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[gentle piano music playing]

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-[people chatting]
-[camera clicking]

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[interviewer] You're participating
in the Miss International Queen pageant.

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Please tell our audience how you feel.

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I'm so nervous, but I'm so excited
to take the throne today.

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-[camera clicking]
-You're really sure about yourself?

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-[contestant] Yes.
-[woman 1] Let me get one brush.

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-[woman 2] Water?
-[man1] No. Right here. One more touch.

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[woman 3] All right. No problem.

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[gentle music builds]

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Excuse me! Move aside, please! Move aside!

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Large object coming through!

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You found it.

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-Excuse me.
-[costumes jangling]

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-[woman 4] Excuse me.
-[man 2] That's your chair.

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-[music soars]
-[chatting indistinctly]

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[whooshing]

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[exhales]

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[insects chittering]

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[kids playing in distance]

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[upbeat pop music fading in]

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[boy singing along in Japanese]
♪ I got a new hairdo… ♪

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SEIKO MATSUDA

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♪ You say I look so different ♪

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-♪ You're looking pretty bashful… ♪
-[food sizzling]

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♪ As you walk past me… ♪

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[in English] What are you doing?
Hurry up. Let's go.

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-[sizzling continues]
-You heard your father. Go change.

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Hmm… You stupid-head!

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It's almost over, let him finish.

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[in Japanese]
♪ You're always hesitating… ♪

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-♪ It's like you're behind a wall… ♪
-[full band joins in]

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-[in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪
-[kids shout encouragement]

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[in Japanese] ♪ Open the door to summer ♪

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♪ And whisk me away somewhere ♪

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[in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪

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[in Japanese] ♪ Summer's gonna
Open the door ♪

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♪ And take us just the way we are… ♪

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[in English] Man-woman!

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You are so weird!

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Okama!

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Why are you all laughing?

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I'm just singing a song
that I really like.

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-Stop making fun of all my clothes.
-[laughing]

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KENJI ONISHI
KIDS AMATEUR SINGING CONTEST

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Run!

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[pop music continues]

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[man] Okay, next!

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Ready,

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set…

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[whistle blows]

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[in Japanese] ♪ A car passes by… ♪

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[panting]

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♪ We are on separate streets… ♪

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[girl 1 in English] We both think
that you should ask him out.

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[girl 2] What are you waiting for?
Just do it.

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I got a new bra yesterday.
It's really cute.

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-[girl 1] What color?
-[girl 2] Pink.

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-[girl 1] Pink looks so good on you.
-[girl 3] Yeah.

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[in Japanese] ♪ You say you love me… ♪

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DEAR TAKESHI, YOU'RE ALWAYS SO POSITIVE

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♪ Are you serious? ♪

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FROM KENJI

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TO TAKESHI

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♪ But everyone's watching me… ♪

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[muffled dialogue]

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♪ How could you do that to me? ♪

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[in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪

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It's the man-woman!

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DROP DEAD, LADYBOY

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-[boy 1] You're so weird.
-[boy 2] He's an okama.

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[boys laughing]

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[boy 3] Look at that!

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Hey, Kenji!

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[kids playing in distance]

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[Kenji] Why does everybody laugh at me?

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[tender piano music playing]

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[sniffling]

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[sobbing quietly]

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I don't get it.

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What the heck even am I?

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What the hell am I?

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[man 1] Hey.

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-You're drinking too much, Wada.
-[man 2] You're a doctor, remember?

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A doctor, huh?

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[chuckling] A guy like me?

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Hey, didn't you quit the police hospital
right after you signed up?

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[men laughing]

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You're pretty odd for a skilled surgeon.

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Hey! Did something happen?

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[sobbing]

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[man 1] All right, fine,
I'll give you one…

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-Nothing happened.
-[men laughing]

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It's just…

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surgeons don't care
about the patients they operate on.

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All they care about is the surgery.

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[men chatting, chuckling]

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You people only care about

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the body parts.

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The meat.

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[all laughing]

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So tell us. What's your plan now, Wada?

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Cosmetic surgery, I heard.

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-Work for someone else.
-[all laughing]

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[indistinct chatter]

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It's true. You're right.

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I can't save a single patient.

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I just… I just make people look good.
I'm a fake doctor.

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[men chatter]

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Tell me.

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What is a doctor?

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And medicine?

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-I bet I think about that more than you!
-[men] Whoa!

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-Hey, now!
-[men laugh, grumble]

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-Oh! So much meat here.
-[man] Don't throw that!

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-There's so much meat to… cut up!
-[men grumbling]

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[all chattering]

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-[man 1] Hey, get away!
-[man 2] I'm gonna kill you!

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[woman chuckles] Oh, wow.

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This place is so lively.

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-[man] It's so loud.
-[woman] Is that right?

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-Hey.
-[woman] Hmm? What is it?

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Can I, uh… skip school tomorrow?

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My stomach hurts.

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It's not gonna hurt tomorrow.

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Should I rub your tummy?

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-[chuckles]
-[woman] Hmm?

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Go to school.
Skipping can become a habit.

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-All right.
-Mm.

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What, where are you going? School?

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The bathroom, stupid.

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You should eat more. You hardly had any.

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[all clamoring]

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[clamoring continues]

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Shut up and die!

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-[boy 1] Shut up and die!
-[screaming]

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-[boy 2] Cry all you want!
-[boy 3] Crybaby!

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[boy 2] Come on! Show us! Still!

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Do you have a dick or not?

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-[boy 1] Yeah!
-[boy 2] Stop squirming.

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[boy 3] Look at all that makeup!
Look at him! I can get these!

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[screaming becomes muffled]

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[coughs]

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-[poignant music playing]
-[woman] What's wrong?

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[Kenji] Ma'am…

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[rain pattering]

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Can you… please help me?

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I can't take it anymore.

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Onishi.

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I'm sure you must have
some part in all of this.

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-[Kenji cries softly]
-Stop being so fragile.

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Try to be more masculine, all right?

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[poignant music continues]

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But I didn't do anything.

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I was just being myself.

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What am I?

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Someone please help.

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[footsteps echoing]

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[mysterious music playing]

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[gasps softly]

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SHOW HOUSE
JORDAN PUB

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♪ Clouds drifting by ♪

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♪ You're part of me ♪

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♪ Eagle up in the sky ♪

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[lip-synching] ♪ You're part of me ♪

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♪ Rainbow above ♪

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♪ You're part of me… ♪

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-[gasps]
-♪ It's my journey ♪

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♪ My life and my love ♪

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♪ If you know what I mean ♪

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♪ If you know what mean, yeah-ah-ah-ah ♪

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♪ Yeah-ah-ah-ah, yeah-ah-ah ♪

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-♪ Clouds drifting way up high… ♪
-[groans]

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-Hey, stop the music!
-[music stops]

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-Come on, Megumi. You gotta smile more.
-All right.

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-[woman] Jennifer, learn the choreography.
-Yep.

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[woman] Marumi, you are doing
way too much.

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-Okay.
-[woman] All right, start from the top.

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Who's this?

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Who are you?

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[gasps]

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[Kenji] I just thought
you were so beautiful.

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But I… had a feeling
you weren't a regular woman.

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-So I got curious.
-[laughs]

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You're sharp, kid.

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Most people rarely ever notice
that I have a dick.

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I really…

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My dream is to be an idol like Seiko.

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What are you talking about?

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Do you think I could come
work here for you?

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I want to be up on stage.
I want to dance and I want to sing.

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I've never…

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experienced anything like it.

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Ever since…

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Ever since I was little,
I've always wanted to wear pretty skirts,

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but I had to wear pants
because I was a boy.

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Everybody in my class… calls me "okama."

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[crying] They call me a man-woman.

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It's been painful.

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I started to think
that I wasn't even human.

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Stop with the tragic heroine victim act.

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It's the same for all of us.

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Everybody has their own sob story,
a lot of them worse than yours.

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You're not special.

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And if you pretend you are,
you've already lost.

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I know it hurts but you'll be fine.

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I'll show you the ropes.

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-[gasps] You mean that?
-An okama always keeps their word.

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[chuckles] Never mind. They don't always.

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Listen. I'll make one thing very clear.

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It doesn't matter how much you do here,

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you'll never become a real woman.

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Okay.

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Instead, what you can become is
what we call a "newhalf." Got it?

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[gasps] Thank you very much.

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[TV sportscaster] It's the top
of the fourth inning,

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and the Giants are up to bat.

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Neither team has managed
to score any runs…

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We get more surprise tests
than all the other classes.

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-It's unbearable.
-[woman laughs]

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So my friends…
want to study at the library after school.

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-[woman chuckles]
-Study at the library?

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Yeah, me and my friends want
to study there.

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[woman] Mm.

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[laughs]

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[TV continues chattering in background]

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That's fine.

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You're a man. Do it right.

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I will.

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Really? You've never studied
in your life. Not that I know of.

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You better shut up.

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[boy laughs]

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Mm.

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[chuckles] Your kimpira is delicious, Mom.

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-[mom chuckles]
-Kenji, you're so dedicated.

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Let's see.

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Will my grandson be
a doctor? A minister?

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-[chuckles] Do your best.
-[boy] That's impossible.

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[woman] Hey now. Don't say that to him.
He's trying as hard as he can.

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[hopeful music playing]

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[sighs] I'm sorry, Grandma.

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I don't think… I'm going to become
a doctor or a minister.

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I'm going to be a newhalf.

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-[Megumi] Did you get another boob job?
-Hah, You're just jealous of me, babe.

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-Yeah, right.
-I picked up my prescription yesterday--

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-Come on!
-[pills rattle]

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[Megumi] How many pills are you taking?

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-Five a day.
-[all] What?!

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-Five? Are you feeling okay?
-That's a reaction.

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-I'm throwing up every day.
-I bet you are.

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-[woman 1] That's awful.
-But my boobs are growing. See?

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-Dream come true.
-[woman 2 humming]

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-[woman 3] You feel like a real woman.
-[woman 4] It's worth it!

254
00:15:06,187 --> 00:15:07,646
[woman 1] I get it, girl!

255
00:15:07,729 --> 00:15:10,146
Oh yeah?
Wow, this doesn't sound like you at all.

256
00:15:10,229 --> 00:15:12,479
[woman 1] It may not look like it,
but I get hormone shots

257
00:15:12,562 --> 00:15:13,812
like a machine gun.

258
00:15:13,896 --> 00:15:17,729
I still prefer my hormones from eating
yakiniku rather than pills though.

259
00:15:17,812 --> 00:15:19,812
Hormones, hormones, hormones!

260
00:15:19,896 --> 00:15:22,521
[all] Hormones, hormones,
hormones, hormones!

261
00:15:23,104 --> 00:15:26,979
Place this carefully backstage,
then go to Aki's place.

262
00:15:27,062 --> 00:15:31,104
Then… and then… um…

263
00:15:31,187 --> 00:15:32,187
[sharp inhale]

264
00:15:46,604 --> 00:15:47,771
Hey, newbie.

265
00:15:48,396 --> 00:15:49,479
Take this.

266
00:15:49,562 --> 00:15:50,979
It's for our prescriptions.

267
00:15:51,062 --> 00:15:53,187
Oh. O… okay.

268
00:15:56,729 --> 00:15:58,729
[cars passing by]

269
00:15:58,812 --> 00:16:01,771
-[background chatter]
-[music playing in distance]

270
00:16:15,812 --> 00:16:18,937
-[passersby chattering loudly]
-[bicycle bell ringing]

271
00:16:34,687 --> 00:16:36,229
I'm so pretty!

272
00:16:41,187 --> 00:16:43,646
-Hey, what a cutie!
-Oh, you're right.

273
00:16:43,729 --> 00:16:45,729
[upbeat pop music playing]

274
00:16:46,979 --> 00:16:49,687
[announcer] Please enjoy
Miss Yamashita Kumiko's

275
00:16:49,771 --> 00:16:51,812
"Sekido Komachi Doki."

276
00:16:51,896 --> 00:16:54,937
[in Japanese] ♪ The crimson sun ♪

277
00:16:55,021 --> 00:16:56,812
-♪ She scorches, she burns… ♪
-[man whistles]

278
00:16:56,896 --> 00:16:58,521
[in English] Hey Miss!
Wanna grab some tea?

279
00:16:58,604 --> 00:17:01,354
[in Japanese] ♪ Even the shimmering heat ♪

280
00:17:01,979 --> 00:17:06,646
-♪ Comes alive when she walks by… ♪
-[men cheering]

281
00:17:07,771 --> 00:17:09,896
♪ With her prim little face ♪

282
00:17:11,062 --> 00:17:14,646
-♪ Her gaze… ♪
-[laughing]

283
00:17:14,729 --> 00:17:17,771
♪ Is the mirror image of summer ♪

284
00:17:18,562 --> 00:17:21,229
♪ Tilting her chic sunglasses ♪

285
00:17:21,896 --> 00:17:25,312
♪ Her eyes meet yours… ♪

286
00:17:25,396 --> 00:17:27,479
-[in English] Okay!
-Ooh!

287
00:17:27,562 --> 00:17:30,271
[in Japanese] ♪ And she's got you
Burning with nerves ♪

288
00:17:31,521 --> 00:17:34,271
♪ She derails your train of thought ♪

289
00:17:35,021 --> 00:17:38,062
-♪ She's gonna set your fuse on fire… ♪
-[crowd cheering]

290
00:17:38,146 --> 00:17:42,771
♪ Your jagged heart
Might tear apart in a jagged way ♪

291
00:17:44,937 --> 00:17:47,604
[all singing along]
♪ She's the belle of the equator ♪

292
00:17:48,104 --> 00:17:51,271
♪ Love is the sweltering subtropics ♪

293
00:17:51,354 --> 00:17:53,812
♪ She's the belle of the equator… ♪

294
00:17:53,896 --> 00:17:54,812
[all] Whoo!

295
00:17:54,896 --> 00:17:58,521
♪ Watch out for her burning embrace ♪

296
00:17:58,604 --> 00:17:59,812
♪ My heart! It pounds! ♪

297
00:17:59,854 --> 00:18:01,771
-[girl in English] Here you go.
-Thank you!

298
00:18:01,854 --> 00:18:04,771
-♪ Ba-dump! Ba-dump! ♪
-[all cheering]

299
00:18:04,854 --> 00:18:07,604
[all singing along in Japanese]
♪ She's the belle of the equator ♪

300
00:18:08,104 --> 00:18:11,354
♪ Love is the sweltering subtropics ♪

301
00:18:11,437 --> 00:18:13,687
♪ She's the belle of the equator… ♪

302
00:18:13,771 --> 00:18:14,646
[all] Whoo! Whoo!

303
00:18:14,729 --> 00:18:18,229
♪ Watch out for her burning embrace ♪

304
00:18:18,312 --> 00:18:19,979
♪ My heart! It pounds! ♪

305
00:18:20,062 --> 00:18:21,479
[giggling]

306
00:18:21,562 --> 00:18:23,312
♪ Ba-dump! Ba-dump! ♪

307
00:18:23,396 --> 00:18:26,146
-[all cheering]
-[music ends]

308
00:18:26,229 --> 00:18:27,104
[giggling]

309
00:18:37,479 --> 00:18:39,479
[humming happily]

310
00:18:43,396 --> 00:18:45,396
[somber music playing]

311
00:18:51,187 --> 00:18:55,729
WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC
COSMETIC AND PLASTIC SURGERY

312
00:19:02,062 --> 00:19:06,146
[ominous tones droning]

313
00:19:12,062 --> 00:19:13,021
[gasps]

314
00:19:23,187 --> 00:19:25,604
[woman in English] I already told you
I'm fine with that!

315
00:19:25,687 --> 00:19:27,437
[Wada] I'll repeat myself again.

316
00:19:27,521 --> 00:19:30,562
There's no point in messing
with your eyes any further.

317
00:19:30,646 --> 00:19:34,812
If anything, your eyes will stay
as swollen as they are now.

318
00:19:36,312 --> 00:19:39,229
Would you rather have
pig eyelids or double eyelids?

319
00:19:39,312 --> 00:19:41,146
[woman] I told you my whole story.

320
00:19:41,229 --> 00:19:44,104
And that's all you have to say to me?
Give me a better answer!

321
00:19:44,187 --> 00:19:46,604
I'm giving you this advice
for your own good!

322
00:19:46,687 --> 00:19:48,812
Who did this work on your nose, anyway?

323
00:19:48,896 --> 00:19:51,521
Sue them, get compensation,
and then I'll try to fix it.

324
00:19:52,021 --> 00:19:53,437
We're done here.

325
00:19:56,104 --> 00:19:57,937
You're the worst ever!

326
00:19:58,021 --> 00:19:59,854
I'll find a different doctor!

327
00:20:00,687 --> 00:20:03,312
Think it over.
They'll just take your money!

328
00:20:03,396 --> 00:20:04,729
[footsteps retreating]

329
00:20:04,812 --> 00:20:05,896
Great.

330
00:20:05,979 --> 00:20:06,979
[woman] I'm sorry.

331
00:20:07,479 --> 00:20:08,562
[Wada sighs]

332
00:20:16,729 --> 00:20:19,271
WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC
PREMARIN - JORDAN PUB

333
00:20:24,604 --> 00:20:27,437
We are so beautiful,
don't you think? [chuckles]

334
00:20:27,521 --> 00:20:29,229
That's a stupid question.

335
00:20:29,312 --> 00:20:30,729
-It was rhetorical.
-What?

336
00:20:30,812 --> 00:20:33,146
I was talking to myself in the mirror.

337
00:20:33,229 --> 00:20:35,979
You finally found someone
who will listen to you? [laughing]

338
00:20:36,062 --> 00:20:38,604
You should try to be
more like me. [laughing]

339
00:20:38,687 --> 00:20:41,229
-[Megumi laughs] No, thanks.
-[Jennifer] Oh, please. This girl.

340
00:20:41,312 --> 00:20:42,229
I swear.

341
00:20:42,312 --> 00:20:43,562
I'm sorry.

342
00:20:44,979 --> 00:20:47,646
I heard an uncomfortable conversation…

343
00:20:48,396 --> 00:20:51,604
I got scared, so I left our card.

344
00:20:52,104 --> 00:20:53,562
You bailed?

345
00:20:55,396 --> 00:21:00,062
-Well, that doctor's kind of rude.
-[gasps] Okay, girl!

