-What do you know about England? -They have a king.
-Gordon Ramsay!
Oh my God, of course Gordon --
how did I almost forget Gordon Ramsay?
And a king that lives in a castle.
England...
What'd you say Ever may wiener?
In all Nantucket, they all wankers.
-[short whimper] -Nantucket.
-I'll hit, like, my... -[Dr. Flaherty] Mm-hmm.
...chest. -How is your physical pain?
Terrible.
I wanna ask you about this device called Neupulse
that you wear that helps your tics.
If you did wanna try it, you'd have to go to the UK,
I'm afraid. It's not available here.
I don't like the idea of flying over water
the entire time.
So you're actually more nervous than me to fly?
Yeah.
If this device actually works for Baylen,
it would be a complete game-changer for her.
But taking a trip to the UK is not the most realistic thing
to do right now.
With wedding planning right now, it's just not
in our budget. -Hmm.
[Allen] Even if Baylen can't bring the device home with her,
the intrinsic reward of it is knowing that it would provide
her hope if it worked.
What's up, Dad?
[Allen speaking]
-[Baylen] Oh my God, really? -[Allen] Yeah.
Thank you so much. It's exciting.
[Colin] Yeah, thank you, guys.
-We're going to London. -[Colin] Yeah, we are.
'Ello, 'ello.
I couldn't be any more grateful.
♪ Put my hands up for a good time ♪
♪ Everything is gonna be all right ♪
♪ Everything is gonna turn out fine ♪
Oh, she's got Virgin Mary in her window.
Oh, I love that.
-Virgin dick. -OK.
Hands to yourself.
Well, please let go of my hand.
Peace up, A town.
[bleep] you.
-Old bitch. -That's why we got child lock on.
[short whimper]
Ever since my parents called me to let me know
that they're gonna be paying for the whole family to travel
to London for me to try the Neupulse device,
things are moving at a rapid pace.
And we're leaving for the UK at the end of this week.
But first, we have a meeting to check in
with our wedding planners.
The last time that we saw them, they seemed a little bit
concerned that they'd be able to fit
all of our wedding dreams into our budget.
So honestly, I'm a little nervous
with what they have to tell us today.
-Hi, how are you guys? -Hi, you guys.
They did ask to meet us at a flower shop,
so I'm hoping that's a good sign.
I mean, you can't get bad news when you're surrounded
by flowers, right?
Right?
I don't know.
Maybe they think it's gonna soften the blow.
-Soften the blow. -Yeah.
-How are you guys? -- Yeah? -We're good, we're good.
I'm a little nervous to hear what you guys have to say.
-A little nervous -- OK, well... -Dick!
Sorry.
After meeting with Baylen and Colin for the first time,
we left feeling slightly concerned.
With all of the different add-ons that they wanted --
the horse, the llamas. -The alpacas.
The fondue fountain.
[Shannon] Yep. Yep.
We had to go back and take all of their dreams,
compare it to their budget,
and see what we could make work.
So we definitely have news for Baylen and Colin today,
and I'm not sure that it's news they're gonna wanna hear.
Wedding planning can be a little scary.
-Like every decision that comes through is just, like, -Dick.
always, like, shock at what each thing costs,
which you don't normally go through on your daily life, so.
Yeah, after we last met, we went back,
talked about your priorities, started reaching out
to different vendors -- photography,
videography, catering.
We got some numbers, got availability
and everything like that. -Um, here's the deal.
So I think we have a decision to make.
So we have to do one of two things.
One would be to adjust our expectations.
Or we could increase the budget.
What didn't fit into the budget?
We can fit everything into the budget.
It's just that each category gets shrunk down
based on things like your venue selection.
And that's because that's what we've made so far, right?
-[Baylen] Mm-hmm. -[Shannon] OK.
Baylen and I sat down and came up with realistic goals
and dreams and looks for the wedding.
And we set aside a number
that we could be able to attain those.
And we are at our capacity at that number.
So I think what we should do today is we're gonna go back
into the cooler here, and -- -Ooh, the cooler.
-[Shannon] Yeah -- yeah. -Yeah, frisky.
