Previously this season on Plastic Surgery Rewind.
Nine surgery-obsessed guests checked into the Rewind Retreat
to explore reversing their cosmetic procedures.
My boobs are so big.
The doctor made 'em bigger than I wanted.
My butt. I wanna get that out. A couple of my friends
you know, had to have the whole thing cut off.
I cannot see my abs. I can't see my many things.
And we soon found out
that the reasons behind their surgeries
went way deeper than any needle could go.
I was drugged, beaten.
Then they basically left me to die.
I was always picked on,
I was always, you know, told queer, gay boy, ginger head.
I was the sexy one in his eyes.
- Yeah. - And that needed to be
who I was at all times.
For two weeks, our guests were challenged
to confront themselves inside.
I don't wanna lose myself.
You are strong, you are beautiful,
and you are what matters. You know that, right?
- Yeah. - Yeah.
So they could decide who they really want to be
on the outside.
Dr. Terry, take these damn lips off my face, please.
And with the help of quantum physics, AKA the Time Tunnel,
six of our retreat guests have leapt into the future
to go under the knife
and emerge with a brand-new life.
Come on, doll.
Okay, bring it.
Oh!
Oh, my God.
Come on, baby.
I'm back.
Welcome to your future, darling.
And tonight, I've teased you enough, kiddos.
It's time to reveal...
if our final three guests decided to reverse or not.
Oh, home sweet home.
We're all healed, guys.
We'll have because I do love an old energy.
- I love your hair, chicken. - Do you?
That is the best colour ever.
Do you know what? I actually feel like
a brand-new person. Walking back in the house,
I'm so happy to be connected with my favourite three.
Kim, Brielle, Larissa.
We have our own group chat.
Now, Kim never replies. If you're lucky enough,
you might get a----ing thumbs up.
Alan I need to know what kind of action you've been getting.
But seeing everybody with their brand-new look,
it's just amazing.
Tell me what was your experience,
like what you got done. I'm dying to know.
- I just did my arms. - I know.
You look amazing.
I had that tissue that was just driving me nuts.
- Yeah. - And so I wear t-shirts
- and tank tops all the time, - I know.
I did it for me. I'm so happy. The incision,
you won't even see it in three months.
And the good thing about it is you can't really see
the scar unless you lift your arm up.
No. If I'm down like this, if I'm riding somebody,
- you know? - Riding somebody?
So, your butt. I love your butt.
Do you know what?
Have you been bending over using your butt?
Now that I have my new look, I'm actually very confident
and I started to love it. You know,
you look at yourself in the mirror and you're like,
- "God, I look great." - I love it.
I think your titties look great.
Me, too. I feel good.
I'm like, I wanna see them. I want to see them out.
You can, you can. I'll show you.
I feel it's a good size.
I think that they look amazing.
- Uh-huh. - Now when I look at you,
I'm not trying to not look at your boobs, right?
I'm actually, like, I just see your face, you know?
Yeah. It was so bad.
And so now how do you feel? Have you been posting?
You are afraid a friend's gonna see.
You are afraid someone's gonna Google you and find out.
Since changing my boobs, I have the freedom to do
whatever I want. I can be myself and nobody's gonna wonder
what I do for a living or question me.
So now I have the goal to be a flight attendant.
Oh, you want to be a flight attendant?
- Yes. - Oh great, so when I come
to Vegas and I'm 10 minutes 'til take-off,
you'll be able to check my bags, still?
First class, I want.
Well, duh.
What about your procedure? How it went?
Larissa, I was----ing miserable.
The reversal of the under-eye filler made me skin
so loose, saggy. My mom was panicking.
I was really surprised
with what it looked like after it was dissolved.
She was like, "Let's go. We're gonna go fill it back up."
I said, "No, we should probably just wait and trust
Dr. Dubrow's vision."
I must've had eight to ten procedures
to get me back
to where I'm at now.
And I'm so glad we did.
We don't need all this sh--.
That's what I got out of this.
Here, you think I look better?
- Uh-huh, yes. - In the eyes.
You look very good. Uh-huh. I wonder who is coming next.
Good question, Larissa.
It's our real-life Ken doll, Sebastian,
who had a nose job to remove a bump left by a vicious attack.
