:27,415
So, it's like millions and billions
of crushed up little fossils, basically.
994
00:48:27,416 --> 00:48:30,249
Like, uh, like little seashells...
995
00:48:30,250 --> 00:48:32,915
[Kamila] If your teachers
could describe you in three words,
996
00:48:32,916 --> 00:48:34,708
what do you think they'd say?
997
00:48:35,875 --> 00:48:39,082
That's what I'm saying. One day
to the next would be mad different.
998
00:48:39,083 --> 00:48:45,207
Like, some days,
they'd say chatty, clever, chilled.
999
00:48:45,208 --> 00:48:48,500
And then, the next day, say...
1000
00:48:50,083 --> 00:48:54,333
miserable and disruptive, pissy.
1001
00:48:55,375 --> 00:48:58,165
[Kamila] You seem like someone
very emotionally intelligent,
1002
00:48:58,166 --> 00:48:59,791
if you don't mind me saying.
1003
00:49:00,541 --> 00:49:04,999
I know. It's like looking at the night sky
and trying to hold it all in your head.
1004
00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:07,999
- [Benny] All right, don't cry, Steve.
- What? [chuckles]
1005
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:10,833
[Steve] You've seen it.
I mean, it's chaotic, right?
1006
00:49:11,791 --> 00:49:13,707
But we... we think it's working.
1007
00:49:13,708 --> 00:49:16,041
You can lock these kids up
and throw away the key,
1008
00:49:17,125 --> 00:49:19,165
but we feel we're doing something.
1009
00:49:19,166 --> 00:49:20,749
There's an alternative.
1010
00:49:20,750 --> 00:49:22,583
[indistinct chatter]
1011
00:49:26,958 --> 00:49:29,750
- [Cal] Fuck off!
- [student] Prick! Come here, you dickhead.
1012
00:49:40,125 --> 00:49:41,625
[exhales]
1013
00:49:46,291 --> 00:49:49,250
[fire alarm ringing loudly]
1014
00:49:51,166 --> 00:49:52,665
[student 1] Fire!
1015
00:49:52,666 --> 00:49:55,415
[student 2] Steve! Steve!
1016
00:49:55,416 --> 00:49:56,499
Fire!
1017
00:49:56,500 --> 00:49:59,583
[clamoring]
1018
00:50:04,458 --> 00:50:06,540
[ringing fades]
1019
00:50:06,541 --> 00:50:09,500
[clamoring distorting]
1020
00:50:19,041 --> 00:50:20,458
Steve, who pulled it?
1021
00:50:21,541 --> 00:50:22,708
It was pulled.
1022
00:50:28,208 --> 00:50:31,125
["Jungle Jungle" by Total Science
playing over headphones]
1023
00:50:39,125 --> 00:50:41,125
[ringing growing louder]
1024
00:50:46,166 --> 00:50:49,541
[Kamila] Uh, can you describe
your colleagues in three words?
1025
00:50:51,250 --> 00:50:54,040
Love it. Um... Off the record?
1026
00:50:54,041 --> 00:50:57,915
[Kamila] Yeah, yeah, totally.
It's just for fun and therapy.
1027
00:50:57,916 --> 00:50:59,000
Okay.
1028
00:50:59,625 --> 00:51:01,541
Steve... [chuckles]
1029
00:51:02,458 --> 00:51:04,833
Steve is...
1030
00:51:06,541 --> 00:51:07,875
proper.
1031
00:51:12,958 --> 00:51:14,416
[clattering]
1032
00:51:15,125 --> 00:51:17,250
[Shola] He's one of the good guys,
you know?
1033
00:51:19,250 --> 00:51:20,708
He's authentic.
1034
00:51:24,875 --> 00:51:26,875
Yeah. He's the boss.
1035
00:51:42,291 --> 00:51:43,250
I get it.
1036
00:51:44,541 --> 00:51:45,416
Okay?
1037
00:51:46,875 --> 00:51:48,915
I hate class, yeah?
1038
00:51:48,916 --> 00:51:50,790
I've been mad stressed out.
1039
00:51:50,791 --> 00:51:54,207
Missing out on pool table privileges
basically ruined my fucking life!
1040
00:51:54,208 --> 00:51:55,624
I miss drugs. I miss pussy.
1041
00:51:55,625 --> 00:51:58,041
- I wish I was out of fucking school!
- Okay, thank you.
1042
00:52:02,583 --> 00:52:03,416
Oi.
1043
00:52:04,875 --> 00:52:08,125
You know,
you might actually like this, Jenny.
1044
00:52:10,041 --> 00:52:12,124
I was chatting to Jungle Bunny.
1045
00:52:12,125 --> 00:52:14,208
- Shy.
- Yeah.
1046
00:52:16,791 --> 00:52:21,000
And he was saying how our mums
always used to be up in our shit.
1047
00:52:21,916 --> 00:52:22,875
You know?
1048
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:25,333
Hassling us.
1049
00:52:26,500 --> 00:52:29,000
"Stop this. Stop that."
1050
00:52:29,541 --> 00:52:31,458
"Don't do this. Don't do that."
1051
00:52:32,541 --> 00:52:34,208
"You've ruined this family."
1052
00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:44,083
And he said to me, "Bro, I miss that."
1053
00:52:48,875 --> 00:52:50,375
I told him, "Look, I'm..."
1054
00:52:52,666 --> 00:52:55,875
"I miss that too, innit. I miss her."
1055
00:53:00,875 --> 00:53:03,416
Ah, my mum.
1056
00:53:09,125 --> 00:53:10,666
I ruined her life, innit?
1057
00:53:13,750 --> 00:53:16,500
But there it is, Jenny.
1058
00:53:17,166 --> 00:53:18,250
There you go.
1059
00:53:20,708 --> 00:53:23,457
Jenny. Jenny penny menny.
1060
00:53:23,458 --> 00:53:27,083
Take that, put it in your pipe,
and fucking smoke it.
1061
00:53:31,250 --> 00:53:35,290
It's pretty much exactly
what I said to Tarone this afternoon.
1062
00:53:35,291 --> 00:53:36,832
In a normal school...
1063
00:53:36,833 --> 00:53:38,790
He'd be arrested, sorry to be blunt.
1064
00:53:38,791 --> 00:53:41,541
Well, quite.
It's what I've been trying to say to you.
1065
00:53:43,083 --> 00:53:44,874
But from Shola's point of view, we've--
1066
00:53:44,875 --> 00:53:46,957
When I say "we," I mean you,
1067
00:53:46,958 --> 00:53:51,290
the school, have been remiss
to the point of negligence in not...
1068
00:53:51,291 --> 00:53:53,125
Sorry. Sorry, Jenny.
1069
00:53:53,666 --> 00:53:56,374
Is the bloody film crew hiding in here?
1070
00:53:56,375 --> 00:53:57,915
[Andy] I think they're done.
1071
00:53:57,916 --> 00:54:00,624
- God, they've been everywhere.
- [Amanda] Hope so.
1072
00:54:00,625 --> 00:54:03,165
Hello, Steve.
Quite the day you've all been having.
1073
00:54:03,166 --> 00:54:04,374
Yes. Yeah.
