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Rob and I wrote letters back and forth
while he was in Travis County Jail.
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He had a lot of time on his hands
so he would write us long letters.
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This is the first one he wrote to us.
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"Dear Claire,
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when you're in jail, time is weird.
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Some days a second takes all day,
and others a day takes seconds.
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When you're in a cell, 23 hours a day,
time stretches to infinity.
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I read a lot.
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I read the whole Dune series.
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That's probably one of the greatest
sci-fi fantasy series around,
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and I consider it a classic.
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I'm not much into puzzles."
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I think I sent him
some puzzle books or something.
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"But I do listen to NPR,
although I prefer the BBC News.
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I've used this situation to grow
into a better person
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in the last nine-and-a-half years.
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You can't see it
since you've only known me
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for about a week,
but ask my mother or even my father.
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You may even have them on film
talking about this already.
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I have no clue what you've gotten so far.
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I've grown in so many ways
it's impossible to explain.
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Please write back soon.
Sincere best wishes, Rob."
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That was his first letter,
and we wrote back and forth a few times
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before he got released on bond. Yeah.
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To hear that my sentencing
had been overturned was huge.
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Oh man, I was standing
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at my cell door when--
'cause the officer comes to you,
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because it doesn't come
at the normal time of mail.
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Legal mail is different.
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They bring it to you,
and I'm like, "Hey, what's this?
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It's from the Court of Criminal Appeals."
And I opened it up and went, "Oh, wow!"
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What they overturned our convictions
on was a Sixth Amendment violation
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of a right to confrontation specifically.
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In Springsteen's trial,
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they took my written statement
and they had
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an officer read parts
of it into the record.
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In my trial, they took excerpts
out of his video interrogation.
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The Constitution says,
"You have an absolute right
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to confront your accuser."
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I refused to get
on the stand at his trial.
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He refused to get
on the stand at my trial.
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So, where in there were we allowed
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to confront our "accusers"?
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This was sort of a gray area of the law.
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And while this case was on appeal,
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the Supreme Court of the United States
came down with a decision
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that really totally changed the law
and made it much more black and white,
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which got this case reversed.
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New developments today
in one of Austin's most notorious crimes.
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The Texas Court of Criminal Appeals ruled
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that Michael Scott got
an unfair capital murder trial
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in Travis County.
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They say his confession was improperly
introduced to jurors
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and he didn't get
to face Robert Springsteen,
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one of his accusers.
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Scott's and Springsteen's convictions
were overturned.
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The appellate court ruled that the men's
constitutional right was violated.
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Every time I hear those words,
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that their rights were violated,
I don't...
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Our girls were murdered.
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The highest court in Texas
decided on a vote of five to four.
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So, four of the justices said,
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"Nope, it didn't make any difference,"
but it just takes a majority.
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Five of them said it did,
so they're going back for a new trial.
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Six-and-a-half, seven years.
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That's a rough guess on that one.
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One of the things that people don't get
is the sequence of events.
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The crime happened in '91.
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All right? In '99, Michael Scott
confesses, Springsteen confesses.
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Springsteen loses his case,
Scott loses his case.
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One gets death, one gets life.
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Seven years later, both cases are reversed
and they come back for new trials.
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So the district attorney decided
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that since the confessions
indicate that the girls,
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or at least one of the girls, was raped,
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they might find DNA evidence
to use for a new trial.
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At the first trial,
they had already done profiling,
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and there was no foreign DNA
on those swabs.
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That's because at the time
they needed globs of liquids.
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But now, they tested it
by kind of a new technology
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called Y-STR,
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which can find much
smaller amounts of DNA.
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The state had gotten knowledge
of this new Y-STR testing
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and thought, "This could be it,
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'cause now we're not allowed to use
these confessions against each other.
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We're going to prove
with science that he did it."
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There's an X chromosome,
and there's a Y chromosome.
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If you're XX, you're a female.
If you're XY, you're a male.
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Y-STR, what it does is it ignores
the female DNA.
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We get a call
from the judge's office saying,
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"Hey, can you come
and meet right now?"
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When we got there,
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prosecutors said, "We have found
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a full Y-STR profile in Amy Ayers."
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"And it doesn't match
any of your defendants.
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Your two or the other two, either."
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The most important thing
the DNA stands for is it's someone else.
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It is not any one of these four boys.
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And so I suppose the state
of Texas now is going
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to say that there were really five boys
there instead of four.
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Never mind that is inconsistent
with the theories
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they used to try them the first time.
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They thought they were going
to get a Y-STR result
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and hammer the point home.
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Instead, they got the truth
and they can't deal with it.
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The theory comes up
by the state of Texas,
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what must be contamination.
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Something had to happen
to this sample.
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It could be contamination
or it could be another person involved.
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So, the crime scene collection
procedures in 1991
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with the lab processing procedures
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and handling procedures.
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Y-STR can pick up cast-off skin cells.
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So, anybody that had contact,
was even close to these swabs,
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could have contaminated the evidence.
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You've got to think of the crime scene.
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And you've got, I don't know,
four inches of water that has flooded.
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You've got naked girls
on the floor with water.
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It could be anything. It could be...
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I mean, it's a restaurant.
People are in there all the time.
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So, they began testing every firefighter
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that was there on the scene,
over 50 of them.
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Any of the officers that were there,
any other law enforcement personnel,
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the medical examiner.
They test Amy's father...
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brother...
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anybody who else
that they think it could be.
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After testing more than 200 men
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who just even looked at this body,
were anywhere near this body,
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there's nobody else,
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except for maybe somebody
that's not in this pile,
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i.e., the real killer.
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The idea that it could
be contamination, yes.
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It's a possibility. Is it probable? No.
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A full profile inside a vaginal swab
of the youngest victim?
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No. That's not contamination.
That's your killer.
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Since the original trial of this case,
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new developments in DNA technology
have become available.
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Currently, it is clear to me
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that our evidence in the death
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of these four young women
includes DNA from one male
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whose identity is not yet known to us.
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Given that,
I could not in good conscience
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allow this case to go to trial
before the identity of this male donor
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is determined and the full truth is known.
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For the first time in the history
of criminal justice in the state of Texas,
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two young men were released
on personal bond
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on four counts of capital murder.
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I determined I couldn't keep
those defendants in jail any longer,
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so I let them out on personal bond
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and gave the state a deadline
to be ready to go to trial.
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I remain confident that Robert Springsteen
and Michael Scott are both responsible
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for the deaths at the yogurt shop.
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I can assure this community
that we're going to continue to work
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on this case until we take it
to trial again.
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First thing I told Robert
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was that I was sorry it took
so damn long for this day to come.
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He hasn't been free for over ten years.
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The promise I made him
is that he's never going back.
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We're going to win this case,
and I don't care how that's done.
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Trial, dismissal, whatever.
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What does it feel like to be out?
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It's wonderful, and I'd like to thank God
and my families and my attorney
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for this opportunity. Thank you.
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Knowing that it is a possibility a match
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may never be found
doesn't bother this mom.
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The case is a good case.
We didn't need the DNA in the first place.
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They are going to pay every day
of their life.
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And if I were there,
I would probably just stay in the jail.
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It's safer for them because there's a lot
of people who are upset over this.
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This case is very simple.
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It's about a bad interrogation
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in which interrogators crossed the line
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into using the kind of tactics
we know cause false confessions.
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They suffer from something
called confirmation bias,
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which means that they're looking
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for any evidence of guilt
because that's what they already think.
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So, this is Carlos Garcia,
and I think what he's doing here
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is practicing his opening statement
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for the retrial
that would have come up in,
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I think it was 2008, 2009
he was doing this.
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Trying to get Michael to remember details.
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And Michael gets scared,
and he can't remember.
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Well, he's going to start going,
"That's the gun, ain't it?