346
00:21:00,146 --> 00:21:04,021
The dress is cute on you! Right?

347
00:21:04,521 --> 00:21:05,854
Thank you very much!

348
00:21:05,937 --> 00:21:08,729
-[Jennifer] Mm-hmm.
-You better enjoy it while you can.

349
00:21:08,812 --> 00:21:11,229
Won't be long
before you're bulging everywhere.

350
00:21:11,771 --> 00:21:13,937
I was as thin as you are. Before.

351
00:21:14,021 --> 00:21:17,312
The ones who bloom slowly at first
tend to grow a lot later on.

352
00:21:17,396 --> 00:21:19,687
-[Jennifer] You grew way too much.
-[Marumi] Who, me?

353
00:21:19,771 --> 00:21:20,896
[Jennifer] You know.

354
00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:21,937
[Marumi] You said that!

355
00:21:22,021 --> 00:21:23,979
[Jennifer] What did you eat
to get that big?

356
00:21:26,312 --> 00:21:29,771
[wistful music playing]

357
00:21:30,396 --> 00:21:31,312
[sighs]

358
00:21:35,146 --> 00:21:37,312
[pills rattling]

359
00:21:54,854 --> 00:21:56,896
[gagging]

360
00:21:56,979 --> 00:21:58,979
[gasping]

361
00:22:01,562 --> 00:22:02,646
[retching]

362
00:22:03,312 --> 00:22:05,271
[gasping]

363
00:22:05,354 --> 00:22:07,354
[toilet flushes]

364
00:22:16,354 --> 00:22:17,729
[mom] What's wrong, Kenji?

365
00:22:18,229 --> 00:22:19,521
Do you feel sick?

366
00:22:20,896 --> 00:22:22,521
I ate something bad.

367
00:22:25,896 --> 00:22:27,229
I feel a lot better now.

368
00:22:28,771 --> 00:22:30,729
-But you look pale.
-[Kenji] I'll be fine.

369
00:22:32,312 --> 00:22:34,646
Please get some rest. Good night.

370
00:22:41,771 --> 00:22:45,312
Hey, kid. You've had way too much.

371
00:22:47,771 --> 00:22:50,187
I'm not talking about alcohol. The pill.

372
00:22:50,771 --> 00:22:51,896
It'll mess you up.

373
00:22:54,104 --> 00:22:54,937
[sniffs]

374
00:22:55,937 --> 00:22:57,062
I'm sorry.

375
00:22:59,521 --> 00:23:00,604
I'll be careful.

376
00:23:01,604 --> 00:23:03,104
As long as you understand.

377
00:23:03,604 --> 00:23:05,062
Lecture's over. Go on.

378
00:23:09,854 --> 00:23:13,604
Wait, kid. Come back. I have more to say.

379
00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:18,146
What is it?

380
00:23:20,021 --> 00:23:22,646
Your debut. You've been selected.

381
00:23:24,687 --> 00:23:25,937
[exhales] Do you mean that?

382
00:23:27,021 --> 00:23:28,896
"Ai." How about that?

383
00:23:30,896 --> 00:23:31,812
Ai?

384
00:23:31,896 --> 00:23:33,312
It's your new name.

385
00:23:33,396 --> 00:23:35,729
Kenji never really suited you.

386
00:23:36,229 --> 00:23:38,812
I want "Ai" to be truly loved, kid.

387
00:23:44,396 --> 00:23:45,354
Ai.

388
00:23:47,229 --> 00:23:49,312
-[knife chopping]
-Where's Kenji?

389
00:23:49,396 --> 00:23:51,021
He's been coming home really late.

390
00:23:51,104 --> 00:23:51,979
[TV chattering]

391
00:23:52,062 --> 00:23:55,604
[dad] He even dropped out of high school.
What's he thinking?

392
00:23:55,687 --> 00:23:57,729
[mom] Ask him yourself
if you're so worried.

393
00:23:57,812 --> 00:24:00,146
Idiot. That's a mother's job.

394
00:24:01,979 --> 00:24:03,396
[boy] Is this yours, Mom?

395
00:24:03,479 --> 00:24:05,312
-Hmm?
-[boy] I found it on the floor.

396
00:24:05,854 --> 00:24:08,062
[TV continues chattering softly]

397
00:24:08,146 --> 00:24:10,771
-I don't own anything this flashy.
-[boy] What?

398
00:24:12,604 --> 00:24:13,854
Well I guess…

399
00:24:13,937 --> 00:24:15,729
No, no, no, not mine.

400
00:24:15,812 --> 00:24:17,062
I would never.

401
00:24:17,146 --> 00:24:20,271
Nope, I'm determined
never to cheat on you. Yeah--

402
00:24:20,354 --> 00:24:23,312
-Why would you say that?
-[laughs] Can't believe dad said that.

403
00:24:23,812 --> 00:24:25,521
[sighs]

404
00:24:44,562 --> 00:24:46,562
[indistinct chatter]

405
00:24:47,437 --> 00:24:50,937
-[distinct music echoing]
-[whooping]

406
00:24:59,937 --> 00:25:01,937
[cheering]

407
00:25:04,146 --> 00:25:06,146
[lively music playing with female vocal]

408
00:25:12,062 --> 00:25:13,271
[loud pop]

409
00:25:13,354 --> 00:25:15,354
[crowd cheering, applauding]

410
00:25:23,562 --> 00:25:24,479
[loud pop]

411
00:25:26,104 --> 00:25:26,937
[loud pop]

412
00:25:27,021 --> 00:25:29,021
[crowd cheering, whistling]

413
00:25:29,104 --> 00:25:30,854
-[loud pop]
-[laughter]

414
00:25:35,437 --> 00:25:36,271
[loud pop]

415
00:25:36,354 --> 00:25:37,896
-[song ends]
-[crowd cheering]

416
00:25:37,979 --> 00:25:39,229
Will you all pardon me?

417
00:25:39,312 --> 00:25:41,187
I know y'all want my balls!

418
00:25:41,271 --> 00:25:42,729
[laughter]

419
00:25:44,104 --> 00:25:46,187
What a weird place.

420
00:25:50,437 --> 00:25:52,437
[upbeat pop music playing]

421
00:26:06,687 --> 00:26:13,396
[lip-synching to lyrics in Japanese]
♪ Single footsteps in the sand ♪

422
00:26:13,479 --> 00:26:17,771
♪ A little free time to myself ♪

423
00:26:21,771 --> 00:26:24,354
♪ I turn around ♪

424
00:26:25,271 --> 00:26:28,187
♪ To a strange figure
Off in the distance ♪

425
00:26:28,271 --> 00:26:32,896
♪ He rushes toward me on the shore ♪

426
00:26:35,729 --> 00:26:41,562
♪ Suddenly a chill runs down my back ♪

427
00:26:41,646 --> 00:26:47,104
♪ It is the sweet premonition of love ♪

428
00:26:47,187 --> 00:26:49,021
♪ Coming over me ♪

429
00:26:49,104 --> 00:26:52,479
♪ Our rendezvous ♪

430
00:26:52,562 --> 00:26:56,396
♪ Is in slow motion ♪

431
00:26:56,479 --> 00:26:59,604
♪ With a touch of giddy ♪

432
00:27:00,104 --> 00:27:03,229
♪ And beckoning us in ♪

433
00:27:03,812 --> 00:27:07,229
♪ Our rendezvous ♪

434
00:27:07,312 --> 00:27:10,771
♪ Is in slow motion ♪

435
00:27:11,271 --> 00:27:14,437
♪ In my eyes ♪

436
00:27:15,021 --> 00:27:21,937
♪ This vision of you ♪

437
00:27:23,479 --> 00:27:24,354
[music fades]

438
00:27:24,437 --> 00:27:26,437
[indistinct chatter]

439
00:27:28,854 --> 00:27:30,979
Can you tell me what you do for work?

440
00:27:33,062 --> 00:27:34,021
I'm a doctor.

441
00:27:35,229 --> 00:27:36,229
Amazing.

442
00:27:37,021 --> 00:27:38,187
[chuckles]

443
00:27:38,271 --> 00:27:40,354
Hey. Hey, doctor.

444
00:27:40,979 --> 00:27:42,771
How was my performance?

445
00:27:44,104 --> 00:27:45,104
How was it?

446
00:27:45,771 --> 00:27:49,396
It's just… today was my debut.

447
00:27:50,687 --> 00:27:51,854
It was…

448
00:27:54,187 --> 00:27:55,646
You shined so brightly.

449
00:28:01,271 --> 00:28:02,646
Shining like a star.

450
00:28:05,521 --> 00:28:07,312
You seemed so true to yourself.

451
00:28:10,354 --> 00:28:12,896
It was like you were born to be on stage.

452
00:28:17,687 --> 00:28:18,562
[chuckles]

453
00:28:19,479 --> 00:28:20,896
I'm a little drunk. [laughs]

454
00:28:29,521 --> 00:28:31,521
[muffled retching]

455
00:28:33,604 --> 00:28:35,396
[retching]

456
00:28:35,479 --> 00:28:38,187
[coughing, gasping]

457
00:28:38,271 --> 00:28:41,521
-[wistful music playing]
-[delicate chime tinkling]

458
00:28:48,771 --> 00:28:51,104
[panting, shuddering]

459
00:29:06,146 --> 00:29:08,146
[crying]

460
00:29:11,896 --> 00:29:13,896
[indistinct chatter]

461
00:29:15,437 --> 00:29:18,312
[Ai] My mom made me
a beautiful skirt to wear.

462
00:29:18,812 --> 00:29:19,896
[Wada] Really?

463
00:29:20,896 --> 00:29:23,104
You actually wore it
to the singing contest?

464
00:29:25,812 --> 00:29:28,146
Yeah, and the boys were all laughing.

465
00:29:29,854 --> 00:29:31,729
They called me "gross."

466
00:29:32,562 --> 00:29:33,896
And said I was a weirdo.

467
00:29:35,812 --> 00:29:36,729
Weird.

468
00:29:39,437 --> 00:29:40,312
What?

469
00:29:41,937 --> 00:29:42,771
Well,

470
00:29:43,521 --> 00:29:44,604
I think

471
00:29:46,437 --> 00:29:49,354
being weird means that nobody accepts you.

472
00:29:51,062 --> 00:29:54,896
So if even one person accepts you…
you're not weird.

473
00:29:58,771 --> 00:29:59,896
[chuckles]

474
00:30:00,396 --> 00:30:01,396
That sounds cheesy.

475
00:30:02,771 --> 00:30:05,271
I've never heard anything as nice as that.

476
00:30:09,479 --> 00:30:12,104
Doctor, I kind of have a favor to ask you.

477
00:30:12,187 --> 00:30:13,521
Okay, go ahead.

478
00:30:14,812 --> 00:30:17,771
-I can't lend money, but something else--
-No, that's not it.

479
00:30:20,979 --> 00:30:22,896
-Cut my balls off.
-[chokes]

480
00:30:25,646 --> 00:30:26,771
Your balls?

481
00:30:30,271 --> 00:30:32,396
Uh, you mean testicles.

482
00:30:32,479 --> 00:30:33,354
Mm.

483
00:30:36,146 --> 00:30:37,271
I looked it up.

484
00:30:38,896 --> 00:30:43,021
I read that…
male hormones are made there, aren't they?

485
00:30:43,521 --> 00:30:44,854
Which would mean…

486
00:30:46,104 --> 00:30:48,312
they're what makes me masculine.

487
00:30:50,354 --> 00:30:52,896
If that's true… getting rid of them--

488
00:30:52,979 --> 00:30:54,396
Will make you more feminine.

489
00:30:56,854 --> 00:30:57,729
Will you?

490
00:30:57,812 --> 00:31:01,854
Well, technically… it's not impossible.

491
00:31:04,187 --> 00:31:06,312
But you're thinking about this too simply.

492
00:31:06,812 --> 00:31:08,729
There's the Eugenic Protection Law.

493
00:31:08,812 --> 00:31:10,646
Orchiectomies aren't common.

494
00:31:12,062 --> 00:31:16,062
Doctors have been arrested
for operating without permission.

495
00:31:17,729 --> 00:31:20,021
Well I don't want you to get arrested.

496
00:31:22,646 --> 00:31:24,146
I just kind of…

497
00:31:27,812 --> 00:31:29,812
I always hoped that someday

498
00:31:29,896 --> 00:31:32,687
those balls hanging
from my body would fall off.

499
00:31:35,687 --> 00:31:38,146
That's when I would become my true self.

500
00:31:42,229 --> 00:31:43,479
But they haven't yet.

501
00:31:46,979 --> 00:31:50,271
It's just that no matter
how much time passes, they won't.

502
00:31:52,896 --> 00:31:54,812
I'm even growing a beard now.

503
00:31:56,104 --> 00:31:56,979
[sighs]

504
00:31:57,646 --> 00:31:59,396
And my voice deepened.

505
00:32:04,312 --> 00:32:05,771
I can't handle it.

506
00:32:11,104 --> 00:32:12,354
I hate it.

507
00:32:14,562 --> 00:32:16,354
I can't live like this.

508
00:32:18,687 --> 00:32:19,896
It's awful.

509
00:32:30,062 --> 00:32:32,271
[gentle music playing]

510
00:32:32,854 --> 00:32:33,771
[brake engages]

511
00:32:33,854 --> 00:32:34,771
[engine stops]

512
00:32:37,229 --> 00:32:38,229
Doctor.

513
00:32:39,062 --> 00:32:40,187
[Wada] Why are you here?

514
00:32:40,271 --> 00:32:42,479
Obviously, I want to get
a surgery consultation.

515
00:32:44,437 --> 00:32:46,604
I just need a little more time, okay?

516
00:32:47,896 --> 00:32:48,771
Doctor!

517
00:32:48,854 --> 00:32:49,854
[water trickling]

518
00:32:54,771 --> 00:32:55,937
[Ai giggles]

519
00:32:58,979 --> 00:33:01,312
Doctor. The surgery.

520
00:33:01,812 --> 00:33:04,354
You can't do this on whim! Understand?

521
00:33:07,854 --> 00:33:09,396
-[sighs]
-[music fades]

522
00:33:14,729 --> 00:33:16,729
[tender piano music playing]

523
00:33:27,521 --> 00:33:31,271
This is the end of your treatment.
You did a great job.

524
00:33:34,604 --> 00:33:36,104
Wait. Doctor.

525
00:33:37,521 --> 00:33:41,687
-You're releasing me as your patient?
-Hmm. That's right.

526
00:33:43,812 --> 00:33:45,562
You can't leave me like this.

527
00:33:46,854 --> 00:33:48,354
Please fix it.

528
00:33:48,437 --> 00:33:50,437
[voice breaking] My face isn't done yet!

529
00:33:51,021 --> 00:33:52,854
[doctor] The surgery was a success.

530
00:33:53,354 --> 00:33:55,562
You should be grateful that you survived.

531
00:33:57,854 --> 00:33:59,062
Not like this.

532
00:33:59,562 --> 00:34:02,479
[sobbing] I can't live like this! I can't!

533
00:34:07,271 --> 00:34:08,521
[sobbing continues]

534
00:34:09,396 --> 00:34:10,812
[music fades]

535
00:34:10,896 --> 00:34:14,146
Doctor, is there something wrong?
You look so serious.

536
00:34:15,604 --> 00:34:17,354
What does it mean

537
00:34:18,979 --> 00:34:21,021
to save someone's life?

538
00:34:21,854 --> 00:34:22,687
[woman] What?

539
00:34:23,937 --> 00:34:26,104
No, never mind. I'm sorry.

540
00:34:57,396 --> 00:34:58,521
[Ai] Doctor.

541
00:35:04,854 --> 00:35:05,729
Ai.

542
00:35:08,604 --> 00:35:09,646
I'll do it.

543
00:35:11,854 --> 00:35:13,104
I'll do your surgery.

544
00:35:16,437 --> 00:35:17,312
You mean it?

545
00:35:17,812 --> 00:35:20,979
Knowing you,
you'll keep pestering me until I agree.

546
00:35:22,729 --> 00:35:24,062
But there are conditions.

547
00:35:26,104 --> 00:35:27,479
Conditions?

548
00:35:29,437 --> 00:35:31,687
You're going to have to tell
your parents, Ai.

549
00:35:33,521 --> 00:35:35,979
Even if you can't tell them
about the operation,

550
00:35:36,854 --> 00:35:38,812
you must tell them about how you feel.

551
00:35:41,479 --> 00:35:43,479
[soft music playing over PA]

552
00:35:44,312 --> 00:35:45,646
[man] This is so sweet.

553
00:35:50,312 --> 00:35:53,354
I'm so gonna… get hit.

554
00:35:53,437 --> 00:35:57,604
-What? What'd ya do?
-Nothing. Just keep eating, all right?

555
00:35:57,687 --> 00:36:01,271
[snickers] Something's going on.
I don't know what.

556
00:36:01,979 --> 00:36:03,396
-[entry bell jangles]
-Yum.

557
00:36:05,062 --> 00:36:06,062
[door closes]

558
00:36:07,771 --> 00:36:09,479
-Hey.
-[brother] Hey.

559
00:36:09,979 --> 00:36:12,771
Dad? Where's Mom?

560
00:36:13,271 --> 00:36:16,062
Oh, she said she has
a neighborhood meeting.

561
00:36:17,062 --> 00:36:18,479
-Got it.
-[dad] Mm.

562
00:36:19,646 --> 00:36:20,521
[sighs]

563
00:36:23,104 --> 00:36:24,312
Hey, um…

564
00:36:25,271 --> 00:36:26,979
Can you go to that seat over there?

565
00:36:27,479 --> 00:36:28,354
Why?

566
00:36:28,979 --> 00:36:30,479
Can I order a cream anmitsu?

567
00:36:30,562 --> 00:36:32,604
-Yeah. [chuckles]
-All right!

568
00:36:41,187 --> 00:36:44,562
What did you want to tell me?
Hurry up, the race is about to start.

569
00:36:45,604 --> 00:36:47,937
Okay. I'll say it quick then.

570
00:36:49,812 --> 00:36:50,896
I uh…

571
00:36:50,979 --> 00:36:51,896
Yes?

572
00:36:53,562 --> 00:36:56,396
-This might kinda surprise you…
-Uh-huh?

