1 00:00:04,395 --> 00:00:07,964 Previously this season on Plastic Surgery Rewind. 2 00:00:08,051 --> 00:00:12,141 Nine surgery-obsessed guests checked into the Rewind Retreat 3 00:00:12,142 --> 00:00:15,231 to explore reversing their cosmetic procedures. 4 00:00:15,232 --> 00:00:17,365 My boobs are so big. 5 00:00:17,452 --> 00:00:19,454 The doctor made 'em bigger than I wanted. 6 00:00:19,541 --> 00:00:21,891 My butt. I wanna get that out. A couple of my friends 7 00:00:21,978 --> 00:00:24,633 you know, had to have the whole thing cut off. 8 00:00:25,721 --> 00:00:29,028 I cannot see my abs. I can't see my many things. 9 00:00:30,378 --> 00:00:31,943 And we soon found out 10 00:00:31,944 --> 00:00:33,642 that the reasons behind their surgeries 11 00:00:33,729 --> 00:00:35,513 went way deeper than any needle could go. 12 00:00:35,600 --> 00:00:36,949 I was drugged, beaten. 13 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:39,690 Then they basically left me to die. 14 00:00:39,691 --> 00:00:41,258 I was always picked on, 15 00:00:41,345 --> 00:00:45,219 I was always, you know, told queer, gay boy, ginger head. 16 00:00:45,306 --> 00:00:47,960 I was the sexy one in his eyes. 17 00:00:48,048 --> 00:00:49,700 - Yeah. - And that needed to be 18 00:00:49,701 --> 00:00:51,007 who I was at all times. 19 00:00:51,094 --> 00:00:53,878 For two weeks, our guests were challenged 20 00:00:53,879 --> 00:00:55,925 to confront themselves inside. 21 00:00:56,012 --> 00:00:58,623 I don't wanna lose myself. 22 00:00:58,710 --> 00:01:00,234 You are strong, you are beautiful, 23 00:01:00,321 --> 00:01:02,062 and you are what matters. You know that, right? 24 00:01:02,149 --> 00:01:03,541 - Yeah. - Yeah. 25 00:01:03,672 --> 00:01:05,456 So they could decide who they really want to be 26 00:01:05,630 --> 00:01:07,154 on the outside. 27 00:01:07,241 --> 00:01:10,591 Dr. Terry, take these damn lips off my face, please. 28 00:01:10,592 --> 00:01:14,074 And with the help of quantum physics, AKA the Time Tunnel, 29 00:01:14,204 --> 00:01:18,339 six of our retreat guests have leapt into the future 30 00:01:18,426 --> 00:01:20,515 to go under the knife 31 00:01:20,602 --> 00:01:22,560 and emerge with a brand-new life. 32 00:01:23,822 --> 00:01:26,477 Come on, doll. 33 00:01:26,651 --> 00:01:28,218 Okay, bring it. 34 00:01:29,176 --> 00:01:30,742 Oh! 35 00:01:30,829 --> 00:01:32,918 Oh, my God. 36 00:01:33,049 --> 00:01:34,746 Come on, baby. 37 00:01:34,833 --> 00:01:36,269 I'm back. 38 00:01:39,925 --> 00:01:42,537 Welcome to your future, darling. 39 00:01:42,667 --> 00:01:46,715 And tonight, I've teased you enough, kiddos. 40 00:01:46,802 --> 00:01:49,587 It's time to reveal... 41 00:01:49,718 --> 00:01:53,200 if our final three guests decided to reverse or not. 42 00:02:07,692 --> 00:02:09,390 Oh, home sweet home. 43 00:02:09,477 --> 00:02:11,174 We're all healed, guys. 44 00:02:11,261 --> 00:02:13,698 We'll have because I do love an old energy. 45 00:02:16,310 --> 00:02:18,049 - I love your hair, chicken. - Do you? 46 00:02:18,050 --> 00:02:20,617 That is the best colour ever. 47 00:02:20,618 --> 00:02:22,010 Do you know what? I actually feel like 48 00:02:22,011 --> 00:02:25,406 a brand-new person. Walking back in the house, 49 00:02:25,493 --> 00:02:27,885 I'm so happy to be connected with my favourite three. 50 00:02:27,886 --> 00:02:30,498 Kim, Brielle, Larissa. 51 00:02:30,585 --> 00:02:32,282 We have our own group chat. 52 00:02:32,369 --> 00:02:33,979 Now, Kim never replies. If you're lucky enough, 53 00:02:34,066 --> 00:02:35,938 you might get a----ing thumbs up. 54 00:02:36,025 --> 00:02:38,026 Alan I need to know what kind of action you've been getting. 55 00:02:38,027 --> 00:02:40,638 But seeing everybody with their brand-new look, 56 00:02:40,725 --> 00:02:41,986 it's just amazing. 57 00:02:41,987 --> 00:02:44,251 Tell me what was your experience, 58 00:02:44,338 --> 00:02:46,253 like what you got done. I'm dying to know. 59 00:02:46,383 --> 00:02:49,430 - I just did my arms. - I know. 60 00:02:49,517 --> 00:02:50,866 You look amazing. 61 00:02:50,953 --> 00:02:52,824 I had that tissue that was just driving me nuts. 62 00:02:52,911 --> 00:02:54,652 - Yeah. - And so I wear t-shirts 63 00:02:54,739 --> 00:02:56,567 - and tank tops all the time, - I know. 64 00:02:56,654 --> 00:02:58,787 I did it for me. I'm so happy. The incision, 65 00:02:58,874 --> 00:03:00,136 you won't even see it in three months. 66 00:03:00,223 --> 00:03:02,138 And the good thing about it is you can't really see 67 00:03:02,269 --> 00:03:03,574 the scar unless you lift your arm up. 68 00:03:03,661 --> 00:03:05,272 No. If I'm down like this, if I'm riding somebody, 69 00:03:05,402 --> 00:03:06,621 - you know? - Riding somebody? 70 00:03:09,232 --> 00:03:11,930 So, your butt. I love your butt. 71 00:03:12,017 --> 00:03:13,236 Do you know what? 72 00:03:13,323 --> 00:03:15,412 Have you been bending over using your butt? 73 00:03:15,499 --> 00:03:18,894 Now that I have my new look, I'm actually very confident 74 00:03:18,981 --> 00:03:20,722 and I started to love it. You know, 75 00:03:20,852 --> 00:03:22,419 you look at yourself in the mirror and you're like, 76 00:03:22,506 --> 00:03:24,464 - "God, I look great." - I love it. 77 00:03:24,465 --> 00:03:26,292 I think your titties look great. 78 00:03:26,293 --> 00:03:27,816 Me, too. I feel good. 79 00:03:27,903 --> 00:03:30,862 I'm like, I wanna see them. I want to see them out. 80 00:03:30,949 --> 00:03:32,734 You can, you can. I'll show you. 81 00:03:32,864 --> 00:03:34,343 I feel it's a good size. 82 00:03:34,344 --> 00:03:35,389 I think that they look amazing. 83 00:03:35,476 --> 00:03:37,042 - Uh-huh. - Now when I look at you, 84 00:03:37,173 --> 00:03:39,828 I'm not trying to not look at your boobs, right? 85 00:03:39,958 --> 00:03:42,264 I'm actually, like, I just see your face, you know? 86 00:03:42,265 --> 00:03:43,658 Yeah. It was so bad. 87 00:03:43,788 --> 00:03:46,791 And so now how do you feel? Have you been posting? 88 00:03:50,273 --> 00:03:52,536 You are afraid a friend's gonna see. 89 00:03:52,623 --> 00:03:55,670 You are afraid someone's gonna Google you and find out. 90 00:03:55,757 --> 00:04:00,283 Since changing my boobs, I have the freedom to do 91 00:04:00,414 --> 00:04:04,461 whatever I want. I can be myself and nobody's gonna wonder 92 00:04:04,548 --> 00:04:06,767 what I do for a living or question me. 93 00:04:06,768 --> 00:04:10,597 So now I have the goal to be a flight attendant. 94 00:04:10,598 --> 00:04:12,426 Oh, you want to be a flight attendant? 95 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:14,079 - Yes. - Oh great, so when I come 96 00:04:14,166 --> 00:04:16,080 to Vegas and I'm 10 minutes 'til take-off, 97 00:04:16,081 --> 00:04:17,387 you'll be able to check my bags, still? 98 00:04:17,518 --> 00:04:18,867 First class, I want. 99 00:04:18,954 --> 00:04:20,781 Well, duh. 100 00:04:20,782 --> 00:04:23,698 What about your procedure? How it went? 101 00:04:26,701 --> 00:04:28,876 Larissa, I was----ing miserable. 102 00:04:28,877 --> 00:04:31,922 The reversal of the under-eye filler made me skin 103 00:04:31,923 --> 00:04:35,535 so loose, saggy. My mom was panicking. 104 00:04:35,536 --> 00:04:37,102 I was really surprised 105 00:04:37,189 --> 00:04:38,713 with what it looked like after it was dissolved. 106 00:04:38,800 --> 00:04:41,150 She was like, "Let's go. We're gonna go fill it back up." 107 00:04:41,237 --> 00:04:43,891 I said, "No, we should probably just wait and trust 108 00:04:43,892 --> 00:04:45,458 Dr. Dubrow's vision." 109 00:04:45,459 --> 00:04:49,158 I must've had eight to ten procedures 110 00:04:49,245 --> 00:04:50,072 to get me back 111 00:04:50,202 --> 00:04:51,421 to where I'm at now. 112 00:04:52,640 --> 00:04:54,294 And I'm so glad we did. 113 00:04:54,381 --> 00:04:55,860 We don't need all this sh--. 114 00:04:55,947 --> 00:04:57,471 That's what I got out of this. 115 00:04:57,601 --> 00:04:59,124 Here, you think I look better? 116 00:04:59,211 --> 00:05:00,778 - Uh-huh, yes. - In the eyes. 117 00:05:00,909 --> 00:05:04,216 You look very good. Uh-huh. I wonder who is coming next. 118 00:05:06,828 --> 00:05:08,395 Good question, Larissa. 119 00:05:08,482 --> 00:05:11,049 It's our real-life Ken doll, Sebastian, 120 00:05:11,180 --> 00:05:15,009 who had a nose job to remove a bump left by a vicious attack. 121 00:05:15,010 --> 00:05:18,883 You look great, hon, and everyone knows it. 122 00:05:20,842 --> 00:05:22,800 And then there's Kathy, 123 00:05:22,887 --> 00:05:25,673 and it looks like she's got something off her chest. 