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Come on, tell me."
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Michael will say, "Yeah, that's the gun.
The gun he shot the girls with."
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Paul Johnson knew,
as he's watching on that videotape...
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He's sitting in some other room close by,
watching this stuff go down.
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And Paul Johnson knows
at that moment that that's not the gun.
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Because Paul Johnson had had it tested.
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And the Austin Police Department
ballistics person says,
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"It's very unlikely this gun you have
is the gun that killed those girls."
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I don't think quite enough emphasis
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had been put in the first trial
on the fact
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that the gun did not match,
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that there was really no physical evidence
linking these boys to the crime.
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APD knew that the gun did not match,
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even though they're indicating
in Michael Scott's interrogation
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that they had the matching gun.
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In 17 years
since this crime was committed,
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not one single atom
of physical evidence
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connecting these boys
to that crime scene has ever been found.
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Not one.
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How long was that?
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- Forty-eight minutes.
- Okay.
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Yeah, that needs to be cut down
by 20 minutes.
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Man.
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In my own opinion, Johnson screwed it up.
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Not only did he screw it up,
he hid things that did not fit.
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So, every test from the lead,
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from the bullets that were in the girls,
they can't say it really did come
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from Maurice's gun
or for sure that it didn't.
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What Maurice had said was,
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"This gun that I was arrested
with is the gun
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that Forrest took to kill the girls."
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But we have always known
that Maurice had access to other guns.
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So, even though we couldn't
get a positive identification,
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it still wouldn't have cleared Maurice
because we knew he had other guns.
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This gun that he was arrested with,
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it would only be a match
if you believe Maurice.
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I think I'm an honest person.
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I tell the truth.
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I think I'm honest in everything I do,
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and I think my investigation
was done in an honest way.
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And to me, the convictions confirmed
what I had always thought,
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that not only had they done it,
but that we proved
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beyond a reasonable doubt
that they had done it.
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Michael Scott and Robert Springsteen
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have walked into court dozens
of times before,
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but this was the first time
they walked in as free men.
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Both men have been out
of jail since June,
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when State District Judge Mike Lynch
released them on bond,
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and said prosecutors had to put up
or shut up by today.
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Courtroom, come to order, please.
Everyone rise.
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167th judicial district court
of Travis County is now in session.
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The honorable Mike Lynch presiding.
You may be seated.
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Good afternoon. We're on the record.
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In August, the court issued an order
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due to the unique nature
and circumstances of this case
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that set today as a date
for the parties to announce to the court
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whether or not they'd be ready
to begin a jury trial.
241
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As the court is well aware,
242
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the state is conducting testing
to identify the male donor
243
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that we uncovered
through some Y-STR testing
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from one of the vaginal swabs
of one of the victims in our case.
245
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So because of that,
Your Honor, given the fact
246
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that we have not yet
identified the male donor,
247
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the state sees no other viable option
at this point, Your Honor,
248
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but to file a motion with the court
249
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for dismissal pending
further investigation
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of this matter into the identity
of this male donor.
251
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- Anything else from the state?
- No, sir.
252
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Apparently having no objections,
the court will grant the motions
253
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as to each indictment,
as to each of the two tenants.
254
00:17:26,712 --> 00:17:29,839
When the state wasn't ready by that date
because of these evidentiary issues,
255
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I pretty much forced them
to dismiss the case without prejudice.
256
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I think we were just enforcing the law
and doing what was fair.
257
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I can see how most everybody
is unsatisfied...
258
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Excuse me.
259
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...with there being
no final determination.
260
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But I'm assuming the defendants
261
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are very happy to be out of jail
and not under charge anymore.
262
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Mr. Springsteen, can we talk to you?
263
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No comment right now, please.
264
00:18:06,502 --> 00:18:07,878
There is no victory here.
265
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The primary question in this case
has still not been answered.
266
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Who committed these crimes?
267
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Where are those people?
And we need to find them.
268
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But most of all, I think we should
reserve our sympathy and our concern
269
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for the families of those girls.
270
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You can go to court,
but you can't get justice.
271
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All you get is the law.
272
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Justice to you may be different
than justice to me
273
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or anybody else down the street.
274
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- Yeah.
- Justice may be revenge.
275
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Make no mistake...
276
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this was a difficult decision
277
00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:59,054
and one I'd rather not have to make.
278
00:18:59,847 --> 00:19:03,600
But I believe it is the best legal
and strategic course to take
279
00:19:04,184 --> 00:19:07,187
to ultimately retry
both Springsteen and Scott.
280
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There is no database
for this particular type of profile.
281
00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:19,407
This is a Y-only profile,
and there's no database for that.
282
00:19:19,408 --> 00:19:21,868
Can you talk about what this means
for the justice system?
283
00:19:21,869 --> 00:19:24,871
Because either you've let
two murderers walk out of court today,
284
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or the wrong guys have been locked up.
285
00:19:27,082 --> 00:19:28,958
How should people have faith
in the justice system
286
00:19:28,959 --> 00:19:31,837
when neither one of those
seems to be a good outcome, is it?
287
00:19:32,421 --> 00:19:35,464
Twenty-four citizens of Travis County
have heard this case
288
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and have convicted
both of these men before.
289
00:19:38,677 --> 00:19:40,929
This is just a new turn of events.
290
00:19:41,889 --> 00:19:44,891
We need to keep searching
for the donor of this DNA.
291
00:19:44,892 --> 00:19:48,603
I don't, as I said, believe it would
be fair to give it to a jury now.
292
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Just ask them to guess or surmise.
293
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And so we'll wait.
294
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- Congratulations.
- Thank you.
295
00:20:27,935 --> 00:20:32,439
But just now you looked confident today.
You looked like... You looked confident.
296
00:20:34,149 --> 00:20:36,818
So, this is his first day as a free man.
297
00:20:39,154 --> 00:20:41,615
Mostly free, out of prison anyway.
298
00:20:42,199 --> 00:20:44,242
You look great. I mean,
I think you look good.
299
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:46,119
I think you look healthy...
300
00:20:49,414 --> 00:20:53,252
Even though the charges
have been dropped against you now,
301
00:20:54,169 --> 00:20:59,090
you're very close to having
been exonerated in the public view.
302
00:20:59,091 --> 00:21:00,592
I've not been exonerated.
303
00:21:01,677 --> 00:21:03,637
My charges have only been dismissed.
304
00:21:04,930 --> 00:21:06,014
So, I went...
305
00:21:08,141 --> 00:21:12,521
kind of from one jail to another.
306
00:21:13,188 --> 00:21:14,189
Shit.
307
00:21:16,066 --> 00:21:19,278
Fucking 100-dollar pair of pants
and the damn belt won't fit in the loops.
308
00:21:19,820 --> 00:21:24,074
It wasn't an exciting thing
that I guess a lot of people
309
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would think that it would be
310
00:21:26,743 --> 00:21:29,662
because you can't not think about it.
311
00:21:29,663 --> 00:21:33,541
There's always that question,
"Will I ever be exonerated?"
312
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- Hi! It's nice to meet you.
- Producer with us.
313
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Make yourselves at home.
314
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I can start another pot of coffee.
We got Gatorade and Diet Dr. Pepper
315
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- and, of course, water.
- Very sweet. We're good.
316
00:21:45,053 --> 00:21:47,221
I think we just want to get
a little bit of B-roll,
317
00:21:47,222 --> 00:21:50,392
just like sort of what are you doing
on a daily basis now?
318
00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:54,061
This here is my kitchen, so to speak.
319
00:21:54,062 --> 00:21:57,565
I've got a little toaster oven.
I've got a microwave.
320
00:21:57,566 --> 00:21:58,775
I've got a skillet.
321
00:22:05,365 --> 00:22:08,744
Robert Springsteen, now 35 years old.