573
00:36:59,146 --> 00:37:00,396
I, uh…

574
00:37:09,687 --> 00:37:11,521
I want to live as a girl.

575
00:37:15,687 --> 00:37:17,479
I know I was born a boy,

576
00:37:18,479 --> 00:37:20,771
but I want to live as a girl from now on.

577
00:37:46,479 --> 00:37:47,521
[bellows]

578
00:38:04,021 --> 00:38:05,187
Do what you want.

579
00:38:09,354 --> 00:38:11,062
You've already made your decision.

580
00:38:11,812 --> 00:38:12,812
So do it.

581
00:38:15,979 --> 00:38:17,312
Wait a sec.

582
00:38:20,854 --> 00:38:22,521
Did you know already?

583
00:38:26,604 --> 00:38:29,562
I am your father. No matter what.

584
00:38:33,896 --> 00:38:38,312
I thought you'd be more…
masculine if I made you play baseball.

585
00:38:39,354 --> 00:38:40,437
I'm sorry.

586
00:38:47,646 --> 00:38:49,521
Just promise me one thing.

587
00:38:50,479 --> 00:38:51,562
What is it?

588
00:38:53,312 --> 00:38:56,437
Never regret your decision, all right?

589
00:38:59,187 --> 00:39:00,854
And take care of yourself.

590
00:39:02,687 --> 00:39:05,312
If you're a man, then be the best man!

591
00:39:08,437 --> 00:39:10,771
That's three things to promise, not one.

592
00:39:11,271 --> 00:39:12,104
And…

593
00:39:13,021 --> 00:39:15,104
I just told you
I'm going to live as a girl.

594
00:39:15,187 --> 00:39:17,354
-Huh?!
-All right, fine.

595
00:39:18,354 --> 00:39:19,771
I promise it all.

596
00:39:20,979 --> 00:39:21,937
Oh and…

597
00:39:22,687 --> 00:39:27,354
[exhales] …don't tell…
your mother about this.

598
00:39:28,687 --> 00:39:30,104
I think it'll break her.

599
00:39:38,979 --> 00:39:40,646
Are you having second thoughts?

600
00:39:41,896 --> 00:39:42,854
No.

601
00:39:45,604 --> 00:39:46,896
Except…

602
00:39:49,437 --> 00:39:51,604
I feel bad for my mom.

603
00:39:54,437 --> 00:39:56,937
She gave birth to a healthy baby.

604
00:39:58,437 --> 00:39:59,604
We can stop.

605
00:39:59,687 --> 00:40:00,687
Mm-mm.

606
00:40:01,562 --> 00:40:03,604
I'll apologize to her someday.

607
00:40:14,312 --> 00:40:15,146
Doctor.

608
00:40:15,646 --> 00:40:16,562
Hmm?

609
00:40:17,937 --> 00:40:20,104
I'm glad you said that you'd help.

610
00:40:21,687 --> 00:40:23,896
There's no one else I would want here.

611
00:40:28,354 --> 00:40:29,187
Why me?

612
00:40:30,562 --> 00:40:32,354
Because of what you said.

613
00:40:33,646 --> 00:40:34,479
Hmm.

614
00:40:37,687 --> 00:40:39,771
That I shine like a star.

615
00:40:42,771 --> 00:40:43,896
And that…

616
00:40:46,104 --> 00:40:48,896
[laughs softly] …made me really happy.

617
00:40:57,271 --> 00:40:58,812
I want you to know something.

618
00:41:04,479 --> 00:41:06,937
In my eyes, you're not weird.

619
00:41:12,312 --> 00:41:13,646
[chuckles]

620
00:41:13,729 --> 00:41:15,937
I'm really glad to hear that.

621
00:41:19,271 --> 00:41:20,479
I want to be…

622
00:41:21,479 --> 00:41:23,187
Ai, the idol.

623
00:41:25,562 --> 00:41:27,937
Like Seiko, who's my idol.

624
00:41:29,396 --> 00:41:32,062
To be an idol of idols.

625
00:41:32,146 --> 00:41:34,229
[tender music playing]

626
00:41:38,479 --> 00:41:40,479
-[air hissing]
-[monitor beeping]

627
00:41:43,646 --> 00:41:45,646
[exhales]

628
00:41:50,312 --> 00:41:51,396
You'll be one.

629
00:41:53,187 --> 00:41:54,437
Because you're you.

630
00:41:56,354 --> 00:41:59,187
[breathing echoes]

631
00:42:00,562 --> 00:42:02,979
[music intensifies]

632
00:42:23,687 --> 00:42:25,521
[all gasp]

633
00:42:25,604 --> 00:42:27,646
[Megumi] Oh, it's swollen like a balloon.

634
00:42:27,729 --> 00:42:30,021
Even if you take the balls,
the sack's still there.

635
00:42:30,104 --> 00:42:31,771
-My God. It looks like that…
-[Marumi] What?

636
00:42:31,854 --> 00:42:32,854
-You know that…
-What?

637
00:42:32,937 --> 00:42:34,229
-I've got a picture of it.
-What?

638
00:42:34,312 --> 00:42:35,646
It doesn't look like anything.

639
00:42:35,729 --> 00:42:37,521
-You wait.
-[Marumi] What does it look like?

640
00:42:37,604 --> 00:42:40,896
[Jennifer] Where did I put that picture?
Where is it? Where did I…

641
00:42:40,979 --> 00:42:42,187
What's going on here?

642
00:42:42,271 --> 00:42:43,812
[Megumi] Ai took out her balls.

643
00:42:43,896 --> 00:42:46,937
-Get a good look, isn't this special?
-[Aki] Ha.

644
00:42:47,021 --> 00:42:48,479
-[Megumi] Come here!
-There you are.

645
00:42:48,562 --> 00:42:52,062
Aw! It looks just like that…
you girls know, that raccoon dog!

646
00:42:52,146 --> 00:42:53,812
-[Jennifer] That's what I thought!
-Oh yeah!

647
00:42:53,896 --> 00:42:56,771
-[Jennifer] This!
-[all laughing]

648
00:42:56,854 --> 00:42:58,687
[Aki] They look exactly the same!

649
00:42:59,229 --> 00:43:01,521
No, wait! Please don't say that!

650
00:43:02,229 --> 00:43:03,104
Ai.

651
00:43:03,604 --> 00:43:05,187
How's it make you feel, huh?

652
00:43:05,854 --> 00:43:07,479
How do I feel?

653
00:43:15,646 --> 00:43:16,937
[breathing heavily]

654
00:43:17,021 --> 00:43:19,312
It's like I've been liberated!

655
00:43:19,396 --> 00:43:22,104
-Oh really?!
-[all laughing]

656
00:43:22,187 --> 00:43:23,312
[Marumi] You said that!

657
00:43:23,396 --> 00:43:25,937
-[Aki] Let's go out for drinks!
-[all whooping]

658
00:43:26,021 --> 00:43:28,104
[upbeat pop music playing]

659
00:43:28,187 --> 00:43:29,396
[woman on recording vocalizing]

660
00:43:29,479 --> 00:43:35,604
[all chanting] Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai! Ai!

661
00:43:35,687 --> 00:43:39,521
-[Jennifer] Go, Ai! Go, Ai! Go, Ai!
-[woman] Yes, queen!

662
00:43:39,604 --> 00:43:41,771
[liquid bubbling]

663
00:43:41,854 --> 00:43:43,104
[crowd cheering]

664
00:43:43,187 --> 00:43:47,896
[lip-synching to lyrics in Japanese]
♪ Dipping my feet in the icy fountain ♪

665
00:43:47,979 --> 00:43:51,812
♪ Looking up at the skyscrapers ♪

666
00:43:51,896 --> 00:43:55,396
♪ Wearing my favorite clothes ♪

667
00:43:55,479 --> 00:43:59,354
♪ There's nothing wrong with that ♪

668
00:44:00,187 --> 00:44:04,937
♪ Gripping the golden handlebars
Racing through the town ♪

669
00:44:05,021 --> 00:44:09,146
♪ Doing all these fun things ♪

670
00:44:09,229 --> 00:44:13,521
♪ I want to see
What it really looks like ♪

671
00:44:13,604 --> 00:44:16,812
♪ And not just through an old TV screen… ♪

672
00:44:16,896 --> 00:44:17,937
[clamoring]

673
00:44:18,021 --> 00:44:21,937
♪ The moment the needle drops ♪

674
00:44:22,021 --> 00:44:24,521
♪ Is the moment my heart skips… ♪

675
00:44:24,604 --> 00:44:27,146
[in English] Doctor, you removed
Ai's balls, right?

676
00:44:27,229 --> 00:44:29,396
So you're the famous doctor
who treats us "newhalfs."

677
00:44:29,479 --> 00:44:31,646
All the Kansai okama,
they're all coming here

678
00:44:31,729 --> 00:44:33,229
because you're great!

679
00:44:33,312 --> 00:44:34,896
Hold still. I need it to be aligned.

680
00:44:34,979 --> 00:44:37,979
[in Japanese] ♪ Even if I'm tired, hated,
Or growing old, I just can't stop… ♪

681
00:44:38,062 --> 00:44:40,521
-[Jennifer in English] Your hair!
-[Marumi] You're so cute.

682
00:44:40,604 --> 00:44:42,896
I could just butter you up and eat you!

683
00:44:43,562 --> 00:44:47,146
[in Japanese] ♪ They're like diamonds… ♪

684
00:44:47,229 --> 00:44:49,104
[screaming, cheering]

685
00:44:49,187 --> 00:44:51,646
♪ Every which way I look ♪

686
00:44:52,229 --> 00:44:57,229
♪ I can't quite put it into words ♪

687
00:44:57,312 --> 00:44:59,646
♪ But they are treasures ♪

688
00:45:01,021 --> 00:45:04,521
♪ My hunch was right ♪

689
00:45:05,104 --> 00:45:09,187
♪ It's exactly how I thought it would be ♪

690
00:45:09,271 --> 00:45:14,396
♪ It's setting me in motion ♪

691
00:45:14,479 --> 00:45:17,437
-♪ This feeling of mine ♪
-Oh! Oh!

692
00:45:18,187 --> 00:45:19,854
-[whirring]
-[all scream]

693
00:45:19,937 --> 00:45:22,146
[in English] It's your fault!
You are guilty!

694
00:45:23,312 --> 00:45:25,396
[cars passing]

695
00:45:25,479 --> 00:45:26,854
Oh, Doctor.

696
00:45:40,854 --> 00:45:43,396
WHAT ABOUT NORMAL PATIENTS?

697
00:45:43,479 --> 00:45:45,479
DIE

698
00:45:45,562 --> 00:45:48,229
[sighs] Why do people do this?

699
00:45:50,062 --> 00:45:52,687
Our clients fight so hard just to survive.

700
00:45:53,562 --> 00:45:55,646
A lot more than these jerks.

701
00:46:01,854 --> 00:46:03,854
Excuse me. Are you with the clinic?

702
00:46:07,604 --> 00:46:08,896
Yes, I am.

703
00:46:08,979 --> 00:46:11,354
I'm Detective Tsuruku.

704
00:46:12,271 --> 00:46:13,854
We've been getting a lot of complaints

705
00:46:13,937 --> 00:46:16,562
about the noise coming
from the lines at your clinic.

706
00:46:17,062 --> 00:46:21,521
I guess… those unique people talk a lot.

707
00:46:24,021 --> 00:46:25,312
I apologize.

708
00:46:26,187 --> 00:46:27,896
I'll make sure we keep the noise down.

709
00:46:27,979 --> 00:46:29,312
Appreciate it.

710
00:46:30,104 --> 00:46:33,146
Isn't it tough to keep control
of so many strange freaks?

711
00:46:33,229 --> 00:46:34,354
Don't call them that.

712
00:46:36,729 --> 00:46:39,062
[laughs] Well then.

713
00:46:47,187 --> 00:46:49,479
-[indistinct chatter]
-[muffled music playing]

714
00:46:52,104 --> 00:46:54,896
Ai, you're unbelievably cute, ya know.

715
00:46:56,146 --> 00:46:58,771
-Takuya, you do know, right?
-Huh?

716
00:46:59,312 --> 00:47:01,312
I'm not… a normal kinda girl.

717
00:47:01,396 --> 00:47:03,187
I don't care about that.

718
00:47:04,062 --> 00:47:06,312
[Ai moaning softly]

719
00:47:06,396 --> 00:47:07,521
Ah!

720
00:47:08,229 --> 00:47:10,062
I want you so bad right now.

721
00:47:10,646 --> 00:47:11,729
Wanna live together?

722
00:47:13,937 --> 00:47:15,271
-Mm-hmm.
-Yes!

723
00:47:15,354 --> 00:47:16,896
-[Ai giggling]
-Really?!

724
00:47:16,979 --> 00:47:19,104
-You promise?
-Uh-huh. [laughing]

725
00:47:19,187 --> 00:47:22,062
-[crowd cheering]
-[Takuya] Oh. I'm on. See you later, okay?

726
00:47:22,146 --> 00:47:23,646
-[Ai] Okay.
-All right!

727
00:47:24,187 --> 00:47:25,229
[Ai] Mm.

728
00:47:25,312 --> 00:47:27,146
-I'm serious! [grunts]
-[Ai giggling]

729
00:47:27,229 --> 00:47:29,312
Sorry! [blows kiss]

730
00:47:33,187 --> 00:47:34,021
[Aki] Ai.

731
00:47:35,562 --> 00:47:36,562
Aki.

732
00:47:37,771 --> 00:47:39,604
I'm just meddling here.

733
00:47:40,604 --> 00:47:45,396
But all the men who mess with newhalf…
always go back to women.

734
00:47:50,937 --> 00:47:53,104
You should be prepared for that.

735
00:48:03,104 --> 00:48:05,104
[kids clamoring, playing]

736
00:48:06,604 --> 00:48:09,271
[grandma] Well… I'll come visit.

737
00:48:09,354 --> 00:48:12,271
-Oh! I'll be lonely without you here.
-[sizzling]

738
00:48:12,354 --> 00:48:13,771
-[laughs]
-He's not going abroad.

739
00:48:13,854 --> 00:48:14,771
I know.

740
00:48:14,854 --> 00:48:18,062
-Yeah. You better… come by sometimes.
-You got it.

741
00:48:20,729 --> 00:48:23,271
Hey! Aren't you coming out?

742
00:48:23,812 --> 00:48:25,979
-Kenji's leaving.
-[sizzling continues]

743
00:48:26,062 --> 00:48:27,354
I'm a little busy.

744
00:48:37,021 --> 00:48:38,354
-See you later.
-[grandma] Mm.

745
00:48:39,646 --> 00:48:41,354
-Take care. Mm.
-[Ai chuckles]

746
00:48:48,437 --> 00:48:49,354
[door closes]

747
00:48:51,354 --> 00:48:52,937
[kids continue playing outside]

748
00:49:06,229 --> 00:49:07,187
[sharp inhale]

749
00:49:12,187 --> 00:49:13,312
[Ai laughs softly]

750
00:49:14,771 --> 00:49:17,062
[rock music playing]

751
00:49:17,146 --> 00:49:17,979
Takuya!

752
00:49:18,062 --> 00:49:19,646
-[in Japanese] ♪ Her and me! ♪
-[both] Ah!

753
00:49:19,729 --> 00:49:20,854
♪ It's a scandal! ♪

754
00:49:20,937 --> 00:49:22,646
[both laughing]

755
00:49:25,979 --> 00:49:27,312
-[grunts] Ha!
-[Ai laughs]

756
00:49:27,396 --> 00:49:28,562
[in English] Nice!

757
00:49:28,646 --> 00:49:30,896
-Yeah, I did!
-[in Japanese] ♪ A deadly game of love ♪

758
00:49:30,979 --> 00:49:33,771
♪ A forbidden scandal ♪

759
00:49:33,854 --> 00:49:36,771
♪ No matter how much I love you… ♪

760
00:49:36,854 --> 00:49:39,229
-[in English] Stop!
-Come on, scaredy-cat!

761
00:49:39,979 --> 00:49:41,437
[Ai and Takuya] Let's eat!

762
00:49:41,521 --> 00:49:43,937
[in Japanese] ♪ We kissed by the pool ♪

763
00:49:44,521 --> 00:49:45,937
-♪ And then you cried… ♪
-[laughing]

764
00:49:46,021 --> 00:49:48,687
[in English] Oh, no.
There's ketchup on your face.

765
00:49:49,687 --> 00:49:52,396
-Do you want seconds?
-Oh my God! Yeah!

766
00:49:53,021 --> 00:49:59,521
[in Japanese] ♪ I can't stop loving you ♪

767
00:49:59,604 --> 00:50:05,396
♪ Even if it's forbidden ♪

768
00:50:06,146 --> 00:50:11,646
♪ If only I could let you go ♪

769
00:50:12,562 --> 00:50:13,771
♪ Then you wouldn't have to-- ♪

770
00:50:13,854 --> 00:50:15,437
[doorbell rings]

771
00:50:15,521 --> 00:50:16,687
-[Takuya] Uh?
-[Ai] Hmm?

772
00:50:17,479 --> 00:50:19,646
-[in English] Who's that?
-You don't have to answer that.

773
00:50:19,729 --> 00:50:20,979
Yes, I do.

774
00:50:21,062 --> 00:50:22,562
-It's all right.
-Coming!

775
00:50:23,896 --> 00:50:24,812
Uh…

776
00:50:25,354 --> 00:50:26,354
Hello?

777
00:50:26,437 --> 00:50:28,437
[train clacking]

778
00:50:32,562 --> 00:50:33,562
Who is it?

779
00:50:35,062 --> 00:50:37,729
-A ding-dong ditch?
-Maybe a neighbor.

780
00:50:37,812 --> 00:50:40,187
-We were loud, you know.
-It's fine. Come on!

781
00:50:40,271 --> 00:50:41,604
Come on and do what?

782
00:50:41,687 --> 00:50:43,729
-Make out, duh!
-[giggles]

783
00:50:44,229 --> 00:50:46,229
[rain pattering]

784
00:50:50,396 --> 00:50:51,396
You know…

785
00:50:52,562 --> 00:50:54,771
I think I'm the happiest I've ever been.

786
00:50:56,937 --> 00:50:58,312
Me too, Takuya.

787
00:50:58,396 --> 00:51:00,104
-Really?
-Mm-hmm.

