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{\an8}(Musical flourish)
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{\an8}♪ Do you adore me? ♪
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{\an8}♪ Am I everything
you wish you had? ♪
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{\an8}♪ Or am I everything
you detest? ♪
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{\an8}♪ Do you adore me? ♪
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{\an8}♪ Am I everything
you wish you had? ♪
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{\an8}♪ Or has the taste of my skin
on your tongue turn bad? ♪
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{\an8}♪ They never
called me b-b-beautiful ♪
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{\an8}♪ They only called me insane ♪
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{\an8}♪ They never
called me b-b-beautiful ♪
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{\an8}♪ They only called me insane ♪
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{\an8}♪ And now I'm living
blithely and plentiful ♪
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{\an8}♪ And I'm going insane ♪
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{\an8}♪ They never
called me b-b-beautiful ♪
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{\an8}♪ They only called me insane ♪
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{\an8}♪
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{\an8}♪ I can see
what I'm feeling ♪
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{\an8}♪ I can feel
that I'm sinking ♪
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{\an8}♪ Yeah, the water is freezing
and I want to go ♪
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{\an8}♪ I can see
what I'm feeling ♪
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{\an8}♪ I can feel
that I'm sinking ♪
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{\an8}♪ Yeah, the water is freezing
and I want to go ♪
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{\an8}♪ They never
called me b-b-beautiful ♪
HER DIFFERENCE
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{\an8}♪ They only called me insane ♪
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{\an8}♪ They never
called me b-b-beautiful ♪
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{\an8}(Lyrics muffled
under headphones)
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{\an8}♪ They never
called me b-b-beautiful ♪
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{\an8}♪ They only called me insane ♪
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{\an8}(Music stops)
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{\an8}Automated voice:
Goodbye.
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Hi, Katia!
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Hi... Sophie.
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Okay, I'll hold.
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You okay?
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Big change from our last space!
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I liked working from home.
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It's nice to be together
in an open space.
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I like it.
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D'you see the email?
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It's gonna be tough.
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You mean the voluntary layoffs?
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I'm not sure how
"voluntary" they are.
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I think we're all
gonna get the axe.
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But since I've been
here for 5 years,
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they may think twice before
replacing me with an intern.
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Don't stress out!
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You're the smartest girl I know.
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You work so hard, they'd be
jerks to fire you. So...
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Otherwise, have a nice weekend?
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I saw Thomas and...
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he took off for good.
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Really?
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So you broke up?
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He dumped me like
a piece of shit.
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No!
I'm not sure I wanna hear it.
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Spit it out.
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He was a huge bore
and completely useless.
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You're a real pain in the butt.
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What fucking compassion!
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But thanks for not
saying so before.
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It won't be hard
to find someone better.
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Okay, stop!
That's enough.
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I'll get some dark chocolate
on my lunch break.
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It's great for depression.
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There's sugar,
but also magnesium, serotonin...
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polyphenol...
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{\an8}Shh.
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- I'm listening.
- Omega 3...
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No, sorry, I'm here.
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Yes, it's for the authorization.
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Exactly.
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In that case, someone
else has to sign.
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Yeah, I hear you, but...
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{\an8}(Office din grows louder)
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Katia!
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Come on.
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Am I fired?
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No! That's not the subject
for an editorial meeting.
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Have a seat.
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{\an8}- Salut.
- Salut.
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Where are you
on the power plant demolition?
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- I should be done tomorrow.
- Good.
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Then you work for Julien
on autism.
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On the late treatment
of autism in France.
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Thanks for the precision.
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Are you going to Somalia
to cover the attack?
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Yes.
And I leave tonight.
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I'll email you
on the research.
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Then Karim has a piece
on the European reforms.
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No, not Europe.
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That subject
doesn't interest me.
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Not at all.
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Unless you're a Europhobe, I'm
just asking you to do your job.
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And it'll go very well.
"It doesn't interest me"!
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Is there anything
I'm forgetting?
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- Questions?
- No.
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Am I fired?
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You stay.
The others, get to work!
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So, Katia,
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losing our big news show
means the company has to change.
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Plus, it's happening
just as we're moving.
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The first to go
will be those who can be
replaced by freelancers.
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They make less money
and we can hire them at will.
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- I can work freelance.
- It's not the same pay rate.
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With your profile and ability,
you could work anywhere.
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- I don't wanna work elsewhere.
- I don't want you to, either.
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But I'm not the one who decides.
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It's not for sure.
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It'll be okay.
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Katia...
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I have a question, but
I'm not sure if it's
a good time. You okay?
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I'll be fine.
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My interview on autism
has been pushed up.
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As you know, I'm
leaving for Somalia.
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So I'd really like you
to do the interview.
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- Me?
- Yes.
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- I'm not a reporter.
- Who cares?
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The subject's a really nice
woman who runs an organization.
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Why not ask someone else?
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I don't want another reporter
stealing the story.
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I can trust you.
You won't stab me in the back.
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I don't know the subject.
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I know you. By tomorrow, you'll
know more than a specialist.
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I'll give you my
questions, get someone to
do the technical stuff.
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I don't like the
idea of doing that.
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Please.
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Knowing it's you reassures me.
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Can I count on you?
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- Yes.
- Great. Thanks.
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I'll send you my questions.
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He suffers from severe
autism. Since dropping
out of school in 2019,
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Yasine has made no progress.
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What complicates his autism
is his inability to speak.
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{\an8}(Phone ringing)
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Not knowing how to
manage his emotions,
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his frustration...
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{\an8}(Phone chimes)
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Hi, Katia, it's me.
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I mean, it's Fred.
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I'd like to talk to you.
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I need to see you.
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I suspect you're there.
If you don't want to, okay.
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But if you do, I'll wait a bit.
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I'm downstairs.
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I mean, I'm here.
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I don't know.
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I know we said we'd stop.
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But...
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I'm miserable without you.
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But this has never worked.
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It hasn't yet,
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but that doesn't
mean we never will.
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I was offended that
you didn't wanna live with me.
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But the times before...
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The times before...
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I admit, I reacted too quickly.
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You're not the
easiest girl, either.
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Yes, I know.
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What'll we do?
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{\an8}(Door buzzes)
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{\an8}(Laughter)
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- I've missed you.
- So have I.
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{\an8}(Ringing)
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- Hello, Mom.
- Hello, honey.
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- How are you?
- Fine.
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- Am I disturbing you?
- Yeah, a little.
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That's nice!
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Well, you asked.
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It's Sunday,
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and you're working again.
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No one forces me to work.
I do it because I want to.
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With your education,
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it's such a waste.
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- You could work at the...
- European Parliament.
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Or be a consultant.
I know, but you're not me.
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If I could have,
I'd have gotten an education.
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But you got pregnant.
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I don't say that as a criticism.
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Yes, it is, a little.
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I just think it's a shame you
don't get a job on your level.
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But for once,
you've held onto a job.
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After all, it's up to you.
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- Did you get my package?
- Yes.
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It sounds like you
didn't like it.
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Yes, but it's a wool sweater.
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I know you don't like wool,
but it was so pretty.
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{\an8}(Machine whirring)
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What's that noise?
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It's a coffee machine.
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In your apartment?
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Is it Fred?
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You're back together?
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I don't wanna talk about it now.
We'll talk later.
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If you like.
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- Bye, Mom.
- Love you, honey.
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{\an8}(Katia groans)
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You okay?
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She asked if we
were together again.
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And what did you say?
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That I didn't wanna
talk to her about it.
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And... I don't know.
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Because...
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you think I came to your door
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just to sleep together?
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No, not at all.
Stop thinking.
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So you're for it?
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Yes, I'm very much for it.
Obviously.
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On the other hand, your
pillows... Really bad taste!
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This one.
I think...
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Like this.
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And this one, like that.
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That makes me crazy.
I won't be able to work.
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- Go mess up your place!
- My place isn't organized.
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- I'm hungry!
- I have to work.
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The salad...
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- The beef.
- Thank you.
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See? It was quick.
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In an hour, you'll be home,
at your computer.
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So...?
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It's a scruffy little fishing
boat, but I'm attached to it.
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When my buddies offered to sell
it, I jumped at the chance.
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In truth, it
does me good to focus on
something other than you.
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You replaced me with a boat?
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Yeah.
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But it didn't work.
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Obviously, I'm here.
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I'll go back home to fix it up,
when I can.
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Now you say "back home."
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Le Conquet's always been "home",
even if I don't live there.
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Jean!
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Help me! Quick!
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- Sir!
- Jean!
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Squeeze my hand, sir.
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He's breathing.
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You'll be fine.
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Up we go, sir.
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{\an8}(Siren wailing)
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{\an8}(Sobs)
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What's the matter?
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Hug me!
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Tighter!
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Katia, I'll suffocate you.
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I could've done more.
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How?
What you did was huge!
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No, it wasn't.
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- I'm going.
- Let's go.
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No, I'm going alone.
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Okay.
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Call if you need to.
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{\an8}♪
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{\an8}♪
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{\an8}♪
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{\an8}(Cat purring)
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{\an8}(Cat meows)
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Seminar The Autism Spectrum
258
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Take my glasses.
259
00:14:40,077 --> 00:14:42,639
- No, it's okay.
- Yeah, go ahead.
260
00:14:44,441 --> 00:14:45,361
Thank you.
261
00:14:54,771 --> 00:14:56,013
{\an8}(Elevator bell dings)
262
00:14:58,374 --> 00:14:59,936
- Thank you very much.
- No problem.
263
00:15:02,459 --> 00:15:04,781
Hello.
What organization are you from?
264
00:15:04,781 --> 00:15:06,023
What organization?
265
00:15:06,582 --> 00:15:09,265
None. I'm here to
interview Ms. Vainedeau.
266
00:15:09,385 --> 00:15:11,708
Of course.
The room at the end of the hall.
267
00:15:11,828 --> 00:15:14,190
Walk past the large room.
268
00:15:14,190 --> 00:15:17,193
It's the 2nd door on your right
after the conference room.
269
00:15:17,193 --> 00:15:19,916
There's a decompression chamber
on your left.
270
00:15:20,596 --> 00:15:22,639
- Have a nice interview.
- Goodbye.
271
00:15:26,723 --> 00:15:27,924
- Katia?
- Yes.
272
00:15:27,924 --> 00:15:29,646
Hi, come on in.
273
00:15:37,614 --> 00:15:41,137
I put the chair there, to have
a bit more depth of field.
274
00:15:41,257 --> 00:15:42,259
Is that okay?
275
00:15:42,578 --> 00:15:43,820
Not exactly...
276
00:15:44,220 --> 00:15:45,262
Really?
277
00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:48,744
I didn't have the time
to really prepare.
278
00:15:50,146 --> 00:15:51,627
But it'll be fine.
279
00:15:53,149 --> 00:15:55,471
And the chair... is that okay?
280
00:15:55,752 --> 00:15:56,673
The chair...
281
00:15:56,793 --> 00:15:58,435
{\an8}(Knock at door)
282
00:15:58,555 --> 00:15:59,516
Hello.
283
00:16:00,597 --> 00:16:03,360
France's passionate relationship
with psychoanalysis
284
00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:06,843
played a major role in delaying
the treatment of autism.
285
00:16:06,843 --> 00:16:09,605
At the time, autism was
considered a mental illness.
286
00:16:10,807 --> 00:16:13,449
I don't know
if you know Bruno Bettelheim...
287
00:16:14,131 --> 00:16:15,732
No.
288
00:16:15,852 --> 00:16:18,414
He believed autism was caused by
"serious emotional deprivation"
289
00:16:18,414 --> 00:16:20,616
from the parents,
especially the mother.
290
00:16:20,937 --> 00:16:22,298
Oh, really...
291
00:16:22,939 --> 00:16:26,063
But autism is not a disease,
it's a neurodevelopmental
condition
292
00:16:27,144 --> 00:16:29,986
that alters how one interacts
with their environment.
293
00:16:30,106 --> 00:16:33,149
That's why I've devoted myself
to this organization.
294
00:16:33,149 --> 00:16:37,314
As an autist, I need that
exchange with those who've
had similar experiences.
295
00:16:37,314 --> 00:16:38,675
Because you're autistic?
296
00:16:39,555 --> 00:16:41,477
And president of
the organization?
297
00:16:42,479 --> 00:16:45,162
President is a legal function,
a responsibility.
298
00:16:45,162 --> 00:16:47,204
It's not as prestigious
as we think.
299
00:16:47,204 --> 00:16:49,045
We're all equal members here.
300
00:16:49,045 --> 00:16:52,368
Yes, you can be autistic
and run an organization.
301
00:16:53,209 --> 00:16:53,970
And...
302
00:16:54,090 --> 00:16:55,412
{\an8}(Knocking)
303
00:16:55,412 --> 00:16:57,133
Sorry to interrupt.
304
00:16:57,694 --> 00:17:00,096
- Ms. Vainedeau, you're up.
- Be right there.
305
00:17:00,576 --> 00:17:01,978
Let me just take your mic.
306
00:17:04,020 --> 00:17:06,623
But I think there are still
307
00:17:06,623 --> 00:17:10,147
lots of interesting
things to discuss.
Could we continue later?
308
00:17:10,267 --> 00:17:12,869
Later, I can't.
But if you're interested,
309
00:17:12,869 --> 00:17:14,711
stay for the conference.
310
00:17:14,711 --> 00:17:16,313
Okay, why not?
311
00:17:16,752 --> 00:17:18,475
Thanks so much
for this exchange.
312
00:17:18,475 --> 00:17:20,717
- My pleasure.
- Goodbye.
313
00:17:23,640 --> 00:17:28,204
Unlike our Swedish
neighbors, for whom autism
is a question of citizenship
314
00:17:28,204 --> 00:17:30,647
as much as a social issue,
315
00:17:30,647 --> 00:17:33,810
the funds allocated to families
to educate their children
316
00:17:33,810 --> 00:17:37,334
is worlds apart from the funds
allocated - or not - in France.
317
00:17:38,334 --> 00:17:40,416
We too often
still find ourselves
318
00:17:41,057 --> 00:17:43,860
in the sad classic pattern
319
00:17:43,860 --> 00:17:45,702
of parents who
can't find helpers
320
00:17:46,463 --> 00:17:49,105
to assist their children at
school, or in suitable places.
321
00:17:50,066 --> 00:17:53,309
So mothers stop working
to take care of their children.
322
00:17:53,309 --> 00:17:55,312
And fathers have
to work even more
323
00:17:55,432 --> 00:17:57,714
because good support
is very expensive.
324
00:17:57,834 --> 00:18:00,276
The lack of funds is also felt
325
00:18:00,276 --> 00:18:02,799
in delayed diagnoses,
which take far too long.
326
00:18:03,079 --> 00:18:04,680
Professor Bélanger...
327
00:18:04,680 --> 00:18:07,884
I'd like to make one
clarification, as a
neuropsychologist.
328
00:18:07,884 --> 00:18:10,727
In Quebec, for an
adult diagnosis,
329
00:18:10,847 --> 00:18:14,611
the average wait time in the
private sector is 1 to 3 months.
330
00:18:17,374 --> 00:18:18,495
That's good but...
331
00:18:18,495 --> 00:18:20,817
Quebec is far to go
for a diagnosis.
332
00:18:20,937 --> 00:18:24,460
There clearly aren't
enough sufficiently
trained specialists here.
333
00:18:25,261 --> 00:18:29,105
In fact, I'm often called
to France for adult
diagnostic assessments.
334
00:18:30,587 --> 00:18:32,829
Let's move on to
our research work.
335
00:18:33,229 --> 00:18:36,753
High-functioning
adult autistic women,
336
00:18:36,753 --> 00:18:38,755
who used to be
called Asperger's,
337
00:18:38,875 --> 00:18:42,359
have great difficulty
obtaining an accurate diagnosis.
338
00:18:42,479 --> 00:18:45,121
There's an estimated
3 to 4 times as many men,
339
00:18:45,121 --> 00:18:47,043
than women,
on the autism spectrum.