322
00:22:08,869 --> 00:22:12,580
He never expected to spend
the past ten years in prison.
323
00:22:12,581 --> 00:22:16,625
There's been a lot of hoopla and madness
going on here the last several years
324
00:22:16,626 --> 00:22:19,670
and I would like to get some
of the records set straight on this
325
00:22:19,671 --> 00:22:21,715
and have the people know the truth.
326
00:22:22,132 --> 00:22:23,550
Were your fingerprints ever found
327
00:22:23,675 --> 00:22:25,177
- anywhere at the yogurt shop?
- No.
328
00:22:25,302 --> 00:22:26,677
- Your blood?
- No.
329
00:22:26,678 --> 00:22:28,387
- Your DNA?
- No.
330
00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:30,181
- Any hair?
- No.
331
00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:36,604
But he does have trouble explaining why,
after denying for hours he was involved,
332
00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:39,065
that he finally confessed to the police.
333
00:22:39,066 --> 00:22:40,691
How does that happen?
334
00:22:40,692 --> 00:22:41,776
I don't know.
335
00:22:41,777 --> 00:22:45,280
There's psychological aspects
to it that I don't understand.
336
00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:59,293
In a way, yes, and in a way, no.
337
00:22:59,294 --> 00:23:02,255
I've talked to several attorneys
and several experts,
338
00:23:03,590 --> 00:23:06,760
and they've all said,
"You know, it can happen to anybody."
339
00:23:08,053 --> 00:23:10,304
And people are just now really starting
340
00:23:10,305 --> 00:23:13,682
to find out the truth
about false confessions
341
00:23:13,683 --> 00:23:15,227
and coerced confessions.
342
00:23:19,147 --> 00:23:20,649
Good? Yeah. Kill him, Belle.
343
00:23:22,067 --> 00:23:23,819
Hello, Miss Belle.
344
00:23:24,653 --> 00:23:26,028
I've told you all the line, right?
345
00:23:26,029 --> 00:23:28,155
That John Wisser asked me
what line of poetry
346
00:23:28,156 --> 00:23:31,201
I would use to characterize
the end of my case.
347
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:34,246
And I told him
it was T.S. Eliot, you know?
348
00:23:40,752 --> 00:23:42,838
I mean, it's dissatisfying.
349
00:23:43,463 --> 00:23:46,383
It's simply over
because science doesn't have an opinion.
350
00:23:47,050 --> 00:23:48,385
And here we sit.
351
00:23:49,052 --> 00:23:50,762
And there you go, by God.
352
00:23:51,972 --> 00:23:53,098
You want a cigar?
353
00:23:54,850 --> 00:23:56,685
No, I'm good, thanks.
354
00:23:57,227 --> 00:24:00,312
I was just talking
to Judge Lynch this morning.
355
00:24:00,313 --> 00:24:03,316
I mean, this case is over,
but it's never gonna be over.
356
00:24:03,942 --> 00:24:06,819
And that was one
of the things we talked about.
357
00:24:06,820 --> 00:24:10,197
He asked about you
and I told him.
358
00:24:10,198 --> 00:24:11,616
He thinks you're gone.
359
00:24:13,118 --> 00:24:16,954
You know, I just said,
"You're in West Virginia and I told you
360
00:24:16,955 --> 00:24:19,249
that you're never coming back to Texas."
361
00:24:19,916 --> 00:24:25,380
The DA's office believes you're guilty.
The cops are almost rabid about it.
362
00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:31,093
If they could catch you behind the wheel,
you would not make it out of Austin.
363
00:24:31,094 --> 00:24:33,721
They would find a reason
to put you in jail.
364
00:24:33,722 --> 00:24:35,056
That's what I'm saying.
365
00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:37,476
Even if the charges were dropped,
366
00:24:38,185 --> 00:24:40,437
it would be a sensational news story.
367
00:24:41,062 --> 00:24:45,108
You know, yogurt shop defendant.
Belle, honest to God.
368
00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:47,569
Belle, I am going to stick you...
369
00:24:49,237 --> 00:24:52,240
No! No, I don't care what you think.
370
00:25:26,816 --> 00:25:28,943
I really like Texas. I hate to leave,
371
00:25:28,944 --> 00:25:31,446
but it's the best thing
to do right now, so...
372
00:25:36,117 --> 00:25:39,286
Well, we don't know for sure that it is,
373
00:25:39,287 --> 00:25:42,290
but it gives the appearance
of being pretty bad,
374
00:25:42,832 --> 00:25:45,751
and we just don't want there to be
any issues, you know?
375
00:25:45,752 --> 00:25:49,172
So it's better to be safe than sorry.
376
00:25:54,135 --> 00:25:56,805
Eastbound N2. There's a parking lot here.
377
00:26:05,814 --> 00:26:08,608
EMS 10-18,
I've got an officer down.
378
00:26:09,150 --> 00:26:13,070
What started as a routine traffic stop
ended with the shooting death
379
00:26:13,071 --> 00:26:16,115
of a man that had a history
with Austin police.
380
00:26:16,116 --> 00:26:19,577
The officer managed
to fire a single round
381
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:21,413
that did strike the suspect.
382
00:26:22,205 --> 00:26:25,624
We are discovering the man killed
was Maurice Pierce.
383
00:26:25,625 --> 00:26:28,210
Police say Pierce ran
through a stop sign
384
00:26:28,211 --> 00:26:30,671
and started jumping
over fences to get away
385
00:26:30,672 --> 00:26:31,755
through this neighborhood.
386
00:26:31,756 --> 00:26:33,716
When Wilson finally caught up with him...
387
00:26:33,717 --> 00:26:37,177
The officer was attempting to control him
and get him in custody.
388
00:26:37,178 --> 00:26:39,096
He said he felt something wet.
389
00:26:39,097 --> 00:26:41,182
He realized that Maurice had gotten
390
00:26:42,058 --> 00:26:44,727
the knife off of his belt
and had cut his throat.
391
00:26:44,728 --> 00:26:47,771
Officer Wilson is in stable condition.
392
00:26:47,772 --> 00:26:49,815
Minutes later,
neighbors called police,
393
00:26:49,816 --> 00:26:52,610
saying the attacker was dead
in a yard down the street.
394
00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:56,196
Maurice Pierce
is the name many Austinites know well,
395
00:26:56,197 --> 00:26:58,907
connected to that infamous
yogurt shop murders.
396
00:26:58,908 --> 00:27:00,659
Members of Pierce's family say
397
00:27:00,660 --> 00:27:03,997
that past followed him,
saying he didn't trust police.
398
00:27:06,291 --> 00:27:08,667
Senior Sergeant
of the homicide detectives,
399
00:27:08,668 --> 00:27:11,713
the next morning, he called me
and I chewed his butt out.
400
00:27:13,131 --> 00:27:15,132
I said, you should have come
and got me that night.
401
00:27:15,133 --> 00:27:19,346
I don't want to hear Maurice Pierce dead.
I want to see Maurice Pierce dead.
402
00:27:20,972 --> 00:27:24,224
What I had always hoped
was going to happen,
403
00:27:24,225 --> 00:27:25,768
that we would get evidence
404
00:27:25,769 --> 00:27:30,481
to get him to trial,
and it'd be for capital murder,
405
00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:32,901
and he would get a life sentence.
406
00:27:33,401 --> 00:27:34,486
So when
407
00:27:35,737 --> 00:27:38,281
I found out that he had been killed,
408
00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:42,869
it really didn't bother me,
which may sound harsh, but it's true.
409
00:27:46,206 --> 00:27:49,708
Over the years,
Maurice Pierce kept talking to the cops,
410
00:27:49,709 --> 00:27:53,296
like, they'd interview him,
and he would always talk to them.
411
00:27:55,340 --> 00:27:56,925
Pierce was always afraid of the cops.