-Sorry -- sorry. -I love it.
We're gonna look in the cooler.
We're gonna see what they have, right?
We're gonna pick out some flowers because this is really
an area where we can play around so that we can adjust
our expectations of what we're gonna walk in
on the wedding day. Does that sound good?
-Yes. -[Shannon] OK, perfect.
Let's head back into the cooler.
[Baylen] OK, thank you.
I think it's gonna be a fun challenge to figure out
what I like and what I don't like
and if it fits into our budget or not,
'cause this could really be an avenue
that we save money on.
It's kind of like a Pinterest game,
not like a tent -- tet --
What is it -- what is it called where you can fit
everything in certain areas?
Tintrest, Pint -- not Pinterest.
-Tetris! -[producer] Oh, Tetris, OK.
Yes.
[Shannon] All right, here we go, guys.
[Baylen] Oh, wow.
-Oh, she's chill. -Yeah.
So, Colin, we have a bucket for you.
You have an important job. You get to hold the flowers.
-[laughs] -All right.
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
♪ Till I know what I want ♪
[Baylen] Oh, I love those ones.
-I'm like, I love colors, so it has to be colorful. -[Shannon] Yeah!
[Baylen] I love these.
The three most important things to have at the wedding is
the dress, the food, [bleep] you -- -And the horse.
Ride the horse -- no!
That's like the 19th thing on the list.
It's food, the dress, and flowers.
-We've got peach. -Is that lavender?
-Light purple. -What is that?
-It's not lavender. -[Baylen] OK.
I can't do lavender 'cause it sets my tics off.
Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo!
Lavender is an absolute no to have at the wedding for flowers
because they set off my tics, which is really disappointing
because they're really pretty flowers.
But because the smell sets off my tics,
it doesn't really make me upset that I can't have it.
I love these.
For budget, roses, they're actually not gonna be
sold as a package like this.
-They're gonna be sold per stem. -Good to know.
We need some oranges.
[Shannon] Hydrangea are great because they're huge,
and they take up a lot of space. -Huge.
[Shannon] We love it.
And those.
All right, let's keep moving.
-You good? -Yeah.
[Shannon] We're almost done, Colin, I promise.
Oh my God!
-[Shannon] Amaranthus. -[Baylen] Droopy dicks.
-Yeah. -Dick.
OK.
-[Baylen] Oh man, I ticced and broke the flower. -[Colin] She broke a flower.
-[Baylen] Are we gonna have to buy that? -[Shannon] Maybe.
[Baylen] OK.
That'll look good in our living room.
[Shannon] Yeah, I love it.
[Shannon] OK, so now we're gonna head over to the design studio,
and they're gonna start to put this stuff together for us.
-[Patricia] Hi, how are you? -[Shannon] Hi there.
-Good, how are you? -[Patricia] Good.
Awesome. Have we got some stuff for you.
Today is all about figuring out how much we have
and want to spend on flowers. -OK.
So thinking about maybe a round table...
-OK. -With all of these.
-OK. -It also can't be too...
Like, I'm looking at this behind us,
and I'm thinking that that's a little bit too big.
I have Tourette syndrome and sometimes a lot of things
on like a sweetheart table -- -[Patricia] OK.
just with my tics, everything is, kind of, gonna
get ruined, [short whimper]. -[Patricia] Sounds good.
So we're looking for a garden style, multicolored,
whimsical, fun? -All of that.
-You got it. -And more.
OK. Let's get started.
So I'm gonna take some of this hydrangea.
This is gonna take up a lot of space in the arrangement.
That's why I'm putting it in first.
Get your foundation going and then you're gonna put
the small one on top. -Foundation dick.
-[Patricia] Yeah. -[Baylen] I love this.
-This is like art. -[Shannon] Absolutely.
Bitch, [short whimper]. Goddamn.
Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo!
Mm-hmm.
[Baylen] I love all the colors together.
Reminds me of my personality.
[Shannon] A little all over the place?
Yep, a little all over the place.
A little bit of everything.
[Shannon] A little bit of everything.
Oh my God, this is making me really happy...