124 00:05:25,760 --> 00:05:29,067 Her super-sized implants! 125 00:05:29,154 --> 00:05:30,504 We're gonna talk to Kathy 126 00:05:30,591 --> 00:05:32,157 and see what she went through with Dr. Dubrow. 127 00:05:32,244 --> 00:05:36,553 So, sometimes the patient goes through quite a journey 128 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:39,076 and sometimes the doctor goes through quite a journey. 129 00:05:39,077 --> 00:05:40,557 Yeah. 130 00:05:40,688 --> 00:05:43,386 Because you had very large saline implants, 131 00:05:43,473 --> 00:05:46,476 to minimize complications, I did puncture them. 132 00:05:46,563 --> 00:05:48,390 - You had wounds. - Yes. 133 00:05:48,391 --> 00:05:51,394 And drains inside the pockets to collect fluid. 134 00:05:51,568 --> 00:05:54,310 And you had a very interesting relationship, 135 00:05:54,397 --> 00:05:56,051 despite the instructions we gave you 136 00:05:56,138 --> 00:05:58,009 with the drains. 137 00:05:58,140 --> 00:06:00,969 Yes I did. I had fun. 138 00:06:01,056 --> 00:06:02,274 I started playing with 'em. 139 00:06:02,405 --> 00:06:05,408 - Kathy! - You were playing with them? 140 00:06:05,495 --> 00:06:08,890 Drains typically have the tubes with bulbs. 141 00:06:08,977 --> 00:06:11,719 - Right. - And you not only 142 00:06:11,806 --> 00:06:15,549 - took the bulbs off- - Kathy! 143 00:06:15,636 --> 00:06:17,202 But in order to maximize the drainage from the drainage 144 00:06:17,289 --> 00:06:21,424 tubes, you did something I've never seen a patient do before. 145 00:06:21,511 --> 00:06:26,429 She actually put the end of the tube up to her mouth 146 00:06:26,516 --> 00:06:29,127 and sucked the fluid out that way. 147 00:06:34,089 --> 00:06:36,961 Ew. I'm really disgusted. 148 00:06:37,048 --> 00:06:38,788 She should probably stay away from straws. 149 00:06:38,789 --> 00:06:41,444 So we're gonna keep those away from her tonight. 150 00:06:41,531 --> 00:06:44,752 The bacteria ascended through the drain tubes, 151 00:06:44,882 --> 00:06:49,320 and she got a very dramatic and significant wound infection 152 00:06:49,321 --> 00:06:51,671 requiring going to the hospital. 153 00:06:51,672 --> 00:06:55,284 Yeah, I learned my lesson. I mean, don't suck on the tubes. 154 00:06:55,371 --> 00:06:58,722 Despite the quite horrible wound infection, 155 00:06:58,809 --> 00:07:01,115 I believe that you only got through it 156 00:07:01,116 --> 00:07:04,031 because of your amazing spirit and your desire 157 00:07:04,032 --> 00:07:06,164 and positive way of thinking. 158 00:07:06,251 --> 00:07:08,906 Yes, it could've been devastating and I thank God 159 00:07:09,037 --> 00:07:11,431 it wasn't. I mean, you did such a good job. 160 00:07:11,518 --> 00:07:13,780 I was just, like, so happy. 161 00:07:13,781 --> 00:07:16,871 Here you are, arguably one of the best results 162 00:07:17,001 --> 00:07:21,397 I have ever seen from this procedure in anyone. 163 00:07:21,571 --> 00:07:23,225 - Wow. - That's awesome. 164 00:07:23,312 --> 00:07:25,532 So congratulations, you look amazing. 165 00:07:25,619 --> 00:07:28,056 Kathy and Sebastian, you two go on into the house. 166 00:07:28,143 --> 00:07:30,014 We will catch up with you later on. 167 00:07:34,541 --> 00:07:36,891 Who's about to walk through that door? 168 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:41,417 Hello! 169 00:07:42,418 --> 00:07:44,202 God, this is a beautiful couple. 170 00:07:44,289 --> 00:07:46,203 - How you guys doing? - You look stunning. 171 00:07:46,204 --> 00:07:50,120 - Oh, my God, I love your hair. - I know. Do you like it? 172 00:07:50,121 --> 00:07:51,383 Wait, you guys know each other? 173 00:07:51,514 --> 00:07:52,776 - I'm obsessed. - Ken and Barbie walk in. 174 00:07:52,950 --> 00:07:54,560 Like, who are these people 175 00:07:54,561 --> 00:07:56,432 and what did they have done 'cause they look incredible. 176 00:07:56,563 --> 00:07:58,652 Hi, nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. 177 00:07:58,739 --> 00:08:00,175 - How are you? - Hi, I'm Kim. 178 00:08:00,262 --> 00:08:01,697 You're stunningly beautiful. Nice to meet you. 179 00:08:01,698 --> 00:08:03,831 Hi! 180 00:08:03,918 --> 00:08:07,138 Right when I walk in, I see Larissa and it's not 181 00:08:07,225 --> 00:08:08,356 'cause she has giant tits. 182 00:08:08,357 --> 00:08:10,228 - Look. - Uh-huh. Do you like it? 183 00:08:10,359 --> 00:08:13,057 It fits your body. It just looks so well, 184 00:08:13,144 --> 00:08:14,406 - compliments your figure. - Thank you. 185 00:08:14,494 --> 00:08:16,147 She looks a lot better. 186 00:08:16,278 --> 00:08:18,454 - Hello. - Hi, honey? 187 00:08:18,541 --> 00:08:21,588 - What's the name-y? - The navy? We have navy. 188 00:08:21,675 --> 00:08:24,286 No, what's the name be? 189 00:08:24,373 --> 00:08:27,158 Your hair is gorgeous. Like, I can't get over it. 190 00:08:27,245 --> 00:08:29,770 - It's all mine. - Is it really? 191 00:08:29,857 --> 00:08:32,468 - Oh, god. - Yeah, because I use Bob. 192 00:08:32,555 --> 00:08:35,819 - Bob? - Bob. You don't have a Bob? 193 00:08:35,906 --> 00:08:37,952 - A Bob? - Can you send me a link? 194 00:08:38,082 --> 00:08:41,825 Yeah. Bob. Boyfriend on batteries. 195 00:08:41,956 --> 00:08:42,999 Is that a vibrator? 196 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:44,567 Yeah, vibrator. I'm not kidding you. 197 00:08:44,654 --> 00:08:45,611 What are you talking about, ma'am? 198 00:08:45,612 --> 00:08:48,310 It stimulates the hair growth. 199 00:08:48,440 --> 00:08:50,921 You use it down here and then you use it up here. 200 00:08:51,052 --> 00:08:52,879 That's so gross. 201 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:55,056 How was that even a thought through your mind? 202 00:08:55,143 --> 00:08:57,188 Oh, she's chaotic. I need a drink for this. 203 00:08:57,319 --> 00:08:59,277 - Half an hour a day. - The fact that Kathy 204 00:08:59,364 --> 00:09:02,105 takes a vibrator and puts it all around her scalp, 205 00:09:02,106 --> 00:09:04,630 you're just like moving this big old wand around your head? 206 00:09:04,631 --> 00:09:06,850 I'm not sure how that works but hey, listen, 207 00:09:06,937 --> 00:09:08,548 I'm gonna give it a try. 208 00:09:08,635 --> 00:09:10,374 Wait, so what did you have done? 209 00:09:10,375 --> 00:09:13,074 Well, I ended up getting my nose done. 210 00:09:13,161 --> 00:09:14,857 Just my side profile's, like, straighter. 211 00:09:14,858 --> 00:09:16,294 - It's amazing. - Nose was crooked. 212 00:09:16,468 --> 00:09:18,340 - I had a deviated septum. - Just naturally? 213 00:09:18,427 --> 00:09:22,300 No, it was actually caused through a brutal attack. 214 00:09:22,387 --> 00:09:27,044 - Attack? - I was basically gay bashed, 215 00:09:27,175 --> 00:09:29,569 - essentially. - Where are these mother----ers? 216 00:09:29,699 --> 00:09:32,833 No idea. Probably still attacking other people. 217 00:09:32,920 --> 00:09:37,098 Which is why I'm so, like, I guess proud to be here 218 00:09:37,228 --> 00:09:39,840 to share my story because I want to bring awareness about... 219 00:09:39,927 --> 00:09:41,363 You know what? Let's cheers to that. 220 00:09:42,843 --> 00:09:44,192 Here I am sharing my attack 221 00:09:44,279 --> 00:09:46,934 with complete strangers that I've literally just met 222 00:09:47,064 --> 00:09:51,154 minutes ago. This is kind of a huge break-through moment 223 00:09:51,155 --> 00:09:54,506 because, you know, me before would never do this. 224 00:09:54,637 --> 00:09:57,945 Just overall, proud of it in a sense 225 00:09:58,032 --> 00:10:01,383 even though it's so negative. I have found my voice again. 226 00:10:03,037 --> 00:10:04,473 And we're proud that you've found your voice again, 227 00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:07,693 too, Sebastian. Side note: hot tea and ginger 228 00:10:07,694 --> 00:10:09,739 works miracles the next time you lose it. 229 00:10:09,826 --> 00:10:12,916 Let's check in with our last three retreat guests 230 00:10:13,047 --> 00:10:14,700 as they show us what they've changed. 231 00:10:17,486 --> 00:10:20,315 Someone's ready to join us here in the future 232 00:10:20,402 --> 00:10:23,884 but did they decide to rewind? 233 00:10:23,971 --> 00:10:25,146 Only Terry knows. 234 00:10:25,233 --> 00:10:27,757 Only Terry knows. 235 00:10:37,549 --> 00:10:40,378 Someone's ready to join us here in the future. 