412
00:27:57,842 --> 00:28:01,554
They kept bothering him,
'cause he was always that prime suspect.
413
00:28:02,722 --> 00:28:06,685
Johnson would go up and bother him
and talk to him, and he would always talk.
414
00:29:55,043 --> 00:29:58,254
Pierce died because of his PTSD.
415
00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:00,590
I have no doubt.
416
00:30:01,466 --> 00:30:05,386
If Maurice Pierce doesn't decide
to take a gun to the mall
417
00:30:06,346 --> 00:30:09,516
on December 15th 1991,
he'd still be alive
418
00:30:10,350 --> 00:30:13,520
and none of us would be here
right now talking about this.
419
00:30:46,094 --> 00:30:49,346
I try not to keep
a lot of cop stuff in my house.
420
00:30:49,347 --> 00:30:52,933
I take my shoes off at the front door,
just try to leave it as much as possible.
421
00:30:52,934 --> 00:30:55,644
But then I come home and work from home
for a couple hours every day.
422
00:30:55,645 --> 00:30:58,815
So I guess it's kind of a moot
in some sense.
423
00:31:01,109 --> 00:31:04,320
When I was in the homicide division,
I solved a hundred percent of my cases.
424
00:31:04,946 --> 00:31:07,782
I left there with no open casework.
425
00:31:08,491 --> 00:31:10,034
Maybe I jinxed myself,
came over here and like,
426
00:31:10,159 --> 00:31:12,495
"Oh, you think you're good?
Well, here's yogurt shop."
427
00:31:15,206 --> 00:31:18,667
O.J. Simpson, he needed a ton
of blood for DNA back then.
428
00:31:18,668 --> 00:31:20,586
That's when DNA became kind
of a household thing,
429
00:31:20,587 --> 00:31:21,921
was the Simpson trial.
430
00:31:22,422 --> 00:31:24,966
And now we're talking picograms,
431
00:31:25,508 --> 00:31:27,302
which is like a thousandth
of a nanogram,
432
00:31:29,095 --> 00:31:30,721
that you can't even see
with the naked eye.
433
00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:34,016
And it seems like
each time you talk to these labs,
434
00:31:34,017 --> 00:31:35,435
they're able to do more with less.
435
00:31:52,035 --> 00:31:53,536
Be real careful.
436
00:31:55,246 --> 00:31:56,372
There you go.
437
00:31:59,876 --> 00:32:03,253
So this is reconstructed
from the crime scene photos and video.
438
00:32:03,254 --> 00:32:05,923
And, of course, this is the front
where all the customers would sit
439
00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:09,469
and then the back where the fire started
and the girls were.
440
00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:13,722
That is the first thing we see
'cause we have all the girls up here
441
00:32:13,723 --> 00:32:16,684
with a biography about each one.
442
00:32:17,769 --> 00:32:18,811
And this is...
443
00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:20,562
Yeah, it's the first thing
you see every morning.
444
00:32:20,563 --> 00:32:23,523
So, it's a reminder
that these girls have histories,
445
00:32:23,524 --> 00:32:27,778
have families, have faces and had lives.
446
00:32:27,779 --> 00:32:29,614
And it's not just a case.
447
00:32:30,114 --> 00:32:31,366
It's much more than that.
448
00:32:33,242 --> 00:32:36,746
We have some of the original
yogurt shop material here.
449
00:32:37,246 --> 00:32:40,166
These two filing cabinets
is full of original material.
450
00:32:40,833 --> 00:32:43,460
And then there's multiple other
filing cabinets at a different location.
451
00:32:43,461 --> 00:32:46,630
So, just again,
the vastness of this case,
452
00:32:46,631 --> 00:32:50,551
this is only a portion
of some of the hard copies.
453
00:32:52,261 --> 00:32:55,807
Here it is. So we still
have all the original VHS.
454
00:32:57,058 --> 00:33:00,060
I mean, this is interviews,
this is in-car camera,
455
00:33:00,061 --> 00:33:01,520
this is like the original VHS,
456
00:33:01,521 --> 00:33:06,401
and I guess if we wanted to watch it,
we'd have to find a VHS player somewhere.
457
00:33:18,621 --> 00:33:20,957
So we have this unknown DNA,
458
00:33:21,124 --> 00:33:24,919
and I gotta figure out who that is.
That's goal number one.
459
00:33:25,044 --> 00:33:30,216
It could be contamination,
or it could be another person involved.
460
00:33:31,009 --> 00:33:33,343
What's the probability
that it's contamination?
461
00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:37,305
We have the original '08 profile
that went to one lab.
462
00:33:37,306 --> 00:33:40,017
And then as early as 2017 and 2019,
463
00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:42,228
we're finding that profile
in other places.
464
00:33:42,854 --> 00:33:44,605
A different-- totally different lab.
465
00:33:45,106 --> 00:33:50,153
And totally different,
unrelated pieces of evidence.
466
00:33:51,195 --> 00:33:54,406
So how would you have contamination
467
00:33:54,407 --> 00:33:57,659
when you've got different areas
of the crime scene,
468
00:33:57,660 --> 00:33:59,661
different people with different
chains of custody,
469
00:33:59,662 --> 00:34:02,999
and these items going to different labs
in different time periods?
470
00:34:05,626 --> 00:34:07,419
It would be like winning
the lottery repeatedly,
471
00:34:07,420 --> 00:34:11,131
like the chances of somehow
samples that are unrelated
472
00:34:11,132 --> 00:34:13,467
and handled by different people
in different labs
473
00:34:13,468 --> 00:34:16,261
at different time periods
somehow got contaminated
474
00:34:16,262 --> 00:34:18,473
by the same male profile?
475
00:34:19,140 --> 00:34:21,058
That does not exist.
476
00:34:21,059 --> 00:34:24,227
So, I suppose the state
of Texas now is going
477
00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:28,691
to say that there were really five boys
there instead of four.
478
00:34:30,568 --> 00:34:33,403
It's not contamination by, like,
lab personnel or anybody on the scene,
479
00:34:33,404 --> 00:34:36,281
but to say that that is our fifth person,
480
00:34:36,282 --> 00:34:38,784
or it shows that the four
were not there at all,
481
00:34:38,785 --> 00:34:40,368
it's some other person, like,
482
00:34:40,369 --> 00:34:42,120
until we figure out
who that profile belongs to,
483
00:34:42,121 --> 00:34:44,791
like, that's just speculation.
484
00:34:58,846 --> 00:34:59,847
Yeah.
485
00:35:13,236 --> 00:35:14,278
You know?
486
00:35:14,779 --> 00:35:15,780
Yeah.
487
00:35:16,447 --> 00:35:17,824
- Yeah.
- I'm...
488
00:35:19,784 --> 00:35:21,869
staying out of it until I figure out
who that person is.
489
00:35:24,664 --> 00:35:27,165
It could come back to somebody
totally unrelated to this case,
490
00:35:27,166 --> 00:35:30,210
like their DNA got transferred
for a totally normal reason, right?
491
00:35:30,211 --> 00:35:31,378
Like a friend or something.
492
00:35:31,379 --> 00:35:34,173
Or it may be a complete dead end.
We still don't know.
493
00:35:36,008 --> 00:35:39,137
We can't think of DNA as proving
guilt or innocence.
494
00:35:39,387 --> 00:35:42,097
DNA is something that says,
"I have a sample
495
00:35:42,098 --> 00:35:44,850
and I may be able to tell you
who is the source of this sample
496
00:35:44,851 --> 00:35:48,103
or who's not a contributor of the sample."
497
00:35:48,104 --> 00:35:51,273
But how it got there, when it got there,
498
00:35:51,274 --> 00:35:54,986
that's up to the whole investigation
and all the other factors in that.