340
00:18:47,844 --> 00:18:51,808
But that's certainly
an underestimation,
for two reasons.
341
00:18:51,808 --> 00:18:56,693
First of all, diagnostic
criteria were established
on a male population,
342
00:18:56,813 --> 00:18:58,815
as is often the case
in clinical research.
343
00:18:58,935 --> 00:19:01,818
The second reason is
that autistic women
344
00:19:01,938 --> 00:19:04,741
are better than their
male counterparts
345
00:19:04,741 --> 00:19:07,784
at adapting and camouflaging
themselves socially.
346
00:19:08,304 --> 00:19:10,867
But it's still a
learning process
347
00:19:10,867 --> 00:19:12,508
that requires great effort.
348
00:19:12,508 --> 00:19:15,752
That explains why
a phase of social camouflage
349
00:19:15,752 --> 00:19:18,355
can lead to considerable
exhaustion.
350
00:19:19,556 --> 00:19:21,317
autistic women
351
00:19:25,802 --> 00:19:27,564
Hi, my name is Florence Mendez.
352
00:19:27,564 --> 00:19:29,646
Today, I've decided to discuss
353
00:19:29,646 --> 00:19:32,489
a disorder I have,
which may not be obvious:
354
00:19:32,489 --> 00:19:34,771
Non-deficit
Autism Spectrum Disorder.
355
00:19:35,331 --> 00:19:37,174
In fact, we say it's a disorder
356
00:19:37,174 --> 00:19:39,936
because there's not just
one form of autism.
357
00:19:40,817 --> 00:19:44,701
Autism is a spectrum and
we're all on different
levels of that spectrum.
358
00:19:44,821 --> 00:19:47,424
I discovered
that I was autistic very late,
359
00:19:47,424 --> 00:19:49,185
at the age of 30.
360
00:19:50,266 --> 00:19:51,468
Hello.
361
00:19:51,468 --> 00:19:53,510
Mom, it's a video call.
Look at your phone.
362
00:19:53,630 --> 00:19:55,672
Is something wrong?
363
00:19:56,592 --> 00:19:59,396
- No, I'm fine. Why?
- Katia, it's 6 a.m.
364
00:19:59,996 --> 00:20:01,438
Want me to call back?
365
00:20:03,079 --> 00:20:04,761
No, now I'm awake.
366
00:20:05,241 --> 00:20:07,924
- What's the matter?
- I have a question.
367
00:20:08,965 --> 00:20:11,848
You always say I barely
spoke when I was little.
368
00:20:12,609 --> 00:20:14,450
Could you give me
any more details?
369
00:20:14,450 --> 00:20:17,374
Was I really antisocial or...?
370
00:20:17,494 --> 00:20:19,856
- In fact, that's two questions.
- That's true.
371
00:20:19,856 --> 00:20:22,219
I had to rescue you
on day 4 of kindergarten.
372
00:20:22,339 --> 00:20:24,621
You couldn't adapt.
373
00:20:25,021 --> 00:20:27,824
You were very shy,
very afraid,
374
00:20:27,944 --> 00:20:29,425
playing alone in
the school yard.
375
00:20:29,545 --> 00:20:32,909
You refused to participate
in any group activities.
376
00:20:32,909 --> 00:20:36,112
I can't say
you were a very talkative child.
377
00:20:36,112 --> 00:20:39,116
Yet, with your imaginary friends
or your girlfriend,
378
00:20:39,555 --> 00:20:41,477
you couldn't stop talking!
379
00:20:42,919 --> 00:20:44,400
Katia?
380
00:20:44,961 --> 00:20:45,842
Yes...
381
00:20:48,325 --> 00:20:50,166
You still coming on the 28th?
382
00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:52,248
The 28th or the 29th,
I don't remember.
383
00:20:52,248 --> 00:20:53,730
{\an8}Ah...
384
00:20:53,730 --> 00:20:55,211
You said the 28th.
385
00:20:55,211 --> 00:20:56,493
{\an8}(Sighs)
386
00:20:56,493 --> 00:20:58,455
Then it must be the 28th.
387
00:20:58,855 --> 00:20:59,856
See you soon!
388
00:20:59,976 --> 00:21:01,978
Love you, honey.
Bye.
389
00:21:03,459 --> 00:21:04,581
{\an8}(Dog barking in distance)
390
00:21:04,701 --> 00:21:07,824
{\an8}(Engine rumbling)
391
00:21:07,824 --> 00:21:12,148
{\an8}♪
392
00:21:12,148 --> 00:21:13,069
{\an8}(Gasps)
393
00:21:13,189 --> 00:21:14,751
I love this song!
394
00:21:15,592 --> 00:21:16,512
I requested it.
395
00:21:17,794 --> 00:21:18,674
No way!
396
00:21:18,795 --> 00:21:19,876
No, you're right.
397
00:21:19,876 --> 00:21:21,358
{\an8}(Laughter)
398
00:21:21,358 --> 00:21:23,160
{\an8}♪ (Unclear) ♪
399
00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:24,561
{\an8}♪ One-two-three,
yeah ♪
400
00:21:24,561 --> 00:21:25,642
{\an8}Woo!
401
00:21:25,642 --> 00:21:27,003
{\an8}(Laughter)
402
00:21:27,123 --> 00:21:28,164
{\an8}(Punk rock music)
403
00:21:28,164 --> 00:21:30,206
{\an8}♪
404
00:21:30,327 --> 00:21:35,011
{\an8}♪ (Unclear) ♪
405
00:21:35,011 --> 00:21:36,813
{\an8}Whoa!
406
00:21:36,933 --> 00:21:38,415
{\an8}(Laughter)
407
00:21:38,535 --> 00:21:41,737
{\an8}♪
408
00:21:41,737 --> 00:21:42,619
{\an8}(Laughs)
409
00:21:42,619 --> 00:21:44,380
{\an8}♪
410
00:21:44,500 --> 00:21:45,581
{\an8}Woo!
411
00:21:45,702 --> 00:21:47,103
{\an8}(Laughs)
412
00:21:47,103 --> 00:21:51,107
{\an8}♪
413
00:21:51,227 --> 00:21:53,510
{\an8}(Rain pattering)
414
00:21:53,510 --> 00:21:55,071
{\an8}(Laughter)
415
00:21:55,071 --> 00:22:01,598
{\an8}♪
416
00:22:01,598 --> 00:22:03,079
I wanna fuck!
417
00:22:03,079 --> 00:22:04,680
{\an8}(Laughter)
418
00:22:04,800 --> 00:22:05,922
Katia, stop!
419
00:22:06,042 --> 00:22:08,085
{\an8}(Laughs)
420
00:22:08,085 --> 00:22:16,492
{\an8}♪
421
00:22:16,492 --> 00:22:21,457
{\an8}(Moaning)
422
00:22:23,780 --> 00:22:24,901
{\an8}(Screaming)
423
00:22:24,901 --> 00:22:27,624
{\an8}(Panting)
424
00:22:27,624 --> 00:22:32,028
{\an8}(Moaning)
425
00:22:33,870 --> 00:22:35,792
{\an8}(Panting)
426
00:22:35,792 --> 00:22:38,034
{\an8}(Laughter)
427
00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:46,122
{\an8}(Panting)
428
00:22:47,324 --> 00:22:48,604
You hungry?
429
00:22:49,606 --> 00:22:50,607
What?
430
00:22:51,127 --> 00:22:52,368
You hungry?
431
00:22:52,849 --> 00:22:55,371
You switch gears way too fast.
432
00:22:55,371 --> 00:22:56,452
Sorry.
433
00:22:58,615 --> 00:23:00,136
Want me to caress you?
434
00:23:01,498 --> 00:23:03,339
Stop! Don't force yourself.
435
00:23:03,780 --> 00:23:05,742
I just find it ridiculous.
436
00:23:05,742 --> 00:23:08,345
That whole romantic thing.
I don't feel stuff like that.
437
00:23:09,105 --> 00:23:13,229
It's true,
I like all that romantic stuff.
438
00:23:13,469 --> 00:23:15,312
I'm one big cliché.
439
00:23:16,392 --> 00:23:18,475
Or I could be the one who...
440
00:23:19,035 --> 00:23:20,837
Stop!
I don't like it.
441
00:23:20,957 --> 00:23:22,319
It's crazy.
442
00:23:22,639 --> 00:23:24,801
It's really crazy!
443
00:23:24,921 --> 00:23:27,764
After all that?
I'm stopping.
444
00:23:37,054 --> 00:23:38,574
You working?
445
00:23:38,695 --> 00:23:39,896
It's 4 a.m.
446
00:23:40,497 --> 00:23:42,739
Am I really different
than other people?
447
00:23:44,541 --> 00:23:47,984
Is that really the conversation
you wanna have now?
448
00:23:48,504 --> 00:23:50,026
Please...
449
00:23:54,510 --> 00:23:55,792
{\an8}(Sighs)
450
00:23:58,315 --> 00:24:00,477
Yes, you're very different.
451
00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:06,523
Am I someone who doesn't
like changing my routine?
452
00:24:06,643 --> 00:24:09,166
Who checks things 1,000 times
to be sure it's okay?
453
00:24:09,166 --> 00:24:11,568
Who doesn't like people much?
Who's too frank?
454
00:24:11,688 --> 00:24:15,092
Hyper sensitive to light
and noise? Often exhausted?
455
00:24:15,092 --> 00:24:17,453
Who doesn't really
understand irony?
456
00:24:17,694 --> 00:24:19,095
"Yes" to everything.
457
00:24:19,215 --> 00:24:21,577
Except for the irony.
458
00:24:22,459 --> 00:24:26,703
It's not that you don't
"really" get it. You
don't get it, period.
459
00:24:26,983 --> 00:24:27,504
Period?
460
00:24:28,704 --> 00:24:34,190
But despite all your
eccentricities, social
phobia, compulsiveness,
461
00:24:34,190 --> 00:24:37,273
I love you.
If that's what's worrying you?
462
00:24:40,116 --> 00:24:42,960
I'm just wondering
if I may not be autistic.
463
00:24:45,481 --> 00:24:47,724
Autistic? Okay.
464
00:24:48,204 --> 00:24:49,606
Where'd that come from?
465
00:24:54,811 --> 00:24:59,256
I may not check all the boxes.
Some things aren't exactly me.
466
00:24:59,936 --> 00:25:01,537
Some things used to be like me,
467
00:25:01,657 --> 00:25:03,459
but not anymore.
468
00:25:04,461 --> 00:25:07,504
I'm ashamed for even thinking
it, if it's not that.
469
00:25:08,465 --> 00:25:11,748
Some things match, but they
match a lot people, so...
470
00:25:11,988 --> 00:25:12,829
Yeah.
471
00:25:14,591 --> 00:25:17,233
I know why you're
getting so worked up.
472
00:25:17,233 --> 00:25:20,437
You're so into your research
that you identify.
473
00:25:22,479 --> 00:25:25,321
Isn't it autistic people
who can't look you in the eye?
474
00:25:26,162 --> 00:25:28,204
- Yeah.
- You see!
475
00:25:33,529 --> 00:25:34,931
- Coming back to bed?
- Yes.
476
00:25:40,136 --> 00:25:42,298
{\an8}(Rain pattering)
477
00:25:45,662 --> 00:25:46,703
{\an8}(Horn honks)
478
00:25:50,867 --> 00:25:53,189
Why didn't you take
cover somewhere?
479
00:25:53,189 --> 00:25:56,072
You said, "On the square
in front of the statue."
480
00:25:56,192 --> 00:25:59,556
There's no cover there.
And my phone's almost dead.
481
00:25:59,556 --> 00:26:02,478
Okay, okay!
Get in!
482
00:26:08,085 --> 00:26:09,365
Take off your scarf.
483
00:26:10,847 --> 00:26:12,168
Dry off.
484
00:26:17,374 --> 00:26:19,015
Is this a new car?
485
00:26:19,176 --> 00:26:19,736
Yeah.
486
00:26:19,856 --> 00:26:21,217
The other one was fried.
487
00:26:23,339 --> 00:26:24,621
Go on, say it.
488
00:26:25,702 --> 00:26:27,264
I liked the old one better.
489
00:26:27,384 --> 00:26:29,305
I knew you'd say that!
490
00:26:29,586 --> 00:26:31,748
But this one works.
It's more practical.
491
00:26:31,748 --> 00:26:34,350
{\an8}(Engine rumbling)
492
00:26:37,714 --> 00:26:39,996
When I wanna leave, I leave.
493
00:26:41,438 --> 00:26:42,839
Shit!
494
00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:45,321
Are you mad?
495
00:26:45,441 --> 00:26:47,163
No, why would I be mad?
496
00:26:48,364 --> 00:26:49,565
There it is!
497
00:26:49,565 --> 00:26:52,048
{\an8}(Beeping)
498
00:26:52,168 --> 00:26:53,569
{\an8}(Door creaks)
499
00:26:55,532 --> 00:26:58,775
- So don't give me shit.
- You're a broken record now.
500
00:26:58,775 --> 00:27:01,057
You can leave whenever you want.
501
00:27:01,458 --> 00:27:05,021
But stay a while!
Meet my buddies.
502
00:27:07,264 --> 00:27:08,945
I'm here, okay?
503
00:27:11,908 --> 00:27:13,109
{\an8}(Shrieking and yelling)
504
00:27:13,229 --> 00:27:14,751
Happy birthday!
505
00:27:14,751 --> 00:27:17,593
- How are you? Present!
- Thank you.
506
00:27:17,593 --> 00:27:20,717
- Lucie, this is Katia.
- Nice to meet you, Katia!
507
00:27:21,958 --> 00:27:24,681
Come in! Make yourself at
home. - Happy birthday...
508
00:27:24,681 --> 00:27:26,162
Hi, Katia!
509
00:27:28,044 --> 00:27:30,287
Nice to meet you.
510
00:27:31,087 --> 00:27:32,688
- How are you?
- Fine.
511
00:27:32,688 --> 00:27:34,651
{\an8}(Laughter)
512
00:27:34,651 --> 00:27:36,333
{\an8}(Conversation din)
513
00:27:36,333 --> 00:27:42,819
{\an8}(Speaking other language)
514
00:27:46,422 --> 00:27:48,865
Now you've completely lost me.
515
00:27:48,985 --> 00:27:51,227
I haven't spoken
Arpitan in ages.
516
00:27:52,829 --> 00:27:54,831
How is it you speak it so well?
517
00:27:55,592 --> 00:27:58,715
I'm from Isère. Growing
up, I learned several
region languages.
518
00:27:58,835 --> 00:28:02,519
Now I speak 7 perfectly.
519
00:28:02,519 --> 00:28:04,761
- You're a linguist?
- Not at all.
520
00:28:04,761 --> 00:28:06,042
{\an8}(Chuckles)
521
00:28:06,042 --> 00:28:07,404
Then what use is it?
522
00:28:08,925 --> 00:28:12,128
I don't know, I love it!
And now I can teach others.
523
00:28:12,689 --> 00:28:15,131
I volunteer
on a regional language website.
524
00:28:15,131 --> 00:28:17,934
Volunteer?
I'd have loved to do that.
525
00:28:18,054 --> 00:28:19,936
Great! You can teach me.
526
00:28:20,657 --> 00:28:22,538
Live, not virtually!
527
00:28:22,538 --> 00:28:25,541
Then we can get a
bite together, huh?
528
00:28:25,662 --> 00:28:28,505
- Get a bite together, huh?
- Exactly.
529
00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:30,867
Know what, give me your number.
530
00:28:31,227 --> 00:28:32,709
It's 06...
531
00:28:33,269 --> 00:28:34,791
06 or 07...?
532
00:28:35,872 --> 00:28:38,474
- 06...
- 06, like me...
533
00:28:38,955 --> 00:28:40,396
And then?
534
00:28:41,838 --> 00:28:43,519
- Matéo!