[Shannon] Yay!
It is so thrilling and fun to see my vision come to life.
And it be, like, the perfect size.
Like, it's not too big, it's not too overwhelming.
-Do you like it? -Mm-hmm.
It's a lot. There's a lot in there.
I just start seeing dollar signs everywhere.
[blows raspberry]
OK, there you go.
Those are all the flowers that you picked out.
-[Baylen] Oh, I love that. -Yeah?
How much would this cost?
So, I'm gonna count up all the stems that we added
in there, and then I can get the end number on that.
-OK? -[Baylen] OK, sweet.
I didn't know you spoke French.
Neither did I, until I started ticcing it.
So with the container here and the greenery design...
If I had to give a rough estimate, I would probably say
it's gonna cost anywhere between seven
and eleven thousand dollars
for the amount of flowers that Baylen is thinking of.
[short whimper]
Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo!
I've always had anxiety about flying.
I'm like nervous for him now too, 'cause I'm like,
"Can you hold it together for her?"
I don't know how he's gonna react if they're in line
and she's saying things -- "I got a gun, I got a bomb."
[Colin] Do you think you can sit this...
[Baylen] Dick.
...while I get your stuff situated?
-Need her ID? -[Baylen] Take a dick, moron.
Shut up, bitch.
[short whimper]
How much would this cost?
So, I'm gonna count up all the stems that we added
in there, and then I can get the end number on that.
In God's name, amen.
I'm pretty nervous to hear the price tag on this.
I don't wanna have to cut back on what I love,
and the flowers and the colors, so I'm really hoping that
whatever I put together, whatever she's put together,
fits into our budget.
So, centerpieces can cost you anywhere
from $100 up to $1,000, depending on the flowers
that you are using.
With the container here
and the greenery design,
probably looking at around $100.
-[Shannon] Oh, OK. -[Patricia] Mm-hmm.
Yeah. That's actually really good.
Suck a [bleep]. Sorry.
The name "Baylen"
and the word "saving money"
doesn't really go together a whole lot
in the same sentence.
So, it's surprising to hear that this flower arrangement
actually fits into our budget.
I mean, it actually gives me some hope.
For this wildflower look, it's kind of nice because
you do get all of those more delicate florals in there.
I am thrilled that what I've wanted this entire time
has fit into our budget.
I don't really have expensive taste.
I just like colors.
-It's been an experience, yeah. -This way.
-[Patricia] Yeah, there you go.
-Oh, so pretty. -Can you take a picture?
So, that's all I was interested in was which colors
do I like the best, not which flowers do I like the best.
OK, guys, so great job today.
I think you guys really nailed it.
-And Patricia nailed it -- -Nailed it [bleep].
-Eat a bag of chips, [bleep]. -And next up,
we've got more work to do, Chris, right?
[Chris] Sure do.
We've picked out centerpiece florals.
-We've picked out bouquet florals. -[Baylen] That's yours.
-For Narnia! -So, next step
will be to design your wedding in terms of
what you wanna see at your ceremony.
So based, how -- about all the information that we found
out today with the florals, are we still going to still
have to, like, raise our budget or cut things, or...
We're gonna have to see.
We still have to go back and check out
all of our other vendors, and see what we can
fit into this budget and see what kind of rates we can get
and magic we can we can pull together.
-All right. -OK.
While we're relieved that Baylen's floral taste comes in
at a less expensive line of florals, and that's great,
what remains to be seen is
the entire scope of the wedding.
For Narnia!
Now, they've committed to a venue that is a little more
money than what we typically recommend,
and it doesn't include catering, so now we have to go
find catering and all of the other vendors.
We have to build the entire design plan for the rest
of the wedding and stationery, rentals, linens,
forks, knives, everything.
So, all of those things will add up.
And so, we're gonna have to be cognizant of it
as we move on throughout the planning process.
[Baylen] Colin, pretend you're my dad right now
and you're walking down the aisle -- just kidding.
[laughing]
♪ We wake up like this, we wake up like this ♪
♪ While we want to sleep, we're waking up in spite of... ♪
♪ Take me please ♪
I knew going in, there are probably going to be a few items
that we're going to have to cut or that we're gonna
have to, like, downsize, if that makes sense.