You look great, hon, and everyone knows it.
And then there's Kathy,
and it looks like she's got something off her chest.
Her super-sized implants!
We're gonna talk to Kathy
and see what she went through with Dr. Dubrow.
So, sometimes the patient goes through quite a journey
and sometimes the doctor goes through quite a journey.
Yeah.
Because you had very large saline implants,
to minimize complications, I did puncture them.
- You had wounds. - Yes.
And drains inside the pockets to collect fluid.
And you had a very interesting relationship,
despite the instructions we gave you
with the drains.
Yes I did. I had fun.
I started playing with 'em.
- Kathy! - You were playing with them?
Drains typically have the tubes with bulbs.
- Right. - And you not only
- took the bulbs off- - Kathy!
But in order to maximize the drainage from the drainage
tubes, you did something I've never seen a patient do before.
She actually put the end of the tube up to her mouth
and sucked the fluid out that way.
Ew. I'm really disgusted.
She should probably stay away from straws.
So we're gonna keep those away from her tonight.
The bacteria ascended through the drain tubes,
and she got a very dramatic and significant wound infection
requiring going to the hospital.
Yeah, I learned my lesson. I mean, don't suck on the tubes.
Despite the quite horrible wound infection,
I believe that you only got through it
because of your amazing spirit and your desire
and positive way of thinking.
Yes, it could've been devastating and I thank God
it wasn't. I mean, you did such a good job.
I was just, like, so happy.
Here you are, arguably one of the best results
I have ever seen from this procedure in anyone.
- Wow. - That's awesome.
So congratulations, you look amazing.
Kathy and Sebastian, you two go on into the house.
We will catch up with you later on.
Who's about to walk through that door?
Hello!
God, this is a beautiful couple.
- How you guys doing? - You look stunning.
- Oh, my God, I love your hair. - I know. Do you like it?
Wait, you guys know each other?
- I'm obsessed. - Ken and Barbie walk in.
Like, who are these people
and what did they have done 'cause they look incredible.
Hi, nice to meet you. Nice to meet you.
- How are you? - Hi, I'm Kim.
You're stunningly beautiful. Nice to meet you.
Hi!
Right when I walk in, I see Larissa and it's not
'cause she has giant tits.
- Look. - Uh-huh. Do you like it?
It fits your body. It just looks so well,
- compliments your figure. - Thank you.
She looks a lot better.
- Hello. - Hi, honey?
- What's the name-y? - The navy? We have navy.
No, what's the name be?
Your hair is gorgeous. Like, I can't get over it.
- It's all mine. - Is it really?
- Oh, god. - Yeah, because I use Bob.
- Bob? - Bob. You don't have a Bob?
- A Bob? - Can you send me a link?
Yeah. Bob. Boyfriend on batteries.
Is that a vibrator?
Yeah, vibrator. I'm not kidding you.
What are you talking about, ma'am?
It stimulates the hair growth.
You use it down here and then you use it up here.
That's so gross.
How was that even a thought through your mind?
Oh, she's chaotic. I need a drink for this.
- Half an hour a day. - The fact that Kathy
takes a vibrator and puts it all around her scalp,
you're just like moving this big old wand around your head?
I'm not sure how that works but hey, listen,
I'm gonna give it a try.
Wait, so what did you have done?
Well, I ended up getting my nose done.
Just my side profile's, like, straighter.
- It's amazing. - Nose was crooked.
- I had a deviated septum. - Just naturally?
No, it was actually caused through a brutal attack.
- Attack? - I was basically gay bashed,
- essentially. - Where are these mother----ers?
No idea. Probably still attacking other people.
Which is why I'm so, like, I guess proud to be here
to share my story because I want to bring awareness about...
You know what? Let's cheers to that.
Here I am sharing my attack
with complete strangers that I've literally just met
minutes ago. This is kind of a huge break-through moment
because, you know, me before would never do this.
Just overall, proud of it in a sense
even though it's so negative. I have found my voice again.
And we're proud that you've found your voice again,
too, Sebastian. Side note: hot tea and ginger
works miracles the next time you lose it.
Let's check in with our last three retreat guests
as they show us what they've changed.
Someone's ready to join us here in the future
but did they decide to rewind?