1074
00:54:04,375 --> 00:54:07,540
Shy narrowly escaped getting carted off
to the Tower of London
1075
00:54:07,541 --> 00:54:09,957
for verbally assaulting a lord, or a sir.
1076
00:54:09,958 --> 00:54:11,707
Is he a sir? He's a sir.
1077
00:54:11,708 --> 00:54:14,040
- Ugh. Yeah, Amanda was telling me.
- [Amanda] Fucking hell.
1078
00:54:14,041 --> 00:54:17,249
I've never disliked a person
as much in my entire life.
1079
00:54:17,250 --> 00:54:18,999
And the timing, you know.
1080
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:22,665
Poor old Shy. He's up, he's down,
and then bam, he's a comedy genius.
1081
00:54:22,666 --> 00:54:24,666
[Jenny] Yeah,
I really want to discuss that.
1082
00:54:25,666 --> 00:54:27,625
Or, Steve, do you want to, um...
1083
00:54:28,916 --> 00:54:30,041
No, you go. You go.
1084
00:54:31,875 --> 00:54:34,916
All right. Um, well, I had...
1085
00:54:35,791 --> 00:54:39,707
I had a disastrous session with him
this afternoon. A...
1086
00:54:39,708 --> 00:54:44,540
He attacked a chair, but I think
I need to go back further than that
1087
00:54:44,541 --> 00:54:48,332
to last Thursday,
or even the Thursday before.
1088
00:54:48,333 --> 00:54:53,457
I have noticed a distinct change
in his receptiveness
1089
00:54:53,458 --> 00:54:56,749
to the things that we do here
week in, week out.
1090
00:54:56,750 --> 00:54:59,957
He's completely stopped his diary.
1091
00:54:59,958 --> 00:55:03,665
He's completely stopped
his morning sentences, his breathing.
1092
00:55:03,666 --> 00:55:06,124
He says it's all pointless.
1093
00:55:06,125 --> 00:55:09,832
And he's previously been so eloquent
about his night terrors
1094
00:55:09,833 --> 00:55:11,083
and his...
1095
00:55:12,083 --> 00:55:13,582
his barbed wire feeling.
1096
00:55:13,583 --> 00:55:15,082
And just in the last month--
1097
00:55:15,083 --> 00:55:18,082
Yeah, it feels
like he's backed out of the room.
1098
00:55:18,083 --> 00:55:19,832
- [Jenny] Yeah, Steve, he has.
- [fly buzzes]
1099
00:55:19,833 --> 00:55:21,457
- And I'm worried.
- Yeah.
1100
00:55:21,458 --> 00:55:24,165
I mean, I think things
are okay within the group.
1101
00:55:24,166 --> 00:55:27,249
- You know, the drum and bass crew. Yeah?
- Yeah, they seem to be.
1102
00:55:27,250 --> 00:55:28,832
- [thunder rumbling]
- Oh, no.
1103
00:55:28,833 --> 00:55:31,124
It's pissing down, look at that. Oh!
1104
00:55:31,125 --> 00:55:34,749
Yeah, he's...
He takes things to heart, but he's...
1105
00:55:34,750 --> 00:55:37,582
I mean, him and Benny are fine,
him and Cal are fine.
1106
00:55:37,583 --> 00:55:40,499
- You know, I mean, he's been quiet.
- [door thuds]
1107
00:55:40,500 --> 00:55:42,500
[Steve] Yeah, um... he, um...
1108
00:55:43,375 --> 00:55:44,415
He, um...
1109
00:55:44,416 --> 00:55:47,874
I asked if his folks would want
to come up for the weekend,
1110
00:55:47,875 --> 00:55:49,749
and he reacted very badly to that.
1111
00:55:49,750 --> 00:55:53,249
But he's been very, very quiet, mostly.
Up until Cuntgate.
1112
00:55:53,250 --> 00:55:54,499
- [chuckles]
- [Amanda] Ooh.
1113
00:55:54,500 --> 00:55:57,707
[Jenny] You know, I know you adopt
an out-of-sight policy here.
1114
00:55:57,708 --> 00:55:59,082
I'm talking about marijuana.
1115
00:55:59,083 --> 00:56:01,624
[Amanda] Bloody hell,
I wouldn't go that far. We do our best.
1116
00:56:01,625 --> 00:56:04,707
- [Jenny] Most boys are social users.
- [Amanda] We've got to pick our battles.
1117
00:56:04,708 --> 00:56:07,124
But I think Shy would rather smoke alone.
1118
00:56:07,125 --> 00:56:10,040
[Steve] We can confirm on the weed.
Me and Owen can do better.
1119
00:56:10,041 --> 00:56:14,957
We're on it, um... But it's always been
a tricky aspect of this site.
1120
00:56:14,958 --> 00:56:17,041
[yelling indistinctly]
1121
00:56:18,250 --> 00:56:20,957
Yeah, he has a genuine desire.
1122
00:56:20,958 --> 00:56:23,624
You know,
and I really fucking feel for him.
1123
00:56:23,625 --> 00:56:26,874
He has a genuine desire
to clamber out of himself.
1124
00:56:26,875 --> 00:56:29,041
- [shouting]
- [Riley] Owen, a fucking handball!
1125
00:56:29,625 --> 00:56:30,583
Look, I'm...
1126
00:56:32,083 --> 00:56:35,208
I promise I'm not criticizing
anybody personally here, but...
1127
00:56:36,166 --> 00:56:38,875
I've never felt like this
at Stanton Wood before.
1128
00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:44,749
I asked to speak to you
about Shy two weeks ago,
1129
00:56:44,750 --> 00:56:47,666
and I asked you again twice this week.
1130
00:56:48,416 --> 00:56:49,708
[cheering]
1131
00:56:52,041 --> 00:56:55,249
[Jenny] That is your basic,
basic duty of care.
1132
00:56:55,250 --> 00:56:56,999
[Amanda] Jenny, it's been a bit mental.
1133
00:56:57,000 --> 00:57:00,999
[Jenny] You know that I adore coming here,
and I respect what you all do so much,
1134
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:03,040
but Steve, you can't do it all.
1135
00:57:03,041 --> 00:57:05,290
And with someone like Shy...
1136
00:57:05,291 --> 00:57:08,249
[Amanda] Why don't you just
magic up some more staff, Jenny?
1137
00:57:08,250 --> 00:57:11,291
[Jenny] Look,
I'm not casting aspersions, but Steve...
1138
00:57:14,375 --> 00:57:15,999
perhaps there's a limit to what you--
1139
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:18,250
[Amanda] I'll stop you there
before you offend anyone.
1140
00:57:20,083 --> 00:57:21,708
{\an8}It's over anyway.
1141
00:57:22,291 --> 00:57:24,915
{\an8}[Jenny] What do you mean,
"It's over," Amanda?
1142
00:57:24,916 --> 00:57:26,875
{\an8}[Amanda] They're closing the school.
1143
00:57:30,625 --> 00:57:33,833
[deep moody music plays]
1144
00:57:41,583 --> 00:57:43,915
[Shy] I want to be here,
like, at Stanton Wood,
1145
00:57:43,916 --> 00:57:46,166
but sometimes I just want
to be four years old, and...
