[Amaya] Previously on Love Island: Beyond the Villa...
-Iris! -Move!
[Jeremiah laughing]
I didn't only make myself look bad, I made you look bad.
-I-- Yeah. -And I want to apologize for that to your face.
I could've done things 100% better.
No, thank you. Thank you.
-Looking all scrumptious. -Yeah?
-I missed you.
-Oh, I missed you, too. -Aw!
I think we should get everybody together.
-Oh. -[Bryan] Have a good time.
Like a big reunion.
I've never been to Palm Springs.
-Oh, I heard really good things. -[Chris] Now, you're talking.
[Charlie] I haven't spoke to Hannah since the reunion.
For me, the energy was just weird.
[Iris] Do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs?
You said Chris for sure. Obviously, duh.
[Jeremiah]
[Hannah] Did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
over a man I knew for five days?
[theme music playing]
♪ Burning it up Up, up, in my day ♪
♪ My day ♪
♪ Wild, the lovers And the streakers going out ♪
♪ Something on the way just ♪
Oh, my gosh. It's, like, so overwhelming.
It's like Christmas.
-Hannah. -Oh, my gosh.
[Iris] Can we try this on?
-Santa. -Oh, my gosh.
Wait, you're kind of hot.
-Whoa. -[Iris] You look cute.
Oh, my God, I look so good. I look like Bob Ross.
There are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
How do you want the surprise to go down, though? Like, what's the plan?
Wait, what if I pretend to be Bob Ross and I'm like,
-"TJ, go in the room so I can paint you?" -Yeah, yeah.
-I'll distract him. -You distract him.
You dress up like Bob Ross.
He will have no idea what's going on.
I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ
because he has told me he's never had a real birthday party.
Somebody call TMZ.
[groaning]
[Hannah] I have beard in my mouth.
[Iris] Okay, so I think that the '80s section is back here.
[Hannah] What is '80s?
TJ always has his '80s playlist on,
so I thought it would be fun to do an 80s-themed birthday party.
Everybody's together, and it's going to be a perfect moment for him,
and I feel like he's going to really love it.
We definitely need to get Jerry a wig.
Oh yeah, I want to get him the mullet.
[Iris] And we need to get TJ an outfit.
-Iris, you have to wear this. -What?
[Iris laughing]
We could get one for Amaya and Clarke too.
[Iris] Oh, def Amaya would wear this.
-[Hannah] She would. -[Iris] It's perfect.
And it's so Amaya.
-Oh my gosh, you should wear that. -Uh-oh.
You'd look like a Christmas tree topper.
-Happy birthday, TJ -♪ Twinkle, twinkle ♪
-Yeah, the '80s... -[Hannah] Mm-hmm.
I forgot some people dress so suspicious
-in the '80s. -See, I wasn't born in the '80s, so I don't know.
So how are you feeling about Charlie being at Palm Springs with us?
I don't, like, hate him, but what I don't like is that
he continues to, like, go on these podcasts...
-Mm-hmm. -...and, like, talk about our four days together.
What was actually going through your mind during that whole Hannah situation?
-Oh, right. -You leaving and then watching her with another man
after you guys were just, like, were locked in.
Does it feel good? No.
I was completely taken out of the picture, do you know what I mean?
But then I do think, had I stayed there,
what about if that started going down while I was in the room still?
Like, I feel like I'm collateral damage to, like,
just doing what I wanted to do.
I arrived to the island during a challenge.
Oh!
[Islanders cheering]
I was in a bit of a love triangle
trying to figure out who I wanted to couple up with.
Who do you want to dump from the island tonight?
Charlie.
-Sorry. -[Hannah crying]
But the decision was made for me by my fellow Islanders.
Oh, please, can I just, like...
[Hannah] Somebody getting voted off the island felt like they were gonna die.
You were never gonna see them again.
I think he really gets the sympathy from, like,
everyone being like, "Oh, Hannah did you dirty."
And he takes that and he fucking runs across the world with it
because he knows that,
like, people are gonna eat that shit up.
But, like, I have a boyfriend.
Why are we still talking about four days of fucking Fiji?
I know. Like, just move on.
There's a reason that you're 28 years old and never had a girlfriend.
-Like, and it's not my fault. -Facts.
Not having a girlfriend ever in your existence
is just kind of a red flag for me
because I feel like, you know, you kind of have to date to, like, understand a woman.
I'm very complex.
He was just never gonna understand me.
[Iris] I wish we had someone from the '80s that could come and help us.
[Hannah] Who is from the '80s?
♪ Oh, I feel like gold ♪
♪ There's something like I'm shining everywhere That I go-o-o ♪
What's up, y'all? We're making good progress.
You know what I'm saying? Glasses on.
Oh, I gotta pack my shoes.
I'll be right back.
♪ Who are you underneath Behind the makeup ♪
♪ Mascara and... ♪
-[Belle-A] Are all these your bikinis and stuff? -[Coco] Yes.
I don't know what the vibes are gonna be.
It's gonna be a movie.
-I'm excited. -[Belle-A] I'm really excited.
-Yeah. -I've been seeing you've been kicking it
with Chris a lot lately.
How do you feel about him being at the house?
I'm not gonna lie, Chris is, like, one of the coolest guys ever.
Like, he's ridiculous.
♪ Oh, I feel like gold ♪
♪ 'Cause I feel like I'm shining everywhere That I go-o-o ♪
[TJ] How many underwear do you need for two days?
[Iris] You never know.
-TJ! -What?
You still have your tag on your pants.
-We in Palm Springs! -Road trip!
-Woo! Road trip! Road trip! -Woo!
Road trip!
Really happy when Bryan brought this idea to go to Palm Springs
and invite everybody.
We should all be able to be under one roof and have a good time,
just like how we were in the villa.
What's up, y'all?
[Chris] So I think this is the perfect time for me
to get a little bit more of alone time with Coco.
Jacuzzi.
A jacuzzi.
Views.
-The views. -The views are crazy.
[Amaya] I'm excited for this weekend.
Wait, I have an idea.
[Clarke] I'm scared.
Since we're going to Palm Springs,
I want to see snow...
-Oh, thank you. -...because I don't see snow ever.
-Me neither. I feel that. -Like, come on.
Look at what I found.
What?
There's, like, a ski lift...
-[TJ] Oh. -[Clarke] Hey. -...and you go up the mountain,
look, snow.
Now, I'm more excited.
I think if we make this small detour and meet up with everyone else later,
we'll have the time of our life.
-We could build a snowman. -Just snow. -That's so cute.
[Hannah] I love the snow. I love Christmas.
I think it'll make it feel like Christmas in California.
[TJ] How are we going to fit all these suitcases in the car?
We're going to make it fit like Jenga.
[TJ] Damn, you're out of breath.
Fuck you!
[TJ and Clarke laughing]
Oh. What the hell you got in this?
You bringing Taylor?
Where the hell is my stuff about to go?
No, no, it'll fit. Trust me.
[TJ laughing]
I don't know why there are so many suitcases.
We're only going for three days.
-Look. -What the hell?