I mean, if she does say that, you know,
we can't have the wedding venue
because it doesn't fit in our budget, I mean,
that's obviously something that we don't wanna hear.
I know, like, in a lot of different ways,
there's areas to save money, and I'm down to save money,
But in one way, I'm not down to save money
by taking the wedding venue off the table.
-I'm not doing that. -Yeah.
[Baylen] It's pretty devastating to be so far along
and then wonder if we need to change our wedding venue or not.
It's kind of not where we want to be.
It just adds extra stress.
Like, the budget that we have should be able to have
a wedding there, and if that number is not enough somehow.
Why not just save the money then
and get married legally at a courthouse?
And then...you didn't spend any money.
[tense music playing]
I mean, yeah, but then you have no wedding.
I mean, not gonna lie, I would rather have the wedding
in the backyard than go to a courthouse.
All right. That's a hot take.
I want a real beautiful dream wedding,
because a couple years ago, I would have never
pictured myself being with the love of my life
or even meet somebody that's willing to love me,
especially with everything that I've been through.
So it will definitely be very devastating if Shannon
and Chris can't fit all of our wedding dreams
into our budget.
All right, well, first things first, we...
-Suck a [bleep]. -...need to figure out --
What the...
[Baylen] First things first --
in Nantucket, they're all wankers.
First things first, we really have to focus
on getting ready to leave for London.
I'm gonna be honest,
I'm pretty excited to go to the UK.
I'm, like, really excited to go to the UK,
but if I get too excited, then my tics are gonna get bad,
so, you know, we gotta narrow it back down a little bit.
[short whimper] In Nantucket, they're all wankers.
I've always wanted to go to Europe.
I've always wanted to travel, and this is just, like, my foot
out the door of doing that.
Yeah, I mean, I'm really excited too.
I've never been to that side of the world.
[Baylen] I'm just really, really blessed,
my parents were able to find
the money to make this work for me.
My mom has been working at lightning speed to get
everything working for us to go to London by being in contact
with these Neupulse device people.
And I am so excited to finally be able to try this incredible
device that hopefully will help with my tics.
We have to go all the way to the UK to try Neupulse
because it's not for sale or approved by the US yet.
It's just crazy to think this little device
that you can wear, that's not invasive
could drastically help and improve my life forever.
[blows raspberry]
Going to the UK, it doesn't even feel real.
I've always have had...
anxiety about flying.
I...am perfectly fine in the airport.
I can help you navigate through the airport.
-Once my -- -When we're in the air.
Yeah, once my feet are not on the ground,
that's when I have a problem. -When it's out of your control.
Yes.
I hate my life being in someone else's hands.
I hate that.
That's why I don't like taking rideshares.
If they mess up or if something goes wrong and they don't know
how to fix it, I'm dead because they didn't know
how to do their job. I don't like that.
On an international flight over water.
[Baylen] You're allowed to have anxiety.
You're allowed to, like, feel the things that you feel.
However, I also have anxiety, too.
So when we're flying together, I can't really hear,
"We're all gonna die."
Like, I can't hear that on the plane.
Like, I won't talk to you the entire time.
Like, and then you'll just be sitting there squeezing,
like, the -- the stress balls, because that type of stuff
gives me more anxiety than anything,
and I'm not telling you to, like, "Suck it back in,"
and, like, not explain, like, what you're feeling.
All I'm saying is that it's gonna be very difficult
with two people that have flying anxiety to fly together.
That is a interesting combo. Virgin dick.
-[Colin] OK. -[Baylen] Yee-haw.
For the wedding, I think...
we should maybe ask my parents for some help.
[short whimper]
I don't wanna ask them
for any kind of money or anything like that.
I hate...
asking other people for money.
[Baylen] OK.
[grunts] Here we go.
[laughing] That should be enough.
Colin, do you think this is...
[normally]...enough clothes?
[Colin] Are you serious, Baylen?
We're going there for a week, not a month.
Tomorrow night, we are going to London, England,
and I am so excited.