788
00:51:00,937 --> 00:51:01,854
[Ai sighs] Hmm.

789
00:51:03,104 --> 00:51:04,062
[Ai moaning softly]

790
00:51:18,187 --> 00:51:19,062
Ai.

791
00:51:20,687 --> 00:51:23,062
Can we… do it tonight?

792
00:51:23,687 --> 00:51:24,521
What?

793
00:51:25,479 --> 00:51:27,896
-I don't…
-I'll be gentle.

794
00:51:28,479 --> 00:51:30,771
-Trust me.
-Huh? Wait, hold on.

795
00:51:30,854 --> 00:51:31,937
No, wait.

796
00:51:32,021 --> 00:51:33,229
-Takuya…
-It'll be fine.

797
00:51:33,312 --> 00:51:34,187
[Ai] Stop.

798
00:51:34,271 --> 00:51:36,437
-It didn't work last time, remember?
-It's fine.

799
00:51:36,521 --> 00:51:37,771
[Ai groaning]

800
00:51:37,854 --> 00:51:39,771
-[Takuya] Don't worry.
-[Ai] It won't go in!

801
00:51:39,854 --> 00:51:42,854
Ow! It hurts! [moans]

802
00:51:43,354 --> 00:51:44,187
[gasps]

803
00:51:45,396 --> 00:51:47,979
[Ai gasps] I'm sorry.

804
00:51:48,062 --> 00:51:50,062
[rain continues pattering]

805
00:51:51,771 --> 00:51:52,687
[Takuya exhales]

806
00:51:56,146 --> 00:51:57,354
Well, that kinda

807
00:51:58,104 --> 00:51:59,437
killed the mood, huh?

808
00:52:09,979 --> 00:52:11,312
It is what it is.

809
00:52:12,229 --> 00:52:13,354
You are

810
00:52:15,021 --> 00:52:15,896
who you are, Ai.

811
00:52:18,729 --> 00:52:20,187
[sighs] I'm going to sleep.

812
00:52:33,937 --> 00:52:35,937
[somber music playing]

813
00:52:39,646 --> 00:52:41,021
[crying softly]

814
00:53:27,521 --> 00:53:28,604
[thunder rumbling]

815
00:53:28,687 --> 00:53:30,062
-Good work today.
-You too.

816
00:53:30,146 --> 00:53:31,521
You should go home.

817
00:53:31,604 --> 00:53:32,479
Uh-huh.

818
00:53:34,812 --> 00:53:35,729
[woman screams]

819
00:53:39,979 --> 00:53:40,854
[gasps]

820
00:53:41,729 --> 00:53:42,937
What's wrong?

821
00:53:47,104 --> 00:53:48,354
Dr. Wada.

822
00:53:49,354 --> 00:53:51,187
Can you make me a woman?

823
00:53:51,271 --> 00:53:52,771
A woman?

824
00:53:55,604 --> 00:53:56,937
Oh, no, no, no.

825
00:53:57,021 --> 00:53:59,187
I don't have
that kind of relationship with her.

826
00:54:00,271 --> 00:54:01,437
Ai?

827
00:54:06,729 --> 00:54:08,354
It's not that simple.

828
00:54:12,854 --> 00:54:16,229
This is much more difficult compared
to just removing testicles.

829
00:54:17,812 --> 00:54:21,354
You have to cut and invert the penis,
then create a vagina.

830
00:54:22,229 --> 00:54:23,521
You don't just remove it.

831
00:54:25,146 --> 00:54:27,521
You have to maintain
the excretory functions.

832
00:54:27,604 --> 00:54:30,062
And the vagina needs
to withstand intercourse.

833
00:54:30,979 --> 00:54:32,812
It's like we're playing God here.

834
00:54:36,979 --> 00:54:37,937
And…

835
00:54:41,271 --> 00:54:44,062
There's a chance
you might not wake from the anesthesia.

836
00:54:49,271 --> 00:54:51,312
I wonder why I missed.

837
00:54:52,437 --> 00:54:53,479
What?

838
00:54:54,312 --> 00:54:57,604
I had a fifty percent chance,
but I missed it.

839
00:55:03,354 --> 00:55:06,354
If I were born a woman,
I wouldn't feel like this.

840
00:55:18,687 --> 00:55:20,896
I wanna gamble not waking up.

841
00:55:24,562 --> 00:55:26,771
Just make me the woman I am.

842
00:55:30,187 --> 00:55:31,937
Even if I might die.

843
00:55:37,437 --> 00:55:39,229
DOCTORS WHO PERFORMED
SEX CHANGE SURGERY

844
00:55:39,312 --> 00:55:41,187
IN VIOLATION OF
THE EUGENIC PREVENTION LAW

845
00:55:41,271 --> 00:55:43,729
ARE TRANSSEXUAL ALLIES CRIMINALS?

846
00:55:45,771 --> 00:55:47,479
[page turning]

847
00:55:47,562 --> 00:55:52,771
FOUND GUILTY OF PERFORMING
SEX REASSIGNMENT SURGERY

848
00:55:53,271 --> 00:55:54,521
[woman] Excuse me, Doctor.

849
00:55:55,271 --> 00:55:57,271
[distant siren wailing]

850
00:55:59,896 --> 00:56:01,437
What do you plan to do?

851
00:56:03,146 --> 00:56:04,021
Wow.

852
00:56:06,021 --> 00:56:08,771
If you perform the surgery,
you might lose your license.

853
00:56:08,854 --> 00:56:10,479
You might even get arrested.

854
00:56:19,812 --> 00:56:21,896
[Wada] I want to do it for her if I can.

855
00:56:25,896 --> 00:56:27,687
I don't have the confidence yet.

856
00:56:29,937 --> 00:56:31,562
I don't know if I'm capable.

857
00:56:52,229 --> 00:56:53,812
[upbeat pop music playing]

858
00:56:53,896 --> 00:56:55,979
[audience cheering]

859
00:56:57,479 --> 00:56:59,604
[cheering builds]

860
00:57:01,187 --> 00:57:03,187
[audience clapping along]

861
00:57:05,979 --> 00:57:11,479
[in Japanese] ♪ It's all coming
To me now ♪

862
00:57:12,312 --> 00:57:17,562
♪ I am a new me ♪

863
00:57:18,812 --> 00:57:25,271
♪ As the vessel rushes on ♪

864
00:57:25,354 --> 00:57:31,562
♪ The white waves dance in its wake ♪

865
00:57:32,062 --> 00:57:38,229
♪ I made a promise with you ♪

866
00:57:38,812 --> 00:57:39,854
♪ And I'm gonna keep it… ♪

867
00:57:39,937 --> 00:57:42,104
[Wada in English] I'll place
the urethra inside.

868
00:57:42,687 --> 00:57:44,687
Natural lubrication could be possible.

869
00:57:45,187 --> 00:57:51,854
[in Japanese] ♪ The flower
Of love in my heart ♪

870
00:57:51,937 --> 00:57:57,937
♪ Will be accepted by you ♪

871
00:57:59,187 --> 00:58:05,604
♪ The blue sky where the swallows fly ♪

872
00:58:05,687 --> 00:58:11,104
♪ Is a canvas
For our dreams of the future ♪

873
00:58:12,521 --> 00:58:18,604
♪ Free lines, free colors ♪

874
00:58:19,187 --> 00:58:24,937
♪ We'll paint it together ♪

875
00:58:25,021 --> 00:58:25,979
[song fades]

876
00:58:26,062 --> 00:58:28,062
[indistinct chatter]

877
00:58:35,396 --> 00:58:36,271
[in English] I was…

878
00:58:38,271 --> 00:58:39,271
scared.

879
00:58:42,562 --> 00:58:43,521
Why?

880
00:58:46,229 --> 00:58:47,562
If I do operate,

881
00:58:48,979 --> 00:58:50,937
you might die in the middle of surgery.

882
00:58:59,187 --> 00:59:00,562
But I realized something.

883
00:59:04,354 --> 00:59:07,062
You might live
your whole life in a man's body.

884
00:59:09,521 --> 00:59:13,312
And being trapped in that body could
someday kill both your heart and soul.

885
00:59:26,146 --> 00:59:27,979
I could possibly save you from that.

886
00:59:36,646 --> 00:59:38,479
But I have to gather up the courage.

887
00:59:39,146 --> 00:59:41,812
I have to ensure it will be
a successful outcome.

888
00:59:47,937 --> 00:59:48,854
Ai…

889
00:59:54,396 --> 00:59:55,271
I'll…

890
00:59:57,479 --> 00:59:58,354
I'll do it.

891
01:00:00,646 --> 01:00:01,979
Doctor…

892
01:00:08,521 --> 01:00:12,187
Let me save… your life…

893
01:00:15,437 --> 01:00:18,896
your soul… and your heart.

894
01:00:23,979 --> 01:00:25,104
I'd be honored to do it.

895
01:00:39,021 --> 01:00:40,104
Thank you.

896
01:00:42,687 --> 01:00:43,521
Hmm.

897
01:00:44,271 --> 01:00:45,854
Thank you so much.

898
01:00:48,479 --> 01:00:50,521
[poignant piano music playing]

899
01:00:51,437 --> 01:00:53,062
[mom] Are you okay Kenji?

900
01:00:53,937 --> 01:00:55,646
You don't usually call.

901
01:00:57,562 --> 01:00:59,312
Mom, you know that I…

902
01:01:01,979 --> 01:01:02,979
What is it?

903
01:01:05,521 --> 01:01:06,729
I uh…

904
01:01:13,729 --> 01:01:15,229
I…forgot.

905
01:01:16,396 --> 01:01:18,687
I can't remember what I wanted to say.

906
01:01:20,312 --> 01:01:21,521
What's with you?

907
01:01:22,187 --> 01:01:23,229
Is this a prank?

908
01:01:23,312 --> 01:01:25,229
It's a prank call, you're right.

909
01:01:26,396 --> 01:01:29,521
[crying softly]

910
01:01:39,312 --> 01:01:40,729
I'm hanging up now.

911
01:01:41,812 --> 01:01:43,229
My kinpira will burn.

912
01:01:43,896 --> 01:01:45,771
I love your kinpira.

913
01:01:46,771 --> 01:01:48,021
I really do.

914
01:01:50,937 --> 01:01:52,146
Make me some later?

915
01:01:52,646 --> 01:01:53,562
[crying softly]

916
01:01:53,646 --> 01:01:55,562
It's just thrown together.

917
01:01:56,479 --> 01:01:58,771
You really have no sense of taste.

918
01:02:01,896 --> 01:02:03,146
I'm hanging up.

919
01:02:12,271 --> 01:02:13,854
[music fades]

920
01:02:22,979 --> 01:02:24,979
[machines hissing]

921
01:02:29,312 --> 01:02:30,646
It's almost time.

922
01:02:32,187 --> 01:02:33,562
Do you have any doubts?

923
01:02:35,646 --> 01:02:37,437
Of course. A lot.

924
01:02:39,562 --> 01:02:40,437
[chuckles softly]

925
01:02:42,604 --> 01:02:46,687
Ai… you were born in a man's body.

926
01:02:47,771 --> 01:02:49,646
God just made a small mistake.

927
01:02:49,729 --> 01:02:51,396
[putting on surgical gloves]

928
01:02:53,937 --> 01:02:55,729
I'm going to fix that for you.

929
01:02:59,396 --> 01:03:00,646
When you wake up,

930
01:03:01,562 --> 01:03:03,646
you will finally be your true self.

931
01:03:07,437 --> 01:03:08,812
Hey, Doctor.

932
01:03:11,187 --> 01:03:12,021
Yes?

933
01:03:14,187 --> 01:03:15,229
I want…

934
01:03:17,729 --> 01:03:21,229
I wanna go back in time
to tell my past self this…

935
01:03:23,521 --> 01:03:25,854
"Everything is going to be okay."

936
01:03:29,104 --> 01:03:31,771
"One day, you will become a woman. "

937
01:03:36,854 --> 01:03:39,604
Okay. You ready?

938
01:03:54,187 --> 01:04:00,812
[in Japanese] ♪ I got a new ♪

939
01:04:02,062 --> 01:04:06,437
♪ Hairdo ♪

940
01:04:09,271 --> 01:04:16,229
♪ You say I look so different ♪

941
01:04:19,979 --> 01:04:25,937
-♪ You're looking… ♪
-[water rippling]

942
01:04:28,021 --> 01:04:32,104
♪ Pretty bashful ♪

943
01:04:34,812 --> 01:04:41,812
♪ As you walk past me ♪

944
01:04:41,896 --> 01:04:43,896
[solemn music playing]

945
01:04:53,812 --> 01:04:57,479
[distant screaming]

946
01:04:57,562 --> 01:04:59,771
[boy] Show us!

947
01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:01,979
-Shut up and die!
-[screaming continues]

948
01:05:03,604 --> 01:05:05,062
[screaming fades]

949
01:05:08,521 --> 01:05:10,062
[distant coughing]

950
01:05:11,979 --> 01:05:14,229
[coughing, retching]

951
01:05:14,312 --> 01:05:16,146
[solemn music builds]

952
01:05:25,021 --> 01:05:27,021
[crying softly]

953
01:05:27,979 --> 01:05:29,479
[boys yelling]

954
01:05:33,937 --> 01:05:35,354
[boy] It's the man-woman!

955
01:05:35,437 --> 01:05:37,062
So weird!

956
01:05:37,146 --> 01:05:41,937
[boys cackling]

957
01:05:42,021 --> 01:05:44,021
[music intensifies]

958
01:05:46,854 --> 01:05:48,271
[boy] Hey, Kenji…

959
01:05:49,854 --> 01:05:52,021
[footsteps splashing]

960
01:06:03,521 --> 01:06:05,521
[music subsides]

961
01:06:06,854 --> 01:06:08,854
[air gusting]

962
01:06:13,979 --> 01:06:15,062
[music fades]

963
01:06:19,312 --> 01:06:21,312
-[rhythmic thrusting]
-[Ai moaning]

964
01:06:21,937 --> 01:06:23,896
[Takuya] Ai. It feels so good.

965
01:06:24,604 --> 01:06:25,854
[Ai] Takuya…

966
01:06:25,937 --> 01:06:27,937
[both moaning]

967
01:06:28,521 --> 01:06:30,521
[distant traffic buzzing]

968
01:06:40,312 --> 01:06:41,646
You were great.

969
01:06:42,396 --> 01:06:43,979
You're really a woman.

970
01:06:48,312 --> 01:06:49,229
What's wrong?

971
01:06:50,896 --> 01:06:52,062
Tears of joy?

972
01:06:53,812 --> 01:06:55,062
They're not.

973
01:06:55,562 --> 01:06:57,437
Huh? They're not?

974
01:06:58,604 --> 01:07:00,604
Did it hurt that bad?

975
01:07:04,604 --> 01:07:06,521
Maybe I'm jealous.

976
01:07:07,271 --> 01:07:08,604
Jealous?

977
01:07:13,437 --> 01:07:15,187
What are you jealous of?

978
01:07:17,271 --> 01:07:19,354
-Because, Takuya…
-Yeah?

979
01:07:20,979 --> 01:07:23,437
You looked like
you were really feeling good.

980
01:07:26,229 --> 01:07:30,812
It made me think, "He wants a girl."

981
01:07:33,104 --> 01:07:35,646
"He prefers women's bodies."

982
01:07:37,146 --> 01:07:38,312
I wondered

983
01:07:39,854 --> 01:07:43,562
what if you actually didn't like me
in my body before?

984
01:07:44,104 --> 01:07:45,354
Ai, no way!

985
01:07:46,104 --> 01:07:48,896
-Get that out of your head.
-I know it's stupid.

986
01:07:51,771 --> 01:07:53,146
But I can't help…

987
01:07:55,146 --> 01:07:57,312
I can't help it if I'm jealous.

988
01:08:01,021 --> 01:08:02,979
Women are very lucky.

989
01:08:04,229 --> 01:08:06,479
[tender music playing]

990
01:08:06,562 --> 01:08:10,104
They have bodies that men love
without doing anything special.

991
01:08:16,854 --> 01:08:17,687
Hey.

992
01:08:19,729 --> 01:08:25,146
Hey, Ai. Did you not enjoy it…
'cause you're a woman?

993
01:08:25,896 --> 01:08:27,354
You idiot.

994
01:08:30,187 --> 01:08:32,021
I'm really happy now.

995
01:08:32,104 --> 01:08:33,479
That's how I feel.

996
01:08:34,271 --> 01:08:38,437
I'm really happy too…
being with the real you, Ai.

997
01:08:39,771 --> 01:08:40,854
[chuckles softly]

998
01:08:41,521 --> 01:08:42,771
[crying] Takuya…

999
01:08:47,104 --> 01:08:49,187
[gentle music playing]

1000
01:08:49,271 --> 01:08:51,271
[respirator hissing]

1001
01:08:53,437 --> 01:08:54,312
[Wada] Vitals?

1002
01:08:55,562 --> 01:08:59,771
[woman] Pulse is 80, blood pressure
of 126-over-73 and breathing is stable.

1003
01:08:59,854 --> 01:09:00,812
[Wada] Let's begin.

1004
01:09:01,354 --> 01:09:03,312
-[Wada] Scalpel.
-[woman] Scalpel.

1005
01:09:24,271 --> 01:09:27,104
I have performed
many sex change operations,

1006
01:09:27,604 --> 01:09:31,146
but I believe that preventing adhesions
after surgery is a major issue.

1007
01:09:32,437 --> 01:09:33,937
For example, in Thailand,

1008
01:09:34,021 --> 01:09:37,437
they form a hard candle
and insert it into the vagina,

1009
01:09:37,521 --> 01:09:40,312
but it has little effect
and is a burden on the patient.

1010
01:09:41,937 --> 01:09:44,062
In order to protect the patients' bodies,

1011
01:09:44,146 --> 01:09:47,062
I would like to use
your silicone manufacturing technology.

1012
01:09:47,146 --> 01:09:49,437
I ask for your cooperation
in the joint development

1013
01:09:49,521 --> 01:09:51,646
of a dilator to prevent
the vagina from closing.

1014
01:09:52,562 --> 01:09:55,896
I believe that this is the key
to opening this field's advancement.

1015
01:09:56,729 --> 01:09:59,271
Thank you all for your consideration.