[TJ] It's going to fit.
All you need to pack is some underwear,
socks, some T-shirts, maybe a couple pants.
Not maybe a couple pants, pants.
Okay, my jacket's here, right? Okay, bet.
[TJ] Okay, we're off to Palm Springs.
It has been so long since I've been in that villa.
-Yeah. -[Belle-A] So I feel like this trip
is going to have a similar feeling to just like everybody
in the same place on the same type of timing, so...
-I'm looking forward to it. -[Jeremiah] Same type of timing?
Same type of timing as the villa?
I mean...
We're doing challenges and shit now?
What do you mean same type of timing?
We're playing spin the bottle?
No, no, we're all going to be in one place and we're--
We're going to have to talk, you know?
I'm going to let them talk, I'm chilling.
♪ Every time we touch ♪
♪ Every time you take command ♪
[Coco] Wow.
[Bryan] A mini villa in the middle of Palm Springs.
[Gracyn] We're going to have so much fun.
[Coco laughing]
[Bryan] What, are we getting the bags?
-Yes! -Yes.
To the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days.
Ridiculous.
Welcome to Paradise.
-[Chris] After you, brother. -Wow!
-[Chris] Yo. -Nah, this is wild.
Oh, my gosh!
[Bryan] This place looks even more fire in person, I'll say that.
[Coco] Period. Y'all did so good.
The jacuzzi!
Oh yeah, I'm swimming my ass off.
[Gracyn] Oh, my gosh.
I feel like I'm in the villa again. It's so beautiful.
The pools, the hot tub, the little hideaways.
Like, this place is just sexy.
I like this.
Yo, Chris, I got the bed just for you, brother.
-For me? -Yeah.
[Gracyn] Oh, my gosh. The bunk beds?
-[Bryan] Your bed. -Bro, I wouldn't even fit, bro.
[Bryan] That's perfect.
Charlie, when's the last time you've seen Hannah?
Ah, the reunion.
-[Belle-A] Really? -Yeah, man.
How do you feel about seeing her now?
Uh, you know, it's not like there was ever anything after the show.
Just kind of ended there and then.
So that, that whole thing's, like, long gone, do you know what I mean?
No, for sure.
At the reunion with Hannah, I just felt like her energy that day
was very, like, cold with me, you know,
and I was confused by that
because I've done absolutely nothing to warrant that type of energy.
So, I don't even know what it's going to be like.
I don't know how I'm going to feel. I don't know.
It's a lot more, like, we'll see when it comes type thing.
So, yeah, man.
That's that, really.
Yeah, that's life.
[Hannah] Can we pull over? I'm having anxiety.
You're probably a little bit nervous
because you're about to do some big girl things over there.
I know.
But also, Charlie's a little bit, like, bickering too.
You and Bryan left the show together,
and he doesn't still talk about you on podcasts.
There's no point in talking and bringing extra negativity to us
when we know all of us have gotten hate.
So, why would you drive more hate to someone,
especially when they don't deserve it,
and you know that I don't deserve it?
[Amaya] Look at the mountains!
Beautiful.
This is so beautiful.
♪ Something about you Makes me pretty ♪
♪ Oh ♪
-♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ -♪ Yeah-eah-eah ♪
♪ On the other side ♪
[Hannah] There is so much oxygen up here.
I know. I could feel like I could breathe.
Wait, I thought it was less oxygen.
I think the air is thinner.
♪ Iris coming, TJ coming Hannah coming Clarke is coming ♪
-♪ Amaya coming, JB coming ♪ -Hey.
♪ [indistinct] coming [indistinct] coming ♪
'Ey!
I want a raccoon, and I want to take it home and make it my baby.
Being a Southern girlie, I didn't really know too much about Cali.
So seeing the snow, I didn't know about all this.
But it's cute.
Oh, my God.
[girls screaming]
We don't want to do that.
[Hannah]
-Cheers, guys. -Cheers to good vibes.
-To a great cabin trip. -Friends and family.
To talking some shit.
[laughing]
Speaking of friendships, what do we think about Coco and Chris?
I have to take off my earmuffs for this.
I have been picking up that they're, like, possibly dating.
I saw them at Friendsgiving when we were doing the prayer,
and they were going like this, and everyone else was like this.
-[Clarke] Mm, picking up. -And they were like that.
And so I was like, hm.
And then I went go-karting,
and I noticed that they were, like, all cuddled up go-karting.
Oh.
-[Iris] Yeah. -Well, maybe her mind could be very accommodated with Chris
that she don't try some shit with you.
Facts.
And I know the last time that you guys spoke was from Friendsgiving.
-[Clarke] Yeah. -Okay, how did that conversation for you end it off?
[Clarke] As best as it possibly could.
When we were in the villa, I felt like you were, like,
damn near, like, love-bombing me.
-Like, you would say, like-- -Coco.
-No funny shit. -Love bombing you?
-No, dead ass. -I'm not going to lie, that's delusional.
Although I was understanding of why she would feel the way that she feels,
I don't think she was reciprocating the understanding energy.
We obviously are not going to be besties, and that's fine,
but, you know, as long as we're respectful to one another...
-[Amaya] Right. -...I'm just like, forgive...
-Yeah. Right. -...let it go.
[Iris] I'm really cold. Let's just go to the house.
Let's blow this popsicle stand.
Is it cold?
Oh my gosh, it's warm.
[Coco] Oh, we should get in.
Who are you most excited to see today?
-Everyone. -Everyone?
Like, it's going to be nice that we're all in one place.
[Coco] Yeah, appreciate it.
Jesus Christ.
He seemed a little disappointed
that y'all weren't in the same room.
Let's just make this the guys' room.
-[Chris] The guys' room? -There's four guys.
[Gracyn] Chris is like...
[Bryan laughing]
Girl, it's okay, child. He's going to be all right.
I think that's cute.
You got to keep them on they toes a little bit.
-He's so silly. -You think he's going to try to sneak in?
Oh, heck no. He better chill out.
This is going to be so good for you guys,
like, to just spend time together and get to know each other more.
-Yeah. Yeah. -In this kind of setting, too, like, it's just a vacation.
-Mm-hmm. -[Bryan] This is the life.
How you feeling about Amaya coming?
Not really stressed about it.
Here for the good vibes.
You and Coco, though, you haven't kissed her yet, right?
No.
This is usually not my MO.
Um, nothing in my Love Island experience has shaped me to be this way.
I think this is just kind of how I want to move
outside the villa and going forward.
You know what you got to do, bro?
-Get some cojones? -And you know what you got to hit her with?
-Huh? -[Bryan] When it's just y'all two, two words.
"Come here."
That's all you got to say.
Aim for the middle of the square.
-Okay. -Yo. Yo.
-[Coco] Period. -Period.
-I'm actually nice. That's why I do this. -Hold on.
-This place is sick. -Yo, I like the-- I like the flooring.
Oh, my gosh.
-Yo. -Yo! Yo, this--
Hold on a sec. Bro, what?
Did you get a direct flight from Jamaica?
Hi.