499
00:35:57,363 --> 00:35:59,198
Anytime you do a DNA test,
500
00:35:59,365 --> 00:36:01,283
you have to take some
of the sample and use it.
501
00:36:01,284 --> 00:36:04,161
Once we use it, it's no longer there.
502
00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,998
So when you have a DNA sample
and there's very little,
503
00:36:07,540 --> 00:36:10,625
you may only have one shot at it
'cause you may have to use all of it up.
504
00:36:10,626 --> 00:36:12,419
And then there's
no going back after that.
505
00:36:12,420 --> 00:36:15,089
Here they got a Y profile
from Jennifer Harbison.
506
00:36:15,756 --> 00:36:17,883
In a lot of ways,
you're pushing the envelope here
507
00:36:17,884 --> 00:36:22,637
to cutting-edge technology,
if not bleeding-edge technology.
508
00:36:22,638 --> 00:36:25,223
So we don't know
if this is going
509
00:36:25,224 --> 00:36:29,144
to get the answer we want,
which is something,
510
00:36:29,145 --> 00:36:32,647
or it's going
to just be a waste in that
511
00:36:32,648 --> 00:36:36,526
because no one's done this
on this kind of work before.
512
00:36:36,527 --> 00:36:41,157
It's a last effort because
there's nothing else the case can use
513
00:36:41,782 --> 00:36:43,576
to try to solve the murder.
514
00:36:51,959 --> 00:36:56,379
Okay, so we, y'all,
we're going to call, bear with us,
515
00:36:56,380 --> 00:36:59,883
because I'm sorry,
we may be able to solve crimes,
516
00:36:59,884 --> 00:37:02,803
but we can't solve technology,
just saying.
517
00:37:03,638 --> 00:37:08,517
All right, so this is my crew
right back here. I told you about.
518
00:37:09,101 --> 00:37:13,439
And they're all so excited to meet you
519
00:37:13,648 --> 00:37:15,607
'cause I've been bragging on you.
520
00:37:15,608 --> 00:37:17,567
Okay, we have a bunch of questions,
521
00:37:17,568 --> 00:37:21,029
but I think that where we want
to start is,
522
00:37:21,030 --> 00:37:24,325
what would you do different,
knowing what you know today?
523
00:37:24,867 --> 00:37:27,453
I would have continued investigating
524
00:37:28,287 --> 00:37:29,372
the creek people,
525
00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:33,459
Mac and the people that were hanging out
in the creek there with Mac.
526
00:37:34,877 --> 00:37:38,713
Not to look at them as suspects,
but just to get any other information
527
00:37:38,714 --> 00:37:41,842
because there were
tons of tips about Maurice.
528
00:37:44,512 --> 00:37:47,597
Under the bridge where these people
were hanging out,
529
00:37:47,598 --> 00:37:52,019
that's where Maurice told Polanco
they're storing the communal gun.
530
00:37:52,937 --> 00:37:56,983
This communal gun is what we suspect
would've been the .380.
531
00:38:20,881 --> 00:38:24,844
I never knew that all that was said.
That is insane. Yeah.
532
00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:27,762
I don't even know how to respond to that.
533
00:38:27,763 --> 00:38:31,141
But, I mean, you know, we said the guy,
534
00:38:31,142 --> 00:38:34,019
Mace, who lived in North Cross Apartments
with his mom, I mean,
535
00:38:34,020 --> 00:38:36,021
he's got to be talking about me.
536
00:38:36,022 --> 00:38:38,482
Yes, I would have been in this apartment,
but on the other side.
537
00:38:39,233 --> 00:38:40,483
This exactly?
538
00:38:40,484 --> 00:38:43,778
I don't know that anybody else lived
in North Cross Apartments
539
00:38:43,779 --> 00:38:46,741
with their mom that was me, you know,
540
00:38:47,783 --> 00:38:48,951
"skinhead," whatever.
541
00:38:49,785 --> 00:38:51,745
I never thought I'd be back
here again. This is...
542
00:38:51,746 --> 00:38:54,915
Yeah, I feel like
my childhood's coming to haunt me.
543
00:39:01,088 --> 00:39:02,840
I feel like this was the spot.
544
00:39:03,716 --> 00:39:07,302
Yeah, the yogurt shop's what,
a two-minute walk right over there?
545
00:39:07,303 --> 00:39:11,807
What is it, a couple thousand yards?
I mean, really, really close.
546
00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:15,769
The mall is just on the other side
of these apartments, pretty much.
547
00:39:15,770 --> 00:39:17,479
But I feel like
there's been a lot of erosion.
548
00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:18,564
I think it was...
549
00:39:19,106 --> 00:39:21,900
I think we would have just
been down here to hide and drink beer.
550
00:39:21,901 --> 00:39:23,194
- Yeah.
- That's it.
551
00:39:26,113 --> 00:39:28,448
- That is complete horseshit.
- I've been asked about that.
552
00:39:28,449 --> 00:39:30,743
That is so ludicrous.
553
00:39:31,243 --> 00:39:34,371
And they also asked me
for a current DNA sample
554
00:39:34,372 --> 00:39:37,123
'cause I think they said
they lost the original one, so...
555
00:39:37,124 --> 00:39:40,168
So number one,
we didn't have money, right?
556
00:39:40,169 --> 00:39:43,797
So, if we had the money
to purchase said gun,
557
00:39:43,798 --> 00:39:46,299
we weren't leaving it in the creek.
558
00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:51,430
So, this idea of some shared community gun
is absolute absurdity.
559
00:39:53,015 --> 00:39:55,308
I think we had a lot of bravado
560
00:39:55,309 --> 00:39:58,311
and we wanted to be tough and cool,
but we weren't.
561
00:39:58,312 --> 00:40:01,940
You know. We weren't evil.
We never hurt anybody.
562
00:40:01,941 --> 00:40:04,527
And yeah.
563
00:40:06,737 --> 00:40:09,572
In my experience,
people don't want to hear
564
00:40:09,573 --> 00:40:12,575
that there's inherently
evil people in the world
565
00:40:12,576 --> 00:40:14,411
and that the vast majority of us
566
00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:18,373
are neither good nor evil,
but we'll kind of go whatever way,
567
00:40:18,374 --> 00:40:23,086
which may in part explain
what happened up there, right?
568
00:40:23,087 --> 00:40:26,090
Somebody was evil
and somebody went along.
569
00:40:26,757 --> 00:40:28,591
I think the part I struggle with
is how did
570
00:40:28,592 --> 00:40:32,846
that person who went along
never, ever spill the beans, right?
571
00:40:32,847 --> 00:40:35,140
How did they never, ever come clean?
572
00:40:35,141 --> 00:40:37,809
Because yeah, somebody was evil,
573
00:40:37,810 --> 00:40:41,147
but I tend to believe people
will kind of go whatever way.
574
00:40:42,982 --> 00:40:45,192
I don't ever want
to be one of those people.
575
00:40:54,994 --> 00:40:57,538
Everyone, I think a really nice,
good circle all the way around.
576
00:40:58,372 --> 00:41:00,082
Everybody join hands, please.
577
00:41:01,292 --> 00:41:03,961
We thank you, man up above.
578
00:41:05,379 --> 00:41:07,755
We are so grateful you've brought us here.
579
00:41:07,756 --> 00:41:10,049
We ask that you keep
everybody here healthy
580
00:41:10,050 --> 00:41:12,802
and that today we find
some peace and closure.
581
00:41:12,803 --> 00:41:15,346
- In Jesus's name, amen.
- Amen.
582
00:41:15,347 --> 00:41:17,932
Let's pull this away because the capsule,
I could tell, is there
583
00:41:17,933 --> 00:41:19,101
because look, watch.
584
00:41:19,810 --> 00:41:21,436
- Oh yeah.
- So, it's there.