1146
00:57:48,250 --> 00:57:50,041
start again and not fuck it up.
1147
00:57:51,541 --> 00:57:53,875
Have another run at it,
but not in my head.
1148
00:57:55,333 --> 00:57:56,832
Not fuck so much stuff up,
1149
00:57:56,833 --> 00:57:59,708
not feel like all the things I fuck up
are on me.
1150
00:58:00,750 --> 00:58:02,624
Like, stuck to me.
1151
00:58:02,625 --> 00:58:04,708
[boys yelling indistinctly]
1152
00:58:09,583 --> 00:58:10,749
[Shy] What about you, Steve?
1153
00:58:10,750 --> 00:58:13,415
Let's talk about you.
Why do you fucking give a shit?
1154
00:58:13,416 --> 00:58:15,124
- [Steve] Shy.
- [Shy] What are you anyway?
1155
00:58:15,125 --> 00:58:17,458
Are you a fucking alky or something?
1156
00:58:19,958 --> 00:58:22,583
[Shy's mother] It's over.
No more phone calls or visits.
1157
00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:25,665
[Shy] You can't pause contact with me.
I'm your son.
1158
00:58:25,666 --> 00:58:27,499
[Shy's mother] Shut up and listen.
1159
00:58:27,500 --> 00:58:30,208
[drum and bass beats play]
1160
00:58:41,166 --> 00:58:42,958
[Steve] This is your fault, Steve.
1161
00:58:44,041 --> 00:58:45,332
This is your fault.
1162
00:58:45,333 --> 00:58:48,416
[frenetic drum and bass music playing]
1163
00:59:07,916 --> 00:59:09,000
[music stops]
1164
00:59:10,583 --> 00:59:14,625
I've gotta get on with stuff.
I'll see you soon, Jenny, all right?
1165
00:59:19,041 --> 00:59:22,125
[boys shouting outside]
1166
00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:39,041
Steve.
1167
00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:47,083
I'm sorry.
1168
00:59:53,875 --> 00:59:55,208
[sighs]
1169
00:59:58,541 --> 00:59:59,791
[exhales]
1170
01:00:01,791 --> 01:00:03,000
It's okay.
1171
01:00:06,208 --> 01:00:07,041
[sniffles]
1172
01:00:07,750 --> 01:00:09,166
- You okay?
- Yeah.
1173
01:00:10,208 --> 01:00:12,291
Yeah, it's good. It's good.
1174
01:00:14,375 --> 01:00:15,666
- Bye.
- Okay.
1175
01:01:00,125 --> 01:01:02,125
[Steve breathing heavily]
1176
01:01:04,291 --> 01:01:08,000
Fuck off!
1177
01:01:11,083 --> 01:01:14,040
[Steve] You're all good?
You're okay, Shola?
1178
01:01:14,041 --> 01:01:16,957
[hesitating] Yeah. Yeah, I'm all good.
1179
01:01:16,958 --> 01:01:20,832
Okay. Um, Amanda,
can you undersign this, please?
1180
01:01:20,833 --> 01:01:23,500
[Amanda] Okay. Yep.
1181
01:01:27,666 --> 01:01:30,249
There wasn't any shit during the football?
1182
01:01:30,250 --> 01:01:31,208
[Shola] No.
1183
01:01:32,416 --> 01:01:35,166
Yeah, I think I kinda schooled them,
to be honest.
1184
01:01:36,083 --> 01:01:37,415
Unless I'm being naive,
1185
01:01:37,416 --> 01:01:41,624
but everyone was pretty well-behaved,
and Tarone hasn't uttered a word to me.
1186
01:01:41,625 --> 01:01:45,290
[Amanda] All right, I'm gonna go
and do the rounds and smoke a roll-up.
1187
01:01:45,291 --> 01:01:46,500
[Steve] Right. Yep.
1188
01:01:47,708 --> 01:01:49,790
- [Amanda] Yeah.
- [Steve clears his throat]
1189
01:01:49,791 --> 01:01:51,749
[Amanda] As a great poet said,
1190
01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:55,416
"We must smoke
while we still have mouths to puff with."
1191
01:01:56,333 --> 01:01:57,540
Oh, Shola. Shola?
1192
01:01:57,541 --> 01:02:00,708
Can you just hang on for a minute?
Maybe we can have that chat?
1193
01:02:01,958 --> 01:02:02,915
Right now?
1194
01:02:02,916 --> 01:02:04,666
[Steve] If that's okay, yeah.
1195
01:02:06,541 --> 01:02:07,374
'Course.
1196
01:02:07,375 --> 01:02:09,666
Yeah, come into my office. [exhales]
1197
01:02:10,916 --> 01:02:11,750
[door closes]
1198
01:02:14,208 --> 01:02:15,915
[sucks teeth]
1199
01:02:15,916 --> 01:02:17,707
[chuckling] What a fucking day.
1200
01:02:17,708 --> 01:02:19,082
[Shola chuckles politely]
1201
01:02:19,083 --> 01:02:24,082
Yeah, well,
up until that whole chicken Kiev war zone,
1202
01:02:24,083 --> 01:02:27,499
it was all going so well.
It was a pretty chill day, I think.
1203
01:02:27,500 --> 01:02:29,208
[chuckles]
1204
01:02:30,916 --> 01:02:33,749
Um, right, so... first things first.
1205
01:02:33,750 --> 01:02:38,624
Yeah. So, these... uh, stupid tapes,
I know they're really silly,
1206
01:02:38,625 --> 01:02:42,541
but we didn't have time for a briefing,
so that's why I'm doing them.
1207
01:02:44,083 --> 01:02:45,665
They're... They're great, Steve.
1208
01:02:45,666 --> 01:02:47,290
- Really?
- Yeah.
1209
01:02:47,291 --> 01:02:51,375
{\an8}Shola says she actually likes
the tapes, Steve.
1210
01:02:51,958 --> 01:02:53,374
[rewinds and plays the tape]
1211
01:02:53,375 --> 01:02:56,665
[Steve over tape recorder] Shola says
she actually likes the tapes, Steve.
1212
01:02:56,666 --> 01:02:58,082
[Steve stops the tape]
1213
01:02:58,083 --> 01:03:02,082
Good, and the rota-- the rota--
Is your-- is your rota better?
1214
01:03:02,083 --> 01:03:05,916
Yeah. I'm loving the new days,
so thank you.
1215
01:03:09,875 --> 01:03:11,208
I know...
1216
01:03:13,375 --> 01:03:16,250
I know Amanda doesn't think I'm...
1217
01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:19,790
up for this, or ready, or--
1218
01:03:19,791 --> 01:03:21,416
What do you mean, "up for it"?
1219
01:03:22,791 --> 01:03:26,290
Uh, this, the teaching, this place.
1220
01:03:26,291 --> 01:03:29,125
No, that's not it. That's not it.
1221
01:03:30,375 --> 01:03:32,540
I mean, she literally said that.
1222
01:03:32,541 --> 01:03:33,915
No, Amanda...