[Gracyn] Good to see you.
One thing I didn't do in the villa was get in that pool,
so I'm going to get in that pool.
Get in it.
♪ Like you can meet my needs ♪
-[Bryan] That's... -Ah!
♪ You've been giving this For free ♪
-You want me to dunk it? -[Chris] I got you.
-[Bryan] This shit lowers? -[Chris] My brother.
Bro, I'm-- I'm a runner, bro.
-Oh, yeah, yeah, right, right. -Oh, there we go. There we go.
Yeah, that's cool. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
-Woo! -[Chris] Hey.
Boys, we're hungry.
-Should we cook up? All right, all right, all right. -Hey, hey. Hey, hey.
-[Gracyn] You know he's going to ask us to cook. -He's going to piss me off.
I think it's fair,
since the fellas had to cook all the meals in the villa...
-Oh, I like this. I like this. -This sounds like a proposal.
-I like this. -...I think the women should take care...
-[Jeremiah] Yeah. Yeah. -...of this. -Great idea.
-You know, I'm not opposed. -[Gracyn] Are we locking it in?
Like, do y'all know how to make drinks?
Yeah!
[cheering and screaming]
Welcome to the crib, man.
Yo, this is nuts.
-It's all on Bryan's card. -Let's go, Bryan. Shout out, Bryan.
-[Amaya] Wait, wait, wait. How many bedrooms are there? -[Belle-A] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
The master bedroom is reserved for Iris and TJ.
[TJ and Iris screaming]
[TJ] Where's it at?
[Iris] Where's the hideaway? The hideaway!
Where's the hideaway?
[TJ sighing]
-[Amaya] Miss Gracyn, how are you, love? -[Gracyn] Isn't it so pretty?
-It's so, so, so cute. -I know. It's gorgeous.
[Amaya] It looks so nice.
-We need a little inspiration. -Amaya?
-How are you, love? -Good.
Good, good.
We gave each other a hug and everything, so, like, that's cleared.
Like, that's definitely a good start to our Palm Springs trip. Whoo.
Honestly, in regards to how I spend my time at Palm Springs,
I'm going to be waking up tanning.
I'm going to be minding my business,
looking cute, taking my pictures,
and calling my boyfriend all the fucking time.
Bryan is not even in my thought.
He's not even that tall for me to even look up, you know?
I'm hangry.
We're making, like, ground beef and all the 'tings.
♪ You're going to get us Hot, hot, yeah ♪
-[Chris] Just came to check on you. -[Coco] Mm-hmm.
-You straight? -Mm-hmm.
[Jeremiah] Oh, boy.
It's dinner.
[Iris] How are you feeling about Charlie?
[Hannah] I'm not going to acknowledge him.
-He's making it a little awkward. -He's, like, he's awkward.
His presence just is like a dark cloud.
And right now, I'm like, I just don't want to deal with it.
I can't. I don't have the energy.
-Smooth? -I'm good.
Promise?
Yeah, I'm all right.
Look, me and Hannah are strangers.
We don't know each other like that.
We never became friends like that.
Essentially, it's this weird situation
because it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with.
So trying to understand how to go about it in a normal way
is tricky because it doesn't feel normal.
Food is ready.
How's seeing Hannah? Cool?
Uh, we haven't really acknowledged each other, to be honest.
All right.
[Iris] Do you feel like there will be a conversation tonight, or...
Tonight? I don't know.
-Let's go! -[Amaya] Come on, guys!
-[Gracyn] It's taco Tuesday! -I'm hangry!
[♪]
-All right. -Is it good?
[♪]
Oh my God, well, thank you to everyone who cooked.
Buon appetito. God bless.
[Belle-A] Gracyn and Coco killed this.
-Thank you guys so much. -[Coco] You too!
-I just put things in bowls. -You helped, and so did you.
[Bryan] Thank you so much for dinner.
[Amaya] Nah, Coco, you threw it down.
Man, it's fucking good.
[Coco] I didn't have no seasoning, but we made it work.
Mm, tacos.
Something's not right here.
Jesus. That dinner table, you could cut the tension with a knife.
Everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension.
Coco's looking around like, "What's going on?"
Belle-A's like, "Is everything okay?"
I'm looking at Iris. Iris is looking at Hannah. Hannah's looking at me.
I'm like, what's going on?
[♪]
Something's going on.
No.
I know that I need to break the tension, because it's a little awkward,
but I'm scared.
[Hannah screaming]
-Well, guys, we're at the end of the year. -Love that.
What better way than to leave all the tension in 2025?
So, I just want to start.
Charlie.
We have not spoken since the reunion.
From what I've gathered, you were not happy with me.
[♪]
[Hannah] From what I've gathered,
you were not happy with me at the reunion.
Yeah, I just felt like your energy was really off.
I will say, I was not doing well.
I was trying to handle that to the best of my ability.
I'm sorry, I was not thinking about you.
I was thinking about how I would be okay.
I accept your apology. You know what I mean? It is what it is.
But you seem to be much cooler around Pepe.
And I was just like, this is a bit weird, because--
[Hannah] Because Iris is my best friend.
[Iris] And I think she was just being nice, because, like,
-I was next to him, like, during the reunion. -[Hannah] Yeah.
I was just needing somebody there for me in that time.
And Pepe was, like, there for me.
And I think that just shows, like, a testament to his character.
I don't understand what happened at the reunion.
I just, for me, I was like, it just left an impression
where I felt, "Is this girl genuine?"
But I wasn't, like, bad with you.
We were just, like, weren't friends.
It wasn't like I was trying to be harsh with you.
I literally, as soon as that reunion ended, I was fucking sobbing.
I think that's what I struggled with a lot,
is I just felt like there was so many unanswered questions.
I needed to go. I was crying.
-Bryan, you were there. -She was. She was having--
I'm fucking having a panic attack.
I've been a pretty anxious person my whole life.
But I think I had my anxiety on a pretty tight leash.
And now, I feel like it's making it hard for me
to want to do things more, harder for me to leave the house.
I haven't really figured out how to handle it.
But I will say, we weren't in a relationship.
It was five days of my life.
I just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago.
I'm now in a relationship.
And, like, I don't want him to open up his phone and be like,
"Oh, why is this man on a podcast still talking about you?"
[Charlie] Yeah, for sure. I get it.
But it was never a podcast to go on and talk about Hannah.
It was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey...
-[Hannah] Yeah. -...To getting on the show,
and then my time in the show.
And my time in the show involved a majority of you as the storyline.
They were always going to ask a question about you.
Wait, hold on. Are we back in the villa days?
Like, where's the podium?
Because I feel like people are standing on business tonight.
There's ways to, like, divert the situation.
Because if you open the comments, it's all, like, shitting on me.
And it's like, I feel like you're fueling that.
And that's, for me, what hurts.
-[Charlie] No, it doesn't feel good. -You know how parasocial--
-But I feel like you were-- -But we all signed up for the public eye.
Yeah, but we shouldn't be adding to it.
-No, no, no. I'm saying-- No, wait. -[Iris] Look how much damage,
like, podcasts have caused all of us.