Only Terry knows.
Someone's ready to join us here in the future.
Aubrey, are you ready to take the first important steps
towards the next phase of your life, my darling?
I would like to shed the wig before I enter.
No way!
Yay!
Yes!
- Bye Aubrey! - Bye!
- Va-va-va-voom. - Look at her.
How glamorous.
How glamorous of a life I have to be greeted by you three.
- Look at you. - Oh, my gosh.
Aubrey, welcome to your future, darling.
Wow.
Now, is this still your real hair?
Yeah, no, this is my real hair.
- This is your real hair? - Wow, it's nice.
- And you're a red-head now. - Yeah, I coloured it.
I needed a little bit of a mood change.
- I love this. - Like it.
Wow.
So Aubrey, you left the retreat not wanting
to dissolve the filler.
We weren't sure that you were actually in the right headspace
to have anything done.
Yeah. This was definitely a mental journey
and I was arguing with Terry that lopsided lips are,
in a mental breakdown or not,
they're unacceptable.
The mental stuff's still gonna be there, the lips gotta go.
His office took out all my lip filler.
Big or little, my lips are still gonna talk sh--.
That's a good line.
And truthful sh--, at that.
It's just wonderful to see your energy
and your aura like this.
- Really? - I mean, yeah.
The peace is obvious
on the other side of the tunnel.
- Yeah, I'm getting there. - I love it.
Well somebody else might be coming through those doors
- right now. - I can't wait. My girlfriends?
- Come join me over here. - Oh good Lord,
we 'bout to have a reunion.
Time for you to step up to the Time Tunnel, Jessica.
Ooh, I feel like somebody's about to come out.
Literally.
Oh, look who's here.
Oh, my sister's so cute.
Guess who's back in the house?
- Girl, body-ody-ody-ody-ody. - Oh, you look so good!
Jessica, welcome to your future.
Hi!
You came to the Rewind Retreat desperate to remove
your injections that you've had in your butt and your lips.
- Yes. - So what did you do?
I removed my lips.
- Aw, beautiful. - You look great.
And I love them.
Yes, you look so good.
I had my lips reduced. I could not dissolve them.
I had two big scar tissue lumps so I needed surgery.
I was awake. I can't express how excited I am
about my results 'cause my mouth is still a little tight
but baby, soon as all of my incisions heal up,
I'm jumping on live so quick.
I can talk with confidence, I can just
- do my thing. - You got your smile.
Well, I can't smile good yet 'cause I'm still a little tight.
Tell us about your butt.
Tell us what happened with the injections.
Oh, with the injections. Well, Dr. Terry and I had
our discussion and we weren't quite sure if we were gonna be
able to get the hydrogel out. Coming in here in the retreat,
I realized I just gotta take it slow, pray about it,
and make the right decision.
We will get into some detail with Dr. Terry in the mirror
in a minute. So you come on over here.
Okay.
Someone else is gonna join us here in the future.
- Yay. - And we're gonna find out
what they did. Did they rewind something?
Okay.
Sophia, the Time Tunnel is yours.
Oh, here we go.
- Hey, girl! - Hey, sis!
Hey, guys.
So I'm back. The new and improved Sophia.
Sophia, welcome to your future.
Thank you.
Now, you came to the Rewind Retreat wanting
- to rewind your two BBLs. - Yes.
To reflect your new life as an entrepreneur.
Yes. So, we took it down
proportionate to my body.
Given that I've had very invasive surgeries
prior to this, this was probably one that was like
a walk in the park compared. We did a reduction on my butt.
You know, Dr. Dubrow still gave me what I wanted,
'cause I like to be a curvy woman so he still was able
to achieve that and make me look more proportionate.
I feel, like, more comfortable in myself.
- Yes, I love it. - Give us a twirl.
You still got back.
Oh.
I know Sophia says she got a BBL taken out,
but it don't look like that thing went nowhere.
If that's what my BBL removal
was gonna look like, I'd take that.
So right now you are two months out.
Liposuction in general takes about three to five months
to see the final result. You may have as little as
- 20% of your final results. - Wow.
You certainly don't have more than 35% of your final results.
So you can expect a lot of swelling to come down.