585
00:41:21,437 --> 00:41:24,565
So, let's move this over there.
Be careful.
586
00:41:25,649 --> 00:41:27,735
We'll put it back where it was.
587
00:41:29,445 --> 00:41:33,324
- Was it concrete or was it a box?
- I can't remember.
588
00:41:34,158 --> 00:41:35,618
I remember them doing it.
589
00:41:36,118 --> 00:41:38,204
There's something there.
I don't know what it is.
590
00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:44,960
I don't know if that's it or not.
591
00:41:47,129 --> 00:41:49,881
- You don't remember?
- I don't remember.
592
00:41:49,882 --> 00:41:52,843
- That year was a whole fog.
- Yeah.
593
00:42:02,228 --> 00:42:03,229
Yeah.
594
00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:05,856
I don't know.
595
00:42:14,532 --> 00:42:17,450
With all these roots here,
I don't think it's going to be here.
596
00:42:17,451 --> 00:42:20,412
I don't either. Maybe it's over here.
597
00:42:21,622 --> 00:42:23,623
- I wonder if it's under here.
- Doesn't make any sense...
598
00:42:23,624 --> 00:42:26,584
Yes, she thinks it was off to the side
of the courtyard.
599
00:42:26,585 --> 00:42:29,546
And even the parents
are not very sure,
600
00:42:29,547 --> 00:42:32,091
so do you think you know?
Can you help me?
601
00:42:48,482 --> 00:42:50,067
"Best buds always," yeah.
602
00:42:50,776 --> 00:42:55,614
Amy Ayres, 2/21/92,
Mr. Sun's yearbook sponsor.
603
00:42:57,032 --> 00:42:58,117
Here we go.
604
00:42:58,284 --> 00:43:01,412
- There we go. Damn!
- Watch out.
605
00:43:06,458 --> 00:43:08,002
- Oh man. What a mess.
- Newspaper.
606
00:43:12,047 --> 00:43:14,465
Something's in a plastic bag in there.
607
00:43:14,466 --> 00:43:16,844
Bring that trash can over here and we...
608
00:43:18,387 --> 00:43:20,973
The ribbons? That's off the tree.
609
00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:23,516
- Oh, wow.
- That's what those are.
610
00:43:23,517 --> 00:43:27,062
The ribbons off the tree
when they planted it. Uh-huh.
611
00:43:27,980 --> 00:43:28,980
I do see some names there.
612
00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:30,898
Yeah, they tied them
on there when they planted it.
613
00:43:30,899 --> 00:43:33,401
- We will not forget.
- Right.
614
00:43:33,402 --> 00:43:35,279
This was the box.
615
00:43:35,779 --> 00:43:38,782
I think it's nice for them to know
that they weren't alone in all of it,
616
00:43:39,408 --> 00:43:41,201
even if they felt that they were.
617
00:43:41,952 --> 00:43:45,371
'Cause it's obvious that a lot
of people really loved her
618
00:43:45,372 --> 00:43:47,416
and thought of her a lot.
619
00:43:50,002 --> 00:43:51,002
That's her.
620
00:43:51,003 --> 00:43:54,173
Because one time
when we were at elementary school,
621
00:43:54,757 --> 00:43:56,257
I don't know if she ever...
622
00:43:56,258 --> 00:43:59,136
If it dries out,
you can tell more about it.
623
00:44:02,723 --> 00:44:04,515
I remember not knowing pieces of it,
624
00:44:04,516 --> 00:44:06,769
but I feel like I've always
known about it.
625
00:44:07,978 --> 00:44:11,939
At my grandparents' house,
they have a pillow and it has her on it.
626
00:44:11,940 --> 00:44:14,025
And I'd always wonder who she was.
627
00:44:14,026 --> 00:44:17,236
And then they have a whole hallway,
and the whole hallway
628
00:44:17,237 --> 00:44:20,240
has a bunch of different things
with her on it.
629
00:44:21,909 --> 00:44:23,910
I don't know, you see how it affects them.
630
00:44:23,911 --> 00:44:26,163
Dad doesn't really talk about it a lot.
631
00:44:26,914 --> 00:44:30,042
It's usually Mom yelling
at people about it, but...
632
00:44:32,419 --> 00:44:35,088
I don't know, you kind
of wonder how they'd be,
633
00:44:35,089 --> 00:44:37,549
how he'd be, if it hadn't happened.
634
00:44:52,106 --> 00:44:55,734
Well, another chapter closed.
635
00:45:05,494 --> 00:45:09,372
There's so many ways
the loss of my sister, 30 years later,
636
00:45:09,373 --> 00:45:11,625
shows up in my adult life.
637
00:45:12,334 --> 00:45:15,462
My name is Sonora, and I'm a therapist.
638
00:45:15,587 --> 00:45:17,756
I'm in private practice in Massachusetts.
639
00:45:19,007 --> 00:45:21,300
One thing that really drew me
to this kind of work
640
00:45:21,301 --> 00:45:24,595
is that I've spent so much
of my life trying to heal.
641
00:45:24,596 --> 00:45:28,182
In the very beginning
when you lost your child,
642
00:45:28,183 --> 00:45:30,476
I want to look at a little bit
643
00:45:30,477 --> 00:45:34,272
about what that initial experience
was like for you.
644
00:45:34,273 --> 00:45:37,692
I think there's benefit
to telling the story
645
00:45:37,693 --> 00:45:40,153
in different settings, in different ways.
646
00:45:40,154 --> 00:45:43,364
I wanted to give you
a chance to write a letter to your child.
647
00:45:43,365 --> 00:45:46,075
It could be what's happening
in your life in this moment.
648
00:45:46,076 --> 00:45:49,997
But I don't think the trauma
ever loses its potency.
649
00:45:51,081 --> 00:45:53,791
Like when you ask me,
"Can I remember the yogurt shop?"
650
00:45:53,792 --> 00:45:56,378
Like, I can feel my body changing
651
00:45:57,129 --> 00:45:59,506
when I have that memory, you know?
652
00:46:02,968 --> 00:46:07,473
And so... I don't--
You know, that may never change.
653
00:46:10,100 --> 00:46:13,019
Well, it's 31 years
and we're still talking about this stuff,
654
00:46:13,020 --> 00:46:14,646
and I try not to.
655
00:46:15,272 --> 00:46:16,606
Quite frankly, I probably wouldn't have
656
00:46:16,607 --> 00:46:18,566
- if I weren't talking to you.
- Right.
657
00:46:18,567 --> 00:46:20,611
But I needed that connection with you.
658
00:46:22,279 --> 00:46:24,239
Yesterday, we were talking about
659
00:46:24,364 --> 00:46:27,408
living through this experience,
you begin to know
660
00:46:27,409 --> 00:46:29,911
things that other people don't know.
661
00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:32,789
And I don't think it works
that way for everybody.
662
00:46:32,790 --> 00:46:33,873
No.
663
00:46:33,874 --> 00:46:36,709
Because some people
664
00:46:36,710 --> 00:46:40,379
that I know in my family
became more cynical.
665
00:46:40,380 --> 00:46:41,964
I can't quite find the words for it,
666
00:46:41,965 --> 00:46:44,634
and I've been trying to find
the words for myself too,
667
00:46:44,635 --> 00:46:49,932
like, why these tragic experiences
opened me up to love people more.
668
00:46:50,599 --> 00:46:53,017
Because it could do the opposite.
669
00:46:53,018 --> 00:46:54,770
By the way, they both happen.
670
00:46:55,562 --> 00:46:57,021
Yeah, tell me about that.
671
00:46:57,022 --> 00:46:59,023
- Both of those things happen.
- Yeah.
672
00:46:59,024 --> 00:47:02,735
You do get really bitchy
and cynical about stuff,
673
00:47:02,736 --> 00:47:06,031
but then you also,
you feel like you're on the other side.