1016
01:10:09,062 --> 01:10:11,187
[pop music playing faintly
over car stereo]

1017
01:10:14,646 --> 01:10:16,896
[Takuya] Hey, my mom and dad are happy.

1018
01:10:16,979 --> 01:10:19,687
They've been bugging me
to let them meet you, you know.

1019
01:10:19,771 --> 01:10:22,854
-Are you sure they want me there?
-Yeah. They'll be glad I brought you.

1020
01:10:22,937 --> 01:10:25,104
I mean, it's not gonna be
formal or anything.

1021
01:10:25,187 --> 01:10:27,771
-[Ai] Hmm.
-Relatives will be there with their kids.

1022
01:10:28,896 --> 01:10:31,187
[group chatting, laughing]

1023
01:10:31,771 --> 01:10:33,146
[Takuya] That's when I was a kid!

1024
01:10:33,229 --> 01:10:35,687
Takuya's always been
such a sensitive crybaby, hasn't he?

1025
01:10:35,771 --> 01:10:38,437
I wouldn't have guessed that.
He hasn't shown me that side.

1026
01:10:38,521 --> 01:10:40,771
Come on. That's enough of that.

1027
01:10:41,771 --> 01:10:43,687
Oh yeah. I have plans with my friends.

1028
01:10:43,771 --> 01:10:44,729
-[Ai] Hmm?
-I'll be back.

1029
01:10:44,812 --> 01:10:46,812
-Mm-hmm.
-You can chill here.

1030
01:10:46,896 --> 01:10:47,979
-Be safe.
-[woman] Careful.

1031
01:10:48,062 --> 01:10:50,812
-All right, all right. See you later.
-[all] Bye-bye!

1032
01:10:50,896 --> 01:10:52,146
[Takuya] Bye.

1033
01:10:52,229 --> 01:10:54,229
[men laughing]

1034
01:10:54,312 --> 01:10:56,396
This is delicious.

1035
01:10:56,479 --> 01:10:59,271
[chuckles] Oh-ho-ho! Thank you.

1036
01:10:59,354 --> 01:11:00,604
It's time.

1037
01:11:00,687 --> 01:11:02,729
[all chatting]

1038
01:11:05,896 --> 01:11:08,729
You kids, go play outside for a bit.

1039
01:11:09,229 --> 01:11:10,854
[kids] Okay!

1040
01:11:10,937 --> 01:11:12,521
All right, let's go.

1041
01:11:12,604 --> 01:11:13,771
[child] All right.

1042
01:11:13,854 --> 01:11:15,854
[kids chatting]

1043
01:11:27,479 --> 01:11:28,771
It's just…

1044
01:11:30,104 --> 01:11:31,396
Please, Ai…

1045
01:11:33,687 --> 01:11:35,604
break up with Takuya.

1046
01:11:38,437 --> 01:11:39,562
What?

1047
01:11:39,646 --> 01:11:42,979
You're wonderful.
You're a really good person.

1048
01:11:43,062 --> 01:11:44,896
I love who you are. [chuckles]

1049
01:11:44,979 --> 01:11:46,562
You're beautiful and kind.

1050
01:11:47,687 --> 01:11:50,771
Except… you can't have children.

1051
01:11:51,521 --> 01:11:53,271
[crying] Sorry about this.

1052
01:11:55,854 --> 01:11:59,562
Takuya… loves children.

1053
01:12:00,687 --> 01:12:04,021
But if you and Takuya get married one day…

1054
01:12:04,562 --> 01:12:07,312
he'll have one less reason to smile.

1055
01:12:09,854 --> 01:12:11,104
I'm sorry.

1056
01:12:17,687 --> 01:12:18,896
Please, Ai.

1057
01:12:21,187 --> 01:12:24,104
[low rushing sound]

1058
01:12:24,187 --> 01:12:26,187
[water burbling]

1059
01:12:31,729 --> 01:12:33,937
-[Jennifer] With handcuffs.
-[Megumi] Where'd this happen?

1060
01:12:34,021 --> 01:12:36,562
-His sister's house.
-[Megumi] Is her house a police station?

1061
01:12:36,646 --> 01:12:38,854
-[laughing]
-[Marumi] You said that, queen!

1062
01:12:38,937 --> 01:12:41,187
-[indistinct chatter]
-[distant music playing]

1063
01:12:42,771 --> 01:12:44,437
[sighs deeply]

1064
01:12:47,479 --> 01:12:48,562
[sniffs]

1065
01:12:48,646 --> 01:12:50,771
[footsteps approaching]

1066
01:12:54,271 --> 01:12:56,729
-What's wrong?
-[indistinct background chatter continues]

1067
01:12:56,812 --> 01:12:58,104
Is it Takuya?

1068
01:13:00,729 --> 01:13:01,812
[sniffles]

1069
01:13:03,812 --> 01:13:07,521
[sighs] Can't hide anything from you, Aki.

1070
01:13:08,021 --> 01:13:10,604
Okama eyes are omnipresent you know.

1071
01:13:11,521 --> 01:13:12,687
What's going on?

1072
01:13:15,646 --> 01:13:16,979
I'll be fine.

1073
01:13:19,687 --> 01:13:22,021
This is something I have to do on my own.

1074
01:13:24,979 --> 01:13:25,896
Okay.

1075
01:13:25,979 --> 01:13:29,521
-[Jennifer] Right? I said that!
-[Megumi] You said that.

1076
01:13:29,604 --> 01:13:31,812
[Jennifer] I want to make out! Long! Yeah!

1077
01:13:31,896 --> 01:13:33,729
-[laughs]
-[Marumi] Maybe you should call--

1078
01:13:33,812 --> 01:13:35,354
[phone ringing]

1079
01:13:40,521 --> 01:13:41,396
[phone beeps]

1080
01:13:42,104 --> 01:13:43,187
[sniffs]

1081
01:13:45,354 --> 01:13:46,604
Ai speaking.

1082
01:13:50,729 --> 01:13:52,729
[children shouting, playing]

1083
01:14:15,604 --> 01:14:16,646
Kenji.

1084
01:14:17,146 --> 01:14:18,104
Where's Grandma?

1085
01:14:22,021 --> 01:14:23,354
She's in her room.

1086
01:14:48,396 --> 01:14:49,354
Kenji.

1087
01:14:58,979 --> 01:15:00,104
Grandma?

1088
01:15:02,896 --> 01:15:03,771
[shudders]

1089
01:15:05,771 --> 01:15:06,771
[exhales]

1090
01:15:13,396 --> 01:15:14,479
Grandma.

1091
01:15:14,979 --> 01:15:16,229
[crying]

1092
01:15:21,354 --> 01:15:22,646
Grandma…

1093
01:15:33,979 --> 01:15:34,937
Grandma…

1094
01:15:37,104 --> 01:15:39,229
always asked
how you were doing. [chuckles]

1095
01:15:39,312 --> 01:15:41,271
-Oh, really?
-[brother chuckles]

1096
01:15:41,771 --> 01:15:43,646
Yeah, she really did.

1097
01:15:43,729 --> 01:15:45,687
[poignant music playing]

1098
01:15:45,771 --> 01:15:47,646
[brother] She used to say this one thing.

1099
01:15:49,271 --> 01:15:50,437
[Ai] What did she say?

1100
01:15:53,646 --> 01:15:55,229
[brother] That you were strong.

1101
01:15:56,771 --> 01:16:00,062
SEIKO MATSUDA
IDOL BOOK

1102
01:16:00,146 --> 01:16:03,479
And that you should always live
your life the way you want to.

1103
01:16:33,021 --> 01:16:36,646
-Hey. What does that mean?
-Takuya, I just told you everything.

1104
01:16:36,729 --> 01:16:37,937
Why are you packing?

1105
01:16:38,021 --> 01:16:40,521
-You didn't tell me everything--
-I'm packing because we're done.

1106
01:16:40,604 --> 01:16:41,687
I'm going to Tokyo.

1107
01:16:41,771 --> 01:16:44,271
Hold on! What? Hey, wait!

1108
01:16:45,354 --> 01:16:47,479
Ai… Do you not love me anymore or what?

1109
01:16:47,562 --> 01:16:48,687
Takuya.

1110
01:16:49,562 --> 01:16:51,854
What we had was an immature mistake.

1111
01:16:51,937 --> 01:16:53,312
An immature mistake?

1112
01:16:54,854 --> 01:16:55,896
Goodbye.

1113
01:16:55,979 --> 01:16:58,062
[Takuya] Ai, wait! Hey!

1114
01:16:59,146 --> 01:17:00,854
You're just gonna leave like this?

1115
01:17:02,104 --> 01:17:04,104
[running footsteps recede]

1116
01:17:05,937 --> 01:17:08,062
[wistful music playing]

1117
01:17:10,812 --> 01:17:12,812
[birds twittering]

1118
01:17:20,271 --> 01:17:25,354
[in Japanese] ♪ When I'm all alone ♪

1119
01:17:25,854 --> 01:17:32,146
♪ I listen to my favorite song ♪

1120
01:17:32,729 --> 01:17:39,021
♪ Because Olivia ♪

1121
01:17:39,104 --> 01:17:46,104
♪ Comforts my lonely heart ♪

1122
01:17:47,521 --> 01:17:52,562
♪ My cup of jasmine tea ♪

1123
01:17:53,062 --> 01:17:58,979
♪ This sedative, lulling me to sleep ♪

1124
01:17:59,479 --> 01:18:05,687
♪ I want my day to end ♪

1125
01:18:06,187 --> 01:18:13,187
♪ The way I want it to tonight ♪

1126
01:18:14,271 --> 01:18:16,854
♪ When we first met ♪

1127
01:18:17,646 --> 01:18:20,229
♪ Never could I have imagined ♪

1128
01:18:21,062 --> 01:18:25,604
♪ A day like this would come ♪

1129
01:18:27,646 --> 01:18:30,396
[in English] ♪ Making good things better ♪

1130
01:18:30,479 --> 01:18:33,771
[in Japanese] ♪ No, it's already done ♪

1131
01:18:33,854 --> 01:18:40,396
♪ It's just that time has passed ♪

1132
01:18:40,479 --> 01:18:47,187
♪ You are exhausted from loving ♪

1133
01:18:47,271 --> 01:18:54,187
♪ A phantom version of me ♪

1134
01:18:59,187 --> 01:19:00,812
[distant hum of traffic]

1135
01:19:00,896 --> 01:19:04,729
1998 TOKYO

1136
01:19:04,812 --> 01:19:06,812
[gentle music playing]

1137
01:19:12,729 --> 01:19:14,771
I'll work very hard. I'll do anything!

1138
01:19:15,729 --> 01:19:16,854
You were a man before?

1139
01:19:17,771 --> 01:19:19,604
You're not right for our agency.

1140
01:19:20,146 --> 01:19:21,812
I can sing and I can dance.

1141
01:19:22,687 --> 01:19:25,396
We would welcome you,
but you're not a woman.

1142
01:19:26,937 --> 01:19:27,854
Mm.

1143
01:19:28,437 --> 01:19:30,187
You'll never find anyone more motivated.

1144
01:19:30,271 --> 01:19:32,854
[chuckles] I like you a lot.

1145
01:19:32,937 --> 01:19:34,604
I'll introduce you to a good agency.

1146
01:19:34,687 --> 01:19:36,771
-Amazing!
-[man] Mm-hmm!

1147
01:19:36,854 --> 01:19:40,021
A sexy place.
They eat up cuties like you there.

1148
01:19:40,771 --> 01:19:41,646
What?

1149
01:19:41,729 --> 01:19:44,729
There's plenty of customers
with unique tastes. Hmm.

1150
01:19:46,104 --> 01:19:48,104
[hum of traffic]

1151
01:19:51,312 --> 01:19:54,812
[gasps] Really? That's great news!

1152
01:19:55,312 --> 01:19:57,437
I'm still asking around, though.

1153
01:19:58,771 --> 01:20:02,271
If it all works out, I can help
people like you for much cheaper.

1154
01:20:02,854 --> 01:20:03,729
[chuckles softly]

1155
01:20:03,812 --> 01:20:06,729
Awesome. You're doing so good.

1156
01:20:06,812 --> 01:20:09,479
[chuckles]What've you been up to?

1157
01:20:10,021 --> 01:20:11,396
How's Tokyo treating you?

1158
01:20:11,479 --> 01:20:15,604
It's treating me well.
I've been getting so many jobs.

1159
01:20:16,104 --> 01:20:18,021
People in Tokyo don't scare me at all.

1160
01:20:18,521 --> 01:20:19,687
That's good to hear.

1161
01:20:20,187 --> 01:20:21,396
[two knocks on door]

1162
01:20:21,479 --> 01:20:23,396
Oh, they need me. Sorry.

1163
01:20:23,479 --> 01:20:25,562
No worries. We'll talk soon.

1164
01:20:26,104 --> 01:20:27,229
Bye.

1165
01:20:27,312 --> 01:20:29,354
[distant siren wailing]

1166
01:20:31,937 --> 01:20:32,896
[sighs]

1167
01:20:35,687 --> 01:20:37,687
I'm not getting any jobs.

1168
01:20:39,646 --> 01:20:41,562
[doorbell rings]

1169
01:20:44,187 --> 01:20:45,271
Who is it?

1170
01:20:49,896 --> 01:20:52,562
Who is it? A prank?

1171
01:20:58,271 --> 01:20:59,229
Mom?

1172
01:21:04,271 --> 01:21:05,271
Thank you.

1173
01:21:15,062 --> 01:21:16,854
I'm surprised to see you.

1174
01:21:20,187 --> 01:21:21,479
We're divorcing.

1175
01:21:23,271 --> 01:21:24,687
Your dad was cheating.

1176
01:21:28,021 --> 01:21:29,104
He was?

1177
01:21:31,896 --> 01:21:34,562
I couldn't take it anymore, so I left.

1178
01:21:36,521 --> 01:21:38,937
I've been reflecting on a lot of things.

1179
01:21:39,479 --> 01:21:41,854
Even though your dad
should be the one doing that.

1180
01:21:46,354 --> 01:21:49,729
Are you… just here to tell me that?

1181
01:21:50,687 --> 01:21:52,271
You're our child.

1182
01:21:56,312 --> 01:21:58,271
I think you can understand.

1183
01:21:59,437 --> 01:22:00,937
You know how I feel

1184
01:22:02,062 --> 01:22:03,271
as a woman.

1185
01:22:08,729 --> 01:22:09,562
What?

1186
01:22:17,354 --> 01:22:23,187
You… you always… were a woman, yes?

1187
01:22:27,062 --> 01:22:30,896
You don't have to hide it from me.
Not anymore.

1188
01:22:42,479 --> 01:22:43,854
I'm sorry.

1189
01:22:45,646 --> 01:22:47,646
I gave birth to you like that.

1190
01:22:48,271 --> 01:22:49,646
In the wrong body.

1191
01:22:50,229 --> 01:22:51,604
What are you saying?

1192
01:22:52,187 --> 01:22:53,687
Mom, it's not your fault.

1193
01:22:54,187 --> 01:22:57,396
All parents are responsible
for their kids.

1194
01:23:01,354 --> 01:23:06,646
When your grandma passed away,
my heart was crushed when I saw you.

1195
01:23:08,104 --> 01:23:11,229
You tried so hard
to dress up like a man in that suit.

1196
01:23:11,729 --> 01:23:15,437
You tried so hard to kill
your true self for so long.

1197
01:23:18,021 --> 01:23:21,354
I realized that I was the one
who made you feel that way.

1198
01:23:22,187 --> 01:23:23,854
But I couldn't deal with it.

1199
01:23:26,021 --> 01:23:27,271
That's why…

1200
01:23:28,271 --> 01:23:30,562
I couldn't be around you at all.

1201
01:23:34,896 --> 01:23:36,896
I did that a lot actually.

1202
01:23:38,104 --> 01:23:40,937
I'd been turning away from you
since you were little.

1203
01:23:44,729 --> 01:23:46,604
[Ai] Have you always known?

1204
01:23:47,729 --> 01:23:50,562
I'm your mother. Of course I did.

1205
01:23:55,354 --> 01:23:56,646
All this time…

1206
01:23:59,229 --> 01:24:02,021
I thought you hated everything about me.

1207
01:24:02,854 --> 01:24:04,354
Of course not.

1208
01:24:06,229 --> 01:24:08,312
I even went to your apartment.

1209
01:24:08,812 --> 01:24:13,021
I wanted… to talk about everything.

1210
01:24:14,354 --> 01:24:16,354
I wanted to face you properly.

1211
01:24:16,937 --> 01:24:19,354
[rings doorbell]

1212
01:24:20,146 --> 01:24:22,354
-[Ai] Who's that?
-[Takuya] You don't have to answer that.

1213
01:24:22,437 --> 01:24:23,979
[Ai] Yes, I do.

1214
01:24:27,521 --> 01:24:28,896
Coming!

1215
01:24:31,187 --> 01:24:32,187
Hello?

1216
01:24:32,271 --> 01:24:34,979
-[train clacking]
-[Takuya] Who is it?

1217
01:24:35,062 --> 01:24:37,354
-A ding-dong ditch?
-[Ai] Maybe a neighbor.

1218
01:24:37,437 --> 01:24:40,354
-We were loud, you know.
-[Takuya] It's fine. Come on.

1219
01:24:40,437 --> 01:24:42,812
-[Ai] Come on and do what?
-[Takuya] Make out!

1220
01:24:44,521 --> 01:24:45,396
[sighs]

1221
01:24:49,312 --> 01:24:51,312
I couldn't give this to you then.

1222
01:24:51,396 --> 01:24:53,479
I know it's your favorite.

1223
01:25:07,729 --> 01:25:12,062
I'm sorry I was such a… awful mother.

1224
01:25:14,896 --> 01:25:16,062
I'm sorry.

1225
01:25:17,271 --> 01:25:18,896
Why are you sorry?

1226
01:25:22,312 --> 01:25:23,937
I'm the one who should…

1227
01:25:25,271 --> 01:25:26,896
who should be sorry.

1228
01:25:27,437 --> 01:25:28,729
[sniffles]

1229
01:25:29,521 --> 01:25:30,521
[sniffles]

1230
01:25:31,896 --> 01:25:32,729
I…

1231
01:25:36,562 --> 01:25:37,479
[crying]

1232
01:25:38,104 --> 01:25:41,437
You went through so much
to give birth to my body and I--

1233
01:25:41,521 --> 01:25:43,187
Don't apologize.