You are almost victimizing yourself and using me as, like....
-No, I'm not. -...this villain for doing the damn thing,
doing what I needed to do.
-Hannah, I said-- -And was I supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights?
Not at all, not at all.
At the end of the day, some people end up looking like a villain.
Some people end up doing things that people don't like.
It sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim.
You know, that's, like, some kind of self--
Like, she's annoyed with herself.
[Hannah] It's clearly, like, things are being said
because Austin went on a podcast and said that I'm a snake for how I did you.
Hannah.
Snake-ish.
I don't like the way she did my boy Charlie.
But that's on Austin.
But that has to be something that you guys were talking about.
That's his opinion, and he's also my friend.
The same way that you have an opinion on Pepe for what he did to her,
he has an opinion on you for whatever reason.
Yeah, but, bro, you were fucking telling her,
like, "Yo, like, TJ's too young anyway. Like, it wouldn't have worked.
I'm glad you're with Pepe."
And you're my friend, bro.
What, when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying, though,
that his TikToks were putting you off?
And I said, "Maybe, do you know what, though?
He's a bit younger, so maybe he's doing things differently."
No, Pepe was bothered by the TikToks.
I said, get your bag, TJ.
Yeah, that's not how it went down in the conversation.
Yeah, how the fuck did it go down?
They were both talking about how your TikToks
were cringing them on, yeah, and putting them off.
Well, it's not like...
I mean, yeah, we talked about...
That's not, like, that big of a deal.
Mm. Let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation.
We're losing the plot here.
At the time, you and Pepe looked like you were going strong,
-and deep down all this time... -Yeah, well--
...all this shit was going on, why didn't you just fucking end it?
Do you know what I mean?
[Hannah] Because I think you're thinking that it's super simple.
-You met-- you met TJ. -You're trying to make her seem like she is wrong--
-You also-- -[Hannah] No, just stop.
Because you clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship
where you feel manipulated and you don't know how to navigate that,
so don't ever fucking blame her for staying in a situation
that she didn't know how to get out of.
-It is not her fault. -It's a unique situation.
So, don't ever, ever, ever say shit like that.
I get that it's a unique situation. I get that it's a unique situation.
[Hannah] Absolutely not.
They just keep going in circles,
and he's digging a hole that he doesn't need to dig,
and he's digging himself deeper and deeper and deeper and...
I honestly want to just, like, be like, "Stop. Shh."
We should focus on the initial problem
and then solve that shit and then move on, bro.
Y'all, we're just talking in circles.
Let's just, like, drop this conversation.
Wait, you were just explaining how Hannah's a part of your story.
Iris is a part of my story,
so how are you gonna come at me for posting a couple TikToks?
It was them that were coming at you for that.
Well, we weren't coming at him for it.
-You were saying they were putting you off. -You're, like,
totally going too far.
This is intense.
He's having a hard time explaining himself,
and the girls are having a hard time understanding him.
I'm just glad that this is not me and Clarke, you know what I mean?
Because that would have been ghetto as hell.
You mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young.
I think what he's just trying to clear up
is that he only said that about you
because they mentioned you in what you were posting,
and he said that in a way of trying to console her
and make her feel like maybe she was possibly making the right decision.
-That's what-- Thank you. -He's probably not trying to come for you,
and he is probably your friend for real.
I feel like we've been lacking, like, a lot of love and,
like, empathy and, like, understanding and, like, care.
Like, I feel like sometimes it can seem a little cliquey, and...
-[Iris] I think-- -...like, it's already bad enough.
Like, we all feel like the world is against us.
Well, that's what I think is happening.
I do think you were saying it to be supportive and to be a good friend.
-Yeah. -I don't-- I don't think you were trying to take shots at TJ.
The world is against us. The public is against us.
And so, it makes us look at each other different ways.
-Yeah. -When in actuality, we were all good.
We were all fine, you know?
And then people have infiltrated our minds in a way, and...
-It's caused a division in our entire cast. -[Iris] It's caused a division.
And everybody's scared to do certain things.
It's all, like, a big mind trip.
And this is what I'm saying.
I think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform
to be able to explain a bit more.
-Yeah. -[Charlie] And it's like, it can be frustrating
because if you never-- if you never speak,
you're not-- You're just going to have to accept...
-No one will ever know. -...the narrative that people see.
-Exactly. That's so real. -You know what I'm saying? Like.
[Belle-A] Can I also say, going off of that,
I was the first one out of the villa,
and I was offered a lot of different podcast opportunities, you know?
The truth of it is, like, Hannah,
you were Charlie's villa experience.
Like, I relate in that aspect because, you know,
I only had one person from my villa experience, too.
And so whenever I do go on podcasts, like,
that name is always brought up because that was, like, my experience.
I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts
was ever in a way to, like, bring you down.
That's taken and clipped and blown up
because you are the only person he's been associated with.
It's just, like, for me, it's hard because, like...
Like, I don't even want to leave my house.
Like, I don't leave my house.
We all put ourselves out there, and it can be very fucking great for us after.
Our life-- Our lives have all changed.
We're all doing great things. You know what I mean?
But it does come at a cost.
I'm gonna call my boyfriend.
[Hannah crying]
[sobbing]
She probably just needs a breather.
All right, should we, uh, should we clean up?
-[Amaya] Yes. -Yeah.
Everything okay?
[Iris] No, not really.
[Belle-A] How you doing, Chris? Not a peep.
I don't want to just chime in, you know what I mean, when it's not my place.
[Hannah]
I know. It's just hard when you're not here.
-♪ ...Familiar faces ♪ -Hey, you in there?
-[Hannah sobbing] -♪ Worn out places ♪
-♪ Worn out faces ♪ -Hannah?
[Hannah] I'm in here.
-Where is she? -I don't know.
I was knocking on the wrong fucking door.
[Hannah sobbing]
I'm just getting overwhelmed.
Don't worry.
You said it all in a very mature way.
[Charlie] Coco, I really appreciate you helping me articulate.
Of course. I've been left in that and no one backed me up.
I just have trouble, like,
I don't want to, like, seem like I'm being a bitch,
but I'm just, like, having trouble expressing how I'm feeling.
-You're not. You're standing up for yourself. -[Hannah sighs heavily]
♪ Mad world ♪
[Charlie] It's just messy. Just a mess.
♪ Mad world ♪
Aw, Hannah.
Sorry, guys, I wasn't trying to, like, bring the mood down.
♪ Get close, honey Don't be shy ♪
[Amaya] All right.
Okay.
Daddy!
-Hey, Belle-A. -There she is.
[Coco] [indistinct], baby.
-[screaming] -Ah!
She dropped the egg!
♪ You've got me up, down ♪
[Chris] You call him white chocolate?
Nah, this girl, she calls him white chocolate.
-Oh, word. -[Jeremiah] Don't get shy now.
[Charlie] I kind of like it.
-[Jeremiah] You love it and that's okay. -It makes me feel cool.
[Clarke] You should have came.