236 00:10:42,076 --> 00:10:45,645 Aubrey, are you ready to take the first important steps 237 00:10:45,732 --> 00:10:48,560 towards the next phase of your life, my darling? 238 00:10:49,997 --> 00:10:53,130 I would like to shed the wig before I enter. 239 00:10:53,217 --> 00:10:54,305 No way! 240 00:11:00,224 --> 00:11:02,139 Yay! 241 00:11:03,314 --> 00:11:04,968 Yes! 242 00:11:06,578 --> 00:11:09,886 - Bye Aubrey! - Bye! 243 00:11:21,855 --> 00:11:24,205 - Va-va-va-voom. - Look at her. 244 00:11:24,292 --> 00:11:26,511 How glamorous. 245 00:11:26,598 --> 00:11:30,211 How glamorous of a life I have to be greeted by you three. 246 00:11:30,298 --> 00:11:33,518 - Look at you. - Oh, my gosh. 247 00:11:33,605 --> 00:11:35,650 Aubrey, welcome to your future, darling. 248 00:11:35,651 --> 00:11:36,739 Wow. 249 00:11:36,826 --> 00:11:38,610 Now, is this still your real hair? 250 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,395 Yeah, no, this is my real hair. 251 00:11:40,482 --> 00:11:42,744 - This is your real hair? - Wow, it's nice. 252 00:11:42,745 --> 00:11:45,095 - And you're a red-head now. - Yeah, I coloured it. 253 00:11:45,182 --> 00:11:47,881 I needed a little bit of a mood change. 254 00:11:47,968 --> 00:11:49,446 - I love this. - Like it. 255 00:11:49,447 --> 00:11:50,797 Wow. 256 00:11:50,884 --> 00:11:53,625 So Aubrey, you left the retreat not wanting 257 00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:55,671 to dissolve the filler. 258 00:11:55,758 --> 00:11:59,588 We weren't sure that you were actually in the right headspace 259 00:11:59,675 --> 00:12:01,721 to have anything done. 260 00:12:01,808 --> 00:12:04,679 Yeah. This was definitely a mental journey 261 00:12:04,680 --> 00:12:08,423 and I was arguing with Terry that lopsided lips are, 262 00:12:08,553 --> 00:12:09,989 in a mental breakdown or not, 263 00:12:09,990 --> 00:12:12,166 they're unacceptable. 264 00:12:12,253 --> 00:12:14,907 The mental stuff's still gonna be there, the lips gotta go. 265 00:12:14,908 --> 00:12:17,867 His office took out all my lip filler. 266 00:12:20,261 --> 00:12:23,437 Big or little, my lips are still gonna talk sh--. 267 00:12:23,438 --> 00:12:25,396 That's a good line. 268 00:12:25,527 --> 00:12:26,789 And truthful sh--, at that. 269 00:12:26,876 --> 00:12:29,313 It's just wonderful to see your energy 270 00:12:29,400 --> 00:12:31,359 and your aura like this. 271 00:12:31,446 --> 00:12:32,534 - Really? - I mean, yeah. 272 00:12:32,664 --> 00:12:34,144 The peace is obvious 273 00:12:34,231 --> 00:12:35,580 on the other side of the tunnel. 274 00:12:35,667 --> 00:12:37,844 - Yeah, I'm getting there. - I love it. 275 00:12:37,931 --> 00:12:39,846 Well somebody else might be coming through those doors 276 00:12:39,976 --> 00:12:41,282 - right now. - I can't wait. My girlfriends? 277 00:12:41,369 --> 00:12:43,763 - Come join me over here. - Oh good Lord, 278 00:12:43,850 --> 00:12:46,330 we 'bout to have a reunion. 279 00:12:46,417 --> 00:12:49,245 Time for you to step up to the Time Tunnel, Jessica. 280 00:12:55,862 --> 00:12:58,212 Ooh, I feel like somebody's about to come out. 281 00:12:58,299 --> 00:12:59,779 Literally. 282 00:13:06,568 --> 00:13:09,353 Oh, look who's here. 283 00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:11,181 Oh, my sister's so cute. 284 00:13:11,268 --> 00:13:13,444 Guess who's back in the house? 285 00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:21,365 - Girl, body-ody-ody-ody-ody. - Oh, you look so good! 286 00:13:25,456 --> 00:13:27,328 Jessica, welcome to your future. 287 00:13:27,458 --> 00:13:28,851 Hi! 288 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:33,464 You came to the Rewind Retreat desperate to remove 289 00:13:33,595 --> 00:13:37,425 your injections that you've had in your butt and your lips. 290 00:13:37,512 --> 00:13:39,340 - Yes. - So what did you do? 291 00:13:39,427 --> 00:13:42,603 I removed my lips. 292 00:13:42,604 --> 00:13:45,215 - Aw, beautiful. - You look great. 293 00:13:45,346 --> 00:13:46,216 And I love them. 294 00:13:46,303 --> 00:13:48,523 Yes, you look so good. 295 00:13:48,610 --> 00:13:52,570 I had my lips reduced. I could not dissolve them. 296 00:13:52,657 --> 00:13:56,357 I had two big scar tissue lumps so I needed surgery. 297 00:13:56,444 --> 00:14:01,405 I was awake. I can't express how excited I am 298 00:14:01,492 --> 00:14:04,800 about my results 'cause my mouth is still a little tight 299 00:14:04,931 --> 00:14:08,586 but baby, soon as all of my incisions heal up, 300 00:14:08,673 --> 00:14:10,762 I'm jumping on live so quick. 301 00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:13,287 I can talk with confidence, I can just 302 00:14:13,374 --> 00:14:15,331 - do my thing. - You got your smile. 303 00:14:15,332 --> 00:14:18,727 Well, I can't smile good yet 'cause I'm still a little tight. 304 00:14:18,814 --> 00:14:19,988 Tell us about your butt. 305 00:14:19,989 --> 00:14:21,338 Tell us what happened with the injections. 306 00:14:21,425 --> 00:14:25,124 Oh, with the injections. Well, Dr. Terry and I had 307 00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:30,695 our discussion and we weren't quite sure if we were gonna be 308 00:14:30,826 --> 00:14:34,655 able to get the hydrogel out. Coming in here in the retreat, 309 00:14:34,656 --> 00:14:39,879 I realized I just gotta take it slow, pray about it, 310 00:14:39,966 --> 00:14:41,402 and make the right decision. 311 00:14:41,489 --> 00:14:44,318 We will get into some detail with Dr. Terry in the mirror 312 00:14:44,405 --> 00:14:45,927 in a minute. So you come on over here. 313 00:14:45,928 --> 00:14:47,669 Okay. 314 00:14:47,799 --> 00:14:50,889 Someone else is gonna join us here in the future. 315 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:52,413 - Yay. - And we're gonna find out 316 00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:54,545 what they did. Did they rewind something? 317 00:14:54,632 --> 00:14:56,678 Okay. 318 00:14:58,854 --> 00:15:01,204 Sophia, the Time Tunnel is yours. 319 00:15:08,733 --> 00:15:11,084 Oh, here we go. 320 00:15:16,698 --> 00:15:18,526 - Hey, girl! - Hey, sis! 321 00:15:18,613 --> 00:15:20,658 Hey, guys. 322 00:15:25,272 --> 00:15:28,275 So I'm back. The new and improved Sophia. 323 00:15:28,362 --> 00:15:30,320 Sophia, welcome to your future. 324 00:15:30,451 --> 00:15:31,843 Thank you. 325 00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:35,064 Now, you came to the Rewind Retreat wanting 326 00:15:35,195 --> 00:15:37,675 - to rewind your two BBLs. - Yes. 327 00:15:37,762 --> 00:15:40,199 To reflect your new life as an entrepreneur. 328 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:42,550 Yes. So, we took it down 329 00:15:42,637 --> 00:15:44,682 proportionate to my body. 330 00:15:44,813 --> 00:15:46,640 Given that I've had very invasive surgeries 331 00:15:46,641 --> 00:15:48,425 prior to this, this was probably one that was like 332 00:15:48,512 --> 00:15:52,037 a walk in the park compared. We did a reduction on my butt. 333 00:15:52,038 --> 00:15:54,692 You know, Dr. Dubrow still gave me what I wanted, 334 00:15:54,779 --> 00:15:57,347 'cause I like to be a curvy woman so he still was able 335 00:15:57,434 --> 00:16:00,045 to achieve that and make me look more proportionate. 336 00:16:00,046 --> 00:16:03,310 I feel, like, more comfortable in myself. 337 00:16:03,440 --> 00:16:05,268 - Yes, I love it. - Give us a twirl. 338 00:16:08,402 --> 00:16:09,664 You still got back. 339 00:16:09,751 --> 00:16:12,841 Oh. 340 00:16:12,928 --> 00:16:17,106 I know Sophia says she got a BBL taken out, 341 00:16:17,193 --> 00:16:19,891 but it don't look like that thing went nowhere. 342 00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:22,198 If that's what my BBL removal 343 00:16:22,285 --> 00:16:24,374 was gonna look like, I'd take that. 344 00:16:24,461 --> 00:16:26,680 So right now you are two months out. 345 00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:29,640 Liposuction in general takes about three to five months 346 00:16:29,727 --> 00:16:34,384 to see the final result. You may have as little as 347 00:16:34,471 --> 00:16:36,037 - 20% of your final results. - Wow. 348 00:16:36,038 --> 00:16:40,390 You certainly don't have more than 35% of your final results. 349 00:16:41,217 --> 00:16:43,914 So you can expect a lot of swelling to come down. 350 00:16:43,915 --> 00:16:46,221 Yeah, I'm very happy. I feel like, lately, 351 00:16:46,222 --> 00:16:48,137 'cause it's been two months, 352 00:16:48,224 --> 00:16:49,921 I've really started to see it take its shape. 