- Be right with you.
535
00:28:43,519 --> 00:28:46,082
No, she's Fred's girlfriend.
536
00:28:46,363 --> 00:28:47,324
Shit!
537
00:28:47,324 --> 00:28:48,484
{\an8}(Laughter)
538
00:28:48,604 --> 00:28:51,448
- I didn't know.
- Now you know.
539
00:28:51,448 --> 00:28:53,209
- If you ever break up...
- No, no!
540
00:28:53,209 --> 00:28:55,051
Just kidding!
541
00:28:55,051 --> 00:28:56,452
Have fun!
542
00:28:57,053 --> 00:28:58,415
He wasn't too pushy?
543
00:28:59,256 --> 00:29:00,617
I'm not really sure.
544
00:29:01,097 --> 00:29:02,419
I don't think so.
545
00:29:06,663 --> 00:29:08,264
It's cool that you came.
546
00:29:14,631 --> 00:29:16,193
- See ya?
- See ya.
547
00:29:16,193 --> 00:29:20,517
{\an8}(Conversation din)
548
00:29:22,158 --> 00:29:24,521
Katia, this is Nico and...
549
00:29:24,641 --> 00:29:25,962
Aurélie. Hi.
550
00:29:26,282 --> 00:29:28,605
Seriously?
You don't remember me?
551
00:29:29,285 --> 00:29:31,008
I'm from Le Conquet, too!
552
00:29:31,808 --> 00:29:33,570
Aurelie, Tiago's girlfriend!
553
00:29:33,570 --> 00:29:34,730
I used to be.
554
00:29:34,730 --> 00:29:37,294
- So sorry.
- No big deal.
555
00:29:37,414 --> 00:29:39,536
Right, no big deal!
556
00:29:39,656 --> 00:29:41,298
{\an8}(Cheering)
557
00:29:41,418 --> 00:29:42,698
Come on! Let's dance!
558
00:29:42,698 --> 00:29:44,541
{\an8}(Lively percussive music)
559
00:29:44,541 --> 00:29:49,626
{\an8}♪
560
00:29:49,746 --> 00:29:54,791
{\an8}♪
561
00:29:54,791 --> 00:29:57,033
{\an8}(Conversation din)
562
00:29:57,033 --> 00:30:06,242
{\an8}♪
563
00:30:06,362 --> 00:30:10,127
{\an8}(Breathes deeply)
564
00:30:10,127 --> 00:30:14,811
{\an8}♪
565
00:30:14,811 --> 00:30:16,252
{\an8}(Cheering)
566
00:30:16,372 --> 00:30:17,814
{\an8}(Upbeat electronic music)
567
00:30:17,814 --> 00:30:25,181
{\an8}♪
568
00:30:25,301 --> 00:30:27,584
- Katia, where you going?
- I'm leaving.
569
00:30:27,704 --> 00:30:29,706
Not so soon!
570
00:30:30,106 --> 00:30:32,749
You said you wouldn't
give me shit when I left.
571
00:30:32,869 --> 00:30:33,790
{\an8}Okay, okay.
572
00:30:33,790 --> 00:30:36,993
Before you go,
won't you just dance with me?
573
00:30:36,993 --> 00:30:38,755
I don't want to.
574
00:30:38,995 --> 00:30:40,197
Come on, Katia!
575
00:30:40,197 --> 00:30:42,198
Come on, it's my birthday!
576
00:30:42,198 --> 00:30:50,487
{\an8}♪
577
00:30:50,487 --> 00:30:52,128
{\an8}(Cheering)
578
00:30:52,248 --> 00:30:53,730
{\an8}(Whistling)
579
00:30:53,730 --> 00:30:57,173
{\an8}♪
580
00:30:57,173 --> 00:30:58,535
You okay?
581
00:30:58,535 --> 00:31:02,939
{\an8}♪
582
00:31:03,059 --> 00:31:03,940
{\an8}Katia!
583
00:31:03,940 --> 00:31:05,422
{\an8}♪
584
00:31:05,542 --> 00:31:06,743
{\an8}(Footsteps)
585
00:31:06,743 --> 00:31:08,064
Katia!
586
00:31:08,384 --> 00:31:09,385
Let me go!
587
00:31:09,505 --> 00:31:10,867
Let me go!
588
00:31:10,867 --> 00:31:13,189
{\an8}(Panting)
589
00:31:26,323 --> 00:31:27,524
{\an8}(Beeping)
590
00:31:32,369 --> 00:31:37,133
{\an8}(Man speaking French on radio)
591
00:31:37,133 --> 00:31:38,174
{\an8}(Click)
592
00:31:42,979 --> 00:31:44,140
{\an8}(Sighs)
593
00:31:49,185 --> 00:31:50,666
{\an8}(Moaning)
594
00:31:52,149 --> 00:31:53,790
- Did you sleep out here?
- Yeah.
595
00:31:55,712 --> 00:31:58,995
I didn't wanna wake you. But I
didn't wanna miss you, either.
596
00:31:58,995 --> 00:32:01,678
I'm really sorry about...
597
00:32:02,399 --> 00:32:05,802
Please forgive me for last
night, I'm a real jerk.
598
00:32:06,722 --> 00:32:08,325
We should never
have gotten back together.
599
00:32:09,005 --> 00:32:11,568
I can't be how
you want me to be.
600
00:32:12,008 --> 00:32:13,810
So if you wanna break up,
we'll break up.
601
00:32:18,775 --> 00:32:19,696
{\an8}(Sighs)
602
00:32:19,816 --> 00:32:21,258
Is that what you want?
603
00:32:22,378 --> 00:32:23,700
No, but...
604
00:32:23,700 --> 00:32:25,102
We're too different.
605
00:32:25,102 --> 00:32:27,904
No, not too different.
We're just a little different.
606
00:32:28,265 --> 00:32:31,748
Every minute I spend with you
is so full.
607
00:32:33,509 --> 00:32:35,311
That's what
suffocates me, but...
608
00:32:35,632 --> 00:32:38,555
I mean, you're...
you're intense!
609
00:32:39,356 --> 00:32:42,639
Yet, you're totally out of it.
610
00:32:42,639 --> 00:32:45,762
Sometimes you don't get
what's right in front of you.
611
00:32:45,762 --> 00:32:47,283
I mean you're...
612
00:32:48,885 --> 00:32:51,087
myopic to life!
613
00:32:51,087 --> 00:32:54,250
And I love that.
I love you.
614
00:32:57,413 --> 00:32:59,136
{\an8}(Light chuckle)
615
00:33:06,222 --> 00:33:08,264
I wanna kiss you,
but I'd better not.
616
00:33:08,384 --> 00:33:10,627
Because my breath
is pretty much illegal.
617
00:33:11,588 --> 00:33:13,310
I confirm that.
618
00:33:19,716 --> 00:33:21,077
{\an8}(Door creaks, thuds)
619
00:33:22,599 --> 00:33:24,480
What are you doing in here?
620
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:26,082
What are you doing here?
621
00:33:26,082 --> 00:33:27,764
I just came to get a file.
622
00:33:33,690 --> 00:33:37,574
Katia, I don't think you totally
get the "open space" concept.
623
00:33:38,815 --> 00:33:40,296
You could make an effort.
624
00:33:42,178 --> 00:33:43,299
Jeff!
625
00:33:43,780 --> 00:33:46,142
Next week, I need
2 or 3 days off.
626
00:33:46,142 --> 00:33:49,906
But I'll work at home and won't
be late. Is that okay with you?
627
00:33:50,907 --> 00:33:52,549
Yeah, I trust you.
628
00:33:53,069 --> 00:33:54,471
A family problem?
629
00:33:54,871 --> 00:33:55,832
No.
630
00:34:02,519 --> 00:34:03,439
Okay.
631
00:34:06,202 --> 00:34:08,445
{\an8}(Cat purring)
632
00:34:10,927 --> 00:34:14,450
I've had several shrinks
over several years,
633
00:34:14,450 --> 00:34:18,815
who've said I was depressed,
anxious, and possibly
634
00:34:19,056 --> 00:34:20,176
bipolar.
635
00:34:20,176 --> 00:34:22,819
I've taken antidepressants.
636
00:34:23,740 --> 00:34:26,863
I've tried other medications,
but nothing really helped.
637
00:34:26,863 --> 00:34:28,424
Quite the contrary.
638
00:34:29,466 --> 00:34:32,109
But the most violent period
was my adolescence,
639
00:34:32,709 --> 00:34:35,191
with depression,
with...
640
00:34:35,672 --> 00:34:36,993
a longing to...
641
00:34:38,074 --> 00:34:39,636
end it all.
642
00:34:41,158 --> 00:34:42,879
And your work?
643
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:46,523
I've gone from one
job to another.
644
00:34:46,523 --> 00:34:48,204
Either because...
645
00:34:48,525 --> 00:34:49,967
I got fired
646
00:34:50,367 --> 00:34:52,969
for not being enough
of a team player.
647
00:34:53,089 --> 00:34:56,052
Or because I couldn't
keep up the pace.
648
00:34:56,452 --> 00:34:58,615
People might think I'm lazy,
649
00:34:58,615 --> 00:35:01,898
but it's not that.
650
00:35:02,699 --> 00:35:04,701
Sometimes I'm
completely exhausted.
651
00:35:04,701 --> 00:35:07,423
{\an8}(Sighs)
652
00:35:07,543 --> 00:35:10,747
Then I look at others
and I wonder how they do it.
653
00:35:12,268 --> 00:35:14,391
At the moment, do
you have a job?
654
00:35:15,192 --> 00:35:17,433
Yes, at the moment,
I have a job.
655
00:35:17,954 --> 00:35:19,196
Which I love.
656
00:35:19,316 --> 00:35:21,157
I'm a researcher.
657
00:35:21,838 --> 00:35:24,801
But, unfortunately,
that may end, yet again.
658
00:35:24,801 --> 00:35:27,483
And I'll have to move back in
with my mother
659
00:35:27,483 --> 00:35:30,447
in Grenoble,
in Isère, zip code 38660...
660
00:35:31,568 --> 00:35:35,532
Are you in or have you had
romantic relationships?
661
00:35:36,613 --> 00:35:39,736
Let's say I've always had
complicated relationships...
662
00:35:40,136 --> 00:35:42,458
and sometimes fairly violent.
663
00:35:42,859 --> 00:35:45,061
Have you experienced
sexual violence?
664
00:35:45,181 --> 00:35:46,263
No.
665
00:35:46,463 --> 00:35:47,784
I don't think so.
666
00:35:47,904 --> 00:35:51,708
I ask because that's common
among autistic women.
667
00:35:51,708 --> 00:35:54,991
Studies indicate a victimization
rate of nearly 88%.
668
00:35:58,555 --> 00:36:01,358
I received the questionnaires
you sent me by email.
669
00:36:01,358 --> 00:36:04,280
So if you're ready we can begin, okay?
670
00:36:04,601 --> 00:36:05,562
Yes.
671
00:36:06,643 --> 00:36:10,166
Select the word that best
describes this expression.
672
00:36:12,248 --> 00:36:13,410
{\an8}(Sighs, mumbles)
673
00:36:16,293 --> 00:36:17,734
Playful?
674
00:36:24,501 --> 00:36:28,064
annoyed - sarcastic
- worried - insolent
675
00:36:31,307 --> 00:36:32,949
Sarcastic...
676
00:36:35,832 --> 00:36:39,675
pensive - joyful - sad - amused
677
00:36:43,840 --> 00:36:44,881
Sad.
678
00:36:51,608 --> 00:36:54,650
As a child, did you like to
play alone or with other kids?
679
00:36:54,650 --> 00:36:56,172
Alone.
680
00:36:56,693 --> 00:36:59,616
Except for Pauline, my neighbor.
681
00:36:59,936 --> 00:37:01,537
I loved spending time with her.
682
00:37:01,537 --> 00:37:03,179
She was my best friend.
683
00:37:03,820 --> 00:37:06,263
Back then,
what was your favorite activity?
684
00:37:06,423 --> 00:37:08,424
I loved to draw.
685
00:37:09,065 --> 00:37:11,828
I loved drawing the planets,
686
00:37:11,948 --> 00:37:14,351
the stars, the universe.
687
00:37:14,471 --> 00:37:19,035
As a child, did you get along
better with adults or children?
688
00:37:19,395 --> 00:37:20,356
Adults.
689
00:37:20,797 --> 00:37:22,118
And Pauline.
690
00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:24,840
My friend.
691
00:37:26,723 --> 00:37:28,605
{\an8}(Ding)
692
00:37:35,091 --> 00:37:36,853
Fred:
Still working nonstop?
693
00:37:38,015 --> 00:37:40,136
Yes
694
00:37:47,704 --> 00:37:51,668
If the European
parliament adopts the law,
they didn't propose it.
695
00:37:53,390 --> 00:37:55,592
{\an8}(Keys clacking)
696
00:37:55,592 --> 00:37:58,435
This internal server's a pain!
697
00:37:58,555 --> 00:38:01,598
What good is a new office,
if the equipment's shit?
698
00:38:01,718 --> 00:38:03,159
{\an8}(Ding)
699
00:38:07,404 --> 00:38:08,485
Is that Fred?
700
00:38:08,485 --> 00:38:09,926
Yes.
701
00:38:09,926 --> 00:38:12,248
He's at the cafe next door,
waiting for me.
702
00:38:13,290 --> 00:38:14,651
Here, catch!
703
00:38:14,651 --> 00:38:16,653
{\an8}(Clunking)
704
00:38:20,777 --> 00:38:22,058
{\an8}(Chuckles)
705
00:38:23,379 --> 00:38:25,942
{\an8}(Crowd din)
706
00:38:36,633 --> 00:38:39,315
{\an8}(Phone ringing)
707
00:38:47,403 --> 00:38:49,646
{\an8}(Ringing continues)
708
00:38:58,775 --> 00:39:00,537
{\an8}(Sighs)
709
00:39:07,624 --> 00:39:11,067
{\an8}(Deep breaths)
710
00:39:18,475 --> 00:39:19,836
{\an8}(Click)
711
00:39:32,929 --> 00:39:35,532
Hi, this is Fred.
Leave me a message.
712
00:39:45,061 --> 00:39:47,544
{\an8}(Clanking footsteps)
713
00:39:49,465 --> 00:39:50,947
{\an8}Hey.
714
00:39:52,429 --> 00:39:53,710
What was up yesterday?
715
00:39:54,591 --> 00:39:56,432
Where were you?
I called you nonstop.
716
00:39:56,592 --> 00:39:58,835
What are you doing?
717
00:40:00,117 --> 00:40:02,959
I thought we were having a drink
alone, not with other people.
718
00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:04,761
I never said it was alone.
719
00:40:07,244 --> 00:40:09,245
Wait, so that means you came.
720
00:40:10,046 --> 00:40:11,928
Fuck, Katia!
721
00:40:12,609 --> 00:40:14,210
Let's not start again.
722
00:40:14,330 --> 00:40:17,014
I accept your anti-social thing
to a certain point.
723
00:40:17,134 --> 00:40:20,216
We can't live cut off from the
world, as if no one else exists.
724
00:40:20,216 --> 00:40:23,940
It's not normal to
constantly separate my
love life from the rest.
725
00:40:23,940 --> 00:40:24,982
Stop!
726
00:40:25,102 --> 00:40:26,863
Don't get all worked up.
727
00:40:27,304 --> 00:40:29,025
I don't want you to get upset.
728
00:40:29,265 --> 00:40:30,506
- Katia...
- Yes?
729
00:40:31,107 --> 00:40:32,308
Look at me.
730
00:40:33,670 --> 00:40:34,551
Yes.
731
00:40:35,992 --> 00:40:38,915
What do you want me to say?
732
00:40:38,915 --> 00:40:41,117
Do you realize that hurts me?
733
00:40:42,158 --> 00:40:45,321
That you don't wanna share
those moments with me?