Yeah, I'm very happy. I feel like, lately,
'cause it's been two months,
I've really started to see it take its shape.
Do we have any negative effects on the droopiness?
- Did it make you droopy? - No, no droopiness.
- Okay. - Looks great. I love it.
- That's very good. - Yeah.
Okay, Terry. We've heard enough about how great you are.
Moving on.
Sophia? Jessica is gonna make her way to the mirror.
- Okay. - Jessica.
- You look great, by the way. - Thank you.
You came to Rewind Retreat to remove the hydrogel
- from the buttock. - Yeah.
We discussed how to achieve that goal. It's hard to remove
the hydrogel unless you actually make a big incision,
- open things up. - Mm-hmm.
And so, what we had talked about was the possibility
of sort of doing liposuction and removing the fat
and sort of leaving the hydrogel, most of it,
because it wasn't really problematic.
Mm-hmm. Right.
And then you thought maybe what?
Maybe just leave it alone. Once Dr. Dubrow said he didn't
know if he was gonna be able to actually get shots out
without having to scar me, it just turned me another
direction. I didn't want to do anymore
'cause, if I'ma do it, I wanna actually be getting
the product out, I don't want to be getting my own fat out.
I just decided, let me just take a step back,
think about this a little more. 'Cause I might even
make the decision to get an incision one day
and just get it all out. I don't know.
I'm definitely worried that maybe the hydrogel might
make me sick one day. I know that it's a foreign substance
in my body so I don't wanna just keep getting older
and letting it just keep going on and on and on.
Can I just tell you, I love that. Because,
to a certain degree, you ain't broke,
- so don't fix it. - Don't fix it.
- You made the right decision. - Thank you.
You all have been reunited with each other,
but you may be curious to know if the others
that stayed at the retreat decided to rewind.
Ooh.
So please head to the living room to find out.
- Okay. - And we will come find you.
- Ooh, let's go, y'all. - Come on, fam.
See you guys later.
I want to have your hair.
Do you think I would match your hair color?
Oh, no.
Wait, who is this?
I don't know who the these three are.
Hello...
Chicken!
- Is that Aubrey? - Hi!
Coming up.
But I told you that you get
to pay for the honeymoon or the wedding.
You want me to pay you $80,000 for the honeymoon?
Yes.
$80,000?!
Do you know how expensive eggs are right now?
- What's up? - Is that Aubrey?
Hi. Hi, pretty.
With your red hair!
Oh, my God, Aubrey looks stunning. Holy sh--.
She went from Aubrey O'Day to Aubrey O'Night real quick.
I had no----ing clue that that was Aubrey.
Chicken.
Chicken, chicken.
How are you? You look great, chicken.
Hi, I'm Kim. Hi, nice to meet you.
- Hi, Sophia, nice to meet you. - Hi, Aubrey.
- Hi, baby. How are you? - How are you, chicken?
- Let me see. I like the colour. - I love yours, too. Gorgeous.
Thank you.
Aubrey O'Day comes in rocking with red hair.
I'm the real ginger queen, chicken. Back in your box.
That's all your hair. That looks amazing. And healthy.
My hair was longer. I cut it super short.
Why are you hiding this hair?
You guys were there when I took off my wig, remember?
I saw it.
Aubrey seems to be totally satisfied with the way
she looks. Her real hair looks good. She's got it red.
Aubrey said that's her real hair and by golly,
that's her real hair.
You look wonderful.
No back pain.
Let me see. Girl, you can see like your whole body.
- Yeah. - Can I feel 'em?
Yeah. That's all fat.
- It's so soft. - It's all fat. No implants.
These feel like young, teenage boobies.
Are yours soft like that, now, too?
- Yeah, wanna touch? - I have, like,
18-year-old boobs.
Babe, before it was like touching concrete.
- I don't want to know. - It's so soft now.
- Both of you. - I do not miss my old implants.
Never ever. They are buried in the cemetery.
And not in the pet cemetery that can come back to life.
Jess can knock it back, chicken, and don't let any drop
- on that ground. - I'm trying but it's just
so hard 'cause my lips, yeah, the stitches haven't dissolved
- all the way yet. - What did you do?
I got my lip filler taken out, my lips reduced.