1234
01:25:43,979 --> 01:25:46,854
Whether you're a man… or a woman,

1235
01:25:47,354 --> 01:25:50,021
you will always be my child.

1236
01:25:52,271 --> 01:25:55,062
My beautiful, precious child.

1237
01:25:55,646 --> 01:25:57,271
[both crying]

1238
01:25:58,229 --> 01:26:00,104
-Mom…
-[gentle ballad playing]

1239
01:26:03,062 --> 01:26:05,354
[sniffling, crying]

1240
01:26:13,646 --> 01:26:15,646
[vocalizing]

1241
01:26:22,562 --> 01:26:24,979
Do me a favor, will you, Ai?

1242
01:26:25,812 --> 01:26:27,812
[in Japanese] ♪ It's a nostalgic pain… ♪

1243
01:26:29,396 --> 01:26:30,729
[in English] What is it?

1244
01:26:31,354 --> 01:26:35,312
You called me… "Ai."

1245
01:26:38,021 --> 01:26:41,187
You didn't call me… "Kenji."

1246
01:26:47,354 --> 01:26:50,396
Will you… do my makeup?

1247
01:26:52,021 --> 01:26:53,062
Makeup?

1248
01:26:54,062 --> 01:27:00,896
Yes, Ai. I came to see you…
when you performed at the club.

1249
01:27:01,437 --> 01:27:02,562
[laughs] You did?

1250
01:27:02,646 --> 01:27:03,771
[chuckles]

1251
01:27:04,271 --> 01:27:05,729
Yes, I did.

1252
01:27:06,687 --> 01:27:08,937
You were so cute in your makeup.

1253
01:27:10,854 --> 01:27:12,687
I am so proud of you.

1254
01:27:15,896 --> 01:27:18,354
[both laugh emotionally]

1255
01:27:19,521 --> 01:27:21,146
I admired you.

1256
01:27:22,646 --> 01:27:25,146
Ai, I think that you're beautiful.

1257
01:27:26,479 --> 01:27:30,062
[in Japanese] ♪ Why must the dreams
Lost to time ♪

1258
01:27:30,146 --> 01:27:37,146
♪ Always appear so beautiful? ♪

1259
01:27:37,229 --> 01:27:39,729
♪ That affection ♪

1260
01:27:40,437 --> 01:27:44,812
♪ Of the past is still ♪

1261
01:27:44,896 --> 01:27:50,729
♪ A sweet memory ♪

1262
01:27:50,812 --> 01:27:54,271
[in English] ♪ Sweet memories ♪

1263
01:27:58,396 --> 01:27:59,687
[music fades]

1264
01:28:01,229 --> 01:28:02,896
The files for tomorrow's counseling.

1265
01:28:02,979 --> 01:28:04,271
Oh. Thank you.

1266
01:28:04,771 --> 01:28:06,812
Doctor, aren't you tired?

1267
01:28:06,896 --> 01:28:08,312
You must be too.

1268
01:28:08,396 --> 01:28:09,979
Oh, I'm sorry, we're--

1269
01:28:10,062 --> 01:28:13,021
It seems like you're going all out
with this thing, huh?

1270
01:28:14,229 --> 01:28:15,229
What do you mean?

1271
01:28:16,937 --> 01:28:18,896
With all those okama.

1272
01:28:20,021 --> 01:28:23,729
Listen, if you just mess
with them a little, it's not a big deal.

1273
01:28:24,854 --> 01:28:25,729
[exhales]

1274
01:28:26,812 --> 01:28:28,354
You're doing too much.

1275
01:28:29,396 --> 01:28:31,771
How many dicks
have you cut off this month, huh?

1276
01:28:33,729 --> 01:28:36,354
-Please be careful with your words.
-Apologies.

1277
01:28:36,437 --> 01:28:37,479
It slipped.

1278
01:28:38,604 --> 01:28:41,562
As far as we are concerned, Wada,

1279
01:28:42,062 --> 01:28:43,646
we're not going to drop this.

1280
01:28:44,146 --> 01:28:47,521
This is a legitimate medical procedure
to save our patients.

1281
01:28:47,604 --> 01:28:50,479
That's not something that's
up to you to decide.

1282
01:28:51,979 --> 01:28:53,604
It's up to the state.

1283
01:28:59,187 --> 01:29:02,979
[woman laughs] What?!
You used to be a man?

1284
01:29:04,896 --> 01:29:09,187
Don't you think that maybe it would be
better to hide that in this business?

1285
01:29:09,687 --> 01:29:13,604
[chuckles softly] I want to be an idol.
And I want to do things honestly.

1286
01:29:14,187 --> 01:29:15,187
Mm-hmm.

1287
01:29:15,687 --> 01:29:17,937
I like your spunk.
We're happy to bring you on.

1288
01:29:18,021 --> 01:29:20,729
Mark my words. You'll be working a lot!

1289
01:29:20,812 --> 01:29:23,979
[gasps] Thank you very much!

1290
01:29:24,062 --> 01:29:26,271
[woman chuckling]

1291
01:29:26,354 --> 01:29:27,646
Oh, how cute!

1292
01:29:27,729 --> 01:29:30,104
-[giggling]
-[woman laughing]

1293
01:29:30,687 --> 01:29:33,354
-[pop music playing over PA]
-Hi, all! [giggles]

1294
01:29:33,437 --> 01:29:36,187
I just love seeing
every one of you here today!

1295
01:29:36,271 --> 01:29:37,479
I'll introduce myself.

1296
01:29:37,562 --> 01:29:39,896
I'm Ai, and I'm here from Osaka,
now in Tokyo.

1297
01:29:39,979 --> 01:29:41,646
And I'm doing my best!

1298
01:29:41,729 --> 01:29:43,854
[kids chattering, playing]

1299
01:29:43,937 --> 01:29:45,979
MATSUZAKAYA
FREE CHARITY MUSIC FESTIVAL

1300
01:29:46,062 --> 01:29:48,396
[kids chattering in Japanese]

1301
01:29:49,437 --> 01:29:51,437
-[people chattering]
-[bugs chittering]

1302
01:29:53,021 --> 01:29:57,187
[people continue chattering]

1303
01:30:00,146 --> 01:30:02,104
[girl] I wanna do something fun!

1304
01:30:03,187 --> 01:30:04,562
What is this?!

1305
01:30:04,646 --> 01:30:06,354
I'm not wearing this.

1306
01:30:07,812 --> 01:30:09,896
[man] I don't know what to tell you.

1307
01:30:09,979 --> 01:30:11,646
I cleared it with your agency.

1308
01:30:12,521 --> 01:30:15,396
An okama doesn't get embarrassed.
Just wear it.

1309
01:30:15,479 --> 01:30:17,729
BOYS OVER BALLS

1310
01:30:18,521 --> 01:30:20,396
[woman] It's taking forever.

1311
01:30:23,562 --> 01:30:25,562
[wistful music playing]

1312
01:30:31,271 --> 01:30:33,437
What the hell am I?

1313
01:30:38,437 --> 01:30:40,771
-[panting]
-[monitor's alarm ringing]

1314
01:30:41,729 --> 01:30:44,104
-Doctor, I need you. Doctor!
-[Wada mumbles]

1315
01:30:45,896 --> 01:30:47,687
-[ringing continues]
-[Wada] What's wrong?

1316
01:30:47,771 --> 01:30:49,604
Doctor! It's a code blue!

1317
01:30:49,687 --> 01:30:51,104
-Step aside.
-[tense music playing]

1318
01:30:51,187 --> 01:30:54,271
-Open the IV. Defib. Epinephrine.
-[woman 1] Can you hear me? I'm here.

1319
01:30:54,354 --> 01:30:55,229
[woman 2] Okay!

1320
01:30:55,312 --> 01:30:58,312
[woman 1] Can you hear me?
I don't feel a pulse.

1321
01:30:59,937 --> 01:31:03,146
-Is the defib ready yet?
-Almost! I'm starting the ambu bag.

1322
01:31:03,229 --> 01:31:05,354
[alarm continues ringing]

1323
01:31:07,146 --> 01:31:13,437
[flatline tone drones]

1324
01:31:13,521 --> 01:31:15,521
[music intensifies]

1325
01:31:19,104 --> 01:31:21,104
[flatline tone fades into tense music]

1326
01:31:24,854 --> 01:31:27,062
[Tsuruku] Can you explain all of this?

1327
01:31:29,062 --> 01:31:32,812
Medical terms are so difficult
to understand for the average person.

1328
01:31:32,896 --> 01:31:34,479
[chuckles] I don't get 'em.

1329
01:31:35,604 --> 01:31:37,604
[music fades]

1330
01:31:38,854 --> 01:31:42,729
Tell me why…
an okama you were operating on

1331
01:31:43,229 --> 01:31:46,646
suddenly died during a procedure
you perform a lot?

1332
01:31:48,729 --> 01:31:51,604
We haven't determined
the cause of death quite yet.

1333
01:31:54,271 --> 01:31:55,479
Oh…

1334
01:31:59,021 --> 01:32:00,437
If I had to guess,

1335
01:32:01,312 --> 01:32:04,187
it was a complication called
ARDS from the anesthesia.

1336
01:32:05,437 --> 01:32:08,104
The cause of ARDS is often unknown,
so there's no way to prevent it.

1337
01:32:08,187 --> 01:32:12,396
Wada… are you telling me
that it's not your fault?

1338
01:32:18,146 --> 01:32:20,979
What I'm telling you is that
that is my best guess.

1339
01:32:22,771 --> 01:32:25,687
As of now, that's the best I can do
for my deceased patient.

1340
01:32:27,437 --> 01:32:29,646
Interesting.

1341
01:32:30,271 --> 01:32:31,146
[inhales sharply]

1342
01:32:32,062 --> 01:32:34,771
Very interesting.

1343
01:32:35,396 --> 01:32:37,146
By the way, doctor,

1344
01:32:38,604 --> 01:32:42,396
I've been… wondering about something.

1345
01:32:44,521 --> 01:32:47,562
Why would you befriend those people?

1346
01:32:49,854 --> 01:32:52,729
Are you into that sort of thing too?

1347
01:32:54,854 --> 01:32:57,021
Or maybe…

1348
01:33:00,312 --> 01:33:02,812
You get your rocks off
with this kind of stuff, hmm?

1349
01:33:02,896 --> 01:33:04,354
[pounding on table]

1350
01:33:04,437 --> 01:33:07,021
You like cutting off men's dicks?

1351
01:33:09,646 --> 01:33:10,521
[laughs]

1352
01:33:11,729 --> 01:33:12,604
[laughs]

1353
01:33:13,771 --> 01:33:15,312
Not speaking now?

1354
01:33:16,479 --> 01:33:18,646
I've got all day for this.

1355
01:33:19,521 --> 01:33:21,854
[chuckling]

1356
01:33:23,937 --> 01:33:24,812
ANGEL NEST

1357
01:33:24,896 --> 01:33:28,021
[Megumi] Sangen-jaya?
Wow. Isn't that expensive?

1358
01:33:28,104 --> 01:33:30,604
I heard it's great there.
There's a lot of them. [laughs]

1359
01:33:30,687 --> 01:33:33,271
[laughs] So it's different
from where you live!

1360
01:33:33,354 --> 01:33:35,979
[Jennifer] I mean it.
What are you laughing about?

1361
01:33:36,062 --> 01:33:40,771
By the way, Ai, this place is nice.
It's really cute here, I like it.

1362
01:33:40,854 --> 01:33:43,771
[chuckles] I was asked to work here.

1363
01:33:43,854 --> 01:33:46,521
I'm only part-time
because I'm busy in entertainment.

1364
01:33:46,604 --> 01:33:48,812
That's good. Things are going well.

1365
01:33:49,312 --> 01:33:51,354
Tokyo has been really great.

1366
01:33:51,896 --> 01:33:52,729
All right.

1367
01:33:53,271 --> 01:33:55,229
I have something
I want to show you, Ai.

1368
01:33:55,312 --> 01:33:56,687
-[Jennifer] Hmm?
-It's this.

1369
01:33:56,771 --> 01:33:58,687
-Ah.
-Go ahead. Look.

1370
01:34:01,896 --> 01:34:07,562
-Miss International… Queen?
-[Megumi] Yep. Uh-huh.

1371
01:34:07,646 --> 01:34:11,062
They decide who's the most beautiful
trans woman in the world.

1372
01:34:11,146 --> 01:34:13,354
[gasps] Ai. You're adorable.
You should enter.

1373
01:34:13,437 --> 01:34:14,521
-Right?
-She Should!

1374
01:34:14,604 --> 01:34:18,229
-I'm interested, but I'm kinda busy.
-Then I'll enter!

1375
01:34:18,312 --> 01:34:21,854
-I will represent Japan!
-[Jennifer] No, please. You can't!

1376
01:34:21,937 --> 01:34:23,354
Japan will sink. [laughing]

1377
01:34:23,437 --> 01:34:25,604
[Marumi] Hey girl,
what did you just say to me?!

1378
01:34:25,687 --> 01:34:27,312
You said that, queen!

1379
01:34:27,396 --> 01:34:29,396
Not again! She's been saying that forever.

1380
01:34:29,479 --> 01:34:31,104
[all laughing]

1381
01:34:31,187 --> 01:34:33,396
[Megumi] Ai, did you hear about Dr. Wada?

1382
01:34:33,479 --> 01:34:34,729
Hear what?

1383
01:34:34,812 --> 01:34:37,979
Someone died during one of his operations.

1384
01:34:38,062 --> 01:34:39,521
Are you serious?

1385
01:34:40,312 --> 01:34:42,771
[Jennifer] People have been saying
it wasn't Dr. Wada's fault,

1386
01:34:42,854 --> 01:34:43,937
so it should be fine.

1387
01:34:44,021 --> 01:34:45,312
[Megumi and Marumi] Mm-hmm.

1388
01:34:45,854 --> 01:34:48,646
-[Marumi] Girl, your bubbles are flat.
-[Jennifer] You made them flat!

1389
01:34:48,729 --> 01:34:49,562
[Marumi] Oh, no.

1390
01:34:49,646 --> 01:34:50,521
[indistinct chatter]

1391
01:34:50,604 --> 01:34:52,062
-[woman] He's here!
-Dr. Wada's here!

1392
01:34:52,146 --> 01:34:53,854
-[man] Dr. Wada!
-[all clamoring]

1393
01:34:53,937 --> 01:34:55,604
[cameras clicking]

1394
01:34:55,687 --> 01:34:56,729
[clamoring continues]

1395
01:34:56,812 --> 01:34:58,854
What do you think
about sex change surgery?

1396
01:34:58,937 --> 01:35:01,271
[man] We need to know!
People need to know about it!

1397
01:35:01,354 --> 01:35:03,354
-[reporters] Dr. Wada!
-Excuse me.

1398
01:35:04,646 --> 01:35:06,479
-[door opens]
-[Wada sighs]

1399
01:35:07,396 --> 01:35:08,271
Are you okay?

1400
01:35:08,354 --> 01:35:09,604
Yeah.

1401
01:35:10,521 --> 01:35:13,437
Who knows when we'll open
with all this going on.

1402
01:35:13,521 --> 01:35:14,896
Doctor, here.

1403
01:35:15,562 --> 01:35:18,229
-What?
-The list of patients who want surgery.

1404
01:35:18,729 --> 01:35:20,854
It's increased
since the beginning of this month.

1405
01:35:22,854 --> 01:35:24,354
This many?

1406
01:35:25,146 --> 01:35:25,979
Yes.

1407
01:35:38,812 --> 01:35:39,896
THANK YOU, DR. WADA

1408
01:35:39,979 --> 01:35:41,979
I'M GOING TO SHINE BRIGHT
- FROM AI

1409
01:35:46,729 --> 01:35:48,729
[crowd cheering on TV]

1410
01:35:53,271 --> 01:35:54,979
[woman on TV in Japanese]
Is everyone well?

1411
01:35:55,062 --> 01:35:57,646
-[crowd on TV cheering]
-[woman laughs]

1412
01:35:57,729 --> 01:36:01,354
[lip-synching to woman on TV]
You are? I wonder why.

1413
01:36:01,437 --> 01:36:04,146
Hey, guess what?

1414
01:36:04,229 --> 01:36:07,437
That's right. I finally made it to Nagoya.

1415
01:36:07,521 --> 01:36:08,979
[woman on TV giggles]

1416
01:36:09,062 --> 01:36:10,021
Thank you.

1417
01:36:10,104 --> 01:36:11,854
[TV audience cheering, applauding]

1418
01:36:11,937 --> 01:36:17,146
I go on tour each and every summer,

1419
01:36:17,229 --> 01:36:23,771
but I was a little late this year,
and now we're in chilly November.

1420
01:36:23,854 --> 01:36:28,104
It's so cold, so, like, the only thing
to do now is to warm ourselves back up.

1421
01:36:28,187 --> 01:36:31,021
-Isn't that right?
-[in English] Hey there. [chuckles]

1422
01:36:31,104 --> 01:36:33,896
-Ah! Sorry about that! [chuckles]
-It's been a while.

1423
01:36:33,979 --> 01:36:36,812
Aw, I'm so happy you came!

1424
01:36:36,896 --> 01:36:39,146
So am I.
What were you lip-synching for?

1425
01:36:39,229 --> 01:36:41,687
Were you practicing? Kyon Kyon, huh?

1426
01:36:41,771 --> 01:36:43,646
-[Ai] Yeah.
-You remembered it perfectly.

1427
01:36:43,729 --> 01:36:45,979
I memorized it because
it was on every day.

1428
01:36:46,062 --> 01:36:48,271
Wow, you memorized it like a pro.

1429
01:36:48,354 --> 01:36:52,604
Oh! You should do it as a bit.
It'd be funny if you did other people too.

1430
01:36:52,687 --> 01:36:53,604
Who, me?

1431
01:36:53,687 --> 01:36:55,937
It'd be funny. I'd laugh. [chuckles]

1432
01:36:56,021 --> 01:36:59,187
Oh! You're gonna be an idol,
so you don't need to be funny or anything.

1433
01:36:59,271 --> 01:37:02,604
Sorry if I said
something unnecessary. I forgot.