734
00:40:45,601 --> 00:40:47,764
I swear,
it's stronger than I am.
735
00:40:49,686 --> 00:40:52,409
Why do you need to prove to
others that we love each other?
736
00:40:52,409 --> 00:40:55,172
Because we're human.
That's human.
737
00:40:55,172 --> 00:40:58,175
I need to share what we
experience. Or I suffocate!
738
00:40:58,655 --> 00:40:59,976
Well, not me.
739
00:41:01,137 --> 00:41:03,019
I suffocate with other people.
740
00:41:03,660 --> 00:41:05,221
I need more.
741
00:41:07,063 --> 00:41:10,667
I need you to express more,
more affection, more tenderness.
742
00:41:11,228 --> 00:41:14,430
I feel like I'm constantly
begging. You've never been...
743
00:41:16,272 --> 00:41:17,874
very demonstrative.
But...
744
00:41:18,635 --> 00:41:20,196
I'm sick of it.
745
00:41:22,278 --> 00:41:24,480
- I love you, Fred.
- Then say so.
746
00:41:24,801 --> 00:41:26,282
Show me.
747
00:41:27,323 --> 00:41:30,246
Stop being so detached,
as if nothing moves you.
748
00:41:33,330 --> 00:41:34,771
That's not it.
749
00:41:35,252 --> 00:41:36,693
I'm not like that.
750
00:41:42,178 --> 00:41:44,461
{\an8}(Engine starts)
751
00:41:49,666 --> 00:41:51,908
{\an8}(Gym din)
752
00:41:53,910 --> 00:41:55,351
{\an8}(Deep exhale)
753
00:41:58,034 --> 00:41:59,115
What?
754
00:41:59,916 --> 00:42:03,960
How do you show
someone your love?
755
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:05,281
You mean like desire?
756
00:42:05,761 --> 00:42:07,644
Because there's
desire, and desire.
757
00:42:08,004 --> 00:42:10,367
Like, "I like you.
758
00:42:11,007 --> 00:42:12,809
"Do you like me?"
Flirting around.
759
00:42:12,929 --> 00:42:14,050
Then there's pure lust.
760
00:42:14,971 --> 00:42:18,695
I'm not talking about
sex. How do you show
someone you love them?
761
00:42:18,695 --> 00:42:20,937
I don't know.
It happens naturally.
762
00:42:21,337 --> 00:42:24,141
It depends on the situation
and who you're with.
763
00:42:24,141 --> 00:42:25,541
But you...
764
00:42:26,183 --> 00:42:27,424
Is it an effort or...?
765
00:42:27,424 --> 00:42:30,587
A ton of effort!
I'm not single for nothing.
766
00:42:32,028 --> 00:42:33,509
Are you talking about Fred?
767
00:42:42,558 --> 00:42:45,001
show your love
768
00:43:09,505 --> 00:43:10,947
{\an8}(Knocking)
769
00:43:14,150 --> 00:43:15,672
{\an8}Hey.
770
00:43:21,798 --> 00:43:22,839
Can I come in?
771
00:43:33,249 --> 00:43:34,891
Could you sit down?
772
00:43:35,132 --> 00:43:35,932
Yeah.
773
00:43:36,052 --> 00:43:37,294
Why?
774
00:43:37,294 --> 00:43:38,735
Just sit down.
775
00:43:39,856 --> 00:43:42,418
When I cue you, hit
the play button.
776
00:43:42,418 --> 00:43:44,461
- But not before.
- Okay.
777
00:43:48,985 --> 00:43:50,426
- Can you hit play?
- Yeah.
778
00:43:53,630 --> 00:43:56,352
{\an8}(Sultry music)
779
00:43:56,352 --> 00:43:59,556
{\an8}♪
780
00:43:59,676 --> 00:44:01,397
{\an8}(Laughs)
781
00:44:01,397 --> 00:44:23,660
{\an8}♪
782
00:44:23,780 --> 00:44:24,941
{\an8}(Music stops)
783
00:44:26,303 --> 00:44:27,584
Was it bad?
784
00:44:29,185 --> 00:44:30,587
It's just not you.
785
00:44:38,034 --> 00:44:39,155
Katia!
786
00:44:39,155 --> 00:44:40,396
{\an8}(Door slams)
787
00:44:40,516 --> 00:44:41,678
{\an8}Katia...
788
00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:45,522
{\an8}(Knocking)
789
00:44:45,522 --> 00:44:47,204
Fuck, Katia...
790
00:44:50,406 --> 00:44:51,928
{\an8}(Deep sigh)
791
00:44:53,770 --> 00:44:54,771
{\an8}(Thump)
792
00:44:54,771 --> 00:44:57,614
{\an8}(Music resumes)
793
00:44:57,614 --> 00:45:19,796
{\an8}♪
794
00:45:19,916 --> 00:45:21,398
{\an8}(Laughs)
795
00:45:23,239 --> 00:45:27,684
{\an8}(Practicing other language)
796
00:45:27,684 --> 00:45:29,366
{\an8}(Laughter)
797
00:45:31,167 --> 00:45:32,889
You've got me
spouting gibberish!
798
00:45:33,009 --> 00:45:35,252
Yes. I'm terrible at languages.
799
00:45:35,252 --> 00:45:36,292
So now...
800
00:45:37,253 --> 00:45:38,295
Be right back.
801
00:45:39,976 --> 00:45:43,259
Thanks for the interview.
It's great!
802
00:45:43,259 --> 00:45:45,101
It'll take years
to assemble, but...
803
00:45:45,101 --> 00:45:46,944
- No way!
- No.
804
00:45:47,064 --> 00:45:49,225
Just a few hours.
805
00:45:49,345 --> 00:45:51,067
- I'm sorry.
- No.
806
00:45:51,188 --> 00:45:53,670
It's cool.
I have lots of material. Thanks.
807
00:45:54,912 --> 00:45:56,633
Bye.
808
00:45:59,876 --> 00:46:02,039
{\an8}(Motor rumbling)
809
00:46:08,365 --> 00:46:09,806
Are you prepared?
810
00:46:10,287 --> 00:46:11,768
Let me know if
you need anything.
811
00:46:14,491 --> 00:46:17,534
Your clinical interviews
and assessments
812
00:46:17,534 --> 00:46:20,577
have clearly resulted
in a diagnosis of autism.
813
00:46:22,899 --> 00:46:24,180
{\an8}(Sighs)
814
00:46:24,300 --> 00:46:25,421
{\an8}(Quietly) Okay.
815
00:46:25,541 --> 00:46:29,065
Now it's important to discuss
how autism manifests itself,
816
00:46:29,906 --> 00:46:33,630
so you can identify
how you function.
817
00:46:33,750 --> 00:46:36,672
And so you can finally
feel like yourself.
818
00:46:37,314 --> 00:46:39,476
I'll give you certain
characteristics.
819
00:46:39,596 --> 00:46:42,038
Some will speak to you,
others much less.
820
00:46:42,158 --> 00:46:45,282
But they're very common
among all autistic people.
821
00:46:46,963 --> 00:46:50,367
Above all, a sense of being
on display before others,
822
00:46:50,367 --> 00:46:51,728
other than your loved ones.
823
00:46:51,728 --> 00:46:54,491
A feeling of a lack
of authenticity.
824
00:46:54,491 --> 00:46:56,292
Perhaps a lack of social life.
825
00:46:56,413 --> 00:47:00,377
Great difficulty
in engaging in small talk.
826
00:47:01,458 --> 00:47:04,221
The need to stay at home,
in a reassuring place.
827
00:47:05,101 --> 00:47:07,104
The need for strict routines,
828
00:47:07,104 --> 00:47:09,186
so you can function
at your best.
829
00:47:09,186 --> 00:47:13,150
An anxiety of the unexpected
can completely engulf you.
830
00:47:13,991 --> 00:47:16,272
A huge appetite for knowledge,
831
00:47:16,392 --> 00:47:20,157
which in your case must
be satisfied by your
journalistic research.
832
00:47:20,717 --> 00:47:23,160
Extreme frankness.
Too much, sometimes.
833
00:47:23,280 --> 00:47:24,961
But also great loyalty.
834
00:47:27,323 --> 00:47:30,327
It's important to understand,
you're not incapable.
835
00:47:31,728 --> 00:47:33,490
You're not inferior.
836
00:47:33,490 --> 00:47:35,051
You're different.
837
00:47:38,574 --> 00:47:39,896
Do you understand?
838
00:47:44,140 --> 00:47:45,142
Yes.
839
00:47:46,422 --> 00:47:47,864
I understand.
840
00:47:47,864 --> 00:47:49,826
{\an8}(Exhales)
841
00:47:49,826 --> 00:47:52,749
{\an8}(Emotive music)
842
00:47:57,954 --> 00:47:59,956
I'm not crazy.
843
00:48:02,839 --> 00:48:04,200
{\an8}(Exhales)
844
00:48:06,122 --> 00:48:07,484
Yes, I'm relieved.
845
00:48:07,484 --> 00:48:09,005
I'm relieved.
846
00:48:09,125 --> 00:48:11,888
{\an8}(Exhales, laughs)
847
00:48:15,972 --> 00:48:20,817
{\an8}♪
848
00:48:20,937 --> 00:48:22,859
- Hello, Mom?
- Hi, honey.
849
00:48:22,859 --> 00:48:27,183
There's something I
have to tell you. - Is it
urgent? I'm on my way out.
850
00:48:28,464 --> 00:48:30,867
No, it's not really urgent.
851
00:48:31,948 --> 00:48:33,910
Then it'd be better
to talk tomorrow.
852
00:48:34,391 --> 00:48:36,152
I'll be home late.
853
00:48:36,152 --> 00:48:39,675
Tomorrow I'll be at the Gelbers.
They have a lousy connection.
854
00:48:40,357 --> 00:48:42,119
We could try!
855
00:48:42,119 --> 00:48:44,000
But I'll see you next week.
856
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:47,324
Then we can chat to
our hearts' desire.
857
00:48:47,764 --> 00:48:49,526
Next week. Okay.
858
00:48:49,526 --> 00:48:50,647
Okay?
859
00:48:50,767 --> 00:48:52,529
Love you, honey.
860
00:48:52,649 --> 00:48:53,930
Bye.
861
00:49:06,984 --> 00:49:08,505
{\an8}(Indistinct chatter)
862
00:49:08,625 --> 00:49:09,625
{\an8}(Beep)
863
00:49:09,745 --> 00:49:16,313
{\an8}(Whirring tone)
864
00:49:18,515 --> 00:49:22,238
{\an8}(Hissing)
865
00:49:22,238 --> 00:49:24,401
{\an8}(Whirring tone)
866
00:49:24,521 --> 00:49:27,003
He's upset that I
didn't recognize him.
867
00:49:27,003 --> 00:49:30,407
I'm not like Katia. She
registers everything she sees.
868
00:49:30,527 --> 00:49:33,330
She's a hard disk.
But I'm a soft disk!
869
00:49:33,330 --> 00:49:35,852
The info I had...
Gone, forgotten.
870
00:49:35,852 --> 00:49:37,574
I'm a goldfish.
871
00:49:37,574 --> 00:49:39,216
Have a nice lunch.
872
00:49:39,976 --> 00:49:41,978
I'm happy you just dropped by.
873
00:49:41,978 --> 00:49:45,022
- I tried to call you.
- Sorry, I didn't hear.
874
00:49:45,542 --> 00:49:47,184
What do you wanna eat?
875
00:49:47,184 --> 00:49:49,506
I have something to tell you.
876
00:49:51,147 --> 00:49:52,949
I went to be diagnosed.
877
00:49:53,069 --> 00:49:55,231
- Diagnosed for what?
- Autism.
878
00:49:56,472 --> 00:49:58,795
You didn't tell me.
That's not like you.
879
00:49:58,795 --> 00:50:03,000
I couldn't have done it, if I
told you. You didn't believe it.
880
00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:05,521
Sorry, it's just so improbable.
881
00:50:05,521 --> 00:50:08,164
Fine, it's done now.
882
00:50:08,645 --> 00:50:10,086
No, you don't understand.
883
00:50:10,487 --> 00:50:11,928
I am...
884
00:50:12,408 --> 00:50:13,810
autistic.
885
00:50:15,251 --> 00:50:16,693
I know, it's crazy.
886
00:50:17,814 --> 00:50:18,775
It's crazy.
887
00:50:19,056 --> 00:50:20,657
For sure?
888
00:50:20,777 --> 00:50:22,178
Yes, for sure.
889
00:50:24,180 --> 00:50:27,424
I didn't expect it
to comfort me so much.
890
00:50:28,865 --> 00:50:31,548
It's everything I am,
I was.
891
00:50:31,548 --> 00:50:33,670
Everything I feel.
892
00:50:34,511 --> 00:50:35,992
I have the diagnostic feedback.
893
00:50:36,753 --> 00:50:38,835
I think it would be good
if you read it.
894
00:50:38,835 --> 00:50:42,719
It explains a lot,
so you can understand.
895
00:50:42,719 --> 00:50:44,280
Maybe later.
896
00:50:45,241 --> 00:50:47,123
It's kind of abrupt.
897
00:50:49,967 --> 00:50:52,448
What'll that change?
I mean, between us?
898
00:50:54,250 --> 00:50:55,292
Nothing.
899
00:50:56,172 --> 00:50:57,214
I don't think.
900
00:51:00,296 --> 00:51:02,258
- I dunno...
- Okay.
901
00:51:02,819 --> 00:51:05,422
But I'm still the same person.
902
00:51:12,348 --> 00:51:13,390
Finally!
903
00:51:15,031 --> 00:51:19,436
Brushing your teeth for
hours like that, you'll
wind up with just gums.
904
00:51:19,756 --> 00:51:21,437
Not hours,
just 3 and a half minutes.
905
00:51:21,437 --> 00:51:22,719
Really?
906
00:51:23,440 --> 00:51:24,801
Let's see.
907
00:51:24,921 --> 00:51:25,882
Great!
908
00:51:26,522 --> 00:51:28,885
No, perfect gums.
909
00:51:29,005 --> 00:51:31,128
Excellent job!
910
00:51:31,128 --> 00:51:32,929
{\an8}(Laughing)
911
00:51:33,850 --> 00:51:37,294
{\an8}(Laugh)
912
00:51:37,414 --> 00:51:39,696
{\an8}(Smooch)
913
00:51:55,392 --> 00:51:57,914
A friend's playing
at a bar tonight.
914
00:51:58,034 --> 00:51:59,516
I don't know if you wanna come.
915
00:52:00,276 --> 00:52:02,598
You don't have to, given...
916
00:52:02,598 --> 00:52:03,560
all that.
917
00:52:06,763 --> 00:52:08,004
You want me to come?
918
00:52:09,726 --> 00:52:11,648
I'd love us to go together.
919
00:52:11,768 --> 00:52:14,290
But I don't want it
to be painful for you.
920
00:52:15,251 --> 00:52:17,854
There'll be a crowd,
noise, conversations...
921
00:52:18,134 --> 00:52:19,416
Yeah, a concert.
922
00:52:21,577 --> 00:52:23,339
- Yeah, a concert.
- Okay.
923
00:52:23,339 --> 00:52:26,063
{\an8}(Indistinct chatter)
924
00:52:26,183 --> 00:52:27,384
{\an8}(Mobile dings)
925
00:52:29,986 --> 00:52:35,912
{\an8}(Indistinct chatter)
926
00:52:37,994 --> 00:52:44,080
{\an8}(Office din)
927
00:52:47,884 --> 00:52:57,173
{\an8}(Office din muffled)
928
00:53:06,222 --> 00:53:07,384
Sorry, if I scared you.
929
00:53:07,384 --> 00:53:09,745
Turn down the volume.
Your phone's ringing.
930
00:53:09,866 --> 00:53:11,547
{\an8}(Office din)
931
00:53:11,547 --> 00:53:13,469
Unknown caller.