1223
01:03:33,916 --> 01:03:37,082
Amanda, she'll say shit
if she's stressed, you know.
1224
01:03:37,083 --> 01:03:39,249
Like, none of us are fucking... [snorts]
1225
01:03:39,250 --> 01:03:43,082
{\an8}None of us are, like, paid enough
or trained enough or good enough.
1226
01:03:43,083 --> 01:03:45,624
{\an8}None of us are. So, don't...
1227
01:03:45,625 --> 01:03:48,125
{\an8}That's not enough--
That's, like, not reason to...
1228
01:03:50,291 --> 01:03:52,332
- You can't just jack it in.
- Mm.
1229
01:03:52,333 --> 01:03:53,750
It's all fucked.
1230
01:03:58,875 --> 01:04:00,375
Yeah, it's just, I'm...
1231
01:04:01,291 --> 01:04:04,333
I really want to be here, Steve. I'm...
1232
01:04:04,875 --> 01:04:07,290
I'm really good at this.
1233
01:04:07,291 --> 01:04:08,707
You really are, Shola.
1234
01:04:08,708 --> 01:04:12,624
{\an8}Just the whole Tarone situation,
it was just bad timing.
1235
01:04:12,625 --> 01:04:16,165
{\an8}And I feel like if I was here
maybe a year ago,
1236
01:04:16,166 --> 01:04:17,749
{\an8}I'd have handled it differently.
1237
01:04:17,750 --> 01:04:19,290
{\an8}And look, if I...
1238
01:04:19,291 --> 01:04:22,165
{\an8}I feel like I wasn't on that quick enough.
1239
01:04:22,166 --> 01:04:26,707
{\an8}And I-- And if you felt unsupported
or... alone at any point,
1240
01:04:26,708 --> 01:04:29,833
{\an8}I truly, truly am sorry.
1241
01:04:31,083 --> 01:04:33,875
[scoffs] Damn it, Steve,
gonna make me cry.
1242
01:04:36,458 --> 01:04:40,249
It's all good.
It's a massive learning curve.
1243
01:04:40,250 --> 01:04:44,040
[Steve] Well, we're really lucky
to have you. I mean that.
1244
01:04:44,041 --> 01:04:44,958
[Shola] Thank you.
1245
01:04:48,708 --> 01:04:50,332
{\an8}Uh...
1246
01:04:50,333 --> 01:04:53,749
{\an8}Something else I'd like to ask,
if that's okay.
1247
01:04:53,750 --> 01:04:55,916
{\an8}Oh, maybe you don't know or...
1248
01:04:57,625 --> 01:04:59,166
{\an8}What the fuck? [chuckles]
1249
01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:01,124
{\an8}December?
1250
01:05:01,125 --> 01:05:02,082
{\an8}Yeah.
1251
01:05:02,083 --> 01:05:05,165
{\an8}[Shola] Like, what does...
what does that mean exactly?
1252
01:05:05,166 --> 01:05:09,791
{\an8}- Do we have to start looking for jobs or...?
- I don't know. I don't know, Shola.
1253
01:05:14,083 --> 01:05:15,125
{\an8}I don't...
1254
01:05:17,833 --> 01:05:19,250
{\an8}I dunno, I dunno.
1255
01:05:26,916 --> 01:05:28,208
Um...
1256
01:05:29,458 --> 01:05:32,000
Well, at least...
1257
01:05:33,708 --> 01:05:35,457
At least we met an MP.
1258
01:05:35,458 --> 01:05:36,499
[chuckling]
1259
01:05:36,500 --> 01:05:38,790
{\an8}- [Shola] A real-life MP.
- Yeah.
1260
01:05:38,791 --> 01:05:42,207
{\an8}That was, um, a true honor.
1261
01:05:42,208 --> 01:05:43,833
{\an8}A real-life MP.
1262
01:05:51,291 --> 01:05:54,416
{\an8}[Shola] W-- Was there anything else you...
1263
01:05:55,458 --> 01:05:57,583
{\an8}- No.
- No, okay. Um...
1264
01:05:58,375 --> 01:05:59,832
{\an8}- Cool. Well...
- Cool.
1265
01:05:59,833 --> 01:06:01,999
{\an8}I'm off. I'll see you bright and early?
1266
01:06:02,000 --> 01:06:03,165
{\an8}Yeah. See you.
1267
01:06:03,166 --> 01:06:04,165
{\an8}You overnight?
1268
01:06:04,166 --> 01:06:06,540
{\an8}Yeah, me and Amanda and Owen. Yeah.
1269
01:06:06,541 --> 01:06:09,500
{\an8}- Cool. Okay, get some rest. I'll see you.
- All good, yep.
1270
01:06:14,875 --> 01:06:16,249
[door closes]
1271
01:06:16,250 --> 01:06:17,499
{\an8}[starts tape recorder]
1272
01:06:17,500 --> 01:06:21,999
{\an8}Okay. Um, call, um, Shy's mum and stepdad,
1273
01:06:22,000 --> 01:06:25,707
{\an8}and, uh... note to file, full disclosure
1274
01:06:25,708 --> 01:06:29,624
{\an8}on his behavior... [inhales]
...and our concerns.
1275
01:06:29,625 --> 01:06:30,750
{\an8}Um...
1276
01:06:31,375 --> 01:06:36,291
{\an8}A full written report from Jenny
and full mea culpa from me, um...
1277
01:06:37,375 --> 01:06:39,916
{\an8}Reset on the meds with the GP.
1278
01:06:40,708 --> 01:06:45,499
{\an8}T-t-try and sort out
the fucking rooms with, uh...
1279
01:06:45,500 --> 01:06:47,999
{\an8}[voice cracking]
And just fucking deal with it, Steven.
1280
01:06:48,000 --> 01:06:49,166
{\an8}[stops tape recorder]
1281
01:06:51,166 --> 01:06:53,207
{\an8}- [starts recorder]
- You're fucking, fucking heading
1282
01:06:53,208 --> 01:06:56,250
{\an8}on this fucking stupid,
fucking roundabout of doom.
1283
01:06:56,833 --> 01:06:57,666
{\an8}You f...
1284
01:07:00,041 --> 01:07:02,125
{\an8}They're closing your school, Steven.
1285
01:07:03,041 --> 01:07:04,249
[rewinds tape]
1286
01:07:04,250 --> 01:07:06,124
- [plays tape]
- [in high-pitched voice] ...Steven.
1287
01:07:06,125 --> 01:07:07,165
[rewinds tape]
1288
01:07:07,166 --> 01:07:10,707
...fucking heading on this fucking stupid,
fucking roundabout of doom.
1289
01:07:10,708 --> 01:07:12,124
[plays at normal speed]
1290
01:07:12,125 --> 01:07:14,332
[Steve] They're closing
your school, Steven.
1291
01:07:14,333 --> 01:07:16,707
[rewinds tape and replays]
1292
01:07:16,708 --> 01:07:18,457
They're closing your school, Steven.
1293
01:07:18,458 --> 01:07:19,500
[static]
1294
01:07:20,375 --> 01:07:21,291
...Steven.