1434
01:37:02,687 --> 01:37:05,104
Hmm. What should I have?

1435
01:37:06,271 --> 01:37:10,354
Now then. Shall we get started today?

1436
01:37:15,854 --> 01:37:16,729
[Wada laughs]

1437
01:37:20,437 --> 01:37:21,562
What is it?

1438
01:37:26,604 --> 01:37:29,187
This time would be
better used for surgeries.

1439
01:37:33,187 --> 01:37:35,937
You just want
to make me the bad guy, don't you?

1440
01:37:37,271 --> 01:37:39,271
Without even proper investigation,

1441
01:37:39,354 --> 01:37:42,354
you're trying to make the cause of death
an overdose of anesthesia

1442
01:37:42,437 --> 01:37:44,146
because it's the most obvious.

1443
01:37:45,646 --> 01:37:47,312
I'm really shocked.

1444
01:37:49,229 --> 01:37:51,562
Do you actually think of us that way?

1445
01:37:53,771 --> 01:37:54,812
You know what?

1446
01:37:56,312 --> 01:37:58,062
I've finally realized something.

1447
01:37:58,146 --> 01:37:59,312
Go on.

1448
01:38:02,104 --> 01:38:04,312
It's not doctors who save patients.

1449
01:38:05,187 --> 01:38:06,479
It's the opposite.

1450
01:38:08,521 --> 01:38:12,562
Doctors are being kept alive by the power
of the patients' desire to live.

1451
01:38:13,521 --> 01:38:14,646
Right.

1452
01:38:15,896 --> 01:38:17,604
As a way to say thanks,

1453
01:38:19,437 --> 01:38:22,437
we take our jobs seriously
and try to reduce patients' suffering,

1454
01:38:22,521 --> 01:38:23,896
even if only a little.

1455
01:38:24,979 --> 01:38:28,396
Simply curing illnesses and injuries
isn't what saves them from suffering.

1456
01:38:28,479 --> 01:38:30,604
It's something
far more important than that.

1457
01:38:31,104 --> 01:38:32,979
Doctors face each and every patient

1458
01:38:33,062 --> 01:38:35,479
and do our best
to support them in every way!

1459
01:38:35,562 --> 01:38:38,604
That's the sole reason
doctors exist as a profession!

1460
01:38:40,604 --> 01:38:42,187
[breathing heavily]

1461
01:38:43,646 --> 01:38:49,354
Doctors and medical care…
have always existed

1462
01:38:49,437 --> 01:38:51,396
since the birth of humanity.

1463
01:38:52,687 --> 01:38:55,104
Long before countries and laws
came to be created.

1464
01:38:57,562 --> 01:39:00,771
And that is exactly why we will
always be the winners in the end.

1465
01:39:03,187 --> 01:39:05,604
[distant siren wailing]

1466
01:39:17,187 --> 01:39:19,937
[gentle music playing]

1467
01:39:29,104 --> 01:39:31,437
It's impossible.

1468
01:39:32,729 --> 01:39:34,854
I can't become an idol.

1469
01:39:40,229 --> 01:39:42,687
But I really wanted it.

1470
01:39:46,479 --> 01:39:48,396
-[door opens]
-[door bells jangle]

1471
01:39:52,229 --> 01:39:53,271
Doctor.

1472
01:39:55,229 --> 01:39:57,312
[gentle music continues]

1473
01:39:57,396 --> 01:39:59,229
[Wada] I had some business in Tokyo.

1474
01:40:02,896 --> 01:40:04,354
[Ai] Are you all right?

1475
01:40:06,021 --> 01:40:07,896
The clinic had an accident.

1476
01:40:10,312 --> 01:40:11,187
[Wada] Hmm.

1477
01:40:12,687 --> 01:40:13,729
How about you?

1478
01:40:15,437 --> 01:40:16,521
Are you doing okay?

1479
01:40:16,604 --> 01:40:20,062
[Ai chuckles] Of course I am.
Everything's amazing.

1480
01:40:24,396 --> 01:40:25,437
That's great.

1481
01:40:27,937 --> 01:40:29,479
You made the right decision.

1482
01:40:34,271 --> 01:40:36,562
You're shining in Tokyo, too, then.

1483
01:40:43,437 --> 01:40:45,271
I'm not shining at all.

1484
01:40:50,687 --> 01:40:53,021
I think my light may have burned out.

1485
01:40:53,521 --> 01:40:54,479
[chuckles softly]

1486
01:40:57,729 --> 01:40:59,479
I've been struggling…

1487
01:41:01,646 --> 01:41:03,604
since I came to Tokyo.

1488
01:41:11,229 --> 01:41:13,187
What am I doing with my life?

1489
01:41:18,187 --> 01:41:19,354
You know, Ai…

1490
01:41:21,354 --> 01:41:23,396
you're the one who led me on my path.

1491
01:41:27,687 --> 01:41:29,146
The orchiectomy.

1492
01:41:30,437 --> 01:41:32,187
The sex change surgery.

1493
01:41:35,562 --> 01:41:38,354
I'm on my path
because you shined your light on it.

1494
01:41:47,729 --> 01:41:48,687
Although…

1495
01:41:52,896 --> 01:41:55,021
your path has only led you here.

1496
01:42:02,229 --> 01:42:03,271
You know, I…

1497
01:42:06,229 --> 01:42:07,729
I caused the death…

1498
01:42:10,146 --> 01:42:11,854
of a precious patient

1499
01:42:13,229 --> 01:42:14,979
who put their trust in me.

1500
01:42:23,604 --> 01:42:26,604
Were we doing the right thing?
Or the wrong thing?

1501
01:42:34,604 --> 01:42:36,854
The right thing Doctor! Absolutely!

1502
01:42:39,229 --> 01:42:40,729
None of it was wrong.

1503
01:42:41,271 --> 01:42:43,396
Neither of us made any mistakes!

1504
01:42:46,229 --> 01:42:48,354
You have to keep going, Doctor.

1505
01:42:48,437 --> 01:42:50,187
I can still do more.

1506
01:42:50,271 --> 01:42:53,312
I'm gonna do
more and more and more until I die!

1507
01:42:55,896 --> 01:42:56,854
[sobs]

1508
01:42:56,937 --> 01:42:58,187
We can shine.

1509
01:43:05,562 --> 01:43:06,729
[crying]

1510
01:43:13,271 --> 01:43:14,271
[Wada] I'm leaving.

1511
01:43:16,021 --> 01:43:17,896
I'm sorry for getting sentimental.

1512
01:43:30,312 --> 01:43:32,896
I've decided to resume
the surgeries tomorrow.

1513
01:43:35,437 --> 01:43:37,104
That's why I wanted to see you.

1514
01:43:44,604 --> 01:43:45,521
Bye.

1515
01:43:46,021 --> 01:43:47,354
[door bells jangle]

1516
01:43:49,229 --> 01:43:50,229
[door closes]

1517
01:43:54,187 --> 01:43:56,812
[pensive music playing]

1518
01:43:56,896 --> 01:43:58,396
[monitor beeping]

1519
01:43:58,479 --> 01:43:59,646
[Wada] It's over there.

1520
01:44:01,396 --> 01:44:02,271
[woman] Here.

1521
01:44:10,229 --> 01:44:12,146
-[Wada] Clip it.
-[woman] Okay.

1522
01:44:15,021 --> 01:44:16,854
[Kyon Kyon on TV] I still have
a long way to go.

1523
01:44:16,937 --> 01:44:19,687
[Ai whispering along] So if you look
from the side like this,

1524
01:44:19,771 --> 01:44:23,771
you can see
how they built things up one by one.

1525
01:44:23,854 --> 01:44:24,854
Like this.

1526
01:44:24,937 --> 01:44:29,437
And, you know,
all those people are standing tall,

1527
01:44:29,521 --> 01:44:32,062
And they are so amazing, and well,

1528
01:44:32,146 --> 01:44:38,312
what I'm doing is just placing
some things somewhere out on the ground.

1529
01:44:38,396 --> 01:44:41,729
It's so low,
you can't see the shape of it.

1530
01:44:41,812 --> 01:44:45,771
And you might start to wonder
what I'm doing. But…

1531
01:44:45,854 --> 01:44:48,104
[pensive music continues]

1532
01:44:53,146 --> 01:44:55,104
[sighs]

1533
01:44:55,187 --> 01:44:56,937
"NEWHALF" FOUND DECEASED

1534
01:44:57,021 --> 01:45:00,104
IN A BOTCHED UNDERGROUND
SEX CHANGE SURGERY

1535
01:45:02,062 --> 01:45:03,312
[closes publication]

1536
01:45:13,312 --> 01:45:14,312
[sniffs]

1537
01:45:14,396 --> 01:45:16,354
[music fades]

1538
01:45:16,437 --> 01:45:18,146
-[man 1] Let's do it.
-[man 2] Let's go home.

1539
01:45:18,229 --> 01:45:20,062
You're just stressed
because you're left-handed.

1540
01:45:20,146 --> 01:45:21,604
[man 1] "Because you're left-handed?"

1541
01:45:21,687 --> 01:45:23,937
[man 2] My right elbow
is stressing you out?

1542
01:45:24,021 --> 01:45:26,354
[muffled conversation]

1543
01:45:26,437 --> 01:45:28,271
-[man 1] Who's gonna die? Not me.
-[man 2]Scary.

1544
01:45:28,354 --> 01:45:29,687
-[man 3] Yeah, you.
-[man 2 laughs]

1545
01:45:29,771 --> 01:45:31,771
-[Ai yelps] Ah!
-I'm not scared of whatever you're--

1546
01:45:31,854 --> 01:45:34,604
-[men chattering]
-Hi, may I help you?

1547
01:45:34,687 --> 01:45:37,187
Hey, who is this?
What? You're on your way here?

1548
01:45:37,271 --> 01:45:39,354
-[man 1] What? What?
-[Ai] I'm so excited!

1549
01:45:39,437 --> 01:45:43,521
Yes! I can't wait
till you get here! [laughing]

1550
01:45:43,604 --> 01:45:45,854
-[man 1] What are you excited about?
-[man 2] Who's coming?

1551
01:45:45,937 --> 01:45:47,146
Listen up.

1552
01:45:48,271 --> 01:45:50,187
Get presentable, everyone.

1553
01:45:50,771 --> 01:45:52,604
A famous idol is coming here!

1554
01:45:53,479 --> 01:45:55,146
-[man 1] Huh?
-[man 2, man 3] What?

1555
01:45:55,229 --> 01:45:57,937
I'm sure she'll be arriving
any minute now.

1556
01:45:58,021 --> 01:46:00,729
-[man 2 laughs] I don't think so. Whoa.
-[man 3] Who is she?

1557
01:46:00,812 --> 01:46:02,854
-I wasn't told. Were you?
-[laughs] You're excited.

1558
01:46:02,937 --> 01:46:04,229
-Idol…
-What?

1559
01:46:04,312 --> 01:46:08,729
-[large audience cheering over PA]
-[men chattering]

1560
01:46:08,812 --> 01:46:10,812
[upbeat pop music playing over PA]

1561
01:46:11,312 --> 01:46:14,771
[lip-synching to Japanese lyrics]
♪ I can't decide! Sexy? Cute? ♪

1562
01:46:14,854 --> 01:46:16,979
♪ Which do you prefer? ♪

1563
01:46:17,062 --> 01:46:18,646
♪ I can't decide! ♪

1564
01:46:18,729 --> 01:46:20,062
[men chattering]

1565
01:46:20,146 --> 01:46:23,437
♪ Because I am
A purehearted fair maiden ♪

1566
01:46:23,521 --> 01:46:25,979
♪ Because I love you… ♪

1567
01:46:26,562 --> 01:46:28,771
[audience on TV chanting in English]
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!

1568
01:46:35,562 --> 01:46:38,396
Yeah! [uproarious cheering]

1569
01:46:44,354 --> 01:46:46,604
[lip-synching to woman
speaking Japanese] Hello, Tokyo.

1570
01:46:46,687 --> 01:46:49,021
It is I. Aya Matsuura!

1571
01:46:49,104 --> 01:46:51,104
-[in English] She's Ayaya!
-I got it, I got it.

1572
01:46:51,187 --> 01:46:52,271
The idol, yeah.

1573
01:46:52,354 --> 01:46:53,896
[in Japanese] This morning…

1574
01:46:53,979 --> 01:46:54,854
[man chuckles]

1575
01:46:54,937 --> 01:46:56,271
I think…

1576
01:46:57,271 --> 01:46:59,646
I woke up at 9:00.

1577
01:47:01,229 --> 01:47:03,687
So I went to wash up.

1578
01:47:03,771 --> 01:47:06,729
I have my toothpaste,

1579
01:47:07,312 --> 01:47:09,312
and next to the toothpaste

1580
01:47:09,396 --> 01:47:11,812
is my face cleanser.

1581
01:47:12,771 --> 01:47:16,437
I grabbed the tube

1582
01:47:17,229 --> 01:47:19,146
and started washing my face.

1583
01:47:19,229 --> 01:47:20,604
[men laugh]

1584
01:47:20,687 --> 01:47:23,896
And I thought to myself…

1585
01:47:23,979 --> 01:47:26,479
-Yo, this cleanser feels different.
-[laughing]

1586
01:47:26,562 --> 01:47:28,271
-[in English] Her face!
-Her face is funny.

1587
01:47:28,354 --> 01:47:30,312
And that's when it dawned on me.

1588
01:47:30,396 --> 01:47:33,937
Oopsie! Wrong one.

1589
01:47:35,646 --> 01:47:40,437
"Yeah! It's a holiday!"

1590
01:47:40,521 --> 01:47:43,521
♪ Yeah! It's a holiday! ♪

1591
01:47:43,604 --> 01:47:46,812
♪ That's my joyful wish this summer ♪

1592
01:47:46,896 --> 01:47:50,312
♪ Yeah! Jump into summertime ♪

1593
01:47:50,396 --> 01:47:52,604
♪ I wanna fall in love… ♪

1594
01:47:53,687 --> 01:47:55,354
Yeah!

1595
01:47:55,437 --> 01:47:57,979
[bar patrons cheering, whooping]

1596
01:47:58,854 --> 01:48:00,937
Ai! Ai!

1597
01:48:01,021 --> 01:48:01,979
[in English] Come here!

1598
01:48:02,062 --> 01:48:04,687
Why are you doing this
if you want to be an idol?

1599
01:48:04,771 --> 01:48:06,354
-I've been thinking.
-Yeah?

1600
01:48:06,437 --> 01:48:08,854
I should only do what I can do, right?

1601
01:48:08,937 --> 01:48:10,562
[slurring] That's cool, I love it.

1602
01:48:10,646 --> 01:48:15,437
It wasn't only cool, it was amazing!
Oh! Can I pitch you to my boss for a show?

1603
01:48:15,521 --> 01:48:17,604
I think you're gonna be a sensation!

1604
01:48:17,687 --> 01:48:19,646
-Oh my God!
-[man in glasses] I'm not lying!

1605
01:48:19,729 --> 01:48:21,229
-I'm for real!
-[laughing]

1606
01:48:21,312 --> 01:48:22,396
[upbeat pop music playing]

1607
01:48:22,479 --> 01:48:26,021
[lip-synching to Japanese lyrics]
♪ I can't decide! Sexy? Cute? ♪

1608
01:48:26,104 --> 01:48:27,729
-[laughter]
-♪ Which do you prefer? ♪

1609
01:48:27,812 --> 01:48:31,604
♪ I can't decide! I wanna catch your eye ♪

1610
01:48:31,687 --> 01:48:34,021
♪ Because I am
A purehearted fair maiden ♪

1611
01:48:34,104 --> 01:48:37,271
♪ Because I love you… ♪

1612
01:48:37,354 --> 01:48:39,187
[audience clapping along]

1613
01:48:39,271 --> 01:48:40,812
[laughter]

1614
01:48:42,771 --> 01:48:44,812
-[laughs]
-[in English] She's the next big thing.

1615
01:48:44,896 --> 01:48:47,479
Yes, definitely. The next big thing.

1616
01:48:48,062 --> 01:48:49,646
[audience cheering, applauding]

1617
01:48:49,729 --> 01:48:53,979
-[in Japanese] "Yeah! It's a holiday!"
-[performers laughing]

1618
01:48:54,062 --> 01:48:57,354
♪ Yeah! It's a holiday! ♪

1619
01:48:57,437 --> 01:49:00,687
-♪ That's my joyful wish this summer… ♪
-[laughing]

1620
01:49:00,771 --> 01:49:04,021
-♪ Yeah! Jump into summertime… ♪
-[brother laughing]

1621
01:49:04,104 --> 01:49:07,229
-♪ I wanna fall in love… ♪
-[Ai's brother in English] She's a hit.

1622
01:49:07,312 --> 01:49:10,312
-[both laughing]
-[TV audience laughing]

1623
01:49:10,396 --> 01:49:13,521
-She's hilarious. Never would've thought.
-[man on TV] Welcome!

1624
01:49:13,604 --> 01:49:17,729
Nice to meet you. Please welcome
our special guest today, Haruna Ai!

1625
01:49:17,812 --> 01:49:20,187
Good evening. I'm Haruna Ai.

1626
01:49:20,271 --> 01:49:22,854
-It's so nice to meet you all!
-[man chuckles] Nice to meet you!

1627
01:49:22,937 --> 01:49:25,521
-Wow. You are so cute.
-[poignant music playing]

1628
01:49:25,604 --> 01:49:27,687
-Really?
-I would date you in a second.

1629
01:49:27,771 --> 01:49:29,771
She was actually born a boy.

1630
01:49:29,854 --> 01:49:31,479
[man] Oh, you're an okama.
Never mind then.

1631
01:49:31,562 --> 01:49:33,146
Oh, you said that! [laughing]

1632
01:49:33,229 --> 01:49:34,646
[chuckling]

1633
01:49:34,729 --> 01:49:36,604
-[man on TV] You really can't tell.
-She's great.

1634
01:49:36,687 --> 01:49:38,687
If you didn't know,
you'd think she was born a woman.

1635
01:49:38,771 --> 01:49:40,812
[Ai] Yeah, I might just follow
a guy like you home.

1636
01:49:40,896 --> 01:49:43,104
-[man 2] Well, well, well.
-[man 1] No, I changed my mind.

1637
01:49:43,187 --> 01:49:47,021
[Ai] There you go again!
You just said you liked me. He's just shy.