I'm not answering.
932
00:53:13,589 --> 00:53:15,432
A new look?
Ready for vacation?
933
00:53:16,512 --> 00:53:19,035
No, but I have something
incredible to tell you.
934
00:53:19,035 --> 00:53:21,478
It'll have to wait.
I'm running late.
935
00:53:21,478 --> 00:53:23,199
I have a bunch of meetings.
936
00:53:23,199 --> 00:53:26,082
I have to skip boxing,
to see the company doctor.
937
00:53:26,082 --> 00:53:27,123
Did you go?
938
00:53:27,363 --> 00:53:28,444
Yes.
939
00:53:28,444 --> 00:53:36,132
{\an8}(Singing in French)
940
00:53:36,132 --> 00:53:41,137
{\an8}♪
941
00:53:41,257 --> 00:53:45,942
{\an8}♪
942
00:53:46,062 --> 00:53:50,627
{\an8}♪
943
00:53:50,627 --> 00:53:52,669
{\an8}(Bar din)
944
00:53:52,669 --> 00:53:54,551
- I'm going outside.
- Wait!
945
00:53:54,551 --> 00:53:56,913
- Hey, Fred!
- Johnny, how's it going?
946
00:53:58,234 --> 00:54:00,036
- Hey, buddy!
- This is Katia.
947
00:54:00,036 --> 00:54:01,517
- Hi, Katia.
- Hi.
948
00:54:01,637 --> 00:54:04,040
{\an8}(Smooch)
949
00:54:04,160 --> 00:54:06,442
You okay?
It wasn't too painful?
950
00:54:07,404 --> 00:54:10,086
You wore headphones
during the entire set.
951
00:54:10,687 --> 00:54:11,888
Listening to something else?
952
00:54:12,008 --> 00:54:14,450
No, it's to tone down the noise.
953
00:54:15,212 --> 00:54:17,173
The "noise"...
You really didn't like it.
954
00:54:17,173 --> 00:54:18,615
{\an8}(Laughing lightly)
955
00:54:18,615 --> 00:54:20,256
Not at all.
It's because...
956
00:54:20,256 --> 00:54:21,978
{\an8}(Bar din)
957
00:54:22,098 --> 00:54:24,381
because I'm autistic.
958
00:54:24,821 --> 00:54:25,702
Autistic?
959
00:54:26,183 --> 00:54:28,024
- Yes.
- You don't seem autistic.
960
00:54:28,024 --> 00:54:29,506
{\an8}(Bar din)
961
00:54:29,506 --> 00:54:30,506
She is.
962
00:54:30,506 --> 00:54:33,830
{\an8}(Bar din)
963
00:54:33,950 --> 00:54:35,832
Like Asperger's?
964
00:54:36,233 --> 00:54:37,314
Exactly.
965
00:54:37,314 --> 00:54:41,237
Like The Good Doctor,
R ain Man, all that!
966
00:54:41,357 --> 00:54:45,001
The brother who
does all that wild stuff -
counting cards, matches...
967
00:54:45,441 --> 00:54:47,564
So what's your thing?
968
00:54:48,645 --> 00:54:49,565
My thing?
969
00:54:49,565 --> 00:54:51,728
No, nothing.
I mean, I don't know.
970
00:54:51,728 --> 00:54:54,530
- If I had a chick who...
- Johnny, we gotta go, man.
971
00:54:54,530 --> 00:54:57,814
It was a blast to see
you on stage. Thanks!
972
00:54:57,814 --> 00:54:59,496
And keep in touch!
973
00:54:59,616 --> 00:55:01,377
Thanks, man!
974
00:55:01,377 --> 00:55:02,739
Bye, Katia.
975
00:55:06,062 --> 00:55:08,784
Still, you don't have to
blurt it out like that.
976
00:55:08,905 --> 00:55:12,189
- Why? Should I hide it?
- No, not at all.
977
00:55:12,909 --> 00:55:15,792
It's just that no one knows
exactly what it is.
978
00:55:17,794 --> 00:55:20,917
- I'm gonna get fired.
- They can't fire you for that.
979
00:55:20,917 --> 00:55:22,199
Did you tell them?
980
00:55:22,319 --> 00:55:25,201
No, but with the redundancy
plan, I'm sure to go.
981
00:55:25,201 --> 00:55:28,204
Sure, they can always
use the economic cover.
982
00:55:29,326 --> 00:55:30,687
In any case,
983
00:55:30,687 --> 00:55:33,369
if you're fired,
you'll always find another job.
984
00:55:33,930 --> 00:55:36,853
You don't get it.
That's too complicated for me.
985
00:55:36,853 --> 00:55:40,737
I don't know how to job hunt.
I don't know how to sell myself.
986
00:55:40,897 --> 00:55:42,939
Marie found this job for me!
987
00:55:43,259 --> 00:55:44,981
I'm not capable of doing that.
988
00:55:45,101 --> 00:55:46,182
You don't understand!
989
00:55:46,182 --> 00:55:49,065
Calm down.
We'll find something.
990
00:55:51,507 --> 00:55:52,949
If you don't say anything,
991
00:55:53,429 --> 00:55:55,071
no one will notice.
992
00:55:55,071 --> 00:55:56,393
Like up until now.
993
00:55:56,393 --> 00:56:03,360
{\an8}(Outdoor din)
994
00:56:04,721 --> 00:56:07,683
{\an8}(Car starts)
995
00:56:07,683 --> 00:56:13,449
{\an8}(Engine sputtering)
996
00:56:13,570 --> 00:56:17,534
{\an8}(Bell tolling)
997
00:56:17,534 --> 00:56:23,139
{\an8}(Birds squawking)
998
00:56:23,139 --> 00:56:32,668
{\an8}(Bell tolling)
999
00:56:32,789 --> 00:56:42,158
{\an8}(Seaside din)
1000
00:56:42,158 --> 00:56:45,642
I know you don't like surprises.
But welcome to my home!
1001
00:56:45,642 --> 00:56:47,804
Breathe in the sea air.
That's what counts.
1002
00:56:49,325 --> 00:56:51,487
I dunno...
This wasn't planned.
1003
00:56:51,487 --> 00:56:53,970
I have to be home tonight,
to make progress on...
1004
00:56:54,650 --> 00:56:58,094
And you have to take some
time for us, to warm up.
1005
00:56:58,815 --> 00:57:00,136
Here.
1006
00:57:00,897 --> 00:57:02,299
You have to kiss me.
1007
00:57:02,299 --> 00:57:06,143
{\an8}(She laughs)
1008
00:57:06,143 --> 00:57:09,145
And you have to follow me.
I have another surprise.
1009
00:57:09,145 --> 00:57:09,706
Come on.
1010
00:57:09,826 --> 00:57:15,271
{\an8}(Gulls squawking)
1011
00:57:15,391 --> 00:57:16,632
There she is!
1012
00:57:17,193 --> 00:57:18,314
That's my boat.
1013
00:57:18,314 --> 00:57:21,598
{\an8}(Footsteps and creaking)
1014
00:57:27,764 --> 00:57:29,206
Come on.
1015
00:57:29,206 --> 00:57:30,246
Give me your hand.
1016
00:57:38,895 --> 00:57:40,256
It's ugly.
1017
00:57:40,376 --> 00:57:42,619
I mean,
you're not finished yet.
1018
00:57:42,619 --> 00:57:44,620
That's the point.
Redoing everything.
1019
00:57:44,741 --> 00:57:47,624
Plus, it floats.
And even better... Come see!
1020
00:57:59,436 --> 00:58:00,757
- Wanna take the helm?
- No!
1021
00:58:00,877 --> 00:58:03,039
- Come on, take my place!
- No!
1022
00:58:03,039 --> 00:58:04,800
You don't want to?
1023
00:58:04,921 --> 00:58:08,364
{\an8}(Motor chugging)
1024
00:58:12,168 --> 00:58:14,450
- Stop! Eyes on the road!
- They are.
1025
00:58:30,547 --> 00:58:33,149
{\an8}(Motor revving)
1026
00:58:33,149 --> 00:58:39,116
{\an8}(Whirring)
1027
00:58:47,523 --> 00:58:48,565
Are you okay?
1028
00:58:48,565 --> 00:58:52,969
{\an8}(Whimpering)
1029
00:58:53,089 --> 00:58:55,131
I'll turn around, okay?
1030
00:58:55,131 --> 00:59:01,177
{\an8}(Motor whirring)
1031
00:59:01,297 --> 00:59:07,464
{\an8}(Motor humming)
1032
00:59:14,591 --> 00:59:16,632
{\an8}(Office din)
1033
00:59:27,924 --> 00:59:29,285
Have a nice weekend?
1034
00:59:32,328 --> 00:59:33,009
Okay...
1035
00:59:34,130 --> 00:59:36,373
Didn't you have
something to tell me?
1036
00:59:36,373 --> 00:59:37,774
Now I can't tell you.
1037
00:59:39,015 --> 00:59:39,976
Wow! Really?
1038
00:59:40,897 --> 00:59:41,978
Okay.
1039
00:59:42,098 --> 00:59:43,900
I respect your vow of silence.
1040
00:59:43,900 --> 00:59:50,026
{\an8}(Conversation din)
1041
00:59:50,026 --> 00:59:51,588
{\an8}(Bar din)
1042
00:59:51,588 --> 00:59:53,750
{\an8}(Bell dings)
1043
00:59:53,750 --> 00:59:55,432
Hi! How are you?
1044
00:59:58,354 --> 00:59:59,315
Hi, Matthias.
1045
00:59:59,436 --> 01:00:00,677
How's it going?
1046
01:00:00,677 --> 01:00:02,759
Can I have a beer?
Thanks.
1047
01:00:03,079 --> 01:00:04,080
Hi, there!
1048
01:00:04,721 --> 01:00:06,163
- Incredible.
- Wild!
1049
01:00:06,163 --> 01:00:08,085
- How are you?
- Fine. And you?
1050
01:00:08,445 --> 01:00:10,326
Too weird!
What are you doing here?
1051
01:00:10,326 --> 01:00:12,489
I'm with friends
who live around here.
1052
01:00:13,049 --> 01:00:14,931
- And you?
- It's my hangout.
1053
01:00:15,251 --> 01:00:17,254
- Okay. See you later?
- Sure.
1054
01:00:17,374 --> 01:00:18,294
Cool!
1055
01:00:18,294 --> 01:00:36,513
{\an8}♪
1056
01:00:36,513 --> 01:00:37,554
Come here often?
1057
01:00:37,554 --> 01:00:40,036
No, it's destiny.
Something in the air.
1058
01:00:40,036 --> 01:00:41,758
But it's always
at cocktail hour.
1059
01:00:42,198 --> 01:00:44,400
We were meant to have
a drink together.
1060
01:00:44,681 --> 01:00:47,964
- I'm off.
- See you later.
1061
01:00:49,205 --> 01:00:51,968
Why not? It's weird, I don't
see you for 15 years, then...
1062
01:00:52,088 --> 01:00:54,250
- You followed me.
- I'm stalking you.
1063
01:00:54,370 --> 01:00:55,611
- A psychopath.
- Yep!
1064
01:00:57,334 --> 01:00:58,855
Guys, I have bad news.
1065
01:01:00,257 --> 01:01:01,738
The bar's closing.
1066
01:01:01,738 --> 01:01:06,263
{\an8}(Conversation din)
1067
01:01:06,263 --> 01:01:08,945
Feel like ending
the night together?
1068
01:01:08,945 --> 01:01:14,111
{\an8}(Conversation din)
1069
01:01:14,231 --> 01:01:15,192
Bye, Aurélie.
1070
01:01:16,272 --> 01:01:17,834
Good night, all!
1071
01:01:18,394 --> 01:01:19,436
See you tomorrow.
1072
01:01:19,436 --> 01:01:24,881
{\an8}(Street din)
1073
01:01:24,881 --> 01:01:26,883
{\an8}(Mobile chimes)
1074
01:01:30,086 --> 01:01:32,489
Give me a call...
- Aurélie
1075
01:01:32,489 --> 01:01:37,614
(Street din)
1076
01:01:37,614 --> 01:01:39,096
How was your evening?
1077
01:01:39,216 --> 01:01:41,458
{\an8}(Audio breaking)
1078
01:01:41,458 --> 01:01:42,739
The sound's broken up.
1079
01:01:42,739 --> 01:01:45,262
Hold on, I'm leaving
the workshop.
1080
01:01:45,262 --> 01:01:47,064
You're not at the office?
1081
01:01:47,064 --> 01:01:48,865
No, I'm going home to work.
1082
01:01:48,865 --> 01:01:50,666
Their system crashed again.
1083
01:01:51,588 --> 01:01:54,871
Yeah, it was nice last night.
What did you do?
1084
01:01:54,871 --> 01:01:56,152
I read a book.
1085
01:01:56,152 --> 01:01:58,875
Really interesting!
About pain and autism.
1086
01:01:58,875 --> 01:02:00,957
It clarified so many things.
1087
01:02:00,957 --> 01:02:02,759
I remembered,
when I was little,
1088
01:02:02,879 --> 01:02:04,440
I pulled out a tooth...
1089
01:02:04,440 --> 01:02:07,083
Katia, hold on,
I'm on overload.
1090
01:02:07,844 --> 01:02:08,845
Excuse me?
1091
01:02:09,446 --> 01:02:11,407
We've gone from a word
1092
01:02:11,527 --> 01:02:14,731
we hardly knew
to living in a world of autism.
1093
01:02:15,251 --> 01:02:16,933
Can we talk about
something else?
1094
01:02:17,534 --> 01:02:20,056
You said it wouldn't change
anything but, in fact...
1095
01:02:21,378 --> 01:02:22,378
It's not easy.
1096
01:02:24,621 --> 01:02:25,822
Hello?
1097
01:02:28,344 --> 01:02:29,665
Katia, say something.
1098
01:02:29,786 --> 01:02:32,548
I don't feel like talking.
I don't know what to say.
1099
01:02:33,350 --> 01:02:35,672
I've had it.
Let's talk later.
1100
01:02:41,237 --> 01:02:43,360
{\an8}(Elevator whirring)
1101
01:02:51,808 --> 01:02:54,331
{\an8}(Elevator clunking)
1102
01:03:01,858 --> 01:03:06,823
{\an8}No! No! No! No!
1103
01:03:06,823 --> 01:03:08,505
I don't know how it's possible.
1104
01:03:09,265 --> 01:03:11,348
- We always used a condom.
- No.
1105
01:03:11,708 --> 01:03:13,430
Once, we didn't right away.
1106
01:03:13,870 --> 01:03:15,552
That was a long time ago.
1107
01:03:15,552 --> 01:03:17,834
Two and a half months ago.
Exactly.
1108
01:03:19,115 --> 01:03:21,838
You missed 2 periods
and didn't tell me?
1109
01:03:22,559 --> 01:03:25,121
I'm not regular.
I didn't realize.
1110
01:03:25,242 --> 01:03:29,005
I saw the company
doctor. I was tired, so
they took a blood test.
1111
01:03:29,005 --> 01:03:30,407
{\an8}(He laughs)
1112
01:03:30,527 --> 01:03:31,447
What?
1113
01:03:37,414 --> 01:03:38,375
So what'll we do?
1114
01:03:39,496 --> 01:03:41,097
What do you mean?
1115
01:03:41,898 --> 01:03:44,741
I didn't think
you'd even ask the question.
1116
01:03:46,263 --> 01:03:49,906
You say I can't handle a
relationship. Now you wanna
involve a 3rd person?
1117
01:03:50,026 --> 01:03:51,347
I don't know.
1118
01:03:52,629 --> 01:03:55,592
Plus, I just got a
great work offer...
1119
01:03:55,872 --> 01:03:57,193
Really?
1120
01:03:59,475 --> 01:04:00,477
What is it?
1121
01:04:05,322 --> 01:04:09,125
A friend wants us to open
a carpentry shop together.