1295
01:07:28,500 --> 01:07:29,958
[grunts]
1296
01:07:51,750 --> 01:07:52,708
[door closes]
1297
01:07:53,416 --> 01:07:55,625
[Amanda approaches]
1298
01:08:11,083 --> 01:08:12,457
You working hard?
1299
01:08:12,458 --> 01:08:14,416
- [Steve chuckling]
- Ha.
1300
01:08:15,041 --> 01:08:16,499
[Steve sucks teeth]
1301
01:08:16,500 --> 01:08:18,624
- You-- You're drinking?
- Yep.
1302
01:08:18,625 --> 01:08:20,374
- You're drinking?
- Yep.
1303
01:08:20,375 --> 01:08:22,250
Just having a glass of wine.
1304
01:08:23,000 --> 01:08:25,582
It's not a big deal. Having a--
There's loads over there.
1305
01:08:25,583 --> 01:08:28,416
It's the Christmas red.
You should have a glass, Amanda.
1306
01:08:35,000 --> 01:08:36,749
- Have you taken something?
- No!
1307
01:08:36,750 --> 01:08:40,041
- Ha!
- No, Amanda. Come on. Just leave me...
1308
01:08:41,041 --> 01:08:43,583
[exhales] Like,
I'm just having a glass of wine.
1309
01:08:44,375 --> 01:08:47,416
Really. I'm just having a glass of wine.
You should have a glass.
1310
01:08:54,916 --> 01:08:57,083
You know, none of this is your fault.
1311
01:09:01,291 --> 01:09:02,875
- Mm.
- [Amanda] Steve.
1312
01:09:05,583 --> 01:09:06,665
Yeah, but it is.
1313
01:09:06,666 --> 01:09:07,915
[Amanda] No, it's not.
1314
01:09:07,916 --> 01:09:09,958
- But it is.
- No, it's not!
1315
01:09:12,000 --> 01:09:15,666
Steven, it's not your fault.
1316
01:09:16,333 --> 01:09:19,416
The school closing, not your fault.
1317
01:09:23,708 --> 01:09:25,083
The car crash.
1318
01:09:26,666 --> 01:09:28,999
- The little girl dying.
- Oh, please, please, please.
1319
01:09:29,000 --> 01:09:30,790
- No. I mean, look, I'm...
- Please.
1320
01:09:30,791 --> 01:09:33,999
- Why don't you talk about it?
- No, no, Amanda, I'm not doing this now.
1321
01:09:34,000 --> 01:09:36,915
- Somebody died, and if you're numbing...
- I'm not doing this now.
1322
01:09:36,916 --> 01:09:38,915
- Here's to you too. Come on.
- No, no.
1323
01:09:38,916 --> 01:09:40,707
- Take your gla--
- No, no.
1324
01:09:40,708 --> 01:09:42,499
I want you to talk about it.
1325
01:09:42,500 --> 01:09:46,082
I want you to say it's not your fault.
I want you to acknowledge it.
1326
01:09:46,083 --> 01:09:49,250
I want you to look at me
and acknowledge it!
1327
01:09:51,791 --> 01:09:55,290
'Cause you're in agony, mate.
You're in fucking agony!
1328
01:09:55,291 --> 01:09:57,874
You really are, and you can't numb it,
1329
01:09:57,875 --> 01:09:59,374
and you can't stop it
1330
01:09:59,375 --> 01:10:02,582
'cause you don't fucking deal
with it, Steve!
1331
01:10:02,583 --> 01:10:05,416
You don't fucking deal with it!
1332
01:10:11,166 --> 01:10:14,916
Me and Steve, you know, we expected
something quite different here.
1333
01:10:15,875 --> 01:10:18,374
Two full year groups,
you know, 60-odd kids,
1334
01:10:18,375 --> 01:10:19,915
and almost as many teachers.
1335
01:10:19,916 --> 01:10:23,708
And it was supposed to be
this center of excellence.
1336
01:10:24,583 --> 01:10:27,874
And cut after cut,
and we are down to the bare bones,
1337
01:10:27,875 --> 01:10:30,040
and we're just limping along
1338
01:10:30,041 --> 01:10:33,582
in a sort of permanent crisis mode.
1339
01:10:33,583 --> 01:10:34,582
And...
1340
01:10:34,583 --> 01:10:36,165
[Amanda sighs]
1341
01:10:36,166 --> 01:10:39,665
Steve feels bad about it,
and he shouldn't, you know?
1342
01:10:39,666 --> 01:10:40,707
Um...
1343
01:10:40,708 --> 01:10:43,582
And I get it 'cause I feel bad about it,
and I shouldn't,
1344
01:10:43,583 --> 01:10:46,540
but I think that's why we work,
because both of us, you know,
1345
01:10:46,541 --> 01:10:49,999
we're really locked into this place
for better or worse,
1346
01:10:50,000 --> 01:10:52,166
and it's almost always worse.
1347
01:10:57,250 --> 01:10:59,457
["Suffer in Truth" by Meshuggah playing]
1348
01:10:59,458 --> 01:11:01,791
[extreme metal music continues]
1349
01:11:05,333 --> 01:11:11,458
♪ I see ♪
1350
01:11:12,041 --> 01:11:17,957
♪ Unseen ♪
1351
01:11:17,958 --> 01:11:24,166
♪ I feel ♪
1352
01:11:24,833 --> 01:11:30,874
♪ Unseen ♪
1353
01:11:30,875 --> 01:11:32,708
[song stops]
1354
01:11:41,083 --> 01:11:42,040
[heavy thud]
1355
01:11:42,041 --> 01:11:45,541
[breathing heavily]
1356
01:11:52,541 --> 01:11:53,750
[grunts]
1357
01:12:15,208 --> 01:12:17,750
[solemn music playing]
1358
01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:33,000
[water sloshes]
1359
01:13:54,083 --> 01:13:57,041
[solemn music continues]
1360
01:14:33,000 --> 01:14:33,958
[bottle clatters]
1361
01:14:43,166 --> 01:14:44,583
Fucking...
1362
01:14:58,750 --> 01:15:01,666
[gurgling]
1363
01:15:05,666 --> 01:15:07,250
[sloshing]
1364
01:15:10,583 --> 01:15:12,958
[solemn music continues]
1365
01:15:20,916 --> 01:15:23,208
[discordant notes play]
1366
01:15:26,208 --> 01:15:27,125
[exhales sharply]
1367
01:15:30,708 --> 01:15:34,125
[unsettling discordant notes rising]
1368
01:15:44,500 --> 01:15:47,625
[Shy, distorted]
Just actually fuck off, Steve.
1369
01:15:48,708 --> 01:15:52,250
Dude, I don't want to talk.
I am sick of talking.
1370
01:15:54,916 --> 01:15:56,541
I'm sick of Jenny.
1371
01:16:00,333 --> 01:16:02,291
What about you, Steve?
1372
01:16:04,583 --> 01:16:06,708
Why do you fucking give a shit?
1373
01:16:10,541 --> 01:16:11,958
[unnatural distorted voice]
1374
01:16:13,708 --> 01:16:18,250
[muffled heavy breathing]
1375
01:16:28,041 --> 01:16:30,875
[faint ghostly ringing]
1376
01:16:41,166 --> 01:16:42,708
Oh, no, no.