353 00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:53,882 Do we have any negative effects on the droopiness? 354 00:16:53,969 --> 00:16:55,926 - Did it make you droopy? - No, no droopiness. 355 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:57,625 - Okay. - Looks great. I love it. 356 00:16:57,712 --> 00:16:59,408 - That's very good. - Yeah. 357 00:16:59,409 --> 00:17:02,151 Okay, Terry. We've heard enough about how great you are. 358 00:17:02,282 --> 00:17:04,196 Moving on. 359 00:17:04,197 --> 00:17:07,243 Sophia? Jessica is gonna make her way to the mirror. 360 00:17:07,330 --> 00:17:09,157 - Okay. - Jessica. 361 00:17:09,158 --> 00:17:11,465 - You look great, by the way. - Thank you. 362 00:17:11,595 --> 00:17:15,121 You came to Rewind Retreat to remove the hydrogel 363 00:17:15,208 --> 00:17:16,948 - from the buttock. - Yeah. 364 00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:21,649 We discussed how to achieve that goal. It's hard to remove 365 00:17:21,779 --> 00:17:23,563 the hydrogel unless you actually make a big incision, 366 00:17:23,564 --> 00:17:25,913 - open things up. - Mm-hmm. 367 00:17:25,914 --> 00:17:29,178 And so, what we had talked about was the possibility 368 00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:32,573 of sort of doing liposuction and removing the fat 369 00:17:32,660 --> 00:17:35,271 and sort of leaving the hydrogel, most of it, 370 00:17:35,402 --> 00:17:36,880 because it wasn't really problematic. 371 00:17:36,881 --> 00:17:38,230 Mm-hmm. Right. 372 00:17:38,231 --> 00:17:41,103 And then you thought maybe what? 373 00:17:41,190 --> 00:17:44,150 Maybe just leave it alone. Once Dr. Dubrow said he didn't 374 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:46,630 know if he was gonna be able to actually get shots out 375 00:17:46,717 --> 00:17:50,895 without having to scar me, it just turned me another 376 00:17:50,982 --> 00:17:53,811 direction. I didn't want to do anymore 377 00:17:53,898 --> 00:17:55,812 'cause, if I'ma do it, I wanna actually be getting 378 00:17:55,813 --> 00:17:59,121 the product out, I don't want to be getting my own fat out. 379 00:17:59,252 --> 00:18:02,690 I just decided, let me just take a step back, 380 00:18:02,777 --> 00:18:05,562 think about this a little more. 'Cause I might even 381 00:18:05,693 --> 00:18:08,130 make the decision to get an incision one day 382 00:18:08,261 --> 00:18:10,176 and just get it all out. I don't know. 383 00:18:10,263 --> 00:18:13,353 I'm definitely worried that maybe the hydrogel might 384 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:16,617 make me sick one day. I know that it's a foreign substance 385 00:18:16,704 --> 00:18:19,272 in my body so I don't wanna just keep getting older 386 00:18:19,359 --> 00:18:21,882 and letting it just keep going on and on and on. 387 00:18:21,883 --> 00:18:25,059 Can I just tell you, I love that. Because, 388 00:18:25,060 --> 00:18:26,844 to a certain degree, you ain't broke, 389 00:18:26,931 --> 00:18:29,282 - so don't fix it. - Don't fix it. 390 00:18:29,412 --> 00:18:31,675 - You made the right decision. - Thank you. 391 00:18:31,806 --> 00:18:34,590 You all have been reunited with each other, 392 00:18:34,591 --> 00:18:37,290 but you may be curious to know if the others 393 00:18:37,377 --> 00:18:39,596 that stayed at the retreat decided to rewind. 394 00:18:39,683 --> 00:18:40,944 Ooh. 395 00:18:40,945 --> 00:18:43,209 So please head to the living room to find out. 396 00:18:43,296 --> 00:18:45,341 - Okay. - And we will come find you. 397 00:18:45,472 --> 00:18:47,126 - Ooh, let's go, y'all. - Come on, fam. 398 00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:49,432 See you guys later. 399 00:18:53,654 --> 00:18:54,872 I want to have your hair. 400 00:18:55,003 --> 00:18:56,613 Do you think I would match your hair color? 401 00:19:03,577 --> 00:19:04,665 Oh, no. 402 00:19:04,752 --> 00:19:07,015 Wait, who is this? 403 00:19:07,102 --> 00:19:08,537 I don't know who the these three are. 404 00:19:08,538 --> 00:19:09,757 Hello... 405 00:19:09,844 --> 00:19:12,150 Chicken! 406 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:14,414 - Is that Aubrey? - Hi! 407 00:19:14,501 --> 00:19:15,676 Coming up. 408 00:19:15,763 --> 00:19:17,373 But I told you that you get 409 00:19:17,460 --> 00:19:18,766 to pay for the honeymoon or the wedding. 410 00:19:18,853 --> 00:19:20,724 You want me to pay you $80,000 for the honeymoon? 411 00:19:21,812 --> 00:19:23,379 Yes. 412 00:19:23,510 --> 00:19:25,381 $80,000?! 413 00:19:25,512 --> 00:19:27,557 Do you know how expensive eggs are right now? 414 00:19:36,349 --> 00:19:38,351 - What's up? - Is that Aubrey? 415 00:19:38,438 --> 00:19:40,743 Hi. Hi, pretty. 416 00:19:40,744 --> 00:19:42,268 With your red hair! 417 00:19:42,355 --> 00:19:45,227 Oh, my God, Aubrey looks stunning. Holy sh--. 418 00:19:45,314 --> 00:19:49,318 She went from Aubrey O'Day to Aubrey O'Night real quick. 419 00:19:49,405 --> 00:19:52,539 I had no----ing clue that that was Aubrey. 420 00:19:52,626 --> 00:19:54,758 Chicken. 421 00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:56,369 Chicken, chicken. 422 00:19:56,499 --> 00:19:58,197 How are you? You look great, chicken. 423 00:19:58,327 --> 00:19:59,719 Hi, I'm Kim. Hi, nice to meet you. 424 00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:01,809 - Hi, Sophia, nice to meet you. - Hi, Aubrey. 425 00:20:01,939 --> 00:20:03,853 - Hi, baby. How are you? - How are you, chicken? 426 00:20:03,854 --> 00:20:05,987 - Let me see. I like the colour. - I love yours, too. Gorgeous. 427 00:20:06,074 --> 00:20:07,336 Thank you. 428 00:20:07,423 --> 00:20:09,338 Aubrey O'Day comes in rocking with red hair. 429 00:20:09,425 --> 00:20:14,430 I'm the real ginger queen, chicken. Back in your box. 430 00:20:14,517 --> 00:20:16,867 That's all your hair. That looks amazing. And healthy. 431 00:20:16,954 --> 00:20:18,739 My hair was longer. I cut it super short. 432 00:20:18,869 --> 00:20:20,175 Why are you hiding this hair? 433 00:20:20,306 --> 00:20:21,916 You guys were there when I took off my wig, remember? 434 00:20:22,046 --> 00:20:23,613 I saw it. 435 00:20:23,744 --> 00:20:25,876 Aubrey seems to be totally satisfied with the way 436 00:20:25,963 --> 00:20:29,837 she looks. Her real hair looks good. She's got it red. 437 00:20:33,449 --> 00:20:36,931 Aubrey said that's her real hair and by golly, 438 00:20:37,018 --> 00:20:39,106 that's her real hair. 439 00:20:39,107 --> 00:20:40,977 You look wonderful. 440 00:20:40,978 --> 00:20:42,631 No back pain. 441 00:20:42,632 --> 00:20:46,027 Let me see. Girl, you can see like your whole body. 442 00:20:46,157 --> 00:20:47,463 - Yeah. - Can I feel 'em? 443 00:20:47,550 --> 00:20:49,247 Yeah. That's all fat. 444 00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:53,208 - It's so soft. - It's all fat. No implants. 445 00:20:53,295 --> 00:20:55,515 These feel like young, teenage boobies. 446 00:20:55,602 --> 00:20:56,994 Are yours soft like that, now, too? 447 00:20:57,125 --> 00:20:58,169 - Yeah, wanna touch? - I have, like, 448 00:20:58,300 --> 00:20:59,475 18-year-old boobs. 449 00:20:59,606 --> 00:21:02,391 Babe, before it was like touching concrete. 450 00:21:02,478 --> 00:21:04,698 - I don't want to know. - It's so soft now. 451 00:21:04,785 --> 00:21:08,135 - Both of you. - I do not miss my old implants. 452 00:21:08,136 --> 00:21:11,139 Never ever. They are buried in the cemetery. 453 00:21:11,226 --> 00:21:14,359 And not in the pet cemetery that can come back to life. 454 00:21:14,360 --> 00:21:16,492 Jess can knock it back, chicken, and don't let any drop 455 00:21:16,579 --> 00:21:18,276 - on that ground. - I'm trying but it's just 456 00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:21,236 so hard 'cause my lips, yeah, the stitches haven't dissolved 457 00:21:21,323 --> 00:21:22,890 - all the way yet. - What did you do? 458 00:21:22,977 --> 00:21:25,979 I got my lip filler taken out, my lips reduced. 459 00:21:25,980 --> 00:21:27,460 But you done yours different than ours. 460 00:21:27,590 --> 00:21:29,331 - We got ours dissolved. - You got stitches? 461 00:21:29,418 --> 00:21:31,681 Yeah, I had to get 'em cut out. I couldn't dissolve them. 462 00:21:31,768 --> 00:21:34,902 I had these two big balls, and when I smiled it was like 463 00:21:34,989 --> 00:21:36,991 a big knot. It was just really weird. 