1122
01:04:10,046 --> 01:04:11,527
That's great.
1123
01:04:11,968 --> 01:04:12,969
Where is it?
1124
01:04:14,290 --> 01:04:16,573
It's a childhood friend.
In Le Conquet.
1125
01:04:18,855 --> 01:04:20,297
{\an8}Uh.
1126
01:04:23,499 --> 01:04:24,661
It's far.
1127
01:04:25,942 --> 01:04:28,665
I didn't graduate
from high school.
1128
01:04:28,785 --> 01:04:30,746
An offer like this
is once in a lifetime.
1129
01:04:31,748 --> 01:04:34,190
And my work is here.
I don't wanna move.
1130
01:04:38,915 --> 01:04:40,036
And the baby?
1131
01:04:54,691 --> 01:04:56,133
{\an8}(Sighing)
1132
01:04:59,376 --> 01:05:01,177
I think I need to be alone.
1133
01:05:03,140 --> 01:05:04,501
Me, too.
1134
01:05:07,224 --> 01:05:09,186
{\an8}(Sighing)
1135
01:05:12,108 --> 01:05:17,473
{\an8}(Door clicking, creaking)
1136
01:05:17,473 --> 01:05:18,715
{\an8}(Clunking)
1137
01:05:20,196 --> 01:05:22,599
{\an8}(Purring)
1138
01:05:23,560 --> 01:05:26,883
{\an8}(Doorbell ringing)
1139
01:05:31,047 --> 01:05:31,928
{\an8}(Clacking, creaking)
1140
01:05:31,928 --> 01:05:33,450
- Hello!
- Hi, honey.
1141
01:05:34,490 --> 01:05:35,972
- How are you?
- Fine.
1142
01:05:36,093 --> 01:05:37,934
- I'm so happy to see you.
- Yes!
1143
01:05:37,934 --> 01:05:39,496
{\an8}(Smooching)
1144
01:05:39,616 --> 01:05:41,178
Come on in!
1145
01:05:46,182 --> 01:05:47,304
It's delicious!
1146
01:05:48,344 --> 01:05:49,666
You're not eating?
1147
01:05:50,266 --> 01:05:51,627
No, I'm not hungry.
1148
01:05:52,509 --> 01:05:54,951
I feel a bit lonely,
eating alone.
1149
01:05:55,872 --> 01:05:57,514
But if you're not hungry...
1150
01:06:03,000 --> 01:06:05,161
Katia, what's the matter?
1151
01:06:06,683 --> 01:06:08,925
I'm so happy to see you
and you sulk.
1152
01:06:11,448 --> 01:06:14,330
I have 2 things to say,
but don't know where to begin.
1153
01:06:14,330 --> 01:06:16,453
You can tell me anything, honey.
1154
01:06:22,058 --> 01:06:24,261
The first is that I'm autistic.
1155
01:06:24,701 --> 01:06:25,742
Autistic?
1156
01:06:25,862 --> 01:06:28,625
{\an8}(Laughing)
1157
01:06:28,625 --> 01:06:31,187
- Mom...
- No way!
1158
01:06:31,828 --> 01:06:33,269
You can't be autistic.
1159
01:06:34,831 --> 01:06:37,753
You speak, you don't bang
your head against the
wall, as far as I know.
1160
01:06:37,874 --> 01:06:41,518
It's not just because you're a
bit odd that you're autistic.
1161
01:06:42,759 --> 01:06:45,562
I know it's good to not be
like everyone else, but still!
1162
01:06:46,643 --> 01:06:48,645
I've never tried
to stand out from the others.
1163
01:06:50,246 --> 01:06:52,649
On the contrary, I've
spent my life trying to
be like everyone else.
1164
01:06:52,769 --> 01:06:54,050
Are you seeing someone?
1165
01:06:55,051 --> 01:06:56,092
Seeing someone?
1166
01:06:57,133 --> 01:06:59,055
I mean your shrink.
Do you still see him?
1167
01:06:59,175 --> 01:07:00,136
No.
1168
01:07:01,257 --> 01:07:03,699
- Maybe you should.
- But I've been diagnosed.
1169
01:07:05,822 --> 01:07:06,703
By whom?
1170
01:07:08,024 --> 01:07:10,547
By a psychologist
who specializes in autism.
1171
01:07:11,468 --> 01:07:15,072
Who consults an
autism specialist?
1172
01:07:16,032 --> 01:07:17,113
You'd think that's
what you wanted.
1173
01:07:19,676 --> 01:07:21,238
I was tested.
1174
01:07:21,998 --> 01:07:24,801
And I know that's what it is.
1175
01:07:25,802 --> 01:07:27,404
It's the first time
things make sense...
1176
01:07:27,524 --> 01:07:30,647
No, you're not autistic!
That's nonsense.
1177
01:07:30,767 --> 01:07:34,250
If you're autistic, we all are.
Is that the latest fashion?
1178
01:07:34,250 --> 01:07:36,453
After vegan, flexitarian...
autistic!
1179
01:07:37,294 --> 01:07:38,415
Why are you angry?
1180
01:07:39,096 --> 01:07:40,737
Because it's ridiculous.
1181
01:07:40,737 --> 01:07:43,259
You don't turn autistic at 35!
1182
01:07:43,900 --> 01:07:45,502
And I'd have noticed.
1183
01:07:50,347 --> 01:07:52,188
What do you want, in fact?
1184
01:07:53,670 --> 01:07:56,072
To guilt-trip me for not being
an attentive enough mother?
1185
01:07:56,072 --> 01:07:57,673
This isn't about you?
1186
01:07:58,634 --> 01:08:00,556
I'm not criticizing you
for anything.
1187
01:08:00,676 --> 01:08:01,838
No one is.
1188
01:08:02,839 --> 01:08:03,760
I'm just telling you what is.
1189
01:08:05,521 --> 01:08:08,404
Just because you don't
want me to be autistic
doesn't mean I'm not.
1190
01:08:08,404 --> 01:08:09,846
I don't understand.
1191
01:08:09,966 --> 01:08:11,448
I don't understand.
1192
01:08:11,448 --> 01:08:12,969
Nothing's ever right.
1193
01:08:17,453 --> 01:08:19,696
Don't think it was easy for me.
1194
01:08:20,857 --> 01:08:23,300
Constantly hearing,
"Your daughter doesn't talk."
1195
01:08:23,300 --> 01:08:25,382
"Your daughter's too timid."
1196
01:08:26,382 --> 01:08:28,024
And I was alone.
Your father was no help.
1197
01:08:28,704 --> 01:08:30,626
He was in his own world.
1198
01:08:30,626 --> 01:08:33,910
{\an8}(Sobbing)
1199
01:08:34,031 --> 01:08:34,992
Here we go again!
1200
01:08:35,112 --> 01:08:38,314
You end the conversation
when it suits you.
1201
01:08:38,314 --> 01:08:40,797
{\an8}(Sobbing)
1202
01:08:40,797 --> 01:08:43,239
Katia, honey, we're talking.
1203
01:08:43,239 --> 01:08:44,240
Just talking.
1204
01:08:44,240 --> 01:08:46,042
Leave me alone!
1205
01:08:46,042 --> 01:08:49,445
{\an8}(Sobbing)
1206
01:08:49,565 --> 01:08:52,368
Think what you like.
But to me, you're not autistic.
1207
01:08:54,851 --> 01:08:56,133
{\an8}(Shrieking)
1208
01:08:58,575 --> 01:09:00,257
{\an8}(Shaky breathing)
1209
01:09:04,101 --> 01:09:05,141
{\an8}(Rustling)
1210
01:09:07,384 --> 01:09:09,745
{\an8}(Sighing)
1211
01:09:09,745 --> 01:09:12,589
Katia, didn't you have two
things to tell me last night?
1212
01:09:13,991 --> 01:09:15,312
What was the second?
1213
01:09:20,917 --> 01:09:23,119
I think it'd be
better if I went home.
1214
01:09:23,119 --> 01:09:27,083
{\an8}(Birds chirping)
1215
01:09:30,687 --> 01:09:33,930
{\an8}(Sombre instrumental music)
1216
01:09:33,930 --> 01:09:39,015
{\an8}♪
1217
01:09:39,135 --> 01:09:40,337
{\an8}(Door clunking)
1218
01:09:40,457 --> 01:09:45,702
{\an8}♪
1219
01:09:45,822 --> 01:09:47,383
{\an8}(Breathing)
1220
01:09:47,383 --> 01:09:56,832
{\an8}♪
1221
01:09:56,953 --> 01:10:04,241
{\an8}♪
1222
01:10:07,244 --> 01:10:10,166
{\an8}(Distant dishes clinking)
1223
01:10:13,449 --> 01:10:14,491
I got fired.
1224
01:10:14,491 --> 01:10:15,291
{\an8}(Gasping)
1225
01:10:15,411 --> 01:10:16,653
Hold on... What?
1226
01:10:17,254 --> 01:10:18,575
- You?
- Yeah.
1227
01:10:19,696 --> 01:10:21,498
You've been here for 15 years.
You're a fixture.
1228
01:10:22,739 --> 01:10:25,301
And they're trying to rip me off
on the severance terms.
1229
01:10:26,222 --> 01:10:27,784
- Did you see Jeff?
- What can he do?
1230
01:10:28,665 --> 01:10:30,266
In any case,
he dutifully obey orders.
1231
01:10:30,787 --> 01:10:32,389
It's disgusting!
1232
01:10:32,389 --> 01:10:35,232
We have to do something.
Don't you think, Katia?
1233
01:10:35,232 --> 01:10:38,275
(Sobbing)
1234
01:10:40,396 --> 01:10:41,678
I've been looking for you.
1235
01:10:42,278 --> 01:10:44,120
Julien... it's horrible.
1236
01:10:44,801 --> 01:10:46,643
It seems you already know.
1237
01:10:47,243 --> 01:10:48,525
I'm disgusted, too.
1238
01:10:49,325 --> 01:10:50,847
But that's how it is.
1239
01:10:50,847 --> 01:10:54,211
So focus exclusively on European
reforms and forget autism.
1240
01:10:56,373 --> 01:10:58,295
The autism piece is
practically done.
1241
01:10:58,295 --> 01:11:01,657
I've made the rounds,
no one picked it up.
1242
01:11:01,657 --> 01:11:03,420
Even the broadcaster's
not excited.
1243
01:11:03,420 --> 01:11:04,941
It's dead, okay?
1244
01:11:07,264 --> 01:11:08,745
I wanted to discuss something,
1245
01:11:08,745 --> 01:11:11,187
but it's clearly not the time.
Stop by tomorrow?
1246
01:11:11,187 --> 01:11:13,790
{\an8}(Sobbing)
1247
01:11:13,910 --> 01:11:15,031
{\an8}(Distant phone ringing)
1248
01:11:18,475 --> 01:11:20,637
{\an8}(Honking)
1249
01:11:22,879 --> 01:11:26,162
{\an8}(Distant sirens)
1250
01:11:29,846 --> 01:11:31,768
{\an8}(Clicking, creaking)
1251
01:11:33,730 --> 01:11:34,610
{\an8}Hey.
1252
01:11:34,610 --> 01:11:35,492
{\an8}Hey!
1253
01:11:35,492 --> 01:11:36,973
I tried to call several times.
1254
01:11:37,694 --> 01:11:39,496
But you didn't answer, so...
1255
01:11:40,056 --> 01:11:41,778
I came. Hold on...
1256
01:11:46,263 --> 01:11:49,465
I've thought it over.
I think we should keep the baby.
1257
01:11:49,465 --> 01:11:51,748
It's more important
than a job or Le Conquet.
1258
01:11:51,868 --> 01:11:53,870
- What? No.
- Yes.
1259
01:11:53,870 --> 01:11:56,312
We have to change
things between us.
1260
01:11:56,312 --> 01:11:58,034
We have to be together more.
1261
01:11:58,154 --> 01:11:59,436
- No.
- Yes.
1262
01:11:59,556 --> 01:12:00,837
What if it's autistic?
1263
01:12:02,759 --> 01:12:05,322
There's a huge genetic
factor in autism.
1264
01:12:08,164 --> 01:12:10,446
I made an appointment
for the abortion.
1265
01:12:11,688 --> 01:12:12,929
What?
1266
01:12:16,813 --> 01:12:18,134
{\an8}(Distant honking)
1267
01:12:19,936 --> 01:12:23,540
Couldn't we discuss
this together? There
are two of us here.
1268
01:12:25,021 --> 01:12:28,545
You really don't give a shit
about what I think.
1269
01:12:29,785 --> 01:12:31,948
I was making huge concessions
to stay here with you.
1270
01:12:32,068 --> 01:12:34,151
What a fucking idiot!
1271
01:12:34,791 --> 01:12:35,992
You know what?
1272
01:12:37,073 --> 01:12:38,875
Live your life alone,
if that's what you want!
1273
01:12:40,877 --> 01:12:43,480
{\an8}(Door clicking, creaking)
1274
01:12:43,600 --> 01:12:46,963
{\an8}(Shrieking)
1275
01:12:46,963 --> 01:12:49,526
{\an8}(Sobbing)
1276
01:12:56,974 --> 01:12:59,215
{\an8}(Laughing)
1277
01:13:03,620 --> 01:13:04,981
Great!
1278
01:13:06,582 --> 01:13:07,864
You're saving my life.
1279
01:13:09,505 --> 01:13:11,067
{\an8}(Keys clacking)
1280
01:13:15,472 --> 01:13:18,635
{\an8}(Sombre instrumental music)
1281
01:13:18,635 --> 01:13:27,804
{\an8}♪
1282
01:13:27,804 --> 01:13:30,327
{\an8}(Sighing)
1283
01:13:30,327 --> 01:13:39,856
{\an8}♪
1284
01:13:39,856 --> 01:13:41,698
{\an8}(Distant honking)
1285
01:13:41,698 --> 01:13:53,830
{\an8}♪
1286
01:13:53,830 --> 01:13:57,433
{\an8}(Meowing)
1287
01:13:57,433 --> 01:14:05,842
{\an8}♪
1288
01:14:05,842 --> 01:14:09,446
{\an8}(Meowing)
1289
01:14:09,446 --> 01:14:15,531
{\an8}♪
1290
01:14:15,531 --> 01:14:18,054
{\an8}(Tinkling)
1291
01:14:18,054 --> 01:14:19,456
{\an8}♪
1292
01:14:19,456 --> 01:14:20,937
{\an8}(Message dinging)
1293
01:14:20,937 --> 01:14:25,862
{\an8}♪
1294
01:14:29,305 --> 01:14:31,388
You have 11 new messages.
1295
01:14:32,548 --> 01:14:34,871
It's Marie.
I didn't see you today. Call me.
1296
01:14:34,871 --> 01:14:36,473
Received Tuesday.
1297
01:14:36,473 --> 01:14:38,795
It's Jeff.
You didn't come in yesterday...
1298
01:14:38,795 --> 01:14:40,276
Message erased.
1299
01:14:40,276 --> 01:14:41,638
Katia, it's Marie again...
1300
01:14:41,638 --> 01:14:42,719
Received Thursday.
1301
01:14:42,719 --> 01:14:44,561
Katia, call me...
1302
01:14:44,561 --> 01:14:45,962
I'm getting worried...
1303
01:14:45,962 --> 01:14:47,484
Me again.
I'm freaking out...
1304
01:14:47,604 --> 01:14:48,965
Message erased.
1305
01:14:49,085 --> 01:14:58,695
{\an8}♪
1306
01:14:59,816 --> 01:15:01,057
{\an8}(Car door thunking)
1307
01:15:01,057 --> 01:15:03,500
{\an8}(Keys jangling)
1308
01:15:07,904 --> 01:15:10,507
{\an8}(Distant dog barking)
1309
01:15:10,627 --> 01:15:13,229
{\an8}(Distant sirens blaring)
1310
01:15:13,229 --> 01:15:14,711
- Hello, Katia!