You should have had finals week last week.
And fail everything?
Get zeroes?
-[giggling] -[Gracyn]
It's a new day. New energy.
Everyone's gonna split up, go their separate ways.
I think everyone just needs...
[inhaling, exhaling] time to breathe.
-Come on, Coco Chanel. -[Coco] Here we go!
What are you guys doing? Let's go. We got a tee time.
What's the tee time?
What the hell are you guys wearing?
I've been golfing one time.
I don't really own no golf gear.
You see how me and Chris showed up.
Take us out the hood, can't take the hood out of us.
[Belle-A] Let's go!
♪ Na na na na ♪
♪ Na na na na na na na ♪
Who's ready to golf right now?
Let's go.
My goal today is to get a hole-in-one.
-[laughing] -Why you laughing?
-You want to style me? -Yeah, I got you.
-Get me right, get me right. -I got you.
That's very-- Yeah.
[Bryan] Swagger, bro. Like some designs.
What size is this?
[Belle-A]
Oh, really?
[gasps]
-What? -It's water.
Really?
[gasps]
-Wow. -Maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking.
-You know what you want? -Uh, matcha, please?
It's a new day. You know, Charlie, you know, went through a lot last night.
I don't want him to feel alone or isolated.
So it's just time to check in, see what's going on,
see how he's feeling, and just, you know,
try to really understand where he's at.
And then can I get a side of bacon and a side of avocado?
-[barista] Yeah. -Thank you.
-Hey, mama. -What a beautiful day to be beautiful.
It is. You look amazing.
-Holy crap. -Yeah, you do look good.
I wanted to go run down the plan for TJ's birthday.
-Yes. -'80s theme.
-Yes! -Yeah?
Back to my mommy days.
We gonna party.
I got more accessories and stuff,
so it's at my mom's house.
I sent it there because I didn't want to send it here
because of the surprise.
He's going to come back home.
I'm going to blindfold him,
and I'm going to take him to the room.
I'm going to change,
and then I'm going to open up the blinds,
and everything's going to be set up out here.
And I was hoping that you guys would help set it up.
Oh, babe, of course. There's no question about that.
I'm going to try and get back as soon as I can.
Okay. I will go change.
-Bye, my lover. -Love you.
-Tell him I said hi. -I will. Text me if you guys need anything.
-Okay. -You guys, look who's here.
-Hello, hello. -[girls squealing]
-I feel like I'm always late to everything. -[squealing]
-Hi, lovah! -I'm going to get changed. I'll be back.
Ooh, oh my God, you see how beautiful this is?
-This is our castle. -Our villa.
This is our villa.
This week is insane.
I have, like, four photoshoots,
and I'm also trying to squeeze Palm Springs
'cause I want to spend time with my people celebrating TJ.
-Hannah, you should tell her what happened yesterday. -What happened?
Charlie had went on a podcast and was, like,
still talking about, like,
our four-day fucking getting to know each other.
And so I just want to be like, can I set the boundary
that, like, we don't do that anymore?
Like, you know how the hate is.
Like, you don't need to fuel to that.
And he just started taking it, like, way too far,
and, like, he started coming for Iris and TJ.
I've never seen that coming, though.
But, Hannah, you did a really great job
standing up for yourself yesterday.
And the thing is, you can, whatever, disrespect me.
I'll fucking take it.
But talk about my friend
and that's when I beat ass.
[giggling]
Okay, accessories.
[sighing]
-How you feel? -I'm all right, mate.
Last night was, uh, got a little bit...
-Mmm! -Little bit outta hand-- Is that all right?
-That's really good. -Do you like it?
Does it cut the LA-- LA level that you're used to?
It's pretty good, honestly. It's unique.
Like, I do feel like their takes on last night
weren't-- weren't justified, really.
I get that you don't want someone to speak about you,
especially now that you've got a partner.
I completely understand that.
But the way it sounded was that I'd been,
you know, going on about her for the entire-- since it's happened.
And then the whole thing of me being trying to play victim is ridiculous.
Yeah, I wish I could have done more to mediate it,
because I can-- I see both sides.
So I'm just like, if y'all just went point by point and said,
okay, Charlie's not victimizing himself.
He finally got a platform to speak. We understand that.
Okay, boom. Moving forward, Hannah would like if
you didn't talk about, um, her on podcast.
Okay, boom. Done, done. And you both are happy. Like...
Hannah and Charlie arguing definitely puts me in a tough position.
But I'm gonna be there for both.
Not playing both sides, but...
holding both my friends accountable
in ways that I see and then just, you know,
being there for them in any way possible after.
As long as you feel like you squashed it
and you feel heard, that's what I care about.
I'd rather just be with people that
I think give me good energy, uplift my spirit.
-That's fair. -You know what I mean?
[♪]
[Bryan] All right, here we go.
-Yah. Oh! -[man] Good, good, good.
Oh, shit.
-[TJ] Wow. -[Chris] Yes, Belle-A!
Oh, shit. We're catching air.
-Wow. -Yeah!
See that, TJ?
Yeah, it looks good. It's not in the hole, though.
[indistinct]
Somebody's making this-- I can feel it.
Hey, TJ, how's your mental doing, bro, from last night?
Good enough to putt this in one try. That's for sure.
[cheering]
That was pretty gangsta. I'm not gonna lie.
[laughing]
[instructor] That looks perfect.
Everything good with you and Charlie, bro?
Yeah, bro.
I honestly wasn't expecting to, like, have a convo
or, like, be involved with it. -Yeah.
I think you kind of got looped into it 'cause
I think Charlie really wanted to have that conversation with just Hannah.
And Iris kind of jumped in,
and he kind of felt annoyed by it, in a sense.
And then, obviously, you got some of that.
-He acted a little out of line with some of the things he said. -Yeah. Yeah.
So, you know, I'm gonna say my piece, but...
I like Charlie. I don't think he had, like,
uh, bad intentions with what he said.
I think he felt, like, very attacked.
You know, I didn't want him to, you know,
say what he thought happened and then the rest of y'all
sitting at the table believe, like, that story.
-Iris and I, we spoke to Charlie after, too. -Yeah.
Bro, you know, I fuck for you, bro, like, but...
obviously, that's not a nice thing to hear,
do you know what I mean, from your perspective.
For that, like, I apologize.
But it was never a anti-TJ,
let's-bash-him-down type thing, bro.
Nah, I appreciate it.
So that conversation went well?
Yeah, it was good. Productive.
Yeah, rest of the trip, we're good. Um...
Unless he says some other bullshit.
[all chuckling]
[♪]
It's weird because, bro, so much has changed.
We're living life so crazy right now.
We're doing amazing things, man.
And then, at the same time, there's been so many
crazy changes back home as well.
-Yeah. -And it's like, damn, so much is going on.
You haven't had a home in months.
On top of that, I lost two grandparents
within the space of six months, man.
Still haven't been able to process that.
You've been living out of your suitcase, being, you know,
you're not with your family, so it's just, like,
it's just tough on you.
It's difficult.
I lost my grandma just two months before I went into season seven.