464 00:21:37,078 --> 00:21:38,339 They cut it to get it out? 465 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:40,081 - Mm-hmm. - I just realized that your lips 466 00:21:40,211 --> 00:21:41,822 - are so small. - Thank you. 467 00:21:41,952 --> 00:21:43,040 But they look really - ing good. 468 00:21:43,127 --> 00:21:44,607 I like it. I'm happy with it. 469 00:21:44,738 --> 00:21:46,695 Sophia, tell us your story. 470 00:21:46,696 --> 00:21:49,786 I just got my butt taken down. 'Cause I had two BBLs. 471 00:21:49,917 --> 00:21:51,353 - You had two BBLs? - Yeah. 472 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:53,180 Two BBLs? Turn around. 473 00:21:53,181 --> 00:21:56,227 It's a little smaller. It's still big. 474 00:21:56,315 --> 00:21:57,446 - It's big. - It's still big. 475 00:21:57,533 --> 00:21:59,143 But it was bigger. So he took it down. 476 00:21:59,230 --> 00:22:01,144 - Are you happy with this size? - Yeah, it looks good. 477 00:22:01,145 --> 00:22:02,842 - Yeah, yeah. - It's been, like, two months 478 00:22:02,843 --> 00:22:05,541 so the swelling is going down. Yeah. It's more proportionate. 479 00:22:05,672 --> 00:22:07,847 That thing was thinging. It was bigger than mine. 480 00:22:07,848 --> 00:22:08,675 I said, "Damn!" 481 00:22:08,762 --> 00:22:10,328 - Really? - Really? 482 00:22:10,329 --> 00:22:15,203 I cannot believe that Sophia's butt was bigger than Jessica. 483 00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:19,685 Jesus, they've got a lot of ass going on here, chicken. 484 00:22:19,686 --> 00:22:23,080 I thought mine was big. Mamma----ing mia. 485 00:22:23,211 --> 00:22:24,778 You look really good. So did you end up, 486 00:22:24,865 --> 00:22:27,258 'cause your body is still body-ody-ing. 487 00:22:28,564 --> 00:22:30,565 Not that it wouldn't even after, but like, 488 00:22:30,566 --> 00:22:31,914 did you go through with it? 489 00:22:31,915 --> 00:22:34,788 Uh-uh. I didn't do anything. 490 00:22:34,875 --> 00:22:37,530 At least from my perspective when we were in the house 491 00:22:37,617 --> 00:22:39,401 together, you were really like, I'm doing it. 492 00:22:39,488 --> 00:22:41,664 I'd rather just try and lipo it out, 493 00:22:41,795 --> 00:22:44,319 get as much of it out as I possibly can. 494 00:22:44,406 --> 00:22:46,668 And at least try to avoid as much complications as possible. 495 00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:48,628 Exactly, if there was to be any. 496 00:22:48,715 --> 00:22:50,846 Just get most of it out, please. 497 00:22:50,847 --> 00:22:52,240 - You know what I'm saying? - That's scary. 498 00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:53,589 'Cause I don't wanna deal with it. 499 00:22:53,676 --> 00:22:55,461 I've been working out, 500 00:22:55,548 --> 00:22:56,723 - eating better. - Oh, that's good. 501 00:22:56,810 --> 00:22:58,942 I just wanna try the natural route. 502 00:22:59,029 --> 00:23:01,641 You looked fantastic before but you just look amazing right now. 503 00:23:01,728 --> 00:23:03,643 - Thank you. - Like, you're glowing. 504 00:23:03,730 --> 00:23:05,514 - It looks good. - I'm trying. 505 00:23:05,601 --> 00:23:10,040 Jessica, she looks really good. The ass is still whoa. 506 00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:16,438 - No, you wouldn't do that. - Uh-oh. 507 00:23:22,052 --> 00:23:24,881 Really? I get that kind of a welcome? 508 00:23:24,968 --> 00:23:27,014 You're like a ray of sunshine. Of course you do. 509 00:23:27,101 --> 00:23:30,496 - Aw, Brielle. Hi, everybody. - Hi. 510 00:23:30,583 --> 00:23:31,975 Look how beautiful you all look. 511 00:23:32,106 --> 00:23:33,455 Thank you. 512 00:23:33,542 --> 00:23:36,284 I have some burning questions to ask all of you. 513 00:23:36,371 --> 00:23:37,198 So shall we have a seat? 514 00:23:37,328 --> 00:23:38,720 - Let's do it. - Yes. 515 00:23:38,721 --> 00:23:41,506 Let's do it, kids. Come on over. 516 00:23:43,683 --> 00:23:48,296 All of our beautiful, beautiful people here in one room. 517 00:23:48,383 --> 00:23:50,297 Let's talk to Miss Sophia. 518 00:23:50,298 --> 00:23:51,386 Yes. 519 00:23:51,473 --> 00:23:55,346 Now, you threw away the ex's jacket 520 00:23:55,477 --> 00:23:57,478 - which was a very big deal. - It was. 521 00:23:57,479 --> 00:24:00,264 I had an ex that was, like, toxic for like, nine years 522 00:24:00,395 --> 00:24:03,442 and he's part of the reason why I did body modification 523 00:24:03,572 --> 00:24:06,662 - and all that. - But shock horror... 524 00:24:11,580 --> 00:24:14,757 We just found out that you still have a tattoo of his name? 525 00:24:14,844 --> 00:24:16,542 - Girl! - You didn't get that removed, 526 00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:18,544 - bitch? We done told you- - Okay, honestly? 527 00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:28,770 You still have a tattoo 528 00:24:28,771 --> 00:24:30,338 - of his name? - Girl! 529 00:24:30,512 --> 00:24:31,469 You didn't get that removed, bitch? 530 00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,297 Six months into the relationship, 531 00:24:33,428 --> 00:24:35,256 I have my ex's name tatted on me. 532 00:24:35,343 --> 00:24:37,606 - Did he get your name tattooed? - No. 533 00:24:37,780 --> 00:24:39,739 Okay, bitch. What the planet are you on? 534 00:24:39,913 --> 00:24:41,958 You had time for all them surgeries and you couldn't get 535 00:24:42,089 --> 00:24:43,611 the tattoo removed? 536 00:24:43,612 --> 00:24:45,571 - You can get it lasered off. - Just lasered off. 537 00:24:45,658 --> 00:24:47,442 I'm probably gonna do that, but I will say though 538 00:24:47,529 --> 00:24:50,793 that that situation with the blanket, 539 00:24:50,967 --> 00:24:52,578 it really did help me. 540 00:24:52,708 --> 00:24:56,842 The moment for me that healed me and changed me 541 00:24:56,843 --> 00:24:58,278 and something I will never forget 542 00:24:58,279 --> 00:24:59,758 was my moment with Michelle. 543 00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:09,856 You're free, sis. You're free. 544 00:25:09,943 --> 00:25:13,032 Oh, it's beautiful. 545 00:25:13,033 --> 00:25:15,905 That's what was. And you are what is. 546 00:25:15,992 --> 00:25:17,777 You are strong, you are beautiful, 547 00:25:17,864 --> 00:25:19,256 and you are what matters. 548 00:25:19,387 --> 00:25:21,737 It was more of just a release of letting that all go 549 00:25:21,824 --> 00:25:25,219 and knowing my worth and knowing that 550 00:25:25,349 --> 00:25:27,134 I'm just a completely different woman now. 551 00:25:27,221 --> 00:25:30,136 The surgery was great and I'm really happy for that, you know, 552 00:25:30,137 --> 00:25:33,357 but being here was, like, more than that. Like, I developed 553 00:25:33,532 --> 00:25:35,881 friendships and I learned more about myself and I actually 554 00:25:35,882 --> 00:25:39,059 really did heal from things that I didn't realize that I would. 555 00:25:39,146 --> 00:25:41,583 Proud of you. 556 00:25:41,670 --> 00:25:43,237 - Kim Zolciak. - Yes, baby. 557 00:25:43,411 --> 00:25:44,804 - Hi, my darling. - Hi, love. 558 00:25:44,934 --> 00:25:47,849 You had all these things that you wanted to do on your plate. 559 00:25:47,850 --> 00:25:49,416 Who doesn't? 560 00:25:49,417 --> 00:25:51,201 You had your knees, you had your neck. 561 00:25:51,375 --> 00:25:53,160 I mean, were you chasing perfection? 562 00:25:53,247 --> 00:25:55,291 I like to feel good about myself, you know? 563 00:25:55,292 --> 00:25:58,252 I grew up with a mom that was like, you know, 564 00:25:58,339 --> 00:26:00,341 if you had big ears I would've fixed it, or if your nose, 565 00:26:00,428 --> 00:26:01,995 I would've fixed it. I want you to feel great. 566 00:26:02,082 --> 00:26:03,736 And I do the same thing with my kids. 567 00:26:03,823 --> 00:26:06,694 For me, I think if my mother had spent more time telling me 568 00:26:06,695 --> 00:26:10,003 how beautiful I was just as myself, maybe I would've been 569 00:26:10,090 --> 00:26:13,484 alright with being an A and just living my life as an A-cup. 570 00:26:15,486 --> 00:26:19,229 With you, Brielle, getting married and going onto 571 00:26:19,403 --> 00:26:22,101 your own life here, you'll be a mother, I'm sure, someday. 572 00:26:22,102 --> 00:26:26,759 Will you keep the kind of thing going, the chase for perfection, 573 00:26:26,846 --> 00:26:29,325 in your life with your kids? 574 00:26:29,326 --> 00:26:31,240 Like Kim's mother, your grandmother, did with Kim 575 00:26:31,241 --> 00:26:33,200 and Kim passed on to you? 576 00:26:36,899 --> 00:26:38,508 - Cheers, guys. - Cheers. 577 00:26:38,509 --> 00:26:40,336 To my new house! 