- Hi.
1311
01:15:15,432 --> 01:15:16,632
I'm glad you could come.
1312
01:15:16,632 --> 01:15:19,355
- Can I call you Katia?
- Yes.
1313
01:15:19,996 --> 01:15:21,277
Coming in?
1314
01:15:21,758 --> 01:15:22,759
Look...
1315
01:15:23,520 --> 01:15:25,922
I'm not sure I'll stay long.
1316
01:15:25,922 --> 01:15:28,324
Stay as long as you like,
go when you like.
1317
01:15:28,444 --> 01:15:30,486
No obligations.
1318
01:15:30,486 --> 01:15:32,008
{\an8}(Sighing)
1319
01:15:32,128 --> 01:15:32,889
Okay.
1320
01:15:36,813 --> 01:15:39,216
- This is Katia.
- Hi, Katia.
1321
01:15:40,337 --> 01:15:41,778
It's her first time here.
Have a seat.
1322
01:15:44,861 --> 01:15:46,022
Welcome.
1323
01:15:46,783 --> 01:15:48,344
Know the concept?
1324
01:15:48,464 --> 01:15:52,269
We speak without judgement,
no filters...
1325
01:15:52,789 --> 01:15:54,311
- Shoot!
- Sorry.
1326
01:15:54,431 --> 01:15:55,712
I'm sorry.
1327
01:15:55,712 --> 01:15:57,313
{\an8}(Phone ringing)
1328
01:15:59,796 --> 01:16:01,318
- Who's that?
- It was Marie.
1329
01:16:02,238 --> 01:16:03,600
- A coworker...
- No.
1330
01:16:03,600 --> 01:16:05,081
- There?
- Oh, the wallpaper?
1331
01:16:05,842 --> 01:16:08,485
That's Fred, my boyfriend.
1332
01:16:08,485 --> 01:16:11,488
Well, he was.
It's complicated.
1333
01:16:11,488 --> 01:16:14,450
No biggie.
With us, it's rarely easy.
1334
01:16:15,492 --> 01:16:17,333
It's complicated
for complicated people.
1335
01:16:18,855 --> 01:16:22,339
It's not complicated to
be simple. But it can be
simple to be complicated.
1336
01:16:22,339 --> 01:16:24,621
{\an8}(Laughing)
1337
01:16:24,741 --> 01:16:27,984
There are several topics
we wanted to broach today.
1338
01:16:27,984 --> 01:16:31,148
I think we could
start with employment.
1339
01:16:31,268 --> 01:16:32,749
In terms of adjusting,
1340
01:16:32,749 --> 01:16:36,552
was that easy for you?
Or more of a negotiation?
1341
01:16:38,835 --> 01:16:40,877
See you soon!
1342
01:16:40,877 --> 01:16:42,318
- Till next time.
- Bye.
1343
01:16:43,680 --> 01:16:47,804
We have a meeting at the
ministry that oversees
disabled rights.
1344
01:16:47,924 --> 01:16:51,048
They must understand
that, beyond the need
for financial support,
1345
01:16:52,008 --> 01:16:53,569
the lack of visibility
and information
1346
01:16:53,689 --> 01:16:56,133
keeps autistic people
on the fringes of society.
1347
01:16:56,133 --> 01:16:57,854
So we need recent documentation.
1348
01:16:57,854 --> 01:17:01,458
I wondered where you were on the
documentary you were working on.
1349
01:17:03,059 --> 01:17:04,501
It's not at all finished.
1350
01:17:05,462 --> 01:17:07,543
In fact, it's
completely on hold.
1351
01:17:09,105 --> 01:17:11,307
It's a shame. We got some very
impressive and exciting footage.
1352
01:17:11,307 --> 01:17:14,271
Would it be possible to get
some of that footage?
1353
01:17:14,911 --> 01:17:16,632
I can ask the director.
1354
01:17:16,752 --> 01:17:19,635
Mom, can I go meet Lili?
She's right over there.
1355
01:17:19,635 --> 01:17:20,476
Sure.
1356
01:17:21,557 --> 01:17:23,440
But don't go far.
And be back in an hour, tops.
1357
01:17:23,440 --> 01:17:24,600
Sure, no problem.
1358
01:17:27,123 --> 01:17:29,245
- She's your daughter?
- Yeah, the eldest.
1359
01:17:29,366 --> 01:17:32,649
Sometimes she comes here with me
on Wednesday afternoons.
1360
01:17:34,610 --> 01:17:36,052
Keep me posted on the doc?
1361
01:17:36,693 --> 01:17:38,334
- Yes, yes!
- Cool!
1362
01:17:38,334 --> 01:17:40,217
See you soon!
1363
01:17:40,217 --> 01:17:41,257
Thanks.
1364
01:17:42,739 --> 01:17:45,742
{\an8}(Small engine revving)
1365
01:17:48,425 --> 01:17:49,906
- How's it going?
- Hi.
1366
01:17:50,747 --> 01:17:51,507
Be right there.
1367
01:17:52,228 --> 01:17:54,110
- Is Fred here?
- No.
1368
01:17:56,472 --> 01:17:57,793
I thought you knew.
1369
01:17:57,793 --> 01:17:59,195
He took 3 days off.
1370
01:18:00,196 --> 01:18:02,078
He's in Le Conquet,
planning his move.
1371
01:18:02,559 --> 01:18:03,680
Oh, right.
1372
01:18:04,481 --> 01:18:06,122
What a mind-blowing opportunity!
1373
01:18:06,242 --> 01:18:08,805
He's gonna be boss
of his own company.
1374
01:18:09,485 --> 01:18:10,807
He's so incredibly lucky!
1375
01:18:11,728 --> 01:18:13,009
I'm off. See ya!
1376
01:18:13,609 --> 01:18:14,811
See ya.
1377
01:18:16,973 --> 01:18:19,856
{\an8}(Soft woodwind music)
1378
01:18:19,856 --> 01:18:21,297
{\an8}(Sighing)
1379
01:18:24,021 --> 01:18:29,385
{\an8}♪
1380
01:18:29,385 --> 01:18:32,109
{\an8}(Purring)
1381
01:18:35,272 --> 01:18:37,674
Hi, how are you?
1382
01:18:37,794 --> 01:18:45,522
{\an8}♪
1383
01:18:45,522 --> 01:18:47,003
{\an8}(Knocking)
1384
01:18:47,003 --> 01:18:53,250
{\an8}♪
1385
01:18:53,250 --> 01:18:56,493
{\an8}(Clacking, creaking)
1386
01:18:56,613 --> 01:18:58,055
What are you doing here?
1387
01:18:58,935 --> 01:19:00,296
How are you?
I was so worried.
1388
01:19:00,296 --> 01:19:01,858
{\an8}(Sighing)
1389
01:19:01,858 --> 01:19:05,742
We're used to you
disappearing for 2 or 3
days, but rarely more.
1390
01:19:05,862 --> 01:19:06,863
Are you okay?
1391
01:19:06,863 --> 01:19:09,906
{\an8}♪
1392
01:19:10,026 --> 01:19:11,508
It depends in what way.
1393
01:19:11,508 --> 01:19:14,591
{\an8}♪
1394
01:19:14,591 --> 01:19:15,511
Dark chocolate.
1395
01:19:15,511 --> 01:19:16,713
{\an8}(Scoffing)
1396
01:19:16,713 --> 01:19:18,034
Can I come in?
1397
01:19:18,034 --> 01:19:20,157
{\an8}(Sighing)
1398
01:19:20,277 --> 01:19:20,957
Yes.
1399
01:19:20,957 --> 01:19:27,203
{\an8}♪
1400
01:19:27,203 --> 01:19:28,966
{\an8}(Clacking)
1401
01:19:28,966 --> 01:19:33,450
{\an8}♪
1402
01:19:34,851 --> 01:19:36,573
Why don't you come
to work anymore?
1403
01:19:37,694 --> 01:19:39,456
Because I got fired.
1404
01:19:39,816 --> 01:19:41,298
What?
1405
01:19:41,298 --> 01:19:42,819
Since when?
Who said so?
1406
01:19:44,301 --> 01:19:46,583
No one. But Jeff wanted
to talk, then someone
came in to replace me.
1407
01:19:48,144 --> 01:19:50,587
I'd be the first to
know, if someone new was
sitting across from me.
1408
01:19:51,988 --> 01:19:53,470
A girl with blue hair.
1409
01:19:54,751 --> 01:19:56,032
Her?
1410
01:19:56,032 --> 01:19:57,553
{\an8}(Scoffing)
1411
01:19:57,553 --> 01:19:59,315
She's from IT.
1412
01:20:00,477 --> 01:20:03,240
They finally decided
to fix the internal network.
1413
01:20:04,361 --> 01:20:06,042
And it works!
1414
01:20:06,163 --> 01:20:07,683
Too bad.
1415
01:20:08,284 --> 01:20:09,646
No, not "too bad."
1416
01:20:10,326 --> 01:20:11,728
Monday, go see Jeff.
1417
01:20:11,848 --> 01:20:13,009
No, I can't.
1418
01:20:13,129 --> 01:20:14,371
Yes, you can.
1419
01:20:15,692 --> 01:20:17,254
{\an8}(Phone dings)
1420
01:20:19,976 --> 01:20:20,977
I got your email.
1421
01:20:21,097 --> 01:20:23,700
Julien's in litigation
with the company,
1422
01:20:23,700 --> 01:20:25,582
over the terms of his dismissal.
1423
01:20:25,702 --> 01:20:28,224
So he has to toe the line.
1424
01:20:29,185 --> 01:20:31,067
I understand.
I'm sorry to insist.
1425
01:20:31,187 --> 01:20:33,910
But it's a shame for that
material to sit on a shelf,
1426
01:20:34,031 --> 01:20:35,912
when it could be
so useful to us.
1427
01:20:35,912 --> 01:20:40,717
{\an8}♪
1428
01:20:40,837 --> 01:20:42,639
"...so useful to us."
1429
01:20:42,639 --> 01:20:51,448
{\an8}♪
1430
01:20:51,448 --> 01:20:55,892
The crisis couldn't be managed,
so his expulsion was...
1431
01:20:55,892 --> 01:20:58,975
determined by the Ministry of Education.
1432
01:20:58,975 --> 01:21:02,579
France has repeatedly been found
guilty by the European Council
1433
01:21:02,579 --> 01:21:04,981
for discrimination
against people with...
1434
01:21:06,423 --> 01:21:09,906
We have a very hard time
getting recent, precise figures,
1435
01:21:10,026 --> 01:21:11,948
especially on autistic people.
1436
01:21:12,069 --> 01:21:14,831
...the statistic
of one French person out of 100,
1437
01:21:14,952 --> 01:21:16,512
meaning 700,000 people.
1438
01:21:16,632 --> 01:21:19,556
There are many more
non-binary people in France
1439
01:21:19,556 --> 01:21:21,878
among people on the
autistic spectrum.
1440
01:21:21,878 --> 01:21:24,160
Many are still
in psychiatric hospitals.
1441
01:21:24,160 --> 01:21:27,284
Specialized institutions have
interminable waiting lists,
1442
01:21:27,404 --> 01:21:28,925
which delays their treatment...
1443
01:21:28,925 --> 01:21:31,488
{\an8}♪
1444
01:21:31,608 --> 01:21:34,291
Romane, here are some clips
from Julien's documentary...
1445
01:21:37,414 --> 01:21:38,815
Send
1446
01:21:38,815 --> 01:21:42,659
{\an8}♪
1447
01:21:42,659 --> 01:21:44,061
{\an8}(Knocking)
1448
01:21:49,986 --> 01:21:51,668
Jeff, I'm sorry.
I misunderstood.
1449
01:21:51,668 --> 01:21:53,910
Marie told me
about your "misunderstanding".
1450
01:21:54,991 --> 01:21:56,633
How could you
have thought you were fired?
1451
01:21:57,393 --> 01:21:58,634
Did I say so?
1452
01:21:58,755 --> 01:22:01,598
Did you get a registered
letter that said so?
1453
01:22:02,358 --> 01:22:03,159
No.
1454
01:22:04,961 --> 01:22:06,523
What made you think that?
1455
01:22:07,364 --> 01:22:08,404
You wanted to talk to me.
1456
01:22:08,404 --> 01:22:10,487
Think every time I wanna talk,
you're fired?
1457
01:22:10,487 --> 01:22:11,407
{\an8}(Chuckle)
1458
01:22:11,528 --> 01:22:12,729
That'd be complicated.
1459
01:22:13,609 --> 01:22:15,171
Plus, it was about work.
1460
01:22:16,612 --> 01:22:19,856
Katia, you can't just take
off like that for 8 days.
1461
01:22:19,856 --> 01:22:21,378
That's unheard of!
1462
01:22:22,979 --> 01:22:27,024
I had a call from the
Ministry of Solidarity,
Autonomy and the Disabled.
1463
01:22:27,024 --> 01:22:29,025
They asked if they could use
1464
01:22:29,025 --> 01:22:31,948
Julien's footage.
Ring any bells?
1465
01:22:32,709 --> 01:22:34,711
Yes!
No, it's just because...
1466
01:22:34,711 --> 01:22:37,914
their meeting with the advisor
was so important.
1467
01:22:37,914 --> 01:22:41,678
But it's just excerpts
from his story. And Julien
doesn't know about it.
1468
01:22:41,798 --> 01:22:43,279
So you leak
1469
01:22:43,399 --> 01:22:46,562
excerpts of a film
that's not supposed to exist?
1470
01:22:46,562 --> 01:22:48,604
{\an8}(Chuckle)
1471
01:22:48,725 --> 01:22:50,286
You're really screwing up!
1472
01:22:51,568 --> 01:22:54,090
So I called the big boss for
permission and, as if by magic,
1473
01:22:54,090 --> 01:22:57,094
"Chop, chop!"
Julien has to finish the film.
1474
01:22:58,295 --> 01:23:01,537
No, he's still fired, but with
the conditions he wanted.
1475
01:23:01,537 --> 01:23:04,020
But, Katia,
if you ever do that to me again,
1476
01:23:04,781 --> 01:23:06,543
don't even set foot in here.
1477
01:23:08,024 --> 01:23:11,267
I docked you 8 days
to hire a freelancer to
finish the Europe piece!
1478
01:23:11,748 --> 01:23:13,109
Okay, go.
1479
01:23:22,278 --> 01:23:23,199
No, in fact...
1480
01:23:23,199 --> 01:23:24,360
Yes?
1481
01:23:24,480 --> 01:23:26,563
There's something
I have to tell you.
1482
01:23:28,245 --> 01:23:29,686
I'm autistic.
1483
01:23:31,928 --> 01:23:33,009
You're autistic?
1484
01:23:34,010 --> 01:23:34,811
Yes.
1485
01:23:35,732 --> 01:23:36,532
Okay.
1486
01:23:37,493 --> 01:23:38,495
Am I fired?
1487
01:23:39,456 --> 01:23:42,259
No, but what difference
does that make?
1488
01:23:42,779 --> 01:23:44,140
The difference is
1489
01:23:44,140 --> 01:23:47,544
it's harder for me to work in
an open space, than for others.
1490
01:23:47,544 --> 01:23:51,627
Because I'm very sensitive
to noise and my environment.
1491
01:23:52,949 --> 01:23:55,712
So it would be easier if I could
work from home more often.
1492
01:23:55,712 --> 01:23:57,994
I mean, if that's possible.
1493
01:23:59,235 --> 01:24:00,597
If I understand your request...
1494
01:24:02,959 --> 01:24:04,440
you attend our meetings...
1495
01:24:04,560 --> 01:24:05,202
Yes.
1496
01:24:05,922 --> 01:24:07,484
You free up a desk.
1497
01:24:08,605 --> 01:24:11,287
And that would simultaneously
allow us to increase
1498
01:24:12,048 --> 01:24:14,371
our handicapped employee rate.
1499
01:24:15,972 --> 01:24:17,093
No, I'm kidding!