1377
01:16:45,083 --> 01:16:45,958
No, no.
1378
01:16:46,875 --> 01:16:47,916
Oh, no!
1379
01:16:48,541 --> 01:16:49,750
No, no, no.
1380
01:16:50,375 --> 01:16:52,749
- Amanda. Amanda!
- [Amanda] What?
1381
01:16:52,750 --> 01:16:54,124
- Amanda, Shy's gone.
- What's that?
1382
01:16:54,125 --> 01:16:55,207
- Shy's gone.
- What?
1383
01:16:55,208 --> 01:16:56,415
Shy's gone. He left a note.
1384
01:16:56,416 --> 01:16:57,999
- What?
- Don't wake up the boys.
1385
01:16:58,000 --> 01:17:00,290
- He's not there, he's gone!
- What are we gonna--
1386
01:17:00,291 --> 01:17:02,916
- Come on, we gotta go find him. But he's--
- It's okay.
1387
01:17:03,458 --> 01:17:06,707
What the fuck have you done?
You've taken something, haven't you?
1388
01:17:06,708 --> 01:17:09,415
- What have you taken?
- I just had a few glasses of wine.
1389
01:17:09,416 --> 01:17:12,749
You lied to me.
You lied to me, you weak, stupid...
1390
01:17:12,750 --> 01:17:15,249
Fucking lied to me. You fucking find him.
1391
01:17:15,250 --> 01:17:16,166
You fucking lied.
1392
01:17:17,208 --> 01:17:18,958
[breathing shakily]
1393
01:17:20,291 --> 01:17:21,624
[Steve] Shy!
1394
01:17:21,625 --> 01:17:25,665
[violin playing high, lingering notes]
1395
01:17:25,666 --> 01:17:26,875
Shy!
1396
01:17:32,291 --> 01:17:33,375
Shy!
1397
01:17:36,333 --> 01:17:37,291
Shy?
1398
01:17:37,791 --> 01:17:39,375
- [Steve] Shy!
- [Amanda] Shy.
1399
01:17:40,416 --> 01:17:41,625
Shy!
1400
01:17:44,375 --> 01:17:45,541
[Steve] Shy?
1401
01:17:51,583 --> 01:17:52,458
Shy!
1402
01:17:54,666 --> 01:17:55,875
[Amanda] Shy!
1403
01:17:57,041 --> 01:17:58,207
[Owen] Shy.
1404
01:17:58,208 --> 01:17:59,375
[Steve] Shy!
1405
01:18:02,208 --> 01:18:03,208
Shy!
1406
01:18:08,791 --> 01:18:09,707
[knocking]
1407
01:18:09,708 --> 01:18:11,749
- I'm going to call the police.
- No, no, no.
1408
01:18:11,750 --> 01:18:15,000
Check the attic, check the cellar.
I'm gonna look around here.
1409
01:18:17,333 --> 01:18:18,166
Shy!
1410
01:18:21,000 --> 01:18:21,958
[Steve in distance] Shy!
1411
01:18:28,333 --> 01:18:29,458
Shy!
1412
01:18:32,875 --> 01:18:34,125
Shy!
1413
01:18:35,125 --> 01:18:37,790
[music rising]
1414
01:18:37,791 --> 01:18:38,958
Shy!
1415
01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:43,540
Shy!
1416
01:18:43,541 --> 01:18:46,166
[crying softly]
1417
01:18:49,125 --> 01:18:51,125
[exhales]
1418
01:18:57,750 --> 01:19:00,250
[music fades into silence]
1419
01:19:05,958 --> 01:19:07,958
[breathing quietly]
1420
01:19:27,416 --> 01:19:28,875
[Shy, trembling] If I could go back...
1421
01:19:29,791 --> 01:19:31,166
Uh...
1422
01:19:32,541 --> 01:19:34,249
I'd just...
1423
01:19:34,250 --> 01:19:39,000
I would go to my nana's house
and just... spend time.
1424
01:19:42,375 --> 01:19:43,916
I would sit...
1425
01:19:45,541 --> 01:19:47,416
in my nana's house.
1426
01:19:51,208 --> 01:19:54,000
And just listen to her...
1427
01:19:55,291 --> 01:19:56,458
chatting.
1428
01:19:56,958 --> 01:19:59,666
Just smell her house.
1429
01:20:02,708 --> 01:20:05,040
Eat her soft, manky Bourbon biscuits.
1430
01:20:05,041 --> 01:20:06,083
Just...
1431
01:20:18,833 --> 01:20:21,415
I would just maybe pack it all up and...
1432
01:20:21,416 --> 01:20:23,082
{\an8}[spluttering]
1433
01:20:23,083 --> 01:20:26,582
{\an8}Pack it into a caravan,
take it out on the road. You know?
1434
01:20:26,583 --> 01:20:29,000
{\an8}Thelma and Louise- style geography class.
1435
01:20:29,958 --> 01:20:32,083
Full speed into the abyss.
1436
01:20:43,541 --> 01:20:44,541
[brake clicks]
1437
01:21:06,083 --> 01:21:07,457
[door opens]
1438
01:21:07,458 --> 01:21:09,040
- Dad! Daddy!
- [chuckling]
1439
01:21:09,041 --> 01:21:10,582
- Hi, there! Hi, there!
- Daddy!
1440
01:21:10,583 --> 01:21:11,582
- Dad!
- Daddy!
1441
01:21:11,583 --> 01:21:13,290
[Steve] How are we? How is everyone?
1442
01:21:13,291 --> 01:21:14,540
Daddy.
1443
01:21:14,541 --> 01:21:15,832
- Dad.
- Yeah.
1444
01:21:15,833 --> 01:21:17,082
- Dad!
- You're so muddy.
1445
01:21:17,083 --> 01:21:19,040
- I know. So muddy.
- Why are you muddy?
1446
01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:20,457
It looks quite yucky.
1447
01:21:20,458 --> 01:21:21,416
Yuck.
1448
01:21:22,166 --> 01:21:23,624
- [Helen] Come on, girls.
- Thanks, Mum.
1449
01:21:23,625 --> 01:21:24,832
We've got muffins today!
1450
01:21:24,833 --> 01:21:27,082
- Christ, Dad looks fresh.
- We've got muffins.
1451
01:21:27,083 --> 01:21:29,582
- Morning.
- Late one? Tricky one? Fire? Murder?
1452
01:21:29,583 --> 01:21:31,290
- Everyone okay?
- All good.
1453
01:21:31,291 --> 01:21:32,832
How come you're muddy?
1454
01:21:32,833 --> 01:21:35,249
Oh, it's just... It's fine.
1455
01:21:35,250 --> 01:21:36,915
- Everyone okay?
- Yeah.
1456
01:21:36,916 --> 01:21:38,874
- One of those?
- Yeah, one of those.
1457
01:21:38,875 --> 01:21:41,624
- Come on. We're gonna be late.
- Come on, girls. Let's go.
1458
01:21:41,625 --> 01:21:45,457
Remember, be good, be kind, be clever,
be brilliant at everything, especially...