However, I have no idea what to pack for the UK,
so I'm gonna pack as much as possible.
Just saying. It's good to have options.
You're bald, bitch.
You're ball-less. [short whimper]
You're a little all over the place, but...
I have a nine-inch dildo. Sorry.
[Baylen laughs]
All right.
You're worried about your tics over there?
Yeah.
Just your, like, British tics that you got?
-Or all of them? -All my tics.
I don't know how British people respond to Tourette's.
Americans don't really respond to Tourette's very nicely.
So...
There's a lot of tics going to London,
I'm nervous about, like, my British accent tics.
It just worries me that I'll be in a conversation
and then they're gonna think I'm starting to mock them.
Just not knowing how the people in the UK
will respond to my tics is very...unsettling.
I'm just worried particularly because I could get arrested
by calling a bald person bald.
You're not gonna get arrested for calling someone bald.
In London, it's now been passed as a law that it is
harassment for calling a bald person bald in a workspace.
Good thing that you're not in a workplace environment.
Yeah.
I learned that it's illegal to call someone bald
in a workplace in the UK, like, two days ago.
It actually just randomly popped up on my social media
on a random Tuesday, and I, like, read it,
and I immediately, like, started panicking.
And I was like, "What do I do?"
It was probably God sending me a sign.
Get -- get the suitcases.
Do you have any of your stuff semi-ready or no?
[Allen] My whole life's unready.
Once we finalized the decision that we would all go to London,
I reached out to Neupulse and they graciously accepted
to meet up with Baylen so that she could test out the device.
So my mom is going to come and, kind of, help us out
with the three boys so that we can be present
for Baylen's Neupulse appointment.
[Allen] Oh, this looks British.
Oh, that'll be good, 'cause it's gonna be chilly there, I think.
Yeah, it's like it's lamb or something.
[both] Yeah.
It's beyond exciting to know we are going there.
She's gonna get to try on this device.
It could alter the trajectory of her life, really.
What are you looking forward to the most?
[Allen] I don't know.
If you wanna think about food, then just breads
and scones or whatever, little croissants.
I don't know.
Just muffins, biscuits, tea crumpets.
I wasn't talking -- I was talking about adventures.
I wasn't talking about food.
We clearly have to eat while we're there.
Yeah, I would hope so.
But I'm really more excited, too, for the boys,
for your mom.
And I think the more people around, like,
giving Baylen some support to go, I think that's a plus.
Traveling in Baylen's condition is so unpredictable.
She could get so mentally overstimulated
that she's in the fetal position on the floor
for three, four days.
Going with them on this trip allows us and Baylen
the support system that she needs.
Dingleberry.
She was a fairy.
Colin...
do you like this dress?
Yeah, it looks like a wedding dress.
What?
-It's not a wedding dress. -Well, it looks like it.
[Baylen] Speaking of...
I know both my parents wanna be included,
they wanna be doing something for the wedding.
I think we should maybe ask my parents for some help.
[short whimper]
[sighs]
Build that dildo.
[blows raspberry]
I wouldn't mind asking them for help as far as...
maybe asking your dad to build a few things for us.
But I don't wanna ask them
for any kind of money or anything like that.
I hate...
asking other people for money, you know?
I mean, I know that from things in the past,
like, you and my dad don't really have
the best track record with being buddy-buddy.
But maybe it would help if you guys spend
some time together, like in London.
It would mean the world to me for my dad and Colin
to spend a little bit of time together in London.
[clicks tongue]
In Nantucket they're all wankers.
Colin and I are gonna be married,
and he will eventually become part of the family.
So if Colin wants the relationship to improve
with my dad, both him and my dad need to make
that next step in order for the relationship --
[short whimper] -- to get dicked down in Dallas --
to grow.
Finding out about Colin's anxiety about flying...
[Julie] Yeah, that was surprising to hear.
...has definitely made...
me a little, [exhales]...
more at ease about going. -Well, it makes me happier
to be part of this. -Yes.
So Colin's in the Air Force,
and hearing that he has flight anxiety
is a little ironic. Just think to myself,
if I had anxiety about flying, would I join the Air Force?