578 00:26:40,337 --> 00:26:42,687 We just hold the glasses or put 'em up there? 579 00:26:42,688 --> 00:26:44,124 We're gonna hold 'em. 580 00:26:44,298 --> 00:26:45,865 Please don't spill 'em on the carpet. 581 00:26:46,039 --> 00:26:47,822 If there's one thing I learned from this retreat, 582 00:26:47,823 --> 00:26:50,173 it's that I'm not like my mom with fixing 583 00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:53,741 my imperfections. I'm my own person and nobody 584 00:26:53,742 --> 00:26:56,135 can convince me to do something I don't want to do. 585 00:26:56,136 --> 00:26:57,572 How's the wedding planning going? 586 00:26:57,746 --> 00:27:00,270 Great. We toured our venue last week- 587 00:27:00,401 --> 00:27:01,881 I know, you tried to FaceTime me. 588 00:27:01,968 --> 00:27:04,100 But I told you that you get to pay for the honeymoon 589 00:27:04,274 --> 00:27:06,275 or the wedding and you still haven't given me your answer. 590 00:27:06,276 --> 00:27:08,713 I'm sorry. I was wondering if I was not hearing you correctly, 591 00:27:08,714 --> 00:27:10,279 'cause the honeymoon you want me to pay you 592 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:12,325 $80,000 for the honeymoon? 593 00:27:12,326 --> 00:27:13,806 Yes. 594 00:27:13,980 --> 00:27:16,547 - $80,000?! - It's expensive. 595 00:27:16,678 --> 00:27:19,245 Do you know how expensive eggs are right now? 596 00:27:19,246 --> 00:27:21,595 Do you wanna try on the dresses? I do have those here. 597 00:27:21,596 --> 00:27:23,206 Well, we could pull 'em out. 598 00:27:23,337 --> 00:27:26,382 Well, if y'all are trying on dresses, I'm out of here. 599 00:27:26,383 --> 00:27:27,993 Feel free to go work on my computer or something 600 00:27:27,994 --> 00:27:30,431 - that you need to do. - Best of luck. 601 00:27:31,780 --> 00:27:33,259 Since the retreat, Brielle's been great. 602 00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:34,739 I think less is more. 603 00:27:34,740 --> 00:27:37,003 I think that's what she's learned from the retreat. 604 00:27:37,090 --> 00:27:39,569 Can't wait to see how she continues to blossom 605 00:27:39,570 --> 00:27:40,789 from here on out. 606 00:27:41,747 --> 00:27:45,011 Oh, you look so adorable! 607 00:27:45,098 --> 00:27:47,752 I think this under-eye filler, honestly, this experience 608 00:27:47,753 --> 00:27:50,538 has really changed Brielle. Oh, my God. 609 00:27:50,625 --> 00:27:53,019 She's no longer willing to experiment now, which is good. 610 00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:54,976 That changed a lot of things for me, as well. 611 00:27:54,977 --> 00:27:58,154 Turn around to the back and like, come back this way. 612 00:27:58,241 --> 00:28:00,634 I think you look really beautiful. 613 00:28:00,635 --> 00:28:03,812 I want to be more mindful for myself but also for my kids. 614 00:28:03,899 --> 00:28:05,161 You look absolutely beautiful. You look beautiful 615 00:28:05,335 --> 00:28:06,815 in any wedding dress. 616 00:28:06,989 --> 00:28:10,252 I think that I want to be like a huge advocate for people 617 00:28:10,253 --> 00:28:13,473 to not get filler. That's the path I'm on 618 00:28:13,474 --> 00:28:16,606 because I've done it. I hope that I can be a voice 619 00:28:16,607 --> 00:28:20,436 for younger women and men to not get fillers. 620 00:28:20,437 --> 00:28:23,745 We don't need it in our 20s and our 30s. 621 00:28:23,832 --> 00:28:26,573 Everybody needs to learn to love themselves 622 00:28:26,574 --> 00:28:28,924 and love the skin that they're in. 623 00:28:29,011 --> 00:28:32,187 Larissa, you swapped some pictures of your 624 00:28:32,188 --> 00:28:33,929 previous boobs with Miss Kathy. 625 00:28:34,016 --> 00:28:38,978 But look, here I am. They're huge. 626 00:28:39,108 --> 00:28:40,849 Look. 627 00:28:41,937 --> 00:28:45,201 - Oh, my God. - These were mine. 628 00:28:45,332 --> 00:28:47,812 Like, 1000%, I hate them. 629 00:28:47,813 --> 00:28:49,205 I can see why. 630 00:28:54,428 --> 00:28:59,432 Right, right. Your boobs were not quite as big as Larissa's. 631 00:28:59,433 --> 00:29:02,870 Dr. Dubrow said I was a K or an I, so... 632 00:29:02,871 --> 00:29:04,307 Is that what size you were? 633 00:29:06,527 --> 00:29:08,746 Which is bigger? 634 00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:12,141 A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K... 635 00:29:12,315 --> 00:29:14,317 I. Thank you, Kim. 636 00:29:19,192 --> 00:29:21,803 You, Larissa, came into this wanting to shed your 637 00:29:21,934 --> 00:29:25,198 porn star body. 638 00:29:25,372 --> 00:29:29,027 Is that right? Do you feel that you've done that? 639 00:29:29,028 --> 00:29:32,596 Yes. I honestly don't like anything exaggerated, 640 00:29:32,727 --> 00:29:38,254 so had those big boobs was like a body that don't belong to me. 641 00:29:38,385 --> 00:29:40,039 So are you still doing Only Fans? 642 00:29:40,213 --> 00:29:42,910 I'm still doing, but pretty soon I want to work 643 00:29:42,911 --> 00:29:45,435 in the airport so I can become a flight attendant. 644 00:29:47,002 --> 00:29:50,136 This, for me, this is what I want to pursue. 645 00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:51,441 - Okay. - You might as well 646 00:29:51,572 --> 00:29:54,357 just start with private. 647 00:29:54,444 --> 00:29:56,707 - I'll do whatever it takes. - Good for you, honey. 648 00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:58,013 Really proud of you. Good for you. 649 00:29:58,144 --> 00:29:59,318 That's awesome. 650 00:29:59,319 --> 00:30:01,494 So, Kim asked you about your boyfriend. 651 00:30:01,495 --> 00:30:02,452 Oh, God. 652 00:30:02,583 --> 00:30:04,193 Are you with your boyfriend, still? 653 00:30:11,505 --> 00:30:13,812 Are you with your boyfriend, still? 654 00:30:15,117 --> 00:30:17,163 - I like him. - Let me tell you something. 655 00:30:17,250 --> 00:30:19,078 Believe red flags when you see 'em. 656 00:30:19,165 --> 00:30:21,035 Right now, you wannna be 55 looking for somebody? 657 00:30:21,036 --> 00:30:22,690 No, you don't. So... 658 00:30:22,777 --> 00:30:23,952 That's what she's going through. 659 00:30:24,039 --> 00:30:26,259 No, bitch... 660 00:30:26,389 --> 00:30:28,130 - Yes, still together. - Okay. 661 00:30:28,217 --> 00:30:29,566 And we work on things. 662 00:30:29,653 --> 00:30:32,742 He's changing a lot of things that I didn't like. 663 00:30:32,743 --> 00:30:34,179 So you're giving him a chance. 664 00:30:34,180 --> 00:30:35,094 Yes. 665 00:30:37,748 --> 00:30:40,969 We never going to meet someone 100% ready. 666 00:30:49,935 --> 00:30:52,980 Larissa, you do what makes you happy, honey. 667 00:30:52,981 --> 00:30:55,069 Really proud of you. Good for you. That's awesome. 668 00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:57,593 So let's talk about Alan's beautiful bum. 669 00:30:57,594 --> 00:30:59,988 You chose to keep yours. 670 00:31:00,119 --> 00:31:01,554 I did, yeah. 671 00:31:01,555 --> 00:31:05,079 We don't play with the chicken. Keep that ass. 672 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:06,821 Eat my chicken ass. 673 00:31:06,908 --> 00:31:09,954 Yeah, no, I decided to keep my chicken ass, definitely, yeah. 674 00:31:09,955 --> 00:31:13,045 And being in the house with Brielle and Kim and Larissa, 675 00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:14,219 for them to say things like, 676 00:31:14,220 --> 00:31:15,830 strip the black out of your hair. 677 00:31:15,917 --> 00:31:18,137 It'll be nicer. Get rid of your cheeks, get rid of the lips, 678 00:31:18,224 --> 00:31:19,660 you don't need 'em. Then I was like, okay, 679 00:31:19,790 --> 00:31:21,053 they're being honest about something. 680 00:31:21,140 --> 00:31:23,054 So they helped me make my decision. 681 00:31:23,055 --> 00:31:24,752 You went from Italian to Irish. 682 00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:27,276 - There you go. - I love it. 683 00:31:34,370 --> 00:31:37,459 This is the first time that I'm about to head into a bar 684 00:31:37,460 --> 00:31:40,768 that I always drink in, all my friends usually come with, 685 00:31:40,855 --> 00:31:44,076 and show them my new look. 686 00:31:44,163 --> 00:31:47,122 So right now, I'm feeling anxious, I'm nervous, 687 00:31:47,296 --> 00:31:50,734 and I'm dying to see who's gonna be there. 688 00:31:50,821 --> 00:31:53,955 - Oh, my God! - Hello, hello. 