But you done yours different than ours.
- We got ours dissolved. - You got stitches?
Yeah, I had to get 'em cut out. I couldn't dissolve them.
I had these two big balls, and when I smiled it was like
a big knot. It was just really weird.
They cut it to get it out?
- Mm-hmm. - I just realized that your lips
- are so small. - Thank you.
But they look really - ing good.
I like it. I'm happy with it.
Sophia, tell us your story.
I just got my butt taken down. 'Cause I had two BBLs.
- You had two BBLs? - Yeah.
Two BBLs? Turn around.
It's a little smaller. It's still big.
- It's big. - It's still big.
But it was bigger. So he took it down.
- Are you happy with this size? - Yeah, it looks good.
- Yeah, yeah. - It's been, like, two months
so the swelling is going down. Yeah. It's more proportionate.
That thing was thinging. It was bigger than mine.
I said, "Damn!"
- Really? - Really?
I cannot believe that Sophia's butt was bigger than Jessica.
Jesus, they've got a lot of ass going on here, chicken.
I thought mine was big. Mamma----ing mia.
You look really good. So did you end up,
'cause your body is still body-ody-ing.
Not that it wouldn't even after, but like,
did you go through with it?
Uh-uh. I didn't do anything.
At least from my perspective when we were in the house
together, you were really like, I'm doing it.
I'd rather just try and lipo it out,
get as much of it out as I possibly can.
And at least try to avoid as much complications as possible.
Exactly, if there was to be any.
Just get most of it out, please.
- You know what I'm saying? - That's scary.
'Cause I don't wanna deal with it.
I've been working out,
- eating better. - Oh, that's good.
I just wanna try the natural route.
You looked fantastic before but you just look amazing right now.
- Thank you. - Like, you're glowing.
- It looks good. - I'm trying.
Jessica, she looks really good. The ass is still whoa.
- No, you wouldn't do that. - Uh-oh.
Really? I get that kind of a welcome?
You're like a ray of sunshine. Of course you do.
- Aw, Brielle. Hi, everybody. - Hi.
Look how beautiful you all look.
Thank you.
I have some burning questions to ask all of you.
So shall we have a seat?
- Let's do it. - Yes.
Let's do it, kids. Come on over.
All of our beautiful, beautiful people here in one room.
Let's talk to Miss Sophia.
Yes.
Now, you threw away the ex's jacket
- which was a very big deal. - It was.
I had an ex that was, like, toxic for like, nine years
and he's part of the reason why I did body modification
- and all that. - But shock horror...
We just found out that you still have a tattoo of his name?
- Girl! - You didn't get that removed,
- bitch? We done told you- - Okay, honestly?
You still have a tattoo
- of his name? - Girl!
You didn't get that removed, bitch?
Six months into the relationship,
I have my ex's name tatted on me.
- Did he get your name tattooed? - No.
Okay, bitch. What the planet are you on?
You had time for all them surgeries and you couldn't get
the tattoo removed?
- You can get it lasered off. - Just lasered off.
I'm probably gonna do that, but I will say though
that that situation with the blanket,
it really did help me.
The moment for me that healed me and changed me
and something I will never forget
was my moment with Michelle.
You're free, sis. You're free.
Oh, it's beautiful.
That's what was. And you are what is.
You are strong, you are beautiful,
and you are what matters.
It was more of just a release of letting that all go
and knowing my worth and knowing that
I'm just a completely different woman now.
The surgery was great and I'm really happy for that, you know,
but being here was, like, more than that. Like, I developed
friendships and I learned more about myself and I actually
really did heal from things that I didn't realize that I would.
Proud of you.
- Kim Zolciak. - Yes, baby.
- Hi, my darling. - Hi, love.
You had all these things that you wanted to do on your plate.
Who doesn't?
You had your knees, you had your neck.
I mean, were you chasing perfection?
I like to feel good about myself, you know?
I grew up with a mom that was like, you know,
if you had big ears I would've fixed it, or if your nose,
I would've fixed it. I want you to feel great.
And I do the same thing with my kids.
For me, I think if my mother had spent more time telling me
how beautiful I was just as myself, maybe I would've been
alright with being an A and just living my life as an A-cup.