I don't know. I don't know.
[Julie] It's just a misconception.
Not everybody in the Air Force
enjoys being in the air, I mean he --
No, I'm gonna bet there's a high probability that
the first word of the job you just signed up for,
it says, "air."
I'm gonna bet at some point, you're probably gonna be in it.
This isn't like an everyday, normal flying experience.
Like, you're flying a long distance.
You're out of the continental United States.
You are out of the grasp of all the safety and comfort zone
that you've ever had in your life.
You are now in another country.
I guess I'm slightly concerned that nervous energy pours over
onto her, because she can barely handle herself
to begin with.
Yeah, I mean, I don't need her fainting.
I'm like nervous for him now too.
'Cause I'm like, "Can you hold it together for her?"
I don't know how he's gonna react if they're in line
and she's saying things -- "I got a gun, I got a bomb,
I got a this," or she needs to pause,
or -- or, "Hang on, I can't move." -Yeah.
Or, "My arm," like whatever it is.
Is he not only gonna be able to do that --
there's one thing to be able to do it in your apartment,
in your comfort, but it's another to be able
to do it in an unknown location around unknown people with...
like an unknown result. -Yeah.
I think this'll, uh...
this will be a good test for all of us.
[Baylen] We're here.
How far -- dick -- how far away are you?
Yeah.
I just really need to get through this
as quickly as possible.
[short whimper] -- bald bitch. Take a dick, moron.
[Allen] 30 minutes, Bechnir!
[Julie] The rideshare's gonna be here.
-No, we are not driving. -This is gonna be epic.
We're leaving for London in approximately 30 minutes,
and the process of getting everybody ready is
unsurprisingly not the easiest task.
What age can you get a tattoo in London?
[Julie] You think they do tattoos at 11?
What age can you get a legal tattoo in London?
-Oh, I thought it said, "any." -What is it?
-18 -Oh, yeah, 18.
If I could get a tattoo in London, I would probably get
a cross with Jesus hanging from it, either on my back,
chest, or arm, right here.
[Vick] OK, dude. OK, bro.
[Sven] OK, dude.
I mean, you think that we would even take time
to get you a tattoo? -I mean, I hate to say it,
you look four, so.
I really hope things are going more smoothly
for Baylen, but luckily she doesn't have
as long of a drive to the airport.
[Baylen] What kind of food do you think they have in London?
I don't know what kind of food they're gonna have
over in London. I mean...it doesn't matter.
The fact that they don't have ranch is
the biggest disappointment.
[Baylen] Don't worry, we should have enough.
When I found out that we were going to London,
I started doing some research and found out that
well, they don't sell ranch dressing over there.
However, ranch is everything to us.
We love ranch -- we need you to put the ranch away.
[short whimper]
[Colin] Yeah, it goes with anything.
There's some restaurants here that don't sell ranch,
and we'll go there, and I'm like, "I'm never coming
back here." -We're not leaving
without the ranch, so I'm gonna bring my own.
[Colin] I'm gonna miss you guys.
[Baylen] I love you so much.
Baylen, we got to get to the airport.
I know, hunky man. Come here, hunky man.
We'll be right back. We'll come back --
This is the [bleep] I'm talking about.
Oh, Fluff, I know.
[Baylen] Colin's comments are not helpful at all,
especially before we get on a --
I don't even know, how long of a flight, so...
zip it.
[Allen] All right, let's go.
-♪ You know I'm the moment ♪ -[Julie] I think we're good.
♪ Big moves gonna own it, new house, green trees, hey ♪
♪ You wanna be like me, like me... ♪
[music continues]
'Ello.
The rideshare driver's bald.
Off to a great start!
Bald bitch.
Make sure when we get there that we have to go
to the counter to get disability assistance.
-OK. -Make sure you don't forget.
-I won't forget. -All right.
We'll get you your wheelchair.
When I flew to TIC-CON last year with my mom,
it was a disaster.
I'm very anxious.
I mean, I -- mm.
Whoo-hoo, [short whimper].
Bo Jangles.