674
00:47:06,532 --> 00:47:08,366
You got closer to the love.
675
00:47:08,367 --> 00:47:14,122
It's amazing the tools that we have to use
to heal ourselves, and we rarely use them.
676
00:47:14,665 --> 00:47:19,001
We get so close to the pain
that it's more comfortable to be there
677
00:47:19,002 --> 00:47:23,173
than it is to go to the light,
to where the freedom is.
678
00:47:23,298 --> 00:47:26,217
Yeah, I hear that a lot
in the trauma groups that I work with.
679
00:47:26,218 --> 00:47:27,802
"I don't like this,
680
00:47:27,803 --> 00:47:30,847
but I'm afraid I don't
know what else there is.
681
00:47:30,848 --> 00:47:33,558
And this is something that I know.
I know how to do this.
682
00:47:33,559 --> 00:47:35,101
I know how to hold on to this pain.
683
00:47:35,102 --> 00:47:36,727
I know how to live with this pain."
684
00:47:36,728 --> 00:47:38,729
I have this saying that when I die
685
00:47:38,730 --> 00:47:42,860
I hope I'm brave
and that I can jump into it.
686
00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:49,115
I want the freedom to fall
into that next thing, whatever that is.
687
00:47:49,116 --> 00:47:51,951
- Right, to let go of the fear.
- Let go of the fear.
688
00:47:51,952 --> 00:47:56,540
I think one of the hard things,
and I'm realizing 30 years later,
689
00:47:57,207 --> 00:47:59,166
is figuring out how to live your life
690
00:47:59,167 --> 00:48:02,254
and live the life you want
to live after all this.
691
00:48:03,005 --> 00:48:05,131
You know, not that you shouldn't care,
692
00:48:05,132 --> 00:48:08,467
not that you shouldn't,
whatever, but you know you gotta
693
00:48:08,468 --> 00:48:11,889
figure out what you love to do
and what you want to do.
694
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:14,641
Right.
695
00:48:16,184 --> 00:48:17,311
Yeah.
696
00:48:20,105 --> 00:48:21,815
And it's really hard.
697
00:48:24,693 --> 00:48:27,696
But I think it's very important.
I mean, I went back to school
698
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:29,364
ten years on.
699
00:48:30,657 --> 00:48:32,826
Went into engineering, which I love.
700
00:48:33,994 --> 00:48:35,912
And I think the hard part
701
00:48:35,913 --> 00:48:39,165
with homicide is you get tied
into the whole investigation.
702
00:48:39,166 --> 00:48:40,249
Right.
703
00:48:40,250 --> 00:48:43,377
And is it good? Is it bad?
Did somebody screw up? Blah, blah, blah.
704
00:48:43,378 --> 00:48:46,464
You know, it wasn't
until I went to an actual
705
00:48:46,465 --> 00:48:50,384
focused grief group
that I really liberated myself.
706
00:48:50,385 --> 00:48:52,428
And I was invited because my dad
had died that year.
707
00:48:52,429 --> 00:48:55,264
And it's like, well,
that was pretty trivial.
708
00:48:55,265 --> 00:48:57,642
I hate to say it. He was 85.
He'd been sick for a long time.
709
00:48:57,643 --> 00:49:01,021
I spent the whole grief group
talking about Eliza.
710
00:49:04,316 --> 00:49:07,903
And that was very liberating,
to actually focus on the grief.
711
00:49:08,445 --> 00:49:11,489
And I think you deny
that in the homicide stuff.
712
00:49:11,490 --> 00:49:13,659
- Right.
- Which is all necessary.
713
00:49:14,242 --> 00:49:17,119
- But it's not necessary for us to do it.
- Not necessary for me to do it.
714
00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:18,205
- Yeah.
- Right.
715
00:49:19,164 --> 00:49:20,623
I agree with that so much
716
00:49:20,624 --> 00:49:22,875
because we thought
we were doing the right thing
717
00:49:22,876 --> 00:49:24,961
to be in public with this
718
00:49:24,962 --> 00:49:27,171
because we needed
to keep it out in the public
719
00:49:27,172 --> 00:49:28,714
so that we would still have the support
720
00:49:28,715 --> 00:49:30,758
of the community
and they could love us
721
00:49:30,759 --> 00:49:32,260
and help us find these people.
722
00:49:32,928 --> 00:49:36,514
You know, every time anything happened,
we had cameras.
723
00:49:36,515 --> 00:49:40,936
And as time goes on,
it takes a toll on you.
724
00:49:42,104 --> 00:49:43,521
It's been 31 years.
725
00:49:43,522 --> 00:49:46,733
I would not do it the same way.
726
00:49:48,443 --> 00:49:49,735
I would retreat
727
00:49:49,736 --> 00:49:53,031
and go far away and have
some quiet time with God.
728
00:49:55,534 --> 00:49:57,535
But the thing that we have
to be careful about,
729
00:49:57,536 --> 00:49:59,496
because ours has been so public,
730
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:03,041
most people don't have the support
of the community.
731
00:50:03,542 --> 00:50:07,086
Their brother gets killed
and no one ever speaks to them about it.
732
00:50:07,087 --> 00:50:08,380
They don't use his name anymore.
733
00:50:09,881 --> 00:50:13,468
You need that love.
You need to be held when you're suffering.
734
00:50:14,469 --> 00:50:16,722
That was the double-edged sword
of the public.
735
00:50:18,056 --> 00:50:22,143
We got a lot of attention early
because it was hot news.
736
00:50:22,144 --> 00:50:23,853
Four white girls got killed.
737
00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:27,732
And the case, well, we don't
know about the case.
738
00:50:27,733 --> 00:50:28,941
What do we know about the case?
739
00:50:28,942 --> 00:50:32,154
Whatever they tell us,
we take it for face value.
740
00:50:32,988 --> 00:50:34,530
Because it's...
741
00:50:34,531 --> 00:50:37,074
Yeah, I would have taken
a step back a little bit more,
742
00:50:37,075 --> 00:50:41,705
I think, but I felt such an obligation
to carry this thing out.
743
00:50:47,002 --> 00:50:48,003
Okay.
744
00:50:48,170 --> 00:50:49,211
- These two?
- Just us two.
745
00:50:49,212 --> 00:50:51,590
- Actually, no, y'all two.
- She needs a wide lens from just us.
746
00:50:54,301 --> 00:50:55,844
Wasn't he sweet? He's so good.
747
00:50:56,887 --> 00:50:58,554
I knew I was better if I did it.
748
00:50:58,555 --> 00:51:01,515
Yeah, and when he wants
to share what his experience is--
749
00:51:01,516 --> 00:51:03,351
- And he did.
- But he's scared, yeah.
750
00:51:03,894 --> 00:51:08,273
- I was glad. It made me feel good.
- Yeah, I know. I'm so glad. Yeah.
751
00:51:20,786 --> 00:51:21,787
I just...
752
00:51:28,043 --> 00:51:29,795
Just put all this away for a while.
753
00:51:30,337 --> 00:51:34,174
It's been a tough couple of days
just to get going through all this again.
754
00:51:34,758 --> 00:51:37,302
But I love you and I appreciate
the opportunity to do it.
755
00:51:37,803 --> 00:51:40,388
You have given me a huge gift.
756
00:51:41,389 --> 00:51:44,767
By talking to me the last few days,
I cannot thank you enough.
757
00:51:44,768 --> 00:51:47,270
I learned so much from you.
758
00:51:50,482 --> 00:51:53,359
- I hope all this helps somebody.
- It helps me.
759
00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:56,195
- That's the only person I care about.
- Yeah, it helps me a lot.
760
00:51:56,196 --> 00:51:59,574
I'm just so grateful that you're sharing
your experience with me.