And then I lost my granddad a week before Love Island Games.
I'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents.
And then now, like, my parents are moving
out of the family home soon.
It's not gonna be like, oh, okay, you know what, I'll go home.
I just feel like I have to accept it.
I'm in my later 20s, and this is life.
When you're stressed, like, your brain literally
shuts down certain parts of your brain so it can work on the stress.
That ties into the swallowing food thing
that I developed, man, that fear of choking on food.
Really?
I noticed I was just hyper-focusing on, uh, chewing on food.
I tried to, uh, swallow my food.
My throat just tightened up. Felt like I was choking.
But it's something that through connecting with other people,
I've learned that it's actually way more common,
-and it's getting on the better side. -Yeah.
When I was back home and I was chilling, I was relaxed.
It was back to normal, do you know what I mean?
And it's gonna be like that.
It was like that when I was at Austin's, you know what I mean?
-Yeah. -I haven't really spoke about that
because it's awkward and makes me feel uncomfortable
and I'm quite embarrassed about it.
-That's real, bro. -But, you know, things are only embarrassing if you let it be.
Yeah. I'm glad for you to get back.
You'll have me and Austin in LA,
and we'll be able to just work out together, go get food together,
process your grief together, you know what I'm saying?
You're gonna have all that support system once you're back.
-How's that bacon? -It's really-- I saved you one.
Today's gonna be good, bro. We're gonna go, we're gonna enjoy this party.
We're gonna get some funny-ass, goofy-ass outfits.
So I'm excited.
You've been good to me, bro.
You've been really, really good to me.
[indistinct]. It doesn't go unnoticed.
[♪]
♪ Baby we ain't like that ♪
♪ I don't even like that ♪
♪ Come on, let the guard down ♪
♪ I wanna see you like that ♪
The sun is kicking my ass.
[Clarke] It is.
How's my body looking?
[Clarke] Very tea. Yeah, we knew that.
♪ I wanna see you when I wake up in the morning ♪
-[Coco ]Hey. -[Gracyn] Cute!
Okay. What do you think you want?
Ooh, they're from Bali.
You know, I wonder, like, if something like that could pass for '80s.
No. No, sista.
Oh, wow, these are gorge.
So, um, how's it going back at the villa?
It's going great.
I know it's going real good.
Ew.
What do you mean by that?
You creep.
"I know it's going real good."
I know what I saw.
What the fuck did you see?
You saw nothing.
[Gracyn]
-[Coco] Yeah. -So, like, how was that?
Girl, it's just like in the villa, child.
It was chill. It was normal.
We just slept and woke up.
No little...
No, we haven't even kissed yet.
-Really? -A kiss is very special, and it's very intimate.
It is an exchange of energy, and, like,
it's that gateway into, like, dang, do we really, like, hit it off, hit it off?
I like that we're so attached to the hip, even right now, like...
Emotionally.
Emotionally, just, like, really just getting
each other and, like, being there for one another
and hearing each other out.
Like, he just always makes it such a safe space for me.
Yeah.
[♪]
Oh, shit!
-Yeah, you should've left it on the last one. -Fuck.
-[instructor] All right. -TJ, how do you think we did with this trip, bro? For real.
We gave you and Iris the best room.
-Yeah, that's respect. -You know what I'm saying?
[all laughing]
And today was great. Did you plan this, too?
-[Bryan] Yeah, man. Everything. -Shit.
-We got more in plan. -[TJ] More in store?
-More. -[TJ] Shit, what are we doing?
You'll find out.
The fact that they have a mini golf in their backyard
is the definition of free will.
[Amaya giggling]
-Ready? -Yeah.
Oh, shit.
Do I have to keep going?
-What's the rules for mini golf? -Yeah, you keep going until you make it.
Okay, that's two.
Hey, three.
So how are you feeling with your ex being here?
Hold on, let me try to make this.
-Let me focus before we get into deep details. -Yeah, lock in.
Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
-[squealing] -Oh!
Almost.
[squealing]
Like, is it weird for you, like, with all of us, like, you know,
chatting it up with him, or are you like...
Oh, girl, I don't give a fuck.
-Yeah. -There's not even a fuck to find in the world for me to give.
I still don't expect any of my girls to be buddy-buddies with him,
but having a conversation with him,
out of respect, I really don't care.
The only girl I know that hangs out with him is Belle-A.
If she is going to continue on building a relationship with my ex,
then I don't think that's a girl's friend.
The only thing that had bothered me was, like, yesterday,
I feel like she was, like, so quick to, like, defend Charlie's, like, actions.
I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts
was ever a way to, like, bring you down.
Don't even, like, join in the conversation
if you're gonna, like, invalidate my feelings.
Yeah, yeah, I see what you're saying.
If you're trying to, like, validate the people who are hurting me
over, like, my feelings, especially in a moment
where I was clearly, like, not having an easy time,
that kind of shows me where you stand.
It's all about respect, and, yeah, it's not that fucking deep,
but I don't even care how deep it is.
It could be a fucking centimeter,
-and if I feel a way about it, I feel a way. -Valid.
-Did you lose the ball? -I did.
Damn, girl.
[♪]
[TJ] What a good day of golfing, huh?
Thank you guys so much for today.
I felt like it was really refreshing,
and honestly, like, I needed this.
I felt like, you know, I was just a little sister here today.
I feel like I'm kind of a little excluded sometimes
by some of the girls.
Why do you feel that way, Belle-A?
I think coming out of the villa, I was friends with everybody.
But I think wanting to be friends with everybody almost creates...
a division in-- in everybody else's minds.
For me, I'm the type of person who I will always try to make everybody feel included.
-If you guys haven't been able to tell, you know. -Yeah.
I always want everybody there, the more the merrier,
and I'm just never that thought for other people.
I have a hard time there,
and I honestly think that it comes from some other
deep-rooted issues that I've dealt with growing up and...
dealing with people just kind of dropping me.
As a friend, I mean,
I come from a family of eight kids,
but it was pretty much just me and my brothers for a long time.
I've got three other sisters,
but they kind of live their own lives, so.
-Really? -Yeah, and they kind of casted me aside a little bit, so...
To me, like, in my eyes, of course, like, I'm a great friend.
Like, why doesn't anybody want to be friends, you know?
Anyways, yeah, it's just, it's tough, I guess.
You always got an invite from me.
-[Belle-A] Thank you -You can always kick it with us.
I appreciate that.
Just being included by the guys
does make me feel so much better.
I don't feel like I'm cast aside or cast away.
You know, they let me in on their jokes.
This helped fill my cup today, guys.
[giggling]
-[Chris] Hell yeah. -Cheers to that.
Belle-A and the boys. [giggling]
-I feel like, do we need to give him a present? -Ooh! Lookie.
[Hannah] I don't know much about girls, but I'm clearly not good at it.
What's up, sexy ladies?
-Ow, ow, ow! -Hi!
-I think that we should call Iris... -[Clarke] Okay.
because it's already getting pretty late.
-[girls] Yeah. -I think we need to set up and she's still not back.