1459
01:21:45,458 --> 01:21:46,832
- Running.
- No, especially...
1460
01:21:46,833 --> 01:21:47,915
Very special painting.
1461
01:21:47,916 --> 01:21:51,083
No, especially science, yeah?
And inventions.
1462
01:21:51,750 --> 01:21:53,415
Sleep. Sleep all day. Do nothing.
1463
01:21:53,416 --> 01:21:55,332
- Then cook for us, okay?
- I will. Okay.
1464
01:21:55,333 --> 01:21:56,332
- Love you.
- Love you.
1465
01:21:56,333 --> 01:21:59,665
Now, let's go. Come on, girls.
We're gonna be late. Let's go!
1466
01:21:59,666 --> 01:22:01,457
- Let's go.
- [girl 1] Bye, Daddy!
1467
01:22:01,458 --> 01:22:04,166
- We haven't got science.
- [Helen] Chop-chop. Your rucksack strap.
1468
01:22:20,791 --> 01:22:22,125
[exhales]
1469
01:22:44,291 --> 01:22:46,707
[Steve on tape recording]
All right, so, Shola, it's Steve.
1470
01:22:46,708 --> 01:22:49,249
You already know that,
so blah, blah, blah.
1471
01:22:49,250 --> 01:22:52,624
Um, look, ignore this
or listen to it as you please.
1472
01:22:52,625 --> 01:22:57,499
There's absolutely no pressure from me.
So, Ash. Right, you'll-- you'll love Ash.
1473
01:22:57,500 --> 01:23:00,082
He's one of those kids
who's all chip and grift,
1474
01:23:00,083 --> 01:23:02,624
and he'd, like,
nick the shirt off your back.
1475
01:23:02,625 --> 01:23:07,791
He's a proper fucking scally,
but he's so smart and funny.
1476
01:23:08,500 --> 01:23:10,166
And he's just great craic.
1477
01:23:11,041 --> 01:23:14,374
Benny. Benny's got a big presence
in the house.
1478
01:23:14,375 --> 01:23:17,999
Sometimes he's more... kind of more
like the staff than a student.
1479
01:23:18,000 --> 01:23:20,624
And you need Benny
on your side in a crisis
1480
01:23:20,625 --> 01:23:22,582
'cause he can sort stuff, you know?
1481
01:23:22,583 --> 01:23:26,207
He lost his dad a while ago,
and he never got to say goodbye.
1482
01:23:26,208 --> 01:23:27,582
I think his dad was inside.
1483
01:23:27,583 --> 01:23:31,540
So, in there,
there's just a grieving kid, you know?
1484
01:23:31,541 --> 01:23:35,290
Riley, oh, man, this kid. This kid.
1485
01:23:35,291 --> 01:23:39,540
Riley is powered by a different kind
of engine than the rest of us.
1486
01:23:39,541 --> 01:23:44,207
He is a fascinating, beautiful kid,
and he's... he's relentless.
1487
01:23:44,208 --> 01:23:47,582
He's fighting all the time
with himself or with the others.
1488
01:23:47,583 --> 01:23:49,790
He's got this kind of mad momentum.
1489
01:23:49,791 --> 01:23:52,832
It's attack, attack, attack all the time.
He's always on.
1490
01:23:52,833 --> 01:23:54,415
He's like the wild boy, you know?
1491
01:23:54,416 --> 01:23:57,499
Encyclopedic knowledge.
Cornish and proud. So clever.
1492
01:23:57,500 --> 01:24:01,040
Nabeel. You're gonna love Nabeel, Shola.
1493
01:24:01,041 --> 01:24:03,832
He's Mr. Cool, Mr. Smooth.
1494
01:24:03,833 --> 01:24:06,541
And he's very strong academically
when he tries.
1495
01:24:07,250 --> 01:24:10,457
Jamie. I earn my fucking salary
on Jamie alone.
1496
01:24:10,458 --> 01:24:12,165
If there's a fight, he started it.
1497
01:24:12,166 --> 01:24:15,374
If there's a weakness, he'll find it.
But I adore him.
1498
01:24:15,375 --> 01:24:18,124
He's very insightful and wise,
and he can read people.
1499
01:24:18,125 --> 01:24:19,957
That's how he pushes their buttons.
1500
01:24:19,958 --> 01:24:23,499
I'd like him to knuckle down, obviously.
He could get very good results.
1501
01:24:23,500 --> 01:24:26,082
He talks about business studies
or something like that.
1502
01:24:26,083 --> 01:24:30,125
He can remember insane details.
Ask him anything about hip-hop. Anything.
1503
01:24:33,375 --> 01:24:34,541
All right, Shy.
1504
01:24:35,666 --> 01:24:39,041
- It seems like I've known Shy forever.
- [glass shatters]
1505
01:24:42,500 --> 01:24:43,540
Where to start?
1506
01:24:43,541 --> 01:24:46,040
- [Ash] What's that? Oh, fuck! Guys!
- Oh, boy.
1507
01:24:46,041 --> 01:24:47,040
[Benny] Holy shit!
1508
01:24:47,041 --> 01:24:49,457
- [Ash] Who the fuck's throwing that?
- [Tarone] Oh, shit.
1509
01:24:49,458 --> 01:24:51,790
- [Nabz] What the fuck?
- [Jamie] There's glass everywhere!
1510
01:24:51,791 --> 01:24:54,332
[windows breaking]
1511
01:24:54,333 --> 01:24:56,416
[clamoring]
1512
01:24:58,833 --> 01:25:00,582
[Ash] Oh, shit! Oh, shit, it's Shy!
1513
01:25:00,583 --> 01:25:01,832
[all] Shy! Shy!
1514
01:25:01,833 --> 01:25:03,832
[Riley] Shy, what the fuck?
1515
01:25:03,833 --> 01:25:06,082
[yelling indistinctly]
1516
01:25:06,083 --> 01:25:08,082
[poignant music playing]
1517
01:25:08,083 --> 01:25:10,999
[Steve] There's like this
reserve of sadness in Shy.
1518
01:25:11,000 --> 01:25:16,707
Like he's seen the whole, bleak,
terrible truth of the universe.
1519
01:25:16,708 --> 01:25:17,749
And he's right.
1520
01:25:17,750 --> 01:25:20,749
Like, when Shy tells you
why things are fucked,
1521
01:25:20,750 --> 01:25:24,166
it's... it's hard to argue with him.
1522
01:25:29,083 --> 01:25:31,083
[yelling] Shy!
1523
01:25:38,000 --> 01:25:41,457
[Steve] But he's so sharp and insightful
when he wants to be.
1524
01:25:41,458 --> 01:25:43,957
And he's got, like... I don't know.
1525
01:25:43,958 --> 01:25:47,082
Just, he's got, like, a... a generous pain,
1526
01:25:47,083 --> 01:25:48,415
if that makes sense.
1527
01:25:48,416 --> 01:25:52,374
And I just pray
for the weather in his head to be kind.
1528
01:25:52,375 --> 01:25:53,957
To clear for a bit, you know?