689 00:31:54,042 --> 00:31:55,914 Do you like it? 690 00:31:56,001 --> 00:31:58,785 Oh yeah! Come over here! Come over. 691 00:31:58,786 --> 00:32:02,224 - Do you like it? - I'm shocked. In a good way! 692 00:32:02,311 --> 00:32:03,965 - I know. - Do I know you? 693 00:32:04,096 --> 00:32:06,837 - You're fabulous! - Oh my gosh, what's your name? 694 00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:08,709 - How are you guys? - The face, the hair. 695 00:32:08,796 --> 00:32:11,799 - I know. - The hair. I am shocked. 696 00:32:11,886 --> 00:32:13,496 The hair. I never thought you'd go back ginge. 697 00:32:13,627 --> 00:32:14,976 - I know. - You've gone ginge, 698 00:32:15,063 --> 00:32:16,717 - to your roots. - I know. 699 00:32:16,804 --> 00:32:19,589 I think the cheeks are a lot softer and the lips. 700 00:32:19,676 --> 00:32:21,417 The lips are a lot better. 701 00:32:21,548 --> 00:32:25,508 Can we just say, we are so happy to have you here with us 702 00:32:25,595 --> 00:32:29,338 looking more gorgeous, more glamorous, and yourself. 703 00:32:29,425 --> 00:32:31,993 Just yourself. Chicken is fabulous. 704 00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:33,429 Chicken is home. 705 00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:36,954 And Chicken is gonna lay eggs all around Dublin. 706 00:32:40,088 --> 00:32:41,394 Woo! 707 00:32:45,006 --> 00:32:47,139 What do you have to say to the bullies that gave you 708 00:32:47,226 --> 00:32:51,403 such a hard time back in your town in Dublin? 709 00:32:51,404 --> 00:32:54,973 yourself. 710 00:32:55,103 --> 00:32:56,931 I have a message to my bullies right now. 711 00:32:57,018 --> 00:32:59,716 I'm gonna go back to my natural self and not give 712 00:32:59,803 --> 00:33:01,892 a flying [bleep] what you think. 713 00:33:02,023 --> 00:33:04,939 - Jessica, darling. - Yes, ma'am? 714 00:33:05,026 --> 00:33:08,029 My question is, I know Dr. Dubrow offered to do lipo, 715 00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:10,249 the safe route, on your bum. 716 00:33:10,336 --> 00:33:12,554 - Mm-hmm. - Why did you turn it down? 717 00:33:12,555 --> 00:33:15,210 I wanted to take the size out with the shots coming out, 718 00:33:15,341 --> 00:33:18,170 not my natural good fat that's there. 719 00:33:18,257 --> 00:33:20,476 So will you go somewhere else to try to get 720 00:33:20,607 --> 00:33:22,652 - the hydrogel removed? - I'm just doing a little 721 00:33:22,783 --> 00:33:24,480 research. If it gets to be to the point where 722 00:33:24,611 --> 00:33:27,917 it's health problems, give me the scar and cut the sh-- out, 723 00:33:27,918 --> 00:33:30,660 I don't care. You know, I got kids to live for, 724 00:33:30,791 --> 00:33:32,619 a husband. And then I need a tummy tuck too because 725 00:33:32,706 --> 00:33:34,969 - I just had a two-year-old. - You don't need nothing. 726 00:33:35,056 --> 00:33:36,405 - Yes I do, girl. - Embrace it. 727 00:33:36,492 --> 00:33:38,842 That, what you have here, I have this, too. 728 00:33:38,929 --> 00:33:40,887 - 'Cause we had children. - Exactly. 729 00:33:40,888 --> 00:33:42,542 Why do I have it? I didn't have a child. 730 00:33:42,629 --> 00:33:43,586 Girl. 731 00:33:43,717 --> 00:33:45,893 Let's talk about Sebastian. 732 00:33:45,980 --> 00:33:51,942 How has it been and how does it feel to have disclosed 733 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:57,426 such a really, really intense story to not only us 734 00:33:57,513 --> 00:33:59,863 but to the world, darling? 735 00:33:59,950 --> 00:34:01,648 First off, a rollercoaster. 736 00:34:01,735 --> 00:34:03,084 Yeah. 737 00:34:03,171 --> 00:34:05,216 It wasn't something that I wanted to share. 738 00:34:05,217 --> 00:34:10,004 I think by holding onto something so traumatic 739 00:34:10,091 --> 00:34:15,009 just overall took over my entire mental state and life. 740 00:34:15,096 --> 00:34:18,186 You decided not to go ahead and do anything 741 00:34:18,273 --> 00:34:21,320 about the fillers, but really focus on the nose. 742 00:34:21,407 --> 00:34:22,799 But, the forehead scar. 743 00:34:22,886 --> 00:34:24,410 Why did you decide not to do that? 744 00:34:24,497 --> 00:34:28,369 I didn't want to have to relive the healing process again. 745 00:34:28,370 --> 00:34:30,545 On the other hand, it made me accept and actually 746 00:34:30,546 --> 00:34:33,506 appreciate the beauty of it in a way. 747 00:34:33,593 --> 00:34:35,073 Yeah. 748 00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:37,945 It's kind of like a battle wound that I'm proud of now. 749 00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:39,642 When I first entered the retreat, 750 00:34:39,773 --> 00:34:42,123 my scars represented defeat. 751 00:34:42,210 --> 00:34:44,604 But now they represent strength and courage 752 00:34:44,691 --> 00:34:47,868 and I just can't believe that I'm here even saying that. 753 00:34:47,955 --> 00:34:51,523 I had to work really, really hard. Like working all the time 754 00:34:51,524 --> 00:34:54,482 to prove myself. Like, a lot. 755 00:34:57,312 --> 00:34:58,531 It's okay, it's okay. 756 00:34:58,618 --> 00:34:59,967 I don't even know why I'm getting emotional. 757 00:35:00,054 --> 00:35:01,099 You're allowed to get emotional. 758 00:35:10,891 --> 00:35:12,458 I don't even know why I'm getting emotional. 759 00:35:12,588 --> 00:35:13,763 You're allowed to get emotional. 760 00:35:13,894 --> 00:35:16,025 It was a very serious thing. 761 00:35:16,026 --> 00:35:18,942 So, there is a reason why I haven't been in the public eye. 762 00:35:19,073 --> 00:35:22,903 And this is the first time now finally coming out of that 763 00:35:23,033 --> 00:35:25,992 and I've talked about it a lot and I just now feel ready 764 00:35:25,993 --> 00:35:27,428 to move on. 765 00:35:27,429 --> 00:35:29,038 Mm-hmm. Talk is therapy. Do you know what I mean? 766 00:35:29,039 --> 00:35:29,823 100%. 767 00:35:33,914 --> 00:35:36,830 Such a pretty day today. I feel so confident, 768 00:35:36,917 --> 00:35:40,921 I feel good. Like, it's just kind of crazy. 769 00:35:41,051 --> 00:35:46,100 With me repairing my past and fixing my broken nose, 770 00:35:46,231 --> 00:35:48,233 this is the most confident I've felt in years. 771 00:35:48,363 --> 00:35:49,669 This sounds so conceited but I love seeing myself 772 00:35:49,756 --> 00:35:51,061 in front of the mirror now. 773 00:35:51,192 --> 00:35:53,020 So now that you're, like, feeling good again, 774 00:35:53,107 --> 00:35:56,153 are you wanting to get back to posting? 775 00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:58,112 I haven't been online in a long time. I don't know, 776 00:35:58,199 --> 00:35:59,722 I feel like this is the right time now. 777 00:35:59,853 --> 00:36:01,681 - Let's do it. - And I feel good about it 778 00:36:01,768 --> 00:36:03,596 - and I feel confident. - Yeah, let's rock. 779 00:36:03,726 --> 00:36:05,424 I'm not gonna be orange. I'm not gonna be, like, 780 00:36:05,554 --> 00:36:08,731 artificial tan, but I will have a natural tan. 781 00:36:10,429 --> 00:36:13,562 So before surgery, Sebastian was extremely timid. 782 00:36:13,693 --> 00:36:16,609 He wouldn't want to meet people in person 783 00:36:16,739 --> 00:36:19,394 because he would be a little bit more self-conscious 784 00:36:19,525 --> 00:36:22,702 but now he is, you know, a networking machine. 785 00:36:22,789 --> 00:36:25,225 I am over the moon that he's getting back online. 786 00:36:25,226 --> 00:36:27,010 Let's go. Are you ready, darling? 787 00:36:27,097 --> 00:36:28,316 Ready. 788 00:36:28,403 --> 00:36:30,666 This is a crazy story. Let's go. 789 00:36:30,797 --> 00:36:33,277 Coming out of the retreat, I am a completely different person. 790 00:36:33,278 --> 00:36:36,410 Going forward, the content that I really want to make is 791 00:36:36,411 --> 00:36:38,761 my true day-to-day life and I'm so excited 792 00:36:38,892 --> 00:36:41,633 to share that with everybody. How was that? 793 00:36:41,634 --> 00:36:43,156 Yay! 794 00:36:43,157 --> 00:36:46,855 So, Aubrey, let's go into you a little bit 795 00:36:46,856 --> 00:36:48,902 'cause we haven't gotten into what you've been up to 796 00:36:49,032 --> 00:36:50,598 since you left. 797 00:36:50,599 --> 00:36:52,601 We were there, obviously, 798 00:36:52,688 --> 00:36:56,301 for the moment when you got the news of the arrest. 799 00:36:56,388 --> 00:36:58,085 Oh, my God, 800 00:36:58,172 --> 00:37:03,046 Diddy got arrested. Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 801 00:37:03,177 --> 00:37:04,657 You lie. 802 00:37:04,744 --> 00:37:06,963 Diddy got arrested and taken into federal custody 803 00:37:07,050 --> 00:37:09,270 in New York. 804 00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:13,796 So what's your life been like since that came out, anyway? 