With you, Brielle, getting married and going onto
your own life here, you'll be a mother, I'm sure, someday.
Will you keep the kind of thing going, the chase for perfection,
in your life with your kids?
Like Kim's mother, your grandmother, did with Kim
and Kim passed on to you?
- Cheers, guys. - Cheers.
To my new house!
We just hold the glasses or put 'em up there?
We're gonna hold 'em.
Please don't spill 'em on the carpet.
If there's one thing I learned from this retreat,
it's that I'm not like my mom with fixing
my imperfections. I'm my own person and nobody
can convince me to do something I don't want to do.
How's the wedding planning going?
Great. We toured our venue last week-
I know, you tried to FaceTime me.
But I told you that you get to pay for the honeymoon
or the wedding and you still haven't given me your answer.
I'm sorry. I was wondering if I was not hearing you correctly,
'cause the honeymoon you want me to pay you
$80,000 for the honeymoon?
Yes.
- $80,000?! - It's expensive.
Do you know how expensive eggs are right now?
Do you wanna try on the dresses? I do have those here.
Well, we could pull 'em out.
Well, if y'all are trying on dresses, I'm out of here.
Feel free to go work on my computer or something
- that you need to do. - Best of luck.
Since the retreat, Brielle's been great.
I think less is more.
I think that's what she's learned from the retreat.
Can't wait to see how she continues to blossom
from here on out.
Oh, you look so adorable!
I think this under-eye filler, honestly, this experience
has really changed Brielle. Oh, my God.
She's no longer willing to experiment now, which is good.
That changed a lot of things for me, as well.
Turn around to the back and like, come back this way.
I think you look really beautiful.
I want to be more mindful for myself but also for my kids.
You look absolutely beautiful. You look beautiful
in any wedding dress.
I think that I want to be like a huge advocate for people
to not get filler. That's the path I'm on
because I've done it. I hope that I can be a voice
for younger women and men to not get fillers.
We don't need it in our 20s and our 30s.
Everybody needs to learn to love themselves
and love the skin that they're in.
Larissa, you swapped some pictures of your
previous boobs with Miss Kathy.
But look, here I am. They're huge.
Look.
- Oh, my God. - These were mine.
Like, 1000%, I hate them.
I can see why.
Right, right. Your boobs were not quite as big as Larissa's.
Dr. Dubrow said I was a K or an I, so...
Is that what size you were?
Which is bigger?
A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K...
I. Thank you, Kim.
You, Larissa, came into this wanting to shed your
porn star body.
Is that right? Do you feel that you've done that?
Yes. I honestly don't like anything exaggerated,
so had those big boobs was like a body that don't belong to me.
So are you still doing Only Fans?
I'm still doing, but pretty soon I want to work
in the airport so I can become a flight attendant.
This, for me, this is what I want to pursue.
- Okay. - You might as well
just start with private.
- I'll do whatever it takes. - Good for you, honey.
Really proud of you. Good for you.
That's awesome.
So, Kim asked you about your boyfriend.
Oh, God.
Are you with your boyfriend, still?
- I like him. - Let me tell you something.
Believe red flags when you see 'em.
Right now, you wannna be 55 looking for somebody?
No, you don't. So...
That's what she's going through.
No, bitch...
- Yes, still together. - Okay.
And we work on things.
He's changing a lot of things that I didn't like.
So you're giving him a chance.
Yes.
We never going to meet someone 100% ready.
Larissa, you do what makes you happy, honey.
Really proud of you. Good for you. That's awesome.
So let's talk about Alan's beautiful bum.
You chose to keep yours.
I did, yeah.
We don't play with the chicken. Keep that ass.
Eat my chicken ass.
Yeah, no, I decided to keep my chicken ass, definitely, yeah.
And being in the house with Brielle and Kim and Larissa,
for them to say things like,
strip the black out of your hair.
It'll be nicer. Get rid of your cheeks, get rid of the lips,
you don't need 'em. Then I was like, okay,
they're being honest about something.
So they helped me make my decision.
You went from Italian to Irish.
- There you go. - I love it.
This is the first time that I'm about to head into a bar
that I always drink in, all my friends usually come with,
and show them my new look.
So right now, I'm feeling anxious, I'm nervous,
and I'm dying to see who's gonna be there.