We're all gonna die.
And that was a domestic flight.
So, looking ahead into London and flying there,
that's a way bigger flight.
I want to make sure that everything goes
smoothly and perfect.
So, with disability assistance, an attendant puts me
in a wheelchair and they help me navigate the airport,
especially going through airport security, TSA,
which I hope helps my anxiety.
I'm glad it's a plane that's going overnight, though,
because then I get to take... -[sighs]
...my sleep pills and my drowsy pills
and not, like, have it throw off my day, you know?
I just hope we have an experienced captain.
That's all I hope for.
[Baylen] Babe, I don't need any more anxiety.
You're supposed to be telling me that we're gonna be fine.
[Colin] Hopefully, we're gonna be fine.
As we get closer, I'm, like, freaking out
and screaming on the inside.
And I know that Allen is always watching me to make sure
that I'm taking good care of Baylen.
So, I really hope that no matter what level of anxiety
that I do have, that I'm able to show her parents
and everyone that I'm able to help Baylen
throughout the airport, no matter what.
I see the airport. I have a knot in my tummy.
There's a lot of cars here.
Seeing a crowded airport before we even step inside
makes my stomach absolutely drop.
Oh, my [bleep]! [exhales]
Stay with me.
The hardest part is really from the door to the gate,
because I get a lot of overstimulation from people,
which ends up making my tics a lot worse.
Goddamn.
Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo!
-Oh, my God. -[Colin] How are you doing?
-Need her passport, ID? -[Baylen] Bitch.
Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo!
[short whimper]
Eat a bag of chips, mother[bleep].
When I tic around employees or TSA agents, I just feel bad.
Little baby wieners, [larynx yelp].
I just hope that they don't take offense and understand
that I have no control over it. We're all gonna die.
-[short whimper] -On our account, can you see
that we had disability assistance on there?
-[employee] Yes. -[Colin] OK.
It's such a relief to have Colin there to help me
get through the airport,
but my family hasn't arrived yet,
and the sooner that I can get in the wheelchair
and head to the gate, the better my tics will be.
I have Tourette syndrome, stupid.
They shouldn't be far behind us.
-Wait, she's calling me. -OK.
-[Baylen] Hey, Mom. -Hi.
-[Allen] Holy [bleep]! -Holy goodness,
you answered my call.
Yeah, it's a miracle. We're here.
Oh, yeah, we're here.
Wait, that's what we're trying to figure out.
We don't know how far -- dick -- how far away are you?
Yeah.
You're not gonna wait for us.
OK, so you're gonna start the TSA Cares process
without us? -[Baylen] Yeah.
-OK. -[Baylen] Yes.
Colin's cool with lugging all the bags and pushing you
and all the things? -[Baylen] Yeah.
-[Julie] OK. -Just let us know when you're here.
-[Julie] OK. -[short whimper]
-OK, I love you. -I love you, too.
I love you, honey. Thanks for answering the phone.
OK, bye.
Gosh.
I think once we hear that Baylen and Colin are gonna
move on through the airport and go through security
on their own, that's a good sign in a lot of ways.
It builds her confidence. It builds a sense of,
"I'm not so terrified to do this -- it's just a process,"
and I think she's getting used to it, so...
it's reassuring me that these things can be done.
That said, getting Baylen through this portion
of the airport is difficult,
and anything could happen.
[short whimper] -- bald bitch. Take a dick, moron.
Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo!
[short whimper]
-[Colin Do you think you can sit this... -[Baylen] Yeah.
...while I get your stuff situated?
[Baylen] Yeah.
Having wheelchair assistance this time makes it so much
easier going through the airport and TSA because I don't
have to wait in a line full of people.
Shut up, bitch.
[short whimper]
And I didn't tic anything that was offensive
or embarrassing, so I'll take it.
That's a huge relief.
Huge.
[gasps] There they are.
How was it going through security?
It was honestly...fine.
I still have some anxiety about flying,
but I'm excited to get there.
I'm most excited for Neupulse. What are you most excited for?
-Dick! -Uh...
Actually, I'm most excited for, um...
landing.