805 00:37:13,883 --> 00:37:15,842 I imagine a whirlwind. 806 00:37:17,931 --> 00:37:21,369 Yeah, you know what's weird is, because we were all 807 00:37:21,456 --> 00:37:25,634 so tight, they're talking me through it a lot. 808 00:37:25,765 --> 00:37:28,463 We all felt a vindication 809 00:37:28,550 --> 00:37:32,032 for you. For the past 20 years, you've been spouting this 810 00:37:32,162 --> 00:37:35,427 and everybody's just, you know, counting you as crazy. 811 00:37:35,514 --> 00:37:37,777 Everybody sees, you've been vindicated. 812 00:37:37,864 --> 00:37:39,300 Yeah, it's nice. 813 00:37:39,387 --> 00:37:42,738 All of us here have been abused in some form. 814 00:37:42,825 --> 00:37:46,525 It's probably why a lot of us led to surgeries, 815 00:37:46,612 --> 00:37:49,354 needles, whatever the [bleep]. The trauma is what makes us 816 00:37:49,441 --> 00:37:51,833 want to change ourselves. 817 00:37:51,834 --> 00:37:56,143 Abuse definitely changes you and it makes you want to, like, 818 00:37:56,230 --> 00:37:58,928 change your body, change your appearance, 819 00:37:59,015 --> 00:38:01,801 change these things so you can be better for somebody. 820 00:38:01,931 --> 00:38:03,845 I don't think anybody in this room 821 00:38:03,846 --> 00:38:06,806 would've gotten anything done if they really felt confident 822 00:38:06,893 --> 00:38:10,288 or loved themselves enough. 823 00:38:10,375 --> 00:38:14,248 Now your time at the Rewind Retreat has officially ended. 824 00:38:14,335 --> 00:38:16,903 Aww. 825 00:38:17,033 --> 00:38:19,296 Here's the two people who've made your rewind journey 826 00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:23,213 possible: Dr. Terry Dubrow, and Dr. Spirit. 827 00:38:29,742 --> 00:38:31,744 So I'm trying not to cry already. 828 00:38:31,831 --> 00:38:34,399 - Aw. - You're so sweet. 829 00:38:34,486 --> 00:38:38,358 It has been an absolute honor for Dr. Dubrow and I 830 00:38:38,359 --> 00:38:39,795 to have you at the retreat. 831 00:38:39,882 --> 00:38:43,886 So now it is time to send you off to your future 832 00:38:44,017 --> 00:38:45,105 remembering all the lessons learned, 833 00:38:45,235 --> 00:38:47,542 all the friendships made, 834 00:38:47,673 --> 00:38:50,719 and all the better promises of the better you 835 00:38:50,806 --> 00:38:52,939 that you've made to yourself. 836 00:38:53,026 --> 00:38:54,723 I think tonight deserves a toast. 837 00:38:54,810 --> 00:38:57,029 - Let's have a cheers, huh? - I think they've earned it. 838 00:38:57,030 --> 00:38:58,771 Let's do it. 839 00:38:58,858 --> 00:39:01,469 Having peace with myself, being very grateful 840 00:39:01,600 --> 00:39:05,647 for this retreat, make me feel that I should love myself 841 00:39:05,734 --> 00:39:09,084 no matter what. All the surgeries I have done 842 00:39:09,085 --> 00:39:10,826 are because I didn't love myself. 843 00:39:10,913 --> 00:39:15,483 I was seeking for approval and you're never gonna be 100% good, 844 00:39:15,570 --> 00:39:19,357 beautiful, whatever for someone. We really need to love ourselves 845 00:39:19,487 --> 00:39:21,228 and be gentle with our bodies. 846 00:39:21,315 --> 00:39:23,751 I just want to say you're all very brave, 847 00:39:23,752 --> 00:39:26,625 you're all very strong, and we hope you find your time 848 00:39:26,755 --> 00:39:29,802 at the rewind retreat as rewarding as we did. 849 00:39:29,889 --> 00:39:31,325 I'll be back for my neck and my knees! 850 00:39:33,066 --> 00:39:34,415 This was one of the most incredible experiences 851 00:39:34,546 --> 00:39:37,200 that I've actually done in my life. 852 00:39:37,331 --> 00:39:39,333 To do it with my daughter, as well, has been really meaningful 853 00:39:39,464 --> 00:39:41,769 to me. I think it's awesome that you have two doctors here 854 00:39:41,770 --> 00:39:45,557 that can help you realize, am I doing this for myself? 855 00:39:45,644 --> 00:39:47,514 Why am I doing it? And should I do it or not? 856 00:39:47,515 --> 00:39:51,388 Your pain has been our pleasure. 857 00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:55,393 This rewind experience, it is life-changing. 858 00:39:55,523 --> 00:39:58,787 I used to hunch over and wear the biggest, baggiest clothes. 859 00:39:58,874 --> 00:40:01,659 Now, I can stand up straight. 860 00:40:01,660 --> 00:40:04,271 I'm a whole new person. I'm just grateful. 861 00:40:04,358 --> 00:40:06,229 I feel like we need to have one giant group hug. 862 00:40:06,316 --> 00:40:08,318 Aww. 863 00:40:08,449 --> 00:40:10,059 I don't know if I was ever going to come back 864 00:40:10,190 --> 00:40:11,844 to social media without going through with everything here. 865 00:40:11,974 --> 00:40:14,716 I've finally been able to break out of my shell again 866 00:40:14,803 --> 00:40:18,197 and I'm just ready to, like, make some videos. 867 00:40:18,198 --> 00:40:21,114 Not that kind of video. 868 00:40:21,201 --> 00:40:22,768 Like, YouTube videos. 869 00:40:22,898 --> 00:40:25,814 Being able to reverse things can give you the opportunity 870 00:40:25,945 --> 00:40:29,949 to take ownership over who you are now 871 00:40:30,036 --> 00:40:33,256 and the way you look now. It's a nice feeling. 872 00:40:35,650 --> 00:40:37,391 Little extra. 873 00:40:37,522 --> 00:40:40,263 This experience was well worth it for me, mostly because 874 00:40:40,350 --> 00:40:42,352 I healed from the toxic relationship, 875 00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:44,659 with toxic friendships, and I learned a lot about myself 876 00:40:44,746 --> 00:40:48,794 and I hope that other people will learn from it as well. 877 00:40:48,881 --> 00:40:54,016 I am happy with myself, how I am naturally, 878 00:40:54,103 --> 00:40:56,583 like my lips went back natural and I'm even happier. 879 00:40:56,584 --> 00:40:59,195 And I just want to make the right decisions going forward 880 00:40:59,282 --> 00:41:00,674 all because of this retreat. 881 00:41:00,675 --> 00:41:02,110 Chicken! 882 00:41:02,111 --> 00:41:03,982 Chicken, I'm going to miss you so much. 883 00:41:03,983 --> 00:41:07,029 What I'm gonna take away from this retreat is just to be very 884 00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:10,598 happy and confident in the skin that we were given. 885 00:41:10,685 --> 00:41:13,122 The journey might have ended here at the retreat, 886 00:41:13,209 --> 00:41:18,214 but it lives on with me for the rest of my life. 887 00:41:18,301 --> 00:41:20,434 Congratulations and keep healing. 888 00:41:23,785 --> 00:41:25,483 No, for real, we're doing my neck. 889 00:41:25,570 --> 00:41:27,397 You do her neck, I'm coming in. We'll do two for one. 890 00:41:30,531 --> 00:41:32,793 Hey, honeys. Here's what our guests have been up to 891 00:41:32,794 --> 00:41:34,492 since leaving the retreat. 892 00:41:34,622 --> 00:41:38,539 Sophia said oui, oui to her new confidence and smaller booty 893 00:41:38,626 --> 00:41:40,498 with a trip to Paris. 894 00:41:40,585 --> 00:41:42,586 Kim gives helicopter parent 895 00:41:42,587 --> 00:41:44,414 as the date of Brielle's wedding draws near. 896 00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:47,417 Larissa's flight attendant dreams are still soaring, 897 00:41:47,505 --> 00:41:51,030 but her relationship got grounded. Don't worry, sweetie. 898 00:41:51,117 --> 00:41:53,989 You'll find someone out there who's first class. 899 00:41:54,076 --> 00:41:58,037 Sebastian is back online and ready to make a buck. 900 00:41:58,167 --> 00:42:00,343 Make 'em holla for that dolla! 901 00:42:00,430 --> 00:42:04,783 Jessica is putting her new lips to good use in the studio. 902 00:42:04,870 --> 00:42:09,570 Kathy is celebrating her 70th birthday along with her 903 00:42:09,657 --> 00:42:11,485 18-year-old breastesses. 904 00:42:11,616 --> 00:42:16,925 Aubrey is still filler-free but Facetune is forever. 905 00:42:17,012 --> 00:42:20,101 And Alan got back on the apps only to meet someone 906 00:42:20,102 --> 00:42:21,930 zero feet away. 907 00:42:22,061 --> 00:42:24,541 To be fair, I would never guess that you were ginger. 908 00:42:24,542 --> 00:42:26,326 - Well, now you know. - I would never guess 909 00:42:26,413 --> 00:42:27,240 Keep it. I prefer it. 910 00:42:27,327 --> 00:42:28,197 Yeah, I will. 911 00:42:28,284 --> 00:42:29,938 Oh, lovely. 912 00:42:30,069 --> 00:42:33,681 Orange is the new black. Don't forget that.