1529
01:25:53,958 --> 01:25:56,499
For luck. Because when Shy's upset,
1530
01:25:56,500 --> 01:25:59,290
it's like having a bomb
go off in the house.
1531
01:25:59,291 --> 01:26:02,291
[screaming]
1532
01:26:10,541 --> 01:26:15,499
And he has these horrifying night terrors,
and they sort of bleach into his days,
1533
01:26:15,500 --> 01:26:17,374
and you'll see it.
1534
01:26:17,375 --> 01:26:19,540
But the thing is, I get it, you know?
1535
01:26:19,541 --> 01:26:22,208
I really get it,
and I just want to say to him,
1536
01:26:22,958 --> 01:26:26,665
"There's so much,
and it's a lot, but hold tight,
1537
01:26:26,666 --> 01:26:29,040
because you won't always feel like this."
1538
01:26:29,041 --> 01:26:31,458
You know, and I'm lying to him, of course.
1539
01:26:48,250 --> 01:26:50,582
You know what I'm saying,
I want all these lads,
1540
01:26:50,583 --> 01:26:53,582
and my own kids, my little girls,
you know, it's the same,
1541
01:26:53,583 --> 01:26:56,208
I want them to know
that there's something else.
1542
01:27:15,125 --> 01:27:17,499
[Steve] That there's,
like, infinite things,
1543
01:27:17,500 --> 01:27:20,707
music you can't even imagine
in other places,
1544
01:27:20,708 --> 01:27:25,165
and the weather, and love,
and maybe nothing but ruin, but who knows?
1545
01:27:25,166 --> 01:27:26,207
Who knows?
1546
01:27:26,208 --> 01:27:30,415
The disaster changes shape,
and it becomes tomorrow's joy or whatever.
1547
01:27:30,416 --> 01:27:33,333
And there's-- there's someone
you haven't met, and it's...
1548
01:27:34,708 --> 01:27:37,415
It's, you know... You know what I'm saying.
1549
01:27:37,416 --> 01:27:39,207
Anyway, I'm rambling.
1550
01:27:39,208 --> 01:27:42,291
But it's enough, isn't it?
1551
01:27:44,125 --> 01:27:45,750
- [recorder clicks off]
- [silence]
1552
01:27:47,500 --> 01:27:49,833
[waves lap softly]
1553
01:28:06,166 --> 01:28:08,166
[seagulls calling in distance]
1554
01:28:18,583 --> 01:28:21,041
["Don't Leave Too Soon"
by Little Simz playing]
1555
01:28:30,000 --> 01:28:33,541
♪ Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love ♪
1556
01:28:34,541 --> 01:28:36,832
♪ Out of breath
Out of body, out of friends ♪
1557
01:28:36,833 --> 01:28:39,541
♪ I can tell
That you don't get out as much ♪
1558
01:28:40,541 --> 01:28:42,915
♪ With these rocks on your back
Weighing you down ♪
1559
01:28:42,916 --> 01:28:45,750
♪ 'Cause you feel
All of you is not enough ♪
1560
01:28:46,583 --> 01:28:52,041
♪ You're out of touch and out of sight
Out of mind, out of time, out of love ♪
1561
01:28:52,791 --> 01:28:55,915
♪ Less is more unless you feel
That you're lesser than the rest ♪
1562
01:28:55,916 --> 01:28:58,166
♪ You think that you're out of clutch ♪
1563
01:28:59,041 --> 01:29:00,499
♪ Out of money in your pocket ♪
1564
01:29:00,500 --> 01:29:04,041
♪ Raging doesn't stop
Until you let the demons out your closet ♪
1565
01:29:04,958 --> 01:29:07,374
♪ They out to get you
'Cause you putting out a message ♪
1566
01:29:07,375 --> 01:29:10,291
♪ Like say the response won't affect you ♪
1567
01:29:11,000 --> 01:29:13,540
♪ Out of respect
You say you're out of sight ♪
1568
01:29:13,541 --> 01:29:16,208
♪ Out of mind, out of time, out of love ♪
1569
01:29:20,583 --> 01:29:23,041
♪ Hold on ♪
1570
01:29:23,541 --> 01:29:27,833
♪ Don't leave too soon ♪
1571
01:29:32,666 --> 01:29:35,749
♪ Your pain ♪
1572
01:29:35,750 --> 01:29:41,625
♪ I feel it too ♪
1573
01:29:43,375 --> 01:29:46,916
♪ Out of line, out of fight
Out of shrooms, out of wine ♪
1574
01:29:47,916 --> 01:29:50,874
♪ All these feelings in your pocket
Weighing you down through this tunnel ♪
1575
01:29:50,875 --> 01:29:53,915
- ♪ Hope you make it out in time ♪
- ♪ Hope you make it out in time ♪
1576
01:29:53,916 --> 01:29:56,874
♪ In this concrete jungle
Patience isn't kind ♪
1577
01:29:56,875 --> 01:29:59,832
- ♪ I hope you make it out alive ♪
- ♪ I hope you make it out alive ♪
1578
01:29:59,833 --> 01:30:01,624
♪ It's like they left you out to dry ♪
1579
01:30:01,625 --> 01:30:05,083
♪ Is it you? Is it I?
Is it both of us combined? ♪
1580
01:30:06,500 --> 01:30:07,749
♪ When you was down and out ♪
1581
01:30:07,750 --> 01:30:11,375
♪ Couldn't be without
The darkest thoughts chasing you around ♪
1582
01:30:12,125 --> 01:30:13,790
♪ I see the pressure on your face ♪
1583
01:30:13,791 --> 01:30:17,375
♪ While you vet the crowd
Don't know if you should be in or out ♪
1584
01:30:18,458 --> 01:30:19,999
♪ Asking to be shown a sign ♪
1585
01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:23,708
♪ But it'll never be revealed
If you do not know your why ♪
1586
01:30:25,625 --> 01:30:29,750
♪ So you're out of reach
Tryna find what you want out of life ♪
1587
01:30:30,708 --> 01:30:32,625
♪ Out of sight, out of mind ♪
1588
01:30:34,041 --> 01:30:36,874
♪ Hold on ♪
1589
01:30:36,875 --> 01:30:41,000
♪ Don't leave too soon ♪
1590
01:30:46,083 --> 01:30:49,207
♪ Your pain ♪
1591
01:30:49,208 --> 01:30:53,750
♪ I feel it too ♪
1592
01:30:58,250 --> 01:31:00,791
♪ Hold on ♪
1593
01:31:01,291 --> 01:31:05,625
♪ Don't leave too soon ♪
1594
01:31:10,625 --> 01:31:13,415
♪ Your pain ♪
1595
01:31:13,416 --> 01:31:18,000
♪ I feel it too ♪
1596
01:31:21,208 --> 01:31:24,583
♪ Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love ♪
1597
01:31:31,875 --> 01:31:34,082
♪ With these rocks on your back
Weighing you down ♪
1598
01:31:34,083 --> 01:31:36,750
♪ 'Cause you feel
All of you is not enough ♪
1599
01:31:37,708 --> 01:31:39,457
♪ You're out of touch ♪
1600
01:31:39,458 --> 01:31:43,041
♪ Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time, out of love ♪