- Oh, my God! - Hello, hello.
Do you like it?
Oh yeah! Come over here! Come over.
- Do you like it? - I'm shocked. In a good way!
- I know. - Do I know you?
- You're fabulous! - Oh my gosh, what's your name?
- How are you guys? - The face, the hair.
- I know. - The hair. I am shocked.
The hair. I never thought you'd go back ginge.
- I know. - You've gone ginge,
- to your roots. - I know.
I think the cheeks are a lot softer and the lips.
The lips are a lot better.
Can we just say, we are so happy to have you here with us
looking more gorgeous, more glamorous, and yourself.
Just yourself. Chicken is fabulous.
Chicken is home.
And Chicken is gonna lay eggs all around Dublin.
Woo!
What do you have to say to the bullies that gave you
such a hard time back in your town in Dublin?
yourself.
I have a message to my bullies right now.
I'm gonna go back to my natural self and not give
a flying [bleep] what you think.
- Jessica, darling. - Yes, ma'am?
My question is, I know Dr. Dubrow offered to do lipo,
the safe route, on your bum.
- Mm-hmm. - Why did you turn it down?
I wanted to take the size out with the shots coming out,
not my natural good fat that's there.
So will you go somewhere else to try to get
- the hydrogel removed? - I'm just doing a little
research. If it gets to be to the point where
it's health problems, give me the scar and cut the sh-- out,
I don't care. You know, I got kids to live for,
a husband. And then I need a tummy tuck too because
- I just had a two-year-old. - You don't need nothing.
- Yes I do, girl. - Embrace it.
That, what you have here, I have this, too.
- 'Cause we had children. - Exactly.
Why do I have it? I didn't have a child.
Girl.
Let's talk about Sebastian.
How has it been and how does it feel to have disclosed
such a really, really intense story to not only us
but to the world, darling?
First off, a rollercoaster.
Yeah.
It wasn't something that I wanted to share.
I think by holding onto something so traumatic
just overall took over my entire mental state and life.
You decided not to go ahead and do anything
about the fillers, but really focus on the nose.
But, the forehead scar.
Why did you decide not to do that?
I didn't want to have to relive the healing process again.
On the other hand, it made me accept and actually
appreciate the beauty of it in a way.
Yeah.
It's kind of like a battle wound that I'm proud of now.
When I first entered the retreat,
my scars represented defeat.
But now they represent strength and courage
and I just can't believe that I'm here even saying that.
I had to work really, really hard. Like working all the time
to prove myself. Like, a lot.
It's okay, it's okay.
I don't even know why I'm getting emotional.
You're allowed to get emotional.
I don't even know why I'm getting emotional.
You're allowed to get emotional.
It was a very serious thing.
So, there is a reason why I haven't been in the public eye.
And this is the first time now finally coming out of that
and I've talked about it a lot and I just now feel ready
to move on.
Mm-hmm. Talk is therapy. Do you know what I mean?
100%.
Such a pretty day today. I feel so confident,
I feel good. Like, it's just kind of crazy.
With me repairing my past and fixing my broken nose,
this is the most confident I've felt in years.
This sounds so conceited but I love seeing myself
in front of the mirror now.
So now that you're, like, feeling good again,
are you wanting to get back to posting?
I haven't been online in a long time. I don't know,
I feel like this is the right time now.
- Let's do it. - And I feel good about it
- and I feel confident. - Yeah, let's rock.
I'm not gonna be orange. I'm not gonna be, like,
artificial tan, but I will have a natural tan.
So before surgery, Sebastian was extremely timid.
He wouldn't want to meet people in person
because he would be a little bit more self-conscious
but now he is, you know, a networking machine.
I am over the moon that he's getting back online.
Let's go. Are you ready, darling?
Ready.
This is a crazy story. Let's go.
Coming out of the retreat, I am a completely different person.
Going forward, the content that I really want to make is
my true day-to-day life and I'm so excited
to share that with everybody. How was that?
Yay!
So, Aubrey, let's go into you a little bit
'cause we haven't gotten into what you've been up to
since you left.
We were there, obviously,
for the moment when you got the news of the arrest.
Oh, my God,
Diddy got arrested. Oh, my God. Oh, my God!