761
00:52:00,325 --> 00:52:02,535
I don't have my mom to talk to,
but I can talk to you.
762
00:52:02,536 --> 00:52:06,872
Well, one crazy-ass old lady
to the next one.
763
00:52:06,873 --> 00:52:09,625
- It should blend really well.
- Right? Yeah, exactly.
764
00:52:09,626 --> 00:52:11,210
It should be the same person.
765
00:52:11,211 --> 00:52:12,337
Right.
766
00:52:13,088 --> 00:52:16,508
- All right. Are y'all done with this?
- Did you get the wide shot?
767
00:52:29,020 --> 00:52:30,605
All right, we're here.
768
00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:39,406
It's just hard to see.
769
00:52:46,788 --> 00:52:48,873
The pictures on the wall,
these are some of the cases
770
00:52:48,874 --> 00:52:50,624
that we've solved over the years.
771
00:52:50,625 --> 00:52:53,002
How old were some
of the cases? Very old?
772
00:52:53,003 --> 00:52:56,715
Yeah, most of them
are from the '80s and '90s.
773
00:53:00,051 --> 00:53:02,261
I'm sure you've heard
the same different kind of spiel
774
00:53:02,262 --> 00:53:05,222
from every detective for the last 30 years
about "we're working hard," you know,
775
00:53:05,223 --> 00:53:07,767
"we're working on it,"
and I'm just the newest guy,
776
00:53:08,476 --> 00:53:13,440
but I want you to know that
I'm throwing everything I can at this.
777
00:53:14,274 --> 00:53:19,738
The DNA is really the crux
of where we're going with it.
778
00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:23,366
We're continuing to reevaluate
every piece of evidence
779
00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:26,620
because what may have been
780
00:53:28,163 --> 00:53:32,333
untestable a few years ago
because of what it's made of,
781
00:53:32,334 --> 00:53:33,667
or its condition, or whatever,
782
00:53:33,668 --> 00:53:36,337
may or may not be something we can do now.
783
00:53:36,338 --> 00:53:37,797
We've got a finite amount.
784
00:53:38,965 --> 00:53:41,258
It's my decision as the lead detective,
but I'm not making it alone.
785
00:53:41,259 --> 00:53:43,720
I'm bringing in people way smarter
than me when it comes to DNA.
786
00:53:44,346 --> 00:53:47,932
Some of the experts across the country
that provide advice to make sure
787
00:53:47,933 --> 00:53:49,976
that when we move forward
788
00:53:50,602 --> 00:53:52,604
with trying to test something or trying
789
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:55,856
to use some DNA up,
that we're at the best odds.
790
00:53:55,857 --> 00:53:58,526
And if we don't have great odds,
then we'll just hold on for a little bit.
791
00:53:59,194 --> 00:54:00,527
If there's any questions
you have for me,
792
00:54:00,528 --> 00:54:03,531
of course, I'll be happy
to answer them best I can.
793
00:54:04,199 --> 00:54:06,493
It's nice to get some...
794
00:54:08,370 --> 00:54:09,537
some info.
795
00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:11,497
We've said this over the years
796
00:54:11,498 --> 00:54:13,541
is that it was always nice
to have fresh eyes on it.
797
00:54:14,042 --> 00:54:17,629
We can communicate as family members
and police department
798
00:54:17,837 --> 00:54:20,632
and hopefully solve this
at the end of the day.
799
00:54:22,592 --> 00:54:23,718
I'm very hopeful.
800
00:54:24,219 --> 00:54:27,221
I am confident that technology
is moving at a pace
801
00:54:27,222 --> 00:54:31,183
that we will be at a point
where we can take a sample to a lab,
802
00:54:31,184 --> 00:54:33,311
items that were unable
to be tested before,
803
00:54:33,812 --> 00:54:37,649
with a realistic expectation
of developing a profile sooner than later.
804
00:54:39,025 --> 00:54:43,446
We are going to solve this case someday.
I want the public to know that.
805
00:55:00,046 --> 00:55:02,214
You'll have your own pain
and your own way and your own time.
806
00:55:02,215 --> 00:55:04,634
You don't need to visit this one.
807
00:55:06,136 --> 00:55:08,387
At a certain point, the project ends
808
00:55:08,388 --> 00:55:11,057
and, hopefully, the film
is finished and you let go.
809
00:55:11,599 --> 00:55:14,769
This was a different kind of thing
because I didn't finish.
810
00:55:16,021 --> 00:55:17,646
It was really complicated.
811
00:55:17,647 --> 00:55:21,150
I couldn't see all the angles,
all of the storylines,
812
00:55:21,151 --> 00:55:22,444
all of the people.
813
00:55:22,944 --> 00:55:25,822
So, the basic feeling
was a feeling of failure.
814
00:55:27,574 --> 00:55:30,617
And the larger feeling was just
that I had let people down.
815
00:55:30,618 --> 00:55:32,287
I felt like I had let people down,
816
00:55:32,871 --> 00:55:34,581
you know, who gave me a lot of trust.
817
00:55:36,916 --> 00:55:40,462
But I knew that it was worth preserving.
818
00:55:40,587 --> 00:55:45,215
And I'm glad that this footage
is finding a home
819
00:55:45,216 --> 00:55:46,342
that feels like a way
820
00:55:46,343 --> 00:55:49,429
of honoring the folks
that let me film them.
821
00:55:57,395 --> 00:55:58,896
As the years go on,
822
00:55:58,897 --> 00:56:03,401
it's still sitting out there unsolved.
823
00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:10,700
I used to hide every December 6th.
824
00:56:11,493 --> 00:56:14,704
Couldn't find me. I'd take off work,
825
00:56:15,413 --> 00:56:19,166
even when I was still at PD,
and I did when I was at Metro.
826
00:56:19,167 --> 00:56:20,960
December 6th, you couldn't find me.
827
00:56:21,711 --> 00:56:26,383
And I was off in a corner by myself.
828
00:56:27,467 --> 00:56:30,470
It's my version, I guess,
of a day that will live in infamy.
829
00:56:31,388 --> 00:56:35,557
Yeah, I mean, and it'll probably
be that way as long
830
00:56:35,558 --> 00:56:37,769
as it's still unsolved.
831
00:56:46,569 --> 00:56:49,571
Sometimes, I think I have a memory,
but it's a photograph,
832
00:56:49,572 --> 00:56:51,740
and it's a photograph
that I've seen many times,
833
00:56:51,741 --> 00:56:54,577
and I sort of create a story around it.
834
00:56:56,955 --> 00:56:59,958
I don't think it matters whether
the memory's accurate or not,
835
00:57:00,166 --> 00:57:01,918
because it's your memory.
836
00:57:05,964 --> 00:57:09,299
So, you’re asking, how do we deal
with traumatic memories
837
00:57:09,300 --> 00:57:11,803
and change them or heal them, right?
838
00:57:16,558 --> 00:57:19,184
So, yeah, there is like this big school
of thought that says like,
839
00:57:19,185 --> 00:57:21,688
"We just tell the story
over and over and over again."
840
00:57:24,023 --> 00:57:25,774
But I think some
other things need to happen
841
00:57:25,775 --> 00:57:29,028
in telling that story
over and over and over again.
842
00:57:31,531 --> 00:57:35,118
I think we need to have
a lot of support in doing that.
843
00:57:36,619 --> 00:57:40,831
And to have the compassion
of other human beings around us
844
00:57:40,832 --> 00:57:42,792
as they're witnessing our story.
845
00:57:45,044 --> 00:57:51,550
There's a real benefit for both teller
and audience member to telling that story
846
00:57:51,551 --> 00:57:53,219
and to hearing that story.
847
00:57:57,056 --> 00:58:01,519
I think that can change
how the memory lives inside of you.
848
00:58:15,825 --> 00:58:17,869
Look, there's Eliza!