-Being alive, being in the moment. -Oh my God, Colin.
Oh my God. It's Colin 2.0.
[imitates airplane noise] -- pew!
-We can go ahead and pre-board. -[Baylen] Right now?
-[Colin] 42 -- we can pre-board. -OK, 42.
[Julie] She's gonna pre-board. Does she have her ticket?
You have your ticket and everything?
OK.
[short whimper]
As we're walking the terminal to get onto the plane...
My legs are locking up.
[Colin] Mm-hmm.
OK -- OK.
This is one of my worst fears.
We have to get all the way to row 75,
and my legs won't stop locking up.
And the only thing I keep thinking about is
I have 100 people behind me, and I can't move.
-There's a lot of seats. -Is there anyone behind us?
-Yep. -Because my legs are locked.
Yep.
We got a long way to go, Baylen.
-All of them. -Holy crap!
-There's a lot of seats. -Is there anyone behind us?
-Yep. -Because my legs are locked.
Yep.
We got a long way to go, Baylen.
Pre-boarding definitely helps me avoid
being in a crowded area. [short whimper]
But now that I'm on this plane, this giant plane,
I -- [short whimper] have a new level of anxiety.
[short whimper]
All these people are about to be sitting around me...
...for eight hours.
75 -- OK.
We're right here.
[exhales] Sick.
Who knows what lies ahead with Colin's anxiety and my tics?
[short whimper] I have Tourette syndrome, stupid!
[Allen] You OK?
-You sweating? -Yeah, there's no air.
Are you OK?
[Allen] I love this [bleep] airline!
Baylen and Colin have made it to their seats
without any major disasters.
But this is also just the beginning of the trip.
[airplane announcement] What is this?
I believe it's a safety card, ma'am.
[flight attendant] Please have a good look at your safety card before we depart.
And if you have any questions, just ask your cabin crew.
You need to meet the pilots too?
I just need to see what they look like.
I can't have a 19-year-old flying this thing.
I don't really wanna think about that.
-Lightning? -[indistinct]
You guys good? Colin, you fidgety? You all right?
Yeah.
It's extremely difficult not to worry when you see
Colin's anxiety overflow into affecting Baylen.
Oh, I'm gonna make myself dizzy.
-There we go. -Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo!
There's a lot of people that I know that are frequent flyers,
and they just don't really care.
I'm not that person.
[flight attendant] Thank you, cabin crew.
Please take your seats for takeoff.
Take your dick off.
Is there a way to see statistics?
[Baylen] Time to go to sleep.
Go to bed, babe.
[Colin] Why is there a cop next to our plane?
[Baylen] Take a dick.
[tense music playing]
[ding]
[Baylen speaking]
I am extremely concerned for Colin.
It's definitely worrisome to watch anybody go through that
and to know that they're sitting with my daughter.
It's going to be a long eight hours on that airplane.
[Colin] Oh, mother[bleep].
[Colin] When the plane's taking off,
all I'm doing in my head is just praying.
It's about all you can do, because your life is
in someone else's hands.
And that is my absolute least favorite thing.
Like, this thing can literally go down in the ocean,
and no one is gonna find us, and you'll die.
Like, we're the Titanic in the air, though.
Like, that's what I'm thinking.
-[rattling] -[exhales]
♪ Rule Britannia, Britannia, rule the waves ♪
-[Julie] Whoa, whoa, whoa. -Press open, Bechnir!
[Julie] Keep pressing it. Keep pressing it.
[Bechnir] Mom, what do you think I'm doing?
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the London hop-on,
hop-off bus tour. Next stop, Piccadilly Circus.
Pick a dick, bitch!
Bald bitch.
There's a lot of bald people in the UK.
They are everywhere. They live amongst us.
-[Colin] "Spotted dick." -Dick!
-[Colin] Oh, really? -There's a guy over there in the corner laughing at me.
It's really hard to not pay attention to the man staring
at me and laughing.
There's no quick shot to fix it, but your mind
still takes you back to this hope of the Neupulse.
As a parent, I'm just hoping that this device gives her some
hope that there is something better to look forward to
because she needs it.