You lie.
Diddy got arrested and taken into federal custody
in New York.
So what's your life been like since that came out, anyway?
I imagine a whirlwind.
Yeah, you know what's weird is, because we were all
so tight, they're talking me through it a lot.
We all felt a vindication
for you. For the past 20 years, you've been spouting this
and everybody's just, you know, counting you as crazy.
Everybody sees, you've been vindicated.
Yeah, it's nice.
All of us here have been abused in some form.
It's probably why a lot of us led to surgeries,
needles, whatever the [bleep]. The trauma is what makes us
want to change ourselves.
Abuse definitely changes you and it makes you want to, like,
change your body, change your appearance,
change these things so you can be better for somebody.
I don't think anybody in this room
would've gotten anything done if they really felt confident
or loved themselves enough.
Now your time at the Rewind Retreat has officially ended.
Aww.
Here's the two people who've made your rewind journey
possible: Dr. Terry Dubrow, and Dr. Spirit.
So I'm trying not to cry already.
- Aw. - You're so sweet.
It has been an absolute honor for Dr. Dubrow and I
to have you at the retreat.
So now it is time to send you off to your future
remembering all the lessons learned,
all the friendships made,
and all the better promises of the better you
that you've made to yourself.
I think tonight deserves a toast.
- Let's have a cheers, huh? - I think they've earned it.
Let's do it.
Having peace with myself, being very grateful
for this retreat, make me feel that I should love myself
no matter what. All the surgeries I have done
are because I didn't love myself.
I was seeking for approval and you're never gonna be 100% good,
beautiful, whatever for someone. We really need to love ourselves
and be gentle with our bodies.
I just want to say you're all very brave,
you're all very strong, and we hope you find your time
at the rewind retreat as rewarding as we did.
I'll be back for my neck and my knees!
This was one of the most incredible experiences
that I've actually done in my life.
To do it with my daughter, as well, has been really meaningful
to me. I think it's awesome that you have two doctors here
that can help you realize, am I doing this for myself?
Why am I doing it? And should I do it or not?
Your pain has been our pleasure.
This rewind experience, it is life-changing.
I used to hunch over and wear the biggest, baggiest clothes.
Now, I can stand up straight.
I'm a whole new person. I'm just grateful.
I feel like we need to have one giant group hug.
Aww.
I don't know if I was ever going to come back
to social media without going through with everything here.
I've finally been able to break out of my shell again
and I'm just ready to, like, make some videos.
Not that kind of video.
Like, YouTube videos.
Being able to reverse things can give you the opportunity
to take ownership over who you are now
and the way you look now. It's a nice feeling.
Little extra.
This experience was well worth it for me, mostly because
I healed from the toxic relationship,
with toxic friendships, and I learned a lot about myself
and I hope that other people will learn from it as well.
I am happy with myself, how I am naturally,
like my lips went back natural and I'm even happier.
And I just want to make the right decisions going forward
all because of this retreat.
Chicken!
Chicken, I'm going to miss you so much.
What I'm gonna take away from this retreat is just to be very
happy and confident in the skin that we were given.
The journey might have ended here at the retreat,
but it lives on with me for the rest of my life.
Congratulations and keep healing.
No, for real, we're doing my neck.
You do her neck, I'm coming in. We'll do two for one.
Hey, honeys. Here's what our guests have been up to
since leaving the retreat.
Sophia said oui, oui to her new confidence and smaller booty
with a trip to Paris.
Kim gives helicopter parent
as the date of Brielle's wedding draws near.
Larissa's flight attendant dreams are still soaring,
but her relationship got grounded. Don't worry, sweetie.
You'll find someone out there who's first class.
Sebastian is back online and ready to make a buck.
Make 'em holla for that dolla!
Jessica is putting her new lips to good use in the studio.
Kathy is celebrating her 70th birthday along with her
18-year-old breastesses.
Aubrey is still filler-free but Facetune is forever.
And Alan got back on the apps only to meet someone
zero feet away.
To be fair, I would never guess that you were ginger.
- Well, now you know. - I would never guess
Keep it. I prefer it.
Yeah, I will.
Oh, lovely.
Orange is the new black. Don't forget that.