We need to start getting ready ASAP.
I miss her. I only saw her for, like, five minutes.
-Not even. -[Hannah] I'm going to call her.
Hi, princess.
Aw, you look so gorgeous.
[Amaya] You look so cute.
-Okay. -Okay.
The vendors?
Okay, got it.
I'm gonna be like, TJ, what the fuck are you on about?
You're not that special.
[laughing]
[Andreina] Hello?
All right, guys, so are we going to start setting up?
Wait, I am dying.
Girl, these balloons are bigger than me.
This is suffocating.
[woman] Do you need help?
-Wait, Hannah, make sure I don't bump into anything. -Yeah.
♪ I'ma do it just like that Da-da-da-da ♪
♪ Just like that ♪
Do you guys think Iris is almost here? Oh!
[cheering, screaming]
[Amaya] We missed you!
Wait, what is all of this?
-This is the party decorations. -Wait, he's 42?
[♪]
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
♪ Can you feel Can you feel it ♪
-♪ Bang ♪ -[Bryan] Fresh off a W, man.
Aw, your girl's waiting at the front door.
Let's go. She look good.
Her TJ radar went off.
-Yeah, I love that. -Can I have the first hug?
-What the hell? -[Iris] You guys look, like, all golfed up.
-[TJ] Yeah. -[Iris] Come with me.
All right, I'll see you guys.
Y'all be safe out there.
See ya, bro, see you, man.
[TJ] Oh, shit, what the fuck is going on right now?
You have to put this on.
-Are you dead-ass? -Yes.
And these are noise-cancelling.
Are we doing a kissing challenge right now?
Just put those on.
[Iris giggling]
Can you see anything?
How many fingers am I holding up?
-Uh, three. -Okay.
Lay down this way. Come here.
On the pillow, like you're going to bed.
Wait a second, what is going on?
There's cameras everywhere.
Iris, what are you doing?
-Put this on. -Yo.
No, TJ.
♪ I'm not easily satisfied ♪
[TJ chuckling]
[Iris] I'm sorry.
♪ Get enough Or you'll get nothing at all ♪
Iris, I swear to God, what are you doing?
Just leave it.
[TJ] What are you doing right now?
♪ Or you'll get nothing at all ♪
[Iris giggling]
[♪]
[Iris] Put this on.
-[TJ] Yo. -[Iris] No, TJ.
[TJ] I'm not going to lie, this is weird as fuck.
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
Oh, my God. Whenever I think about the '80s,
I just be thinking about that chuggy move, that buggy move.
Just like, uh, uh.
'80s...
Um, hair.
Hairspray.
Eyeshadow.
To be honest, I had to borrow clothes
and I basically looked like I was in the '90s.
They wore lime green thongs like I'm wearing right now.
Obviously, as you can tell by the swagger,
I'm trying to mix whatever I got going on with the '80s right now.
I just threw in a bucket hat.
I'm lost as shit in this '80s party.
-Yeah. -Oh, I'm hating for sure.
-He's a blond baddie, man. -All right.
-[whispering] You guys are ready to go? -Let's go.
Shh!
This is some bullshit.
I genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video.
That's what it looks like.
It's so TJ Brandon.
[TJ] What is going on right now?
Can I take this off?
[giggling]
What the fuck?
What are you wearing?
I have an outfit for you, too.
-Wait, what is this for? -[Iris] I'll show you.
This is yours, so you need to change into this.
And don't question it.
Guys, the second we make eye contact, happy birthday.
One, two, three.
[♪]
[all] Happy birthday!
[cheering]
Oh, shit. This is a birthday thing?
Oh, shit!
["I Think We're Alone Now" by Tiffany]
♪ "Children, behave" ♪
♪ That's what they say When we're together ♪
♪ "And watch how you play" ♪
♪ They don't understand And so we're ♪
♪ Runnin' just as fast As we can ♪
Yo, limbo, limbo, limbo!
♪ Holdin' on To one another's hand ♪
♪ Tryin' to get away Into the night ♪
♪ And then you put Your arms around me ♪
♪ And we tumble to the ground And then you say ♪
♪ I think we're alone now ♪
-♪ There doesn't seem To be anyone around ♪ -[record scratch]
♪ We in the villa Lookin' like killas ♪
♪ Not Michael Jackson But we in a thrilla ♪
♪ You already know This is for TJ ♪
♪ TJ, this ain't no BJs ♪
Ey!
♪ I think we're alone now ♪
♪ There doesn't seem To be anyone around ♪
-[cheering] -[Hannah] Yay!
Iris did so good and surprised the shit out of me for my birthday.
Yo, thank you guys for coming.
Appreciate y'all.
I hate surprises, but this one was pretty good.
I could see you in the next Ken doll movie.
-Oh, yeah? -Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Do I look like a gangster with this shit?
-For sure, bro. -[indistinct]
This is like an action film.
You're just missing a chain. A chain like Charlie's.
Oh, yeah, I need a big one.
-I would like to sit down. -Let's go.
I can hold you.
[both giggling]
[♪]
-My five-five ass is like... -[Chris] You snort?
You snort?
Sometimes. You know that already.
That was cute.
I didn't take the time to kiss Coco or go after her
'cause there's a time and place for everything,
and when you have that first kiss,
you want to feel it, like, going into it.
When you look into somebody's eyes,
you're like, okay, I'm about to kiss her.
Like, I didn't get that yet.
Like, I can tell we almost there, but we're not there yet.
♪ Ooh, can you give me a sign That you want my love ♪
[Iris] Can I sit here with you guys?
-[Hannah] Yes, baby. -[Clarke] Of course.
We all are three girls that just need to be proposed to.
Oh, that we are.
So you know that thing where you are scared about
-marrying the wrong person? -Mm-hmm.
-Like, you know that's an actual phobia? -[Clarke] Yeah.
I feel like I had that phobia. [chuckling]
Oh, steal that air guitar.
But with TJ, I feel like he's actually, like...
the guy that I've been looking for and been wanting.
See, that's good, because I don't have that fear,
because I think being an ex-wife is kind of, like, chic.
-Ex-wife is kind of fire. -[Hannah] It's kind of chic.
Yeah, that's my ex-husband.
Fuck you, ex-husband.
[giggling]
-What? -You know what?
I actually like how rough that was.
It just feels authentic.
Belle-A is such a sweetheart, but she's also, like, not a pushover.
I like that about her, and I feel like we
recently have, like, gotten a little closer.
-So I was one of the boys for the day. -[Coco] Period!
And I'm telling you, the energy, it wasn't...
Like, there was no feeling of exclusion in the air at all.
[Coco] Yeah.
I'm like, where's all my friends?
You look good as fuck. Good outfit choice.
I wish there was more room on this...
-[Coco] Hey. -[Belle-A] Hi, love.
-Can I sit here? -Hey, sugar.
-Yeah. -[Belle-A] Join us.
[Gracyn] What's going on with y'all?
Just chatting it up.
Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit about
not feeling as included in this whole group dynamic.
Yeah. Oh, gosh, no.