1638
01:49:47,104 --> 01:49:51,354
-[laughter]
-[man 1] There must a be a lot going on…

1639
01:49:51,437 --> 01:49:53,562
-[poignant music continues]
-[Wada writing]

1640
01:49:55,396 --> 01:49:57,687
[music builds]

1641
01:49:59,687 --> 01:50:00,604
[sighs]

1642
01:50:02,437 --> 01:50:03,937
TO TENMA WEST POLICE

1643
01:50:04,021 --> 01:50:07,021
OFFICIAL OPINION
WADA PLASTIC SURGERY CLINIC

1644
01:50:07,104 --> 01:50:10,687
REGARDING THE CAUSE OF DEATH,
IT IS MY OFFICIAL OPINION THAT…

1645
01:50:11,687 --> 01:50:12,812
[sighs deeply]

1646
01:50:20,479 --> 01:50:22,229
I DID WHAT I COULD.

1647
01:50:22,312 --> 01:50:27,312
IF I AM TO BE TRIED FOR NOT
BEING ABLE TO SAVE A LIFE…

1648
01:50:27,396 --> 01:50:30,187
-[poignant music continues]
-[TV mute]

1649
01:50:33,854 --> 01:50:35,854
[music fades]

1650
01:50:46,771 --> 01:50:48,146
-[keys jangle]
-[sniffs]

1651
01:50:50,104 --> 01:50:51,437
[distant chattering]

1652
01:50:55,646 --> 01:50:57,646
[faint hum of traffic]

1653
01:50:59,437 --> 01:51:00,937
-[taps papers on desk]
-[sighs]

1654
01:51:01,021 --> 01:51:02,104
There we go.

1655
01:51:04,937 --> 01:51:06,604
Another mess.

1656
01:51:07,979 --> 01:51:09,229
Morning.

1657
01:51:09,729 --> 01:51:10,896
Time to wake up.

1658
01:51:16,854 --> 01:51:18,979
[equipment humming]

1659
01:51:19,062 --> 01:51:20,021
Doctor?

1660
01:51:27,604 --> 01:51:28,604
Doctor?

1661
01:51:32,521 --> 01:51:34,062
-Wow, wow, wow!
-[Ai laughing]

1662
01:51:34,146 --> 01:51:36,854
You know, Ai, you were amazing tonight.

1663
01:51:36,937 --> 01:51:38,687
Another huge laugh after last week.

1664
01:51:38,771 --> 01:51:40,562
-It's exciting.
-[laughs]

1665
01:51:40,646 --> 01:51:43,021
Everyone is loving your act, Ai.

1666
01:51:43,104 --> 01:51:44,437
Not just the audience.

1667
01:51:44,521 --> 01:51:46,646
I think that you've won
the production's hearts as well!

1668
01:51:46,729 --> 01:51:49,479
-[man] Yes!
-All thanks to you, Ms. Fuji, and you.

1669
01:51:49,562 --> 01:51:52,062
[Fuji] You're the best, Ai.
Can't wait to see what else you bring.

1670
01:51:52,146 --> 01:51:54,271
-I'm looking forward to it.
-So am I.

1671
01:51:54,354 --> 01:51:56,187
-Great work. See you next week!
-Thanks so much!

1672
01:51:56,271 --> 01:51:57,854
-See you next week!
-Have a good night.

1673
01:51:57,937 --> 01:51:59,896
-[man] Thank you!
-Thanks so much!

1674
01:52:01,354 --> 01:52:02,979
[phone ringing]

1675
01:52:06,604 --> 01:52:07,479
[phone beeps]

1676
01:52:08,729 --> 01:52:09,979
Ai speaking.

1677
01:52:10,521 --> 01:52:12,979
Hello. This is Kiyomiya from Wada Clinic.

1678
01:52:13,062 --> 01:52:15,187
Hi! It's been a while.

1679
01:52:21,854 --> 01:52:23,854
[somber music playing]

1680
01:52:29,187 --> 01:52:33,229
DR. KOJI WADA HAS PASSED AWAY.

1681
01:52:33,312 --> 01:52:36,812
THE CLINIC IS CLOSED.

1682
01:53:03,979 --> 01:53:07,062
DR. WADA

1683
01:53:12,521 --> 01:53:14,521
[buzz of traffic]

1684
01:53:15,771 --> 01:53:18,104
-[pedestrians chattering]
-[bicycle bell rings]

1685
01:53:21,354 --> 01:53:23,021
[music fades]

1686
01:53:26,187 --> 01:53:27,687
My girls and I,

1687
01:53:28,979 --> 01:53:30,646
we're all in shock too.

1688
01:53:35,687 --> 01:53:38,854
Things must have been exhausting
after that incident.

1689
01:53:40,271 --> 01:53:41,187
Poor guy.

1690
01:53:42,104 --> 01:53:44,771
He didn't even have
a lawyer to defend him.

1691
01:53:45,479 --> 01:53:47,687
He wanted to tell the truth himself.

1692
01:53:50,646 --> 01:53:52,437
In the end… [sighs]

1693
01:53:53,146 --> 01:53:57,687
…charges were filed for what they said
was improper use of anesthesia.

1694
01:54:01,562 --> 01:54:02,937
It's unfortunate.

1695
01:54:04,187 --> 01:54:06,771
There were still
a lot of patients waiting for him.

1696
01:54:07,354 --> 01:54:10,312
So he was doing these surgeries
without even sleeping.

1697
01:54:14,979 --> 01:54:16,396
He was so tired.

1698
01:54:17,729 --> 01:54:19,562
But he couldn't sleep a wink.

1699
01:54:20,854 --> 01:54:23,146
He started using anesthesia
to fall asleep.

1700
01:54:26,896 --> 01:54:27,771
[laughs]

1701
01:54:28,812 --> 01:54:30,979
I guess he got the dosage wrong.

1702
01:54:32,562 --> 01:54:34,271
He made a lot of women cry.

1703
01:54:34,771 --> 01:54:36,104
What a bad man.

1704
01:54:41,271 --> 01:54:42,396
Aki.

1705
01:54:47,479 --> 01:54:50,687
Dr. Wada visited
my bar after the accident.

1706
01:54:56,604 --> 01:54:58,771
I told him that we weren't a mistake.

1707
01:55:01,479 --> 01:55:03,979
I told him
that we could shine even brighter.

1708
01:55:13,979 --> 01:55:16,271
I really wanted to show the doctor…

1709
01:55:22,354 --> 01:55:24,687
how much brighter I could shine.

1710
01:55:30,771 --> 01:55:33,687
-But he already saw you shine--
-Not how I wanted!

1711
01:55:36,396 --> 01:55:38,854
This isn't all I have. [sniffs]

1712
01:55:39,604 --> 01:55:40,437
[sniffs]

1713
01:55:41,604 --> 01:55:42,521
[sniffs]

1714
01:55:45,104 --> 01:55:47,062
I don't want to stop halfway.

1715
01:55:47,146 --> 01:55:49,021
I want to go all the way.

1716
01:56:11,187 --> 01:56:13,646
I'm gonna put my all
into shining brighter.

1717
01:56:17,937 --> 01:56:20,521
Do you think Wada will know?

1718
01:56:24,646 --> 01:56:26,354
Absolutely, he will.

1719
01:56:27,271 --> 01:56:30,729
I bet his eyes'll be wide open
watching from the other side.

1720
01:56:31,229 --> 01:56:34,687
He's gonna get dry eyes. All 'cause of Ai.

1721
01:56:48,354 --> 01:56:50,354
[poignant music playing]

1722
01:56:56,687 --> 01:56:59,396
[man over PA]
What a wonderful evening it's been.

1723
01:56:59,479 --> 01:57:01,521
So many smiles, so much passion,

1724
01:57:01,604 --> 01:57:04,479
and incredible stories
from around the world.

1725
01:57:05,104 --> 01:57:09,437
Each one reminds us
true beauty shines in so many ways.

1726
01:57:09,521 --> 01:57:12,062
-[Jennifer] No.
-[man] And we celebrate them all.

1727
01:57:12,146 --> 01:57:14,771
-Next, representing Japan.
-We made it.

1728
01:57:14,854 --> 01:57:18,812
[man] She lights up every heart
with her warmth and joyful spirit.

1729
01:57:18,896 --> 01:57:21,104
Please welcome Haruna Ai!

1730
01:57:21,187 --> 01:57:24,271
-[upbeat pop music playing]
-[audience cheering]

1731
01:57:40,229 --> 01:57:45,396
[in Japanese] ♪ I got a new hairdo ♪

1732
01:57:46,437 --> 01:57:51,479
♪ You say I look so different ♪

1733
01:57:52,479 --> 01:57:57,896
♪ You're looking pretty bashful ♪

1734
01:57:58,562 --> 01:58:03,146
♪ As you're walking past me ♪

1735
01:58:05,062 --> 01:58:11,146
-♪ I wish you had told me ♪
-♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-ooh ♪

1736
01:58:11,229 --> 01:58:16,271
♪ You think I look pretty ♪

1737
01:58:17,437 --> 01:58:22,562
♪ You're always hesitating ♪

1738
01:58:23,562 --> 01:58:26,896
♪ It's like you're behind a veil… ♪

1739
01:58:26,979 --> 01:58:27,979
Ai!

1740
01:58:29,437 --> 01:58:31,812
[in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪

1741
01:58:32,729 --> 01:58:35,562
[in Japanese] ♪ Open up that door
To summer ♪

1742
01:58:35,646 --> 01:58:38,604
♪ And whisk me away somewhere ♪

1743
01:58:38,687 --> 01:58:41,271
[in English] ♪ Fresh, fresh, fresh! ♪

1744
01:58:42,146 --> 01:58:44,521
[in Japanese] ♪ Summer's gonna
Open the door ♪

1745
01:58:45,146 --> 01:58:51,146
♪ And take us just the way we are… ♪

1746
01:58:51,229 --> 01:58:53,104
[uproarious cheering]

1747
01:59:11,479 --> 01:59:13,479
[song subsides]

1748
01:59:17,521 --> 01:59:19,521
[solemn music playing]

1749
01:59:29,562 --> 01:59:31,021
[sobs]

1750
01:59:41,687 --> 01:59:43,062
[exhales]

1751
01:59:43,146 --> 01:59:45,146
[music intensifies]

1752
01:59:45,229 --> 01:59:47,229
[cheering continues]

1753
02:00:54,729 --> 02:01:01,729
KOJI WADA
1953-2007

1754
02:01:02,646 --> 02:01:03,771
[inhales]

1755
02:01:08,646 --> 02:01:09,729
Doctor,

1756
02:01:10,937 --> 02:01:12,312
are you impressed?

1757
02:01:14,562 --> 02:01:16,479
I'm the best in the world.

1758
02:01:18,646 --> 02:01:20,354
But you're beyond this world.

1759
02:01:21,521 --> 02:01:24,021
You'll always be
more amazing than me, though.

1760
02:01:26,187 --> 02:01:29,187
You've performed over 600 surgeries.

1761
02:01:30,187 --> 02:01:32,437
That's the most impressive thing ever.

1762
02:01:36,521 --> 02:01:38,437
It all started with me, huh?

1763
02:01:40,354 --> 02:01:42,062
My operations.

1764
02:01:44,937 --> 02:01:47,104
I was your first patient for both.

1765
02:01:51,562 --> 02:01:52,604
Guess what?

1766
02:01:55,146 --> 02:01:57,396
I'll always hold that in my heart.

1767
02:02:33,604 --> 02:02:35,229
Will you watch me shine?

1768
02:02:37,104 --> 02:02:38,437
I'm gonna sing

1769
02:02:39,979 --> 02:02:41,687
and I'm gonna dance.

1770
02:02:46,062 --> 02:02:47,521
Watch me, okay?

1771
02:02:50,479 --> 02:02:52,646
This performance is for you.

1772
02:02:55,937 --> 02:02:57,604
You let me shine.

1773
02:03:04,729 --> 02:03:06,479
Thank you, Doctor.

1774
02:03:12,521 --> 02:03:14,437
You're the reason that I…

1775
02:03:16,229 --> 02:03:18,062
If I hadn't met you…

1776
02:03:19,271 --> 02:03:20,146
[sniffles]

1777
02:03:23,146 --> 02:03:24,021
[crying]

1778
02:03:26,521 --> 02:03:27,687
Thank you.

1779
02:03:30,604 --> 02:03:32,646
[upbeat pop music playing]

1780
02:03:59,687 --> 02:04:04,437
[in Japanese] ♪ Goodbye, sweet pain ♪

1781
02:04:04,521 --> 02:04:08,187
♪ Those nights spent
With my chin in my hands ♪

1782
02:04:08,979 --> 02:04:12,271
♪ Ended yesterday ♪

1783
02:04:14,562 --> 02:04:19,271
♪ I want to make sure ♪

1784
02:04:19,354 --> 02:04:23,062
♪ That we met meant something ♪

1785
02:04:23,812 --> 02:04:27,854
♪ So I open my eyes in the darkness ♪

1786
02:04:29,479 --> 02:04:32,687
♪ Footsteps race
Along the emergency stairs ♪

1787
02:04:33,271 --> 02:04:34,646
♪ I want them to echo ♪

1788
02:04:34,729 --> 02:04:36,771
♪ In a world that's fast asleep ♪

1789
02:04:36,854 --> 02:04:40,312
♪ A motorbike abandoned in a vacant lot ♪

1790
02:04:40,396 --> 02:04:41,979
♪ Graffiti on the wall ♪

1791
02:04:42,062 --> 02:04:43,854
♪ I look up to it all… ♪

1792
02:04:44,437 --> 02:04:46,104
[women] Ai!

1793
02:04:46,354 --> 02:04:47,854
♪ True grief ♪

1794
02:04:47,937 --> 02:04:52,354
♪ Can only be healed from within ♪

1795
02:04:54,021 --> 02:04:57,604
♪ I'm beginning
To understand my revolution ♪

1796
02:04:57,687 --> 02:05:01,229
♪ I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow ♪

1797
02:05:01,312 --> 02:05:04,021
♪ I want someone to understand ♪

1798
02:05:04,104 --> 02:05:06,062
[in English] ♪ My tears, my dreams ♪

1799
02:05:06,146 --> 02:05:08,729
[in Japanese] ♪ Right away ♪

1800
02:05:08,812 --> 02:05:12,271
♪ If you're gonna chase your dreams ♪

1801
02:05:12,354 --> 02:05:16,187
♪ You can't just go bursting into tears ♪

1802
02:05:16,271 --> 02:05:19,187
♪ This is what you taught me ♪

1803
02:05:19,271 --> 02:05:21,104
[in English] ♪ My fears, my dreams ♪

1804
02:05:21,187 --> 02:05:25,437
[in Japanese] ♪ I set them free ♪

1805
02:05:45,146 --> 02:05:49,771
♪ Feel my heartache ♪

1806
02:05:49,854 --> 02:05:54,104
♪ I'm surrounded by smiles ♪

1807
02:05:54,187 --> 02:05:57,979
♪ But the lonely nights are hard ♪

1808
02:05:59,812 --> 02:06:04,396
♪ I want to share it ♪

1809
02:06:04,479 --> 02:06:08,979
♪ The words scribbled
In the margins of my textbook ♪

1810
02:06:09,062 --> 02:06:12,896
♪ Are coming to life… ♪

1811
02:06:12,979 --> 02:06:14,646
DR. KOJI WADA OFFERED

1812
02:06:14,729 --> 02:06:18,354
AFFORDABLE GENDER-AFFIRMING CARE
WITH GREAT DEDICATION

1813
02:06:18,437 --> 02:06:22,729
TO MANY PEOPLE EXPERIENCING
GENDER DYSPHORIA.

1814
02:06:22,812 --> 02:06:29,604
HE PERFORMED OVER 600 OPERATIONS
THROUGHOUT HIS LIFETIME.

1815
02:06:29,687 --> 02:06:33,354
♪ There is a strength to being alone ♪

1816
02:06:33,437 --> 02:06:39,354
♪ And I don't want to lose it
In the throngs of this city ♪

1817
02:06:39,437 --> 02:06:43,062
♪ I'd like to keep seeking my revolution ♪

1818
02:06:43,146 --> 02:06:46,729
♪ I'm gonna make tomorrow different ♪

1819
02:06:46,812 --> 02:06:49,729
♪ I want someone to understand ♪

1820
02:06:49,812 --> 02:06:51,562
[in English] ♪ My tears, my dreams

1821
02:06:51,646 --> 02:06:53,896
[in Japanese] ♪ Right away ♪

1822
02:06:53,979 --> 02:06:57,604
♪ This is how I live my life ♪

1823
02:06:57,687 --> 02:07:01,521
♪ Nobody can tell me how to live it ♪

1824
02:07:01,604 --> 02:07:04,521
♪ I want to watch it with you ♪

1825
02:07:04,604 --> 02:07:06,229
[in English] ♪ My fears, my dreams ♪

1826
02:07:06,312 --> 02:07:08,979
[in Japanese] ♪ I want
To hold them tight ♪

1827
02:07:09,062 --> 02:07:12,604
♪ I'm beginning
To understand my revolution ♪

1828
02:07:12,687 --> 02:07:16,312
♪ I'm gonna shake things up for tomorrow ♪

1829
02:07:16,396 --> 02:07:19,187
♪ I want someone to understand ♪

1830
02:07:19,271 --> 02:07:21,104
[in English] ♪ My tears, my dreams ♪

1831
02:07:21,187 --> 02:07:23,687
[in Japanese] ♪ Right away ♪

1832
02:07:23,771 --> 02:07:27,396
♪ If you're gonna chase your dreams ♪

1833
02:07:27,479 --> 02:07:31,062
♪ You can't just go bursting into tears ♪

1834
02:07:31,146 --> 02:07:34,104
♪ This is what you taught me ♪

1835
02:07:34,187 --> 02:07:35,937
[in English] ♪ My fears, my dreams ♪

1836
02:07:36,021 --> 02:07:41,104
[in Japanese] ♪ I set them free ♪

1837
02:07:49,021 --> 02:07:51,521
[music fades]

1838
02:07:54,312 --> 02:07:56,312
[gentle music playing]

1839
02:08:43,437 --> 02:08:47,396
Subtitle Translation by: Rychelle Brittain