1500
01:24:18,294 --> 01:24:19,976
In fact, not really.
1501
01:24:21,097 --> 01:24:22,538
Okay, I agree.
1502
01:24:23,900 --> 01:24:31,268
{\an8}(Office din)
1503
01:24:34,431 --> 01:24:36,032
{\an8}(Hissing)
1504
01:24:36,032 --> 01:24:40,757
{\an8}(Quiet cheering)
1505
01:24:40,757 --> 01:24:43,519
In the 92nd minute,
the coach sends him in.
1506
01:24:43,640 --> 01:24:46,562
First touch, the guy passes it
back and scores an own goal!
1507
01:24:46,562 --> 01:24:49,165
{\an8}(Laughing)
1508
01:24:49,165 --> 01:24:51,448
Fred, you're such
a fuckin' pain!
1509
01:24:52,529 --> 01:24:54,491
- Take it easy.
- You're a total drag tonight!
1510
01:24:55,172 --> 01:24:57,053
You made the right choice.
1511
01:24:57,173 --> 01:24:59,536
It's your dream town,
with your dream job!
1512
01:24:59,536 --> 01:25:01,338
And you'll be your own boss!
1513
01:25:01,338 --> 01:25:03,019
- I know.
- Damn right!
1514
01:25:07,464 --> 01:25:09,426
Plus... nothing against her,
1515
01:25:10,507 --> 01:25:12,228
but with Katia,
everything was complicated.
1516
01:25:12,348 --> 01:25:13,469
{\an8}(Text alert on phone)
1517
01:25:13,469 --> 01:25:14,511
I know.
1518
01:25:14,511 --> 01:25:16,313
Aurélie:
Wanna come over?
1519
01:25:16,313 --> 01:25:19,476
You'll meet a
Conquetais coquette.
1520
01:25:19,476 --> 01:25:20,557
{\an8}(Laugh)
1521
01:25:20,557 --> 01:25:22,759
- "Conquetoise".
- Okay.
1522
01:25:22,879 --> 01:25:24,681
A Conquetoise coquette...
1523
01:25:24,681 --> 01:25:27,083
to make a lot of babies with.
1524
01:25:27,083 --> 01:25:29,206
{\an8}(Laughing)
1525
01:25:29,326 --> 01:25:29,927
If you say so.
1526
01:25:30,767 --> 01:25:32,208
I'll stop ruining your evening.
1527
01:25:32,969 --> 01:25:34,210
Ciao!
1528
01:25:34,210 --> 01:25:36,012
- You're not leaving now!
- Yep!
1529
01:25:36,132 --> 01:25:37,894
- Stay!
- I'm going to bed.
1530
01:25:38,695 --> 01:25:39,816
Bye, Fred.
1531
01:25:41,737 --> 01:25:42,619
{\an8}(Thump)
1532
01:25:46,343 --> 01:25:47,424
{\an8}(Thump)
1533
01:25:56,793 --> 01:26:00,556
{\an8}(Scraping)
1534
01:26:09,046 --> 01:26:11,127
Autism diagnosis - Katia
1535
01:26:29,065 --> 01:26:32,068
{\an8}(Mouse wheel clicking)
1536
01:26:43,039 --> 01:26:44,201
{\an8}(Sniff)
1537
01:26:48,124 --> 01:26:50,286
{\an8}(Footsteps)
1538
01:26:59,656 --> 01:27:03,500
{\an8}(Footsteps)
1539
01:27:03,500 --> 01:27:04,941
{\an8}(Clunk)
1540
01:27:08,225 --> 01:27:10,627
There's only one thing I know.
1541
01:27:12,309 --> 01:27:14,631
I'm incapable of
living without you.
1542
01:27:16,072 --> 01:27:17,874
So, with or without the baby,
1543
01:27:18,554 --> 01:27:19,515
it's you.
1544
01:27:21,398 --> 01:27:22,319
Me, too!
1545
01:27:23,640 --> 01:27:24,881
I don't wanna lose you.
1546
01:27:24,881 --> 01:27:27,164
{\an8}(Slight chuckle)
1547
01:27:29,245 --> 01:27:31,848
{\an8}(Chuckling)
1548
01:27:31,968 --> 01:27:33,249
I didn't go.
1549
01:27:35,532 --> 01:27:37,574
I didn't go.
1550
01:27:39,736 --> 01:27:43,019
I didn't think I was capable of
raising a kid. But with you...
1551
01:27:43,139 --> 01:27:45,061
I thought it might be possible.
1552
01:27:46,302 --> 01:27:47,224
And you?
1553
01:27:48,744 --> 01:27:51,068
I'm ashamed of what
I'm about to say.
1554
01:27:51,068 --> 01:27:52,108
Okay...
1555
01:27:55,152 --> 01:27:56,592
You freaked me out.
1556
01:28:00,276 --> 01:28:01,637
What if it's autistic?
1557
01:28:04,120 --> 01:28:05,641
It's a possibility.
1558
01:28:09,046 --> 01:28:10,687
And what if I'm not up to it?
1559
01:28:12,209 --> 01:28:13,770
{\an8}Ah...
1560
01:28:13,770 --> 01:28:16,773
No way?
You're the one saying that?
1561
01:28:19,696 --> 01:28:23,300
You can't imagine how scared
I am of what's coming.
1562
01:28:23,420 --> 01:28:25,822
{\an8}(Chuckling)
1563
01:28:30,707 --> 01:28:35,031
I was so mad that
I accepted the offer in Le
Conquet. I leave next month.
1564
01:28:35,472 --> 01:28:36,312
Okay.
1565
01:28:37,393 --> 01:28:38,234
But...
1566
01:28:39,236 --> 01:28:40,156
I'll cancel.
1567
01:28:41,638 --> 01:28:43,760
{\an8}No, no, no, no.
1568
01:28:43,760 --> 01:28:46,123
No, it's too important for you.
Don't cancel.
1569
01:28:46,123 --> 01:28:47,523
Really.
1570
01:28:48,204 --> 01:28:50,887
Besides, I feel like...
1571
01:28:51,968 --> 01:28:55,091
we're incapable
of totally living together.
1572
01:28:55,211 --> 01:28:56,933
- We can't seem to.
- No.
1573
01:28:57,053 --> 01:28:58,494
{\an8}(Chuckling)
1574
01:29:02,899 --> 01:29:05,542
Maybe we should
have shared custody... of us!
1575
01:29:05,542 --> 01:29:08,304
{\an8}(Laughing)
1576
01:29:08,424 --> 01:29:10,106
Of our baby?
1577
01:29:10,226 --> 01:29:13,710
Like, we get together
when we want to, when we can?
1578
01:29:13,710 --> 01:29:15,151
{\an8}(Laugh)
1579
01:29:15,151 --> 01:29:17,554
What if I found a big house?
1580
01:29:17,674 --> 01:29:21,118
And when you came,
we could live on opposite ends.
1581
01:29:21,238 --> 01:29:24,521
Not too far away, but a little.
1582
01:29:24,521 --> 01:29:25,722
I'd love that!
1583
01:29:25,842 --> 01:29:27,644
The baby in the middle.
1584
01:29:27,644 --> 01:29:29,086
{\an8}(Laugh)
1585
01:29:30,486 --> 01:29:31,888
It's not gonna be easy.
1586
01:29:40,416 --> 01:29:47,744
{\an8}(Car rumbling)
1587
01:29:52,269 --> 01:29:53,870
- Hello, ma'am.
- Hello.
1588
01:29:55,071 --> 01:29:57,393
I'm Fred, Katia's friend.
We met once a long time ago.
1589
01:29:58,034 --> 01:29:58,634
Fred!
1590
01:29:59,315 --> 01:30:00,877
- Come in!
- Thank you.
1591
01:30:02,399 --> 01:30:04,440
- Everything's fine, I hope.
- Very good.
1592
01:30:06,803 --> 01:30:10,206
Katia doesn't know I'm
here. I think she'd
kill me, if she knew.
1593
01:30:10,326 --> 01:30:12,729
But it seemed hard to say this
over the phone.
1594
01:30:12,729 --> 01:30:13,729
Really?
1595
01:30:18,455 --> 01:30:21,498
I had a hard time accepting the
fact that she's autistic, too.
1596
01:30:21,498 --> 01:30:22,979
{\an8}(Sigh)
1597
01:30:22,979 --> 01:30:26,502
If you came all this way
to talk about that...
1598
01:30:26,623 --> 01:30:27,864
I'm disappointed.
1599
01:30:30,307 --> 01:30:32,028
It has nothing to do with you.
1600
01:30:33,029 --> 01:30:34,470
It's not your fault, nor hers.
1601
01:30:34,590 --> 01:30:37,153
No one's to blame.
It's just how it is.
1602
01:30:38,635 --> 01:30:42,198
But she doesn't have
much support, and I'd
like us to be there.
1603
01:30:51,367 --> 01:30:53,530
I can't force you
to do anything.
1604
01:30:53,650 --> 01:30:55,892
I just ask you
to read what's on here.
1605
01:31:06,143 --> 01:31:06,943
So...
1606
01:31:08,664 --> 01:31:09,946
I'll be going.
1607
01:31:18,314 --> 01:31:20,076
{\an8}(Door clicks open)
1608
01:31:20,076 --> 01:31:21,638
{\an8}(Door clunks shut)
1609
01:31:29,366 --> 01:31:30,486
{\an8}(Echoing clunk)
1610
01:31:34,610 --> 01:31:36,813
Look! 6:30, on the dot!
1611
01:31:36,933 --> 01:31:39,976
- Come on!
- I've been waiting downstairs.
1612
01:31:39,976 --> 01:31:40,977
Where we going?
1613
01:31:40,977 --> 01:31:42,098
Why?
1614
01:31:46,944 --> 01:31:49,145
Bon voyage!
1615
01:31:49,906 --> 01:31:51,428
Thank you!
1616
01:31:51,548 --> 01:31:53,350
You guys are sneaky!
1617
01:31:53,470 --> 01:31:56,192
{\an8}(Laughing)
1618
01:31:56,192 --> 01:31:57,153
Thanks!
1619
01:31:57,673 --> 01:31:59,276
This is too much!
1620
01:31:59,396 --> 01:32:00,357
How's it going, Marco?
1621
01:32:00,357 --> 01:32:04,160
{\an8}(Chatter)
1622
01:32:04,160 --> 01:32:05,641
Need any help?
1623
01:32:05,641 --> 01:32:08,845
I'm okay. I'm just scared
of being pulled into the void.
1624
01:32:09,686 --> 01:32:11,328
I think you've got some leeway.
1625
01:32:11,688 --> 01:32:12,368
Okay.
1626
01:32:13,690 --> 01:32:14,531
{\an8}Okay.
1627
01:32:15,651 --> 01:32:16,533
Here we go!
1628
01:32:16,533 --> 01:32:17,573
{\an8}Up.
1629
01:32:17,694 --> 01:32:20,216
Perfect!
Second foot.
1630
01:32:21,818 --> 01:32:23,580
Oh, okay! Like that.
1631
01:32:23,580 --> 01:32:24,901
I'm backing up.
1632
01:32:25,021 --> 01:32:26,262
I'm great!
1633
01:32:26,382 --> 01:32:27,384
How are you?
1634
01:32:27,384 --> 01:32:29,226
This is so cool!
1635
01:32:31,908 --> 01:32:33,910
{\an8}(Laughing)
1636
01:32:34,031 --> 01:32:35,191
Here, give me your hand.
1637
01:32:35,191 --> 01:32:38,875
{\an8}(Chatter)
1638
01:32:38,875 --> 01:32:40,396
- I'll leave you.
- Thanks.
1639
01:32:41,158 --> 01:32:42,999
Did they force you, or what?
1640
01:32:43,440 --> 01:32:44,321
Suggested.
1641
01:32:45,001 --> 01:32:46,843
But I knew you'd be happy.
1642
01:32:47,964 --> 01:32:49,565
{\an8}- (Cork pops)
- Opa!
1643
01:32:49,565 --> 01:32:51,367
Cider?
You kidding me, man?
1644
01:32:51,367 --> 01:32:54,050
It's a theme!
Shall I open the cooler?
1645
01:32:54,050 --> 01:32:55,772
Now I'm reassured.
1646
01:32:55,772 --> 01:32:56,572
Here!
1647
01:32:57,374 --> 01:32:59,736
Thank you so much.
1648
01:32:59,736 --> 01:33:00,737
Here's a glass.
1649
01:33:00,857 --> 01:33:02,419
To your new life!
1650
01:33:02,779 --> 01:33:04,260
Yeah!
1651
01:33:04,861 --> 01:33:06,102
Thank you!
1652
01:33:09,385 --> 01:33:10,747
{\an8}(Clink)
1653
01:33:10,747 --> 01:33:12,189
To the three of us!
1654
01:33:16,392 --> 01:33:18,595
{\an8}(Quick rock music)
1655
01:33:18,595 --> 01:33:36,693
{\an8}♪
1656
01:33:36,813 --> 01:33:38,895
{\an8}♪ A simple idea,
I'm gonna make it stick ♪
1657
01:33:39,015 --> 01:33:41,578
{\an8}♪ I wanna say this fast,
I wanna do this quick ♪
1658
01:33:41,698 --> 01:33:44,821
{\an8}♪ It goes one, two, three,
it goes one, two, three ♪
1659
01:33:44,821 --> 01:33:49,225
{\an8}♪ I've got a simple idea,
I'm going to make it stick ♪
1660
01:33:49,225 --> 01:33:51,507
{\an8}♪ I wanna say this fast,
I wanna do this quick ♪
1661
01:33:51,627 --> 01:33:54,591
{\an8}♪ It goes one, two, three,
it goes one, two, three ♪
1662
01:33:54,591 --> 01:33:59,276
{\an8}♪ Do you ever feel
like the room is heavy? ♪
1663
01:33:59,276 --> 01:34:01,838
{\an8}♪ Do you ever feel like
the room is heavy? ♪
1664
01:34:01,838 --> 01:34:05,322
{\an8}♪ Do you ever feel
like the room is heavy? ♪
1665
01:34:05,322 --> 01:34:09,526
{\an8}♪ Do you ever feel like
the room is heavy? ♪
1666
01:34:09,646 --> 01:34:11,928
{\an8}♪ Like the air is hot,
and the air is sweaty? ♪
1667
01:34:11,928 --> 01:34:16,012
{\an8}♪ Do you ever feel
like the room is heavy? ♪
1668
01:34:16,012 --> 01:34:17,694
{\an8}♪ And I can't sleep ♪
1669
01:34:17,694 --> 01:34:23,420
{\an8}♪ And I can barely breathe ♪
1670
01:34:23,540 --> 01:34:32,469
{\an8}♪ And I'm watching the world
go around the window ♪
1671
01:34:32,469 --> 01:34:36,593
{\an8}♪ Beside me ♪
1672
01:34:36,593 --> 01:34:40,757
{\an8}♪ I've got a simple idea,
I'm going to make it stick ♪
1673
01:34:40,877 --> 01:34:43,399
{\an8}♪ I wanna say this fast,
I wanna do this quick ♪
1674
01:34:43,399 --> 01:34:45,882
{\an8}♪ It goes one, two, three,
it goes one, two, three ♪
1675
01:34:46,002 --> 01:34:48,004
{\an8}(Music fades)
1676
01:34:48,004 --> 01:34:50,487
{\an8}(Light instrumental music)
1677
01:34:50,487 --> 01:35:25,561
{\an8}♪
1678
01:35:25,681 --> 01:35:43,419
{\an8}♪
1679
01:35:43,419 --> 01:35:46,263
{\an8}(Music continues)
1680
01:35:46,263 --> 01:35:54,871
{\an8}♪
1681
01:35:54,991 --> 01:36:00,797
{\an8}♪
1682
01:36:00,797 --> 01:36:03,560
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1683
01:36:03,560 --> 01:36:05,442
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