No, don't, like--
Iris Delilah Kendall.
Oh, my...
I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time.
[Gracyn] I'm feeling the same thing.
I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
I mean, they're having a group conversation right now,
and none of them are asking where we are or for us to join.
-Ah! -Will you marry me?
[TJ] I knew it.
[giggling]
Keep my wife's name out your goddamn mouth.
Yeah, I hope you saw that motion of the ocean, baby.
[screaming]
She said yes!
[cheering]
I'm not trying to, like, start something that's not there,
but it's hard to see them laughing and, like,
they're literally, like, laughing and having a really good time,
and, like, I wish we could all share that together.
Yeah.
[laughing]
♪ There doesn't seem to be Anyone around ♪
Every person that used to ask me, you know, who are you closest with?
You know, Amaya, Hannah, Iris.
And if you were to ever ask them,
I honestly don't think they would ever, like, mention my name at all.
-For a long time, I was only close with Hannah. -Right.
When we left the villa, I thought we had a really good friendship.
-Yeah. -Then, you know, Anna,
her and Iris got really close. They would go and hang out.
We're all in LA,
and I would never get a call to go and hang out with them.
Yeah, it definitely doesn't feel good.
And I always try to include them,
and it just hasn't been reciprocated.
Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa.
I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off,
but it does make me really sad,
and I feel like there's been just a stop to it.
Her energy and attention
has shifted on a lot of other people.
Like, I wonder if she's even noticed.
I thought that this trip
would kind of, like, feel like summer camp.
I had high hopes, like, bring us all back together,
and it's hard to see.
The fact that we're Casa girls,
I don't think that we share the same relationship.
Like, we all want to be cool girls.
We are cool girls.
So to feel like maybe there's a group
that thinks that they're... cooler,
it doesn't feel good.
I just think, like, they've got each other, and they're good,
and they don't-- they're not looking to, like, build more friendships,
but it's hard because, like, we already had that,
-like, those friendships. -Right. They already existed.
-Especially with you. -Yeah.
And, the vibe I get from them is, like, "You can't sit with us."
Yes, that's how it feels, exactly.
Oh, I had a really deep talk with Charlie.
Just about everything he's been going through
and, you know, trying to get a visa,
and his grandparents and the journey he's been on.
I can't even start to judge him because I haven't
-lost nobody like that. -[Charlie sighs]
So I just give him grace, you know what I'm saying?
Wait, he... his grandparents?
He lost two of his... he lost, um...
two of his grandparents within six months.
-[Clarke] No way. -[Jeremiah] Yeah.
I'll give Charlie grace because I understand
it can be difficult, especially
when everything's chaotic and a mess.
But we all go through things.
I just don't think it's an excuse to be a shit person.
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
Iris killed it tonight, but it means a lot
when everyone can come together and we can celebrate something.
Like just being in this house alone with everyone,
you know, brings some good times and memories back.
I'm just grateful that we could all be together and celebrate.
-It means a lot. -[Coco] So cute.
-Silly face! -[camera clicks]
[shrieking and laughing]
Come on, come on. Let's go.
All right, bye, girl.
[Coco] Yeah.
[Iris]
♪ Put your love on me ♪
♪ Watch me, baby ♪
♪ Watch me ♪
♪ Watch me, baby Put your love on me ♪
♪ Watch me, baby ♪
♪ Watch me ♪
♪ Watch me, baby Put your love on me ♪
♪ Watch me, baby ♪
♪ Watch me ♪
♪ Watch me, baby, put your love on me ♪
-You okay? -Yeah, I'm good.
-Are you good? -Yeah.
I'm sad, I'll be leaving you today.
It's our last day here.
Ass out, sun's out.
[both laughing]
Let's do it.
I just want to get that drive home and then move on.
That's only two hours.
[Charlie] Might be traffic.
-[Hannah] Hello. -[Sebastian] Hi, babe.
-Hi, sugar. -What are you doing?
Chilling in the floaty.
-Word. -I wanted to give you an update.
-You've been a busy girl. -Busy woman.
So at dinner, I told Charlie like,
not to go on podcasts talking about me anymore.
I felt like maybe there was like some resolve,
at least like, you know, obviously we're not going to be
like, best buds, but like cordial, you know?
Especially if I'm going to have to be in situations
where he's around.
I don't hold grudges.
Once it's like done and it's spoken about,
there's no reason for me to like, loiter on it
and like, try to be like, make myself more upset.
I think that does not help my anxiety.
The past is in the past. Let it go.
I don't have to see you ever again in my life
if I don't want to, and that's all.
I will say, by the end of the night,
I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs.
It's less awkward.
-Will you marry-- -Yes!
[TJ] I knew it!
Yeah, I hope you saw that. The motion of the ocean, baby!
But like, also, I don't need to be friends with him.
I don't really care,
but like, I don't want to feel like, awkward
every time he's around, you know?
Yeah, so you don't need to be his friend,
but you don't need to be his enemy either.
Yeah.
Today is the last day we're all together.
-[Gracyn] Wait, that's so sad. -I know.
Y'all ready to go? It's like herding turtles. Come on.
-[indistinct chatter] -Okay, drive safe.
I want to have a baby.
-You want to have a baby? -Yeah.
I just want to hold one.
I am going to.
-Sorry, I took your chair. -No, it's okay, sit.
I'm manifesting.
Right, people, I'mma bounce.
The difficult conversations, they've got to be had.
If you can communicate the uncomfortable stuff,
then you're obviously making progress,
you're breaking through. No bad blood.
See you later, pal.
Yeah?
Thank you for being here.
-Drive safe, bye. -No worries, no worries.
It was really, really nice seeing you.
We'll see you soon, okay?
-Bye, Charlie. -Take care.
-[Belle-A] Drive safe. -It brings me so much joy,
not to see them on good terms,
but to just be like, yo, a lot of shit happened.
Like, it's good.
There's still, like, respect for each other
because of, like, what we went through together,
so they hug and he leaves. I'm just, like...
you know what I'm saying, I felt a little proud I helped out a little bit.
[Hannah] Have fun. Be safe.
I feel that me and Charlie can be civil.
I don't wanna, like, be his best friend,
but being in a room together, it's not,
it doesn't have to be weird.
That's it, London Man is out!
You know, it-- it was rough before it got smooth,
but seeing Hannah and Charlie hug goodbye on the last day
is exactly what this is about.
Charlie has left the villa.
♪ Keep the faith ♪
[Clarke] Next time on Love Island: Beyond the Villa.
I thought, why not bring a white Christmas to LA?
[cheering]
[audio breakdown]
I just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
Somebody told me that you hooked up with
a couple of people at a party.
I'm gonna walk away, this is too much.
[sobbing] I just don't want to do this anymore.
How you liking LA?
I like it a lot.
I definitely feel me and Clarke compromising, you know,
me wanting to be country, her wanting to be city.
I'm really close with Austin.
I don't know what's going on with us right now.
Wait, has he not been talking to Rave since July?
I've kind of been a little bit of a ho.
I've said that multiple times.
Why are you making it so hard?